Chapter
17
It
snowed the night before I lost my virginity. The next morning Dot
took me from her cabin to Elizabeth's; neither of us said a word.
The
snow around the cluster of buildings was beautiful. The strings
of lights along the paths had a dusting of white. I had a moment
to enjoy the clear blue sky before entering the gloom of Elizabeth's
cabin.
The
cabin was very warm and close with all the bodies within. Elizabeth
sat on her bed, freshly bathed, her hair still damp. Her bare skin
glowed. In attendance were Sally and Soshel on each side in their
robes, Soshel's a silk kimono which showed only a little wear. Standing
to Sally's left were Annie, Nel and Sophie. Annie's pale eyes glittered.
On the other side of the bed stood Sue, Lori and Gypsy.
I
hadn't expected an audience and came to a stop in the doorway. Dot
gave me a push and shut the door behind us.
Surrealism
in 1933 existed only in the minds of a few artists, most of whom
lived in Paris. None of them then, and few afterwards, could have
portrayed what I saw and felt.
The
room was quiet except for Elizabeth's giggles. The poor girl was
just as nervous as I was and for good reason. I hoped that those
present wouldn't need to be called as witnesses in an inquest.
Dot
had dinned into my head a litany of the unending punishments I would
receive if I screwed up this morning. I tried not to think of the
glee she had when she showed me the rusty ax which she promised
would solve the problem for once and all if I didn't acquit myself
well.
My
mouth was suddenly very dry.
"Take
your clothes off, numskull," my sister said. I complied woodenly
while Dot spread the blanket on the floor and prepared the shroud.
Seeing
Annie's face made me wonder if I hadn't made a mistake last night.
If we'd done it, then all this would be necessary. I'd be free.
Seeing Elizabeth's face reminded me what my loss would have been.
I
lay on the blanket and waited while Dot tied my arms.
"Just
a minute, Dot," Elizabeth said. I turned my head and watched
her get off the bed and walk gracefully toward me. She'd gained
so much this weekend, had a poise and charm she hadn't had before.
She knelt by me and kissed me slowly. She raised her lips from mine,
whispered, "Forty-eight last night plus the boys who work here."
I
think my eyes showed a little of the terror I felt. She touched
my lips with her finger, said, "I have a surprise for you."
She rose and helped Dot cover me and tuck in the shroud.
Not
one woman in the room warned Elizabeth of her immanent danger. I
licked my lips and said in the darkness that surrounded me, "I
love you, Elizabeth."
I
felt Elizabeth's mouth on my cock then she crawled onto me.
"Charlie,"
she said. "I'm to be first and last. Others will help me but
you have to save yourself until I tell you. Don't disappoint me."
Her
hands held my cock as if it were a prayer. The grace that followed
was overwhelming. I heard Elizabeth gasp and then there was movement.
I
almost fainted, had to try to separate myself from the sensations
Elizabeth's sweet hole offered and her soft grunts. She, all of
a sudden, placed her hands on my arms; all of her weight bore on
my chest.
There
was so much happening it was easy to forget myself. Each motion
or touch splintered into a thousand shimmering bits. I found myself
standing on a plain of broken glass which, in the sun, sparkled
with a too bright intensity. I squinted my eyes and listened to
the sounds of my footsteps.
No
names were said, but I could feel a difference with each one. A
different tempo, touch or tightness. A difference in breathing.
I'm unable to tell how many used me, if all or just certain ones.
It could have been the same three in infinite variation or it could
have been all nine, excepting my sister and there was no way to
know if that exception was warranted.
I
didn't try to put names or faces to what I felt, though I had to
believe one was Annie's because of her grip on me and the deftness
of her touch. That's when I almost lost myself, saved only by a
timely kick in the side.
I
could tell Elizabeth had fun during all his because her giggles
floated around the room. I heard the stove door open, logs placed
in, and heard the iron door grind closed. I heard footsteps on the
floor close to my head. I heard the rustle of cloth the shroud,
robes, bedding I never could quite tell which.
I
tried not to think about my state as a novelty for a group of prostitutes
to amuse themselves with on a slow Sunday morning. I tried not to
think about Annie's offer, going north to Chicago or Detroit, perhaps
New York City itself. I tried not think of Miss Nichols and what
she would say tomorrow about my deplorable progress in my reading
of The Charterhouse of Parma. I especially tried not to think
either of the punishment I was due or her opinion of the current
proceedings.
I
tried not to visualize her look of loathing as various women rutted
on me or even worse, a look pass over her sculpted features that
meant she wished she too would have a chance.
