>>18831You hold onto semantics and rules tightly because they give you a sense of stability don’t you?
Your types tend to forget that the world isn’t so concrete not as austere as you so love. Your unstable familial relationships and lack of a proper stable regular routine that resulted in this desire to grip power through rules as a sort of life preserver is very apparent. You have issues with your mother don’t you?
I can tell.
What if I told you that the world isn’t concrete and cemented in rules, like you so love, for a good reason? You see the elastic nature of life means that we require rules to give direction but at a certain point they become needlessly restrictive. You see, my situation is one that is completely normal. Familiarity gives way to deeper consideration. It gives deeper context. When this context and familiarity ultimately changes the end result of a situation those of your temperament tend to get quite upset.
“It’s not fair.”
“Why does he get preference over me?”
“It’s all nepotism, personal bias, and favors!”
He exclaimed with a righteous vigor as he felt the very fabric of his conceptualization of how the world
should be gets challenged.
Oh what disdain for the unfair you have. What tragedy that people must be judged based upon their history, actions, and intentions.
Yet you fail to see that you are a hypocrite just of the other feather. You use this same unfairness to judge me in your perspective, which is to be still sullied with sin. Don’t you see that your opposition is deeply seated in just that? Opposite. You have not looked deep enough into your consciousness to realize just how and why you are in the position you’re in and how and why I am within mine.
It’s just that I’ve escaped that stage for quite a long time. My actions and intentions are always on my sleeve these days. There is no need to hide. So I give you a bit of advice: stop being so immovable or else you will be moved past. Nobody cares about you anymore. Certainly not even your opinion on rules.
It’s mom calling: she says it’s time to grow up dear.