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works/4675616.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      No_Archive_Warnings_Apply, Underage, Rape/Non-Con
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      overlapping_verses, Attack_on_Titan, Shingeki_no_Kyojin, Attack_on_Titan:
      Live_Action_Movie
  Relationship:
      Shikishima/Eren_Yeager, Levi/Eren_Yeager
  Character:
      Eren_Yeager, Shikishima, Levi_ackerman
  Additional Tags:
      Emotional_Manipulation, Non-Consensual_Drug_Use, Hand_Jobs, Anal_Sex,
      Anal_Fingering, Hand_Job, Rape/Non-con_Elements
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-08-28 Completed: 2016-09-03 Chapters: 6/6 Words: 7951
****** draft #290815 ******
by chocolate_velvet
Summary
     Eren woke up in a lodge where only Shikishima and himself lived
     there. He sensed there was something wrong but Shikishima always
     found a way to convinced him.
Notes
     Followed the Movie AU with a mixture of the manga verse, which both
     Levi and Shikishima existed and both were attracted to Eren.
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Chapter 1 *****
Eren awoke to a room full of shadows.The day's light had faded and twilight had
come. He lay on his face as his consciousness gradually awoke. He felt drugged
and languorous. The memory of the previous days remained clouded, as if every
event was blending together into a bizarre memory. Eren tried to walk toward
the door but suddenly felt dizzy and nauseous forced him to lay down.
He heard the door was creaking open, weakly he turned his head. At the point he
saw the person at the door, his heart stopped beating and his stomach turned.
He felt chilled in his spine and his muscles taunt as that person walked into
the room.
When he saw the older man sat on his bed, he felt anger besieged him. Eren
sprang to attack but he was pushed back to the bed. The older man had pinned
him down so strongly that all of his efforts were futile.
“Calm down, Eren!” Shikishima ordered. He pressed his fingers on Eren’s neck,
restricting the air and watched as the youth gasping for his breath. When he
sensed the struggled had subdued, he removed his fingers. Eren coughed, trying
to fill his lungs with air.
“You just like it the hard way.” , Shikishima smirked, “I wanted to be gentle
to you.”
“Shut up!”, Even yelled.
“You’re a bucket of anger, Fiery one.” Shikishima replied.
“Let me go!”
“Sure. I’m not restraining you.” the older soldier retorted as he moved away,
“You’re free to go.”
Eren jumped from bed and tried to runaway only to stumble over to the ground.
He groaned and tried to stand up. He heard Shikishima chuckled, Eren felt anger
simmered in his heart.
“You know, I was the one who pulled you out.” Shikishima said, “Do you remember
anything?”
Again, Eren fell into the floor. He tried to get up but felt his muscles were
losing strength. His breath was uneven. He sensed the man walked toward him. He
hated himself how he had become so weak.
Shikishima sat down on the floor, next to Eren. He pulled Eren to leaned
against his shoulder.
“You’d gone berserk and killed everyone.”, he said as he looked into Eren’s
eyes, enjoying the moment when the youth looked shocked and hurt.
“You killed Hange and Moblit, her assistance, when they tried to restraint
you.” he said.
“You killed Armin. He was one of first who realised that there was something
wrong with you in your titan form.”
“The girl, Mikasa. She didn’t even flinch when you smashed her against the
tree.” Shikishima paused, feeling Eren getting tensed.
Eren felt his chest tightened.
“Then, you killed Jean when he tried to pull you out. You smashed him with your
palms.”
Eren’s breath laboured. He wanted to utter a name but no voice came out instead
he made a muffled cry.
Shikishima lowered his head. He whispered to Eren ears, “Do you want to know
what you’ve done to Captain Levi?”
Eren hated feeling the warm breath of the older man against his skin. The
feeling of self loathing was growing inside him. He was terrified to learned
what had he done to Captain Levi. His body began shaking. Shikishima put his
arms around Eren’s body.
He heard the older man whispered into his ear, “He could have stopped you.
After all, he had the ability.”, he paused, “But, somehow, he hesitated. He
didn’t do much when he was trapped in your grip until you tore him into pieces
and devoured him.”
In the midst of his laboured breath, Eren let out a pitiful cry. Shikishima
held Eren tightly until the youth’s voice subdued.
Then, he began to loosen Eren’s belt before removing them all together. When
the youth muffled a protest, he gently hushed him. He carried Eren back to bed
and removed his boots. Quickly, he loosened Eren’s shirt and trousers.
When Eren fought to push him away, he said, “Calm down boy. I’m not going to do
anything to you.”
Then, he moved away toward a table in the room. When he came back, he brought a
glass of water.
“Drink this. It will calm you down.”
Eren looked at him. Something inside told him not to trust this man. But his
mind was clouded and his heart was in pieces. He took what the older man
offered and drank it.
Shikishima smiled as if he had won something as he took the empty glass. Gently
he pushed the youth into laying down on the bed. He sat on the bed and watched
the youth began to relax.
When he put his palm on Eren’s cheek, the youth didn’t fight him anymore. His
fingers started to wipe Eren’s tears. He smiled as his fingers trailed down to
the neck and collarbone.
“Commander Erwin and the Military Police are looking for you. That’s why I took
you here. We have to hide at meantime.” he said as he watched Eren with
satisfied feeling.
“You need rest,” he said as he pulled the blanket over Eren, “I’m going to
leave now.”
He stood up and walked toward the door. As he closed it, he told to himself,
“Not now. After all, the longer the wait, the better it’ll taste.”
