Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/544430. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: F/M Fandom: Homestuck Relationship: Rose_Lalonde/Dave_Strider Character: Rose_Lalonde, Dave_Strider Additional Tags: Body_Horror, Incest, Grimdark, Horrorterrors_-_Freeform, Dom/sub Stats: Published: 2012-10-23 Words: 382 ****** i can play the strings of your death ****** by typicalAcademic Summary when they kissed now it was nothing like her kisses before. she was a sunny day with a downpour, she was the choking empty space and the scorching stars. she was terrible to behold, she was like heaven to touch. Notes See the end of the work for notes He’s never been one for devotion. bodies are bodies, not temples or wonders or even tombs. He wouldn’t say it aloud in life but now that his eyes have gone milky white any pretense is gone. The only thing keeping him going is rare moments of her laughter, garbled and bubbling like murky sludge in a swamp, and she when tucks him into her arms and whispers Eldritch horror into his mind. He would not now say that bodies cannot be objects of the divine. Not since he first saw the Horrorterrors swell around her, felt their creeping, sensationless prodding at the corners of his psyche, like something in the corner of his eye. When they kissed now it was nothing like her kisses before. She was a sunny day with a downpour, she was the choking empty space and the scorching stars. She was terrible to behold, she was like heaven to touch. Sometimes he wants to stop; not stop kissing her, but stop breathing. He can hear it whispered when they curl up together, not sure if it’s leaving her lips or in his ear like tiny worms. Would you love more if I was like you, he asks, face buried in her lap, the only way he can feel small anymore instead of like all of time is stretching out inside him. Sometimes I wonder if you are tired of me, he murmurs. Something strokes his hair, it could be her fingertips or theirs, he’ll never ask. My body is a dead language and you pronounce each word perfectly, he recites. She compels him, or they compel him, he’s not sure he makes a distinction anymore, he follows her suggesting touches with submissive joy, kisses when she asks him to, bites down hard enough to draw blood if she had any, licks and sucks and prods inside her until she’s undone, until her swirling darkness fills him, rewards him, coos over him while he loses himself in overwhelming nothingness, in her eyes, in her permission, in her commanding will over him. Afterwards, each time, she wraps him in their inky darkness and coddles him like an infant, like a baby brother, like a lover. What would Freud say, he asked once. She grins, and her lips crackle with magic. End Notes written for graveyard smash on lj prompt: homestuck, dave/rose my body's a zombie for you. Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!