Part one: It’s nice in your snowstorm

>It's March 25th.
>...and the spring is in its full glory
>you're a typical edgy 17 years old Anon, living at the edge of a city with your parents and a little sister
>the life is okay, you're guessing
>you've had okay childhood, some friends to occasionally hang out with, parents are nice people, but you're at "that" age
>that age where you can't seem to find your happiness
>you're spending a lot of time in your room, at your PC, either just playing offline or with your online friends on discord
>but you don't see them too often irl, mostly because you're a little lazy to go further than a few meters away from your house
>and even though your parent do love you, they would like you to be a little more action-taking about your life
>...but like most adults, they don't really have a good way to show their good intention, so it mostly feels like you're getting bullied into doing things you don't like
>being taken along with them for shopping just for the sake of it, - when they clearly don't need you
>constant questions about why are you like that, when will you get a girlfriend, etc etc
>....your little sister on the other hand, she's still young enough to be their crown jewel
>sociable, happy to spend time with them, a lot of friends in school....
>and parents surely do show appreciation for the way she is
>sometimes it feels like they really do love her more than you, but..... well you're giving them a reason
>and while you do love your sister, since she really is a sweetheart most of the time, it's still hard not to be a little jealous sometimes
>she's getting the most expensive gifts, a lots of attention....
>yeah, you don't really like that much of an attention, but something's still bugging you
>for instance, for her 7th birthday, they bough her this stupid ass expensive animal that looks like some kind of cartoony miniature horse
>some new, artificially created specie
>it was SO damn expensive, if they'd given YOU this money, you could have had first class, top spec PC by now
>instead, there's just this colorful creature roaming around the house
>and to be honest,.. you don't really like the thing
>each time you look at it, it's reminding you of your uncomfortable position in the family
>life too
>parents said it's not just for your sister, that it's a new family member,... like that dog you wanted before - but they wouldn't get it for you
>hypocrites...
>but damn, dogs can at least be cool
>this thing is far from cool, quite the opposite, it looks just.... funny
>they keep telling you to give it a chance: go walk it outside, play with it, but Jeez,...you don't wanna
>plus, if any of your friends or schoolmates saw you with it, they would surely laugh their asses off
>that would be so lame....
>anyway, right now it's 8:21, your parents are watching TV, your sister probably with them, while you're in your room, trying to spend some quality time alone, when-
>your door creaks, so you carelessly eye behind you what is it this time your parents want
"Sorry mom, I don't really like the TV shows you're-..."
>but it's not your mom
>not dad either and certainly not your little sister
>it's Suzanne, the weird animal
>also known as "Miss Preeny", because she's constantly going trough the feathers on her small wings, even though she can't actually fly
>but she's sure annoying enough to know how to open doors, goddamn
"Oh what the hell do you want here?!" you pause your game and turn around "Hush! Go away!"
>it's enough of a hostile reaction to make her hastily back out of your room
>but it's not like she's closing the door after herself
"Stupid goddamn animal..."
>now you have to go close it
>you're reaching for the handle when you notice two big eyes, reflecting the bit of light coming from your room
>she's still there in the corridor for some reason
>so you stare into the sparkly orbs for a few seconds, then close the door, heading back to your PC
>about to sit down when you hear the handle click once more
"I said go away!!" you run up to the door, stomping the ground to emphasize on your anger
>the creature eeps a high pitched noise, in attempt to turn around bangs her head into the doorframe and is clopping away into the darkness
>...man you might have overdone it just a bit
>maybe you should go check on it
>so you step out of your room, switching the lights to see where has it gone
>well,... it's nowhere here
>hope it didn't hurt itself when it hit it's head, the thud was pretty loud
>clumsy creature
>eventually, you find an opened door to the living room, where your parents are watching TV on the couch
>...and it's there with them, curled under their feet, curiously eyeing at you
>good
>>"Hey Anon, came to join us?"
"Uhh, not exactly,.. I was just checking on ya'll!" you’re doing your best to make it sound casual, not awkward at all "AND to get some water, got real thirsty, have fun though!"
>you slam the door without actually getting the water and go rush back to your room
>phew, safe and sound again
>when-
"Jesus not again...."
>the door are open and the creature is hesitantly standing there
>you're getting angry again, clenching your fist, about to throw something at the animal-
>but then you swallow that emotion, inhale,…
>and exhale as slowly as you can to calm down, closing your eyes for a second
>guess this is something you just have to learn to live with
>….
"....What do you want?" you’re now asking in a lot more composed tone
>...
>of course it wouldn't answer, it can't speak
>but it tilts it's head, making a few small, hesitant steps forward, as if asking whether it can enter
......
"...Alright. Come here then."
>could it be just the tone or color of your voice, but the creature seems to understand, walking towards your chair where it sits on it's rump, watching you with great interest
>you've never let her too close to you before, because of your little prejudices about it's lame appearance and of course, your great jealousy and feelings connected to it
>purposely kept disdain, especially to show your parents your disagreement of buying such a thing
>but now you're alone with her in the room and.....
>.….it's kind of hard to utterly hate her
"Why aren't you with my sister and parents?" you raise your hand towards the creature's head to pat her, but she flinches away
"...Did I leave such a bad impression?" you chuckle
>....
>guess you did
>why is it still here though? Shouldn't it be running away again?
>...
>so you try it again, this time very slowly, letting her smell your palm before touching her
>and after the short ritual, she lets you bury your fingers into her soft mane
"There... there. You know,...... I guess I'm sorry. ........It's-.. not your fault."
>that was kinda harder to say out loud than you thought
>thank God nobody else can hear you
>but the creature curiously glances in your eyes, as if it partly understood what you're talking about
>it's strange, considering how goofy she looks with it's bright colors, big eyes and a tiny horse body, she must be a lot smarter than a regular pet, such as a dog or even a cat
"So, will you tell me now, why did you come here?"
>”....”
>nope
>instead she in a very sneaky fashion uses her front hooves to pull herself closer to your chair, dragging her rump on the ground behind her
>the sight made you snicker
"Jeez,. I guess you're alright." you snicker "Hate the TV shows too?"
>of course she wouldn't answer
>but she whines a quiet high pitched sound
"So you do!" you laugh, taking it as an obvious yes, even though it could have meant literally anything "At least one thing we have in common."
>then reach your hands towards her again, to fondle the fluffy ears on her head
>they're covered with silky fur and are incredibly soft to touch, just like with most animals, but you could swear these ears are even softer
>....and it doesn't take long till she devotedly closes her eyes, resting her head in your palms
>could swear this thing is a friendship incarnate, how easily she comes to like you even though you were nothing but disdainful to her before
"Okay Suzanne..." you eventually let go, her head somewhat falling out of your hands before she realizes she has to keep it up herself again "But I'm gonna play vidya now, can't give you the attention forever either.... But I guess we're cool now."
>giving her one last grin and turn around in your chair to doubleclick a game icon
>Sekiro it is
>dun dun dun, the loading rolls, game’s starting and you're immediately immersed in it's world
>it takes a while for you to realize that Suzzanne hasn’t left
>eventually, you find a safe spot for the game character to lay low and turn around in your chair again
"Come on, what is it you want??.... Are you like,.. hungry or something?"
>the creature slowly pulls her front hooves on your desk, very closely watching you eye to eye and sniffing your face
>then pokes her tongue out, about to lick you, but freezes right before doing that
>your father already taught her not to lick anyone's face, despite of how much she'd like to
>and she's seems to be a quick learner
>..now she's just staring at you, her orange tongue still hanging out of her mouth for a while before she licks her lips and slides it back it
>you snicker
"You're this much from actually speaking, you know that?" you’re showing with your fingers "But I still have no idea what you want. Is it really just someone’s attention?"
>...the pegasus resembling creatures still staring at you from up close, to a point that it's almost weird
"Alright Suz,.." you give her a few thorough scratches on her neck, running your hands up into her long mane behind her ears again, which she seems to like the most of all, judging by the faces she's making
>and you keep it up for a few minutes, till you let go of her again and go back to your game
>she's still on her rear, leaning onto your desk, but now it's the videogame that's catching her attention
>fast movements and figures running around the screen, some getting stabbed, other slashed, protagonist jumping around...
>eventually she reaches her hoof towards the screen, trying to touch your character in the middle
"Hey!"
>her hoof immediately retracts and she even slides back down on the ground, eyeing up at you with visible guilt
>....
"Look, I'm sorry, but I was in the middle of a boss fight and got killed just now......... You can look if you want to, but no touching the screen, alright?"
>and you even pull a second chair to the PC, so that she can sit on it and see, without having to stand on her rear
"Come come." you pat the chair "This one's for you."
>a little hesitantly, she firstly puts one of her hooves up there, then glances at you as if asking whether it's really okay
>they aren't letting her on the couch or other human surfaces because your mother doesn't want to have her hair everywhere, so she only has her own little mattress in the living room and a few carpets
"Of course you can, this is my chair and my parents have no power over here." you grin "......Just don't get used to doing the same with other furniture around the house. Just this one here okay?"
>it's strange, but she's giving you looks as if she caught at least the very essence of what you've said
>not words, but like…. the meaning?
>then she pretty elegantly jumps up on the cushioned chair and makes herself comfortable there, her head resting on the armrest, softly leaning her cheek on your elbow right next to it
>guess that's alright
>and she's watching you dying to the same boss over and over again
>that is, until...
"YES! FUCK YES! FINALLY GOT YA, NIGGERRRRRR!" you laugh, spontaneously hugging Suzzanne right next to you, as if it was your shared victory "See that?! Shinobi execution!"
>she has absolutely no idea why are you happy like that ,..but quickly joins you in your sudden joy
>swishing her tail and-... making sounds very similiar to human giggles
".…You can laugh?... Am I hearing right?" you slowly let go of the hug
>and you could swear she’s smiling, too
>now that you’re thinking about it, a lot of her emotions look very humanlike
"Oh wow, just what exactly did my parents really buy? Is that why you were so expensive?"
>"Ni-ggaaaahhh." Suzzanne suddenly speaks with a voice of a deaf, adolescent girl
"Uh,.... what?"
>"Niggaaah!" she chirps excitedly, this time articulating a lot better
>....you're unable to really comprehend what you should even feel right now, so you're just staring at her while she goes on and on:
>"Nigga! Nigga!"
"Uhhh, MOM?! DAD?!" you finally yell, loud enough for them to hear you two rooms away
>>"YES DEAR?!" your mom yells back
"IS THAT CREATURE YOU BOUGHT SUPPOSED TO BE TALKING?"
>>"OH YES! SHE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LEARN SOME WORDS AND EVEN PHRASES, LIKE A PARROT!"
>>>"DID YOU TEACH HER ANYTHING YET?" dad joins in
"NO! I MEAN, MAYBE..."
>>>"WE'LL COME AND CHECK ONCE THE SHOW ENDS!"
"Shit."
>Suzzanne is watching you with a big, human like smile on her face, still excited about her word causing such a massive reaction
>"Nig-"
"Stop." you close her muzzle before she finishes it, looking her straight in the eyes "We don't say that in public. Okay?... Do you understand me?"
>but she just looks pretty confused about all this
>eventually, you have to let her muzzle go
>"Ni-"
"Don't." you only put your index finger in front of her mouth this time
>she wouldn't finish it, understanding well that you don't want her to say it
>but judging by that grin on her face, you get the feeling she's totally gonna abuse this to get a reaction from people
"...You're horrible, you know it?"
>"Haw! Eeble!" she's wagging her tail and opening her tiny wings
"Yes, that's you...."
>can't really hold a serious expression any longer, sincerely snickering, over the absurdity of this situation
>sure, you could hit her each time she says the word to make her remember not to do it, but you don't exactly have a stomach for it
>and as much as you hate to admit to yourself,... she's totally being adorable right now
>and you kinda like what her first word was
>AND mostly, that she learned to speak from you, not your sister or parents
>seeing you're grinning too, she rears up, resting her front hooves on your shoulders, and gives you a big, lengthy lick over side of your face
"Jeez." you chuckle while wiping her saliva off your cheek "Gross."
>Alright, so now you're definitely "that member of the family" who lets her do stuff others wouldn't let her get away with; even though your sister isn't exactly the rule enforcing type, either.
>In the first week or two of having her, your dad was filling that role around your sister so you know that Suzzanne won't disobey her either

>and surprisingly,... you're kind of okay with what's happened
>feels good to be someone’s favourite, even if-.... even if it's just a family pet
>"Harweeble!" she chirps again
"No,...try to say: "Suzzanne." Suzz-anne!" you chuckle "Can you say it? Suzz-anne."
>it takes her a few tries, but
>"Sooz.... Soozaine!" her tiny wings victoriously spring open
"Great! That's your name!" you point at her with a grin on your face "You're Suzzanne."
>"Soozan!.. Soozzan!"
"You're just like a pokemon now." you snicker, raising a hand for her "...Can you do a high five too?"
>but she's just watching you with a confused smile
"Yeah, that's stupid, but how about a fist bump?"
>still smiling at you widely, but still totally clueless
"Like this." you pick her hoof up and bump it with your fist
>she’s letting you move her hoof around, watching what you're doing but still doesn't understand too well
>or care
"Fist-bump." you'd try that one more time "....No?"
>guess not
>she just keep on smiling
>when she suddenly springs up towards your face, vigorously licking you like an excited dog
"Ew! Stop it!" you're laughing while softly trying to push her away, but it's only making her think it's a game now, trying to get to your face even more
>so you eventually push her a little harder, enough to make her fall over on her back, but catching her so that she won’t hit her head again because of you
>and then bury your hands in the fluff on her chest
"Aww, who's a fluffy monster?" you're laughing in the heat of the game as you're trying to keep your hands around her belly, tickling and scratching the creature while she's rolling around and playfully kicking her hooves as if she wanted you gone, but not for real
>and you're messing with her, letting her fight with your hands until you hear the steps of your parents in the corridor
>upon that, you immediately stop, spring back up and sit down to the PC as if nothing
>gotta keep your "edgy" composure
>even though she is pretty fun, you ain't openly admitting she's cool
>meanwhile Suzzanne had picked herself up, panting and gazing at you whether you're going to continue or not
>but your parents are already at the door
>>>"Hey, so it looks like you two finally became friends now." your dad laughs upon seeing the pegasus, all her attention centered only towards you
>while you're doing your best to look as careless as if you were just disturbed from your videogame
"Yeah, as if. She just keeps following me, I dunno what's her deal. And she even started to repeat my own swear words when I tell her to go away. I had no idea she can learn to parrot!"
>>"You shouldn't be swearing at her anyway, if you need to teach her not to do anything, you gotta be firm, but not angry. …What did you teach her?"
 
>so you eye back on the eversmiling creature, sitting there in the center of everyone's attention
>"SoOOozzanne." she says importantly in her high voice
>>"......Her name?"
>>>"So it's her name you've taught her?" laughs your dad patting your shoulder "I knew you two would get along in the end."
"But I-...! Yeah, I mean no! I'm not befriending her just because I taught her to say her name. I just wanted you to pick that stupid thing up, so that she doesn't keep opening my door!" and you point her direction "Go, you!"
>>>"Well, alright,.. maybe some other time." your dad smiles somewhat disappointedly and slowly walks away to the door "Come, Suzzanne."
>and Suzanne glances at you, no longer smiling, before reluctantly walking towards your dad and mom, leaving your room
>....
>you're left alone in your room again, thinking whether it really was a good thing you did
>you might have kept your pose, but at what cost?
>in the look the poor thing gave you,... there was a visible hurt
>it made you feel pretty bad
>on the other hand...
>... it's just an animal, she can get over it
>hopefully, she doesn't have a memory of an elephant
>still,...
>it's bugging you before going to sleep that night
>of course you wont come back with a sudden public confession, that you didn't mean it
>what's done is done
>but it doesn't feel good either
>surely,.......she won't even know about it tomorrow
>still... you might make it up to her somehow when you'll see her
 
 
Part two: It's too late to be hateful
 
>A new day cometh, a beautiful sunday morning and you're just getting out of your bed
>the rest of the household has been up for quite some time already, but it’s nothing unusual

>On the weekends, the only thing that could get you out of bed was a full bladder or an empty stomach

