http://www.mrdouble.com Pain 3/6 (Fem Dom, Forced Trans) I could see movement in my room as I woke up, and Nancy, my office manager and adninistrative assistant was standing at my bedside holding my hand. Nancy is a tall, slender oriental with long black hair. Her eyes appeared moist, like she had been crying. When she saw I was awake she called to Lynn, one of my nurses, who immediately started taking my vital signs. I was still restrained to the bed, and my midsection was covered by a folded sheet. Lynn removed the sheet, and I could see that while I was asleep after surgery, the silk half slip was put on me so that I would not break out again. I could feel her press on my legs, which was a further improvement since I had previously lost all feeling in my legs. Nancy seemed extremely agitated, so I said "whats the matter?" "Well," she replied, "after the first test, the doctors came out and said that your testicles couldn't be saved from the electrical burns, and had to be removed surgically right away so that you could continue to recover. It wasn't a decision that I wanted to make without you, but they said it couldn't wait, so I told them to go ahead." I had given Nancy power of attorney befor the tests began, at the doctors request, so she did have the authority to make the decision. I couldn't see down there, and Lynn was reluctant to allow me to touch down there, as I couldn't believe that they has cut off my balls. After much talking and complaining, Lynn finally loosened my restraint on one wrist. She kept a grip on the strap just to be sure, and carefully guided my hand to where my testicles had been. sure enough, all that was there was some bandages, no sign of my testicles at all. My dick was shriveled up, and the tube I had earlier been told was called a foley was still in place. Lynn returned the restraint strap to its old position on the side of the bed, and she and Nancy held my hands as my eyes teared at the thought of the loss of my manhood. Lynn had to get up to add some new medication to my IV, and while she was moving around Nancy asked if I was angry with her. I told her it was not her fault, that if the Doctors both said it was necessary then it was the only possible decision. Nancy leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, and then the mouth, her hair dragging on my bare hairless chest. It tickled, she smelled so good, but, again, nothing happened, only my mind got excited. "I'd better get home, it has been a long day for all of us" Nancy said. "Thanks for being here when I needed you, I really appreciate it" I said to her. She smiled for the first time today, saying "I'll always be here for you when you need me, no matter what the circumstances." Then she walked out the doorway, leaving Lynn and I alone in the room. Lynn took my vital signs, then cleaned up my body, her hands lingering as usual. She pulled up the slip that was being used to cover my groin and the feeling on my legs as she moved it was amazing. My legs tingled, and I thought about how good it was to have the sensations returning to my legs. I napped briefly while she finished, and then Pat, the Midnight shift nurse, came in. The lights were still on, and I could see the damage I has unintentionally done to her face. "Be easy on him tonight, he has had a rough day" Lynn told Pat. Pat got the report from Lynn, which took about 10 minutes to update her on the day's happenings. When they were finshed Lynn came over and squeezed my hand. "Try to get some sleep" she said, then she left to go home. Pat came over to the bed and checked my vital signs, then listened to my lungs with her stethoscope. As she straightened, I was able to grasp her hand in mine for a brief moment before she pulled away. "I'm so sorry I hurt you" I said to her. She looked me in the eye for the first time, but didn't say anything at first, then in a voice that could only be discribed as a loud whisper, said "I know that it was not intentional, but, the damage you have done to me will take a long time to heal." It seemed a little odd that I was trying to comfort her, but she didn't seem to care about my condition. I resolved to talk to someone in the morning about getting her replaced. I slept most of the night, dreaming about Nancy and how great it would be to wake up with her next to me. Even the normal disturbances of the nurses checking and the noise from the central room of the ICU didn't disturb me. When I woke the next morning, the room was crowded with people. Valarie was on the edge of the bed talking to me to try to wake me up. "Jim, can you hear me? I want you to talk to me." I opened my eyes and asked what was going on. "Your heart monitor showed some irregularities, It may have even stopped breifly." A doctor I hadn't seen before said "Cancel the Code Blue, the patient is consious." He was on his way out the door soon thereafter, followed by most of the crowd. Valarie, a girl with a tray of tubes, and another girl with a small machine on wheels were still there. The machine was hooked to leads on my chest. "They need to draw blood, and are taking a 12 lead cardiogram" Valarie said in explanation. After a few minutes, we were again alone in the small room. Valarie sat on her usual spot on the side of my bed, and asked how I felt. As she talked, I could feel her hand moving on my leg. It felt great, and I commented on the increase in feeling I was getting back. "Do you think I can try walking soon?" I inquired. "If your blood work comes back ok, I'll ask the doctor if it alright for you to dangle your legs over the side of the bed, but it will probably be a few days before you start walking" she said. Valarie was wearing a white nylon uniform dress, and looked sexy as usual. A lacy top could be seen under the dress, and her reddish blonde hair was pulled back into a ponytail. Nancy came in to visit, and she brought in a small piece of luggage. She set it on the table and opened it, to reveal a white silk robe. "This is an underkimono, it