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  Relationship:
      Derek_Hale/Stiles_Stilinski, past_Derek_Hale/Kate_Argent
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      During_Sex, They're_so_in_love_it_hurts, Fluff_and_Smut, And_angst,
      surprise_character_-_Freeform, Age_Difference, Daddy_Kink, possibly...,
      Codependency, implied/referenced_eating_disorder, Size_Kink, Ableist
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      Published: 2016-10-08 Updated: 2018-01-15 Chapters: 13/? Words: 24540
****** White Ferrari ******
by Simone_(fvckyourfandoms)
Summary
     Stiles and his father move to a new town wanting a fresh start after
     some troubling events. Derek Hale is the secluded man with a tragic
     past that Stiles starts working for.
Notes
     Hey babes! This is my first time writing for the teen wolf fandom and
     only my second fic ever.
     UPDATE:
     Okay so the title is named after a Frank Ocean song but after
     listening to his album more I realized that the song Seigfried IS A
     MUCH BETTER FIT OMG. It's so perfect for this fic and is absolutely
     beautiful just give it a listen. (Still keeping the title though
     cause I like it :P)
     Leave me any critiques or praises or whatever you want down in the
     comments, I'll appreciate it! I mean, REALLY appreciate it ;)
     This is not beta read.
***** Chapter 1 *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
“Stiles, if you keep tapping on the dashboard I’m throwing you out on the side
of the road and you’re gonna hitchhike your way to our new house.”
Stiles paused and leaned back in his seat, sighing dramatically. “It’d be an
interesting experience at least. More exciting than this.”
“Yeah, an interesting experience that would end with you winding up in a ditch
somewhere.”
“You think?” Stiles replied in fake excitement but immediately regretted it
when he saw his father's guilty expression. “I’m sorry. I’m being a brat.” The
teen looked down and began picking with his nails.
“No I- I shouldn’t have said that. It’s something Dr. Neale said could be…”
Stiles rolled his eyes at his father’s pause, “Triggering?” John sat there for
a moment before nodding. “Dad I’m not going to be triggered by you saying the
word ‘triggering’ or by anything else for that matter.”
John sighed, “Of course Stiles. I don’t- I just want you to be comfortable
son.” He turns his head briefly from the road to look over at the teen, “This
is a new start for us and I want things to go as smoothly as possible. You
understand that I can’t risk losing you again, right?”
Stiles felt his eyes begin to burn and turned away to look out the window. “I
know dad. And I appreciate it, really.” He made sure to gather himself before
turning back around to look at his father, “This is going to be good for us. I
know it.”
John threw a small smile over at his son before focusing again on the road
ahead. Stiles caught himself leaning over to drum on the dashboard again before
he pushed his seat back further so he wouldn’t be tempted.
~*~
After they unloaded all their boxes from the moving truck and began to settle
in a bit, they headed over to the sheriff's station where John would be
starting his new job. The current sheriff was an old family friend of Stiles’
dad and would be giving his title over to the younger man in a few weeks once
he retired. Sheriff Jones came out to greet them and then to give them a brief
tour around the office. They were introduced to Sheryl, a sweet middle aged
woman who worked at the front desk, then to some of the deputies on duty. They
were all fairly nice but not nearly as warm as the officers Stiles grew up
around back in his hometown.
Jones took them around to the break room where four other deputies were
stationed. They were mid argument, from what Stiles could pick out, about some
baseball team when the Sheriff interrupted them.
“Mackenzie, Davidson, Romley, Fuller — I want you all to meet your next
Sheriff, John Stilinski and his son Stiles.” They all murmured various
greetings, but nothing about them were welcoming.
“What brings you to Allenwood John?” one of the guys, Romley, Stiles thinks,
asked. John looked a little taken aback but still responded pleasantly, “Just
thought it was time for a change.”
“People only think it’s ‘time for a change’ either after a tragedy, when
they’re running from something, or for health or financial issues,” another man
peeling an orange says from the corner of the room, “Which one applies to you?”
‘Mackenzie…” the sheriff warns.
“What? I’m just trying to get to know our future sheriff over here. Think it’s
a good idea to know who I’m gonna be working under.”
“Yeah well, last time I checked, his reasons for being here aren’t really any
of your business.” Stiles snaps shooting a glare over at the asshole currently
smirking back at him.
“Seems you’ve got a mouth on you kid.” He looks over at his friends chuckling a
bit, “How old are you? 14?”
“16, asswipe.”
The sheriff puts his hand on Stiles shoulder and interjects before the boy can
say any more. “Hey. Look, I know how this looks — me popping up here so out of
the blue and becoming your new boss and all, but I don’t want there to be any
bad blood between us. I was sheriff for 10 years back in my hometown, so I’m
not new to the job just the area. More than anything I’m gonna need you guys
alongside me helping me adjust to everything in these next few weeks. Can I
count on you for that?”
The men still looked a little uncertain but a lot less antagonistic. “Yeah,”
Romley looked around at the others for agreement and then turned back to John.
“Yeah you can.” The sheriff nodded, looking pleased that he’d diffused the
hostility. But Stiles looked back as they were leaving the room to see
Mackenzie staring at him with a gleam in his eyes and knew the guy was going to
be trouble.
After the Sheriff and John talked some more about what to expect in the
following weeks, the younger man took Stiles up to the front desk to speak to
Sheryl.
“Well how can I help you two today?” She had a warm southern accent that was
oddly soothing and reminded stiles of sunny days and freshly baked cookies.
“Hey again Sheryl. Remember I talked to you not too long ago over the phone
about finding stiles a job?” The older woman nodded in response, “Well you know
he's going to be taking online classes and it's really important that I keep
him busy with other work. I was just wondering if you found any openings.”
“In fact I did!”, she leaned over to grab a sheet of paper and began writing
something down, “Had to make a lot of calls because not too many places around
here are hiring. Fortunately I talked Mr Hale over at the Trisk Auto Shop into
hiring an assistant. That poor boy is up there doing all the work by himself,
it was about time he got some extra help.”
“Thank you so much Sheryl that would be great.” John turned around to look at
Stiles before asking, “How does that sound kiddo? You wanna head over to Mr
Hale’s to see if you’d be interested?”
Stiles knew shit nothing about cars but figured he could probably learn a thing
or two for when he got his own. “Yeah sure.”
“Great son. You can take the truck and head over now, I’ll just drive a squad
car home later.” With that the John patted Stiles on the shoulder, thanked
Sheryl again and walked away.
Sheryl finished up what she was writing and handed it over to Stiles. “Here’s
the address of the shop and directions on getting there from here.”
The teen looked down at the paper and threw a warm smile over at the older
woman, “Thank you so much Sheryl, really.”
She looked around suspiciously before dropping her voice slightly and leaning
in, “Just so you know, Derek is a bit of a recluse.”
“Derek?”
“Hale, the owner of Trisk. He’s a sweet boy at heart, though you might not be
able to tell.” She sighed and shook her head, “I wouldn't be the most upbeat if
I had such a tragic past myself though to tell you the truth.”
Stiles tried to just nod and let it go but his curiosity got the best of him.
“What… happened to him exactly?”
“Oh Stiles dear, I'm not one for gossip.” The teen raised a disbelieving
eyebrow in response. Sheryl rolled her eyes but gave in, “Oh alright. A couple
years back Hale was seeing a girl, Kate. Something never seemed right about
that girl. Derek treated her likre she hung the moon but she never seemed
nearly as affectionate — didn't matter though the boy was in love. Not too sure
what went wrong in the end but they had a falling out. If it was my guess it
was most likely over the baby.”
“Baby?”
Sheryl looked a little startled, almost like she forgot the younger boy was
still there, “Well yes, Kate was pregnant. Not too sure if that was the reason
for everything but whatever it was set Kate off. That poor boy came home one
day to his home on fire and his entire family — mother, father, two sisters,
aunt, uncle and two of their kids — all trapped inside.”
“Jesus Christ.”
Sheryl sighed deeply and shook her head, “I know. It was the worst thing this
town has ever seen. No one really knows what Derek did in the aftermath but
lord only knows what that child was going through. Kate was caught of course
and got life in prison. Excuse me for saying this but the little witch
should've gotten the death penalty.”
Stiles blood ran cold just imagining losing that much so quickly. He was still
struggling everyday over the death of his mother; he couldn't imagine that
amount of pain times eight.
“Did Kate ever have the baby?”
Sheryl paused for a second looking thoughtful, “You know dear, I'm not sure. To
be honest with you I hope she never did. I wouldn't wish it upon any child to
be born out of a tragedy like that.”
Stiles just nodded and placed the paper with the address into his pocket.
“Thanks again Sheryl. You’ll be seeing my face around here pretty often.”
“And what a cute face it is to look at dear.” She threw a playful wink over at
the teen and grinned. Stiles winked back and turned around to walk out of the
building.
~*~
The Trisk Auto Shop was only about 10 minutes away (as Stiles was beginning to
think everything in the small town was), sitting on top of a little hill away
from the main road. There were four other cars in the lot but they all looked
like they were being worked on. Stiles walked through the front door and
immediately came across what appeared to be a front desk that had papers and
tools scattered all across it. The teen rang the small silver bell he saw
hiding under one of the papers and waited. After a few more rings and no
response he decided to look around for the owner himself.
Stiles heard some buzzing coming from further inside the shop and followed the
sound to the back door. Once opened, the teen found himself standing in a
decent sized garage holding 3 more vehicles. He saw sparks coming from
underneath one of the propped up cars and caught sight of a pair of legs as
well.
Stiles walked a little closer and tried calling out over the noise, “Um,
hello?” Still no response, “Hi- hellooo! Excuse me!” The teen resorted to
pounding on the side of the car and was pleased when he heard the buzzing stop.
His throat immediately seized up when the man finally slide out from under the
car.
“What.” the guy asked impatiently.
“Uh…” Stiles was at an utter loss of words and it didn't make it any better
when the man stood up in front of him. The guy was big — his shoulders and
biceps straining against the gray wife beater he was sporting — and maybe about
three inches taller than the teen. He had raven dark hair and light blue/hazel
eyes that contrasted with how dark his skin was made from the sweat and grease
mixture covering him. Stiles felt like his lungs were giving out.
“Did you need something,” the guy asked rather impolitely.
“Yeah- I um,” the man raised an eyebrow looking annoyed, “Stiles. I'm Stiles.
Stilinski? I'm… supposed to be working for Derek Hale, who I uh assume is you.
I guess. Um- like as an assistant, you know. For. The shop?”
There was a long awkward pause as Derek stood there staring blankly at the teen
before he took a deep breath and moved to walk past him. “Yeah. Sheryl talked
to me about you.” Stiles assumed Derek wanted him to follow and the two walked
back towards the front where the cluttered desk was.
“You’ll be working here. Answering the phone, scheduling appointments, whatever
else receptionists do.” He sighed and scratched his light beard for a second,
Stiles had to restrain himself from drooling, “And then I guess I can get you
doing some heavy lifting and assisting when I'm working on the cars.” Derek
looked up at Stiles once he finished explaining and asked, “You know anything
about cars?”
The teen tried to gather himself some so he wouldn’t continue sounding like a
complete idiot. “Uh not really? Just how to drive one and change a tire I
guess. Not any real mechanics… Will that be a problem?”
“No.” Derek shrugged, “You’ll learn along the way.”
Stiles nodded and clapped his hands together, “Cool. My schedule is pretty
flexible so working out hours will be easy.”
Derek frowned at him in question, “How old are you? Isn't school still going
on?”
The teen looked down and began picking with his sleeve. “16. And I'm um
actually being home schooled right now. Well. I'm taking online classes so.”
“Oh.” Derek just shrugged again, “Well today can be your first day if you want.
You can start by getting all that shit off the desk and organizing it however
you want, I don’t care. All of the tools, you can just bring to me and throw
out anything else you don't need.” Stiles was looking around at the scattered
mess trying to work out what he was going to do with everything when he turned
around to see Derek walking away.
“Oh, well. Thanks for the warm welcome!” Stiles called out to Derek’s
retreating back. The guy may have been hot like burning but he sure was an
asshole. “This’ll be interesting,” Stiles muttered to himself and then went to
work on organizing his new workspace.
Chapter End Notes
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***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Summary
     Sorry it's been so long! I plan on updating quicker from now on.
     Leave me any critiques or praises or whatever you want down in the
     comments, I'll appreciate it! I mean, REALLY appreciate it ;)
     This is not beta read.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
The next few weeks went surprisingly well. Stiles had to figure out most of the
receptionist stuff on his own, even though it was pretty self explanatory.
Derek very briefly went over how he kept his records and Stiles of course, not
writing any of it down, forgot immediately and decided to just wing it for the
time being. It worked for about a week before Derek came storming into the
front room clutching a piece of paper in his hand.
 
“Stiles.” The younger boy was busy reading a book for one of his classes and
hummed in response. “Why does this say we only made two-hundred and twenty-
three dollars last week?”
The teen looked up from his book and frowned, “Well, that can’t be right we-”
“Yeah cause it’s not. Mrs. Johnson came in with the broken belt, Dave got a
paint job for the scratches, that weird ass kid with the camera got his window
replaced, and Joe bought two spare tires.” Derek tossed the paper down on the
teen’s desk, “You were off by like four-hundred. How the hell have you been
keeping track of everything?”
 
Stiles was stuck for a moment, mainly because Derek has gone whole days without
speaking to the teen and when he finally had bothered to talk to him it was to
chew the teen out. “Um… Well I- If I’m being honest, I didn’t understand how
you were doing things. So I just decided to do it my own way. By… color
coding?”
 
Derek broke his scowl to frown at the younger boy, “Color coding?”
 
“Yeah, I didn’t actually have any markers so I just mentally color coded it
and…” Stiles pulled the paper towards him, “now that I’m looking at it… I guess
green never really made it into the mix.”
 
