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works/430208.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Glee
  Relationship:
      Kurt_Hummel/Sebastian_Smythe
  Character:
      Kurt_Hummel, Sebastian_Smythe
  Additional Tags:
      PWP, Rimming, Possessive_Behavior
  Stats:
      Published: 2012-06-10 Words: 2120
****** Willingly Losing Myself To You ******
by janrea
Summary
     Written for lipsofdynamite over at the porcelain_fans LJ community
     who prompted me in a comment saying:
     "I am all about some Kurtbastian! Hmm... something where they fuck a
     lot ;D Please write more porn. Please. For the comm. For humanity!"
     How could I refuse?
Notes
     Again, unbeta-ed fic, sorry for any mistakes. This was originally
     just intended to be a ficlet but the porn just would not end…
     *blushes and runs off*
                                    ~START~
 
Kurt panted against Sebastian's mouth, even as he swiveled his hips down and
slammed himself onto the engorged cock over and over again. Sebastian's holding
onto his hips firmly with his left hand, guiding his motions, while the other
tugged at his hair.
 
Kurt honestly didn't know how they both managed to get into this situation. One
moment, he's storming into Sebastian's dorm room, demanding an apology, and the
next, Sebastian's slamming him into the wall and kissing him, their mouths and
tongues engaged in a fierce and unrelenting war even as their hands began
pulling at each other's clothes.
 
Kurt got some sort of memory blank after that, mind lost in a haze of anger,
fiery desire and lust—just so much lust—that when he regained some control over
his mind, he's already lying face down on the bed, hips jutting upwards, with
both of Sebastian's hand pinning him down and spreading his cheeks apart, the
man's tongue buried deep inside him, tasting and licking and just eating Kurt
out like a hungry beast. Kurt just laid there and took it, he’d wanted it, even
needed it. It was undeniably the most mind-blowing experience he’d ever had,
and he was reduced to just a mere whimpering mess under the siege of
Sebastian's tongue and lips, moaning brokenly and begging for more.
 
Then Sebastian's turned him over, putting in lube-slicked fingers (when had he
done that?), fingering Kurt open, eyes dark and lips twisted into a confident
smirk that was so smug that Kurt just wanted to punch it right out of his face.
 
The surge of anger from before had came roaring back, mixing with the already
intense pleasure to form a concoction of emotions so overwhelming, that Kurt
found himself pulling Sebastian closer even as his fingernails dug deep into
the man's skin, scratching and leaving behind angry red lines. He was also
trashing beneath Sebastian, part of him wanted to get away, his body just
twisted this way and that half heartedly. Another part wanted more, just more,
more, more. He’d clenched onto Sebastian's fingers hungrily, sucking onto them
and dragging them in, silently pleading for deeper, move, come on!
 
Sebastian had chuckled, leaning down to give Kurt a bruising kiss, even as he
grinned evilly and murmured against his lips: "I would never had guessed that
you are such a feisty kitten in bed, Kurt. You're usually so seemingly prudish
and cold, wrapped up in all those layers of designer clothing."
 
Kurt hated himself more than a little bit when his only response to this was to
give a low moan and arched his body off the bed, thrusting his hips back onto
the three fingers scissoring inside him.
 
Sebastian, the bastard, pulled his fingers out then, and Kurt had glared at him
so hatefully that Sebastian actually smiled like a half decent human being and
kissed him lightly on the lips, reassuring him, saying: "Calm down, I'm just
going to put on a condom." He pulled one out from the drawer of his bedside
table, the action smooth and obviously well practiced, and Kurt felt a sudden
strong surge of annoyance.
 
He pushed Sebastian down, snatching the condom away and ripping it open with
his teeth. Sebastian had looked at him with something akin to amazement and
surprise, breathing heavily and eyes fully blown with lust, the sight sending
tendrils of satisfaction pooling and twisting inside Kurt's stomach.
 
Kurt didn't know what possessed him to do what he did next.
 
He smirked and moved forward to straddle Sebastian's legs. Pulling the condom
out of the wrapper with his teeth, he bent down, and using only his mouth,
wrapped the condom over Sebastian's very aroused prick, and began to roll it
down further with his lips and tongue working together in tandem. He kept his
eyes on Sebastian the whole while.
 
