Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/12672939. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Rape/Non-Con, Underage Category: M/M Fandom: Rick_and_Morty Relationship: Rick_Sanchez/Morty_Smith Character: Rick_Sanchez_(Rick_and_Morty), Morty_Smith Additional Tags: Dom_Rick_Sanchez_(Rick_and_Morty), Sub_Morty_Smith, C137cest, rickmorty, BDSM, Praise_Kink, Implied/Referenced_Rape/Non-con, Finger_Sucking, Light Bondage, Incest, Gaslighting, Unhealthy_Relationships, Implied/Referenced Alcohol_Abuse/Alcoholism Stats: Published: 2017-11-09 Words: 2339 ****** yr body is nothing ****** by gothmorty Summary rick is a dirty old man who can't keep his hands to himself or his emotions in control. he should probably stop drinking around this poor kid. Notes See the end of the work for notes That feeling of immediate regret is how it usually starts. A sinking feeling in your stomach, rooted deep down inside of your gut because you know whatever's happening is wrong. It's so, so wrong and you're left there wondering how you even got yourself in that position. The position in question, to be more specific, is usually a Morty, either on his knees or laying on his back, bare skin pressed against the uncomfortably cold pavement of a garage floor while the older man would be barking demands between sips from a flask. In most occasions, Rick would be damn near too drunk to function. Stumbling carelessly with the smaller boy, shaky fingers running up the insides of shirts and lips pressed against throats. Whenever Morty would start to become hesitant, or even dare to push against the older man, Rick would only gently grab at his wrists and start whispering something about how good Morty is being. Rick would run his fingers through Morty's hair, softly stroke his cheek; soft, but yet firm enough to forcibly get him to make eye contact while he hummed coo's of "you're such a... such a good boy, Morty. you're doing such a great job for me, b-baby. My baby boy." It was always enough to make Morty stay, for his muscles and limbs to relax into Rick’s pressing fingers because he absolutely ate that shit up. He loved it, the rare praise he would receive from Rick, but it was always a constant battle. Because Rick was almost always too much and he was a ticking time bomb and Morty spent more time being afraid of the older man than anything else. But despite all of that, there always seemed to be a constant nagging voice at the back of Morty's mind, painfully reminding him that if Rick wasn't there with him, he would be alone. He would have no one, and he didn't want Rick to leave.  The thought alone would sometimes even be enough to send a Morty into submission, literally or figuratively. Would be extra quick to jump to Rick’s call, as if he couldn’t get his limbs to move fast enough. Anxiety would then quickly turn to humiliation at just how badly he needed this, he knewhe was desperate. The thoughts of Rick’s hands sliding up his body as they pleased would invade his mind, coming at him like knives as Rick would just stare at him from his work desk, hands and fingers fidgety as they often were. Toying with a wrench, a spare pen or caressing the curves and edges of his flask as his eyes would burn holes into the smaller boys frame as he pondered, and those moments of quiet consideration always seemed to feel like hours. Rick always knew just exactly how to get under Morty’s skin, because if Rick was good at anything at all, he was good at reading people. He was good at gently coaxing whatever it was that he wanted out of them, but maybe he did have some sort of romantic feelings somewhere for Morty, maybe. It’s not something he’d allow himself to put a lot of thought into, because, Jesus, never. God forbid. All he knew for fact was that he absolutely loved watching Morty’s facial expression as they changed; the way his eyes would twinkle as they would whenever Rick was able to sink him into his sub-space with just a few words of praise or strokes of the hair. How his lips would part, his mouth would go all slack but yet work just as hard as Rick liked it to whenever he would dare stick in a few fingers, or even his cock when teasing became too much. How sometimes, when Rick would purposely pull Morty to the side when he knew he’d gotten little sleep because he loved how easy it was to coax him into submission when he was extra sleepy. That, and how everything that they would do would somehow feel more intimate. He never had to try as hard, and watching Morty exert every last bit of energy he had left into pleasing him, into doing whatever it was that he was asked, was fucking beautiful.  