"I am strangled ripping demon, google translated, by ERIC" By robblu (https://pastebin.com/u/robblu) URL: https://pastebin.com/MarN9KCg Created on: Saturday 6th of January 2018 09:59:46 PM CDT Retrieved on: Saturday 31 of October 2020 03:16:40 AM UTC Her smooth skin was silky and comfortable to the touch, and its meat was soft as rich. Its quality meat quality was unlikely to be eaten like snacks. However, I must suppress such urges. Eating " her " is a pleasure from killing ... ...." Today, the prey I chose to kill was very young. I am mainly targeting women around 15 to 20 years old, but this time the prey was a daughter of a junior high school student who did not enter the school. I have killed a girl of a junior high school third grader before, but this time the prey is two years younger than that. Although it is a difference of only two years, the difference between the two years of this age was visibly large. Indeed, the girl's chest and buttocks are slightly inflated, but even small ones are short enough to look small and facials are very young. I am wearing a sailor suit right now, but it was very easy to imagine a girl who was carrying a school bag only a half year ago. There is not any special reason for what aimed at young prey. If it says so strongly, "BeforeKillingYaBecause was Tsu was a woman of adult, " want to change the mood " "s degree of reasons. "You have a good face, are not you?" I took out the digital camera from my pocket and began taking a picture of the little body lying on the sofa of the living room. The innocent face is distorted by fear and flushes, and the black hair which can reach the shoulder is disturbed because it is dull. Eye was still shining, but she was about to overflow with overflowing tears. I thought that this would definitely be an awkward picture. There are some special things different from those of adults that innocent children suffer as a result of cruel death. It is tragic and sensational so much, but I will be moved by such a figure. I hit her cheek several times with a hand with a camera, trying to invite a girl's dislike reaction. As I expected, every time I hit the girl trembling the body and trembling, trying to shrink it to make that small body even smaller. In such a way, my heart was tightened as a cramp and a comfortable scream. A strange feeling mixed with guilt and excitement swirling in me, like scaring, hurting hard-groomed small animals without mercy. " What? scared of me ? " She was on the contrary, but I continued. "Well, I understand, because everyone is afraid of me because I am a serial killer, I am a murderer, do you understand What? " "The body of the girl responded casually to the word " murderer " a dull scream rose from the mouth of the girl who was closed with a rounded sock and adhesive tape for repair. I looked at the ear of the girl and whispered gently to blame. "I will kill you, I take your small life and tighten up my neck again and again until your pretty face turns red." "Then, cut into the body of you who became a big doll, cut it in pieces and eat your meat and internal organs" The girl raised a terrible scream. A scream to instinctively raise the fear of death before. However, as the mouth is being blocked, its voice only vibrates in the room even though it is empty. Someone did not pick up that sorrowful voice. "There is no one coming to help in shouting like that" "You will have completely fallen apart as soon as your mother comes home What? " To this fate of a young girl who loses his life young, even this one is very irritable. It seems like anything else but it can not be helped either. My dry heart is always hungry for blood. I am always seeking the blood and meat of women. They shout at uncontrollable grief, but I am shouting at an uncontrollable impulse. I can not stop killing. Until that moment when I am caught and executed. In the meantime I will continue to kill without mercy. "Well, may I screw your head again What? " The scream caught from the blocked mouth rises and the bound limbs strive to push the mind. Apparently, the answer seems to be negative. Hehu ... ..., of course it must be so. Do not you just thrill by saying "to narrow the neck of a girl you dislike" What? I covered the girl's body and began to slowly squeeze the rope hanging around my neck. The rope sinks into the girl 's delicate neck tightly. The girl who got panicked repeatedly twisted his body repeatedly while raising a scream screamed. The girl 's black hair was completely disturbed, the skirt rolled and the underwear appeared. It is a very sloppy figure, but the girl can not have room to care about such a thing. Such a resistance is also empty, the face of the girl looks red and black as it is seen, the power gradually weakens. As if a child rat bound by a snake slowly