***** The Seed of Corruption *****
Warm breath on Eren’s stiffening nipples, hair brushed his chest as as a tongue
flicked over first one nipple then the other, hands were brushing his chest
down lower over his body. He felt his shaft hardened. It was throbbing with
longing for a mouth to wrap around it.
He didn't have to wait long. Very quickly, the warm breath that had caressed
his body was soon running up and down on his swollen hard shaft. He gasped as
the mouth's tongue flicked over him, tasting the pre-cum that had seeped from
the slit in the end of it. He felt the lips surround his shaft and, very
slowly, the mouth lowered itself down until no more could enter.
Eren gasped. He reached down with one hand and ran his fingers through the hair
covering his crotch area. He tried to open his mouth to say something but,
before he could, he felt the thick shaft was pushed past his lips. Reaching up
with his free hand, trying to encircle the thick shaft with his fingers but it
was so thick.
As he wrapped his lips tightly around the invading shaft, Eren began to move
his head on the full length slowly, the mouth around his shaft was doing the
same.Gripping the head surrounding his cock, he began to buck his hips. He felt
he was near.
Eren opened my eyes a little to see the gorgeous man in front of him, slowly
moving his hips back and forth, fucking his mouth gently. The man seemed
familiar to him but he couldn’t recall his name. His mind was clouded with
pleasure.
Eren glanced down the bed and saw the other man sucking his manhood and took
hold of one of his hands before sliding it slowly down, between his legs,
towards his tight ass. The man's finger began to circle his tight opening
before easing his thick middle finger into him. Eren bucked even more wildly as
the finger pushed deeper until it reached Eren’s pleasure spot and almost
sending Eren over the edge right then.
Suddenly, he withdrew his finger from Eren ass and scooped his legs up onto his
shoulders. Eren knew what was coming.
The shaft was removed from Eren’s mouth. He saw a small sliver of cum hanging
from the end. He felt the other’s man's engorged shaft poke against his
slightly loosened hole, before pulling away.
Eren opened his eyes and lifted his head slightly to see the two men standing
at the end of the bed. His excitement grew as his manhood throbbed with
anticipation and lust.
"Take me please," he begged as the two of them whispered amongst themselves.
His shaft throbbed painfully as he watched them begin stroking each other back
to full hardness.
"Please," he begged again at the sight of them stroking each other.
"How about we both inside you at the same time?” one man said. His voice
sounded familiar, so familiar as if Eren had heard him on daily basis.
"Do you think my ass could take you both?” Even asked but received no answer.
“Does it excite you, brat?” the other man added.
Eren looked at them as one man lie down on the bed. His shaft stood proud and
inviting. Eren liked the way the pre-cum oozing out from the tip of the head.
He caressed it but when he was about to lick the pearly liquid, the other man
gripped him. He was positioned so that his bottom was on the top of the erect
shaft. The man massaged Eren’s orifice and whispered into Eren’s ears, “Lower
your bottom."
Eren straddled his legs and began to lower himself slowly. As he got closer he
felt a wet finger against his hole and begin massaging him, getting him ready
to accommodate the size. By the time, he felt the swollen head against his
hole, Eren was so wet that he had no trouble easing into him, causing him to
gasp slightly. Eren bucked his hips slowly, making sure all the swollen shaft
was fully sheathed inside him.
Then he heard the voice whispered to him again.
"Now lie down on him for me," he said.
Eren did as he asked. As their chests met, the man laying down below Eren was
wrapping his muscular arms around him, stopping him from falling off. The other
man moved in between our legs, stroking his wet and swollen shaft. Sucking his
finger he reached and smothered around Eren’s orifice and the base of the
other’s man’s shaft, before moving closer. Kneeling between our legs he held
shaft and guided it towards Eren’s orifice and began to push gently, trying to
get into Eren.
Eren I winced in pain as, very slowly, the man’s shaft slid into his already
full hole. Pain tore through him as the other man continued to push further and
further into him, his eyes filling with tears. Even had never felt pain like it
but was so desperate to be filled with the pair of them that he closed his eyes
and tried to blot the pain out.
After a few minutes though the pair of them were embedded deep inside Eren, and
the pain began to give way to a pleasure like Eren had never experienced
before, and as soon as the pair of them began to thrust he screamed out in
ecstasy.
Soon, Eren felt his balls tightened. Yet, his body tensed for desperately
trying to hold back. He felt one of the shafr inside him twitched and knew that
he was soon going to be filled.
Eren let out a yelp as he was unable to hold back any longer. He looked down as
the first thick white stream of cum erupted from the end of my manhood. He
liked seeing his juices covering his chest, glistening in the light. He heard
one man grunted, gasped and thrust hard once more before, he came as well. His
thrusting slowed as drop after drop was deposited more and more into Erens,
until he stopped thrusting completely. He was no longer able to give Eren any
more juice.
The other man screamed out as he rammed harder into Eren’s opening as he
unloading his own juices rapidly.
By the time he had finished, Eren could feel the juices of the pair of them
inside. He clenched his muscles to stop them seeping out, desperate for the
feeling of fulfillment to never leave him.
At this point, he opened his eyes and saw the two figures in front of him. One
came to light and he could him better. This one was not as tall as the other
one. As he moved toward Eren, he felt his stomach churning. The short figure
