Del
gave a yank on the lead. "Whoa," he said.
Penny
halted.
His
feet crunched on the crushed gravel bridle trail. Penny held still
as he approached, didn't stir as he unfastened the lead from her
bridle. He gave a swat to her flank. "Over there."
She
wasn't graceful in the heels she was wearing. Her legs shook a she
walked to the log bench; she kept her arms straight down, palms
flat, fingertips out.
He
watched her, shook his head, and went to the bench, coiling the
lead as he walked. He sat on the bench, left her standing by his
right hand, both facing the trail.
This
part of the ranch was wooded. He could hear birds move in the branches
overhead. If Penny and he had kept on going they would have come
out of the woods and seen grassy rolling hills. The Colonel had
cut the sod on one hillside and carved the running white horse just
like he had seen in England. Or so the Colonel said.
Del
had been told by an old timer when he first started working that
the Colonel had hired a landscape architect who had actually come
up with the idea. The architect's crew carved the horse and filled
the shallow trenches with white chalk. The White Horse of Uffington.
The image of the horse and the ranch's name were embroidered on
the left pocket, over the heart, of the jackets they were all supposed
to wear. He was so touched he kept his jacket in the closet at home.
He
didn't want to think about Penny, talk to Penny, whatever. He didn't
want to check his watch. The ranch hands were all having dinner.
They'd bed their charges then go home, maybe take a girl on a date
or work on their car.
He
could smell her sweat.
When
he finally got home at night Marge wanted to tell, in minute detail,
all she'd accomplished around the house all the livelong day and
about the story she was working on. What he wanted to do was sit
in his chair in front of the TV and just forget about everything.
"Kneel,"
he said. "Turn sideways to me."
Forget
about the Colonel, the ranch, Penny, owners, all of it. The Colonel
wanted him to hurry up with Penny. He wanted to . . .
He shut his eyes. He listened to her breathing, her teeth on the
bit. He didn't want to look at her.
He
never knew if what he was doing was just a waste of time or not.
A waste of energy. Patience. As he grew older he felt like he had
only so much left. The well wasn't bottomless. He almost could see
the end. Definitely could on times like these.
He
looked at Penny, saw her eyes watching him, drool from the bit forming
on the corner of her lips and dripping down her chin.
He'd
have to repaint her tomorrow morning, a task that took well over
an hour.
She
stirred.
He
raised his eyes and studied the tree leaves on the other side of
the path.
When
allowed to speak the charges could only say three words, yes,
please and more It was an okay system, he couldn't
come up with anything better right off the top of his head but boy,
some of the hands really took advantage of it. Thinking anything
goes.
Of
course there were limits. His limits of patience and energy. His
charges' limits which they hadn't realized were imaginary. Which
they had to release, go beyond, so the charges could be where they
should be.
Where
Penny should be. She was light years from being a pony. Her owner
was either a fool or a masochist. Quite a few of the owners were
masochists as near as he could see, letting these girls,
always a dirty word, girls, run all over them.
Penny
champed at her bit, glanced down at her hands open on her thighs,
palms up, sloppy as hell. She raised her eyes and stared at him.
There
were things he wanted to do but knew he shouldn't. There were things
she wanted to do but couldn't and not because he wouldn't let her.
"How
about we finish the week and call it quits?" he said. "The
Colonel has someone waiting for me. You and I are not getting anywhere.
Three more weeks, two months, a year isn't going to make a bit of
difference, will it?" He touched her knee with his boot.
She
looked down then up. Her eyes were wide. She slowly shook her head.
She tried to speak around the bit.
"Enough
of that." He spoke sharply.
She
settled back onto her heels, stared straight ahead.
"We'll
spend a few days with the cart. We can pretend you're trained. Your
owner won't know the difference. What matter if we do?"
She
swallowed and lowered her head.
He'd
shave her tonight before bedding her down. Shave her and he wouldn't
have to look at this mess any more.
Boston
popped in his head. He'd never been to Boston, would like to visit
some time. Boston. Anything but this damned paint.
He
checked the bridle, refastened the lead, and sat back on the bench.
It would be dark soon. He liked being out at dusk. All the activity
birds, bugs, even humans scurrying to finish the day. This
was his moment to relax.