weakened. "You are my thing anymore ... I will always be together forever ......" Death is exactly the ultimate rule. There is no way to inflict opponent more than this. Unlike mind control and brainwashing, it is absolutely impossible to solve this rule. To kill is to make your opponent kill yourself forever. I have been irritated because I wanted a girl from the time I saw the appearance of a girl, walking around the town looking for prey. I wanted to make it the only thing I did. And it is about to be realized in the form of murder. If you kill the girl, the girl belongs to me. Both the body and mind are under the control of this one. That is why killing can not be stopped. Knowing the pleasures that rule the life of one person, how can I stop it What? In a sense, I am normal. Pleasure murder is by no means abnormal psychology. Everyone should know the psychology. It is a question of whether to do it or not. This ugly impulsive impulse of this is never born. ...... But I will not kill you yet. I relaxed my ability to squeeze the girl before she got completely weak. First of all, I want to enjoy the suffering appearance of a girl as much as I want. Besides, saving the life of a girl like this is the moment of being as excited as killing. "Robbing" life and "to save" are the two sides of the same and essentially the same, the extraordinary "power" to control life. In the case of me, in the end, it is the last thing to take away, so a series of acts may be called "torture" rather than to save. "You are going to die, you will be killed by me. Sorry" "... but it's okay because I'll eat you.You will keep on living in me." I kept the girl's neck over and over afterwards and then resuscitated again. Every time we repeat that number, the girls are visibly weakened. It seemed to be the best to breathe now that was disappointing, just to make the big breasts up and down never resisted intensely like before. A small body suffers from his nose repeatedly and painfully over and over. I was looking at the completely weak girl in a blurry way, I felt like wanting to do a little mischief. I closed my nose with my hands. A girl who was unable to breathe waved his head and tried to shake my hand, but it was too helpless resistance. While the asphyxia continued for 5, 10, and 30 seconds, the girl swayed his little eyes floating around in the tears occasionally while swaying the body. After a while, his eyes turned to my face and stopped, I caught myself without distracting even for a moment. Does this mean I want to say something What? I thought about such a moment, but it was too simple a question. You do not have to tell. Everybody should say the same thing in front of me. - - I do not want, do not want to die, somebody help me, and the other stop by. After a while, the girl who was not able to endure stopping breathing started trying to breathe with his breasts up and down at a terrible rate. It was a completely meaningless act in the mouth and nose being blocked. If suffocation continues like this, the girl will definitely be fainted. I got my hand off the girl's nose. I also thought about suffocation and death as it is, but I decided to stop it. Because I thought it would take time to get dead compared to the gallows. Actually there should not be so much difference, but there was no experience of suffocation death - - killing was always strangled - - so it was anxious to declare and carry out "it is about the same". ...... To tell the truth, today there is not much time on time. The girl came home somewhat later than expected, and the time it takes for the mother to go home is two hours remaining. I will definitely kill only one person for one hunt. It is because they do not want to kill them indiscriminately. Everything from the planning of hunting to preparation, everything is based on that premise. There should not be madness of this schedule. It is not that I can not kill collectively, but I want to avoid the possibility of making an unexpected mistake. So, although I am enjoying it today, I want to preciously use one minute and one second. That is why killing is limited to strangulation. If you tied your neck tightly it will take less than thirty seconds to lose consciousness and bear fatal damage in a few minutes. In my case I will keep tightening enough from the minimum of five minutes. It is when the damage to the brain due to the inhibition of blood flow reaches the part that governs life support. For the moment, I have never tried tying up and breathing back. Immediately thereafterCPRCardiopulmonary resuscitationBut if there is a possibility to be saved, there is no possibility of doing such a thing, otherwise brain dead or plant state will be inevitable when it is resuscitated. Is not it such a cruel story What? As the suffocation spurred