crouch in front of Eren, closed enough for Eren to see his face. Eren turned
livid. One of the figure was Captain Levi. He let out a shrieking scream.
Across the bedroom, Shikishima heard the scream. He let out a winning grin. The
boy did not stand a chance. The drug was working on his mind, slowly but surely
affecting his thinking process and sense of reality. All he needed to do was to
wait. Soon, the fruit would ripe and ready for him.
***** Between Illusion and Reality *****
Eren awoke. His breath was ragged and sweat wet his body. He could recall his
dream, so vivid as if it were real. He remembered the sick, twisted things that
he had dreamed, that he'd been double penetrated, folded in half and fucked
like a seasoned whore.
But, top of that, he remembered the figures in his dream, the people that he
had devoured now turned into phantoms that haunted his nights. He covered his
mouth, trying to suppress himself from screaming. He felt sick and degraded.
Tears of anger started streaming on his cheek.
He was in the bed, alone. His fingers ran through the neatly buttoned shirt. He
realised that he was not wearing his own cloth but Shikishima’s shirt and
nothing to cover his lower half. His heart was racing. He wondered whether he
had done something else that he could not remember.
He must find the older man. Eren wiped his eyes dry. He groaned as he sat up
and walk toward the door. Eren felt unreasonably weak, as if all of his muscles
have lost their strength. He walked into the living room but found nobody was
there. Then he walked toward the other room, slowly pushed the door separating
it from the living room and peered inside. He saw the older man sat behind the
dining table. He looked up, directly to him. Eren inwardly flinched at the
sight of him.
“Come on in, Eren. Have a seat.” He said as he walked to the counter.
Eren gingerly sat on. He could hear the man's smirk without seeing it.
Eren looked at the older man and asked “Did we…”
He could not finish his sentence. The possibility choke him. Could he possibly
did the same thing he used to do with Levi-heichou. Eren covered his mouth but
the wound inside him was gaping.
Shiskishima sighed as he put his hand on Eren’s neck. He sat next to Eren.
“You were thrashing and sweating in your sleep. You were wet all over. That’s
why I changed your clothes. Aside from that, I didn’t do anything to you.”
Eren breathed a sign of relief though he still felt broken inside.
“Having a nightmare, boy?”
Eren nodded, “I dreamed about Levi-heichou.”
“It was like he’s still in my head.”
“Hans said that when a titan devour its victim, it possesses all the victim
knowledge, experience, and ability. The victim were still alive in the head of
the titan,” Shikishima said.
Eren knew all of this. Yet, there is something inside him hurting.
Shikishima observed Eren's tortured expression. He liked this boy. He liked his
looks and his demeanor. He had made up his mind.
He went to kitchen counter, poured some water into a glass, then he reached
into a drawer and took out a little container full of pills, secretly dropped
one into the drink.
He smiled as he watched the pill started to dissolved and finally disappeared
into the water. It is the pills that weakened ones will and gave ones the
desire to submit.
He handed the water to Eren, who took the glass and drank the content.
Shikishima smiled to himself. The boy didn't stand a chance. The drug weakened
muscles and made ones feel a bit lethargic, more pliable and also heightened
ones response to sexual stimuli.
"I . . .I'm feeling a little woozy, a little weak,” Eren said as he sat
helplessly.
Shikishima smirked.
“Do you think Erwin-danchou truly care about you?” he mocked, “Or he cares more
about his personal goals?”
Eren choked at the realisation that he has been abandoned by friends but hunted
by the rest. The man in front of him had become his only ally. He felt his
heart shattered.
“He never cares about you.” Shikishima continued, “You’re no more than just
pawn used for his grand scheme.”
“Have it ever crossed your mind what happened to you after he accomplished his
goal,” he paused to observed the youth before continued on.
“Do you think he would set you free or would you him turns you in to the
Military Police?”
Shikishima saw how the drugs and his words took affect on Eren. He watched
Eren’s reason and willpower began to wither. Carefully he extended his arm,
tried to pull Eren into his embrace. He did it with careful calculation. He did
not want Eren to suspect anything.
“Let me protect you.” he said triumptly when he found out that Eren did not
resist his touch anymore. It seemed the drug had worked better coupled with
Eren’s surging hormones. It was Eren’s body that worked against him.
He pressed Eren against his chest. Secretly, he savoured the youth’s scent. He
wondered whether Eren knew that his scent could drive men crazy. He felt the
youth breathing. He enjoyed Eren’s presence closed to him. He saw Eren looked
up, ready to ask a question.
“What’re we going to do now?”
He sighed before answering, as if he was in deep trouble.
“We better hide at the moment. We wait until they run out their resources and
grow desperate. Then, we’ll bargain for your release.”
Eren pressed his cheek on Shikishima’s chest and said, “Understood.”
“How’d you feel right now?” Shikishima asked.
Eren closed his eyes and answered, “Tired. I felt really tired.”
“Come, I’ll take you to bed.” the older man responded as he helped Eren to his
feet and walked toward the bedroom.
Eren pushed him away weakly and said, “But I don’t want you sleep next me.”
The drug had not sink in deep enough or may be he needed to be more patient, he
thought.
“I won’t. Unless you want me to.” Shikishima sighed.
“I want to be left alone.” Eren replied.
***** Surrender *****
Across Eren’s room, Shikishima was waiting patiently minute by minute until the
drug worked. Calmly, he rotated his glass, occasionally sipping his champagne.
