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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      ObsCure_(Video_Games)
  Relationship:
      Stan_Jones/Josh_Carter
  Character:
      Stan_Jones, Josh_Carter, Shannon_Matthews, Kenny_Mathews, Ashley_Thompson
  Additional Tags:
      Coming_of_Age, High_School, Oral_Sex, Rough_Oral_Sex, BDSM_elements,
      Light_BDSM, Internal_Monologue, Homophobia, Closeted_Character, Bisexual
      Male_Character, Gay_Male_Character, Underage_Drinking, Underage_Sex,
      Underage_Drug_Use, Marijuana, Self-Esteem_Issues, Self_Confidence_Issues,
      Secret_Relationship, Relationship_Reveal, Pre-Relationship, Alternate
      Universe_-_Canon_Divergence
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-09-27 Chapters: 1/? Words: 6052
****** You Make Me Fade ******
by ArtisticallyInsightful1
Summary
     Josh had always had a crush on Stan and recently it has intensified.
     His self esteem is low and he constantly questions himself but
     eventually he starts to grow and learn to love himself. Also the
     crush that he has on Stan starts to flourish and Josh is taken aback
     by the revelation that the love he had always wanted to receive was
     readily waiting for him all along. Warnings:Underage drinking, Drug
     use, Wild parties, BDSM, Kinky shit, etc.
Josh had been avoiding Stan for a few months. He didn't think the boy would
notice since they really weren't friends. During most of their time in high
school, they had only talked a few times and when they talked it was Stan
asking for a pencil or making fun of him with Kenny. He had noticed that Stan
would make fun of him more often than not. Josh would just hang out with
Shannon and ignore their comments. Stan would comment on how girly Josh was and
it was starting to make him feel self-conscious. Josh did not think that he
looked like a girl. He would look in the mirror and look at his body. His
shoulders were square and masculine and the rest of his body showed that he was
obviously male other than his small waist which he had grown to hate. He hates
how his sides had a slight curve to them.
Josh grimaced at the reminder and started wearing baggier shirts. Josh also
looked at his face, he had started to be subconscious of how slender his
jawline was and how his face was heart shaped. He started trying to grow a
beard, so far it was going...not so great...There was only a little bit of
barely noticeable fluff that made Josh cringe. He loved the way his hair was
styled and was too stubborn to change that. He liked his hair just the way it
was. He loved having a band swept over one eye. It made him look sultry in his
humble opinion. He didn't care if it made him look girly. That was the one
thing he wasn't going to change. He felt really dumb for fretting over this
nonsense. but for some reason, it really did bother Josh to be called girly
especially by his crush.
Josh sighed thinking about the stupid crush he had on Stan since maybe a month
of knowing him? It was gradual at first but then it snuck up on him out of
nowhere. One second he was ignoring the ''high idiot'' and the next second he
found himself filming that swagger that just screamed confidence. He was using
a project as an excuse to film the ''basketball team'' in actuality he was just
following Stan around with his camera. He loved the smirks he'd give Kenny and
the others, the way he would joke and play around, and especially when he was
preparing to shoot the ball at the hoop, he would lick his lips slowly in
concentration and Josh would practically melt every time. Josh had come to
terms with his bisexuality in middle school so him crushing on guys came as no
surprise. He had never dated a guy but was open to it. He knew that if he were
to date a guy, he'd want a guy like Stan. If that even existed. He was just so
unique and he did his own thing, it was a turn on.
Josh was snapped back to the present moment by Stan trying to get his
attention, speak of the devil. What was he doing in class? Stan almost never
came to class but when he did you better believe he didn't bring so much as a
pencil.
''Psssst Josh.'' Stan said again and Josh turned to the other a little too fast
and had to flip his hair out of his face,''What is it, Stan?''
Stan whispered,''Can I borrow a pencil and paper?''
Josh shrugged and gave Stan what he asked for. Josh tried to ignore Stan's
fingers brushing against his and lingering a little too long for his comfort
but other than that Josh was okay. He kept himself together and wanted to kick
himself when he felt a blush rising to his pale cheeks. Fuck, of all the times.
Josh awkwardly avoided Stan's gaze as he thanked him,''No problem.''
The rest of the class went on smoothly until Josh was picking up his books to
go to his next class and Kenny came in to meet Stan,''Your lazy ass actually
went to class! It's a miracle!''
Stan pushed him playfully,''Shut up.''
