Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/4866749. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: 終わりのセラフ_|_Owari_no_Seraph_|_Seraph_of_the_End Relationship: Hyakuya_Mikaela/Hyakuya_Yuuichirou Character: Hyakuya_Mikaela, Hyakuya_Yuuichirou Additional Tags: Smut, Shameless_Smut, Anal_Fingering, Anal_Sex, Rimming, 69_(Sex Position), Sloppy_Makeouts, First_Time, Top_Hyakuya_Mikaela, Bottom Hyakuya_Yuuichirou, Past_sexual_abuse_(mention)_between_Mikaela_and another_(not_Yuu)_character Stats: Published: 2015-09-25 Completed: 2016-03-29 Chapters: 2/2 Words: 14005 ****** You Mean Everything to Me- or, Yuu Means Everything to Mi(ka) ****** by Saramaryllis, Vixenfur Summary Mikaela overheard Shinoa asking Yuuichirou if he ever had his first kiss, and Yuuichirou denied. Confused as Mikaela knows this to be a lie, he later brings it up with Yuuichirou and it leads to some rather erotic activities. Notes Please make note of ALL tags. You were warned. See the end of the work for more notes ***** You Mean Everything to Me ***** Mikaela shuffled his feet. His eyes darted around nervously and a blush darkened his cheeks. He took a deep, shaky breath and bowed his head down. “I’m sorry that I got way too into playing house all those years ago and accidentally kissed you passionately.” “What?” Yuuichirou said and stared at the crown of Mikaela’s head in shock. He blinked rapidly at the sudden words. “When did we…” He struggled to recall the memory; most of the ones he had from years ago, he repressed to save himself the trauma from being trapped in Sanguinem. He was sure he wouldn’t of forgotten the memory Mikaela was talking about if it happened, though. So why was it such a …? Yuuichirou tensed up as the memory came back to him. His cheeks were no longer the sole source of heat on his face; all of itwas. Covering his face with his hands, Yuuichirou groaned into his palms. “Why did you have to saypassionately?” He shook  his head and abashedly mumbled, “Besides, I kissed you back, it wasn’t like I was complaining, idiot!” He then took a step forward and dragged his hands down to his side, then kept them there in tight fists. “Look at the face you’ve made me pull! I look more embarrassed than you! You better take responsibility!” Mikaela couldn't contain the small smile that rested on his lips, and he lifted a hand to hover before his mouth. "Yuu-chan... you're so adorable," He admitted with a small laugh that shook his shoulders, red eyes warm and amused. He should have known he was being silly, worrying over whether Yuuichirou would be mad about their childhood kiss. He had to bring it up, since Yuuichirou seemed to have forgotten about it. Yuuichirou bristled, his back going rigid, and he looked away, pouting. “Well,” he said, hotter than usual. “Maybe I wouldn’t be, if you didn’t say things like that.” He huffed until another thought made him blush harder. “Wait, are you bringing it up because you want to do it again…?” He asked suddenly. The words blurted out before he could stop them. Goddamn him and his inability to hide away what he wanted to say. “Hell no, that’s way too embarrassing!” He paused; that had been thoughtless of him. “I mean, I’d love to, not hell no, but. Wait.” Yuuichirou put his hand palm-up to Mikaela’s face. “Let me rethink my words and then I can talk to you.” The idea of getting to kiss Mikaela again... As it went, Yuuichirou was either going to offend Mikaela, or beg the other to jump him. From the way his body reacted to such a memory, he wanted something to happen. Mikaela watched Yuuichirou fumble over his words with admiration, but he couldn't deny the way his heart raced and how his blush darkened when Yuuichirou basically admitted wanting to kiss Mikaela again. "Well," he cleared his throat, "I mentioned it because Shinoa asked earlier if you had your first kiss, and you said no to her. I felt the need to confront you about it, you know. It counts." Mika stepped closer to Yuuichirou, placing a hand on his warm cheek. "D... do you want to kiss me again, Yuu-chan?" Yuuichirou found it hard to look at anything that wasn’t Mikaela, when really, it should be the opposite when he felt as embarrassed as he did. “I do.” He slapped his hands up to his mouth and slipped them between Mikaela’s close proximity, eyes going wide.   One day, this inability to filter his thoughts was going to get him into serious trouble. Before he found Mikaela, he had always managed to keep things to himself, forever acting as the lone wolf. No, actually, before that, he started to change. It was when his squad became his family that he changed He could only hope Mikaela would agree that Yuuichirou’s face burned only for him right then and not his squad. His eyes looked downcast and he stared at Mikaela’s toes. From an outsider’s point of view, had he been one looking in, he might have thought the image quite cute. Still, he suffered more and looked upwards, just in time to see the perfect view of Mikaela’s eyes, where the scarlet color shone brighter than ever as the light in the room caught them perfectly. Yuuichirou’s sharp intake of breath was enough to let Mikaela know that he was free to do what he pleased. "Yuu-chan..." Mikaela managed to whisper, his eyes shimmering at the adorable face of his... his... well, his Yuu-chan. Once their eyes met, Mika leaned in- slowly, gently. He wanted every moment to last. He wanted to take it slow enough for Yuuichirou to tell him to stop if he wasn't comfortable. With these thoughts in mind, Mikaela pressed their lips together softly, moving his thumb in comforting circles on Yuuichirou's cheeks. Mikaela made a small sound of satisfaction as he moved his jaw, kissing Yuuichirou deeper. Yuuichirou exhaled happily into the kiss. It was so pleasantly distracting that he failed to notice his hands moving on their own accord; drawn to Mikaela’s shoulders and then slowly sliding down his arms. He tightened his grip. “Mhmm…” He moaned softly, his lips parting long enough to inhale air in the first moment he could, no matter how brief it was. Mikaela must not have realized how gorgeous he was, choosing somebody like him. Yuuichirou bristled at the thought. He was not usually one for such negativity. Lowering his hands further, he braved seeing how far his luck would go and settled his hands just above Mikaela’s butt. His head tilted to the side and he pulled their bodies close enough that all the right places were now pressed against one another. Tilting his head down, both nipping Mikaela on his bottom lip and then breaking the kiss, he tilted his head back up and gave Mikaela the most sensual, breathless look he had (and it was all natural, no attempting to do it, at all). Mikaela managed to peek his eyes open when Yuuichirou pulled away, rewarded with a sight that made him even more breathless than he already was- Yuuichirou flushed and dazed, giving him this sultry expression… “Y-…” Mikaela’s throat constricted and he had to take a deep breath, exhaling his name, “Yuu-chan…” Mikaela trembled a little with desire. His blood was on fire. Yuuichirou was something precious to Mikaela- Yuuichirou was his entire world. God, how he wanted Yuuichirou to know this. He may have said it with words before, and he may have shown Yuuichirou by protecting him, but he wanted to show Yuuichirou just how much he felt… the extent of his passion and desire, the depth of his love. It was endless. Mikaela’s eyes swirled with emotion when he studied Yuuichirou’s gorgeous green ones, licking his lips for a moment before sliding a hand from Yuuichirou’s cheek to his hair, gripping it gently and pressing their lips together again, shuddering at their impact and holding Yuuichirou tightly, like he was afraid to let go. With a need to get closer, Mikaela nudged his knee between Yuuichirou’s thighs, rubbing it against him teasingly and wanting to see just how comfortable Yuuichirou was with… stepping it up a little, taking it just a bit farther. “M-Mika…” Yuuichirou breathed, straining to keep his body from just- just what? What was he holding himself back from? Mikaela wanted to further their affection, so why did he need to hold back? With Mikaela preoccupied with studying him and slowly gauging just how far Yuuichirou was willing to take this, Yuuichirou’s rather simplistic mindset had taken him full steam ahead. Distracted by the moan that spilled when the rubbing between his legs became a little too erotic, the thought he held onto almost faded away. Luckily, he held onto it long enough to return the affection. His hands lowered down, sliding along the smooth lines of Mikaela’s clothed body. His own body was beginning to feel stuffy, trapped where he was, but he ignored it in favor of slipping his hands over Mikaela’s butt and dragging them both closer together. While Mikaela’s mind overflowed with his emotions for Yuuichirou, the other’s body flowed with all of his desire for Mikaela. The prickling, lustful sensations that threatened to cause him to moan at his every shift was bad enough, but with Mikaela determined to see how far he could push… “Mika… please don’t tease me.” Mikaela didn’t think a few simple words could spark feral desire within him. Of course, every move he made was with awareness of Yuuichirou’s preferences. He was in the mindset of making sure that if Yuuichirou showed any signs of discomfort, he would stop immediately and clarify their actions. Mikaela would never let himself do anything to upset Yuuichirou. He would never forgive himself. However, he couldn’t be stiff and careful forever. He still had Yuuichirou’s well-being in the forefront of his mind, no matter what. But he believed that Yuuichirou would feel the best if Mikaela just let himself do what he’s always thirsted for. Yuuichirou would feel his compassion in his burning fingertips and lustful gaze. And Yuuichirou’s face right at that moment… it sent Mikaela’s heart racing, it made his throat dry, his pants tight and hot and his fingers were trembling with the strain of holding them back from completely ravishing Yuuichirou without a single rational thought. Mikaela was honestly surprised he didn’t pass out from the overwhelming tension between them. He had to fix this. “Anything you wish…” He spoke hoarsely, gripping Yuuichirou’s shoulders and pushing him back harshly against the wall, trapping Yuuichirou between the wall and his body. “Yuu-chan…” Yuuichirou hardly expected the raw passion Mikaela gave him. The thud into the wall had him gasping. Tilting his neck back, he left a perfect opening for Mikaela to latch onto and he took it well (and by that, he meant both of them). He ducked his head down, capturing Yuuichirou’s neck in an open-mouthed kiss, rutting his knee between Yuuichirou’s thighs again and nudging, rubbing, grinding on his growing erection. With a mixture of gentle and harsher jerks, he coaxed it to grow, one hand finding Yuuichirou’s own hand and lacing their fingers together as he licked and sucked at Yuuichirou’s neck. His tongue trailed over the indents where Mikaela drank from last. Although Mikaela did not require any blood at the moment, he relished in Yuuichirou’s warmth, his scent and the feeling of his pulse against Mikaela’s tongue… all so delicious and hot and distinctively Yuu-chan. Groaning at the wet, unrefined moves against his neck and the clumsy, but no less erotic friction rubbing against his cock, Yuuichirou whined, “M-Mika…!” He wanted to do something back. The pleasure he was getting out of this must be far above what Mikaela was feeling; he could not let Mikaela go without reward after helping Yuuichirou feel this good.    