Okay fags this will be a long story, so be patient, I have a lot of backstory before the main part.
This started back in 2006. At that time I was 15, and my sister was 12.
Little backstory: I was born with a heart disease so when I was 3 days old my blood went straight to my lungs, almost killing me.
I had a life saving operation that time, but it wasn't the big one that would make my heart relatively normal again.
That operation was in July 2006.
Heartie - Prologue
>since she was 4 years old she knew about my heart
>it made us really close, since she was too young to understand, but she was a very kind person to try to make my heart better.
>2005 yearly visit to the hospital, EKG, Ultrasound, all the normal shit.
>first time sis is also there since nobody was able to look after her.
>doctors say that the operation must take place within the next year, or my heart will start to fail.
>Me and little sis were waiting outside while the doctors told everything to our parents.
>nervous as fuck.
>sister holding me with a huge hug.
>she says ˇAnon I will be at your side all the time, don't be afraid"
>"thanks sis" was the only thing I could say.
>Both my sis and I are very introverted. I am mostly because of my heart condition, but her I don't really know why. Somehow, she never really wanted to be with others besides me.
>my parents come out from the doctors room, both looking at me sadly.
>operation 2006. July 16th
Heartie - Operation time
>end of June 2006
>only a few days until the big day
>go into MRI scanning.
>Claustrophobia
>fuck this shit
>pressed panic alarm, after 5 minutes.
>they have to check my heart in the old fashion way then.
>15th birthday. Heart catheter on that day
>nervous as fuck
>crying like a little bitch
>little sis was there, hugged me and sad that "everything will be alright anon"
>somehow made me comfortable.
>end of procedure, high as fuck after the morphine.
>make the doctors and nurses laught with my shit talking.
>noticed little sister crying.
Heartie - The big day
>night before that
>fucking nurse talking about how many tubes will be inside me next to my bed.
>get really fuck my life at that moment
>eyes watering, little sis noticed that and she became angry at the nurse.
>she shouts at her, and tells her to shut up.
>nurse and my parents leave to discuss the upcoming events.
>sis stays, still pissed.
>"fuckers have no respect for you" she says
>"thanks sis"
>she hugs me, gives me a kiss on the forehead
>when you wake up tomorrow I will be the first you will see!
>"you will" I said as I hugged her again
>"I love you anon, always will"
>"I know sis and I love you too."
Heartie - After the operation
>having a tube in my neck, two in my stomach and one in my dick
>fuckme.jpg
>eyes opening first thing I saw was the doc, who was pulling out the tube from my mouth since I was able to breath again.
>puts on oxygen mask
>breath stinks like a rotten dogs anus
>almost vomit, finally have it removed
>visitors are allowed. first one is my father, then goes mother, sis is the last one
>they all ask me how I am and tell me everything about the operation
>everyone except sis, she was dead silent.
>parents want to leave since I need a rest
>sis wants to stay a little more, alone.
>her eyes are filled with tears as she looks at me.
>I look at her and smile. I want to touch her hair, but I didn't have the strengh to pull my arm up.
>"Everything will be fine" I said to her
>she looks me in the eye and starts to cry
>"I am so sorry anon, I said I will be the first one you will see, but I wasn't"
>Yes, you were not, but at least you were the prettiest.
>"thanks anon, I love you, and I will be at your side every time"
>and she left the room.
>few days of loneliness finally put on a normal ward
>can have visitors
>Only the piss tube remains in my dick.
>can't fap because of that, starting to get horny as fuck all the time
>sis comes to visit me every day, from morning till night she stays with me.
>parents are working, somehow that distracted them from my current situation.
>me and sis watching tv, making jokes, laugthing at how some of the nurses look
>begin to notice that she is starting to grow
>she loved to swim, I guess, mostly because that was the only sport I could do.
>nice round ass, pale skin, blue eyes and blond hair. (http://i.imgur.com/scFEYEc.jpg)
>we had the same features.
>it was a fucking hot summer, almost 40 celsius.
>she had a white little dress with some flowers on it.
>she was so fucking cute.
>She accidentally dropped the straw that I used to drink with.
>She bent over and grabbed it.
>Saw her panties.
>OHGODOHGOD
>horny as fuck, dick wants to get hard, but there is still a tube in it
>oh shit
>getting erected was such a pain even sis noticed it.
>saw me grabbing something under the blanket, so she went and looked.
>she saw my dick with a tube coming out of it.
>moment of silence
>sister looking at dick
>realize what happened
>cover it as soon as possible
>"uhh sis, could you get a nurse for me?"
>sis says nothing just heads out to the nurse
>nurse arrived tell her that I don't need the tube no more, I could take piss on my own
>she orders sis to go out. She do it
>never felt something so painful.
>sis comes back, sits next to me.
>she says that she is sorry and heard me shouting out of pain.
>finally have enough strength to get up onto the bed with help from sis
>gesture for her to sit next to me.
>I put my hand around her, still weak as fuck, my hand ends up on her ass.
>she doesn't notice
>I notice
>insta boner
>need to end this pain in my pants.
>ask sis to help me go to the toilet.
>in there start to masturbate
>so weak that about 10 seconds i almost died
>fuck me...
>sister knocked on the door, since I was there for a minute or more trying to take a breath.
>asks if I am fine, do I need her help.
>so weak I can't even pull my pants up, need to get back to bed, my torso hurts like hell. (All ribs had been removed on the left side)
>"I don't have my pants up...and I can't get it. P-please call a nurse..."
>her reply was nothing, she just opened the door and started to say "I saw your dick(can't remember what word she used) so there is no need to be shy"
>Noticed boner... little shocked.