“How does that even make-” Derek sighed and rubbed his forehead, “just- For
now, just give me all the receipts at the end of the day and I’ll do everything
else myself.” With that the older man turned away and walked back into the
garage.
 
Other than that minor fuck up, things were going pretty well. Jones officially
retired as sheriff, passing on the position to Stiles’ father and the teen was
officially back to being the sheriff’s kid. There was a big celebration with
the entire fire and sheriff’s department, various people from the town in
attendance as well. The community was fairly nice, Stiles appreciated their
distant politeness. They were a lot less nosey than the people he grew up
around, more laid back. They were hicks though — Stiles felt bad thinking it
but it was true — they shared close-minded and bigoted views that the teen, and
he knew John as well, could never agree with. But they were a simple group and
warm enough that Stiles would be able to look past their ignorance. He’d be
leaving for college soon enough anyways.
 
The new slow pace was exactly what Stiles needed. His class schedule was
flexible and he was able to get most of his homework done during work. He went
for runs in the morning and cooked dinner for himself and his father at night.
He spent endless time procrastinating and playing his xbox instead and called
up his best friend Scott from back home whenever he was free.
 
“So how’s it going up there in Allentown?” Scott asked over the headset one
night as they played Call of Duty.
 
“Oh it’s insane man. Mrs. Johnson had a yard sale yesterday of nothing but her
collection of glass vases. Some real wild stuff.”
 
Scott barked out a laugh “Yeah sounds like it. I’m glad you have more time to
focus on yourself though man. You seem like you’re getting better.”
 
Stiles sighed softly and tried to ignore the pang of sadness of being so far
away from his best friend, “Yeah, no you’re right. This has been really good
for me it’s just. I don’t know man. It gets really lonely sometimes. I don’t
have any friends here, I don’t have you.”
 
“You’ll always have me bro. We’re friends for life, you know that.” The sweet
moment was ruined by Scott yelling a ‘die motherfucker’ at one of the players
in the game before turning his attention back to Stiles, “But you really don’t
have anyone you can hangout with there? What about the kids from the local high
school?”
 
“I’m done with high school kids Scott, and yes I know how hypocritical that is
but I seriously don’t want to get mixed up in that environment again.” There
was a long, uncomfortable silence over the line and Stiles rolled his eyes, “I
can hear you guilt tripping from here Scotty, cut it out.”
 
“I’m sor- I mean. Ugh, okay Stiles but I just don’t want-”
 
“Seriously man it’s fine, I’m fine, I’m not gonna have a breakdown just because
you mentioned high school.” He heard Scott let out a relieved yet slightly
defeated sigh, “Now come on and help me kick the other team’s ass.”
 
~*~
 
It took Derek a while before he started to ask for Stiles’ help on the cars.
Their only interactions were when the teen let him know about appointments and
consultations or when Stiles brought him coffee. He brought Derek his drink
black the first time assuming the guy liked his coffee like he apparently liked
his soul but discovered the older man had an extreme sweet tooth when he caught
him sneaking about 5 sugar packets into the cup. Their relationship pretty much
consisted of strictly coffee deliveries and client requests up until the car
assisting.
 
Stiles was called back one day while he was at the front desk doing googling
random stuff. When he entered the garage he came across a distractingly sweaty
Derek frowning deeply at a large strip of metal in his hand. “Mr. Bernadeen is
coming for his car today?” Stiles nodded in response, “Well how the fuck am I
supposed to get all this finished. Brenda is leaving town tonight and needs to
pick this one up before then.” The older man lifted the metal strip while
simultaneously trying to drill its edge into the broken down passenger side
door.
 
“I can hold that while you’re drilling, it might be quicker?” Derek grunted and
looked like he was about to just tell the kid to screw off before he looked
down at the metal strip and sighed.
 
“Yeah sure. Just don't drop it.” Stiles ran over a little too eagerly, excited
to be getting to do some hands on work. It became more common after that. When
the shop was slow and Derek was overwhelmed he would call the teen back and
have him assist in the repairs. Stiles still knew shit nothing about cars but
Derek, as he promised, taught him some basic knowledge along the way.
 
It was more entertaining than just sitting at the front desk all day
procrastinating doing his work and instead playing Candy Crush, but it also
brought about some… issues — Derek being the all encompassing, main and only
one. Stiles could ignore his attractiveness when they only interacted twice a
day and very briefly, but now the teen had to spend a good hour every day
witnessing all of Derek's tan, sweaty, godliness and it was becoming more and
more difficult for him to keep his tongue in his mouth.
 
The guy was still an asshole though — not saying much to Stiles unless he was
ordering him around in that brisk low grumble that embarrassingly had the teen
adjusting himself in his jeans from time to time. But Stiles felt like he was
growing on him a bit, he didn't get yelled at anymore when he predictably
dropped the tools or knocked something over. He even swore that once he saw
Derek trying to hold back a laugh when the boy tripped over a box and went
flying face first onto the concrete. So yeah, Stiles didn't think Derek hated
him as much and almost every workday left the teen having to jerk off as soon
as he got home to relieve himself of being in such close proximity to Derek’s…
everything.
 
In the weeks Stiles had been working for the older man, he noticed that he
wasn’t close to anyone. The only people that ever came into the shop were
regular customers and occasionally Steven, the tow truck driver. No friends or
significant others were ever stopping by just to say hello or to check up on
the mechanic. Sheryl would occasionally drop off a container of cookies or
brownies for Derek but would never go back to the garage to greet the man. It
was sad to think of how lonely the he was and knowing that it was mainly
because he had lost everyone he loved. It was why Stiles ignored Derek’s
constant grumpiness and standoffish behavior, he didn’t think he would be much
better off if he was in the same position.
 
Stiles overheard the way people from town would talk about the mechanic;
complaining about how rude he was and how he wasn’t as friendly as the business
owners in town were expected to be, others just shared words of pity over the
‘poor boy’. And despite the teen never being given a reason to feel any other
way about the older man, somehow he knew Derek was much more than what everyone
perceived him to be.
Chapter End Notes
     This was kind of a filler chapter to be honest, but only because I'm
     gonna be building up the Sterek in the next chapter ;) Stay tuned!
     My_tumblr, in case you wanna vibe and fangirl with me.
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***** Chapter 3 *****
Chapter Summary
     (I didn't do a summary for the last chapter so I'll start now)
     Derek and Stiles get closer and discover they have more in common
     than they could've imagined.
Chapter Notes
     I'm trying to get better about updating more frequently. I'm on
     winter break right now and want to do three more chapters before I
     have to go back to school. Hopefully I can.
     I don't know anything about baseball or antidepressant medications so
     I had to do a lot of research. I don't know if Adapin can correctly
     be called an antidepressant but it is used to treat depression and
     anxiety. Let me know if I'm terribly wrong about anything.
     See end notes for trigger for warnings cause there are kind of a lot
     in this chapter!
     This is not Beta read.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Stiles came into the shop early saturday morning carrying two coffees he picked
up on the way. The teen was beginning to question why the universe so very
obviously had it out for him when he walked in on a shirtless Derek doing pull
ups. A bar was attached to the doorway leading out back and the mechanic was
glistening in sweat, muscles straining as he repeatedly lifted his chin over
the bar. It took all of Stiles restraint not to just run over and give in to
licking across those perfectly sculpted abs. He cleared his throat in an
attempt to cover up his moan at the thought, as well as to stop Derek’s unfair
display.
“Coffee?” The teen’s voice came out a lot squeakier than he intended. Derek
walked over, grabbing his shirt to wipe off some of the sweat from his forehead
and neck but otherwise not moving to cover himself. Figures.
He stopped in front of Stiles and took the coffee from him, looking down at the
red and blue C symbol on the teen’s shirt and raised and eyebrow. “You a Cubs
fan?”
“Til the day I die.” Stiles replied all pride and slightly defensive.
Derek gave a small approving look and nodded his head, “Yeah me too.”
Stiles stared in shock, expecting Derek to give him shit like mostly everyone
one did when they found out he was a fan, “You too? No fucking way.”
Derek leaned back onto the table behind him sipping at his coffee, “Have been
all my life. My dad was a die hard fan.”
“My dad and I argue over teams constantly. He lives and breathes for the
Giants.” Derek scoffed making a disgusted face and Stiles nodded in agreement,
“I know right!”
The older man walked over to a cabinet on the far side of the room and finally
(yet disappointingly) grabbed a shirt to slip on and brought out his welding
tools. “You think they’re finally going to break the curse this year?”
Stiles pulled a stool over to the car Derek was setting up around and took a
seat, “Oh man, no doubt! I mean I say that every year but I honestly really
believe it this time.”
“Almora, Montero, Rizzo, Bryant especially is a monster out there, and don’t
even get me started on Zobrist.”
“Dude, Zorilla is a god.”
“The guy’s ridiculous. You saw him win with the Royals last year, no way he’s
not gonna make it happen with the Cubs.” Stiles hopped up excitedly when Derek
waved him over to help with the car.
The conversation reared on, mainly around baseball and the teen learned that
Derek actually played himself when he was younger. Stiles couldn’t believe how
much the older man brightened when he was talking about his interests, the fact
that he was talking at all let alone a full on conversation was surprising
enough. He thought that would be the end of it, that they’d only have sports to
talk about occasionally and nothing else, but he was wrong.
Something about that interaction broke a barrier and Derek slowly began to open
up more. Stiles would lead their conversations of course but the mechanic was
just as good about keeping them going. They did talk a lot about sports but
they also talked about their favorite movies (they were both obsessed with
Nolan), tv shows (Derek was a huge nerd when it came to Game of Thrones), and
just about anything really. And Derek was smart, so much smarter than most of
the people Stiles came by in town. He didn't want to deem the population idiots
but it was hard to find someone to have a somewhat intellectual conversation
with.
Instead of just grunting in acknowledgement of the boy’s presence and moving
on, Derek started actually saying hi and stopping by his desk to see how the
boy was doing. Stiles enjoyed the attention a little too much.
~*~
It was The Week as Stiles liked to call it. The week leading up to Stiles’
mother’s birthday and it was always hell. It had only been three years since
her death and the pain became manageable but it never really got better. Stiles
hated how it felt on the meds though he couldn't deny how much better he had
become because of his treatment. He knew he was better off on his
antidepressants but he couldn't help but feel like they were just artificial
feelings in a bottle. He learned that when it came to thoughts of his mother,
instead of the excruciating hurt and pain he knew he should be feeling, there
was just a nothingness — not even a dull ache. It felt as if he didn't care and
he hated that so much more.
It honestly started off with him being so distracted that he forgot to take the
pills. He could always immediately tell when he was late on taking his adderall
since his ADHD was so prominent and the withdrawal symptoms were unmistakable,
so he almost never forgot. It proved to not be the best idea to only take the
adderall when by the third day, his grief was the one thing he could focus on.
The sheriff had been working on a particularly difficult case that week and was
working late every day. This meant that the teen wasn't obligated to cook
dinner and in turn ended up not remembering to eat anything, not for dinner nor
any other meals.
He still didn’t realize anything was wrong even when Derek began shooting him
worried looks at work. He just assumed that the mechanic’s quietness was him
reverting back to his more reticent ways and not because he didn't know how to
deal with Stiles’ oddly withdrawn behavior.
It was the day before the anniversary of his mother’s death when Stiles got a
call from his father saying he wanted him to come to the station. They'd barely
seen each other all week except for quick goodbyes when one of them was running
out to work.
Stiles was so out of it as he walked into the building, he barely remembered to
acknowledge Sheryl sitting at the front desk. A deputy was just walking out of
his dad’s office when he got there. The sheriff said goodbye to the man and
then looked at Stiles, motioning for him to come inside.
“Shut the door behind you.” The teen could tell this talk was going to be a
serious one by the tone of his dad’s voice and his weary expression. Stiles
went to sit in a chair while his dad went to lean back on the edge of his desk
right in front of the him. “How are you feeling son?”
The question startled the teen a little and he answered hesitantly, sensing he
was walking into a trap. “... Fine.”
“Oh really? Cause you don't look fine. In fact you look like you haven't slept
in three days and are about ten seconds from having an anxiety attack.” Stiles
didn't bother opening his mouth, he couldn't disagree. “It's partially my fault
I know,” the Sheriff took a deep breath to calm himself down and shook his
head. “I completely forgot what week it was and I feel horrible. I've just been
so invested in work here and trying to get acclimated, it completely slipped my
mind. I should've been there for you, I mean this is the time when you need me
the most and I wasn't there.”
Stiles looked down at his hands trying to stave off the tears he could slowly
feel coming on. He hated when his father felt responsible for his problems, he
hated putting more stress on him in this way.
“But son, you know this is a two way street.” John reached into his pocket and
pulled out something Stiles hadn't seen in days; his bottle of antidepressants.
“I saw these sitting in the kitchen a few days ago and thought you had just sat
them there after getting some water to take them or something. But when I saw
them again this morning in the exact same position and the exact same amount I
knew.”
Stiles bit his lip as the tears became harder to hold back. He knew what was
coming next.
“Let me see.” Stiles didn't look up at his father’s request, just fidgeted with
the tip of his sleeve before reluctantly pushing it up to his elbow and doing
the same to his other arm. The first tears began to fall when he shakily
offered his forearms for his father to examine. There were scars scattered all
over the boy's skin but not as many as there could have been. He had seen the
other kid’s arms in treatment and knew his weren't nearly as bad as most.
The Sheriff sighed in relief when he didn't see any new cuts and gently rolled
his son’s sleeves back down. “Anywhere I can't see?” The boy just shook his
head in response, shoulders shaking slightly and still refusing to look at his
father.
John leaned forward and softened his voice “Hey, look at me.” The boy finally
lifted his head, the Sheriff couldn't stand how miserable his son looked. “It's
okay, I'm proud of you. You didn't do anything right?”
“No but I wanted to.” Stiles’ voice was broken as he spoke and breathed out
shakily, “I wanted to so bad, you don't know how hard it was.”
“But you didn't, and that's all that matters. Look I’m not gonna say I'm not
upset, cause I am, but only because I'm worried Stiles. You’ve gotten so much
better but this is only proof that it's just as easy to fall back. My biggest
fear is losing you, I almost did before and I've never felt more helpless in my
life, not even with your mother.” John laid a hand on Stiles’ shoulder and
squeezed lightly. “I need you to meet me halfway son. Please don't let this
happen again, alright?”
Stiles nodded his head and stood up to take the bottle of pills out of his
father’s hand. John stood up as well and patted the teen on the back. “I’ll
call Dr. Neale tonight and see if we can set up those Skype appointments you
two talked about yeah?”
“Yeah.” Stiles took a deep breath and wiped his face, looking from the pills
back to his father. “I'm sorry dad.”
“Don't apologize when it comes to this. It's a struggle I know. We just have to
work on it. See you later kiddo.”
Stiles nodded and headed for the door. As he closed it behind him he began
walking away and was just about to slip his pills into his pocket when he was
bumped into and the bottle went flying out of his hand. He moved to apologize
to the person he collided with before he realized who the person was;
Mackenzie. Mackenzie who was picking up his bottle and reading the label before
he could do anything to stop it.
“Hmm ‘Adapin: Take twice a day’,” The deputy read off in a mocking tone.
Stiles’ jaw tightened and he held his hand out towards the man, “Just give it
back.” Mackenzie and has cronies had been giving Stiles shit from day one. Only
now they would only do it behind the Sheriff’s back and Stiles wasn't about to
put any more stress on his dad by telling him about his asshole deputies.
“Or what? You gonna have a breakdown and attack me?” Mackenzie smirked meanly
at the teen and began tossing up the bottle of pills. “Guess the Sheriff’s son
isn't as stable as everyone thinks.”
Stiles was emotionally drained and didn't have the energy to get into it with
the older man so he glared, snatched the bottle out of the air with Mackenzie’s
next toss and stormed away. He could hear the deputy snickering behind him but
didn't have the time to care, he had to be at work in 5 minutes.
~*~
Derek was out in the garage working on something so he probably didn't even
notice that Stiles was late — it was a slow day anyways. The teen had settled
down and was about to begin on work when he remembered the pills in his pocket.
It’d take a while before he started feeling somewhat normal again since he was
so off schedule.
Derek walked into the front room right when Stiles was knocking back the pills
and washing them down with the water from his bottle. “Have you not been
feeling well?” This was one of the few times Derek had spoken to him all week
after his first few attempts at conversation were shut down by Stiles’
reticence.
Stiles thought about lying and just saying yes, especially after what happened
with Mackenzie at the station but decided not to. Derek might not be the
friendliest person at times but the teen didn't think he was one to be that
much of a dick.
“No. I've uh actually been forgetting to take my antidepressants so I need to
start back up with my schedule.” He looked at Derek out of the corner of his
eye to try and gage his reaction but the mechanic only paused briefly and
nodded.
“Sertraline or Duloxetine?”
Stiles turned around fully to stare at the older man in shock, “Uh… um. Doxepin
actually.”
Derek frowned in confusion, “They don't usually prescribe that to teens.”
“W-well um yeah. It was the most effective one I could take with my adderall. I
have ADHD too.”
Derek gave a small smirk, “Figures.” Stiles thought he should probably be
offended but couldn't help but smile a little; it was the first time he had all
week.
“How do you even know so much about antidepressants?”
Derek’s smirk fell and he looked away. “It took a while for my doctors to find
one that was a good fit for me. Ended up with a specialized brand of Sertraline
and I've been on it for a while now.”
It was then that Stiles thought of the fire and Derek’s family. It wasn't that
he forgot, it was kind of a difficult thing to forget, but he always tried his
hardest not to think about it while he was around the older man. His big mouth
always ran away from him and he didn't want to bring up any painful feelings.
He understood how shitty that was from his own experiences.
“I'm glad you’re taking them again. It fucking sucks being dependent on a pill
to make you feel like a person but it's better than being miserable.”
Stiles couldn't explain the warmth Derek’s words filled him with but he was
already beginning to feel more stable than he had all week and he knew it
wasn't from the Adapin.
Chapter End Notes
     TRIGGER WARNINGS:
     There are mentions of depression and anxiety as well as cutting.
     The Sheriff checks Stiles' arms to make sure he hasn't started
     cutting again.
     Stiles stops taking his meds.
     Bullying: One of the deputies, Mackenzie, teases Stiles about being
     on meds.
      