Mikaela made sure his fangs were not in a position to break skin and sucked hard on Yuuichirou’s neck, leaving a dark mark there and rocking their hips together at the same time while tugging at Yuuichirou’s jacket with his other hand. Oh, how he cursed their layered uniforms. If only they could get somewhere to take all of it off… it would be truly outstanding if Mikaela was able to remove both his and Yuuichirou’s clothes without tearing anything off in impatience. With these thoughts in his mind, Mikaela growled a bit against Yuu’s neck, then moved his lips up to his jaw and kissed everywhere up to his ear. He then licked and sucked at the cartilage and whispered, “Yuu-chan, Yuu-chan… you’re so cute… can’t get enough…” Crying out suddenly at one particularly good lick, Yuuichirou’s mind spun… fuck, where did he learn this? Yuuichirou struggled to catch his breath and trembled. He laid his hands on Mikaela’s shoulders and pushed him back, hard. With Mikaela’s strength, Yuuichirou was fully prepared for Mikaela to be unmovable. It was luck that he managed to stop them long enough to take long, gulping breaths and between them be able to say, “We need to move, we need to-” Mikaela had to force himself apart from Yuuichirou, licking his lips and fixing Yuuichirou with a heated expression. He could hardly keep himself thinking logically. Yuuichirou was like a drug he was overdosing on, and Mikaela wanted more. He wanted so much more... It was a bad time to catch ahold of the expression Mikaela made. If Mikaela’s hands and knees weren’t causing him issues enough, that expression... Yuuichirou whimpered and leaned forward to kiss the corner of Mikaela’s mouth. “I want you so badly.” He moaned softly, ever the honest one. “We need to get back to our room, I don’t want to be limited…” …To one round, if it gets even to that. Yuuichirou wanted to see that gorgeous face scrunch up with pleasure; he wanted to see Mikaela tremble with desire, he was desperate to see the other lose his mind (just like he had been since that first kiss). Mikaela bit down on his lip and stepped forward, swooping Yuuichirou up into his arms much like the first time they reunited. He held the man so precious to him close to his chest and with brisk, purposeful steps, made his way to their room, which was just down the hall, thankfully- -since Mikaela would kill whoever saw Yuuichirou in this state. The view was for his eyes only. He couldn’t imagine what Yuuichirou’s friends would think, given they all have some sort of minor crush on him… the thought made Mikaela click his tongue, but he held back a possessive string of threats for now. He did not want to upset Yuuichirou- he knew how much those humans meant to him. Even if he did not trust them, he loved Yuuichirou more than anything, and therefore would protect his friends if needed. But Yuuichirou always came first. Mikaela found the door and turned around, nudging his elbow against the handle to get it open, then held it open as he walked inside, wasting no time in kicking the door shut behind him and striding over to the bed, setting Yuuichirou down gently. Their eyes met, and Mikaela leaned forward, catching Yuuichirou’s lips in a short-lived but incredibly passionate kiss. He then stepped back and removed his gloves from his hands, tossing them onto the desk nearby and shrugging off his cloak. He fumbled with his belt and outer jacket, his hands shaking with desire. He constantly took glances at Yuuichirou, exhaling heavily every time he got sight of Yuuichirou’s adorable expression, his flushed cheeks and shimmering emerald eyes… Yuuichirou was perfect to him. He did not want to waste a single moment with his precious Yuu-chan. Once he was down to a dress shirt, pants and his boots, he knelt down and wiggled his way out of the boots and stood, still feeling impossibly hot under less layers of clothes. Yuuichirou had just been staring. He got his belt open, but otherwise, he was frozen and gaping at Mikaela while Mikaela blinked at him, mouth dry. Yuuichirou was not shocked by the ferocity in which Mikaela undressed, but rather the fact he was undressing (the speed in which he did served only, the purpose of causing his dick to throb painfully). “I…?” Seem to have lost any ability to speak.Instead, Yuuichirou visibly swallowed. His palms felt sweaty, clenching together the sheets between his fingers. Mikaela’s desire was obvious in what he did. Yuuichirou’s desire was obvious in the way he did nothing. “Yuu-chan?” Mikaela asked gently, “Are you alright?” Despite his nearly uncontrollable desire, Mikaela felt concern for Yuuichirou, for he seemed to be shocked at the speed that Mikaela got his clothes off in, even though he had a few layers to go. Yuuichirou’s entire frame was frozen, entranced by the sight of Mikaela so… Normal looking. It had been a long time since he had seen another outside of their uniform. He swallowed again and then abruptly was on his feet. Sweeping across the distance (no matter how small that was), he growled and fisted around the front of Mikaela’s shirt. Tugging him closer, he yanked their mouths together and kissed him harshly. “Slower.” He whispered against Mikaela’s lips; he needed to show how much he wanted this. Mikaela was dazed momentarily, his heart speeding up far too fast when Yuuichirou kissed him. His lips were parted where he sucked in small bouts of air to keep up with his rapid heart rate, and he paused to lick his lips and trail his tongue along his fangs. “I want to watch you undress, then I want you to undress me.” The sudden smirk on Yuuichirou’s face showed a more cocky side to Yuuichirou; a challenge to Mikaela. If Mikaela wanted to see Yuuichirou’s blushing face once again, he would have to work for it. But for all his cockiness, if Mikaela paid even a slight bit of attention, he would see how Yuuichirou trembled when he let go of Mikaela and then fell back on to the bed. Mikaela would be lying if he denied that Yuuichirou’s request turned him on severely. Heat pooled down south and swelled north, settling in his cheeks in a nice rosy hue. His ears pricked with heat, and he visibly shuddered at the intensity of Yuuichirou’s green eyes. He would never love another color like he loved the color of Yuuichirou’s eyes… Mikaela raised his hands without another word and unbuttoned his shirt, button by button, allowing all of his passion to settle in his expression, watching Yuuichirou with a dark, hungry gaze. His throat felt dry but he tilted his chin back so his hair shifted about his face, falling around his eyes to shield them slightly- it was a suggestive way to move, like he was fixing Yuuichirou with a hazier stare, but Mika was unconsciously trying to shield the flittering nervousness in his eyes. He wanted to be perfect for his Yuu-chan. He knew, deep down, that Yuuichirou wouldn’t think less of him if he fumbled, or if he wasn’t absolutely dripping with sexiness at every passing moment. He knew mistakes were acceptable- but that didn’t mean he wanted to make any mistakes. He still wanted to be the best. He wanted to show Yuuichirou that his first time would be worth it and would always be a memory of love and pleasure. It was Yuuichirou’s first time, right…? Mikaela never considered Yuuichirou ever being with anyone else, especially since he thought Mikaela was dead all of these years… Mikaela pushed those thoughts to the back of his head. He was worried and a flighty feeling of jealousy wormed its way to his heart, but he felt- even if something had happened, Yuuichirou was doing this with him now, right? He was staring at Mikaela unbutton his shirt, and Mikaela was glued to Yuuichirou’s eyes, Yuuichirou’s perfect face, the way his throat bobbed when he swallowed- he drilled every moment and image into his brain like he would forget the next day, even though Mikaela knew he’d never forget this moment for as long as he lived… which… might be forever. Now was not the time to get depressed over his immortality, however. He had many years to sulk over that ahead of him. For now, Yuu-chan was here, and he paused his hands, dropping them in favor of hooking onto the hem of his white pants. He tugged them lower, showing off the way his hipbones formed the desirable v- shape, his shirt halfway undone and exposing his collarbone, the center of his chest and the beginning of his toned abdomen. He smirked a little- Yuuichirou’s staring was ridiculously obvious. He was nearly drooling, and seeing that boosted Mikaela’s confidence like nothing else ever would. Heart thumping in excitement, Mikaela rolled his hips slowly, biting on his lip to contain any strange expression he might make as he moved his hands to unzip the pants, loosening them slightly. He rolled his hips again, slipping them down his hips and thighs, then finally dropped the pants so they pooled around his ankles. He stepped out of the pants, pushed them aside with his ankle and refocused on Yuuichirou, then smiled involuntarily when he noticed the deep shade of red Yuuichirou had turned. Yuuichirou may have had his shining moment of cockiness, but Mikaela was bemused with how easy it was to read Yuuichirou’s thoughts. They might as well be written across his forehead- ‘I’m extremely turned on by Mikaela’s striptease right now.’ The cold breeze that had snuck in through a slightly open window shocked Yuuichirou as it washed across his face. His already colored cheeks burned with the tinge of a chill and he felt the change across his body from tip of his nose, right down to the tips of his toes. His lips were parted and his eyes struggled to stay open and watch Mikaela finish his alluring strip tease. He did not even know what more he could do to show (hide) his appreciation than tense up and forcibly relax with a deep breath. Mikaela was... stunning. And way too experienced. Mikaela took a few strides over to Yuuichirou, swallowing the nervousness that was making his stomach pinch and titled Yuuichirou’s chin up, breathing against his incredibly kissable lips. “Yuu-chan…” was all he could say. He leaned forward, teasing Yuuichirou and kissing the corner of his mouth, moving his other hand to unbuckle the belt around Yuuichirou’s waist and tug it out from his uniform. He pulled back slightly, smirking and deciding to swing a leg over Yuuichirou’s hips and settle right on his lap, right on his hardening dick. He purposefully rubbed himself against it, just to tease him and began unbuttoning the uniform. He felt his dress shirt slip off of one shoulder, and he definitely felt the way Yuuichirou’s eyes feasted on the exposed skin. Mikaela would tease for now, but soon, very soon, he’d have Yuuichirou on cloud nine, unable to speak- except maybe he’d be able to say ‘Mika, Mika!’, that would be… quite nice - and Yuuichirou would be seeing stars as Mikaela found that spot within him… he would make Yuuichirou feel pleasure unlike ever before. Oh, yes, he was determined to do just that. Mikaela’s heart thudded his chest as he finally slipped the black uniform off of Yuuichirou’s shoulders, tossing it gently aside and seeing the white button-up dress shirt underneath. His hands trembled- how often had he thought of this moment? The moment he could peel away every layer to get to the best part… he could finally touch Yuuichirou’s smooth skin, kiss all over it, mark it as his… Mikaela shuddered again, unknowingly letting out a small whimper of desire. He could never imagine himself wanting anything more than he wanted his Yuu- chan… As Mikaela drank up Yuu’s dying cockiness, absorbed his desire and pressed it all back onto him, Yuuichirou felt a swell jealous possessiveness. Just what had he learned and where from? “M-Mika…?” He was desperate to ask, but all he could do was fall back on the bed and cover his eyes. Taking in the sight, smell and feel of Mikaela all over him, he couldn’t deny his lusty cravings. He wanted nothing more than for Mikaela to take him apart bit by bit and absolutely ravish him. By just as much, he wanted to hear Mikaela yell his name, chant it… love it, love him. Suddenly feeling his built up desire spike, he moaned loudly and all of his thoughts were lost to the sensations of his body. “Fuck.” He grunted, and then as nervous as he was, he knew he had to do something. He was going to come like some horny virgin (that was exactly what he was, but still). Reaching out, he growled at Mikaela and forced him to the side. He straddled atop of him, knees locking either side of Mikaela’s hips and he quickly leaned down to crash their lips together; it hurt and it lacked any form of tact, but Yuuichirou didn’t care. “Fuck, stop teasing me god damn it. Or… or I’ll tease you!” Mikaela gasped a bit when he found himself flipped and pinned to the bed, eyes wide. Mikaela was shocked, but then he slowly softened up and smiled. He smiled so all the love he had for Yuuichirou was smeared across his face, and he reached up with his hand, ruffling Yuuichirou’s hair. “So cute, Yuu-chan,” he held back a giggle- he didn’t want Yuuichirou to think he was making fun of him. Absolutely not- Mikaela was just entranced by just how cute Yuuichirou was. But, in all honesty, he wanted to see what Yuuichirou had in mind. He moved the hand down to Yuuichirou’s cheek, rubbing it affectionately and then moving his hand down to Yuuichirou’s chin. He gripped it gently and pressed his thumb to Yuuichirou’s lower lip, making his mouth open. Ah… Mikaela shuddered at how perfect Yuuichirou looked in that moment, his eyes shimmering green and his cheeks a beautiful pink, black strands of hair falling around his eyes. Mikaela’s heart slammed his chest harder than it had been a moment ago. “Alright…” he exhaled, tilting his head back slightly, running his thumb across Yuuichirou’s bottom lip before removing his hand and dropping it against the mattress, “Then tease me, Yuu-chan.” He wanted to see what Yuuichirou would do before Mikaela let his dominance out at full-force. Sitting atop of Mikaela, looking down at his almost fully undressed state, Yuuichirou was not only afraid, but determined. He had this look in his eye, a glint of an idea. Reckless as he usually was, this time he planned to take things slowly. His was not the only face with a flush going straight across it; he was not the only one clearly turned on by their intimacy. Mikaela, for all of his confidence, looked aroused as well (at least from Yuuichirou’s perspective, he did). Yuuichirou planned to take advantage of that. He wanted to see Mikaela moan his name and tense beneath him. Having fumbled around too long to get to this stage, considering how desperately horny they were for one another, Mikaela had hardly got far in undressing him. Stupid idiot didn’t even finish undressing himself, Yuuichirou thought with a click of his tongue, although that might have been due to Yuuichirou’s impromptu interference. All the same, Yuuichirou decided that was as good a place to start as any. This would be the first time Mikaela would enjoy sex. A flash of Ferid’s wicked smile went across Mikaela’s mind, but he shoved it away, along with all the things that had been done to him. If anything good came out of those mentally scarring experiences, Mikaela would guess they made him think about sex more, and brought him to realize that he was in love with Yuuichirou in many, many ways. It was certainly hard to be sexually attracted to Yuuichirou when the last mental image of his precious Yuu-chan he had in his head was a 12 year old, however, he had plenty of time alone in those four years to imagine Yuuichirou older, and how beautiful he must be presently… And certainly, Mikaela had a few fantasies in his mind besides their fated reunion. He imagined them living together domestically, and the moment that was happening now- making love. So, naturally, Mikaela had thought through this, decided what he’d want to do, how to act to make Yuuichirou tremble in all the right ways. When Ferid was doing… those things to him…. he would lean in and talk with that goddamn sickly sweet voice, telling him to do this and this to Yuu-chan , that Yuu-chan would moan if he did this… and as much as Mikaela hated what was happening because it was Ferid, those things did feel physically good on his body. He knew that if it was Yuu-chan , he’d be melting in his arms with the sensations he was having. He knew if Yuu-chan was in his place and Mikaela was doing those things, Yuuichirou would feel incredible.  Of course, with consent from Yuuichirou. Plus, Mikaela wasn’t disgusted with Yuuichirou by any means. Yuuichirou didn’t seem to pick up on what Ferid did to him, even when they were still with their family as children. But Mikaela assumed Yuuichirou would figure it out eventually, and Mikaela would tell him honestly. It didn’t matter at this point to Mikaela, as long as he was away from Ferid and with Yuuichirou. He felt Yuuichirou would get angry and want to go kill Ferid more than he already did, but he would have to hold Yuuichirou back. Ferid was incredibly strong, and the last thing Mikaela wanted to happen was Ferid hurting Yuuichirou in any way. But right now, none of that mattered. Mikaela stopped his racing thoughts and re-focused on Yuuichirou, who was holding him down to the bed, trembling a little and giving him a determined look, like he wanted to do something but he was too self-conscious. Mikaela grinned at him. How could he not? He was just so precious… “Yuu-chan, don’t be so worried,” he spoke soothingly. “You don’t have to do anything if you’re not comfortable.” Catching Mikaela’s gaze in his own, wanting Mikaela to know he was comfortable, Yuuichirou began dragging his fingers down the center of Mikaela’s body. His nails slipped through the fabric covering him, and he pulled apart all that he was wearing, slowly and sensually, until the only thing that was left on him was his underwear. And in that was the curved hardness of his erection, wanting nothing more than to be touched. He made sure to lean close to Mikaela and nip gently at the skin at his shoulder when it came to tugging his underwear off. He stopped just short of actually doing it. He wanted Mikaela to do that for him. He shivered when the chill of the room distracted him and brushed against his shirtless skin. Softly, he moaned Mikaela’s name. Mikaela shuddered and felt his heart pick up its pace, goosebumps rising on his skin and a small moan falling from his lips. Watching Yuuichirou take off his shirt like that… oh hell. It did unspeakable things to Mikaela. His blood hummed and his body flushed hotter and hotter, his fingers gripped tight in the palms of his fists. He felt himself grow harder under Yuuichirou’s form, desperate to reach out and run his lips, tongue and hands over every bare inch of skin Yuu was revealing to him… Left breathless by no fault but his own (but also arguably, Mikaela’s), Yuuichirou grinned through his lust and cheekily