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      Published: 2017-09-20 Words: 7725
****** Why Does Wrong Feel So Right? ******
by Ridley160
Summary
     Tony Stark, 18 years old had gone home after graduating from MIT, but
     as usual during the holiday season his parents were away on a
     vacation to a sunny beach without him. He's used to it by now, and he
     attempts to not have it bother him. After all he gets to spend it
     with someone better-the long time family friend Steve Rogers. Thanks
     to the project rebirth serum Steve had remained youthful due to a
     nearly halted aging process, and Tony had noticed the handsome
     features of his long time guardian and friend.
     Tony had developed quite the massive crush on his childhood hero, but
     he certainly could not let Steve know about that. Until Tony had a
     bit to drink from his father's stash, and his own inability to
     control his brain to mouth filter had him spilling the carefully
     guarded secret.
Notes
     This was supposed to be a part of a bigger story, exploring Steve's
     experience of watching Tony grow up and seeing the abuse at the hands
     of his father. Then Steve falling for Tony while he's still a teen,
     but Steve's conflicted because he knows it isn't right. This was as
     scene that has been floating around in my head for some time so I
     wrote this out and went with the sad and depressing ending at first,
     but I couldn't do that if it was just a one shot. So I scrapped it
     and made it more hopeful and happy. I may go back and explore this
     idea again...but not so sure.
See the end of the work for more notes
 
Tony didn't often show it, but he was always disappointed when his parents
chose to go on a vacation together during the holidays, and leaving him behind.
It was like clockwork each year he would come home for Christmas to see them
packing their bags to travel to some fancy beach in the Bahamas. This year was
especially hurtful as it was Tony's first Christmas since graduating college.
He had hoped they would at least alter their plans this once, after all it
wasn't everyday your 18 year old son graduated college with two masters
degrees. He came downstairs to get some breakfast and saw their luggage waiting
by the front door, and was dismayed to know that it didn't matter to Howard. He
was still upset with Tony for focusing on engineering rather than business.
 
So he was alone in the family mansion, but it wasn't always all bad. This year
Steve had promised to come by and see him, it had been several years since Tony
had a Christmas with the famous Captain America. When he had been younger Steve
had tried to make it an annual occurrence, but with Tony's schooling and
Steve's unpredictable mission schedule it was difficult to follow through most
years.
 
In his solace Tony drank from his father's stash, not a lot but enough to feel
that warm bubbly feeling. He was working on some programming for his bot
“Dummy” to fix some glitches he was running into. Unfortunately he was a bit
limited on his home computer so it was taking hours longer than he had
originally planned. Tony's concentration was broken when he heard a knock on
the door. A glance at the clock told him it was nearing 8:00pm, it certainly
seemed a little late for a house call. Tony got up from the desk and opened the
door and was met with a graduation cake shoved into his face.
 
Steve was there holding it out with an apologetic expression. “Sorry I couldn't
be there I thought this would be appropriate. Not everyday you graduate
college, and with two masters.” Steve smiled warmly as Tony took the cake.
 
“Wow...uh thanks?” The frosted letters read. Congratulations Tony!In loopy blue
letters. There was a little graduation cap with the year 1989 written inside
it. Of course Steve would be the one to greet someone with baked goods as a
gift still an old fashioned soul at heart. It was as if the modern world had no
affect on the man. Tony shuffled some papers aside and set the cake down on an
empty space at his desk. Steve walked into his room, closing the door behind
him and took a seat on Tony's bed nearby. They had done this a million times.
Steve knew Tony's preference to be in his own space. The mansion belonged to
Howard and Maria, but his room was his own safe haven.
 
“I'm sorry again Tony, I really wanted to be there but-”
 
“It's okay Steve, I know government work and super secret stuff you're not
allowed to tell me.” In all honesty it had hurt the most when Steve had written
to him and broke the news that he wouldn't be back stateside in time for the
graduation. Tony hadn't been surprised by his parents unable to attend, but
Steve had been the one that upset him most. At least he was apologizing. “It
was boring anyways, lots of talking and sitting and more sitting and more
stuffy old people droning on and on. Seriously it was a massive bore.”
 
“Hey respect your elders young man.” Steve teased. “We wizened old men have
lots of factual real world knowledge.”
 
“Yeah? Like how to tame a Triceratops? What about the structural integrity of
the pyramids? Was it true that George Washington had wooden teeth?” Tony
responded with a cocky grin. Steve just rolled his eyes and shook his head.
 
“You're an insufferable little punk sometimes.” Steve said as he reached over
and affectionately ruffled Tony's dark brown hair.
 
Tony whined and grabbed at Steve's wrist. “Hey! Stop!” He chuckled. “I'm not
six anymore. I'm a grown ass adult.” He managed to pry Steve's hand away and
smoothed his hair back into place.
 
“Always a kid to me.” Steve had that typical lopsided smile of his as he leaned
back on the bed looking at Tony. His gaze flicked over to the bottle on Tony's
desk and he cleared his throat. “Speaking of age I am certainly aware that
drinking laws have changed in the past 50 years...what's with the sauce?”
 