>everyone's mostly finished with their breakfast, so you just lazily greet your parents and sister and head to the fridge for something to bite on
>but on your way to the table in the living room, you’ve walked into Suzzanne, resting on her mattress
>she heard your steps with her big ears, opening her eyes and timidly backing up further away
>shit
>guess she remembers...
>it’s making you feel a little guilty
>but your dad is seeing you, he's sitting in a chair nearby
>....and you definitely wouldn't try to apologize in front of him
>how stupid would it look anyway?
>admitting your mistakes like this... and to an animal
>no, instead you’re gonna make some breakfast and act as if nothing
>that is, until your dad finishes his coffee and moves back to kitchen, leaving you in the room with her
>she's now back on her mattress, eyes closed, but she isn't sleeping, just resting
>so you sneakily stand up from your chair, leaving the rest of the bread there and slowly creep up to her so that she won't run away
>then put a hand on her head,-....
>which she immediately flinches away from
"Hey, look, I'm sorry. You're not annoying, okay?" you’re attempting to touch her again and since she’s already in the corner, she has nowhere to dodge
>but the smoll pegasus is still at least disdainfully resisting and avoiding eye contact
>so you let her go and just sit down next to her, frowning
".…..I just wanted to make my point in front of them,.. so that I wouldn’t look stupid… I know that my problems aren’t your fault. Sorry if that hurt, I didn’t mean it."
….
>it really does feel stupid talking to her like that
>but then you feel something nuzzling your hand, seeing how she’s cuddling up closer to you
“Heyy…..So we’re good..?” you softly scratch her chin with one hand, picking one of her ears in the other to fondle it
>and judging how she’s succumbing to your petting, even closing her eyes and softly giggling,..
>you might have earned her back
 "Ooooh right we goooood then.” you grin, burying your fingers into her chest fluff to give a few deep scratches while she’s trying to nibble on your nose “......Just don't let them know alright?"
>had no idea just how deeply this creature can feel, or even understand
>...pretty sure she can’t actually make out the words, but she must be really empathic as far as emotions go
>because she could definitely tell that you’re honestly sorry
…
".….Okay, I'm gonna have to go finish my breakfast over there." you eventually boop her nose as a bye bye after a few minutes of playing with her
>giving the pegasus a little grin before sitting back at the table
>for which you're returned a happy smile, before Suzanne contentedly lays her head down again closing her eyes for another nap
>it feels like she just earned some of your respect with her personality..…
….
>the upcoming days, you’re still trying not to pay Suzzanne too much attention around your parents, but whenever she comes for a visit into your room, you’re always glad to have her as a company
>she somehow must have understood it’s a place reserved for your openness
>it’s not like you’re spending a lot of time somewhere else when you’re home
>...sometimes she's just sitting in the chair you basically gave her, watching you do stuff at your computer, other times you’re playing-fighting
>considering she's basically a tiny horse that’s moving a bit like a cat, it could hurt to get kicked by the end of her hoof, but she's mindful about it and overally as gentle as her own character
>and she's a total cuddlebug too, often trying to sneak her head on your lap, or even climbing there whole, but yeah,.. she's a little too big to be a lap dog
>so she's mostly fine with just leaning herself over you while you're sitting by the PC
>and as embarrassing as it is,.. you've grown fond of the strange flightless pegasus pretty quick
>it really feels like she's listening to you, even if she doesn't understand the words
>only the emotional charge of your sentences, body language, etc...
>and that's making her,... somewhat easy to talk to
>since she's probably not going to tell anyone what exactly you're saying and won't judge you either
>so yeah,.... you’re occasionally talking to her too
>and by "occasionally" is meant: maybe more often than to your parents
>it's hard to not see them as an enemy sometimes, since when they want something from you, they feel you’re obligated to do it
>there's always the argument winning card "You'll get kicked out of the house when you're 18."
>and man, you're gonna be 18 soon
>pretty sure you'd die on the streets,.. if they’re really serious
>so you're somewhat forced to listen to them, don’t wanna find out
>but Suzzane, she isn’t forcing you into anything and she feels..... more trustworthy and supportive of you dealing with your personal problems than them
>you're "talking" about life, what happened in school, what made you happy today, who was a total asshole, but even philosophize about universe
>even though it's just you speaking, unless her occasional random words should count
>.…but sometimes you’re coming up with a new perspective on things when you glance at her, searching for some answer
>always a positive one, because she's smiling all the time
>it DOES feel like a way of communication to you
>but she’s slowly learning some new words from you too
>sometimes parroting right back and rarely even accurately naming things
>mostly those she can connect with some strong emotion
>but it's in no way that she’d be forming any real sentences of her own
>doesn’t even try, prefers being silent most of the time unless she wants something
>.…the only thing she likes to repeat very often is her name
>yeah, that she understood well enough, and it’s her way to express everything
>it's easy enough to articulate and to remember too
>she's even always announcing herself before entering the room
>...hard to deny it's cute how she’s the closest thing to a real pokémon you’ve ever seen
….
>the only downside is that due to spring, she’s losing some of her fur, leaving her favourite places covered with it
>and a single week, they are covered with her colorful hair!
>well,.. not completely “covered”, but it’s apparent she was there and you still lowkey don’t want your parents to know that you’re letting her in your room
>...wanted to vacuum it today
>so right now, you're about to return there, bringing a hoover
>when you run into your dad
>>>"There you are, I was looking for you- Hey, what happened champ that you actually took the initiative to clean your room?" he laughs, patting your back
"N-nothing." you chuckle "I-I always clean my room, it's just not as often as ya'll do."
>>>"Yeah, right." grins your dad "Anyway, I was gonna talk to you about:"
>a sentence that’s resulting into one of his “totally not forced” pep talk conversations about going outside
>it's about five minutes when he finally brings up that you could at least TRY to take Suzzane for a walk
>which is pretty convenient for you, because you'll kill two fly with one swat with what you're about to say:
"Alright then,... I'll go with her dad, but you'll stop with these conversations, please?" you're pretending a defeat, seeing the valuable points of your dad's arguments about healthier air outside and dangers of getting fat if you aren't moving enough
>in reality, you've already considered going outside with her a few times before, but you’ve been waiting till someone else brings that up
>...this way you're a martyr who’s forced into it in front of your parents
>+1point for your ego
>>>"So you'll go? Great! I knew there's some sense in you." your dad pats your back again "I'll prepare the leash and you can go after lunch. Your mother has it almost ready."
"Yup, sure..." you're still posing as apathetic until he closes the door after himself
>then you victoriously dab because you’re a zoomer “I’m a fucking master of illusion!"
>.…and it really doesn't take too long till you're summoned to the kitchen table for a lunch
>being there, you bring up Suzzanne because since you "have" to take her for a walk
>..for safety, of course
"...So how long are they even supposed to live?"
>>>"We were told that theoretically around 60 years. But since there isn't a live specimen this old, it's hard to say. ....She may probably outlive us, that's why you should hone your relationship with her a bit. Might eventually end up having to take care of her one day." dad chuckles
>>>>"If Anon won’t like her, I can take care of her too!" your little sister raises her fist and resolutely bangs it down the table "One day I'm gonna be a BIG girl and I'm gonna save EVERY poor animal without a home!!"
>>"Sure you will." your mom laughs, fondly touching her head
"....So how intelligent can these things really get?” you return back to the topic “Will she grow too?
>>"God no. She’s already almost as big as that horrible St. Bernard dog you wanted. As adorable as she is, I wouldn’t allow anything so big here, even if it was a single inch more.”
 >>>”And she won’t get any smarter either.” your dad adds to fully answer your questions “But she can learn a lot of things the way she is. I’m planning to teach her how to use a toilet so that we won’t have to let her out each time she has to go.”
>>”Practical as always…” mom chuckles “But do you really think she can do that?”
>>>”If some cats can...What do you think Anon?”
“Me?.. I uh, guess Suzzanne’s pretty smart…”
>hearing her name, she raises her head from the mattress, interrupting her nap
>"Soozane....?"
>>”I think she likes you Anon. Even though you’re not really giving her a lot of reasons for it.”
>so you have another morsel of your lunch to avoid giving any answers
“...So and why did you pick one that’s so colorful?” you ask after swallowing it “She’s like a parrot in all aspects.”
>>>>”Because it’s cuuuute!” your sister’s just finished her meal, while the rest of you were talking
>which makes your dad chuckle before adding:
>>>”It’s not like we had any big choices. They were all extremely similar. Almost as if they were cloned from each other. But we liked those bright green eyes, most of the others had magenta or red ones.”
"Huh, really?"
>>>"Yeah, I don’t know how they did this, but it's interesting."
"It sure is...." you eye at Suzzanne, continuing in her nap, then dig into your lunch again
….
>after everyone’s finished eating, just like you've promised, you dress to go outside while your parents prepare the leash and a collar for Suzzane
>"Suzzane! Suuzzane!" she's excited to see outside again, trotting and jumping around the front door
>it's always a big moment, since your parents don't have enough time to walk her every single day
>and while your sister would like to walk her on her own too, she's too tiny for it
>so when Suzzanne’s outside,.. well they warned you it’s almost impossible to get her back
>but she supposedly obeys, since your dad smacked her with the leash at least once
>and you know now, that she HAS indeed a memory of an elephant
>>>"…And keep her close to you! Don't let her run off somewhere!" your mother is still standing in the door when you're already outside
"Sure mom...."
>and then the door finally close
"Phew..." you sight, glancing at excited Suzzanne walking next to you "... It's hard to stand her sometimes isn't it?"
>but the pegasus is way too busy with the awe of the wide world around her to notice that you’re talking to her
>though, she isn’t pulling on the leash, moving pretty much within it’s range because of the choker collar
>she’s smart enough to figure out how it works from her previous walks
>looks trustworthy enough…
>so after a few hundred meters, when you’re out of sight of your parents, you stop and walk up to her
"What do you say we take it off?"
>but the pegasus just sits, curiously gazing at you, thinking about what exactly you want from her
>so you reach for the collar, lifting it up a little
>that she understands, a wide smile appearing on her face and wings shooting open like two tiny umbrellas
"But no running off, okay?” you laugh “At least not while we're still on the streets... Once we get to the fields, you can run wherever you want. As long as you return."
>but she's way too excited to really listen to you, clopping her hooves on the ground and flapping her wings
>so you crouch down face to face, to get her full attention
"No running off, okay?"
>something in her expression’s telling you she must have understood at least something, so you loosen the collar completely and pull it up over her head
>...but the second you let her go, she jets away straight ahead
"SUZZANNE!" you yell as loudly and intimidatingly as you can, seeing how she took off
>and surprisingly,.. she completely freezes
"No running off, okay?" you catch up with her, crouching down and speaking in a way softer tone
>but she still looks pretty scared of you
>so you look around if there’s nobody around watching you before hugging her “Come on Suzzie, I’m sorry,… I know you don’t like being yelled at, but see, I’m worried about you. We might be at the very edge of the city, but there are still cars around."
>and soon the pony seems to relax in your arms again
>tousling her mane and giving her a few scratches, you let go again when you’re sure it’s okay
>"No wunning.." she parrots, empathizing on it by softly waving her head
"Clever girl." you laugh, patting her neck before finally  standing up
…
>from then on, she’s doing her best to stay at least relatively close
>on one hand, you're glad she's not putting herself in danger, but it's bugging you that you're behaving like your parents do
>maybe she'd be careful enough, you never know…
>.…you just didn't even take the chance to find out
>man, this is making your head hurt
>you don’t ever wanna be like your parents, don’t wanna take anyone’s freedom away just for safety
>next time you’ll be better, calmer
>somehow
…
>soon you’re finding yourself at a backalley, one that’s leading around a few houses and trees to a dusty road
>from here, you're pretty sure it's safe to let her enjoy the spring in any way she wants to
"Hey Suz, you can run free now."
>"No wunning." she stops seriously
"Yes running." you laugh, gently slapping her rump to nudge her forward
>and run up front trough the alley, around the fences
>that's enough of a sign for her to take the initiative and chase you
>before you know it, she's at your back, giggling as if she was having a time of her life
>and while passing around you, you’re getting slapped back just like you did her, except she’s using her her small wing as a hand
>just before she gains lead and disappears around the corner
>... must be thinking you’re playing tag or something
>but even though you can’t see the pegasus, you aren’t really afraid of losing her, the path’s leading only one way and emerges into open fields
>though…
>once you find yourself at the end of it, she's still nowhere to be found
>around you, there's a handful of trees that are growing around a small waterstream, following the edge of the crop fields
>you were planning to take a tiny bridge over the creek and venture into an open space, trough the dusty road in the middle of it
>.…at least it used to be dusty the last time you were here, which was the last summer
>now is everything a little muddy
>but where IS Suzzane though?
>she should be visible here, unless she managed to jump over a fence to someone’s garden…
>couldn’t possibly return back the same way, you’d have to bump into her
"Suzzanne…?" you're looking around, trying to remain calm
>but inside of you, man you’re getting worried as fuck
“Suzzanne where are you??!”
>when-
>"Suzzan!"
>emerging from behind of a tree nearby, the tiny mare’s charging at you...!
>and just about the time you turn her direction, you’re being pounced on like a wild cat’s prey
"Wha- WHOA!" you fall over on your back, getting pinned on the ground, mercilessly licking your face "No, Suzzane please stop!"
>you eventually muster enough strength from your shocked body to lift her up and escape from under her
>.…you probably should have gotten angry, considering the fall wasn't completely painless, there's dirt on your back and your face is sticky from her saliva, but...
>...it's really hard to be angry at that artless excitement she's watching you with
"...You're horrible, you know that?" you painfully grin, still sitting on the ground and wiping your face
>"Haweeble!"
>if there was any ego left in you, it must have been totally murdered by this experience of getting knocked down on the ground and being drooled on by a creature you utterly hated a week ago
>yet here you are, chuckling over it
>maybe you have even deserved it, a little
"Still struggling with the "R's" huh?" you poke her about her articulation while standing up
>then crack your back to make sure every vertebra is in place, looking around
"Okay then, let's go."
…
>you went deep into the plains, occasionally chasing her, but since she's too fast, you're mostly just letting her run and fool around
>even when she's so far away that she's merely a spot on the horizon, you aren’t afraid of losing her because she’s always coming back to you
>not sure whether if it’s for you to check on her still being there, or if she just doesn’t want to lose you
>maybe both, maybe it doesn’t really matter
>anyways, each time she returns, you’re getting slapped with her wing and she’s gone again
>of course, her stamina isn't unlimited, so she's progressively slowing down, running shorter and shorter distances, till she returns pretty much satisfied, panting and all sweaty like a racehorse
>eventually, she’s just slowly walking at your tempo right next to you
"So, had enough for today?" you laugh, patting and scratching her wet back "Well we've come pretty far. There's still the same long way back. Do we go home now?"
>she's seems tired alright, but she agreeably smiles at whatever you were saying
>good of an answer as any
>so you turn around and slowly walk back
>she's walking closely next to your leg, almost leaning on your thigh
>can't tell whether is it from affection or exhaustion
>maybe both
>but she surely does deserve a little rest
>when you find yourselves home, you're greeted by your mom again
>>"So how did it go? Was she behaving? And where were you so long? Was it that you were enjoying the walk so much or because you lost her?"
"Geez mom, calm down. It was pretty okay, but what are you talking about? I must have been out there hour at max."
>>"Over two. …Whatever have you been doing that you're both so dirty?"
"We’ve been at the fields behind the residential zone… And I, uh-... fell."
>>"And what about her? There's mud all the way up to her belly..."
"The land’s not dry yet, duh. Should have expected that."
>>"…I'm gonna have to wash her." your mom frowns, realizing you're right, but wouldn't admit it
"Well then, have fun then." you chuckle "I'll go change my clothes." and continue to your room
>the jacket's back isn't that badly stained, so you’ve manage to scrape off and wipe away with a wet cleaning rag
>by the time you're back in the living room, you’re already finding Suzzanne back on her mattress
>she’s sleeping, fur still wet from the full body shower she must have received from your mother
>no one's around, so you crouch next to her, softly petting the fluffy mane on her head and watching her gently snore for a while
>yep, she definitely has a place in your heart by now..…
 