asked, “Is this good enough for you?” It wasn’t as far as he wanted to get, what he wanted to do… a first time was not worthy. He could be a horny teenager another day. If they were going to do this, they were going to do it properly. “If I had my way I’d be…” He paused. What he wanted to say was dirty, dirty beyond what he thought he could handle and he pursed his lips together. It took every ounce of Mikaela’s self control to hold himself back and listen as  Yuuichirou leaned down and whispered sweetly against Mikaela’s lips, “if I had my way... I’d be kissing you until you could think of nothing more.” Oh, how Mikaela wanted to tell him he was never, ever thinking of anything or anyone else but Yuuichirou. Yet, Mikaela still wanted to be kissed that way. Yuuichirou had other plans, though; Mika can suffer just as much as I am… Yuuichirou thought with a slight pout. Looking into those gorgeously shimmering eyes, that small lipped smile, the curve of his face and the mess that was his hair; there was nothing about Mikaela that Yuuichirou did not love and it drove him insane. Mikaela wasted no more time. He grabbed the back of Yuuichirou’s head and crushed their lips together, a desperate, small sound leaking from his throat as they kissed. He rocked his hips up against Yuuichirou’s, causing a deliciously hot friction between their clothed erections. Mikaela relished in the way Yuuichirou shuddered and made the sweetest sound in response. “Yuu…” He moaned, breaking away, nipping at Yuuichirou’s lower lip and running his hands up and down Yuuichirou’s bare torso, his fingers tingling as they slid along the curve of his waist, the bends of his shoulder blades, the dip of his lower back… “-chan…” He covered Yuuichirou’s mouth again, kissing him deeper than before, pressing his tongue into Yuuichirou’s mouth and licking at his tongue. The heat was addictive and sensational. Mikaela loved how they seemed to fit together so perfectly. It all felt like heaven. Yuuichirou was more perfect than he had ever imagined him to be after years of separation. Yuuichirou was the light of his life, his precious… Protectiveness washed over Mikaela, making him shudder and shift his body. In one swift move, he had Yuuichirou on his back under Mikaela once again. He ran his hands up Yuuichirou’s torso, breathing against his jaw and kissing the bite marks from the last time he drank from there. He licked at them and rubbed his thumbs on Yuuichirou’s nipples, eyes flickering up to observe his reaction to the touch. Once again on his back, trapped between both the mattress and Mikaela’s body, Yuuichirou held his breath and closed his eyes. He could not deny that he hardly tried to make Mikaela feel good; in all honesty, he did not have a clue what he was doing. The closest he had come to being this intimate was with his hand and a magazine given to him by persons he would rather remain anonymous. With his attention diverted, he was able to hold back his sounds (he was truly flustered to be making so many), but when Mikaela’s thumb flicked across his nipple, his hips jerked and the moan that slipped through his lips could only be described as dirty. The sound that Yuuichirou made when Mikaela touched all over his chest were rewarding. Mikaela continued to rub at the nipples, pinching them slightly before leaning down and licking one, catching it between his teeth and sucking at it gently as Yuuichirou squirmed and gasped and flushed hotter and hotter. He rocked his hips slowly, rubbing them together and sending hot sparks throughout his body. Mikaela moaned a little bit, licking at his nipple again before breaking away and kissing along his chest, nipping and slipping his tongue out every now and then to taste Yuuichirou’s skin, to mark it, to admire it more… “Mika…” Yuuichirou whined, stretching his hands above his head. It was uncomfortable to keep them trapped between their bodies. Though really, all he wanted to do was reach between them, grab their dicks and rub them together. “I…” He really should have been able to say it. Wanting to admit something about how he felt, he said, “This is overwhelming.” Then paused, before adding, “… in a good way.”   The feel of Mikaela’s dick pressing down on his, the pair slipping side to side and the delicious friction it caused… it made Yuuichirou tremble, desiring more. Flashing Mikaela a sultry look, his attempts at a faster connection were destroyed by the look in Mikaela’s eyes. And Yuuichirou realized, at that moment, just exactly was it was that he wanted to do, but he wasn’t at all sure about how far Mikaela wanted to go. That thought made his breath hitch from nerves. ***** Yuu Means Everything to Mi(ka) ***** “Fuck. Fuck . Mika, please… tell me what you want me to do because I don’t have a fucking clue.” His abrupt burst of flustered conversation had him quickly averting his gaze to the side, and he choked out a sob; one not full of tears, but dry and with a soft thrust of his hips, one to urge Mikaela to do more, to say more. “Please tell me what you need me to do…” When Yuuichirou spoke, his voice shaky and dripping with need, Mikaela looked up at him and fixed him with a hungry gaze, watching his lips tremble and his eyes shimmer with the amount of tension between them. Though, it was quite endearing that Yuuichirou wasn’t sure of where this was going. Despite Mikaela’s instincts screaming at him to pound Yuuichirou into the mattress with no second thoughts, Mikaela had more logic than that, and he didn’t want to pressure Yuuichirou into something he wasn’t ready for just yet. “Yuu-chan…” Mikaela crawled up Yuuichirou’s body, caressing his face with a gentle hand and kissing his mouth. He pulled away and kissed his nose before smiling again. “I’m gonna be honest with you. I…” the words lodged themselves in his throat. His heart trembled and his face flushed hot with a blush- he may have been more confident than Yuuichirou has been, but he still was nervous. This was his first time being in control of things, anyways. He exhaled a little shakily, then blinked at Yuuichirou, meeting his green gaze as he admitted with a soft voice, “I want to be inside of you. I want to make you feel so good you won’t be able to think straight…” Running his hand through Yuuichirou’s soft black hair, Mikaela admired how the strands slid through his fingertips like fine silk. Mikaela noticed the uncertainty and slight confusion in Yuuichirou’s eyes, and he smiled a little more, remembering how dense Yuuichirou could be sometimes. “That means, Yuu-chan,” Mikaela decided to clarify, “I’m going to have to fit this…” Mikaela rocked his hips against Yuuichirou again, causing both of them to moan, “… inside of you.” Yuuichirou moaned and Mikaela’s heart tensed; it was such a beautiful moan. “It’s… it’ll work, I promise, it just… takes some preparation, and then it feels really good. But Yuu-chan,” Mikaela’s eyebrows tensed a bit, his eyes suddenly turning from lustful to stern with seriousness. “If you’re not ready for that, you need to tell me, and it’s okay. We can talk about it later if you’re too uncomfortable to do it now. There’s other ways I can make you feel good.” He rocked his hips for emphasis on that past point. For a moment, Yuuichirou just laid there processing what Mikaela just admitted to him. At first, his instinctive reaction was to recoil; that was not how that area was meant to be used, but then he realized… how else were they meant to be more intimate? It was at that moment that Yuuichirou truly saw the depths of his feelings for Mikaela; how far he was willing to go to let Mikaela take this, how far he wanted Mikaela to take this. At first he thought that this was just something that came about due to their joint frustrations. It wasn’t uncommon for people to fuck to relieve the stress of battle. Quickly, however, Yuuichirou figured out the fatal flaw with that mindset. He had never felt this urge before Mikaela had come along, and he had been in plenty of stressful battles. From his erotic but bordering gormless expression, Yuuichirou’s lips twitched upwards into a fond smile, and it widened into a grin as he finally came to a conclusion; a thought out answer to what Mikaela proposed. “Mika,” he began, and reaching up with his hand, he brushed his thumb under Mikaela’s left eye. “I think I might just love you.” Sliding his hand to the back of Mikaela’s head, he pulled the other down gently and softly, but with no lack of passion, kissed Mikaela and tasted what he could only describe as heaven. Mikaela was numb and Yuuichirou kissed him- it brought him back to earth and he kissed back, slowly, tenderly, and shivered when Yuuichirou said he wanted nothing more but for Mikaela to be inside of him. Is this a test, God? Mika wondered, Is this a dream? If so, please wake me up, this is too cruel if it’s just an illusion. Breaking the kiss, Yuuichirou released Mikaela’s head and relaxed onto the mattress. With all the honesty he could muster, he replied to Mikaela, “I would like nothing more than for you to be inside of me.” The entire world stopped and froze in that moment. Mikaela forgot how to breathe. Nothing shone brighter than Yuuichirou’s eyes, nothing blinded him more than his smile. Mikaela’s entire body was in flames- flames of passion, love, and joy. He felt tears gather in the corners of his eyes as he exhaled the breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding. The tears shimmered on the edges of his vision and Mikaela smiled, he smiled so much he couldn’t stop and he scooped Yuuichirou into his arms and squeezed gently, hugging Yuuichirou not tight enough to hurt him but tight enough to show him just how happy he made Mikaela feel. “Yuu-chan, Yuu-chan,” he sobbed a little, nuzzling himself into Yuuichirou’s neck that was covered in love bites, “Yuu-chan, I love you.I love you , Yuu- chan, so much , so so much, I love you so much…” He blabbered the words over and over, his heart pounding and his hands shaking with emotion. Yuuichirou had no idea just how much Mikaela loved him. It was endless, it was forever, and Mikaela couldn’t feel satisfied with just those three words. He had to say them over and