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      Published: 2018-02-26 Updated: 2018-03-29 Chapters: 9/10 Words: 18890
****** i just need a quiet place where i can scream how i love you ******
by AccessBacon
Summary
     sami likes finn. finn likes sami. kevin likes sami. finn, however,
     doesn't like kevin. this makes it hard for sami to have any friends
     in mcmahon high other than alexa bliss, who is enamored with noam
     dar, the creep that doesn't like sami; or anyone, really. and he
     might be gay? with so many high school rumors, sami just needs a
     moment to take solace in finn. but when finn isn't there for sami,
     sami must rely on others. and sami has never been the best on
     relying. or having others.
     title taken from "i want you" by mitski (listen to her it's worth it)
Notes
     hi it's my first fic on this site (i use wattpad but mostly for 5sos)
     so just be aware of that. i love sami and finn but i usually suck at
     keeping up with multi chapter fics so bear with me as i start this
     adventure :)
***** one *****
sami: you have no clue how much i want you right now :)
finn: uh.. yeah i do
finn: you told me ten minutes ago
sami: you little-
sami: if i didn't have this awful habit of letting you pound me all the time
i'd say fuck you
sami: my mom tells me i shouldn't swear but technically i'm not saying it.
forgive me
finn: sami
finn: dude
finn: you can't just talk about me pounding your ass and then bring up your mom
sami: I FEEL BAD OKAY?
finn: when we get back to my house how about you get your ass pounded again
sami: i thought you'd never ask :)
sami put his phone down, harder than granite but excited for this afternoon's
events. he hears the door open, and in walks a burly kid with a counselor. the
counselor whispers a few words to the teacher, who unexcitedly looks at the kid
and then gestures for him to speak to the class.
"oh. uh, i'm kevin. owens, if you like last names? i moved here like two weeks
ago, i've been at the school for a while, but the other chem class was way too
hard. it was like, honors, or- or something."
sami notices how he looks down at his feet while he talks. suddenly, he clears
his stuff off of the desk beside him. it wouldn't kill him to make more
friends.
"hey, dude." sami turns to look at alexa bliss, his only other friend in like,
the whole school. he didn't count finn because that's his boyfriend of course.
"earth to sami? why'd you clear off the desk for the fat grinch? he looks so
upset. he has no reason to be that upset. he just got here."
sami gives alexa the look that he gives her when she goes too far. he shuts her
lips with his hands and waves Kevin, The New Kid over to the empty desk; he
pointedly ignores alexa's groan.
"hi! i'm sami! we're just configuring electrons today, you were probably
channeling madame curie in the other chem, right? i heard it's, like, super
hard! anyway, that's alexa. she thinks she's a lot cooler than she actually is,
but i didn't just say that because she also gives really mean glares that are
as mean as they look. you seem upset. is everything alright? my mom always said
that you should make someone who appears upset laugh, and that if they don't,
someone in their family died! i noticed that you didn't laugh at my curie joke,
and i thought for a pretty long time about that. is your family okay? i offer
my condolences, i really do! my mom also told me-"
alexa punches him, causing him to turn around and glare at her before turning
back around and noticing that kevin looks completely overwhelmed. oh, no. he
hates it when he rambles.
"i'm sorry." he makes it a point to be almost awkwardly short. "i've been told
i ramble lots. i'll stop."
kevin stares at him for a little longer, before snatching sami's phone.
"hey! i get that i was overbearing, but you don't need to steal from me! i only
have one phone, i'm not like seth rollins, okay?"
kevin gives back his phone, and then his own phone dings.
sami: hey it's sami
kevin: i got ur number now. my family is fine
sami: it's so weird that you're texting me when i'm right here ?? no comprendo,
kevin from chem 2
kevin: ... you're so.. eager? hyper? you're at a 10 and i'm about always at a
3. i may not be able to do chem 2 but i know that that's a difference of 7
sami: oh that was cute
sami: i can't wait to tell my bf i made a friend that isn't a bi
sami: a b word
kevin snorts, and sami looks at him. he's not quite sure what made him laugh.
he's about to ask him when the bell rings, so he writes down "ask kevin why he
laughed" in his notes and goes to lunch.
in the lunch line, he gets a text from finn.
finn: ms. guerrero has me in her class for lunch :/ i'll see you after school
though
sami: oooh bad boy
sami: you sure will
lunch- and every other class- goes by in what seems like slow motion for sami.
when the final bell rings, he almost instantly hardens and feels a rush of
adrenaline zip through him. his brain chants "finn finn finn finn" as he nearly
sprints to finn's car. he decides to take off his pants for finn, leaving him
in some american eagle briefs and a light "operation ivy" t-shirt. he taps away
at his phone until he hears a knock on his window. absentmindedly, he says "you
like?"
"yes, but that's not the point. i need you to get out of the lot so i can go.
whoever made you feel the need to take your pants off did a shitty park job."
sami snaps his head up and sees kevin. his smile disappears, a very rare sight,
as he rushes to cover up his crotch.
"oh! i'm so sorry! i swear i thought you were my boyfriend, you could probably
totally tell because i'm sans pants in the passenger seat of a car but-"
"stop stop stop stop. don't you dare ramble now. i need to go get my little
sister from daycare. it's her last day."
"ummm. i can't drive, so i'm waiting for f-" kevin doesn't know finn. he
pauses, thinks, and sputters out "my boyfriend."
just as kevin is about to reply, the most gorgeous man in the universe
seemingly floats over to the driver's side of the car occupied by pantsless
sami. behind him are two bald guys. they're probably destined to be sidekicks
because both of them combined aren't half as beautiful as the man in front is.
"bye karl, bye luke, see you tomorrow dudes. too sweet me." the most beautiful
man, as it turns out, has the most beautiful voice. is that... an irish accent?
"dude, there's a nerd by your car. and not the one in it." the taller sidekick
motions to kevin and waves to sami. the shorter one quizzically looks at kevin
and says "the nerdometer is off the charts."
the nerdometer? kevin guesses he's probably heard worse, but it's still
fascinatingly hurtful.
"hey, mate, are you trying to get your foot ran over? i can't cover any
hospital bills, man. it'll do you no good." the beautiful one says.
"uh, i, uh. um. no, was just, uh, sami, pantsless?"
kevin often wonders why he has no friends. this would be why. thankfully, sami
pipes up, speaking an actual coherent sentence.
"hey there hottie! that's kevin; i met him in chem. he wasn't smart enough for
chem two, sadly."
finn looks him up and down once, twice, even a third time (??) before speaking.
"would you like to continue your conversation with him? i thought we had
somewhere to be. hence the absence of pants."
the bald guys quickly excuse themselves and retreat to their cars. sami grows
red in the face and reluctantly turns to kevin.
"hey, i gotta go. i'll text you, okay? not in the next hour or three, but i
will. have a wonderful evening!"
kevin scoffs, muttering "i just wanted your hot friend to move his car" before
retreating into his car right beside them. he breathes in, out, in, and out
once more before glancing over and seeing that the car still hadn't been moved.
he rolls down his window and looks in the direction of the car to see sami
sucking somewhat fervently on the irishman's cock. he blushes, feels himself
harden, and decides to send a text.
kevin: i'm a supporter of young love as much as the next guy, but you really
need to stop sucking cock in your man's crooked ass car. i have to go
kevin: like
kevin: now
kevin: if you don't leave now i'm joining both of you
the car suddenly corrects itself and speeds out of the lot. if kevin is a bit
disappointed that he didn't get to join in, he doesn't tell anyone. as he
begins to pull out of the lot himself, he gets a text.
sami: you're kind of fucked up, dude.
kevin frowns at his phone, and angrily pulls back into his parking spot to type
a text.
kevin: it was a joke. i know you're gay but you don't have to be so anal. have
a good lay
kevin: whoops. i mean day
kevin: no i don't
kevin: go fuck yourself
***** two *****
Chapter Summary
     purely a smut chapter bc i didn't get to it last chapter.
     IMPORTANT: FINN USES GAY SLURS IN THIS CHAPTER AND MAY IN SOME OTHER
     CHAPTERS. IT'S ONLY WHEN TEASING AND DURING SMUT. IF YOU DON'T LIKE
     IT, deal with it or stop reading lol
sami frowns at finn pocketing his phone.
"did you really need to do that? i get checking the text, but answering it
too?"
"yes, that dude is a weirdo."
sami hates when finn gets like this. fortunately, they're pulling into finn's
driveway before he knows it, and finn has his cock out again. sami more than
willingly slurps up every single inch of finn, an accomplishment in itself that
sami prides himself on. finn pulls on sami's hair, forcing him to go at the
pace finn wants. sami moans, which in turn makes finn moan.
"yeah, sami, love it when you moan on my cock. fuck, you're getting so good at
doing that. tell me how much you love my cock. tell me how much you want it in
you."
finn pulls sami off of his cock with a popping sound to hear what sami has to
say. in return, sami lets out a string of pure filth: "finn, i love it when you
fuck my face. i want to choke on your big cock while you shove it down my
throat. thank you so much sir, can i have some more? i want to get it nice and
ready for my ass."
"you've never said sir before." finn says, startled.
"should i not?" sami counters.
"shut up. faggots don't get to talk back to their masters. be a good boy and
close your eyes." sami nearly comes from that sentence alone.
sami complies as finn wraps a blindfold around sami's head, leans his seat
back, takes his pants off, and takes a seat right on sami's face. sami
stiffens, then relaxes when he realizes what's happening. he plants a kiss
right on finn's hole, and then licks around it, trying to tease finn as much as
he can. finn almost never lets sami eat his ass, and when he does, sami takes
full advantage of his opportunity. he eagerly wets finn's ass with long,
swooping licks, short, terse pokes, and kisses all around his ass. he lifts
finn up to place fat kisses on his asscheeks. he wants finn to know how much he
worships him. how much he wants him. finn sits back down and pulls sami's hair
closer to him, pinning his tongue against his ass so he has nowhere to go. sami
taps out, letting finn know he can't really take anymore. finn gets off of
sami's face and sits down on sami's dickprint in his briefs. he grinds up and
down sami's length, watching intently as sami makes various pleasured faces
while blindfolded. eventually, finn can't take it anymore, and hops out of the
car (after putting his pants on, of course) with sami in his arms.
"when we get in the bedroom, you're going to lay on your stomach with your ass
in the air until i say to move. do you understand me? if you want to come, i
suggest listening and complying." finn hotly whispers in sami's ear.
sami's response, a groan, is more than enough to confirm finn's request. finn
all but tosses sami on the bed, who scrambles to get his face down and his ass
off. finn slowly, torturously, peels the briefs off of sami- down to his knees.
finn pauses, long enough for sami to squeak and wiggle his ass in the air. finn
responds with a hard slap to the offending part of the anatomy.
"GOD. FINN. stop, go, no, i don't know, why does that always feel so-" another
spank. "SO GOOD? fuck- no, frick. god. this. this is-" finn interrupts him by
running his tongue up the whole length of his ass, putting extra pressure on
sami's hole. sami, muffling his face in the pillows, lets out a loud shriek.
and another. his legs shake as finn continue, making sultry, filthy noises the
whole time. he even, at one point, takes sami's balls in his mouth from behind,
causing the lankier of the two to cry and scream something fierce out of
pleasure. after what feels like a lifetime of getting his ass eaten, sami pipes
up.