>she was really mature by that time, so she knew about boners and those things.
>helped me pull my pants up, even wanted to put my dick into there, I wanted to stop her, but was too weak.
>my little sis just grabbed my erect dick, for the first time ever.
>getting back to the bed was exhausting,
>sis was under my arm holding me, even moving my leg when I couldn't
>dick still hard
>sis smells so good, dicks getting hard again.
>bed is near, hope she won't notice it.
>she did.
>just when I was about to get up into the bed, she helped me, and grabbed my dick poked her
>I had this hospital pants which had a hole in the dick place so I could easily take a piss into that plastic shit in the bed.
>sis was looking at it and at me.
>anon, why did you really wanted to go to the bathroom, she asked.
>ohshitnigga
>well, I thought I was strong enough to go to there.
>she didn't buy it. She knew I was going there for other reasons.
>"You know anon, your heart is too weak for you to masturbate" she said.
>"I know...but..."
>"No buts here."
>So I was back in the bed trying to hide my rock hard dick from my sister, so we watched some tv.
>fucking mythbusters, looking at those fags was an instant boner killer.
>Night time came, parents arrived to take sis home, and they gave me some little presents, like normal food and such.
>I couldn't sleep that night, all I was thinking was about my sisters panties and nice ass.
>And it happened, I was so focussed on her, that I didn't even had to take the matters in to my hand and jizzed onto my pants.
>I guess having a tube in your dick for several days makes the muscles a little bit weaker there
>a few days latter I was finally able to have a wheelchair
>wheelchair rocks
>sis pushing me around the ward starting to meet others there
>there was a guy, who had his kidney removed, but never woked up and was in a coma for almost a year now
>upon hearing this sis starts to cry
>"whats wrong?" i asked
>while sobbing she said: "If that had happened to you anon, I don't know what I'd do. I guess I wouldn't even want to live knowing what happened to you."
>I conforted her. "Look sis, I am here, okay, and the doctors say that in about a week I could go home."
>I wanted to hug her, but you guys know, ribs...
>later let sis use the wheelchair and she was rolling with it.
>and I needed to take a piss
> no nurses, only me and sis there. I really had to go.
>sis stopped playing with chair and sat onto my bed next to me
>thiswillbegood
>"uhhm sis, can you give me the piss pot"
>"why?" She asked and after that just an "ohhhh"
>yeah...
>"Can you stand up?"
>No, I wasnt that strong, the nurses always grabbed the pot for me to piss.
>"No" I said, "could you hold it?"
>She was shocked, I understand, but I really needed to take a piss.
>"I'll go to get a nurse" she started
>"No, there isn't much time, and I don't want new pants again... plus you already touched it, remember."
>"Well okay..."
>taking a piss while my sis was holding the pot next to my dick was something really strange
>finishing it sis took it to the bathroom and flushed it down the toilet.
>"wanna try to walk for a bit?" She asked when she got back.
>I hated to walk, since my torso felt like it was a big cement block,
>Still did it, one step after another. I did 3 meters before almost collapsing like the twin towers
>she ran towards me and grabbed me, she helped me back to the bed, and we watched tv for the rest of the day.
> a week later I was free to go, became strong enought to walk 15 meters to the car.
>sis and parents were happy to finally end this time
>The road to home was long, about an hour. I mostly slept, when I woke up I noticed that sis was holding my hand all way home.
>home at last. My room was upstairs with a window facing the road, sister's room was next to mine, parents' room was downstairs.
>they had a surprise for me. A new TV and a new computer, with a fucking Prey game with it.
>So the next few weeks was nothing but me lying on the bed getting stronger.
>since it was summer sis was in my room everyday with me. We watched Tv a lot
>she didn't have a lot of friends as I said earlier, but she completely ignored all of them during those times.
>So it was almost middle of August and I got a year off from school, so it didn't matter to me.
>played games on pc, watched movies with sis, at the afternoon walk longer every day.
>at the end of the month sis started to get really sad, she usually just stared out of the window.
>the sunlight made her way more beautiful
>one day I asked her what was wrong
>she at first didn't want to tell me, but I pushed the subject
>"fine...I don't want to go to school, I want to stay here with you... If you die while I am at school, I could never forgive myself"
>She started to cry
>I hugged her, since my ribs were almost as good as they were before, plus I had some metal in them
>"I won't die" I said as we hugged, my hand were rubbing her back
>"So go to school and don't be worried, I will be at home. And if something happens I have my phone to call mom or dad, so everything will be alright."
>she just nods
>we were hugging each other for a long time
>"anon, I love you, and I never want to lose you"
>"I love you too, and you never will."
>and so school started for her, and not so long after the nightmare started to come for our family.
>being home was fun at first, playing games all day.
>sis always went to school with a long face, but returned with a big smile
>spent most of her time in my room, I helped her with homework and other stuff
>afternoon we walked, to help me get better.
>at the first few times she had to hold my hand for support, after a few week holding eachothers hand was the normal thing for us.
>It was a day in october, it rained the whole day.
>at night it became a huge fucking storm
>sis was afraid, when she was little during storms she went to my parents bed to sleep.
>this night she didn't went there, instead she opened my door, and asked if she could sleep with me
>I agreed
>she came into my room, switched the light on, and headed toward my bed.
>she was only wearing a big T-shirt and her panties.
>still rememember her panties.
