Chapter
3
Elizabeth
was a beautiful girl, fifteen and I guess the proper word would
be, common. Every small town has several, not all fifteen-years-old
mind you, but extremely similar in how easily they spread their
legs for just about anyone.
I
could go on giving my ideas of what makes some girls different but
I think you, my reader, are here for something else. But it should
be mentioned that this was 1933 and the Depression was in full force.
A lot of men weren't working; too many were at home being nuisances.
Sex was a commodity then as now, and when there was no other way
for a family to make money to put food on the table, daughters earned
it on their backs, directly as prostitutes, indirectly as whores
whose many boyfriends gave them presents.
Also
remember that youth, male and female, were clamping at the bit to
be free. Sexual license was a freedom as good as any other in a
time when so many people felt they were doing without.
So
visualize. Elizabeth eagerly earned quarters in the ravine behind
the school (and elsewhere but we're not quite there yet) helping
me during my treatments with a diligence that gained my admiration
and not a little love.
Dot
was there every time for the first week or so. She was the one who
tied my hands, assisted me in a variety of ways, most not kind,
to focus my attention on anything but what Elizabeth was doing to
me with her practiced fingers.
Elizabeth's
blue eyes always seemed to shine brighter when she saw me with my
pants down at my ankles. Her short straight blonde hair swung gracefully
as she moved her hands.
This
close I could examine her dress, see how the print was faded and
the light background, which might have been white originally, was
a soiled dun color. There were stains on the dress that the pattern
couldn't hide. A seam on her right shoulder was beginning to pull
apart. A button on the front was missing so I could see into her
dress and glimpse her belly. The square neck collar front opened
when Elizabeth bent forward and I could see her small breasts. If
I was standing, Dot had decided I should be worked on in a variety
of postures, I could look, if I dared, and see down the front of
Elizabeth's dress as she knelt before me, hands busy, eyes fixed
on my cock as if she willed it to shrink to fit her hole. I would
see her breasts, her belly and her bush sometimes, straight through
her dress to the ground.
Usually
I was too busy to look. Dot penalized me if I jumped when she hit
my ass with a forsythia branch stripped of leaves. That hurt so
much and she did it so often it was a wonder that I could sit afterwards.
I
didn't want to, Lord I didn't, but I came much too quickly to satisfy
Dot's strict standards. I was to last an hour, was punished if I
couldn't. And because I couldn't that was the reason all her efforts
for me were foiled.
Dot's
last day with us, at least as a regular companion, Elizabeth knelt
before me, my hands and arms were tied above my head to a tree limb.
It was so hard to stand while Elizabeth tried to fix my cock. Dot
hit me in the small of my back.
"Look
at this," she said. She held the memo book in front of me.
I
saw the column of numbers scrawled in pencil on the page. What Elizabeth
was doing to my cock felt so good.
Dot
grabbed my hair and shook my head. "Look at this. What does
it total?"
I
tried to do the math in my head, couldn't think straight. "Uh.
Five dollars."
She
swung my head from side to side. "No. No. No. Idiot."
"Five
dollars, twenty-six cents."
She
slapped my face. "Get the ax, Elizabeth, I'm not putting up
with this any longer." She lowered her tone. "It's for
your own good."
Elizabeth
didn't stop what she was doing, in fact picked up speed. I began
to dance on my toes.
"The
ax, Elizabeth."
"Later,"
Elizabeth said.
"Okay,
later," Dot said. "This is your last one, Charlie. Enjoy
it while you can."
"No!"
"Yes,
Charlie. Your last one." She emphasized each word with a tug
of my hair. "Finis."
"Oh."
My eyes flew open as I felt something indescribable. "What's
that?"
"What
do you think it is?" Dot tipped my head forward.
I
saw my cock in Elizabeth's mouth. She held my cock with both hands
and just the tip was past her lips. Her tongue . . . My belly tensed,
my back arched and I tried not to do it.