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***** Chapter 4 *****
Chapter Summary
     Stiles spends a hot day getting work done with Derek and things
     get... well, hot.
Chapter Notes
     Here you go people! ;)
     This is not Beta read.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Stiles was so done. The weather had no right to be this hot on a late September
morning, I mean he thought that was the whole point of moving to a seasonal
climate. His morning started off bad when he woke up 45 minutes late and it
proceeded to go downhill from there.
The teen stumbled into the garage slightly out of breath even though he wasn't
even running especially not in the ridiculous heat. The space was filled with
about 3 different fans, all on high, and Derek was sitting in the middle
flipping through the pages of a manual.
“Sorry I’m late I know,” Stiles said moving as quickly as he could over to the
older man. “I got you iced coffee, thought you’d still appreciate the caffeine
without overheating.”
Derek accepted the drink from Stiles and looked down at the cup, “Thanks, I
never thought to ge-” He paused mid sentence and Stiles stood confused by his
boss’ sudden frozeness.
The teen quickly followed Derek’s stunned gaze down to his pants and let out an
annoyed sigh. “Look, okay today was laundry day and these were the only bottoms
I had that wouldn't cause me a heat stroke.”
The older man raised a judging eyebrow at the boy’s shorts that didn't even
make it to mid thigh, “Those are practically daisy dukes.”
“They are not!” Stiles exclaimed smacking Derek in the shoulder, to which the
older man just snorted in response. “I was much shorter in middle school,
okay.”
“Those are from middle school and you can still fit them?” Stiles flipped Derek
off and turned around to head into the front room. “Hey actually, I need you
back here with me today.”
Stiles paused to look at the older man over his shoulder and raised an eyebrow.
“All day?”
“Yeah,” Derek got up and tapped his knuckles on the hood of the car next to
him, “I got two more cars coming in and I don't want us to be any more backed
up than we already are. Best that we just get as much done as possible. If
someone comes in they can ring the bell. Did you have some work you planned on
doing today?”
Stiles startled a little and quickly spoke up, “No, nope, not at all, I'm all
yours.” Derek quirked an eyebrow. “I-I-I mean not- I don't mean I'm yours not
like I'm not- I mean I work for you ju-just you know like free. I’m free. Not-
I don’t work for free cause you pay me but free, for this. I am.” Derek looked
like he was using everything in his power not to burst out laughing. Stiles
sighed, “No I don't have any work I planned on doing.”
“Great.” Derek gave Stiles a condescending, yet blinding smile and slapped him
lightly on the cheek twice. The teen ignored his very inappropriate reaction to
the gesture.
~*~
“Interstellar. Are you serious right now, Interstellar?” Stiles asked handing
Derek the pliers.
“Yes. It's amazing.”
“Um duh, every Christopher Nolan movie is. But how could it be your favorite!
Before the Dark Knight, the Prestige, have you seen Inception?”
Derek rolled his eyes and Stiles tried not to watch his muscles flex as he used
the pliers. “Yes Stiles, I've seen Inception. And the Dark Knight trilogy is a
fucking masterpiece, but Interstellar? It was more moving than anything else
he's ever done.”
“What? Inception was moving too!”
“Yeah but did you cry like a little bitch throughout it?”
Stiles opened his mouth to speak but quickly snapped it shut, “Touché. But
Nolan had been building up the concept of Inception since he was thirteen. It's
one of the most original films of all time!” he exclaimed, almost dropping a
tool in his hand due to his flailing, Derek shook his head in amusement. “It
might not have been as emotionally moving as Interstellar but that movie made
everyone rethink cinema. Also the plot to Interstellar is basically 2001: A
Space Odyssey just not nearly as boring.”
“Hey, 2001 is a classic.”
“Of course but who the fuck wants to look at 10 minute sequences of just
spaceships landing.”
Derek looked thoughtful for a moment before shrugging a shoulder, and
continuing with his work, “Touché.”
Stiles stood up to grab the bag of sockets from the table across from them.
After rummaging through it for a few minutes the teen let out a frustrated
sigh. “Hey, are there anymore 32 sockets?”
“There should be some deep in the bin with all the swivels. Remind me to order
more?"
“Yeah, tomorrow I'm doing inventory anyway.” Stiles walked over to the bin
across the room and began going through it. It was heavy so he left it on the
ground and bent over to dig around in it unconscious of the way his shorts were
riding up, barely covering his ass. He let out little grunts as he shoveled the
swivels over with his hands to try to get to the bottom. “You really need to
keep these more organized, this is just ridiculous.”
There was a sudden crash and Stiles turned his head to see Derek flailing to
keep all his tools from falling off the rolling table next to him.
“Shit are you okay?” Derek gave up trying to save his tools and cleared his
throat, scratching the back of his neck. He nodded in response, not looking up
at the younger boy. “You want some help picking-”
“No, nope. I uh- I got it thanks.” Derek stood there for a few more seconds not
moving to get the tools.
Stiles shrugged and turned back around to the bin. “Hey I found the sockets!”
~*~
“It has no right to be this hot right now.” Stiles was sitting slumped in his
chair completely exhausted from the heat.
It was the evening now, the two had been working non stop all day and the heat
was consistently relentless. They were mostly done and decided to take a break,
Derek was leaning back on one of the cars smoking a cigarette. “Tell me about
it.”
“It's officially fall, shouldn't it be freezing right now?”
Derek snorted as he walked over to the mini fridge to pull out a beer. “Chilly
at the least. It doesn't really start to get cold until November.” He went back
over to his spot and took a swig of beer before taking another drag from the
cigarette.
“You know I always wondered about that when I was a kid. How you can smoke and
drink alcohol at the same time and your throat like doesn't catch on fire.”
“You’re stupid,” Derek chuckled blowing out some smoke.
“I said when I was a kid.”
“You are a kid.”
Stiles stood up rolling his eyes, “Fuck you.” He walked over to where Derek was
standing. “Can I have one?” Stiles said pointing to the beer.
“Hell no.”
“Aw come on Derek!”
The mechanic shook his head and took a sip from his beer. “How old are you
again?”
Stiles bit his lip, “16…?” He sighed at Derek’s muttered ‘jesus fucking
christ’. “I'm mature for my age come on.”
Derek snorted, “Yeah mature is the word.”
“Ugh fine, atleast let me get like a shot of yours.”
“A shot,” Derek said not quite asking and raised an eyebrow.
“Yeah.”
“A shot of beer?” Stiles responded with an unamused expression. Derek smirked
and breathed out a dramatic sigh. “Fine.”
Stiles grinned triumphantly and stepped closer to Derek, a lot closer than he
intended. The older man lifted the beer bottle and Stiles was just expecting
him to hand it over but was surprised when the tip was raised to his lips.
“Tilt your head back.” Derek said in a deep, quiet voice Stiles had never heard
from him before. The teen began to internally freak out when he realized that
Derek ‘Hot Like Burning’ Hale was offering to feed him beer, also the way he
was staring so intently at his lips...
Stiles didn't move, frozen under Derek’s gaze, so the older man took it upon
himself to move his head for him. He stubbed out his cigarette and took hold of
the boy's face, thumb hooked under his chin and tilted his head back, keeping
the opening of the bottle against his lips. He didn't push though, waiting for
the younger boy.
Stiles opened his mouth, carefully wrapping his lips around the bottle as Derek
finally poured the beer inside. The drink was fucking gross is what it was but
Stiles was more focused on the almost mesmerized look on the older man’s face.
Derek slowly removed the bottle from Stiles lips and tilted his head forward
but didn't bother moving his hand. A drop of beer slipped out of the corner of
Stiles’ mouth and Derek gripped the neck of the bottle so he could wipe it away
with his thumb.
Before he even knew what he was doing, Stiles gripped Derek’s hand before it
could move away and brought the older man’s thumb into his mouth and sucked.
Derek’s breath whooshed out of him like he got punched in the gut and Stiles
held his gaze as he swirled his tongue around the older man’s digit.
The next second Derek was ripping his thumb out of the teen’s mouth and
replacing it with his lips. Stiles had no idea how they even got here. First
they were teasing and going back and forth as usual then somehow it got weirdly
suggestive and flirty and now here he was with the hottest man he's ever
encountered licking his way into his mouth.
Stiles didn’t really have time to think about it any longer when Derek Hale
wasn’t so much kissing him as he was fucking his mouth with his tongue. The
teen let out a breathy moan as the older man gripped his hair and tugged. It
only lasted 8 seconds but Stiles was about 2 seconds from jizzing in his pants
before Derek suddenly broke the kiss.
When Stiles finally opened his eyes, Derek was standing a few feet away looking
more distraught than he had ever seen him. He was breathing heavily and staring
in Stiles general direction in shock and fear.
“We’re done for the day,” Derek finally said in a closed off voice Stiles
hadn’t heard in awhile. “You should go home.” Before Stiles could speak up,
still standing in frozen shock from what just transpired, Derek was walking
into the back storage room and closing the door behind him.
Stiles still stood unmoving, “What the actual fuck.”
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***** Chapter 5 *****
Chapter Summary
     Derek is not speaking to Stiles after The Big Kiss, Stiles is having
     none of it.
Chapter Notes
     I KNOW I KNOW! I am so sorry you guys it's been months! I was going
     through some shit at school and have been incredibly stressed. Don't
     worry though, I only have three more weeks and I promise I'll try to
     put something out before then, but if not I'll have four months of
     freedom to finish this story!
     Enjoy this chapter, sexy times ensue ;)
Stiles was angrily filing papers — he didn’t even know that was a thing up
until this point. He knew maybe the way he was shuffling the papers and
slamming them down on the table was a little aggressive but whatever, he was
angry.
The bell hanging from the front door rang announcing a customer had just walked
in. Stiles quickly masked his face into the most polite expression he could
possibly manage and raised his head in acknowledgment. “Hi there, how can I
help you today?”
A middle aged woman with auburn hair that Stiles had seen around town a few
times walked up to his desk and smiled warmly. “Hi sweetheart, I just wanted to
bring my car in for an inspection. When is Derek available?”
“Well let me see,” Stiles opened the drawer at the bottom of his desk and
rummaged through it trying to locate the appointment binder. He tended to keep
his space organized so he was confused when he looked through every drawer and
the binder was nowhere to be found. “Crap, you know what I think I accidentally
brought our appointment binder home and left it there.”
“Aw that's okay. Derek probably knows, can you go ask him really quickly?”
Stiles paused and looked up at the lady. ‘No. Fuck no,’ he thought ‘No way am I
interacting with that asshole, work be damned.’ Derek, being the angel that he
was, was currently not speaking to Stiles (pretending like the teen did not
exist was more accurate). After their heated exchange last week in the garage
the older man’s attitude towards Stiles went back to square one, as if all the
closeness and camaraderie the two had developed over the last few months never
happened.
After The Big Kiss, Stiles had gone straight home, immediately went to his room
and shoved his hand down his pants — getting off on the lingering sensation of
Derek’s lips on his, the pressure of the man’s hand on the back of his neck.
Stiles wasn’t confused about his attraction, he’d be lying if he said he had
never jerked off to thoughts of Derek before, but the fact that his boss was
apparently attracted to him as well was mind boggling.
Stiles was of course disappointed when he came back to work the next day to
find that Derek had no plans to acknowledge the younger boy any longer. No
words were said but that was all the communication Stiles needed to know that
Derek saw the kiss as a mistake and was obviously regretful. No one enjoyed the
sting of rejection but that wasn’t even the worst part for Stiles, the loss of
friendship hurt more than anything else.
The teen had no one else to talk; Scott was busy with school, the sheriff was
busy with work and Stiles really hadn’t attempted to make any other friends in
his small town. He had met plenty of people sure, but no one got him like
Derek. No one shared a love for movies or had the same taste in music or could
compete with his sarcasm and wit. Stiles wouldn’t say he was heartbroken but it
came pretty damn close.
“Um… You know what he shouldn’t be that busy right now, it’s fine if you go
back to speak to him.”
The lady looked a little confused, “Oh, but the sign says ‘Employees only’ I
don-”
“It's fine,” Stiles said a little impatiently and quickly slapped on a smile to
lighten his demeanor.
The lady frowned but proceeded to go through the door leading into the garage
anyways. Stiles could hear the muffled conversation between Derek and the women
in the back while he went back to angrily filing papers.
A few minutes later Derek came into the front room with the lady in tow who
happened to be talking his ear off, “It's a great little gathering the women at
the church put together and you know we really just want everyone to sit around
and share their stories and what got them to where they are today, you should
really jus-”
“Okay yeah i’ll think about it,” Derek said gruffly and basically dragged the
lady out of the shop, shutting the door quickly behind him. Stiles almost
laughed but then remembered they weren't on laughing terms anymore and went
back to pretending he was busy. He looked up to see if Derek would even
acknowledge him a little bit but was disappointed to see the older man shuffle
awkwardly and go back into the garage without even looking in Stiles’
direction.
~*~
“Yes Mr. Kinney, I know okay, and I'm sorry I am but there was a mix up. I-”
More yelling streamed from the office phone Stiles was holding and he moved it
away from his face trying not to destroy his eardrum. “He’ll get it done
tonight I promise, we’ll give you a discount even.”
Stiles walked into work that morning knowing he was going to get an ear full.
The no talking thing between him and Derek was still ever so prominent, so much
in fact that Derek didn't even bother telling him he wouldn't be coming in to
work the previous day because he had to drive upstate. The only notification
Stiles got was when he showed up to work only to find a note attached to the
front door stating that Derek would be out and the shop was closed. Nevermind
that Derek had his number and knew where he lived and oh even worked only five
feet away giving him the opportunity to have given Stiles a heads up at some
point.
As a result of Derek’s true devotion to not talk to Stiles, the boy scheduled
for a snow truck to be fully repaired by that day. It obviously did not get
fixed, mainly because of the no communication and the older man didn't even
bother to look in the appointment book, so now Stiles had to talk down a very
angry customer who needed his snow truck fixed and ready to go to by 4:30 in
the morning.
“It’ll be done! It will Mr. Kinney, 4:30 repaired and ready for plowin! Uh huh
okay bye see you in the morning!” Stiles quickly hung up the phone before the
man could yell anymore expletives at him and growled in frustration. That was
it, he refused to get yelled at just because Derek wanted act like a child.
Stiles moved from around his desk and stormed into the garage. Derek was poking
around the rim of a tire when Stiles walked in and didn't even bother to lift
his head in acknowledgment.
“Yo!” Derek finally looked up sporting a slightly confused expression, whether
it was because Stiles was speaking to him or had just said ‘yo’ the teen didn't
know. “This has got to stop. I know you’re like mad at me or trying to create
boundaries or something but it happened okay, you initiated it.”
Derek was about to open his mouth to argue but Stiles went on to speak over
him. “No whatever we don't have to talk about it it’s besides the point. What
you’re not going to do though is treat me like I don't fucking exist. I dealt
with that enough in school and when people did acknowledge my existence, I
wished they never did. You’re not going to do that to me because I deserve
better.” Stiles’ voice broke on the last word, he hadn’t even realized how hurt
he was until now but he cleared his throat and lowered his voice in an attempt
to sound unaffected. “Also the snow truck was supposed to be finished today but
I didn't know you would be gone and Mr. Kinney needs it by 4:30 tomorrow
morning. I… don't want any more customers yelling at me.”
Derek sighed and looked down at his shoes. “Okay.”
“Oh and I'm helping you tonight.” Derek looked like he was about to protest but
Stiles held up a hand stopping him. “Uh uh nope. You’ll finish quicker and my
meds will probably keep me up tonight anyways so I’ll make sure you won't fall
asleep.”
Derek rolled his eyes but nodded begrudgingly and went back to working on the
car in front of him. Stiles put his hands on his hips and walked back into the
front room feeling slightly accomplished.
~*~
“Are you done yet?”
“Stiles, you continuing to ask me that isn't going to speed up the process.”
It was already nearing one and Stiles was bored as all hell. He knew the snow
truck would take a long time since it was in pretty bad shape but he didn't
think it would take this long.
“... Now?”
Derek slammed his tool down on the side of the car and took a calming breath.
“It would be done sooner if you were actually fucking helping me.”
“Eh, too complicated for me, I’d probably just slow you down.”
Derek huffed and brought his circular saw back to life, sparks flew off as he
pushed it down onto a part of the car. “These blades are too dull,” Derek
murmured. The saw made a strained noise as Derek tried to put more pressure
down onto what he was cutting.
“You should really wear a mask when you do that.”
The older man ignored Stiles and continued to work at the part in front of him.
Only a few seconds later, a giant spark flashed and Derek was jumping back from
the car. “Fuck!”
Stiles immediately jumped up from his chair and rushed over to Derek’s side.
“Crap, Derek are you okay, did something cut open your eye, shit what
happened?!” Derek was carefully covering his right eye but moved his hand away
to show that he was really covering the space right above his eyebrow that had
been cut. Stiles looked down and saw that there was also a deep cut on his
shoulder that was bleeding profusely. “Fuck you’re gonna need stitches for
that.”
Derek winced and picked up a clean rag from on top of one of the cabinets and
pressed it onto his wound to stop the bleeding. “I have a first aid kit in here
with supplies for stitches, I can do it it's fine.”
“Wait what? No I'm not letting you do it yourself are you fucking crazy!”
Stiles opened the cabinet and and rummaged around before finally getting his
hands on the first aid kit. “Sit down, I’ll do it.”
“Do you even know how?” Derek went to sit in Stiles’ chair but not before