Part three: Feels like a head to lean on

>Monday after school, you’re returning home once again
>and you're being greeted with vigorous excitement right at the entrance
>first thing you see is Suzzanne charging at you and before you could react, you’re pinned to the door and the orange pegasus tongue is spreading saliva all over your face
"Oh Jeez, Suzzanne, not again..!" you're trying to squirm away, but since there’s no space behind you, you’re just sliding with your back down on the ground
>eventually, you manage to hold her head still between your palms while she’s trying to reach her tongue towards you
"Enough, okay?" you chuckle and glance directly into her bright green eyes
>which makes the pegasus giggle and friskily smile before slowly calming down
"Good girl..." you whisper so that dad doesn't hear, giving her a few scratches around her neck and chest before she goes back on all four
>>>"….That's strange Anon, I thought I already taught her not to lick anyone's face."
"Yeah, hi dad."
>>>"Sorry, hi. …I was just a little surprised that she’d do this. Especially with you, who wouldn’t even let her near you most of the time."
"I guess it's because of the walk yesterday… She was really enjoying it."
>>>"So you're finally friends now?"
"I haven't said it's mutual." you’re unconvincingly trying fake a frown "…It's just that she-.. isn't that-....bad…"
>>>"Way to go Anon!"
"Still, we could have had a pretty cool new car for that sum."
>>>"Can't always compare things like that son. Plus, you know your mother and sister. Even if I was against them, I'd get outvoted anyway."
"Yeah,.." you chuckle
>>>"So,.. are you going to walk her today too?"
"Say, what? Do I have to?"
>>>"Well, no... This time you don't. But look how much she wants to go."
>Suzzanne's sitting on her rump not far from you, preening her wings, but just when you glance at her, you’re given a big smile with a feather still between her teeth
"I'll.... think about it. But even if I’ll go, then not right now. I just got back from school, I need some time for myself."
>>>"Sure champ." you dad grins as you're walking to your room
>soon to be followed by a clopping of hoofsteps
>"Soozan?" the pegasus opens the door just when you pull your jeans down to switch them for something more comfortable
>so you automatically pull them back up
>though,.. it's not like she's gonna take pleasure in watching you or something
".…Sure, come in." you carry on changing clothes
>and while doing so, Suzzanne sits right in front of you, glancing in your eyes and stating with utmost importance:
>"Wunning."
"..You really wanna go outside so bad?" you snicker "......Okay, we'll go then, but later........"
>but it’s not as if she could understand what you’re saying
>”…….Wunning..?”
"L-a-t-e-r. That means-.…” you’re scratching your chin while sitting in your chair “…how to explain.... Nevermind, we will go running, but not now okay?"
>"Wunning!" Suzzanne excitedly jumps up on her own chair, nudging your shoulder with her muzzle
"Yes, but later." you chuckle, shortly pet her and turn around in your seat
>but she isn’t leaving you while you’re scrolling through facebook, trying to ignore her
>you don’t really mind her presence though, she’s just being there, quietly watching what you’re doing
>after a few minutes, you remember about something, open the youtube website and type in what's been playing in your head all the way home
"...Hey, know this song?" you turn your chair Suzzanne’s way again, turning up the volume
>it's "Style", from Foster the people
"We're born to die so I'm gonna fight for how I wanna live!..." you're singing the first few verses to her ".....Of course you don't know it, but do you like it?"
>and while the pony’s smiling as if she completely understood, she’s again pretty much clueless what you want from her
"The song." you point at the speaker and turn it up a little bit more "Mu-sic."
>"Moosic." her smile gets even wider
"Yup." you grin, reaching closer to fondle her ears for a bit
>....but with the way she's delighted by a touch of your hands, closing her eyes and stretching her neck towards you,.. it’s kinda hard to stop
>until the song finishes in the meantime
>it seems to snap her out a little, eyeing at the speakers
>"…No mooosic."
>which catches you so off guard you loudly snort and snicker
"Hey, you know the difference between yes and no! Who taught you?!"
>"...Soozan?"
"Of course." you laugh, pulling her towards you and seating her on your lap "You're a WAY smarter than I thought..."
>and she’s fondly cooing under your hug-scratches, nuzzling into your neck
>"Suuzzan…"
"Sure you are..." you're still amusedly grinning while continuing to pleasure her this way
>but since she’s not exactly holding onto you in any way, the lower part of her body starts sliding down from your legs
>of course, you wouldn’t let her just fall like that, so you pull her rump back up and adjust her there
>except she’s like jelly right now and slowly keeps sliding away
“...Are you doing this on purpose?”
>so after the third time, you just slowly lay her down on the ground where she devotedly plops on her back, exposing her belly to you
"So you want belly rubs huh? Mayyyyyybe we can do something about that."
>and you bury your hands into her chest fluff, scratching your way lower to her belly while she’s spreading out, eyes closed and mouth slightly open
>something inside you lowkey wants to blow raspberries on her, but it would be awkward as it if anyone walked into the room just now
>so you at least keep on scratching her, trying to find THE spot, one that makes her hoof twitch
>every animal has that, Suzzanne must too
>but while running your hands around the pegasus body, you notice a barcode tattooed somewhere on the inside of her thigh
>so you look closer, reading the 13 digits
>...it’s probably the same number as on the ring that dad got with her
>holding the thigh in you hands though, it suddenly feels kinda weird
>like holding a human one,.. except with fur
>so you let go before it gets any more awkward for you
"Alright Suzie. Guess that's enough. We'll be going for that walk soon. Ehh, to go running."
>"Wunning!" she springs up immediately, in full attention
"Yup, just a few minutes." you tousle her mane before sitting back to the PC to finish something there and then start switching clothes again
>but the smoll pegasus suddenly disappears, trotting away
“Suzzanne?”
>only to return with her leash and a collar from yesterday
“Hey, where did you even get that! Did my dad gave it to you?” you laugh before clipping it to her neck “…Alright then, let’s go.”
…
>today you aren’t planning to go as far as yesterday, not even the same direction
>on the crossroad to the fields, you’re going to turn right instead of going straight, and follow the creek with trees growing around it
>it might not even be that muddy there today…
>this time you’re also trusting Suzzanne enough to unleash her pretty much right in front of the house, hoping she won’t do anything stupid
>mom would call that “risky”
>but you don’t like using a leash
>.…and it seems to be working so far
>Suzzanne's staying nearby, not really straying towards the asphalt road next to the sidewalk you’re walking on
>there’s not a lot of vehicles around in the residential zone of course, but you’d still prefer her not going there
>though it's not like she has any business on the asphalt anyway,- she’s much more enjoying to walk on the grass that’s growing around the fences of family houses
>trotting happily on the soft surface, occasionally sniffing something or tasting some of the spring flowers growing there
>...compared to yesterday’s gloomy weather, the sun is shining in it’s full glory too
>which is a good thing overall, but now there are people outside and you don’t really wanna bump into someone you might know, having to explain what IS that strange colorful parrot-horse-dog with you
>God forbid, running into someone with an actual dog
>it’s not like you’re afraid of what Suzzane might do, she'd never hurt a fly, but what would you do if she wanted to befriend him and he turned out to be aggressive...
>in your head, you’re playing out a scenario of what to do if something like that happened
>you’d probably start kicking the dog, it’s better to use your shoes than fists
…
>the imaginary Suzzanne in your head just got her hoof badly bitten but you saved her by your quick action
…
“Huh?”
>you were spacing out for a while in your thoughts, not actually paying attention where she really is in the meanwhile, so you yank when she isn’t next to you
>... but she's just stopped to take a leak
"Oof." you exhale
>you’re terrible at looking after someone, thank God this creature doesn’t need to be constantly supervised…
>a few minutes later, you’re finding yourself standing in front of the back alleys again, just like yesterday where you set her free
>before you turn around at the pegasus, you’re being slapped from behind and she’s running off again
“Suzzanne wait!”
>"WUNNINGGG!"
>man, looks like you've taught her a thing again…
>so you’re running after her, trying to keep her in your sight
>if you yelled harshly enough she would probably stop, but it’s pretty much safe here and you kinda want to chase her
>she's fast though, increasing her lead so quickly that you’re only catching a glimpse of her tail in each turn
>but it's enough
>eventually, you emerge at the same spot as where you lost her the last time
>and she’s gone again…
>.…but you aren’t falling for the same trick again, especially when there’s a colorful tail poking out from behind one of the trees
"Suzieeee! Where are youuu? I wonder just where could she be??" you’re pretending to look for her elsewhere
>when you hear a rustle
>so you turn around, taking a stance this time, arms open and fully prepared for all of her kinetic energy
>the next second, you catch the pouncing Suzzane, spin her around and pin her down to the ground
“Ha! Gotch-” you were about to say
>but she eeps in her highest tone as if you just hurt her, using your shock to spring up and back away
"Whoa hey, what did I do?" you crouch up from your knees
>...pretty sure she didn’t hit herself or anything
“...Did you just get scared..?”
>"S-Suzzan?..." the pegasus steps a bit closer
>...thought she would fully trust you by now to know you aren’t going to do anything bad to her
>but it looks like it takes just a little bit more than that
"Hey, c'mere..." you slowly reach out your palm to her muzzle, scratching her chin and moving closer
".…There we go." you chuckle when she’s nuzzling into your chest again ".....Don't like it when I see trough your tricks huh?"
>"Sooz..." she coos, attempting to lick your chin
>...and you’re letting her
"What a drama queen you are.” you grin “So do you trust me now?"
>....
>who knows
>.…but you aren’t really judging her
>not only you let her down once before but it’s also taking you quite a while before you trust someone completely
>can kinda sympathize with her in this
>so you’re crouched down, scratching her neck, playing with the soft mane growing from the back of it…
>when she friskily raises her front hooves on your shoulders
>...and tumbles you over on you back with her weight
"Hey....!"
>but you already fell and the pegasus is climbing on top of you
“So this was all just an act?!” you laugh “Just you wait!”
>and you’re wrapping your arms around her, rolling over to the side and pinning her on her back
>this time she’s just giggling, but she’s still trying to break free
"What'tcha gonna do now huh?" you're grinning victoriously at the defeated pone
>but it’s not like her defeat is upsetting her anyhow
>so you boop her nose before letting go and standing up
>”Sooz!”
“Yeah yeah, I know.” you chuckle while dusting the dirt off her as well as your own clothing
>but before you could finish doing that, she's slapping you with her wing again, taking a playful stance at a safe distance
>this creature is relentless
"Nope, I’m not chasing you. I know you're just pretending to give me a chance." you’re acting all uninterested
>and slowly walk along the path, as if nothing
>almost passing her, standing nearby
>she's about to stand up from her pose, thinking you really don't care at all
>but the truth is...
>THIS IS WHAT YOU'VE BEEN WAITING FOR
>with a quick movement, you leap from your left leg straight at her, trying to grab her
>... but she's still too fast, slipping away from your grasp by a few centimeters
>dang it
>"Suzzan!" she laughs cheerfully
"Just you wait!"
>really though, she is waiting for you just a meter further
>so you try catching her again!
>and again...!
>...and again
>man you have no chance
"Alright then..." you roll your eyes
>and you’re walking normally again
>it's only after you walk past her she realizes you aren't faking anymore, so she trots up to you from behind, nudging your thigh with her muzzle
"You're too fast for me. This is no fun." you shrug your shoulders
>so she slaps your buttcheek with her wing like before
"No, this isn't how it works." you laugh "I just don't want to chase you. That's all."
>but you’re getting slapped again
"Enough alright?" you chuckle, slapping her rump back “I am not playing tag.”
>and while you’re sure she knows the word "enough" by now…
>...you’re still getting slapped right back
"...Are you seriously playing with me like that Suzzane?" you stop walking "Don’t you have at least a little respect?”
>but your reaction only spawned a big wide smile one her face
>it’s still a game for her
>for a second, you’re thinking of smacking her rump with a leash
“...”
>but when you glance in those big playful eyes
“...Jeez, how am I supposed to be mad at you?” you chuckle
>and the pony walks closer, affectionately brushing herself over your legs and waving her tail around you
>”SoOOoz…”
>alright ...you're probably gonna let this one slip
>pretty sure that your dad would have already asserted his dominance, if she was testing his patience like that
>but you aren’t your dad…
>and she already likes you better than your dad
>not sure how big of an achievement it is and if you won’t regret it
>but you’re kinda feeling like you did the right thing…
>and she’s closely walking by your side for a while, occasionally bumping into you
>until she gets distracted by a bird flying around
>it sat on a one of the shrubs that was growing alongside the creek you’re following
>...kinda thought Suzzanne would scare it away as soon as she approaches it
>but the bird jumps over on her nose instead
>which made the pegasus freeze completely, just following it with her eyes for a while
“Hey…”
>until it flew away again, moving onto one of the branches of a nearby tree
>”Sooz!”
“I know right?” you chuckle “That was pretty cool indeed.”
>but Suzzanne’s already trying to climb after the bird
>with the first try though, her rustling scared it away
>nonetheless, she’s relentlessly trying again and again
“It’s not there anymore…” you stop and watch
>but the pony just importantly glances your way,
>”Suzzanne.” announces,
>and she’s at it again
>feels like this isn’t about the bird anymore
>so you’re observing her attempts, how she’s running up the tree trunk, trying to grab onto the branch with her front hooves
>and while she’s actually getting pretty high, it’s not high enough
>with the fourth try, she realized she could try flapping her small wings to help herself a little
>...which is pretty much the first time you’re seeing her actually use them for something
>but now she's furiously flapping them while running up the tree and-
>she has actually managed to grab onto the lowest branch with her hooves!
"Wow! Nice work there!" you’re applauding her in amusement
>didn’t actually expect her to make it
>...except now she's just sort of hanging there, still flapping, but unable to lift herself up on the branch
>until she lets go
"Hey, that was still pretty impressive, girl." you walk up to her, appreciatively scratching her back with a grin on your face
>and while standing under the branch,...
>why not try that as well!
>so you jump up, bounce from the tree trunk towards the brach and you’re grabbing onto it on your first try
>.…your height is still a pretty big advantage
>"Suzzan! Suzzan!" the pegasus is cheering for you in excitement as you’re pulling yourself up
>..and you did it!
>you're up on the branch, sitting like a gargoyle
>"Suzzan!" she's still jumping and dancing around the tree
>it wasn't THAT much of a feat, but she made you feel kinda proud about it
>so you grin before jumping down again
"Hey but I'm sure you can do it too. You were almost there!" you nudge the pony towards the tree again
>"Suuu...?" she gives you an uncertain look over her shoulder
"Of course!" you laugh, trying to cheer for her just like she did with you "Come on! Suzzanne! Suzzanne!"
>which gives her enough confidence to jump and-!!
>she's hanging onto the branch again, trying to pull herself up just like before
>.…but she just can’t do it, her front legs aren’t made for that
>so you help her a little, pushing her butt a little higher so she can reach with her rear legs as well
>which is enough for her to slowly pull up her whole body there
>"SUZZAAAAAN! Eeeeeee!" she's cheerfully celebrating
"See? I knew you could do it!"
>and Suzzanne's chirping in happiness for a few seconds more,.. until she realizes just how high she is
>upon looking down, her eyes widen as she hugs the branch as if there was a molten lava underneath her
"Come on, it's not that high!" you’re snickering "You fell from there once before."
>technically she wasn't all the way up, but that half a meter isn’t that much of a difference
>"Suuuuuu...."
>didn’t sound like you convinced her
".......So should I catch you?" you open your arms
>"S-Suz..." she nods
>and while clumsily trying to figure out how to even begin, with a suprised "Eeeeep!" she slips around the branch, holding on it from bellow with all four of her hooves
>”SUUUZZAAANEEE!!!”
"Just let go! Let go! I'll catch you!"
>but she wouldn't even look down, eyes closed and ears folded like a cat
>though, she can't really hold on too long like this and starts slipping down
>....right into your arms
"There we go! I told you I'd catch you." you laugh, holding her like a bride or a very big baby
>upon realization what happened, her eyes slowly open and her face muscles relax from expectating a fall
>seeing you saved her, you're instantly being bombarded with a number of wet pony kisses all around your face
"No, wait, have mercy on me!" you're laughing, trying to dodge away, but in vain
>and you almost fell too, so you slowly set her down on the ground
>thankfully, there's still that creek right next to you, so you crouch down to wash your face from her saliva while the happy pegasus is jumping around you
"Alright... that would be it. A nice detour we got here." you chuckle while standing up again "Do we go a little further?"
>"Suzzan!"
"I thought so." you smirk, patting her before getting to walk again
>on the way, she’s jumping over the water from side to side and occasionally running further away, but not even remotely as far away as she did yesterday
>she might be too exhausted from her previous activities or she just doesn't want to leave your side
>or as always, a mixture of both, or neither
>...can't exactly see into her head, she’s a bit more complicated than you initially thought
>but you're glad to have her around as a company
>maybe it’s the main reason too
…
>at some point, in one of her jumps across the water, her hoof slides over the wet surface and she slips with her front part of the body right into the water
>eeping again in the shock from cold at first, but quickly realizing that nothing happened
>except she can’t seem to pull herself up from the creek, flowing a little lower than the surface
"Oh Suzie, why are you so clumsy?" you laugh, watching her rump and flickering tail sticking out of it while she's unsuccessfully attempting to push herself back up
>you'd help her, but first you want to see if she can do it herself
>...she can't though
>at least not this way
>so if she she can’t go backwards, then forwards it is
>letting her rear legs slide into the cold water as well and then it’s easy to jump out
>but she doesn’t jump back on the surface
>instead she’s mesmerizedly watching it flow around her hooves, a big smile already forming on her face again
>and before you know it, there’s water splashing all around, Suzzanne’s rear hooves kicking into the air and making a mess
>... maybe you really should have helped her before
>now she's all wet
"Good thing it won't be me who’ll have to wash you back home." you snicker when she's done, running up to you as if asking whether you would want to join her too "I'm certainly not going in there. You can count on that. But feel free to enjoy yourself before we head back."
>since she's already dirty enough, it doesn’t matter whether she goes in there again
>she’s still getting a full body bath anyway…
….
>about half a mile further you’re turning around, seeing Suzzanne had her share of fun for today and even though you didn’t walk as far as the last time, she’s equally exhausted
>you’ve been a little more active too, quite a bit actually
>so you’re feeling pretty satisfied about yourself while unlocking the door to your house again
>when you realize
>...dad's car is missing
>and you know what that means
>shit, they did say something about doing groceries
"Mom?! Dad?!" you enter the vestibule, putting down your shoes
>no reply
>so they're really gone
>...who the hell is gonna wash Suzzanne now?!
"Moooooom?!"
>still no reply
"Aw man..." you eye down on the mudpony, sitting on the doormat next to you "What did I do to deserve this?"
>"Suzzan!"
"Right..." you chuckle ".....I can't leave you here in the cold while you're still soaked like that. But you owe me, understand?"
>just to be sure, you undress to your shorts before picking her up to avoid staining your clothing in the process
>and carry her to the bathroom, so that she won't make any mess inside either
>funnily enough, she’s enjoying being carried around like that, not knowing it’s exclusively for practical purposes
>once she’s in the bathtub, you pick up the showerhead
"Ready for the second round of water today?”
>the smile means yes
>so you set the temperature to warm and start washing the dirt off her while she’s watching it flow away into the drain
>expected her to struggle at least a little, but she even seems to be enjoying it
>especially when you add your hand to work, scratching trough her fur and working in the lavender shampoo
>”Sooo…” she’s cooing under your touch and closing her eyes
>until she just slides along the tub’s wall on her back
“Hey don’t fall asleep on me, we’re not done yet.” you laugh
>but it’s kinda easier for you to scrub her belly and inner parts of legs this way, so you’re letting her lay like this
>as for her crotch, you just spray it with the water to wash away the dirt
>surely, your mom wouldn’t be so shy about it, since Suzzanne’s “just an animal” and doesn’t care about human morals
>but it would feel kinda weird to you, touching her there
>... the “place” looks really weird too, is this what horses have?
>anyway, when you’re done with everything, even her tail and mane, you announce:
“Alright, Suzzanne, up!”
>but the pony doesn’t listen, just wriggles herself, hoping for more rubs
“I mean it Suzzane…” you chuckle, turning the water down
>which makes her open one eye, noticing you’re really planning to quit
>so she springs up
>and slips right back down on the slippery surface
“Geez…” you’re snickering while watching her try again
>this time successfully
“Good girl.” you pick up the same big towel your mom was using yesterday "Just don't-"
>but the pegasus has already turned into a colorful spinning drill, spraying water everywhere
>luckily, you were quick enough to cover yourself with the towel
>which you threw right at her after she's done, picking her up, placing on a bathroom rug and rubbing the remaining water out of her fur
>and boi, is she enjoying it, even though she can't see a thing from underneath that, just feel your hands running around her body
>when you're done, she stick her head out from under the towel, looking like a little ringwraith or a way too cheerful sith lord
"We're done, Darth Suzie." you snicker before standing up "I'm gonna go spend some quality time on vydia and you can go rest on your mattress."
>and you’re being followed to the living room, where you expected her to stay
>except she’s almost automatically going with you to your room
"Stay here Suz. You can dry here better, your mattress is just next to the radiator."
>but Suz doesn’t understand, or simply doesn’t want to understand
>so you patiently walk back with her to the mattress and seat her there, pointing on the surface
"Stay okay? This is your mattress."
>"Mattess....."
"Yup." you grin "Suzzanne's mattress."
>and you slowly pick yourself up, heading towards your room, checking behind you whether she’s really staying
>...and this time she is
>which is cool, you nailed everything today
>finally some time for the vydia
>so you wake your PC up and get straight to gaming
>and you're about ten minutes into the fight when you hear the door behind you open
>"Suzzan mattess." the pegasus standing there announces
>and she’s even pulling the frickin mattress beside her
"Jeez,... alright." you snicker at the sight "Come in then."
>so she pulls her whole “lair” all the way to your chair, laying in it beside you
"So you like me this much huh? Or is it because there’s no one else in the house?"
>but it’s not as if you would get an answer
>besides a sleepy yawn before she closes her eyes and lays her head down
>it didn’t take long for her to fall asleep, heavily enough to not be disturbed even with the sounds from your PC
>it seems you might have jumped a step further above your sister in her list of favourite hoomans...
 
