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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Shameless_(US)
  Relationship:
      Ian_Gallagher/Mickey_Milkovich, Lip_Gallagher/Mandy_Milkovich
  Character:
      Ian_Gallagher, Mickey_Milkovich, Mandy_Milkovich, Terry_Milkovich, Lip
      Gallagher, Fiona_Gallagher, Carl_Gallagher, Debbie_Gallagher, Veronica
      Fisher, Kevin, Svetlana_Milkovich
  Additional Tags:
      Falling_In_Love, Friendship/Love, Underage_Sex, Underage_Drinking, Anal,
      Jealous_Mickey_Milkovich, Possessive_Behavior, Rape/Non-con_Elements,
      Angst_and_Fluff_and_Smut, Homophobic_Language, Vandalism, Violence,
      Highschool_ian, Older_Mickey
  Series:
      Part 1 of Gallavich_Interrupted
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-11-13 Completed: 2017-01-15 Chapters: 15/15 Words: 45025
****** Risky Business ******
by Aromance91
Summary
     Mickeys day does not go as planned when he comes across a tall red
     head named Ian Gallagher. Ian is still in highschool i'm making him
     16. Mickey is almost 5 years older i'm making him 20 but he turns 21
     in the 5th chapter. The age of consent in Chicago is 17 so i feel ok
     about this. Enjoy!!
     ****Now taking prompts on Tumblr or just comment your request for
     now**
     CLICK_ME_XOXO
Notes
     1DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT TAKE CREDIT FOR ANY CANON STORY LINES, THE
     CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE, I'M JUST USING THEM FOR MY STORY
     A/N Hey everyone this is my very first fan fiction that i have
     decided to share with others. I'm a journal writer but I have always
     loved A03 so I'm giving it a shot. I'm excited to show the journey
     between these characters, the timeline is somewhat similar but at the
     same time completly different. I hope you enjoy. If this is not your
     cup of tea, then don't drink. xoxo
***** just another day *****
 
Mickey could remember the first time he saw Ian Gallagher. He was heading to
the Kash & Grab it was a crisp fall day ,  the sun reflected in his raven hair
as he walked with his brothers down the street. Life being a Milkovich was
different. They were hardened, they weren't your average family from the south
side, for them it was about survival and violence, especially when it came down
to Mickey Milkovich. He was known as the neighborhood tough guy, the one you
didn't fuck around with, if you wanted it he got it, if he didn't like you, you
best stay out of his way. It wasn't until he ran into the tall redheaded
Gallagher that his life would drastically change. 
 
He had always hated going to the Kash & Grab, the towel head  behind the
counter was always acting like such a little bitch! He couldn't understand how
every time he went into that store he would manage to leave with half the
inventory, yet the man behind the counter never said a thing. In fact, it was
part of his daily routine. He would walk down the street to the Kash & Grab and
the timid owner never made a peep, he would just sit there and pretend to read
one of his magazines and let Mickey pillage his store. Today should have been
the same. He and his brothers had decided to make their rounds around the
neighborhood and see what they could score. He headed into the store to harass
the  manager and to steal some beef jerky (he had a thing for beef jerky
especially Slim Jims) the man was sitting behind the counter as usual watching
Mickey as he went through the aisles, he did not dare say a word. Suddenly he
heard a door close in the back of the store. He looked up and saw a tall skinny
redhead with a box full a fruit. Mickey stared at him for a second, he couldn't
help it as his eyes gently traced the outline of the boy's face in front of
him. The other boy was noticeably staring at his pockets.
 
"You're going to pay for that aren't you?" the redhead commented.
 Mickey couldn't help but be surprised at the boy's comment. Him pay for
something ? Who the fuck does this guy think he is ? Did he know who he was
talking to?
 " I ain't paying for paying for shit" he replied and walked toward the counter
the redheaded boy grabbed his shoulder.
Mickey spun around so fast the other boy quickly retreated
 "What the fuck is your problem do you want to fucking die? " he yelled at the
boy stepping up to his face.
 The tall boy averted his eyes and Mickey knew he had won.
 "Thought so" he replied.
 He turned to head out the door, he was barley across the street when he heard
the boy
 " how can you steal from your own neighborhood asshole? Have some civic
pride!"
 Are you fucking serious right now?  He thought in amusement as he grabbed the
dip  he  had stolen and chucked it at the boy.
 "Splat"  the tub exploded on the store window narrowly missing his target.
 " I'm thinking you and that bitch behind the counter can go fuck yourselves!"
He shouted with a smirk and flipped the boy off as he walked away.
 
He wasn't going to lie, he was impressed the boy tried to stand up to him, no
one else in  their right mind would have pulled that shit. He was either stupid
or bat-shit crazy
...hmm.... he thought well have to see what happens next time.
 
The house was dark, and quiet, smelling of stale cigarettes when he arrived.
His dad had violated his parole again so he was going to be gone for at least 6
months, that was just fine with Mickey meant he wouldn't have to sleep with one
eye open. He went and set the stolen goods down on the counter and grabbed a
beer out of the fridge. He popped the top of using his lighter and headed
toward his room. He was just starting to fall asleep when he heard the most
annoying voice in the world.
"Mickey? " Mandy shouted. "Hello!!??"
His sister Mandy was younger than him. They were not best friends but he was
her protector. Growing up for her as a Milkovich had been a struggle. She had
learned to how to defend herself as well as any boy. Their father didn't care
about gender when he was beating up his children, If Terry was on a bender no
one was safe. This unspoken damage bonded the siblings, they were all they knew
and they knew they would always try to keep each other safe. That didn't mean
they didn't annoy the hell out of each other.
He emerged from his  room shouting
"fuck what?"
The dark haired girl turned t o him. They looked remarkably similar, the jet
black hair and pale skin, Mandy had more piercings and she was nicer by far,
but she could still hold her own, after all she had to, she was a Milkovich.
"Hey did you get the pizza for my date tonight?" She asked softly.
"Date?..what fucking date " Mickey responded curiously.
Mandy sat down on the couch and twirled her finger in her hair.
"Well, it's not really a date, but I told you I had a friend coming over to
study you said you would get pizza?" She whined.
Mickey rolled his eyes "so this date thinks he can come over here fuck with my
sister and eat all our food? Fuck that your on your own" he huffed and headed
back to his room.
" Your suck a prick! “ Mandy yelled back as the door closed behind him. She sat
on the couch and wondered what she was going to do now. Ian would be coming
over soon.
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Only 15 more minutes , Ian thought to himself as he rung up yet another
customer who paid with change. I mean come on people, not that he could really
complain, where he was from most everyone was poor. Just the other day he had
to buy diapers for his little brother with mostly quarters and some crumpled
dollar bills. He closed the register and flipped the open sign to closed, he
just had to lock up everything and he would be ready to go. 
Ian had been working at the Kash & Grab for several years now, the owners were
a Muslim couple. The wife, Linda did not seem like a nice person, she was
always complaining about something and constantly putting her husband down in
front of Ian and her two children. This is why it came as no surprise when the
older man approached him from behind in the stockroom. Ian was gay, he knew it,
but in the south side of Chicago you didn't broadcast that shit. He had been
secretly eyeballing Kash, that  was the man's name, for awhile. It wasn't that
he found him necessarily attractive it was more that he wanted someone to talk
to and he was drawn to the danger of having sex in the store. Ian was the
middle child in a family of 6, his drunk , absent father was the bane of his
existence, he secretly wondered if that was why he was attracted to older men.
He was looking forward to studying with Mandy, they had become quite close over
the last month it was by chance that he met his best friend, she was the first
person to find out he was gay, it felt like just yesterday she was following
him round the store . Ian recently found out the Mandy had a crush on him. She
used to hang around the store and talk to him about school while he stalked the
shelves. She was always twirling her hair and biting her lip, looking back it
should have been obvious but he wasn't looking for the signs so to him she was
just a friend. That was until one night he was leaving work when he was grabbed
by someone in the shadows. It was Mandy,
"I thought I'd walk you home" she smiled.
" Uh thanks Mands" Ian chuckled nervously.
She held him tightly as they walk down the street. When they approached his
house he thanked her and gave her a hug ..she lounged forward and planted a wet
kiss on kiss mouth then proceeded to try and make out with him.
"No Mandy I'm sorry stop" he pushed the oversexed girl away from him.
Mandy was not used to rejection."What the fuck Ian are you some kind of freak,
you don't think I'm pretty? What's wrong with you?" She cried.
He went to grab her and she pushed him away.
"Fuck you Ian your going to pay for this. My brothers will kick you ass weirdo"
she screamed and started to storm off.
"Wait Mandy please!" Ian begged as he ran to catch up with her.
"What do you want?" She cried.
"Mandy it's not you, your beautiful" he panted trying to catch his breath.
"Then why don't you want to be with me?" She asked quietly looking at him with
her doe eyes.
"Look Mandy can you keep a secret?"
“sure. Whatever" she responded.
"I'm gay" .
"Fuck you Ian, is that the best you can come up with" she spat and turned to
leave.
Ian grabbed her arm
"let go!!" 
"Just watch" replied as he placed her hand over his pants and placed the other
on her breast.
She felt nothing, she even went as far as to squeeze gently. Still nothing.
"Wow" she replied in shock. "You are gay.."
"Indeed i am "

She smiled " well that doesn't mean you can't be my boyfriend..you know boy..
friend..keep away all the weirdos that hang all over me. "
“Sure Mandy,that would be nice” he replied and gave the girl a hug.

He chuckled to himself as he remembered Mandy's face when he told her. He had
finished locking up the the store and headed to Mandy's house. He knew Mandy
was a Milkovich, but she seemed different , he had heard many rumors, but Mandy
didn't seem to live up to any of them. She was kind and gentle but he knew he
would not want to get on her bad side. He was however nervous to meet her
family. He told himself he would just keep his head down and study. He arrived
at her house and rang the bell.
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JOINT POV
" Hi Ian!" She smiled as she opened the door and ushered the boy inside.
" Thanks for inviting me Mandy" he replies as he throws his backpack down on
the couch.
"You wanna beer or something?" She asks heading into the kitchen,
"sure yea, that would be great" he replied and sat down on the couch.
She came back in and handed him his beer, he began pulling books from his bag
and laying them on the table. Soon after they began there study session.

"OMG!! are you for real?" She laughed loudly when Ian told her about his
exploits with Kash.
"I know, I don't even know what I'm  thinking sometimes" he replied.
"Are you hungry Ian? I could make some pizza bangles." She asked.
he already knew she would not take no for an answer. "I could eat, thanks" 
She went to go preheat the oven. She rinsed off the pizza sheet and was drying
it off when it clattered to the floor. The noise was deafening
"fuck!!" she exclaimed.
"Christ Mandy!!  what the fuck are you doing out here" a familiar voice came
from behind Ian.
"Down tiger, I just dropped the cookie sheet" she replied sounding annoyed.
"Fucking be more careful Will ya" Mickey replied
Ian could hear the boy turn around and head for the back room. He quickly
grabbed a book to hide his face. That's her brother? This had to be a cosmic
joke he thought as once again he found himself staring at Mickey Milkovich.
“what the fuck is he doing here” Mickey yells at Mandy.
The young girl hurries over.
“Mickey" she smiles , "this my friend I was telling you about. This is Ian
Gallagher he lives own the block”
she glances at Ian, the look in her eyes a cue to Ian.
“uh yea nice to meet you Mickey” he responds, still trying not to make direct
eye contact with the older boy.
Mickey sneered “Gallagher is it? I believe we've already met, yea I'm pretty
sure your the bitch who tried to run after me this morning”
“what?” mandy asked confused.
“ well maybe if you didn't steel from my store people wouldn't chase you off”
Ian was standing at this point”
Mickey stepped toward him ” maybe if that faggot behind the counter wasn't such
a pussy you wouldn't have people like me in your store”
That was it. Ian shoved Mickey “ don't call him a faggot you prick”
“Mick..” mandy called her voice sounded like she was pleading.
The older boy was pissed. This fucking Ian kids coming into is home telling him
what to do, shoving him, fuck no i'm gonna kick his ass, he thought.
“oh is that your little boyfriend? You playing with his old man balls in the
back of the store huh Ian?” he laughed.
Ian”s face turned bright red. Mickey could see that last comment had an affect
on the red head as he lowered his eyes for a moment. Wow mickey thought to
himself, he said that to be mean but by the boys reaction there seemed to be
truth to it.
“ I gotta go Mandy” he said lowly and grabbed up his back pack.
" bye Ian" she called after him as he headed out the door
“bye Ian!” mickey said mockingly as the door closed, he glanced over at Mandy.
“what do you see in that guy?” 
She rolled her eyes and sat down on the couch refusing to speak to him.
 
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He headed back to his room, there was something cocky about Ian that just
rubbed him the right way. Once again the younger boy had stood up to him, hell
he shoved him, Ian was lucky to be alive, he thought as he laid down on his
bed. Gallagher..what i it about you ?  He kept picturing the boys face as he
insulted his boss, something about the look in his eyes.. no not the look,
something about his eyes in general made Mickey feel strange.
Micky had felt confused before. He remembered the middle school locker room.
That was the first time he had felt an urge, he was showering next to another
boy and he happened to look down, not on purpose mind you but down none the
less. The rest of the day he kept thinking about the locker room, the boys
showering, the water running down their bodies. It wasn't until he came home
and saw a bloody mess of a person being thrown around in front of his house,
that he decided he wasn't confused.
“fucking faggot bitch, that will teach you take it in the ass” his father was
screaming and he and his uncles kicked the figure lying near motionless on the
ground.
Terry had seen him watching them and grabbed him by the shoulder.
“get over here son” He called to Mickey ushering him over.
Terry pointed at the bloodied man on the ground
” this is what happens to faggots boy, you ever see a fairy like this shaking
his ass, it your job to beat the gay outta of em” he patted his son on the back
and they all retreated inside.
Since that day, whenever Mickey felt an urge he would go fuck a chick, or just
ignore it. He knew he wasn't fucking gay, after all he was Mickey Milkovich.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
***** Stay The Fuck Out *****
Chapter Summary
     Mickey finds out Ian is hooking up with his boss
Chapter Notes
     A/N: I did some research on Ian's age in S1 and I came up with 15. In
     S5 Mickey states "what 17 year old gay kid isn't horny." Mickey is
     old enough to drink in s5 so i made him 4 years older than Ian. Might
     not be accurate but it works for me. I hope you enjoy, i have not
     written a lot of smutt so this is my first go. Hope you enjoy.
Nearly two weeks had past since Mickey had seen Ian Gallagher. He had almost
forgotten the affect the young boy had had on him until the morning he spoke
with his sister.
 
“ Hey fuck face I need to ask you a question!” Mandy called to Mickey.
He was in the kitchen making a sandwich.
'What??” he asked his mouthful of bread.
“What is too old? Like too old to date I mean”
“What are you fucking talking about Mandy? Some old pervert talking to you?”
“ No Mick not me, my friend, they really like the guy, but I just think its
weird, I feel like they are being taken advantage of”
Mickey sighed knowing Mandy would not let this go, “How old is your friend?”
“They will be 16 next week actually”
“and they guy shes banging”
“he ..and he is 40 I think”
Mickey chocked on his food “ Fucking 40? and shes is not even 16??? fuck no
that fucking child molesting piece of shit. We should get Iggy and the boys
together to teach this fucker a lesson”
“Mickey please don't Ian really likes him!!!” she cried
“Wait..what Ian? Hes fucking a 40 year old?”..no wonder that comment about old
man balls got the boys panties in a bunch..he thought to himself
“ Yea it's his boss I guess hes really into the guy” she responded
“That's fucking gross, fucking faggoty shit, he can figure his own shit out
Mandy” he replied and walked back to his room.
 
Sitting on his bed he finished his sandwich. He couldn't help but think about
the man behind the counter. .. That soft, pillowy piece of shit, the man
couldn't say boo to a fucking squirrel how did he get the nerve to approach
Gallagher?.. What did Ian see in him, he was a loser who was scared of his wife
and apparently likes little boys... Mickey couldn't stop thinking about Kash's
hands touching Ian's body. Those wrinkled fingers caressing his smooth, pail
skin,  ..ugh..  the thought made him sick. ..Ian needed someone his own age to
fuck him, he could do way better than that perve, anyone who looked at him
could see he was very attractive. His freckled skin and those eyes... those
green eyes..
Mickey could feel the hardness in his pants. He got up and locked the door.  He
lied back down on his bed and placed his hand inside of his boxers. He grabbed
his hard member and began stoking himself. Each stroke harder and faster as he
pictured what Ian's body might look like under his clothes, It didn't take much
to get him off, just the memory of the boy standing there in the store staring
him down was enough to send him over the edge. “uhh fuck” he moaned as he
spilled into his hand. He went to the bathroom to was his hands, once done he
grabbed his phone and texted his brother.
Mickey : Hey you busy tonight?
Iggy : Nah whats up?
Mickey : We got us a chomo in town! You know that old fuck at the Kash & Grab,
turns out he likes little boys
Iggy : You thinking what I'm thinking?
Mickey: Ya grab the guys and meet me at my house tonight
 
Soon mickey and his posse are standing out side the Kash and Grab. The sun is a
soft shade of pink and orange peering behind the clouds, The store is still
closed.  He's see this as the perfect opportunity.
“Lets trash the piece of shit and scare that kiddie fucker out of town” Mickey
calls out.  He grabs a brick and throws it though the storefront window.
There were shards of glass everywhere. He looked around , they were still the
only ones on the dimly lit street. He reached his hand inside and unlocked the
door. Once inside the boys proceeded to destroy he store, they were puling down
the shelves, like wolves tearing up the magazines throwing pages on the floor.
Iggy took a crowbar to the cooler. The door shattered, the sound echoed through
the store.
“Alright lets get outta here” Mickey shouted, as he pulls a can of red spray
paint out his backpack and tags “faggot” across the front of the checkout
counter. He couldn't help but notice a small box underneath the counter, it had
a shitty lock on it and he was through it in seconds. He opens the box and
finds 9 mm inside it. .Really the fucking guy has had a gun this whole time but
he doesn't have the balls to tell him to fuck off..looser. He chuckled as he
tucked the gun into his bag and ran to catch up with his brothers.
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Ian was a great employee. He was always on time, and the last one too leave. He
was looking forward to his shift today, He and Kash had not been intimate for a
while because Linda had started hanging around more due to the  recent theft.
Not today however, they would finally have the place to themselves, he smiled
turning the corner to enter the store. Immediately he saw the flashing light
from the police car. He felt like his heart was going to beat out of is chest
and he ran into the store. Someone had completely destroyed it.  Everything was
in shambles even the coolers were smashed in, the lights flickering behind
them. He looked over at the man standing by the counter his face buried in his
hands.
He grabbed his hand. “It's ok Kash” he spoke softly “ They will find who did
this” he tried to reassure the man but nothing seemed to work.
Ian glanced once more around the store, and noticed the words going across the
counter behind the crying man “ faggot “ it read.
Ian punched the counter “fuck!!” he screamed.
He saw the metal box on the floor and realized the store gun was missing.
Suddenly everything made since, know one knew about their relationship except
for 1 person, he should have known not to tell Mandy what was going on.
“you know who did this don't you Kash?”
the man stared at him blankly “ He took the gun Ian! Linda is going to kill me
when she finds out about this”
Ian knew he couldn't fix what happened to the store but he was determined to
get the gun back.
“I'l be back later, it's not like I can really work my shift” he said looking
around and then storming out the door.
Before he knew it he was standing in front of the Milkovich house, he didn't
care who Mickey thought he was, he was determined to get Kash's gun back. He
walked through the front gate, the yard was completely trashed, there were
pizza boxes and beer bottles spread about.There was a banner that had fallen
down barely hanging onto the the patio, “Welcome Home Terry” it read. Ian
slowly made his way up the steps to the front door. He was about the just walk
in when he realized he had nothing, no knife no baseball bat, nothing to defend
himself against the danger lying behind the door in question. He glanced around
and saw Mickey"s backpack in the corner of the patio.
. ..I fucking knew it!!.. he thought to himself when he saw the can of red
spray paint.
Next to the bag however was what he was truly after. He picked up the crowbar
and slowly opened the front door. He saw a man passed out in his underwear face
down on the couch. His snores filled the room. Ian crept passed the sleeping
man and headed towards mickeys room, he took a deep breath as he approached the
door reading the sign hanging crudely on the door, STAY THE FUCK OUT!  He took
another deep breath thinking to himself how there was still time to back out,
but he was a Gallagher and and they never backed down from challenge. He slowly
opened the older boys door to find him passed out face down on the bed. Ian
thought for a moment how vulnerable and innocent Mickey looked, he knew ho
quickly that would change. With out another thought Ian poked Mickey in the
back with the cold meal of the crow bar.
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JOINT POV
 
“ I want the gun back Mickey!” he said firmly.
Mickey was startled awake by a familiar voice, he looked over and saw Ian
hovering over him with a crowbar.
'Gallagher?” he asked surprised, this boy had once again proven he had no fear.
“ The gun Mickey now!”
“Alright “ he replied still rubbing the sleep from his eyes as he reaches for
his nightstand.
Ian feels confident, he lowers the crowbar slightly letting his arms relax. Out
of nowhere Mickey is grabbing him and throwing him onto the bed. He slams the
hand that's holding the crowbar into the wall forcing Ian to relinquish his
grip.
“Come talk to me like that!? ” he growls at Ian.
Mickey has him pinned down on the bed. Ian suddenly burst up, grabbing the
older man and throwing him into the wall. Mickey is stunned, this kid is
putting up such a fight. He wasn't prepared for that. He reaches out to grab
Ian but the redhead throws him into his dresser. Ian turns back to the bed and
lunges for the crowbar, Mickey sprints onto the bed tackling Ian, grabbing the
crowbar for himself. The young boy has stopped squirming beneath him, he's now
 looking up at Mickey those green eyes filled with terror as he waits for him
to bash his face in with the crowbar. The sound of their breathing  fills the
room, both boys out of breath. Mickey could feel his heart ready to explode
from his chest.
He wants more than anything to hurt the boy that has disrespected him, yet as
he looks into those green eyes all he could think is..Damn! I wanna fuck this
kid...
Ian must have noticed the look Mickey was giving him because within seconds
they were ripping off each others clothes. Mickey was relieved there were no
words spoken between them, it was like they had some kind of mental connection.
He grabbed the lube and a condom from his nightstand and threw them at Ian. He
positioned himself on the bed eager to just fuck and get it over with.
Ian was in disbelief as he found himself mounting Mickey. He did not see this
coming at all, Mickey seemed super homophobic, yet here he was bent over,
presenting himself to Ian.
The young boy was still staring at him when Mickey called “ Hurry the fuck up
already, I ain't got all day!”
With that Ian stuck a lubed finger into the older boy. He swirled it around
gently not sure, if this was Mickey's first time.
“fuck” he heard Mickey moan quietly, with the boys moan he added in another
finger, and started moving them in a back and forth motion.
“Huh”he heard yet another precious moan escape Mickeys lips....Fuck he's
sexy.... Ian thought to himself as Mickey's cries escaped the pillow beneath
him.  He reach down and grabbed his cock, it was already dripping  with pre
cum, so eagerly waiting to enter Mickey. He placed the condom on and set the
tip of his penis against the older boys entrance.
He grabbed Mickeys waist, “are you sure...” was all Ian had managed to say
before Mickey had pushed himself back onto Ian.
It was just the tip but DAMN was this boy tight Ian thought to himself. Taking
the obvious invitation he thrust himself into Mickey. His ass felt so good
squeezing around Ian's member, as he thrust harder, and deeper into Mickey.
“yea Gallagher..mmm” he heard the boy say softly, his head pressed against a
pillow, so Ian could not see his face.
He felt like his eyes and ears were betraying him as he looked down and saw his
cock thrusting in and out of Mickey fucking Milkovich, he took in every breath
and every sound the thug made beneath him. He knew he was going to cum soon, he
waited until he could feel Mickeys body become less tense, the older boy
collapsed on the bed with Ian still inside of him. Ian took that as his cue and
let his load loose inside Mickey's tight ass. He rolled over next to Mickey who
was now staring at the ceiling, he had grabbed a cigarette and seemed
determined not to make eye contact with Ian.
…..Fuck that was so fucking good!…. Mickey thought to himself.
He turned his head too look and Ian. The redhead sat there with a look of utter
disbelief on his face, he was about to ask him if he wanted to go again when
his dad walked into the room. Both boys froze immediately. Time stood still for
Mickey. All he could picture was the bloody figure from years ago as he watched
his dad walk past the two boys and into the bathroom. They heard the toilet
flush and Terry stepped out.
“ Mandy's making eggs” he called back. “put some clothes on, you two look like
a couple of queers” he laughed and walked out of the room.
Mickey”s heart sank back into his chest, no fucking way was he going to try to
go again now. The redhead must have had the same thoughts because when Mickey
looked over he was already standing up pulling on his pants. Mickey sprung up
from the bed and went to his dresser to grab the gun..Ian fucking
Gallagher..was all he could think as he tossed the gun on the bed. The redhead
picked it up and gently smiled. He had a wonderful smile, Mickey started
thinking about his lips wrapped around his cock but then the boy was leaning
into to kiss him....what the fuck??....
“Kiss me I'll cut your fucking tongue out!” he snapped at Ian.
Ian quickly pulled back and headed to the bedroom door.
“Ian” mickey called out softly.
The boy turned around as he he was heading out the door
“not a fucking word, you hear me?” mickey replied. Ian laughed as he shut the
door behind him. He was beyond satisfied.
This was nowhere near how he thought today would go when he woke up this
morning, but he wouldn't have it any other way. He was heading to the door when
he ran into Mandy.
“Ian?” she asked confused “what are you doing here?”
“Uh Lip wanted to see if Mickey knew where to get a gun for the house, he was
too busy to come over so he sent me” he lied.
“ Oh, ok! Did you figure it out? He wasn't an asshole again was he?” she said
curiously.
He lifted his shirt to show Mandy the 9 mm tucked into his waistband.
“Ok good”
“i gotta go Mands Fiona probably worried, there was a break in at the store
earlier, gotta go do some paperwork most likely” he smiled then headed out the
door.
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Mickey was sitting on his bed playing back the events of the last hour. Did he
really let some 16 year old punk kid fuck him in the ass? He was a good 4 years
older than Ian, but something about that boy told him he knew how to fuck and
he usually got what he wanted.. maybe that:s why he was so cocky...Mickey
mused. He lit up a smoke fully satisfied. Now that they had had sex he could
move on. No more wet dreams or queer thoughts about Ian's lips and skin. Now
that he knew how they felt he didn't have to imagine. He wasn't gay, he just
wanted to see what the kid was really made of since he had been intent on
standing up to him every chance he got.….Lucky bastard.... he thought to
himself. Had that been anyone else barging into his room like that they would
be in a body bag.
 