grabbing a bottle of whiskey from the cabinet and taking a swig.
Stiles went over to the sink and wet another clean rag. “Please, my dad is a
cop, he comes home with cuts and bruises all the time. And my mom was a nurse
so she'd treat his wounds when he came in all battered up, showed me what to
do.” Stiles turned around and pulled the rolling table over to where Derek was
sitting. “Your version of painkillers?” Stiles asked nodding at the bottle in
Derek’s hand.
Derek only scowled in response and took another swig of the whiskey. Stiles
hummed and carefully touched Derek’s hand holding the rag to move it away from
his arm. Derek flinched and quickly moved his hand away from Stiles’ to put the
rag down. The teen pretended not to be hurt.
A few minutes passed and Stiles was only halfway done. He wasn't a professional
or anything so he was always really slow when it came to stitches, not wanting
to accidentally fuck up and tear anything. His back was starting to hurt with
the way he was hunched down and Derek must've noticed how he was subtly rolling
his shoulders because he huffed in annoyance. “Just sit down.”
Stiles shook his head, “No, the only other chair is in the front room and I
don't want to leave out in the middle of this.” A couple more seconds stretched
out and Stiles legs were starting to get fidgety.
“Just-” and Stiles was unceremoniously getting pulled down onto Derek’s lap.
The teen startled and looked up at the older man’s face only to see him glaring
over at the far side of the room. Stiles tried to tap down on his blush when he
noticed Derek’s hands were still resting above his knees.
Stiles continued to work at the stitches, willing away the shaking in his
hands. He was starting to slip off of Derek’s lap some so he scooted up, maybe
a little further than he meant to, and was surprised when Derek’s hands only
moved higher up on his thighs.
The last stitch was cut and Stiles made sure to clean it off one last time
before putting some ointment over the pulled together skin. He took out another
antiseptic wipe remembering the cut on Derek’s forehead.
“I told you you need to start covering your face with something. This was way
too close to your eye. A few more centimeters and you would’ve looked like a
pirate for the rest of your life and pirates are so not in-”
“Stiles.” The teen looked down expecting to find Derek glaring at him in
annoyance but instead… Well- Stiles wouldn't necessarily call that look
annoyed. It was intense, so intense Stiles actually thought he was having those
hot flashes his grandmother would tell him about. It actually felt like he was
burning out of his skin and started to feel extremely claustrophobic.
Stiles quickly moved to stand up but gasped quietly when Derek yanked him back
down onto his lap by gripping the back of his thighs. Stiles squirmed slightly
in an attempt to move away but Derek only pulled him closer so that he was now
sitting directly on his crotch. Stiles knew he wasn't imagining the hard
outline of Derek’s cock straining against his ass.
“Derek?” The older man looked down at his hands, that were practically gripping
Stiles ass, like he was just realizing what he was doing. He moved as if to
pull his hands away but Stiles was having none of that. The teen frantically
gripped the hair at the back of Derek’s head and hungrily took his lips in his
own.
Stiles expected Derek to be hesitant but the older man quickly licked his way
into the teen’s mouth, pulling his ass in, encouraging him to rock down onto
his lap. Stiles rolled his hips and mentally fist pumped when he heard Derek
groan into his mouth. One of Derek’s hands reached around to pop Stiles’ button
on his jeans and the teen pulled away from his mouth and gasped. Derek took
that as an okay to start mouthing at the boy’s jaw and then slowly trailed down
to bite at his throat while he unzipped Stiles’ jeans and reached in to grip
his hardening cock.
Stiles nearly screamed at the feeling of Derek’s hand pulling out his cock and
swiping his thumb over the head. The teen shoved both hands into Derek’s hair,
keeping the man’s face pressed against his throat and sucking on that one spot
that had his eyes rolling towards the back of his head.
“Fuck Derek,” Stiles gasped and rolled his hips down. Derek moved his mouth
back up Stiles throat and latched onto his mouth while he unzipped his own
pants and got his straining cock out. The chair was starting to rock
dangerously so Stiles made the executive decision to back up and pull him and
Derek onto the ground. The older man pushed his pants down below his ass and
spit onto his hand, bringing it down to slick up both of their cocks. Derek
took them both in hand and began thrusting up into his grip.
Stiles wasn't even bothered by how small his dick looked in comparison to
Derek’s gorgeously thick and uncut one. He was too busy having his brain melted
by how insanely hot the older man looked thrusting against him. Derek continued
sucking at the same spot on Stiles neck and only a few pumps later the teen’s
orgasm was being wrenched out of him, pulling the most embarrassingly loud moan
from his throat.
Derek began to jerk himself off and captured Stiles mouth in his own but the
teen eagerly slapped his hand away to replace it with his own. The angle was
awkward as hell, given the only experience Stiles had was on himself, but he
figured he wasn’t doing a terrible job by the way Derek groaned and buried his
face into Stiles neck. The older man whined and latched his teeth onto the
teen’s shoulder as Stiles began to jerk him off faster.
“Yeah, come on,” Stiles whispered into Derek’s ear and not a second later the
mechanic was coming too in long spurts onto their stomachs. He leaned his
forehead on the concrete floor next to Stiles’ head and tried to catch his
breath.
Stiles was still trying to recover as well from not only the mind blowing
orgasm but the mind blowing fact that he had just had sex. Hot, desperate sex
with the hottest man he'd ever laid eyes on, that he'd just made cum, with his
hand, in the middle of an auto shop, on a concrete floor and it was fucking
amazing.
Derek pressed his face back into Stiles’ neck and sighed. “This is so wrong.”
Stiles froze and looked down at the top of Derek’s head before bringing a
tentative hand up to rest in his hair. “Does it feel wrong?” he asked, getting
nervous that Derek regretted it all and was actually repulsed by Stiles and was
just horny and needed to get off quickly.
Derek pressed his face further into Stiles’ neck. “...No.”
Stiles sighed in relief and threaded his fingers through the hair at the nape
of Derek’s neck. “Then it's not.”
***** Chapter 6 *****
Chapter Summary
     I KNOW I SUCK! It has been way too long and I apologize for that. I
     literally have no excuse. Just that my writer's block was severe and
     I had such a hard time figuring out what to do for this chapter. It's
     a transition chapter so I wanted the change in dynamic to make sense.
     ANYWAYS here you go!
     (Warning for brief homophobic language)
     This is not Beta read.
Chapter Notes
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It wasn't going to last long, Stiles knew this. He was underage, Derek had a
laundry list of issues he had yet to work through and everyone in their town
shirked away from homosexuality as if it were the literal plague. Guys down at
the station threw around the word ‘fag’ as a biting insult, spitting it out
with disgust and then laughing meanly while Stiles would hunch his shoulders
and try to make himself unnoticeable. Sometimes, when comments like this were
made, Mackenzie would glance over at Stiles and smirk. No one else seemed to
notice but it always made the teen feel exposed.
So yeah, this probably was not the best town to be carrying on a clandestine,
gay, underaged love affair. And yet… Stiles didn't want anything else. Derek
was literally the hottest man he had ever laid eyes on and the teen had been
fantasizing about dick pretty much since the womb. Not only that, but Derek
actually wanted him. Kissed and rubbed off against the teen like he couldn't
help himself even if he tried. Stiles was going to have him and this soap opera
love affair even if it caused both of their lives to go up into flames.
Despite Derek’s obvious attraction to Stiles, it took a lot of persuasion to
get Derek to touch him again. After that late night in the garage, things went
back to how they were before the Big Kiss. Derek was finally speaking to him
again, but never brought up or acted on the fact that they had gotten each
other off. The guy had literally came into his hand and yet Derek was still
trying to keep up a semblance that nothing happened between them.
Drastic times called for drastic measures. There was no way in hell Stiles was
going to just let this go and so he began pulling all the seduction tips from
shitty, cliche movies that he could. Operation: Get My Hot Older Boss to Fuck
My Brains Out was finally in action.
Stiles started off subtly. He would deliberately brush his hands against the
older man's whenever passing him a tool. When he needed Derek’s attention,
Stiles would place a hand on the the mechanic’s arm, gently brushing his thumb
over the soft hairs there. He’d catch Derek eyeing him warily during these
touches but Stiles would only duck his head demurely and carry on with whatever
he had been doing.
After that, there began the looks. Stiles constantly caught Derek glancing at
him throughout the day instead of just noticing it in his peripheral and
smirking to himself he began to look back. He'd give Derek these long,
lingering glances, holding the older man’s eyes for as long as possible. The
staring usually wouldn't last that long, Derek would eventually shift his eyes
off to the side almost in shame, but it was long enough. Long enough for Stiles
to gage just how badly Derek wanted to touch him and in turn, the teen made
sure to translate just how on board he was with that.
This is when the ‘Drawing Attention to the Mouth” portion came into play.
Stiles realized how often Derek’s eyes would quickly flit down to his mouth
whenever he glanced at him, so the teen wanted to make it even more difficult
to look away. He'd bring all types of candy into work, mainly twizzlers and
lollipops. Whenever it was slow and Derek didn't really need his help, Stiles
would lean back on a wall or table within the mechanic’s line of sight and
slowly suck and pull on the candy in his mouth. Derek would look up and falter
in whatever he was doing, seeming to struggle on whether to focus on Stiles
lips or his eyes that were shamelessly broadcasting every dirty little thing
running through his mind.
On one day in particular, a group of kids came up to the shop and were selling
snacks and ice cream for a school fundraiser. Stiles expected Derek to yell at
them to get off of his property or growl until they ran off screaming, but was
pleasantly surprised when he got down on one knee and very seriously asked the
kids what his options were. Derek listened very intently to all the snack
choices and then pulled out his money to get a few bags of chips and candy,
although Stiles knew he wouldn’t actually be eating any of it. He looked up at
Stiles and asked if he wanted anything.
“Uh, can I just get the Firecracker popsicle?” Derek nodded and handed over the
money to the children while Stiles smirked behind his back. The mechanic was
completely oblivious to what he was getting himself into. Derek handed over the
popsicle and the kids left with huge smiles on their faces.
“I haven’t had one of these since I was a kid.”
Derek walked around to the back of the garage and set the snacks down on a
table. “Still are a kid.”
“I’m fucking sixteen.” Stiles heard Derek murmur what sounded a lot like
‘Please don’t remind me.’ The teen ignored him and followed him to the back of
the room, slowly pushing the wrapper down the popsicle. “You ever had one of
these?” Derek slowly shook his head, eyes dropping down to where Stiles was
licking gently at the head of the popsicle.
Stiles grinned and looked up into Derek’s eyes. “It’s kind of frustrating
because all three flavors are on different levels.” Stiles gestured to the red,
white and blue sections going down the popsicle. “You could just suck on the
first one and work your way down once it's gone,” Stiles paused to demonstrate
by sucking on the red tip, “but then it starts dripping and you don’t want it
getting all over your hands so-,” Stiles dipped his head down to catch a drop
of red before it fell off the end and then licked a line back up to the top of
the popsicle.
By this point Derek was trapped. His hand gripped onto the table behind him,
completely fixated on Stiles’ face, his eyes flicked back and forth between the
boy’s mouth and eyes that refused to leave his own. “Like this you can kind of
get a taste of all three at once but not really. This though-,” Stiles held the
popsicle in place and slowly covered the popsicle with his mouth almost all the
way to the blue before pulling it from his mouth with a wet pop, “this is
better.”
Derek looked fucking tortured while Stiles smiled in fake innocence and walked
away. This is when he knew Derek’s resolve had broken. He lasted another two
days.
Stiles continued on with his seduction process, watching as Derek struggled
more and more to keep his hands off the teen, even going as far as excusing
himself from the garage every so often. It wasn't until the day Stiles wore
those shorts again, the tiny ones from middle school that he really should've
sent to Goodwill by now but was now glad he didn’t, that anything happened. He
hadn't realized at the time but Derek had been practically drooling over him
the first day he wore them and this day wasn't any different.
Derek had kind of… shut down the moment Stiles walked into the garage first
thing in the morning. For the rest of the day he would only respond in one or
two word sentences, avoiding Stiles’ face like it was his job. This didn't mean
the teen missed the way Derek’s eyes were practically glued to his backside
when he thought Stiles wasn't looking.
They were working on disassembling an engine when Derek knocked over one of the
parts off of the table. “Ah fuck.”
“Shit, I got it I got it.” Stiles bent over and growled in frustration. The
piece was tiny as hell but they didn't keep any like it in the store and it was
important in putting the engine back together. He got down on his knees and
made sure to spread them wide while looking underneath the dresser. At this
point he had no shame.
Stiles finally located the piece and crawled from underneath the table to stand
up in front of Derek. The teen held out the piece in the palm of his hand but
neither of their eyes left the other’s. There was only about two inches between
them, the energy so charged it felt like they were two ends of a live wire.
Derek picked the piece out of Stiles hand, still not taking his eyes away from
the boy’s face, and dropped it unceremoniously on the table. Stiles opened his
mouth to complain about how much work he put into finding that but was cut off
abruptly by Derek’s mouth on his.
Every kiss the two had shared up until this point had been needy and
aggressive, but not quite like this. This kiss was pure desperation, not only
from Derek but from Stiles as well who didn't even realize how much he needed
this until the moment the older man’s lips touched his. Stiles moaned and
clutched onto Derek’s shirt like it was a life line.
“You're such a fucking tease,” Derek growled out, lips barely leaving Stiles’.
“All those fucking lollipops,” His hands moved down to grip the younger boy’s
ass. “Walking around with these goddamn shorts on. Baiting me on, and I
actually fucking fell for it."
Stiles groaned and tilted his head back, giving Derek access to start mouthing
at his jaw. “S’cause you’re easy.”
“I'm easy,” Derek asked, biting on Stiles’ bottom lip and watching as the
younger boy nodded his head in agreement.
Not a second later Stiles was being turned around and pushed up against the
table, Derek pressing up against his backside. The older man quickly popped the
button on Stiles’ jeans and shoved his hand into the teen’s underwear to pull
out his leaking cock. “Who’s easy Stiles?”
“Fuck,” Stiles exclaimed, gripping onto the edge of the table in front of him.
He could feel the hard press of Derek’s cock against his ass and pushed back
against it. The older man’s hand on Stiles’ cock faltered slightly as he used
his other hand to push the teen’s shorts down to his thighs.
Derek grabbed a handful of Stiles’ ass and groaned in frustration. “God your
ass.” He continued grinding against the younger boy’s, now bare, ass and
quickened the movement of his hand on Stiles’ cock. The teen cried out and
brought one hand to grip onto Derek’s arm.
“This is what you wanted, yeah?” Stiles responded in garbled words and noises
that were meant to be an agreement. “Wanted me to fucking snap and not be able
to keep my hands off of you?”
“Mm- mhhmmm yeah.”
“You gonna come now?” No response was needed because immediately after Derek
finished asking, Stiles was shooting off in his hand and all over the table in
front of them. The teen was going to need a few seconds to gather himself and
then help Derek get off as well but before he could do any of that the bell at
the front door jingled.
“Uh, hello? Is anyone in?”
“Fuck fuck fuck,” Derek whispered, stepping away from Stiles and putting
himself back in his pants. The man came in through the front and since they
were in the corner of the garage, couldn't see them from where they were. The
door that lead to the garage from the front room was open though so he could
walk around to the corridor at any moment and see into the back.
“Uh just hold on one minute!” Stiles managed to pull his pants up and button
them in record time. He was straightening his shirt when he looked over at
Derek and saw the man’s hands shaking as he wiped Stiles’ cum off with a paper
towel.
“You don't think he saw anything right?” Stiles asked nervously, trying to keep
his own hands from shaking.
“No,” Derek responded quietly and obviously frustrated. Stiles looked down and
noticed that Derek was no longer hard, he didn't blame him. “But we can't do
this here anymore.” With that, Derek walked past Stiles and back over to the
unfinished engine, either to keep his hands busy or to pretend like he didn't
just have them all over Stiles’ body.
Stiles huffed in frustration, and turned around to walk toward the front. In
three seconds he had already planned out the verbal beating he was going to
give Derek once he was done helping the customer but then paused. The older man
didn't say that they couldn't continue fooling around, he said ‘here’
specifically, as in ‘not in the garage’. Stiles smirked and entered the front
room to assist the waiting customer.
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***** Chapter 7 *****
Chapter Summary
     Derek invites Stiles over.
Chapter Notes
     Hey guys! This is like the quickest I've updated this fic which is
     hella sad given its been about two weeks, regardless I said I'd get
     better about updating and I have.
     I didn't plan for this fic to be this porny but um... here we are. It
     all works out though because I wanted their relationship to be more
     sexual before any deeper feelings developed, just didn't think I'd be
     writing this much smut. And there is Drama to come, let me tell you
     (in the later chapters).
     This is not Beta read.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Calculus is fucking horrific and should be illegal — Stiles believed this with
conviction. Yes, it was only pre-calculus but the teen was having a hard time
refraining from bashing his head open on the desk in front of him over his
ridiculous homework problems. He wasn’t sure what he wanted to study in college
but it surely wouldn't have anything to do with calculus so this was all a
waste really.
 