the weakness, the girl was no longer able to resist. It seems to be very ambiguous though conscious, and I can not expect too much reaction to suffer any further. It seems to be a good time. ...... Besides, it is impossible for me to suppress the killing urge any further. After shooting the debilitating girl, I separated the tape wrapped around the girl's limb with a knife. It is because I want to see a place that jerks limbs at the moment the girl dies. I dragged the girl out of the sofa roughly, switched the camera to movie shooting and set it on the desk so that the girl could see it. The image she will end will be the best treasure for me. When I embraced the body of a girl from behind like a pillow, I tightly tightened the rope hanging on that neck. I breathed out, I whispered to her ear. "Thank you for being alive for me" I fastened the girl 's delicate neck with the power of whole body. The body of the girl who realized the crisis of life reacts respondingly and tried the final resistance with the free limbs. However, limbs keep on scratching the air in small increments and I can not leave 1 mm from my body. The girl desperately desperately struggling continues to be transmitted to my body directly from the body of a close girl. What a pleasing sound ! Physical stimulation invites me to cum in the blink of an eye that has become totally sensitive. I put on a sweet voice many times, and strengthened my ability to narrow the neck of the girl more and more. The rope tightly buried in the neck of the girl gets tight, tight. And it clearly became apparent that the resistance of the girl will weaken. ...... Slowly, slowly, the girl dies. The girl finally lost consciousness and began to convuls as his hands and feet wandered. And I was also trembling with tremendous pleasure. I was surrounded by pure white light, and I was filled with unexpected happiness. Ironically, there is no other than "heaven" except to express it. My consciousness was completely far away, but I had hardly relaxed just the power to clench the rope. Meanwhile, her death passed away like an instant happening. As soon as the consciousness disappeared, the girl rigidly bent his body and aligned the pin and body. Then, unique pose called the decorticate rigid - - both hands and set up in front of the chest - - take, and then after a while, dividing brain rigidity - - such as bending the hand stretched out arm underneath - - to and Migration did. This meant damage of the brain stem, which means "death". "Huh ......, Huh ... ...." I let go of the rope I was squeezing. Lower body is moist and warm. After checking it, the girls' skirts and pants are soaked in soap and make big stains on the carpet in the living room. The smell of the girl 's fresh pee pops up to here. On the other hand, it seemed that no bowel move was held, there was no fecal smell. I lightly held down the artery around the girl's neck with your fingers. While the rest of the pleasure remained halfway, the consciousness was ambiguous, but I did not forget to check the pulse and breathing. There is no pulse. Next, peel off the tape that was occluding the mouth and check for breathing. I can not see breathing at all. The girl was in a state of cardiopulmonary arrest. Resuscitation from this situation is hopeless, even if judging that the girl died, there was no mistake. ... ... The girl is dead. This is my murder! I misunderstood with joyful voices unintentionally. Slovenly small body of the girl lying on the floor,"" I want to eat chopped the corpse" to incite intense desire of me that. I imagined what I would do to the body of a girl from now on and I felt excited and emotional. After collecting the desk 's camera, I pulled out the backpack that was located just next to the sofa and started to arrange the tools necessary for dismantling beside the girl. FirstA swordChef KnifeIt is. It is used for cutting extremities, heads, etc., and cutting meat. Next is the cutter knife. Use it when cutting the skin or carefully cutting it. Then Petty Knife. In most cases I will use this to take out internal organs and decide to cut meat and fat small and eat. Others include scissors to use when you turn off the such as the intestinal tract and blood vessels, small to use for cutting the bone saw-tooth but rarely use There are such, they become cutlery for demolition.