| >> | No. 544 File 129864584239.png - (91.29KB , 252x276 , 129771656710.png ) >>511 "I was highly antisocial. Always stayed in my room playing video games, Very wary of what people thought of me. I always put up a facade, never true to my heart as to who i am on the outside. Im a 20 year old male, and ive always had an effeminate side to me. Ive always loved the cute and cuddly side of life, but if you knew me you wouldnt have guessed." THIS >>533 All this sounds alot like me, I almost thought there was a twin I didn't know about typing this. though I've only ever managed to have 1or if I was lucky 2 people i really considered friends in my life at a time. Everypony else I considered someone to either get something from or someone to talk to when I was bored. I always thought people would get the first chance they could to screw me over, and I've been screwed over many times over the course of my life. It drove me to resent people since I always believed they would do everything possible to make me feel like crap. so I took who I was, compressed it, put it in a spot in my mind I never accessed and left it there. the few times I ever dusted it off to let it show itself to anypony, it nearly got torn into shreds each time. The problem is I secretly want to show it to people, but I'm tired of getting attacked for it. even if this wasn't your case I can relate to you greatly anonpony. I really hope you feel welcome to the site brony and that you make a bunch of friends here |