Josh awkwardly tried to get out of the room without Kenny addressing him but
that was just wishful thinking,''Aye pretty boy. You filming us again after
class?''
''Um I wasn't really planning on it. I think I have more than enough footage
for my project.'' Josh said timidly.
Kenny snickered,''Why you shakin? Why are you so...weak...womanly...'' Kenny
said with disgust.
Stan jabbed his side,''Leave em alone! What I tell ya about this!? Sorry, Josh.
Kenny has no brain man.''
''Says the one who smokes all his brain cells away.'' Kenny teased and Stan
rolled his eyes. Josh awkwardly tries to leave but Stan says,''If you want to
you can chill with me and Shanon at the mall later on today.''
Kenny frowned up at Stan,''What about me? Am I not invited?''
Stan scoffs,''Yeah man sure. This idiot will be there too but don't worry. He
says anything out of line and I'll shut him up.''
Josh blushes and nods,''Well see you guys later.'' He gets away from them as
quickly as possible. He can not handle being around Stan that long how the hell
can he handle hanging out with him at the mall?
At the mall, Josh noticed that Ashley had shown up too and was snickering with
Kenny about him. Josh ignored it and sat down with them in the food court. The
all joked and mostly talked about school and sports. Josh wasn't really paying
much attention until he felt a hand on his shoulder and someone leaning in.
Stan Mumbles,''Dude can I ask a favor?''
''What?'' Josh asks trying his hard not to tremble. Stan was just so close to
him, practically kissing his ear. Josh almost wanted to push him away to stop
from popping a very awkward boner.
''I've got the munchies and ain't got no money. Mind buying me a burger?''
Josh shrugs and gets up. Everyone looks at him and Shannon says,''Awww leaving
so soon Josh?''
''No, just a little hungry,'' Josh says avoiding Stan's intense but very
relaxed (Read: high off his ass) gaze. Shannon said,''Ooh I'm a little hungry
me come with.''
The two of them go and get some burgers and Shannon notices that Josh gets two
and says,''Hungry are we?''
Josh chuckles and simply smiles. Shannon was such a sweetheart. They mostly
talked to each other about art, photography, video making, drawing, video
games, and things of that nature. After they got their burgers they sat back
down and Josh nervously handed Stan the burger he bought for him 'and there
goes that long drawn out finger brush from hell'was all Josh could think.
Shannon's jaw dropped and so did Ashley and Kenny's. Stan didn't seem to notice
as everyone looked shocked at the two. ''Oh hell no! When did Stan start
getting free food? Could you be a dear and get me food Josh?'' Ashley said her
voice fake and forced and Kenny joined in. Shannon scolded her brother and
Ashley growled at her before getting up with Kenny,''Fine then. We'll get out
own food.''
Shannon smiled,''That was nice of you Josh.''
Josh shrugs but doesn't move to eat his burger. He wasn't very hungry. He put
it in his satchel for later. He noticed Shannon looking at him weirdly but
ignored it. Soon Stan was done eating and thanked him. After Ashley and Kenny
finished eating and screaming at each other they all got up to look at the
different stores.
Josh flopped down on his bed and was ready to pass out. He then noticed his
laptop was going off like crazy. Earlier that day before leaving out for the
mall Josh took a selfie of himself in a white button-down shirt with a few
buttons left open to expose a little of his chest and khaki pants. He had his
hair swooped over one eye and gazed at the camera with a look he hoped came off
as sultry. He even had his bedroom eyes on. As soon as he posted it a lot of
his art club friends liked it and he even decided to make it his profile pic.
Surprisingly it was Stan and Shannon but Shannon had always done that so that
was nothing new. Stan had liked various of his photos that he took out in the
woods one day. They were basic nature shots that Josh would look at from time
to time when he wanted to calm down. Nature truly was beautiful. Shannon was
busy liking his latest selfies. Josh rolled his eyes when she sent him a heart.
That girl was so confusing. Josh had asked her out last year and she said no
but then she asked him to go to homecoming with her. Which was it!? She said
she saw him as her brother so Josh sighed and let it go. He was fine with being
her friend and not her boyfriend but that didn't mean that her constant likes
and hearts didn't irk him. And what was Stan doing liking his nature shots
anyway? Stan almost never liked anything he posted. And then it happened. Stan
liked his selfie. STAN LIKED HIS SELFIE!