>they were red, with some white flowers on them, and some animals
>she looked so fucking beautiful
>me, a 15 year old virgin, kissless fag with too many hormones in me, almost got an instaboner
>she closed the door, and I got to see a bit of her tiny ass
>OHMYFUCKINGGOD
>she got next to me one arm around my stomach, still avoiding my scar, because it was still sensitive as fuck.
(Editor's note - Heartie used a pic of his scar as a timestamp - http://i.imgur.com/b2NQRHb.jpg )
>dick gets bigger and harder
>OHSHIT
>I forgot to masturbate that day
>FML
>I had one of my arms under her so she could get closer to me.
>she was afraid, but after a short time she fell asleep
>brain was somehow been defeated by dick, but as soon as I was sure she is sleeping my right hand started to go to her ass
>touching it, stroking it. It made my dick like a diamond.
>I needed to jerk off, but shit... I only used my right hand to do that since day one
>well lefty had it turn
>so I was there grabbing my 12 year old sisters ass with my right hand while jerking off with my left one.
>I jizzed so much that it was like a fucking tsunami, like in the scary movie when the grill is lifted up to the sky
>after finishing it, I noticed that a few of my fingers were not on her ass, but now almost fingering her.
>OH SHIT
>she was moaning in her sleep while this happened.
>next day was Saturday, so no school for her.
>she slept until about 10AM
>still not letting me go, my right hand was dead by that time, I couldn't even feel shit with it.
>finally she wakes up, looks at me, smiles and gives me a big kiss, on the cheek, really, I mean really close to my lips.
>"good morning anon, I hope you slept well, had enough room to sleep." She added jokingly
>"morning sis, yeah It slept well, only my right hand is dead."
>at first she was confused, but than she noticed that she was sleeping on it the whole night.
>"you could have just asked me...you know..."
>well yes I could have, but that way I couldn't feel that perfect ass, was my only though
>"Well, I guess I didn't want to wake you up, since you slept like a little angel"
>she smiled at me again, and looked down on the bed, or maybe at her panties, I don't remember that much.
>"I never had such a wonderful dream and sleep like tonight" she said
>"care to share your dream?"
>"nah, it is a secret, but it was really good"
>Well than don't tell me that it was good, because the more you tell that the more I want to know...
>"sorry anon...thanks for letting me sleep with you tonight...you know, we should do it more often..."
>she said it with something strange in her eyes, like she was begging me to say yes
>I really liked the idea,I mean who wouldn't want to sleep with a fucking hot girl, even if it is his sister?
>Sure you can, whenever you want. But we won't watch tv the whole night, I can tell you that!
>She was so happy, like when a jew finds a dollar on the ground.
>She hugged me, and gave me a quick kiss on the lips
>"Thank you anon, you are the best. I love you!"
>So this is the start of us sleeping together
>at first it wasn't that much, we usually slept together 2 or 3 times in a week.
>usually her excuse was that since I had a tv and she didn't she was watching it with me and fell asleep.
Heartie - The horror starts.
>It was the end of october, the day of the dead was coming.
>(yes we don't have halloween, we have a day of the dead, when people go to visit the graves of far away relatives, and light a candle for their memory)
>I stayed at home, since I wasn't strong enough to go on a 5 hour long trip, plus the weather was bad and it rained a lot.
>sis stayed with me, since she hated this time of the year. I couldn't blame her for it.
>So just our parents went at first to pick up our grandmother and after that they went to some long dead relatives graves
>Me and sis were left at home. We ordered some pizza, watched tv together, or just laid on the bed talking about how school was going, and I needed to pick a high school for myself, where I'd start in september.
>It started to get dark, and our parents hadn't come home yet. It was strange
>at first I thought that maybe they will stay at grandmother's house for a night, like they did a few times before.
>around 10PM I got a call from my father
>At first I thought that it will just be telling us they'd be back tomorrow.
>It wasn't
>he said that while driving my grandmother home, a Romanian lorry crashed into their car in the fog. He broked his left leg and arm, grandmother broke a few ribs, but our mother she had it worst.
>somehow the impact damaged her spine, and she was paralyzed, the emergency helicopter brought her to the nearest hospital.
> she wasn't in a good condition.
>dad asked me to not to tell this to sis, just be there for her, and try to avoid the subject to where they are.
>I agreed, and we said our goodbyes.
>I went to sister, hugged her, told her, that father said that they won't come home today, so we have the whole house for us tonight
>"So can we watch tv? and sleep together?"
>I said yes, trying to hide all my emotions.
>spend the night watching movies with sis, trying to get my head clean
>eventually sis notices that something is wrong with me
>she panics, doesn't know what's wrong with me
>"Anon is there something wrong? Are you alright?"
>of course I wasn't alright
>still, should I tell her? Me, her brother. If I tell her, she would be sad, and I made a promise to dad
>if I don't she will knew that I hide something from her, and she might feel betrayed.
>so I did it
>after telling all of this I still remember how she looked, how the tears started to form in her eyes.
>she was really sad, but even in her sadness, she was stunningly beautiful
>I went to her and hugged her.
>I told her, that everything will be okay, and I will always be with her
>I kissed her forehead.
>she looked up at me
>"promise me! promise me, anon, that you will always be with me!"
>"promise me, that you will never let me alone out there!"
>"promise!"
>I just looked at her, that innocent beauty, with all the hardship that she had to go through
>because of me. And now, I am the one who brings her this news.
>I had to promise her, since I made her life so bitter
>"I promise, sis! We will never be separated!"
>she looked at me, and started to cry again.
>she was crying, I was crying. We were crying in each other's arms
>we spend the night together, in each other's arms.
>she was holding me so tight that sometimes I had to wake her up, because my scar started to hurt.