Stiles was about to just say screw it and chuck his text book across the room
when Derek walked up to his desk.
 
“Hey.”
 
“Are you here to help me with pre-calc?”
 
“Uh no, I don't think they taught us that in school.”
 
Stiles groaned and slumped back into his chair. “Fine then, are you here to ask
me for help in the garage so I can pretend like I'm being useful when I'm
actually just drooling over your forearms?”
 
Derek opened his mouth but abruptly shut it and frowned down at the teen. “My
forearms?”
 
“Yeah, when you’re working on something your muscles flex and the veins in your
forearms are a lot more pronounced. It's so fucking sexy.”
 
“Stiles,” Derek growled out, looking around to make sure the costumer who had
just been in the store wasn't around to hear that. He saw through the window
that the woman was just getting into her car.
 
“Right. Sorry.” Stiles looked down and began nervously picking at his nails. It
had been two days since they almost got caught in the garage. Derek was being
extra skittish whenever the two were around each other so Stiles tried not to
push it, but his brain to mouth filter was near non-existent. Also Derek was a
literal walking wet dream for the teen and it was extremely difficult to resist
touching him, let alone not mention anything about his attraction.
 
“I just- I-” Derek sighed in frustration and ran a hand over his face, “I made
beef stew.”
 
Now it was Stiles turn to frown at the other man. “Uh… what?”
 
Derek crossed his arms and closed his eyes briefly, obviously having a hard
time getting out what he wanted to say. “It's a family recipe. The instructions
were made to serve a large group but it's just me so… I have a lot.”
 
“Um okay.”
 
“It’s too much for me.”
 
“Right.”
 
“So I can't eat it all by myself.”
 
“Not in one sitting no, but like you could put all of it in some of those
freezer storage bags and just save it for-”
 
“That’s not-,” Derek huffed in annoyance and uncrossed his arms. “I'm trying to
say… you should come over and get some.”
 
Stiles gaped at the older man for a couple of seconds before snapping his mouth
shut and swallowing. “Get some.”
 
“Of the beef stew Stiles,” Derek murmured.
 
Stiles wasn’t even trying to make an innuendo, he was genuinely shocked and
confused. “Right.”
 
Derek nodded and began backing away from the desk. “You can come over today
after work.”
 