"finn. sir. please. fingers. two. don't even start me with one. god i- i need
you so-" finn sticks two long fingers into sami's mouth, shutting sami up while
he greedily sucks on them. once he's gotten them nice and wet, he jams them
violently into sami's ass, which elicits a moan and a yelp. so sami likes
aggression. sue him. he backs up on finn's fingers as finn scissors him and
tries to find sami's prostate. at this point, it's not a challenge, so he has
sami crying for release in no time. he even puts three fingers in before a
frustrated and thoroughly stretched sami cries "enough!" and finn gives him
another spank for back talking.
keeping sami ass up, he enters sami and it only takes a second for sami's body
to recognize what's happening. promptly, finn is roughly fucking back and forth
into sami with gritted teeth while sami is left to moan loud, long phrases into
the mattress. finn decides he doesn't like what sami is doing; with one hand,
he pulls his curls so hard his back arches, and with the other, he chokes sami.
sami, startled by the recent turn of events, mewls and cries before speaking
up.
"i'm a hi-high schooler, n-not a contortionist. please un-unbend me-e?" he
chokes out between moans.
finn instead hoists him all the way up so that they're chest to back, feeling
up sami's body while he thrusts in him. he holds him up with one hand and
strokes up and down his chest with the other. he pinches his nipples, kissing
up and down his neck; sami enjoys this a lot, and before he knows it, his
stomach is tightening- really tightening- with the familiar feeling of orgasm.
"finn, i'm gonna- gonna- come. please let- fuck. please let m-me?"
finn growls, literally GROWLS, and tightens his grip on sami's body.
"if you come right now i won't fuck you for a month. don't you dare. i tell you
when to come and then you do. besides, i'm having fun using your ass."
sami was in for it. finn was doing him no favors with his words and his
thrusts, and before he knows it, he's cumming all over finn's comforter.
finn pushes him down face-first, before continuing until he's come too.
"i specifically told you- don't interrupt me!" finn blurts, as sami makes a
noise of protest. "i specifically told you not to come, and you did it anyway.
you know what happens to boys who don't listen? they get punished." finn flips
sami over, grips sami's now soft dick and balls, squeezes tightly, and covers
sami's mouth when he cries out. "shut up. you decided to come. now take your
punishment."
finn puts a hickey- three, to be exact- on sami's neck. slowly, he tongues over
each fresh mark, while blowing gently as to make sami go absolutely mad. he
turns sami back over, clawing down sami's back, and slapping sami's already
pink ass. he slaps sami's ass not three, not five, but seven more painstaking,
vile times. by the end of it, sami is crying very real tears. overstimulation.
he asked for it. finn cuddles into sami's chest, kisses him softly on the lips,
and quietly apologizes. sami grabs his hand, kisses it, and drops it, taken by
sleep. finn tucks him under the blankets, replaces the comforter, and crawls
into bed himself. he knows sami understands. just as he's about to fall asleep,
he hears sami's phone ding.
kevin: when you're done being stupid and gay and uncharacteristically negative,
text me
kevin: i need help with this math assignment
kevin: please
kevin: sorry
kevin: idk what for i just am
finn silences the ringer, puts the phone under his pillow, and falls asleep.
***** three *****
Chapter Summary
     if sami loses at fastlane we riot
     text heavy chapter, but some plot will be advanced
when sami woke up, finn took him home. many kisses later, he was sitting in his
bed, getting ready to do his homework. he checked his phone and saw texts from
kevin.
sami: hi kevin!!!
sami: i can help you with that work now :)
sami: if you want of course. my mom always told me not to be overbearing lol
kevin: how ironic
sami: ????
kevin: nothing
kevin: hey you should apologize to me for cursing at me especially because that
hurt
sami: kevin
sami: i don't curse
sami: what the heck are you talking about
while sami was waiting for a text, alexa texted him too.
alexa: dude the fat grinch is my neighbor
sami snorted. he immediately felt bad about it because he doesn't really like
that nickname and kevin didn't deserve all the abuse he got from those
acquainted with sami. the last thing he wanted was for kevin to leave sami
virtually friendless and relying on finn groping him and alexa talking him into
a stupor.
alexa: come over and get some dick
absolutely not, sami thought. not after he basically killed himself kneeling on
the comforter at finn's house. also, kevin wasn't really his type. of course,
he said that about finn too, which is crazy because who isn't finn's type?
sami: alexa, i'll have you know i'm way dicked out
sami: crap i mean i already got some but thanks :)
alexa: ewwwwww omg
sami: also he's been here for two weeks how did you just now see him
alexa: i don't sit in my room and make out with my homework at 8:30 like
someone i know
alexa: he just came outside in jeans and a sweater and like, punched a tree
alexa: oh and he screamed
sami: first, i am hurt
sami: second, is he okay?? punching trees is bad for your hands
alexa: "punching trees is bad for your hands" did you seriously just say
that???? captain obvious appears again disguised as sami zayn
alexa: look at the time. noam is texting me i gotta go
sami: noam?? LOL
sami: noam is about as gay
sami: okay that's rude of me. but he's not into you
sami: also rude, but NOAM
alexa: you are a whole lie. noam came over yesterday and we had sex
sami: was it anal
alexa: .
alexa: i hate you so much
alexa: literally so so so much
sami laughs, a bright, chipper sound, and checks the kevin text thread.
kevin: yesterday, you sent me a text that said i was "fucking weird, dude"
kevin: do you suffer from short term memory loss
sami: i don't curse and also it's not in my text history
sami: why are you lying to me? i've done nothing but be nice to you :(
kevin: *photo attached*
sami: WHAT???
sami: i feel so gross
sami: that was when i was in finn's car???
as sami thought about it, he remembered how finn pocketed his phone without
letting him see the text. he groaned. had finn told him he was weird? why did
he delete it? finn knows sami doesn't have too many friends, so why would he do
that? the more he thought it about it, though, the more he didn't want kevin to
hate finn. it was clear the world was destined to make them hate each other,
but sami was going to try to slow the inevitable as much as he could. he bit
his lip, sighed, and sent another text.
sami: okay, it was me
sami: sorry :(
sami: i just really wanted my phone to stop dinging
sami: and i didn't like your joke
that was a lie. he didn't mind. he's never been one to label himself exclusive,
because before he started dating finn he'd never dated anyone. he wasn't easy,
but he was known to go around a little bit. just because he doesn't curse or
actively try to ruin lives like alexa doesn't mean that he can't want to
fulfill his teenage hormonal needs.
kevin: why would you lie
kevin: you're so lucky i like you or else i'd beat your ass
sami really didn't like that. was kevin a violent person? maybe he should refer
kevin to braun strowman's group of awful, towering, intimidating friends. don't
even get him started on luke harper. what was it that bianca stratford said in
10 things i hate about you? "lots of potential buried under all that
hostility?" luke harper had potential (and hostility) in spades.
sami: you'd never beat me
sami: i'm too nice for that
kevin: uh.. okay
kevin: topic change
kevin: that bitch you tolerate is my neighbor
sami: alexa is my best friend. don't say that about her please
kevin: okay. that bitch you're best friends with
sami: kev :(
kevin felt his cheeks flush and his breath lull at the nickname. suddenly,
going to bed felt like the best idea. fuck the homework.
kevin: gtg sammo. c ya tomorrow
kevin: sweet dreams
sami didn't know what he said wrong, but he didn't like the sudden departure.
he frowned, put his phone away, and focused on his homework. or tried to, at
least, before he got a text from a number he didn't have saved.
???: ay mate. be careful with what you say, you never know what will come back
to haunt you.
???: *photo attached*
???: look familiar? of course it does. leave me alone.
sami's throat shut. there, on the screen, was a photo of sami spread out, ass
up, on his bed. he remembers taking that photo for finn.
sami: excuse me? who is this? what do you want?
NOT SENT
sami: i'm sorry for whatever i did, just please delete that!
NOT SENT
sami: that was for finn :(
NOT SENT
he must've been blocked. sami was horrified, mostly because he took that for
finn. he didn't want anyone else to see it, and here comes a mysterious number
(granted, it did have the local area code) sending his nude back to him like it
was a meme? what if it became a meme?
at the same time, kevin gets a text from someone in his history class. noel?
ned?
???: hey man, it's noam.
noam: wanna see something?
noam: i think you'll like it.
kevin: be more specific. i'm not into tentacle porn.
noam: um, okay. weird. anyway, here you go
noam: *photo attached*
noam: *video attached*
kevin gaped, shocked, at the screen. on his phone was a photo of sami zayn,
spread out, ass up, on someone's bed. he clicked on the video, seeing the car
that wouldn't get out of his way today in someone's driveway. the camera zoomed
in, revealing sami (blindfolded) in the car. he kept watching, seeing the owner
of the car (a class one Beautiful Dickhead) take a seat on sami's face. he saw
sami tense up, and then relax into the sexual act. kevin grew hard, but
immediately felt shame wash over him. he needed to tell sami about this.
kevin: hey i just woke up. be more careful with where you eat someone's ass,
okay? i just got a video of you doing that to your boyfriend or whatever.
kevin: it was hot though. so good job
sami heard a ding from the phone on his bedside table. he picked it up, and
read the text. he dropped his phone in horror. he sat there, completely
terrified, before his phone dinged again.
finn: there's photos of you all over snapchat. have you been sending the photos
to someone else? thought they were only for me :(
finn: call me when you get a chance, no one will tell me who sent the photos to
them. i'm reporting them all.
finn: goodnight love. i'm sure nobody's really seen it. it's alright. i'll pick
you up tomorrow.
finn always knew how to calm sami down, but it only worked marginally. sami put
his phone back down and sobbed. he was mortified, embarrassed, and felt
violated. he tried to find the silver lining, and as always, it came in finn's
company. maybe he was right when he said people hadn't really seen it? he did
say he was reporting them. it's late; they'd probably be gone by tomorrow. he
went to sleep, feeling a bit better about the situation; he was still somewhat
uneasy, however. he hoped his finnie would be able to save him once again
before it got to be too late.
***** four *****
Chapter Summary
     officially introducing a few characters this chapter :) another text
     heavy chapter, whoops
things did not disappear the next day.
as sami walked into school with finn, he was met by whispers and sideways
glances. he knew things had gotten worse immediately. even if he couldn't've
been able to tell, he would've known by patrick "velveteen dream" clark coming
up to him and praising his form. sami was horrified, ran to class, and put his
earbuds in. he texted alexa, who was absent. why was she absent in his time of
need?
sami: alexa
sami: alexa
sami: where are you? everyone has seen my butt
alexa: including me
alexa: nice form
sami: ALEXA!!!!! you sound like dream :(
sami: where are you, he repeated?????
alexa: shopping
sami was about to type the most vulgar and rude rebuttal before he was
interrupted by a tap on... both of his shoulders? he turned to find a beautiful
chocolate-skinned goddess and a very pale, dapper man in a bowtie. they smiled
at him, and he waited for them to speak.
"hi! i'm alicia, and this is jack. we usually sit over there, but braun and his
friends sorta... took it over." sami could practically hear the sad face in her
voice. "i don't understand why those freaks want to drive me crazy! i mean i
have never-" the man- apparently named jack- gave her a tap and smiled
politely. she calmed down. "anyway, we wanted to know if we could sit to your
left and behind you?"
she was so specific; it was kind of intimidating. before he could reply, jack
spoke up with a frown.
