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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Raven_Cycle_-_Maggie_Stiefvater
  Relationship:
      Richard_Gansey_III/Adam_Parrish
  Character:
      Adam_Parrish, Richard_Gansey_III
  Additional Tags:
      First_Time, pwp_basically, Blowjobs, Noah_and_Ronan_are_in_this_for_like
      two_seconds
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-10-15 Words: 1926
****** so don't turn away now ******
by kismetNemesis
Summary
     It had been two weeks since it had been determined that Gansey was
     allowed to kiss Adam. No, scratch that. It had been two weeks since
     they had both admitted that they wanted to kiss each other (that they
     wanted each other). It had been about two minutes since Gansey had
     started to believe it.
Notes
     Hey, love
     I am a constant satellite
     Of your blazing sun
     My love
     I obey your law of gravity
     This is the fate you've carved on me
     - Vienna Teng, Gravity
See the end of the work for more notes
It had been two weeks since it had been determined that Gansey was allowed to
kiss Adam. No, scratch that. It had been two weeks since they had both admitted
that they wanted to kiss each other (that they wanted each other). It had been
about two minutes since Gansey had started to believe it.
They were sitting on Gansey’s bed in the middle of Monmouth, leaning against
the headboard. They had been doing Glendower research, but now Gansey had
frozen with his book open to the same two pages, not daring to move, because
Adam’s hand was on his knee. His thumb was kind of stroking over the bare skin
below his shorts, and Gansey didn’t dare move for fear that Adam would take it
as a rejection.
Every move Adam made was an exercise in anxiety and anticipation. He moved his
hand off Gansey’s knee, and Gansey’s heart sunk before Adam repositioned
himself to kneel with one hand on Gansey’s thigh and another on his neck.
Gansey was unable to keep himself from sighing quietly, and would have held
himself stiller if that were physically possible. Luckily, Adam seemed to take
it as encouragement, and brushed his fingers under Gansey’s jaw.
Gansey was sure Adam could feel the heightened flutter of his pulse as his
fingers slipped under the edge of Gansey’s shorts. Blue was foolish to
disparage his attire, he mused, the thought absurd and out of place in his
trembling bubble of paradise. Shivers ran across the back of Gansey’s neck, and
he was embarrassingly hard already. Half of him hoped Adam wouldn’t notice and
the other half desperately wished for the opposite.
Adam moved to unbutton Gansey’s polo. Score another point against Blue’s
fashion sense.
“Is this okay?” came Adam’s voice, close to Gansey’s ear.
“Yeah. Um, yes. God, yes,” Gansey said. He would have nodded emphatically to
back up his point, but Adam staying near his neck was top priority. Adam kissed
near his ear, then began working his way down. Gansey made a noise that was
somewhere between an exhale and a moan, and when Adam just smiled against his
neck, Gansey gathered the courage to drop his book, cup Adam’s jaw and draw
Adam’s face up to meet his eyes.
“As much as that is- one of the most exquisite sensations I’ve ever felt,”
Gansey began, “We still haven’t- I want to- I want to kiss you for real,” he
stammered.
“Oh,” said Adam. This was the first thing to make him visibly blush, Gansey
noticed, despite the fact that his hand had quite comfortably set up shop on
Gansey’s inner thigh. “Okay.” Gansey’s heart was glowing in his chest.
He leaned forward, and started cautiously, softly pressing his lips to Adam’s.
Adam kissed back equally cautiously until they both had to draw back for
breath. Gansey didn’t know what he was expecting to see when he opened his
eyes, but Adam’s smile was unexpected and amazing. Joy and relief and love
seemed to fill the air and warm Gansey’s entire body.
“You don’t know how long I’ve wanted that,” Gansey admitted, unable to stop
himself from sort of petting Adam’s neck and chest.
“How long you’ve wanted that?” Adam said incredulously. “Gansey, I-” He stopped
short. “Gansey, you are ridiculous.”