“Right.”
 
~*~
 
At around six o’clock, Derek walked into the front room with his bag slung
around his shoulder.
“You ready to go?”
 
Stiles blinked up at him, “We don’t close for another two hours…”
 
“We’re closing early today.”
 
“Oh,” Stiles squeaked and scrambled to get his things together. “You never
close early, though.”
 
Derek leaned back against the wall right next to the front door and watched
Stiles steadily. “ I used to all the time before you started working here.”
 
Stiles slowly zipped up his book bag and looked up at Derek. “But you don’t
anymore.”
 
“No.” Stiles would have to look further into that another time.
 
“But you are today because…”
 
“Because you usually get off at eight, and your dad will be expecting you to be
home shortly after that.”
 
Stiles gulped and slowly put his bookbag around his shoulder. “And we’re-”
 
“Having beef stew,” And with that Derek turned to walk out the door, holding it
open for Stiles expectantly.
 
“Right.” That was two hours. Two hours of ‘beef stew.’ Stiles got a whiff of
the older man’s heady cologne as he walked past him and wanted to scream it
smelled so good. He got in his jeep and followed Derek’s car about ten minutes
up the road. They then turned onto a dirt patch that cut across to a gravel
path leading into the woods.
 
After only about a minute or so, they pulled up in front of a one story house
that looked fairly new compared to most of the other homes in their small town.
When Stiles exited the car to follow Derek inside, he noticed an old abandoned
mansion at the top of the hill, he’d have to ask the mechanic about that later.
 
Derk closed the door behind Stiles and walked into the kitchen, the teen
following right behind him. The older man pulled a giant pot out of the
refrigerator and placed it on the stove, turning the knob so that the fire
beneath it came to life.
 
“You… actually made beef stew.”
 
Derek looked up at Stiles and lifted an eyebrow. “Yeah, like I said I did.”
 
Stiles ducked his head, cheeks blushing furiously. He didn’t know what he was
expecting really, this entire experience was confusing as hell and his nerves
were becoming worse the longer he stood in Derek’s home. Everything was all fun
and games when they were at the garage, being here though somehow made things a
lot more real.
 
Stiles was waiting for Derek to tell him to sit down or something while he
warmed up the food but the older man just stood there on the other side of the
pot watching him. When the teen looked up he caught Derek’s eyes tracking down
his body before quickly snapping up to his face.
 
Derek nodded his head in the direction of the doorway, “You want a tour?” he
asked. Stiles hummed in agreement.
 
They moved slowly through the small house, Derek was a horrible tour guide,
staying completely silent throughout the entire thing. So Stiles took it upon
himself to speak. He said things like ‘this must be your living room, lots of
room for… living,’ and ‘oh um, this room is empty, you probably like lift
weights in here or whatever fit people do,” anything to ignore the intimidating
presence of Derek beside him and at his back.
 
They had gone through every room except for the last one at the end of the
hallway and Stiles already knew what it had to be. The room was minimally
furnished, like most of the house, but the bed in the center, a queen to
Stiles’ surprise, was covered in dark gray sheets that looked incredibly soft
and comforting. The teen was expecting Derek to sleep on sandpaper or something
equally as rough.
 
“And this… this is your bedroom.”
 
Derek hummed and silently closed the door behind him. “That it is.”
 
Stiles didn't know why he was so nervous now. He was literally throwing his ass
in Derek’s face no more than a few days ago. He knew what it felt like to have
the older man’s cock pulsing in his hand, to have Derek’s hands on his own body
and was not shameless about it then at all. Now, his hands were shaking inside
his pockets.
 
Stiles realized then that the reason this felt so different was because there
was never a build up to what they did together. The teasing had been just that,
teasing; the end game was sex of course but it was still a game. When their
lips met and their hands clutched it was in the heat of the moment, something
snapping due to pent up frustrations.
 
Now, they brought themselves to this moment, the two of them standing inside of
this bedroom, deliberately. Sure Derek said it was for stew but Stiles knew
what the older man really wanted the moment he realized Derek was inviting him
into his home. Stiles didn't know how to react to the seriousness of it all,
how  adult  the entire situation was. So he reacted the only way he knew how.
 
Once Derek moved closer to stand right in front of him, Stiles reached out to
grab the older man and smash their lips together. The aggressiveness of it
channeled that desperation that always sparked between them. Stiles couldn't do
serious, he couldn't do feelings or being gentle because whatever they had
between them couldn't afford that. What they had wasn't, couldn't last under
their circumstances, but Derek’s hands made him feel so fucking alive and no
way in hell was he going to give that up for now.
 
Derek shoved both hands up into Stiles’ hair and hungrily tongued his way into
the boy’s mouth. When the mechanic began thrusting and swirling his tongue like
he was trying to fuck Stiles’ mouth open, the teen groaned and pulled them down
onto the bed. Derek pulled away from his mouth, tugging on his bottom lip for
good measure, he began trailing bites and licks down the boy's jaw and on the
column of his throat.
 
“No wait,” Derek pulled back, with what looked like a lot of effort and gazed
up at Stiles. “No where where my dad can see.” The teen tugged the collar of
his shirt down and then gently pulled Derek’s head away from his neck and
positioned it over his clavicle. “Right here.”
 
Derek’s eyes darkened and he obliged immediately, bending down to suck and bite
on the pronounced bone. After a few seconds Derek got frustrated and pulled
Stiles shirt off over his head, groaning at the smooth expanse of the teen's
chest and stomach. He ducked down again and started to kiss at the few moles
scattered around one of Stiles nipples. When he finally licked at the small nub
he heard a sharp inhale from the boy beneath him.
 
“Yeah?”
 
Stiles flushed and bit his lip, “They're really sensitive…”
 
Derek smirked up at the younger boy and sucked hard on the pink nipple,
relishing in the loud moan he got from Stiles in response. He spent some more
time biting and licking at the teen’s nipples, deftly pulling off Stiles pants
and underwear during this.When it became too much, Stiles pushed Derek’s head
away from his nipples and began begging.
 
“Fuck, Derek. Please please just-”
 
“What do you want?”
 
“I- I want your mouth on me.”
 
Derek smirked and gently bit and tugged on one of Stiles nipples again. “I
already had my mouth on you.”
 
Stiles groaned and shook his head, “No, not there.”
 
Derek moved further down Stiles’ body, mouthing at the smooth skin. “Here?” he
asked when he got down to the teen’s hips. He completely passed Stiles hard and
weeping dick and began sucking in between his thighs. “What about here?”
 
Stiles sobbed and wrapped his hand around his wet dick and began stroking
intently. “Here! Fuck Derek right here please, please suck my cock. Please need
your mouth- shit!”
 
Derek broke the moment Stiles began stroking his cock in front of his face and
was now sucking on the appendage like his life depended on it. The teen threw
up a hand to tug at his own hair and cried out, trying so hard not to thrust up
into the older man’s mouth. Derek threw Stiles’ legs over his shoulders and
nestled his mouth all the way down to the base of his dick. It wasn’t very big
so it was easy for Derek to take the entire cock into his mouth and began
swallowing around the top.
 
Stiles couldn't even get out a warning, his body was shaking so bad from the
unbelievable pleasure coursing through his body. He tried to bring a hand down
to tap at Derek’s shoulder but was too late, a few seconds later he was coming,
hard down the older man’s throat.
 
He expected Derek to pull off as soon as the first spurt came out but was
surprised when the older man swallowed down all his cum and kept sucking
through Stiles’ aftershocks.
 
“Holy fucking shit Derek.” Stiles moved his hand from his face and looked down
at the older man to see his jeans unzipped, jerking himself off between the
teen’s legs. Stiles moaned and reached out to Derek. “I wanna suck you off
too.”
 
The older man just shook his head, breathing harshly, “No point, I'm not gonna
last.”
 
“Then come here,” Stiles tugged on Derek’s shirt, urging him forward until he
was on his knees, hovering right above Stiles face. Derek groaned and began
beating off faster.  “Let me just…” The teen lifted his head up started licking
on the head of the mechanic’s cock. Stiles practically melted at the taste and
feel of the hard, hot member on his tongue. He opened his mouth wider and began
sucking at the tip.
 
Derek cursed loudly and pulled his cock out slightly as he came. He pulled down
on Stiles’ chin to keep the boy’s mouth open as his streams of cum hit his lips
and cheeks. Stiles moaned and allowed Derek to lick all the cum off of his face
before kissing him deep and sloppy.
 
Stiles realized that he had been completely naked throughout all of this and
looked over to see Derek was fully clothed. Whatever, there was always next
time.
 
“Is that beef stew still up for grabs?”
 
Chapter End Notes
     I really want some beef stew now...
     ALSO just to be clear, there is no internalized homophobia on Stiles
     or Derek's part. Derek is mainly uncomfortable about the underage
     thing and as it was expressed in the earlier chapters, the town they
     live in is bigoted as fuck.
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***** Chapter 8 *****
Chapter Summary
     Stiles sits down for dinner with his dad, his thoughts aren't
     necessarily on the food or the conversation.
Chapter Notes
     I'm just going to stop apologizing for the late updates, I just suck
     lol. This chapter is a bit shorter than the other ones, but I'll make
     up for it in the next one. Also if there's anything you would really
     like to see, let me know in the comments and I'll consider
     incorporating it into the story!
     (Check end notes for warnings.)
     This is not Beta read.
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Stiles sent the text while his father was digging around the kitchen drawer for
utensils. The sheriff missed the way his son flushed and bit down on his lip
just before hitting send. Stiles looked down at the blue bubble with the words
'I can’t wait to get my mouth on your dick,' and then quickly turned the phone
screen off with a sharp click. His father walked back over to the dining table
and set a fork and knife down next to Stiles’ plate of food. The teen tried to
quickly tamp down on the hot blush he could feel creeping up his neck.
Usually Stiles had everything in order for dinner, he set the table and plated
his father’s food, made sure there was a cold beer opened and an empty glass
beside it, but tonight he was a bit… distracted. See, Stiles used to think sex
was overrated (not really but he liked to live under that illusion). This was
mainly because the teen always heard his peers rave about how amazing and life
changing it was and for a long time he thought he would never actually
experience it for himself. ‘There’s no way it's ever that good anyways,’ he
liked to tell himself. God was he wrong.
“So,” Stiles startled at the sound of his father’s voice, “how’s work been?”
The teen snorted in his head at the sheriff's question. Work had been a dazed
and jumbled mess of Stiles trying to actually help out and keep his dick in his
pants while Derek tried to keep his hands off of said dick. He saw the way
Derek’s fingers would fidget and clench around his tools whenever Stiles was
around, like he was itching to get his hands on him — the teen honestly wanted
nothing more than for him to do just that. Stiles started to spend more time up
at his desk.
“It’s been going really well actually, Derek has been teaching me a lot about
repairs and whatnot.” The ‘whatnot’ being Derek driving them out to the woods
behind the garage and teaching Stiles how to go down on him. The teen loved
having something in his mouth, he had known about his oral fixation for a long
time, so the enthusiasm was already there. Derek just had to guide him through
covering his teeth and relaxing his jaw, reminding him not to not panic if he
gagged a little. Stiles came in his pants once just to how hot Derek sounded
giving him quiet, patient orders and encouragement, the way his voice choked
off on some words when the teen got it just right.
“Well that's good,” Stiles’ father said after swallowing his food, “Now you’ll
know what to do if your car ever breaks down.” Stiles also knew that Derek
liked to be jerked off fast and kind of rough. Knew how the older man cursed
whenever the teen slowed down every once in awhile to pay special close
attention to the head of his cock.
“Yeah, yeah it's um- very educational,” Stiles choked out before gulping at his
glass of water, trying desperately to dispel any more thoughts about his and
Derek’s x-rated activities. See, as much as people talked about how great sex
was, no one ever told Stiles how addictive it was going to be. All he could
think about now was the mechanic’s hands and his lips, his tongue and his cock
— especially his cock. Stiles loved how heavy and hot it felt in his hands, how
real. Sometimes Derek had to remind him to actually move instead of just
‘holding it like an action figure’ — the teen had a lot of fun with that
comment.
“You know when I was your age I didn't know the first thing about cars. I
didn't even have an honest job back then, wasn't doing anything but lazing
around on a couch somewhere if I wasn't at school.” You also probably weren’t
screwing around with an older man, Stiles thought.
“Well I'm being kept busy, not getting into your hair or getting bored out of
my mind. Not a lot of time to get too deep into my thoughts, over think
things...” There was not a lot of space to think when Derek’s lips were on his.
“Mm, that reminds me, how are your Skype sessions going with Dr. Neale?”
Fuck, Stiles thought, he missed three of his past Skype sessions. There just
really was no time in between his online classes and his hours at the garage
and Derek making him cum on a semi-regular basis. “Um, great, yeah. He said I
seem happier, more relaxed.” He hadn’t spoken to the doctor but he knew it was
what he would say if they had been speaking recently; he did feel happier and
more relaxed.
The sheriff never pushed Stiles to tell him what they talked about in therapy,
he was adamant about wanting to give him privacy when it came to that. The teen
had no issues discussing it with his father though because he had nothing to
hide. Well except for the fact that he was gay and fucking his twenty-something
year old boss.
Stiles’ father hummed as he takes another bite of food, “Yes, I can see that
myself. You seem… lighter almost.” Stiles thought a lot of that had to do with
the way Derek’s mouth felt on his body. He loved the way the mechanic’s lips
grazed his skin before he licked and sucked and bit — god did he love it when
Derek bit. When those sharp teeth sunk into his flesh Stiles felt
simultaneously grounded and suspended — he felt light as air.
“Yeah, I feel that way too.” Stiles tried to take a second to stop thinking
about Derek and actually taste the food he made. He was a pretty damn good cook
when he tried.
“What do you think has been helping you?” Stiles looked up at his dad and
raises an eyebrow. “Feel lighter,” John clarifies.
Stiles felt his thigh buzz and looked down to see that he had a new text
notification on his phone. ‘Come over.’ the grey bubble stated and Stiles tried
to tamp down on a grin. “I don't know, maybe it's something in the water.”
 