"we heard about the leak that you're currently enduring. very unfortunate. we
just wanted to tell you that we don't judge you at all. we actually feel quite
bad for you and would like to make your acquaintance before everyone distances
themselves from you." now it was alicia's turn to tap jack. "oh, my apologies.
i believe in honesty all the time, but some people consider it 'brutal.' i can
see by your face that my honesty somewhat brutalized you."
sami, even on his worst day, couldn't let someone feel bad for talking to him.
he held up his finger, cleared his throat, and wiped his eyes free of tears.
"hi alicia, you're so beautiful! i don't know of anyone who looks as good with
makeup as you do naturally, it's kind of... awesome! jack, don't you dare feel
bad for being yourself. i learned to live with alexa being a giant b word, so i
can-" sami saw jack pale even more, if possible, at the mention of alexa. he
made a note of it. "i can learn to live with some honesty. and as much as i
don't really like pity friendships, you guys seem really cool and i'm not at
all in a position to shoo you away, so have a seat! i will need your numbers
though, because i want a group chat!"
they exchanged numbers, and sami immediately texted the both of them.
sami: it's sami, hey jack i need to ask you something
alicia: im chopped liver lol
jack: yes?
sami: you did a weird thing when i mentioned alexa... what's that about
alicia: KNEW IT
sami: ???
jack: sami, i think a man of your flexibility- whoops, i mean propensity- would
know why a man flushes at the mention of a girl
sami: too soon
jack: ah. i will cease
sami: you like her???
alicia: ding ding ding
jack: i will admit that i somewhat fancy her
alicia: omg shut up you shit you LOVE HER
jack: we just met the bloke and you tell him my greatest secret????
alicia: if thats ur greatest secret im sure you won't care that i tell him
about your massive collection of care bears
jack: ... i've never felt so betrayed
sami: okay care bears aside, you should know that alexa has a thing for noam
alicia: LMAOOOOO
alicia: the gay one???
alicia: hell nah sis has her priorities twisted
jack: noam dar? he's... quite the charmer. i must admit.
jack: charmed tj perkins right out of his virginity. ha
sami: that's a rumor but i wouldn't bet against it
sami's phone buzzed, and he went to go check his other texts. it was the
blocked number again. he instantly felt a heat wave wash over him.
???: i think you should stop texting that group chat.
???: would hate to send mr. heyman that photo.
???: or knowing him and brock he'd probably like that. do you want him to like
that?
sami: dude seriously you need to stop
NOT SENT
he turned to alicia, and held up his phone. "who's number is that?" alicia
pondered, studying the number, and then pulled out her computer. she entered
the number in what looked like a search engine, and it popped up a blurred name
with a prompt to log in.
"alicia, i seriously recommended you to stop using that. that's why people
think you're crazy." alicia flinched at the insult, shot jack a glare, and
logged in. she immediately sat up at the sight of the name, and turned to sami.
"are you sure you want to hear it?"
sami nearly laughed out loud. of course he wants to hear it. "yes! i really
really need to know!"
she looked at jack, obscuring her mouth from view as she whispered to jack,
who's "oh dear" rang out in response. "um, sami. it says the number is
registered to finn."
sami's heart dropped. no, it couldn't be. finn reported the photos. he
reassured him everything would be alright. there was absolutely no way. he
stood up, said bye, and left. usually, he'd be appalled that he just upped and
left, but he couldn't be bothered to care. as he stormed through the hallways
on his way to ms. guerrero's class, he ran into noam.
"can you please move? i have somewhere to be." sami said, but instantly felt
bad, so he picked up the phone noam dropped. he glanced at it, and noticed the
unlocked phone with his name as the contact name. he read a little longer, and
saw the text about brock. his fists clenched as he dropped the phone. he looked
up at noam, who looked entirely too smug, and felt something boiling beneath
him.
"how dare you put me through that? why in the world are you so concerned with
what i do? also, why are you so obsessed with tracking and spying on me? don't
you have anything better to do? i don't usually say this, but you're a real...
a real... a real bitch! yeah! a bitch!"
noam raised his eyebrows and clapped his hands together sarcastically. "mate, i
don't care what you call me, unless it's babe. then i'm good. you're so stuck
on finn, that you don't even consider who else found those photos hot. like...
kevin, for instance? and isn't it funny that him and alexa and are both gone?
they don't want to be seen with you. look for yourself."
noam handed his phone over, letting sami see the texts between noam and his two
friends. first, he clicked on kevin.
noam: sami is gross. why would you even come to school? he's over. his nudes
are everywhere and anyone seen with him is going to be labeled tainted and a
disaster.
kevin: he was my first friend, dude. you're going too far.
noam: what a choice. speaking of choices, there's no way he'd like you if he
was single. you're not his type. get that through your head dude.
kevin: ??
noam: i'm just telling you what a friend would. don't come to school until
lunch. you should avoid him.
sami scowled. he clicked on alexa's text thread, surprised to see her text him
first. but then again, could he really be surprised? she obviously has a giant,
explosive crush on him.
alexa: hey there big boy. i'm not going to school today. wanna come over?
noam: only if you agree not to hang out with that fucking weirdo.
alexa: sex first, drama later?
noam: agree with me first, get a meaningful text back later?
alexa: fine. whatever his cuckness desires
noam: you'll eat those words.
alexa: hopefully i'll eat something else too
sami gagged, and then looked down at a series of texts marked "to be deleted."
he immediately read it, not being able to wait any longer for something against
noam.
alexa: dude, never text me again. anal again? i have something else that works
just fine!
alexa: ohhhh i get it now. must've been why you were moaning sami's name over
and over again
alexa: you're weird. i'm telling sami.
noam: tell sami and your nudes go places just like his did. try me, cupcake.
alexa: what are you gonna ask me to do next, curl my hair?
sami looked up to find noam impatiently waiting. before he could think of doing
anything else, sami sped off down the stairs, out the doors, and headed to
finn's car. he hoped finn had forgotten to lock it in the commotion of
comforting sami this morning. noam, a stupid soccer player, was quickly
gaining. but just as he was about to tackle sami, a car came speeding out of
the parking spot in front of noam. he halted for a second, just one, but that
gave sami enough time to hop in finn's unlocked (thank god) car and lock the
door. noam tried every door, even the trunk, before appearing to get irritated.
just as quickly as he appeared irritated, though, it was replaced with that
default smug expression that sami hated. noam took a seat on the car hood,
thought for a moment, and then seemed to have a eureka moment.
"i'm just going to wait here until finn comes, and then let him know how much i
just had in his car with you. unless you actually want to let me in and sit on
my face like finn did yesterday. either are fine, but both end with me getting
my... my phone back!" noam yelled suddenly, realizing he could just use his
body to fuck up the car. he kicked the front side of the car, the doors, the
bumper, the grill, and even tried to stomp out the front windshield and the
roof, before looking satisfied, blowing a kiss to the sobbing sami, and going
back inside.
sami put noam's phone in the cupholder, got out his phone, and went to text
finn. before he could though, he thought about how mad finn would be if his
precious car was trashed while sami watched. he would blame sami, most likely.
he could only be so understanding. he curled in on himself, tried to stabilize
his breathing, and checked the time. it was noon. right on cue, the bell for
lunch rang. that meant that he had three hours to wait here before finn would
come and he would be yelled at. he heard an audible, loud gasp, before looking
up and seeing kevin out of the passenger's side window. in the commotion, he
didn't even see kevin's car pull up next to him in that neighboring parking
spot. he weakly unlocked the passenger door, watching as kevin came in, locked
the passenger door in knowing, and grabbed sami. he quietly said "the
backseat." before going back there and patting the seat next to his.
sami climbed back there and leaned on kevin before bursting into a second round
of tears. kevin held back his own tears as he ran his hand through sami's
curls.
"can i tell you the truth?"
sami sniffed, looked up, and motioned for kevin to continue.
"that parking spot next to you isn't even mine. i made some nerd named dolph
switch me spots. i wanted to be closer to you, so we switched the first day i
met you during lunch."
sami sniffed again, smiled, and cuddled up even closer to kevin as he cried
some more.
kevin felt like the shittiest person in the world.
***** five *****
Chapter Summary
     i mapped out all of the chapters and will be uploading as i write. if
     i drag it out too long i'll forget and lose interest and i wanna
     finish this :)
Chapter Notes
     smut warning. not until near the end though bc plot progression
     towards the end of the smut, there's some non-con aspects. if that
     makes you uncomfortable, i'm sorry. unfortunately, it exists to
     advance the main plot line and isn't really skippable if you want the
     full context in the game of "why does sami do what he does" so if you
     physically can't bring yourself to read non-con (completely
     understandable), just comment and i'll give you a summary without you
     having to read it.
kevin must've fallen asleep with sami in his arms, because before he knew it
the car door was opening and a very angry irishman was staring at them. he
instantly sat up, waking sami, who smiled groggily at finn and said "hi
sweetheart."
finn frowned, and tersely replied with "don't 'hi sweetheart' me! my car is
wrecked! there are dents all over, and i barely got the car unlocked because he
smashed the receiver for my keys! i had to use my key, which barely fit because
he kicked the handle to hell as well! where were you when this happened, huh?
making out with fatso in my backseat?"
kevin sunk in on himself, feeling self-conscious about his stomach. sami
noticed, and sat up angrily. "where do you get off on insulting people? why
does everyone i talk to hate kevin? when noam was beating the sh- stuff out of
your car because i stole his phone, kevin was the only person who comforted me?
i could've been hurt, and you care about kevin and his stomach rolls? why are
you so insensitive? you know, maybe my mom was right when she said-"
"i don't care what your mom said!" finn yelled. sami leaned back, feeling
trapped. he felt his resolve start to waver, and he slumped over in the
backseat away from kevin before quietly muttering "noam sent my nudes to
everyone."
"yeah, i know, sami. everyone knows. he told everyone that you stole his phone
so he beat the shit out of my car."
sami stiffened and felt the need to defend himself. "no, he showed me texts
and-" finn cut him off by shutting his door. "the big one needs to get out."
finn said, gesturing to kevin. all sami could do was climb in the front seat
and wave at kevin as he slammed the back right side door. he immediately left.
sami was growing curious about the way finn was acting. he didn't like how calm
and quiet he was now that kevin was gone.
"do you even care that he beat your car half to death, finn?" sami asked
softly. "kevin was only here because noam came onto me and then scared me by
being so aggressive. i know you care about your car but kevin-"
"i don't want you talking to kevin anymore. i know you're his friend, but i
can't bear looking at him obviously try and take you from me."
sami knew better than to argue with finn once he'd made his mind up, so he
didn't. he had finn drive him home, kissed him goodbye, and went inside. once
he was inside, though, he texted kevin, who'd already been texting him.
kevin: im so sorry
kevin: im so so sorry
kevin: you just looked so sad and i wanted to help
kevin: it didn't mean anything to me
sami: it can't mean anything
sami: kevin, i can't hang out with you anymore. i've tried so hard to find a
positive to this, but i can't
kevin: your boyfriend controls you, doesn't he
kevin: that's fine
kevin: have a good life
sami frowned as he locked his phone. he decided that now would be a good time
to do his homework. he was able to do his homework for about an hour before
finn texted him.
finn: i'm coming to get you
finn: dtf? hate sex is good sex
sami: there better be some apologies in there
finn: you're not seriously mad about the kevin thing still???
sami: guess you'll see when you get me
by the time finn had picked up sami, sami was decidedly not mad at the moment
and very hard. he struggled to even give finn a hug without wanting to hop into
his lap. once they got to finn's house, sami immediately got out of the car and
scurried into the house, locking the door and closing all the blinds before
returning back to finn in the bedroom.
