Part
One, Chapter 5
When
Peter got back he turned on the light, muttered "Hi" to
Bring still tied down on the bed, passed her and went into the bathroom.
He came back out, found the two styrofoam cups they had used earlier,
carried them into the bathroom and washed them out. Bring was quiet
on the bed. She watched his shadow pass across the ceiling; he came
partially in view for a moment at the bathroom door, then he became
a shadow again. He came out of the bathroom with two cups of wine,
set his on the table by the bed, and sat on the bed by Bring.
"I
have wine for you. Would you like it?" He waved the cup over
her face. "Need a bathroom break?"
She
looked meekly up at him. "You were gone for hours."
"Guess
I was." He turned away.
"I
was lonely."
"Guess
you were."
"Don't
you like me any more? Those men didn't matter to me. Not like you
do. I thought you liked me."
"I
like you Bring, Belinda, whatever." He set the cup in his
hand by the other cup on the bedside table. "Come on, let's
have a bathroom break." He began to untie her wrist.
"You
have to fuck me first."
"I
don't have to do anything. I'm the master, remember? You're going
to have a bathroom break." He leaned over her and untied the
other wrist.
"Then
you'll fuck me?"
"Then
you get tied up on the bed, like before."
"Then
you'll fuck me?"
"Then
we'll talk about Larry." He finished the other hand and sat
back up. It was not easy to lie across her like that. "You
can do your own ankles."
"Thanks."
Bring sat up. "Guess I do have to go to the bathroom."
She scrunched herself toward the foot of the bed. She untied one
ankle, then the other.
Peter
handed her a cup of wine. He tapped it with the other cup. "Cheers."
"I'll
make it up to you." She stood and teetered a moment, rested
her hand on the bedpost. She walked toward the bathroom. "Whatever
you want to do."
Peter
got off the bed, picked a book out of the pile on the desk, and
sat down again.
"I
was going to shower, too. All right?" Bring said from the bathroom.
"Okay,"
Peter said. He sipped the wine in the cup, took a bigger drink.
He opened his book. Soon the shower was running.
A
few minutes later the shower was off and Peter could hear her move
around. Bring came out of the bathroom naked, toweling her hair.
She gave Peter a smile. "Shall I go out to the van and get
the food?"
"It's
on the table there, in the bag."
"Want
some cheese and bread?" Bring asked.
"Sure."
"In
a jiffy." Bring went back into the bathroom, hung up the towel.
She came back out with her wine and went over to the table. "What
are you reading?"
"Pearl."
"The
part where it begins in the garden, I've always thought that could
be read two ways."
"Me,
too."
"The
traditional reading and as a seduction."
"Interesting."
She
sat down beside him with pieces of bread and cheese. "I'm sorry."
"I
know. I'm still angry." He took a piece of bread with cheese,
leaving the book open on his lap.
"I
can't tell you much about Larry. He's like a policeman." She
glanced at him; he still was not looking at her.
"Figured
he's something." Peter took a bite, chewed awhile. "How
did Martha know about my research?"
"I
think Jimmy told her. I told Jimmy." She watched Peter. "Word
gets around fast in a small town."
"Imagine
it would." He took another bite. He took a sip of wine. He
put his cup down on the floor, picked up his book again. "Good
sandwich. Let me know when you're ready."
Bring
looked at him for a second, resumed eating.
A
short while later, she went back to the bathroom. He heard her pee,
flush the toilet, wash her hands, then come out. "I'm ready,
Master," she said.
"That's
not helping. Get on the bed." He stood. "No, not like
before. On your side. Yes. No, closer to the edge. Can you sleep
like that? Okay." He bent over her and lashed her wrists to
a ring on her collar. He tied her ankles together. "Comfy?
Okay." He sat back down on the bed, picked up his book.
"You're
not going to . . ." Bring said.
"Not
tonight. I'm tired and angry. Maybe in the morning. Maybe not. Maybe
I'll just keep you tied up all weekend."
"All
right." She tried to twist around to face him and found she
could not. "I really like you a lot. Whatever you want to do."
"I'll
do." Peter read for a while. When he was ready for bed he got
up, took off his clothes, went to the bathroom, peed, splashed water
on his face, turned out the light. He went over to the light by
the bed by Bring, saw her staring at him. He kneeled down, gave
her a kiss on the cheek. He started to stand. She said, "Condoms."
He
smiled briefly, "I'll remember. I don't think I want Larry
tossing me through a wall or something." He stood, turned out
the light, felt his way around the bed, drew the sheet over the
both of them. "Goodnight cupcake," he said.
"Night,"
she said.
He
woke before dawn. A thunderstorm had passed through. The air had
cooled and the sheet was not enough. He curled against Bring's back,
one arm was over her, cupping one of her hands next to her chin.
