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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Harry_Potter_-_J._K._Rowling
  Relationship:
      Seamus_Finnigan/Ginny_Weasley, Tom_Riddle/Ginny_Weasley, Tom_Riddle/Ginny
      Weasley_|_Voldemort/Ginny_Weasley, Voldemort/Ginny_Weasley, seamus_-
      Relationship
  Character:
      Ginny_Weasley, Tom_Riddle_|_Voldemort, Seamus_Finnigan
  Additional Tags:
      Angst, Sexual_Content, Public_Sex, Sex, Explicit_Sexual_Content, Sexual
      Tension, Implied_Sexual_Content, Resolved_Sexual_Tension
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-06-08 Words: 2371
****** Whole. ******
by argenterie
Summary
     Ginny, struggling with the memory of Tom, finds comfort. And becomes
     Whole.
Ginny curled on the rug, which she had pulled all the way up to the hearth. 
She had first sat down here when the fire was still burning strong, sitting as
close to the flames as she could bear.  She was just trying to thaw out – she
felt deeply frozen, somewhere, on the inside.  She had felt the skin of her
face grow tight from the heat of the white flames, knowing she would peel,
knowing that she would lose that skin, but needing to lose it.

Now, hours had passed unnoticed.  She watched the dying embers, absently wiping
tears from her eyes without realizing it.  Her heart ached.  She felt the heat
from the fading coals, and it felt like nothingness.  She had thought to forget
her past and finally become a normal young woman, and all she found was another
place she did not belong.  A throaty laugh fell from her mouth, red and harsh –
a single, vaguely disguised sob.  Then she was quiet again, watching the
blisters in the coals.

Suddenly in the silence, an impulsive memory crashed into her, not concealing
itself as it pressed into her mind: The skin of Tom’s back, tightening at the
apex of his neck, thin and pale and lightly gleaming.  Ginny’s breath grew
shallow.  In this moment, she saw her coppery hair clenched in his fingers, his
eyes burning into hers.  His entire presence enveloping her, twining around her
and breaking her.  He had always held her tightly, with a desperate tenderness
that still somehow felt cruel.

This invasive memory was a brilliant sun casting its gold-white dream of
passion on mind – wet, luxurious, hot.  Ginny felt the thickly opaque beating
of her heart become rapid at first, then empty and cold.  His fingers had been
like eyes: they saw everything she tried to hide.  The dying firelight caught
her eye, still overwhelmed with the memories.  She abruptly heard Tom’s voice
in her head, telling her that her red-gold hair was like liquor, like cocaine,
slipping down her back.  Telling her how beautiful she was.  And she remembered
believing his every word.

Ginny covered her face with her hand to stop the memories from flooding in. 
She watched the fire, trying to forget everything and bring herself back to
calm.  It was impossible – silent tears welled up and smeared on her cheeks.

In the depth of the darkness behind her, she heard a quiet sound.  She quickly
wiped her face with her robe sleeve and turned her face up.  It was Seamus.  He
was standing at the foot of the stairs up to the dormitory, watching her,
watching the dying embers pulse red and gray.  She blinked at him, not
speaking.  His face was illuminated by the dim light, and his mouth curved
sorrowfully.  As she watched him, he walked the distance to her and sat beside
her on the small, thick rug.  He did not look at her directly, and she saw that
his eyes were fixed on the dying fire.

The silence drew on.

Ginny did not know what to do.  Her thoughts were tangled, desperate – she
wanted to reach out to him, speak to him, but she was so afraid.  So afraid. 
She felt her muscles tense and her throat close in her confusion.  Why had he
come downstairs?  Why was he so quiet?

Finally, Seamus turned away from the fire and looked at her.  She gasped.  His
eyes: so blue, sparks from the embers glistening in them.  His eyebrows
crinkled slightly.  It was as if she could see all the way into his soul, into
the profound grief that resided there.  She had never seen anything like it in
anyone besides herself – even Harry never had this soul-baring look in his
eyes.  Ginny swallowed, and felt the sting of tears gathering behind her eyes
and in her throat.  She still did not speak.

He reached up with one hand, and brushed her hair out of her face.  Then he
spoke, quietly, gently, carefully.  “Ginny.  Please don’t cry anymore.”  He
paused, and his eyes flickered back and forth between hers.  “You have been
hurt… I can see it in your face…”  He put his hand on her arm, and leaned
closer.  “Someone hurt you,” he said, and it was not a question.

Ginny tried to keep her tears back.  Her heart swelled in her chest, a horrible
and yet wonderful weight pushing within her.  Someone knew – Seamus knew.  He
knew her suffering.  He had guessed what she had gone through, exploited by
evil.  Perhaps he even understood what pain she had been taught to accept as
love.  She was broken now, her tears running down her face.  Seamus wrapped his
arms around her and held her tightly, and rocked her back and forth on the
stone floor beside the hearth.  The night was late and no one else in
Gryffindor was awake, and no one heard because there were no sounds.  She was
silent in her pain and in her release.

At last Ginny stopped her tears and pulled slightly away from him.  She
blearily looked up, and to her amazement, she saw love in his eyes.  Coiling
and subtle, his despairing adoration for her was lurking in his gaze.  The
grief she had seen earlier must have been entirely based on concern for her. 
Her sudden astonishment must have shown in her face, because he bit his lip and
looked away before speaking again.

“So now you know,” he said.

She nodded.

He looked into her eyes, and she felt a sort of stirring, somewhere deep inside
her.  She did not know what her heart was telling her. This is Seamus, she
thought.  Seamus, not Tom – he doesn’t even look like him.  Yet Seamus’s hands
were still pressing against her sides, and he was rubbing her lightly with his
fingertips.  She did not know what she wanted.  Her fear had evaporated, she
wanted something, but what was it?  What was it that she wanted?  She wiped the
last of the tears from her face and looked back at the hearth.

She had not yet spoken, but she spoke now, very quietly, as she watched the
glow of the embers.  “I want to love you, but I do not know how…”

Seamus placed his hand on her cheek and pulled her face back around to look at
him.  “Ginny, you have only known pain.  I can’t fix it…  But I can show you
that it doesn’t have to be that way.  I could show you how it could be
better…”  He paused and looked at her closely.

She held her breath.  Then, Seamus leaned in and brushed his lips, very softly,
against hers, and he kept his glorious eyes open as he did.  Ginny gasped
against the tender pressure of his mouth, and her body seemed to awaken from a
long, long sleep.  She pushed her fingers into his thick blond hair and pressed
her lips into his, feeling his mouth open to hers.  His eyes closed, so she
closed her own, and lost herself in the acceptance and passion that churned
between them.  Her breath came fast.  The dim light shone on their embrace in
the night, as they lay intertwined before the cooling hearth.

Ginny pulled back somewhat and quickly reached for the clasp on his robes, her
head spinning wildly.  “Can I, Seamus?” she asked, unhooking the button with
two fingers.  He nodded and pushed the robe back off of his shoulders.  His
eyes gleamed as he reached for her again, pulling her close.  She barely knew
what she was doing, but his kisses on her throat and shoulders were making her
so giddy she couldn’t breathe.

His hands moved lower and lifted the edge of her untucked blouse, sliding
beneath it to skim across her belly.  The touch of his fingertips on Ginny’s
skin caused her to choke for an instant, goosebumps rising all over her body. 
Seamus looked up at her, and while his eyes matched hers, he slid his hand
upward and grasped her breast.  As he did it, his mouth dropped open a little,
as if he couldn’t believe he actually had the courage to do such a thing.  The
wonderful throbbing between Ginny’s legs intensified, and she pushed herself up
against his hand, whispering, “Yes…”

At this point, everything began to happen very quickly, it seemed to Ginny. 
Feeling his hands on her, and the luscious pinch of his fingers on her nipples,
it was all so amazingly strange.  His lips traced down her throat and came to
the opening at the top of her blouse, and he flicked his tongue across her bare
skin there.  She opened her mouth in ecstasy and pressed against him harder. 
Her hands, which had been tangled in that beautiful blond hair of his, moved to
his pants, sliding over the hard warmth there, and undoing the fastenings.  His
breath on her skin was fast now as well.  Suddenly, her blouse was gone, and he
was suckling, moving his fingers over the other nipple.  She lay back and
arched upwards, a dizzy whirlpool overwhelming her senses.  She ran her fingers
across his belly, finally moving down and grasping his cock firmly.  He pressed
against her, and she could feel his gasp: a sharp exhalation against her
breast.  She writhed under him, her body hot and wet.  She had never known
anything like this.  She kept thinking, Seamus?  It’s really Seamus doing this
to me?  His shock of sandy hair fell over her chest, gliding over her breasts
as he moved from one to the other: it was definitely Seamus.  The feelings were
dominating her, and she twitched and shivered in her amazing pleasure.  She
took his hand and moved it for him, placing it between her thighs.  At the
touch of his gentle fingers, her eyes closed – she shook and arched upwards
against him again and again.  She pulled him down to kiss him deeply,
blindingly, and he slid two fingers deep inside her, moving them rhythmically
while caressing her clitoris with his thumb.  She whimpered softly into his
mouth.

“Ginny…” She opened her eyes to look at him as he pulled away.  He looked as if
he was nearly overwhelmed by the whole experience.  “What do you want?” he
asked in a whisper.

“I want you, Seamus,” she said quietly, somewhat out of breath.  “I just want
you.”

“Are you sure?” he asked.

She nodded, gazing up at him with her eyes full of passion, her muscles
clenching and releasing.  She needed him.  He would be exactly what she had
been looking for.  Who cared if it was the Gryffindor common room?  It was the
middle of the night, and it would be relatively safe.  She reached for her wand
and whispered a silencing charm, then a charm to make them both dim in case
anyone happened past, before setting it aside.

Seamus carefully unbuttoned her skirt and opened it, then hooked his thumbs
over her underwear and slid them down before removing his own pants.  They both
kneeled naked before the hearth, heat now radiating from them both.  She lay
back and he moved atop her, caressing her sides and hair with his hands.  She
took his cock in her hand and rubbed it back and forth across her entrance,
feeling shivers rush throughout her body, before he spread her legs further. 
They met eyes, watching each other, as he slowly pushed himself into her.  She
had her hands on his hips, pushing away with one hand and pulling him closer
with the other.  She grimaced at the sharp pain, but she wanted him so badly. 
She wanted this love, this true love, which was nothing like what she had
undergone before.  She wanted a love that she could believe in.  She wanted him
to be inside her.