Sebastian's eyes had widened when he realized what Kurt was about to do, and he
let out a choked and tortured groan, his hand flying up to grip at Kurt's
shoulder, not letting go until Kurt had finished.
 
He just smiled coolly at Sebastian's dazed expression, and said, "Hmm,
strawberry flavored. Kinky."
 
Sebastian seemed to have lost it then, grabbing onto Kurt's hips and pulling
him in, immediately lining up his cock and pushed, sheathing himself firmly
inside with one deep stroke. Kurt had keened loudly, his head snapped back,
whole body taut with the sudden forceful intrusion.
 
Sebastian just snarled, head bowing forward as he bit and licked against Kurt's
neck and collarbone, whispering furiously: "You love to tease, don't you Kurt?
Think it is fun to act all coy and flirty and just so sexy all at the same
time? Do you even know how you drive me crazy?"
 
Kurt just shook his head, breath caught in his throat, mind hazy as his body
adjusted to Sebastian's impressive length and girth, already feeling the
fissures of pleasure travelling throughout his body.
 
Sebastian was fucking up into him mercilessly the next moment, just pounding up
and pulling Kurt down to meet him. Their skin met together in loud slapping
noises, and Sebastian's dragging him down into an almost punishing kiss, lips
bruising and tongue demanding submission, and Kurt was just lost to the
pleasure, body going slack even as he let Sebastian ravage his mouth and body
at the same time. When Kurt's body slumped against Sebastian, the man just
wrapped both his arms around Kurt's waist and pushed him right back up, his
knees coming up to press against Kurt's back even as his palms held Kurt's
hips.
 
This change in position shifted the angle of Sebastian's thrusts, and all of a
sudden, each harsh stroke inside was firmly hitting his prostate, nudging
bluntly against the bundle of nerves and sending sharp jolts of pleasure all
the way down to the tip of Kurt's toes. Kurt moaned loudly, his head thrown
back as he leaned back onto Sebastian's knees. Just letting the hard, hot shaft
that was pushed into him rhythmically take over his body and burn him inside
out with overwhelming satisfaction and desire.
 
Soon enough, he was coming, his own cock jerking uncontrollably. Thick, creamy
strings of cum painted Sebastian's stomach, even as Kurt positively screamed
Sebastian's name out loud.
 
When the fuzzy black spots creeping over his mind and eyes finally cleared, he
found himself completely in Sebastian's arms, the man having changed their
positions so that he's sitting up and Kurt's straddling him, knees digging into
the soft mattress and against Sebastian's hips.
 
Sebastian was still completely hard inside him.
 
"You owe me, Kurt." Sebastian had drawled, biting at the tip of his ear as he
did so, "You've come once, but I haven't, and that's terribly bad manners,
isn't it?"
 
Kurt glared back at him. Sebastian just chuckled. "Come on, Kurt. Don't tell me
you can't do this. Don't tell me that you can't even make me come."
 
The words hit something inside Kurt, and thoughts of 'undesirable, not sexy,
baby penguin' popped into mind. Kurt just grabbed Sebastian by the neck and
pulled him in, smashing their lips together, and growled: "I'll fucking make
you come."
 
He hands moved to grip Sebastian's shoulders and Kurt then proceed to ride
Sebastian, using both the muscles in his thighs and legs to propel up and
slammed himself down, hard, again and again. This led him back to the current
situation, him fucking himself onto Sebastian's long and thick cock, bouncing
in the man's lap like a pro-porn star, whimpering and stifling back moans
unsuccessfully, the sounds escaping his throat as he felt every swivel of his
hips back down hitting straight against his prostate.
 