“You’re ridiculous. Ridiculously good at kissing,” Gansey taunted. Adam hid his
face in Gansey’s neck.
“Shut up,” he mumbled, muffled.
“Make me,” said Gansey.
Instead of rolling his eyes or making a comeback, Adam bit Gansey’s collarbone
and moved his other hand to Gansey’s other thigh. Gansey exhaled in surprise.
“Biting is good,” he assured Adam before he could second-guess himself.
“Not good at keeping you quiet, apparently,” said Adam. “I’ll have to try
this.” He pulled Gansey onto his lap, and Gansey went willingly. Adam kissed
him again, and they both threw caution to the wind, suddenly unable to keep
their hands still or their mouths closed. If Gansey had been aroused before, it
was nothing compared to the sensation of straddling Adam’s hips and trying to
get as close to him as possible. Adam went back to kissing his neck, though
this time there was a lot more teeth involved.
“Oh, god,” Gansey managed to get out between heavy breaths. It didn’t seem like
enough to express his satisfaction, but words were becoming increasingly hard
to find. Adam began sucking a hickey near his collarbone, then paused. Gansey
missed the pressure for a half-second until he felt Adam’s hands tug at the
bottom of his shirt. Gansey lifted his hands above his head so fast he nearly
whacked Adam in the face. Adam’s eyes widened in surprise, and Gansey was
suddenly embarrassed by his own eagerness. Well, this was what Adam had signed
up for.
Adam tugged off Gansey’s shirt, then, after a small hesitation, his own. Adam
quickly reapplied his teeth and lips to the same place, working until Gansey
was shivering from the pain and the pleasure. He leaned back, and Gansey got a
good look at his bare torso for the first time. Gansey was struck, as he had
been many times before, by Adam’s beauty, and by his own luck. Adam ducked his
head, and Gansey realized that he had been staring.
“You’re staring,” Adam pointed out.
“You’re very attractive,” Gansey said, honestly.
“Oh,” said Adam, inexplicably surprised. Didn’t he know that his body was
immeasurably gorgeous? Didn't he know that he featured heavily in Gansey’s
fantasies? Didn’t he see when Gansey’s eyes guiltily drank in each exposed
strip of skin?
Didn’t he know that Gansey was savoring every moment of this? Gansey wanted
badly to touch Adam’s chest, but he didn’t dare make a move. His pulse pounded
in his newly-bruised neck, and he tried to still the instinctive jerk of his
hips, too, as Adam grabbed his ass with seeming nonchalance.
Adam shifted them so that Gansey was balanced above him on shaking arms, and
reached between them with the hand that wasn’t on Gansey’s ass to the front of
Gansey’s shorts. His fingers rubbed gently, and even through two layers of
cloth, Gansey shuddered at the feeling. It was Adam unbuttoning his shorts and
sliding them to his mid-thighs, Gansey thought reverentially. It was Adam whose
face was serious with concentration, whose hand was gripping his dick through
his underwear and, oh, god, jacking him off.
“Oh, jesus. Oh, Adam,” he moaned. He wished he weren’t so ineloquent, or that
he could stop impatiently rutting against Adam’s hand. He was a mess of
affection and arousal, and his feelings only intensified when Adam finally made
a noise of his own, a quiet groan that was even better than Gansey had imagined
it would be.
“Gansey,” Adam panted, and that was the final straw. Heart pounding, Gansey
extricated himself from Adam’s hand and shuffled backwards down the bed, almost
tripping over the shorts still tangled around his knees. He stopped when his
head was level with Adam’s waist and began undoing his pants. The sharp intake
of breath when his fingers fumbled against Adam’s cock encouraged him to speed
up the process.
He stroked once across Adam’s length before glancing up at his face. Adam was
watching intently, and Gansey felt a wave of excitement in response. He tugged
down Adam’s briefs and took him into his mouth. Adam gasped, and Gansey tried
to fit more into his mouth. He promptly gagged and drew back for a moment. Adam
immediately spoke with concern.