 
***** Closing Time *****
Chapter Summary
     Mickey can't stop thinking about red hair and freckles....Fucking
     Gallagher.....
Chapter Notes
     A/n Trying to get in a chapter a day. Nothing like writing sex scenes
     while your at work lol.
     The will be some fluff in chapter 4 , gotta give my boys some
     romance. For now enjoy. xoxo
Chapter 3
 
The next week was a blur for Ian. He couldn't shake off his encounter with
Mickey but he knew it was a one-time thing. Guys like that were one and done.
He probably wasn't even gay,maybe he just wanted to try it out after all he
knew Ian was gay . The thoughts plagued him as the week went by. It had been 5
days since the break in at the Kash & Grab and things were finally coming
together. Though their community was poor, they were all very close.  Most
people pitched in to help Kash and Linda get the store up and running again.
Tommy the local contractor, had help to fix the front door and install the
windows. The place was almost back to normal with the exception of the people
who worked there, Ian was avoiding Kash ever since the incident. Being with
Mickey felt so raw and different, suddenly his boss just didn't seem as
attractive to him. The danger he felt before with Kash was nothing compared to
the absolute rush of being with Mickey. He smiled to himself as he stocked the
shelves with canned goods. he only had two more hours left on his shift , Kash
& Linda had gone home and he was left to close the store.
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Mickey sat at the bar and finished his beer.
“Want another one Mickey?” Kevin asked from behind the bar.
Kevin wasn't the brightest light bulb in the bunch but he had a good heart.
Recently he had been working with Mickey, renting him the upstairs apartment to
do his business. He didn't ask the boy what he was doing, he knew it was
illegal and he didn't care. He and his wife Veronica  were expecting twins, so
he would take money wherever he could.
 
“Sure. Thanks.” Mickey replied staring at the wall.  Kevin slid a bottle in
front of him. After a few minutes he felt someone staring at him. He turned to
see the bartender leaning on the counter his eyes locked on the boy.
 
“Can help you?” he asked.
“You just look like you got some serious thought going on up there.  Everything
OK with ..you know?” the bartender nodded his head to upstairs.
“ Yea business is good, got other things on my mind” the boy responded calmly.
“Ah..I get it lady problems.. then, well don't worry man, I'm the master at
fixing lady problems. Just ask Veronica. She's never been made at me for longer
that a day” a stupid grin appeared across his face.
“ It's something like that, but I don't know... just fucking forget I mentioned
it will ya” Mickey replied slowly getting irritated. He slammed the remainder
of his beer and headed to the bathroom.
….What a week... he thought as he relieved himself.
He zipped up his pants and stood in the bathroom for a few more minutes. It was
nice and quiet unlike the rest of the bar..or in his case the world. He took
these few moments to think. He sighed as he tried to collect his thoughts. He
had lied to Kevin, he wasn't upset about the gun running but someone had been
cutting his coke. He had had several complaints from clients and he needed to
find out who upstairs was responsible. He was looking forward to kicking
somebody's ass. He was heading out of the bathroom when a flash of red squeezed
passed him. She was small and freckled probably only 10 years old.
“What the fuck is raggedy Ann here doing in a bar” he shouted over at Kevin.
“That's Debbie” the man responded and pointed at the chair next to Mickey. The
was a man sitting there blabbering on about how nobody respects him, and how
hard it was to make a living in this country.”
“Who the fuck is he?” Mickey asked annoyed by the mans endless rant.
“Oh shit. You don't know Frank” he laughed.
“Frank! “ he tapped the bar top
The drunk man spun around in his chair. "What?"
“This is Mickey, Mickey this is Frank Gallagher...been coming in here every
night for 20 years.. that girl is his daughter Debbie” Kevin replied.
Mickey look at the man in question.….Did he just say Gallagher? How the hell
did Ian come from this piece of shit...he thought.
 "Hey" waved  halfheartedly as the man went back to his rant,
The young girl had returned from the bathroom and sat down next to Frank. Her
red hair was the same shade as Ian's, same freckles going a crossed her face,
he couldn't resist talking to her, maybe he could learn more about the mystery
that was Ian Gallagher
 
“I'm Mickey .You Franks kid?” he asked the young girl.
“Yup. Well 1 of them there's 6 of us” she smiled
…..Holy fuck 6 kids..this assholes been busy....
“That's cool I guess, you the youngest?” he asked trying his hardest to keep
the conversation going but he really didn't know what to say to the girl.
“No that would be Liam, he 3, then there's Carl, myself, Ian, Lip and Fiona”
Mickey knew Lip, or at least knew of him. His sister had had a huge crush on
him for the longest time. He had paid the guy a couple times to write some
papers for him back when he was still in school. He seemed like an asshole.
 
“ No shit Lip's your brother ” he asked.
“ Yup” she replied “ Him and Ian are always getting into trouble so it's good
for me, know one pays much attention”
“ So uh.. what does Ian do?” he asked her trying not to be obvious. He was
lucky this girl was 10 years old anyone else would have been wondering why the
20?s.
“ Ian is in ROTC” she smiled “ He wants to be an officer in the Army , its cool
cause he could like travel and stuff”
…..ROTC....little fucker that's why he was so strong. It's makes sense now how
the scrawny redhead had manged to hold his own so easily...i bet his body is
nice and strong from working out...fucking tough guy...
 
“Mickey?” Debbie asked interrupting the boys thoughts. He realized he had been
staring at the girl lost in his thoughts.
He snapped back into reality. What was wrong with him? It's not he really cared
about anything she had to say, not like he cared about Ian, he just wanted to
know what he was up against.
“ Well good talk there Debbie gotta go” he said to the girl and threw a couple
bucks at the bartender.
 
As he was walking home he was faced with an option. He could take his usual way
home through the alley or walk around the block past the Kash&Grab. He chose to
take the long way. He wasn't planning on going inside but as he passed the
store he saw Ian was alone. He was at sitting the counter staring at his phone.
He kept glancing down at his watch, every few minutes. Mickey stared at him
outside the window. ...fuck it....he thought as he walked inside the store.
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JOINT POV
 
Ian looked up as the door opened.
“Mickey?” he asked confused.
“That's my name Gallagher.” the older by replied as he started trolling the
aisles.
“ What are you doing  Mickey, You know your not allowed in here” the redhead
stood up from the counter and walked over to him.
“You got a problem kid?” Mickey snapped at Ian as he saw the young boy
approaching.
“ Matter of fact I do” Ian responded “You trash the fucking place, so then you
think you can just come back and take whatever you want? ”
“hmm... can I take whatever I want?” Mickey asked his eyebrows raised in
curiosity.
Mickey laughed. He did think he could takewhatever he wanted. The weird thing
was at this moment in time what he wanted was Ian. Ian didn't know how to
respond to Mickey, he was unsure of what was happening so he decided to ignore
the boy and go back to what he was doing so he just walked away. He glanced at
his watch again..Yes... the store was officially closed. He looked over to
Mickey who was still mindlessly wandering the isles.
“ The stores closed now man, so you can empty your pockets and show yourself
out.” he shouted and headed to lock the back door.
 
Mickey watches Ian walk over to the back door ,he followed the redhead . Ian
could sense his presence and now they were face to face. Mickey could see the
mixture of fear and confusion in his eyes.
“I asked you a question Gallagher? Can I take whatever I want?" placing his
hand on the wall behind and so that he was leaning into him.
The younger boy had nowhere to go. Mickey looked Ian up and down the growled in
his ear
“what are you waiting for?”
A smile crossed Ian's face and he slid down onto the floor. Mickey looked down
at him as he undid his belt and pulled down his jeans, Without saying a word
Ian wrapped his lips tenderly around Mickey's shaft. The older boy moaned  as
he felt Ian's warm mouth surrounding him, his tongue was swirling around his
penis. ..So fucking hot, ..he thought to himself..those green eyes, swollen
lips on my dick all mine. he could not contain himself he grabbed a fistful of
Ian's red hair and began fucking his throat. Ian had reached behind him and was
clawing at Mickeys back pulling his body in closer. He loved how Mickey was
thrusting into his mouth. His hard cock filling of every inch of his throat.
Ian was so hard right now! God how he wanted to just bend Mickey over and
destroy him.
“I'm going to cum ...” Mickey whispered as he erupted in Ian's mouth. The young
boy gagged slightly as he pulled away and wiped the remainder of the cum from
his lips. Mickey pulled his pants up,
“ Fuck I needed that” he exclaimed and stretched his arms in the air. Ian found
himself staring at him,
“What the fuck are you looking at?” Mickey snaps.
“Nothing” Ian replies and looked toward the floor. He can't help but smile as
the older boy heads to the door. As Mickey opens the door Ian calls out to him.
“ So I guess this was a booty call? ”
Mickey turned to him “whatever” he replies and heads into the night. Ian stands
there watching the boy disappeared into the darkness , he could not help but
noticed the older boy looked back at him before he turned the corner.
…..Holy shit...... he thought to himself he locked the door and headed home. He
didn't understand what made Mickey tick and it fascinated him. He found himself
wanting to solve the puzzle that was Mickey Milkovich.
 
***** The barbecue *****
Chapter Summary
     Mickey and Ian analyze the weeks events..Mickey doesn't like Ian
     flirting.
Chapter Notes
     A/N: So I'm trying to build a good story line for these two boys i
     want them to get to know each other, to become friends kinda. I'm
     highlighting Mandy and Lip in this story because they are the safe
     haven for each character.*****i know lame chapter title lol. Also
     going back through and editing sorry for all the grammatical errors.
     Typing at home in the dar lol *****
He was still thinking about Ian as he walked in the front door .He couldn't
help but laugh at himself... God he look so good down on his knees with Mickeys
hands in his hair... he smiled slightly at the thought.
 
“ What the hell happened to you?” Mandy asked sitting on the couch, she was
playing Call of Duty.
“What the fuck are you talking about? He snapped
“You look all happy, like you just won the lottery or something. It's kind of
creepy” she smiles
…..... Ian Gallagher happened........
“No I'm just excited to kick someone's ass tomorrow when I find the bitch who's
been cutting my coke” this wasn't a lie because he was happy. He had placed
several cameras in the upstairs apartment. it was only a matter of time before
the person revealed themselves. He shook the smile off his face and plopped
down next to his sister.
 
“There's a barbecue this weekend, Lip invited me do you want to go?” she asked
her brother and passed him her cigarette
“ I don't know ...dude is kind of a dick Mandy” he replied and took a drag.
“Yeah I know but I like him and I don't want to go by myself “she twirled her
hair in her fingers and stared at Mickey.
“Okay I'll go stop fucking staring at me!” he snapped and grab the controller
from her hands
….... this could be interesting........ he thought to himself. He wondered how
the boy would react to seeing him there. The thought amused him as he laid back
onto the couch and played the video game with his sister.
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JOINT POV
 
Ian woke up restless the next morning. His dreams were filled with the sound of
Mickey's voice and the sounds he made when Ian took him in. He couldn't help
but wonder if the boy would try to see him again, after all he wasn't expecting
last night to happen.
 
“ How's it going “ Lip asked sitting up on his bed
“Complicated” Ian responded.
The older brother hopped down from his bunk.
“How so?”
“You wouldn't understand” the young boy said plainly
 
Lip was the second oldest Gallagher. He was a scholar and a ladies man. Out of
the the poor souls in the South Side, he actually had a chance of getting out
and making something of his life. The only problem was he was too stupid to
realize it.
He looked at his brother sitting on the bed. He knew his big secret. He had
found out a couple weeks ago, he was just waiting for Ian to tell him. After
all they shared everything. He had been looking in Ian's dresser for his stash
when he found a porn mag.
…. nice …...he thought to himself as he lit up a joint and started flipping
through the pages.
Suddenly the images changed from bust babes to naked men in cowboy hats
“What the fuck” he yelled wondering why his brother would have something like
that. All at once it hit him, he had never seen Ian with a girlfriend. Holy
shit he must be gay !
 
The older boy could see the frustration in his brother eyes when he spoke.
“Try me” he replied. He had a feeling Ian having boy troubles but he was afraid
to tell him.
“ Just let it go!!” Ian sighed and lay back on his bed.
The older boy stood up and walked over to his bunk , he pulled something from
underneath his mattress and tossed it at his brother
“ what the fuck??” He shouted and grabbed the magazine. He looked horrified
when he realized what it was. His cheeks turned as red as his hair when he made
eye contact with his brother.
“ So you like it in the ass? It's okay man breath!” he smiled at Ian.
“ You're not grossed out?” Ian asked.
“ No, I'm not the one taking it in the ass” the older boy laughed.
“Uh..neither am I” Ian smiled smugly
They high five and lit up lit up a cigarette. Ian told him vaguely what was
going on, he told him almost everything, being careful to leave out details
that would point to Mickey. He told him about Kash and Linda and the break in
at the store. It felt nice to share with someone, now that he was able to clear
he's mind he could focus on the barbecue. Fiona had decided to throw him a
barbecue for his promotion at ROTC and to celebrate his 16th birthday. He had
been promoted from Cadet second Lieutenant to Cadet First Lieutenant. He knew
he knew these promotions would reflect nicely when he applied to West Point to
be an officer. He thought about who would be attending the party. He knew Lip
had a couple of friends that were seniors coming and of course Kevin and V. It
was going to be a good time he told himself as he got dressed and headed to
school.
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Mickey was sitting on his front porch when his sister stepped out.
“ You ready to go??” she shouted
….Fuck..... he had totally forgotten he'd agreed to this stupid fucking
barbecue.
“Why are we going to this stupid shit again??” he asked annoyed and stared at
his sister.
“Well Lip invited me and it Ian's /birthday/ROTC party. I guess he got promoted
or something and I don't want to go alone and you said you would go!” she
whined
…... ROTC …...wow, he got promoted? He must be pretty good at what he's
doing... he had to admit the thought of seeing Ian again was making him
excited.It helped greatly that the kid was turning 16, he wasn't quite sure how
to handle their age difference, he'd never been attracted to someone younger
than him let alone whatever the fuck this kid was doing to him, his world had
been shaken after their first encounter
“ Fuck ok let's go then!” he sighed and headed down the stairs.
As they approached the house they could hear the music playing and the smell of
barbecue lingered in the air.
“Mandy!” Lip shouted from the patio
“Hey!” young girl replied and ran over to him
…... seriously...... he sighed as he was left standing in the front yard alone.
He walked over to the picnic table .
“Punch really ?? Can I guy get a fucking beer around here?” he looked around,
there was no beer “This shit better have alcohol in it, he mumbled as he filled
up his plastic glass. He wandered into the backyard. There were kids playing in
the pool, slashing around. He saw Debbie arguing with an older girl who he
assumed was her sister,.They were arguing about the outfit she was wearing.
“Go inside and change!!” the oldest girl yelled.
“ But Fiona you are wearing a bikini!!” she cried
“Your 10 years old Debs inside now!”
The girl pouted and went headed inside “ Hi Mickey!” she called and she headed
upstairs.
He waved at her trying to avoid eye contact. He looked around searching for the
guest of honor. He finally spotted him in the corner of the yard. He was
talking to some dude with curly hair and the man had his hand on Ian's
shoulder.
….Fuck! he looked so good standing there in his ROTC uniform, it fits him so
well in all the right places. That rifle slung over his shoulder ….damn he was
something else...he could feel his pants tighten as he gazed at the red head.
He heard the two laughing and immediately was brought back to the moment .
who was this fucking guy hanging on Ian? His hands were all over him ,touching
his arm, straightening his hat. Mickey felt strangely upset as he watched Ian
flirting with this man. He couldn't help it, Ian was his, he might not no it
yet. Hell he wasn't sure if he knew it yet but the anger that was building as
he stared at the 2 boys left him wanting Ian even more. He found himself
walking over to where they were standing. He had to stop whatever was happening
so he walked directly into the curly haired boy spilling his drink down the
front of his shirt. Ian glanced up at him
“What the fuck man” the curly haired boy shouted.
“What bitch? You were in my way !” Mickey replied and stepped closer, daring
the man to say something. He was in his way. He was talking to Ian, flirting
with Ian and he couldn't have that.
“Fuck this man. I'll see you around “the the boy called as he huffed off.
Mickey rolled his eyes. Ian was glaring at him fiercely.
“Really Mickey...what the fuck?” he shouted as the boy sat down on the bench
“What are you crying about Gallagher? You mad I scared your little boyfriend
off?” he replied and lit up a cigarette
“ He's not my boyfriend Mickey, we were just talking! why are you here
anyways?” he is still upset “Mandy” he replied and pointed to his sister who
was sitting on his Lips lap
“Oh” Ian sighed a slight sadness in his voice
“ Sit down man, it's fucking creepy having you stand there all silent and shit”
the boy complied and sat down next to Mickey. Mickey passed him his cigarette,
their eyes met and there was an unspoken electricity between them.....
”eh hem” Mickey coughed...this is starting to feel a little gay... he thought
and grabbed the smoke back from Ian.
“So, What are you doing here Mickey?” Ian asked again.
“ Stop asking stupid fucking questions Gallagher. Just be quiet and sit with
me” Mickey responded.
Ian look at the man sitting there smoking a cigarette, the danger in his eyes,
once again his head was spinning not knowing what he was thinking. He scooted
closer to Mickey, not so close they were touching but  close enough to feel
that wave of electricity he had felt before. He sat there with Mickey in
silence and it was magical.
***** I Like Them Sweet *****
Chapter Summary
     Mickey catches Ian with Kash
Chapter Notes
     A/N: Sorry it took so long to get this put up. I had a long week and
     just didn't have the time.
     I'm not big on Kash and Ian so i kept my details to a minimum. This
     chapter like the one before is just showing the evolution of what we
     know as Gallavich. xoxo
It has been several weeks since he ran into Mickey at the barbecue. He was
shocked by the boy's behavior, as he rudely interrupted his conversation. He
had scared off the senior who was talking to Ian,  then proceeded to talk shit
to him. He was amazed at the nerve of this guy. He asked the boy why he even
came to the party and he was basically  told to sit down and shut up. Part of
Ian wanted to argue, to see
how far he could push Mickey, but something made him sit down by the boy
instead. It seemed like an eternity as they sat there in silence, passing a
cigarette back and forth staring into the sky he didn't want it to end but it
did. He wanted to learn more about the older boy. He wondered what his  end
game was. He came across as a super homophobic tough-guy, yet he had initiated
their last two encounters. Ian closed his eyes as he remembered the the first
time they were together. Laying next to Mickey had felt so right, he wondered
if that would ever happen again.  He wondered how it would feel  to be held in
Mickey's  arms....so not going to happen.....he thought to himself... a boy can
dream though...

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"Who do you think you are you piece of shit?" Mickey yelled as he kicked the
man lying on the floor.
"I'm sorry Mickey!"  the man cried.
He had finally found out who had been fucking around with his drugs,  it was
his brother's best friend Josh.  He had known Josh for years , that's why he
put him in charge of the drug distribution.  Mickey was a great businessman but
he had too many things to do to be stuck in an apartment all day.
"You're lucky you're Iggy's friend or I would bashing your fucking skull in for
stealing from me!" he shouts back at the man one last time.
He looks up and all eyes are on him.
"Anyone else thinks about stealing from me I'll cut off your fucking  hands" He
yelled and turned to run downstairs
 
"How's it going Mickey?" Lips  asks  from the table next to the stairs.
"Fine" he replied, wondering what the asshole wanted.
"Cool man what you been up to lately?" the boys questions,
...Fuck  he was nosey! Doesn't anyone mind their own fucking business
anymore?.. he thought to himself as he sat on the chair
"You know...stuff just making money"  he replied.
"For sure man, uh...I saw you at the barbecue the other day, thanks for
bringing over Mandy."
The thought made Mickey cringe, picturing  his sister with this fucking guy but
for some reason she liked him.
"Yeah sure whatever"  he mumbles.
 
Lips friend Trevor had told him what happened at the barbecue. He told him  he
and his brother were hitting it off when some jerk spilled his drink on him and
then chased him off. He knew his friend could exaggerate, there was no way
Mickey Milkovich was gay. He probably just didn't like the guy's face, he was
an asshole like that.
"So.. I saw you talking with Ian... you know my brother..." he emphasized the
word brother. Mickey felt warm ....where was this going ...he thought 
"And?" Mickey replied.
"Nothing I guess. I didn't know you guys were were close...in fact I didn't
even think you knew each other.."he said 
Mickey was annoyed now
….fuck this guy....he thought.
“What the fuck you getting at Gallagher?" he came down off his chair and walked
over to lips table.
Lip knew he hit a nerve, at least he thought he did. Something he said made 
Mickey leave his drink and walk over to him. He didn't feel like a fight and 
he knew that Mandy would  kill him if she knew he instigated it.
"Nothing man it's cool I'm just glad he's making some friends that's"all he
said softly. Mickeys uncomfortable now. He  looks around and spots of the town
tramp in the corner. Despite his last comment, lip was  still staring at him
inquisitively....fuck..he had this smug look on his face staring at him like he
had any fucking clue. Enough!.. he thinks.
" Hey Angie!” he calls out “ Want to bang?” The blond is seated two tables way
lokos up from her phone.
"Sure" she calls back picking up her stuff and heading for the door. He looks
back at Lip 
"Yeah good talk" he sneers  as he leaves to follow the blonde out the door.
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Ian had to be at work in 40 minutes. He looked everywhere for his stash but he
couldn't find it. ...Carl!!...he thought to himself. The younger brother was a
trouble-maker, definitely a Gallagher. He was a good kid at heart but everyone
was counting down the days before he ended up in juvie. He decided he would
just bum a joint off of Kevin. Kev was a friend of the family . They had helped
him and Veronica with the trimming of their grow house......the least he could
do was spare a joint.... he thought. Ian grabbed his jacket and headed down the
street to the Aliby. He walked inside the bar and spotted his brother sitting
down.
"What are you doing here? "he asks and sat at the table next to him.
Lip looked up from his textbook.
"Just homework, couldn't listen to Debs and Fiona argue anymore." he laughed.
"Right... I'm trying to get a joint from Kev you seen him ?" He looks around
the bar for the man but he was nowhere to be seen.
" You know i  haven't seen him  in here today" he mumbled his face back in his
book.  "So how long have you been hiding here anyways?" Ian asked.
"Not long, maybe an hour ..long enough to run into Mickey" his brother replied.
He glanced at  Ian's face searching for a reaction but the boy seemed
indifferent.
"Really how was that?” Ian asked   trying to be discreet. He had not seen the
man since the barbecue so he was curious what he was up too.
" Eh you know short and sweet,  he just left fuck Angie Zago, so it was not
much of a conversation.
Ian felt a lump in his throat.
"Wow ..Angie Zago..really?” he manages to smile at his brother.
He didn't know why it hurt to hear those words, they made his heart sink. He
shouldn't feel upset, he knew Mickey wasn't gay. The moment they had at the
barbecue was probably just in his head. He felt his emotions rise as he
pictures Mickey with the town squeeze.
" Well this has been great, but I gotta go" he said to his brother trying to
play it cool.
“alright bro, see you tonight” the older boy replied.
Ian gave him a pat on the back and headed out the door to work.
 
When he arrived at the store he couldn't help but notice the glances being
tossed his way. His boss was behind the counter,  every couple minutes he would
look up and start at him.
" You okay" Ian asked.
"I'm fine" he whispered and look down at his hands.
He could tell the man was hurt. They hadn't been together since he began
whatever the fuck it was with Mickey, he didn't realize the effect it had on
him.
"Look Kash, I've been under a lot of stress lately. I'm sorry we haven't spent
much time together" Ian spoke soft softly as he walked over to the man. Kash
looked up at him and smiled.  He couldn't help himself as he stared into the
man's eyes seductively. He began to walk to the back of the store. his eyes
were ushering the  older man to follow him. When they reach the walk-in he
shoved the man inside. He hasn't  been with anyone since Mickey.... Mickey.....
just thinking his name makes him fill with anger.  He bends the man  over so
that he is pressed up against the shelves and rips his pants down.
"Fuck me Ian" Kash shouts, that's all he am needed to here, within seconds he
was thrusting into the man. 
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...That was close ....Mickey thought to himself as he left Angie's house. She
was his go to and she was always down to fuck. Mickey used her to keep up his
appearance, after all he wasn't gay.  He was walking home and passed the Kash &
Grab... Gallagher... he thought himself. He started picturing the boys face,
his strong arms, his chest. He could feel the hardness in his pants as the
images raced through his mind. He knows what he wants and that is Ian. He wants
him hard, and he wants him now. He runs across the street to the store. When he
approaches the store he notices the closed sign in the window...Wtf? ... he
thought. Clearly Ian was here, looking through the window he could see the boys
backpack on the counter. ..fuck this... He thought to himself and headed to the
back entrance. Just as he thought it was unlocked. He opened the door and the
air was filled with the sound of sex. He followed the sounds to the walk-in
door. He peered through the tiny window and could see Ian fucking his boss . He
rolled his eyes in disgust ...are you fucking  kidding me? …..He could feel the
ice in his veins and he didn't know why. It's not like Ian was his boyfriend,
but seeing him with another man especially this kid fucker, made him so angry.
The next thing he knew he was busting through the door. Ian and Kash froze when
they saw him.
"Well now, what do we have here?” he asked his voice filled with venom. " Looks
like we got ourselves a couple of fags..no wait one fag” he points at Ian "and
a pedophile" he laughs.
"What do you want..Mi.." the older man doesn't have a chance to finish his
sentence before Mickey punches him in the face. He drops to his knees...little
bitch..I mean really..Mickey thinks as he glares at the man. Ian has pulled his
pants on and I reaching for Mickey's arm.
" Get the fuck away from me Gallagher!" He yells and pushes the boy into the
wall.
He can feel his rage consume him as he steps closer to the trembling redhead.
All he wants to do is punch him in the fucking face.…. what is with this guy?
What made him think he could touch him after he was all balls deep in that sick
fuck less than 2 minutes ago...he thought as he glared at Ian.
"Leave him alone" Kash cries,  he had managed to get  up from the floor and was
now standing behind Mickey. ….Fuck you both...he thinks to himself as he
stares. He backs up slowly.
"Whatever, you're not worth it anyways!" he hisses and storms out of the room.
"Mickey wait!!" Ian calls coming after him 
"Fuck you dude" he shouts flipping the bird. It's hard for him to pretend he's
not hurt, to pretend he doesn't want Ian. he was so mad he knew he had to leave
before someone got hurt. He turned around to look at one last time when he sees
Kash hand on his  waist. He's standing behind  Ian and the boy seems oblivious.
This annoyed him even more. He decided he had nothing to lose it's not like
Kash would tell anyone what happened here. He slowly walks up to the register ,
whimsically staring at the men at the other end of the store. He grabs a pack
of smokes and shoves it in his pocket. Next he went for the snickers bar. He
ate it slowly as his eyes met the older mans.
"Mmm.. sweet" he mumbles "I like em sweet" he grins a Kash " then again so do
you..am I right?" 
"Get out Mickey!" Kash yelled at the boy.  Mickey started walking through the
aisles.  He found himself standing next to Ian who was still standing quietly
by the back door. "Mm soo good" he taunts taking another bite. Ian is unsure of
what was happening. Mickey notices the older man is actually glaring at him
...what the fuck?  He actually seemed angry ..he didn't think he had it in him.
"I'm warning you leave now" he has his gun out. .Mickey can't believe this guy.
I mean he's pulled that gun out before and Mickey hit him with it.
" Leave? No this is too funny. What now you suddenly have a pair balls you sick
fuck?" He laughs.**BANG**The shot made Mickey drop the candy bar.
"Who Jesus dude, fucking chill" **BANG**
"fuck" he gets mickey in the leg and he falls to the floor.
" Jesus christ Kash" Ian yells " What the hell is wrong with you?" He's now on
his knees next to Mickey.
"Why didn't you just leave" he was crying. Mickey was in so much pain
emotionally and physically but he wasn't going to give in.
"Back the fuck off Gallagher" he snaps as he lies on the ground.
Within minutes the cops have arrived with paramedics. They handcuffed him and
helped him into the ambulance.  He knew  where he was going, he flips Ian off
as the doors close. 
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Ian could not believe what just happened. Mickey had admitted in his own way
that he liked him, and in the same breath told him to fuck off . He was
intoxicating.  A mystery wrapped in a mystery and he was determined to solve
it.
" Seriously Kash I can't believe you! We are done!  I gotta go!" Ian yelled at
his boss.  it was not like the man was going to fire him. He ran out of the
store and didn't stop until he arrived at Mandy's house. She was sitting on the
porch looking at her phone.
" Mandy.. Mandy..!” he yelled as he ran up the stairs .He was breathing heavy
from the adrenaline.
" Fuck Ian what gives ? You ok?" Mandy snaps, there's a slight tenderness to
her voice. 
"Kash shot mickey!" He pants.
" The fuck ian ! What happened? Is he okay ?" she asks frantically.
"It's a long story,  yes he's okay but they arrested him as he was being put in
the ambulance" he replies finally catching his breath.
Mandy sighs "He's going to jail Ian he's not a minor any more. I'll call
tomorrow and find out what happens" she said " are you sure he's ok?"
" He's OK! he was shot in the leg , but they said he would be fine. Hey can you
let me know what you find out" he asks.
" Why do you care what happens, I thought you hated each other?"
" No I do its just that it was my store and I'd like to let Kash know. “ he
lies.
"Alright fine" she said.
“Thanks Mands, I'm gonna head home, it's been a crazy day” he hugs the girl and
heads towards his house. He wasn't sure if he could sleep but he would try.
Hopefully he would find out more from Mandy tomorrow.
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It wasn't his first time being arrested, but it was his first time in jail. It
was pretty much like juvie except more strict. Mickey was a Milkovich after
all, he had his fair share of run-ins with the cops this was however the first
time he had a visitor. His family never came to see him before. They new Mickey
could hold his own so they didn't worry when he got arrested. This is why when
the guard told him he had a visitor he didn't know what to think. He hopped off
his bed and followed the guard to the visitors room. Once he approached the
glass he was shocked to see who was on the other side,  it was Ian. Everything
made sense now. the freakin kid was putting money on his books and now he's
here to visit him. ...He's probably making sure he doesn't rat out Kash and get
his precious boyfriend arrested..he sat down and grabbed the phone.
"Thanks for putting money on my commissary." he said trying to avoid eye
contact. "No that wasn't me , that was Kash. He's still afraid you're going to
tell everyone" the redhead replied.
" What do I care who he fucks" Mickey  said rolling his eyes.
" So how long will you be in there?" the boys asks.
" Supposed to be a year,  they might get it  down to with good behavior"
" Well then just stay out of trouble " Ian laughs.
" I'm trying, but I might have to stab that fat fucking mick for stealing my
Jello!" he was staring hatefully at the man sitting to 2  booths down. He
turns  his attention back to Ian, he's not sure what else to say. 
" I miss you " Ian purrs, his green eyes boring into Mickeys soul. He is
surprised and flattered but he can't let Ian know that.
" Say that again and I'll rip your tongue out of your head" he says forcefully
but his face betrays him with a slight smile. Ian  smiles back with a goofy
grin. That smile...it literally melts his frosted  heart,  he's enjoying the
moment when Ian puts his hand on the glass. . ..  what does a kid think is
going on..? this isn't some kind of chick flick...
"Take your hand off the fucking glass" he snaps but looks down at his own
hand.  Their eyes meet again, though they were separated by glass you could
feel the electricity, just like the barbecue.….What was his problem he got
himself shot for this fucking  Ginger?..with his doe eyes and goofy grin....
“Times up Milkovich!" the guard says. He's actually kind of relieved. He hates
that he has these feeling for Ian. Trying to maintain his facade he looks at
Ian, ignoring his  emotions he flips him off he follows the guard out of the
room.
 
