"Kiss by MyArtIsMyBass, Sep 3, 2011, 6:08:42 PM Literature /" By robblu (https://pastebin.com/u/robblu) URL: https://pastebin.com/aGPGGD5q Created on: Wednesday 7th of December 2016 06:58:39 PM CDT Retrieved on: Saturday 31 of October 2020 03:24:23 AM UTC Kiss by MyArtIsMyBass, Sep 3, 2011, 6:08:42 PM Literature / Prose / Fiction / Horror / Short Stories She opened her eyes when I kissed her, like some fairytale princess in a storybook world. I could see her brilliant blue eyes glowing in the dim light, she was delirious, her breath was heavy and labored. She opened her mouth to speak, but only could let out a tired sigh. I smiled down at her, and caressed a lock of her crimson hair out of her eyes. "Sandra?" she asked. I nodded and pulled the covers off her naked body. "Did you miss me?" I asked. She squeezed her eyes shut, and turned away from me. I smiled, and caressed her cheek. "What's wrong baby? Do you hurt?" I ran my hand down her leg, feeling her soft skin against my palms. Then the charred flesh of her stump. Her mark from last nights meal. She gasped from the pain as I dug my fingers into the cauterized stump where her leg had been the night before. "Does it hurt?" I teased. "Tell me May, does it hurt?" "P…please…" she stammered in a cracked voice. "Please stop!" "I'm sorry May," I whispered. "But this is how it ends." I caught only the white of my grin in the mirror. I couldn't see the rest of my body. My disembodied smile reminded me of a sinister Cheshire Cat. Just a smile and nothing else. "I brought you dinner," I said, and showed her the plate I'd brought her. "Nothing too fancy tonight, just leftovers," "Leftovers?" she asked and looked down at the grilled meat on the plate. There wasn't much. Just enough for her to have one final meal. I cut a piece of the meat off and offered it to her. "Eat," I urged. She shook her head, refusing the food I offered, "No..." "Your loss then," I ate the meat I'd cut, allowing her to watch. Her eyes shifted down to the stumps where her legs had once been. "Is it…" her voice failed her. But I already knew what she meant. "It is," I said and caressed the remains of her legs. "Would you like a bite?" May turned her head away from me and I could hear her sobbing. I took another bite of the meat, and set the plate down on the night table. I smiled at her, and left her alone. I've always been fond of woodworking, I guess it's a little odd for a woman but I'm a bit of an odd person. Most of my furniture, I made myself, and sometimes I sell what I make to neighbors or strangers. I've always found it handy to have power tools in the house though. They're good for cutting. I'd left my reciprocating saw on my work bench where I'd been cleaning it last night. The blood looks bad on the blade, and I couldn't risk anyone seeing it. I know I need to be careful to hide some of my activities. In any modern suburb, there's always the thought of 'what will the neighbors think?' that makes me uneasy. I like to keep my house clean. When we were together, May would always ridicule me for it. She joked that I had OCD when it came to cleaning, and maybe she was right. It doesn't much matter anymore. The decision to end my relationship with her was not an easy one. I thought it over for days. But I had to do it. It had been months, there was no more meat left over from my last lover, and I was feeling the cravings again. One day, when she was sitting at the table, I soaked a rag in chloroform and held it over her face until she passed out. I moved quickly to handcuff her to our bed so when she awoke she would be trapped. At first she struggled and screamed so I fashioned a gag out of an old pillowcase and forced it in her mouth to shut her up. I hate it when they scream, it's the worst part. During the first day I would caress her naked thigh and whisper in her ear that this was a 'game'. She used to love playing 'games' with me. Apparently one of her ex's turned her on to it. My reassurance seemed to calm her down and kept her quiet until nightfall. But as the sun vanished beneath the horizon and the moon appeared in the blackness of the sky, I had to discard my illusion. I went and got my saw, and when she saw me coming into the room with it, I could see the beautiful realization in her sapphire eyes. I saw her struggling with her bonds. Her muffled screams came out from under the makeshift gag. It was a beautiful sight, the way she fought against the leather straps I'd tied her up with. I sat down beside her on the bed and kissed her forehead gently. I removed the syringe from my pocket and injected her with the drugs. They act fast, but it's not instant though. I think I like it better that way, it drags out the wait, and makes the flesh taste sweeter. "It will all be over soon, my love." I whispered as I started up the blade and lowered it towards her leg. She fainted as the teeth of the saw dug into her flesh, sending up blood and severing muscle, sinew and bone. When the act was done, I pulled her leg away from her body. It came without any resistance at all. I'd taken the leg off just below the knee, that was where there was good meat. She was unconscious as I cut through the second leg. The drugs would keep her alive, barely. But it was good enough. I cauterized the wounds with a hot skillet, so she wouldn't bleed out. But she