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Message-ID: <204315Z08111995@anon.penet.fi>
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
From: an61412@anon.penet.fi
Reply-To: an61412@anon.penet.fi
Date: Wed,  8 Nov 1995 20:33:24 UTC
Subject: Youth Counselor...


This is a true story about a loving relationship between me at a
young age and a girl of 12. I tell this story now only because 
the statute of limitations has run out on anything about this
incident that might have been considered illegal.  

Sorry, my previous attempt got cut off due to the anonymous
server cutting off everything after dashes... I forgot.





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		The Church Youth Counselor


When I was 19 years old I was a volunteer assistant to the youth 
director at my Baptist church.  I had grown up in a religeous
environment and, while I didn't buy much of the stuff being taught
by the guilt peddlers, I did find the environment of the church to
be a gentle caring place. I liked working with the kids who ranged
in age from 11 to 17.  I worked more with the 11-14 age group since
I wasn't that far in age from the older group.  We did a lot of 
activities together and I found myself becoming very fond of all of
them.

There was one girl in particular with whom I made a connection at
a deep level. She came from a broken home, her parents having divorced
when she was nine. Tammy was 12 at the time and was just beginning 
to experience puberty.  Her mother worked long hours on the afternoon
shift at a local factory so she was basically in a position of raising
herself and her ten year old brother.  In hindsight it seems only 
natural that she would bond with me, the strongest male influence in
her life at the time.

I used to take the kids on various outings in the church van, sometimes
bowling, sometimes roller skating and what not.  Tammy lived the 
farthest from the church so I would typically swing by to pick her up
first and drop her off last. It was about a 20 minute drive out to
the rural area where she lived so we spent a fair amount of time alone
together just talking about things that were on her mind. I would
counsel her and try to help her get through some of the difficulties
of being a young girl in a trying situation. When Tammy turned 12
she began to be quite curious about sexual matters as most young 
people do when they are approaching the early stages of puberty.
Tammy usually brought the subject up though she was usually rather
embarassed at first.  But she had come to like me quite a lot and
she knew that I would always be straight with her which she appreciated
and respected a lot. On one evening in particular, she was rather
anxious and somewhat agitated so I decided to pull into a small park
not too far from where she lived so we could talk a bit at length.
"Rick, I'm just so confused about the whole issue of sex" she said.
I asked her what she meant and she went on to relate her confusion
over what the church taught about sex and about her own feelings she
was beginning to have.  I nodded and told her I understood just how
powerful the sexual urges were at the point in life where she was
at. 

"Rick, I'm really afraid that I will die before I ever have a 
chance to experience what sex is like... I don't want to be sinful
but at the same time I can't stand the thought that I would miss out
on something that seems so wonderful".  We continued to talk about
her concerns.  I guess I have to admit I was a bit dense in the 
whole matter.  I did not recognize until quite late in our conversation
what it was the Tammy was trying to say to me. Eventually she said
to me "Do you think it would be wrong for you to show me just once
what it is all about?"  I looked at her in disbelief.  She sensed my
discomfort and quickly looked away... "I'm sorry, that was not fair
of me to say that. I'm tempting you and I don't want that... it's just..."
She started to cry softly.  I pulled her close and put my arms 
around her and tried to comfort her.  "You have a lot of living to
do, sweetheart, you don't have to do it all when you are only 12".
I thought about having called her sweetheart and wondered what I
meant by that.  We held each other close and the closeness caused
something familiar to stir within me.  

Now, I had sometimes found our conversations on sexual matters to be 
arousing in the past but I had always been able to hid my physical 
arousal and to understand that it was a natural thing that didn't 
ever need to be acted upon.  This time, though, holding her close,
something was different.  I began to wonder what would be so bad
about teaching my young friend whom I loved dearly what life was
all about in terms of sex.  I looked into her eyes and said "Are
you quite sure you want this?".  She looked at me, somewhat astonished,
and nodded slowly as a tear dripped down her cheek.  I turned her
so I could craddle her in my left arm as she lay across my lap and
I kissed her softly on the lips.  