***** Sweet Release *****
Chapter Summary
     Mickey is released early from Jail. He want's Ian to be his but he
     cant get passed the fact that he is not gay.
Chapter Notes
     A/N: Thank you to everyone who has patiently waited for an update. I
     really appreciate the comments and the followers, thank you so much
     for your support. I'm actually adding two chapters this weekend to
     make up for the delay. Thank you again for the support and feedback,
     the story is a slow build, the next few chapters after this will be
     more angsty and start to show the slow burn of control issues and
     other tendencies for Mickey.. stay tuned.
Monday finally!! Today is the day! The months had passed by so slowly for Ian.
Mandy came over yesterday to tell him that Mickey was being released early,
apparently he only had to do 10  months due to overcrowding.
“You should let me walk you there Mands,” Ian stated when the girl told him the
news. “ After all you not going to the best part of town”
Mandy looked at him and smiled, “Okay Ian, that sounds nice.”
He knew Mandy wasn't stupid, she knew something was going on with him and her
brother but she wasn't sure what. He decided it was best not to tell her
anything because he didn't even know what was going on. They sat around and
played video games for the rest of the afternoon.
 
He was nervous how was Mickey going to react to seeing him today. They didn't
exactly part on the best of terms but he seemed okay during their visit. He
hadn't been back to see him since. It killed him but he still wasn't sure how
the man felt and he didn't want to push him away.
“Ian Mandy's here!” Fiona yelled from downstairs.
“ I'll be right down” he called. He put on a spray of cologne and checked his
reflection one more time. he couldn't help but smile, he looked good. He went
downstairs to meet Mandy.
“ Wow!” she smiled “Don”t you look nice”
He did, he was wearing a dark blue button-up shirt with black jeans it made his
hair stand out like fire.
“ Thanks.” he chuckled nervously and grabbed the girl by the hand. She smiled
back at him and squeezed his hand as they headed out the door.
 
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Finally he was going home, not that it was much better than Jail but at least
he could choose the stupid people he hung around. It didn't even phase him he
had turned 21 in jail, not like he was expecting a party or anything,his age
never mattered to him. He always got what ehe wanted regardless anyway. Mandy
had wrote to him informing him his dad had yet again violated parole. This
meant he wouldn't have to deal with his drunk ass for who knows how long.
Mickey was excited by the news.  He was being escorted out the door when he saw
me Mandy and.. …..Gallagher..... what was this kid doing here??he thought to
himself.
“ Mickey!” Mandy shouted capturing him in a hug. He breaks free and turns
around to face the guards.
“ Fuck you! Fuck You and especially fuck you!!” he shouts, before returning to
his sister.
“ What are you doing here?” he asks Ian as they walk off.
“ Figured I'd walk Mandy, this is a bad neighborhood you know?” Ian replied.
“We live in a bad neighborhood man” he laughs.
“ Yeah but that's our neighborhood” Ian smiles.
Mickey rolls his eye, the three walk down the street together. Ian has his hand
over Mandy's shoulder, he tried to hold Mickey with the other arm but the older
boy gently he pushes his arm away. they drop Mandy off at the house.
“ Where are you two going?” she asks sounding hurt.
“ Were just gonna go get some weed maybe hit up the Aliby for a beer...”Mickey
replies.
“ Oh.. ok then ass hat!” she smiles and closes the door.
They start towards the liquor store . Mickey can't help it as he glances
occasionally over at Ian.…..He looks so peaceful walking there, not a care in
the world.....
“What, do I have something on my face?” the redhead asks innocently.
“What no..sorry” Mickey replies embarrassed he's been caught.
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JOINT POV
Mickey couldn't believe it had only been 10 months, because time had been good
to Ian. It must have been the ROTC because his body was in such good shape. His
body filed out his shirt perfectly, showing tightness in all the right places.
He was definitely taller and he had cut his hair too. Mickey noticed it made
him look older and he liked it. Once at the liquor store Mickey runs inside to
get a 12-pack. He came out a few minutes later.
“ So Gallagher... what do you want to do?” he asks the boy.
Ian smiles at him “I don't know  Mick, how about we hit the baseball field and
shotgun some beers?”
“I'm down with that!” he grins slightly as he lights up a smoke. When they get
to the baseball field Mickey has too try his hardest to keep himself together.
It's so hard, but he's actually feeling excited to have some alone time with
Ian. After the redhead visited him in Juvie, he was all Mickey could think
about. He had to stop himself several time from asking Mandy how he was doing,
if he was still single.
When they get there they go sit in the dugout, and Ian starts with the
conversation. He knew part of hanging out with Ian was dealing with all the
fucking chit chat, the boy liked to talk almost as much as he liked to fuck.
“ So you going back to school?” Ian asks.
“ Nah man..” Mickey takes a drag of his cigarette “i'd still be a fucking
freshman, if they let me in and i'm not doing fucking community college”
“ Well what are you going to do then?”
“ I Gotta find a fucking job before my probation skank finds me something that
will get me killed” he laughs.
“ You could come work at the store.” Ian suggests.
“ Yea right.like they would hire me, what would I even do. I aint cleaning up
after anybody”
“ Well it's a pretty clean store Mickey, but you could do security.”
“ Hmm..yea not gonna happen. What are your plans Gallagher?” Mickey asks.
“ Well I need to get my grades up so I can get into West Point ,I want to join
the Army” the boy smiles as he says the words ARMY.
“ If you want to join the Army just go to the fucking recruiting station, it's
like 2 blocks that away, you aren't old enough anyway” Mickey sneered. He
didn't like that Ian wanted to get himself killed in the army. He understood
the need for soldiers and he appreciated it but Ian was his and he didn't want
him to just disappear.
“ True, but I want to go to West Point when i graduate to be an officer”
“ Don't officers get shot first” Mickey asked
Ian rolled his eyes. The older grabbed another beer out of the box and stabbed
it with his knife.
“Shotgun!” he yelled before the beer shot into his mouth. The liquid shot into
his mouth, spilling down the front of his shirt. His eyes were trained on Ian.
Within seconds Ian has the can in front of his face taking it in. Mickey can
see it's too much for him so he grabs the beer and chugs the rest. He looks at
Ian and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. …. God he's so sexy..... Ian
thinks as the boy shoots the can into the trash.
“ Do you ever think about leaving here Mick?” Ian asks soflty.
….More fucking questions.....Mickey was starting to get annoyed.
“ People like me don't get to decide those things, we do what we do to survive
and thats life” he said plainly.
“ Why would you think that's all you have to offer?” Ian questions.
“ Fuck Ian!” What do you think is happening here? You think we're going to
spread a fucking blanket and look for shooting stars and shit?” he regretted
the words as soon as he said them , but what was Ian expecting.
“ I just thought.” Ian started but Mickey cut him off.
“Look Gallagher, you wanna chit chat more or you wanna get on me?” he sucked on
his bottom lip and stared at Ian. The redhead laughed and within seconds he had
the older boy pressed up against the fence. He yanked down his pants his hands
were gripping his waist tightly as he began plating kisses down the back of his
neck. Mickeys body tightened. He didn't do kisses. He was about to tell Ian to
fuck off when he looked back and saw that grin. God did he love that stupid
grin...he felt like he would do anything to see that smile, so he kept quiet
and let the boy continue.
......Mm m it actually felt good .he thought to himself.... Ian's warm breath
and moist lips caressing his skin...he wanted to ignore the thoughts that were
flooding though his mind.
“ Come on will you?” he snapped at Ian trying his best to to contain his
composure.
“ You're awfully pushy tonight Mick” Ian whispered in his ear. His voice was
dripping with sex, it made the older boy shudder in anticipation. Ian stepped
away from the Mickey.
...What the fuck is this kid doing?...he thought to himself. Moments later he
felt Ian return and resume his position behind him. He heard the “flop” of the
loop container and he was relaxed again. Ian was still taking his time when out
of nowhere the redhead bit Mickey ass.
“ Jesus!” Mickey cried.... God damn that felt good.... that he thought to
himself as Ian”s fingers danced around his ass.
“ You ready” Ian asked.
“ You gotta stop asking stupid fucking questions Gallagher” the older boy
sighed beneath him.....of course he was ready, he hadn't had sex in 10 fucking
months!...
“Ok fine” Ian replied and abruptly shoved his finger   in Micky's ass.
The older boys moans as Ian wiggled his fingers around inside him. He loved
watching Mickey squirm. He loved how differently Mickey acted when they were
having sex. He was still a smart-ass but there was a gentle side to it.
“ Yeah.. you like that?” he asked moving his finger in and out.
“ p..please..... Ian” the older boy cried.
He knew what Mickey wanted. He wanted to fuck the only way Ian could give it to
him ,rough and hard. He took a moment to gaze at Mickey's round ass.... He was
so unbelievably sexy.. Ian thought as he placed his hand on the boys head
running his fingers through his hair.
“ The fuck Gallagher....” Mickey started to yell when suddenly the boy grabbed
his hair tightly pulling his head back as he thrust deeply into him.
….God it felt good..... he would never admit that he missed this but he did.
Fuck how he missed having the redheads length inside of him.
“God... Christ Mick!” the boys panted as he pumped in and out of him. He
continued to pull his hair which Mickey loved. It hurt at first but the mixture
of the pain and Ian the pounding him like a rag doll felt magical. He could
feel the warmth building up inside him just when he was about to reach down to
relieve himself Ian gripped him tightly.
….. this fucking guy...... he smiled and he stroked his throbbing penis and
pounded him at the same time. Ian knew he was close, listening to the sounds
Mickey was making was so fucking hot. The neighborhood tough guy was underneath
him and with each thrust he cried out. He could listen to the boys husky cries
forever. He was ready to explode. He thrust into him one more time with all his
might. The younger boy cried as he released himself inside Mickey. The feel of
Ian's dick going soft inside him was enough to send Mickey over the edge and he
came on the ground. Ian was still pressed up against him. He leans kisses the
back of  Mickeys head before getting dressed. Once fully clothed Mickey shouted
into the sky “Fuck! I've always wanted to do that here!”
“Really?” Ian asked .
“Yeah ever since coach kicked me off the team for peeing on first base” he
laughed and opened up a beer. they stood there in silence sharing a cigarette
and passing the beer back and forth.
“ Hey Mick?” Ian asks in the softest tone.
“ Yea Gallagher?” the boy replied.
“ So before everything happened you know with Kash...” Ian looked nervous he
was twiddling his thumbs for a moment before he returned to his thought. He
looked Mickey dead in the eyes. “ Did you fuck Angie Zago?”
Mickey was surprised by the question . ...How did he even know that? ...Fuck It
was his stupid brother. He must have told him.. he decided to play it cool.
“ Yeah I fucked Angie, everybody fucks Angie. You haven't fucked Angie? If you
want I can get her down here.” He knows he's digging himself a hole but he
can't stop the words as the come out of his mouth. The redhead was clearly mad.
He was staring at the ground.
“ No Mickey I haven't fucked Angie! You know why ? I'm gay!! he shouted.
There was the word Mickey avoided like his life depended on it, and in  his
mind it did.
“ Well I'm not fucking gay Gallagher! he shouted at the boy throwing his beer
can on the ground. The boy looked at him, staring deep into his blue eyes.
“ You know what? Fuck this dude,...I'm done man”. Ian sighed and started to
walk away.
“ What you acting like a bitch for Ian?” Mickey called after him.
“Fuck off Mickey!” he shouted over his shoulder as he ran across the baseball
field.
…...Fuck!.....he wasn't going to chase after him. He knew that's what Ian
wanted but he was nobody's bitch, instead he just stood there watching Ian's
shadow disappear into the darkness.
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….. What just happened? They were having a great night then fucking Ian had to
go and ask about stupid shit...he punched the fence. The thought that he was
gay repulsed him. ...Sure he likes hooking up with Ian but that didn't make him
gay right?... He lit up another cigarette and sat down on the bench. He still
needed to find a job and Ian did mention working at the Kash & Grab earlier,
His head was spinning with thoughts ….Why would they hire me after everything
that happened ….fuck it's worth a shot I guess.... he flicked his cigarette and
headed home.
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Ian didn't sleep much last night. He couldn't stop playing back the
conversation he had with Mickey, he needed a distraction.  Ian had only been to
Boys Town once, when his mom found out he was gay she took him there to cheer
him up. Though he was open about it now, coming out on the south side was still
scary process. He was surprised at the support his family had shown him. He
knew Mickey wouldn't have it as easy but he was upset he couldn't at least
admit it to him.
He could see the crowd from down the street. There were young men in tight
clothing. They were radiating from the glow sticks around their arms and necks
.. he could feel their energy. As he approaches the door he see's a bouncer
..Fuck!... he was in such a hurry he didn't even think about the fact he was
under 18 . He decided to turn around but he walked directly into a gentleman
about to enter the club.
“ I'm so sorry!!” he he gasped. When he looked up the man was smiling. He had a
nice suit and looked very distinguished. Ian must have been staring for a while
before the man replied.
“Where are you going beautiful? “
Ian blushed, he was not feminine by any means but he liked getting the
compliments, it was a change from what he was used too.
“Uh, I left my wallet at home” he lied.
The older man grabbed him by the waist so they were both facing the door.
“He's with me: he told The bouncer, and like that but they went inside. It was
just like he remembered, crowded and filled with sweaty bodies dancing on the
stage the lights glistening off their muscles. Ian had expected to go to the
bar but the man led him to a closed-off area.
“ Good evening Dr. Lischman” one of the servers called out. The man rushed over
to let the two into the enclosed area.
“ Thank you Geno. I'll have a scotch neat. What would you like?” He looks at
Ian.
“ Can I have an Appletini?”
:Right away” the server replied as he sped off to the bar.
“ My name is Ned, can I ask yours?”
“ Ian , my name is Ian” he responded ….I sound like an idiot..... he thought to
himself.
“ Well Ian, it's very nice to meet you. Might I ask what a handsome fella like
you is doing in Boys town by yourself?”
Ian looked at him briefly then stared at the table.
“I just needed to get out I guess, there too much drama at home” he replied.
“ A pretty little thing like you shouldn't worry about such things” Ned smiled
, the drinks arrived and Ian found himself engulfed in conversation. Ned was
fascinating! He was a doctor, which explained the expensive suit. He had
completely forgotten about Mickey by the end of the night. This guy was so
interesting he kept buying him drinks and listened to when he wanted to
contribute to the conversation. The night went on and he found himself
thinking, …..it's not like he wanted to date the guy but sure he was a silver
fox..... he kept glancing down at his drink playing with the straw.
“ I hope this isn't being too forward but I have a great view of the city from
my penthouse would you care to join me?” Ian blushed again. He knew what
accepting the invitation meant no matter how elegantly it was worded. He
thought for a moment how he had never been to a penthouse, hell he never been
to the north side.
“Sure that sounds great!” he smiled and grabbed his hand under the table. They
finished their drinks and headed outside to Ned's car. Ian's heart was racing
he was scared and excited about what the night would bring.
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JOINT POV
Mickey had talked to Linda about getting a job, to his surprise she said yes.
Apparently having someone who was in jail for shoplifting was a good deterrent
for the store. He hadn't seen or heard boo from Ian since that night at the
baseball field. He was kind of looking forward to working with Ian but he would
never let him know how he felt. He arrived at the Kash & Grab. Ian was reading
a magazine behind the counter.
“ What are you doing here?” Ian asked seemingly annoyed.
“Calm your ass princess, I work here now” Mickey replied.
“What since when?” the boy asked.
“ Uh since you gave me the idea to ask for the fucking job”Mickey laughed. He
loves how angry Ian is. “Relax red! I won't bite I'm just here to make sure
shit doesn't get jacked.” Mickey replied as he grabbed a catalog and leaned
against the wall. They worked there in silence, taking turns glancing at one
another. All of a sudden the door opened and older gentleman walked inside.
Mickey could see his eyes light up as the man grabbed a bag of chips and place
them on the counter. Ian grinned at the man.
“You drove all the way to the South Side for a bag of chips” the young boy
said.
“Maybe I was hoping for a gingersnap.” The man replied. Mickey could feel his
blood boil as he watched the sickening display in front of him.
“ I'm working...” Ian replied quietly.
“Well maybe when you get off we can grab lunch?” Ned persisted.
Ian glanced over at Mickey who was trying not to stare but doing a terrible
job. He knew Mickey was jealous.
“ You know what that sounds great! pick me up at 6pm.”
“You got it” the man smiled. He went to walk out the door but Mickey blocked
it. He wanted to beat the dudes ass....Fucking pervert...... “ “You got a
receipt?” he asked quite defensively
Ned smiled and walked back to Ian who handed him a receipt. Mickey glared at
the man but stepped out of the way. He walked over to Ian. He was biting his
knuckle, he always did that when he was upset or trying to restrain himself.
“So that your grandpa or something?” he asked.
The boy smiled “No that's just a guy I've been seeing..”
Mickey laughed “ Hmm.. that's a guy you've been seeing? What you guys take a
fucking picnics together, walks in the park... you got a little dog with a
fucking sweater or what?” Yep he was definitely jealous. He couldn't help it,
whether he knew it or not Ian was his.
“No we mostly just fuck “he said “ You know like you and Angie” the boy said
smugly.
Mickey rolled his eyes ” Whatever Gallagher.. try not to choke on any gray
pubes” with that he went back to his magazine and kept his away from Ian. The
rest of the day seemed to take forever but finally Ian left his seat at the
counter and went to lock the back door.
“ Have fun swallowing old man balls” Mickey called as he left the store. He
walked around the corner to the liquor store and bought a 40 when he came out
he saw Ian getting into a silver BMW. He didn't know what possessed him but he
knew he had the follow them. It wasn't hard to follow them, the restaurant was
just down the road and Ned drove like a grandpa. He was sure Ian would see him
if the guy intro of any slower. He parked in front of a cute little Bistro and
went inside. Mickey was across the street staring. He stayed out of eyesight
but he had the perfect view.
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…... fucking crypt keeper..... he thought to himself. What does he see in this
guy except money? He knew Ian wasn't that shallow but he couldn't understand
the boys attraction. He saw Ned touch his shoulder and feed him cake from his
fork..... seriously what the fuck? How is this guy still breathing? He was
buzzed now, not drunk but definitely feeling like an attack dog who had been
stalking his prey. As soon as the two walk out of the bistro he marches up to
them.
 
“What the fuck do you see in this guy Ian?” Ian is surprised to see Mickey
there, he's even more surprised that he's been drinking,
 
“Whoa” Ned laughs, “calm down there tiger”
He looks over at Ian who has his hand on his face is disbelief of the
conversation that is happening.
“We were just about to head back to my place, Ian tell your boyfriend he can
come too, the more the merrier”
 
“What the fuck did you just call me” Mickey yells and punches the man in the
face dropping him to the ground.
“I'm not a fucking fag you sick fuck!” he shouts as he punches him again.
Ian pulls him off the man just in time to hear the sirens approaching.”c'mon
Mickey the fucking cops are coming!” Ian shouts still trying to secure his grip
on the older boy.
He looks up from the the ground, he can see the flashing lights coming around
the corner.
“Mick let's go!” Ian is pleading now......Fuck......
“Fine” Mickey sighs as he jumps up and runs down the street.
“I'm sorry Ned, I'l text you” Ian calls back to the man laying on the ground as
he follows Mickey down the street to the alley.
 
The adrenaline is flowing through them as they continue to run until the sounds
of the sirens fade.
“Jesus Mickey!” Ian laughs as he tried to catch his breath.
“You got something to say Gallagher, say it. All I know is I saved you from
that perve” Mickey smiles and punches Ian playfully on the shoulder. The
redheads eyes light up at Mickey”s touch and he tries to wrestle the older boy
to the ground. Mickey overpowers him and Ian ends up pressed against the alley
wall staring into Mickey's eyes. He wants to kiss Mickey so bad but he decides
not too, to break the tension he reaches out and tickles the older boys on the
ribs.
“Hey” Mickey laughs and tickles him back. …...This was beyond ridiculous.......
two boys from the South side tickling each other in the middle of an
alleyway....what had this guy done to him, Mickey Milkovich does not have
tickle fights let alone with another guy..... It was beautiful, Mickey loved
hearing the sound of Ian's laugh and he loved even more that Ian could make him
laugh. He looks at Ian and can see he is contemplating something. Out of
nowhere the redhead leans into kiss him. Mickey pulls back defensively.
“What the hell Ian?” Mickey just stares at the boy. Its not that he didn't want
to kiss Ian because he did. To Mickey kissing was a sign of emotions, kissing
would mean admitting he had feelings for the tall boy in front of him and he
was NOT ready for that.
” Are you kidding me right now” Ian rolls his eyes and turns to walk away.
“Hey hold up” Mickey calls.
“What Mickey?” Ian sounds defeated.
Mickey looks at him for a moment,. ….he was so beautiful. No wonder he had men
of all ages knocking at his door....He needed Ian to be his, but he wasn't
ready to tell him that, he knew he would have to do this in baby steps and
hopefully it would be enough for Ian.
“Come back here” Mickey says ushering the boy back with his tattooed hand. He
can see the reluctance as Ian walks back.
“This better be good Mickey I'm don.....”
Mickey cuts him off as he grabs his face in his hands a plants a wet kiss on
Ian's cheek.”
The boy is blushing, it wasn't the lips but hopefully Ian would understand what
the gesture meant. He smiles at Mickey” Was that so hard?”
Mickey laughs” Shut up Gallagher!”
Ians puts his arm over is shoulder, Mickey is OK with it for now, friends do
that kind of thing, it was better than holding hands he decides. Ian glances
over at him with the his dark green eyes and just smiles.
…....Fuck my life.......Mickey thinks to himself as they walk down the
alley....What have I done?....
 
***** Movie Night *****
Chapter Summary
     Ian invites Mickey over to meet his family and watch a movie.
Chapter Notes
     A/N: Yea another chapter, i had writers block for a moment then all
     these idea came flooding to my little mind lol. i'm very excited for
     where the story is going. This has some canon references but really
     i'm trying to create my own story-line. Feel free to comment, If
     there is something you don't like or my topics start to get to dark
     feel free to stop reading because in a few more chapters shit gets
     real. xoxo
Joint POV
Over the next few months the boys were inseparable. They spent almost  every
waking moment in each others company.  It was like Mickey couldn't let Ian out
of his sight.  He just wanted to be close to him it didn't matter what they
were doing.  Mostly it was Ian hanging out at Mickey's house playing video
games or watching  action movies.  Mickey had seemed to become  more
comfortable around Ian. Occasionally he would hold his hand on the couch or
Ian  would catch the boy stealing glances at him. It was nice. Mickey couldn't
understand what it was about Ian Gallagher that made his mind run wild. He'd
stare at the boy as they sat there on the couch.  He couldn't help but think
how beautiful and perfect he was. finally Ian broke him down and let him cuddle
on the couch. They were watching a movie and the boy laid his head on his
shoulder. Mickey could feel his body tighten but he didn't do anything else. 
The boy looked up at him with his green eyes and smiled that stupid smile and
they continue to watch their movie. Each day they spent together seemed to open
Mickey up emotionally. It scared him.  He felt himself  getting more and more
comfortable letting Ian in as long as they were behind closed doors.