Chapter End Notes
     Warnings: This is kind of the beginning of the dependency/co-
     dependency tag, Stiles is skipping his therapy sessions and instead
     relying on Derek for stability and good thoughts/feelings. Not very
     healthy and the codependency gets worse (for both of them) as the
     story goes on.
***** Chapter 9 *****
Chapter Summary
     Derek learns some things about Stiles' dark past.
Chapter Notes
     Hey look at how quickly I updated, your girl is having a burst of
     inspiration! I appreciated all the comments on the last chapter, it
     honestly motivated me to upload this chapter so quickly. Hope you all
     enjoy ;)
     This chapter is very dark so please make sure to check the end notes
     for warnings!
     This is not beta read.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
“Holy- holy fucking shit. Derek!” Stiles was bent over in the middle of the
mechanic’s bed, hands clutching at the sheets in front of him. Derek’s face was
firmly in between the teen’s spread cheeks doing deliciously dirty things to
his ass. When the older man pushed his tongue into Stiles’ hot, tight hole, the
teen couldn’t help but throw one arm back to grip a handful of Derek’s hair.
The mechanic’s spent dick twitched at the sounds Stiles began making when he
started thrusting his tongue in and out of the hole. “Nngh, fuck Derek that
feels good.” The teen gasped when he felt Derek suck and kiss at his hole. “Ah,
god I’m so fucking close!”
Derek lifted his head for a second to speak before going back to work. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” Stiles responded before eagerly leaning his head down on the bed for
support while his other hand reached underneath himself to begin stroking at
his leaking cock. Soon the teen was practically riding Derek’s face, tightening
his grip in the older man’s hair, and after only a few pumps, came onto the
sheets beneath him.
Stiles didn’t even bother moving afterwards, just collapsed into a child’s
pose-like position. Derek sat back on his knees wiping off the spit smearing
his face and looked down at the teen. Shame quickly flooded into his post
coital bliss as always but he tried to ignore it. Instead, Derek’s eyes tracked
down Stiles’ heavy breathing form and landed on the teen’s arm that he hadn’t
bothered to move after his hand left Derek’s hair. It was twisted so that the
inside of his forearm was facing up, the white cut lines somehow still vividly
bright against Stiles’ already very pale skin.
It was not that Derek hadn’t noticed the marks before, it was just that Stiles
religiously wore long sleeve shirts and the only time the older man ever got to
see his bare arms was when they were fooling around. He did not really want to
think about the teen’s past (or current) cutting habits when they were getting
each other off. This was the first time that Derek got a chance to take a long
look at them and he couldn’t help but be fascinated, as he was by every other
inch of Stiles’ body. He began wondering if the scarred flesh felt any
different than the rest of the boy’s skin and did not realize until it was too
late that he was already reaching out and touching his arm to see for himself.
Stiles flinched and quickly tugged his arm away like he had been burned. “Shit,
sorry,” Derek said immediately feeling like the world’s biggest asshole.
Stiles uncurled from his position and sat up. “It’s okay.”
“No, it’s not okay-”
“Derek.” Stiles moved over to the edge of the bed and snatched his underwear
off of the floor. He began pulling them on and continued speaking. “It's not a
big deal. I'm not… like gonna have a breakdown just because you touched my arm.
We’re way too familiar for that.” The teen threw a wink at the older man and
smirked. It looked uncomfortably forced.
Derek wanted to point out how very different touching someone’s dick was from
touching their scars but he held his tongue. He was curious to know though if
Stiles even understood the difference between that kind of intimacy.
Stiles looked over at Derek’s face and then looked down at his hands sighing.
“You want to ask about them.”
“It’s none of my business-”
“No, no it’s not a big deal so it shouldn't be a big deal to talk about it.
Right?” Stiles sounded unsure so Derek only shrugged one shoulder in response.
“Right?” Stiles asked more forcefully as if trying to prove something, not only
to Derek but, to himself as well.
Derek sighed and decided to just allow Stiles to have this false sense of
security for once. “Right.”
Stiles nodded in agreement and began unconsciously running his hand over the
scars on his arm. He was itching to put his shirt back on to cover them.
“I uh, I got picked on a lot at school. From elementary, all the way into high
school. I was… never really popular I guess.”
Stiles always mentally separated the sex they had from their conversations like
these. They did not have a romantic relationship — they fucked and sometimes
spilled their souls to each other. Both meant something different; the sex was
only about getting each other off, about experiencing something raw and
physical, to help forget about everything else they had to deal with; the talks
were a part of their friendship or whatever weird camaraderie they had going on
— they each had someone they could confide in.
Stiles would sometimes share memories of his mom and how much he became more
and more like her everyday, Derek sometimes shared random snippets about
different members of his deceased family. Derek never talked about the fire or
Kate, Stiles never talked about high school or why he and his dad moved. It was
just how it worked for them. Obviously, some things were shifting.
“It progressively got worse in middle school. Middle school kids are super
shitty so you can only imagine. I was smaller than the other kids and my
parents and doctors hadn't really figured out how to deal with my ADHD so I had
a really hard time in class. I was put into a program at school for kids with
learning disabilities who needed some extra help. The other kids had a fucking
blast making fun of me for that.
“It sucked but I got through it. My mom always knew the right thing to say and
her opinion was way more important to me than some snot nosed brats.” Stiles
began lightly scratching at the scars and Derek was tempted to reach out and
stop him but knew it wouldn't be welcomed right now.
“She died when I was 13. She was sick for a while but… Idk I just always
thought she would get better. I was naive. After that, I kind of broke. My dad
was too busy grieving and he started putting more hours in at the station. I
didn't have anyone to go to and I started to actually believe what all the kids
had been telling me. I thought I was stupid and slow and worthless. They told
me that my mom's death was my fault, that it was punishment for having me.”
Derek had to hold back his enraged reaction. He remembers middle schoolers
being mean but he couldn't believe anyone, especially kids, could ever be so
cruel.
“I started cutting in the eighth grade.” Stiles turned over his arms to look
down at the marks. “I didn't do it often, It didn't make me feel any better.
Some people say it's relieving, like with each cut they find some kind of
release? If anything it just made me feel worse, not just 'cause of the pain
but, it made me even more sad to see what I was doing to myself, what people
were pushing me to do.
“The big ones,” Stiles tilted his wrists slightly in Derek’s direction where
two large scars with stitching markings surrounding them sat on each arm,
“these are from high school. Everything feels so much more real then. You
forget that there's so much more to life than that stupid building. I just
couldn't keep putting up with getting beat up everyday and getting called a
‘fag’ and being shoved into lockers and getting burned with lit cigarettes and
matches.”
Stiles rubbed a thumb over one of the bigger scars while Derek tried not to
show just how horrified he was by what Stiles was recalling. “These were my way
of trying to put a stop to all of it.” Derek understood what Stiles was saying
and felt his heart sink into his stomach. The teen had to only be 15 at the
time, no one that young should ever even fathom taking their life let alone
actually attempt it.
“I had to stay in the hospital for a while and they put me in treatment. I uh,
had some eating problems as well.”
Still do, Derek thought. Not ‘problems’ necessarily but for a boy his age and
size, his eating habits were not necessarily normal. Whenever Derek would get
them food from somewhere, Stiles typically got a salad or something else in the
healthy, low-calorie realm. When a healthy option was out, typically when Derek
cooked something fried and fatty, Stiles only ate small portions and opted out
for seconds. The older man should’ve known there was more to it than just being
another one of his weird quirks.
“Well, it was more of a ‘disorder’ I should say but I hated when my doctors
called it that. I keep using past tense but it’s not really something that goes
away you know? Just gets easier to deal with.”
“My sister…” Stiles looked up, giving Derek his full attention. “Laura, I think
she struggled with that too for a while.”
 