He trusted the potency of his drug. He felt neither rush nor urgency. He felt
there is no need to thrust himself into Eren immediately. When the time came,
he would be ripe and ready for him.
His eyes glanced to his pocket watch, a relic from the previous centuries yet
it ticked perpetually. It had been half an hour since he left Eren to his room.
By now, Eren would be deep into his dream. A dream that so perverse it touched
the boy’s inner lust, coaxed his carnal needs and his body would act
accordingly. Soon, he would wake up with a feeling love euphoria.
He heard the door to his room creaked open.
“What have you done to me?” Eren asked as he walked into the room.
He saw the older man came closer to him. He breathed closed to his neck, the
way a wolf sniffed his prey. Yet, he could not move a muscle as he was led
toward the bed. He heard the older man whispered, “Let me show you.”
Eren struggled with his mind as the older man started to caressed his chest.
"How does this feel?" Shikishima asked as he rubbed his hands on Eren's chest,
occasionally pinching his nipple. Even felt an electric shock coursed through
his body directly from his nipple to his manhood. He felt it began to grow
harder and harder as Shikishima rubbed his nipple between forefinger and thumb.
It was almost as if, the older was inflating his cock through the nipple.
Eren moaned as his stiff shaft stood proud. He tried to get up from the bed
before this went any further, but his muscles would not respond. Yet, he
managed to get up but quickly pushed back.
"Going somewhere, boy?" Shikishima laughed. "You're not going anywhere until
I'm finished with you,” he said as he placed his hand on Eren's throbbing shaft
and squeezed it. To Eren’s horror, he felt how his body respond to touch. He
moaned and arched his back to increase the contact of his cock with the older
man's hand and slowly jerked him off. He began to beg as the older man wrapped
his hand around his hard rod.
Shikishima unbuttoned Eren’s shirt, exposing his bare chest, his torso and
groin. He ran his fingers on Eren’s chest downward to his groin. He pulled
Eren's foreskin down, exposing the slick, sensitive head.
Eren heart was pounding madly in his chest as he felt himself losing control.
He began thrusting matching to the rhytm of the touch. Then he cried out, a
huge, animal cry of pleasure as the sperm erupted from his shaft. He came and
came and came again as the older man expertly milked the juice out his him.
Then it was over. The orgasm subsided. Eren felt spent and used. But, the older
man was still working on Eren’s shaft; slowly, now, with gentle squeezing and
stroking.
Eren was afraid. Something was going on here; something more than just the
response of his body to the older man's touch. It was almost as if Shikishima
was assaulting his mental and emotional defense and making him pliant and
helpless. He couldn't surrender to this man. He must resist and get away!
"Surrender to me." he whispered in Eren’t ear.
Then, his lips covered Eren’s. With all of his willpower, Eren clenched his
teeth tightly as Shikishima's tongue licked his lips and teeth seeking entry to
his mouth. When he realised that Eren stubbornly denied him entry, Shikishima
moved his hand from Eren's throbbing rod to Eren's chest.
Eren gasped and his lips and teeth parted as the older man roughly squeezed his
nipple. The minute Eren's mouth opened, Shikishima plunged his tongue inside.
New waves of pleasure coursed through Eren's body as the older man's tongue
massaged his tongue. Eren opened his mouth wider and Shikishima plunged his
tongue as deep as he could. As their tongues were lapping together wildly,
saliva dripping down the sides of Eren's mouth.
Shikishima's hand was back on Eren’s stiff, pulsing manhood. Shikishima began
squeezing his manhood wildly as Eren moaned and hungrily licked at Shikishima's
tongue. Then, the spasms coursed through Eren's body again. He was cumming and
cumming and cumming! Sperm ejaculated wildly onto his torso. Eren cried out as
Shikishima's mouth released him. His body was shaking as the orgasm subsided.
He clung to Shikishima for a few moments. When the older man released him, he
laid sprawling on bed, catching for his breath. Shikishima looked at his new
boy and smiled triumphantly.
He pulled the shirt from Eren and licked his lips as he saw the boy on his bed.
Quickly he shed his own clothes. How he enjoyed it when he saw Eren's eyes grew
wide as the boy looked at his large, erect manhood. It throbbed and pulsed as
he crawled onto the bed next to Eren.
"How are you feeling?" Shikishima cooed as he wrapped his hand around Eren’s
stiff rod.
"Please, no more." Eren pleaded weakly.
"Don't you like the way I make you feel?" Shikishima asked as he alternately
stroked Eren's stiff rod and fondled his balls.
"I'm afraid." Eren whimpered as the thumb over his moist cock-head.
"What are you afraid of?"
"Afraid. . .afraid of what's. . . what's hap. . . happening to me." Eren moaned
with pleasure as the older man squeezed and pulled on his throbbing rod.
"You're surrendering yourself to me."
"You're becoming mine. You want it, don't you?" Shikishima urged.
"I. . .I don't. . .I don't know." Eren moaned as Shikishima stroked and petted
his manhood.
"Of course you do." he said. "Say it. Say you want to be mine."
Eren shut his eyes. He shook his head.
Shikishima moved his hand down to Eren’s bottom and began to knead and caress
his cheeks.
Eren moaned as the older man slipped his fuck-finger into his new boy's bottom.
Eren squirmed as the finger slowly penetrated him.
"You want to be mine? Shikishima cajoled as he slowly finger fucked his boy.
Eren gasped.
"Tell me." Shikishima urged.
“I want to be your toy. Please make me your toy.” Eren moaned amidst his carnal
pleasure.
Shikishima withdrew his finger and leaned over to the nightstand to grab a jar
of lube. He put a generous gob of lube on his fuck finger and reinserted it
into Eren’s orifice.