Tony had a bit of a guilty expression as he looked to the bottle and then to
Steve. “I was celebrating?” Was Steve about to give him one of his famous
Captain America lectures, he really hoped not. Steve stood up and snagged the
bottle reading the label for a moment. He turned it over in his hands unscrewed
the cap and then took a swig from it.
 
“Seeing as this is a time for celebrating I will let this one slide. ” He said
as he set the bottle back down. “Just don't let it develop into a bad habit.”
Steve added as he sat back down. “So college graduate, what's next? Got any
plans? I imagine you have several opportunities lined up. Internships?” Tony
moved from his desk picked up the bottle, and sat down on the bed with Steve
leaning his back against the wall to lounge comfortably.
 
“There is this study abroad program I applied for in advanced robotics and
engineering.” Tony gave Steve all the details of it, talking animatedly about
it all what he hoped to learn. Not everyone let Tony talk about his passions
like this. People often grew disinterested as they couldn't follow what he was
even talking about most of the time. Steve though, even when he didn't
understand he tried and would always give Tony his full attention. Tony could
talk to Steve for hours, it was one of the many reasons he adored him.
 
As they had continued their conversation Tony had abandoned the bottle and was
laying across the bed with his head in Steve's lap. Steve was upright with his
back against the wall and was idly stroking his fingers through Tony's hair.
They had done this many times before when Tony had been younger and having
nightmares Steve would sit with him and stroke his hair to soothe him to sleep.
It simply grew into a regular occurrence for them.
 
The conversation took a turn to dating an relationships as Steve was curious
and hopeful Tony would find someone that could cherish his brilliance. No one
deserved to be alone if they didn't have to be. Steve knew all too well what
isolation felt like, but with the serum preventing him from aging it was
impossible for him to ever hold a serious relationship. Steve couldn't fathom
watching his partner grow old and eventually die, leaving him alone. It wasn't
fair to them to give themselves to him. It had been a strain for him and Peggy.
 
“It's kind of hard to date in college when you're underage.” Tony sighed.
“Girls don't really like guys younger than them, and the ones that did well.”
He shrugged. “They just wanted money.” He mumbled.
 
“Gold digging at that age? That's awful...you're more than just money. I hope
there were a few good ones?”
 
“Yeah a few, but nothing long term you know?” Tony's eyes met Steve's briefly.
Steve's eyes were so mesmerizing, deep blue with small flecks of green mixed
in. It was out of Tony's mouth before he even realized the alcohol inhibiting
his better judgment. “I'd date you.” Tony's eyes went wide in horror. “At
school!” He added hastily. “Had I met...I mean had we met you know...at-at
school.” Oh god no. This was the fuck up of all fuck ups. Years. Tony had spent
years hiding his boyhood crush on Steve only to blurt it out in a alcohol
infused confession. Stupid.
 
Steve blinked a bit in surprise but he laughed lightly and gazed down at Tony
with a small smile. “Yeah? Well I doubt you would have liked me in my college
days. Still a short scrawny kid plus...I was an art student. I didn't exactly
hang out with you smarty pants science crowd.”
 
“You can say nerd. I won't be offended, and I think I would have given you a
chance. I mean you probably would have been like Rhodey. Seeing this punk ass
little shit scared out of his wits on campus and being the only one to help out
instead of scoffing.” Steve wasn't freaking out on him. Telling him this was an
inappropriate conversation or that Tony had something wrong with him for liking
boys too.
 
Steve looked off for a moment in thought then back down to Tony. He really had
grown up so much in the last few years. It was hard to think of him as that
little boy he had looked after, the time had passed by so fast. “It's possible.
Had we gone to school in my day though I doubt you'd be asking for a date. That
wasn't exactly commonplace back then.” Steve ran his fingers though Tony's
thick hair again in thought. The recent years had seen a lot of change for the
gay community, and while it was still heavily criticized it was no longer a
crime. “Tony...” Steve began. “You can tell me, I won't judge you if you are
attracted to boys or are curious. Is that what this is about?” He asked gently.
 
Tony looked off to the side and focused on the wall for several long seconds.
Was it? He hadn't told anyone...he had experimented but the words hadn't
crossed his lips for fear of rejection. Rhodey didn't even know. Tony's heart
was hammering in his chest as he thought about what to say and how to say it.
Was he bisexual? Gay? Straight and just going through a phase? He really had no
clue. The few experiences he had with other guys had left him wanting to know
more. He masturbated frequently to thoughts of men, women still aroused him
just as much, but there was also a certain individual that permeated his sexual
fantasies, and he was here in this room with Tony.
 
“I may have experimented a bit...” He admitted with a blush on his face.
 
“Experimentation is healthy for someone your age. There is no reason to be
ashamed or embarrassed. Just as long as you are happy with who you are in the
end.”
 