She looked up at him and set her jaw, and pulled him by the hips fully within
her, biting her lip from the pain.  He watched her intently, his eyes wide with
pleasure, and whispered, “Oh God Ginny…”  Then slowly, slowly, he began to
move.  He pushed in and out of her, deliberately, as he brushed her mouth and
neck with little nibbling kisses. Ginny’s pain quickly faded to the incredible
rising of her body’s delight.  It centered there, and moved out in a spiral,
pushing her farther and farther into oblivion.  He moved faster, and she moved
against him, meeting him at each stroke.  She was silent, her ecstasy
overwhelming her too much for her to create words, and the only sounds were
those of their breathing and their bodies moving together. Suddenly, rapidly,
Ginny felt a great opening in her body’s center, as if an angel were spreading
its wings wide, so wide… She pressed her fingers into Seamus’s hair again, and
pulled his face into her throat, gasping.

“Seamus…”

---oh god the god the explosion the shiver movement---

And she overflowed with bliss.  She lost herself in the desperate expansion of
her entire being, feeling her body shake with release. Her eyes opened,
watching Seamus watch her come, and saw that her orgasm would trigger his as
well.  He gazed into her face and breathed one last time before he, too, was
trembling in climax.  She felt the goosebumps break out all over his shoulders
as he came deep inside her, shuddering with the beauty of it.  His muscles
collapsed and he pulled her closer to him, and her orgasm was still happening,
clenching around him as he spent himself inside her, until finally it was over.

After a few moments, Ginny kissed his lips softly, in a way that cannot be
described except as pure, so pure and honest.  She touched his throat with her
fingers, she touched his back, and ran her palms over his skin.  It was brown
and freckled, not pale, and it was still beautiful.

He lay silently on top of her, letting their breathing come back to normal, and
watching her eyes.  Her whole body was still quivering, the shivers still ran
down her back and over her skin.

And she spoke.

“You have made me whole again.”

And he responded.

“I love you, too.”
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 He still
had bandages covering his cheek from where the Kree ship had been blasted open.
Her teal skin was a flushed of color and but her purple eyes held happiness
from finally being free. They had both been in the med bay for a week while the
regained their strength but in the picture they were both smiling. After all
their years of being Kree slaves they were finally free. He remembered that day
well.
.................... Six years earlier.................
Thrashing in the Kree guards hands Yondu was dragged down the hall towards his
cell. He watched as the Kree commander came to stand before his door and looked
to see another beside him holding his mate. Seeing them place a knife to her
throat he stilled and stopped his fighting. He listened as the commander told
him how the fight tomorrow would go. How he would win and if he didn't they
would let the other men have a few rounds with his female. Looking at the small
omega in the man's hands Yondu felt his heart rate rise and quickly nodded.
Seeing the commander smile darkly he was shoved in the cell and turned to see
them push y/n in after before slamming the door shut. Catching her before she
could hit the ground he held her to his chest and slowly moved to sit down on
the thin small bed in corner on the floor. Holding her as she cried he ran his
nose up her cheek and pet her white hair. "Do not cry my mate." he told her in
Kree. He felt as she clung to him and hugged her close to him. "No one will
touch you but me. You are mine, no one else's." he told her in a deep voice. 
Holding onto your male's shoulders you breathed in his scent. Closing your eyes
you tried to calm your breathing. "Whistle for me?" you pleaded and heard him
sigh. Listening as he whistled a soft tune you felt your nerves settle down.
You could tell by the way he held his body he was sore. He had been sparing
today, they always made him spare before a fight. It worried you when he had to
fight the next day when he was already so weak. "Do not die tomorrow Yondu...
Please." you begged in a soft whimper.
Hearing her words he took a deep breath. "I will win. Like always." He told her
in a firm voice. He knew he didn't have a choice. If he lost he knew the
consequences. He knew they wouldn't kill him. He would be forced to watch as
they beat and or rapped his mate. When the Kree had first given her to him he
was fifteen, she thirteen. She had been shoved into his cage when she first
went into heat. He had not even known what was going on when the Kree guard
commanded for him to fuck her. She cried and withered on the floor with the
pain of her heat making the room fill with her scent. When his alpha instincts
kicked in he ripped the slavers gown from her body and taken her on the stone
floor. Ever since that day she had been his. His to care for and love. For the
Kree to use against him however they saw fit. Only once had he lost a fight and
been forced to watch as they beat her unconscious. Left her bloody and bruised.
He had screamed and begged for them to hurt him, for them to leave her alone.
Once they were done they threw him in the cage and tossed her body in like she
was nothing more that a doll. He had sat there all night holding her body and
telling her how sorry he was. Promising to never loose again. But now he was
growing tired. This would be his third fight in a week and he was exhausted.
Closing his eyes he placed a kiss to her head, "I will win." he told her."
Laying down on the thin mattress that night Yondu held her close to his chest
with her on the side closet to the wall. He always kept her to the wall, making
sure no one would get to her without him knowing. When a loud explosion went
off and the whole ship shook he woke with a start. Hearing yelling and gun fire
he shielded his female with his body. When loud foot steps came closer he stood
and blocked y/n from whatever was coming for them. Watching the door get blown
off he snarled at the intruders and showed his teeth. After the smoke had
cleared he saw people standing there. They were dressed in dark blue uniforms
and held weapons. The leader looked into his cell and seemed to realize
something. Holding up his hand the other lowered their guns and the man walked
forward. Pulling y/n behind his back Yondu kept his gaze on the man. 
The man said something he did not understand before reaching out and placing a
device over the metal cuffs on his wrists, shattering them. Looking down at his
free wrists and then back up the man nodded for them to follow him. Yondu held
onto his mate's hand tightly as they were led out of the halls with the few
others. Getting to a cross section another blast came and Yondu acted quickly,
shoving his mate to the side. Letting out a yell he held his cheek and felt
blood covering his hand. His ears were ringing as the other yelled around him,
speaking in a language he didn't know. Feeling hands on him he went to attack
when he saw his female pulling for him to hurry. Running off the ship and onto
another one he and the other slaves were led into separate white rooms with two
beds and medical equipment in each one. Getting ushered to a bed by a man he
felt a tug and looked to see a woman pulling his mate away from him. "NO! NO!"
he yelled out in Kree and pulled for his mate. Hearing the commotion the two
people from earlier cam running over. They talked back and forth with the woman
before the man looked to him. He tried saying something but Yondu couldn't
understand. The man must have sensed this and quickly called over a dark haired
woman. The woman listened to the male before looking to him. 
"It is alright. We are just going to get both of you checked out. You need
stitches on your cheek and we need to look her over. I promise no harm will
come to her. She is your mate correct?" the woman asked.
Nodding Yondu looked at the woman skeptically. 
"This is my mate, Stakar Ogord. My name is Aleta. You are safe." she smiled.
Swallowing Yondu looked at his mate to see her arm bleeding and furrowed his
brows. 
"She will be right there. When the both of you have been checked over you are
more than welcome to be with each other again." Aleta told the Centaurian
male. 
Seeing the woman pointing at the bed beside his own he looked at his omega
before releasing her hand and letting the two women take her to the bed to be
looked over. Seeing the male usher for him to sit on the bed he did and let
them look him over. He kept his eyes on his female while they stitched up his
cheek and other wounds he had gotten that week. Seeing the woman pull the
curtain back he tensed. As if sensing his distress the woman from earlier
walked over and looked down at him. 
"The nurses are going to check her over everywhere else. They only closed the
curtain so no one would see your mate's body." Aleta told him making sure to
choose her words carefully. She knew if she referred to the girl as his then he
would be more relaxed. Seeing the doctor nod at her she smiled back down at the
Centaurian. "You can go over there if you would like." she said.