"sorry. just scared about-"
"shut up. come here."
sami did as he was told, nearly running to finn and hopping into his lap. he
rubbed his hands up and down finn's shoulders, feeling up the muscles in his
back and his arms before letting finn lay him back on the bed. as finn went to
the bathroom to freshen up before the "really good stuff" happened, as finn
called it, sami couldn't help but think of kevin. he was wondering what kevin
was doing. was he punching a tree and screaming? was he locked in his room,
crying? was he fine? the last one hurt sami the most to think about. sami knows
he shouldn't wish sadness on anyone, but he was getting kinda tired of people
blowing him off and leaving him without a goodbye.
finn interrupted sami's thoughts with a "you ready babe? i've got some things
you need to ride out of me." sami immediately stripped himself, wondering how
he'd have the motivation to do this. it turns out, though, that it was pretty
easy. with finn leaving kisses up and down his inner thigh, sami immediately
hardened; the image of kevin dancing right out of his head. finn lowered his
head even further and buried his face in sami's balls and dick, occasionally
darting his tongue out to make sami squirm. he took sami in his mouth, bobbing
and moaning on sami's cock as he tried to make the semi-hardened cock
completely engorged. sami lost himself in finn's wonderful moans, quickly
hardening and soon trying to fuck finn's face before finn popped off, rubbing
himself and grabbing the lube.
"no condom?" finn asked, before adding "do i even need to ask?"
sami shook his head, just wanting to get on top of finn. finn lubed himself up,
before suddenly speaking. "change of plans. you lay on your back, put your legs
on my shoulders, and i look at you the whole time. it'll be easier to talk to
you like that. you know, for the apology part." sami frowned. he was really
looking forward to getting on top for once. he laid back, and finn put a finger
in him. before long, sami wanted another finger in. finn scissored and
stretched sami, waiting for sami to make a noise of approval for finn to enter.
sami was enjoying the feeling as it was before finn curled his fingers in just
the right spot, making sami nearly scream in frustration. "fuck me already!"
sami snarled, causing finn to give him a surprised and aroused look.
"as you wish." finn said, replacing his fingers with his hard cock. he
immediately folded sami over, staring him right in the face as he pounded in
him. sami felt as if finn was drilling into his abdomen; this was his favorite
position out of them all. as finn increased speed, he put his hands around
sami's neck, choking him. sami felt the rush of his lungs rapidly searching for
more air, and almost cheered in excitement. he loved the feeling of finn
choking him, which was weird because usually he liked to be left alone;
something about it almost felt protective. as finn choked him, he was muttering
things under his breath. he caught "he wouldn't-" and "-you're mine" before
finn increased his volume with his speed.
"remember who you belong to. he means nothing to you. he wouldn't fuck you like
this. you are mine, and if you ever talk to him again-" his volume had
increased to the point of yelling the final few words, and sami was getting
scared, frankly.
"finn, finn- baby. finn. stop, stop!" he said, as finn continued to yell about
kevin while he thrusted inside of him. sami frantically tried to get finn's
hands off his throat. "stop! stop! you're hurting me! finn, i don't like this!
finn, look at me!" finn was in some sort of zone, and was ignoring sami's
increasingly panicky pleas for him to stop. sami began to hit what he could of
finn, seeing as he was completely folded over. this was rapidly turning into a
traumatic situation after beginning amazingly, and sami was, at this point,
beating on finn's back, shoulders, and chest; the same areas he'd been feeling
up affectionately just a few minutes ago. finn snapped out of whatever he was
in and looked at sami's frantic and crying face, swiftly getting out of sami
and sitting up on the bed watching sami pant and quickly get up with tear
soaked cheeks. he looked at finn with big, sad, betrayed (???) eyes and left
the room without saying another word.
finn listened from the bedroom as sami sobbed in the bathroom. finn felt his
face flush from embarrassment; he hadn't meant to go on a tangent. he sat,
thinking for a minute, before he heard his front door open and close quietly.
he looked outside to see sami getting into a car with two people he'd never
seen before in the front. one was very pale and looked unamused, and the other
was a very pretty woman with chocolate skin. the woman appeared to be extremely
pissed and the man was trying to calm her down, to no avail. suddenly, she got
out of the car and stomped up to the front door. just as she got out of his
sight, he heard an aggressive knock at the door. finn sighed and got up,
realizing he just had to take this. it's what he deserved.
alicia knocked at the door of the house, and knocked once more before the door
opened, revealing a very beautiful and very shirtless man sporting a frown.
"what can i do you for?" came out of the man's mouth, and alicia almost forgot
she was supposed to be mad at this man. but then she saw sami's face as he
shamefully left the house in her head and got angry all over again.
"where do you get off hurting your 'boyfriend' because you're jealous? and why
did you ignore him? he called out to you! he trusts you! he loves you! you hurt
him! do you know how much he wants to spend his life with you? it's obvious to
jack and i, and i've only known him for like, four days! it's so much more than
sex now, hence the boyfriend label, but obviously you don't understand! when
his pictures went everywhere, he was only worried because those photos were for
you! you are the most ungrateful, selfish, awful, detestable, train wreck-"
"alicia!" the pale man in the car called her name, complete with an "r" at the
end. perks of an english accent. "we should get going, i think he knows what he
did well enough now that you've given him this lovely telegram that i thought
we'd agreed you would withhold?" finn softly added "your boyfriend is right. i
know i was wrong." alicia blushed, and said "he's not my boyfriend, and you
need to treat yours right" before stomping off. alicia stomped back to the
passenger's seat, and jack looked at her, surprised. "did he say 'boyfriend?'"
"uh, yeah. he did. but he shouldn't have said anything. he has no right to
defend himself. and no offense, sami, but why wasn't alexa called first?" sami
frowned, sniffled, and locked his phone before looking up. "she was. i got sent
to voicemail after two rings."
alicia stiffened again, before jack put a hand on her thigh to calm her. she
shied away at the contact, and he quickly withdrew the hand he'd offered for
comfort while offering a short "we should get you home" as consolation. alicia
nodded in agreement, and sami gave her the address to put in his car's GPS.
they drove off, and alicia put her hand on jack's thigh. it was a non-verbal,
something the two specialized in because they had a habit of completely
misunderstanding each other sometimes. this one was an apology, and judging by
the smile jack gave alicia, she was forgiven.
sami hopped out of the car once it reached his house, thanking the two. he
really appreciated the two for taking the time out of their days to get him
when alexa couldn't be bothered. just as he'd thought about what she could be
doing, she texted him. it was like she could read his mind, and he was thankful
for that.
alexa: sorry i missed you, my family had a no phone dinner tonight and i was
trying to smuggle mine in my lap when you called
alexa: plans friday?
sami: i have none now, are you free
alexa: marcel's on main at 6:30 pm? idc who you bring
sami smiled. he LOVED marcel's on main. it was this quaint little sub sandwich
and specialty soda shop that almost nobody knew about, and marcel, the owner,
absolutely was smitten with sami's positivity and charm.
sami: deal! pick me up?
alexa: gotcha. see ya tomorrow
sami looked at the clock and sighed. it was only six, meaning that sami had
about four hours of time to fill, so he ran a bubble bath. he slipped in,
thankful for the hot water on his aching body. he thought about many things;
about finn, about marcel's, about alicia and jack, and about kevin. especially
kevin. he hated leaving kevin in the dust. he really liked kevin, but he had to
give some thought to what finn said. finn wasn't often jealous, so he must have
seen something sami didn't. why didn't finn get that way with jack? it was
absolutely perplexing and not at all relaxing, so he let himself sink further
into the bath and clear his mind. this conversation- with himself, he thought
pathetically- could wait a little longer.
***** six *****
Chapter Summary
     things are heating up lol also i write these during classes i should
     be paying attention to so like the updates aren't scheduled or
     anything
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
when friday afternoon came, sami took the bus. he and finn were still not on
speaking terms, and he'd exiled himself from kevin's life, so he took his
alternate bus home and sat next to xavier woods. xavier was fine, but sami
would never understand how someone could be so obsessed with video games. he
much preferred music or animals. once he got home, he got ready in his best
outfit for marcel's: a white t-shirt he made in textiles that read "hi, i'm
sami and i'm happy (to be here)" and some black skinny jeans, complete with a
nice set of suspenders. he felt as if he'd looked really good. he took a photo
to send to finn, but then images of the last time they met up popped in his
head, and he sent it to alicia and jack instead. he waited, and when the clock
hit 6:45, sami became worried. it wasn't like alexa to be late. she either came
EXACTLY on time or didn't come at all. he really had hoped that it was just a
case of her being late. either way, he didn't chance it and shot her a text.
sami: hey! i'm all ready when you are :)
sami: if you wore black, we matched :)
sami: i want the marcel special and their cream soda, don't you always get the
meatball sub and a root beer?
sami waited until 6:55, and then did something he hated doing: he checked the
snapchat map. he saw that alexa was at her house about 45 minutes ago, and
relaxed. but when he went to look at her story, it was updated 10 minutes ago-
around the time he texted her. he hesitantly pulled up the story, seeing a
picture of alexa and noam. she looked beautiful. she was wearing this beautiful
short black dress, she'd braided her hair, and her makeup looked godly. we
matched, sami thought. noam didn't look bad either, but being a psychopath
makes you go from an eight out of ten to about a one and a half. sami thought
amusingly about how ted bundy didn't look half bad either, and then about how
that's the same level he put noam on. feeling rejected, he sent alexa a few
more texts before sitting back down on the bed.
sami: hey, we did match.
sami: have fun tonight
sami: maybe marcel's can happen later :)
he couldn't bring himself to feel negativity towards her, but he really wasn't
feeling the smiley face. just as he was about to take his suspenders off, he
got a text.
alicia: sami, you look wonderful! where are you taking your cute self to?
jack: very dapper. love the suspenders.
sami: was going to marcel's on main, but i think alexa went to the oscars with
noam
sami: kidding. but she looks nice.
alicia: who's where?
alicia: i've never met a marcel who wasn't hot
alicia: i wanna go
alicia: jack get ready i'll be there in five. sami don't you dare take those
suspenders off or i'll choke you with them
and then, five minutes later, he received a snapchat video of jack and alicia
singing along to "fuck with myself" by banks. sami felt something in his chest
that he was almost certain he'd never felt when alexa sent him anything. it was
gratefulness? he couldn't tell, but looking at that video and watching jack, in
his bowtie, flip his hair and shrug his shoulders while alicia looked over at
him and laughed made him feel a very good type of way. soon after, he heard the
telltale honk that revealed alicia: her last name, honked in morse code.