“I liked it. A lot actually. Well except when...uh...you know I...” He gestured
unhelpfully. “Prematurely.” Tony forced out. Steve's eyebrows went up in
surprise at that rather intimate admission. A sudden heat spiked inside that he
chose to ignore as he cleared his throat.
 
“Well if you're new to certain...activities...that can happen.” Steve's mouth
felt dry. They shouldn't be talking about this, it wasn't appropriate and it
was putting some very alarming images into Steve's mind.
 
“The guy I was sort of seeing got really mad and...he left...” Tony admitted
quietly. “It had been the furthest I had gone and I really wanted to keep
going, but...he didn't want to wait.”
 
Steve frowned as Tony kept talking. Surprises happened with sex, that was part
of the experience and a partner should be caring and thoughtful. Getting
someone off was part of the pleasure in Steve's opinion. To give someone that
enjoyment, and have it be so good an new that they come right away was only a
compliment. So you wait, you play around, you explore and find out what all the
wonderful things mouths, and hands and fingers can do. Steve felt his cock
getting hard. This had to stop...he couldn't think of Tony like this. It was
wrong.
 
“That wasn't a mature way for him to handle it. Sounds to me you're better off
without having your first time with a jerk like that. It should be with someone
you really care about, it makes it a lot more special.”
 
“Yeah I suppose you're right.” Tony didn't really know why he was being so open
and honest with Steve. Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was just Steve was so
open minded that he could talk about these issues. He sat up and turned sitting
cross legged on the bed and facing Steve, the booze making him feel bold. “I
wish I could meet someone like you to show me.”
 
They should stop this. Now. “I'm nothing special, and there are plenty of
people in the world that would be perfect for you. You just haven't met them
yet. ” Steve didn't want to stop the conversation though, even with his better
judgment telling him to. There was a thickness in the air, a tension that was
nearly malleable.
 
Tony's breath was coming out shallow as his deep brown eyes searched Steve's
and briefly flicked down to Steve's lips and back up. “What if...I have met the
perfect one...we just don't know it yet.” He whispered.
 
Steve swiped his tongue along his lips to wet them as he noticed Tony watching
him intently. He knew better, he was the adult here, and Tony was only a kid,
but was he? Tony was 18 years old now a legal adult. He had grown into such a
fine looking young man, it was impossible to overlook his handsome features.
“Tony you can't possibly know that.”
 
“I do know, I've wanted it for so long. Please.” He breathed his eyes pleading
as he leaned forward just a bit making his intent clear. Steve didn't stop him,
as much as he told himself over and over that he should, that he couldn't do
this with Tony. Their lips met and they kissed. Light and fleeting at first,
Tony pulled back his eyes wide in surprise with his breath hitching in his
throat. Then they delved in for more Steve's hands going up to stroke though
Tony's hair and hold him there as his tongue delved into the young man's mouth.
 
Tony gave Steve full access, parting his lips a moan vibrating through his
throat as he felt Steve's tongue enter his mouth. Steve's cock was rock hard
now, and pushing insistently against the fabric of his jeans. He felt it twitch
when he heard the breathy moan from Tony as they kissed. It was like igniting a
fire inside of him, Steve needed to hear more, he wanted to possess and
dominate Tony. Make him into a quivering mess. With a gentle nudge Steve coaxed
Tony to lay back on the bed, and he straddled the young man. He rocked his hips
against Tony to gain some friction on his aching cock, and he felt the hardness
in Tony's pants rubbing up against his thigh. Tony really did want this.
 
As they continued to kiss they explored one another. Tony couldn't believe
Steve was actually allowing him to do this, to touch him so intimately. His
hands eased under the hem of Steve's shirt and he stroked over the man's
muscled back, and along his sides. He shivered pleasantly when he felt over
Steve's hard abs and his impressive chest. Tony had wanted to touch him like
this for so long. Steve too ran his hands over Tony's slender body, he was so
much smaller than himself. Steve moved above Tony, trailing his lips down
Tony's neck. In the back of his mind he knew he should stop, but it had been so
long since Steve had been close to someone like this. Tony was hard and horny
for him, Steve couldn't stop himself not when Tony was so desperate.
 
Tony wanted to see and feel more so he pulled Steve's shirt off of him and he
kissed Steve's chest while he felt over Steve's powerful arms with his hands.
He felt a bit more bold and trailed his hand back down Steve's stomach pausing
briefly at the edge of the blonde's pants then slid further down to palm
Steve's erection. “Tony...” Steve breathed and bucked his hips into Tony's
hand.
 
“That-that feel good?” Tony whispered and he continued to rub his palm over the
hard bulge in Steve's pants.
 
Steve moaned softly. “Yes it does...” He closed his eyes and gently rocked his
hips against Tony's hand. Steve needed more, more friction, more stimulation.
He reached down unclasping his belt and unbuttoning his jeans, Tony saw him
struggling one handed and assisted. The jeans were unzipped hastily and Tony
reached his hand in and rubbed his palm over the hard length of Steve's cock
through the fabric of his briefs. That earned him another sexy moan from Steve,
he had never heard anything that was so arousing. Tony pulled Steve in for
another heated kiss while he palmed him.
 