I gently craddled her with my left arm and gently caressed her 
butt with my right hand, rocking her gently in my arms as we
kissed.  She moaned softly into my mouth as I felt her hips beginning
to gently rise and lower unconciously.  I continued to kiss Tammy
softly as I slid my hand underneath her plaid skirt and up to her
butt once again.  Tammy was wearing only soft cotton panties under
her skirt and as I gently squeezed her butt, I slipped my hand
underneath the material and let my hand glide over the soft skin
of her bottom.  She gasped.  "I've never felt this way before" she
whispered to me.  "I know, sweetheart.  It is a powerful and wonderful
feeling, isn't it?"  She nodded and kissed me again.  Gently I worked
my hand around the outside of her thigh, across her mound, and to 
the inner thigh of her other leg.  She spread her legs to give me
access and I gently stroked her thigh.  Gently, I slid my hand up
until it was brushing the material that covered her pussy lips. My
touch was electric as she arched her back and pressed her pelvis
higher against my touch.  I slid my hand upward to the waist band
of her panties and down inside the front.  As my fingers found her
genital cleft, passing softly over her clitoris and downward, she
moaned loudly with a gasp.  I worked my fingers softly along the
crease of her pussy, finding it suprisingly wet for such a young
girl. There was no hair on her mound but her pussy lips felt large
and swollen beneath my touch.  As I pressed against her opening I
felt resistance and realized that her hymen was still fully
intact.  "Sweetheart, I don't want to compromise your virginity,
I just want to show you how wonderful your body can feel".  She
nodded and I slid my finger up and began massaging her clitoris.
Quickly, her hips took up the rythm of my touch as my finger 
slit along her wet slit over her clitoris.  Her breath was coming
in short gasps, her eyes were closed, and her hips were grinding
heavily to my touch.  I looked into her angelic face as I saw the
tension in her mouth, eyes, and facial muscles.  She began to moan
loudly as I felt her whole body begin to shiver and shake.  It was
as if her body was racked in pain but I knew she was in ecstasy.
As the last contractions released her, she collapsed into my arms
and began to sob softly.

"Have you never felt that feeling before?"  She shook her head.  
"I know we talked about it a few weeks ago, I never really had the
nerve to try masturbation" she said.  "Is it like that?"  "Well," I
replied, "It isn't quite as nice as when someone else does it but 
yes, it is a lot like that".  She smiled and hugged me tightly.
I held her a bit longer and then we decided she had better get
on home.

Over the following months Tammy let her curiosity drive our sessions
together.  She had heard about such things as oral sex so on some 
occassions I pleasured her pussy with my tongue and mouth (which she
absolutely loved even more than our first session) and I showed her
how to suck my cock.  It wasn't until our fourth or fifth session
that I let her play with my cock.  I was content just to give my
young friend all the pleasure she could handle.  The first time
she tried to suck my cock, she was given to a fit of giggles which
I caught and we collapsed together in a fit of laughter. Before long,
though, she was very much into the spirit of giving me head. I 
described for her what would happen when I had an orgasm like hers.
I told her that some girls liked to take their partner's semen into
their mouths and others prefered to take his cock out of their mouth
and watch him shoot his come.  I was careful to tell her when I was
about to come and to let her decide what she wanted to do.  

"Okay baby, I'm about to come now... I'm gonna shoot my come... oh..
ohhhh, here it comes....".  I was pleasantly surprises when she
kept jacking my cock with the head deeply inside her mouth as I began
to shoot stream after stream of my semen into her mouth.  She swallowed
each stream as it came without hesitation.  Afterward, she told me how
much she loved it.

In time we tried just about everthing there is except vaginal or anal
penetration.  She loved having my finger in her ass as she came and she
even asked me about anal intercourse but I explained to her that she
was still pretty young (and much too small) for that.  Over time I 
watched as Tammy developed through puberty, her breasts developing,
first a sparse and then a denser growth of hair on her pussy and
mound, more rounding of her hips.  I watched as she grew into quite
a young woman.  

Just after her 13th birthday, Tammy's mother was married and moved 
about 80 miles away to where her new husband worked.  We only saw
each other a couple of times after that.  She left an indelible mark
on my life, though, and I am certain that I left an equally
indelible mark on hers.  I often wonder what kind of young woman
she turned out to be and I have to admit that there have been many
many times over the years when I have missed her.  If she happens to
read this I'm sure she will recognize herself.  Tammy, I wish you
well Love.  You will always have a special place in my heart. 
May life treat you kindly always... I love you...

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