Ian was tired of always going over to Micky's house. It was the same routine he
would go to school, then get off go to work ,then  go to Mickey's.  The boy had
seems to be enjoying his company. To his surprise Mickey even started cuddling
on the couch with him. He would lay on Mickeys lap or his shoulder and the
older boy would run his finger though his hair or hold his hand. It seemed
surreal. He wanted to share his happiness.  He wanted Mickey to meet his
family. They were so excepting of Ian when he came out, he was hoping if Mickey
could  see that he would have another place to hang out with his boyfriend.
Their relationship would seem semi normal, not this huge secret it had somehow
become. He had a plan in his head. Once they saw he and Mickey show affection
they would connect the does and move on.

Mickey had been invited to Gallagher movie night. Ian had  been trying to get
him to go for weeks  finally Mickey snapped.
"So what I'm just going to hang out with your fucking family all night and play
house?" he asked
"No  Mick you don't have to play house it's just a fucking movie with my
family! I'm always over at your house and you don't make a big deal out of it
why can't you come watch a movie at my house?"
Ian replied looking at him with those emerald eyes.
" Fuck whatever princess fucking il go" Mickey looked away from Ian, he didn't
want the boy to know he'd won. Those eyes went straight through him.
"Thanks Mick" Ian smiled.
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That night Mickey was so nervous. He knew the Gallaghers but he never actually
hung out with them. He knew how they felt about his sister and her twisted
relationship with lip. Everyone looked down on the Milkoviches. They would
never say that to their face because they'd get a beat down but he'd heard them
referred to as south side trash on many occasions.
He wasn't quite comfortable with being in their presence of so many people.
Mickey was not a social butterfly buy any means, but he wanted to make Ian
happy so he agreed.  He had a on nice button-up black shirt and some blue jeans
that really fit his body, really made his ass stand out. He headed down the
street to the Gallaghers house. When he arrived he saw the second oldest
Gallagher outside on the porch.
...What a fucking asshole.... he's the one who ratted him out to Ian about
Angie Zago...

" Ian here? "he asked
"Well hey Mickey! What the hell you been up to? What do you need my brother
for?" He smiled and took a swig of his beer.

...fuck this prick...who does he think he is right now?....

"Not that it's any of  your fucking business why i'm her but Ian invited me "
Mickey hissed.
"Chill dude he's round back" Lip smiled. He loved fucking with Mickey, he knew
just the right was to get under his skin.
"Thanks " Mickey replied quietly and walked around the back. 
He saw Ian's shirt poking up out of the shed. 
"What the fuck  you doing Gallagher?" he called out. The boy popped his head
out.
" I was just looking for a bike chain for Carl, his snapped and I could swear
we had one from an old bike in here." Ian responds.
" I see... so what shit movie are we watching anyway?"Mickey asked.

" I don't know probably some chick flick.. Fiona picked it out. "
"Seriously dude" he groaned.  He looked around to make sure they were alone as
he walked up to the redhead. He was still looking through boxes for the bike
chain when Mickey leaned  put his arm around his waist, and kissed his cheek.
He wasn't sure what came over him as he stood up but Ian looked so good bent
over those boxes in the garage, he could resist himself. Ian blushed.  Just
when Mickey though he couldn't be more adorable. He felt so gay in this
beautiful moment.
"Ehm..let's go inside and get this shit over with ...it's fucking cold out
here!"  He said ending the silence.
Ian stopped what  he was doing and looked at Mickey.
"Uh okay I can always look for the chain tomorrow... let's go inside." He
dusted of his pants and grabbed Mickeys hand.  They were laughing and talking
until they reach the front door. The moment they stepped inside everything
changed, Mickey had put his guard back up. He could see the faces staring at
him.

" Hey Mickey!" Fiona said...I'm glad you could join us"
"Uh yea, tanks for the invite" he replied and sat down at the table. Ian walked
up to him and put his hand on his shoulder. Mickey pushed it away and shot the
boy a look...what the fuck gallagher...he thinks to himself..  He looks back at
Ian softer this time, the boy  seems confused but he moved on to talk with his
family.
They all sat down to dinner. They were having pizza. Mickey, being totally out
of character waited for everyone to grab there food, it was a big family  and
he didn't want to eat before the kids. Just as hes ready to grab a slice of
pizza a freckled hand is handing one too him. He looks around quickly no one
seems to care but he's still mad. He's not some child that needs to be fed he's
a grown a man.
"I can feed myself man" he huffs at Ian and snatches the pizza from his hand. "
" Just trying to be nice" the boys says rising his arms up as he returns to his
plate. Dinner is loud , filled with the buzz of conversation. Mickey is not
used to this. At his house dinner is for eating food, not for catching up and
sharing stories.

When  everyone is finished they gather to watch the movie.  There were three
spots on the couch Ian was in the first one  and lip had plopped down in the
third leaving  him to sit between them. Mickey felt the sweat bead up on his
hands as his body was pressed closely against Ian.  He had a feeling Lip knew 
something  but that didn't mean was going to broadcast it to the Gallagher
clan.  This is the Southside nobody can keep their mouth shut and he didn't
want to end up Terry's punching bag again.  He sat down next to Ian with his
hands in his lap and they all started to watch the movie.  Ian was right it was
a romantic comedy 50 First Dates.  Mickey didn't mind, he liked Adam Sandler's
dry since of humor.  As the opening credits rolled Fiona got up to turn the
lights off. She wanted to try and make it seem more like a movie theater and it
did the trick.  All that you could see was the glow from the TV shining on on
their faces. Ian took advantage of this moment and went to grab Mickeys hand.

" Fuck  Gallagher!" He whispered so that no one else could hear, he was afraid
Lip had heard but he was staring intensely at the show. Ian snickered to
himself.  He could feel the boy trying to sneak  his hand down his pants, his
fingers passing the elastic on Mickeys boxers.  His touch made Mickey hard as a
rock. "Christ man" he snapped. This time it was loud enough for everyone to
here.
"Sorry" he whispered and excused himself outside. He lights up a smoke and
tries to calm down whne hears the the door close behind him.
.....Fuck!......
Sure as shit Ian is standing there arms folded, staring down Mickey.
"What is wrong with you Mick?" the boy asks accusingly.

...is here serious right now....

"What the fuck do you think Ian?  Your in there trying to hold hands with me,
grabbing my fucking dick on your couch and shit.. what the fuck dude?" He
yells.
"I just thought your my boyfriend ..you know.. the lights were off  and
everything, it's not a big deal man.." Ian sighs.

Mickey rolls his eyes and laughs cruelly.
" Is that what you think this is?" He points back and forth between them
"You think we are a fucking  boyfriend and girlfriend.. seriously?" He asks
Ian.
The question was rhetorical but the redhead answers immediately.
" Yea kinda"...
In fact that is exactly what he thought. Over the last month  all they have
been doing was cuddling and holding hands. Talking to each other. He did think
they were boyfriends. 

Mickey regretted the words as soon as he said them but he couldn't risk anybody
thinking that.
" Well we're not Gallagher, understand? I'm over here because you invited me to
watch a fucking movie so keep your hands to yourself!" he flipped his cigarette
and walked back inside. 
The rest of the night was awkward. Mickey could sense Ian was hurt sitting next
to him. All he wanted to do was grab the boy and give him a kiss and tell him
everything would be all right but for some reason he couldn't help being even
more of an asshole. When the movie ended and Fiona turned on the lights Carl
and Debbie had already passed out. Fiona was standing with Jimmy
"Alright boys we're going  to bed... don't get into trouble" she said and they
headed upstairs.
Mickey and Ian are still sitting on the couch. Neither one will look at the
other.  Lip could tell that something happened during the movie, he knew they
needed space.
" Uh right " he hops up quickly from the couch. "I'm going to go bed too so yea
what Fiona said " he waves half halfheartedly  and then walked upstairs. This
left the two boys on the couch. Ian looked over at Mickey.
" Aren't you going to leave the movie's over??" he asked sarcastically.
Now that they were alone, he wanted to touch Ian, run his finger through his
hair
" How about we finish what you started" Mickey smiles at the boy and go to
reach for his arm.
"Get the fuck away from me!" Ian snaps.
" C'mon don't act like a bitch now  Gallagher"Mickey replied.
" Really that's what you have to say to me?" Ian stands up from the couch.
"You are the one who said you only came over here to watch a movie the movies
over so you can leave!" He points toward the door.
" Fuck man why do you gotta go being so sensitive all the time? Chill the fuck
out" Mickey said in a low voice. Inside he knew that Ian had every right to be
upset. It was easier for him to try and make Ian think he was over reacting, he
didn't want to look like the bad guy....Too late for that....
" Fuck you Mickey! like I said, you can leave now"
" Fine Ian if  you want me to go  I'll go!"  Mickey snapped and got up from the
couch. He couldn't help the word that came out of his mouth as he opened the
front door.
" You know what?  Not everyone gets to say how they  fucking feel  the fucking
time Ian.  Just remember that , you can't always get your way princess! " he
could see the look of anger in Ian's eyes.
" I'm not trying to get my way you asshole. I just don't understand how you can
act like you care one  moment and then be  completely fucking different the
next!" The boy was now in his face.  Mickey could feel his anger rising.
...why did this guy have to make things so complicated....
He took a deep breath, he was still getting used to the redhead having the
balls to stand up to him, he found it endearing at first but sometimes, like
now he had to fight the urge to punch him in the face. He took another deep
breath.
"Well it's not my fucking problem you don't understand me, I'm out of here!"
with that  he headed down the street.
  As he walked in his house he realized yet again he had pushed Ian Gallagher
away. The boy had done nothing wrong Mickey was the one who was acting like an
ass. Ian should understand Mickey hadn't come out yet. Ian had his whole family
and they knew he was gay, no one knew Mickey was gay even Mickey.
....did the fucker can't really expect him Mickey Milkovich to just be all
lovey sorry with him in front of his family . I mean he'd be a fucking idiot if
that's really what he thought...

Truth be told he probably did think that, it wasn't official but they had been
acting like a couple so why wouldn't Ian expect that.
...Fucking guy!.....
When Mickey was mad he had no filter but he'd be lying if he said it wasn't
easier to keep Ian at arms length. He didn't want to get attached but it was
happening.

Against every warning in his body he pulled his phone out of his  pocket. He
didn't want it to end he knew Ian would be mad at him for awhile but he needed
to remind him that he was still interested, even if it was very subtle so he
texted Ian.

M - hey..we still on for call of duty thursday or what?

I- ???..really? Go fuck yourself!

Mickey knew he was mad, he was going to make Mickey apologize

M-look come over Thursday will you? ...I like your company but there's too many
people at your house. It just made me uncomfortable.

That was all Ian was getting. He didn't get a reply for about 20 minutes. He
sat there eagerly watching the phone.  He hated this feeling, he needed to know
Ian was still his, that he hadn't lost him over his big mouth. Finally his
phone went off.

I- yeah that's my family they don't give a shit, you closet case ;)
Mickey knew he should tell Ian he wanted him to come over but he decided to
seem indifferent.

M- Look come over or don't come over. Either way I'm kicking some Kraut ass!
Also don't fucking call me that

He smiled knowing that Ian didn't completely hate him after tonights events.

Mickey could picture Ian smiling at his phone, he knew he had the red head
wrapped around his finger almost as much as Ian had him. He took a shower and
went to bed. Even though he had pushed away tonight all he wanted was to be
cuddle with Ian.


Thursday didn't come quick enough. He was dying to see Ian but could not bring
himself to go to his house. Mickey was still sleeping when a text woke him up.

I-how do you take your coffee?

M- like fucking coffee??

Mickey was confused by the question. He had always drank his coffee black, he
never understood why people put all that extra shit in their drink.

About 10 min later there was knock at the door.
Mickey opened the door to see a very much awake Ian gallagher.
" Hey Mick! Here's your coffee" the boy grinned as he pushed passed mickey and
came inside.
" Dude it's like 7am.. I thought you were coming over this afternoon?" Mickey
sighed still trying shake the sleepiness off.
" Umm yea about that...lets go to like the Zoo or Museum instead. We've played
enough videogames .  I thought we could mix it up."
Mickey looked at Ian with confusion.
  ...after everything that happened this kids asking him on a fucking date?...
" What you wanna walk around the zoo like a couple of old queens taking
pictures..that it? Maybe feed the birds together or some gay shit?”" He asked
mockingly and took a sip of his coffee.
" Well when you put it that way it sounds....."
Mickey cut him off.
“ It sounds fucking stupid that how it sounds ? You know why Gallagher.. cause
it's a stupid idea" His words were harsh as they left his lips ending the
conversation.
 Ian's sitting on the couch now, he looks unsure of what he should do
....shit...Mickey thinks as he sees the boys eyes seemingly lost.He must be
confused as hell , shit mickey was confused. He was  been sending Ian so many
mixed signals. Finally he spoke.
" Hey.." he said and placed a hand on Ian's shoulder, the boy looked up in
surprise." Why change a good thing huh? I like kicking your as at slayer. We
don't need to do all that fancy shit" He smiles.
" Is that soo? Well see about that won't we?" Ian smiles as he gets up to turn
on the TV. Great this is what he wanted. He didn't want to go all over town
flaunting his relationship. He just wanted Ian to himself. Just the two, doing 
what they always do. He was surprised he got his way but he felt strange
satisfied as he sat down next to the redheaded. He couldn't resist Ian still
had a pouty look on his face so Mickey grabbed his face with both hands and
kissed him on the lips. It was amazing. He could feel the shock waves go though
his body as their tongues danced together. Before he knew it Ian was unbuckling
his belt and pulling down his pants.
He yanked down his boxers revealing Mickeys hard shaft. Ian glances up at
Mickey and swirls his tongue over the tip of his dick.
"You don't waste anytime do you" Mickey cries as the boys mouth engulfed him.
The feeling is to much, his mouth is so warm engulfing Mickeys dick,it doesn't
take long for the man to whimper Ian's name.
"Fuck Ian" he moans as the redhead gently bites him. His hand are is his hair
pushing Ian further down on his dick. Ian looks the boy in the eyes again,
Mickey knows what the look means. He grabs his hair tighter and thrust into
Ian's mouth.
... This kid is too good....he thinks to himself amazed at how Ian is handling
himself.
Mickey thrust a few more times into the boys mouth until he releases a load of
hot cum down Ian's throat. He sucks Mickeys dick so hard one last time to make
sure he didn't leave a mess then stands up from the floor.

"Fuck Gallagher!" Mickey sighed as he pulls on his pants. " I was not expecting
that"

Ian went to wash his hands.
"So..I'm gonna go now" he says shortly.
Now Mickey is confused.
"Wait why? I thought we were gonna hang out today"

"Yea me too but I really don't want to be stuck inside all day. I need the
fresh air, il probably just see if Mandy wants to go to the zoo with me when
she gets off her shift" Ian replies and lights up a cigarette.

Mickey knew what he was doing.
....Sneaky little fuck.....
He just gave Mickey like the best blow job of his life he would have to be a
complete asshole to turn Ian down.
"Fuck fine well go to the Zoo but fucking try and hold my hand and your own
your own got it." Mickey rolled his eyes.
"Really! Thanks man"
"Uh huh like you didn't know what you were doing " he laughs. " I'm fucking
starving let's go get some breakfast and then we can go to the stupid fucking
zoo aight?"
Ian smiled and they headed out the door
 
 
***** The Zoo *****
Chapter Summary
     Ian and Mickeys first "date" . Mickey get's jealous
Chapter Notes
     This chapter introduces some new character traits for our two love
     birds. I want to assure you they will get a happy ending but This is
     just the begging of the story, we do have a long way to go. I hope
     everyone enjoys the story thank you for your feedback. Lip?Mandy
     centric I needed to bring the Rocks for our boys back, i have a
     feeling they are going to need them.
 
xoxo-reference for later!!
 
 
Joint POV
The day at the zoo didn't go as planned. It started off great, but it certainly
didn't end that way. They had enjoyed a nice breakfast at Patsy's Pies. Fiona
was working there so she sat them in the back of the restaurant, knowing Mickey
was still awkward being out with Ian. He had ordered the french toast. God it
was it was amazing. The toast was golden brown and syrup beading off of its hot
surface. He couldn't remember the last time he had actually sat down and had a
fresh made breakfast. Mandy would make eggs once in awhile but mostly they ate
cereal and junk food.
 
Ian had ordered and omelet. “Gotta eat lots of protein” he smiled “keeps my
body in shape for the Army.
Mickey laughed, he loved how dedicated Ian was to ROTC, he knew that if they
did stay together, he would eventually have the talk with Ian about joining the
army but that was a long time from now.
He noticed Ian had been eyeballing his french toast.
“What are you staring at Gallagher?” Mickey chuckled.
“ mmm. Can I just have a small bite?” he asked Mickey with his pouty face and
puppy dog eyes.
“Really dude? You ordered eggs, you could have ordered french toast but you
were all worried about the carbs” Mickey does fingers quotes as he emphasizes
the word.
Ian looks down at his plate.
“Fuck fine here” Mickey sighs as he cuts the corner of his french toast. He
goes to hand Ian the fork but instead the boy just eats it off the fork. Mickey
almost drops it, when he realizes he just fed Ian Gallagher french toast.
 
…..How fucking gay are they right now??....
 
Ian could sense that Mickey felt weird about what just happened.
“Geeze relax Mickey there's nobody here, it's just us”
He was right, they were in the back of the restaurant all that was around them
were empty tables and a bus tray filled with menus.
Mickey smiled. Ian was right, they were alone.
“don't do that again” he snapped but he had a playful tone. He didn't want Ian
getting the wrong idea, he couldn't go around sharing his food and shit with
the guy. People would definitely start talking.
 
It was around 10am when they left the diner. They had sat there talking for
over an hour. It was nice, sure Mickey was extremely attracted to Ian but he
loved that he was also becoming his best friend. They talked about almost
everything. Just nothing personal, Mickey didn't talk personal shit with
anyone..maybe Mandy and even that was rare.
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They left the diner and took the L train to the Chicago Zoo. He was glad Ian
had suggested this to be honest because he had never been.
“Omg Mickey you are going to love it! First well see the primates, the well go
through the birds! I love birds...” Ian continued to plan out every aspect of
the zoo.
Mickey could care less he just thought it would be cool to see a bear or a
fucking tiger.
“Whatever Ian shut up” he smiled at the boy who had continued to talk. “ I'l
let you lead the way Gallagher”
 
When they came to the primates exhibit Mickey was in awe. He had never imagined
he would see a gorilla in real life. This was too freaking cool. He tried to
keep his excitement down as they walked around the cages reading the
information about each animal. They finished the Primate exhibit and Mickey
turned to Ian “Where to next man?” he asked sounding eager.
“hmm.. I was thinking we could see the birds but I think you'll really like the
reptile room” he grinned.
Mickey had told him that he always wanted a snake. He used to catch snakes in
the alley when he was a kid, he tried to bring one home and his dad kicked his
ass and made him kill it. He shook the memory from his head and noticed Ian was
staring at him.
“ Yea man that sounds good lets go” he replied.
 
The reptile room had to be the coolest place Mickey had visited in his life. It
was dark and dank, everywhere he looked there were snakes in glass cages,
slithering contently about. He found the Copper Head fascinating. It was
pressed up against the glass. He stared at the creature for some time, watching
it slither in and out of the tubes in it's glass prison. He must have been
staring at the reptile for awhile because when he looked over Ian was gone. He
figured he'd find him and moved on to the Timber Rattle snakes. He loved the
sound the rattles made. Snakes were so bad ass. If he could pick any animal to
be hands down he would choose a snake. He finally decided he had enough of the
reptile room, he needed to smoke and he couldn't get way with that in here. He
looked around for Ian but couldn't find him. He pulled out his phone.
 
M- Yo. Where you at? I'm ready to see some fucking birds now.
 
No response.
 
M- Hey fuckhead answer me I'm starting to get paranoid and shit
 
That was true, now that Ian wasn't standing beside him, he was noticing how
many fucking people were in this tiny ass room. Still no response, he was
starting to get annoyed. He manged to find the exit to the Reptile Room , but
not before searching every corner for Ian.
Ash he stepped outside he heard a laugh. It was Ian's laugh. He looked around
and spotted him in front of the peacock exhibit talk to some guy. The guy
looked like he worked for the zoo, so Mickey was confused why he was talking to
Ian. Even more so why was he making Ian laugh. He stood there discretely and
watched the two interact, from his standpoint Ian was flirting with this guy.
And this fucking asshole was letting him. Mickey saw him check Ian out twice.
As he stared at the pair he could help but notice what Ian was wearing. Why he
did not notice before, he wasn't sure but now it was driving him crazy. The
redhead had on a skin tight tank top that was too short, it was dark green and
blended well with his eyes. He liked that it made his hair stand out. Then he
had on a pair of basketball shorts that fit just little too loosely combined
with the shirt the v of his stomach showed prominently. It was almost like he
was wearing a crop top. Maybe he didn't notice before because he had his jacket
on.. He looked amazing, no wonder this guy was talking to him. Finally Mickey
had enough and went to break up the conversation.
“The fuck you just disappear on me Ian?”
“Sorry Mick I left my phone in the Primate exhibit and Scott helped me find it”
 
….Scott?....
 
He looked over and the man still standing there. “Thanks for your help, you can
get lost now” he said shortly.
“uh yes thank you, I really appreciate it” Ian replied sweetly.
Mickey rolled his eyes.
“ Yep sure thing, you two have a good day” the man replied then walked away.”
“Sorry Mick I realized I lost my phone inside when I wanted to take a picture
and I saw he had a Zoo badge so I asked him to help me find it”
“ That right? So once you found your phone why did you stand here flirting for
like 10 min?” he asked annoyed.
“I was not flirting, we were just having a conversation and if I was …..”
Mickey cuts him off
“ You don't even have to talk to guys, dressing like that they. I bet they just
fall over you don't they”
Ian looked confused. He was pretty sure he was dressed the way he normally did.
“What the fuck are you talking about Mickey” He snapped at the older boy.
“I'm just saying maybe people wouldn't be so eager to flirt with you if you
didn't dress like a needy bitch” he shouted at Ian. He couldn't help it as he
spoke. He wanted Ian to know that he was his, he didn't want other guys talking
to him, let alone flirting with him.
Ian was staring at the ground.
“At least put your fucking jacket on.. I don't need to worry every time i turn
around some ass holes going to try and jump your shit” Mickey spat.
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Joint POV
Ian had his hand under his chin and was shaking his head. He wanted to yell at
Mickey but he was surprised the boy had so publicly called him out. He honestly
did not know what to say.
“I need a fucking smoke man, wheres the exit to this shit hole?” Mickey asked.
Ian continued to stand there with his hand under his chin staring at the ground
. He wasn't sure what had just happened. He knew Mickey was jealous that much
was obvious but he was still shocked at how the boy had spoken to him.
“Earth to Ian” Mickey smiled and knocked gently on his head.
This brought him way fro his thoughts he looked up and Mickey was now smiling
at him.
“Uh yea sorry, so your ready to go then?” he asked.
“ Yea we had our fun, I'l admit I wasn't as stupid as I thought.” the older boy
replied.
“I'm glad, thanks for going with me Mick” Ian smiled.
“Fuck now I'm ready to smoke some weed and play some fucking video games you
down?” Mickey asked sweetly.
“ Of course man, if by play you mean me kick your ass then yeah!” Ian laughed.
They had walk out of the zoo and were heading back to the train when Mickey
looked over at Ian.
“ Seriously put on your fucking jacket man” he said softly and lit up a smoke.
He was waiting for Ian to argue back, the boy always has something to say.
Instead he smiled and put on his jacket.
…..That's right.... Mickey thought to himself pleased that Ian understood where
he was coming from. Next time they go out he would just have to check his
outfit before they left, he didn't want a repeat of today. It' was going so
nicely until Ian had let some asshole flirt with him and ruin it.
...that's OK....he thought to himself, he was going home with him, and only him
and that's what mattered.
 
 
They arrived at the Milkovich house about 30 min later. They walked inside and
Ian took his coat off and through it on the couch.
...why was this kid so sexy.....like it was a cruel joke.......Mickey thought
as he grabbed them beers from the fridge.
“Ready for me to kick your ass” he taunted Mickey as the game started.
“You'll never be able to kick my ass Fire crotch, I'm to quick for your ass” he
grinned at Ian.
He was referring to the game but at the same time he knew that in real life it
was true. Ian was tough he'd give him that ROTC had done him good, but in a
knockout street fight, Mickey could take him. The thought gave him a sense of
power, he didn't understand why, he never planned on being in that situation.
Maybe because of Terry he needed to know he could kick his ass if he had too.
“You ready or what grandpa?” Ian asked loudly stirring Mickey from his
thoughts. He punched the boy on the shoulder playfully “ Bring it on Gallagher”
he smiled.
 
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The rest of the day went smoothly. Ian was right he had totally kicked his ass
at C.O.D, and he was more than happy to brag about it.
“What did you say Mick? You said you were to quick for me..looks like someone
was too slow” he taunted.
“Yea yea..get over it you won” Mickey laughed.
“You wanna go play pool?” Ian asked randomly.
“Uh sure I guess I could use a shot anyways” Mickey replied.
To be honest a shot of Jack sounded amazing and so did a game of pool.
“OK lets got then” Ian grabbed his jacket and reaches for the door.
“Hold your horses Gallagher” Mickey calls as he runs to his bedroom. He comes
out and tosses a shirt at Ian.
“What's this for?” the boys asks sounding slightly annoyed.
Mickey walks up to him and puts his hands around his waist. “C'mon just put it
on”.he whispers in his ear.
The boys sighs loudly.
”You can't tell me a part of you doesn't want to wear my shirt” Mickey smiles.
He was right, Ian did want to wear his shirt. He felt so close to Mickey and he
pulled the t-shirt on over his tank top.
“ See you can still look good without showing everything off” he said quickly
and grabbed his keys.
“Thanks?” Ian replied again confused on what was happening.
“Come Ian”...he smiled and opened the door.
Ian looked down at the shirt he was wearing.
….Wow.....this is the first shirt Ian had seen Mickey in...nothing special just
a black t-shirt with the words DESTROY printed across the front. He felt
suddenly warm knowing that Mickey would let him even wear his shirt, he smiled
and headed out the door.
 
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They arrived at the Aliby a few minutes later.
“Ian!” Lip shouted from across the bar when he saw the boy enter. Mickey put
his head down as he followed closely behind him.
 
….Of course his brother was here.....
To Mickey's disappointment the Gallagher was not alone. His sister was sitting
on his lap. ..Ugh.. Mickey sighed he could not catch a break.
“hey fuckhead what are you”...her eyes darted between the two...”two doing
here” she said slowly.
“Just thought we'd have a beer and play some fucking pool is that a crime”
Mickey replied.
“Relax ass face” Mandy smiled. She hopped of Lips lap and walked over to Ian.
 