Standing from the bed Yondu walked over and slid behind the curtain to look at
what was happening with his mate. He watched as two nurses cut away y/n's slave
gown and looked over her body for any wounds. Seeing none but the wound on her
arm they gave her and him a small smile and helped pull a sheet over her before
calling out the name he had heard earlier. After a few seconds the man from
earlier and the woman, Aleta and Stakar walked in. Yondu listened as the woman
translated for her mate. He told them how they were free now and how they would
make sure they were both healed before making plans to either drop them off
somewhere or joining their group, the Ravagers. Nodding the woman looked in a
cabinet and pulled out two sets of dark blue clothing. Handing it to him she
told him that in the next room they would find a shower and cleaning supplies. 
".... someone will bring you food up soon. The both of you should rest for the
next few days but after that you are free to walk around the ship."
"The whole ship?" you questioned. They both seemed shocked by your first words
but smiled non the less.
"Yes my dear the whole ship. Other that the crew's personal rooms there is
nowhere off limits." Aleta told the girl.
"If ya both need anything just let one of the med staff know." Stakar said and
watched as his mate translated.
Once the other left the room they shut the door but didn't lock it. Looking
down it his mate he saw her crying. "What is wrong?" he asked worried if she
was hurt.
"Free?... We are free?" you whimpered, looking up into his red eyes.
Smiling Yondu nodded and pulled her into his arms.
.........................................Present time........................
Looking down at the picture Yondu sighed. Aleta's words were ringing in his
head, "..she will always be your mate." Snapping the locket shut Yondu made his
way towards his room.
***** Chapter 3 *****
................Yondu age fifteen............. you age thirteen................
Seeing the Kree guard walk away chuckling Yondu looked down at the girl under
him. Her face was laid flat on the stone floor with tears silently running down
her cheeks. He could feel her body trembling and swallowed hard. Going to pull
back he felt his manhood pull and heard her whimper. Furrowing his brows he
wrapped a arm under her waist, making her flinch. Lifting her up some he got
them over to the old matress. Laying her down gently he leaned up on his elbow
to look down at her. He had never seen a girl's body before and found it
interseting. Going to run a hand over the small mounds of flesh on her chest
she tensed and curled up. She was afraid on him. Dipping his head he furrowed
his brows. Stroking her cheek he heard her whimper, "I will not hurt you." he
told her. Continuing to give her soft and caring touches he felt as she slowly
relaxed. When purple eyes met his he gave her a soft smile but saw her look
away. "I am sorry." he told her, looking at where they were connected. He knew
he had hurt her, heard her screaming and begging for him to stop. 
"what is you name?" you asked after a few moments.
Hearing her voice he looked up. "Yondu. And yours?"
"Y/n." you answered.
Grinning Yondu wrapped his arm around her and laid his head down on the bed
behind hers. "My y/n."
................................Present.................
Walking into the room Yondu heard vomiting and looked to see the bathroom light
on. Going into the room he saw the omega hunched over the toilet. Her body
shook as she gagged. He could see a light sweat covering her body and her hands
shaking. Frowning he made his way over to her and held her hair back. When she
was done he wet a rag and held it out to her. Watching as she wiped her mouth
she looked up at him with tired eyes. Her skin was flushed and she had dark
rings under her eyes. She looked sick. "What's wrong with ya?" he asked in a
worried voice.
"No..nottt..ing you n...need..d to worry ab..bout..." you said around
chattering teeth. 
Hearing her stutter he became worried, "I's jus' trying ta help ya." 
"Ya want ..t...to help. Go take m..mmee back where you found me..." you
shivered. Pulling your legs up to your chest you tried to warm yourself.
Hearing him walk away you tried to hold back your sobs. 
Leaning the room he went to the med bay and told the medic to come with him.
Watching the man grab the supplies he led him towards his room and into the
bathroom. Seeing y/n laying passed out on the floor and shaking violently he
panicked. "Help er'! What's wrong wit er'?"
Kneeling beside the woman the doctor brushed her silver hair to the side and
looked over her face. Lifting her eyelid he shook his head. "She is seizing. We
need to get her on the bed now captain." he told Yondu.
Lifting her up Yondu carried her over to the bed and laid her on top of the
covers. Watching as the doctor quickly came over and began working. Once her
seizure had stopped he turned her arm over and looked for a place to start an
IV. Yondu felt his heart constrict when he saw the scars that lined her wrist.
After the doctor had gotten a IV started and took a few viles of blood he
turned to him. "What is it?" he asked and saw the man hesitate. "Tell me." he
said in a deep voice making the beta male flinch.
"She is having withdrawals sir. Her body is in detox."
"Withdrawals? From what?" he asked. 
"Drugs... alcohol. I took a sample of her blood and will be able to tell you
what in a little while. Until then she needs rest. There is not much we can do
for her. I have sedated her for now to help with the pain."
Hearing his female had been on drugs he felt guilt overwhelm him. Nodding at
the doctor he watched as he left the room. Once he was alone with her he sat on
the bed beside her body and stroked the side of her face. He looked over her
sunken in cheeks and the dark circles around her eyes. Seeing the scars on her
wrist made his heart break. He had done this. This was his fault. She had done
this to herself because he cast her aside. ten years they had been mates and he
just abandoned her with out giving her a reason. At the time he thought he was
helping her. Leaving her on the planet he broke their bond so that she would
not be exiled with him. So she would not receive her mate's punishment as well.
He had broke the Ravager code but she was innocent. He didn't want to take her
down with him. So he left her. Gave up their bond so she could keep the only
family they had ever had. Aleta had been right and he knew it, y/n would have
stayed by his side no matter what but he didn't want this life for her. Now
seeing her so broken he knew he had not made the right choice. 
..........................................
For the next few days y/n had slept. Yondu watched over her and even bathed
her, making sure she was cared for. The doctor had told him that she had traces
of snowdrop in her system. He had never taken it but he knew what it did. It
was a pain killer. Would make the addict hallucinate and numb to feelings.
Quite literally it made them nothing more than a shell of a person. The
couldn't feel pain or sadness. They were just there. When she began to wake up
he sat on the bed beside her and saw her cry silently. She didn't yell or move
away from him only looked at him like she was looking into his soul. 
"Why couldn't you just let me die?" you asked in a soft whisper. 
Swallowing the knot in his throat he grabbed her hand and was surprised when
she didn't yank it away. "Cuz I luv ya." he told her. When she only closed her
eyes he felt the knot grow. "Ya don't believe me." he said and saw her shake
her head. Hanging his head in defeat he felt a tear roll down his cheek.
"What did I do wrong... to make you hate me?" you whimpered. 
Trying to find his voice Yondu looked down at her and shook his head. "It won't
you darlin'. Ya didn't do anything. I left cuz I didn't want them to kick you
out too. We finally had a family and I wasn't gonna make ya choose between me
or them. I's sorry y/n. I didn't mean fer it ta turn out this way. If I's could
take it all back I would. I luv.."
Shaking your head you stopped him. Neither of you said anything for a moment
until you swallowed, "You said you would never hurt me... but you did. You told
me you would take care of me and love me and I believed you. You were my family
Yondu. Since I was a child you were the only person I ever cared about and i
thought I meant that to you too. I wanted a family with you. Once I knew we
could have a family I knew I wanted one but you took all of that with you when
you left..." 
Getting on his knees beside the bed Yondu let the tears fall freely. "We can
have that now Angel. We's can start again. Ya and me...." Seeing the look of
fear and sadness on her face he felt his lip tremble. "Please baby...please let
me fix this. I's can fix this... just give me a chance..." Laying his head on
her stomach he begged.
"What if you can't?..." you whimpered softly. You knew this would be hard. A
broken bond was not normal and not easily mended. It would be tough and painful
and you didn't know if you could live through that much pain again.
Looking into her purple eyes he stroked the side of her cheek. "I will win." he
told her in the Kree language. 
Hearing the words he told you before every fight you gasped before nodding
shortly and feeling him lay his forehead against yours.
 