More, Steve wanted so much more. He sat up a bit to strip Tony of his shirt and
let his eyes roam over him appreciatively. Tony wasn't built like Steve, but
there was the muscle definition although slighter in the young man. Steve
leaned down to trail his lips down Tony's collar bone, soft gentle kisses over
his skin towards a dusky nipple. He laved his tongue over the nub and heard the
sharp inhale of a gasp from Tony causing Steve to smile as he enclosed his
mouth over the sensitive peaked skin. Tony writhed beneath Steve, his hands
roaming up over Steve's bare back as he moaned.
 
“You're very sensitive Tony.” Steve whispered, his breath hot over Tony's skin.
He flicked his tongue over Tony's nipple earning another gasp. Pleasure ripped
through Tony unexpectedly. The hot throb of arousal intensified further.
 
“I-I know-nnngh!” Tony whimpered when he felt Steve nip him playfully.
 
“That's good.” Steve slotted his lips with Tony's in a deep kiss, both of them
moaning into it as their passion grew. “That's very good.” Steve breathed and
he reached down for Tony's belt. Steve unfastened it with quick hands and
worked his pants open and pushed them down Tony's thighs almost hastily. Tony
lifted his hips up and kicked the offending clothing off, and letting them drop
over the edge of the bed. Steve splayed his hands over Tony's abdomen, tracing
the tips of his fingers along the band of his boxers. He could clearly see the
outline of Tony's cock, and the wet spot forming from the young man's leaking
tip. Steve took a moment to breath and gain his bearings on the situation. He
himself was painfully hard and he wanted nothing more than to take and pleasure
Tony all night, but he was the adult here he had to be certain he wasn't taking
advantage. Steve's better sense was finally overpowering his lust addled brain.
 
“Tony...are you sure you want this? I don't want you to consent to this if you
feel pressured at all.” Steve asked in a gentle voice, his blue eyes searching
Tony's for any sign of hesitance.
 
Tony's breath was shaky, he took a moment to try and compose himself and his
racing heart. He needed Steve to believe that he wanted this, because he did.
“Steve...” Tony breathed and touched Steve's face lightly with his hand,
resting it on his cheek. “I've wanted this with you for a long time. Please. I
want you.” Tony leaned up and kissed him. “Please.” That was all Steve needed,
although he still had the hint of doubt the throbbing in his cock was more
distracting every second. Steve returned Tony's kiss and hooked his fingers in
the waistband of Tony's boxers and tugged them down.
 
“If this is what you want...” Steve replied and let his gaze linger over Tony's
exposed member. The young man's cock was flushed and hard, his balls already
drawn up tight.
 
“It is.” Tony replied softly. Steve trailed his fingers down Tony's thigh and
lightly grazed the tips over the smooth velvety skin of Tony's sac noting how
Tony kept himself shaved and trimmed. He wasn't completely bare, which Steve
liked. He wanted to think of Tony as a man, and men had hair, but he enjoyed
the smoothness of Tony's balls as he lightly cupped them in his hand. Tony's
breath hitched and he would gasp quietly as Steve explored him. Steve ran his
fingers up from Tony's balls and along his shaft from the base to the tip
making Tony shiver. He gave Tony's cock a light stroke with his hand and
watched the brunette moan and buck his hips, more fluid collected at the tip
and dribbled down.
 
“How could I ever say no to you?” Steve asked as he backed off from the bed to
toe off his shoes, socks, and pull down his own pants and briefs. Tony stared
at Steve through his heavy lashes, his kiss bitten lips were parted, and he was
breathing shallowly as he admired the specimen in front of him. Steve usually
didn't like it when people stared. It made him feel like he was back in the lab
all those years ago, poked and prodded to discover just what the miracle serum
had accomplished, but with Tony's open desire he didn't mind it. Steve didn't
like to think of himself in such a vain sense, but he knew that Tony wanted
him, that Tony was admiring his body and it made Steve feel a rush of hot
desire nearly overwhelm him. His cock twitched as the heated coil of arousal
wound itself tighter within his groin.
 
Tony wet his lips with his tongue as he looked, and looked, he had never
allowed himself this before. To just openly stare in such a way, but Steve
didn't seem to mind. His body was like it had been sculpted for perfection.
Broad strong shoulders and arms, rock hard abs with a narrow waist, firm well
shaped ass, powerful long legs, and an amazing cock. He was long and thick, the
tip glistened wetly from the precome leaking out. Steve reached a hand down,
swiping his thumb along the tip collecting the clear fluid, and smearing it
down his shaft.
 
“You're so gorgeous Steve.” Tony blurted out. Steve smirked slightly as he put
a knee onto the bed and joined Tony, now nothing between them.
 
“Yeah? Don't sell yourself too short there.” Steve said with a kiss to Tony's
ear. “I think you're damn fine Tony. You've become such a handsome, beautiful
man.” Their hips slotted together and Steve gave a slow roll of his hips, bare
skin on skin, their cocks rubbed together. “Oh god!” Steve groaned.
 