>she had a nightmare, but it was strange, because, at first I thought it was about mom, but she started to talk in her sleep. (still does it today)
>"anon why did you leave me? you said you will be with me forever, and you just left me like mom left us"
>like mom left us...
>that made me panic, what will happen, if she never recovers? what will happen, if she dies?
>I don't want to think about it, not next to her.
>I kissed her, she woke after that
>she was still in a half sleep state
>she kissed me, first thing she did, was to kiss me.
>her tongue wanted to get into my mouth even.
>I didn't let her, because she was my sister and well she was 12.
>when she fully awake she hugged me again, and cried more.
>"anon, I am so glad you are here, I had a bad dream... please never let it become true!"
>Okay, I will never let it, sis, since you know that I love you.
>I think sis didn't even remember about the kiss.
>next morning dad calls.
>Mom has been in a very crtical condition for a while now, the docs say only a miracle could save her.
>that never happened...
>after the funeral
>I was still at home
>dad let sis skip school for 2 weeks
>every day of that 2 weeks we spent it together, there were nights when we couldn't sleep
>these times made our bond even stronger.
>later on dad had to sell the house, because it was too big for just one income
>after 4 months we moved to a smaller house in the city.
>there were only two bedrooms, so we had to share one
>dad knew that we slept together a lot so nothing was strange about it.
>during that time I found a good high school to go to
>life started to get back to normal.
>but sis started to become more and more strange, like she was afraid of people, besides me.
>after we moved, she had to start in a new school, she was 13 now
>her tits started to grow and she started to be even hotter, but still everyone saw her as a freak.
>she hated her new school. bitches bullied her and shit.
>I wasn't able to kick the shit out of them, but at least I taught my sis a few good comebacks, and how to spread rumours about each of the bitches.
>she started to use make up more often, her eyes were painted in black, making her blue eyes sooo god damn hot.
>sis never speaks to anyone, only me.
>dad starts to drink to drown his sorrows
>grandmother dies shortly after
>got her flat
>since she was moms mother, the rent is in my and sis name
>rent it out
>get some nice money, to help father and ourselves
>first credit card
>starting to save money for the future.
>fapping everynight while grabbing sister's sleeping ass.
>one day in may
>sis comes home, crying
>one of the bitches somehow caught her spreading romours
>kicked her ass
>sis was there crying on the bed.
>I went to her, hugged her from behind
>"don't worry beautiful, I am here for you, and I love you with all my heart."
>this doesn't seem to calm her down.
>sis cried even more after this
>WTF m8
>"Hey why are you crying even more?"
>"because I know that you are lying"
>WTF?
>"what are you talking about?" I asked
>"yes you are lying, because if I weren't your sister, you wouldn't give two shits about me..."
(Editor's note: duh. He only knows you and cares for you because you're his sister.)
>"you know that isn't true"...
>"yes it is true!" She shouted
>"nobody likes me, I am a total fucking loser freak"...
>hormons and the beating made her talk like this
>still couldn't figure out what to do to make her believe
>grabbed her arms, and kissed her
>kissed her for a long ass minute, getting my tongue in to her mouth
>she did the same
>OH MY GOD I AM MAKING OUT WITH MY SISTER
>while we still did it I put both of my hand on her ass.
>It took a few minutes while we were making out
>after finishing it, I looked at her eyes and smiled
>"so, who is lying?"
>so it happened
>what was our first reaction?
>no schock, no screaming, no fucking, not that...
>laughter
>we both just laughed at what just happened
>later father had arrived, so we didn't talk about it.
>until nighttime
>we were starting to go to bed.
>while getting ready, I really wanted to ask her about what happened.
>but she was quicker
>"thank you anon, for showing me that I was wrong."
>"well I always say to you, that I love you, with all of my heart."
>"I know, and I love you too."
>she gets onto the bed, we both looking at the ceiling
>"did you think mom saw what we did today?" she asked
>"I don't know..."
>"you know anon, it is so strange, that you, my brother was my first kiss."
>"well yeah..."
>I didn't know what to do.
>I loved her... and she loved me, but was it just pure brother/sister love or something more?
>"Sis you liked it?" Was the only thing I could ask.
>It was great, she said and smiled.
>"soooo, do you....?"
>yes I know, beta as fuck approach to this...
>It won't hurt...
>WTF? AM I IN HEAVEN OR ON THE ROAD TO HELL?
> and so we kissed, for almost half of the night.
>middle of the night, I need to take a piss
>getting up from the bed sis was next to me.
>sis wakes up, asks where am I heading.
>to take a piss I say
>than out of nowhere
>can I come with you?
>WTF?
>why do you want to go with me?
>to help you silly, like back in the hospital
>well uhmm okay...I guess...
>don't be shy, I already saw it and touched it...
>so we went to the bathroom together
>was ready to take a piss, but alone, not with sis, the thought of pissing with sis made me rock hard.
>take out dick, try to grab it to aim, sis grabs my hand and holds my dick
>seriously what the fuck?
>I will aim, you always leave piss on the floor...
>but that is dad who does that..
>nevermind, at the moment she touched my dick, it became a diamond.
>boner too strong couldn't piss
>sis noticed it.
>giggles and looking at my shocked face, while still holding it
>I think you are naughty anon.
>and she starts to move her hand on my dick.
>my sister is giving me a handjob.
>this goes on regularly
>haven't fapped in the bathroom in ages since getting home
>sis doesn't want to go to the next stage, since she is just 13
>start to read about incest
>read about the hapsburgs and so on, that there is incest in the bible
>she somehow found some writting about the old zoroastrian religion.