***** Chapter 4 *****
.................Yondu age seventeen, You age fifteen...............
Seeing his mate so broken wasn't easy on him. He had lost his fight and for it
they had punished her. The side of her face was swollen and bloody and she was
unconscious. Ringing out the rag he gently wiped over her face. He sniffled as
tears fell from his eyes and onto the ground beside her. Once he had cleaned
her face as much as possible he leaned back against the wall and waited for her
to wake up. He cried silently, blaming himself for what they had done to her.
For hours he did nothing but run his fingers gently through her silver hair and
beg for her to wake up. When the sound of whimpering met his ears he lifted his
head and looked down to see her clinging at the loincloth he wore. Soon her
whimpering turned into cries and then sobs as the pain hit her. "Y/n. Y/n I am
so sorry. I.. I did not mean to lose. I am sorry. This is my fault." he sobbed.
Hearing your mate's voice you moved your shaking hand up his chest and to his
shoulder. "Yon...Yondu..." you said as best you could around your swollen
mouth. Pulling on him you felt him stiffen and cried, "...me...Hold me..." you
begged and felt as he instantly complied. Moving to lay beside you you felt his
arms encircle you and moved as close as you could to him. He held you while you
cried and apologized over and over again into your neck. After a while he sang
you back to sleep.
..................present....................
The road to recovery wasn't easy. Yondu stayed by her side as she cursed and
hit him. Yelled at him to take take her back to the slums where he found her.
One second she was yelling and screaming and the next she was crying and
begging for him to put her out of her misery. Her body shook with shock as the
rest of the drugs were burned from her body. Now she laid on the bed with him
laying on the couch . Every so often she would shiver and pull his furs tighter
around her small frame. Hearing her whimper he rolled over on the couch and
looked over to see her fighting sleep. She had been trying to find sleep for
over four hours now but could never seem to relax enough. Watching as her eyes
shut slowly and opened again he sighed softly. "Ya's gotta sleep sunshine." It
was close to the waking hours now and he knew it wouldn't be much longer till
he would have to go on the deck. Having not been to sleep all night himself he
was exhausted. 
"I can't..." you cried turning over to face away from him. You did not want him
to see you cry, did not want him to feel burdened by you. Burying your face in
the covers you tried to mask the sound of your sniffling. Your body ached and
your head hurt. You were so exhausted you could barely open your eyes but you
just couldn't go to sleep. "Can't you just give me something?" you whimpered.
For the past year pills and booze had been the only thing to make you sleep and
now without it you seemed doomed. 
"NO! Ya ain't gettin' no pills." Yondu said a little more harsh than he
intended. Seeing her body flinch under the covers he furrowed his brows in a
frown. Biting his lower lip he stood from the couch and walked over to the bed.
Placing his pillow beside hers he slowly lifted the covers and moved to lay
behind her. He felt as she stiffened and curled up but quickly gave a purr.
Seeing her shoulders relax a bit he carefully moved to wrap his arm around her
middle and pulled her into his body. He could tell she was nervous and knew he
would need to choose his actions wisely. So laying his head beside hers he
closed his eyes and let out a deep breath as her scent filled his nose.
"Come stop yer cryin'
It'll be alright
Jus' take my hand
An' hold it tight
I's will protect ya
From all around ya
I's will be here
Don't you cry..."
Singing the song he had sung her since they were little he felt as her body
finally went limp in his arms and heard as her breaths deepened. Seeing her
eyes finally closed he smiled softly and kissed her temple, "...I'll be there,
Always."
...............................
Waking the next morning Yondu left y/n in the bed. He knew she needed the sleep
and wasn't about to wake her up. Easing out of the door he walked down the
halls and towards the deck. He had a lot to do today and knew if he was going
to get it all done he had to start early. 
When your eyes finally did open you looked around to see the room empty and
Yondu gone. I made your heart ache to see him gone but you knew he had things
to do as captain. Deciding on a shower you walked into the bathroom and turned
on the water. Stripping down you stepped under the hot water and closed your
eyes. Sighing at how good the water felt you thought back on your first hot
shower.
................... Six years earlier..............
After Stakar and Aleta left Yondu looked over the room and even tried the knob
to find it unlocked. He was overwhelmed by the sense of freedom and unsure of
how to react. Looking at the bed he saw his mate up and walking towards the
'bathroom'. Following after her he looked around the all white room to see a
mirror and furrowed his brows at his reflection. Hearing a noise he flinched
and looked to see water falling from the ceiling in the corner of the room.
Watching his female put her hand under it he saw her smile and look back at
him. Before he could say anything she had stepped under the water. Watching the
water run down her nude body Yondu swallowed hard and stripped himself of his
loincloth. Going under the water with her he gripped her hips and sighed at the
hot water. Turning her around he pressed his lips to hers and pushed her up
against the wall. He felt his member twitch in anticipation and growled into
her mouth. Giving her no time to comply he lifted her up and slipped his cock
into her. Groaning out he kept his eyes closed and felt the water run down
their bodies as he pulled out of her. Making hard thrusts he grunted and
growled. Swallowing her moans he kept up his speed and soon was spilling
himself in her. Relaxing he gently set her on her feet and held her up. Kissing
her cheek and temple lightly he ran his hands over her body. Seeing bottles on
the shelf he grabbed the rag and poured some of the fresh smelling goop into
it. Watching as bubbles began to form he moved to wash her body with the rag.
He took his time cleaning her, caring for her. He washed her body before
starting on her hair. He had always loved her hair and now that it was getting
washed he was sure he was going to love it more. Messaging her scalp with his
fingertips she sighed and he gave a soft smile.  Rinsing her off she returned
the favor and helped clean him. 
You whipped the rag over your alpha's back. Cleaning the blood and dirt from
his blue skin you saw as the scars became clear and furrowed your eyes. Running
your fingers over the large scar from where they had cut off his crest you felt
his breath hitch. Looking you saw his eyes closed and the look of shame on his
face. Furrowing your brows you leaned forward to place a trail kisses over the
scar. Feeling him sigh you hugged him from behind. "Never again." you told him
and felt as he ran his hands up your arm.
"Never again." he repeated. 
 ..........................................present...........................
Coming back to reality you felt that all too familiar pain in your chest. That
hallow hole that was eating you alive. Swallowing the lump in your throat you
looked over to see the knife on the sink and reached over with shaking hands to
get it. Sinking to the floor you pulled up your knees to your chest and looked
over the blade. Feeling the water drip down your face you knew your tears were
now mixing in with it. Why did he have to come back in the picture? Why did he
have to bring back all the pain? Having no alcohol or drugs to numb the pain
you decided on the only thing you had left... more pain. Dragging the blade
across your arm you watched as blue blood rose to the surface and quickly ran
down into the drain. After four more lines were added to the collection of
scars you laid your head back against the wall and closed your eyes, letting
the numbing feeling take over. One question seemed to run through your mind
over and over. How do you fix something when it's been shattered?
A hour later and you were walking slowly down the halls of the ship. Your mind
far away and all feelings gone from you. You wore a pair of Yondu's pants,
rolled up at he waist and one of his tunics. They were both ten clicks too big
for you but it was all you could find. Not really headed anywhere in particular
you carried on walking till you heard a loud chuckle and looked to your left to
see three men all looking at you with hunger clear in their eyes. One had red
skin with scales and the others were blue and pale. Smelling the air you could
tell the one in the front was an alpha. Still numb to from blood loss you
ignored them when they began saying dirty things to you and turned to continue
on your way. Looking back the way you were going you gave a gasp when the alpha
grabbed you cut wrist. Whimpering you tried to pull your arm away but to no
avail. Looking up at him you swallowed hard, "Leave me alone." you said in a
soft voice. 
Laughing the male pulled the omega towards him and into his chest. Sniffing her
neck he growled and smiled to the others, "Bitch is an omega." he said making
them laugh.
"let me go." you said as you pulled on your arm again. 
"Or what baby? Who's gonna stop me from fucking you right ...?" He snered but
was cut short by a sharp whistle.
When the man's grip on your arm loosened you gasped and watched as he fell to
the ground in front of you with a groan of pain. Looking up you saw Yondu
standing at the end of the hall with a hard glare on his face. His eyes and fin
were glowing red, the hallway echoing his deep growl. Standing still you looked
down at the grate floor as he came over to you. Glancing up you saw him stomp
on the male's arm, snapping it. As soon as the male's scream of pain ended
Yondu let out a deep growl. "Ya ever touch my female again an I's will break
every last bone in yer body." he snarled, showing his sharp teeth. 
"Bitch ain't yers. Don't got yer scent on her." the rival alpha said through
clenched teeth. 
Twisting his foot a sickening crunching could be heard. Bending down Yondu
pulled the man up by the back of his neck, arching his body at an awkward
angle. "She is MINE!" he snarled through his tightened jaw. "No one is ta touch
er'. No one is ta look at er'. Ya bes' not even think about er' when ya touch
yer dick at night. That goes fer everyone! WE CLEAR?!" he yelled out when he
saw the gathered crowd that had come to the man's screams. 
"YES CAP!" Everyone yelled.
Watching as Yondu shoved the man back down to the grate floor you flinched when
he stood and lifted you up into his arms. You peeked over his shoulder at the
scene as he took you back to his chambers. Seeing the door shut hard you
flinched and felt as he sat you down on the bed and shoved you back. You were
confused when his body followed yours and hovered over yours. "Yon..AHHH!"
Screaming out as he bit your neck you tried to shove him off. Grabbing your
wrists he held them down by your head as you ached your back. 
Yondu felt as she fought the claim. Holding her down under him he let some of
his body weight lay on her. His heart slammed against his chest as her blood
filled his mouth. Growling he breathed deeply and waited till her body had
fallen slack under his to unlock his jaws and pull back. Licking over the wound
he cleaned the bleeding wound before rolling to lay beside her. She didn't move
but he saw her blinking slowly. Watched as tears fell from her eyes. Swallowing
the left over blood in his mouth he sighed, "I ain't sorry." he said. When she
still said nothing he closed his eyes. "I's gotta know what yer feelin'. Gotta
know if yer in danger like right then. Gotta know if yer slicin' yer fuckin'
wrists in the shower." he growled out, his voice getting angrier at the last
part. 
Sniffling you looked up at the ceiling. "How?" you chocked out. 
"Left the knife there on purpose. Was testin' the water fer blood. Testin'
ya... Seen the blood on yer arm when I's came down the hall. Guessin' the prick
busted them back open when e' grabbed ya." he said feeling an ache in his
chest.
"I'm sorry." you sobbed, feeling your body begin to shake. Before you could do
anything else he had pulled you into his arms. 
Yondu held her to him as she cried. He knew she was hurting, could feel it now.
Claiming her wouldn't fix there bond but it was a start. He knew they still had
a long way to go but at least now he could feel when his female needed him.
Rubbing her back he purred to her. "Shh. Hush now darlin'. It's alright.
Everything's gonna be alright. I got ya."
***** Chapter 5 *****
Sitting in the Captain's chair while Yondu briefed his crew on the next job you
played with the small figurines on the console, he had collected quite a few
over the years, some even gifts from you. Sighing you sat the little creature
back with the rest of them and looked down at your toes peeking out from under
Yondu's overly large pants. He had told you he was going to pick you up some
new clothes when you all landed again, even though you knew him well enough to
know he didn't want to. Yondu was an alpha, you knew he enjoyed seeing you in
his clothes. Enjoyed the claim over you when the other men saw you wearing his
clothes, smelling his scent on you. Hearing him finish up you went to stand