over again, kissing Yuuichirou’s neck and jaw in between ‘I love you’s and grasping him tight in his arms. Yuu-chan was the best thing to ever happen to him. Flattered by the amount of devotion shown to him, Yuuichirou was a little lost with how weak his proclamation of love turned out to be. He didn’t expect the ferocity in which Mikaela loved him back. It warmed him, to know that he was so well thought after. Mikaela couldn’t say he loved Yuuichirou enough to satisfy him- the words couldn’t tell Yuuichirou just how much he loved him, so he shut himself up by kissing Yuuichirou deeply, pouring his endless passion and devotion into his lips and rocking his hips again, rubbing their half-hard erections together and making them grow again. He gasped into Yuuichirou’s mouth and ran his hands down his sides, holding his hips and rubbing his thumbs just under the hemline of Yuuichirou’s boxers. That’s right, he hadn’t even been able to admire Yuuichirou in full naked glory yet. That was a problem that needed solving. Mikaela sat back on his thighs and rolled the boxers down Yuuichirou’s thighs, exhaling shakily when the skin was revealed and Yuuichirou’s hardened length was exposed to his eyes. Raising his hips, Yuuichirou made it easier for Mikaela to slide off his underwear. He watched, entranced by the sight. He knew from the moment that he had admitted to what he wanted that this was the next step, but he hadn’t expected to feel so turned on by it. Mikaela wasn’t modest in the slightest. He deliberately stared and swallowed to hold back a groan, then managed to break his eyes away to remove Yuuichirou’s boxers completely. He wasted no time in leaning down between Yuuichirou’s legs, breathing hotly against his length and gently reaching forward, placing his fingers on its sides and rubbing up and down, swiping his thumb over the head and smearing pre-cum on his length to make pumping easier. He reached forward, kissing the head before flicking his eyes up at Yuuichirou, keeping their eyes glued together as he licked at the slit for the first time.   Who knew Mika would be so erotic?Yuuichirou thought as a small gasp escaped from his throat. Propped up onto his elbows, he could perfectly see Mikaela’s mouth over the head of his cock and his breath hitched upon seeing Mikaela’s gorgeous eyes watching him back. Suddenly, his weight on his arms felt a tad unbearable. It was a good thing his entire body was already red from desire, because the way that Mikaela looked at him made something inside of him stir greatly. His cock throbbed and when Mikaela licked it, Yuuichirou could have cried. “I-It feels good,” he complimented. Silence was probably not their best friend in this case. “It feels… really good.” Does Mika want me to do this for him? The thought made him feel even hotter inside, but also twice as nervous. I'm not sure if I can… I want to… but it’ll ruin the mood. Falling back, breaking their eye contact, he raised his hips with a small jerk and moaned softly. For all of his distracting thoughts, nothing could deny him how truly good Mikaela was helping him feel. Mikaela licked everywhere he could. His experiences with Ferid never got him to a position where he gave a legitimate blowjob. Unfortunately, he’s had a dick in his mouth but not one he wanted to be there. It was before everything happened- it was for the fresh carrots and potatoes. Ferid was an asshole, but he wasn’t stupid. He knew if he whipped out his dick anywhere near Mikaela’s face after he massacred Mikaela’s family, Mikaela would not hesitate to bite it off. Plus, the fangs wouldn’t feel too good… But still, Mikaela was inexperienced in this field. He focused on Yuuichirou’s movements, his sounds, repeating motions that made his breath hitch. Mikaela slipped the head past his lips, being incredibly careful to keep the sharp points of his fangs away from harm, gripping his hips with trembling fingers. He lapped and lapped, but with tearful frustration he knew he couldn’t go deeper. He could push Yuuichirou’s length into his throat, but pulling it back out again would cause it to get hooked on Mikaela’s fangs, and well, that would kill the entire mood. So Mikaela could probably never give the blowjob he wanted to give Yuuichirou. He made do. He pulled himself gently away from Yuuichirou, licking up the length in long, languid strokes. Yuuichirou was leaking like crazy and Mikaela took that as a positive sign besides Yuuichirou’s encouraging moans and squeaks that yes, he was enjoying this. Despite his grunts, his moans and his shaky breathes, Yuuichirou almost felt heartbroken that Mikaela was so talented at what he did for surely the reason why was bad. Surely the reason was… Fuck. He couldn’t focus on feeling sympathy for Mikaela when just his tongue managed to make him crazy. He didn’t even know what to do with the rest of his body, when all his brain could process was how good his cock felt. Mikaela didn’t feel so bad, since despite his mild jealousy at first, Yuuichirou was clearly clueless to all of this and has never had any experiences before. Knowing that he was the first (and would be only) one to make Yuuichirou feel this way was enough. Mikaela glanced down at Yuuichirou’s entrance, blushing at the sight of it and swallowing. He had to admire every inch of Yuuichirou… something suddenly clicked in his head. This was something Ferid never did to him, ever, and Mikaela thought it was a good compensation for his failure to give blowjobs, unless he got rid of the fangs somehow. He gripped Yuuichirou’s thighs and eased them open, spreading his legs and staring down between them with eagerness swirling in his crimson eyes. His heart pounded at Yuuichirou’s little sounds of shock and embarrassment and leaned down, situating himself between Yuuichirou’s legs and licking down under his balls and to his entrance. When Mikaela pulled away, Yuuichirou keened, arching his hips up. Almost immediately, he yelped Mikaela’s name, questioning his pause until he was manhandled into a more open position and he groaned, slamming his head back down on the floor. Mikaela licked at Yuuichirou’s entrance for a moment, then decided to just get right to it. He licked a couple more times and then pushed his tongue inside, shivering at the sounds Yuuichirou just made. Yuu-chan… I want you to feel good… Mikaela thought despairingly, pushing his tongue in deeper. Naive to how any of this went, Yuuichirou hardly expected what Mikaela did next. So when Mikaela’s tongue brushed against his hole, he propped up to his elbows and feeling embarrassed, he said, “M-Mika…!? T-That’s, you don’t want to… nggh…” His proclamations of denial were quickly laid to rest. The first thrust of Mikaela’s tongue was almost too much for Yuuichirou to handle. His cock was already throbbing with a desire and each thrust of Mikaela’s tongue inside of him only served to make his leaking cock more sensitive.   Mikaela groaned, pushing his tongue in deeper and prodding at Yuuichirou’s insides until Yuuichirou gripped his head and nudged at him, wanting him to change positions. Mikaela reluctantly pulled his tongue out and sat up slightly, wiping the drool off his chin with the back of his hand. His lips were red and chapped, and he swiped his tongue over them. Reaching down with both hands, he gripped a bit tighter onto Mikaela’s head and blurted out, “I-I want to make you feel good as well!” Burning from humiliation from head to toe, he didn’t know how he was meant to make Mikaela feel good, but he wanted to. Nervous to suggest anything, when he finally did, he did it timidly. “M-Maybe you can…” He gestured for Mikaela to crawl over him, so that while he played with Yuuichirou, Yuuichirou could play with him. Mikaela looked at Yuuichirou a bit impatiently, but then he realized what Yuuichirou wanted to do, and his face lit up in red. “A-are you sure, Yuu- chan…?” He wondered out loud, blushing to his ears. When Yuuichirou gave him that determined look, Mikaela sighed and smiled a bit- Yuu-chan was just too cute-and sat up on his knees, slipping his boxers down his thighs. He wiggled his way out of them and tossed them aside, feeling his heart flutter when Yuuichirou stared at his exposed length with such an eager expression. “Alright, lay down, Yuu-chan,” Mikaela spoke softly, pushing a hand lightly down on Yuu’s chest to ease him onto his back one again. Mikaela then inched up Yuuichirou’s body, and once Yuuichirou was flat on his back, he turned around, carefully moving his leg so he didn’t kick Yuuichirou in the head as he turned, then felt his face burn in another round of blushing when he felt Yuu’s hot breath between his legs. Fuck, Yuu-chan is… Mikaela swallowed, feeling flustered as all hell that he had his legs spread right in front of Yuu’s face, but he felt giddy about it because it was Yuu- chan. For once, Mikaela didn’t feel humiliated or violated, doing things like this… he felt fuzzy and excited, like he was showing his most intimate parts to Yuuichirou, and to Mikaela, that was a way to show his love. Mikaela then focused on what was in front of him- Yuuichirou’s erection, again. Mikaela swallowed a little. Oh, how he wanted to take it into his throat and make Yuuichirou fall apart… but his fangs wouldn’t allow it. He had to tease Yuuichirou with hot puffs of air and licking when he could manage, and he figured massaging with his fingers around the base would feel nice, too. Mikaela then moved forward, breathing hotly on Yuuichirou and smirking a little when he shivered, letting out a shaky breath against Mikaela’s inner thighs. Yuuichirou took slow, deep breaths watching Mikaela’s cock hang above his face. Three times he had to remind himself that he had asked to do this, that he wanted to do it. Then a cruel voice in his head would remind him that Mikaela wanted to put this in him. Both entranced and frightened of the thick, erect cock so close to his mouth, he was startled into doing something when Mikaela’s breath hit his own erection and he swallowed thickly, jerking his arms up. Sliding his hands onto Mikaela’s butt cheeks, he slowly guided Mikaela lower, until the head of his cock pressed against Yuu’s closed