Josh was absolutely giddy and giggled like a little girl. Josh decided to stalk
Stan's page and was not surprised that his cover photo was a rasta flag with a
giant marijuana leaf. Stan's profile pic was sexy as always, Josh thought
bemusedly. Stan was leaning towards the camera with that sexy smirk of his and
bedroom eyes. Did they all do that? Josh kind of started to notice that trend
with his friends and selfie-taking. He shook the thought away and started to
scroll down his page and mostly saw posts pertaining to 4/20 and weed as
expected but also a healthy dose of hot scantily clad chicks. 'Interesting...'
Josh thought as he scrolled through and saw a status with Kenny and Ashley
tagged and them arguing over which basketball team was the best and Josh
chuckled at that and could just hear them yelling as he read what they said. He
was startled by his computer making another overly loud sound and decided to
turn it down, another loud ding! and he'd be deaf.
It was Stan once more, he liked a picture that Josh forgot he even took. It was
Josh shirtless and laying on his stomach on his bed with Sheets covering the
rest of his body. He was gazing into the camera with bedroom eyes once more.
One of his eyes were covered by his hair and the other was listed, he was
practically biting his lip with one of his hands in his hair and the other
holding the camera out.
All Josh could think was when the hell did he post this and why the hell did he
think it was okay to post this obviously suggestive and naked pic on this
page!? He wanted to kick himself! Now, Stan and Kenny, had fuel to make fun of
him but at the same time that was an awesome pic of him. But that was posted
forever ago...
Josh's cheeks lit up, maybe he wasn't the only one doing the stalking...what if
Stan and Kenny are snickering and looking through his pics and making him the
laughing stalk of their ''group'' behind his back. Josh felt humiliated but
stubbornly pushed down that feeling and replaced it with defiance. He almost
wanted to take a more suggestive pic and post it just to give them something
else to laugh at. Josh sighed and let it go and decided to take a shower and
head for bed.
The next morning at school was awkward, to say the least. When Josh went to sit
down at Shannon's table Stan, Ashley, and Kenny were sitting down next to her
talking about something or another and Josh could feel Stan's eyes on him. Josh
awkwardly flipped his hair out of his eyes before sitting down next to Shannon.
Kenny said,''I'm throwing a party this weekend guys. Everyone's invited but
Josh.''
Josh grimaced at the other and Ashley laughed. Stan and Shannon rolled their
eyes. Before Shannon could defend Josh, Stan said,''Josh is my homie. If he
can't come then I ain't coming.''
Josh's jaw dropped, did he hear that right? Was Stan standing up for him? He
had noticed the boy coming to his defense more often but not to this extent.
Shannon even looked a little surprised. Ashley cocked an eyebrow at Stan and
Kenny snarled,''Really dude. Really?''
''Yep. Really. If you gone single out Josh then I ain't goin.'' Stan said
looking deathly serious. Josh melted in his seat, his crush was coming to his
defense and it was wonderful! He could feel himself blushing and hid behind his
hair timidly. He knew he was acting like a girl but this was just
very...unexpected.
Shannon smiled,''Wow Stan. I didn't think you were so cool. Why are you friends
with my asshole brother again?''
''Because I'm awesome,'' Kenny replied childishly crossing his arms.
''I beg to differ,'' Shannon said scoffing.
''Fine! Josh can come okay!'' Kenny said crumbling under peer pressure again.
(Adding more later)
Josh decided to wear a tight fitted red shirt and tight black jeans, his hair
was swooped over one eye. He didn't care about his girly figure he wanted to
embrace it just to spite Kenny.
When he walked into the party he felt a little self-conscious even though there
was so much going on he was sure no one noticed him. They were dancing and
drinking and just being idiots in general. He was startled when he heard
someone shouting his name. It was his crush. Stan was sitting on the couch with
Kenny, Ashley, and Shannon. Kenny and Ashley were practically eating each
other's faces and Shannon grimaced in disgust. Stan did not seem bothered since
he was holding onto a very colorful pipe. His eyes were lidded and his smile
was lazy. Josh gulped and hoped he did not blush as he walked over to the couch
and took a seat next to Stan. Josh could have sworn he saw the other man check
him out as he walked over. He felt, even more, self-conscious now.
''Chill out man. Wanna hit?'' He said offering his pipe.
''N-No thank you!'' Josh said frantically shaking his head.
Stan chuckled and mumbled,''Cute...''
Josh felt his face heat up and Stan rested his arm behind Josh's head and
said,''C'mon, it'll loosen ya up. You look so uncomfortable...c'mon...''