>Zoro rulers almost always had incest, because it brought balance to the world and all that shit
>sis says, that we should be Zoroastrian.
>LikeWhat?
>"Anon, I love you, and I know you love me too, but we can't ever justify our relationship..."
>"and you think that by changing religion everything will be fine?"
>she didn't say anything
>"yes you are right...It was a silly think to think about"
>she really sounded disappointed
>feelsbadman
>"could you give me some info about it..."
>"and so me and my sister changed religion..."
>she thought it will make mom somehow less angry, as she later told me.
>mom was religious.
>summer 2007
>got accepted to school
>It is almost in downtown area
>5years after that I have a degree that I can use
>school has a summer camp
>Got an idea
>dads drinking got worse over the last few months, he didn't really recover from losing mom
>I tell sis my plan, she is so happy.
>Tell dad, that I will go to the schools summer camp, to know my new classmates.
>a few days later sis tells him the same story, that she wants to go to her schools summer camp.
>dad says no, he doesn't have money for it.
>I said to him that I will pay, since I have got a nice amount of money from the renting.
>he agrees
>sis hugs him, and she hugs me, while whispering into my ears
>Can't wait for the week together.
>after that I...I mean we went to take a piss
>the week arrived
>we found a little motel, in the mountains, that we booked for a week.
>we went there by train
>since there was nothing suspicios about us everything was fine.
>the motel was nice, a king size bed, and two meals a day.
>sis was really happy, as was I.
>I felt a little bit guilty about lying to dad, but fuck it...
>some days at home were pure hell, mostly when he got wasted
>he wasn't the abusive type of drunk, but the sad one, always crying, it made us both unhappy.
>when we arrived in the room, sis headed straight to the bathroom, after a few minutes she opened the door, and my jaw dropped, and my dick was hard as fuck
>"ta da..."She said
>she was wearing a bikini, a silver one, it was perfect for her pale skin and platinum blonde hair.
>she looked like the clear opposite of a nigger.
>sorry, too much /pol/ recently
>so back to the story
>She just laughed at me, closed my mouth and kissed me, while grabbing my erect dick
>I really wanted her
>like really, She looked into my eyes and was startled a bit, taking a step back.
>I guess stare rape is really a real thing
>So where do you want to go first? i asked nervously
>she still had my dick in her hands
>"to the beach, and after that we will wash ourselves"
>on the beach with sis
>all power focused on hiding boner
>boxer swimwear
>in the lake sis swimms almost to the middle
>it wasn't a real lake, just some old pool, that the locals didn't give a fuck about to maintain, so it became like a lake
>water was nasty, couldn't see anything in the water
>at least the place was cheap as fuck
>so, I follow sis to the lake, she noticed me, and start to throw water at me
>water tasted like india
>after that she grabbes my neck with both of her arms, and puts her leg around me.
>her vag is on my dick
>don't know the english words to describe the vag, so just vag...
>fuck I need to study english again...
>so, we look around, to see if there is anybody
>nobody is in sight
>start to make out in the water.
>about 10 minutes later olah gypsie family arrives, had to leave the place
>well I was happy, to leave that lake, like I don't even know what was under my feat.
>back to the room, sis goes in to the bathroom, she stoppes at the door and looks at me.
>she looks sad.
>I asked her, whats the problem? The orcs?
>"no...well yeah thoose are a problem, but at the moment..." she than looked into my eyes.
>"you said that you will never leave me alone, and you already break that promise every time you take a poop!"
>"so...I was wondering...will you join me?"
>had a shower with sis together
>Sis kept using boner to keep her balance
>she grabbed it while washing her feet.
>balls wanted to explode and scream allahu akbar at that moment
>she liked it, I knew she liked to torture me with this.
>grab dick, and starting to point it at her ass.
>still nothing serious, since she is 13.
>have to wait for her 14th birthday to have at least something legal in our sex life.
>she giggled, and turned facing me, she opened her mounth
>her knees started to bend.
>OHMYGOD ITSHAPPENING!
>half way to my dick, she grabs it, and slaps it.
>WTF M8?
>"tell your naughty dicky to behave in here..."
>you cant be serious? I thought.
>but, he is suffering and needs some releaf
>"well than, if he behaves like a good boy, I might help him"
>he behaved
>after finishing with washing we were dry now, dick was still hard as fuck.
>"so, he behaved like a good boy, it is time to give him a gift for that."
>sis pointed me to sit down on the toilet.
>got first BJ while sitting on the toilet.
>first day of new school arrives
>waited for it for a long time
>meet some of my new classmates
>no gypsies, only whites. Good
>be friends with the ost autistic at first, use him as a ladder to meet others.
>found two.
>one thinks he is a cat, the other one is quite normal, just can't speak properly
>start to became "friends" with the one who can't speak good.
>some grills are starting to get wet, for me, they think I'm nice for helping him
>try to speak once with catboy, while heading for some snacks
>guy is full autistic, buys me a bar of chocolate. (Milka)
>well next time i will go with him to a car seller
>start to tell what happened with catboy to others.
>get a few friends, we aall making fun of catboy.
>during one lesson, teacher asks question to catboy, which he didn't know, but as autistic as he was, he asks the teacher to call him "Simba"
>teacher say fuck no!
>whole class laugh
>came up with the idea to call him gecko, since he had eyes like a gecko.
>after school one day while leaving the building I find sis there waiting for me.
>asked her whats up, why is she here?
>She say "Since I always finish earlier than you I figured I will meet you here, so we can go home together."
>she then hugged me and whispered in my ear.