- - - - I started to take off the girl's clothes. First I wear a sailor suit and a skirt, then a bra and a pants, then a sock. My fresh young nude, who quickly appeared in the blink of an eye, struck me. I was "curious" as usual, and began to smell the whole body from the side of a girl to the back of my feet. To the sweet smell which smells faintly, the smell of sweat is slightly sour. I felt the heart beating fast with the body odor of a gentle girl. Now it's time to disassemble. I replaced the gloves I was wearing with disposable rubber gloves. Let's cut the chest and belly first. I picked a cutter knife, put a knife to follow both clavicle bones, and cut it straight from the throat to the lower abdomen. A girl's vivid yellow subcutaneous fat shows her face on a lively scratch opened with a cutter blade. "Haa ..." My breath got breathless on the fat of a yummy girl. People ask that "contents rather than appearance" is important, but that is exactly this. ...... However, I wanted to see" this girl more than anything else ". Was slimy smeared with serous, girl feel and even vividly beautiful" with" but the large intestine and small intestine of a girl covered in large retina. I brought my breath suddenly into my eyes when I put my nose close to the stomach of the girl who had opened my eyes. "Oh ... ...! " Pure gentle "smell" fills my body with my nostrils and lungs, and pleasure runs through my body as if electricity runs chatterily. I got drunk with that smell, slowly putting my hands in the stomach of the girl who was opened. The internal organs of the girl who had just died left the remnant of his living as warmth. I got a few girls' embarrassing but completely visible internal organs, rubbing them, pulling them, burying their face and licking and playing. The cold excitement began to get hot again. Fresh girls' fat and raw meat gives rushless urges. - - want to eat, want to eat, want to eat ...... That strong feeling buried my brain's mind in a blink of an eye, and I quickly dominated my body. I picked up a cutter knife, raised my girl's left foot and opened my calf a big way. Then, biting to the raw meat of the calf girl's calves, biting. The girl 's flesh soon was very warm, as if the girl was still alive in her mouth. Every time I chew that meat, the girl's fishy blood and meat juice intertwine with my tongue, and the" taste of a rich girl "spreads out. Needless to say, she is" delicious" for it! Every time I grab the meat, my consciousness slowly gets hushed. I finally swallowed the bite of meat, I gave a loud voice. "Ha ha ... ...." Next to the calves I ate a girl 's fluffy thighs and a cute leg. The thighs were thick subcutaneous fat and I was able to taste it plenty. The girl's lean body was soft as a trout and its taste was very thick. The meat of the sole is hard and there are few parts to eat, but it is strangely exciting to eat coco somehow. Because my favorite thing is definitely" foot" , eating meat of a young woman who draws a smooth curve is no longer my life. Even these myself this propensity believes that it is a mix of foot-fetishism and cannibalism to feel extremely heterogeneous, but did not feel bad at all. I was as happy as I was biting my feet. To such an extent that it seems to be captured as it is and even to be executed.- - - - After enjoying the girl 's foot meat, I was totally excited and started cutting everywhere in the whole body with Petty Knife. Prior to that, I pushed the girl 's possession and cut out the part that would be" most important place" of her . Where a girl was not murdered, I would have had a small life there. It is the girl 's womb. After photographing a few pictures, I started to eat it when I chew without hesitation in one of the uterine ovaries. As soon as I started killing it was an act I did not even imagine. However, from the moment that I ate in momentum was excited when there is, the ovary of the uterus" in the raw" eating became a habit. You can feel the feeling of eating life more than anything. And," eat cut the uterus" that, immorality of perfection act comparable to this is not there early a is in the act, I remember the intense excitement. The raw ovaries were so elastic that they could not be bitten, but at last there was no problem because they swallowed all over with gulp. Now the girl 's egg waits only to be melted in my stomach.- - - - I then peeped into the girl's mouth. From between the upper and lower teeth, you can see the tongue of a girl moist and wet with saliva. After shooting this again, I got dizzy with my girl without doubt, and I opened the bottom of the girl's lower jaw with a petti knife and pull out the girl's tongue with her throat. The so-called Columbian necktie tongue looks like a necktie hanging from the throat it is a condition called. Then, I sucked on the tongue of a hanging girl, licking, sucking, chewing and playing with the girl's tongue.- - - - "Wow ......" I did not know that the insatiable still, eating the meat of the girl's cheek, or bite to the wrist or upper arm, liver and lungs, and thymus the highest for most developed around the time of puberty ripe of internal organs, such as Cutting out a part, I threw it in my mouth and trembled when I got drowsy with a sweet pleasantness.