Part four: God knows I’m good
>it's been about a month now and you life is beginning to slowly change with Suzzanne in the house
>you've even got used to walking her almost every day, realizing, -even though not openly admitting,- that spending time outside with her counts the same, if not better quality than sitting at home
>and it’s improving your relationship with your parents too
>even though it’s probably impossible to make them fully satisfied with you, but it IS way better than it used to be
>you haven't even heard about getting kicked out for a while
>...still wondering whether it's just to keep you in line or if they'd really do it
>anyway,.. you're also slowly realizing just how fond of Suzzanne you’re getting
>It feels like it's reaching a point where she might actually be your very best friend right now
>pretty sure you’re hers too
>She has even started to happily show more and more affection to you in front of your parents as she's watched you come around on your show of distaste of her to them
>they already got used to her demanding attention from you, cuddles and often visiting your room when she has nothing better to do
>it felt kind of good to stop pretending that you don’t like this sweet creature,
>admitting to yourself she's one of the better things to come into your life…
>…maybe better than a new PC
>but one day after school, you're noticing she's acting a little different than usual during your daily walk
>she's normally really cuddly, but this time she's almost overly clingy to you for seemingly no reason at all
>Suzanne wasn't her regular energetic self, instead of running around or gazing at birds, her most favorite activities while out on walks, she just stayed constantly by your side, rubbing her body against you every way she could imagine at every opportunity possible. 
>the affection was occasionally met with soft nickering or even the urgent calling of "Suuzzzan! Suuuzzan!"
not running around as always, not even gazing at birds - her most favourite things out there
>she’s just constantly by your side, almost rubbing herself over you, occasionally nickering at you or urgently calling “Suuzzan! Suuuzzan!”
>This behavior was something new and unexpected, leaving you clueless as to what she was wanting or maybe even needing.
>it doesn’t look like she’s hurt or anything though
>You made a mental note to ask about it once you were back home and settled in.
…
>>"Oh I’m sure she’s fine, Anon. I think she’s just in heat, like regular horses. We’re halfway through spring already and she’s adult enough for it." your mom glances over her shoulder from the kitchen counter
"Uhh, okay. … I guess that’s making kind of sense."
>>>"…Was she giving you any trouble? Tried to run away or something?" dad joins in
"No, no. The other way around, she wasn’t running at all. I was worried if she isn’t sick or hurt... Hopefully it'll be over soon."
>>"Don’t worry about her, it can't last too long…" your mother’s adding while you're already disappearing in the hallway, on your way to your room
>you've left the pony in the living room while she was distracted with something your sister was drawing, but you know she's probably gonna come for a visit sooner or later
>she always does
>and just as expected, she's at your door
>"...Soozan!"
"Hey there... Come in." you glance her way with a smirk before dismissing the distraction and returning to a particularly interesting article you found on the internet
>Spending the time several weeks ago to close the door after herself has paid off. You no longer had to stand up and tear yourself away from the screen every time she wanders in
>and now she's sitting in front your chair, gazing up at you and once again urgently calling at you in her high voice
>"Sooooozzan! Suzzan!"
"I know now what you want, but sorry. …Not the guy you're looking for." you chuckle without looking away from the screen
>but that isn’t exactly serving as an answer to her
>seeing you’re purposely trying to ignore her, she keeps nudging you with her muzzle to give her attention
>under normal circumstances, you would stop reading and play with her a little, but you don't want to give her any ideas,.. just to be sure it doesn’t get weird
>...since you know that you can't help her with what she wants anyway, it’s probably better to leave her be
>after a few minutes of trying she finally stops demanding attention, leaving you to assume she's finally given up and will be relatively normal again
>...she'll be fine with napping on the chair next to you as always
>it even looks that way, since she climbs up there and she's just vibing next to you for a little while
>eventually, when you finish what you were doing on the PC, you turn around and reach your arms towards her, to give the pony some cuddles
>but she's constantly nibbling on your hands, occasionally trying to lick them as well
>you try to not pay it too much attention, accepting she's just being weird right now
>at some point, as many times before, the cuddles are slowly turning into a little wrestle in which she’s trying to defeat your sly hands
>but in the heat of fun, the wild Suzzanne suddenly rears up and she’s attempting to hump you
"Whoa, there." you laugh, pushing her softly away, back into her chair "... You’re not a boy, what are you doing, you don’t even have one of those!. Now you're being like, seriously wei-."
>but before you finish the sentence, she’s at it again
>that’s what you get for always allowing her everything…
"Stop Suzzanne, alright?" you add, this time very firmly
>which makes her freeze for a second and obediently sit back down
>...for a while
>but it doesn’t take long for her to try reaching you once again
>she really must be testing your patience now
>and while you’re almost infinitely patient with this little pegasus most of the time, this particular behavior is making you really uncomfortable for reasons of your own insecurity
>so you push her away more harshly this time, almost yelling
"Enough Suzzane!"
>...which made her realize just how much you're really upset at her and she’s cautiously backing away
>even jumping down from her chair and sitting in the distance
>....
>....…
>when watching her demonstrative display of guilt, it's hard to stay mad at her though
>so you eventually turn her way and open your arms with a chuckle
"Oh, come here then. I know…"
>the pegasus happily rushes back to you, into the embrace, and she's licking your face
>as always, you're turning away for the sake of not being completely covered in her slobber but you lowkey don’t mind that much anymore when you’re fondly scratching her neck and sides
>but today it feels a little weird
>it could be just the fact that you know she’s in heat and your brain’s just connecting the two things together
>and when a single image flashes trough your mind while her wet tongue is sliding across your cheek…
>it suddenly put some of the automatic body functions to work, making your member slowly rise underneath your pants
>you’re trying to not pay attention to it, but Suzzanne is somehow quick to sense it, stopping to sniffing the air
>before you know it, she already traced the smell to your crotch, burying her muzzle into your pants and curiously inhaling your pheromones
“Hey Suzzanne, stop that.” you’re trying to push yourself further away from her in your chair
>but you’re retreat is cut short by a table behind you
>and the next second, the pegasus grabs the fabric of your pants with her teeth, trying to either rip it or pull it down
"S-Suzzanne s-stop that!!!" you yell eventually, your body shaking in the mix of emotions and confusion going through you
>it was enough to make her back away a few steps again, staring at you, trying to decipher whether you’re really this mad or not
>.…she was "this" close from actually getting through the pants and-.... whatever she was gonna do next
>your heart’s still beating like a drum and you’re sweating like hell
>..…
>for some reason you’re now unable to escape the horny thought
>...what if you just let her have her way..?
>what would happen if you didn't stop her..?
>you gulp nervously, as the ideas are fueling your erection
>...most of the guys in your class are already having some sexual experiences, some even plentiful (at least, that’s what they say), while you were still pretty much untouched by a female
>just how would it feel to-
“Don’t Anon.” you’re telling yourself in your head “Think about something else, literally anything.”
>...but the more you’re trying to escape it, the more your mind goes to a vivid made up image of her soft and slimy tongue around your donger
>you can see it so vividly, you can almost feel it too…
>you gulp again
>maybe you could-.…
>...
>maybe you could let her do it again, let her attempt to pull your pants down and see what she would do
>maybe she wouldn’t even do anything, ..r-right?
>maybe she would see it and it wasn’t what she thought was looking for.
>and if,..
>that way it would be her own doing, not yours
>so,....
>you're somewhat staring at each other for a little while longer, until
“H-hey Suzzanne… It’s okay, I’m not mad.” you gesture nervously towards her
>”Sooz..?” the pegasus trots closer and leans her front hooves on your thighs, remorsefuly nuzzling your face
>but she knows the reason why you yelled at her before, so she’s doing her best to not even look at the bulge on your pants
>...which isn’t exactly according to your plan, thought you could pretend in your head to be just a victim of her lewdness towards you
>then it wouldn’t be your fault
>except Suzzanne is now holding herself back
>seems like you gotta admit to yourself
>if you want “it” to happen now, you’ll have to take the first step
>...are you horny enough to initiate such a thing?
…
>eyeing at the door behind her, whether it's really tightly shut, you hesitantly hook your thumbs into your waistband and pull your pants down, shyly letting your swollen erection bounce up to be presented to her with an involuntary flex, causing it to further bounce above your abdomen
>her big sparkly eyes are all over it
>before she does anything though, she glances up at your face whether it's really okay for her to come closer after you shooed her away so harshly the last time
>...it’s so embarrassing to nod “yes” and even slide yourself closer to her
>your heart is racing too hard, like never before, as if you were at the face of death but you aren't able to stop now, - to turn away
>you’re already a sinner
>and the next moment, Suzzanne’s taking a few curious whiffs around your shaft, then lower around your testicles, pressing her muzzle right into them, making little snorts while she's breathing
>then she pokes out her tongue and... she gives them a little hesitant lick, tasting the odour she was drawn to so much
>your heart’s beating fast as if it should explode any second from the mixture of guilty excitement and a soft, yet pleasurable feeling
>then another one and-
>God, you could still stop her, pull up your pants and quit it, you still can-
>it’s not too late…
>...but it is too late for you, after you felt the warm touch
>it was a potent drug and you crave more, just like an animal not being able to overcome it’s instincts
>as much as you’re hating yourself for this, you grab your phallus into your hand, nudging her muzzle with it, hoping she would pay more attention to your sensitive areas
>and since there's already a big drop of precum on the tip,.. it really does spark her curiosity
>shortly sniffing it, she curiously licks the liquid away to have a taste
>... you can get only so erect, seeing her gulp it down and then eagerly wait whether there's more to come
>and since you’re still slowly leaking it, soon you’re given yet another lick
>but you want, no, you NEED more
>so when she questioningly glances up at your face again, you gently grab her head and hesitantly push your tip towards her teeth
>...Suzzane’s both smart and happy to help, especially when she’s drawn to this part of your body for reasons she can’t quite understand
>so she opens her mouth for you, slowly taking your phallus inside and inspecting it with her tongue while at it
>soon even trying to softly chew on the member
>needles to say, this is making you absolutely diamonds
>her molar teeth, covered with sticky saliva are providing strange kind of stimulation, while her tongue’s tickling you with each movement of her jaw
>and it feels just too good, combined with the feeling of wrongness behind this, the forbidden fruit
>you’ve got a real living being here, devotedly sexually pleasuring you in ways she couldn't possibly understand and the fact she’s not even a human is somehow making this even hotter for you
>on one hand you want to close your eyes and not look at her because it's filling you with immense shame, but on the other hand it's so damn exciting to watch her play with your genitalia like a chew toy
>...and if she keeps it up, you won't be able to contain yourself any longer
…
>merely after a minute or two, you can feel yourself peaking and even though everything in your mind is telling how wrong it is, your hands are slowly wrapping around her head again
>your thoughts are filled with the want of pushing her muzzle all the way down to your root, ejaculating right into her throat, but-
>that's a little too much even for your perverse driven consciousness
>...or is it?
>before really you get to decide, you feel a massive orgasm coming through you body
>and even though you DID at least contain yourself from violating her throat that way, you're still holding her from flinching away while her maw is getting filled to the brim with a sticky white liquid
>she's totally shocked by the sudden load, gurgling it back onto your penis after you let her go of her and almost fainted in your chair
>but once she's no longer choking on it, she starts licking it off again, gratefully lapping and cleaning your crotch from all the mess
….
"Uuhgh..." is all you're able to say when you're slowly snapping back, realizing what just happened and what is still happening
>and with that realization: a swiftly coming sense of guilt
>it’s been there the whole time, but it was only fueling your horniness before
>except it’s gone now and there’s only shame remaining
>…
>by god,.. what have you done...?
>...this is too much for your fear driven ego
>you can't possibly take this, you have to-
>....
>it wasn't you, she MADE you do it!
>it's not your fault!
"Jesus, Suzzane...! S-stop!"
>she flinches away from cleaning your crotch, slowly retracting her tongue back into her mouth
"P-please, go away..!" you almost whimper and turn around in your chair to escape her gaze
>... but she’s cheerfully following you, no clue what's wrong out of sudden
>wasn't this what you wanted?
"For fuck sake, Suzzanne, leave me alone!!!" you yell in desperation, because you literally can't stand the sight of her right now
>and it was.... intimidating enough to make her run away from your room
>.....
>the silence is starting to reign now
>a terrible, terrible silence
>it's just you and the voices in your head
>.........
>and you're feeling quadruple times worse than you did before...
.....
...…
>you’re such a horrible person
>a sodomite, a rapist, a zoophile and a betrayer of trust
>you took advantage of her
>used her
>and when you realized it, instead of dealing with it yourself,..
>you threw the guilt at her, yelled and lashed out on her
>...your very best friend
>poor, poor Suzzanne
>she must be so confused and hurt, even though you promised you’ll never hurt her, that you’ll be the best human in the house
>but you’re the worst, without even the slightest competence of being a decent human being
>isn’t that right, Anon?
>what would your parents say?
…
>and the tears are dripping from your eyes, rolling down your cheeks, dimming your soul’s remaining light
>you hate yourself
>if only you could undo this,..
>but you can’t undo this
>what’s done is done and it can never be undone again
>the only thing you can do now, is to at least apologize to Suzzanne
>....as hard as it will be to look into her eyes now
>you wouldn’t be surprised if she didn’t want anything to do with you now, but you HAVE to at least try
>and you can’t possibly waste a single second more by sitting here and pitying yourself
>so you pull up your pants and go
...
>you’ve found her sitting in the dark hallway, waiting not far from your doorr
>you thought she would be in the living room with the others,..
"Suzzanne,..." you make a step towards her, expecting her to flee
>"...."
>she’s turning her eyes away from you but she’s not running away
>that alone is giving you more confidence to get down on four and cautiously creep up to her, not even turning the lights on
“Suzie..” you finally touch her shoulder, trying to make her look at you, but she’s still evading your eyes
>so you pick her hoof up, fondling it in your palms like a fair lady’s hand
“Suzie I’m such an idiot… I know it now, I know none of that is your fault,. please?.. I’m so sorry…” you’re trembling while trying to nuzzle her cheeks like she always used to when she wanted to show affection “…Please girl, can you forgive me?”
>you don’t even care how could this look like to someone else, humbling yourself and pleading to a family pet
>but she’s much, much more than that
>she’s smart, has her own personality, emotions, moods, games, even completely unique way of communication, a strong memory but most of all,.. she’s way more precious to you than “just a pet”
>so your heart skips a beat when she finally glances your way and nuzzles you back
“Suzzanne!” you quickly hug her, tightly wrapping your arms around the warm pegasus body and whispering “I’m sorry girl, I’m so sorry.” into her fluffy ear
>but by that time she’s already yours again, even though you feel like you don’t really deserve it
>her tail’s wagging on the floor and she’s cuddling up to you like the naive sweet thing she is..
>...
>...no, not naive, her character is just too pure to hold grudges, especially when she can tell so well when someone’s honest or not...
>and you’re definitely being honest right now
>so you’re getting back all of your love right now in the same share
>you’re wishing you've had the right words to tell her instead of just, other than the way you're clutching her in your arms, sniveling with emotion
>....but it's not like she's a mare of many words either
>after a few minutes of hugging and stroking her, you eventually let her go to look at her silhouette in the dark
"So,... we're really cool again, right?"
>to which you’re getting the tip of your nose licked as an answer
>...everything is well again
>well,... almost everything
…
>after making it up with her, you swore to yourself that you’d never do anything like this ever again
>not only because of her, but also because of you
>and you were pretty sure about keeping this promise, everything seemed to return to the normal again
>Suzzanne was back to her usual self too, for an hour or so
>just playing with you, cuddling or watching you play video games seemed to be enough, until…
>”Suzzan! Suuzzan!”
“What is it?” you turn around in your chair “…Please don’t tell me that-”
>”Suuzzan.” the pegasus steps with one of her front hooves on your thigh, bumping into your nose with her muzzle
“Come on Suzie,.. I’m already bad enough of a person after what I’ve done. Why would you still want me even after what happened? We're not the same species…”
>”Sooz…” she smiles with an unusual coyness to her forward personality, moving her whole front part of the body on your lap, her rear end still staying on her own chair
>she lays herself down like this, her head leaning upwards on your chest, looking in your eyes and swishing her tail
“God,..” you sigh embarrassedly “I love you too, but this is just wrong…”
>”Wong…”
“Yeah.” you chuckle “I know you’re really horny, but…”
>...not sure what else to say or how to finish the sentence
>you know that she’s horny, wanting you to help her with it
>and you know you shouldn’t be even thinking sexually of her
>still though, for some reason your body’s getting an erection under her weight
>but you’re just trying not to pay any attention to it
>”…WONG!” Suzzanne suddenly springs up, noticing it the movement in your pants under her
“No Suzie…” you cringe a little, but then pick her head up in your palms to make her stop looking down at the bulge “Please…”
>...
>”…No wong…” she frowns
“I’m sorry.” you hug her, tightly wrapping your arms around her body and burying your face in her mane
>you’re feeling so conflicted right now
>why, just why would she want this from you of all people?
>and why, even in a moment like this, are you still getting hard?
>you wish you could just remove the thing between your legs and lock it away in a safe so that it wouldn’t cause any more problems to you or anyone else
“Suzie…” you’re stroking her back, trying to keep this completely innocent but touching her dainty body feels so exciting now
>your hands really want to slide down from her back to her round flank or to touch her thigh the way you would touch a girl your age, but-
“I can’t do this Suzzanne…” you softly push her away into her chair “It’s better this way for both of us.”
>”Sooz…” she whines very quietly before jumping down from it and slowly moving onto your bed nearby
>it’s not really making her happy
>but she understands
>giving you a one last look before laying her head down and closing her eyes to take a nap
>things might just get back where they used to be....
>hopefully