lips. Breathing in through his lips, the smell of Mikaela’s need overwhelmed him and he gasped. His lips parted and surprised, he pulled down a little hard and Mikaela’s dick was in his mouth before he was ready. Nervous, he averted his head to the side and it slid out, pre-cum smearing across his face. God, I’m so terrible at this… Yuuichirou thought with a little dread. Mikaela was so focused on making Yuuichirou feel as good as possible that he almost forgot Yuuichirou was about to start sucking on his cock. He lapped at Yuuichirou’s length, pumping his hand slowly when he felt a wet sensation on the head of his cock, wetter than pre-cum, and he realized it was Yuuichirou’s mouth. The thought of Yuuichirou sucking on him… he rocked his hips back slightly, blushing in embarrassment when he felt himself slip out of Yuu’s mouth and smear on his cheek. Still, that moment was… Closing his eyes and lips, Yuuichirou took in a deep breath and reminded himself that Mikaela was not forcing this on him, he had offered Yuuichirou an out multiple times. But Yuuichirou did not want to take it. Pushing Mikaela’s hips up a little bit so that he could avoid smearing more of Mikaela’s leaking cock on his face, he guided him back down again. This time he paid careful attention when taking Mikaela’s cock in his mouth. Mikaela gasped as his length was enveloped in warm, wet heat, a tongue lapping at his skin- Yuu-chan. It’s Yuu-chan’s tongue- Feeling dizzy with joy and arousal, Mikaela reached down, licking at Yuuichirou’s slit languidly and earning a muffled moan from Yuuichirou. But Mikaela gasped again- a trail of vibrations ran up his length and was sent straight to his spine, making his back arch slightly and a loud, long, crackly groan slipped through his lips. So distracted by what he was doing, Yuuichirou almost forgot why they were in this position with Mikaela covering him until a spike of pleasure shot through him and he moaned, right onto Mikaela’s dick. Groaning straight afterwards, he naturally swallowed. The taste of Mikaela’s pre-cum splashed against his tongue and all he could think was- It’s weird, but if Mika likes it… After all, if Mikaela really wanted to put this inside of him, Yuuichirou needed to make sure it would slide in easily; that was how this worked right? The reason for putting someone else’s dick in your mouth was to make them ready to be inside. Right…? “Y-Yuu-chan… that…” Mikaela gasped, closing his eyes momentarily to focus on the way his body throbbed, his heartbeat controlling every inch of his being. The wet lapping and sucking sensations on Mikaela’s length were far too incredible. They washed away all logical thought Mikaela may have been clinging to before, and he found himself digging his fingertips into Yuuichirou’s skin, trying to hold onto his composure. Yuuichirou was struggling not to rock his hips up. He never imagined how much of a turn-on it would be to have Mikaela licking his cock, while he sucked Mikaela’s. He was getting so close, but with Mikaela’s cock so deep into his mouth, all he could do was moan. Sure, Mikaela may have done things before, but they were always against his will, always with someone he hated. He never did anything with someone he loves before, and it didn’t matter that Yuuichirou was completely inexperienced and sloppy and nervous. Mikaela was absolutely blown away with everything Yuuichirou said and did- because it was Yuu-chan . It didn’t matter if he slept with the most experienced person who knew all the right places to touch- it would never compare to how Mikaela felt, being handled and kissed and loved by no other than his precious, dearest Yuu-chan. Mikaela let out a whine at his thoughts, his heart constricting with the overwhelming emotions he felt, and he ducked his head down, lifting his body slightly so he could peek between his chest and Yuuichirou’s torso, and he simply watched Yuuichirou wrap his lips around Mikaela’s cock, and it was enough to make Mikaela nearly come undone. Mikaela bit down on his lip and tilted his head back up, looking at Yuuichirou’s erection and pumping it slowly, smearing the pre-cum around. He then released his lip from between his teeth and leaned forward in favor of licking at the pre-cum. Although it may not have been delicious to anyone else, Mikaela savored it- it was Yuu-chan’s taste, and Mikaela had come to adore everything about Yuuichirou. So, naturally, Mikaela groaned at the taste and licked at his cock again, wanting more, because it was Yuu-chan, and it was all because of Mikaela that he was in such a sensitive state… Tentatively licking and circling his tongue around Mikaela’s cock, Yuuichirou was finding it easier and easier to know what to do by the small jerks Mikaela gave. His hands massaged Mikaela’s butt cheeks and his thumbs gently circled where they grabbed. Mikaela was nearly squirming- Yuuichirou kept moaning on his cock and everything was vibrations and sensations… Mikaela kept licking Yuuichirou’s cock frantically in an unconscious attempt to muffle his moans. And the hands on his ass were so tentative and made Mikaela feel like he had something to offer to Yuuichirou. He felt himself blush a little brighter at the thought that Yuuichirou really liked his ass. He wouldn’t stop touching it, after all, and Mikaela was pretty proud of that. And he didn’t even want to focus harder the sucks and licks that were persistent on the head of his cock, cause if he did, Mikaela might as well finish off right now… God, Yuu-chan is just so perfect… At this rate, Yuuichirou was going to have no energy left to take Mikaela inside of him and he wondered whether or not to warn Mikaela. But surely he knows this is my first time? Surely he realizes… Yuuichirou gulped and the salted taste that dribbled over his tongue and into his throat made him cough. It was not that he wanted to stop, he wanted to make Mikaela feel as good as he possibly could after all. … It’s just, if they didn’t, Mikaela wouldn’t get what he wanted, and Yuuichirou wouldn’t be able to experience what it was like to have the one he loved inside of him. Mikaela heard a small cough and he froze, looking down at Yuuichirou with immediate concern, about to tell him he could stop before Yuuichirou gave him that downright needy look and Mikaela knew exactly what he wanted. Pushing Mikaela’s hips up against his own, Yuuichirou fixed his eyes on Mikaela's. When he spoke, his words came out husky, breathless. “M-Mika, I’m going to… if we don’t… I want you to…” Still wrecked by nerves, despite how deeply his body thrummed with desire, he found it hurt to admit he wanted to go further. No, I need to go further. “I need more than this.” Mikaela scooted forward and turned around, facing Yuuichirou again. Their faces were flushed and they were both breathless, but Mikaela got straight to the point. “Yuu-chan, do you have any lotion?” He asked softly- he was a bit worried. He knew what it was like to bottom- without lubricant- and it wasn’t comfortable, at all. Not only because it was against his will, but even if it was with someone he loved, it still would of hurt like crazy. The last thing Mikaela wanted was for Yuuichirou to be in so much pain that he never wanted to do this again. He could at least ease the pain with some sort of lotion, since getting lube was out of the question, when resources are limited in the world… plus, where would they even get any in the first place? Would Yuuichirou ask Guren? No, Mikaela would not allow it. Lotion?Yuuichirou thought to himself, confused for a moment as to why they would need it. It was not as though he was educated enough on the subject to naturally remember that he did not self lubricate. Mikaela focused his gaze on Yuuichirou. If he didn’t have any sort of lotion, Mikaela wasn’t sure if they should go all the way. It would hurt Yuuichirou too much. “I don’t know,” Yuuichirou admitted, taking Mikaela’s word as gospel when it came to necessary items; he was obviously the one with experience (Yuuichirou, unknowing as to the truth, only hoped it had been pleasant for him). “There might be some in the drawer,” Yuuichirou said after a moment. He knit his brows together and grit his teeth, then closed his lips into a pout. He did not see why this was needed. “Why do you need it?” He added. This sudden break in their hot and heavy groping session was really starting to damage the mood. Mikaela opened his mouth to answer Yuuichirou’s question when Yuuichirou’s stubbornness won over. “Ah, you know what, let me look. I’ll probably find it faster if we do have any,” despite his moody impatience at the interruption, Yuuichirou sounded breathless and wanton; he was no longer embarrassed, just extremely horny. Getting to his feet, he almost fell over again immediately. He hadn’t expected to feel so shaky, and he caught his hands on the bedside table. Yanking open the drawer, it was luck and luck alone that he had some. Mikaela felt his shoulders relax when Yuuichirou pulled out the small bottle and handed it to Mikaela. Thank god. If he didn’t have any, Mikaela would of been incredibly disappointed, and so would Yuuichirou, especially after his pouting fest. Mikaela couldn’t even give him a blow job because of his fangs. Sure, they would find ways to feel good, but… Mikaela wanted to show Yuuichirou how good he could truly feel. Turning around, Yuuichirou wobbled back into position and almost collapsed on Mikaela in the process. He rushed Mikaela by saying, “There you go, now can we move on?” Yuuichirou hadn’t meant to sound so pushy, but… God, do I want him badly.