"you'll hear two short honks, a medium honk, another short honk, four medium
honks, two short honks, and then a final medium honk." to sami, it was a lot of
honking, but jack promised sami that he- and his neighborhood- would get used
to it.
he said goodbye to his mom, who gave him $10, and then hopped out to alicia's
car, where both alicia and jack waved from the two front seats. he got in,
hearing "thinkin' bout you" by frank ocean and instantly relaxing into the
plush seat. sami told alicia the directions and soon enough, they'd arrived to
marcel's on main. alicia gaped at the tiny shop that was almost a zit on the
side of bed, bath, and beyond. as soon as sami walked in, the bell rang,
alerting a mixed man in his mid-thirties to a customer. he ran out, yelling
"sami!" and bouncing up and down. right away, alicia and jack could tell three
things:
1) the man loved his job,
2) the man loved sami, and
3) the food was about to be amazing.
sami hugged marcel, and marcel then paid attention to jack and alicia. he
nearly sprinted up to them from the short distance, took a good look at them
both, and then squealed "sami, you brought some chocolate!" while looking
excitedly at alicia. "the leather jacket! the skinny jeans! the heels! the
white tank! sami, this is not hershey's, no no no, this is godiva! this is
ghiradelli! this is lindor! this is some quality! and she got some caramel in
her!" he was practically screaming, playing with her hair and looking at sami
like a dog who'd just been given a new toy.
he then noticed jack, who'd turned red with embarrassment just watching marcel
examine alicia. "and you! you are so..." jack almost shrunk in anticipation of
what he had to say. "you're so handsome! you're giving me sherlock, prince
harry, and the whole country of england in one person! would you turn around
for me? like do a spin?" jack spun cautiously, hoping that he was doing it
right. marcel directed alicia's attention to his backside and mouthed "he's a
keeper" before smiling and nodding at jack in approval. alicia blushed madly,
followed by a glance up at the menu. marcel followed her glance, and then
remembered that he was supposed to be running a restaurant.
"sami, you want the marcel special and a cream soda, and alexa-" he began,
before noticing her absence. "alexa?" he prompted sami, who shook his head and
looked hurt. "who needs her?" marcel said rather loudly. "besides, alexa never
liked it when i hyped her up- how ungrateful! i make her sandwiches AND
compliment her outfit and she doesn't even care? i'm not bothered. i like the
woman behind you better anyway. what was your name? yours too, pasty prince."
at the same time they said "alicia" and "jack" and he gestured for them to try
again. "i'm alicia, and that's jack." marcel, upon hearing alicia's name,
squealed. and then, when he heard jack's name, he squealed again. "it's
perfect! what would alicia and jack like? we make our own soda's and our own
sandwiches because we just rock like that, you know?" alicia and jack looked
over the menu; if they both ordered the same thing, they'd swear that it wasn't
on purpose. marcel, pleased with this, went back to the kitchen as sami guided
the two to a table surrounded by nice, comfortable, plush seats. alicia plopped
down, and laughed upon the realization that jack was under her. jack looked
redder than a stop sign, so sami pulled up a separate chair and directed alicia
to it. sami may have been gay, but he sure wasn't dumb.
when their food came, alicia and jack quickly realized how amazing marcel's
was; sami watched as they ate their sandwiches and drank their soda with
awestruck expressions. when sami brought alexa here, he got to watch her
experience it too. sharing his favorite thing with his favorite people was a
pleasure he loved. he replayed the phrase "favorite people," though, and
soured. was he still alexa's favorite person? was he ever to begin with? was
she still sami's favorite? he found it funny that in just a few weeks, he'd be
going to prom and he didn't even know who he'd be walking in with.
"do you guys know who you're going to prom with?" sami blurted, trying to get
himself out of the mucky mood he'd threatened to impose on himself. alicia
looked at jack, who looked back at her. they looked at each other for more than
a moment, and then both turned back to sami before quickly saying "not sure."
sami laughed, and said "i don't either." they looked concerned for a moment,
and alicia decided it was her turn to talk. "sami, finn won't be ignoring you
forever." jack sat up, and said "you think that you rely on him, but i'm afraid
that you don't understand how much it's the other way around." alicia nodded,
adding "truth" simply before taking a drink of her soda.
when they finished their meals, marcel had their total up at the register. for
the three of them, it was $12. alicia looked impressed and jack asked about a
catch. sami asked alicia for $2, and she herself handed marcel a $50. marcel
looked it over, looked back up at alicia, and remarked "you handed me a fifty."
alicia feigned confusion, before saying "oh did i? whoops. keep the change."
and walking out. marcel started to jump around, before screaming "don't you
dare walk out that door!" and giving her what looked like a bone-crushing hug.
sami had felt those before, and he hoped that alicia wouldn't snap in half.
when he released her, she looked almost alarmed. she said her thanks and they
all walked out to her car. sami, on his way home, gave in and texted finn; he
was surprised to see he had texts from his boyfriend already.
finn: saw you were at marcel's
finn: also saw alexa was with noam
finn: are you upset?
sami really tried not to pretend like nothing happened, but it didn't work for
long.
sami: alicia and jack had never been
sami: alexa can do what she wants
sami: noam keeps messing up my life
sami: speaking of messing up my life, i have to go before i cry on a good night
because all i can think about when my eyes close is you yelling at me about
kevin while i'm folded in on myself
finn: ...
sami: i would say sorry here but i'm not. you need to find a way out of this
yourself this time. you never apologize so try something different
sami replayed alicia and jack's sentiments of "he needs you" so he didn't feel
bad. he still felt bad. when he got home, it was 9:30 and he was tired, so he
changed into pajamas and went to bed.
when he woke up, kevin and sami were cuddled in the back of finn's car. he
tried to talk to finn, but he wasn't listening. he tried talking to kevin, but
he just held him while looking at finn. it was eerie, and soon enough, finn
went straight on a road that had only a left and a right. he was offroading,
avoiding trees and never turning. only going straight. suddenly, kevin spoke
up. "if you don't talk to him, he's going to go straight. he'll only go
straight. he's never turning. he'll never love you. i could be the one that-
" before finn drove straight off of a cliff. sami screamed, as finn remained
stone faced. kevin also remained calm, finishing his sentence under sami's
screams while the car plunged to the ground.
"i could be the one that treats you right."
sami actually woke up, sweaty and crying. he looked at the sunlight bleeding
into the room from the closed curtains, and checked the time. it was 10:30, and
he had a text from his mom.
mom: hey sami! eileen called off of work so i had to go in. walk to the
convenience store a few streets down and grab yourself some dinner. i love you!
sami smiled, before pulling on some sweatpants and not bothering to change out
of last night's shirt. as he walked to the convenience store, he took in the
lovely spring weather as a car with the license plate "BLRCLUB" drove by. the
driver, karl, waved at sami before turning in the direction of the convenience
store. when sami got there, he noticed a fight was happening in the parking
lot. he ran to try to stop it before noticing karl and luke beating the tar out
of noam. sami slowed to a jog, but still had a feeling that this had something
to do with finn and the conversation they had last night. when he got to the
convenience store, he yelled for luke and karl to stop. they turned to look,
and noam took the opportunity to crawl away from them. sami knelt down next to
noam, seeing if there was any damage to his face. noam looked entirely too
hopeful, so sami leaned down to noam's ear and whispered "i still have your
phone. if you try to press charges, i'll leak every nude you have on it. now
go, before i tell them to call finn. he's still mad about his car."
noam got up, shot luke and karl dirty looks, and ran to his car. sami turned to
karl and luke, and said "take me to finn." karl continued to look at him weird,
so sami repeated "take me to finn!" with a bit more force. they stood up
straight and said "okay. get in the car." the drive was tense, and when they
got to finn's house, they pulled up to the backdoor and were about to knock
when sami said "knock your stupid knock and then get back in your car." karl
did the knock, and sami noted it was one knock with two finger taps. they
hurried back to the car, probably not wanting to see what sami had to say, and
sami waited. he even knocked again with the secret knock.
sami heard "password?" and guessed it was "too sweet me." finn opened the door
and saw sami standing in front of him. finn looked confused and went to shut
the door, but sami put his foot in between the door and the hinge. "what the
hel-heck, finn? first, you scar me emotionally, and then you hide behind a door
and try to scar me physically. and let me guess, you sent your friends after
noam because you thought i'd see him dead in the convenience store parking lot
on my way to get easy mac and leave him there like roadkill? you can't just
order people around and hide behind a door, finn! let me in!" finn opened the
door a bit wider, and quietly said "no."
sami felt something burn in his chest, and nearly yelled "you're being a damn
idiot! not even a darned one! let your boyfriend in!" he pushed on the door,
but finn was a lot stronger, and ended up crushing his foot again, making sami
yelp and pull his foot back; this allowed finn to shut the door.
sami pondered on it, steaming, and then hatched an idea. he dialed kevin's
number and got up close to the door. "hey kevin, it's sami!" finn couldn't
believe what he just heard, followed by sami retelling the morning's events,
and asking for a ride home. he heard sami chirp "thanks, i really owe you one!"
with such an artificially fake tone that finn felt as if he'd be sick. he
stayed by the door, and after about ten minutes, he heard a car pull up. sami
leaned in close and lowly said "when you want to stop being a child, let me
know. if it's not soon, you may never get a chance to let me know. see you
around."
sami got into kevin's car and began to thank him before kevin cut him off.
"stop, sami. just stop." a heavy silence followed, and sami went to turn on the
radio. "i'm not done!" kevin yelled. "you leave me in the dust for your
boyfriend, and you call me up when you need something? you have friends! i see
you with friends! you were my only friend, sami! you're selfish! you are so
lucky that i even came here, and that's only to see you! i only wanted to see
you! i can't talk to you anymore, so i have to enjoy you doing the simplest
things! i have to enjoy you walking down the hallway! i have to enjoy you
laughing with that girl and that pale dude! i have to enjoy you getting in my
car so i can drop you off at your beckon and call like your bitch! you blow me
off for your dream boy, but have you ever considered that you're mine? i think
about you so much, sami! all i want is for you to be happy! i could be the one
that treats you right, but-" sami had a flashback to the nightmare where dream
kevin said the exact same thing, and cut kevin off. "stop the car." kevin began
to protest, but sami cut him off. "stop the car! i need to get out now! please
stop your fucking car!"
kevin, stunned at the language sami used, pulled over and said "your house is
down there." sami whispered "sorry about the bad word," got out, and ran back
to his house. kevin had to enjoy watching him leave.