Part five: I wanna make it with chu

>after Suzzanne went to sleep, you turned back to your PC and did your best to try and forget about everything that happened
>how you took an advantage of her state
>how you hurt her afterwards
>how she forgave you
>...how she still wanted you to do it properly
>and how all of this made you question your sexuality and almost your sanity
>yes, you were trying your best to forget about all of this for good
>playing video games, watching funny videos, even attempting to be a little creative and draw some human figures
>but none seems to work
>your mind just keeps returning to a thought that you might have gone too far, that something inside you has changed or it’s been there the whole time and it just awakened
>...what if things will never be the same?
>would you just have to face it? Live with it? With yourself?
>what if you don’t want to? What if you’re scared?
>what then?
>...
>.…all of this is making you so tired you can’t even think straight anymore, you want to sleep
>but you probably won’t fall asleep this soon, it’s merely 8pm
>so you’ve just created a playlist of random songs that hit the mood and laid on your back on the bed, staring into the ceiling
>Suzzanne, napping on the other side of it, quickly felt the change in the surface tension and opened her eyes
>”Sooz..”
>before you know it, she’s cuddled up to you
>...you aren’t even fighting it, just letting her make herself comfortable there and hug her, hoping to find some comfort in her warmth - even if your personal problems revolve around her
>it’s not her fault,.. it’s yours
>you should have been the responsible one who is able to control his libido
>none of this is her fault,..
>...so you close your eyes and just concentrate on the music, accompanied by the pulse and rhythmic breaths of the carefree pegasus,..
>and suddenly as if nothing mattered anymore, all the worries that were troubling your mind are disappearing into nothingness, dissolving in the melodies of the tunes playing over your thought processes
>there’s just music and the warmth of Suzzanne’s body
>and you’re indulging in the feeling of peace so rare that it felt impossible just a few minutes ago
>...maybe nothing really matters after all
>maybe you should just follow whatever is making you happy
>and right now,.. her presence is making you happy
>not even in a sexual way
>you’re merely holding her with only pure affection
>it’s the feeling of not being alone, having someone precious and loving in your life
>your parents should probably be filling this role, but you doubt that they would actually help you if you told them about your problems
>as always
>at least not without judging and guilt tripping you first to make things even worse
>but Suzzanne…
>she really loves you unconditionally, even though she knows you less than two months
>such a precious little being...
"...Come here you!" you suddenly come alive with a laugh and roll around, holding the pegasus in your arms
>and while the jolt waking confused her at first, she’s quick to take an initiative and start a frisky wrestle with you
>which is exactly what you had in mind, to blow off some steam
>even though she can’t understand your language, she can always understand you as a being
>and you’re laughing and giggling like two innocent children, losing all of the worries in the heat of a fun until the pony ends up on her back, a little tired to fight back anymore
>just grinning and panting while her chest’s raising up and down, her hooves still lazily reaching towards your face
>so you glance straight into her eyes that she’s following yours with,. into that spark of “pure life” that’s shining in them
>something so incredibly beautiful and mesmerizing
>something that’s always been there
>something that only she has
>and in a way,.. it’s making her equally beautiful and mesmerizing
>both as a creature, but also as a.. female
“You know what Suzie,..?” you gently take her front hooves in your hands and lean above her “One thing I know, I really love you… whatever that should mean.”
>and before she gets to react anyhow, you bury your face in the fur on her belly and blow raspberries on her, just like you wanted to back then, a long time ago
>”Eheheheeeeeeeeee!” the surprised pegasus eeps an amused squeal
>but that’s just a start!
>your hands run up her body, picking out the most sensitive spots to tickle her at, to get the highest kind of noises out of her
>and she’s laughing and squirming under your touch until it’s just too much to take for her without peeing herself
>before that should happen, she slips away from you, playfully pushing you on your own back, to later pin you on the mattress
>”SuzzaAane!” her voice cracks in her most victorious moment, breathing heavy breaths right into your face
>and while you could easily push her away and turn it around…
“You win, I surrender.” you grin instead, slightly raising your hands to show it
>...you’re totally letting her have this one
>which makes the little pegasus satisfiedly whinny and settle down on top of your chest, still smiling and gazing directly into your eyes before fondly licking your lips
>...and you’re letting her
>it just doesn’t feel wrong, this pure feeling of affection between the two souls
>...the other way around actually
>it’s making you want more, you want to know how it feels to kiss her back
>so you reach closer and shortly put your lips onto hers, keeping them connected for while
>feeling their fuzziness and warmness
>and relishing the moment…
>...
>”Soozzane?” the pony smiles with just a little hint of confusion over what you just did, twitching her right ear
>the bit of her saliva is now slowly cooling down on your lips after letting go
“...That’s what I meant when I said I love you.” you smile back and caress her cheek in your hand
>feels like releasing such a heavy weight from yourself by doing this
>by even allowing yourself to think this way
>”Wuw yuu.” she grins, trying to repeat after you
“Exactly…” you shortly kiss her again, gazing into her big green eyes..
>before closing yours, just stay nose to nose and exchanging warm breaths
>...it doesn’t even matter that she still sometimes sounds like a deaf girl, trying to repeat the words
>you’re understanding each other via different meanings
>...and yes, Suzzanne isn’t a human
>never will be
>but maybe it’s okay
>because she doesn’t need to be…
>she’s completely perfect the way she is
>so you wrap your arms around her body and feel the feminine curves around her elegant back
>the way it transitions into that bubbly little butt, covered with her fluffy tail
>it makes you chuckle out loud as you trace your fingers alongside it all the way to it’s root
>and from there to her thighs, wide and strong for a creature of her size
>this feels so weird, but so exciting at the same time
>...and she must be enjoying your touch as well, judging from her breaths getting a little heavier
>as if not sure what to do, she reaches her tongue towards you again, slowly dragging it down and up your lips
>so you stick out yours too, gently making contact with it
>...while Suzzanne doesn’t understand human kissing yet, as curious as she is, this kind of new sensation is surely interesting for her
>enough to go along with it, sliding her wet orange appendage against yours to explore the texture and taste your saliva too
>might have even taught her a real kiss just now, if she didn’t register your throbbing erection under her belly
>it makes her slowly slip her tongue back into her mouth and sniff the air
>”…wong?” she asks really hesitantly
>which makes you chuckle just now
>right,.. you’ve been attempting to kiss her while sensually touching her past few minutes
>you had to know which way this is leading
>and while you could still stop this, having a wank later and call all of this just your horny teenager phase…
>you don’t want to
>it would feel like an insult to what you’re feeling towards this pegasus
>this is something deeper than just confused hormones
“I love you Suzie…” you’re shaking a little while repeating the sentence again
>but you can’t help yourself but to smile at the same time, happy you said it, fondly booping her nose with yours
“...And if it’s wrong for the rest of the world, then so be it.”
>and Suzie is smiling back as if she could understand completely
>maybe she even does, but in her own way
>...so what if people would call this bestiality, zoophilia or whatever
>for you it’s a love between two souls, just like it is for her
>and both of these souls happen to desire each other more than platonically
>she chose you, not your dad nor anyone else
>so bite your lip and you playfully slap her butt like a confirmation
>not too strong to make it hurt, but enough to hear a smack
>”Sooz!” the mare shortly eeps in surprise, but then snickers and inches herself even closer to your face, bumping into you with her nose and grinning
>pretty much all you can see is her snoot at your lips and her big eyes, right in front of yours
“I’m gonna make it up to you Suzie, the same way you did…” you grin back “Right here and now.”
>...except this time the she didn’t exactly caught the meaning of what you said, because there’s a bit of cluelessness in her smile
“Um,.. yes wong?”
>”WONG!” the pony energetically springs up on top of you
>there’s a word understanding after all
>but while Suzzanne’s definitely ready and excited, she probably isn’t sure what exactly is supposed to happen now
>only that the sweetest release her body has been craving might finally come now
“Right.” you chuckle while slipping from under her hooves “Lemme take care of you, young miss.”
>and you gently guide her to turn around, pointing her rump at you
>..which, even after her previous eagerness, makes her just a little bit stiff, when she loses the sight of your face
>probably hoped you would guide her through it
>so you’re given a few looks over her shoulder, somewhat worriedly watching what you’re gonna do, her tail sheepishly hiding the exotic flower between her round buttcheeks
>one that you can smell blooming nonetheless
>this is the aroma of a turned-on pegasus…
>it’s making your heart beat like mad
>and while the scent felt just a little too intense at first, it’s as if you suddenly couldn’t get enough
>still though, upon touching her rump, about to gently pull the tail away, you can feel her stiffness throughout all of this
>so…
“Hey Suzie, relax…” you move over to her head, picking it up in your palms and fondly kissing her muzzle “This time you can trust me, I’m never gonna hurt you again, okay? I promise you…”
>…
>”Suu…” the orange tongue slides across your face once
>and you keep fondling her ears and cheeks until she’s completely relaxed again
>only then you slowly start moving back towards her rump, stroking her body along the way
>this time you aren’t being watched with nervousness, but with rather with a mixture of trust and anticipation
>and upon touching her rump, her tail almost automatically goes out of your hand’s way, revealing the plump and steaming hot pony vulva
>your heartbeat rises again as if your heart should tear through your chest at the sight and even more intense scent
>it feels so alien, yet exciting at the same time
>but that’s before the strangely looking genitalia “winks” at you
>never have you seen anything like that
>and it’s making you diamonds on so many levels
>thought you would have to force yourself at least a little, but it’s actually the other way around
>...you’re being drawn to her like a bee to the honey
>man, you SO want to taste her
>so you put your hands on her flanks, massaging them with your fingers and fondling them while closing your face in
>can already feel the heat and moisture emanating from that special place
>and then you finally stick out your tongue to softly slide it’s tip up and down the whole labia, savoring the salty taste
>God…
>her slimy fluids are making it feel like she’s made of jelly down there
>and she’s almost melting in front of you
>even from here you can hear her breaths getting heavier and her tail flickers even further away as if she begged for more
>needless to say, you’re feeling quite the same
>before that though, you quickly glance towards the door of your room, whether they are closed
>...it's after 8pm, your parents are surely watching the loud TV two rooms apart and your sister’s likely with them
>there’s nothing to worry about
>but you gonna slow down, relish this a little,..
>so you let go of her furry rump with one hand and touch her "lips" with the tips of your fingers, feeling their softness
>then spread them apart a little, seeing her sticky juices webbing between them
>...can’t possibly keep your fingers any longer where you tongue should be, you move your palm back on her rump to circle your hungry appendage around her puffy vulva, just experiencing it’s texture before you get to it’s center
>there you lick away a few drops of her bodily fluids and hungrily swallow them before pressing your lips against her winking clit
>to softly kiss it each time the pegasus clenches herself
>"Suuuu....." she quietly moans in pleasure, glancing over her shoulder
>and it’s just that you notice her watching you in the corner of your eye
"...You like that, Suzie?" you smile, fondling her right flank while leaning your head on her left one
>but she doesn’t answer, just scrunches her muzzle and somewhat embarrassedly buries her head into the sheets, wiggling her rump at you
>oh yeah, she definitely likes it
>so you get back to work, scooping up her juices with your tongue and pushing them back inside of her while slowly moving your appendage around
>but it just keeps on pouring back, sliding into your mouth and mixing with your saliva until there’s so much you have to gulp it down
>this sticky sensation is making you horny like an animal and you’re lapping onto her juices, some of it even dripping down around your mouth as you just can’t get enough
>...just what IS making you any different from her before, when she just wanted to have a taste of something that was so alluring to her?
>maybe nothing at all…
>meanwhile you can hear her dampened, high pitched noises of pleasure, as her face is still buried in the pillows
>except now she’s even starting to needily push her rump against you
>and since she wants more, you’re starting to concentrate on the clit alone, just licking on it up and down at first, then pressing your tongue against it
>that’s when the occasional sounds are starting to turn into almost continuous squeal of ecstasy
>you must be doing good to please this adorably horny pegasus
>so you put your fingers to work as well, massaging her jelly-like outer walls and softly probing inside of her while progressively adding on intensity of the teasing
>up to a point that you just munch on her vulva without letting go, suck and let your tongue go crazy
>by now, it's not just soft squeals coming from her, but straight up moans with incomprehensible gibberish as if she was talking something to herself and occasional horse noises
>the bubbly rump is being pushed against your face with such force that if you weren’t properly grounded in your knees, you would surely get tumbled over
>in order to breath, you have to open your mouth enough to let some air from below since your nose is getting pressed against the wet marehood too tightly
>and she's beginning to tremble in her thighs, just as her high pitched noises are getting so urgent they get only barely muffled by the sheets she’s still burying her muzzle into
>...she must be definitely almost at her peak
>it’s making you so excited to be the one to bring this little creature into such bliss all by yourself, to actually be someone this special to her when-
>"Aaaaaaah!"
>her whole body suddenly stiffens and pents up for a second or two, and then she yelps a desperate cry in her highest voice, pushing against you with all her body’s might
>at the same time, you're being blasted with a thick fluid right into your face, catching you completely off guard with the intensity and amount of the juices
>...your natural reaction is to flinch away, just like she wanted to when you had her at your crotch, except there isn't exactly where to
>instead you’re just losing your stability and getting tumbled over on your back, while your head is getting buried deep into the mattress behind you by a pony rump sitting on top of your face
….
>...you could easily push her away to the side to free yourself, but not only you kinda feel like you deserve this, but it’s pretty hot at the same time
>so you’re letting her stay like this, still lapping on her flower until the last of the trembles leave her body and her head falls down between your legs in exhaustion
>...
>she’s just still quietly whining in the slowly fading pleasure accompanied by the occasional twitches around her body, barely even noticing that her cheek is leaning on your swollen member
>by now, you’re starting to free your head from her by softly pushing her whole body a few inches lower and wipe your face from her fluids, using her tail
>...she’s gonna need a proper wash anyway
"Wow, Suzzane, just wow." you chuckle at the sticky mess
>"Suzzanne..." she gibbers back in half consciousness and keeps resting the way she is
>you're thinking about finally pushing her away,..
>but decided to give her a little more time to do so herself
>having her peach still right in front you, you reach your fingers towards her to entertain you both a little more
>a drop of her fluid is about to drip onto your chest from her, so you pick it on your thumb and circularly massage it back into her clit
>"Sooooo......." she rasps back exhaustedly, but that's about the most she's able or willing to react
>it's not like you want to go straight for a second climax anyway
>just wanted to explore her visually a bit more, opening and gently stretching her walls, tracing every fold with your fingers
>you're really getting fascinated by that unusual shape
>never seen anything like this in such detail, not even on the internet
>.…can't wait to feel her from the inside too, once Suzie’s ready enough
>though,... judging by the way she is now, it might not even be today
>who cares though, it was still totally worth it
>you've repaid your debt with all interests too and it was a magnificent experience
>don’t really even feel guilty about it
>or maybe just a little, but you love her
>.…it's just when you've made your peace with this being an end, you're starting to feel a soft tickle around your member…
"...Suzzanne?" you lift your head to see better what is she doing
>the pony’s fully awake now, realizing the thing that smelled so interesting to her before is right under her face
>...so she’s inspecting it, pretty much the same way you were doing with her a while ago
>except a pegasus doesn’t have hands, therefore it’s her mouth and teeth nibbling at your penis
“Hey…” you chuckle, letting her do what she wants
>this could easily turn into a 69 if you could reach better
>but there’s probably nothing sexual about it for her, she’s just being curious right now
>...or is she?
>suddenly you notice her vulva that’s been calm for while, winking at you again
"Jeez, so you're still horny..?.. Well that’s good actually, but we're trying something a little different now." a grin’s rising on your face as you’re gently pushing her body off your chest
>then her head, out of your crotch
“Stop it Suzie…” you actually have to use your palm to softly grab her muzzle and make her look at you
>”Suu..?”
>you’re being given a look of guilt, as if she done something wrong, her eyes escaping yours
“No no, that’s okay…” you lift her chin with your finger, very softly kissing her muzzle to let her know she’s a good girl
>...wanted to make this merely a gesture, since she had you penis in her mouth just a second ago
>but then you pull her into your embrace as well, passionately pressing your lips onto hers again until you’re sure she’s 100% relaxed in your arms
…
>”…Wuw yuu?” the tousled pegasus glances at you after letting go
“Yeah,..” you smile “I promise not to ever hurt you again. Do you trust me Suzie?”
>”Sooooz.” she nuzzles your face approvingly at whatever you said
>so you lay the devoted mare on her back and bury your hands into her chest fluff
>fondly scratching her, till her eyes start closing in pleasure
>then you lean above her and press your lips on her furry pony cheek and kiss it, slowly making your way down to her neck
>you always wanted to have your first time romantic and it’s starting to take shape of how you’re imagined it
>..well except the fur of a pegasus in place of a human girl’s skin
>but hey, it feels almost like an improvement right now
>and so you’re cuddling her like that for a while, slowly positioning yourself in front of her spread legs…
“Are you ready Suzie?..” you whisper into her ear, brushing your tip over her moist, clenching entrance and very gently probing in with the head
>she can feel that alright, judging by her expressions, but the strange sensation isn’t scaring her or making her nervous at all
>those big pupils aren’t even eyeing down there to see what you’re doing with her as her gaze is fixed onto your face
>and you keep slowly poking inside of her, bit by bit
>...having the tip already inside, you no longer have to keep your hand at your phallus to keep it from slipping away
>so you use that hand to support yourself and lean even closer to her, pushing a bit further in while watching her face reacting
>”Suz!” the mare starts breathing way heavier than a few seconds ago, her front hooves wantingly touching your body
>you’re almost bumping nose to nose as you slowly make your way inside of her in almost complete silence
>only the exchange of warm breaths from lungs to lungs
>only the touch of a silky fur on a naked skin
>only the feeling of a male and female becoming one for a while…
>a moment you’ll probably remember till the rest of your life
>one at which completely disappeared all the differences between a human and an animal
>because it doesn’t matter for the two of you now
>you’re on a shared ground
>...only when you’re sure you can’t go deeper, you’re starting to slowly and rhythmically pump against her body, feeling the incredibly hot and warm inside
>the air is filled with the scent of her heat and it feels like you can never really get enough of it right now
>an energy of pleasure is circling through your joined bodies and it’s very slowly adding up on intensity until one of the rear hooves, leaning on your body, starts twitching as well
>that’s when the orange pegasus tongue pokes out of your lover’s mouth as well, blissfully drooling a little drop on the sheets underneath
>it’s both making her look a little silly but sexy at the same time, to see how she’s losing control
>...but there’s still a long way to finish this
>at least for you
>so you slowly straighten yourself above the little pegasus
>,grab onto her jerky rear legs
>and start pumping harder, as deep as you can go
>Suzzanne doesn’t even know about her belly bulging each time, since she’s unable to keep her eyes open now
>it’s just continuous high pitched noises of pleasure from her side because she must be getting dangerously close to a climax
>and seeing her like this is exciting you even more, pushing as deep as you can go and trying to bring yourself forth to your own peak as well
>only when the whole mare is starting to quiver and almost vibrate under you, it feels like you might be catching up with her
>with a few more righteous thrusts, you’re starting to feel a riptide of pleasure rising through your body from the tips of your toes to the very top of your head, while your colorful partner stiffens like a statue before-
>”EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!” she squeals on top of her lungs
>if you weren’t overwhelmed by the very same feeling, you’d probably worry if your parents can’t hear that even over their loud TV
>but the truth is, right now you don’t even remember having any parents
>there’s just “NOW” and it keeps on “being” for what feels like an eternity, spent in a place where nothing matters, aside from this moment
>you’re feeling in detail each of the separate waves of your hot seed travelling your shaft and spurting deep inside of the dainty pegasus, all the way through her cervix and into her fertile, yet incompatible womb
>through the almost spasmodically intense seconds of unending, you’re hugging onto Suzzanne almost as if you should crush her in your embrace while her teeth are biting into your shoulder to withstand it
>...until you’re “back” again, panting at each other from up close and exhaustedly gazing into each other’s eyes
>no longer having the strength to hold yourself up, you eventually fall down next to her and almost pass out with your face buried in the colorful mane
>and the peace is reigning for a while, only your heartbeats and breaths slowly calming down, with noises from the loud TV playing in the background a few rooms away
>mustering some strength, Suzzanne is first to move, turning herself around to face you and affectionately lick your face a few times, snapping you out of falling asleep
“...huh?” you open your eyes to see the pegasus face smiling at you
>in your post nut clarity, you thought you might be regretting some of what just happened
>but being confronted with her now again,.. it’s filling you with happiness instead of shame
>it feels so right, despite everything
>so you smile back and reach your hand to caress her cheek with your palm before lazily kissing her
“I love you…”
>”Wuw yuu…” the mare’s repeating with a grin, adding a little whinny to it
>it makes you snicker and wrap your arms around her again, pulling the stained blanket over both of you while cuddling up to her
>and the calmness is enrapturing
>...kinda wish you could just fall asleep now
>but there’s a lot of mess that need cleaning…
>a little worriedly, you glance at the door to your room to make sure nobody is standing there
>hope that nobody heard Suzzanne’s loud orgasm either
>the thought that a family member could have entered the room, seen the two of you and left without you knowing suddenly sends a cold shiver down your spine
>...then they’d bring it up at some point when you least expect it
>or they’d casually call for you to have a “talk”
>and then-
>...that definitely didn’t happen though, there’s no way they wouldn’t immediately start screaming and give themselves away
>still, you should probably get up
>so you slowly let go of her warmth and pull the blanket away
>noticing you’re leaving her, Suzzanne starts picking herself up as well, but that’s when you notice that some of your semen is still dripping out of her
>quickly grabbing one of the tissues, ready by the bed, you reach to wipe her before all of that leaks out on the mattress cover
>your little pegasus didn’t really notice she’s leaving a sticky mess under her, so she’s a bit surprised about you reaching to her crotch once again
>but also quick to understand the idea
>when you’re done, about to stand up, she twists her spine enough to actually reach there with her own tongue and clean herself even more properly
>leaving you wondering whether is it sexy or really weird
>probably both
>she isn’t taking any more time than is absolutely necessary though, since it probably isn’t too comfortable for her
>standing up, you open the windows to ventilate the room a bit
>...should start getting rid of all the evidence
>so you pull down all the sheets as well, since Suzzanne is up now
>she’s following you around and trying to help, even though she isn’t quite sure what you’re doing
>eventually you throw all of the dirty fabric into a corner to wash it later
>.…cause now you’re kinda hungry
>bet Suzzanne is too, this was all pretty exhausting
>surely it can all wait a bit
>the semi cold air from the outside is now ventilating the room, replacing the stale and sex reeking one with it’s freshness
>and you crouch down to the pony, burying your fingers in her mane and bumping nose to nose with her
“Hey Suzie, wanna-”
>but before you even say what you wanted to say, you’re getting your mouth licked in her outburst of affection
>normally, you’d at least pretend to fight her, but this time,..
>this time you’re letting her have her way completely, even gently fondling her ears and enjoying the pony kisses
>a kiss is a kiss, isn’t it?
>for the fun of it, you poke out your own tongue as well and lick her back the same way
>but it confuses the pegasus a bit, stopping for a second
“Oh yeah, this is exactly how it feels” you giggle, shortly eyeing on the closed door to your room “…I can teach you how humans do it though, how about that?”
>”Soozzan!” the mare’s enthusiastic about your proposal/question
>surely it’s gonna be something nice again
>and you’re gonna make sure it is
>so you lick your lips with a little excited grin and sit on the ground behind the bed, so that even if someone entered the room, he wouldn’t see you
>and the equally excited Suzzane is taking her place next to you, hyped about what kinda game you’re planning
“Come a little closer.” you pat your thigh, slowly wrapping your fingers around the back of her head, playing with her mane
>even though you literally just had sex a few minutes ago, your heartbeat quickens just a little when you’re closing your lips with hers
>but it isn’t that obvious for the clueless mare
>she doesn’t really know what to do with her mouth, so she’s just trying to lick you again
>so just like before, you poke out your tongue as well to touch hers with it...
>and very slowly, to not scare her away, start making its way inside of her mouth while letting the orange pony appendage slip into yours
>Suzzanne knows you’re teaching her something new, so she isn’t pulling away
>...but she isn’t really doing anything with her tongue either
>just sorta waiting for you to show her more about this strange new activity
>you aren’t a very experienced kisser either though, merely saw it on the internet before
>still, you’re trying to gently probe around, exploring the soft and perfectly pink inside of a pegasus mouth
>and it doesn’t take long for Suzzanne to understand the idea now, clumsily attempting to do the same
>moving and wallowing her big tongue around yours, mixing the human and pony saliva together without parting your lips, opening and angling her mouth to reach better
>guess this is how kissing is supposed to feel like
>because it already feels great
>and Suzzanne’s enthusiasm about it is growing each second too
>...until she’s so wild and reckless she’s pretty much just lapping on the inside of your mouth
>that’s when it start feeling more silly than romantic, enough to make you giggle
“Hey…” you’re very gently pulling her away from your face while fondling one of her ears “….that was almost amazing.”
>”Soozan!”
“I know.” you grin, still amusedly biting on your lower lip “Good girl…”
>come to think your first proper french kiss would be like this…
>...you actually aren’t disappointed
>it was perfect in it’s sloppiness and imperfection
>...but to think it would be with Suzzanne, a family pet
>well,.. right now you aren’t disappointed either
>because she’s no longer a pet to you…
>you’re already seeing her as a real person
>don’t think you can ever go back after what happened
>but you almost forgot what you were planning before...
“Suzie, are you hungry? How about we get something to eat?”
>”Eat! Suzzanne!”
“...I think I did that already.” you snicker “But I guess you understand what I meant.”
>how could she not, since learning the meaning of a word “eat” was crucial to know when her feeding time is
>so you pick yourself up and slip into a bathrobe
“Let’s go get something nice then.”
>you’re aware you should probably take a shower first and get rid of the stained sheets
>but since you’re still hearing the TV when you step out of your room on the corridor, you’re betting that you still have some time before any random encounter
>sneaking through the kitchen door, you creep up to the fridge and open it to check it’s contents
"So-oo, what do we have here?"
>it's gonna be some kinda hodgepodge for you today
>a pack of Lotus biscuts, a milk for hot chocolate, a few slices of eidam, some sauce/dressing to dip it in,-...
"...But what would YOU like to have?" you step to the side to make space for Suzzanne, gesturing with your hand that she can pick whatever she likes
>...and you’re getting another one of her visibly confused looks
>except you know exactly what it means right now
“Of course you can pick something yourself!”
>it sparks a smile on your face as you nudge her towards the shiny light in the otherwise dark room
“Anything you want.”
>that’s enough to convince her you’re serious and after her eyes swiftly scan the whole fridge, sniffing it through as well..
>her hoof eventually points at nothing else than,… a simple and plain tomato
>tastily ripe, but still just a tomato
"You're sure?" you chuckle "You can pick some more stuff, anything you want. Isn’t there anything else you wanted to have as well?"
>seeing you've put the tomatoes next to the other stuff you’re taking while still holding the door open for her, Suzzanne hesitantly points at her second choice
>a cucumber,..
>then changing her mind to an ice salad
"You really are a veggie lover, are you?" you laugh, grabbing both of her choices, tousle her mane and close the fridge "…I'm gonna prepare it a little, okay? Wait just a sec."
>for which you’re given her usual understanding smile for when she’s supposed to wait
>though...
>when your parents tell her to, she’s doing her best to sit still and be patient
>with you, she’s curiously joining you by the kitchen counter, even pulling her front hooves up to see what you’re gonna do with the veggies
>...and what you do with them is slice them, heating the milk in a microwave meanwhile, arrange all the food on the biggest plate you could find and then mix the hot milk with some cocoa powder and sugar
>when you’re done, you turn off all the lights, take the big cup of hot chocolate in hand and the plate into the other...
>and you’re blindly, but carefully making your way back to your room through the dark corridor when
>about two steps out of the kitchen, the lights suddenly turn on, flashing onto you and almost making you drop the plate in shock of bumping into your mom or dad
>except it’s neither of them
>Suzzanne’s standing near the lightswitch next to your room, chirpily smiling and visibly proud of herself about helping you
“Ooof”
>forgot she knows how these things works as well, even if she’s almost never using them- like most of the things she knows
>while you would easily get there even if it was complete darkness, since you know this house,
>...this was really sweet of her
…
>back in your room, you lay the things on the bed and make yourself comfortable
>the mattress cover will also need replacing anyway
>Suzzanne hops right next to you, eyeing at the food, but waiting for you to do something
"..Alright, so what do we have first?" you pick up a piece of tomato, softly nudging her muzzle with it
>only then she licks her lips, reaching her tongue towards the red piece of fruit
>...and slowly slide it in her mouth, carefully chewing it to feel the taste as if she wasn’t gonna receive another one
>looking pretty elegant at it too
"Come on, you can take whatever and however you like!" you laugh, nudging the plate to her while taking a piece of a veggie as well
>must be the first time for her to eat from one plate with a human, no wonder she’s unsure about it...
>but in your case.. she’s quick to understand you’re letting her do yet another of human things
>”Sooz!” a wide smile rises on her face before picking up another piece of a tomato from the side of a plate
"...Try this thing." you're holding a lotus biscuit between your teeth, moving closer towards her to let her take a half from your mouth
>a pretty clear sign of your intentions
>this time without too much hesitation, she chomps on it and she’s chewing it down with growingly excited expression on her face
>can literally see the delight coming through her after tasting this,.. even hear from the noises
>might have just found her new favourite food
>so you leave all of the few biscuits you brought for her, watching the poner happily munching on them while chewing on a slice of eidam and a cucumber yourself
>to your surprise, when she’s about mercilessly devour the last one, she stops
>only picking it up and holding it in her mouth like you did before
>…. needless to say, it caught you so off guard it even made you blush a bit
“For me?” you’re grinning “Hey thanks Suzie…”
>and before actually grabbing on it with your your own mouth, you fondly kiss the tip of her muzzle
>then is the time to finish the rest together
>despite her new acquaintance with the biscuits, Suzzanne still loves her veggies
>...and it doesn't hurt for you to have some as well
>it’s been ages since you've had just a plain tomato or a cucumber, just like that
>now you’re wondering what have you been doing all that time
>it could be Suzzanne’s own appetite that made you enjoy it so much, the great hunger after making love or you’ve just never had a properly ripe tomato before
"You might even make me go vegan with you." you snicker at the pony, watching her nibbling at a piece of a cucumber
>not for real though, don’t think anyone has enough power for that
>there's still the eidam too, which you've been progressively making disappear throughout the whole time
>so you try handing her a bit of the cheese to try out as well
>...but after sniffing and tasting merely a tiny bite of it, the pegasus goes “No no” with both her head and expression
"...You don't like cheese?" you grin and dip a piece into the dressing "How about now?"
>while she actually gives it a hesitant shot,...
>... the disgust in her face after swallowing it is emphasizing even further that this just isn’t her thing
"Aaw man, alright then." you laugh
>...but you’re lowkey wondering how could she lick your crotch clean off your semen before and NOT like eidam
>anyway, since there's only the cheese left on the plate, you put it away, eating one more piece of it, and grab the cup of hot cocoa from the nightstand nearby
"This is cocoa."
>"Co-coo..."
"Right." you chuckle, having a sip "And I know you're not used to drinking from the cup, but let's try to drink it like this, alright?"
>after demonstrating how, you put the cup to her lips for her to do the same
>......and there goes her elegance
>not having any experience of using her lips for such things, some of it starts pouring down from the corners of her mouth, dripping down onto the mattress cover
>...but it's pretty much what you've expected
"You gotta like... suck the liquid in rather than just letting it slide in your mouth." you're grinning while showing her on your own side of the cup, making a very distinctive sucking sound "Like this."
>which makes the pony don a total textbook example of "Ah-a!!" and eagerly press her lips on the cup before you're even finished drinking
>and!.... she still misses a few drops, staining the fur under her mouth
>..looking visibly disappointed in herself about it as well
"Hey, that's alright." you laugh, wiping her chin with a tissue "I'm sure you'll get there. We can perfect it tomorrow, with water."
>..she might have not caught the water part, but the tone of your voice cheered her up
>enough to try once again
>this time doing a little better, almost flawlessly,... almost
"See, easier than it looks." you're wiping the corners of her mouth with a tissue while you could almost swear she's blushing at you
>it’s making you really want to kiss her right now
>not in a perverse manner, rather just out of fondness
>...
>the next second, you lean in and softly press your lips onto hers like you did a few times before
>never before were you kissed back from her though, if you don’t count the french one
>wondering if you could teach her that as well..
>so you pucker up your lips a bit, trying to get the mare do the same before kissing her once again
>and after the third try, she’s already imitating you
>...but she looks kinda silly while attempting, because of the way she's exaggerating
>it’s as if she was doing faces at you
>she's trying her best though
"Like this." you chuckle eventually, picking her hoof up into your palm and demonstrating on it for her to see better
>except the mare understands it the way that she should practice on your hand as well
>so she’s grabbing onto it and puckering her lips, trying to make them smack the same way as when you do it
>and..!
“Hey, there you go!” you laugh, slipping your hand away from her hooves “I knew you could learn that in no time. Such a smart girl…”
>...and you scratch her head, slowly leaning in to kiss her lips again
>this time receiving a clumsy one back
"See we've both learned plenty of new things today." you chuckle, moving away a strand of mane from her face to touch her cheek and fondly scratch a side of her neck ".......But there’s still some work to do for me. I should wash us both and get some new sheets."
>with the sheets being a number one priority, you sneak out to get a new set as well as a clean mattress cover, spray all of the dirty fabric with a lot of deodorant to mask the smell...
>and stuff them all into the washing machine for mom to wash later
>then make the bed, using fresh ones
>once you’re done, you’re heading into the bathroom
>of course, Suzzanne was “helping” you with all of that by curiously poking her nose into everything and she’s following you around even now
>might as well take a shower together…
>but on the other hand,. that’s pretty risky, considering what you got away with before
>wouldn’t want anyone entering the room and seeing you
>it would be easier to explain why you’re washing Suzzanne’s coat in the middle of a night than why are you naked behind the shower glass with her
>at this hour, it’s even quite possible someone might enter the room since the movie must have already ended
>so you quickly wash the pegasus first, dry her fur with a blowdryer and only then have a shower yourself
>leaving the door open for her if she wanted to go somewhere else or check on your parents and sister
>which she does, leaving you alone for a while
>only to return once you’re done, brushing your teeth
“...Heyyy, you weren’t showing them what you learned today didn’t you?” you laugh a little worriedly about letting her there
>but she’s more interested in your toothbrush than to even attempt to decode what you’re saying
>you quickly take a peek on your parents in the living room to see if they’re not discussing you or Suzzanne
>>>>”But Mom!”
>>”It’s late enough sweetie. You should go to sleep. Brush your teeth off you go! …And say goodnight to your brother.”
>>>>”Okay…” your sister is hanging her head
>...so you quickly slip back into the bathroom
>knowing you can soon expect your little sister’s visit
>and that they probably don’t have a slightest idea what you’ve been doing past few hours
>nice
…
>after saying goodnight to your sister, leaving her in the bathroom, you’re heading back to your room
>still closely followed by Suzzanne
>which isn’t actually THAT unusual, since she’s been occasionally sleeping in your room for a while now
>...but she was always lying either on her own mattress or somewhere on the other side of your own bed
>this time though…
“Come here then..!” you’re patting the place next to you under the blanket
>before you know it, the pegasus happily snuggles up to you, pressing her furry body tightly onto yours while nuzzling your face as if this was an old routine for her
>must have understood by now that today brought her some new privileges
>it feels kinda obvious too, since she’s-…
>well she IS kinda like your girlfriend now, isn’t she..?
>... you’d surely like to consider her that way
>not quite sure how exactly is she explaining what happened to herself
>...or if she can grasp the concept
>...but in a way you’re surely someone special in her life, just like she’s special to you
>we’ll see how this all works out, don’t really feel like ruining the mood by any thoughts about the future
>right now you’re just enjoying the incredibly comfy feeling of a warm pegasus in your arms, her calming heartbeat and the intimacy connected to it
“Goodnight Suzie..” you kiss her snoot and smile before closing your eyes “I love you…”
>”Sooz…” she’s replying sleepily, giving your cheek one last, wet, pony kiss
>you’re falling asleep in the matter of minutes