is made of pure silk. It should not irritate your skin at all. I had a tough time finding it on such short notice, but I was able to find one in Little Tokyo in a shop that sells kimonos." It was sheer, with some detail work around the edges, but even with this it would look better than the half slip I was currently wearing as my only clothing. "Valarie, I'm uncomfortable with Pat as my night nurse. Who would I talk to about getting her removed from my case?" I asked. We have all been called in by the Hospital, and I suppose if we contacted the administration they would have her removed" Valarie replyed. "However, she needs the work, and with her injury I don't think she will be able to take any other callouts." I thought about it for a few minutes, and after talking to Nancy and Valarie decided to drop the idea of having her removed. I'd done enough damage to her already, and didn't want to hurt her further. "Can the restraints be removed?" Nancy asked Valarie. "I don't know, let me go call the doctor and find out" Valarie replied, then left me with Nancy so she could go use the telephone. Nancy unfolded the silk robe, and draped it like a blanket over my lower extremities. Val came back into the room after a few minutes, and said that the doctor said it was allright to remove the restraints as long as I was awake, but wanted them back on if I went to sleep. When the restraints were removed, it was obvious that I was also allergic to that material, as my wrists and ankles were broken out in a raw rash. Valarie washed then with an antibiotic and put loose bandages on over them. It felt good to be able to move my arms and legs. Nancy came over by me and leaned over the rails and hugged and kissed me, and said that she would be back later in the day. After she left, Valarie removed the robe from my lap, and pulled the slip off of my legs. "The doctor also said that the foley can be removed" she said as she dropped the head of my bed. "This may hurt a bit, but I'll be as careful as I can." I could feel her hands on my cock and legs, pulling the tape securing the tube, then felt a pulling as the tube was taken out. There was a bit of pain, but as I was still being medicated for pain it wasn't too bad. Valarie's hand stayed on my cock after the tube was removed, but there was no reaction from me. It seemed like it had shriveled to a fraction of its previous size. "Let me know when you need the urinal, we need to have your urine tested for blood" she said. As she raised the head of the bed, I looked down at my body. There was still no sign of hair anywhere below my head. I rolled over and laid on my side while Valarie examined my back. She put on a pair of gloves and lubricated a finger and slipped it gently in my ass. She probed around for a few minutes, then said "I think that the healing here is about completed, maybe the Doctor will let you start having solid food soon." She wiped the lubricant off and had me lay flat on the bed again, then replaced the silk robe across my lap. Her hands felt great, and in my mind I felt my cock raise to full extension, but nothing happened in my lap. A little while later Lynn came in, and Valarie said good night and left the room. Lynn checked my vitals, then came over and sat on the edge of the bed. After lowering the head of the bed, she told me she wanted to check to see how much feeling had returned to my legs. She told me to close my eyes, and tell her where I felt her hands. There followed the most pleasant time I have ever spent in a hospital, as her soft hands roamed my hairless skin. After a few minutes Nancy came in, and her hands took over for Lynn. When Lynn was satisfied that all of my sense of feeling had returned, she told Nancy she could stop - I told her she didn't have to, that she could continue forever. Nancy laughed for the first time in days, and came up to the head of the bed and kissed me. We all sat and watched TV for an hour or so, and when dinner came up there were 3 trays, two with food, and one for me with broth and Jello. After dinner I asked Lynn for the urinal, and she insisted on helping me. I thought Nancy would leave, but she stayed in the room. Lynn took the urinal out when I finished, and told Nancy she would be gone for a little while. She closed the blinds and the door on her way out. Nancy was wearing a white silk blouse with puffy sleeves, and a black miniskirt. She climbed up on the bed with me, and began kissing me and feeling my body, I put my arms around her as best I could with the wires and tubes. Her pear shaped tits were pressing against my chest, and she opened her blouse so I could feel them. I pulled her up and took a nipple into my mouth, and she began to moan. I put my arms around her back under the blouse, and she began to pull away. She moved down on the bed and took my limp organ into her mouth. At first nothing happened, but then I could feel it start to rise. I thought It was in my mind, but when I looked down I could tell that something was happening. Nancy sucked and kissed my cock for a little while, then moved back up to kiss my mouth. After a few kisses she got up from the bed and opened the blinds. Lynn came in immediately and asked Nancy if she had any luck. Nancy just smiled at her, so she had her answer. Nancy got herself together, and decided it was time for her to leave, so I got another kiss and hug, and a promise of more to come. Lynn took my vitals again, my blood pressure was up a little, which Lynn thought was funny. She came over and sat on the edge of the bed to watch TV for a while. Her hand went under the silk robe, and played with my legs and dick. It felt so good I fell asleep with her hand there. I woke up in the middle of the night, Pat was on duty. I had a full bladder, and asked Pat for the urinal. She brought it over to the bed, put the urinal in place, and held my cock in the opening, as my hands were again secured to the bed. when I was done, she shook me off and closed the lid on the urinal. She