He
lay still. He thought about what he wanted to do, what he thought
he should do, what he was supposed to do. About Jan back home, probably
curled up in bed, that spot usually occupied by him, now by a cat.
How he missed her. At the same time he could not help but feel Bring
next to him. His memories of how she appeared, naked, dressed, moving,
still. How she looked in the van, the street lights across her with
their strange colors, as he drank honey from her skin and felt her
tongue tickling his finger. He went back to sleep finally.
Early
morning he found his decision made. He took time to find one of
the damned, infernal condoms. He put it on, stroked her, felt her
waken. He heard her whisper, "Please."
He whispered back, "Are you sure you want me to?"
He
felt her nod her head, heard her whisper, "Please." So
he did.
It
always sounds so simple he thought afterwards. He was pressed as
close to her as possible. He felt her heart beat under his hand
on her breast. It always sounds so simple he thought, but I cannot
even describe it. He fell asleep again.

He
woke to Bring saying, "Peter? Peter? I really have to go to
the bathroom." She paused. "I really have to go."
"Okay,"
he said. "Just a second." He unwrapped his arm around
her. "Can you wait for me to untie you? Or should I try to
carry you?"
"My
feet."
"Okay."
Peter sat up, leaned toward the foot of the bed and untied her feet.
"Here, I'll help you get up." He got off the bed, stood
in front of her and reached down. He raised her shoulders while
swinging her legs out. He sat her up, stood her up, walked her to
the bathroom and the stool. He helped her sit, she started to pee
heavily immediately. He untied her wrists. "I'll leave you
in peace." He left the bathroom.
He
sat on the bed with the used condom in his hand, still waking up,
when she came out. He got off the bed and went into the bathroom.
When he was done, he came out to find Bring on the bed, in position
to be tied again. He looked at her. She smiled at him, tentatively,
her eyes watched his face. "On your back, like before,"
he said. She smiled broadly and rolled onto her back, arms and legs
splayed. He tied her wrists and ankles to the bedposts like before
and climbed into bed beside her. He pulled the sheet up from the
floor over them and held her closely.

About
nine in the morning, Peter decided to go out. He left Bring tied
to the bed after checking that she would be all right that way for
awhile. She had slowly nodded yes, her eyes never leaving his.
Peter
turned left at the road and walked up to main street. Puddles on
the sidewalk were drying quickly. It was just a bit cooler than
yesterday. Last night he had seen an antique shop on main street.
He wanted to find a present for Jan. He knew nothing he bought would
be good enough for her. The antique shop was open and he went in.
It was bigger than it appeared outside. It seemed that several storefronts,
the antique shop, a cafe, and a small specialty grocery were actually
intermingled inside, one merging into the other. Not only was the
shop much bigger than it looked, it was filled with people, mostly
older like himself. That was a relief after Bring's intensities.
Peter didn't know what to do next. Bring was a delight; her game
was driving him crazy.
He
noticed two sets of tin kitchen canisters that he thought Jan would
like. One had a yellow-green speckled finish, the other had a pink-red
speckled finish. The canisters were several different sizes, as
if they had been collected by someone for the finish rather than
as if they had been made as a group for a specific purpose.
He
noticed off to his side two women, one with short, thick gray hair,
maybe fifty or so, and a companion with brown hair, short also but
not so thick. He could see a band of black on one woman's neck,
almost hidden by her blouse. Their eyes seemed to twinkle when they
found him watching them. He looked back at the canisters, then patted
his breast pocket for the bucks. He felt them and caught himself
at the same time. "What am I doing?" he asked himself.
He
decided to look around a little longer, but he thought Jan would
like the canisters. He had the idea if he could find the right kind
of special stationery he could write the right kind of letter to
Jan. He did not think he could call her, not today.
As
Peter walked through the shops, he realized a few of the women and
men had collars; a few of those also had wrist and ankle bands like
Bring's. He did not remember seeing that yesterday. He could not
find any stationery he liked, but noticed the two women talking
to a man who handed them something. They were laughing. Later he
saw them together at the cafe chatting at a table with cups of coffee
or tea before them.
Peter
also noticed he was being haunted by a presence. He could feel something
he'd never felt before. He would turn around and a young black haired
woman glanced away. This happened repeatedly. She was close by.
She was an aisle over. Her hair was long and she was dressed like
Bring yesterday when he first saw her, but this woman's dress was
red rather than gray. She wore a black velvet choker on her neck.
She was exceptionally pretty, disfigured by a scar which rose from
her upper lip. She seemed to always have her fingers moving from
the scar, as if to hide it, to her choker, then back.
He
returned to the canisters and studied them. He preferred the red
ones, but would Jan really like the green ones more? His mind was
going back and forth from red to green to red when he stepped back,
felt himself bump something small, and heard that thing fall. He
turned around to find himself facing the black haired woman who
stared wide-eyed at him. Antique kitchen utensils had fallen at
her feet. He bent down to pick them up. She knelt in front of him.