“Ah! Steve!” Tony reached down, both hands groping Steve's ass and pulling him
closer. They rutted against one another, moaning and kissing Tony could already
feel the tension and need in his body growing ever closer to orgasm. He didn't
want this to end so soon, he wanted sex, he wanted to know what real sex was
like. “Stop-stop wait” Steve backed off fearing that maybe he had hurt him
somehow. Tony continued “...I-I want, I want you to be in me...when I...” Tony
caught was breath and tried to will his heart to slow. “I want to know what it
feels like to have your cock in me when I come.”
 
Steve lightly caressed Tony's face and planted a soft kiss on his lips. “You're
sure you're ready for that? It isn't always pleasant the first time.” Steve
warned. The last thing he wanted was to hurt Tony, which with anal was a very
high possibility.
 
“Yes-Yes I do! I told you I almost did once but...I came too early...please can
we just try?” Tony was so eager, so willing. Steve wanted to give Tony what he
asked.
 
“We'll need lube and a condom.” If he was going to show Tony how to have sex he
was going to show him how to be safe about it. Steve himself was immune to
diseases and infections, but he didn't want Tony to ever risk contracting
something.
 
Tony pointed to the drawer near the bed. “In there.” Steve pulled it open and
rummaged around inside and sure enough found the box of condoms and a small
bottle of lube. Steve made sure Tony was comfortable on his back and laid
beside him. He nudged Tony's legs up and apart and lightly stroked his fingers
along Tony's throbbing cock.
 
“Just relax okay? This may feel odd.” Steve opened the bottle and poured some
of the lube into his fingers and reached down between Tony's legs, dipping
below his balls and caressed lightly around his hole.
 
“I've been fingered before Steve. I know what to expect.” Tony breathed out and
tried to let his body go loose as Steve gently circled the pad of a finger
around his entrance.
 
Steve kissed Tony's cheek. “I know, but just let me talk you though it anyways
okay?”
 
“Okay.” Tony agreed and let his body go pliant while Steve ever so slowly
pushed the single digit into him. Tony tensed up involuntarily and Steve
soothed him back into a relaxed state with light kisses and whispered
encouragements.
 
“It's okay Tony...it's okay it's never easy. Just relax, relax for me, breath
out there you go. There you go.” He praised and soon his finger was sliding
easily into Tony's body. Tony gave soft little mewls and light gasps while
Steve worked his finger in and out of him. “You're doing so good.”
 
“Another, give me another I'm ready.” Tony ordered. Steve complied, pulling his
finger out and adding more lube, this time Tony hissed and gripped the
bedsheets in his fists as Steve pushed two fingers into his channel. The
stretch was really starting to burn now, and Steve could see the discomfort on
Tony's face. He stilled his hand once he was fully inserted to give Tony time
to adjust to the intrusion.
 
“Take it easy you're doing great. You're really tight so it will hurt a bit...”
Tony just silently nodded and focused on keeping his breathing even. Steve
chewed his own lip in a bit of worry, he was much larger than two fingers wide.
Tony would need a lot more prep to take a man of his size. Perhaps going so
fast was a mistake.
 
“Deeper, push deeper.” Tony breathed. Steve hesitated for a moment still not
wanting to hurt Tony at all, but he complied with the request pushing his
fingers in just a little further and-“Oh-Oh God Ooooh!” Tony cried out and
bucked his hips, Steve had nudged his prostate. “Again-Again please Steve do
that again.” Tony practically begged, his hips slowly rocking against Steve's
fingers. Steve had to reach down with his free hand and grip the base of his
cock to draw himself back from the edge. Watching Tony in such ecstasy, hearing
him beg and the way he wailed in pleasure was like Steve's own personal porno.
 
“That's it Tony.” Steve encouraged as he worked his fingers in and out of Tony,
and slowly scissoring them to stretch him further. “Focus on how good it
feels.” He pumped his fingers into the tight hole over and over, each pump
getting easier, the glide smoother as Tony opened up for him. Tony turned his
head and kissed Steve's lips sloppily between his gasping shudders and moans.
If Tony was this responsive to fingesr Steve could only imagine how it would be
once Tony had a cock in him. He needed to know.
 
Steve pulled his fingers out, and Tony gave a quiet whine of disappointment,
but Steve held a finger up to silence him. “Just a little more Tony. You're
doing so well.” Steve applied another generous amount of lube to his fingers
and to Tony's already slicked up hole. “breathe okay? Remember to breathe.”
Steve stated calmly as he then slowly pushed three of his fingers into Tony's
ass. Tony whimpered, and there was a soft cry of pain before he swallowed it
down and bit his lip instead. Tony breathed out then in and out the stretch was
almost too much. Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes.
 