“Why do we need that anyways…” Yuuichirou grumbled, still wondering what the fuss was about. “We need it, Yuu-chan,” Mikaela explained lightly, “So I can fit inside of you. You’re not a girl last time I checked and it would hurt a lot if we didn’t have this.” Mikaela’s eyes shone with worry at the thought, and he leaned forward, kissing Yuuichirou’s forehead. “It’s going to hurt a little bit at first, but I won’t do anything until you tell me it’s stopped hurting, okay?” He held Yuuichirou’s face in his hand, locking their eyes to show he really meant what he said. “It’ll feel weird, but once your body gets used to it, I’ll make you feel incredible, Yuu-chan…” With that, Mikaela’s words trailed off into a mumble and instead he kissed Yuuichirou deeply, threading his fingers in Yuuichirou’s hair and moaning softly. He held their lips together, simply pressing them together, absolutely in love with the softness of Yuuichirou’s lips… then as Yuuichirou gasped a little, Mikaela slipped his tongue inside and favored the wet-hot feeling, the way Yuuichirou tasted… it was all so very addictive. He gently eased Yuuichirou onto his back again, kissing him still and sucking on Yuuichirou’s bottom lip before pulling back. He kissed down Yuuichirou’s jaw and neck, stopping at his collarbone and leaving a dark hickey, being careful to keep his fangs from penetrating Yuuichirou’s skin and drawing blood, which would put Mikaela on a feeding frenzy, and in this state- that could be a little dangerous. Mikaela sat back now that he had Yuuichirou flushed, trembling and leaking again, moans tumbling from his lips - covering up the awkward pause to find the lotion. Mikaela grabbed his length, pumping it a few times and shivering at the way his spine tingled. Once he smeared his pre-cum around enough, he opened the bottle and squeezed some lotion on his hand. Setting the bottle aside, he coated his fingers and nudged Yuuichirou’s legs open wider with his forearm. “Yuu-chan, I’m gonna stretch you out first, okay?” He clarified softly, then moved his hand over to over above Yuuichirou’s entrance. “Please let me know if you change your mind, I’ll stop immediately.” Mika then swallowed- he’s never done this before, but… he carefully pressed his middle finger tip on Yuuichirou, then pushed inside. Once it was in, he slid in and out slowly, feeling it get slicker and easier to move. He slid a second finger inside, watching Yuuichirou’s face shift with the new feelings he was experiencing. Being with Mikaela like this, Yuuichirou realized, was a lot like being caught up in an unexpected tsunami. The feelings had welled up so high inside of him, enough that he had struggled to recognize just how high until Mikaela’s finger slid inside of him and his entire body braced itself, for if it did not, he would have come instantly. His hips were already straining slightly up and his hand had stretched all the way above his head. As desperately as he wanted to reach down between his legs and touch himself, he feared not lasting long enough for Mikaela to be inside him. Choking back various grunts and groans, subtle h-hah’s and greedy moans, Yuuichirou tortured himself further by looking down his body at Mikaela’s intense expression. The love he saw on Mikaela’s face made his heart skip a beat… … And not even the stirring heat inside of him could contend against the fluttering inside his stomach. “I-” Yuuichirou began, but his thoughts struggled to make it to his voice. It was better to remain silent in this instance, better to let Mikaela prepare him so that he could use his voice when it really mattered. Digging his heels down, he used them as leverage to rock his hips back and forth. Mikaela’s fingers really were sliding into him easily, and as uncomfortable as it could have been, it was not. Mikaela clearly was thinking only of him. Mikaela was so swept up in the moment, moving his fingers in and out, watching them go into Yuuichirou’s body… it was so surreal. He grit his teeth, but quickly gave up on holding back his heavy pants, swallowing thickly. This can’t be happening, it’s too perfect… And god, the way Yuuichirou was begging for him… Mikaela was more than eager to give him what he was asking for. There was another threat of killing the mood that had Yuuichirou’s knees twitching towards one another, and he whimpered, knowing Mikaela had to move faster. “I-I’m close, Mika…” He breathed out, despite wanting to hold back his voice. “Y-You need to get inside or I won’t last.” There was no room for dignity now, or shame. There was just Yuuichirou and Mikaela; Mika and Yuu, the pair of them about to be connected in a way he never thought possible and he was desperate for it to happen before the possibility was snatched away “A-alright, Yuu-chan,” Mikaela replied softly, hoping the preparation was enough. The last thing he wanted was to do was to hurt his Yuu-chan more than he had to be hurt. He crawled up Yuuichirou’s body, locking eyes with Yuuichirou and pressing the head of his dick against his slick opening. “I-I love you, Yuu-chan,” Mikaela breathed unsteadily, but his words were full of passion. He gazed into Yuuichirou’s breathtakingly gorgeous emerald eyes, a blush burning his cheeks as he slowly moved his hips forward, feeling himself slide inside slowly. Mikaela’s hands were shaking as he gripped the sheets by Yuu’s sides, letting out a small gasp at the sensation. Yuuichirou was so hot and warm- he felt so good… Once he was in all the way, heart slamming against his chest, he stared down at Yuuichirou, watching the faces he made, drinking in every expression and writing it into his brain, always wanting to remember this moment… Mikaela was set deeply inside of Yuuichirou. At first, it felt nothing like how Yuuichirou expected it to feel. Mikaela’s thick, heavy cock didn’t feel like the stories suggested; he had no stars in his eyes, and he could most certainly think of a few people he wanted to punch for lying to him (namely Guren and Shinoa). Neither, however, did the ache that came with being entered hurt as much as people promised it would (imagining that people assumed his first time would be with a girl, that was saying something). Rather, Yuuichirou mused as he scrunched up his face, it just felt very, very weird. But by all means it was still the best thing ever to happen to him because it was with Mikaela. Deeper inside of him, he hardly felt anything when Mikaela didn’t move; just a weird, odd pressure at his hole being forced open and a slight burn when he fought against tightening it. At first he was not actually sure how this was meant to make him feel good at all… …and then he opened his tightly shut eyes and saw Mikaela’s gorgeous eyes staring back at him and suddenly it made sense. Sex was not just about him feeling good, but about making both partners feel pleasure. To look into Mikaela’s eyes and see love in them and across his face in a light flush; it felt like they had achieved what sex was meant to achieve and Yuuichirou could not have felt his heart swell more. Reaching up, he held Mikaela’s head in his hands, with his little fingers beneath his ears and the rest spread into his hair, by the side of his face before slowly shutting his eyes and then smiling with a slight cock of his head. He opened his eyes to whisper, “I love you.” At the same time he managed to give that fond, emotion filled expression, his dick twitched and his body jerked, forcing him to rock his hips. The sensation that sprung up inside of him made him groan loudly and spill out Mikaela’s name. He took Mikaela in as deeply as he could without even trying. Yuuichirou’s words of love made Mikaela’s heart throb in such an intense way that it made him tremble a little, exhaling a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. Yuuichirou was so flawless, too perfect. And then, after he successfully stole Mikaela’s breath away with his smile, he rocked his hips and Mikaela felt himself push deeper into Yuuichirou. His eyes widened as Yuuichirou groaned, saying Mikaela’s name… Yuuichirou’s hips rose and his legs went around Mikaela’s, locking over them and his arms gripped tightly on to Mikaela’s shoulders. Sucking in a heavy breath, he tried not to cry out. Now that did hurt a little bit, but for Mikaela, it was more than worth it. Their noses bumped and breaths collided as Yuuichirou pushed his hips up. Mikaela felt Yuuichirou more comfortable, saw the lust in his eyes and knew he could move on. It would only get better from here… Desperate to make Mikaela know that he was good to continue, to feel that overwhelming pleasure that made humans so infatuated with sex, Yuuichirou bucked up and Mikaela’s cock pressed inside of him again. That time, something happened that felt really good and he moaned extremely loudly. Mikaela pushed himself back then rocked forward again, moaning softly at the feeling of Yuuichirou adjusting around him. It was hot, it was tingly, and most of all, it felt amazing. He repeated the motion three or four times before he gripped the sheets beside Yuuichirou and began thrusting, snapping his hips into Yuuichirou’s and now doing his best to make Yuuichirou feel incredible. His mind was hazy, he was gasping and he felt sweat sticking to his bangs, but he was lost in Yuuichirou’s breathtaking eyes and breathy moans… Yuuichirou grunted with every thrust in and gasped with every pull out; the faster Mikaela’s rocking hips became, the louder Yuuichirou’s moans got. Any discomfort he had felt before had gone. Instead it’d been replaced by this pleasant prickling inside of him, building up and up and up until he was sure it could become a fire. He groaned and that time he wondered if it was due to how cheesy Mikaela made him feel or how goddamn good Mikaela made him feel. Wanting to know, desperate to get closer, he jerked his hips up, nudging Mikaela into a position he would prefer, guiding Mikaela onto his back and then sinking down on his cock. He didn’t think the position would change much, until… “Fuck!” He cried out and had to grab his cock to stop himself from coming. Shakily placing his free hand on Mikaela’s chest, he panted heavily and weakly joked, “I-I don’t think I thought this through.” The last thing he had been expecting was for Mikaela’s cock to push inside of him so differently in this position and to rub against a part of him that made his own dick throb hard enough to ache. Yuuichirou’s sounds were like wine, and Mikaela couldn’t get enough. He noticed the way Yuuichirou’s features softened, how his sounds became ragged and silky all at once… how incredibly overwhelming everything he did was to Mikaela. He was focusing in and out, his head spinning with the heat and intensity of their connection. He almost didn’t notice