Dot
slapped my ass and Elizabeth's hands fell away. I was in her and
I screamed as Dot wrenched my nipples. The pain with pleasure was
too much for me and I fainted.
I
came to with Dot whipping me all over as she screamed at me. Elizabeth
sat on the log watching us, her dress pulled up to her hips, her
fingers in and on her pussy. She smiled as she watched me try to
spin away from the blows, my ankles tangled in my pants. Elizabeth
had a smile on her face I'd seen nowhere else but here, and on no
one else but her. Her blue eyes blazed as she watched me. When I
next saw her after spinning, her eyes were shut, her head was thrown
back and Dot stopped.
My
skin burned, I pulsed all over, and my erection bounced eagerly.
"The
total is for six dollars and forty cents. With interest."
"Interest!"
"With
interest it's eight dollars even."
"That's
too much."
"I
thinks so too. That's why we're going to cut it off."
"No!"
"I've
had it with you, Charlie."
I
could tell she was angry as she untied my hands. Her face was red
from the exertion and her breathing was fast.
I
fell to my knees and moaned. My wrists burned, my whole body burned.
"Get
the ax," Dot said.
"Okay."
I looked up to see Elizabeth get off the log, her dress fall to
her knees and she walked over to where the old rusty ax lay that
Dot had found somewhere and brought to our meetings as a reminder.
"No,"
I said. "You can't."
Dot
grabbed my ear and tugged. "Get up." I tried to swat her
hand away. "Then we'll do it here," she said.
A
firm kick in my side topped me over.
"As
soon as you see a clear shot, chop it off," Dot said. Elizabeth
looked down at me, grinned with the ax raised over her head.
"No.
You can't," I screamed. I'm not too ashamed to admit I begged.
"What if you miss?"
"We
won't miss if you hold still," Dot said. She prepared to kick
me again.
"No."
I was crying.
Dot
kicked me in the leg. "Roll onto your back."
"No,"
I wailed.
She
raised her foot. "Get ready, Elizabeth," she said.
"No.
Please don't. I'll pay you back."
"How?"
"I'll
work."
"Get
ready, Elizabeth."
Elizabeth
leaned forward, the ax held over her head. "What if I kill
him?"
"We'll
dump the body in the river tonight after dark," Dot said. "Ready?"
"No,"
I screamed.
"On
your back."
I
rolled on my back and covered my cock with both hands. I was shaking
from fear.
"Take
your hands away."
"No.
Please don't."
"Ready,
Elizabeth."
"I'm
ready." She grinned at me. "Nice knowing you, Charlie."
"Oh
dear Lord. I'll do anything."
"Take
your hands away."
"Too
bad it's not hard and sticking up. I'm liable to miss," Elizabeth
said.
"Anything.
Just tell me. Oh." Elizabeth prepared to swing.
"Stop,"
Dot said. "Let me think a minute."
Elizabeth
stepped back, let the ax head rest at her feet, the handle in her
hands. I was able to look partway up her dress. Of all things, at
that moment I was looking up Elizabeth's dress.
"You'll
do anything?" Dot asked.
"Anything."
"Regular
treatments and you'll be good now?"
"I'll
be good. I'm doing my best, Dot."
"Your
best isn't good enough."
"I'll
do better."
"And
you'll pay us back?"
"Every
penny."
"With
interest?"
"With
interest."
"Can
you use him, Elizabeth?"
Elizabeth
let the ax handle fall. "I can use him."
"Then
your share, Charlie, is a nickel," Dot said.
"Dime,"
Elizabeth said.
"Are
you sure you want to do that? That only gives you a nickel."
"That's
okay, Dot," Elizabeth said. She had a funny smile on her face.
"Get
up, Charlie." Dot stood back. "Pull your pants up. You
were pretty disgusting just then."
"I'm
sorry, but . . ."
"No
excuses."
"I'm
sorry." I stood and fastened my pants.