Part six: Something human
 
>you flinch, waking up from a dream that’s already slipping away from your mind
>the next second, you’re feeling the soft pillow cuddled up to you moving
>and as most of the things that happened yesterday start coming back, you’re opening your eyes to a sight of a pair of fluffy ears poking from a ruffled up mane
>…
>right,.. that’s no pillow
>you’re only hesitating less than a second to tighten your embrace around the pegasus and pull her a little closer
>still no regrets
>”Mmhm…”
>Suzzanne’s humming to herself in her high tone while nuzzling deep under your neck and absolutely refusing to open her eyes just yet
>so you’re staying like that for a while, gently fondling her body under the blankets, paying attention to her tiny wings
>which makes your bedmare wiggle in pleasure, making a few more satisfied noises and slowly raise her snoot from under your chin to smile at you
>then those big, brightly green eyes open, piercing you with their enchanting gaze
>...and while she may not know it
>she’s totally worth it
>so you lean in to softly kiss her lips as a good morning
>only to get lazily licked back as a response
>guess she’s preferring her own way of showing affection
>and you wouldn’t even mind right now, if it wasn’t for her morning breath
>but on the other hand,
>yours isn’t any better right now…
>so your stinky breaths aren’t ruining the atmosphere that bad
>and you bury one of your hands into the mane on the back of her head
>kissing her once again
>this time even getting a clumsy one back
>…
>the present moment’s filling you with a deep feeling of belonging
>and you know that none of which happened was a mistake
>it was all meant to happen
>thinking about it, you wouldn’t really even want anyone else in Suzzanne’s place right now
>not even Stacy from the class above yours
>.…it would be worse explaining to someone else though
>...
>a familiarly cold shiver ran up your spine just now
>no one must ever know
>but it hurts so much to think you’ll have to keep all of this a secret to everybody
>and forever…
>on the other hand, you can still show your “girlfriend” all the affection you want in front of anyone
>as long as it doesn’t take turn towards anything sexual…
>scratches, rubs, nuzzles and even some kisses should be fine
>... “normal” people do that with their “normal” pets all the time
>so you smile over the thought
>feeling kinda ready, even somehow energized to get up and face the day
>a few minutes more spent cuddling won’t hurt though…
…
>after pushing yourself up from the bed at last, you’ve been expecting Suzzanne to come with you
>but she’s staying under the blankets, even pulling them back onto herself and eyeing at you from under them
>what a lazy little pegasus, you chuckle
>can’t expect her to follow you everywhere like your own tail all the time though
>probably wouldn’t even like if she was that clingy, always appreciated her relatively independent personality, within limits of a housepet of course
>so you give her a smirk, step back just to boop her nose sticking from under the blankets and head to the kitchen
>you know she'll catch up sooner or later
…
>upon entering the kitchen to fetch yourself some breakfast, you run into your parents who are there for the very same reasons, surprised to see you up so soon on the weekend
>despite sleeping like a total log this night, you went to sleep pretty early compared to usual
>and you’re being invited to a family breakfast for the occasion
>it’s been a while since you all actually gathered like that
>so you join them at the table, greeting your sister who’s already snacking on something
>their presence is making you only a tiny bit uncomfortable though, since you’re not used to spending time with all of them at once anymore
>plus, you have a secret you must not ever tell, not even accidentally hint
>but they’re your family after all, so you’re slowly managing to relax around them
>munching on your toasted bread with hummus helps too…
>then after a while, when you’re all almost finished, Suzzanne roams into the room as well
>announcing herself in the door and greeting everyone individually from up close with her smile
>...funny how important it is for her, not to leave anyone behind
>and you’re feeling pretty relieved she didn’t attempt to kiss anyone or something, but she seems to remember that she isn’t allowed to lick anyone’s face
>with an exception of you of course,.. everyone knows you were soft on her as far as any rules go, long before yesterday
>but since you’ve already been greeted by her wet tongue in the bed before, she’s not doing it again now
>just nuzzling you like everyone else, only a bit longer, and staying by your side while you’re fondling her ears
>then you return to your breakfast
>..
>>"…Shoo, Suzzanne stop begging for food..!” mom notices the pony is still sitting by your side even when you’ve returned to your breakfast “…Anon she wasn’t doing that a few days ago, were you always feeding her straight from the table?”
"I don't think she wants food mom..."
>>>"He's right honey. She has it scrambled in her brain right now when she's in heat. Doesn’t know herself what she wants. We’re lucky she isn’t making those weird noises like cats do.”
>>>>"Dad! What's a heat-"
"I didn't mean that.” you cut your sister off, glancing at the disappointed but obedient pegasus that’s now walking away to lay down onto her mattress “… Suzzanne is very social and I think she just wants to be present… with us.”
>>>"Well, first you couldn't even stand her existence and now you're an expert over how she's feeling. What a turnaround champ." your dad chuckles, not sure whether mockingly or just in amusement
>it made you embarrassedly blush either way
>...hope you didn’t went too far by defending her like that
>>>>"Dad's right! I think Miss Preeny already likes you more than she does me, bro…” your sister whispers as if she didn't want the pony to hear
"... That's just because I'm walking her everyday sis,..” you whisper amusedly back “…you can tag along sometimes if you want to."
>>>>"Can I go with you today then?!"
"Sure… Surprised you didn’t ask sooner.”
>>>>”Yes!”
>can’t have her all for yourself
>it wouldn’t be healthy anyway
“Alright then. I’ll finish this, brush my teeth and we can go,. let’s say,.. in half an hour?”
…
>and as you said, after breakfast you went to the bathroom to brush your teeth while mom’s feeding Suzzanne some granulate and oats
>...thought about telling her you can do it yourself, or to give her some fresh veggies instead, but you don’t wanna raise any suspicions at all that something may have changed
>still though, Suzzanne wasn’t acting as horny as she was yesterday, hope that isn’t suspicious either
>could they tell she’s a bit relieved somehow?
>could they connect the dots all the way to you?
>but this isn’t a NCIS, no one even has a reason to look for any weird patterns
>which calms you a bit again, spitting the toothpaste into the sink
>...only to realize the pegasus that’s been on your mind the whole time is now standing next to you
>curiously eyeing at the toothbrush, just like yesterday
“What is it Suzie? Want your teeth brushed as well?” you grin and hand her the clean brush so she can inspect it closer
>surprisingly enough, she uses her hoof to pick it up, not her mouth
>and she’s even trying to imitate your movements in front of her muzzle
>the sight makes you snicker
“Can I help you with that..?” you chuckle, touching the brush in her hoof
>which she lets go of, watching you squeeze some toothpaste on it and kneel down to her
>and she’s letting you slide the thing into her mouth, even showing her teeth for you to see better
>they’re as white as pearls, don’t really need any maintenance
>but some fresh breath won’t hurt, plus, prevention
>funny how much this little creature wants to be like a human
>and you’re gladly gonna make her feel that way when she’s around you
>so you're gently brushing on her teeth, while using your other hand to softly open or close her jaws, depending on where you need to get
>never were you doing this with someone else’s mouth, so it’s a new thing for you as well
>but an entertaining one
>how she’s standing still, looking all excited about something so trivial while wondering what to do with her evermoving orange tongue
>but you aren’t stressing it too long, soon her mouth is getting filled with toothpaste bubbles and saliva, so you let go
>expecting her to spit it in the sink
>except the curious pegasus gulps half of the liquid down her stomach
>and she’s immediately regretting it
>so you pull her front hooves up the sink, to spit there at least the rest
>...this time it’s pouring down the drain
“It’s way better this way, trust me.” you’re patting her back and holding her mane so that she won’t stain it
>but you aren’t getting an answer because of her sudden interest to inspect the strange freshness in her mouth
>rolling the tongue around making faces in the mirror
"...So, the same thing in the evening?" you tousle her mane with a grin, crouching next to her when she’s back on all four
>”Sooz!”
>which you’re taking as: “We’ll see.”
…
>once you’re done and dressed, it’s just about time for the walk
>so you call on your sister that’s also ready by now
>and you’re on your way
>throughout the walk, you’re actually giving the two of them as much space as possible, trying not to “take the cake” from their time outside together
>it would feel kinda wrong to have Suzzanne fixated only onto you, even though you’re already her favourite human
>she needs a richer life than that
>still though, you’re already planning some kind of “date” or something in the future
>not only to break the routine
>but to make your animal girlfriend feel like a human, if at least for a few hours
>...thinking of it
>most of all you’re wishing you could make your parents treat her with more respect
>she surely deserves it, but they can’t or don’t even want to see her as something more than their pet
>true, you weren’t any different
>it’s easier that way
>but things have changed now
>and you’re seeing the little pegasus as your equal
>”SuzzAAN!” you’re suddenly snapped out of your thoughts when she’s running at you, trying to make you join the chase with your sister
>so you grin and run after her
>at least she’s happy right now…
…
…...
…
>later that day, you’re sitting at your table, pondering about the same thought from yesterday that keeps returning
>can’t get Suzzanne out of your mind, even when she isn’t around
>she seems to be happy most of the time nowadays, but you’re worrying about the future
>will this life always be enough for her?
>you’re gonna be adult one day and become completely independent
>but Suzzanne will never “grow up”, get a job, buy a house, plant a tree…
>probably won’t even learn human language enough to speak for herself
>she’ll probably have to stay dependent on someone,.. which makes kinda sense for a house pet
>but you’re feeling like the little pegasus deserves a bit more than that with her intelligence and learning capabilities…
>at least a bit more freedom, a bit more recognition…
>...
>....
>”Suzzan..? the pegasus chirps upon entering your room to announce herself, even though she knows she doesn’t have to do that anymore
"Hey Suzie...." you raise your head, giving her a tired smile
>and the mare’s heading straight to you, softly licking a tip of your nose before laying her head into your lap
>eyeing at you, as if asking "What's up?"
“.…I might be overthinking you, Suzzanne.” your fingers are burying deep into her colorful mane to give her some thorough scratches “…Will you always stay like this? ..All those 60 or 70 years?”
>”Suz!” she answers enthusiastically without really catching what you’re saying
>there’s no way she could have understood that sentence
>but she always understands how you’re feeling and she’s trying to cheer you up now
“...Come here.” her smile makes you smile as well, picking the gentle front hooves on your lap to hug her “... one day, when I’ll stand up on my own feet,... I'm gonna take you with me. And I’m gonna show you the world out there! What do you think?"
>”Sooo…” the mare coo’s into your ear in response
“Yeah..” you chuckle “I guess you’re right. We should focus on the presence… For now, I was thinking of taking you on some kind of date. Would you like that?”
>for which you’re given another one of her affirmative responses, this time a little nicker
"Heh, you're a total "Yes-mare.", are you?" you laugh letting go of the hug to glance at her, still softly caressing her chest from the sides “But I don’t know what kind of date… what would you like?”
>but the pegasus just grins real wide instead of answering
“Don’t know either huh? Then how about,…….”
>.…you’re thinking of a cinema or some kind of lunch
>but can’t say for sure if they’d even let her into the cinema, even though you know she does enjoy watching movies with you
>ones in which isn’t a lot of dialogue of course
>and a restaurant probably isn’t that good of an idea overall, a picnic or something would probably be better… although
“.….I know! There’s a lunapark in the city! I really wanted to go there one day but I didn’t want to go alone. How about we go there together?!”
>”Suzzaan!”
>she might not know what you’re so excited about, but she’s happy to celebrate with you by covering your face in pony kisses
“It’s settled then.” you grin fondling her cheeks in your palms and glancing into her eyes “…I’ve been saving some money by skipping lunch sometimes, it’ll be enough for us to have some fun. Now… how are you feeling after tomorrow? Satisfied a little bit?"
>to which the mare gently shakes her head
>she might know the word “satisfied” already, but not the current context
>...it’s usually cuddles
"Reeeally?" you're chuckling while finally wiping the pegasus saliva off your face and bumping nose to nose with her "…But I don't mean the scratches, I mean your uhh.…, other kind of problems."
>tilting her head at you, it’s not as if she could understand this either
>so you move your hand towards her rump, pointing at it with your finger
“I meant this kind of problem.”
>for which you’re given an understanding grin, right before she turns around, eagerly lifting her tail aside
>right,... still ready for action
"Not now Suz..." you snicker and gently turn her back around to face you again "You’ve surely got a libido and it’s pretty tempting buuuut,… maybe tomorrow."
>"Tomow-…tomoRRow..!"
"Say whaa? Hey that was a nice articulation. Have you been practicing?”
>”Tomorrow!” Suzzanne’s flexing her new ability, even though it still doesn’t sound completely right
>but it’s a lot better than ever before
“Alright then, tomorrow it is!” you grin “A feat like that surely needs to be celebrated…”
>although, don’t think she knows the meaning of the word she just learned
>but you’re gonna keep the promise anyway
>so tomorrow is the day of changing bedsheets… again
>just hope it won’t be too suspicious, maybe you should learn how to use washing machine yourself
>can’t be too hard…
"...Come to think, how long is the heat of yours gonna last though..?" you pick Suzzanne’s front hooves up to have her a little closer, as if hoping she could tell you herself
>...but that’s kinda silly
>"Suu...." she just cooing, cuddling up to you and trying to climb on you lap
>so you pull her rump there, seating her on you thighs and gently squeeze the pony in your arms before glancing into her playful eyes  
"Right,.. you have no idea either... Well, your body looks a bit equine, so let's check out the internet about horses."
>with one hand you're still hugging the pegasus to keep her from falling down and typing your question into the browser with the other one
“How long does a horses heat last.. hmm.” *click*
>...
"21 days?!!" your eyes widen upon reading the first result in a big font ".....Oh wait, that’s the length of a whole cycle, the estrus itself if aprox. 6 days….. But still, this means it’s at least one week in each month!!"
>you glance at Suzzanne, as if she should explain herself somehow or say at least something about it
>but she’s just proudly grinning at being addressed, reaching closer to give you a sloppy kiss
>a human one even, not one of her usual lick-kisses
"Let's hope you're not completely like a horse." you chuckle almost worriedly "I mean,... not as if it wasn't possible to keep you satisfied somehow, but Jeez,.. you can't just be horny for a whole third of the summer AND spring..… or can you?"
>but all you’re getting for a response is a girly giggle and a nuzzle
>...sometimes you’re wishing she could really talk
>on the other hand, it’s a part of her charm
>and even if she could form sentences, she probably wouldn’t know this either
“Guess we’ll have to find out.” you grin while the pegasus in your lap is getting friskier and friskier
>even trying to grind her rump over your thighs
>and while the look and smell of her is getting pretty inviting,
>you just softly kiss her and seat her down
“Later Suzie, okay?.. Tomorrow.”
>”Tomowrow…” the mare’s silently repeating to herself
>it feels like it’s just now that she realized that it means “some other time” basically
>looking just a bit sad about it too
>but she isn’t pressing onto you, just frowning a bit before moving onto your bed nearby, about to curl up for a little nap
>before that though, she stops to reach her muzzle towards her vulva to wipe off the few drops of liquid excitement
>shortly glancing at you while sliding the orange tongue all the way up and down to clean herself properly, as if hoping you might change your mind
>and damn,..
>it took an incredible amount of willpower for you to resist
>but you did eventually, forcefully looking away until the shlicking noises stopped after a short while
>you’re still afraid of getting caught if you’ll do it too often
>tomorrow Anon,..tomorrow
>..
>.…
>looking back, Suzzanne’s eyes are closed already and it seems as if she was asleep already
>what a talent though…
>so you turn back around to your PC with a chuckle
>...lunapark date, then some bedroom fun,
>it’s gonna be a fun Sunday