when he lifted you and placed you in his lap. 
Yondu felt as she tensed when he sat her in his lap and moved his hand to pet
her head. He had slowly worked them back into their old routine. Every day she
would sleep as long as she needed before coming and finding him. He made sure
to keep her by his side or in their chambers, never too far away from him. Most
would call him possessive but he wasn't, he was territorial. She was his omega,
had been since they were children. For most of their life he had made sure to
win every fight that came his way, ensuring she stayed his. She was only ever
touched by him and she stayed in his cell where only his eyes could see. He had
explored her body and studied the reaction to every touch he made. So when she
tensed up like this he knew petting her head and giving a small purr would calm
her down. When she relaxed some he felt a small and quick smile pull at his
lips. "Ya eat?' he asked and saw her shake her head. Furrowing his brows he
laid his head back, "Ya hungry?" he asked again and again she shook her head
no. Letting out a sigh he twirled her hair around his finger, "Ya gotta eat
girl." He told her and saw her look down. Pulling her into his chest he moved
to lay her head on his shoulder. When he heard her breathing hitch he grit his
teeth. "When ya gonna trust me again?" He asked somewhat annoyed and somewhat
hurt.
"I don't know." was all you said before getting up off his lap and walking
away. 
Tightening his jaw Yondu watched as she let from the deck, slamming his fist
down on the arm rests and letting out a curse. 
....................................
 Later that night Yondu went to find his female. Going to the room he heard
voices coming from inside and became alert. Quickly going inside he saw Ouill
sitting on the bed talking to y/n and laughing. It first he was angry that the
boy had come into his room without permission but seeing the smile on her face
made him stop. It was a genuine smile, one he had not seen in a long time. "I
see ya have met each other. What is so funny?"  he asked as he took off his
jacket and moved about the room. 
"Peter was telling me about earth and about these creatures called smurfs that
you look like. " Y/n giggled. 
Raising his brows Yondu looked over at the boy and crossed his arms. "Mmmhm.
What are these smurfs like?" he asked and saw Peter's face drop.
"Umm their all different. You're like grouchy." Peter laughed.
Raising his lip into a snarl he growled at the boy. "Don't ya got somewhere ta
be?" he said and saw the boy dip his head and say goodbye to y/n before
leaving. Once they were alone he looked to see y/n looking down at her lap and
playing with the fur blanket. Sighing he made his way over to her and laid on
the bed beside her. When she didn't look at him he moved to intertwine their
fingers. Hers were stiff and awkward against his and he furrowed his brows.
"I'm tryin' darlin'." he said and heard her sigh. 
"I know ya are." you whispered. "S' just hard." you said.
Tilting his head he pulled her to lay down beside him and looked down at her.
"I's need ya ta try too." he said in a low voice. When she nodded her head he
looked to her lips and slowly dipped his head to cover hers with his own. It
took a while but soon she relaxed enough for him to feel her lips loosen.
Covering her body with his own he pulled back before things escalated, not
wanting to push her too much. Laying his forehead against hers he kept his eyes
closed. "Ya go inta heat soon. I's don't want it ta be too much fer ya." he
said and opened his eyes to see her looking down and playing with his shirt.
"Ya know we's gonna have ta mate y/n. Ain't no stoppin' it." 
"I know." you whispered looking up at his red eyes. 
.......................................
Two weeks passed by rather quickly to Yondu. He had bought her a couple new
outfits to wear when she was outside of their bedroom. He wasn't particularity
fond of her having to wear something other than his clothes but after his pants
had fallen down to her ankles in front of the men he knew she needed new
clothes. This between the two of them had gotten a little better. Three days
ago she had moved to sleep cuddled in his arms like she used to. They kissed
regularly again but nothing beyond that. He knew she was getting ready to go
into heat and had landed the ship on Contraxia to keep the men busy for the
time being. Once everyone had left to do what ever he had pulled Kraglin to the
side and put him in charge of the boy. "Ya keep an eye on im'. Don't let im'
get inta trouble."
"Aye cap." Kraglin said. 
Nodding Yondu went to his chambers. Walking in he instantly knew something was
off. The nest was only halfway built and y/n was no where in sight. He could
smell her heat strongly in the room and felt his demeanor change. Frantically
looking around for any clue where his omega could be he found a piece of paper
on his desk. 
I can't do this. Not yet.  Y/n. 
Reading the paper Yondu felt a loud growl leave his throat. Slamming the paper
down he grabbed a blanket from the bed and left the room. He quickly went to
the ships control room and looked over the cameras to find where she had went.
Watching he saw she had left out of the small hatch as soon as they landed.
Getting ready to go after her he stopped when he saw another following after
her not too far behind. Zooming in he saw it was Krik the alpha he had ripped
away from y/n when she fist came back on the ship. Growling he felt his eyes
and fin glow with rage. He knew the other alpha would smell the scent of her
heat and would try to mate her. Grabbing the blanket Yondu ran after them, "If
he touches er' I'll kill im'." he snarled out.
***** Chapter 6 *****
Searching the woods for y/n Yondu tried to follow her scent. When the sound of
a muffled scream met his ears he picked up his pace to a run. Going as fast as
he could he got to the scene to see Y/n laying on the snow covered ground with
the alpha male on top of her. He was holding her down with one hand on the back
of her neck and the other frantically pulling at her clothes. When he went to
bite her Yondu saw red. With a loud roar Yondu dropped the blanket to the
ground and tackled the male from his female. Rolling to the ground he punched
at the male. Pinning him under him Yondu repeatedly hit the man in the face.
"YOU TOUCH MY OMEGA!?" he yelled as he felt the man's bones crack beneath his
fist. To his surprise the male bucked him off of him and began to fight back.
The two rolled and fought in the snow until Yondu went to whistle. Seeing this
the rival alpha opened his mouth and sprayed Yondu in the face with a green
mist. Falling to his knees Yondu tried to catch his breath but it felt like he
was suffocating. Gasping for air Yondu looked over to see the male grab y/n by
the hair as she went to run away. Meeting his eyes the an ripped her shirt away
from her body and bit down on her shoulder. The sound of his female's scream
was enough for Yondu to overcome the toxic mist and charge at the male with a
loud growl. Ripping him away from y/n he saw her fall to the snow and wither in
pain. Not holding back this time Yondu fought to kill. He couldn't whistle but
he didn't need his arrow to finish the male off. With a large snarl he grabbed
Krik's throat and ripped out his windpipe. He stared down as the man cocked on
his own blood and became still in the snow.
With his inner instincs still raging Yondu shot his eyes to the omega not five
feet away from him. Snarling he moved over to grab her when he saw her trying
to get away. He heard her whimper his name as he grabbed her ankle and pulled
her to him. 
"Yondu please..." you begged, hoping to snap him out of the feral trance you
had seen him in so many times before. Dragging you in the snow he was quick to
pull you under him and growl in your neck for you to still. Shaking you felt as
he ripped you pants open, leaving you exposed to the cold night air. 
Yondu saw her shaking either in fear or cold he didn't care. All he knew was
one thing, to claim. That other alpha had bitten you, marked you. Never before
had any other male but himself touched you in such ways and he was furious.
Pushing his hand down to his pants he unlaced them and shoved them down enough
to pull out his hard member. Laying over her he heard her quick breaths. When
he rubbed over her sex he gave a growl and felt as a gush of her slick covered
his fingers. Lining up with her he heard her whimper and try one final time to
push him away but to no avail. Grabbing her hands he held them down above her
head and shoved into her sex. 
You let out a blood chilling scream as he forced his way into you. Feeling him
settle inside of you he gave a deep groan and stilled, letting you adjust.
Letting your head slowly fall back into the snow you felt tears roll down your
temples and gasped out in a deep breath. 
When Yondu felt the fight leave his female he purred and licked the side of her
neck. Once he thought she was ready he pulled almost all the way out before
slamming his hips back down. He could hear the breath getting knocked out of
her with every thrust he made. Keeping a quick and hard pace he kissed and
licked at her skin. He sucked marks into her flesh, turning the skin a dark
purple. Before long he felt the base of his cock growing and heard the whines
and whimpers leaving her. Nipping at her ear he began to growl. Pushing the
large knot into her he felt as it locked behind her pelvic bone and roared out.
Her screams filled his ears as he filled her with his seed and bit down over
the other alpha's bite, riding her body of the bastards mark. He held her tight
under him as she thrashed and tried to get away. He could feel her legs
tightening around his hips as she kicked. Holding her down with his weight he
waited until she fell limp to unlock his jaws and pull back. He didn't have to
look at her to know she had fallen unconscious, he knew her body all to well.
What he wasn't used to was the feeling of guilt after mating with her.
Swallowing the blood in his mouth he closed his eye for only a moment before
wrapping his arms around her and slowly standing. Holding her limp body to his
he moved over to grab the blankets and wrap it around her, shielding her nude
body from the cold. Wincing when he felt the tug on his cock he placed his hand
on her bottom to keep her as close as possible. Glancing at the dead man he
gave one last growl before starting back towards his ship. 
Going straight to his chambers he locked the door behind him and moved to lay
them on the bed. It didn't take her long to stir and begin whimpering. Licking
over the bloody wound on her neck she flinched away and gave a whimper making
him give a small growl, "Stop. This is what ya get fer runnin' away." he said
making her look down and curl up some. When he had got the area to stop
bleeding he laid his head back on the pillows and looked down at her. She just
laid on his chest flinching every so often with old sobs. He could see her
puffy eyes from where she had cried and felt an ache in his chest. Letting out
a sigh he moved to pet her head, watching as her eyes slowly closed. He
couldn't tell her he was sorry because really he wasn't. This was what they
were made to do. It was in his nature to mate his omega but the man in him knew
he had hurt her. "Ya know we's had ta. Ya knew it was gonna happen y/n/n." She
said nothing in return only kept her head laying on his chest.
Like every time before Yondu's knot deflated and he was able to pull from her
and walk around for the few minutes before they would mate again. Looking at
the mirror he saw y/n on the bed making the rest of her nest. She was moving
slowly and wincing, showing him how much pain she was in. Letting out a sigh he
tried to calm the alpha in him. Whipping the blood from his chin he drank a
glass of water. After what had just happened he wanted nothing more than to
take her hard, proving his ownership over her yet again, but he couldn't.
Closing his eyes he began taking off his clothes. He could hear her small
whimpering and knew she was in pain. She needed to mate but he was waiting for
the alpha to calm down. She was afraid of mating again and he knew this but her
omega would take over eventually. Soon she would not be able to stand the need
for his knot and he would obliged. 
Withering on the bed you tried to breath through the wave of your heat. Curling
up in the furs of Yondu's bed you let out small whimpers and whines as the need
became too much. Curling your toes you let out a heavy breath, "Yondu..." you
cried and heard his footsteps coming towards you. When he sat on the bed beside
you you couldn't help but reaching out for him, the omega coming out. Feeling
his clothes off you felt your eyes dilate and crawled into his lap. Kissing and
tasting his skin you mewled and sighed. Feeling his hands on your hips you
trailed kisses to his collar bone and neck. Biting down you heard him grunt as
your teeth broke his skin. 
When she bit him Yondu gave a grunt before growling and flipping them so she
laid on her back under him. When her mouth stayed on him he growled lowly. "Ya
gonna let go?" he asked and hissed when she shook her head. Smacking her leg he
heard her gasp, "Let go girl." he said in a commanding voice and felt as she
slowly released him. Pulling back he looked to see a purple stain on her lips
and teeth. Snarling lightly at her he showed her his sharp teeth. Kissing her