added some medicine to the IV. Whatever she added made me drowsy, but I didn't sleep. Pat moved my restraints all to one side of the bed, and rolled me over on my belly. She closed the blinds, and began probing my anus with a thick object. This didn't feel like something that should happen in a hospital, but whatever she had put in my IV made me unable to complain. I could feel her weight on my legs as the object moved in and out of my ass. After some time I felt her weight increase on my back as her movement stopped, then I drifted off to sleep. When I woke again, I was on my back. My asshole hurt, and my chest felt funny. Valarie was there fussing around the bed, but I didn't say anything, as I didn't want any trouble. When Val saw I was awake she untied my restraints and brought over the urinal. "Can't I go in and use the toilet, it would make life much easier" I told her. "As soon as the Doctor has examined you, I will be moving you to a room on the other end of the hospital. Instead of a direct wire to the monitor, we will hook you up to a transmitter that will send your EKG to a monitor. Then you will be able to get up and move around." "Will you still be taking care of me?" I asked. "Yes," she replied, 'the three of us have been retained by your insurance company to provide continued round the clock coverage. You must be a pretty important customer of theirs." The doctor was in early, and soon after my bed was rolling down the hallway. For the trip Val spread the silk robe out to cover as much of me as possible, but it was so slick it kept sliding off my body, much to the amusement of the nurse helping Val. When we got there, the monitor was removed and the portable transmitter was attached. "Does your chest feel allright? Valarie asked. "It looks like there is some swelling around your nipples." We were interrupted by two of the floor nurses who wandered in and looked over my chart, and talked to Val. They appeared happy to remove the empty bed in my room as they would have two less patients to take care of till I left. I never really answered Valarie's question. Val helped me to sit up with my feet over the edge of the bed. At first I got a little dizzy, but that soon cleared. As soon as I was ready, Val helped me to stand up. She draped the underkimono over my shoulders and tied it as best she could. We went over to the bathroom and she helped me to sit down, making sure the robe was out of the way. When I was done she helped me back to the edge of the bed, promising to take me for a walk later on. Nancy came up after lunch. She had been out looking for silk mens underwear, but had not found any yet. She took a pair of light blue silk panties and matching camisole out of a bag, and said that so far that was the best she could do. I sat on the side of the bed while the two of them slipped the panties and camisole on me, at least they covered me up a little better than the robe by itself. Valarie left the room for a while so Nancy and I could be alone, we sat on the edge of the bed and necked like a couple of kids, playing with each others bodies. Nancy again had no bra on, and had panties with loose leg openings similar to the ones she had brought for me to wear. We groped around for a while until I got tired and needed to lay down again. Nancy got on the edge of the bed with me, and we watched TV for a while and held each other. Valarie came back in and suggested we take a walk down the hall. With Val on one side pushing the IV pole and holding me, and Nancy on the other side, we started down the corridor. One of the first things that I noticed was that there were no male patients to be seen. When I asked Val said that this was the only section of the Hospital with a private room available. I was pretty tired when we got back to my room, and I went to sleep almost as soon as I hit the bed. I woke up to find Lynn there. Valarie had gone off duty, and Nancy went to the office to make sure everything was all right. Lynn helped me to the bathroom to clean me up, and as she was washing me commented on the swelling of my chest. "It almost looks like I'm growing breasts" I said. Lynn didn't reply, just kept on till she was done, then helped me put on the camisole and panties. She ran her hands over the top of the camisole and squeezed lightly. I went to lay down again, and Lynn came over and sat with me, her hand on my leg gently rubbing up and down my hairless skin. As I got ready to sleep, Lynn put on the restraints I was still required to wear when sleeping. I slept all night for the first time. Days went by with the same routine, every day it seemed like my cock was shrinking, and my chest kept growing. By this time I had a small, firm set of breasts. I kept asking why this was happening but no one really had any answers for me. I remained tired and any exercise quickly tired me out. After abouy 10 days like this, Nancy came in carrying a small suitcase. Valarie asked her "did you remember to bring everything?" "Yes," Nancy replied, "I think I've got it all." They had me sit on the side of the bed and remove the camisole and panties. Nancy opened the suitcase on the side of the bed, and kneeled down and began to slide a pair of peach panties up my legs. A matching bra was put on me by Valarie, it fit snugly. I started to protest, but it didn't slow them down, and I didn't have the energy to fight them. Nancy pulled a pair of stockings up my still hairless legs, and then a silk blouse and miniskirt identical to the ones Nancy had on were put into place on my body. I noticed that the diet I had been on had slimmed down my waist, and somehow my hips had grown along with my breasts. When I was dressed a pair of low heels were put on my feet, and Nancy pulled a blonde haired wig out of the case. The hair was long and straight, and as I looked at it I thought that Nancy and I would look like a real pair, dressed identically, one blonde, the other dark haired. Makeup was applied, and I was ready to leave the hospital.