forgive English I in Russia I come to
study clothing and fashion at american
university in your little time and i am
very hard stress i am gay also in this
very difficult for me i am very religion
person I never act to be gay with other
men before but after i am in America six
weeks i am my friend together he is gay
also you show me American fashion and
then we are kiss we sex together
I never before now I'm telling my mother
about gay because i am very shame as i
fuck this American boy is very good to
me but also I am feel so guilty I feel
like three guilty as i begin orgasm feel
so guilty that I pick up my californian
call mother nasha i awaken her
it's too late for stopping so i'm having
sex i am very upset and guilty and
crying so Yeller i am come from sex in
Russia she say what'd i say i am come
from sex and she say you Boyd do not
marry American girl and I say no I am
come from sex with man i am an ass i
come in US and my mother very angry me
she not get scared though I had a phone
and I'm very embarrass my friend also he
is very embarrassed and guilt and feel
very stupid
I wonder why do I get with mana
continue because when its birth to feel
very good in America NOS next day
received a telephone call from father in
Russia tell me mother died two weeks ago
who was telephone everyone i just wanted
to say thank you for all the support all
the messages all the fucking views and
all subscription seriously you guys kick
ass without this without you there would
be no this i just did a hanger you can
hear that yes i do this in my closet
I'm in the closet everyone don't take
that out of context anyway thank you and
once again as always if you want
something red
leave me a message posted in the
comments fucking send me a bitch I don't
give a shit
anything thanks guys