Chapter End Notes
     i ain't never givin up on sami and kevin
     SUSPENDERS SAMI IS WHAT I LIVE FOR
***** seven *****
Chapter Summary
     things are about to heat up in the samiverse but like they heat up
     every chapter so
     also sorry alexa
     also sorry luke and karl
     also sorry kami stans
     you get an apology, you get an apology, everybody gets an apology
     not proofread. will proofread after i write chapter 8
when sami woke up sunday, he was not expecting it to be from a barrage of texts
from a seemingly panicked finn.
finn: sami
finn: i know you're mad. you've got the right to be
finn: but karl and luke got hurt bad by the wyatts at the convenience store
finn: will you come here? don't walk. they left in your direction. call alexa
or something
finn: don't bring up noam. you need her rn
finn: i'm sorry. i love you
sami decided not to press the issue of finn behaving petulantly because finn
didn't press the issue of sami leaving with kevin. he was going to text alexa,
but decided to call her instead after she stood him up and didn't answer his
texts. alexa's ringtone was super annoying, so he knew that she'd either reveal
herself to be ignoring him but declining his call as soon as she heard it, or
she'd just answer it. thankfully, she did the latter with a neutral "hey?" sami
smiled, glad to hear her voice. "hey! i need your help, and it doesn't involve
going to marcel's." alexa gasped, taken aback at the sass, and hesitantly
replied "okay? what is it?" sami took a deep breath before softly squeaking out
"i need a ride to the convenience store. finn's friends got beat up and he
doesn't want me to walk to the store because the wyatt's walked away in my
direction. please? i won't even make you get out, and judging by the speed of
your answer you're just laying in bed waiting for plans." alexa groaned,
knowing she was caught. "okay." i'll be there in a sec." she then hung up.
when she got to sami's house, he hopped in her car with a solitary "hey there!"
and she muttered a quick "hi" in response. he remained quiet, and enjoyed the
silence between the two. that is, of course, until she decided to say something
just seconds from the parking lot. "your pale friend- jake or jackson?- tried
to talk to me when i was at the store last night. he told me i was cute. i
laughed at him AND the face he made when i laughed. he’s not even remotely
attractive like noam is. where do nerds get off trying to talk to me like i'm
in their league? the only league they're in is-"
"hey. stop. jack is my friend, and he's a hell of a lot better than noam. the
man leaked my nudes and smashed finn's car." alexa's eyes got wide and she
blurted out "because you stole his phone!" and sami countered with "he was
manipulating me, finn, kevin, and you and you know it! does 'maybe i'll curl my
hair next' sound familiar? you defend and defend and defend him, and why? all
he wants is to tear us apart and try to engrain this idea in your head that we
shouldn't be close anymore! he just wants to ruin me, and he wants to go after
our friendship first!" alexa pulled into the parking lot, parked in the left
corner, and said "maybe he's right about our closeness. get out. take your
fucking ride and shove it up your ass. you ordered those two stupid bald
assholes to beat him. i know you did. he told me. this is karma working in full
force, and you're next. now get out!" sami started to unbuckle, hurt, before
saying "finn did it. i didn't want anyone to get beat up. i figure you'd know
that more than-"
"oh, shut up! you don't give a shit about noam! you don't give a shit about
anyone who isn't interested in you, sami. i figured it would be harder to do
this, but it isn't, and you know why?" sami weakly whispered "stop" before a
car pulled up. alexa smiled, waved, and rolled down her window. "hey noam! what
a coincidence you got here! who're you with?" sami hears a scottish accent- the
one he hates with all of his being- say "just my friends, wyatt, harper, rowan
and strowman. takin' a stroll. you know." alexa sighed dreamily (barf) before
saying "i've got to handle the charity case in my car. after that, follow me
back to my place?" noam responded with "lovely" before alexa turned back
around. sami was incensed. four years of friendship and sami was a charity
case? "you know what, alexa? go, go, go- gosh- go f-f-f-" alexa laughed shrill
and loud, almost witchlike. "you can't even say it! god, you're lame! it isn't
hard to do this... because you made it easy. you're not and will never be on my
level, sami. you won't understand me like noam does. face it, loser- i'm a
goddess, and you're a joke. now get the hell out of my car and go play doctor."
sami slunk out, slamming the car door before smashing alexa's passenger door
mirror with his fist in anger.
"i trusted you! i loved you! i wanted to go everywhere with you! you're awful!
you're horrible!" finn gently approached the now crying and bleeding sami and
wrapped him in a hug as noam left the parking lot, smiling. sami had no clue
alexa had gone, and was continuing with "you were my best friend! we had
everything! i would've done anything for you! i cancelled plans for you! why
would you say those things to me?" before finn shushed him, guiding him to his
still-dented car and placing him gently in the passenger's seat. sami sniffled,
sobbing into finn's irish football jersey. sami only softly repeated "i'm lame.
i'm a loser. i'm a joke." finn tried to shush him again, which led him to look
up at finn and say "take me home. it's only noon, and i want to nap. when i
text you to come over, come over. okay?"
finn nodded and got into the driver's side of the car while motioning for luke
and karl to get in the backseat. finn stopped and thought before saying "first
i take sami home, an' then i take karl an' luke to the hospital." sami figured
it was probably more for himself than anyone else. when finn reached sami's
house, he kissed finn and did the beloved too sweet hand gesture with the two
hurt boys. he hoped they'd be okay and that noam had sent his message and was
done. stupid noam. sami reached his bed, collapsed on it from exhaustion, and
set an alarm for 4 PM before going to sleep.
when his alarm went off, sami had formulated a plan to get finn back in his
hands. he remembered what alicia and jack said about how finn needs him, and he
intended to put the charm (or his attempt at charm) on finn. sami, at this
point, just needs kevin and finn to get along. when they both like him and they
argue, it upsets and stresses sami. he doesn't want them all to have a
threesome, but he sure didn't want the two men in his world that were
infatuated with him to hate each other. it would be so much easier to have
kevin on an island that sami could rescue him from with finn's assistance.
sami: hey hot stuff
sami: come on over
sami: actually don't !!!
sami: i have a photo to send
sami ran into the bathroom, pulling his shirt up with one hand, pulling his
sweatpants down to just above the base of his cock with the other free hand. he
took about three photos, and decided it was as good as it was going to get when
the photos were of a lanky, skinny boy. he hesitated, remembering noam and his
sabotage. after a fierce internal debate, he sent it to finn with a winky face
and a follow-up text that said "NOW you can come over"
finn: mmm
finn: fuck
finn: coming
finn: when i get there, your ass is mine
about ten minutes after the last text, finn nearly jogged into his room and
hopped on sami, immediately attaching his lips to sami's neck. sami rolled his
hips up, feeling finn's fully hard cock through his basketball shorts. sami
laughed, and remarked "no underwear?" finn giggled too and said "who has the
time, you know?" sami pulled finn up so that both of their dicks were pressing
and grinding on each other. he attached his lips to finn's face, kissing his
cheeks, neck, nose, forehead, ears, and finally lips. finn poked his tongue in
and sami nearly took it hostage with his teeth. he pushed finn up so that sami
was sitting in finn's lap before going back in, bunching finn's shirt in his
hand and feeling up his collarbones. once he decided it was time to put the
plan in motion, he went in for a big kiss before pulling away and putting his
fingers up to finn's mouth.
"babe, i need a favor." finn pouted and didn't say anything, so sami continued.
"you think you could do it for me? i really, really need it." finn nodded, and
added "only if i get that ass, boy." sami flushed, took a deep breath, and said
"i want you and kevin to get along." finn tried to pull away before sami
grabbed him and smiled. "finn, please just hear me out, okay? you saw alexa
leave me earlier. i need friends. the friends that i make. kevin is my friend,
and i want you to know that i feel nothing for him." sami thought about it, and
then an idea popped in his head. "how about this? tonight, you, me, and kevin
go to the pizza place across the street and grab dinner? i'll tell kevin and
we'll all get together at six. be nice. act as if you've never met him before
and focus on his personality. when i text him, i'll tell him to focus on you,
and not me." finn still looked skeptical, so sami added "i'll let you fuck me
tomorrow after school." finn nodded, blurting out "yep, sounds good." sami
rolled over and said "come here. i'm sleeping." before texting kevin.
sami: meet me at pizza pete's at 6
sami: i want to apologize
sami: i am bringing finn and we're all going to be friends whether you like it
or not
kevin: see you at 6. pick me up please
sami then dropped his phone, set an alarm for 5:30, and went back to sleep in
finn's arms.
when he woke up, he made finn jump in the shower with him, sucked his dick, and
then changed into a fresh pair of clothes before hopping into finn's passenger
seat. finn started the car, and stopped before saying "i'm going to pick up
kevin and go to the convenience store before going to pete's. okay?" sami
nodded, and finn started them on their way. when they got to kevin's house, he
hopped in the backseat silently and buckled in. he spared a "hi finn. hi sami."
before getting on his phone. both boys returned the greeting and soon enough
they pulled into the convenience store. finn got out while sami debriefed kevin
on the plan. kevin said "okay. get back here, i have a video i need to show
you. it's so funny!" kevin then...laughed? sami was still caught up in kevin's
laugh when kevin leaned up to sami and kissed him. sami, now shocked, did not
find that funny. he pushed kevin back and his whole demeanor changed.
"why? why did you do that? kevin, i'm giving you so many chances! i set this
whole thing up! i want us all to get along! god, kevin- you make it so hard! i
want to be with you! but not-" sami motioned wildly with his arms. "-with you!
can you understand that? can you understand-" sami suddenly stopped, opened his
door, and ran inside the store. "where's finn?" he shouted, to no one in
particular, while the man at the counter had started with “hi, how can i help
you? oh- sami." sami looked over and saw noam. he couldn't believe it. "god, is
it jerk day? sorry. uncalled for. but why is everyone being like this? where's
finn?" noam looked taken aback. "he's in the bathroom." sami started to go back
to the restrooms, before hearing noam once more. "wait, don’t go! i have
something i need to tell you.” sami grimaces, turns, and waits, as noam
stumbles and stutters over the words he hasn't even gotten out yet. noam takes
a deep breath in, and finally speaks.
"sami, i'm really sorry. i want to fully apologize. will you let me?"
sami, stunned, walked over to noam and sat on the checkout counter. he thought
about it, really wanting to hear what he had to say but not wanting to hear his
voice ever again. this could ruin lots of progress he'd made by forgetting that
noam even existed. finally, sami spoke up.
"dazzle me, dar."
***** eight *****
Chapter Summary
     alternatively titled: everyone in this book is problematic except for
     jack and alicia
     alternatively alternatively titled: sami has many kinks but cursing
     isn't one of them
     i'm at the point where i waited too long to write a chapter and now
     i'm like uhhhhhh where was i going with this? but anyway yeah since i
     love noam it's super hard to write him in an unfavorable light so i'm
     indulging for a minute even though it makes sami look stupid UGH is
     anyone in this book likable anymore LMAO
Chapter Notes
     vague non-con associated with alcohol happens towards the end but i'm
     not really sure how bad it is, if it is at all
of all the places in the world sami had imagined being on a sunday evening, a
convenience store with noam dar wasn't one of them. sami was particularly
stunned at the boy who'd done everything in his power to ruin his life nearly
in tears at the concept of sami being out of his view. he was sat on the
checkout counter, waiting for noam to explain himself. sami had next to no idea
what noam would say, and frankly, he was worried about this just being another
one of his sick jokes. but once noam opened his mouth, all of sami's doubts
disappeared.
"sami, first, i just wanted to apologize for everything i've done to you. i
guess i was just, i don't know, jealous? you have so many friends, and an
amazing boyfriend, and nobody thinks you're creepy or in the closet. i just-
" sami chuckled and said "yeah. because i say i'm gay." noam flinched, hard,
and sami muttered "sorry" before letting him continue. "it just hit me that
you're like... perfect. i've put you through hell. alexa, finn's car, the whole
nudes thing, and kevin. i've tried so hard to be mean and it's not easy to be
mad at you. you're just so, so... cheery? i realize now that i'd be stupid not
to just be around you instead of be at you. i deserved to have my phone taken
away,-" sami felt it heat up in his pocket; he hadn't let it off his body. "and
to be beaten up by those dudes. i get it all. i just ask for your forgiveness;
you are a very forgiving person. you don't have to talk to me ever again, i
just need this off of my conscience. please, sami?"
sami was seriously thinking about it. the old sami would've immediately
shivered and caved at the thought of a grudge being held. however, this wasn't
the old sami. noam had put him through a lot. he'd really made sami feel
completely different in the span of a very short time. he couldn't do it. he
admired noam's bravery, and felt awful, but knew that finn, alicia, and jack
would be extremely angry. so, sami took a deep breath, thought really hard, and
blurted "i can't." noam deflated, and sami quickly rushed to console him. "but,
i do have something for you. i heard you talk about how you really like me?"
noam nodded and looked at sami questioningly. sami leaned in and kissed noam.
noam, shocked at first, quickly kissed back. he was surprised with how gentle
noam was being, considering all of the contempt noam used to hold towards him.
he wrapped one of his long arms around noam's back, pulling him closer, while
reaching his free hand up to touch his jaw. noam's jawline was- well, it was
intense. he hadn't been used to kissing anyone but finn- which is a good thing-
but it made for a new thrill when someone else was on the other end. noam was
subtly leaning him back against the checkout counter, and if sami didn't know
any better he'd think noam was going to climb on the counter with him. where
was his boss?