"Up,"
he said, rising to his feet.
She
stood slowly, carefully. She glanced at him quickly, looked away.
She
wasn't bad looking, terrible conformation and ratty mane aside.
Once she got used to the bit she wouldn't drool so much. Nice flanks.
You could say that about her.
He
yawned. "Time to bed you down for the night sweet cakes."
He gave the lead a snap, followed her.
Misty's
stall was two down from Penny's. He'd take a second there tonight
before going home.
He
turned her and followed her up the gentle rise then down. There
was a hill then they were level for a bit. The charges couldn't
pull their carts if the terrain were too rough. Woods, meadow and
rolling hills. The Colonel had a fine place. When he started out
he'd have only forty acres, a lot of it wooded which was okay though
a meadow and a pond would be nice.
Boston.
He shook his head, smiled at the first lightning bug for the night.
Penny held her fingers straight, splayed, resisted the urge to swat
or slap the insects on her. She had that. He'd never want to break
her spirit. Her spirit was what would drive her on.
Once
she stopped playing this silly game. He snapped the lead and she
picked up pace. She was trying but it was all wrong.
He
wasn't a believer in the whip but tonight he was tempted to whip
her raw, from head to toe, every bit of her. He wanted to hurt her.
They
came out of the woods on a rise overlooking the ranch. The Colonel's
house was level with them; the path went by it before going downhill.
All the windows were lit, every damn one of them. He was glad he
wasn't the person paying the bills.
The
Colonel's house was two storied, a mixture of modern and colonial.
The broad front had a relatively small, open porch at the large
front door. The wood siding was natural, not painted. The pool was
at the back, surrounded with shrubs and small trees. Del had seen
the back but never up close. The Colonel liked his privacy.
In
the front of the house, not too far from the front porch, was Spot's
doghouse. Spot was one of the Colonel's hobbies, young, beautiful
and heavily tattooed. Every house needed a dog like Spot.
Everything
below looked quiet. The stable was lit; the bunkhouse was almost
dark. He was hungry, hoped something was left to eat.
Penny
stumbled; he snapped the lead. Del hoped they'd get past the Colonel's
without Penny getting sidetracked. It was worst when the Colonel
was entertaining: a cookout, some friends over for cocktails, an
informal brunch.
Damn.
Spot saw them. He dropped the lead and went over to stop Spot's
barking. Spot looked up at him and grinned as he scratched her behind
the ears. "Shush," he said.
Spot
growled, grinned again.
"More?"
he said.
Spot
nodded.
He
looked over at Penny standing in a patch of light from the windows.
He wanted to shout but knew it was useless.
Spot's
paw rubbed his jeans.
"Not
now, Spot." He patted her shoulder. "Gotta go."
Spot
whimpered, followed him as far as the chain would let her. She kept
the chain stretched taut as she whimpered.
He
waved his hand down, patting the air by his side, as he walked to
Penny. He could see shiny streaks where tears had crossed Penny's
cheeks. Her eyes were bright. She tossed her head at him, champed
at the bit.
He
heard the house door open behind him. "Who is it?" The
Colonel's deep voice asked.
He
turned. "Del, sir."
"Del?
Del and Penny." There was a chuckle. "I should have known."
All
he could see was a shape outlined by light in the doorway. Penny
rubbed against him.
"Come
here, Del. Bring Penny with you."
He
picked up the lead and gave a snap. Penny led him to the door. For
some reason her gait was perfect. Go figure.
"Come
in." The Colonel backed from the door. "Come in."
He
unclipped the lead from Penny's bridle and coiled it. He put his
hand on the center of her back, her skin was soft and cool, and
pressed. As he followed, he saw the Colonel shut the door and proceed
them into the study.
There
was a large carved plaque of the White Horse above the fireplace.
This size he could see the blobs or strokes were definitely shaped
like women in a variety of postures. "Kneel," he said.
Penny
knelt and bowed her head.
"In
a bridle already. Fine. Fine." The Colonel sat on the edge
of his huge partner's desk, eighteenth century Cuban mahogany. All
the hands learned about the desk the day they were hired. Usually
the history of the desk came after a tour of the ranch. Usually
the new hand was still in a bit of shock. Naked women, the Colonel's
off-color jokes, the bizarre juxtapositions.