“Tony? Tony hey look at me.” Steve stilled his hand when he saw the amount of
discomfort Tony was in. “I can stop...we don't have to-”
 
“No-No I can take it...keep going just-just give me a minute.” Tony closed his
eyes and exhaled out slowly as his body acclimated to the intrusion. After a
few moments Tony gave Steve a brief nod for him to keep going. Steve aimed for
that pleasure spot again hoping to distract Tony from the discomfort. It
worked. Tony cried out, his hips bucking involuntarily as Steve caressed and
prodded the bundle of nerves. It got easier, Tony still felt the ache but it
was duller and more manageable he could handle it as long as he had this
pleasure to take his mind off of it.
 
Steve worked Tony's hole loose, stretching him to make sure he was good and
ready. When he believed Tony was fully prepped he pulled his fingers out and
gave Tony another heated kiss. “You think you're ready for me?”
 
Tony nodded. “Yes-yes I'm ready I want you, please Steve!” Steve smiled and
reached for the condom packet he had set aside. He ripped the package open and
rolled the latex over his length.
 
“It will be easier if you turn around.” Steve coaxed him with a gentle nudge on
his thigh.
 
Tony had wanted to see Steve's face during this, but he would be lying if he
said he wasn't a little scared. He decided to listen to Steve's advice and he
rolled over onto his stomach and looked back at Steve. “Like this?” Steve was
sitting up on his knees and looking over Tony...it was so sinful what this
young man was doing, what Steve was about to do, but he couldn't tear his eyes
away. Tony on his hands and knees with his lubed ass presented for him, Steve
could see a trail of the wet slick he had used trailing down from Tony's open
hole and down his thigh. What Steve would have given to pump that man full of
his seed, and see the fluid leak from his abused hole. He had to get a handle
on himself this was getting a little out of control, but Steve hadn't had a
sexual partner in years and now with Tony in front of him so needy and willing
it was hard to push aside those dark and dirty thoughts that Steve tried to
suppress.
 
“Perfect...so nice.” Steve praised as he ran his hands over the firm globes of
Tony's backside, massaging and groping the heated flesh. “I can't believe you
want me to do this with you Tony...you could have anyone.” Steve whispered as
he lined himself up. He had his left hand on Tony's hip and gripped his shaft
with his right to guide himself in.
 
“You're the only one I really wanted Steve...now please...don't make me wait!”
Tony gave a slow roll his hips back and brushed himself against the tip of
Steve's leaking cock. Steve took that encouragement and ran his hand over
Tony's back soothingly.
 
“Okay...relax now...breathe...” Steve said gently as he nesteled the head of
his cock against Tony's ass. He waited for Tony to breathe out and then slowly
he pushed forward, the head of his shaft popping into Tony's hole and then
deeper into his channel.
 
“Fuck!” Tony cursed and he gripped the bedsheets, his body going tense. Steve
stopped and petted along Tony's back in slow circles.
 
“Easy...Easy...” He soothed. “I need you to relax Tony...just breathe in slowly
and then back out...can you do that?” Tony gave a silent nod and inhaled deeply
then let it out nice and slow, the stretch was a bit more than he had
anticipated. Steve felt Tony's body slowly relax around him, and he took that
opportunity to gently push himself deeper. Slowly he moved, until his shaft was
fully seated in Tony's body. Steve gave him a minute to adjust to his length
and girth while rubbing his hands over Tony's skin, and pressing light kisses
between Tony's shoulders along his back.
 
“Steve...god I feel so...so full.” Tony panted as he acclimated to the
intrusion in his body. It wasn't exactly a good feeling, but Tony had to admit
it wasn't really bad either. Steve then gave a gentle nudge of his hips,
driving himself just a little further in and the head of his cock struck
against Tony's prostate. “Oh my-oh fuck!” Tony gasped. Steve took that as a
good sign and did it again, slow gentle pushes into Tony. Steve was in no hurry
to get off himself just yet as this was all about Tony, and he was determined
to make his first time as memorable as possible.
 
It gave Steve a sort of pride to know that this could be the comparison that
Tony used for all his future encounters. Steve was striving to be that
unobtainable first experience. To be the one that Tony would forever remember,
and always look back on fondly. Steve thrust his cock harder into Tony's tight
channel, a moan escaped him from the pleasure of it. “Tony...you're so tight
God! You feel so good, so good!” Steve chanted as he continued his steady
rhythm and there was the quiet sound of skin slapping skin as Steve's thighs,
and hips continually bumped against Tony's rear and back of his thighs. Tony
tried to ignore the wet sound of Steve's cock sliding in and out of his ass,
but in the quiet of the room and between his and Steve's moans it was difficult
to try and ignore.
 
Steve gripped Tony's hips tightly as he increased his pace, driving his length
harder into Tony and hitting the man's pleasure spot repeatedly. Tony dropped
down to rest his weight on his elbows making his back arch in a perfect curve.
Steve dropped his weight over Tony, bracing his arms on either side of him and
worked his hips to thrust his cock harder into Tony. Steve was in a complete
pleasure high, Tony's body was hot, it squeezed around his shaft so well, the
velvety walls almost massaging along Steve's sensitive cock. Tony's body took
him perfectly, as if he had been made to take Steve like this.
 