was in shock. Many of my lovers die at this point. But May held in there. She'd messed herself when I cut her, I had to clean her up and change the sheets. She came to earlier this morning, and started screaming. Her cries woke me up and I stuffed the gag back into her mouth. She's been awake all day, I covered her nudity by the blanket. And so I'm back at the start… She was watching me, as I came upstairs with the saw again. Her eyes were wet with fresh tears. She knew that this was the end. She knew what I was going to do to her now. "Are you ready?" I asked her, "Have you said your prayers?" "Sandra…" she croaked. "Please!" "I'll miss you, my love," I said to her, and for the last time, I bent down to kiss her quivering lips. "Goodbye," I forced the makeshift gag into her mouth, to muffle the pained screams I knew she would make. Her struggles were weak. I doubt she had the strength to really fight me. I climbed on top of the bed, and straddled her. I felt myself growing wet, being close to her again, but sex wasn't to be thought of now. Sex was of little importance. I started up my saw, watching May's eyes widen in fear. Fear of me, and fear of the end. Her fear made my heart beat faster, I plunged the blade into her soft stomach, and tore it down towards me, making a big rip. I could see her entrails begging to come out, God I was so horny! I dug my real hand into the wound, seizing a handful of her entrails and tearing them from her body, victoriously as if they were some sort of prize. May's eyes glazed over and she let out a muffled moan. She'd never been more beautiful to me. I bent down to kiss her forehead, and dug my hand deeper inside her, grabbing another handful and ripping it from her. I pushed her entrails off the bed and onto the floor. I could clean them up later. They weren't good to eat. I could smell that she'd soiled the bed again, and I was disgusted. This was part of the killing process but why does it have to be so disgusting? I took a knife from a drawer in my bedside table, and cut through her small intestine around the area where it connected to the stomach. She looked miserable, her organs torn out and the other abdominal organs were ripped out with them. I could see her uterus had been torn open, her kidneys were gone. This wound had been mortal. I climbed off her and left to grab a garbage bag from the kitchen. I could stuff the unwanted things in there. I wasn't interested in her organs. I wanted her flesh. When I returned to her, I stuffed the disposable pieces into the bag, and I looked over at May. Her eyes were wide open and glazed over. I thought she was dead for a moment, but then she moaned. I found myself laughing at her. After all this, she continued to survive? I was impressed by her hardiness. I tore the gag away from her mouth. I wasn't concerned with her screaming anymore. She was too damaged to try it. "It hurts, doesn't it?" I asked her. "Don't worry, it'll be over soon. Let go. Die." "San…dra…" she whispered. "San…dra…" "I'm here, baby. I'm right here," Her eyes shifted over to me. There'd once been so much life in those eyes. So much joy, and happiness. Those emotions were gone now. "Please… please…" I caressed her cheek, her skin was still smooth and warm. Even at the end, she maintained that lively glow that I'd fallen in love with in the first place. "It will all be over soon," I whispered to her. As I spoke my hand closed around the handle of the knife I'd severed her entrails with. I raised the knife, and admired how the moonlight caught it so beautifully through the window. May's eyes followed the blade. I could feel her shuddering as death came for her. Now was the moment. I brought the blade down on her neck, slicing through flesh and bone without much effort. Her head rolled away from her body and fell on the floor. It was done. Her body spasmed with its sudden death. I left it alone until it stopped, and then I undid the straps that had restrained her arms and dragged her corpse to the basement. I spent hours finishing the job, butchering her and putting her remains in the freezer. I jammed the rest of her unusable organs into the garbage bag with the rest of them. I saved her heart and liver and put them in the fridge for tomorrow. I especially looked forward to eating the heart. That's always my favorite part. At around three in the morning, I changed the sheets and cleaned the blood off my bedroom floor. May's head had rolled under the bed, and I had to take it out. Her sapphire eyes were still open, and every bit as beautiful as they had been in life. Her lips were closed in an eternal silence. I kissed her, but it wasn't the same as she'd been in life. Why would it be? She was dead. I took the head to the basement and left it on the table. I wanted to preserve it. Maybe stuff it, and keep it with me. I really did love her. But in the end she was as every other lover to me was. Meat. I'll have to make up a story explaining her disappearance. Unlike a lot of my lovers, May had a family. I could say she went missing. She won't ever be found though. Her bones will be buried in my backyard, and her organs burned. I might bring her family over after they declare her dead. Have a dinner in her honor. There should probably be meat still left over by then. Maybe I'll save some steaks, just for the occasion.