I
heard the door open and close. The cold air chilled me; I was sensitive
to the icy December air let in.
My
jaw hurt because of how I clenched my teeth. I tried to breathe
through my mouth. The room was quiet as a new one climbed on top
of me, settled slowly onto my cock.
Years
later I'm amazed at how the women restrained their vocal reaction.
I never asked Elizabeth, my sister or anyone else who was in the
room but I believe they held a piece of fabric between their lips,
a glove or hanky. Something to bite down and muffle sounds from
the throat.
As
the tempo picked up, Elizabeth screamed, "Do it. Do it."
I could hear panting. Elizabeth screamed, "Oh God." My
cock was buried in her and I felt her body rub my legs. I let go,
gasped shrilly, and rose to meet the engulfing cunt. I heard a grunt,
felt the body shudder on mine and a collective sigh from the others
in the room.
I
heard Annie's voice by my ear, "You're so much more appealing
with your face covered."
Elizabeth
said, also close to my ear, "Oh, Charlie. That was fantastic."
Someone's
hand, Elizabeth's? attempted to pull the shroud from my face, was
stopped by Dot. "Not yet."
The
cunt left me or I fell out first, I didn't know which. I was crying
and my jaw ached and I had to pee. The room quieted and the shroud
was lifted from my face. Elizabeth looked down on me with a smile.
She kissed me and held me close to her as I heard people leave.
Dot
said above us, my eyes were shut but she didn't sound angry, "I'll
see you both tonight at home." Eventually Elizabeth's kisses
stopped and she uncovered me.
Untied
I hobbled toward the bedpan. Elizabeth held me, as before, and missed
just as badly. As I cleaned up the mess she prepared our bed.
I
hadn't lain like this with Elizabeth, both naked and exhausted from
lovemaking she with others, me too with others and unbound.
I reveled in my freedom and took every opportunity to explore her
body. Elizabeth never resisted, almost always permitted, lay completely
open to me.
I
was the one who fell asleep first.
Elizabeth
was out of bed when I woke, neatening the room, beautiful in her
naked animal splendor, humming sweetly. I couldn't forget the sensation
of being buried deep within her, completely understood every man's
desire to do the same. I understood how cruel some girls could be
and how completely without artifice my lover was.
She
noticed my eyes on her, grinned and walked toward the bed. I reached
out and touched her cunt.
"There's
no time, Charlie. I'm going to be busy in a few minutes. You're
to stay in B. Dot left the key by the lamp. " Elizabeth seemed
so much older than me.
"We
have to reach an understanding. Just as everything I make with my
body is yours, everything you make with your body is mine."
I
wondered what she was talking about. She took my shoe off the shelf
and showed it brimming with tokens from last night. "This is
yours." She took a gray rag from beside the shoe, unfolded
it and showed me a handful of tokens and a stack of bills. "And
this is mine from this morning." She folded the rag carefully,
put it by the shoe.
"You
need to get dressed and get out of here." She pulled the covers
from the bed, sat watching me. She said after a moment. "You're
so beautiful, Charlie. You should have seen them. If anyone visits
you in B this afternoon, you must get at least a token, preferably
more. Unlike me, Charlie, you can accept money, gifts and tips.
Sally said so."
Elizabeth
pulled me close to her. I saw her breasts jiggle and wondered if
they hadn't grown larger. Her nipples looked so sweet and pink.
"You can't say no because of age or race. Understand? Just
like me." She let me go, hunted for her brush.
I
watched her brush her hair. The sun through the window behind her
made every hair glow. I ached to be in her.
She
took my hand, pulled me toward the door. "Dot wanted me to
remind you about your Charterhouse of Parma assignment."
She kissed me. "I love you, Charlie. I wanted to be your first,
but you'll understand that the two hundred and fifty dollars was
an offer I couldn't refuse. I'll try to make it up to you tonight."
She pushed me out the door. "Tomorrow I'm going to buy a new
dress."
Chapter
18
My
afternoon wasn't at all like I expected. I'd planned to finish my
assigned reading in The Charterhouse of Parma, perhaps have
a nap, and maybe even see if someone would join me in a snowball
battle.
By
four, Sally had been the longest visitor and had left only a few
minutes earlier. Sally's proposition was simple, in her mind at
least. She seemed to believe we'd discussed things we hadn't, or
that there was a complete understanding on my part on what she talked
about.