- - - - "Oh ... ...." I realized that it would end again, I hugged tightly in the girl's body. And I shouted many times in my heart. "I like you, I love you, I love you, I want to kill and break it apart as much as I want to kill," I was caressing again as I bit my girl's ears and neck. The cannibalistic desire of me who swollen in a few weeks was satisfied comfortably thanks to the girl. I can not stand the appreciation of my heart for the dedication of the girl. I embraced the girl 's dead body and gently stroked her girl' s arm. I am a ruthless murderer, but I feel normal just because I embrace such feelings. Like treating people as just things,PsychopathpsychopathIt is similar to those of them. In that respect, society misunderstands me and I think that I am a monster or something that does not pass blood. Well, they can understand enough to understand that way. If you treat me as a monster who is not a human being, I become unrealistic in people's imagination, and somewhat relieve fear. I guess that in my imagination I have a heterogeneous appearance that shows its abnormality at first sight, instinctively has physiological aversion. No, I hope they want it. Of course, someSerial killerDisordered typeThere are some of them, but unfortunately I am not that simple. When they see me in the reality, they will see it as a" " plain girl not related to violent crime . It was very convenient for me to have foolish thoughts. Well, when I fully tasted the girl 's fresh body, I had to dismantle the girl to take out the meat to bring home and eat. It does not take much time to say. The number of women who killed was fewer than ten, but now also dismantled. First let's cut the girl's neck. I picked up a beef sword and gazed at the girl's throat thoroughly. Several rope traces were left vivid as it was strangled by the rope several times. I looked at the scar, imagined the suffering that the girl would have received ... ... and I got excited. Tightened up the crown and neck, can not breathe, awareness that the arteries and veins are strangled and faded ... .... The absurdity that live in good fellows for over ten years and the arrival point reached is "slaughtered by homicide demons". How regrettable it was. How harassed me this way. "It is a very good feeling that you are strongly conceived by a girl like you, even if it is a feeling of hatred or anger, for example," I hit a bovine sword against the girl's throat and began to move the blade up and down greatly. As it moves in conjunction with the movement, the mind and the brain become pleasant. If you noticed, your throat opened up quickly, and a beautiful cross section of the girl's neck appeared. As this looked quite delicious, I bit my girl's neck and tasted me a little bit of her neck meat and fat, so I drank her blood from the artery and drink a lot. After a short meal break, moving the blade again, it proceeded to the point where it hits the cervical vertebrae and the blade stopped. It is an important point in cutting the neck. Cutting of the neck, that is, separating the cervical vertebrae. It is not something that can not be cut off when we move a knife to force. It is almost impossible to cut a bone with a knife as long as you knock it down with a heavy and durable knife like an ax or nata. I began looking for the intervertebral disc between the vertebrae and the vertebrae. The intervertebral disc is a cartilage, it can not be torn as it is not as hard as a bone. If you have a chance to advance the blade as many times as you need to replace the cow and then it is an intervertebral disc. The feeling of searching for a place that can be trimmed by this fun is quite enjoyable. But this time with no difficulty, the blade quickly entered the intervertebral disc. I started cutting the cervical vertebrae while adjusting the angle of the blade. While the bones and blades hit each other gently, the cervical spine of the girl is gradually separated. Pierce the disc, slit the muscle, cut the artery, and cut the spinal cord. Then cut the remaining meat of the neck ... ..., the cutting of the neck is complete. I picked up the girl's head with both hands, lifted it up and bathed a strange superiority for a while and then put the head carefully on the sofa. Make sure that empty eyes firmly point here. I kept breaking the girl 's body all the time shortly after I was absent. Following the head, she cut both arms and feet of the girl from its base. While there is a small pattern, the cross section of the thighs and the buttocks without volumes has no irritation. While advancing cutting, I got a bite, two mouths in that cross section, and I was excited about the taste of a rich girl. After cutting the cut one leg into two thighs and lower legs, we carefully wrapped it with lap and put it in the backpack. My legs, my