Title:           /PoFg/I'm sorry, Ms. Katze
Author:          Jathma
Pastebin link:   http://pastebin.com/ZJdZ5qUe
First Edit:      Friday 27th of January 2017 09:07:31 PM CDT
Last Edit:       Last edit on: Wednesday 15th of February 2017 01:52:15 AM CDT

>It's been almost a week since Nonny died
>Each day feels more final than the last
>I know he's never coming back, but something in me just doesn't want to let go
>Constantly filling my head with the hope that this was all just a bad dream
>Or a cruel prank gone too far
>Or maybe the vet made mistake
>But I know it's all real, I know what happened to my beloved pet
>"There's nothing we can do at this point"
>"Nonny's tumors have spread too far for even an attempt at recovery
>"I'm sorry Ms. Katze"
>I watched Nonny get put down myself
>Holding his hand, tears staining my fur
>Watching his eyes cloud over, the life draining from them
>It'll get easier over time, but it still hurts
>This house feels so empty now
>I've gotten so used to Nonny's antics, it's like living in a morgue
>I tried to help myself forget him by piling all his things in his room, but that just made it worse
>It's like his ghose was trapped behind that bright door
>Screaming at me in my dreams begging to be let out
>Maybe getting another human or a boyfriend will help
>But it's too soon, I still miss that crazy human
>I need to get to bed, but after I finish off this bourbon
>Try and sleep instead of toss and turn all night
>Waiting for a comforting weight and warmth that will never come again.