he tentatively swiped his tongue over her bottom lip and felt as she tightened
her lips. Pinching her nipple he heard her gasp out and used the opportunity to
slip his tongue into her mouth. Her cries were soon muffled by his mouth as he
worked her into a trance. Tasting blood on her lips made him growl and the
savage come out in him. Moving one of his hands down her body he spread her
legs and rubbed over her sex with the tip of his fingers. She was already wet
from their last matting and he smirked. Cracking his eyes open he watched her
face when one of his fingers slipped into her tight hole. He saw as her eyes
flickered open before rolling back again and closing. He felt pride fill his
chest at seeing her in the sex induced state he had always kept her in while
she was in heat. HE had found it was easier this way, less stressful for her.
Fucking her with first one finger before adding another he felt her hips
rolling some and smirked. Moving down he licked at her nipples and breasts,
earning himself small moans. Suckling at her nipples he made sure to leave the
small buds raw and hard Biting at her hip bones he heard her gasp and flinch
under him. Looking down at her sex he watched his fingers disappear into her.
Licking his lips he brought his mouth to her dripping sex and licked up her
slit. A high pitch cry let her lips and made him chuckle. Flicking his tongue
over her clit he felt her flinch. Curling his fingers he held her still as he
ate her pussy, Drinking down the taste he had been so long without. Groaning he
held her still under him for a time until she was begging and withering.
"Yon...Yondu...please..." you panted. No longer being able to stand the need.
Yondu was quick to lean up and flip her onto her stomach. Crawled up her body
and lined his member up with her sex. Looking down at her he saw her eyes shut
tight as she waited for him to enter her. He knew she was fighting herself and
so he pushed back the alpha in him as much as possible and laid over her.
Encasing her in his arms he kissed at her shoulders and head. Purring softly he
slowly entered her and heard her a light gasp leave her. He was slow this time,
thrusting his hips into her at a gentle speed. When she relaxed under him he
smiled softly and leaned down to kiss the corner of her mouth. "Good gurl." he
purred. Rolling his hips he took as much care with her as he could. When his
knot began to form this time he nibbled on her neck and jaw to keep her calm.
Whispering in her ear how good she was doing and how perfect she felt around
him. Sliding his hand down he rubbed her clit in small circles and growled
softly in her ear, "Cum fer me angel." Before long she was moaning under him
and milking his cock of cum. With his knot locked into her he groaned and
grunted in her neck as he filled her. When they were both spent he tenderly
rolled to lay on his side with her back against his chest. Knowing this time
she too had enjoyed it made him feel at ease and sigh in contentment. Pulling
the furs over them he kissed her head, "I luv ya y/n. Even if ya don't believe
me, I do. Never stopped." 
Swallowing hard you felt your lip tremble, "And I you." you whispered. Feeling
his arms tighten around you you closed your eyes and drifted off into a
peaceful sleep knowing that maybe soon  you would be bonded with the man you
loved yet again.
***** Chapter 7 *****
Sitting in the bathtub with his female in his lap Yondu ran the sponge over her
back in small circles. Her cheek laid on his shoulder and her breathing was
deep and slow with exhaustion. Three long days of mating had took a toll on her
body and he knew she would be sore for days to come. Many bites and bruises
covered her teal skin , showing his claim over her. Her blood was a strong
taste in his mouth as was the smell of his seed on her. Lifting her arms he
cleaned them off before turning her so her back was to his chest. Gently
running the sponge over her raw nipples he heard her gasp slightly and moved to
clean her belly. After her legs he pushed his knees between her legs and spread
them open for him. To his happiness she didn't fight him and laid completely
still as he moved to clean her sex. When she whined and flinched he quickly let
go of the sponge and opted to clean her sore lips with his fingers. Rubbing
gently he felt as she relaxed again and kissed the side of her jaw, "Good
gurl." he praised her. Lastly he washed her silver hair, cleaning it of the
dried cum. Once he was satisfied he held her to him and stood from the water
that had turned cool. Stepping out he moved to wrap her in a towel and carry
her to the bed. Laying her in their nest that now had fresh sheets he dried her
and grabbed the bottle of oil from the side table. Biting down on the cork he
pulled back to open it. Pouring a small amount into his hand he gently rubbed
the slightly sweet smelling oil into her skin. 
Feeling your mate rub something into your back you tried to crack one eye open
to look up at him, "Wha's that?" you mumbled sleepily.
Hearing her voice he looked down at her and gave a small smile. "Oil ta help
with the soreness... Ordered it few days ago." he told her as he rubbed out all
the knots in her muscles. Seeing her eyes slip back closed he gently rolled her
onto her back and lifted her leg into his lap. Rubbing the oil up her thigh he
kneaded the skin and heard her sigh softly. By the time the oil was over her
whole body she was sleeping peacefully in the furs. Stroking the side of her
face he let out a sigh of his own and went to go clean himself up. 
............................
Walking down the halls of the the ship you saw crew members look at you before
smelling the air and quickly looking away. Getting to the bridge you peeked in
through the door and saw Yondu yelling at someone. Flinching when he slammed
his fist on the table you looked down. Yondu was a terrifying man, at least to
others. You yourself had not been afraid of him since you were thirteen. He had
never hit you, other that the occasional spankings you got for misbehaving and
he never threatened you like he did so many others. 
Feeling a pulling Yondu stopped mid sentence and looked to the door, seeing
silver hair from the crack he swallowed, "Mere' girl." he said and watched as
the door opened and his female came to him. Wrapping an arm around her he
pulled her into his chest and looked down to make sure she wasn't upset before
looking back at his men and taking a deep breath. "Finds out where the item is,
I want it's location by the end of the hour." he said and saw many nods before
people began filing out. "How ya feelin'?"he asked as he pushed her hair aside
and looked over the angry looking bite mark. "This hurt?" he asked and saw her
nod shortly. Looking up he saw Kraglin leaving and quickly called out for him.
"...Find me some bandages will ya?" he said more than asked and saw the man nod
before leaving to do as he asked. Pulling her over to the chair he sat down and
began unbuttoning her shirt so he could pull down the collar more. "Why ya run
y/n/n?" he asked in a deep voice.
You knew it was coming, the two of you had not had time to talk about the
incident since your heat started but now that was all over. "I was scared..."
"Of me?" Yondu asked feeling his chest tighten. He had made sure to never hurt
her too much during their mating. He never wanted her to be afraid of him.
Shaking your head quickly you kept your gaze down. "Of being alone...  of
hurting again." 
Letting out a deep breath Yondu lifted her chin with his finger and looked into
her eyes. "I ain't gonna let ya be alone no more." he told her and saw her bite
her lip but nod. Kissing her lips he moved his hand down to hold the small of
her back when he heard someone clear their throat. Looking up he saw Kraglin
standing their with a roll of bandages in his hand and looking at the ceiling.
Pulling back he waved over the man and took the bandages from him. While he
worked on cleaning her shoulder he talked with Kraglin about the upcoming job. 
"What's it do?" you asked while Yondu taped the bandage in place. 
"Don't really know. Buyer is willing to pay a lot for it though. Told me it be
in safer hands with him instead of the Kree." Yondu said. 
"Are you going to the Kree base?" you asked looking at Yondu with fear in your
eyes. 
Seeing her worry made him smile and shake his head. "Nah angel ya know I won't
ever go back there, ya ain't got no reason to worry. We'll be raiding a small
Kree transport ship, as soon as we's can locate it. Done this before baby,
ain't no slavers on board."
Looking into his red eyes you nodded and moved to lay your head on his chest,
pushing your hands under his jacket and up his shirt you rubbed at his warm
skin. It had been years since you had even seen a Kree but just hearing the
name sent fear into your core. 
Shocked by her sudden affection he looked down with wide eyes for a moment
before looking to Kraglin and nodding his head for the boy to leave them alone.
Once Kraglin was gone he rubbed his hand up and down her side and sighed at the
skin to skin contact. Even thought they had just recently mated he knew that
was not really by her choice, but this, this was. Kissing the crown of her head
he closed his eyes. He could feel her shaking slightly and sighed, "Ain't no
Kree gonna get ya baby. Won't let em' touch ya."
"I don't want em' ta get you either..." you cried. You didn't want to cry but
the thought of either of you being a slave again was terrifying. 
Knowing she was scared Yondu took a deep breath. "Shh now darlin'. Ya tell me
what ya need baby, tell me what to do..." He knew many things to take the Kree
off her mind but he didn't think fucking her as the best idea right now. When
she tugged at his shirt he quickly began unbuttoning and unzipping the layers
till his blue chest showed. As soon as he had the layers moved aside she
nuzzled into his bare chest and wrapped her arms under the shirts to wrap
around his middle. Her fingers gripped at his back and her cheek laid on his
chest over his heart. He stayed quiet as she listened to his heartbeat, letting
the sound calm her nerves. He played with her hair and watched her breathing
slow back down to normal. It always intrigued him that the touch, smell and
sound of him relaxed her. He guessed it was an omega thing, knowing that he,
her alpha was here and she was safe in his arms. So many nights he spent
holding her in their cell. She would cry and pray fro someone to come save them
and he would calm her with promises of a home and a life. He would tell her how
they would have a big bed with thick furs and soft sheets. How she would never
be cold or hungry. He smiled as the memory of the time when Stakar had given
them their own small room with a actual bed played before his eyes. How he had
laughed when she literally ran and jumped on it, rolling herself up in the
covers. Sighing he looked down and saw her asleep again. Grinning he gently
lifted her up and carried her back to their room.
..................................
When you woke up this time you saw a tray of food on the table along with a
note. Lifting it up you read,
Y/n, eat something please. Once you are done come down to the hanger and see
what we found. Love Yondu.
Sitting at the table you ate your food slowly before doing what your mate had
asked and going to he the hanger. Walking down the halls you met Tullk on the
way and he insisted on accompanying you to the hanger. You had always enjoyed
the man's presence and talked a little while the elevator took you down. He
always looked up and never directly at you, especially in the presence of
Yondu. Tullk was an alpha but he respected his captain and his captain's mate.
When the doors opened the tow of you made your way over to where the others
were at.
Hearing the doors open Yondu looked up to see his female and Tullk coming
towards him. He felt a small growl in his chest at seeing her with another male
but quickly swallowed it, knowing his friend would never betray him. Holding
out his hand for her she walked over and took it.
Looking inside the crate you saw a small gold circle with a glowing green orb
in the center. Raising your brows you tilted your head at the beautiful looking
device. "It's beautiful..." you said in a quiet voice. Staring at the orb you
felt the world around you drift away and focused only on the shiny green gem.
Hearing a bang you didn't even look up but felt as Yondu left your side. 
Yondu looked down at his mate with confusion. She seemed entranced with the
weapon, even calling it beautiful. Furrowing his brows he heard a bang and
looked up to see one of the other crates knocked over. Growling he moved away
from her side and marched over to the crate, "The fuck ya idiots doin'?" he
yelled at his crew. 
Whispers and humming filled your head as you looked at the orb. Before your
could stop yourself you were reaching out to it.
Feeling a sudden jolt Yondu snapped his eyes to his female to see her reaching
out towards the weapon. "Y/N NO!" he yelled but then was thrown back by a
strong green force. Groaning at the throbbing pain in his head he looked around
and saw everyone else on the ground as well. Becoming alert he stood and looked
to where y/n was. Seeing green smoke he ran over towards her. "Y/n!?" he yelled
out, hopping she would answer him. When the mist cleared he was left speechless
at what he saw. His heart beat against his ribs and his breath caught in his
throat, "Y/n?" he whispered.
 