Part seven: Quicksand
 
>you’re opening your eyes to a sight of a dainty pegasus face yet again
>it’s been two months since your first real “date”
>Suzzanne had a time of her life in the lunapark, seeing all those wonderful new things, tasting the strange new foods, even been on some of the attractions with you
>they didn’t let her everywhere of course, but she absolutely loved all the places she was allowed at
>those electric cars with rubber bumpers inside a little arena,..  she even got to steer for a while
>then the rollercoaster, ahh yes, that’s probably her all time favourite thing
>the mare couldn’t take her eyes off the fast moving seats since she first laid her gaze on it
>it took just a little persuading, but they let Suzzanne go with your in the end
>and she definitely had a time of her life there
>for you it was amazing nonetheless, just in a different way
>for the first time in your life, you could share special moments like this with someone who’s both your best friend and a lover in one person
>...but that was just first of your many dates
>been to more places since then: the mentioned picnic, even a cinema and an aquapark
>found yourself a girlfriend that’s up for all kinds of fun,
>and she’s visibly enjoying her place by your side, with all the things and benefits connected to it
>you’re always treating her like an equal instead of a pet, she’s gets to see a bit more of the world out there, then there are occasional sexy times and on top of that she’s getting way more affection from you than from both of your parents combined
>in return for what you’re doing, you’re being literally flooded by her never ending feminine love
>something that you’ve been missing in your life, in your self-induced constant solitude
>but no longer
>...it didn’t magically fix all your life’s aspects of course
>just some of the ones that really matter to you right now
>and it’s enough to improve your life drastically
>so you gently squeeze the pegasus in your arms and kiss her muzzle a good-morning kiss
>”Sooz…” she coos, softly nuzzling before kissing you back on your cheek
>...had another one of those special occasions just yesterday, to celebrate your 18th birthday
>even though Suzzanne’s heat really ended after a single week and haven’t returned since yet, she’s already learned just how good some activities for two can feel
>so you’ve been regularly making love nonetheless
>just not that often anymore
>the more special it is, when it isn’t just an uncontrollable hormone urge but actually a fully consented action
>and the images of her delighted faces are still faintly flashing through your head right now, when you’re cuddling your little pony before getting up
>after one last nuzzle, you eventually leave her resting on the bed while you’re going up ahead to get yourself some breakfast
>Suzzanne surely does enjoy her sleep
>you glance at her with a little smile, leaving the door to your room open so she can join you and the rest of the family later
>for some reason your own sleeping habits got fixed a bit, became more stable and consistent since then
>enough for the shared breakfasts to become a routine
>this time there’s no food on the table in front of dad and mom though
>and when you seat yourself down with some hummus and a bread in front of them, your sister is getting sent to her room before you even get to greet her
“Hey Mom, Dad…”
>>”Sit down Anon…” you’re being ordered in serious tone
>something’s definitely going on
>your grades are okay, but shit,.. is it because of that fucked up school project?
>how would they found out?
“Just so you know, I did my part on the thing we were building at school, it was James who accidentally blew it up…”
>>”We didn’t even know about that, but it isn’t why we want to talk.”
>you gulp
>it couldn’t really be-
>>>”Son, your mother saw what you were doing with Suzzanne in your room last night. I couldn’t believe my own ears when she told me just now…”
>the cold shiver runs up your back in realization that your worst fear might have just become a reality
>..made your stomach so heavy it feels like you need to puke
>and for the few, infinitely long seconds, a silence is creeping through the room, just your neighbor’s lawnmower whirring outside the window
>it’s as if you lost an ability to speak as well
“D-dad I-..” you eventually stutter with your best effort
>>>”Was this the first time Anon?”
“N-no…”
>...wishing you could lie under all this pressure and fear
>>”How long has it been going then..?” your mother adds herself to it
"T-two,.. m-months mom. Since Suzzanne’s heat…"
>>>"And did you really think you could hide such thing?! That you've been shagging the family pet for two whole months?!" your dad takes over
>>"Please,.." mom touches his shoulder, in attempt to calm him down, but it's not exactly working
>>>"What do you have to say for yourself about that?"
>…
>nothing
>there isn't a single thing you can say right now, since your heart is stuck in your throat
>all you're able to stutter in the end is…
"I-I love her dad."
>>>"Love her?!"
"Y-you wanted me to give her a chance when you brought her home! So I did, but-"
>>>"A chance to rape her?!"
"I didn't rape her!... It was always consented!!” the accusation immediately sent you into a defense mode “She's way smarter than you even WANT to believe, you have no idea.. Isn’t that she can speak enough for you?!"
>>"Anon,.. Suzzane can’t actually speak. Repeating words after you is not speaking. It’s just parroting…"
"No, you’re wrong! She can understand almost everything! And most of all, she can understand me! More than anyone else…”
>that's about when you're realizing that the pegasus got up already and is in the room with you
>probably has no idea why are you arguing, but knows very well you’re being yelled at
>"Suzzanne..." she peeps, sitting at your side with a loyal but also a bit timid expression
>...
>>>"…Son, look at her. She's an animal." your dad points at the pony, and you’re seeing his eyes watering for a split second
>before he swallows that emotion, bursting with anger instead
>>>”"I just don't want a son that’s resorting to fucking animals for Christ's sake!!!"
"Dad I-I,. it's not just about sex! She’s precious to me…”
>>>"So is she to all of us, but only you are ploughing her every night! Can’t you see the difference?!!"
"I don't-..!..every-...." you’re doing your best to hold back the tears in your eyes as desperation is starting to overtake you
>there’s no more words of defence to say
>just the very last, desperate spill of heart
".….Look dad, I know. I know I'm asking a whole lot from you, but please..., please at least try to understand me. C-can you imagine how horrified I was when I realized that this might really be who I am..? But I can’t help it, I love her…” you’re crouching down to the pegasus, softly putting your palms on her shoulders while she’s nuzzling your neck “… That’s why I’ve been taking her everywhere with me, why I wanted you to treat her with more respect. We chose each other, can’t you see..?… We’re in love.”
>...
>what you've said must have certainly moved him for a second
>...just not sure if the right direction
>>>"I....I want you to leave this house Anon." your dad eventually says with a visibly shaking voice
"You can't mean that..." you’re feeling the first salty drops roll down your cheeks
>it was always your mother threatening with this, but you never thought that your dad would-
>>>"I can and I do!!" he regains his composure, sounding distant, like someone you’ve never seen before
>not your dad anymore
>>>"If this is what it takes to make you stay away from her, then it's the only way."
>......and there's nothing more to say from your side, except pathetically breaking down in tears
>haven't cried in front of anyone since you were twelve
>but you aren’t able to stop it
"D-dad..." you’re whimpering
>but the man standing there is still stone cold
>so you glance at your mother, trying to find some sympathy there
>but the woman with a sad expression won’t look you in the eyes
>there’s just Suzie, the only one who would never give up on you
>so you glance at her face, full of compassion and understanding
>and hug her, crying even harder while the pegasus is trying to comfort you with her warm presence
"I'm so sorry Suzie, for everything..." you’re sniveling into her ear "....I love you."
>in the meanwhile, you can hear your mother’s hasty footsteps as she must have turned around and walked away
>you father clears his throat to make you look at him
>>>"You can sleep here one last night, find yourself some place to stay. But tomorrow, I want you away. ......And you don't even think about-.... Suzzanne is staying in the living room with us until you’re gone, understand?"
>you didn’t even answer, just obediently lowered your eyesight, staring down into the ground while your arms, gripped tightly around the pegasus just slipped down like two rubber bands
>this is a goodbye then…
….
..
>later that day you’re calling one of your discord friends that once offered you refuge in his house for a while if your parents ever get serious
>never really expected you’d actually be doing this
>the more so, just one day after your 18th birthday
>but here you are… packing your things
>your friend thought you were joking at first, but kept his promise
>it didn’t took that long to get all your most important stuff together so the rest of the day feels incredibly long
>wanted to take Suzzanne for one last walk but you didn’t even muster enough courage to ask your parents
>they wouldn’t let you anyway, thinking you’d be doing something perverse with her as soon as you get out of their sight
>so you’re mostly stuck at your PC, trying your best to pretend as if everything’s okay for one last day
>but it’s not working at all
>Suzzanne’s missing by your side
>she’s being kept in the living room with your parents
>but you can’t stay in one room with them, under their constant surveillance
>don’t even want to see their faces
>so you’re only occasionally checking on her
>...it hurts even more each time you have to stop the pegasus from following you back to your room
>only once they gathered around the TV for some movie around 8 PM, you crept inside and sat in the corner with your girl, cradling her in your arms
>surprisingly enough, no one said a word about it, but the man who used to be your dad is still glancing your way sometimes
>you’re trying not to pay any attention to it though, want to spend these last few moments with her in peace
>but she knows very well that something is wrong
>maybe even that you’ll be leaving her
>because she isn’t smiling at all today
>wish you could make her feel happy, to be both happy together one last time but it’s so hard to force it
>so you’re just tightly hugging her body and stroking her fur
>...it’s the first time you’re not being able to cheer each other up
"...Hey Suzie, remember our second walk? It feels like such a long time.. We've barely known each other back then. Remember how you've climbed that tree and I had to catch you?" you're whispering into the mare’s ear so that only she can hear "…Or-or the time we were swimming in that lake outside the city and you tipped over that guy's kayak?"
>saying that makes your chest feel so heavy, these memories used to be so sweet but now they’re getting bitter
>it hurts that everything got ruined just when you thought that things in life were getting better
>you’re wishing you could stop feeling sorry for yourself but your eyes are getting filled with tears again
>and you’re silently crying into Suzzanne’s mane until,..
>until you can’t even cry any more
>as if you just let go of all the emotions stuck in you, feeling almost comfortably numb
>like you were watching your life from someone else’s perspective
>it’s strangely liberating in a way
>…because you get to see clearly that right now in this very moment, everything is still fine
>for a few more hours…
>a few more hours of being together, home, able to share warmth and affection
>used to love that feeling, when you were just laying in your bed, listening to her heartbeat that’s calming your mind enough to fall asleep
>you don’t to fall asleep though, want to stay like this as long as you can
>until your eyes completely dry
>only then you let go with one hand, softly raising her chin so that you can see those pretty eyes again
>and as strange as it may seem in such times, you’re both smiling
“I never thanked you Suzie…” you’re fondling her cheek in your hand “…for all the times you were here for me.”
>almost forgetting about your parents nearby, you kiss her lips
>as gently as if she was made of foam…
>and the pegasus is kissing you back the same way
>it doesn’t feel clumsy at all anymore, like her first ones
>...but it lasts only for a short while, for a fear of getting caught
>still, you’re feeling grateful that you weren’t harshly interrupted
>”…Luv yuu.” the pegasus whispers after parting your lips
>her pronunciation still doesn’t sound quite right but you don’t mind
>could listen to that silly voice a whole night
“I love you too little darling…” you’re still fondly touching her face “It was so worth it…”
…
>despite everything, you fell asleep pretty easily that night, hugging a pillow
>a vivid memory of good times was still in your head
>then came the cold morning
>didn’t tell your parents anything, said goodbye only to your sister and Suzzanne and left with your things in a big suitcase, carrying your PC on your shoulder
>shortly arriving via bus at your friends house
>of course, you didn't tell him the reason why you got thrown out, just that your parents had enough of you
>expecting they wouldn't tell anyone either
>...a zoophilic son in the family probably isn’t too good of a brand
>and the first day wasn’t actually as bad as you expected
>had some support from your friend and his parents as well
>played lan videogames together to forget about all that and for a few hours it even worked
>a good game can really draw you into the present moment and forget about troubles
>it was the night when your mind couldn’t stop racing, not letting you fall asleep
>couldn’t stop thinking about all the things that went wrong
>couldn’t stop cursing your parents for bringing you to this world and then abandoning you because you didn’t live up to their expectations
>that part hurt the most, because you really thought if you’ll be honest, that maybe they could understand
>and if not understand, then at least tolerate…
>... it really took incredibly long time for you to fall asleep that night
>waking up in the morning felt as if you weren’t sleeping at all
>thought about skipping school or abandoning it completely but your pal’s parents pointed out that it’s silly and having some kind of degree will be certainly worth it
>such nice people
>couldn’t help but wonder if they’d be still nice, even if they knew your secret
>but it doesn’t matter anyway
>Suzzanne is gone from your life and come to think,.. you’re not even sure if you want to replace her
>what you’ve tasted was too ideal, don’t think you could find either human girl or any kind of animal company that would fill the hole
>...or is this just how heartbreak feels?
>will it go away at some point?
>who knows, it’s too soon to tell anyway
>but you’re doing everything you can to try and forget about her
>...and your past life with your parents overall
>to completely erase them from your memory for hurting you like this and maybe start again as a new person
>you’re young, still have almost whole life ahead of you
>so you’re actively finding yourself some work to do after school, even if it should be some one shot opportunities
>never were much of a worker or one to know where to find it but it’s almost as if it was finding you by itself
>someone heard that a kid got thrown out and needs money, so they let you do something
>at least you can pay for your stay..
>...sometimes you’re wondering what it is that’s still driving you further at this point though
>probably just an irrational will to live, shared by all of the living creatures
>except some, that overcome this instinct and end it all
>truth is, you’ve been thinking about doing it too..
>...couldn’t bring yourself to push the blade through your skin though
>been thinking that if you won’t have anyone to live for, it’d be easy
>it isn’t though
>everyone’s saying things like: “There are ups and downs in life. It’ll get better again.”
>you even want to believe them
>that one day you’ll find some purpose, finish college, start a new life of your own..
>maybe even meet someone special that would help you forget
>maybe you will…
>maybe this really is just a start of something new
>...
>your parents didn’t try to contact you since you last saw them
>..
>actually,.. your mother sent you an SMS after a week saying that he hopes you’re doing okay and that you’re still her son
>funny, you always liked your dad more than her…
>but it seems she liked you more than your dad
>...didn’t write back anything but you cried a lot that night