>"And I really missed you, every time of the day"
>I introduced her to some of my friends
>as my sister, nothing else
>sis starts to come to my school everyday
> at first it was good to be with her even more
> but after a while my classmates started to spread rumours about it
>mostly, that "I am scared to go home alone, and I need my sisters protection"
>and all those bullshit, never to my face, just behind my back.
>I became very pissed because of that.
>I had to talk to her about this.
>It was friday.
>a few days before that my previous occupants left the flat, so it was empty.
>the new ones will arrive on wednesday afternoon.
>father wanted me to stay in the flat, so nothing bad would happen
>I was happy about it, because it was way closer to my school than home.
>sis wanted to stay there as well.
>dad knew that his drinking habits are not good for sis, so he agreed
>so it was friday afternoon
>school ended, sis was waiting for me.
>as soon as some of my classmates noticed her, they started to giggle
>I was pissed as fuck, plus catboy had some sort of autistic seizure and started to act like a cat in the middle of my presentation.
>sis hugged and kissed me, nothing special, just like how a sis would do it.
>I felt awkward, I didn't wanted to be the new catboy tier in the class.
>she noticed that I was nervous.
>"Is there something wrong anon?"
>I looked around nobody else was there just the two of us.
>I taked a deep breath, and said it.
>"please sis, don't come here, it is starting to be very embarrassing for me..."
>she didn't like it
>she really didn't like it
>she had a face, similar to the face when you show facts to a tumblr feminist.
>OHBOY I FUCKED UP.
>she didn't said anything, only
>"lets go..."
>she cried and cried and cried.
>I finally sat down next to her and hugged her.
>gave her a kiss on the head
>sorry...if it would be possible you would be my sister-wife forever.
>she looked up at me, tears in her eyes.
>"really? Do you...love me, like I do?"
>I love you more, than you love me...you are not my cumdumpster, you're my soul and hearts desire.
>you are my other half
>and I love you... I love your smell, your voice is music to my ears...
>and all that shit.
>she than looks into my eyes.
>"then will you fuck me, right now?"
>Somehow I knew that it was a trick to see if I m really telling the truth.
>no...I said. Look sis, you are just 13, and I don't want to do it with you just now.
>you mean way more to me than this.
>I promise to you, that when the time comes, It will be perfect.
>It will be the last piece in our effort to make our hearts and souls into one.
>she cried and we kissed.
>after that we agreed that she will still meet me, but not in the schools gate
>at that time I had a new mission: find the fucker who started the rumor.
>it took me a few days, to find out
>I had help, not so good at speaking guy helped me.
>he asked about the things, and most of my classmates directed him to the same guy.
>lets call him kike.
>you guys could figure it why I gave him that name
>so I learned that it was kike, who spread rumors about me.
>he was the only jew in the class, and he started to hate me after some joke I made.
>the joke if you guys want to know it was this:
>What is the difference between santa and a jew? Santa goes down the chimney.
>somehow that joke was a shoah to him.
>so I had to somehow destroy a jew
>It took me a lot of time to think about a good final solution
>but I did it...I only needed one tiny bit of help.
>catguy....
>told sis what happened
>she was angry as fuck
>meanwhile, started to become friends with catguy...
>since he was an autistic faggot it wasn't that hard.
>he loved to play the piano, asked him to listen a few songs.
>done. after 3 weeks he starts to trust me
>good
>tell him about that he should show the others his works. he agrees
>he shows one of his masterpiece "music of the lions"
>it is shit, like a monkey could do better.
>turns out full red, starts to cry like a bitch leaves the classroom.
>only comes back an hour later
>lunch break
>I go to him and tell him, that it was a really nice song
>he doesn't believe me, I say...and this is where me plan starts to work
>you know, I heard after you left the classroom, that kike was really happy, and congratulated to a lot off people.
>I looked into his eyes, trying to look simpatic as possible
>I don't want to tell you this, but I think kike was the one, behind this incident
>catguy is furious, start making lion roars and other animal noises.
>It worked.
>So catguy is in full rage
>heads right into classroom.
>wants to go to kike, but teacher just arrived.
>he sits right next to kike
>OHGODTHISISGONNABEGOOD
>some guys are playing with water pretending to spit on eachother.
>one gets somehow catguy
>autism rage.
>he stands all, grabbs about 4 books and starts hitting kikes head with them.
>teacher and class confused as fuck
>catguy gets off from chair and tries to lift it
>he fails miserabbly
>teacher arrived, catguy punched her, then tried to attack kike again, kike was crying out of fear.
>teacher finally was able to grab autismo, and ordered some other students to go to the principals office.
>catguy scream, that he dindunuffin
>we never seen him again, later it revealed that he had something wrong with his brain (No shit) and that kike triggered him
>privatly told our headteacher about kike spreading rumors about me and my sister.
>kike had to go to another school later
>nobody knew that I did all off this.
>after that school was good
>made a lot of friends, some of them even were in my apartment, they even liked sis
>and mostly sis liked them too
>It was sis' 14th birthday
>we were at home, since dad didn't have any money and sis didn't have any friends
>we gave her presents, dad bought her a mobile, a walkman type
>from me she got a nice watch
>when I gave it to her, we hugged and I whispered into her ears.
>the bigger present will be in the bed at night
>she was all red
>so this will be the day.
>I have already did everything for it
>had a few condoms, with me, just in case.
>night time arrived.
>sis was on the bed, she had her panties and one of my t-shirts on
>so she was there lying on the bed, her panties were baby blue
>somehow that made me even hornier
>I climbed onto the bed, over her, I was just a few centimetres above her.