"I'm
done with you for now, Charlie. I won't be back except to check
up on you two from time to time."
"What
. . ."
"Elizabeth,"
Dot turned to her, "no slip ups. Remember."
Elizabeth
nodded, still smiling at me.
"Explain
it to him."
Elizabeth
jerked my arm. "Over here, Charlie."
I
watched Dot walk away, up the bank and out of sight. I turned to
Elizabeth. "Explain what?"
Elizabeth
patted the log where she was sitting. "Come here."
I
sat next to her; she put her hand on my leg and gave a squeeze.
I smiled at her, I didn't know what else to do.
"You're
my man now, Charlie. You get . . ."
"Your
man?"
"My
boyfriend. You get a dime . . ." She must have seen my face.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing,"
I said. No one wanted to be Elizabeth's boyfriend. I smiled at her.
"You
get a dime for every guy I fuck. We'll charge a quarter, you see,
and you get a dime because you're my man."
"What?"
"Dot
gets a dime too because it's her idea." She pursed her lips.
I'd
never kissed a girl before. I puckered my lips and shut my eyes.
Nothing happened. I opened my eyes.
Dot
looked at me. "You can see me naked if you want." Her
eyes were so blue and her stare so intense.
"You
mean you . . ."
"But
Dot says we can't do it, you know, fuck, yet. I need to work on
you some more first. Do you want to do it again?" Her voice
was high; she grinned. "It will only be two and a half men."
"Two
and a half men?"
"Take
your pants off." She stood and pulled her dress over her head.
I
stared at her. There was so much to see I couldn't see it all after
the first split second.
"Take
them off." She drew her hand up her leg to her pussy. I'd seen
that before, but not the rest.
I
said something stupid. "Two and a half men?"
"You're
my man now. It's up to you to find them for me."
I
stood and fumbled with my pants. This is crazy, I thought. She's
naked and I haven't even kissed her yet.
Her
whole face glowed as she fell to her knees. "We can start tonight
after your treatment."
"Start?"
"Finding
men." Dot touched my cock and it jumped. "Be good, Charlie.
Remember."
I
shut my eyes.
"Dot
didn't say I couldn't do this." She kissed me. I felt her teeth
lightly scrape my skin.
"Oh,"
I said. I almost fell over.
"That
was very naughty," Elizabeth said. "I'm going to tell
Dot what you just did."
"Don't."
I fell to my knees so we faced each other. "I'll be good. I
promise. Just don't . . ."
Elizabeth
kissed me and I felt her tongue with something slimy on it enter
my mouth. Something? I knew what it was.
Chapter
4
It
wasn't hard finding men for Elizabeth, not after the first few days
or so. It was hard for me. Frankly, I didn't have the slightest
idea what was going on and was pretty busy with my own problems.
I was continually overwhelmed with what seemed an insurmountable
difficulty, the size of my cock and how, despite the treatments,
it hadn't gotten any smaller.
I
was still a virgin. I had kissed a girl for the first time in my
life at sixteen and I guess I was dating.
I
know some of my readers remember how confusing young love is. I
did love Elizabeth for her diligence, for the way her blue eyes
carved a hole in my soul, for how her hands felt and the sweet kisses
afterwards. I loved Elizabeth, this was something I grew to realize,
for her dependability. She was always there for me.
But
finding her men the first night I was all twisted up in knots,
didn't have the slightest idea of what I was doing or how to go
about it.
Elizabeth
led me by hand through town, everyone saw us, noticed my condition wide eyed stare, leaves stuck to my clothes, mussed hair and
hers, to the walkway between Clancy's and the dock. Three men watched
us from a bench in front of Clancy's, enjoying their beer in the
early evening light when the whole world slows down.
"Go
on," Elizabeth said to me. She let go of my hand and went to
the stairs down to the river.
The
men grinned at me; I followed Elizabeth down the stairs asking her,
"Go on, what?"