"sami? what?"
sami froze. he'd found his boss. once he got off the counter, he was on the
opposite side of noam facing finn, who looked angrier than sami had ever seen
him before. finn's eyes were wide from shock, and he talked slowly, trying to
comprehend what he'd just seen. "sami. you do realize who you're kissing on the
other side of that counter, right? you do realize that's noam... dar? the man
who has tortured us for about a month literally nonstop? he recorded our sexual
acts? he dented my fucking car! he leaked your nudes!" finn was getting closer
and closer to a scared sami while his volume increased, and sami was not having
it. he was trying to scoot back, but found only counter as he dug his back into
it painfully. finn pounced on the noise he made like a wild animal. "you're
hurt? you hurt yourself? do you realize how hurt i am right now? i can't
believe i'm still here talking to you! you make me-." before finn could say
anything else, noam rushed out and shielded sami's body with his own, wiggling
his ass on sami's crotch a little (or at least that's what sami had thought).
finn jumped back and frowned before thinking. he then laughed, talking as if
noam wasn't even there. "you're gonna let him defend you? the man that tried to
end your social life and embarrass you? sami, i'm not going to play these games
with you. i'm leaving. enjoy being used." finn walked out, and sami watched him
get in the car, say a few words to kevin, and then speed off.
sami frowned, and looked as if he was about to cry. noam quickly looked at the
clock, and saw that his shift was nearly over. he called for dean ambrose to
come out of the break room before leaving the store and guiding sami to his
car. sami shook his head, and gestured down the road. "my house is down there.
i can just walk." noam parroted sami's head shake before saying "can't i get
some food for you? you must be hungry. it's only 6:30, so we'll get food and go
from there. sound good?" sami thought about it. "i really shouldn't." noam
relaxed his stance before opening his driver's side door and saying "the
passenger's seat door is free, but i'm going to taco bell in a sec and 'm not
gonna be here forever, sami." noam climbed in and shut the door before starting
his car. sami was really hungry, and even if he was still uneasy about noam, he
was offering food and solace from the melancholy events of tonight. which, sami
noted, noam protected him from. sami hurriedly walked over to the passenger
door and got in, earning a "knew you couldn't resist the bell" from noam.
his car smelled of expensive cologne and sex. it made sami kind of
uncomfortable. noam seemed to sense this, or he at least realized what the
smell was. "sorry. i, uh, get real preoccupied after shifts." sami thought of
noam, naked, car seat reclined, as he masturbated with one hand and fingered
himself with the other. he quickly grew hard with that image, and also quickly
began to feel shameful. he felt his cheeks get hot, and noam looked over and
muttered an apology. they pulled up to the drive through, ordered, and then
parked to eat. halfway through sami's meal, noam spoke up.
"you know, sami, i have some wine back at my place and my parents are gone? i
know you probably don't drink, but alexa isn't really in the mood to hang out
and i'm lonely. i'd love some company? i'll take you home later and i won't
make you do anything you don't want to do. i promise. please? my house doesn't
smell like my car, i swear." noam laughed, and it was too infectious for sami
to ignore; so sami laughed too. sami nodded, and off they went. as they drove,
they cruised deeper and deeper into the rich neighborhood. sami hadn't once had
a friend who'd lived in this neighborhood, so when noam pulled in to the garage
of this extravagant, almost mansion-type house, he was kind of overwhelmed.
noam chuckled at sami's expression, and simply said "lawyers." sami got out of
the car and followed noam into the inside of the house. they walked through the
kitchen, where noam grabbed two bottles of some expensive-looking wine and
instructed sami to grab some wine glasses out of the dishwasher. he found the
wine glasses and then walked into the living room, where noam was sat on the
plush, tan couch. sami audibly gasped at the sight of the couch. it looked more
comfortable than sami's own bed had ever looked. he sat down with some space in
between the two, but a little bit after he sat down he felt kind of mean for
doing so. he gradually scooted in as noam poured them each a glass of the
reddish-violet liquid. sami timidly brought the glass up to his lips, and took
a tiny sip. it wasn't great, but he felt so classy with it in his hand that he
took another sip.
soon, sami was kind of smashed. sami was a lightweight, he'd learned. noam and
sami were cuddled up together, watching an episode of jersey shore. sami kept
laughing and slurring about how amazing snooki was, and as soon as he'd taken
yet another sip of the wine and put down the glass, he'd noticed that noam was
still on his second glass. he was worried about angering him, and his head was
spinning so fast that the thought had whirled away as soon as it'd arrived.
he'd briefly considered taking another drink before deciding to snuggle further
into noam. he just kinda wanted to sleep. before he could will himself not to,
he did just that.
when he came to, he noticed that he was face down and that his pants were off.
upon further inspection, there was a finger in his ass. no, correction: there
were two. also, he was tied up? he let out a moan as noam hit a good spot, and
noam jumped. "sami, you're awake! i didn't plan on that." sami laughed
obnoxiously before taking his muffled face out of the pillow and saying "i-
i didn't plan- nnnn- on having your fingers in my- up my- oops, excuse me. my
ass- gosh! i mean butt." noam laughed and said "you weren't supposed to" before
lowering his face into sami's ass and lightly poking sami's ass with his
tongue. sami groaned and ground himself against the bed. noam reached up and
pulled back on sami's hair as he said "good boys don't rely on friction. you
don't want to be bad, do you?" sami practically moaned at noam's words. "yes, i
just want to be a good boy for you. bad boys get punished, and i don't want to
get my pretty little ass- sorry, butt- spanked. do you want to spank me, noam?"
noam growled and pulled sami to a sitting position. "fucking fuck. be a good
boy and lick my body. i want you to worship every inch of my stomach and my
chest. tell me how much you want me inside you; then we can continue."
sami quickly kissed up and down each stretch of muscled abdomen, licking all
around each indvidual muscle. it was only before noam muttered "slow" that sami
realized how sensual this was supposed to be. sami slowly circled his tongue
around noam's nipples, feeling as they hardened. sami, intrigued, sucked on
one, which made noam emit a strangled noise. sami sucked on the other nipple
before slowly going back down noam's body with his tongue, licking down the
base of his dick as a bonus. noam, satisfied, laid sami's body down, face up,
to reveal noam and his hard, fat cock dangling above him. sami couldn't help
but think that noam, on his knees, cock hard, body chiseled as hell, was a sex
god. noam pulled sami (by his hair, sami noted excitedly) to his cock, brushing
sami's lips against it. he rubbed sami's face all over it, letting sami smell
the freshly showered scent that he'd craved. noam had gotten his phone back,
and was able to see everything sami wanted from finn and use it to his
advantage.
sami had no clue how noam was getting all of his kinks spot on. it was kind of
scary, honestly. as noam laid sami down with his balls dangling right above
sami, sami could do nothing except for open his mouth and relish in the way
that noam was being so rough with him. a sober sami would've probably been
shocked and angry at this treatment, but sami could see noam's jawline just
barely over his hard cock and abdominal muscles and really did not care at all
about his treatment. noam crawled over the top of sami's head, putting his
beautiful, near hairless(?) ass in sami's face. before sami could willingly eat
him out, noam, who still had a hold of his hair, roughly pulled him in and sat
right on his face. he was grinding back on sami's face and sami somewhat
awkwardly tried to eat him out. noam momentarily got off of sami and looked
behind him questioningly. "i don't usually eat ass. i'm usually having my ass
eaten." noam nodded, knowingly, and said "well, this is just something for me
before i fuck your brains out. you're prepped and everything. are you okay with
eating my ass right now?" sami laughed loudly and exclaimed "heck yes!" before
diving back into noam's flesh and prodding around with his tongue. noam
groaned, somewhat obnoxiously, but the sound went right to sami's dick. he had
no clue if he was doing this right but he'd hoped that it was a start.
noam eventually couldn't take it anymore, and flipped sami over onto his back.
he put a condom on, lubed up and put a hard smack on sami's ass before nearly
ramming into sami, who was ass up, almost begging for noam to enter. he stayed
still, letting sami get used to the feeling, before sami began fucking himself
on noam's cock. noam immediately pulled on sami's hair and muttered under his
breath. sami was snapping his hips back and moaned loudly once he finally met
noam's hips. sami's mind was presenting him with a million different thoughts,
and none of them were worded particularly soberly. so instead of talking (for
once), he just buried his head into the mattress and raised his ass even
higher. sami was sure noam would probably snatch him bald if he kept pulling on
his hair like this, but the pain and pressure felt absolutely delightful. he
didn't think it could get any better, and that was before noam used his only
free hand left to pump sami's dick. noam practically threw sami's head down
before scratching up and down his back and leaning over to suck a hickey into
the fleshy part of sami's shoulder. sami was on the very edge of his orgasm,
moaning frantically, and all it took was noam kissing one of the deeper
scratches and saying "good boy" before sami came all over the blankets. he rode
out his orgasm, feeling noam tense up and come at the feeling of sami's ass
tightening during his release. noam pulled out slowly and took off the condom,
grabbing the soiled blankets and putting them in the dirty clothes basket. as
sami laid there, he thought about a lot of things. surprisingly, none of them
were finn. he thought about how sore he'd be, the scratch severity, having more
of that wine, and when jack was going to ask alicia to prom. he even thought
about kevin, albeit fleetingly. but never finn.
noam moved sami up so that he'd be laying on a pillow before making the bed
again. he then climbed under the luxurious covers before cuddling into sami,
who was playing with noam's hair. noam looked up at the ceiling and said "sami,
i really like you." sami smiled, but it quickly disappeared when he finally
realized he wasn't single. "noam, i- god. i have a boyfriend." sami started to
breathe heavier, until he noticed noam gently gripping his hand. sami calmed
down, and noam softly said "we can talk about it some other time." sami visibly
relaxed, and said "goodnight, noam."
noam smiled and checked the time on the phone previously in sami's possession.
sami's goodnight had almost made him feel bad for what he planned to do
tomorrow.
***** nine *****
Chapter Summary
     fallout from last chapter plus hellllla new stuff. sorry in advance
     for alicia not hitting a northern lights suplex lmaoooo
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
sami woke the next morning in a hazy confusion. he knew three things, and they
were:
1. his head hurt
2. his ass hurt, and
3. he was with noam.
he sat up and checked his phone. it was 7 a.m., and he usually got up at 7:05.
an extra five minutes of sleep would help no one. strangely, he had no
notifications. he didn't remember checking his texts before he slept, but he
was drunk and he has done stranger things. he got out of bed gingerly and
tiptoed to the en suite bathroom. he raided noam's cabinets for some pain
reliever. he found some ibuprofen 800 and quickly gulped it down with some
water. he used the bathroom and then went back into noam's room to wake him.