“I will make you my toy. I’m turning you into my little toy. Right boy?"
"Ohhhh, yes. Anything you want."
“Yes. You’ll do my bidding. You obey only my orders.”
Shikishima removed his finger and dipped back into the jar of lube. He coated
his thick, throbbing cock with gobs of lube and then threw Eren's legs over his
shoulders. He positioned his mushroom head at Eren's rosebud and gently pushed
in.
“Show me your face!” He ordered as he pinned Eren’s hands above his head.
"Please! It's too big!" Eren begged.
“Yes. Because I want it to hurt that you’ll remember who did this to you. I
want to stretch you so wide that anyone to lay with you will know it was I who
had made you this loose.” Shikishima said as he slid his throbbing rod further
into his boy's pliant hole.
"Please, it hurts!" Eren whined.
"Take more.”
Eren whimpered.
"Take more" Shikishima urged as he slid the rest of his cock into the boy.
"Then you will be mine!"
Eren’s eyes popped wide open. His tongue curled and his body arched. He felt
Shikishima’s stillness. He took a deep breath, trying to adjust to the size.
When he did, his mind had gone blank.
Sensing the boy began to accept him, Shikishima withdrew almost all of his cock
and then slowly slid it back in. Eren could feel it pulse with life as it slid
in and out of his tight orifice. He began to get used to the big snake sliding
in and out of him. The pain began to dissipate. He began to feel something
else. Was it pleasure? No! It couldn't be! This man was fucking him. He
couldn't like being fucked like a lifeless doll! But he did! He liked it. No.
He loved it! He wanted it! His own rod had never lost its hardness. He was
losing control again. His mind was going blank and all awareness was
transferred to his rod and his orifice.
"Please, please, please." Eren began to beg.
"Please what?"
"Please more. Please harder." Eren breathlessly begged as he squirmed under
Shikishima's body.
"Yes. That's it, boy. Now take seed, boy!" Shikishima cried out as the spasms
began to shake him.
Eren could feel Shikishima's manhood had tense up before it was spilling its
seed into him. Over and over, he came, filling Eren with his essence. Eren lost
all control of his body and mind. He was senseless with pleasure now. His
orgasm shook him violently as he came yet again, his essence squirting onto his
own face and chest. Mewling and gurgling sounds came out of his throat as
Shikishima's seed began to drip out of his ass onto the bed. Eren threw his
arms around the older man’s neck and held on tightly for dear life as the two
rocked back and forth in the throes of passion. Eren wrapped his legs tightly
around Shikishima's hips as his body shook with the violence of his orgasm.
"Who do you belong to, Eren?" Shikishima demanded.
"I belong to you." Eren moaned.
"And what are you now?"
"I'm your toy."
"Good boy!"
As another orgasm coursed through Shikishima’s body, he deposited another load
of essence into his new boy's inside. Slowly, their spasms subsided and he
relaxed onto his boy's body. He slowly withdrew his manhood and rolled off of
Eren. He laid on his side and perused his new boy's body.
Eren was still shaking a little, but he was beginning to calm down a bit. He
lay on his back with his eyes shut tight. His cock was still rigid and pointing
at the ceiling. Shikishima knew from prior experience that the little pill
would keep Eren hard for three or four hours. Even though Eren was no longer on
the pill regularly, he still stayed hard himself for two hours on average. And
his stamina allowed him to go at it again after a short recovery time. It was
one of the pleasant after effects of regular usage of the pill. But now, his
plan was to keep his new boy existing solely on a plane of pleasure for as long
as necessary.
Shikishima intended to keep him on the pill continuously for at least a week. A
week of pleasure and the pill would work on the boy's mind and will until the
boy surrendered totally to his new lover. Shikishima was going to literally
fuck his brains out and destroy his will to resist.
He smiled at the thought and then flipped the boy onto his side like a lifeless
little rag doll. He snuggled up and spooned him. Lifting the boy's leg
slightly, he slid his still hard cock into the boy's entrance . The boy moaned
as the older man entered him. Shikishima wrapped his hand around the boy's cock
and the boy began to fuck the older's hand.
Eren was lost in unknowable pleasure. His cock was rubbing against Shikishima's
hand and he could feel Shikishima's cock moving in and out of his orifice. He
began grunting like an animal. Eren thought that cumming again was impossible,
but nevertheless he came. He came gently this time, his seed spilling onto the
bed and Shikishima’s hand. When Eren came on his hands, Shikishima placed his
cum-soaked hand over Eren's mouth. The boy slurped up his own cum as he felt
the older man spasm and deposit another load into his body. Eren fell asleep
with the older man’s organ imbedded inside of him.
…..
Eren sat on the floor between Shikishima's legs, his head resting on the older
man's thigh. He had lost track of time and had no idea how long he had been
living here with Shikishima. He was living on almost a purely sensual level. He
craved the older man’s touch and caress. He
lost all control when Shikishima plunged his manhood into him until he was
incoherent with pleasure.
Shikishima ran his fingers lovingly through his boy's hair. It had been a
successful ten days of seduction and enslavement. The little pill had done its
job and rendered Eren utterly helpless to resist him. Shikishima had fed the
boy a pill every day for the first week. By the end of that week Eren was
totally in Shikishima's power. Now Shikishima was the one who took the pills;
twice a week. The drug entered Shikishima’s blood stream and was transmitted
into Eren's body through his sperm. It bonded Eren to Shikishima.
***** Feverish Daydreaming *****
Chapter Summary