I
liked Sally and I enjoyed being able to relax with her and not have
to perform tricks like a pet dog. I'd collected tokens from Sophie
and Gypsy and while the experience was tremendously exciting for
me, and perhaps a bit of a letdown for them, who I really wanted
to be with was Elizabeth.
Sally
enjoyed talking about the past and I enjoyed hearing her stories.
She was plainly lonely and I thought she missed my father's presence.
I tried not to think of what that presence entailed. And I especially
tried not to think of Sally's part in the events of this morning.
The
Charterhouse of Parma wasn't like any other book I'd ever read.
I still didn't know who the hero, or heroine, was or even when the
story was supposed to take place. The affairs of the del Dongos
were confusing to say the least.
I
was saved from being further confused by a knock on the door. I
looked at the page number before laying the book aside and saw I
was only on page sixteen. I hated to think of what Miss Nichols
would do to me tomorrow. And the thought of trying to catch up with
Elizabeth's efforts this weekend was daunting.
I
unlatched the door and saw Nel with Annie behind her. Annie looked
slightly to my left. Her pale eyes and the seriousness in the way
she held her lips distracted me.
"Can
we come in?" Nel asked. She didn't seem any too pleased with
the prospect.
"Show
him," Annie said.
Nel
held out her open hand. Two tokens and a two-dollar bill.
I
swallowed hard because I was a bit worn out.
"Well?"
Nel said and I stood away from the door.
Annie's
hand was on Nel's shoulder. Nel led her to the bed and they both
sat down, Nel watching me, Annie's eyes focused elsewhere. I shut
the door and sat in the chair.
"Where
do we do it?" Nel asked. She stood and took off her coat and
dress, tossed them into a corner.
"What's
he doing?" Annie asked.
"Getting
an eyeful."
Annie
grinned, rose to her feet and undressed. "Is the door latched?"
Nel
got up and checked, latched the door. Nel's body wasn't attractive
to me in the way Annie's was. Nel was short, red haired, freckled
all over and plump. She sat on the bed next to Annie and stared
at me antagonistically. She didn't seem to like me at all.
After
a couple of minutes Nel said, "I need to get back to work soon.
Are we going to do it or not?"
I
sighed, got to my feet and undressed. This was so much work. I lay
down in the center of the floor and waited.
Annie
smiled, looked off in the distance. "Nel's going to show you
something, Charlie. Then we have a proposition to make. Isn't that
right, Nel?"
Nel
shrugged. She was plainly not excited. She stood, walked slowly
toward me.
"Show
him," Annie said.
Nel
turned away, bent her knees and pulled her butt cheeks apart.
What
I noticed were dirty fingernails.
"She's
been taking it in the ass all day to get ready for you." Nel
let go of her butt checks, straddled me, facing away from me and
slowly squatted.
I
was young and the mere thought of a naked woman got me hard. I'd
been tempered by Elizabeth somewhat, but seeing Annie and to a lesser
extent Nel had me ready.
I
lost two virginities that Sunday and in retrospect neither was the
event it could have been. I'm sure my readers have all be told that
with a loved one sex is always best, being told and actually experiencing
the difference is something that occurred after an expanse of time
in my life. Years later I can confirm the truism.
Nel
rested on me, breathing heavily. I saw her round ass, not as pimpled
as her face, jiggle almost imperceptibly. I saw movements that felt
like cataclysms.
Annie
shuffled her feet as she walked. "How does that feel, Charlie?
Like heaven?"
She
fell to her hands and knees. I watched her breasts sway as she crawled,
one hand out, feeling.
"You
wouldn't take the two hundred last night. Nel chipped hers in too.
We have almost four hundred. It's yours if you take us from here.
We'll be your girls."
Annie
straddled my face and slowly lowered herself.
Annie
tasted different from Elizabeth. The sperm in her was that complex
melody, each time a little different. Annie's own taste was wetter,
saltier, slipperier.
This
was different from the games Elizabeth and I had played. Quieter,
more intense in sensory experience, and any time Annie was near
me my heart beat faster.
"Show
him what you can do," Annie said.
Nel
began to move, slowly at first, quickly building up to a violent
crescendo. Annie rose slightly so I could breathe. She held my hands
in hers, swayed above me.
If
I hadn't been afraid of hurting Nel, I might have enjoyed it more.
Annie settled back down on my mouth, held my hands to her chest
and slowly rocked as Nel jerked rapidly up and down.
I
don't know how much time had passed when Annie said, "Get him
ready for me."