>at first I kissed her forehead, than her nose, her mouth, her neck
>After that I went straight down, kissing her toes, licking her leg all the way up
>licking her panties while they were still on her.
>my heart beat so fast it started to hurt
>I didn't care, because this was the moment what I was waiting for.
>she was starting to get wet, so while I licked her panties, my hands were playing with her boobs.
>she pulled off her shirt, her titties were magnificent.
>My heart started to hurt.
>still didn't gave a fuck
>with her hand she gestured me for a kiss, I did it
>we kissed, my left hand was playing with her down there, while our tongues were playing.
>she grabbed my dick and started to jerk it.
>my heart was hurting like hell...I needed to stop...
>it has been more than a year since my operation, I thought my heart got strong enought for this.
>I was wrong...
>sis noticed it, and she started to panic, I had to lie down, catching my braeth.
>doing some heart massage that they taught me, back then
>her eyes were full of tears, one minute ago she was in heaven now she was in hell
>it tooked about 15 minutes for my heart to become normal again.
>after that sis hugged me, "I am sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry"
>I had to make myself fit again.
>after a long time, this was the first night when sis had a nightmare again.
>she cried out my name during her dream
>it was heartwrecking to see her like that
>what a fool I was, to think my heart is strong enough to handle this...
>I grabbed sis and hold her close during the night
>I didn't sleep that night
>next morning sis was up early
>I noticed that I have morning wood
>sis noticed it too
>she looks at me dead in the eye, she is concerned since last night
>"anon, do you think it is safe for us to do just that, after what happened?" She asked
>I think it is safe for us.
>She smiled. I pull my pants down. My dick was hard.
>she kissed the head of my dick, then her tongue came out, and started to lick it from the bottom to the head, all the way around
>After a while it was all in her mouth, her saliva was so hot, it made everything feel 100 times better.
>I put my hand on her head, the other was resting on her ass.
>somehow this BJ was different than the previous ones she gave me.
>I cummed into her mouth she almost choked on it.
>after she swallowed my load, she smiled and hugged me.
>"You need to get that heart stronger, anon!" She said in a serious tone.
>after that she pulled down her panties and showed me everything I needed to see
>"do it for the prize, anon!"
>as I mentioned earlier sis used to swim.
>I figured it is a good way to improve my heart, plus we could swim together
>after school meeting with sis, we took a walk to the nearest park, where I told her my plan
>she seemed really happy about it.
>so we started to plan
>swimming with sis is one thing
>seeing her in just some swimmsuit is another thing
>boner needs to be in place
>everytime, before going into the pool, I had to jerk off
>obviously thinking about sis durng that time.
>I liked swimming before the operation, so it was nothing new to me
>still it was strange, somehow,
>The water was so cold that jerking before going there was just a waste of time.
>but still did it everytime, because of sis
>before the operation I could make 4 turns before starting to get tired.
>now I couldn't even finish a half.
>sis arrived a bit later to the pool.
>looking at her
>at her beautifull inoncent body, gave me strength to do it.
>On the first day I did 3 turns, my heart was beating heavily, but I needed to get it stronger.
>after that we went to swim 3 times a week.
>it was 2008
>sis needed to find a new school
>she wanted to go to the same high school as me.
>but it wasn't for her.
>we had a few arguments about it, but she finally realized that I was right
>she chose a 5 year old gymnasium
>she still didn't have any idea about her future
>only that she wanted it to be with me
>swimming became easier for me
>my heart was definetly getting stronger day by day
>everytime in the water, the prize was on my mind
>spring has arrived, we were together for more than a year know
>we had a healthy relationship, still no sex, just some oral
>I saw that she wanted more, but at the same time I knew she was concerned about me.
>back in my school, some of my friends were asking me if I liked some of the grills in class.
>I said noo, they are all just bitches, who want nothing but dicks
>my friends were like, "yeah dude that is why you should fuck as many of them as you can."
>"what are you a faggot?" they said laughing
>I wasn't OP, so I wasn't a faggot
>a normal person won't do these degenerate acts, like fuck these bitches
>"Did kike say this to you guys?" I asked them.
>"the kikes want us to behave like this wihout any morals."
>I said, while at the same moment I was just days away from fucking my own sister.
>"nah, he said that a few grills are fuckable, but nah he didn't say that to us."
>"then how do you know that this is the way we are supposed to behave?"
>"Maaan everybody does that, what are you really, some kind of monk? I bet you've never even had a girlfriend..."
>I started to get angry.
>"Just so you know, I had a girlfriend, but she wasn't what I needed in life.
>Mostly the media wants us to believe that it is normal to act like animals, and just fuck everything with two legs."
>my friends looked at me in silence
>BTW this was taking place in the school during a break
>so I continued.
>"The kikes are behind the media, they want us to be as low as the niggers.
>I was full Hitler in my speech by then."
>my headteacher, who was a history teacher too arrived, and heard a few things that I said
>since I was his favourite he didn't do anything
>plus this is eastern europe, we ain't cucks like the western nations.
>history class we are learning about greeks, athens and all that shit
>my mind was on, about what I just said previously.
>I need to save sis from the kike brainwashing.
>after class teacher keeps me inside the room
>OHGOD
>He sat in his chair looking at me, thinking what to say
>I already had an idea
>"So am I in trouble for speaking my mind?" I asked him
>"no, but you have to know that this is hate speech, and you need to keep it quite.
>but it is against my freedom of speach.
>he started to look uncomfortable
>"listen here anon! if you don't keep your extremist views quiet then I can't protect you from other teachers"
>he was right, I had a kike commie teacher, she hated me, and became a total bitch after kike had left the school
>"and anon, for the holocaust memorial day, you have to make a presentation."