"noam? hey. good morning. i need you to take me back to my house real quick so
i can change?" noam stirred, taking his face out of the pillow, and softly
saying "yeah." before sitting up slowly and repeating "yeah." noam got up and
sami watched his ass as he walked to his bathroom. without even turning around,
noam groggily said "take a picture, it'll last longer." with a smirk. sami
blushed, and sat down on noam's bed while noam got ready. suddenly, sami had an
idea. he quietly walked to the door and opened it while noam was at the sink.
noam jumped with a shriek and put his phone down. sami laughed, before dropping
to his knees and crawling over to noam, who's cock was already growing with
interest. sami took his shirt off, rolled it up, tied it around his head like a
blindfold, and said "fuck my face."
noam immediately stuffed his dick down sami's throat. he pulled sami up higher
by his hair and ruthlessly fucked his dick in and out of sami's mouth as drool
spilled out. sami was gagging and sputtering, but noam didn't care. he said
"breathe." without ever stopping; it felt too good to stop and he wanted to
make sami take everything. he turned sami's head a little to the side and went
at it from an angle, creating this magical friction with sami's tongue against
the side of his cock. noam picked up his phone and pressed record on his phone
in the middle of this, wanting to savor this moment far after sami would hate
him again in a few hours. noam raggedly gave praise to sami, and sami moaned in
return, making the blowjob a bit messier. nobody really cared. noam was
absentmindedly telling sami what a good boy he was, how pretty he was, how good
he was doing, and how much he loved his mouth as he got closer and closer to
his climax. when he reached it, he held his dick almost all the way down sami's
throat and came harder than he'd ever came before. sami swallowed all of it,
and noam had to admit that he was kind of in awe. sami then took his blindfold
off, stood up, opened a new toothbrush, brushed his teeth, and said "i'll be in
the car." noam got dressed (skinny jeans, black nikes and a galaxy oasis band
tee) and headed back to his bed to grab the phone with all the drama in it. he
pocketed it and grabbed his bag before walking outside to his car. noam told
sami to type his address into the GPS and began to start the car before he
looked back at sami who was watching something on his phone with his hand over
his mouth.
sami couldn't believe what he was seeing: it was him, naked, being thoroughly
fucked on noam's bed by who sami could only assume was noam. it was sent to him
by dash wilder, a man he used to make out with sometimes before he got together
with finn. noam knew what sami was watching. he also knew where sami's house
was. he drove there while sami was silently crying in his passenger seat. sami
couldn't believe the unfortunate, awful circumstances he'd faced once again at
the hands of noam. he looked out of the window as they passed the convenience
store and slowly drove down the street. noam locked the doors when they pulled
into sami's driveway. noam looked at sami with contempt, and sami had felt
betrayed all over again. noam started speaking in a low tone. "don't even give
me that look, sami. you think that i would be your white knight? help you with
your problems? i'm not your therapist. you're stupid. you're stupid for
believing me. you're stupid for getting in my car. you're stupid for drinking.
you're stupid for falling asleep. you're stupid for letting me fuck you- no,
use you. you're stupid to blow me with a blindfold on while i have my phone
with me. you're stupid to not notice i deleted all the texts from your friends.
you're just fucking stupid. get out of my car. i have to go pick up alexa. your
friends numbers are blocked. unblock them and hopefully they'll take you to
school. i don't want you to ever think we could be friends, sami zayn. i am
better than you and you obviously are interested in me; who wouldn't be? now
get the fuck out." noam unlocked the door and made a "shoo" motion with both of
his hands. but before he could leave, noam grabbed him, turned him, and kissed
him right on the lips. sami didn't even respond as noam exaggeratedly made out
with sami while barely being able to contain his laughter. noam only stopped
when he couldn't contain his laughter, and sami just got out then. he didn't
want to even think about the car ride anymore.
sami was stunned into silence. he tried not to think so, but noam was right.
why did sami let himself get into this? because finn had left him? because
there was no one else? there were jack and alicia, and even finn's club
could've been called. noam drove off, leaving sami statuesque in his front yard
in boxers and a t-shirt. just as quickly as noam had left, alicia and jack
pulled up. alicia nearly ran out of the car and hugged sami. sami couldn't hug
back. sami couldn't move. he was just so disappointed in himself, and alicia
crying her makeup off onto his shirt did nothing to improve his bleak stance on
this particular issue. maybe the stance on the brilliance of mascara,
eyeshadow, and eyeliner, but not his penchant for being a fool. alicia let go
of sami and held his hand. sami spoke up, voice cracking and failing. "i was
hoping to escape with a shred of my dignity. but he stuck his tongue in my
mouth as i went to leave. but at least, you know, my mom always said that if-."
sami suddenly choked up, and that was it. he dropped onto his knees as the sobs
came in waves. he couldn't help but feel as if he was overreacting, screaming
loud, painful sobs as he kneeled in the grass in his front yard. it was his
fault, but yet he kept going, falling forward and coughing as his head hit the
soft grass and broke his half-fall. alicia was shaken, motioning for jack to
get out. she was at a loss for all things that had to do with help, watching
sami have a breakdown in his own yard. her heart was breaking, and jack could
sense it. he pulled sami up, looking him right in his tear soaked, dirt caked
face, and kissed him. alicia gasped, sami's eyes widened, and jack stiffly
broke away after a few seconds.
they both looked to jack, expecting a explanation, and jack just said "if an
asshole named noam can hatefully kiss you and lie to your face, i think your
best friend named jack can platonically have his first kiss with you and tell
you that you and this lovely lady are the two greatest things i've ever
stumbled upon in my life. you two, and the inventor of suspenders. that's that.
now get up, wash your face off, get changed, and get ready to kick some ass
today. also, don't fall in love with me, please." sami smiled a weak half
smile, and took his house keys out of the bag noam had dropped on the sidewalk.
he took the bag inside and quickly changed into some skinny khakis, a black
dress shirt, and some purple suspenders. he put on black dress shoes while jack
and alicia watched, dumbfounded. sami laughed slightly, and said "this is the
outfit i chose to wear to my funeral should i die in my adolescent stage. i put
it on to face my social death and look good while doing so." alicia smiled and
clapped slowly, while jack got out "that's quite strange, you do realize?
that's-" before alicia elbowed him the ribs and smiled a bit crazier than sami
had ever seen her smile before. jack then joined in on the applause too. alicia
whooped, and then shouted "go sami! let's get in the car! also, please unblock
my number! i need to see the photo i sent you of my makeup because i gotta see
what i did so i can reapply it exactly the same! woo!"
alicia jogged out the door, and jack stopped sami before he could follow her.
"i just wanted to make sure what i did out there was okay with you?" sami
nodded, and jack relaxed. "was i really your first kiss?" jack looked down at
his shoes, embarrassed. "that you are. i haven't really the felt the need to
kiss anyone. or at least, not that i'll admit." sami smiled, and whispered
"let's make sure that alicia is your second kiss, okay?" jack smiled, shook
sami's hand, and said "deal." before walking sami out and to alicia's car. once
they arrived to school, alicia with a new face of makeup and all, sami noticed
everyone staring at him; it felt just like the last time he'd trusted noam. the
wyatt family stared, laughed, and made gagging noises with their mouths and
hands. sami shuddered and looked straight ahead. alicia patted him on the back
before they ran straight into noam and alexa. they both pointed at sami and
stifled giggles while sami shied away from the attention with a frown.
alicia got up into alexa's face and puffed out her chest. alexa backed up a bit
and said "who the fuck are you? big body ass. noam, look at this thot. she
really got up in my face like she doesn't know who i am?" alicia scoffed, and
replied with "oh, i know who you are, bitch. you're the ugly one who used to
hang out with sami before he knocked out your side mirror. i think you should
sit the hell down and realize who you're dealing with. i am the you that sami
never saw. i'm nice and i care for him." alexa laughed that typical witchlike
laugh and said "you're just some crazy bitch i've never seen before. you'll
leave him too." alicia looked pissed, shooed jack and sami away, and following
an angry "i'm not crazy," she swung at alexa. alexa fell immediately, but
alicia pulled her hair and kept hitting her while alexa tried to roll around
and get away from her. alicia was screaming "why would you do that to sami?
you're heartless! you're disgusting! i bet you have chlamydia! why don't you go
back to whatever hole you came from to harass us in the first place?" while
beating the hell out of alexa. eventually, noam ran over and pushed alicia on
to the floor, kicking her once before trying to help alexa up, who's nose was
bleeding. jack, infuriated by this turn of events, ran up to noam, tapped him
on the shoulder, and thrusted his fingers up against noam's throat. jack
watched noam choke for a little bit before getting up really close and
whispering "never touch alicia like that again, or i will paralyze you." he
then nailed noam in the side of the head with an elbow and watched him fall
over. he walked over to alicia, gently got her to stand up, and wiped off her
clothes gently. sami tapped on jack's shoulder and when he turned around, sami
held up the number two.
so, when jack turned around, he gently dipped alicia (sami tried not to laugh)
and kissed her. alicia, surprised at first, quickly relaxed into the kiss and
wrapped her arms around jack's neck. when their lips parted (because jack
dropped her), alicia stood back up and said "i have been waiting for you to
make a move for SO long! i thought that i was going to just, i don't know, die
before you shot your shot!" alicia and jack laughed, and jack kissed her again.
they looked radiant, and seeing them so happy made sami sort of forget about
the awful mood he was in. watching alexa get beat was a plus. as sami walked to
class with alicia and jack, he got a text from finn. honestly, just seeing his
name made sami somewhat uncomfortable.
finn: i should've been with you
finn: i should've stayed with you
finn: i feel so awful
finn: come home with me today. i'm so sorry
sami: okay. i want to hug you
sami: i'm sort of over it
sami: i want to forget it
sami: plus, alicia beating the crap out of alexa was awesome
finn: i bet
sami felt a bit better, but noticed jack stammer and stutter a bit as they
walked down the steps. suddenly, jack stopped and blurted "alicia, will you go
to prom with me?" alicia stopped, laughed, and said "we were already going,
silly!" jack paled, and started to walk down the stairs again with a muted "of
course."
when sami arrived to his first class, he was surprised to see kevin. he sat
down in front of kevin and turned to greet him, but he had a second thought in
the middle of the rotation. finn drove kevin presumably home, which meant kevin
knew about the whole noam thing, and from a point of view that wasn't
flattering. he decided to just turn back around and not say anything. nothing
is better than getting scolded for the third time today.
when school ended and the final bell sounded, sami walked to finn's car,
catching up with tyler bate and liv morgan on his way. he was so excited about
the prospect of seeing them at prom, but at the same time, he wondered if he'd
be going alone. finn was sorry, but did he want to be his date? tyler and liv
said goodbye to sami before splitting at the doors by the gymnasium that sami
exits out of. as he walked closer to finn's car, he could hear a song playing.
the closer he got, the more it revealed itself. finn's speakers were blasting
"healthy body" by operation ivy, one of his absolute favorite songs. he
confusedly approached the car, but there was no one in it, so he didn't know
why the music was playing. suddenly, the backseat car doors opened, revealing
luke and karl with shirts on that said "you" and "will." they looked at the
shirts and quickly took them off and switched them, but "will you" didn't make
any more sense to sami. before he could ponder for too long, the trunk opened,
and an elated finn popped out with a bag of hershey's kisses and a shirt that
said "go to prom with me?" sami watched as the three boys switched spots so
that the question was complete. finn began moving slightly to the bass of the
song as sami covered his face in embarrassment from all the honks of passing
cars. but when he took his face out of his hands, he only had one thing to say
to finn.
"finn, of course!"
Chapter End Notes
     i went from "noam the psychopath" to "noam the sex god" back to "noam
     the psychopath" and that's honestly a big mood also HOLY SHIT THAT
     WAS EXHAUSTING TO WRITE
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