“How it going friend, long time no see am I right?” She pulls him against the
wall away from the noise of the bar.
She was right. Since she started dating Lip and working at the truck stop they
never saw each other.
“ Absolutely Mands I've missed you” he gave the girl a big hug. “How are things
going with you and Lip” he asks.
“You know, as good as they can, he's still stuck on his ex but I know he has
feelings for me so I'm still here” she tried to smile.
“Don't worry, he'd have to be blind to not see what a catch you are”he smiled
at the girl.
“Thanks Ian!” She looked closely at the boy. “ Um why are you wearing Mickey's
favorite shirt?”
 
...omg it was his favorite shirt!!..how precious, he must not have even paid
attention when he grabbed it...why else would he choose something so
recognizable...
 
“ Oh this, I uh spilled a beer on mine before we came here so he let me borrow
it”
“What are you guys like best friends now?” She asked sounding jealous.
“Were friends” Ian said shortly looking of into the distance, Mickey was
attempting to talk with Lip but he kept glancing at the two.
“Well I miss you being my fake boyfriend..there was no drama.. not like with a
real boyfriend” she laughed.
“Tell me about it” Ian said then quickly regretted it.
“Oh.. what's this now are you seeing someone Ian Gallagher” she says loud
enough for Mickey to hear.
God he wanted to tell Mandy. She and Mickey were so close he knew she would
understand and he hated keeping such a big secret from his best friend.
 
“Maybe?” Ian replied.
 
Mickey was leaning against the counter now, eager to try and hear the
conversation.
“How do you not know?” she asks.
“Well I really like him, and I think he's into me but sometimes he acts like he
hates me” Ian says, trying to avoid the feeling of eyes on him.
“Like how?” the girl questions
“Like he doesn't like PDA at all, in fact it makes him mad, but when we are
alone he's prince fucking charming, it's really confusing” he couldn't believe
he was talking about his relationship to his boyfriends sister with Mickey only
across the bar. He was being careful though and he missed his talks with Mandy.
“So he's still in the closet then” she replies shortly
“Yea you could say that...but he gets jealous pretty publicly, like we got into
a fight this morning at the Zoo I;m pretty sure people were staring.”
“Ok so then he does like you. Ian it sounds like this guy cares enough about
you to tell you how he feels, he just not ready to broadcast it to the world.
How long have you been seeing each other?
 
Ian has to think “Almost year off and on I guess.”
 
Mandy punches him in the shoulder.
“The hell Mandy” Ian asked surprised.
Mickey is walking over to them now.
“You've been seeing someone serious for that long and you didn't tell me
asshole. Who the fuck is this guy” she laughs.
Ian see's Mickey approach and wonders what he'll tell his sister.
 
“ What the fuck is with the 20?s over her Mandy ? We came to play some fucking
pool not do a fucking interview, come on Ian” he grabs Ian's wrist and leads
him away.
“He was my friend first jerk” she calls after them.
She stands there and watches them walk away. Did her brother just grab Ian by
the wrist? Why would he do that. Whatever she blew it off and went back to her
date.
 
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“What was that all about?” Lip asked as Mandy sat back down.
“You know just catching up with Ian, I haven't seen him in like forever you
know” she replied...”Did Ian tell you he was seeing someone?” she asked
curiously, certain her boyfriend had held out on her.
“You mean besides Kash?” Lip asked
“I'm pretty sure it's someone closer to his age, I guess they go on dates and
stuff, apparently they have been off and on for a year.”
“No shit..little fucker hasn't told me anything” Lip replied he sounded hurt.
Ian and him usually shared everything, he helped Ian come out why wouldn't he
tell him...He wanted to change the subject.
 
“Have you ever been to the Zoo?” he asked her.
“No, why?” she asked sounding confused.
“Mickey was just telling me how they have a really cool reptile room there and
I thought maybe we could go sometime?” Lip smiled.
“Wait neither one of us has been to the Zoo, how would he...Omg..” She looked
over at the two boys in the corner playing pool. To the untrained eye they
looked like just a couple of guys hanging out, but once Mandy put the idea in
her head she could see every smile, every glance and and discrete as it was she
saw her brother standing very closely to Ian as he took his shot, she swore
that his hand was on his back as he bent over the table.
 
“What Mandy are you okay” Lip asked concerned.
“I know who Ian has been seeing, and I know why he has not told either of us”
she started.
“Yea? Who?”
“Well Ian told me he went to the Zoo this morning with his boyfriend” Mandy
smirked and glanced over at the pool table. Lips eyes followed hers. He saw his
brother standing there drinking a beer poking Mickey in the side, throwing off
his shot. Mickey wasn't mad he just rolled his eyes at him and shot again.
“No fucking way” he said. He had thought something was off with them but he
figured Ian was just doing some shady shit for Mickey not that he was doing
Mickey.
 
“We can't let them know that we know. If they wanted to tell us they would.
Especially Mickey, our Dad would literally kill him if he found out” she
couldn't help but laugh at the irony in the situation. It made sense why Ian
was so eager to come with her to get Mickey, wow she had honestly thought he
wanted to walk her there. They sit there and stare casually a the two boys the
corner.
 
 
 
 
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***** Dangerous Games *****
Chapter Summary
     Mandy and Lip set Mckey/Ian up on a date
Chapter Notes
     A/N:This is a shorter chapter with a lot of dialogue hopefully its
     not to confusing. Again thank you all for the support.
Ever since the night at the bar Mickey noticed Mandy seemed to be hanging
around the house more often. It's not that he didn't enjoy her company, to be
honest it was kinda nice having her around but it meant he wasn't able to spend
as much time with Ian which made him unhappy.
 
“What are you plans today Mandy? Don't you got a job to be at or something?” he
asked the girl who was sprawled out on the couch staring at her phone.
“Nope!...I'm off today was thinking about going to lunch with Lip later though”
Mickey smiled he knew when Mandy went out on a date with the Gallagher boy it
meant she would be gone all night.
“Why do you care anyways fuck face?” she asked.
“ I don't, just asking” he mumbles and starts walking to the kitchen.
“well your invited to lunch with the 3 of us if you wanna go...” the girl
smirked.
“The fuck you mean the 3 of you who else is going?” he asked curiously.
“ I think Ian is joining us actually..we were going to eat lunch then go see
the new Jason Statham movie..you in?” she smiled.
 
..fuck he couldn't turn down an action movie, plus he wanted to see Gallagher
and the look on Mandy's face expressed she would not let him say no....
 
“Fuck whatever I'm in” he sighed as he grab a bowl from the cupboard.
Mandy felt a sense of satisfaction as she watched her big brother pour a bowl
of cereal, he was so oblivious to her little plan. Ever since that night at the
bar she wanted Mickey to tell her how he felt about Ian. She didn't know why
she cared so much, maybe it was because he was dating her best friend and she
wanted to make sure Ian was happy. It could also be because she knew how it
felt to keep a secret from somebody you love, to have to pretend things are one
way when in reality they are completely different. She wanted to free her
brother from that feeling whether he was happy about it or not.
 
She pulled out her phone and texted her boyfriend.
 
Mandy- So we are on for the double date on my end!! Any luck with Ian?
 
Lip- Yea. It's good he's excited about seeing the Mechanic , I guess he's a
Statham fan.
 
Mandy- Wow..I can't believe we are doing this if they find out, they will hate
us.
 
Lip- Relax babe, we are not making them do anything, they are going to give
themselves away. we will just be there to tell them it's ok. Then I don't have
to deal with Ian pouting all fucking day because Mickey won't let him come over
.
 
He was right. Since she had been coming spending more time at home, stalking
her older brother she had not seen Ian over once. Mickey had been more
irritable than usual too. She laughed to herself thinking that she had been
cock blocking her older brother..god that was hilarious...
 
Mickey was ready to go before Mandy. He really missed Ian but he was trying not
to seem over eager.
 
“We fucking doing this or what?” he poked his head in the bathroom where Mandy
was still brushing her hair.
She rolled her eyes and brushed her hair one last time. “Ok fine lets go” she
said and walked out the bathroom.
 
They arrived at the Gallagher house a few minutes later. Mandy knocked on the
door, Debbie answered.
“Hey Mandy, hey Mickey! The boys are upstairs do you wanna come inside?” the
girl asked.
“thanks Debs” Mandy replied as they walked in and sat down in the kitchen.
 
“Come on Ian just put on a shirt and let's go!” Lips voice echoed through the
house.
“Fine ! Have you seen my hoodie man I've looked everywhere” Ian replied.
“Uh nope but it's nice outside you don't need a jacket, lets go dude” lip
called back.
 
Moments later the boys came trudging down the stairs. Lip was wearing a gray
sweater with skinny jeans. Ian followed behind him.
 
….Fuck was there was a sight for sore eyes... Mickey thought to himself. Ian
was wearing a plaid button up shirt with a gray tank underneath and skinny
jeans. His clothes fit his body perfectly He hadn't seen Ian in almost a week.
After there last date, Mandy had decided that now she wanted to spend every
free moment at home bugging the shit out of him, he liked her company but he
liked Ian's more.
 
“ Hey Mandy!” Ian walked over to the girl and gave her a hug.
“Hey Mick” He smiled.
Mickey just looked up and gave him a wave of his hand immediately dismissing
further conversation.
 
“We ready to go then?” Ian asked.
“ Fucking finally.. let's go” Mickey sighed and stood up from the table.
 
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Joint POV
The walk to the breakfast was awkward. Mandy and Lip were standing to close to
them, neither boy wanted to have a conversation. Finally they arrived at
Patsy's.
“You guys go ahead I'm gonna smoke” Mickey said and shot a glance at Ian.
“That sounds good I'll join you” Ian said.
Mandy looked over at Lip, the boy shrugged “Yea sure, well uh get a table. See
you inside”
They couple headed inside giving the boys some much needed privacy.
 
They walked round to the side of the building so they were no longer visible
through the restaurant window.
“So..how have you been?” Ian asks shyly. He's nervous because they haven't seen
each other in a while and Mickey had barely texted him the entire time.
“How do you think fire crotch?” the older boy smiled and pushed Ian up against
the wall.
“ Well it looks like you've missed me.” Ian said in a sing songy voice.
“Hmm is that so?..Mickey replied throwing his smoke on the ground. He looked
around to make sure they had privacy before undoing the redheads jeans. He
reached his hand down past his boxers and grabbed Ian cock.
“Uh...” Ian inhaled deeply. “ What are you doing Mick someone might see us?”
Mickey grinned at Ian and he continued to jack him off, his hands were moving
along his shaft at a rapid pace.
“ Relax Princess” Mickey whispered in his ear. “ no one can see us”
Ian was surprised by the boys sudden actions , especially because they were
only a few feet away from a room full of people. He felt the warmth build up in
his body as he felt Mickey kissed his neck. He liked this.
“Fuck Mickey I'm gonna cum” The red head panted as he spilled on the alley
floor. He zipped up his pants and looked over at Mickey. He was standing there
wiping his hands on his jeans. He couldn't help but smile knowing that tough
guy standing in front of him was his.
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“Fuck let's get this shit over with” he looked over at Ian and they headed
inside.
 
They saw Mandy and Lip at a booth in the middle of the room.
“Took you long enough everything ok?” Lip asked.
“Yea everything is fine just got distracted talking about video games that's
all”
Mickey rolled his eyes and looked over at Mandy who was staring at him weirdly.
“the fuck you staring at” he snapped at his sister.
“Nothing “ she replied quickly and looked back down at her menu.
 
“Excuse me” Ian said standing up quickly” I'll be back I gotta use the
restroom” he left the table and walked toward the back of the restaurant.
 
“Are you guys ready to order” a shrill voice spoke. Mickey looked up and saw
the waitress standing there with her hand on her hip. Ian was still in the
restroom so he pointed at Mandy.
 
“Um I'l have the chocolate chip pancakes” she smiled
“ Yea. I'l have biscuits and gravy please” Lip replied.
 
“I'l have the french toast” Mickey replied.
“Is that all for you guys?” the waitress asked .
“ He'll have the veggie omelet” Mickey said and quickly regretted it.
 
….did you really just order Ian's food for him?..what's is wrong with you?hes
yelling at himself.
 
“alright it will be up in a minute” the lady spoke and turned to leave.
 
He looks forward to the two faces staring at him.
“What?” Mickey asks innocently.
 
“dude you just ordered his food..” Lip says condescendingly.
“ And?” Mickey asked defensively “ He told me outside what he was going to
order..fucking on a protein kick or something” he tried to play it cool.
 
Suddenly Ian sat down at the table, he could feel the tension.
“What did I miss?” he asks playfully and takes a sip of his coffee.
 
“Nothing” Lip smiles.
 
He looks over at Mickey who is clearly uncomfortable. Then up at Mandy who is
not making eye contact just staring into her drink.
 
“ I'm super excited to see this movie man!” he says trying to bring a
conversation to the table.
“Yea me too!” Mandy replies. “I haven't seen a Jason Statham movie before, I
hear he's pretty good”
“ Christ Mandy you been hiding under a rock? How have you not seen a Statham
movie” Mickey smirks at his sister.
“ You know I'm not big on action movie ass hat” She smiles.
“ You'll like his shit it trust me, I've seen most if his movies and there not
bad” Mickey replies and drinks his coffee.
 
“You like Statham movies Mick?” Ian asks. He knew they shared a love for action
movies but Jason Statham was one of Ian's all time favorites.. after Van Dam of
course.
 
“ Yea..like I said I've seen most of his movies” the boy replies.
Ian looks down for a second before grabbing Mickeys hand under the table.
Mickey shoots him a deadly glance but does not pull away. Ian can feel his
heart racing as he holds Mickey's hand while at the same table as his brother
and Mandy.
 
“Wheres our waitress I'm starving” Ian asks and looks over to the counter.
“Oh she already came while you were in the bathroom” Mandy said simply.
“really guys, you couldn't wait for me. Now I have to wait for her to bring
your food to order” he sighed letting go of Mickeys hand. The older boy shifted
slightly in his seat, almost like he was trying to scoot away from the table
but he was stuck in the inside part of the booth.
“Nah don't worry man, Mickey took care of that” Lip smiled at Ian.
Ian looked over at Mickey confused, and the boy just stared away, not making
eye contact with anyone.
“Wait what?”
“Yea he ordered you....what was it. Yea a veggie omelet or something like that”
Lip shrugged
 
Ian couldn't help but blush, when he heard his brother speak. No wonder Mickey
was acting so weird.
“I told them you were talking about it earlier, it seemed stupid to have to
order twice so I told her, not a big fucking deal” Mickey replied adjusting
himself again. He was looking at Ian now, his eyes looked almost pleading.
“Oh yea .. right when we were outside, .thanks man” Ian said plainly.
There was more silence. Mandy couldn't take it anymore
 
“Seriously you guys?” she looked Mickey square in the eyes.
“What?” Mickey snapped.
She rolled her eyes “Nothing..whatever”
 
Finally their food arrived. They ate in silence, occasionally 1 of them would
glance at the other then quickly look away. When they were done the two
Gallagher boys split the check and they walked to catch the train to see the
movie.
 
Mickey hadn't said anything since breakfast. He was still annoyed at himself
for what he did. He was getting careless. Ian made him careless, it was like
when he was around the boy he became a different person, he couldn't risk
anyone else noticing that. This is why he didn't like to see Ian outside of the
house, stupid shit like this was bound to happen. He was pulled from his
thoughts when the redhead fell into him.
“Watch it Gallagher” he snapped his his eyes lit up. The train had stopped a
little suddenly, he wasn't holding on to the rail for balance, throwing the
tall boy into his lap,
“Sorry Mickey” the boy replied softly and quickly regained his position. Mandy
and Lip were standing in front of them, they pretended not to notice.
 
Mickey had not been to the movies in a long time. It was not the kind of thing
he did. His usually hobbies included beating people up, robbing people or
selling drugs. Going out for movies and popcorn was at the bottom of that list.
The smell of popcorn filled the air as he stepped inside, it was heavenly.
Mandy and Lip walked up to the counter and ordered sodas and popcorn, Lip paid
of course. He stood there and watched as Ian approached the counter. “hmm I'l
have a large popcorn and.......a blue raspberry slushy. He told the girl behind
the counter, he reached for his wallet when he saw a 20 placed on the counter.
He looked over and saw Mickey.
“What you paid for breakfast just shut up and take it” he smirked then walked
off to where Mandy and Lip were waiting.
“You guys not getting anything?” Mandy asked
Mickey just pointed behind him to Ian who was still waiting at the counter.
“O...well we wanted to sit by ourselves inside so you guys just sit wherever
you want” she smiled.
“Gross Mandy try to keep your legs closed will you” he laughed. Mandy punched
him in the shoulder.
“Fuck off Mickey..come on Lip” she gestured to the boy who was siting their in
amusement watching the two siblings bicker. They started off toward the theater
where the movie was showing.
Mickey looked behind him and saw Ian approaching.
“where did they go?” he asks.
“Let's just say they probably wont be watching the movie” Mickey laughs. Ian
smiles and the two walk into the theater.
I'ts already dark, there's only about 10 people in the theater but he can't
make out Lip or Mandy.
“Let's sit over there” Ian points to the top seats in the far corner of the
room.
“Whatever go” Mickey replies.
They reach their seats and Ian hands Mickey the popcorn.
“The fuck do I want this shit for?” he asks
“well Mick you payed for it so you have to share it with me” Ian smiles.
Mickey can't help but smile back, the guy was freaking adorable. He was manly
yet freaking cute at the same time.
“Whatever man..shh the movies starting” Mickey replies and holds the popcorn on
his lap.
He loves this. He didn't know why he was so afraid. It was finally just the two
of them, it was dark so no one could see them, he could get use to this,
sitting next to Ian sharing popcorn.
...so fucking gay....he laughed to himself. His thoughts were interrupted by a
freckled hand reaching into the buck on his lap. Just the thought of Ian
touching any part of him made his heart race.
“You ok Mick?” Ian asked looking over at the boy who was staring into space.
“Yea I was just think about something” he smiled.
“hmm..what's that?”Ian asked curiously.
“Well....”.Mickey looked over at Ian then down at the popcorn.
“Really” Ian laughed and gave him a mischievous grin.
“You got a problem Gallagher” Mickey asks playfully.
“Not at all” Ian replies and sets the popcorn on the floor and unzips mickey's
jeans. The boy wrapped his strong hands around Mickeys penis and began moving
it through his fingers.
“That's good Gallagher kee..ep going” Mickey moans quietly. He looks around
again and assure himself no one can see them. Ian's looking at him with those
green eyes , stroking him harder and faster. Mickey can't resist he reaches out
and grabs Ian by the back of the neck and pulls his head into his lap. The boy
does not struggle, instead he takes Mickey in completely, his hands still
working him as he sucks him off
“ Holy Fuck Ian” Mickey moans louder than he expected. The movie is in full
swing by now so nobody heard him. He loves grabbing Ian's fiery red hair. He
holds it tightly between his fingers as he cums down the boys throat. Ian sit
up and wipes his face with his hand and takes a drink of his slushy. Mickey
zips up his pants smiles.
“That was fucking amazing man” he chuckles and pulls the popcorn back into his
lap.
 
He suddenly gets the feeling hes being watched. He about to shake it off as
paranoia when he see's someone is staring at them. He squints trying to make
out the person as the movie flashes on the screen. Finally he catches a glimpse
as the person turn back to the front,just by the side profile he knows it's
Mandy.
 
…....FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!!......is all he can think. He's totally freaking out
….. did she just see what happened.....?? He was sure, like positive no one
could see them
…..fuck again being careless fucking Gallagher is going to be the death of
him.....
 
“I'm fucking out of here man!” He snaps and Ian and gets up to leave.
Ian is beyond confused.
“Wait Mickey what the fuck, where are you going?” he shouts as the older boys
is already heading down the stairs.
 
“Mick wait!!” he hears Mandy's voice.
Ian gets up and runs down the stairs following them outside.
“Come on Mickey please wait” she calls.
Mickey stops dead in his tracks and turns around. He walks right up to her
face.
“Fuck you Mandy! You think this is a game? What the fuck are you playing at” he
yells at his sister.
“I'm sorry I just wanted you to be comfortable.... to you know talk to me” she
whines and looks over at Ian.
Ian has figured out now why Mickey is so mad and he is thoroughly embarrassed.
“ Talk to you about what bitch, what the fuck do you want me to say?” he
screams at his sister.
“Calm down, Mickey we know and it's cool man” Lip replies trying to ease the
tension.
“What the fuck are you getting at Gallagher” he shoots Lip a deadly look.
Lip laughs “ Do we have to spell it out for you man, we know” he gestures to
Ian who is standing there shaking his head and staring down at the ground.
 
“Fuck all of you” Mickey yells and walks off into the night.
 
 
 
 
 
 
***** Warm Mouth *****
Chapter Summary
     Mickey is ignoring Ians calls and that doesn't go over well with the
     redhead.
Chapter Notes
     A/N: Gotta have the good with the bad. I figured these two needed a
     break. I just figured out how to add pictures, so i'm going to keep
     doing it:)
Mickey had not left his room in 4 days. He didn't need to, he had beer and
smokes and a shower connected to his room. He was so pissed of at the world
right now all he wanted to do was disappear. How could he be so careless, he
went from not wanting to hold hands with Ian to letting the boy go down on him
in public. If he was being honest it was such a high being with the redhead
like that. The danger of being caught made it near impossible to resist and
that was the fucking problem, he did get caught...FUCK... Why did he have to
have these feelings. Life would be so much easy if he could just fuck girls,
none of this faggoty bullshit. He hadn't talked to Ian since that night. Ian
had been blowing up his phone. That night he called him like 5x when he walked
away from them at the theater. Mickey didn't want to talk to anyone so he
ignored his calls. Soon they stopped coming...good maybe he's moved on.. he
thought to himself, the idea alone made him weak to his stomach. Today however
his phone started to buzz again. Ian was texting him. ….This kid does not give
up....
 
I- Hey call me?
 
I-What the fuck man are you alive? Call me!
 
I- You can't just fucking ignore me man forever, we are in this together you
are not the only one who got caught you know that right?
 
He did know that and he didn't care. Ian had been out for a while, it wasn't as
bad for him. For Mickey it felt like his world was crumbling around him. He
finally texted the boy back.
 
M-leave me alone man, you've done enough
 
I- What the hell are you talking about?
M- Just fuck off man.. seriously
 
...why wouldn't the guy just leave him alone. He was better off without
him.....
 
I- How can you be like that? Are you really going to pretend like I don't
matter to you?
 
M- Who's pretending? You never mattered, your nothing but a warm mouth to me
 
He felt his heart break as he typed the words but he couldn't stop himself. At
the moment his self hatred was more powerful than his feelings for the boy. He
sent the message then threw his phone at the wall.
 
“Please Mickey talk to me” his sister pleaded on the other side of the door.
She had not left him alone since that night. Constantly yelling at him through
the door, asking for forgiveness. Why should he forgive her, she ruined
everything. It's not like he could deny he was gay, what straight person would
let a guy go down on him? He buried his face in his pillow and tried to drown
out the world.
 
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Ian was still trying to process the events of that day. The universe was
playing a sick joke on him. Mickey was finally letting his guard down, he
actually engaged with him in public. It was all Ian had ever wanted from the
boy but it had to backfire. Now Mickey was ignoring his calls. He tried to text
the older boy but he got nothing but anger and harsh words. Ian felt his
heartbreak when he read the words warm mouth onhis screen.….How could he say
something like that. He knew the boy had feeling for him why was it so hard to
admit it...... He was actually relieved when Mandy and Lip revealed they knew
what was going on. Sure a part of him was royally pissed they went behind his
back and set the whole thing up to out them, but another part was happy that
they didn't have too keep this secret between themselves.
 
“You OK man?” Lip asked as he walked in an sat on Ian's bed.
“Mickey won't talk to me” Ian sighed.
“Look, I'm sorry dude but if he's not willing to admit his feelings, he's not
worth it. I mean you could do better Ian.”
 
Ian looked up at his brother, his eyes were on fire.
“Fuck you Lip you don't fucking know him, so don't pretend too. None of this
would be happening if you and fucking Mandy had just minded your own damn
business!” he yelled.
“Well maybe if your boyfriend wasn't such a pussy, he could just tell everyone
he fucking gay so you could be happy!”
 
Ian saw red and jumped on his brother, they rolled off the bed.
“He's not a pussy you asshole, you don't understand shit!” He punched his
brother in the face.
“I understand that you decided to date the most closeted, homophobic piece of
south side trash you could find. I mean Mickey Milkovich come on man” his
brother yelled, adding fuel to the fire. He pushed Ian off of him and into the
dresser.
“Fuck you Lip, just leave me fuck alone” he didn't want to fight anymore, he
didn't want to defend his relationship to anyone , especially his brother who
had NO room to be giving relationship advice. Lip stood up and wiped the blood
from his mouth. He could see the anger and pain in his brothers eyes. He knew
he was hurting.
 
“Look man” he said and approached his brother.
“I swear to god Lip if you fucking say one more thing..” Ian said in a very low
tone.
“I'm not gonna talk shit. I'm sorry for what I said, you know I just want you
to be happy.” he replied and place his hand on Ian's shoulder.
“ I know” Ian sighed and sat back down on the bed.
“You know what you need?” his brother grinned at him and pulled a bottle of
Smirnoff out of his backpack.”I think you need to get drunk and try to relax
for awhile.”
Ian couldn't help but laugh, alcohol seemed to be his brothers method of choice
when it came to problem. He wasn't gonna lie a drink sounded pretty fucking
good right now. He went to grab his phone when Lip snatched it from his hands.
“I'l take that for now” he smiled and threw Ian's phone on his bed. He opened
the bottle and took a long swig before passing it to Ian.
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Mickey was hungry. He had stockpiled some junk food in his room while Mandy was
at work but now he needed to eat some real food. He wrestled with the decision
for a minute then decide he would just pretend she wasn't there. As far as he
was concerned she was dead to him. He opened his door and walked out into the
living room. Mandy was sitting on the couch eating a pbj, as soon as he turned
the corner to enter the kitchen the girl jumped off the couch.
“Omg Mickey..please just let me apologize” she ran over to him. He didn't say a
word, just glared at her and opened the freezer door. He grabbed out a frozen
pizza and tossed it on the counter.
“Please Mickey talk to me” she stepped in between him and the door so he could
not close it.
…...This bitch is relentless....he thought to himself, leaving the door open
and walking over to the stove. He heard the slam of the freezer door and felt a
hand on his back.
“Mickey please” she said softly, he could hear her voice cracking like she was
holding back tears. Against everything in his body he turned around to face his
sister.
“What do you want me to fucking say Mandy?”he snapped at her.
“You don't need to say anything Mickey, that's the point. I love you and I just
wanted you to feel safe with me....like I do with you.” she had this haunting
look in her eyes. He knew what she meant. When their dad would get drunk and
crawl into Mandy's bed, she would go to Mickey to protect her. He even went as
far as sleeping on her floor to stop the creep from sneaking in at night.
“You know it's OK right?” she asked.
He rolled his eyes at her and went to put the pizza in the oven.
She grabbed his shoulder again and turned him around.
“I'm serious Mickey, it's OK. I just want you to be happy. We won't tell anyone
your completely on your own with that but isn't it nice to know you don't have
to hide around us anymore. I mean let's face it, you two don't have many
friends. Lip and I pretty much make up your social circle” she laughed
 
Mickey couldn't believe it when he heard himself laugh as well. His sister was
right. He wasn't a social person, it used to just be him, now he had Ian and
Lip appeared to be the only person he hung out with beside the two Milkoviches.
He suddenly felt a sense of relive as he saw the sincerity in his sisters eyes.
He couldn't believe what she did but damn it she was fucking right, now he
could have Ian over whenever he wanted, he didn't have to ignore him just
because Mandy was home.
“You can't say a fucking word Mandy I mean it” he said softly looking at his
sister.
“I won't Mickey, except to you. I can't believe you stole my fake boyfriend”
she smiled and punched her brother in the arm.
 