Yuuichirou shifting, but then he was leaning back and Yuuichirou was riding him and Mikaela almost couldn’t breathe. “Yuu… chan…” Mikaela gasped, placing shaky hands on Yuuichirou’s waist as he moved himself. Mikaela’s crimson eyes spread wide as they locked with Yuuichirou’s heated ones- he expected Yuuichirou to be bold and determined like he always was, but he still found himself pleasantly surprised at some of Yuuichirou’s actions and adoring things Yuuichirou did as if he saw them for the first time. Mikaela leaned up, pressing a soft kiss to Yuuichirou’s jaw as he moved, and Mikaela gently followed his movements with his hips, arching up as Yuuichirou pushed himself up and applying pressure when Yuuichirou sunk back down for the best feelings possible… Seeing Mikaela laid out before him and the face he made with his cock so deep inside of Yuuichirou, the view would have made Yuuichirou swoon had he been weak-willed. There was something undeniably hot about seeing Mikaela; his precious family, now grown up and horny beneath him. Thrusting up into him, fucking him, loving him… treasuring him. The things Mikaela did for him, for their family… the least he could do to repay him (and show his feelings) was to make this last as long as possible, to make Mika feel amazing. Only, at the rate he was going, there was no way he was going to be able to keep such wants alive. With each of Mikaela’s thrusts inside of him, spreading him open and hitting that sweet spot of pleasure, Yuuichirou did not think he was going to last much longer at all. Throwing himself forward so that Mikaela would be forced to push up from his feet if he wanted to be all the way inside of Yuuichirou, Yuuichirou leaned down to kiss Mikaela. Mikaela tasted so good, the warmth of his breath embraced Yuuichirou and made him feel truly loved. Mikaela’s eyes fluttered closed as Yuuichirou leaned down and kissed him with all the love Mikaela would wish for. He moved his jaw, kissing back with a soft moan, shivering at the feather-light brush of Yuuichirou’s breath on his face. He trailed his hands up Yuuichirou’s sides, pushing his fingers gently against his skin and running his nails along every dip and groove. Yuuichirou was precious, the most important thing of his life, his entire world. He admired every inch of Yuuichirou, and it was clear as day in his eyes, in his touch, in his kisses and thrusts. Considering that it had been four years and this was the first time they had seen each other since… Yuuichirou grunted. Such thoughts would only ruin the mood. “Come on, Mika… ” Yuuichirou urged, “I need more. Harder. Faster . Don’t treat me like glass, do what you want to me, that’s what I want you to do…!” Mikaela was just so afraid of doing something to hurt Yuuichirou, but Yuuichirou was being stubborn and pushy as always, and Mikaela was more than willing to comply after hearing those words. He had been restraining his white- hot passion in fear of hurting Yuuichirou, but he was begging for more, and Mikaela assumed he was ready from the whine in his voice… Mikaela gripped Yuuichirou harder, protectively, and thrusted up with the ferocity he felt when he had to keep Yuuichirou safe from the infected world around them. He held Yuuichirou’s hips, gasping as he pushed himself up with erratic yet powerful thrusts, pushing himself deep inside of Yuuichirou and nudging repetitively against the spot that made Yuuichirou cry out and fall apart in his arms. This has to be what heaven feels like, Mikaela thought. He could never imagine anything else in this life or the next that could compare to being so intimate with Yuuichirou. Mikaela let out small sounds at his thoughts, kissing Yuuichirou deeply before breaking apart to whisper, “Yuu-chan… I-I love you, Yuu-chan…” Yuuichirou gasped and moaned, and at one thrust, he yelled. Whatever feeble control Yuuichirou held over them for those few moments, as good as he thought that had felt… it was nothing to this. This was something else altogether spectacular. Laid flat against Mikaela’s body and gripping onto him with a strength Yuuichirou didn’t know he possessed, he cried out with every hard, desperate thrust inside of him, loving every moment of it. It felt so good, with Mikaela’s cock inside of him, assaulting his spot with every thrust. The warmth from the friction of their skin rubbing together caused a lingering, soft ache. And despite being firm in his position, Yuuichirou trembled non- stop. Mikaela made him feel just too good. Crying out and chanting Mikaela’s name: those were the only sounds Yuuichirou could manage without completely losing it. Even his grunts were replaced by new ones with every deep push inside of him. Mikaela was fixated on the way Yuuichirou moved, the sounds he made- he sounded downright mad with pleasure, and Mikaela held Yuuichirou firmly, making sure his trembling lover didn’t topple over and ruin the moment. Mikaela’s own hands were shaking, but he kept steady and put all his energy into pounding into Yuuichirou as often as he could, loving the way Yuuichirou’s lips glistened with saliva, how his eyebrows scrunched every time they were pressed completely together, the head of Mikaela’s dick pushing right against Yuuichirou’s sweetest spot. Yuuichirou’s cock ached between them, caught rubbing against Mikaela’s body and his own and messily, he looked for whatever part of Mikaela’s skin he could kiss and worship and- "I love you…!” He hadn’t been paying attention. The words escaped and at the same time, his eyes widened and then shut just as fast. Yuuichirou blurted out those three words, making Mikaela’s eyes widen with shock- they had said they loved each other earlier, but Mikaela heard it now with so much intensity and seriousness that it surprised him, and it apparently surprised Yuuichirou himself from the adorable way his eyes met Mikaela’s.   Mikaela was eternally grateful for that moment. His heart was racing, his breath shaky as Yuuichirou’s face suddenly melted into something gorgeous, his cheeks burning red as his mouth opened to gasp. Mikaela felt Yuuichirou’s body constrict around his length, and Mikaela had the honor of seeing Yuuichirou’s face as he came. Yuuichirou’s come spurted between them, sticking to them both and he moaned softly. His orgasm had come so fast, but it had felt so good.So, so good… His eyes were glued to Yuuichirou as he twitched and gasped and whined, and his hips were still moving, determined to make Yuuichirou feel as good as he possibly could throughout the entirety of his orgasm. He was limp momentarily, and Mikaela was just about to go over the edge when- Yuuichirou tightened himself around Mikaela, clenching down, making it hotter and more consuming on Mikaela’s cock. “Y–Yuu-chan!!”Mikaela gasped as Yuuichirou looked up at him with tired yet determined eyes, tightening himself around Mikaela’s length. The wind was knocked out of Mikaela as overwhelming pleasure erased all his thoughts- Mikaela locked his eyes with Yuuichirou’s as he felt himself come inside of Yuu, Yuu’s name on his lips as he tipped over the edge. “Yuu-chan…” Mikaela sighed as he felt his energy leave him, holding Yuuichirou’s burning body close to his own, burying his face in Yuuichirou’s neck as they both struggled to regain their breath and come down from their high. Yuuichirou clung to Mikaela, but he did not move. With each little accidental shift, he could feel Mikaela inside of him. It felt too weird for him to avoid tensing up. It felt odd for him to avoid making strange sounds. Eventually, he had to pull away. Breathless and weak, he guided Mikaela to let go of him and he slid slowly off from the other’s body. He winced as Mikaela’s dick slipped from his hole and clenched down to stop the come escaping down his leg. It was not that he was grossed out by it. In fact, it had been the best experience of his life. He felt absolutely, blissfully perfect. He also felt hot, sweaty and needed to lie down on his back and spread out. He needed air on his body. Looking down said body, he smiled warmly at Mikaela and then gestured for him to come up if he so wanted. “God-” Yuuichirou paused. His throat sounded so… throaty. Had he really screamed and moaned that much? He would have blushed had he not been extremely proud of himself. Mikaela might have made him come, but he had definitely made Mika come as well and that… that was something amazing. Breathing softly, he laughed just as gently. “I really do love you.” Mikaela was drifting in and out of his hazy, post-orgasm state-of-mind, his breathing settling to normal once more, his heart rate slowing, his body tingling less from the mind-blowing amount of pleasure he had experienced. He felt Yuuichirou get off of him, and he immediately missed the feeling. He rolled over and wrapped his arms around Yuuichirou’s waist, nuzzling his face in Yuuichirou’s stomach, not even caring that there was some dried cum on his abs. It was all Yuu-chan, gross or not. He wrapped his arms tighter, smiling when Yuuichirou told him he loved him, again. “Yuu-chan,” Mikaela murmured, “You don’t know how much I love you…” He spoke truthfully, raising his head to look up at Yuuichirou, red eyes warm with adoration. He smiled when Yuuichirou’s wide eyes blinked down at him. So cute… Mikaela then recalled why this all happened in the first place. “I take back what I said,” he giggled, “I’m not sorry for passionately kissing you when we were younger, cause it lead to this.” He then nuzzled Yuuichirou’s stomach and kissed the spot just above his belly button. A light smack landed on Mikaela’s head. “Ow,” Mikaela complained, but he looked up through his bangs and saw Yuuichirou’s face, beautiful, red cheeks puffed out as he pouted. “Shut up,” Yuuichirou mumbled, and Mikaela felt himself burst out into laughter. It was the most he laughed since they were kids. End Notes We hope you enjoyed our guilty pleasure roleplay of these two super sexy boys! If you're curious to meet us (keep in mind, Chrystal is really damn shy about new people), here are our tumblrs! Vixenfur is Mikaela_(rp_blog) Kind_Criostail is Yuuichirou_(personal_blog) Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!