     Because dreams that you have during the day was the richest and most
     vivid. Sometime, you wonder whether the experience is within the
     unconscious realm or in reality.
     ***
     Shikishima-taichou left Eren a few days. During the absence of the
     drug, Eren began to see what had had invisible to him before.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
“You’re so filthy, brat! That bed is so filthy!”
Eren woke up at the noise. There was someone speaking to him. At first, he
thought it was Shikishima-taichou, but the voice was different-it had higher
pinch though it was definitely a male’s voice. He was convinced that another
man was talking to him other than Shikishima-taichou. Yet, he was sure that
there was no other than both of them living here.
Eren put on his shirt. He paused, listening to his surrounding. There was no
sound but the sound of the forest. He walked toward the windows and opened
them. He poked his head outside. When he saw nobody around, he went to have a
shower.
Eren remembered that Shikishima-taichou were out for some errant. He was told
not to leave the house. When Eren returned to his room, he noticed that it was
indeed filthy. The bed was damp from perspiration and the sheet were full of
stains. He put the mattress outside for airing and collected the laundry.
It was a bright sunny day. The sky was clear without a trace of cloud. The
weather was warm with cool wind occasionally blowing. Eren sat on the grass,
quietly eating his bread while watching the sheets dancing on the wrings. He
might be dozing off a bit but he noticed a person’s shadow standing behind the
drying sheet.
At first, he taught it was Shikishima but the figure was a lot shorter,
possibly a teenager. Eren sprang to his feet and ran toward the figure. It was
still lingering behind the sheets. He yanked the sheet but found no one.
Eren stood dumbfounded. He was sure that he saw a figure standing and walking
behind the drying sheets. He began searching around, yet he found nobody. Eren
decided not to think too much about it. He could ask Shikishima-taichou when he
was back.
So, he decided to focus into getting his chore around the house done before his
superior returned. Eren finished making the older man’s bed. He looked around
the just cleaned room and felt satisfied. Casually, he threw his gaze outside
the opened window. It was late afternoon already, the sky began to changed its
color and the wind was a bit cooler. There were some laundry still hanging on
the wring.
Then, he noticed the figure, standing just underneath the hanging laundry.
Quietly, Eren tiptoeing toward the window as he began observing.
The figure, though short, was nicely built. His hair was jet black. He wore all
black long sleeve t-shirt and trousers, creating a stark contrast against the
bright white laundry. Eren forgot the last time he saw someone wearing other
than white. He saw him feeling the softness of the fabric on his hand before
rubbing the sheet against his cheek, as if sensing the scent.
Eren felt his body moved. He had jumped out of the window and dashed toward the
figure. He did not know the reason. It was pure instinct. He only stopped when
he just behind the figure. He was closed enough to see that the figure was a
male fashioning a military cropped hair style. May be he was in the military,
too, Eren thought.
Eren tried to say something. After all today was the first opportunity for him
to speak to another human being other than Shikishima-taichou. After struggling
for a while, he managed to say, “Excuse, Sir. Are you lost?”
The man turned around. He did not look surprised, instead he looked as if he
was expecting the question. He smiled kindly as he brushed the fabric on his
face.
“No. I believe I have found the one.” he replied.
A sudden thundering sound pierced the sky. Eren’s eyes darted the surrounding
trying to find the source of the sound. But he found none. The thunder
disappeared liked a whiff of smoke. His eyes returned to the spot when the
mysterious man stood but found no one. Just like the thunder, he was swept
within a milisecond. He returned to the house, feeling confused.
As he entered, he felt a sharp pain on his body. His heart was racing. Somehow
he knew that it was not a natural thunder. He was familiar with it. But,
somehow, he could not recall as if there was a blank space in his mind. Yet,
the harder he tried to remember, the more pain he felt. It began with a
headache then it spread out to his entire body.
Unable to contain the pain, Eren collapsed to the floor. He was writhing and
moaning in pain until he lost consciousness.
Chapter End Notes
     Thank you everyone for the supports!! Your bookmarking and kudos
     means a lot for me since this fic is about an unpopular/controversial
     pairing in SnK universe. This fic is a huge leap out of my comfort
     zone. I'm experimenting with different styles and writing on themes
     that make me cringe. The first draft was a lot darker, I edited most
     parts of it.
     The idea of chapter 5 has been dancing around my head far before I
     thought of other chapter. But I wasn't quite sure how I was going to
     present it. The main idea of "draft #290815" was born from a heated
     debate between my friends after we watch the Live Action and my
     divided feelings toward Shikishima. To put it honestly, I want to see
     Levi-Heichou and Shikishima-Taichou to fight for Eren.
     There will be another part after chapter 5 but I need to calm myself
     down, make some strong tea, and write something sterile and "normal",
     like "The Health Benefits of Papaya". In the meantime, please enjoy
     "draft #290815".
***** Chapter 6 *****
Eren opened his eyes. He was laying on a white couch. His head was throbbing
painfully. He tried to get up but his body felt weak, so he laid still. His
eyes scanned the room. Shikishima-taichou sat closed to him. He was arranging
various small bottles in a black bag.