He smiled back at her “Believe it bitch”
 
He set a timer on the oven and went to sit on the couch with his sister. He
pulled his phone out of his pocket to text Ian. He was actually feeling excited
about this new change. He opened up his text messages and suddenly realized he
had majorly fucked up. He re read the last message he sent Ian twice.
“Fuck!” he yelled and threw his phone on the table.
Mandy looked at him surprised.
“ What wrong?”
“ I was so fucking mad earlier Ian was texting me and...” he was interrupted by
a shout at the door and the drunk Gallagher who came inside.
 
He almost fell over as he stumbled in the door.
“Fuuck you man..you.. you call me a bitch for wanting a boyfrienbut you.. you
can't even stand up to your little siser. He's leaning against the wall. Mickey
stands up and reaches for his arm.
“No!...No! You get the fuuck way frm me you pussy!' he yells
“Ian sit the fuck down man” Mickey says soflty.
He knows why the boy is drunk and screaming in his house, and he knows that it
is his fault.
 
“why so you can act like you doont care sumore. So you can keep livng a fucking
lie, mmm no...no thank you” the boy replies as he walk over to the couch.
“I jst came by to tell you that thhissss”, he points between the two of them”
Whatever the fuuck this is, is fucking over” he yells.
“Ian wait” Mandy calls out.
“ You couldn't leave it alone c...could you andy? Just had to fucking stick
your nose where it no belong, well I hope your both very hap..happy together.”
he yelled his voice was beginning to crack.
 
Mickey had had enough.
“Ian” Mickey walk over to him and pushed him up against the wall.
“I said w..were done man” he mumbled as he tried to push the older boy away.
“Ian shut the fuck up for 2 seconds will you!” Mickey snapped and stared at the
boy.
He stopped squirming and look down into Mickeys eyes.
The boy grabbed his face and kissed his forehead. Mandy was staring at them
still sitting on the couch.
“I'm sorry for what I said ok, you matter alright? He said quietly.. Now can
you please sit down on the fucking couch and let me get you some water”
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Ian was shocked.
….Did Mickey just kiss him in front of his sister?...did that really just
happen?....he could feel the butterflies in his stomach as he looked at the boy
in front of him.
….Maybe they did have a chance...he thought..
 
“OK” he smiled drunkenly at Mickey and the two began to walk towards the couch.
”wait, I..I'm gonna be sick!” Ian said softly and turned to head to the
bathroom.
Mickey put his hands in his face , then looked over at his sister.
“Go take care of your man” she smiled.
He rolled his eyes and flipped her off as he followed his drunk boyfriend to
the bathroom. It was going to be a long night.
 
 
 
 
 
***** "What the fuck?" *****
Chapter Summary
     Terry's home and Mickey meet's Svetlana for the first time
Chapter Notes
     A/N: Just a warning this chapter get hard to read, there are triggers
     for non consensual acts. If this is something that bothers you please
     don't read. Thank you.
The next day Mickey woke up next to the sleeping redhead. He had thrown up
after the incident last night. Mickey helped him brush his teeth and walked him
to his room. He went to grab the boy a glass of water but the boy was passed
out by the time he returned. He look so peaceful when he slept Mickey couldn't
help but stare. He ran is hand through his red hair and kissed his forehead. He
walked into the living room where he saw Mandy and Lip eating breakfast.
 
“Morning fuck head” she smiled as she took a bite of her eggs. He flipped her
off casually as he walked into the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee. He grabbed
his phone from the counter and saw he had a missed voicemail
…...Who the fuck …..he thought
 
The call had been from his brother Iggy. He listened to the message and he
could feel his heart skip a beat.
 
Voicemail
“Hey Mickey just wanted to let out know dad is getting released this morning on
parole. I guess that with good behavior they only gave him a couple months,
we'll see how that goes. Just wanted to give you and Mandy a heads up. Aight
little brother hit me up I got some party favors for you.”
 
Iggy was one of Mickey's older brothers.. Not the brightest light bulb but he
was family. His role in the family was to get drugs, anything you were looking
for he could find. He was the one that helped Mickey get his coke business up
and running, him and his sniveling, stealing friend Josh.
 
Fuck his dad was coming home, that meant a lot of things would be changing. He
and Mandy would no longer be able to just chill whenever they wanted, with
Terry home. They would go back to walking on eggshells and doing whatever he
asked. Mickey didn't letANYBODY tell him what to do. He was the youngest of the
Milkovich brothers but he was the most feared. He'd beat your ass in a heart
beat if you crossed him, except when it came to his dad. His dad was a crazy,
violent, homophobic drunk. He learned early on it was best to stay on his good
side because drunk Terry had no limit, he'd been lucky to make it out of some
of their earlier encounters. He was still trying to process, that his dad was
coming back when he heard someone call his name.
 
“Hey Mick” the voice said sweetly. That voice belonged to the red haired, green
eyed boy standing with him now in his kitchen, wearing Mickey's T-shirt.
 
...Fucking Ian Gallagher......Fuck his dad was coming home, there was no way he
could tell his dad he was gay, not even a question, he would kill the both of
them. He would bash their fag brains out and.....
 
“Hey are you OK?” Ian's hand was on his shoulder shaking him from his terrible
thoughts, but bringing him to a too vivid reality.
“Yea I'm fine.” Mickey said shortly avoiding the younger boy's eyes. “ Look man
you gotta go. You need to get some fucking clothes on and scram” he said
bluntly.
 
“What are you talking about?” Ian asked sounding a little irritated.
“Am I not speaking fucking English? I said get out”..he turned to look and
Mandy and Lip “That goes for you to get the fuck out of my house, this needs to
be a Gallagher free zone!” he snapped.
 
“What crawled up your ass” Mandy snaps sitting up from the couch.
He looks at Ian then back at Mandy.
“ Iggy called and said Dad's getting out this morning! He could be here any
fucking minute Mands!” He sighed
The girl looked around in a daze. “He's right, you both need to leave now”
Mickey looked at Ian who looked confused but not as angry as before.
“I'm sorry” he whispered to the redhead so softly you could barely hear it, and
he went to sit on the couch.
 
Ian leaves to change and is back a moment later. Not a word is spoken among the
4 as the two brothers leave the house. At the sound of the door closing behind
them Mickey is immediately filled with a since of relief, he looks over at his
sister and he can tell the feeling is mutual.
 
I's been several hours since the Gallagher left their house. They spend the
time cleaning and trying to hide anything that would put them in Terry's cross
hairs. The timing was impeccable. It was like as soon as they had sat down and
grabbed some beers, they heard the door open.
“ Daddy's home!” a burly voice called as the door flew open. Both kids sprung
to there feet, instinctively reaching out to there dad with open arms. It was
all a front, they would both prefer it if Terry was 6 ft under, but they knew
that wasn't going to happen so they wanted to make the best of a bad situation.
 
“Dad!” Mandy called out and wrapped her arms around the man. “Hey kiddo, he
chuckled and kissed her on the cheek. Her smile barley faltered as she tried
not to grimace. Mickey was patting his dad on the back, he was never much of a
hugger, even if he tried to hug his dad he would probably tell him hugs were
for women and faggots.
 
“Ahem” a tiny cough suddenly startled Mickey. He look toward the doorway and
saw a women standing behind his father. She was an attractive women as far as
women go. She had shoulder length black hair and looked quite exotic in her
tight dress and fur jacket. She honestly look like a hooker but one would pay a
lot of money for. His dad must have seen him eyeballing the women.
“Mickey I have a surprise for you” his dad smiled and he ushered the young
women inside. “This is Svetlana, I met her through a mutual friend and I
thought it would be nice for you two to get to know each other” Mickey mouth
was dry as he reached out to shake the girls hand.
 
“Mickey” he said shortly.
“Nice to meet you Mickey” she replied. He could tell she was Russian, her
accent was very thick but she seemed to know English. They stood there
awkwardly until Terry announced they should go to the Aliby and celebrate his
return. The four of them left the house and headed for he neighborhood bar..
 
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Ian could not understand why Mickey and Mandy had reacted the way they did to
the news of their fathers release. He had known Terry was an asshole and a
drunk but so was his dad. He decided to go see what Kev was up too at the
Aliby, maybe he would sneak him a beer to get his mind off of things.
He entered the bar and too his surprise he found the Milkovich's sitting at the
bar. They had a women with them and she seemed to be attached to Mickey. Her
hand was on his back and she was laughing at something he had said. They didn't
notice him so he decided it was best not to approach them and headed over to a
table in the back and sat down. Kevin must have noticed him staring back and
forth between the group at the bar and the table because he found himself with
a frothy beer sitting in front of him. Kev looked at him and smiled putting his
finger to to his lips “shh” the man smiled and returned to his station behind
the bar.
 
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They had been sitting at the bar Mickey and his dad had each taken several
shots, Mandy was sitting at the end of the bar drinking a soda staring at her
phone.
 
“You should buy your lady friend a drink son” Terry said loudly slapping his
son on the back.
“Yea of course” Mickey smiled and look over at Svetlana.
When he turned to his surprised he saw a glimpse of red hair at the back of the
bar.
“Uh what do you drink” he said to the girl, but he was distracted by the figure
in the back of the bar.
“Vodka soda” the women said firmly.
Mickey circled his finger in the air, signaling Kev to prepare a drink. This
time he turned completely and his eyes met with Ian Gallagher's. The boy was
drinking a beer staring at them. He wanted so badly to walk to him and kiss the
confusion off his face. He turned around quickly and asked for another shot.
His dad voice was echoing in his ear.
“Don't worry boy, Svetlana will take good care of you. Ain't that right girl?”
Terry asked.
“ Yes I take care of you anything you want” said and pulled Mickey in for a
kiss. Under his fathers gaze he embraced her, returning the kiss with a hand to
the back of her neck. He was selling it alright it actually look like he was
enjoying it. Once the two parted Mickey could not help but notice the grin his
father had on his face as he drank his beer. He couldn't help himself, got he
hated his dad, but at that moment it felt nice to think his dad was proud of
him. Lost in the moment's he didn't take anymore notice to the dirty looks
being shot his way bye the young boy in the corner, that was until he heard his
phone buzz. He slipped his phone out discreetly and looked at the message.
 
I- who is she?
 
He ignored the message and put his phone on the counter. The phone buzzed
again.
 
I- WTF Mick don't ignore me!
I-Why are you kissing that women?
 
Mickey was getting irritated, he knew if he didn't stop checking his phone his
dad would get suspicious
 
M- Just leave it alone Gallagher! Go the fuck home
 
He quickly glanced over do he could gauge the redheads reaction. Just as he
expected the boy slammed his phone down on the table. He wanted Ian to be upset
so he would leave, he knew he would have to be love dovey with Svetlana and he
really didn't want Ian to see it. He couldn't tell him that of course he had to
push him away instead.
 
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Joint Pov
**TRIGGER WARNING**
He suddenly felt the urge to piss, he excused himself and headed for the
restroom. He had gone to leave, when the door swung open in his face.
 
“What the fuck Mickey? This morning I'm sleeping in your bed and now you don't
want to have anything to do with me?” he asked and pushed the boy.
 
“You have no idea what your getting into Ian” Mickey snapped back and shoved
the boy back.
 
“Then fucking tell me! Stop running from me like a bitch and tell me what going
on. Why are you so scared of your father?” he was yelling now.
 
...Did he just call me a bitch.??...
 
“Fuck you Ian! This is none of your fucking business. You will never understand
my life. This....he pointed back and forth.. you and me, this can't happen, not
now that my dad is back, not ever”
 
He tried to walk out the door and Ian grabbed him, the boy shoved him up
against the wall and slammed their lips together. It was rough and hard, the
taste of blood was igniting their scenes. The older boy could not explain what
came over him, he put his hand up Ian's shirt clawing at his back pulling the
boy in closer. He reached for Ian's belt undoing it quickly and sliding his
other hand down his pants. He grabs the boys throbbing erection and begins to
move his hands swiftly up and down his shaft causing Ian to moan his name
“ mmm Mickey so good”.
 
His voice is so sensual Mickey can feel the ache of his own dick still trapped
in his pants.. He lets go of Ian's dick and drops to his knees.
Ian smiles at him “Fuck yea Mick do it” the older boy takes him in his mouth
and is now touching himself with his spare hand. He moves up and down on Ian's
dick his tongue dancing around making Ian moan. He stops to flick his tongue
over the tip, teasing the boy who's staring down at him. He's about to start
going down on him again when they here the door open behind them.
 
“What the fuck??” Terry screams.
Mickey could feel all the color drain from his face as he jumped up off the
floor. Ian quickly pulled his pants up.
“Dad hold on...” he barley got a word out before his his dad's fist met his
face. The force of the punch sent Mickey stumbling into the wall.
“Omg Mickey” Ian called and went to comfort the boy.
"Get your faggot ass away from my son” he yelled and threw Ian into the stall.
Mickey saw his dad go after Ian and went to tackle him. His dad hurled him onto
the floor and kicked him in his ribs.
He pulled out his phone and called someone still kicking his son who was lying
near motionless on the floor.
“Bathroom now!!” he yelled into his phone.
Ian couldn't help but glance toward the door, he didn't want to leave Mickey
but he was in fear for his life. He thought he make a run for it and started
for the door. Terry pulled out his gun and pointed it at Ian .
“You stay your ass over there boy, you gonna watch this” as the words left
Terry mouth the door opened again and the women from the bar appeared.
 
“wh..whats sshe doing here” Mickey mumbled from the floor.
“She's going to fuck the faggot out of you kid, and this little queer here, he
pointed to Ian, is going to watch.”
 
Svetlana locked the bathroom door behind her. She looked terrified as she
glanced around the room.
“Get on him Lana..he points the gun at her and then at his son
” Your going to ride him until he fucking likes it” Terry hisses.
 
She pulls up her dress and sits down on the barely conscious boys lap undoing
his pants. She positions herself on top of him and begins to rock back and
forth. Ian can't help but watch as the girl continues to ride Mickey. The boy
looks over at Ian who is trying to not cry in the corner, then over at his dad.
He's decide he's had enough and pushes the girl off of him. He stands up from
the ground.
 
“What do you think you're doing boy” Terry asks angrily.
He doesn't say anything just lifts the girl off the floor and pins her against
the wall where he continues to fuck her. This way he is not looking at Ian and
he can just get this over with. He see's a flash of red dart out the door. His
dad was too busy watching his son fuck Svetlana he apparently didn't notice.
 
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“ IAN!”
Mandy was grabbing him by the arm, he turned to her tears in his eyes.
”What the fuck is going on?” she cried
”He caught us Mandy, your dad fucking caught us he..” he can't even finish his
sentence before he see's the 3 walking out the bathroom door. Besides the state
of his face which he must have washed before he came out, Mickey appeared fine.
His face was sullen but his arm was wrapped firmly around Svetlana's waist.
“I..I'm sorry Mandy I gotta go”. He glances towards the ground “I gotta get the
fuck out of here” he cries and runs out the door.
 
 
***** Whatever *****
Chapter Summary
     Mickey doesn't like being ignored
Chapter Notes
     A/N: Sorry for the delay and the shortness of the chapter, it's a lot
     in a small package I'm ver Mickey centric so I decided to flip the
     script from the canon storyline. hope you enjoy.
Mickey sat there staring at his phone. He hadn't heard from Ian in almost two
weeks since the incident The boy texted him later that night to ask if he was
OK, but he never responded, He had expected Ian to push like he normally did
but instead his phone fell silent. At first he understood, Ian was probably
scared, he wouldn't have expected anything less, however as the 2nd week came
around the understanding turned hurt and soon hurt turned into anger. He stared
at the ceiling contemplating his actions. He needed to see Ian, yet his dad had
been watching him like a hawk and he could not risk either one being caught.
…..Mandy......he thought to himself. She could relay a message to Ian. Fuck
since that night even she seemed to be avoiding Mickey hanging out at the
Gallagher house almost everyday, only coming home to go to sleep . He knew
really she was avoiding Terry but he still took it personal. He pulled up his
sisters number and sent her a text message.
 
Mickey: Hey
Mandy: What's up ass face? :).
Mickey: Where you at?
Mandy: Not that it's any of your business but I'm at Lips house..
Mickey: Ian there with you?
Mandy: Yea...
Mickey: Tell him to fucking call me please
Mandy: Are you sure that's a good idea, I mean with dad being home
Mickey: Fuck Terry! Tell Gallagher to fucking call me
Mandy: Alright calm your ass I'll tell him OK
Mickey: Whatever thanks
 
He sends the last message to his sister than throws his phone on the floor. How
did this happen? He had finally gotten to a point with Ian where they could be
semi comfortable then his fucking homophobic prick dad had to go and shit all
over it. Mickey was afraid to start from square one, he prayed Ian just needed
space and hadn't thrown him away like everyone else in his life. He leaned over
and picked his phone up off the floor eagerly awaiting for it to ring.
 
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Ian was sitting with Mandy on the couch doing homework. He couldn't help but
stare at her. She looked so much like her brother it almost made him
uncomfortable. She must have felt him gazing at her because her head snapped up
suddenly.
“What?” she asked with a smile.
“Nothing sorry” Ia replied then looked back down at his math homework. He felt
the couch move and saw Mandy grabbing her phone from the jacket beneath her.
She seemed annoyed by the conversation, texting furiously then setting her
phone down. He figured it was probably Lip being a jackass as usually and went
back to the trigonometry problem that he'd been stuck on for the last 10 min.
Now it was his turn to feel eyes upon him, Mandy stared at him briefly before
sticking her phone back in her pocket.
“Hey Ian?” she said softly
“Yea Mands” the boy replied
“ I don't now what happened between you two..and I don't expect you to tell me
but you really need to talk to my brother.”
“Wait..was that Mickey texting you?” He asked surprised
“ Yea” she said shortly.
Ian's mouth suddenly felt dry and it seemed like all the air had been sucked
out of the room. Just thinking about Mickey hurt. All he could picture was
Svetlana on top of him and then him walking out hand around her waist. He
winced at the image.
“W..what did he say to you” he finally managed to speak.
“Nothing really just that you need to call him....like yesterday” she says with
hesitation.
 
Ian stands up and starts to pace around the room. What did Mickey want from
him, he had texted him that night to make sure he was OK and nothing, it had
been almost 2 weeks of nothing. He had to know Ian wouldn't make another move
until he at least sent him a text, at least let him know he was OK. He pressed
his hands into his face the ran them through his hair. God he wanted Mickey,
but he just couldn't picture the man would ever stand up to his dad, after that
night it had been made clear that Terry had the upper hand.
“Fuck Mandy I don't know what to!” he shouted as he plopped back down on the
couch after wearing a hole in the carpet from walking in circles.
“I don't know either Ian, I know you guys have feelings for each other but I'm
not gonna pretend I understand how what you guys are going through. I love my
brother but you need to think of you as well” She said trying to avoid Ian's
eyes.
He pulled out his phone and stared at Mickey's number. It took every ounce of
his being to click delete contact but he did. He wanted Mickey to fight for
him. The older boy knew where he lived, he had his number, if he really wanted
to be with Ian, he had to sort his shit out first. He knew this was a dangerous
game , but he had a feeling Mickey would give up and realize he was safer and
better off without him.
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It was almost evening and still no word from Gallagher. Mickey could feel the
anger building up as he stared at his phone. He decided to call his sister this
time.
“Hey” Mandy answered.
“Did you tell him?” he asks eagerly not bothering to respond to her greeting
“Yes Mick..” she says her voice trailing”
“Well what the fuck is he doing?” he asks
“ Right now they are getting ready for dinner, I'm actually about to leave..”
she was cut off
“No! You put that fucker on the phone I want to talk to him” he yelled his
knuckles were turning white from clenching the phone tightly as he spoke.
“I'll try.....”
“Ian phone!” she called.
Mickey listened carefully.
“It's Mickey, he says he really needs to talk to you”
“I can't ...I'm sorry Mandy” he hears Ian's voice softly in the background
“He's busy Mickey, he cant come to the phone” she lied trying to spare her
brothers feelings.
“Little bitch!” he yelled and hung up the phone.
 
…..who the fuck does he think he is........getting me to be all emotional and
shit then when I actually need him fucking poof gone......fuck that asshole,
fuck him and his fucking stupid grin and dumb ass hair......Fucker can't even
come to the god damn phone....
 
He needed to punch something. He was so mad, it almost hurt to breath. His
heart was breaking but he couldn't process his sadness over his anger. He knew
it was a stupid thing to do but he needed to confront Ian. He needed to tell
the little punk to his face that he could fuck off and never bother him again.
He actually wanted to see the pained look in Ian's eyes when he told him that
it was all an act, that he never had feeling for him, tell him he was just an
page in Mickey's book of things he'd never tried. The more things he thought of
the madder he got because he knew they were all fucking lies but he was
nobody's bitch, he was not going to sit there and be ignored, no he was a
Milkovich and when things didn't go their way they solved it with confrontation
and violence. He grabbed his jacket and opened the bedroom door. He started for
the front door when a drunken voice came from the couch. His dad was on the
last stretch before being completely passed out. “wwhere the fuck you goin'
boy?” he slurred and attempted to sit up. Gravity knocked him back down and he
let out an exasperated breath, and stared at his son.
“Out, don't fucking worry about it” Mickey replied trying to sound confident
when in truth he was terrified of the drunken man on the couch. Terry just
waved his hand at him before passing out.
 
Mickey had never walked so fast in his life, it was almost as if he stepped
outside of his house to appear in front of the Gallagher house. He didn't think
twice before pounding on the door, he was on autopilot and his anger
destination was Ian. The door was quickly opened by Debbie.
“Mickey hey!” she smiled.
He was in no mood for small talk he looked behind her to the kitchen where Ian
sat with his fucking sister and his stupid fucking family talking and eating
spaghetti, like he hadn't just broken Mickey's heart.
“Ian Gallagher!!” he called out..”Get your ass out here and fucking talk to me”
he was surprised that he didn't care who heard him. It's not like they were
fucking on the patio so he didn't care who witnessed the drama that was about
to unfold, he only cared about talking to Ian. He saw the young boy angrily
slam down his fork and jump up from his seat. He stopped to talk to Fiona
before grabbing his jacket.
“Today please!” Mickey called growing impatient. Everyone at the table was now
staring daggers, this included the young girl who was standing at the door. Ian
pushed Debbie inside and slammed the door.
To Mickey's surprise the younger boy shoved him hard.
“What the fuck Mickey?” he growled.
That was all Mickey needed. He shoved Ian back hard causing him to stumble down
the stairs, Mickey followed after him.
“ Really Gallagher that's what you have to say? What the fuck?...What the fuck
is right, you can't even take a god damn phone call asshole!” he screamed at
Ian he was up in his face.
“Is that what you think? You have my number Mickey why the fuck did you call
your sister instead of calling me? Let me guess cause that would be too gay to
call your boyfriend right and Mickey Milkovich is not fucking gay am I right?”
He yells down and Mickey. Mickey can't help himself as his fist meets Ian's
face knocking him backwards. It was on now, before Mickey could spit out his
next remark the redhead had him pinned on the ground.
“Get the fuck off me bitch” Mickey shouted and pushed the boy off up him
standing up quickly. They both took a moment to catch their breath. Mickey
looked up at Ian who was wiping the blood off his lip. He wanted to apologize
but he refused to let Ian get the upper hand. He was not being broken up with
if anything he'd break up with Ian but not the other way around. He needed Ian
to come back to him and he wasn't going to beg.
“ Fuck this man, I'm outta here, trying to talk to you is a waste of my god
damn time” he says lowly and looks Ian in the eyes before turning to walk away.
 
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Ian hates seeing the older boy so sad. He put so much time into getting him to
show his emotions and now here he was fighting with him again in public, and
Ian was turning him away. What was wrong with him? How could he not understand
how much the boy cared for him to risk coming over and confronting him, and now
he's walking away ready to erase him out of his life for good The thought hit
him like a ton of bricks as the older boy started down the sidewalk. He
couldn't let him go. Not after everything. He ran after Mickey and grabbed him
on the shoulder. The boy turned around so fast it reminded him of the 1st day
they met.
“ The fuck do you want?” he snapped
“I'm sorry Mick” Ian said softly and tightened his grip on the boys shoulder.
He looked into Mickey's blue eyes which were filled with anger and sadness.
“Whatever it's not like this meant anything to you anyway right?” the boy
responds and go to turn away.
“That's not true and you know it, I just got scared..scared for us. With your
dad I just didn't see this going anywhere” Ian spoke before he could think
about what he was saying.
“ awe..i see.. so you think I'm just some pussy who cries when daddy's around?
You think he says jump I say how high like a bitch? ” he knew exactly why Ian
felt the way he did, but he couldn't admit that he was terrified of his dad,
Milkoviches aren't scared of anyone.
“No Mick I just know you can't be yourself around him, you can't.....be with
me” Ian says softly his voice is starting to break. As if it was magic, Mickey
can feel all his anger dissipate replaced with the need to comfort the boy in
front of him.
“Look Ian, I can handle my dad. I know things got” ….he looked down...”intense
last time but I would NEVER let him hurt you, you hear me” he says sternly
looking Ian dead in the eye.
“What about you Mick? Who's going to protect you?” Ian replies.
“You let me worry about that OK” Mickey smiles. “Look I gotta go fire-crotch
but I expect you to answer me when I fucking text you got it? You think you can
handle that?” He smirks.
“Yea Mick I think I can handle it” the boy rolls his eyes.
“Fucking right you can ! Tell my sister to stop eating your fucking food and
get her skank ass home” he laughed before turning to walk away.
Ian couldn't help but laugh, as his Milkovich walked swiftly down the street,
looking back at him briefly before turning the corner. Ian knew right then he
was done for. Come hell or high water, he would never let go of his Mickey.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
***** Hand Whore *****
Chapter Summary
     Ian misses Mickey. Mickey is confronted again by his dad and
     Svetlana.
Chapter Notes
     A/N: Im am so terrible at doing summaries!! Finally got another
     chapter hoping for at lst 2 more by Tuesday. Comments are welcomed
     thank you to those who are following I greatly appreciate it.
Ian had not seen Mickey in 3 weeks since he came to his house to confront him.
He had however been in constant contact with the older boy. They had been
texting non stop, it was almost as if they were sitting together having a
conversation. It was ridiculous. Mickey was texting him about everything, he
even went as far as to send him pictures of his lunch and what he had chosen to
wear for the day. It was oddly domestic and Ian appreciated what Mickey was
trying to do but he was beginning to get frustrated. This isn't how he wanted
their relationship to be, this IS what he was afraid of. Mickey could claim all
he wanted he was not scared of his dad, but then why hasn't he been over to see
him, they were hiding behind text messages and he needed more. He'd been
suppressing all of his urges to go out and fuck somebody. He had so much pent
up frustration, besides jerking off in the shower he hadn't gotten laid going
on 3 weeks now. He threw himself down onto his bed and started thinking about
his boyfriend. He just wanted to feel the older boys rough hands running gently
over his skin. He wanted to stare into his mysterious blue eyes and feel his
soft lips pressed against his body. He could feel himself becoming hard as he
laid there daydreaming. He went for his phone to send the boy a sext message
but decided not to, instead he hit the call button and waited as the phone
rang.
 