“Ah! Steve I-I think, I think I'm close.” Tony moaned. It felt as if every
nerve ending was on fire. Steve's warmth above him, he could feel the subtle
weight of Steve's body against him as he drove his cock into him repeatedly.
Tony had been on edge since Steve had worked him open with his fingers and
every push and pull was only drawing him ever closer to tipping over into that
blissful edge of orgasm. Tony's own cock ached and throbbed with neglect, and
precome leaked profusely from the tip dripping down onto the sheets beneath
him.
 
Steve wanted this to be good, he wanted this to be an experience Tony could
never forget. He reached his hand around Tony and gripped the brunette's cock
and gave a few strokes to help him reach his climax. “Yes Tony, I want you to
come. Don't hold back, this is for you. Come for me!” Steve squeezed the hard
length, and moved his hand quickly along the shaft.
 
“Fuck, oh fuck! Steve I-ah ah I'm gonna come, Steve I'm gonna come!” Tony's
body went rigid. The hot pleasure that exploded within him was beyond anything
he had ever experienced. The tightly wound coil finally released, his balls
felt tight against his body he rocked his hips forward, and his cock pulsed
with each spurt, his come splattering on sheets beneath him. Steve's hand
continued to stroke over the hard flesh milking Tony of every drop causing him
to gasp and buck his hips from the oversensitivity. Steve quietly moaned as
Tony's walls clenched, almost vice like around his shaft, Tony was practically
quivering beneath him as the intense pleasure rolled through him. He had to
hold still for it to pass, and didn't move again until he felt Tony relax
beneath him releasing his spent cock. Steve pressed several long kisses to
Tony's neck and back, he could taste the subtle saltiness of sweat along Tony's
skin.
 
Watching Tony in such ecstasy was intoxicating. Steve wanted to see it again,
and again, he wanted to see Tony's face as he reached that edge. Steve wrapped
a possessive arm around Tony's waist, and subtly adjusted the position of his
knees. His cock was still buried in Tony's body.
 
Tony was catching his breath while his limbs trembled from the exertion of
holding himself up. He felt nearly boneless and loose after the intensity of
such an orgasm, but he felt that Steve was still painfully hard inside of him.
Tony wanted Steve to enjoy himself as well, despite the ache he was feeling in
his backside. “Steve...you can keep going.” He said with a roll of his hips,
causing himself to keen quietly from his oversensitive nerves.
 
“Tony...I don't want to hurt you. I can pull out and-” Steve attempted to
protest.
 
“No...I want this. Please. Use me...I want to give this to you.” Steve still
hesitated for a few moments, but the ache in his cock was so overwhelming. He
placed his hands over Tony's hips again and began to thrust himself into Tony's
now relaxed and loose hole. Steve worked up to a fast and brutal pace, pounding
his shaft into the wet warmth. The glide was easy now, but it felt incredible.
Steve grunted with each push, he chanted Tony's name as he felt the building
sensation. The soft mewls from Tony only spurned him on. “Oh Tony, Tony, so
good, you're so good! So good for me...you want it? I'm so close, wish I could
come in you, want to see you take all of me. Take what I give you, fuck! Tony.”
Steve chanted. He normally wasn't one for dirty talk, but this close to
reaching his orgasm it all tumbled out of him.
 
“Yes Steve, yes I-I want that too!”
 
“Next time, Next time Tony I promise.” Soon he too tipped over that edge of
release. Steve pumped himself a few more times into Tony's body before he
stilled and held him flush against his waist as he emptied himself into the
rubber around his cock. “Oh...my God Tony...” Steve panted.
 
Tony practically collapsed onto the bed then, breathing heavily and Steve still
behind him. Not wanting to crush the much smaller young man Steve caught
himself before he too fell onto the bed. He pulled out from Tony with a soft
grunt and pulled the condom off himself, tied it and tossed it into the nearby
trash bin. Steve then laid back against the bed and let himself drift in the
afterglow of the post orgasm haze with Tony beside him. “Come here.” Steve
reached a hand out and rubbed his palm over Tony's back. Tony pulled himself up
with a slight wince and laid himself nearly on top of Steve's solid body. An
arm around his waist and his head resting against Steve's shoulder.
 
“That..that was incredible Steve.” Tony whispered.
 
Steve wrapped an arm around Tony. “I...I'm happy to have made your first time
good.” Steve replied softly. He held Tony close to him and lightly traced his
fingers along his sweaty skin.
 
“Good? It was more than just good...it was...I don't even know how to describe
it.” Steve pressed a light kiss to Tony's forehead. They laid there together
quietly for several long minutes just coming down from the endorphin high.
“Steve...” Tony asked after the silence had gone on too long.
 
“Hm?” Steve responded.
 
“Did you mean that...what you said at the...I mean when you were. At the end.”
Tony's voice was quiet and hesitant. Steve stared off into the opposite end of
the room, distracting himself with a poster on the wall. He swallowed in
discomfort before he dared to answer.
 