favorite thing, I do not feel comfortable if I do not take one whole book. It alone occupies most of the backpack space, but its value was definitely there. "Your legs are cute and beautiful ... ...." After cutting the limbs, I took out the syringe type dropper and container from the backpack, thrust the dropper into the femoral artery in the cross section of the girl's leg, and started to extract the girl's blood. This has two objectives. oneTrophyBooty itemsTake it as part of. In other the" victim" things to symbolize the" murder of commemoration" order to bring back to. It is quite odd that this continuous murderer, objectively thinking about the psychology of serial killers, is a common behavior in continuous killers characterized by orderly crimes. In my case, I take one grip of prey, the clothes I am wearing mainly socks and undergarments , images and movies taken with the camera, and packed blood as trophies. It makes me feel like I dominated them by ownership of a part of women and it becomes consolation when my desire for murder becomes high and I feel sad . My murder collection has also been fulfilling and now it has been wonderful. There is a lot of difference between continuous killer and general killer, but it would be a continuous murderer or someone who feels that keeping evidence carefully. While saying, "You are a worthy serial killer."- - - - " " " " " " After finishing the work of extracting the blood, I put the tongue, uterus and thymus of the girl who played with me a while ago in a bag and put it in a backpack. In particular, the tongue was my favorite food following the legs. In addition, part of organs such as lungs, liver, and heart were cut and bagged as before. In the intestinal tract such as the large intestine and the small intestine, after clipping around four places with a narrow clip instead of a forceps (chewing), we cut the interval between the two places with scissors. This way you can spill the contents and do not pollute. Of course, do not forget to collect the clips left in the body. It is mass-produced, but it may be evidence to identify me in an unexpected way. Although I am DNAgiving up on the nature of the crime about leaving my such as saliva and hair , leave as much evidence as possible. At the end I finished packing a part of a girl who is just a kidney, meat or fat breast or buttocks or just going to the backpack. A relatively large backpack was completely filled as so much as it was packed. On the way, I shaved off the nipples, the labia minorae, the clitoris, etc, which girls peached, and put them in their mouths. it was not chewy the level of being chewy, it was not something to be bitten, but as the girl chewed it spread the taste of her girl into her mouth, pleasure that the body trembled without thinking swallowed the site ran. Gradually, my breathing started to get disturbed, my consciousness began to be dim.- - - - " " "Ha ha ... ha ha ..." Something is crowded with thrusting from the inside of the body. I was still trying to fill the whole body with pleasure until now. I did not endure, I began piercing the girl 's vagina with the cow' s sword I had. Blades are buried in the vagina of a girl, a centimeter, and a centimeter. The vagina and the urethra of the girl were torn apart to two in a mystery. In a blink of anastrophe, the bovine sword has been sucked into the girl's vagina to the root of the knife. From the stomach of an opened girl, its cutting edge protrudes through the vagina and appears to be popping out. I pulled it out vigorously and stabbed it again without putting a distance between us. A boulder sword of about 20 centimeters in length travels back and forth between the girl's vagina and the gushaguisha many times, breaking it to the extent that it does not stop the prototype. While suffering and scratching her genitals, pleasure pleasure repeatedly struck me and it continued until I was exhausted. I am a woman, but even her purity has been defiled. "Fuu ... ...." I got up while the pleasures of pleasure did not fit, I saw the analog clock hanging on the wall of the living room. It seemed that there was still time to spare in a while, but dismantling to take home was over. I do not think meat is likely to enter any more on the backpack. Unfortunately, I do not have a means of transport like a car, so the amount of meat that I can take home is limited. When preparing a stupid bag for a long time to go home, it is conspicuous and can not be helped and it becomes a big hindrance at the time of getaway. In the unlikely event, it is a Datte to climb running or other things - - but of course must not be absolutely such a thing - - I might. Because it is impossible to take away everything, girls' meat must be selected carefully. Eating leaves may not be good, but it would