“Aye what's up Gallagher?” Mickey answered.
 
Ian had so many things he waned to say but nothing came out.
 
“Uh you OK there Red? Cat got your tongue?” the boy laughed.
 
Ian loved the way Mickey spoke, he just oozed with swagger and South side charm
it just came so natural to him and it enchanted Ian. Hearing his voice sparked
something and finally he spoke up.
 
“ I need to see you Mick” he said softly. There was silence on the other end
and he could feel his heart began to race. The silence was broken with a sigh
as Mickey spoke.
 
“Is that so? Where and when?”
 
Ian couldn't help but smile, for a moment despite the non stop texting Ian had
felt he was actually loosing Mickey, despite the boys insistence that was not
the case. Ian tried to keep his composure, he didn't want to come off as needy
but that was exactly how he was feeling.
 
“Uh I was thinking today maybe?”.......like right now.....he thought to himself
 
“Today's not a good day... My dad is home and.” he trailed off not knowing how
to finish his sentence.
 
Suddenly Ian heard a girls voice laughing in the background. He knew that
voice, he could picture her laughing at the bar with Mickey. He felt the air
being sucked out of the room again. She wasn't over there, she couldn't be, not
with what happened that would be insane.
 
“ Who else is there Mickey?” Ian asked not ready to hear the answer.
 
“ Don't worry about it” Mickey sighed.
 
“Get off the phone boy and pay attention to your women, shes going to make an
honest man out of you!” he heard Terry's booming voice coming through the
phone.
 
“ Mickey what the fuck is he talking about?” Ian was pleading now
 
“Look man, I...I gotta go, I'll text you OK” the older boy replied.
 
“wait Mic..” the line went dead.
 
“Fuck!!!” Ian cried and tossed his phone to the floor.
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Mickey had kept himself locked in his room on most days. His dad had brought
Svetlana home that night and she had since become a permanent fixture around
the Milkovich house. Every time he would leave his room to grab a beer or food
from the kitchen his dad would yell at him and force him to make conversation
with the Russian girl which was more than awkward for the both of them. His
only solace was when his phone would buzz. Ian had kept his word and they were
texting back and forth like a couple of school girls. With Ian conversation
came so easy, it was like second nature but as he sat down on the couch next to
Svetlana, thinking of something to say seemed almost impossible. Today was no
different, the 3 of them were sitting at the table eating lunch. The good thing
about Svetlana was that she could cook and he would be lying if he said she
wasn't good at it. She had set a bowl in front of him , it looked like dog food
in spaghetti sauce he glared at it afraid to eat but knew he had too..
 
.Fuck might as well know what this shit if it's going to kill me....he thought
to himself,
 
“What the fuck is this shit it looks like it's already been eaten?” Mickey
grumbles.
 
His dad reaches across the table and smacks him in the head.
 
“Mind your manners boy” Terry snaps.
 
“Is Goulash..Russian stew.. you eat yes?” Svetlana replies smiling at Mickey.
 
He rolls his eyes at her then looks over to his dad who is staring daggers then
down to his bowl. ….Fuck it..... food was food who was he to complain over a
free meal. He takes a bite hesitantly, it was amazing! He hurriedly finishes
the rest of his bowl ready to escape from the table and go smoke a cigarette.
Just as he finishes putting on his jacket and opens the front door his phone
rings. His heart starts racing when he sees the name on the screen *IAN*. He
closes the door behind him and answers the phone.
 
“Aye..What up Gallagher?” he smiles into his phone. It had been like 3 weeks
since they last saw each other and he was longing to hear the redheads voice,
but all he got was silence. Maybe he didn't mean to call him, maybe his phone
was in his pocket and dialed on accident. He opened the door to head back to
his room. He could hear breathing on the other line as he walked inside.
 
“You OK there Red..cat got your tongue?” he said softly so know one would hear
but his dad and Svetlana were caught in their own weird conversation making
googly eyes at each other.....fucking weird shit.....
Finally Ian responded. He told Mickey he wanted to see him today. He knew that
wasn't going to be possible his dad was home and probably wanted Mickey to do
some rounds with him, re establish his presence in the hood since he had been
gone so long. He didn't want to tell Ian that so he found himself trailing as
he explained. Just then Svetlana let out a huge giggle from across the room,
she was now sitting on Terry's lap and he was bouncing her like a fucking
child. Shit couldn't be more creepy. What's worse is that Ian had heard her. He
was asking him who else was there, he couldn't tell him it was Svetlana he
would have a nervous breakdown.
 
“don't worry about it” he said calmly hoping to steer the conversation else
where. As if the universe didn't hate him enough his dad yelled over to him.
 
“Get off the phone boy and pay attention to your women, shes going to make an
honest man out of you”
.....FUCK!.....
He could almost hear the tears falling down Ian face when the boy asked him
what the fuck his dad was talking about. He wanted to explain but Terry was now
just a few feet from where he was standing, his eyes commanding obedience.
 
“I...I.gotta go man, I'll text you” he said softly ..as he went to hang up the
phone he could hear Ian was still saying something but he closed his phone and
put it in his pocket. Holding back his emotions in that moment was one of the
hardest things he had to do, the hardest was to go sit down next Svetlana right
after , look his dad in they eyes and kiss her.
 
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The girl smiled but she knew Mickey felt weird around her. She herself was in
the same position. Her dad had sold her into prostitution when she was 10 . She
had come to America as a teenager hoping to find a better life but instead she
was passed around, until finally she found the massage parlor. She was still a
hand whore but at least she was not out on the streets, no pimp to beat her up.
She had been working at the Massage parlor when she met Terry. He had come in
and chose her for the night, she was scared of him but for some reason he
intrigued her. It came as a surprise when her boss came and told her to go to
his house for a private massage she did not question it though money is money.
When she arrived Terry had introduced her to his youngest son, it was clear he
wanted them to be together. She felt like maybe he wanted to help her escape
this life by offering her to his son. She was eager to please both men even
though the son seemed to be quite distant. This is why when Terry called her
into the bathroom that night she didn't hesitate. The disaster that awaited
when she arrived was unexpected to say the least. There were two boys one
cringing in the corner, the other bloodied on the floor , they were obviously
lovers. Terry had his gun out and was waving it between her and his son. She
knew what he wanted and it broke her heart, yet at the same time she wanted to
keep the man happy, she wanted to stay safe so she did as she was told. Since
that night, she would go to work at the rub & tug but come home to Terry's
house, with his wayward son and flighty daughter. The girl was never home so it
was usually just the 3 of them . It was the closest thing she had to a family
and she would do anything to keep it. As Mickey sat down next to her and gave
her a kiss that she knew shouldn't be on her lips, all she could think was even
though it was fake, she wasn't kidding herself , it felt nice to be shown
affection.
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After cuddling on the couch if that's what you would call it, with Svetlana he
got up to grab a beer. He heard his dad talking to the girl and suddenly she
screamed with excitement.
 
“What the fuck?” Mickey shouted, her joyous scream had taken him by surprise.
 
“Sit down son, we have some news for you” Terry said calmly. His father seemed
genuinely happy and that frightened Mickey even more then if he was upset. He
quickly resumed his place on the couch now looking to the two smiling faces in
front of him.
 
“Go ahead Lana..tell him what you told me” Terry beams.
 
The young girl looks at Mickey there is excitement and sadness in her eyes as
she speaks.
 
“I'm pregnant” she says quietly.
 
Mickey almost chocked on his beer “ Fuck no how ?”
 
The girl laughs thinking the boy in front of her needed an anatomy lesson.
 
“We fuck yes?” she replies
 
He's standing at this point “ Your a fucking whore, you fuck everyone who knows
if it's even my kid” he shouts at her, before he can think his father is
throwing him into the wall, his beer spilling over the floor. He starts to put
up a fight but it's no use. His dad has only had one beer there's no way Mickey
could take him this sober.
 
“Look here boy, that's your kid in that women and your gonna be a man and do
whats right” His dad is still holding him by his shirt.
 
“Fine” Mickey snaps ..”What do you want me to do about it.. you need money?” he
asks glancing over at Svetlana who is purposely averting her eyes.
 
“No son, not money, your gonna marry that girl and raise my grand baby like god
intended.” the empathizes in his voice shot right through Mickeys heart.
 
He felt like someone had punched him in the gut as all the air left the room
leaving only his fathers breath as he spoke only inches from his face. He felt
defeated.
 
“You hearing me boy?” his dad shouted as he let go of his shirt only to smack
him in the head.
 
“Yes fuck OK!” he shouted and pushed his dad away running faster than he though
possible to his room.
He slammed his door shut and pushed his dresser in front of it, not knowing if
his dad was done pushing him around he didn't have the energy anymore to
fight.....FUCK!....marriage and a kid, what kind of fuck up situation was this,
how was he going to tell Ian, Ian would never understand. Mickey couldn't say
no could he? He couldn't just walk up to his dad and tell him to stick this
marriage up his ass his dad would kill him, quite literally. Ian would never
know that fear, he was out and proud that's why it was so easy to call Mickey
on his bullshit. He needed to get out of that house, he was going to lose his
mind if he sat there alone with his thoughts any longer. He pulled out his
phone and called Ian.
 
“What do you want?” The voice on the other end was harsh.
 
“Relax Gallagher...” he said trying to sound confident...” you uh..still wanna
meet up today or what?”
 
“So now you have time to talk, what about before when you hung up on me? You
can't do that Mickey, you can't text me all fucking day then hangup when I try
and actually talk to you, your sending mixed signals again and I don't deserve
that”
 
...Christ this kid was always running his mouth, always trying to pick a
fight...Mickey thought as Ian rambled . Some how he had Mickey wrapped around
his finger, wrapped around his words, drawing out emotions he never knew he
had.
 
“Jesus Ian shut up for two seconds will ya?” he snapped placing his hand
against his head.
The line was silent.
 
“Look some shit went down OK, I couldn't talk, I had to get off the phone. I'm
free now so do you want to fucking hang out or not?” he could feel himself
loosing his patience. He just wanted to be with Ian, why was the world making
everything so complicated.
 
“Yea Mick...you wanna meet at the bleachers?” Ian replied softly sounding
defeated. Mickey hated hearing that sound in his voice.
 
“Yea sounds good bring beer, I'll bring weed” he replied and hung up the phone.
 
He grabbed his stash out of his dresser and shoved it in his backpack. He slid
the dresser away from the door, surprised to see nobody sitting in the living
room. The shock was soon replaced with disgust when he heard moans coming from
his fathers room.
…..Jesus!....he thought to himself.... What kind of ass backwards shit is this?
His dad was in his room fucking his soon to be wife that he was forcing him to
marry because he was gay....
 
“fucking Jerry Springer shit!” he spat as he grabbed his coat and headed out
the front door to meet Ian.
 
 
Mickey had been waiting at the bleachers for almost 20 minutes before he saw
Ian's tall shadowy figure approaching.
 
“Hey Gallagher 'bout time” he teased as Ian sat down next to him.
 
The younger boy pulled out a cigarette and pressed it between his lips. Mickey
couldn't help but stare at hi as he lit the cigarette in and inhaled deeply.
 
“Why are you staring at me weirdo?' Ian laughed breaking the silence.
 
Mickey tried to hide his embarrassment from being called out.
 
“It's just been awhile since we've been able to you know..hang out” he smirked
and raised an eyebrow. His eyes were still locked on Ian's mouth.
 
“I've just been busy you know with my dad being home and earlier with the phone
man, I'm sorry alright” he continues
 
Ian was able to read between the lines, he too was missing the feel of Mickey's
warm body against his. He tossed his cigarette on the ground and stood up,
startling the older boy with his movements.
 
“Whoa man, you OK? Please don't fucking freak out Ian” Mickey sighs.
 
Ian just stands there staring down at him. Without warning he reaches down and
starts to lift him off the ground.
 
“Fuck Ian! I'm not a child I can stand on my fucking own thank you” he shouts
and stands up, now looking up at the redhead .
 
“You know what Mick...” Ian says thoughtfully then pushes the older boy against
the fence. Mickey is just staring at him with confusion trying to remain calm
“I don't want to hear anymore of your bullshit OK, I don't want to hear anymore
fucking excuses” with that he grabs Mickey so fast and flips him around so that
his face is pressed up against the fence. The older boy is about ready to turn
around when Ian whispers in his ear, “I just want you!” He reaches around and
proceeds to undo the older boys pants letting them drop to the ground. He palms
Mickey over his boxer causing his dick to become hard against his hand.
 
“Fuck Ian” Mickey moans and he continues to tease him over his clothes.
 
“Yea you like that Mickey you want me to touch you hmm” he says seductively
burying his head in the older boys neck, gently biting his skin careful not to
leave any marks. Mickey can't help it as a whimper escapes him lips, fuck he
wanted In to touch him so bad, he wanted him to bend him over an ruin him.
Ian loved having this feeling of control over the boy in front of him, he had
no power when it came to other aspects of their relationship but when it came
to sex Mickey was like putty in his hands. He stopped touching him suddenly
causing the boy to react.
 
“Jesus Ian wha..what the fuck?” he tried to regain control of his breathing. He
still could not understand how this redhead to make his heartbeat so fast.
 
“ Come on Mick.. tell me what you want” he whispered and ran his hand up under
the older boys shirt roughly causing him to shudder. He found Mickey's nipple
and gently squeezed it between his finger still biting his neck,his warm breath
felt like fire on Mickey's skin.
 
“Fuck Ian..just fuck...” he called out ready to let Ian have his way.
 
“What was that? I didn't quite hear you?” the younger boy teased.
 
“Just fuck me already man” Mickey managed to get out as Ian continued to toy
with him.
 
The young boy reached into his bag laying on the floor and pulled out lube and
a condom. He tucked the condom in his pants and squeezed the lube in his free
hand onto his finger before putting the tube in his pocket. He reached down
under Mickey's boxers and and his lubed finger over his hole. He could feel
every muscle in the older boys body tense up slightly before he completely
relaxed allowing Ian to slip his finger inside of him.
 
“mm Mick your so fucking tight you know that” he praises the boy as he swirls
his finger inside of him.
Mickey is completely lost at this point, Ian's finger feels so good tickling
his prostate teasing him, he's done with foreplay he needs to get fucked.
 
“Get on me Ian” he cries
 
“Aw you don't want to keep playing Mick, you look so fucking hot when you
squirm” he replies.
 
“Fucking you Fire-crotch fucking get on me already...i....” Ian is moving his
finger back in forth now, it's hard for him to form a complete thought. “I
don't have.....I don't have all night you know”
 
“ Hmm.. OK then” Ian replies and withdraws his fingers, reaching down to undo
his pants.
 
He pulls out his full erection thanks to Mickey's lustful cries and grabs the
condom and the lube. He pulls the condom and and coats it with lube turning
back to his boyfriend. He takes a moment to look at the older boy, ass up, face
pressed against the fence begging Ian to fuck him. He cant help but chuckle to
himself at the reality that he's is fucking the neighborhood bad boy, the
novelty never wore off. Not to mention his boyfriend was fucking gorgeous. His
pale skin glistening with sweat, his ass was so perfect, the perfect bubble but
that fit Ian like a glove. He was pulled from his thoughts by the sound of the
fence moving. Mickey turned around slightly to look at Ian
 
“Am I interrupting over here?” Mickey shouted sounding annoyed
 
“Fuck no” Ian smiled and gently shoved the boys head back down.
 
He presses the tip of his dick to the older boys entrance taking one more
moment to reflect on how lucky he was before entering the boy. God he felt so
warm, his muscles wrapping around him. He moved slowly until his pelvis was
pressed against the boys ass, bottoming out before he pulled all the way out
and shoved himself back in. Mickey let out a gasp underneath him and he
continued to fuck him hard and fast. He grabbed Mickey by the hips pulling him
onto him and he shoved himself in and out. He thought about slowing down so he
could kiss Mickey but he knew they both needed this hard fuck, too much had
gone down in the last month and this moment needed to be aggressive. He pounded
Mickey into the fence, the boy had to put his head down so the fence didn't
leave marks on his face.
 
“Ian I....I'm so close” Mickey moaned beneath him, his his fingers gripping the
chain link in front of him to keep him from toppling over from the force behind
him.
 
“Good me..me too Mick..fuck you feel so fucking good” Ian could feel the orgasm
build up in his body , he pulled Mickey down hard on him one more time before
letting go, he felt the older boy clench around him and knew he came as well.
They stay there pressed against the fence, Ian still inside him for a few
moments, enjoying the high. Ian grabs Mickey's face and kisses him before
pulling on=ut and tossing the condom in the garbage. He pulls on his pants and
looks over. Mickey is already sitting down with a cigarette pressed between his
lips.
 
“Fuck Gallagher that was good, I fucking needed that man” he says before
lighting the smoke. He takes one long drag blowing the smoke though his nose
before passing it to Ian. The red head takes the smoke and sits down beside
Mickey.
 
“We can't keep doing this Mick..” Ian says firmly as he exhales.
 
“What the fuck are you going on about?” Mickey sighs leaning his head back to
stare at the sky.
….seriously another fucking fight after good sex come on..........he thinks to
himself remembering the last time they were there.
 
“I'm just saying we cant go more than a week without seeing each other, it's
not right. You have to make time if you want this to work” Ian replies and
looks Mickey directly in the eyes.
 
“Fuck alright I know Ian OK” he snaps “Now can we please stop talking about our
emotions like a bunch of girls and just enjoy the fucking moment?” he had
intended to talk to Ian about Svetlana but now there was no fucking way that
was happening Ian was already in a bitchy mood, even after they just had mind
blowing sex so that conversation would have to wait.
 
“Sure Mick..whatever you want” he smiled and grabbed some beers from his back
pack.
He threw one at Mickey.
 
“shotgun?” he asked playfully grinning at the older boy.
 
“get over here fire-crotch” Mickey smiled and pulled out his pocket knife.
He didn't know what was going to happen, but they had this, this moment
shotgunning beers together under the bleachers and right now he couldn't have
been happier.
 
 
 
***** Confrontation *****
Chapter Summary
     Ian confronts Mickey about the wedding.
Chapter Notes
     A/N: Hey guys as I mentioned before I am very Mickey centric. i feel
     like Ian is selfish and manipulative so this chapter does lean a
     little on that perspective. **HEAVY ANGST** just a warning. We all
     know what to expect from our romeo and juliet. I live for your
     comments so feel free. I was planning on writing the whole fic and
     posting it, but it didn't work that way. The chapters just come to me
     so I jsut go with it. Hopefully i'll have another for you tomorrow.
     ps: Sorry if this one is hard to read i do go back and forth between
     Mickey and Ian's Pov hopefully it makes sense.
Ian was enjoying the spring day. The melting snow was checkered across his
neighborhood like a scene from a painting. He rounded the corner heading for
his house when he saw someone sitting on his steps. As he got closer he
realized it was Mandy.
“ Hey Mands” he shouted as he began to jog the rest of the way to the girl. he
opened the gate to see a sobbing Mandy Milkovich. Ian sat down next to the girl
and placed his hand tenderly on her shoulder. “what's wrong Mandy” he asked the
girl.
She wiped her hand across her face to dry her tears. Her mascara was running
down her cheek.
“ Your brother's an idiot!” she cried reaching for her cigarettes , she grabbed
out two and handed one to Ian.
“ Of course he” I an replied. “What did he do?” he asks as he lights both of
their cigarettes.
Mandy takes a deep breath.
“ He's screwing someone else” she says softly.
Ian rolls his eyes, he loves his brother but he could be such a pig.
“ It's not even that he's sleeping with someone else..” she replied taking a
drag of a cigarette “ it's how he acted about it when I confronted him. I saw
his text message from fucking care of all people thanking him for fucking her
brains out! That stupid little bitch!” she shuddered “and when I confronted him
he was all. We never said we were exclusive and That doesn't mean I don't want
to be with you.... like what the fuck does that even mean?” she asked throwing
her cigarette butt on the ground and pulling another from the pack in her lap.
“ Mandy it means he's a dumb ass! If he's not going to take your relationship
seriously you should leave his ass.” Ian replied rather bluntly.
“I know but for some stupid reason I'm in love with that asshole. I guess I'd
rather have a part of him than nothing at all. I'm such an idiot right?”she
smiled weakly .
“No Mandy you're not an idiot , you're just in love with the wrong guy. As your
friend I'm telling you you deserve better than Lip. It's only going to get
worse if let him get away with it once he's going to keep doing it.” he sighed.
“ Sometimes I think I don't deserve anything better, I'm just a fucking
Milkovich anyways” she said softly.
“ Shut up Mandy that is bullshit and you know it! I'm so tired of hearing that
being a Milkovich is a curse. Get over it, you deserve as much as anybody else”
He snapped.
“ I don't even know why I'm asking you of all people for relationship advice
when you're letting Mickey marry that whore because you guys are too scared to
stand up to my dad! You have no room to talk !”she snapped .
“ Listen Man.... he stopped when his brain process what she had said .
“Wait.....what the hell did you just say?” he asked his voice was quite low.
“ Just because she's pregnant doesn't mean Mickey should sign his life away
Ian!” she said as if this information wasn't new to him. He felt his world
spinning out. There were tears welling up in his eyes. “Are you fucking kidding
me right now? How long have you known about this?” he cries . She can see the
look of surprise on Ian's face.
“ Oh my God I'm so sorry I thought you knew!! He told me you knew I swear!” she
cried.
“ Jesus Christ man how could he do this to me? She's such a fucking WHORE and
SHE is having his baby what the fuck?” he felt like he was losing his mind.
There were so many emotions running through him at once anger ,sadness and
confusion. He looked over his best friend,
“ I'm sorry Mandy I didn't mean to yell at you I just....I gotta go” the girl
that was standing in front of him and still surprised at the conversation that
just passed. Ian turned to walk away, he started walking but before he knew it
he was running down the street. No destination in mind he just needed to run.

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Mickey was staring at the suit covered in plastic lying on his bed. Fuck is
this shit really going to happen. How did he go from being a closet case to
marrying a fucking hand whore and fathering a god damned child. …..God his life
is so fucked up right now...... he thought to himself as he sat down on the
bed. He still had not told him about what happened.. He couldn't think of a way
to tell him that wouldn't result in the boy leaving and the thought of losing
him scared Mickey. The fact that a stupid redhead kid not wanting him anymore
made Mickey feel anything was absolutely terrifying. When did he start having
feelings?? Mickey Milkovich did not do relationships, feelings or any of that
lovey-dovey crap, then Gallagher came into his life and really fucked his shit
up.
 
He could hear Svetlana and his dad talking about the wedding in the living
room. It was in two days and his house was filled with Russian hookers running
around helping her with the decorations.
...I have got to get out of this house... he thought to himself while staring
at his reflection. He almost didn't recognize himself. There were dark circles
under his eyes from the lack of sleep. Not only was he sleeping with one eye
open now that Terry was home but having to lay next to Svetlana every night
just made matters worse. He shook his head as he stared into the mirror. Life
was so much easier when all he had had to worry about was making money, and the
occasional beat down. He walked over to the door and reached for the handle,
pausing briefly to gather himself. He could not risk appearing weak. This is
why he kept everyone at arm's length, he could not risk showing his emotions of
it would be the end of him. He threw open his door and headed towards the
kitchen. Grabbing a Pop-Tart out of the cupboard he shoved it in his mouth and
went to grab his jacket.
“ When you're done stuffing your face with food your fiance has some questions
for you” Terry called from the living room. Mickey rolled his eyes and walked
over to the couch where that girl was sitting. She had piles of papers on the
table in front of her. There were bridal magazines and catering pamphlets, his
dad had made it clear that he did not want a faggot for a son, and this a big
wedding where everyone was invited was just another way to intimidate him . He
didn't even want to think about what he did to afford it. The Russian women
looked up at him and holding in her hands to pictures of flower arrangements.
“This one with roses, I like but this one with lilies I like too. Which one
hmm?” she asks Mickey.
“Are you fucking kidding me right now? You expect me to help you pick at
flowers for this fake ass wedding you must be out of your mind!” he shouts. He
grabs the pictures out of her hands and throws them on the floor.
“I'm going for a beer I can't do this shit right now” he mutters.
“That's no way to speak to a lady boy, she asked you a question you damn well
better answer it” he dad hollers.
He's ready to run when he hears the ice in Terry's voice, he knows he's not
playing around and Mickey did not feel like being a punching bag today.
“Fuck fine go with the lilies” he shouted at Svetlana.
..He wouldn't have gone with roses, roses meant love and love would not be
present at this wedding...
 
He eyeballed his dad quickly, he appeared satisfied by Mickeys reaction so he
grabbed his jacket and scarf and headed out the door.
God did he need a beer.
He was dreading the wedding, being committed to someone he hated while having
his dad watch his every move. He was going to make him pretend until the day he
died and that pained Mickey so much. His heart belonged to Ian, and he promised
Ian he would stand up to his dad so they could be together because he knew that
is what he wanted to hear. He couldn't admit to Ian or himself that he would
never stand up to his dad. Not only did he secretly yearn have his fathers
affection, to actually make him proud which he has never done, more importantly
he was terrified of what his father was capable of. Terry had no limits, family
or not, if you got on his bad side he would fuck your shit up. That's the main
reason he was the way he was violence is all he knows.
….Ugh.... Mickey tried to shrug away the train of thoughts going through his
head. He reached the door to the alibi and decided maybe he needed something
stronger than a beer.
 
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Ian had no idea how he ended up the the Aliby. His face was flushed from his
tears and his heart was pounding from adrenaline. A beer and a talk was just
what he needed. Other than the fact his of a dad had made this bar his stomping
grounds, Ian loved coming to the rundown bar. The manager was his neighbor
Kevin and they were very close. His sister became friends with his wife
Veronica when she was in high school, shortly after that Kevin came in to the
picture.
 