“I uh...” Steve didn't know what to say. He had let some pretty raunchy ideas
slip out and now he regretted it deeply. Probably freaked Tony out. “We don't
have to...what ever you are comfortable with Tony.”
 
Tony lifted his head up and looked into Steve's eyes. “I meant about...you
saying next time? That you want there to be a next time?” Steve blinked. It had
all just come out in the heat of the moment, but now that he thought about it.
Yes. He wanted a next time. After watching Tony experience such an intense
orgasm Steve wanted to give him that again.
 
“Yes I meant it. I would like to do this again.” Steve sighed as his better
senses and logic began to return to him. “But...” Steve added. “I don't know if
we really should Tony. You're so young and I really shouldn't-”
 
“I don't care about age. I told you I've wanted to be with you for years.” Tony
protested.
 
Steve sighed again and absent absentmindedly stroked his fingers along Tony's
arm. “You need to understand Tony, no one will blame you, but if anyone finds
out about this? about us being intimate with each other? I could face some very
unfortunate consequences. Howard would surely find some legal way to keep me
away from you. Two fellas together isn't exactly well accepted. I mean it's
better from when I was a kid, but I don't want you to face any of that.”
 
Tony shook his head. “I don't care...and we don't have to tell anyone. I can
keep this quiet. No one will know until I'm a little older, and I don't care
what my father would say. There is nothing he could do to keep me away from
you. Steve..please...”
 
“Tony you still have your entire life ahead of you. You could meet someone that
would be perfect for you...I don't age with the serum. I couldn't do that to
you, and you need to understand it would be incredibly hard for me to face
that. To watch the people I care about fade away and I just stay here...stuck.”
Steve touched Tony's face lightly. “I'm not saying no, but I just want you to
have all the options open.
 
“What do you want then?”
 
“I don't want you to just settle...I want you to date and meet other people. I
don't want you to be tied down on my account alright?” He touched his fingers
to Tony's chin and lifted his head so he could meet his eyes. Steve leaned down
and pressed his lips to Tony's in a light kiss. “I'm not saying we can't still
do things together, and I did mean it that I want you again, but we won't be
exclusive. Understand?”
 
Tony reciprocated the kiss, sucking lightly on Steve's lower lip before he
pulled back to look up at him. “So...you're saying you want me to date and try
it out with other people, but we can fool around if we want to?” Steve nodded
in reply. Tony gave Steve a soft kiss and whispered against his lips. “Deal...”
 
They kissed for several minutes, exploring long kisses full of tongue and
gentle nips with soft moans and breathy gasps. Steve shifted slightly on the
bed and tried to calm down his over active libido. “How about we get some
sleep.” Steve suggested as he nestled down into the blankets and pillows on the
bed.
 
“Hmm yeah that's a good idea, I'm beat.” Tony reached for the blanket and
winced slightly. “Ow!” Steve had Tony lie back and he grabbed the blankets to
pull up over the two of them.
 
“I'm sorry! I may have gone too hard on you.” Steve rubbed soothing circles
into Tony's lower back with his hands. “It will hurt for a couple days.” He
then reached over and flipped off the light from the lamp on the desk.
 
“Eeeh I will live. I think.” Tony settled himself beside Steve. It was still
unbelievable that this had happened between them. He knew that deep down Steve
had his hesitations about the whole thing and Tony understood that, but he was
confident that there would never be anyone that could replace Steve in his
life.
 
“I'll give you a massage tomorrow, and maybe a nice hot bath will help.” Steve
whispered sweetly in Tony's ear. “Sleep now okay?” Tony nodded against him and
let his heavy lids droop closed. Soon Tony's breathing had evened out into a
deep and steady rhythm. Steve stayed awake for awhile letting his mind filter
through everything that had just happened. He had overstepped his boundaries,
he was supposed to be a guardian, a possible even parental figure. Steve
couldn't help but feel that he had somehow failed Tony by giving into his
primal needs. Sill he had rather enjoyed all of it, and the idea of Tony
experiencing that with anyone else made Steve feel a hint of possessive
jealousy. He couldn't tie Tony down in that way though, anything exclusive
would surely expose them and he had no clue what kind of hell storm that would
bring about for the two of them. This was safer, it was smarter.
 
Steve kissed Tony's warm cheek and smiled as he closed his eyes for sleep. It
may not be right, and there was potentially something very wrong with him for
wanting Tony in such a way, but Steve didn't regret any of it. It dawned on him
as he snuggled closer to the sleeping body beside him that he may be deeper in
this than he first realized...he had always loved Tony but now he knew without
a doubt he had slowly transitioned to being in love with the brilliant and
eccentric young man.
End Notes
     Nothing special, just an excuse to write some porn really. I love
     comments, they keep me motivated to write! I did go a bit out of
     character with Steve...at least I feel I did, but I wanted it to feel
     as if he's had experience and is the one in control of the situation.
     Love to hear what you all think!
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