On this particular night, Rick had done just that. He had Morty lay on his mattress, at this point wearing only the binds that he had sloppily tied around his wrists -- keeping his hands secure behind his back -- which Morty was too tired to fight against or object to. The only light source was coming from the street lights outside and the bright red LED lights of the alarm clock on Rick's bedside table, which currently read 2:44 AM.It was dark, but Morty's eyes were adjusted enough to watch as Rick went through the motions of lifting his flask as he took a long pull, then tossing it back down with a sharp 'clunk!' on the wooden floor, and it was loud enough to make Morty wince. The bedroom air was cold, but when Rick pressed his weight back into Morty's body, taking no hesitation in grabbing a handful of his hair, it all quickly began to feel much too hot. Rick opened his mouth to speak and the sharp sting of alcohol on his breath never failed to make Morty’s muscles tense up in response. “Ch-Christ, Morty. You, heh... you look like you’re about to pass out. You gonna pass out on me, Morty?” He tugged at the fistful of hair as he spoke, and Morty gasped. “You not go-gonna let me have a round two, hm?” Morty’s head was spinning at his rhetorical question, already filling up with insecurities, because, yes, Morty was passing out. He was so incredibly exhausted but he still wanted more than anything to please him, even though there was always that part of him that reminded him this was wrong. This shouldn’t be happening, and that he needed to fucking run.His gut ached at the thought and the confusion Rick always made him feel, but before he could open his mouth to say a word, Rick continued. “No matter, though, really. Be-because if I wanted, I-I could just keep going, yeah? After you fall asleep?” Rick paused to smile grimly at his own suggestion, free hand roaming down the length of Morty’s front, grazing briefly over the mess of drying cum just below the boys belly button. He finally began to continue once his fingers found their way to Morty’s cock, gently running up and down the shaft as he spoke, this time quieter than before and all of this was sending shivers up Morty’s spine. “Would you--... You’d like that, right, baby boy? If I fucked you slowly with my fingers until you fell asleep, hmm?” Morty didn’t realize he had been holding his breath until two fingers gently tapped at his lips, cuing for him to open his mouth. As he did, mostly to inhale and take in a deep breath, those fingers shoved their way past teeth just as quickly and Morty whines into them, almost purrs, and Rick can tell by the twinkle in his eyes that he’s already slipping back into sub-space and he has to bite his lip to stop himself from breaking character altogether.  The hand that was still pulling hard at Morty’s hair loosened it’s grip, and instead began to gently stroke. Pushed his locks neatly back in place as he tried to focus on keeping his mind calm and collected while he watched Morty just sink deeper and deeper into sub-space, occasionally letting out soft purrs around the fingers that were sliding in and out. “Y-Yeah, fuck. Get those nice and wet for me, baby. I’m gonna be r-real gentle with you. Grandpa’s gonna take his time with you, Morty. Gonna look after you, while you sleep. You like being looked after, don’t you, baby?”  The more Rick cooed at him, the more weightless Morty’s body had felt, almost as if he was floating. He was beginning to be able to ignore the stabbing ache in his arms and wrists from the binds and a part of him wanted so badly to hide his face in Rick’s shoulder because he knew he was blushing, eyes on the verge of rolling back just from Rick’s words and merciless teasing and it all felt like it was too much. Rick’s fingers slowly began to remove themselves from Morty’s mouth, then, a line of spit connecting from tongue to finger-tip, and Rick hissedat the sight. “Spread those legs for me, Morty. Be a good boy, yeah... just, fuck.. just like that.” Rick adjusted himself on the bed as he spoke, moving from his position that was laying beside the smaller boy on the bed, to propping himself up on his knees between Morty’s thighs as his one hand wrapped itself behind the knee-cap of one leg and pushing it up towards Morty’s chest, while the other hand was making it’s way down to Morty’s still sore hole from the last round. He began by rubbing slow, soft circles around the hole. Not protruding in, just teasing and if Morty wasn’t so painfully exhausted, then maybe he would’ve spoke up, begged for Rick to hurry, or maybe he would’ve tried to move away, but all of those things required effort and more energy than he had left inside of him so all he could do was sit there and take it and it hurt. Even moaning was too much, he couldn’t do it, all the boy could manage was breathy groans that were barely above a whisper, to