 
***** Chapter 8 *****
Looking down Yondu was speechless. His heart beat quickly and his breath was
caught in his throat when he saw a little girl. Her skin was teal and her hair
a bright silver. She was dressed in y/n's clothes that were far too large on
her. Purple eyes looked around the room with fear before settling on him. When
she looked at him she began backing away until she hit the crate. "Y/n?" he
asked confused. The little girl didn't answer only looked terrified when the
rest of the crew came over. Everyone looked at her with confusion and quickly
started talking to themselves. Seeing a tear roll down her cheeks he shook his
head some and moved towards her. When he reached out for her she curled up and
hissed at him through small sharp teeth. Seeing a few of the crew pull out
their blasters and aim them at her Yondu tensed. "Don't cha dare point them at
me mate." he growled. 
"That's some kid, that ain't y/n." one said. 
"We don't need another pup on this ship the terran boy is already plenty
enough!"
"Throw er' out the airlock." 
"Sell er' at the next port." 
Feeling his temper flare Yondu gave a sharp whistle and shot through the men
that were threatening his mate. Once the room fell silent with their deaths he
growled and looked around. "She is y/n. Now I don't know what that thing did ta
er' but that there pup is my omega. Same rules, don't no body touch er', ya do
and I'll kill ya." Seeing nodding heads he felt a tap on his shoulder and
turned swiftly, snarling at the person. Seeing Tullk he calmed some.
"Ah boss, lil' one done run off." he said.
Following his friends gaze he saw y/n gone from where she was on the floor, the
only thing remaining was a pair of y/n's pants. Taking a deep breath Yondu
tried to remain calm. "Find er'. Search the ship!" he yelled out sending the
rest of the crew off in a frenzy. Picking up her pants he furrowed his brows
and tried to calm his racing heart. Seeing Tullk come up behind him he looked
down.
"We'll find er'. Gonna be mighty hard ta look in them small places though."
Tullk said.
Looking up Yondu grinned, "Go get me Quill." he said.
.................................
Hours passed by and each floor was searched. Yondu sat thinking about his
female and where she might could be. They had checked the hanger and found an
open vent. Rubbing his hands over his face he thought back on her as a child.
She loved anyplace warm, hated the cold. Getting an idea he grabbed the blanket
off the bed and walked down the halls grabbing hold of Quill as he went.
Getting to the garden room he looked at Quill and put his finger over his lips.
Opening the door quietly he kept the lights off as he crept around the
different plants with the boy right behind him. Creeping over to the fruit
section he peeked around the corner to see the small child sitting on the floor
eating a piece of fruit. The vent cover down the way was open where she had
come in through. He knew she would be here, it was warm and dimly lit with
plenty of fruit to eat. Taking a deep breath he knew he would have to plan his
next move carefully so she wouldn't get away again. He didn't think she
remembered him and knew she was scared but hopefully she would come to Quill
since he was a kid too. Pointing Quill over to stand in the walkway he unfolded
the blanket he held it ready. Pursing his lips he let out a soft whistle.
Seeing his fin let out a small amount of red light he heard her movements
stop. 
"It's okay. I ain't gonna hurt ya... My name's Peter and you're y/n right?"
Quill said.
Not hearing anything he saw Quill look at him out of the corner of his eyes and
wink.
"That's just a music box... wanna see?" Peter asked the little girl when she
looked at the glowing red light on the floor by him and heard the whistle.
Hearing the small padding of footsteps Yondu got ready. 
"That's it, it's just right here." Quill said.
As soon as Yondu saw her small figure come around the corner he threw the
blanket over her and wrapped his arms around her. The little girl let out a cry
and fought against him with all her might. "Calm down darlin'...OWWW!" he
yelled when sharp teeth bit down on his arm. Groaning when she kept her hold he
tried to calm the alpha in him. Kneeling he held her close to his chest and
buried his nose in her hair to whisper in her ear. "Shhh.. ya alright angel. I
got ya. Ya safe." When she stopped fighting he purred, "Ya let go now sweet
heart." he told her in a gentle alpha voice as he could. When her mouth slowly
opened to release his arm he finished wrapping her in the blanket and stood.
Keeping her in his arms he pushed her head to lay on his shoulder and nodded to
Quill. "Good job boy." he said before taking the little girl to his room. 
....................................
Getting to his room he quickly locked the door before taking her over to their
nest and gently laying her in it. As soon as he let go of her she backed up to
the corner of the bed and looked around the room. Her breathing was fast and
uneven. Sitting on the edge of the bed he looked the little girl over while he
held his hand over his bleeding arm. She looked only four or five and had messy
hair framing her face. Her cheeks were hollowed out and looking at her wrists
and ankles he saw the raw areas from where she had been chained up. Swallowing
hard he looked up to see her looking at him with fear clear on her face. "Do ya
know who I am?" he asked her but saw her shake her head no. Taking a deep
breath he thought. "What's yer name angel?" Again she said nothing. Furrowing
his brows he rubbed his face. "Well I's Yondu... And I think ya my y/n.... I
don't know what happened to ya but I'ma get ya fixed up as soon as I can.."
"Fixed up?" she asked in a soft whisper. "Wrong?" she asked pointing at herself
and looking sad.
"No not wrong baby. Ain't nothing wrong wit ya. Well there is yer supposed ta
be older but it ain't yer fault." he said and saw the little girl curl up more
at his words. Letting out a sigh he rubbed the back of his neck, "Ya hungry
darlin'?" he asked and saw her nod shortly. Smiling he stood and went to the
intercom, "Kraglin, bring me up a tray of food."  he said and turned back to
the bed. Sighing Yondu looked to see her wincing and rubbing something on her
back. Walking over he sat on the bed and looked at her, "mere' darlin'." he
said but she didn't move. "Y/n I ain't gonna hurt ya. Ya and me we's mates. I
take care of ya and I ain't gonna let no body hurt ya." 
"...The Kree..." she said in a fearful voice. 
Furrowing his brows he swallowed hard. "They ain't gonna hurt ya no more baby.
Now come mere' and let me see yer back." he told her and watched as she slowly
crawled over to him. Pulling her to sit in his lap he pulled back the shirt and
looked at her back. What he saw made his blood boil. On her left shoulder blade
was a brand. He knew she had one before but this one had just been done. The
skin was inflamed and from the looks of it infected. Standing he carried her
into the bathroom and sat her on the counter while he went and turned on the
tub. Walking over to the cabinet he pulled out his med kit and fished out the
antiseptic. "Let's get this off ya darlin'." he said before helping to pull the
over sized shirt over her head. Tossing into the dirty clothes he covered her
bottom with a towel while he tended to her back. Running his thumb along side
the mark he growled lowly and poured some of the alcohol on it. Hearing the
tiny omega cry out and flinch away he rubbed her back and purred, "I know it
hurts little one but I's gotta clean it." Dabbing at it he looked to see the
white cloth coming away purple with her blood. Kissing her head when she cried
he finished quickly and carried her over to the tub. She looked amazed by the
water and he saw a smile come on her lips when she lifted the bubbles into her
hand. Chuckling to himself he knelled beside the tub and poured some of the
shampoo into his palm before cleaning her hair. Once he was done he washed her
back and handed her the rag, "Think ya can wash the rest of ya's sweetheart?"
he asked and saw her nod. Standing he looked at the door to see Kraglin
standing there. Cutting his eyes he moved to the bedroom and pulled his first
mate along with him. Seeing the tray of food on the table he turned to the boy.
"Any ideas on what caused this?" he asked and saw Kraglin sigh. 
"Not really Cap'n. If it turns people younger, back inta kids then maybe the
Kree was using it to keep slaves longer. Turn em' back ta kids when they got
too old ta work. Be an endless supply of slaves." 
Nodding Yondu looked down as he thought. "Get us ta knowhere. Maybe this buyer
will know how to reverse it."
"What ya gonna do if he can't?" Kraglin asked looking back towards the
bathroom. 
Feeling his heart sink Yondu rubbed his face. "I dunno."
..........................................
After her bath Yondu fed her till she couldn't eat anymore. He bandaged the
brand on her back and the wounds on her ankles and wrists. Giving her one of
her shirts to wear as a nightgown he tucked her into their bed. Once she was
asleep he made his way over to the desk in his room and started looking up
anything he could on this weapon. From everything he could gather it was an
infinity stone. The time stone. He couldn't find anything about how the thing
worked but came across dozens of times it had been used to wipe out entire
species. Leaning back in his chair he heard whimpering and looked over to see
the cover in their nest moving slightly. Waiting a few seconds he heard crying
and stood to go see what was wrong. Looking down he saw y/n tangled in the
blankets crying. Furrowing his brows he sat beside her and stroked the side of
her cheek, "Shhh. Hush now little one. Yer safe." When her small fingers curled
around his finger he stilled and looked down at her to see her fall back into a
peaceful sleep. Trying to tug his fingers out of her hold she began to whimper.
Letting out a huff he pulled away to remove his coat. Hearing her start crying
again he whistled softly as he stripped down to his pants. Laying in the bed
with her she quickly moved to cuddle into his side with her head on his arm.
Seeing her yawn he smiled softly before whistling and making his arrow hit the
light-switch. "Goodnight darlin'." 
 ........................................
The next morning Yondu dressed y/n in one of her shirts with the sleeves rolled
up and slipped one of the smaller ravager jackets over her arms before lifting
her up and heading out onto Knowhere. The planet was always busy and in a
hectic state so he made sure to hold onto you tightly. Slipping a few of the
children some spare units he made his way to the collector. Without knocking he
went in and saw the man standing by his desk. 
"Ah Mister Udonta, what a pleasure." Talvin said as he turned. Seeing the child
in his arms he raised his brows. "Brought me something extra?" he asked.
Feeling y/n cower in his neck and give a whimper he felt a growl in his throat
and glared at the man. "She ain't fer sale. That damn stone changed er', made
her younger." 
Smirking Talvin raised his brows. "I warned you not to touch it. Powerful
magic, infinity stones."
"Yea yea, don't really give a shit bout' em'. I just want my girl back. Do you
know how to turn er' back?"
"Perhaps... for a price." Talvin smiled. 
Feeling his lip lift in a snarl Yondu raised his chin. "What ya want?" 
Aligning his fingers Talvin walked over to the girl and held his hands out for
her. Seeing her curl into the alpha males arms more he looked up at the
Centaurian before raising his brows. He watched as the male thought it over
before whispering something to her and handing her to him. Taking the child
over to the desk he sat her on it and opened a box with candy in it. Seeing her
smile he let her pick a piece before closing it and placing the box back on the
desk. " I will turn her back if and only if you give me your word to help look
for the other infinity stones. I desire all of them and would like assistance
locating them. If you bring me them I will pay you half price."
Yondu grit his teeth at the deal, knowing that Talvin was getting the upper
hand. Looking at his mate he sighed and nodded. "Ya ave' my word." he said and