Stan's voice was so smooth and it was arousing. Josh squirmed a little to get
away from his crush and to move his hand to his lap just in case. He really
didn't need to get hard from this. He just now started to be friends with his
crush and now his dick was going to ruin it.
Shannon yelled,''Get that stuff away from him Stan! He's a good boy!''
''A good boy huh?'' Stan mumbled his tone suggestively.
Well, there goes his hopes for not getting a boner. Josh was so very thankful
that Shannon did not seem to hear Stan's reply. Was Stan hitting on him or was
he just horny and hoping for it? Josh was struggling to figure that out.
Shannon yelled,''He does not smoke or even drink!''
Stan's eyebrows rose,''Oh really? Straightedge huh?I dig it, I dig it. No need
to fuckin punch me, Shannon.''
Josh chuckled at how protective his friend was. Then he noticed the arm behind
his head. Normally someone would stretch both but his arm was only behind
Josh's head. Josh didn't have to fret about it for long because Stan went moved
the arm to light up his pipe. Josh let out a sigh of relief. He knew it was
dumb to freak out over that but damn. He was happy that he was starting to go
limp once more.
Ashley had decided to give Kenny a lap dance and Shannon gagged. Stan cheered
her on while Josh laughed at the silly scene. Ashley was obviously tipsy and
enjoying herself a little too much. Eventually, the two went back to making out
and Shannon awkwardly ignored the couple. Josh had then noticed some other
couples making out and grinding on one another and he felt himself blush. Was
it going to turn into that kind of party because he didn't think he could stick
around for all of that? And he really did not want to witness any fucking.
Josh's breath hitched when he felt Stan's leg rub against his. He felt
hypersensitive and wanted to jump out of the window at this point.
He dismissed it as Stan idly moving but when he looked up at the other he saw
those lidded eyes gazing down at him as if gauging his reactions. Maybe Stan
was hitting on him? Stan always seemed to be as straight as they get, well sure
he did like one of Josh's suggestive selfies but whatever. Stan's leg then
started nudging his in a subtle way of telling Josh that he was doing it on
purpose. Josh was a virgin and had no idea how this whole hooking up thing
worked. Yes, he knew about sex and yes he looked at porn but damn it that's not
the same as being hit on in real life by your crush on the fucking couch. Josh
decided to nudge him back gently before placing a hand on his thigh. Stan's
eyebrow's shot up in surprise and he smirked making a sound of amusement. Josh
nervously took his hand off of Stan's thigh when Shannon looked over trying to
see what Stan was so amused about.
Oh God did Josh fuck up!? Did he take Stan's movements the wrong way? What if
Stan was just fucking with him and trying to see if he could piss Josh off by
pushing his buttons. What if Stan was going to tell Kenny and Ashley and they'd
all clown him for liking men? So many what ifs went through his mind.
Shannon asked,''What you laughin at? Tripping already?''
Josh felt blush rise to his cheeks as he waited to be outed and made the
laughing stock of the party but Stan simply said,''Ah it's nothin. Just thought
of somethin funny. He then took another hit from his pipe and Shannon gave him
a judgemental glare.
Shannon got up from the couch,''Gonna get some snacks. Wanna come with Josh?''
Stan chuckled,''It ain't snacks she hungry for.''
Shannon hit Stan upside the head,''Pervert!''
Josh chuckled and shook his head,''Nah, I'm good. I'll go get snacks later.''
The two froze and looked at him weirdly. What did he say this time? Stan then
doubled over laughing before say,''Hell yeah.''
''Get your mind out of the gutter idiot!'' Shannon scolded and went to the
kitchen. When she had left, Josh noticed that no eyes were on them everyone was
busy drinking, dancing, or making out. That's when he felt a hand discreetly
rubbing his thigh. Josh nervously looked over at Stan who was trying to figure
out how Josh felt about this. Josh thought Stan was straight all these years
but maybe not so much. That was confirmed by Stan discreet tracing a finger up
and down the seam of his jeans. Josh bit his lip and looked up at Stan
nervously. Stan licked his lips slowly and sensually before whispering in his
ear,''Wanna go upstairs?''
Those words were enough to bring his boner back with a vengeance. He was
nervous and felt his cognitive abilities slipping away. Josh wanted this but
was so scared. He was terrified. He almost felt as if this was a dream or some
sick joke. No matter how much he wanted this he just couldn't do it!