When he sensed that Eren had gained consciousness, he took a small box out and
moved closer toward Eren. He opened the small box and took the syringe out.

“You’re certainly can’t be helped.” he smirked as he took Eren's hand,
preparing for giving him an injection.

“I just left you for a few days. When I came back, I found you unconscious on
the floor.”

Eren pushed him away.

“No more medicine.” Eren said. “It makes me confused.”

Shikishima tightened his grip on Eren’s shoulder, yanking him.

“Don’t you want to feel better!”

“NO!” Eren pushed him away, “I’m not sick!”

Shikishima smirked in amusement. He didn’t let go despite Eren’s struggling.

“I found you unconscious on the floor.” he mocked, “You think a healthy person
can just passed out.”
“Your medicine is making me sick!”Eren yelled. He started to hate himself as
Shikishima shook his body like a lifeless doll. He hated his helplessness and
weakness. He struggled harder, trying to get away, but he was pinned down.

Eren yelped, “Let me go!”

“You need to remain calm.” The voice sounded suave, velvety, and dangerous.

“You are not yourself, Eren.”

“NOT! SINCE YOU CAPTURED ME!” Eren yelled in desperation.

“I captured you?” Shikishima breathed closely to Eren’s ear. Their body were
pressed together. Eren’s heart beat wildly. He was scared.

“I sheltered you,” Shikishima said, “Without my efforts, you would’ve been
killed by the Survey Corps!”

“YOU LIED!” Eren yelled. He was aware that he was getting loud and desperate
although deep down he flinched. He was struggling with his mind, trying to form
sentences.

“I saw a man, in front of your window,” he paused, “He was walking around. When
I asked him, he told me that he wasn’t lost.”

Shikishima raised his eyebrows.

“There’s nobody lives around here.” Shikishima said.

“This forest is surrounded by titans.”

“But, I saw him!” Eren argued, “He is out there.”

“The man only happens in your mind.” said Shikishima.
“No! I saw a man outside this house!”Eren shouted in frustration.

“You’ll unwell, Eren,” Shikishima said, “Let me cure you.”

“No! Stay away! You make me confused.”

He renewed his efforts to fight. He must get away from his man. But everything
seemed against him. His muscles lost its strength. His body did not do what his
mind wanted to do. His mind began to blur. He fell to the ground.

But he did not give up. Eren struggled harder. He threw his best punches and
kicks, trying to defend himself. But, Shikishima was stronger. He grabbed
Eren’s neck and punched his face. Eren lost his balance. He fell to the floor.
He felt dizzy. Before Eren could regain himself, Shikishima pinned on the
ground. Eren growled, trying to free himself. But, Shikishima pinned Eren’s
hands above his head. He pressed his thigh against Eren’s lower half. Gently,
he began rocking his hip, grinding their genital against the fabric of their
trousers.

Eren gasped. He shut his eyes to suppress his moaning. He began to hate himself
as he rocked his hips in return.

Shikishima chuckled, “So eager.”

He took out the syringe then jabbed Eren’s neck. Eren jolted as the liquid
entered his bloodstream. He began to feel calm and relaxed and his headache and
pain were gone. He felt as light as a feather.
“How are you feeling now?” He asked, “Do you still have headache?”
Eren looked into Shikishima, he felt the familiar feeling crept in, the feeling
of love euphoria. He felt that he belonged to and wanted this man in front of
him. His hand reached out and began caressing the older man.
“So young, so impatient and lack of control.” Shikishima whispered he crouched
toward Eren and savored the youth’s scent.
“Why so in hurry? We have all the time.” the older man leered.
Eren moaning in desperation.
“Tell me what do you want, Eren.”
Eren’s lips quivered. He shook his head. Shikishima smiled. He put his palms on
Eren’s chest. His tongue curled upward, touching his upper teeth.
“Do you want this?” he said as he ground his hips against Eren.
He felt Eren’s fingers curled, gently squeezing his, Shikishima sucked the air
through his teeth, something was stirring deep inside him.
“So soon?.” Shikishima jeered as he caught Eren’s hands. Gently he squeezed the
fingers.
“Do you miss me so much?” Shikishima whispered into Eren’s ear. He released
Eren’s hands.
“What’s your heart fancy this time?”
“You are the one who are begging to me.”
“I... I don’t know.” Eren gasped. His consciousness was blurring. There was
only urgent need, a sharp pang that demanded to be fulfilled without delay. He
felt the heat was pooling on his groin. His gasps and moans became desperate.
He tilted his hips upward.
“Do me.” He gasped, “Do me roughly.”
Shikishima laughed softly. He felt Eren’s bulge protruding against his groin.
“You have no patience, Eren.” The adult’s hand dipped inside Eren’s pants. Eren
gasped, whimpered, and begged as the older man’s fingers forcefully demanded
what the boy did not want to give. As he felt the wave of carnal pleasure, he
began to surrender. The older man smiled in satisfaction as Eren let out
encouraging grunts.
Eren would have had let himself to be carried away if not for the disturbance
inside his mind.
First, there was a thud. It vibrated softly, almost unheard, Eren was not sure
whether he heard it. His mind drifted back the carnal pleasure.
But then came a louder noise, repeating itself-like a drum. Eren gasped. His
eyes snapped opened. To him, this felt like a rude awakening. He knew something
was wrong. The carnal pleasure was no longer obstructing his consciousness. It
faded, so quickly like a smoke.
Eren slammed his hand on the floor. It was a weak attempt first, Shikishima did
not notice it. But repeated his action, until the older man stopped.
He looked at Eren with questions in his eyes. Then, he smirked as he began to
understand.
“How much do you know, Eren?” he asked with mockery in his tone.
Eren shook his head. He yelped and cried.
Shikishima removed himself and waited.
“How much do you know, Eren?” he repeated his question. His eyes never left
Eren. When Eren calmed his crying, he heard the boy answered, “Levi-Heichou...”