The
Colonel laid the decanter's lid on the tray, lifted the decanter
and poured two glasses. He raised his glass so he could sniff it;
let Del serve himself.
Del
stepped back to stand by Penny, his glass of brandy held in front
of his belt buckle.
The
Colonel took a sip, set his glass in the tray, and folded his hands
onto the leg bent on the desk. He looked at Penny and smiled. "Are
you painting her again tomorrow?"
"Yes,
sir."
The
Colonel smiled and stood. He took a leather crop from a brass hook
on the wall and walked around Penny. He lifted her chin with the
crop, grinned. He drew a circle around her right breast, tapped
her softly and stepped back. "Good." He paused. "Good.
Unbridle her."
Del
knelt and unfastened the clasps at the back of her head. He lifted
the bridle and bit from Penny, rose and let it hang from his fingers
holding the glass of brandy and coiled lead.
"Sit
down, Del. Go on. Relax." The Colonel moved slowly around Penny.
The Colonel dragged the crop over her back, down her shoulder. "Open,"
he said.
The
Colonel blocked Penny's face from Del. He finished the brandy in
one gulp, set the glass on the table by his side.
"Wider,"
the Colonel said. He spun to Del. "This reminds me of the time
when we were in a village. There was this fifteen-year-old, cute,
devilishly cute, that one of the men fancied. I told the NCO to
bring her to my office. That's good, Penny." He turned back
to Del. "Where was I?"
"A
young girl in your office, sir." The bridle chain gave a tinkle
sound when Del moved his hand.
"On
your hands and knees, Penny," the Colonel said. He watched
her change position, swung the crop fiercely at her ass. She gave
a jerk and a small cry. The Colonel dragged the crop up her crack
past her tail. "Do you do it like that, Del?" He hit her
again. "Like that, Del?"
Del
shook his head. "No, sir."
The
Colonel tossed the crop onto the desk. "It shows." He
picked up his glass, finished, turned to Del. "Pour you another?"
"No
thank you, sir."
The
Colonel refilled his glass, sat on the corner of his desk, his foot
swinging. He smiled at Penny, turned to Del. "I trust you'll
finish this week."
Del
shook his head. "She's not ready yet, sir."
"I
thought we talked about this earlier, Del." The Colonel swung
his shoe to Penny's face. "Lick it." He grinned as he
watched her.
"Some
things can't be rushed, sir."
"Del.
Del. Del." The Colonel rose to his feet, went to his desk chair
and sat.
Del
sat back in his seat.
"Come
here," the Colonel said.
Penny
crawled to him, waited as he unfastened his jeans.
Del
swung the bridle against his shin, looked over his shoulder at the
bookcases filled with a mishmash of books hardbacks, paperbacks,
expensive leather-bound editions with gold tooling alongside luridly
colored dust jacketed spines of throw away novels of a half century
ago. He heard the Colonel slap Penny's face. Heard the sounds of
her pleasing him. Another slap. He turned and saw the Colonel stand
and pull Penny to her feet, spin her, and push her face down over
the desk. Her tail hit the floor and Del turned back to study the
bookshelf.
He
listened to the Colonel grunt as the Colonel fucked Penny. He slapped
his leg with the bridle, harder this time, wished he had another
brandy to drink. He heard Penny moan, glanced and saw the Colonel
grasp a handful of her hair and pull back, lifting her head from
the desk.
The
Colonel finished in her, held her against him as he stared at her
back. The Colonel grinned at Del, then fell into his chair and swiveled
from side to side. "She's ready, Del. Oh, she's ready."
The Colonel stroked her flank. "Finish it."
She
raised herself off the desk, stood, ran her eyes quickly past Del
as she turned. She knelt and cleaned the Colonel.
Del
could see the two marks from the crop on her ass. One of her shoes
had come off; her bare foot was twisted to the side and bent onto
itself. He struck his leg with the bridle, stood. "Sir, we
should go. She needs to be bedded down."
The
Colonel shoved her aside, fastened his pants, lifted her chin and
held it. He stared at her for a moment and shook his head. "I'm
keeping her tonight, Del. She'll be here for you in the morning.