“You don’t have to-”
“No, I want to,” Gansey assured him. “Is it okay?” he added, somewhat
belatedly.
“Yes,” said Adam fervently. Gansey replayed that yes over and over in his head
as he fastened his lips onto Adam’s dick again, sliding his tongue against the
top.
Gansey knew how he must look, and that contributed to his arousal almost as
much as Adam’s increasingly shallow breaths. When Adam’s hand found the top of
his head, it was so exactly like Gansey’s fantasies that he instinctively
reached for his own crotch. He set up a rhythm with both hands, one on the base
of Adam’s dick and one pressed against the front of his boxers.
Adam pulled his hair tight, but let him move his head so he wouldn’t choke.
Gansey wondered how much thought Adam had put into this particular scenario
himself. When Gansey found a way to bob his head up and down, Adam spoke up,
his voice breathy.
“Gansey- I’m gonna- if you want to move, now would be the time-” Gansey ignored
him and instead sped up his strokes, drawing a strangled fuck from Adam. A few
moments later, Adam came into his mouth, jerking his hips and groaning. Gansey
swallowed, and was inordinately proud of himself for doing so.
He looked up at Adam and wiped his mouth off, smiling.
“Oh, my god,” mumbled Adam, hiding his face in his hands. Gansey finally kicked
off his shorts and crawled up to lie next to him.
“Was- was that good?” asked Gansey.
“Of course it was good!” Adam exclaimed. “You just gave me a blowjob,” he said
with disbelief.
“I’m going to need a mint leaf after this,” said Gansey contemplatively, and
Adam laughed wildly.
“Oh, my god,” he repeated, then glanced down at Gansey’s boxers. “Oh- you
didn’t...? Can I, uh... do you?” It was Gansey’s turn to be flustered.
“Oh! Yes!” he said, and almost before the words were out of his mouth, Adam had
begun tugging Gansey’s boxers off. He gestured for Gansey to sit on the edge of
the bed, then slid out onto the floor. He got on his knees between Gansey’s
legs, and Gansey grabbed a fistful of blanket.
“I wish I’d thought of this,” he told Adam. “Oh well, next ti-”
He was cut off by Adam licking a long stripe up his dick.
“Jesus christ,” he said, melting into the feeling of Adam’s mouth. He squeezed
his eyes shut and tried to hold on.
Adam somehow managed not to gag at all, the showoff. Gansey opened his eyes
again to see Adam as focused, as focused as he got when he was fixing some
mysterious car problem. Adam did something incredible with his tongue and
Gansey had to warn him.
“I’m going to-” Adam got out of the way quickly, which was just as well,
because Gansey came seconds later. He flopped back onto the bed and marveled at
his good fortune.
“That was quick,” commented Adam.
“Fuck you, Parrish,” Gansey replied. Adam got back onto the bed, and Gansey
moved to kiss him before remembering that his mouth was, uh, indisposed.
“Kiss me after mouthwash,” Adam suggested.
“That was amazing,” Gansey said sincerely. Adam looked down, but he was
smiling. “You’re amazing.”
“It was good for me, too,” said Adam, laughing a little, but he seemed to take
Gansey’s praise to heart. Gansey admired Adam’s still-naked body for a few more
seconds before realizing that they had just had sex (oh my god, he had just had
sex with Adam) in what was technically a public place.
“We should probably get dressed,” he said reluctantly. Adam’s eyes widened.
“Oh, fuck. I forgot that you sleep in the damn living room,” he cursed. As if
on cue, they heard a car pull up outside.
They made a mad dash to collect their clothing, and Gansey ran to use his
mouthwash. When Ronan and Noah came in, Adam had Gansey pressed up to one of
the walls.
“Jesus, you two. Get a room,” said Ronan.
End Notes
     Here I am sullying my perfect femslash record. Oh, well. Adansey will
     be the death of me.
     You can imagine that this is just the two of them, polyblob, or
     whatever else you like. I have no idea when it'd be set in canon.
     Hope you enjoyed!
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