Shikishima smirked without a trace of fear in his eyes.

“What's with this Levi-Heichou?”
Eren tried to stand up. He leaned on the sofa. His breath was hoarse, shallow
and rapid. He tried to pull something from his mind yet it seemed dull and
numb. He tried to form words yet it seemed it was a tremendous effort. When he
was ready to say something, Eren yelled at Shikishima.
“You took me from him!”
“You played with my mind!”
“ALL OF THESE ARE LIES!”
Shikishima grabbed Eren’s wrists and pushed him. When Eren protested, the older
man backhanded him across the cheek and he fell toward the table. He yelped as
his body hit the floor. Shikishima leaned down, grasped Eren’s ankles, and
pulled his legs up to him, hooking Eren’s calves on his hips. Eren arched up on
his shoulder blades and cried out, as Shikishima thrust himself inside Eren,
grasped his buttocks, and started to pull him on and off his erection with
long, brutal pulls and thrusts.
Eren's arms were flung out, his fists grasping tufts of carpeting. He hooked
his ankles at the small of Shikishima’s back and hung on for dear life as he
was plowed hard and furiously.
Eren tried to rise up, grasping at Shikishima’s belly. But the older man didn't
stop. He came down on the carpeting on his knees, pushed his thighs under
Eren’s buttocks, and fucked on, hard and deep. Eren tried to raise his torso up
to the older man again, but he was backhanded again. He fell back, trying to
relax to more easily take the thickness, whimpering and moaning and taking the
hard, thick assault.
When he was finished, he just stood over me and looked down at me for a long
moment. He was standing between Eren’s legs.
“You killed your previous lover.”
“Shall we go into the forest to find bits and pieces of his body you had
vomited.”
“How long it has been, two weeks? Don’t you think it has been devoured by wild
animals.”
“The way you killed him was interesting. It was different from how you’d killed
the others.”
“With the others, it was a quick & precise kill. You didn’t take a long time.”
“But, it is different with Levi-.”
“You could’ve killed him instantly but you prolonged his suffering.”
“Do you remember anything?”
“You tore his chest open, his beating heart to your face. He was still alive
when you ate the heart.”
“It looked more like a crime of passion.”
“Had he anger you or made you jealous?”
Then he scooped his clothes off the floor and put them on.
Eren's legs were bent and flat on the carpet. He couldn't close them.
Shikishima often left him that way, not being able to close his legs. Eren
closed his eyes, trying to sleep it of.
Then, he came again, that short man clad in black. Eren could hear his
footsteps against the wooden floor. He walked lightly, as if he was swinging
skilfully with 3DMG yet Eren could hear his footsteps clearly. When he opened
his eyes, Eren saw him walking around the room. His eyes fixed on the man for a
moment or two until he turned his head facing Eren. I could see his lips
moving, like he was talking about something, but Eren could not hear anything.
He noticed there was something familiar about this mysterious man. His gaiety,
his face, and his gaze were familiar. Yet, his mind was blank. He can’t recall
who he was Each time, he tried harder to remember, he’d get painful headache
and muscle pain.
So, this time, Eren just laid while quietly observing him. He seemed examining
everything in the room. Eren did not understand how but he liked the man in his
room. His presence gave Eren a sense that he was being protected.
Eren closed his eyes. When he opened them, he saw the man standing beside me,
watching him with concern in his eyes. Eren blinked. He gathered all strength
that he had left and tried to touch the edge of the man’s cloth. Eren was just
desperate to acknowledge his presence. To Eren’s surprise, the man extended his
hand and we touched midway.
Eren saw him smiling and heard him saying, “Eren.”
===============================================================================
Across the room, Shikishima was watching Eren extending his arms to an empty
space as if to reach for someone. He noted that the side effect of the drug was
vivid hallucination. It caused Eren to see things that only existed in his sub-
conscious level. Shikishima had been manipulating Eren’s sub-conscious to suit
his purpose, including using imposed guilt to control him. But, recently, he
began to feel that Eren started to slip away. He might look fragile but his
mind was not as pliant as it seemed. Or may be the boy grew tolerance against
the drug and he needed to give him a new cocktail drug.
Shikishima smirked as headed to his room. This would be very interesting. After
all, the thrill was process of hunting. An intriguing prey was more thrilling
than an easily broken prey.
End Notes
     I'm back again after one-year-hiatus. My work schedule was
     outrageously hectic. When I had time, I was too exhausted to write.
     Thank yo for everyone who has been patient enough and keep giving me
     kudos while I was on hiatus. I'm glad, now everything is under
     control and I can write again.
     I had the initial idea of this fic right after I finished watching
     Attack on Titan Movie. At the end there was a trailer for the second
     movie, there was a few second scene of Shikishima caressing Eren's
     cheek and Eren put his arms on Shikishima's chest. My heart was so
     divided between hating Shikishima for being who-is-the-hell-are-you
     character and a-may-be character. My dilemma is getting worse after a
     twitter user twitted that Shikishima has joined Eren's harem. I don't
     know whether I should hate or like this yandere character.
     So, I write this fic to vent my windows and cool down the room.
     Please enjoy. I'm still revising the continuation of Intimate
     Betrayal. There are some new chapters I need to revise before
     uploading to AO3.
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