Part eight: Just in time I guess
>it was exactly the 44th day of your “exile”, but you weren’t really counting them to know
>that particular morning you woke up with a mood worse than usual
>had a dream about some of the better things in life, all spliced up into one hodgepodge adventure that slipped away from you with the tone of your alarm clock, waking you up for a school
>that’s exactly the reason why you silenced the phone in hope to return into that very same dream once again, even if only for fifteen more minutes
>but it wasn’t the case
>not only you didn’t continue your dream but you overslept as well
>your friend didn’t wake you up because he was sick with fever in the next room and his parents already at work
>the fact that you didn’t catch your usual bus must have been an act of fate
>that instead you had to take one that’s half an hour late
>that you sat right in the middle because most of the people were sitting in the front or rear
>...and that the methamphetamine high driver chased by the police crashed directly where you were sitting
>on the other hand, it also must have been fate’s doing that you didn’t get killed or crippled for life
>...just banged up real good by the dented metal, scratched a bit by the shattered glass and hit in the head from when your body flew into the aisle
>the next thing you remember is the sight of people calling an ambulance and getting escorted into the hospital
>now you’re in the bed, sorting your thoughts and wondering whether you were real lucky or real unfortunate
>when suddenly the door to the white room open
>it’s your parents
>>”Anon! Are you okay?!” your mother’s rushing to you, with your father right behind her “What happened?”
“Why would you two care?” you’re already turning away from them “Why even bother coming here?!”
>>>”You’re our son Anon. The hospital staff called us that you were in a car crash, we were worried sick. ”
“Funny to hear that. Didn’t you disown me? You could spare yourself some gas if you didn’t even come here!” you bang your right fist onto the bedtable
>forgetting about the bruises on your arm, the next second you’re cringing in pain
“Ow!! For fff-fucks sake!…”
>>”We didn’t disown you Anon…” your mother steps closer, trying to comfort you
>>>”Son, I was very harsh that day but I thought what I did would be for your own good.”
“My own good? Now that’s just gold, Mister. If rejecting and sending your kid away is for his own good, then I might have hit my head a bit more than I thought because I just can’t see the logic in it.”
>>>”Anon calm down please,..” the man puts his hand on your shoulder, the same way he used to do when you were a child
>for some reason it still works some kind of chemistry that makes you shut up and listen to him for a while
>>>”I was angry back then…” he continues “but a lot of time to think about it while you were gone. What I wanted to say was: …I’m so sorry son.”
“The hell you should be, dickhead!”
>... is the first thing you wanted to say
>deep inside, you still haven’t made peace with the fact that you had to leave Suzzanne because of him
>...but if there’s one thing you have learned from your time with her,..
>it’s that you should forgive when someone’s honestly sorry
>so you’re staying silent for while, battling with your emotions until you exhale calmly:
“That’s okay, dad….”
>>”…Oh honey,..” you mother touches your hand “We’re both sorry,.. your sister was missing you and Suzzanne-..”
 
“...Suzzanne what?” you glance worriedly at her when she’s not finishing the sentence “… Is she okay?!?”
>>”Well… she’s been down ever since you were gone, barely playing with your sister and refuses to eat too…”
>the images of your little pony torturing herself like this blink in front of your mind
>because of you, it’s your fault
“.…Please give her to me!! I can take care of her somehow! I’m working to make money, I can afford to feed her!…. Or at least let me see her sometimes, please!”
>>>”Son, we were gonna ask you to come back home again.”
“Just like that?”
>>>”Yeah,.. though, are you going to stop with that nonsense about her being your girlfriend? Surely you must have realized while-”
“You really think I was joking dad..?” you interrupt him ”….I love her and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. I don’t want anyone else.. Can’t you see? Are you gonna hate me for it again…?”
>the man’s eyes slide down to the ground with a guilty expression in reminiscence of the last time this subject was brought up
>>>”…If this is really what you want,.. I won’t stand between the two of you.”
“...You mean that?”
>>>”I do… Having a son that will hate me is way worse than having a son that,.. well, you know.. Doesn’t live up to typical fatherly expectations.”
“Oh my God, dad thank you!” you reach your arms around his neck in a hug
>the bruises still hurt but you don’t even care
“...Mom?” you eye on the woman behind him
>>”I already told you that you’ll always be my son, no matter what.” she smiles
>>>”Anon but there’s one thing.” your dad glances at you after letting go of him “If you absolutely have to do “those” kinds of things with Suzzanne too, don’t ever let your sister know about it in any kind of way, okay?”
“Of course dad.” you grin “One deviant is enough.”
>the man just softly laughs back, internally chuckling
>...it feels so strange to joke with them about your deepest secret, without a worry
>as if the flower that is your life bloomed once again, prettier than ever
>everything bad has turned into good
>suddenly, there’s no fear at all
>and only one thing left to do:
>return home
…
>they actually kept you in the hospital for one more day, so you didn’t get to see Suzzanne that afternoon
>at least you had something to look forward
>you slept through the rest of the day anyway so it felt like time skipping in a video game
>in the morning, you were readier than ever to leave the bed
>your parents picked you up and drove you home…
>...and right now, you’re opening the old wooden door once again!
>>>>”Hey big bro! You’re finally back from the boot camp! I’m so happy you didn’t go to war!”
“Hey sis, me too, you don’t even know…” you hug the smoll human, following along with what she was told
>it’s just that Suzzanne isn’t anywhere around...
>so after spending some time greeting your sister, the next thing you’re looking for the pony in a living room where she used to have her mattress
>she isn’t there either though
“Suzzanne??!… Suzie where are you?”
>...
>it doesn’t take long until you hear hoofsteps from the corridor to your room
>”Suzzane..?” her muzzle pokes out the door, with the bright green eyes glinting in the dark
>the second your pupils meet, the door slam open and there’s a whole pegasus charging at you
>to avoid getting knocked down, you crouch and open your arms to embrace her
>...but you’re tumbled over on your back nontheless
>your body still hurts but you don’t even care
>before you know it, her wet tongue is all over your face and there are all kinds of high pitched noises and cries coming from the mare, some of them even pure horse
>the tiny wings on the her back are flapping as if she should take of with you any moment and you’re hugging her bony body as tightly as you’re able without hurting her, or pressing too hard on your bruises
>only after she calmed down a bit, you’re seeing that her eyes are all wet
>... just like yours
“I missed you, little darling. ” you’re gently touching her face and wiping the tears from her cheeks to kiss them “I thought I’d never see you again…”
>.…you were about to kiss her lips too, only to realize that both your parents and sister are watching behind you
>>>>”…Anon must have missed Miss Preeny, as much as she missed him, didn’t he?” the girl is pulling on mom’s dress
“You have no idea sis…” you chuckle over your shoulder
>then turn back to your little pegasus, smiling
“Hey Suzie, how about we have something nice together?.. Will you start eating again for me girl?”
>”Eat!” she chirps, nuzzling your neck and further pinning you to the ground you’re laying on
“Come on then, I’ve brought something for you… Gotta let me go first.” you’re gently trying to break free
>it took a little while of soft persuading through cuddles and tickles but you’re up eventually
>..,realizing your parents left to the kitchen in the meanwhile
>probably to give you some space, even took your little sis with them, as much as she’d like to help you with feeding Suzzanne
>...but you’ll be happier to be alone with the pegasus
>can go for a walk later, all three together
>now though, is the time for some intimacy
>not planning anything lewd but you just want your girlfriend only for yourself at least for a little while
>it’s not as if she has eyes for anyone else either at the moment
>…
>on the way home you asked your parents to stop at a supermarket so you could buy some fresh veggies and a few other things
>a little bit everything that you know Suzzanne loves
>so now you grab all your stuff including the bag with the food, making your way to your room with the excited colorful pony trotting right behind you
>once you put it all down next to your bed, you look around
>nothing much has changed since you left, only that there’s a way more of Suzzanne’s hair on your bed than there used to be
“So you were really sleeping here the whole time huh?” you chuckle and crouch down to the pegasus to boop nose to nose with her
>”…Suz!”
“I thought so. Guess I’ll change the sheets later,.” you’re grinning while getting lick-kissed right back “But then again, I might leave it like this, nothing wrong about it…”
>cuddling your girl with one hand, your second one’s reaching towards the bag with the food…
>and when she’s starting to close her eyes in the pleasure of your loving touch, you put a ripe tomato right in front of her muzzle, waiting for her to notice
>it’s only a very short moment until she registers the smell, sniffing it and opening her eyelids to see what’s going on
>”…”
>expected her to immediately take a bite, but she’s lingering
“...Come on Suzie, I thought you liked those?” you’re still holding it in front of her “Aren’t you hungry?”
>”Sooz…” the pegasus eyes at you and nudges the tomato with her nose
>...you’re kinda feel like you understand what she means
>so you have first little bite, offering her the veggie again
>this time she buries her teeth in it so hard the juice splashes out everywhere
“Jeez Suzzanne, easy there.” you laugh, fondling her fluffy ear
>...lowkey hoping she won’t keep this habit for too long
>as cute as it might be, there won’t be always time or opportunity to eat from “the same plate”…
>right now though, you’re absolutely enjoying it
>...
>after munching down together about half of the things you brought, you’re both pretty stuffed so you just move over to the bed to wait for your stomachs to settle
>it feels almost too comfy right now
>the first week after getting sent away, you’d give anything for a moment like this
>later you started avoiding these thoughts completely, to forget the warmness, the touch of soft fur on your body…
>it hurt to think about it
>now you’re feeling grateful for every second…
>there nothing lewd in your head, there’s just a sense of belonging and an assurance that you’re not alone
>might seem like a simple thing at first
>...but it’s something you’ve been craving so much
>feels like this little pegasus can make you feel wealthier than any millionaire in the world…
>…
>suddenly, there’s a bright light in the room, making you open your eyes to see it’s coming from her
>her flank, to be specific
“What the…”
>it almost makes you flinch away but you aren’t letting go
>whatever is happening right now, even if she should explode, you’re staying with her
>that’s when Suzzanne also notices that her own butt is glowing, eeping and hiding her head under your shirt
>meanwhile the light keeps getting brighter and brighter!
>until it disappears again,..
>.… leaving in it’s place an emblem of a few golden hearts
>the whole thing took only a few seconds
“...W-what happened Suzie? Are you okay?” you’re trying to calm the scared pony down
>...
>it took a little while of your soothing for her to open those green eyes once again and look at what happened
“Do you have any idea what this means..?”
>”Suz...” she’s sniffing her new “tattoo”
>... doesn’t look like she has any clue either
>so many questions are running through you head right now
>what does this mean? should you tell your parents? was this magic just now?..
>but most of all: Will Suzzanne be okay?
>...now when it’s over and you’re both inspecting the “magical flank”, it doesn’t seem to be anything harmful
>on the contrary, the more you’re looking at the picture the more you feel like as if it was always meant to be there
>for some reason it’s putting a smile on your face, one you can’t logically explain
>same goes for the marks bearer
“...You know what? You never cease to amaze me Suzie…” you eventually hug her
>maybe your parents can tell you more about it, surely the institute they got her from must have told them something
>so you very slowly resume on your nap
>there’s still enough time before the walk with your sister…
…
>>>>”Hey big bro! What is that picture on Suzzanne’s rear leg? It wasn’t there just an hour ago!” your sister is the first to notice, just when you’re entering the kitchen with the pegasus
“I don’t know, I was just going to ask about it. We were just chilling in my room when her flank started shining and then this appeared. It’s on both sides…”
>>”Shining..?” your mom looks away from whatever she was doing by the kitchen desk
>>>>”That’s so cool!”
“I know right? It almost looked like some kind of magic. Mom, do you know anything about it? Did they tell you when you were buying her that this might appear?”
>>”I have no idea what this is, sweetie...” she’s joining you and your sister around Suzzanne’s flank who’s proudly flashing her new cutiemark since everyone is so interested in it
>...the pony loves being the center of everyone’s attention
>soon even your dad comes to see what’s this all about
…
>>>”Hmm, I have no idea either. Nobody at the facility told us anything. Not even a slight mention.” he’s rubbing his chin “And it seems to be both on the fur and the skin..? That’s real strange….”
“…It does fit her somehow doesn’t it though?”
>>>”It really does… But I wonder if it means something.”
“Maybe it just means she has a heart of gold, dad?”
>>>”I don’t think so. If things worked like that, your mother would be covered with those.” your dad glances at the woman, already back to her work “I wish we could call those people to ask…”
“We can’t?”
>>>”Anon don’t you ever watch the news?”
“Not exactly, I don’t really care about all that.”
>>>”If you did, you’d know the whole company got bankrupt just the other week. Some crazy vegan group supposedly broke into the facility, released all of their remaining “neopets” and set fire to all the buildings. By the morning, there was nothing left to save.”
“Okay that isn’t weird at all…” you scoff “Did they catch them at least?”
>>>”Nope. Stupid vegans.”
“Hmm…”
>it doesn’t feel very convincing to you
>...but then again, even if you had a true answer to that, it wouldn’t really change a lot of things for you
“...So we might never really know your secrets Suzie…” you crouch down to the pegasus to fondle her cheeks, clipping a collar onto her neck “But you don’t really seem to care about that, do you..?”
>because right now, it’s time for walkies
>...and that’s all she cares about at the moment
>”Running!”
…
>the collar itself is more of an accessory at this point
>Suzzanne doesn’t actually need it, never really did, so you’re not even clipping the leash to it outside
>...your sister is taking it with her anyway though
>you’re actually thinking of getting rid of it completely
>your girlfriend should start getting some more recognition now that your parents know about your relationship
>and wearing the collar outside should be one of the first things to change
>then they should allow her to eat from the same table with you, stop shooing her away from the couches, let her eat some better food than that stupid granulate and-…
>well the list goes on and on until she’s treated like a human, maybe then will her personality really start to shine in front of them, just like it shines when you’re together just the two of you
>...but to stop using the collar on her is a good start
 
Part nine: I have often told you stories about the way
 
>once again you’re waking up to a sight of a dainty pegasus face in front of you
>...resting so close that your noses are touching
>she’s breathing very softly,..
>and probably dreaming about something nice, judging by the little smile
>her hooves are still partly wrapped around your hand and her tail is tangled in your legs
>what a night…
>as comfy as it is though, it feels like you slept way too long already
>Suzzanne can still rest though, you know just how much she loves that
>so you carefully untangle yourself from her, gently kiss her head…
>and walk up to the big hotel window, watching the morning sun
>it’s probably really hot outside, even this early
>...just like any other day here though
>thank God this room is air conditioned
>you might have been here long enough to get used to the hot but you’ll be happy to move on nonetheless
>Goodbye Thailand, hello-…
>...some other country
>you’re still not decided
>but you’ve been thinking about France, had enough of Asia for some time
>plus, you might be running low on cash soon, need to start working somewhere you can actually earn some more for your next travels…
>because wages around here aren’t exactly enough
>...
>hearing a soft rustle in the sheets, you glance over your shoulder on the pony that’s slowly waking up by now
>Suzzanne has been an excellent companion for the past few years
>your best friend, your lover, your only audience when you’re practicing your ukulele, your inspiration to go on and a reliable shoulder to lean on in the moments when you’re down
>without her, you’d probably never even set out on this life path
>life that you’d never even dream of when you were a kid
>funnily enough, it was when your parents threw you out of their house that you’ve learned you’re able to make money and take care of yourself without their help
>so it was good for something in the end
>you didn’t realize it back then but the dream already started forming in your head
>everyone wants to see the world,.. but only a few have the balls to actually go for it
>that… and somebody to go with them
>luckily enough, you’ve got both
>started out small of course…
>after a few more years spent home throughout which you’ve been saving money from work, you set out on your first trip outside the home country
>taking Suzzanne with you of course
>needless to say that your little pony was the same if not more excited about it than you
>she always loves to see new places, full of strange new things…
>it was an amazing vacation for both of you but it felt like it could be longer
>after returning, the taste of the world stayed on your tongue, making you want to see even more and scheming a way how to do it
>it didn’t take too long till you found a job abroad and thus began your first bigger journey with the chirpy mare by your side
>the two of you became inseparable a long time ago so it was out of the question to leave her with your parents
>then your life became a nonstop journey, travelling from place to place, country to country, continent to continent..
>...by all means of transportation, be it foot or a plane - if they let your companion go with you
>there were rougher times trough which you didn’t even have a place to sleep but also days that felt like heaven
>sometimes a bit of both
>in the end though, the memories were always worth it…
>the way you turned out was a bit of a shock to your parents but they have come to fully accept you in the end and you’re always greeted with a warm welcome each time you visit
>your little sister is all grown up, starting her own family too
>at least someone else can carry on the genes if it won’t be you
>because you’re not planning to replace Suzzanne with someone of your own specie just for the sake of having children
>she might be… different, but it might be just the thing that’s making her so special to you
>...the fact that she never learned to speak isn’t bothering you anymore
>although you could swear she has the potential,..
>the mare can understand most of what you’re telling her but maybe she just doesn’t want to use the human words
>it’s not as if she needed them in the first place while communicating with you, she can always express herself a different way,..
>but it would open a whole new realm to her and maybe she could even get treated the same way as humans if she could speak for herself…
>but maybe she’s okay with her life as it is
>hard to blame her when she has the best seat by your side with almost no responsibilities
>you’re taking the best care of your girl because you know she’s worth it
>plus, the fact that Suzzanne almost doesn’t speak is keeping her somewhat pure in character
>many times you’ve seen that the words can stand in the way of communication instead of making it easier
>and things are always straightforward with her, love it or hate it
>you chose to love it
>don’t even care anymore how people sometimes react when they find out about your relationship with her
>you aren’t really trying to hide it nowadays
>it’s not like you’re staying anywhere longer than a few months
>sometimes it’s just days, like this particular city
>...
>...by this time, the sleepy mare already opened her eyes
>she got up so quietly you didn’t even notice her hoofsteps behind you until she nudged your backside, softly nickering
>”Suuu...”
“...Oh hey Suzie, good morning.” you smirk and crouch down to nuzzle and kiss her “…Slept well?”
>...just like always, it’s her smile that tells a whole lot more than words
>you never really figured out what exactly is her origin
>saw a only few more creatures like her around the world, all looking almost the same, but each completely different in personality, ranging from those completely clueless like a literal animal to ones that could talk like a human
>guess Suzzanne might be somewhere in the middle
>it doesn’t really matter to you though, you wouldn’t trade her for anything
>not after all the things you’ve been through
>...and all the wonderful things that are waiting in the future
“So, little darling, ready for the France? Can you speak french mademoiselle?”
>”M-… maedmosool.”
“Yeah, me neither.” you chuckle, smooching the pony “Guess we’ll pick it up over time. Just like always. Come here you…”
>can’t say how long can you actually keep this lifestyle before settling down one day
>...but before that you’re going to see as much of the world as you’re able and maybe you’ll even find a place that you’ll love enough to want to stay
>until then, the next adventure awaits…
 
The End