>WTF?
>"yes sir..." I replied
>"And nothing antisemitic in them!"
>well fuck
>meeting with sis after school, she was waiting for me, with the usual big smile on her face.
>she noticed something was wrong
>"anon, did they bully you again?" she asked with concern in her eyes
>"no nothing like that, it is something else."
>I looked around to see if anybody who knows me is around
>after that I kissed her, like always
>it was deeper than usual.
>"anon whats wrong?"
>"nothing sis...I am just worried about you."
>"what do you mean?" She was confused
>"this world is a dangerous place for someone as innocent and pure as you"
>"But anon, what we usually do in the mornings and at night and everytime we go to the bathroom, isn't innocent..."
>well I guess you are right, but that's not what I meant.
>"you know, there are people out there, who look like us, but they want to harm us."
>"I see..."
>so at home
>start to tell sis what had happened in school, and that I need to do a presentation
>she says she will help
>I say no, because I don't want her to see some of the pictures.
>downloaded some, already done ppt about the holocaust.
>rewrote something to look like I did it.
>be done with it in about 20 minutes
> after that save it put it on pen drive, go to youtube.
>sis sits on my lap.
>her hair smelled like fresh flovers
>boner started to get bigger, but this time it was a serious matter to talk about
>I told her everything, I fully red pilled her, about the kikes and all that they are doing it
>after that I hugged her
>"so you see sis, this is why I want to protect you from this world."
(Editor's note - I feel like a fuckin nazi just editing this, I worry how Heartie feels actually living and writing it. Gonna make his sister into the goddamn Hitler Youth.)
>summer 2008
>dad's alchohol problems start to get even worse
>I stopped renting my flat out, since that was the only safe place for us to stay.
>during these few months sis has started to get a bit of a nazi attitude.
>not the skinhead chick one but the normal one, who wants to be better than the rest of the society, and later help in building it back.
>our bond has become deeper than ever.
>sis started to dress diferently,
>black jeans, white shirt, made her hair in two ponytails
>used heavy black makeup around her blue eyes
>dyed her hair to almost white blonde
>she was almost like a goddess to me
>on my 17th birthday, she showed me her complete outfit. This was the time when she bought her first pair of boots.
>It was a sunny thursday
>sis woke me up at about 8 o'clock, with a surprise blowjob.
>FEELSGOODMAN
>after, we stayed in bed together in each others arms.
>"you know sis and I know it too, that you want it to go to the next level"
>she looked at me, her face was like she just realized that I was reading her mind
>"anon, you know I love you more than ever, I don't want to take risks with your health. You are more important to me than just sex."
>she then kissed me, and looked straight into my eyes.
>"I will wait, I don't want anybody else to even lay a finger on me, definitely not there. Entry allowed only for you!"
>thank you sis.
>"so, do you want to see your present?" she was excited.
>"I have already seen it."
>she was confused
>"it is here next to me." I said.
>she smiled and kissed me, after that she got up and went to the cupboard.
>she handed me a box, it wasn't that big.
>I opened it. It was a watch, a really nice watch.
>I looked at it than her.
>without waiting for a response, she quickly went to the bathroom to show her other suprise.
>OHGODMAYBE SOME NEW SEXY PANTIES
>After about 15 minutes, she opened the door, and there she was in her full outfit.
>that outfit was insta boner for me, even after the morning BJ
>but there was no time for fun
>father opened our rooms door and gave me my present
>he offered to pay for my driving license, and after that i could use the car
>plus he ordered a cake, so me and sis went to get it.
>seeing sis like this made me really proud and happy.
>some gypsies were eying us, but nothing else
>"you know sis, some leather pants would look great on you."
>"really, anon?"
>"yeah, it would make your perfect ass even more desirable."
>she was silent while thinking
>"maybe.. but others would see it as well, and I don't want that."
>she grabbed her ass
>"only you are allowed to see this"
>we arrived at the shop and got the cake, it was a nice chocolate cake, nothing special.
>after we arrived at home father opened some wine. He got wasted quickly, so sis and I went back to our room.
>when she closed the door she said
>"wait here anon, have a seat, I didn't show you your birthday show"
>I sat on the bed
>sis stands in front of me
>she starts the mini hi-fi I had back then
>some good martial industrial music
>she starts to unbutton her shirt one by one
>dick is hard
>she takes her shirt off
>nice solid white bra
>in a moment, bra is on the floor
>now for the jeans
>she gestures with her hand for me to come there
>I stand up and go to her, she wraps her arms around my neck
>"Happy birthday anon! I love you"
>put hands into her pants at first
>than into her panties
>she is already so warm
>starting to make out
>fingers playing with her during this.
>she is starting to get really wet
>pulls pants down
>panties soaking by now
>"anon, are you sure your heart is strong enough by now?"
>I don't know sis...but if we do it slowly that might be a better way."
>so I got onto the bed. sis was on top of me
>she grabbed my dick and gently started to put it into her
>OHSHITCONDOM
>sis we don't have a condom
>"don't worry, I will buy some after pills in the morning"
>well okay....
>she was sooo tight, my heart was pounding, but didn't hurt like last time
>swimming really was good for my heart
>once inside her, it was like heaven on earth.
>she was so wet and hot
>she slowly started to ride it
>nice and slowly
>my heart was pumping like hell, still only a minimum pain.
>she moaned out of pleasure
>man she was so tight...
>It only took me about 5 minutes until I came inside her
>best birthday present ever