“Hey buddy how's it going?” Kevin asked smiling as Ian walked through the door.
Ian smiled back weakly before sitting down at the bar top.
“Wow that good huh?” Kevin joked a gave him a pat on the shoulder.
Kev was a good guy plain and simple. He was always looking out for others, he's
not the person you want handling your money but when it came to advice you
couldn't ask for someone better. As expected he place a pint of beer in front
of the boy then continued talking.
“You know Ian, what ever's going on you can talk to me”
Ian was pretty sure he knew he was gay seeing as Veronica was his sisters best
friends, but he wanted to feel it out first before letting go.
“ I know Kev thanks, it's just that I'm in a really fucked up relationship...i
mean if you would call it that..who knows what the fuck we are doing” he
started “ and I don't know if I want to keep going you know, I really care
about mi...them, he caught himself quickly “but I'm not sure they care about me
at all, it really doesn't seem that way”
“OK kid. First of all have you talked to him about how you feel?”
 
….OK so he does know cool...
 
Relieved his friend is comfortable with him being gay he continues“Yea and he
tells me everything will be OK and to quit worrying so I do and then he goes
and fucks it all up again. Leaving me as always the one left in the dark you
know? I really think maybe he thought he felt something for me but I was
probably more just a convenience to him, at least that's how it seems. I don't
know man. I know he felt something, you know..fuck.” he sighs and takes a giant
gulp of his beer.
 
“Well has he done anything to show otherwise kid? To show you that he cares”
the man asks as he dries a glass off and places it on the back shelf.
 
“Not really, I mean he talks a big game but he really hasn't done much to show
me he cares”
his heart hurts . He's sitting there trying to think of ways Mickey has shown
he cares rather than just said it. He can't. Every time the raven haired boys
starts to show some emotion, show some resemblance of a relationship, something
happens and he pulls back further than before. He didn't care for him... how
could he? If he did he would stand up to his dad and not go off an enter an
arranged marriage with a whore who raped him. Ian winced at the memory.
 
“You know what, it's fine. Soon I'm going to be done with school and then I'll
go to West Point and be out of this shit town. Thanks for listening Kev” he
replied. He grabbed his beer and went to sit in the back of the bar where he
could be alone. He pulled his MP3 player out of his pocket and put it on
shuffle before placing the earbuds in his ear. He decided to drown out his life
with music and stare of into the room, letting himself relax for the first time
today. This relaxation was short lived when he looked up and saw Mickey
entering the bar. He was seated far enough in the corner he was sure he
wouldn't notice him. He slowly removed one ear piece in hopes of hearing the
older boys conversation.
 
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Mickey walked up to the bar with his usual bravado. “Ay Kev shot of jack” he
calls and sits down on the stool.
“Fuck man make it a double, my day has been shit!” he sighs.
“Seems to be going around buddy” Kev replies quickly.
He doesn't now why he's talking to Kevin right now, maybe it's because the
gentle man never judges him or any of the fucked up shit he does, maybe it's
because he knows he wont mistake asking for advice for weakness.
“Ay Kev, look man I gotta problem and I don't know what the fuck to do 'bout
it” he states after slamming the shot.
“I see “ the man replies “what sort of problem?”
“I've been seeing this..g.irl”..he swallows
... that was close....
“Anyways you know I really like her but she wants me to like runaway into the
sunset with her and I can't fucking do it man”
“What's stopping you” Kev replies.
“Everything man, the goddamn world that's what, my dad fucking hates her and
will kill me if we are together. Gimme another shot man...nah fuck it leave the
bottle.” He says and places money on the counter. He takes a swig from the
bottle and continues talking, he feeling a little tipsy.
“ I mean fuck dude he set me up with this fucking Russian whore and now he's
making me marry her in 2 fucking days!! Just because he doesn't want us
together, can you believe that shit”
“That's hardcore bro. Why don't you just tell your dad no and go be with the
other girl?” Kev asks making Mickeys problem sound so simple. This annoys him.
“mm Yep if only it were that fucking easy, everyone makes it sound like it's
that fucking easy” he sneers.
 
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Ian has heard enough. He can tell by the state of the older boy that he is in
pain and he does not want to go through with the wedding. He is still angry at
him though, how could he not tell him at least. He decides to confront Mickey.
He would get him to come outside and then they would talk. He gets up and walk
over to the bar, Kev gives him a confused look as he sits down next to Mickey.
“Hey kid you need a refill?” he asks Ian assuming that's why he walked over.
“Nah man I'm good I just uh came by to talk to Mickey” Ian replies
“Uh Hey Mick..I need to talk to you about something..” he says softly.
The older boy sits there and does not say a word.
“ So...Mandy came by today and gave me the news.”
 
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Joint POV
Mickey is staring at the counter top lost in his own world until he hears Ian's
voice. He refuses to look at him, he can feel the redheads eyes burrowing into
the side of his skull. After a few minutes go buy Ian speaks again.
“Well I guess congratulations are in order right. It's not everyday that you
get married and become a DAD..” Ian's voice is raising now. He's trying to
remain calm but Mickey won't fucking look at him.
“Yea Mandy told me all about it today, she thought I already knew don't know
why she'd think that, not like you and me are that close anyways right?” he
said plainly and waits for a response.
 
Ian words anger him, Ian angers him, he doesn't get to prance around saying
what the fuck he wants whenever the with no fear and then judge him. What is he
playing at being all passive aggressive like a bitch. Fucking guy is living in
a fairy tale.
 
Mickey finally looks over and tries to play it off, there's a deadness behind
his blue eyes.
“ That's right Gallagher. Wedding is in 2 days, thought I told you must have
slipped my mind. It's gonna be a big fucking shindig every ones invited come or
don't come fuck if I care.” he grabs the bottle and takes another swig.
 
…...Just fucking leave now, I'm not worth it....he thinks to himself as he
slams the near empty bottle down on the bar.
 
Ian crosses his arms and rolls his eyes. He can't help but reach for Mickey's
arm.
“Come on man let's talk outside” he says softly.
Mickey surprisingly is the one who makes the scene.
“Don't fucking tough me Gallagher. Get the fuck out of hear if you know what's
good for you” he yells.
“Fuck you man! Your a fucking pussy!” Ian replies and pushes Mickey.
Mickey jumps up quicker than expected and pushes Ian back.
“You wanna fucking go faggot?” he yells.
 
“HEY!” a loud voice echoes through the bar catching both boys attention.
“I will have none of that shit in here you understand. Now both of you need to
leave. Ian go home. Mickey sober the fuck up!” Kev shouts shooting both a
deadly look.
Mickey says nothing and flips the bartender off, then burst out the door.
“Kev I'm sor...” Ian tries to apologize.
“It's fine Ian but for now you need to leave” the man says holding his ground.
Ian walks out side and Mickey is gone. Fucking asshole he thinks to himself as
he goes to turn the corner. Sure as shit Mickey is waiting for him in the
alley. He stares at Ian but doesn't say a thing. Ian is beyond furious now, the
emotions he tried to hold back are coming out like a flood gate.
“So that's it then? Your dad catches us together so now your gonna go of and
marry a fucking whore to make him happy?” He yells getting in Mickeys face.
 
Mickey knows he's going to hit something if he doesn't leave. He's furious at
Ian for confronting him in public about the wedding in the first place. It was
like no matter what he said to him he could not get the ginger fuck to
understand that he needed to be discrete, not wanted needed, it seemed like Ian
didn't care he was always pushing for more. No matter what he gave,it wasn't
enough.
Ian is up in his face so he turns to walk away, to avoid the inevitable.
“Yea walk away. Who's acting like a bitch now Mickey?” Ian calls to him
mockingly.
God that kid knew exactly how to get under his skin, before he can think his
fist is flying into Ian's face, hitting him right in the eye. The boy doesn't
fight back instead he continues to egg him on.
“That all you got man? C'mon you wanna fag bash fucking hit me then” he cries
out. Mickey doesn't know what to do part of him wants to beat the crap out of
Ian for disrespecting him, hes not used to people calling him out and not
kicking their ass. The other part wants to drop down to his knees and please
the boy until he swears he will never leave.
“God just fuck of Gallagher please, you don't understand” he turns away from
Ian he can't look at his face.
“No Mickey I understand. I understand that your scared of father and that
fucking whore. Your a coward Mickey Milkovich. A fucking coward” Ian says lowly
The words pierce through Mickey's heart. He turns around and punches Ian in the
gut dropping him to the ground.
“There you go! That make you feel like a man Mickey? You feel better now” he
cries as the pain radiates through his body.
 
….What is wrong with this fucking kid, why was he so intent on breaking him
down, why couldn't he just give up on him instead of continuing to fight.....
 
Mickey can't help himself, by now he's not thinking about Ian staying. In this
moment he wants to as far from him as possible and even though it hurts he
hopes the young boy will leave him behind.
He kicks him hard in the ribs one last time then looks down at him
“I do now” he says sharply then walks away.
 
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Ian is laying broken on the ground. The man he loves is responsible. He knew
Mickey wouldn't be able to walk away, he a Milkovich. He's his Milkovich, he
knew how he felt about his father and how much Mickey hated the fact that he
feared him. He had encouraged the older boy in hopes that he would break down
and finally give in, maybe if he showed him that he was strong he would stand
up to his dad and they could finally be happy, that didn't happen. Instead he
got his ass kicked and Mickey appeared to be indifferent, at least in the end.
He had a glimpse of hope before he was kicked the last time that the boys would
collapse down next to him and let his emotions run wild, but that was snuffed
out and replaced with a kick and harsh words. He got up from the alley floor
and continued to his house. His ribs were aching, he was sure nothing was
broken but fuck did it hurt. He walked through the front door and of course his
fucking brother and Fiona were in the living room.
“Hey sweetface ..omg Ian are you OK? What the hell happened” she yelled as she
rushed over to him.
“It's nothing Fi I'm fine. Please I just want to lay down OK” he said softly
and pushed passed her.
“Ok Ian but we will be having a talk about this when you feel better” she
replied.
“Whatever” he said and went for the stairs. During their brief conversation Lip
had perched himself on the top stair blocking Ian's path.
“Lip get the fuck outta the way” he snapped.
His brother look up at him his eyes on fire.
“Did Mickey do this?” was all he said scanning Ian's face.
He looked down the ground then looked at his brother
“No” he replied and pushed his way past to his room.
“Ian don't give me that shit, I know he fucking did this and I'm gonna kill him
Milkovich or not!” He followed after him.
Ian was sitting on his bed. “You don't understand Lip it's my fault” he sighed.
“Yea OK..... explain to me how it's your fault your piece of shit boyfriend
kicked your ass....I'm all ears”his brother chortled sarcastically.
“I'm serious, he was drunk I confronted him about getting married and having a
kid..” Ian started.
“Wait...hold on you want to get married and have a kid?? since when?” his
brother asked genuinely surprised.
“No...okay” he decided to start from the begging with the night in the
bathroom. He explained how Terry had a hooker try to fuck the faggot out of
Mickey and now she's pregnant and Mickey is being forced into marriage.
“Jesus fucking Christ Ian” Lip sighed. “That shits fucked up but that's still
no excuse to use you as punching bag” he sighed.
“Yea he tried walk away though Lip, but I kept pushing and pushing..like I said
it's my fault.”
Ian stared at the ceiling trying to block out the pain he was feeling in his
heart, it was way worse then any kick or punch.
“So what then you guys are done now?” Lip asked sounding hopeful
..asshole..
“No, we are not done. I know he has feeling for me, what I felt you can't fake
that. I'm going to the wedding and I'm going to try and talk him out of it”
“You know that's a stupid fucking idea right” lip said playfully.
“I don't need you to tell me about stupid ideas asshole, you can't even delete
a fucking text message. I mean Karen Lip really....she fucked Frank. He
shuttered at the thought.
“Fuck you Ian deal with own Springer shit, and leave mine alone” lip snapped.
“Dude Mandy is my best friend, if you don't want to be with her break it off
she deserves better” Ian replied.
“Yea I know” his brother coughed then passed the joint to Ian.
 
 
 
 
***** The Wedding *****
Chapter Summary
     Ian tried to salvage his relationship with Mickey before it's too
     late
Chapter Notes
     A/N: So this is the last chapter of part 1!! I did use some canon
     dialog in here, you can't mess with perfection and the writers nailed
     the post wedding scene.***** I've decided I have so many things to
     write about that i want to do a series instead of a super long fic.
     I'm very excited at the trial and happy times these to will face
     together. They will learn about themselves and each other some for
     the better some for the worse, but in the end it will all come
     together. Thank you to everyone for the support, i hope you continue
     to follow the series GALLAVICH INTERRUPTED.
Mickey was pacing around the church bathroom. To say he was having cold feet
was an understatement. In just a few hours he would be making a commitment in
front of his whole neighborhood to someone he had no feelings for what so ever.
Ian was right he was a coward, he was willing ruin the rest of his life just to
avoid his father's wrath. It was more than that though, he'd seen how his
father treated gays in the passed, he would KILL Mickey, if he disobeyed him
and he knew it.
…..FUCK.....
He turned on the faucet to splash his face. The water felt cool and refreshing
against his skin. His nerves were vibrating through his body, fuck he needed a
smoke. He slowly opened the bathroom door. Down the hall everyone was still
setting up the church mess hall for the reception. He walked down the hall in
the opposite direction until he found the storage room. The room was dusty and
filled with broken chairs and books among other random things. He decided this
is where he would hide until the wedding. He did not want to walk around
socializing. He just wanted to get the shit over with, lock himself in his room
and get drunk. He leaned against the back wall and lit up a cigarette. He
pulled out his phone and scrolled through his pictures. He would never tell Ian
he had secretly taken pictures of him when he wasn't looking. That would ruin
the facade that he wasn't head over heels for the guy. He wanted to capture
moments because he knew in his heart they were not going to last . At least
this way he had more than a memory. As he thumbed through the pictures he felt
himself being swallowed up in anger and sadness, he sank down to the ground and
for the first time he let himself cry.
 
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“Ian I really don't think it's a good idea for you too go today!” his brother
was pounding on the bathroom door.
He had made up his mind. He was very stubborn , must be that Gallagher DNA, he
would not take no for an answer. Why would the universe let him feel what he
felt with Mickey just to rip it away? It wasn't right. No he had to make the
older boy realize he was worth it. He was worth the fight, he knew why Mickey
was afraid but he still wanted him to stand up for their love because in the
end that is what mattered to Ian. He wanted Mickey and he would stop at nothing
even if it meant putting the two of them in danger, it was worth it.
“I'm going so drop it!” He replied as he opened the bathroom door and walked
over to his dresser. He had on a nice pair or blue jeans and a white and brown
flannel shirt with a grey undershirt.
“ C'mon man you really think that's a good idea? I know how things ended with
you two, you really shouldn't be there.”Lip replied.
“You're not going to change my mind Lip so you might as well quit while your
ahead. Plus why are you going?
You better not be trying to see Mandy, she doesn't need your bullshit” he
snapped turning to look at his brother.
“Yea I'm going to see Mandy. I really do care for her Ian, it's just Karen and
I have history but I broke it off. I want Mandy” he replied sounding sincere.
“ Sure, you say that now. “ Ian said rolling his eyes. He grabbed his jacket
off the bed, shoved his cigarettes and lighter in his pocket and picked up his
phone.
“So I guess I'll see you there.” Ian said and went to walk down stairs.
“Yea I guess” his brother called out defeated.
The address was some fancy church uptown, not completely in the north side but
it was not in their usual ghetto that was for sure. When he got of the L train
and walked across the street he felt sick to his stomach. There was a flowery
white banner across the front of the church that read
:Milkovich Wedding: . The further he walked inside the church the more
discouraged he was. I mean damn! He had thought this was going to be some
shitty thrown together shindig but it looked a real wedding. There was a guest
book sitting in the hallway next to several bouquets of flowers. He turned the
corner and almost walked into the dining room but paused when he heard the
bride to be. “Where is that boy? He's supposed to be here and hour ago to move
table and put out chair no?”
“Right...I'l look around and see if I can find him” Mandy replied.
“No is OK you help me with hair, angry boy will come out when his father gets
here” Svetlana scoffed
...Mickey wasn't here yet?? ….
That ruined his plan to catch him before the wedding, what was he going to do
now? He had not intended to go to the actual wedding, his plan was to have
Mickey call the thing off. In hindsight it sounded reasonable but looking
around the church and seeing the money Terry put into the everything he knew it
would make thing even harder when he confronted Mickey. He found himself
wandering the halls of the church, besides the wedding party it was abandoned.
He walked until he could no longer hear voices. He found himself in a hallway
staring at a stained glass window. The mosaic was breathtaking, it reminded him
of his life only in the painting the pieces fit together to create something
beautiful. Why couldn't his life be like that? He stood there for a moment then
continued further down the hall. He was suddenly caught of guard by the smell
of smoke. That was strange in a church? It was definitely cigarette smoke.
….Mickey....
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Joint POv He followed the scent until he came upon the storage closet. He
opened the door to find Mickey sitting there blowing puffs of smoke at the
ceiling.
“Hey Mick” Ian said softly.
“Ian ….what are you doing here man” Mickey replied standing up from the ground
and quickly wiping his eyes. He looked like he had been crying.
“I just...don't do this Mick, if have any feelings for me at all please don't
go through with this” Ian pleaded.
“Who gives a shit it's just a fucking piece of paper!” Mickey snaps.
Ian scoffs “Not to me” he turns to walk away but he as more to say, before he
can speak the older boy says calmly “Look just because I'm getting hitched
doesn't mean we can't still bang, we just gotta be careful that's all”
Ian rolls his eyes
“ You're getting fucking married to a girl who screws guys for a living and you
want me to be OK with that?”
“What do you want me to say” Mickey asked. They were standing so close to each
other Ian could feel Mickey's warm breath as he spoke.
“Just don...” he was caught off guard as Mickey closed the gap between them.
His kiss felt like heaven on Ian's lips. He didn't know how much he was craving
the older boys affection. He grabbed Mickey by the waist. He moved his hands
under Ian's shirt digging his nails into his back.
...fuck Mick... Ian whispers as he tares off Mickey's suit jacket and then his
own. Mickey pulls him in closer for another kiss, his tongue dominating Ian's
mouth . He pushes the older boy away trying to regain control of the
situation.....Keep it together, you came to talk...
Mickey stood there looking at him with pure lust in his eyes. He's fucked. He
looses all the resolve he had when he walked in the door . He walks up to the
boy not saying a word until Mickey's back is pressed against the wall.
“Don't ...do it” he whispers seductively and kisses his neck. Their eyes meet
for a moment then Ian forcefully turns Mickey around so his chest is now
pressed firmly against the wall. Mickey lets out a whimper and the sound goes
straight to his dick. He reaches down to undo his belt. He quickly throws it
onto the floor. He's already so hard, all he want's to do is fuck Mickey until
he changes his mind.
“Tell me what you want Mick” he says softly as he leans in and licks his tongue
across the older boys ear.
“Fuck...Ian” Mickey gasps. Ian can tell he is already falling apart.
“Tell me what you want” Ian says more firmly this time.
“Fuck me Ian, for fucks sake” he snaps but there is no venom behind his words.
“I didn't bring anything” Ian replies softly and he raises up Mickey's shirt
trailing kisses down his back.
...He had not planned for this...
“I don't fucking care just get on me already” the older boy cries.
Ian does not need to be told twice, he pulls down Mickey's boxers and traces a
finger over his hole. He can feel the goosebumps spread across Mickey's body.
He licks his finger and shoves it gently inside Mickey.
“Shit!” Mickey calls out. Ian hesitates for a moment.
“Don't fucking stop man” Mickey whines.
He swirls finger around a few more times before pressing the tip of his penis
into Mickey. H can feel the boy clench up for a second then he relaxes. He
takes this as his cue and bottoms out, his hips resting against Mickeys. He
starts off slow, then speeds up the pace fucking Mickey hard and rough.
He has to put his hand over Mickey's mouth to keep from crying out his name
which is a shame because that is all Ian wants to hear. He want's Mickey to
melt beneath him and realize what a mistake he's making. The more he thinks
about it the harder he fucks Mickey until he hears the boy whisper “I'm gonna
cum”
Mickey's breath hitches and he releases his load against the wall. Ian kisses
his back again and pulls out.
 
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“Fuck! I gotta get you pissed of more often” Mickey laughs as he pulls on his
suit jacket.
Ian smiles” so what are we going to do? You gonna tell everyone to leave?” The
redhead looks so hopeful it breaks his heart.
Why can't they just do this, be together, just the two of them. It was nobody's
fucking business.
Mickey next words feel like knives in his heart.
“No..I'm gonna go get this shit over with and you can wait here for me.
...please wait....
I don't plan on walking around gossiping after, shouldn't take more than an
hour right, better be ready for round two”he smiled at the younger boy.
“wait your not seriously going through with this are you” Ian asks
...It was too good to be true....
“Gallagher, why are you acting like I have fucking choice in this” Mickey snaps
Ian steps closer to him “ Listen to me Mickey, your dad is an
evil....no...psychotic prick, your just going to let him ruin your fucking
life??”
“Grow the fuck up Ian and don't act like you know a thing about my dad” Mickey
replies
“Are you fucking kidding me” Ian yells.
“You know what I'm sorry. I'm not like you...not everybody gets just blurt out
how they feel every minute” Mickey sighs.
Just then the door flies open.
“Jesus Mickey I've been looking everywhere for you, let's go dads here.” Mandy
calls. She looks over at Ian with a sympathetic look.
“Fine”he shouts at his sister. He looks at Ian on last time the walks out of
the room.
He pastes on a smiles as he enters the chapel. He takes his place up front as
the rest of the guests trickle in. He sees Ian take seat in the very back.
…..why doesn't he just fucking leave already. Doesn't he get it. There's no
happy ending here...there can't be not for him...
The music begins and he can see his dad walking Svetlana down the aisle. She
looks so fucking happy it makes Mickey sick to his stomach but he continues to
smile. He smiles as they stand face to face. He smiles as they hold hands, and
he smiles when he hears the words You may kiss the bride. It's official, he has
checked out..this cant be his life. He leans over to kiss Svetlana and can hear
the guest clapping He just want's to tell them all to fuck off. The two step
down from the stage and walk down the isle. He glances to the seat where Ian
was but the boy is no longer there.
...maybe he got the hint....he thinks to himself as he feels his heart shatter
into a million pieces.
The reception is in full swing everyone is drunk and dancing. His dad and
Svetlana are grinding up against each other and he is left standing by the bar.
He see's a patch of red in the distance then spots Ian talking to his brother.
He can barely make out there conversation but he can tell Ian is drunk.
“He fucking did it man, he fucking got married...to a women” he hears the boy
slur.
His brother responds by telling him he told him not to come. Ian proceeds
drunkenly
“You try sitting on our ass when the guy you've been fucking gets married to a
fucking commie whore! Fucking commie!!” he shouts.
That's it he needs to get Ian out of here. His whole homophobic family is hear
and Gallagher is too drunk to realize the potential danger he's in. He walks
over to Ian.
“Hey man you gotta keep your voice down” he grabs him by the shoulder.
“Fuck off Mickey, we're done” the boy cries.
“Ian you need to leave it's not safe, calm down OK we'll talk about this later”
He walks up to Mickey “ If I walk out that door Mickey, it's for good. None of
this dirty little secret bullshit. I'm done” he says plainly.
“Jesus Ian when did you get so dramatic” Mickey sighs
“When I realized what a fucking pussy you are”
“Say that again I'm gonna kick your fucking ass” he snaps
Ian is in his face now “ Go oh tough guy! You're a fucking coward. You're too
afraid of your fucking dad to be who you are. I'm out of here” he watches Ian
turn to walk away.
“You know what the hell do I care bitch! Go ahead leave” he shouts as Ian walks
through the crowd.
He feels his heart stop. It's like nothing else matters in that one moment
except the look in Ian's eyes. He was serious, sure he'd said shit before, but
this time he knew he would really loose him. The pain in his heart was so
intense, his palms were sweaty and he felt his stomach knot up. He reached for
the glass on the table next to him and hit the side with his lighter.
“Aye!! Can I get everybody's attention please” All eyes were on him including
Ian's, there was no turning back now.
“ I just want everybody to know.....I'm fucking GAY! Big ol homo!”
he looks over at Ian “You happy now?” He says loudly.
The redhead has a grin on his face brighter then the sun. He stares in
disbelief at Mickey. The room is deadly quiet for a moment, then people resume
their conversations.
….What the fuck.....nobody cares?...
He allows himself to breath, when his heart doesn't feel like it's going to
explode anymore he starts to head over to Ian. Out of nowhere Terry barrels
into him, punching him in the head, dropping him to the ground. In an instant
he cant breath. His fathers hands are around his throat and he's sitting on top
of his chest.
“Fucking pole smoker, I'll fucking kill you faggot. No son of mines gonna be
somebody's bitch!” He hears Terry screaming, he's clawing at his father chest,
trying his best to push him away. The sound of people screaming and sirens is
the last thing he remembers before everything goes black.
 
Mickey woke up to the sound of hushed voices surrounding him. He blinked his
eyes slowly and let the room come into focus.
“Ian hes awake!” he heard his sister shout.
“What the fuck happened” he asked his sister. He was shocked at how how soft
his voice was.
”After you came out Dad attacked you. He pushed you to the ground, He started
to choke you Mickey, for gods sake he was sitting on you ches.....” she trailed
on as she begun to cry.
“Aw fuck Mandy, don't cry. I'm fine. It's OK” he said trying his best to be
comforting which was not his strong suit.
She looked up quickly and dried her eyes. She smiled lovingly the punched him
in the arm.
“Don't ever fucking scare me like that again Ass Face!!” she laughed, tears
still caught in her throat.
“Ow Christ Mandy!” he looked over at Ian who was sitting in the corner staring
out the window.
“See how she treats me? A little fucking help here would be nice man” he
smiled.
Ian turned to face him, they locked eyes briefly before Ian returned his gaze
outside. His sister looked at the strained exchange between the two boys.
“I'm going to give you guys some space, if you need me I'll be in the waiting
room Ok?” she said softly.
Mickey nodded as she walked out the door.
“Hey Gallagher, the fucks wrong with you? I thought you of all people would be
fucking happy?” Mickey said feeling confused.
Ian looked at him again and sighed. “I am happy Mick..I'm so freaking proud of
you!” he lowered his gaze again “I just didn't expect....I shouldn't have put
you in that position. You told me ,but I pushed you anyways and now look at
you!” he gestured toward the hospital bed. Mickey remained quiet. He agreed Ian
shouldn't have pushed him but it wasn't his fault his dad was psychotic.
Honestly deep down he never believed himself that he would really try to kill
him, maybe beat him within an inch of his life but KILL, even that crossed a
line for Terry, at least he thought.
Ian stared at him for a second before getting up and walking over to the
hospital bed.
“I'm so sorry Mickey....i was being selfish” he cried and kissed the older boy
on the cheek.
“Relax Ian, it needed to happen sooner or later right. At least now we can be
together. For fucks sake the whole neighborhood knows now” he laughed and
playfully punched Ian in the shoulder.
He stared into Ian's eyes, so fucking green. They were emeralds, breathtaking
and easy to get lost in. He reached up and grabbed the back of his head puling
the younger boy down into a gentle kiss. He scooted over so Ian could sit on
the bed next to him still tangled in each other mouths. For the first time in
their relationship there was no fear of being caught, no voice in the back of
his head telling him this was wrong. He never thought the feeling would be
possible but at this moment Mickey Milkovich felt free.
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