"I'm
telling Dot for sure," she said. "I wasn't going to, but
if you try to weasel out of our deal, just take advantage of me
like all the rest, I'm telling her everything."
"Everything?"
We stood on the path along the bank of the river. Lights were on
at the dock; we could hear a car pass in the distance. It was quiet
otherwise.
"That
we did it."
"But
we didn't do anything, did we?"
"Oh
yes we did. Everything. Most especially everything."
"Kiss?"
"You're
cute. You know that?" She fell to her knees and brushed sticks
away in a circle. She stripped off her dress and lay on it. In the
gloom her eyes were bright and I found it hard to concentrate because
I was trying to see everything. "Do you want me to tell Dot?"
she asked.
"Of
course not."
"Then
go up there and tell them where I am and it's a quarter. Get the
quarter first before you tell them where I am. I'll do the rest."
I
stared down at her.
"Come
here," she whispered.
"What?"
"Come
here."
I
fell to my knees.
She
grabbed me and pulled me close. "Dot wanted to give you just
a nickel but I want you to have a dime." She kissed me.
It
felt funny being on my knees, now hands and knees as she wrestled
me. That's what I thought she was doing and I was getting a hardon
which made everything stranger, and she was naked and I could smell
her and she smelled so nice and warm.
Elizabeth
said, "You're my man, aren't you?"
I
was afraid my voice would squeak. I gave a nod and swallowed noisily.
"Then
you need to find ten for your treatments today plus extras for last
week and the interest."
I
nodded; my face was so close to hers our lips were almost touching.
"Don't
forget the interest."
I
tried to shake my head but she wasn't letting me go.
"Are
you going to do it for me?"
I
gave a nod.
"Are
you?"
"Yes."
My voice did squeak.
She
let go of my head and let her arms fall above her head.
I
rose slowly to my knees looking down at her. I wanted to touch her
but knew if I did, something terrible would happen. I wanted to
do something, anything. I didn't have the slightest idea of what
or how. All I knew was her hole was too small and that I was a numskull
for even thinking she'd let me.
I
blurted out, "I love you," and stared at her wondering
where that came from.
"I
know you do." She moistened her lips with her tongue and I
wanted to scream. Her nipples were round and thick on her breasts.
I stood quickly and backed away.
I
faced the water, it got darker and finally my cock fell. Elizabeth
motions behind me were subtle. I could hear her breathe and the
rustle of cloth.
I'm
shy. I'll always be shy. Those last steps up to the walkway took
forever. It was dark now. There was hardly any moon. I steeled myself
the best I could before I stood on the walkway, faced the grinning
men on the bench. There were four now, three sitting, one standing;
all looked at me.
I
couldn't go any closer. "My girl," I said. They couldn't
hear me.
"What
happened to the cute piece?" the one furthest to the right
shouted. He was a coarse looking man, unshaven, in his undershirt,
with mean eyes.
"My
girl," I said.
"Cat's
got his tongue," the one next to him said.
"Or
the bitch bit it off." They all laughed.
I
wanted to run. The ax would have been kinder. "Twenty-five
cents," I screamed.
"Twenty-five
cents what?" the mean-eyed one said. He stood and came toward
me.
I
backed into the rail. "The treatments cost twenty-five cents
each." My eyes went from one face to the other.
"Treatments?"
The
three others joined their mate and ringed me. "Treatments?"
they said.
"A
quarter," I said. My knees were shaking and my mouth was bone
dry.
"She's
down there?" The mean eyed one asked.
I
nodded. All four men grinned at me. None of them had all their teeth
and their breath stank.
"Our
lucky day, Mike," one said. He turned to go down the steps.
"Wait,"
I squeaked. "I need your quarters first."
The
mean-eyed one spat at my feet and raised his eyes to mine. "What
if I don't want to pay?" He and the others left me and went
down the ladder.