''No!'' Josh yelled pushing away and running out of the house. He didn't think
he'd be able to face the other again. He tried to think of anything but him.
Even as he fisted his cock, bit down on his pillow, and came hard to the
thought of Stan touching him, sucking him, fucking him, and...loving him...
Sleep did not come easy that night.
He spent Sunday ignoring everyone and just drawing in his room. He dreading
Monday but he had to do what he had to do. He got dressed in a random shirt and
hoodie. He barely brushed his hair and wore an old pair of jeans and headed out
to school.
To say things were awkward was an understatement. Stan was kind of distant and
acted as if nothing happened for a week or so. Josh noticed Stan looking at him
every now and then when he thought Josh wasn't looking. The looks Stan gave him
were a mix of anger, confusion, embarrassment, and something else that Josh
could not place. Josh felt so stupid. He had a chance to finally be with his
crush and he ruined it. It had been a month of Josh skirting around Stan until
Kenny had yet another party and Shannon insisted that they go.
Josh agreed and Josh made sure his clothes were skin tight and a little of his
chest was exposed. His hair was fluffed out and swooped just like at the last
party. Josh mostly hung out with Shannon this time and when Shannon had gone to
catch up with some friends Josh was putting more snacks on the counter when he
felt a presence behind him. Before he could react he heard a familiar voice
grunt,''Tease.''
Josh tensed up and turned to face Stan,''Uh H-hi Stan...''
Josh could tell that the other was high as a kite as he stood there. Josh could
smell booze on him as well. He did not look drunk though just high and a little
tipsy. His eyes were lidded as he leered at Josh without holding back his
interest.
Josh gulped nervously,''What is it?''
''You know what it is Josh!'' Stan said looking slightly annoyed,''Blue balls
is what it is.''
Josh blushed at how forward Stan was being, Stan was one of the most reserved
and guarded out of the group. Josh knew that it was the booze talking and
scolded,''Stan!''
''Ugh! Do I have to scream it from the rooftops!? Do I have to get a tattoo!?
What do I have to do to get you to realize I want you!? I'm tired of beating
around the bush. C'mere''
Before Josh could react Stan kissed him. The kiss was chaste and respectful,
Josh blushed realizing that Stan was leaving it up to him to deepen the kiss.
Josh kissed back gently but went no further before pushing back and looking
around the kitchen to make sure they weren't seen,''Anyone can come in here and
see this Stan!'' He yelled.
''So you wanna take it to the bathroom?''
''I-I'm not ready Stan...I do want you too but I'm not ready!'' Josh said
blushing. Stan smiled and rubbed his cheek,''You're so cute...''
Josh blushed and felt as if he had died and gone to heaven. His crush just
admitted that he felt the same. It turned him on that Stan desired just as
much. Now that Josh thinks about it the month had been very awkward but mostly
because Josh was constantly pushing Stan away. Stan would open doors for him,
comment on his appearance and how nice he looked, even invited him a few places
but Josh could not bring himself to do it. He felt dumb as hell for passing
this up for a month.
Stan whispered,''We ain't got to fuck...We can just mess around ya know...I
touch yours, you touch mine kinda thing...''
Josh felt his face and ears heat up and Stan laughs. Josh thinks for a bit
before coming to a decision,''Which bathroom?''
''Atta boy...''Stan moans out in his ear and it turns him on soo much. Josh
huffs awkwardly trying to hide his arousal and Stan laughs before turning away
to walk out the room,''Follow me.''
They walk into a room that's vacant and looks as if it has never been used.
Obviously a guest room. In it was a neat little bathroom with towels folded
along a shelf opposite of the door. As soon as Josh walks in Stan closes and
locks the door. Josh turns to the other and stands there awkwardly. Stan smiles
at him and pulls him close. Josh can't believe that this was even happening. It
really did feel like a dream, he had little time to think before the other
man's lips were on his own. The kiss was chaste once more before Stan playfully
licked Josh's lips. Josh shivered and tried to not let it show that this was
his first kiss. Josh opened his mouth and Stan aggressively took charge of the
kiss. It felt amazing but Josh could not keep up. Stan chuckled noticing this
and slowed down a little, almost teasingly. Josh copied Stan, Josh's hands were
stiffly held up at his sides, He had no clue what to do with his hands and was
surprised by Stan wrapping his arms around his waist slowly and rubbing up and
down his back before Traveling down to his ass. Josh's breath hitched when Stan
gave it a squeeze.