The
tightness that was Nel left me and I felt her body shift as she
changed position. Annie swung off me and I could see Nel as she
lowered her mouth to my cock. Her face was wet and I could see she
was crying. When she was done she held my cock for Annie.
Annie
slid slowly down, facing me, her head tilted back, Nel's left hand
on her hip. When I was completely in Annie stopped moving, held
Nel's hand and let out a gasp.
Being
able to see what was happening was new to me. I'd been able to watch
Elizabeth's hand and mouth at first, less frequently when the shroud
came into use. This morning I'd seen no one and the sensation was
pure, unsullied by visual impression.
What
I saw now profoundly affected my experience.
Sophie,
Gypsy, Nel and now Annie, each experience was different in ways
I couldn't analyze then, try not to analyze now. Besides now, with
Nancy, there's love which alters everything.
"Almost
four hundred dollars, Nel's ass and my cunt, and a promise of at
least twenty-five a day from the both of us. Chicago or New York
if you want. A new car, nice clothes. You can take in other women
if you want." Annie gave my cock a squeeze and I yelped.
"You
shouldn't have to think that hard, Charlie." Her cunt began
to move in ways hands and a mouth never could.
"Elizabeth,"
I gasped. I arched my back to drive deeper in her.
"Elizabeth
stays here. Just us, Nel and I. Help him decide, Nel."
Nel
gave me a look that was frightening. She let go of Annie's hand
and moved toward my chest. She grasped a nipple, my left, and twisted.
This was the first time I'd seen her smile.
I
think I screamed. Nel slapped my face, pinched me harder and then
struck my face with the back of her hand in full swing.
"She'll
hurt you unless you say yes."
I
tried to protect myself with hands as Nel pinched and slapped me.
Annie meanwhile fucked me with the best cunt east of the Mississippi.
Below my waist I was deeply thrust into bliss' seat. Above my waist
I waged a battle to protect myself from Nel's cruelty.
"Say
yes," Annie said.
Nel
leaned closer, held both my ears and whispered, "I hate you,"
before giving them a twist. My hands were unable to stop hers. I
reached up as Nel opened her mouth and began to bend down. Her teeth
looked sharp as daggers. I pushed against Nel's face; she bit a
finger hard. I shrieked as her hands reached for my eyes.
"Say
yes," Annie said.
"Yes,"
I said.
"Back
off," Annie said. "Let me seal the agreement."
Nel
knelt over me, her hands by her sides, her face vacant as she watched
us. Annie's cunt relaxed slightly and she fucked me hard and fast.
"Do it," Annie shouted.
I
gasped and my spine jolted and it felt like half my body tried to
climb through my prick into Annie who held still, her cunt walls
rippling.
I
think I passed out. One moment I was there under Annie and the next
Nel held my arms behind my back as we left the cabin. I was dressed,
shaky and out of breath. Annie followed behind. I could hear her
whisper to Nel.
Nel
frightened me, but Annie terrified me. Nel was like a mad dog of
frightful aspect. Annie was the dog's owner who had great glee in
using it to terrify small children. There was no telling what Annie
might do next.
Nel
pushed me toward the dock. We were almost there when Elizabeth said
behind us, "There you are."
My
heart actually did a happy skip.
Nel
stopped me and Elizabeth came into view. "I thought you might
try to slip away." She held out her hand to Annie. "The
money first, then you can take him." Elizabeth gave me a wink.
"Dot's orders."
"Dot's
orders," I said a bit too loudly.
"You
don't think we'd just let you wander off, do you?"
"They
tried to kill me."
"It's
a hundred for all night. You know the rule, girls."
"What?"
I said.
Elizabeth
grinned at me. "Don't worry, they don't have it."
Annie
held out her billfold. "It's in there."
Elizabeth
opened the billfold, counted through the money, and took out a hundred.
"Thank you."
"But
you said they wouldn't have it." I wanted to say more but Nel
convinced me to keep my mouth shut.
"I
didn't think they would." Elizabeth said to Annie, "He's
to be in school tomorrow."
"He'll
be there," Annie said.
"You
can't let them . . ." Nel could be cruel.
"A
deal's a deal, Charlie."
"But
. . ."
"I'll
see you tomorrow, Charlie." Elizabeth folded up the bills and
stuffed them in her dress pocket. "I'd better get back to work."
Nel
pushed me toward the dock where I saw a rowboat tied.
"Sorry,
Charlie," Annie said behind us. "It's now almost three
hundred. We'll make it up to you. Won't we Nel?"
Nel
shoved me and I almost fell off the dock.
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