be more reasonable than burning or burying without eating a bite. Besides, there are parts that I do not want to eat as well. " " Cannibalism brings bliss to me, but it also adjoins health risks related to life. Various infectious diseases are representative of them, and in this regard, we can only judge from the results of investigating prey. At first, I have asked for the presence or absence of infection before life, but this will not be very reliable. However, I am more vigilant than that," " Transmissible spongiform encephalopathyDental clinicIt is a disease called. It is caused by the proliferation of abnormal proteins called prions and has been prevalent in tribes that had customs to eat the bodies. Very troublesome, the prion is not inactivated by cooking, and if it develops it leads to rapid death. I put just in case, referring to the site where prions are likely to accumulate in cattle, the brain and spinal cord, eyeball Job or is and the main nerve, so as to avoid eating the part, such as the ileum ing. I do not know how much the establishment of infection is, but I have not wished to be alert. I do not want such as longevity, but it is inconvenience that I will not be able to continue kills with disease. Well, taking the brain and spinal cord in the skull or the spine is a painful task, so if you think that you can save time and effort, it will not be all bad.- - - - I started to break up the meat and internal organs of the girl who remained. If I could not bring it back, I wanted to mess up at least. If you noticed, the girl's body no longer has shadows to see. The limbs were cut, the trunk was cut in two, the viscera were almost all dragged out and chopped, leaving traces of cuts or stings on the skin called the skin. The girls' wreckage was scattered all around, and the only thing that could be judged as the only girl was about the head of a girl watching the dismantling of me on the sofa. ...... Even though the ears, lips, cheek meat were cut off and the tongue was pulled out. "It was my victory again" After the disassembly was over and I was completely satisfied, I prepared the blood and brush of the girl she took out earlier and headed to the wall behind the sofa. As a proof that this homicide was done by me, I planned to sign this wall. I soaked the brush in the blood of a girl, and began to write as I recollected the sentences I had thought in advance. - - Stupid police guys. As you guarded the misguided investigation, the life of one woman was robbed again. Surely it will be angry with regret. But it is a mistake to turn that anger for me. Your anger towards your own incompetence. And continue to scare the investigation that will end at best! A ires Messages based on blood characters have not been written since the murder began. The first thing I wrote was when I killed an office lady daughter about two or three people ago, and it was the beginning that I wrote sentences that casually came up with fingers. At that time I did not prepare any tools, so I could not write a long sentence, but now I also have written materials for my writing thoughtfully. Although it is somewhat erroneous, although it will tell the police the features of my handwriting, I will be meaningless like handwriting appraisal unless myself appears on their investigation line. I will try to identify my mental state from letters, but at best it is "scouted, irresponsible, strongly desire self-evident". Well, how much human beings are there in this worldWhat? After I finished writing blood characters, I returned the tools used for dismantling, and then headed for a washroom with a plastic bag with clothes in hand. It was necessary to change clothes that were completely dirty with blood and body fluids. While killing the girls and falling apart the excitement did not cool down, when I got to the washbasin with a gaudy footsteps, a blood-colored face appeared on the mirror. I take out the clothes from inside the plastic bag, take off the raincoat and skirt I was wearing in exchange with it and put it in a plastic bag. Raincoat played body fluids and was not so dirty, despite playing with the body of a girl for a long time. Meanwhile, the socks I was wearing all the girls' bodily fluids, and they were wet in the bisho-basho. I threw away the socks I took out into a plastic bag, I started washing my legs with water after washing my hands with rubber gloves. Cool cold water is pleasant to the hot body. I got a breath, "Fuu". I felt that the excitement and tension that had been going on while killing the girl was interrupted for just a moment. The sound of the water falling from the faucet to the drain outlet is as if it washes away all the events that have happened so far. The rough wave of the terrible mind of the previous time was brought to nothing, Setsuna, my