saw the male smile and nod his head. Before another word could be said he held
out a drink for y/n to take. 
"Drink up my dear." Talvin said lifting the glass to her lips and making sure
she drank it all. 
When he was done Yondu saw as Y/n's head began to fall and quickly moved to
catch her. 
"Do not worry. It will take a few hours for the cure to take effect. Best if
you take her to go lay down until then. Have your men bring me the stone and I
will transfer the Units to your account."
Looking down at her half lidded eyes Yondu nodded and lifted her back up into
his arms. Carrying her outside he nodded to his men and headed towards the
nearest Inn while the ship was being serviced. Ordering a room he saw the
receptionist look at y/n before looking back up at him and smirking. Snatching
the key from him with a snarl he went up to the room and laid her on the bed.
Brushing the hair out of her face he covered her up and headed out of the room,
locking the door he made his way down to the bar to order a desperately needed
drink.
***** Chapter 9 *****
Details...why couldn't you remember? A raspy voice. A man... no a boy. Blue,
you remembered the color blue and red eyes. Bright red eyes that glowed in the
darkness. Seeing a face you tried to remember. Blinking you closed your eyes
and tried to will the thoughts to your cloudy head. Hearing the door open you
snapped your eyes open and before another word could be said the person was
shoving your face into the mattress and pushing on something on the back of
your head. Then the face was gone along with everything else. 
"Get up girl." The high pitch voice of a woman said.
Without any emotion you let her pull you up to stand and were tugged out to the
hallway and into another room. You breathed slowly and stared out at nothing as
you were scrubbed and dressed in a silver sheer gown. Following the lady to the
room up the back stairs you kept your eyes on the floor. When the door opened
you walked over to the bed and stood waiting for the next client. You were
alone in the room for only a few minutes before a large grey male came in
wearing a fine suit. You didn't look up, nor did you say a word as he moved to
stand in front of you. You felt nothing as he pressed down on your shoulder and
moved you to kneel in front of him. When he pulled out his small cock you
obediently opened your mouth and felt as his hand moved to your hair, guiding
you to it. 
..........................
Blue? Blue hair... no skin. Or was it eyes? Tall, he was tall. Hard muscles and
scars. Furrowing your brows you didn't even flinch when the door was opened and
your face was shoved into the mattress. The sound of a beep and all emotions,
all thoughts were gone. He was gone. 
Same room as always only this time more people. Two men and a woman. You stand
still, looking at the ground as you hear them laugh. When a figure comes before
you you keep your stance but are knocked to the ground by a swift slap.
Trembling you try and sit up but are kicked in the stomach and roll to your
side. A small whimper leaves your throat but turns into a gasp as a hand grips
your hair and pulls you to your feet. Glancing up you see one of the men
smirking as the woman comes closer to you with a rope in hand. She binds your
hands behind your back and then pulls your feet up to tie with them. Tossing
you on the bed you swallow hard as you hear them laugh and talk about you. When
one comes to sit on the bed with your face between both sets of their legs you
see a large member with a spiral shape. Hesitating to open your mouth the woman
yanks your hair and you let out a small cry in pain only to be forced down on
the cock. From behind you feel the other come and kneel between your legs and
press something against your other hole. There is no time to beg before it is
forced inside of you. 
Hours later you are dragged out of the room and down to the washing room. They
hose you down before cleaning out your insides, removing all traces of the
party that had took place along your broken body. As they lay you back on the
bed you stifle a whimper at your sore body. Trembling you pull your knees up to
your chest and let the tears fall. How did you end up here?
........................
After the last clients you had been given a day to rest. During that time you
thought about the man. The blue man, you were certain now he was blue. Blue
with red eyes. He was tall and strong but what was his name? A beautiful
whistle filled your head. Taking a deep breath you blinked slowly. "Yon..."
"Breaks over girl."
Seeing the gun you tensed, but with a beep the man was gone. Following the
woman to the room you stumbled a bit, feeling your body protest. Walking over
to the bed you stood still and looked down. When the door opened you kept your
gaze down and heard footsteps of the person coming closer to you. When they
stopped you waited for the command but none came. 
"Y/n?"
Hearing the word you felt the smallest flinch of your brows but remained still.
When the person cupped your cheek and lifted your gaze to theirs you looked
into brown eyes and saw an unfamiliar look. 
..........................
Walking into the room Tullk moved towards the small female standing by the bed.
She was wearing a sheer shirt gown, showing her body underneath. Her head was
bowed and her eyes on the floor in submission. Moving his eyes upward he
noticed something that got his attention, silver hair. Furrowing his brows the
alpha moved over towards the omega female and looked at her dipped face, "Y/n?"
he said softly, thinking his eyes were lying to him. When she didn't move he
cupped her cheek and looked over the face he knew well. The face of his friend.
"Bless the stars it is ya." he said as a smile formed on his lips. Looking into
her eyes he saw something that was unfamiliar. Her once blue eyes were grey.
Grey and empty. "What they do ta' ya' lass?"
Not understanding the males words you lowered your eyes and moved to take off
your gown. 
Seeing her go to strip he quickly caught her hands. "No no no lassie. Look at
me... do ya know who I am?" he asked but then saw her shake her head no.
Sighing he grabbed her arms and moved her to the bed. "Lay down." he told her
and watched as she laid back in the bed on her back. Rubbing over his face he
let out a heavy breath and pulled the covers over her body. "Ya just rest now
girly." he said. Seeing her close her eyes he pulled out his communicator and
waited. 
"Whatcha want Tullk? What's wrong?" 
Looking at his captains face Tullk felt his heart beating quickly. "I need ya
ta come up to my room..."
"Tullk I really don't want..."
"Captain I need you to listen to me and for once do as I say. Hurry I got
something I need ta show ya." he said before hanging up.
...........................
Sitting in the chair across the room from the bed he heard a knock on the door
and quickly stood. Making fast strides over to the door he threw it open and
saw Yondu standing there looking both annoyed and angry. 
"Ya best ave' a good reason for talkin' ta me the way ya did." Yondu said.
Shutting the door behind them and locking it he looked to Yondu and nodded to
the bed. "I do. Trust me."
Sighing Yondu made his way over to the bed and halted when he saw silver hair
sticking out of the top of the covers. Feeling his heart pick up he moved over
and gently pulled away the covers to see her. "Y/n?" he mumbled. Stumbling back
to the wall he sunk down to sit on the floor. Three years. It had been three
long years since she had disappeared from that room. Three years he had hated
himself for losing his mate.
............................
After downing his fifth drink Yondu looked up and sighed before making his way
back up the stairs to the room he had left y/n in. The collector had said she
needed rest and he had really needed a drink. Getting to the door he knew
imminently something was wrong when he saw the door partially opened. Running
over he looked inside to see the bed empty. He checked the closet, the
bathroom, the halls but she was gone. Searching the cameras he watched as a
hooded figure picked the lock on the door and went in only to come back out
with his mate bundled in their arms. 
He had forced his men to search the city, everywhere but she was no where to be
found. Becoming desperate after a few weeks he went to his chambers and locked
the door. Grabbing her shirt he sat on the floor with his legs crossed and held
her shirt to his nose. Closing his eyes he concentrated, willing what little of
the sixth sense he still posses to help him find his mate. Breathing deeply he
watched as blurred flashes came before his eyes. He saw a dark room, a gun
looking thing with a sharp chip sticking out of the end. Then units being
transferred from one person to the next. A door was opened and then a loud
scream filled the room.... then nothing. Everything, all feelings, every
connection he had with her was gone.
When he had come to he had screamed her name till his lungs burned. He held her
shirt to his face and cried into the fabric. She was gone, his mate was gone. 
..........................
Panting Yondu looked over the sleeping female in the bed. There was no doubt
this omega was his mate. Hearing Tullk call his name he ignored him and crawled
over to the bed. His hands shook as he brushed over her silver hair. "Y/n... y/
n wake up..." he said in a trembling voice. When her eyes fluttered open he
felt overwhelmed and hugged her. She didn't move under him and when he pulled
back and looked into her blank eyes he saw nothing. There was no happiness, no
love. She wasn't even smiling. Furrowing his brows he stroked her cheek,
"What's wrong darlin'?" he asked and felt Tullk tap his shoulder.
"She didn't know who I was Yondu..."  Tullk told his friend in a low voice.
Looking up at Tullk and then back down Yondu furrowed his brows, "Y...Ya know
who I am... Dontcha darlin'?" he asked. The female in front of him only blinked
before shaking her head some. Feeling his heart fall to his stomach he shook
his head, "Of course ya do lil' bit. I'm Yondu... I'm yer mate..." he said but
only saw her stare at him with the same blank expression. Biting his lip when
it began to quiver he rubbed her head and leaned closer to her, "Ya got to
baby." he mumbled. Feeling a tear roll down his cheek his fingers brushed
against something on the back of her head. Lifting his head he leaned over her
and parted her hair to see a small chip. Furrowing his brows he ran his finger
over it and then jumped when she let out a cry in pain. Her body tensed and
spasmed as a shock filled her body. When it was over she was left trembling and
panted for air. Grinding his teeth he growled in his throat before lifting her
up. Noticing the see through sheer gown he felt his lip lift into a snarl and
glared at Tullk. 
Holding his hands up he met his Captain's eyes. "I didn't touch her, only laid
her in bed."
Nodding his head he let Tullk open the door and walked down the hall with his
mate in his arms. Getting down the stairs he made his way to the door when a
woman came running over, the owner. 
"You can not take her! She is my slave and I own her!" The woman yelled but was
silenced by an loud whistle.
With glowing red eyes and a matching fin Yondu glared down at the lifeless
woman. "My mate ain't nobody's slave." he growled before heading towards his
ship, giving Kraglin and Tullk the order to round up every crew member. "...we
leave in ten minutes."
........................
Getting on board the Elector Yondu carried his love to the medical wing.
Kicking open the door he laid her on the bed and saw the main doctor hurry
over. Keeping his emotions at bay for the time being he turned her head and
brushed her hair to the side to show the doctor the chip. "I want this outta
her." he commanded. Watching the doctor look over the chip with a scanner he
saw the doctor's brows furrow. "What?"
"It can be done Captain but...it will not be easy." The four armed man said in
a clicking voice.
Taking deep breaths Yondu looked down at the woman that once was his mate. Her
eyes looked off at nothing as she just laid on the bed. She looked so broken,
so empty. Stroking her cheek he looked back up to the doctor, "Do it."
 
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