I
began to cry. It was horrible. I ran to the steps and shouted down,
"If you don't give me your quarters for your treatments, she
and my sister will cut off your cocks with a rusty ax."
There
was quiet in the night.
I
heard a voice say, "They'll do what?"
"Cock
your cocks off with a rusty ax. It's terrible. If they miss, they'll
throw your body in the river after dark."
I
heard their voices below but couldn't make out the words. I heard
steps approach up the bank. The mean-eyed one came to me. "Four
quarters, right? For our treatments. Right?"
I
nodded.
"And
treatments are what I think they are?"
I
guessed so. I gave a nod.
He
took my hand and dumped change in it. "You count and make sure.
And then go down to tell her we paid you. No rough stuff."
I
counted the money; it was a nickel too much. He told me to keep
it. I passed the other three on the way down the steps. I could
smell them, couldn't really see them. I made my way to where Elizabeth
waited.
"Who's
that?" she said.
"Charlie."
"What's
taking you so long?" She sounded short with me.
"There
are four, they've paid me."
"Well
bring them here."
"Okay.
They wanted to be sure you knew they paid me."
"Charlie?"
"Yes."
"Do
you really love me?"
I
hoped so. "Yes."
"Then
don't make me wait so long."
"I
have an extra nickel, too."
"I
knew I could trust you. Send them along."
I
turned away.
"Charlie?"
she said.
I
turned back.
"You'll
still love me, even if I'm a . . ."
I
nodded.
"You
will, won't you?"
"Of
course I will."
"Go
quickly then."
Turned
away.
"I'll
be thinking of you and how one day we may be able to . . ."
"I'll
get them." I rushed off.
I
was finally beginning to realize what they meant by the wages of
sin. For a few moments of self-gratification I had to lose so much,
frustrate my sister, and suffer shame. I vowed never again.
"Twenty-seven
paces down the path," I told the men. I watched them go off
for their treatments. I realized why, in a town as small as ours,
there were so many no accounts. Men who did little to hold a job
or a woman's love.
They
were loud enough for me to still hear as I climbed the steps. I
sat on the bench in front of Clancy's with my head in my hands.
What Elizabeth and my sister went through because of me.
It
was fifteen minutes later when they came up onto the walkway. They
smiled at me; I smiled back hoping everything went okay. Seeing
them made me despair of ever finishing my treatments. Two leaned
up against the brick wall and whistled while the mean-eyed one joined
me on the bench. The fourth went into Clancy's.
"She
asked us to help you, kid. Said you needed a lot of money."
I
nodded. "The interest," I said.
Everyone
agreed. "The interest will kill you," they said.
"It
nearly did."
"Jim's
getting beers. Want one, kid?"
"I'm
too young to drink, sir."
They
looked at each other, one nodded. The mean-eyed one patted my leg.
"Don't let it get you down."
I
sighed. "It's just that . . ."
"You
want one of us to tell the others in the bar?"
I
brightened considerably. "Could you?"
One
of them got a look from the mean-eyed one and peeled himself off
the wall and went into the bar.
"Buck
up, kid. You must love each other a lot."
"I
do, we do." I looked at their faces.
"You
going to get married one of these days?"
I
burst into tears. "We can't. I'm too big for her."
There
was silence, someone coughed; they looked at each other.
Two
men came out of the bar. "Is this the kid?"
The
mean-eyed one sat back on the bench. "Give the money to him."
He turned to me, "What's your name, by the way?"
"Charlie."
Four dimes and two nickels fell into my hand. I said to them, "Thanks."
The
one leaning against the wall said, "I'll show them."
"Don't
be rough on the girl down there," the mean-eyed one shouted.
When
Jim came out with the pitcher and mugs he handed one to me. "Drink
up, kid."
I
held the mug and saw my reflection in the glass. The foam on top
looked pure, almost like snow. I raised my eyes. "I can't."
"You'd
better, kid. You're in for a long night."
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