heart was at the level of enlightenment. Pleasure of murder is wonderful. That lingering is also wonderful. And the silence after it has passed is also wonderful. Nonetheless, I could not go translating it as it is. Time goes by moment as time passes. My heart was asleep for a while, I woke up again. Remove the dirt on the foot and remove the dirt on the face that became blood clot. The trace of blood disappeared completely, just looking at the glance, it seemed as if the previous murderer was a lie. That said, the killing this time was not so badly bloody. At most it was attached to the body when biting meat or putting a face on the internal organs and never had a tremendous bleeding like when cutting a living human artery. This was also a good place for strangulation as a result. Sometimes I'd like to cut the neck of a living girl, but it would be inevitable to get blood coat if I do such a thing. Arteries split into their lives will spread blood like pulsing. Like a hose narrowing ahead from a big wound, mist like blood like a spray is blown out from a small wound. If you have something like this, just washing off blood will take a considerable amount of time. Well, it may be good to try when there is a grace in time. It does not seem to be bad to take full-bodied fresh blood or to drink it. It took less time to wash off the blood this time. Of course, there will be traces remaining in the washing of this degree, although it can not be seen. However, if blood stains are not left in the place where it is visible now it is fine. The outside is completely dark. The shirt in the court was not dirty, so it looked good without changing clothes. I put dirty rubber gloves in a plastic bag, wore a changing skirt and socks, and wore a new glove and mask. Finally, in order to mislead the smell of the bleeding corpse, I threw away a deodorant spray in my body. At last, the dressing for escape has been prepared. I returned to the living room, walking away from the dirty place and heading back to the backpack. I pushed a plastic bag that clothed together into a backpack full of meat of a girl and took a heavy backpack. Even the " part " of the little girl who seemed to be small was a considerable weight though there was only guessing how much the girl's body weight was. For the time being, I will receive the life of a girl. Regarding the meat brought back, it will be cooked and eaten properly. I love raw meat, but I want to avoid the risk of food poisoning by eating the painful meat. Besides, it is also good to eat cooked women. ...... Well, I am not gourmand and cooking is bad, so I can not make such a big deal, but I will cook and bake it and fry it and taste the girls in the mood of the day. What you like is salt tongue with tongue baked. Then, a pot with women 's possession and eating with fat. Make meat steak, hamburger or stew. It would be nice to cut it. "How shall I eat you for breakfast tomorrow ... What? " Humans were also only meat. However, there is one thing in human flesh not in pigs or cows. I can not imagine myself as a livestock 's lifetime, but the life of a person can easily be imagined. Even just looking at this house a little, the mind shows how the girl lived here. It is also a proof that I am a" one human being other than this one that I am feeling the life of a girl like this " . When I eat the girl's meat, I will be eating while watching the trophy I brought back. While taking a girl's meat into her mouth, taking a rope that strangled a girl, watching a photographed picture, smelling the hair, eating it with thoughts on its decades of life right. And I'm excited about that" taste of life" . I wore shoes and I left home leaving behind a girl who remained a wreck. It was avoided that someone could see the moment of getting into a house with the mother of the girl who came home and leaving home. First of all, it is the girl 's mother who first sees this situation. Perhaps the girl's mother should not be able to understand the disaster of the living quickly. ...... even though it is until we see the girl's head on the sofa. " Loving" daughter was killed in that as" parent of feelings" would be substantial. ...... Although I said, honesty does not matter. I am interested in prey, I have no interest in my prey's parents. Besides, the meaning of the word" love you" is also very different between me and them. - - me," love" is to "suffer, kill and eat". I have never had the feelings of love or romantic love that they hold, even once. If you tell them, it will be called "a lonely human" or "a monster" for me. But it was just fine. I will continue to kill women, no matter how they look at me. He keeps on his blood and meat. It is my life to live, that's all for me. "One day, I'm a going to say to your mother." I'm Done" ne me"