which Rick would reward the boy for by pressing gentle kisses along the insides of his thighs. Slowly, then, Rick finally, finally inserted one finger all the way to the base with one single thrust. As he pulled back out, he added a second, thrusting them in even slower this time and keeping the pace as Morty whined and rocked his hips against the rhythm of Rick’s fingers the best that he could, and instead of cursing at him for moving, insisting he stay still while gripping tightly onto whatever body part he could reach, Rick just let him. It made Morty wish that he was more awake so he could let himself properly enjoy this, it was rare when Rick was this slow and patient with him. Usually when Rick was drunk, it was different, way different. He was more aggressive, more harsh, sometimes too harsh, and the complete day and night difference in this Rick made him want to cry. However, he knew he’d be out any minute, and he was already beginning to go under due to the soft rhythm of Rick’s fingers, but he wanted to hear his voice just one more time. He needed it. “R-Rick...” His voice came out so quiet, he wondered if he even heard him. Never breaking pace, he leaned forward, planting a kiss on Morty’s cheek before responding. “Hmm? W-What is it, sleepy boy?” Morty had to hide his face at that. Exhaustion combined with how deep he had dug himself into sub-space, he was losing all ability to form a coherent thought, to even think rationally. Right now Rick was all that mattered to him, he was everywhere, and he outright needed him to keep speaking to him as he drifted. "Did... mmpfh-- I... do a good job..”  Rick leaned up to press a kiss to Morty’s forehead, careful, so to not disturb the pace of his fingers, and he could feel his grandson clench around them. He took a second to smile down at the boy before he spoke. “Yes, Morty. You’ve done so well for me, baby. Such a b-brave boy, but you don’t need to think about any of that now. Just relax. I’m here. Go to sleep for me, baby. You can sleep in here with grandpa tonight.”  It happened too fast for Morty’s borderline delirious mind to comprehend, but sometime during his words, Rick’s fingers curled inside of Morty in the exact way he needed them to, sending him directly over the edge. Morty’s eyes were closed, but he could himself releasing, liquid shooting over his chest like a wave before he finally passed out. The last thing he could remember before falling into sleep was Rick’s lips on his thighs, whispering ‘good boy, so proud.’ in between kisses. - 12:50 PM First thing Morty noticed when he woke -- besides the faint taste of cum in his mouth, which he immediately figured was best if he didn’t put too much thought into -- was that his wrists were no longer bound. The pain was mostly subsided by now, but he’d probably have to pass on any incredibly strenuous activities for a couple days. He took a moment to rub at his wrists while he gazed down at Rick, who was still out like a light. Morty had only just woken up, but the guilt was already coming at him in waves. Everything around him smelled so strongly of Rick, and the bruises and aches in his body were because of Rick. Moving slowly as to not rustle the bed too much, starting with legs, then shifting his hips, he eventually made his way into a sitting position. Morty grabbed his clothes before opening the door -- it was a Tuesday and he knew no one else would be in the house now -- he made a mad dash to the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. As he dressed, he made deliberate effort to not look at the mirror. The last person he wanted to look at right now was himself. The boy fought back a hiss as he used his sore shoulders to lift his shirt over his head.  Once he was completely dressed and out of the bathroom, he knew that all he wanted to do was to go back to bed and let himself forget about this for a few hours. End Notes hey! so i'm pretty new at writing fics overall. i've posted a couple to my tumblr already, but this one, is, like, i reeaally wanna go somewhere with this one. my original goal was to just let myself explore and experiment with how i personally view their dynamic but as i kept writing i started imagining different scenarios in my head and i kept getting ideas for them and basically, i wanna see how many chapters i can squeeze outta this. i've never posted to AO3 before, like i'm reaaally new to this whole scene. but i'm so grateful for those of you who have shown interest in my bullshit so far and i definitely wanna keep at it for a little while. fic title is a song by boy harsher and completely unrelated. but it's good, check it out if you want. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2-nBOvcOls Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!