Stan broke the kiss and whispered,''You're so stiff. Relax and just do what
comes to you naturally...''
Josh nodded and wrapped his arms around Stan's neck and pulled him in for
another kiss. The kiss slowly started to get heated and Josh stiffed when he
felt Stan's arousal on his thigh. Josh was on cloud 9. Slowly Josh ran his
hands down Stan's chest and to the tent in his pants. Stan moaned in his mouth
so Josh rubbed a little harder before moving to unzip the other's pants.
Stan's breath hitches as Josh yanks down his pants and underwear and wraps his
hand around Stan's thick length. His size is intimidating. Josh could not help
but be scared at the thought of it going inside of him one day. Josh stroked
leisurely enjoying Stan's heavy breathing and the moans he tried to hold back.
Stan unbuckles Josh's pants and Josh gasps loudly as his crush jerks him a few
times before rubbing a thumb around the head, Josh lets out a low
moan,''Fuck...''
Stan chuckles in Josh's ear in response before whispering,''Wanna suck it?''
Josh knew for a fact that Stan felt his cock twitch in his hand in response.
Josh was hoping he didn't but his hope was squashed him Stan stroked him a few
times before spreading the precum from his tip down his length slowly and
teasingly.
Josh could not even form words. He got on his knees in front of Stan and
nervously slid the tip into his mouth.
''Open a little bit wider for me baby...yeah that's it...takes a little more
in...you can do it.'' Josh's eyes flutter at Stan's words of encouragement and
his hand gripping his hair. Josh let Stan slowly guide his head back and forth.
''Hallow your cheeks a bit babe,'' Stan instructed and Josh tried his best
wanting to please his crush and not pass out from the fact that something he
fantasized about plenty of times was finally happening to him. He was painfully
hard. Josh started to slide his hand up and down his length in time with his
bobbing until Stan hissed at him,''Ah-ah-ah...no touching yourself!''
Josh stopped sucking and was shocked by Stan growling,''Did I say stop?''
Josh moaned helplessly. He didn't even know that he was into this sort of
thing. His head was spinning. He tore his hand away from himself and continued
to pleasure Stan. After a short while, Stan started steadily fucking his face.
Josh felt as if he would cum in his pants from the sheer pleasure of pleasuring
Stan alone. Stan's moans were loud and full of lust as he thrust into Josh's
mouth. Josh reveled in his crush's moans, it made him feel so good to know that
he was the one causing Stan to be breathless. Josh felt that if he were to die
at this moment he would have no qualms. All was right in the world.
Stan gripped his hair hard causing tears to well up in Josh's eyes, Josh moans
and whimpers on Stan's cock,''That's right baby...such a good boy...''
Josh moaned loudly on Stan's cock at those words. A strong arousal flared in
his stomach. He wanted release so very badly.
It was then that Stan pulled out of his mouth and Josh looked at him
questioningly.
''Come here.'' Stan was zipping up his pants. Josh was completely lost, for a
second Josh thought Stan would leave but he simply opened up the bathroom door
to lock the guest room door,''Get on the bed.''
Josh's cheeks blushed bright red. He was not ready for this! He thought it
would just be a little bit of jerking off and sucking. He was going to protest
but was cut off by Stan,''I'm not going to fuck you. Just lay down.''
Josh nodded and laid down. He was confused when Stan laid down on the bed the
opposite way. He wasn't confused for long when Stan took himself back out
hastily pulled Josh's pants back down just enough to get to his cock and balls.
Josh gasped and let out a loud moan when he felt Stan take him into his mouth.
Stan steadily bobbed his head before licking the head teasingly. Josh felt
overwhelmed, he still could not grasp that this was even happening. It felt so
took most of his cock in his mouth like a pro. Josh's eyes roll back at the
sensation. He heard blowjobs were good but damn! He was brought back to the
moment by Stan motioning his hips in front of his face. Josh got the hint and
pulled Stan out of his jeans. He then stroked him a bit before going back to
sucking him. He moaned when Stan moaned on his cock. It was amazing. He had
seen this position done before but never thought he'd do it. He thought that
this was just porn stuff.
In between Stan sucking and moaning on his cock and playing with his balls Josh
felt his control start to slip. As Josh felt his orgasm building he pushed away
and off of Stan. Stan wouldn't let up so Josh backed himself against the pillow
and whimpered,''S-stop...I...I-''
Stan smirked and moaned,''About to cum huh?'' Josh nodded and tried to back
away again. When Stan leaned in to suck him Josh pulled at his hair trying not
to cum in his mouth or face but Stan forcefully pushed himself forward and
frantically stroked and sucked Josh's cock until he could no longer back away.