Won't you, Penny?" He let go of her chin. The Colonel motioned.
"Go on."
Penny
turned and crawled to Del. He'd seen this masked look before. He
stepped by her, patted her shoulder as he passed. "I should
be going."
When
he turned back to the room the Colonel was grinning at him, Penny
knelt, head bowed. She raised her face, gave him a quick smile and
watched him leave.
Del
let himself out, stood on the porch wishing he had a flashlight.
He walked across the yard, past Spot who still tugged at her chain.
He bent and picked up a rock. He threw it as he rose, across the
yard, down the hill toward the lights in the stable yard.
He
wanted to curse, to kick something. He paused, whispered, "Good
girl," to Spot and walked down the bank.
His
boots were smooth soled; he was sure he'd take a spill on the dewy
grass. He didn't look back at the Colonel's, he didn't look at his
watch. The bunkhouse was dark; he'd missed dinner again.
He
carried the bridle into the stable, past Misty's stall, to Penny's
stall. He opened the latch, went into her stall and sat on the bench.
The
stable was quiet; all the hands were gone except for the two night
hands who were more guards than anything else. The charges were
sleeping or pretending they were sleeping.
He
sat not thinking for he didn't know how long. He stirred, rose to
his feet and went to the small blackboard. He took a piece of chalk
and wrote:
"Shaving.
"Whipping.
"Cart
training."
It
wasn't too early for the cart. Hell any of them could do it right
off, fresh and green and wobbly kneed. What took time was training
them so they looked graceful. So they moved with an economy and
sureness of motion.
He
cleaned the bridle and bit. He dressed the lead and bridle leathers
and hung them on their pegs. Further down the wall was his whip.
He lifted it off the peg, brushed the dark leather with the rag
in his hand, felt the woven structure.
Somehow
everything he did felt wrong now. Maybe in the morning he'd feel
differently. He doubted it. He hung the whip back up, took a final
look at the stall and left. In the stall next to Penny's was a new
charge. He checked the clipboard on the wall. Star was her name.
He swore, hung the clipboard back on its nail. He was to do Star,
too.
Damn
him to hell. He looked into the stall, saw Star was a blonde, dyed
blonde with red dots in her hair. She was curled up, didn't stir
when he hissed. He could see her cunt rings and a crossed brand
on her ass. One who'd been around. She was either extremely good
or awfully bad.
The
fucking Colonel knew he liked challenges. Damn him.
He
stood at Misty's stall door and watched her sleep. The bridle was
off and her thick hair surrounded her head with a corona of gold.
His eyes followed the curve of her legs around her ass to the gentle
dip of her waist. He saw her eyes were open and she was watching
him. He touched his brow to her, left the stable.
His
truck was parked on the lot on the other side of the bunkhouse.
He tried the bunkhouse door but it was locked.
He
sat in the old Dodge, stared at the dim night reflection off the
sparse chrome and the metal dash. He started her up, a flathead
six, all he ever needed. He'd stop at McDonald's for dinner and
coffee. He wasn't going to sleep tonight. Why pretend.
Penny
and Star. Star and Penny and the fucking Colonel. Then he relaxed.
Two of them. If he could do it here, there'd be no problem when
he was on his own.
Reager
let him out at the gate.
Half
hour drive. Not McDonald's. There was a restaurant he'd heard about.
He'd always wanted to take Marge there, hadn't gotten a chance yet.
He'd see if it was any good. If it was, Marge and he'd go out on
Saturday.
He'd
always thought the charges learned best by watching each other.
Penny could watch Star. Star could observe Penny. Maybe he'd even
bed them together. Stay in the stable the first few nights just
to be sure there'd be no problems.
Oh,
there'd be problems all right, but the hands would just have to
get used to it. The twisty country road helped him think. He'd driven
it thousands of times. When he first started working out here it
was pure country all around. Times had changed. Now it was almost
like the suburbs.
No
more post for Penny. Or Star. From now on punishment would be between
the three of them.
He
remembered Misty's eyes watching him. He gets a blonde. Finally.
And sure as shooting, she's another goddamned paint.
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