Sebastian's obviously enjoying it. His arms were wrapped around Kurt's waist,
palm pressed in at his sides, the pressure and warmth oddly possessive. He's
also kissing and biting his way down Kurt's throat, marking his neck and chest
with a smattering of reddish-pink marks, murmuring and whispering against
Kurt's skin, broken strings of words: "So beautiful….Fuck, you're
gorgeous…Sexy, so sexy, and hot, do you even know—...Kurt, Kurt, Kurt…"
 
Kurt found it hard to breathe, Sebastian kept ravishing his mouth, kissing him
senseless and leaving him dizzy, and Kurt couldn’t even remember why he felt
angry at Sebastian at the first place, just knew that he needed and wanted more
from the man, his hips automatically slamming down harder and squeezing
tighter. The motions were more taxing than he imagined, sweat was rolling down
his forehead and slipping down the side of his neck, and Kurt could feel the
way his hair was now completely messy, clinging to his forehead and nape. His
arms were trembling as he struggled to hold on, and his thighs were sore. Kurt
had never known that sex could be so messy and exhausting and breathtaking and
also just so, so overwhelmingly enjoyable and intense, but obviously it could,
and it felt amazing.
 
He could hear himself moaning unrestrainedly now, his voice so breathy and
thick with lust that he almost didn't recognized it, just a litany of steady:
"Ah, ah, ah—" spilling out from his mouth. He wasn't even coherent enough to
feel anything about his wanton display, self-restrain all but tossed out the
window, squeezing and clamping down onto Sebastian's dick in a completely
slutty manner, but it's not enough.
 
He wrapped both his arms around Sebastian, head buried into the crook of the
man's neck, breathed in the unique smell of male muskiness and sex. He's so
desperate now, his cock was fully hard again, and he was pleading and begging
before he knew it.
 
"Sebastian, please—Please, I don't know—I need you so much, I need more, give
me more, please-!"
 
Sebastian seemed to be in a similar state as well, Kurt could feel how strong
Sebastian’s arms were holding him, the one wounded around his waist clutching
him tighter. The Warbler dropped a shaky kiss onto Kurt's hair, and the next
moment, he'd flipped Kurt down onto the bed and was fucking furiously into him.
 
Kurt was pushed roughly up the bed and pulled back down in quick succession.
Sebastian’s hips slammed into him, his engorged shaft plunging in with a hard,
deep and relentless rhythm.
 
It was glorious. Kurt's hands scrambled for purchase on the bed, the pillows
already knocked off, while the sheets pooled underneath him, bunched up with
his and Sebastian's ruthless coupling. Pleasure like he had never felt before
coiled up, his whole body felt as if it was on fire, and Kurt's positive he was
not only moaning, but also whimpering and screaming.
 
Desperate to hold on to something, Kurt curled an arm around Sebastian's neck,
even as the other moved up to brace himself against the headboard. The whole
bed was practically shaking, Kurt could vaguely hear the creaking and thumping
of the headboard against the wall, so lost he was in his pleasure.
 
The next moment, all of his senses were zoomed in onto Sebastian, the way it
felt having his tall, strong body covering Kurt's own, the feeling of his cock
inside him, the pressure of Sebastian's hand grabbing at his hips, the scalding
heat and wetness of the man's tongues and lips against his own mouth and
trailing kisses like molten lava across his skin—
 
The pleasure washed over him, and Kurt's arching off the bed, mouth opened in a
loud moan that broke off into a silent scream as his orgasm hit him so hard
that his toes curled and his fingers dug into Sebastian's back. He could feel
himself clamping down, and it was this unforgiving tightness that brought
Sebastian over the edge and he came inside Kurt with a loud groan of his own.
 
Kurt could feel the way the man's cock twitched and pulsed inside him. He
squeezed, milking the man and wringing the pleasure out from him.
 
When he regained his thoughts, Kurt found himself staring at the ceiling
blankly, with Sebastian lying on him, draped across him like a gigantic cat.
Sebastian was peppering light kisses onto the side of his neck again.
 
Kurt blinked. He could feel nothing but weightlessness and a strong sense of
calm, relief and sweet satisfaction. His mind reminded him of everything that
was wrong about the situation, but for once, he shut it out.
 
He moved his arms up and wrapped it across Sebastian's back, tugged the man
gently but firmly in, even as he placed a small kiss to the side of Sebastian's
neck too.
 
Kurt felt perfectly content to just lie there at that moment, wrapped in his
now-possibly-ex-rival-that-makes-everything-complicated arms, so he did just
that.
 
                                   ~THE END~
 
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