Josh moaned loudly as he felt his climax approaching. He gripping Stan's hair
in warning which only made the brunette go faster.
Josh's mouth fell open and a lewd moan escaped him. It shocked Josh, he did not
know that he could make sounds like that. His back arched as he was seeing
stars and he rode his orgasm out until his bones felt like mush. He flopped
back on the pillows,''Damn...''
Stan was steadily swallowing and licking up his cum and the sight made Josh
groan. Stan then sat up and stroked himself a few times before whispering
huskily,''C'mon...I'm so close baby...''
Josh nods and hastily sucks Stan to completion. The brunette let out a
strangled cry as he hit his peak, it was music to Josh's ears. Josh didn't know
that Stan's voice could get that high. Josh tried to swallow but it was too
salty. Stan saw him struggling and got some tissue from the side table and held
it out for Josh to spit in. Josh blushed embarrassed and Stan reassured him it
was alright.
The two collapsed next to each other trying to catch their breaths. After
laying there for a while Josh stiffened as he took in everything that had just
occurred. Oh. My. God. He had just slept with his all-time crush and now what?
What if Stan leaves him? What if this was just a booty call and Stan was simply
horny? What if Josh read too much into this? What if Stan is pranking him with
Kenny and Ashley laughing outside the door? What if Stan never speaks to him
again?
Josh was cut from his thoughts by Stan leaning in and mumbling,''You think too
much. I can literally hear your frantic thinking...''
Josh jumps and blushes and tries to get up from the bed but Stan held him in
place,''Woah there...Gonna just fuck me and leave me like I'm a cheap whore?
Harsh...''
Josh blushes harder and awkwardly closes in on himself. Stan scoffs and wraps
his arms around Josh and pulls him into a tight embrace before gently
murmuring,''I ain't gonna leave you Joshy. I am not using you. I am just as
nervous and scared as you are. Chill.''
At those words, Josh calms down a bit and wraps his arms around Stan slowly. He
pulls him close and nuzzles against Stan's neck. Stan shifts and the two of
them share another kiss. It was gentle and loving. Josh runs his fingers
through Stan's hair and eventually they break the kiss.
''So what does this make us?'' Josh asked nervously.
''Hopefully official?'' Stan says his voice just as nervous. Josh's heart did
somersaults and his grin is wide,''I would love that Stan...'' The two share
another kiss.
The moment is broken when they hear Kenny yelling Stan's name and Shannon
yelling Josh's.
''Oh shit! I forgot about them. And the whole damn party.'' Stan said
frantically buckling up his jeans and straightening out his clothes. Josh does
the same, he realizes he is shaking. After fixing his clothes he spaces out
trying to catch his breath, he is pulled from his worrying by Stan holding his
hand and squeezing it,''See you in a little bit babe.'' Stan said with a smile
before leaving. Josh's heart flutters and he takes a deep breath before leaving
as well.
Josh runs down the stairs and runs right into Shannon.
''Oh hey Josh! Where the hell have you been!?''
''Uh...I was...getting a drink...'' Josh said trying his best not to sound too
nervous.
''From upstairs?'' Shannon said crossing her arms looking skeptical.
''Uh...yeah?'' Josh said shrugging.
''You are a terrible liar Josh...''She looks at his neck and purses her
lips,''A hickey hm? I guess you're not as innocent and fluffy as I thought.''
''What?'' Josh remembered Stan biting his neck as they made out earlier and
Josh biting him back. Damn it. Shannon picks up on things too quickly.
''So who's the lucky girl?'' Shannon said her voice slightly sad.
''Um...I'd rather not say...'' Josh said awkwardly.
Shannon nods smiling sadly,''Well tell her she is very lucky to have you. I
hate that I missed my chance but I am very happy for the both of you.''
Missed her chance? But didn't she reject him a million times? He never thought
that she liked him. He felt kind of bad but not bad enough to take away from
how amazing he was feeling about his crush being his boyfriend now. He had no
clue how he and Stan would hide this from their social circle but he knew
they'd have to. He just did not want any drama. Plus he didn't want to ruin
Stan's straight bad boy image around the school. Josh had so many questions
that he wanted answered but there was no time for that.
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