He picked up the utensils, the bucks fell out of his pocket. "Oh
damn," he said.
She
looked at him. He looked at her. She picked the bucks up and handed
all but one back. "Yes," she said.
Peter
stood and started to speak. She stood. "Where are you staying?"
she asked. He started to speak. "I know what I am doing."
"I
have no doubt," he said. "I haven't the slightest idea
what I'm doing." He put the utensils back in their spot. "I'm
already involved this weekend in some game with Bring, Belinda."
"I
know her."
"I'm
taking a moment off trying to find a present for my sweetheart."
He pointed to the canisters.
"The
red ones," she said.
"The
red ones?"
"Passion,"
she said. "I know about the game and how confusing it can seem.
Need help?"
"With
the game or with the canisters?"
"The
game you'll have to do with Belinda. I can help you carry the canisters."
"And?"
"Whatever."
She smiled at him. She walked past him and started to gather the
red canisters. "I know Mary, she'll give us a special discount."
She walked to the front of the antique shop.
Peter
had to step quickly to catch up. "My name is Peter."
"And
mine is Alice. Nice to meet you Peter." She faced ahead. "And
here is Mary." She put the canisters down on the counter. "Mary,
this man is a friend of Belinda's and mine."
Mary
smiled at Peter. "Are you the poet?"
"No,
that's someone else. Word around town is that I'm researching the
alliterative revival."
"That's
right. I thought I knew you." Mary started wrapping the canisters
in newspapers. "Martha said you and Belinda were by her place
last night. Honey. Honey for the game." She glanced up and
smiled. "That's a new one. It gives us old-timers a kick to
see what you kids will come up with next."
"Honey
sounds nice," Alice said. "You'll have to tell me all
about it."
Peter
looked sharply at the two women and decided they were pulling his
leg. He just smiled. "Ask Bring."
Peter
and Alice walked back to the motel. Peter found Alice was twenty-seven
and was interested in teaching music to children. Peter tried to
figure out what he would do at his room. Alice seemed nice but persistent.
Maybe he could talk her into meeting him somewhere for lunch. That
would mean keeping Bring tied up most of the day. Maybe that would
not be a bad idea, he thought. Then he kicked himself for thinking
that.
They
ended up at the door of his room. He was reaching in his pocket
for the key when Alice turned the knob and went in. The light was
still on and Bring was still spread-eagled, naked on the bed like
he left her.
"I
need to explain . . ." Peter started to say.
Alice
raised a hand, then said, "Hi Belinda. Bring is it?"
"Alice.
It's so good to see you. You've met Peter I see. You can see we're
playing the game."
Peter
stood at the door, watched Alice carry the bag with the canisters
and lay it on the desk, walk over to the bed and sit down. "This
is a bit awkward," he said.
Alice
patted the bed by her and turned to Bring. "You're pretty far
along I can see."
"Still
in Blue. We had a few," Bring peered up at Peter sitting beside
Alice, "difficulties last night. All taken care of though."
She smiled brightly at Peter.
Alice
looked sideways at Peter.
"He
didn't?" Bring glanced at Peter. "You didn't?" She
looked at Alice, "He did?"
Alice
just smiled. Peter found himself thinking this was one of the strangest
situations he had ever been in. He tried to smile, it did not work.
Bring
laughed. "He is an old horn dog after all." She grinned
at Peter. "If you would untie me you'd have the bed all to
yourselves." She looked at Alice. "He's starting to catch
on."
Peter
got up and untied Bring beginning with her feet. When they were
free, he patted them. Then he untied her wrists, making sure not
to lean over her. That would be too much, he thought. He stepped
back as Bring sat up. She got up off the bed, stretched and went
toward the bathroom saying, "The bed's free, don't let me hold
you up."
Bring
showered and came out, pretending to be shocked at Peter and Alice.
Peter was showing Alice a program on his laptop, one for analyzing
texts. They were sitting side by side on the bed, almost touching.
Bring found her dress on the dresser, put it on. She sat on the
bed opposite them to put on her sandals. She stood and smiled at
Peter's back.
She
picked up the money pouch and said, "I'm going to walk up to
the pizza place and give this to Dave, then I'll find something
to eat and bring it back for us." She asked Peter, "All
right?"
Alice
looked up from the computer. "I'll take the money to Dave,
he's short handed so I'm working there this weekend."
"Everyone?"
"Everyone."
Alice smiled, she glanced at Peter then turned back to Bring. "Something
to eat would be nice though. Take your time. I don't need to be
there until after noon."
"I'll
have to warn you about old horn dog there," Bring said. "He's
slow to start. But once started it's a race to keep up." She
looked at Peter. "You were great."
Bring
left them sitting on the bed, still not touching.
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2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter
4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter
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