Stiles nodded his head in understanding. “It’s not pretty. None of it is.” The
teen looked right into Derek’s eyes as he he said the last part. Derek
understood then that Stiles didn’t just mean the eating disorders, he meant the
depression, the unbelievable pain of loss, the ostracism, the loneliness, the
situation they were both in now.
Derek held the younger boy’s gaze. “No. It isn’t.”
Chapter End Notes
     Warnings: Mentions of cutting, bullying, attempted suicide,
     homophobic language and eating disorders (jesus christ this chapter
     got dark).
     If you didn't notice I did do some Derek POV for this chapter, it
     just felt right. I don't know how often I will do chapters or
     sections from his POV but don't expect a lot of it for the rest of
     this fic. Derek holds a lot of key plot secrets so it's best to just
     keep it in Stiles' POV to keep the mystery.
     My_tumblr , in case you wanna vibe and fangirl with me.
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***** Chapter 10 *****
Chapter Summary
     Some questions go unanswered...
Chapter Notes
     You don't have to say it, I know I'm trash. I went back to school and
     have basically been going through hell these past few months, I could
     barely function let alone write for this fic. But I'm on thanksgiving
     break right now and I will try to put out as much as I can before I
     have to go back to that hell hole!
     This is a bit of a filler chapter, trynna get in some plot among all
     the smut, but I may have a treat for you guys very soon...
     See end notes for trigger warnings.
     This is not Beta read.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
“This is so domestic.”
“Shut up Stiles.”
The teen laughed as he pushed the cart down the aisle. “No seriously, I feel
like this is your version of a date.”
Derek briefly looked away from the tools on the wall to scowl at Stiles. “My
version of a date is taking someone to look for appliances in a Home Depot.”
“Yep. Or… It’s your secret kink.”
“Lower your voice,” Derek hissed. Stiles saw the pink of the older man’s ears
and smirked.
“Anyways, I’m surprised you don’t live here. Or at an Ace Hardware or
something.”
Derek’s eye roll was near audible. “I don’t even know why I asked you to come
with me. You’re not helping as always.”
“Hey I help! And I’m pushing the cart so you don’t have to multi-task. What if
you were too busy getting hard over screwdrivers and ran over an old woman,
crushing her instantly.”
“Don’t think that’s how it works.”
“You’re a big, strong guy, I’m sure...” Stiles drifted off as his thoughts took
a dirty turn and he completely forgot what he was about to say. There may have
been some drool.
“Close your mouth,” Derek smirked and looked down at the metal samples on the
shelf in front of him.
“Well shit.” Both Derek and Stiles startled and turned to see who had just
spoken.
“Fucking kill me,” Stiles murmured under his breath.
Mackenzie was standing at the end of the hallway and began walking towards them
with a menacing grin on his face. “I thought this was just a myth. The town
hermit came on down from his cave on the top of the mountains to pay us a
visit! Only happens every… what, 200 years?” Mackenzie chuckled and stepped
closer, turning his back to Stiles. “Wish I had a camera on me to take a
picture. I feel like I just spotted bigfoot.”
“Mackenzie,” Derek grunted. He didn’t step back but he looked like it was
taking everything in him not to shove the deputy away from him.
“He speaks! Would’ve thought you only knew how to talk to the wolves and trees
and shit by now.”
“Um… what the fuck?”
Mackenzie turns around slightly to look at Stiles, as if he didn’t even notice
the teen’s presence. “Oh hey, nut house. What a treat, I get to see both of the
town crazies all in one day!”
Derek blinks, entirely expressionless. “How’s Susan?”
Mackenzie’s grin falls immediately. There’s a few seconds of the two men just
glaring at eachother, Mackenzie trying to make himself look taller, even though
Derek has a solid 3 inches on him, before Stiles clears his throat.
“We should go.” Stiles moves his cart around the deputy and places a hand on
Derek’s arm until the mechanic slowly backs away and turns to walk with him.
“Watch yourself Hale,” Mackenzie says from behind them, but neither of them
turn to acknowledge it.
Later, when they’ve already loaded all their purchases onto Derek’s pickup
truck and are on the road back to the auto shop, Stiles decides to bring up the
incident.
“So… what was that back there?”
Derek sighs and keeps his eyes on the road. “Mackenzie’s an asshole.”
Stiles nodded. “Yeah, I mean I could’ve told you that, he’s a fucking dick, but
it seemed more personal than that.” Stiles waited for Derek to response, but
the older man said nothing. “Who’s Susan?”
“None of your business,” Derek said with a tone of finality, completely
shutting down anymore nosey questions from the teen.
Stiles found himself getting angry and was about to say something about how it
actually was his business when he realized, it really wasn’t. They weren’t
together. Stiles was his employee that he fooled around with occasionally, but
that was it. Yeah they shared personal things with each other every now and
then but Derek wasn’t obligated to tell him anything.
Maybe Susan was an ex of his, maybe she’s someone Derek fucks when Stiles has
to be home before his curfew and the older man just wants to get off. It really
was none of his business.
“Okay,” Stiles said, looking out at the passing cars.
-*-
The next time Stiles ran into Mackenzie he was visiting his dad at the station.
The sheriff had a nasty cold that week and refused to stay in for a day even
though he couldn’t walk two feet without sneezing or almost coughing up a lung.
Stiles couldn’t keep him in the house so he dropped by his office twice a day
to make sure he was taking his medicine and not working himself too hard.
Stiles had just closed the door of his jeep with his hip, his hands full with
drinks and a container of soup, and began walking toward the station door. He
only got a couple of feet when someone knocked into his shoulder, almost
causing him to drop everything in his hands.
“What the-” Stiles swiveled around to see what asswipe almost knocked him over
and was entirely unsurprised to see the culprit. “Of fucking course.”
Mackenzie stood a few feet away from him without his usual fake smile.
“Stilinski,” he huffed sounding heavily put upon.
“Ah, not nuthouse today? Run out of weakass nicknames?” Stiles expected a
retort but Mackenzie just stalked up to him, getting into his personal space,
and glared.
“Did Derek say anything to you about me?”
Stiles startled and couldn’t help but take a step back. The teen was used to
the fake smiling, asshole Mackenzie that handed out insults like it was candy,
but not this. The deputy looked pissed and this was the first time Stiles had
ever really felt intimidated by him. He looked like he would beat the crap out
of the teen if prompted but Stiles had zero preservation skills.
“Just that you have the mental and emotional capacity of a two year old but I’m
pretty sure that’s common knowledge.”
Mackenzie chuckled softly, his demeanor resorting back to the one Stiles was
used to, and moved out of the teen’s space. “Watch it kid. Your pops may be the
sheriff but he’s new. He doesn’t know how shit works around here.” He began
walking backwards, keeping his eyes on the teen. “Don’t think you’re safe.”
With that, he turned around and walked over to his squad car, leaving Stiles
even more confused than he was before and a little shaken.
Chapter End Notes
     Warnings:
     Ableist language
     Hmmmm I wonder what Mackenzie's deal is...
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***** Chapter 11 *****
Chapter Summary
     Stiles realizes something about his and Derek's dynamic.
Chapter Notes
     TWO CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY??? Who is she!
     The previous chapter and this one are pretty short so I decided to
     just release them both at the same time. This is how much I love you
     guys lol.
     I've been wanting to get to this chapter already for so long so now
     jfc. Enjoy ;)
     This is not Beta read.
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He knew they would have to talk about it eventually, it’s not like Stiles
didn’t notice.
They had been fooling around for about two months now and it was hard to ignore
the way Derek acted after they had sex. It was difficult for the teen to enjoy
his post coital bliss when Derek seemed to have some sort of existential crisis
every time Stiles made him cum.
At first Stiles thought it was because he was a guy, but when they first
started this thing, Derek’s reasons for why they could not continue were never
because he claimed to be straight or anything like that. He mainly tried to end
things because Stiles was “too young”. And Stiles hasn’t really gotten any
older, he still won’t be 17 for another few months, so he’s guessing that was
it.
(For a little bit he thought that maybe it was because he wasn’t that attracted
to Stiles. But the mechanic’s eyes would track the teen’s body at work and the
way he got hard over him doing the smallest things, proved otherwise.)
So the age difference it was. Stiles began playing close attention to the way
Derek acted when they were in the heat of the moment and realized that it
wasn’t that Derek was ashamed because he was attracted to Stiles, who happened
to be a lot younger than him, but that he was attracted to Stiles and liked
that he was a lot younger than him, specifically how much smaller the teen was
than him.
He didn’t miss the way the older man liked to run his hands up and down his
hairless chest or loved to see those big hands wrapped around the teen’s small
waist, fingertips, only an inch or so a part, or how he loved to line up their
cocks and see just how much bigger he was than the boy.
Stiles decided to test out his hypothesis one night when they were in Derek’s
bed. It had been a while since they had the time to get each other off so they
were a bit frantic. They managed to get each other’s clothes off but neither of
them bothered to go any further than rubbing up against each other.
Stiles was on his back, legs wrapped around Derek’s waist, while the older man
rocked down, rubbing their cocks against each other. Derek had his hands
wrapped around Stiles wrists, pinning the boy’s arms above his head.
Stiles moaned into the mechanics mouth and tightened his legs around his waist.
“Ah fuck Derek. That feels so good.” The older man sucked the teen’s lower lip
into his mouth and bit softly. “Mmm yeah. God I can’t wait for you to fuck me.
I want you to fuck me so bad.”
Derek grunted and tightened his grip around Stiles’ wrists. “Soon. I’ll fuck
you soon. I’m gonna make you feel so good Stiles.”
“Can’t wait to feel you.” Stiles mewled loud and shamelessly, tilting his head
back for the older man to suck a hickey into his neck. It was fall, he could
wear a scarf around without looking suspicious now.
“Can’t wait to feel that big, thick cock inside my little hole… My little,
virgin hole.”
Not a second later, Derek was shaking above him and cumming onto their
stomachs. Stiles followed immediately after, feeling accomplished that his
theory was proven to be right. Unfortunately, the older man quickly pulled away
from him and went to sit on the edge of the bed, still breathing heavily,
trying to come down from his intense orgasm.
Once Stiles somewhat came out of his haze, he looked at Derek to see the older
man with his elbows propped up on his knees, face resting in his hands. The
teen sighed and scooted over to sit behind him.
“Hey.” Derek slowly sat up but didn’t bother looking at the teen. “You gotta
stop doing this. This… guilt, shame thing, it’s not sexy okay. It isn’t not
weird.” The mechanic scoffed and shook his head. “It’s not! You’re not a
pedophile, or ephebophile or whatever. It’s just me… right?”
“Jesus Christ, of course it’s just you.”
“Okay then.” Stiles laughed and brought a hand up into Derek’s hair and trailed
it down over his shoulder, beginning to rub his back. “So you like that I’m
smaller than you, big deal. That I’m soft and skinny.” The teen began trailing
kisses up the older man’s shoulder towards his neck. “Like that I’m young and
pliant…” He reached Derek’s jaw and began sucking, licking up to his ear and
biting on the lobe.
He expected the mechanic to push him away, but instead he took a deep
shuddering breath and allowed Stiles to keep going. “Like that you’re the only
person that’s touched me, that I’m all yours.”
Stiles began chuckling a little and set his lips against Derek’s ear to
whisper. “You like that I’m your little boy? Huh daddy,” Stiles asked in a
teasing voice.
Stiles snorted but realized that Derek wasn’t very amused. In fact, he was
completely motionless and Stiles looked down to see that the older man’s cock
was quickly chubbing up. “Wait, you like that?”
Derek’s hands tightened into fists and he moved to stand but Stiles frantically
grabbed him to keep him on the bed. “No no no no, hey. Hey, listen.” Derek
stayed but eyed the door like he’d run out any second when Stiles was caught
off guard. “It’s cool. I- I like it too…”
Stiles didn’t think much of it before but it was so fucking obvious now. Stiles
was 100% into it and not just when it came to the sex. He liked the way Derek
took care of him; he cooked for him and scolded him about his health and eating
habits. He constantly reminded Stiles to take his meds and got on him when he
forgot to.
At home stiles was the caretaker, he was the one who does all the cooking and
cleaning. He fretted over what his father ate and washed their clothes, made
sure the sheriff’s uniforms were crisp and ironed. He didn’t think it was weird
but he kind of took over his mother’s role after her death. It was the only
thing that kept him somewhat sane in the aftermath. So he wasn’t used to what
Derek did for him, hadn’t been taken care of like that in years. Hadn’t felt
that young, that small since he was 12.
Stiles didn’t know which category to file that part of their relationship
under, the ‘just friends’ section or the ‘make-me-cum-like-three-times-in-a-
row’ section. Because when Derek sometime acted like a concerned caretaker,
Stiles got so fucking turned on. The teen would drool over how sexy the older
man looked while he was making chicken parm for him and it all got confusing as
hell in his head.
Stiles rested his hand on Derek’s cheek until the older man finally turned to
look at him. “I like it.” Stiles leaned in to kiss him on the lips and lick his
way into his mouth. “I like it daddy,” he whispered.
Derek groaned into his mouth and the teen moved around to get on his knees in
between the mechanics legs and waited. Derek grabbed his fully erect cock and
guided it to Stiles’ mouth, using his other hand to hold on to the hair at the
back of his neck and tilt the teen’s head back.
Stiles began licking and sucking at the head, looking up at Derek through his
fluttering eyelashes the entire time. “Fuck baby,” Derek groaned and guided the
boy down to take him fully.
Chapter End Notes
     Yes, we finally made it to the daddy kink!! You are very much welcome
     ;)
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***** Chapter 12 *****
Chapter Summary
     Stiles tells someone about Derek.
Chapter Notes
     I'm just going to stop apologizing for the late updates. You guys
     know I ain't shit. I have been mapping out the rest of this fic
     though so updates should be a lot quicker... no promises though :)
     Formatting is weird I'm sorry.
     This is not Beta read.
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“Is- oh my god… Is this THE Stiles Stilinski calling me on Skype??”
 
Stiles saw Scott throw his hand across his chest dramatically on the laptop
screen and cracked a smile. He was sitting cross-legged on his bed, his work
books sprawled around him since he had just been doing an assignment but got
distracted half-way through when he realized he hadn’t talked to Scott in a
while. They had been texting regularly of course, but it was basically just to
share memes and funny videos.
 
“Ha ha ha very funny Scottums. I see you’ve been working on my trademark
sarcasm since I’ve been gone.”
 
Scott smiled back and rolled his eyes. “Stiles, you didn’t invent sarcasm.”
 
“How dare you, I birthed sarcasm.”
 
“Yeah okay, I’ll make sure to put that on your tombstone.”
 
Stiles put his chin in his hands and pretended to gush. “Wow, I’m so lucky to
have such a thoughtful best friend! Will you throw yourself onto my casket as
they’re lowering me into the ground too?”
 
“Fuck off,” Scott said but there was laughter in his voice.
 
“Mother of sarcasm right here ladies and gents,” Stiles extended his arms and
looked around at his vacant room as if there was an audience. He hadn’t felt
like that, been that animated with Scott in such a long time, he missed it.
 
“Yeah whatever asswipe. But seriously I haven’t spoken to you in forever.”
 
“I know man, I've just been really busy.”
 
Scott perked up, excited to hear that Stiles hadn’t just been wallowing alone
in his room the past few months. “Yeah? Busy with what?”
 
“With work…” Scott nodded, knowing there was more. “And- well I’m... kinda
seeing someone.”
 
“Seeing someone… wait, like romantically?”
 
Stiles bit his lips and tilted his head. “No, more like sexually?”
 
“Dude! Wait are you not a virgin anymore? Why didn't you tell me?!”
 
“No, well not really. Like I've done stuff but not like all the way.”
 
“What the fuck!” Stiles winced at how loud Scott’s outburst came through the
laptop speakers. “Well still I’m surprised you didn’t tell me this sooner, this
is monumental!”
 
Stiles tried to act cool but Scott’s excitement was infectious and he felt
himself starting to grin. “I know.”
 
“Boy or girl?”
 
Stiles instantly felt an overwhelming wave of affection for his best friend and
could feel his eyes stinging a little. Despite the kids at their school
throwing homophobic slurs at Stiles, Scott never explicitly asked about his
sexuality, he didn’t care.
 
“Uh… guy.” Derek was a lot of things but he definitely wasn't a boy.
 
“Cool. So how long has this been going on?”
 
Stiles thought about it for a second, trying to remember the first time he and
Derek kissed (as if he could forget.) “Almost two months I think.”
 
“TWO MONTHS?”
 
“Almost.”
 
“And you didn’t bother telling me you were fucking someone?!”
 
“Not really fucking, but I know buddy I should’ve told you. It’s just…
complicated. My head was too wrapped up in it I guess.”
 
“Dickmatized.”
 
“What?”
 
“You were dickmatized. Still are probably, will be even more once you actually
get the dick in you.”
 
“One, these words coming out of your mouth are traumatizing, you’re a puppy.”
 
“Puppies can’t talk Stiles-”
 
“Two, what the fuck does ‘dickmatized’ mean?”
 
“According to urban dictionary, it’s when the dick is so good, it’s hypnotizing
and makes you do like crazy, uncharacteristic things.”
 
“Scott, I told you to stop going on that site, you’re not cool enough.”
 
Scott rolled his eyes. “That’s why I’m using it Stiles, to know how to speak
cool.”
 
“‘Speak co-’ I…” Stiles sighed and rubbed his hand over his face. “I don’t even
know why I try with you to be honest.”
 
“Anyways, you’re totally dickmatized. Speaking of dicks, why hasn’t he put it
in you yet, or vice versa?”
 
Stiles sighed, he didn’t even bother scolding Scott again and just went along
with it. “Um… I don’t know if he wants to I guess.”
 
“You guys have been doing everything else why wouldn’t he want to run his pound
stick into your chocolate shed?”
 
“Oh… my god. I actually want you to drop dead right now.” Scott practically
cackled over the speakers. “Please don’t ever say that shit again holy fuck.”
 
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, go on,” Scott wheezes.
 
Stiles sighed, waiting for Scott to get himself together before continuing to
talk. “I don’t actually think he doesn’t want to, I mean we’ve… mentioned it
before. He just hasn’t made a move to take it any further.”
 
“Why haven’t you?”
 
Stiles paused, he hadn’t thought about that. It’s not like he hadn’t initiated
things before. “It’s just… it’s really vulnerable I guess.”
 
“Vulnerable?”
 
“Yeah I mean… that’s as intimate as it gets, having someone inside of you like
that. It requires a lot of trust.”
 
“Well. Do you trust him?”
 
Stiles catched the protective tone in Scott’s voice and smiled softly. He
thought about it, about how much he’d already trusted with Derek, how he’d
shared more of himself with the older man than he’d ever shared with anyone
else.
 
He just knew that going that last step would be giving over everything. He knew
where that would lead for him. And yet, “yeah, I trust him.”
 
“Then I say, give up the ass.”
 
Stiles bursts out laughing. “God, you have a way with words, a real poet.”
 
“I’ve been told.”
 
“You should write my eulogy.”
 
“Already on it. Besides you’re going to need it soon since I’m about to destroy
your ass on Call of Duty.”
 
“What a fucking pipe dream.”
 
“‘Roses are red, violets are blue, Stiles sucks raw sewage at CoD.’”
 
“You have a lot of confidence for someone who gets killed literally every five
seconds.”
 
They got off of Skype a few minutes later so they could talk over the Xbox
headset while playing CoD. Scott died after the first 10 seconds, a new
personal record, but still managed to talk shit the entire time they played.
 
A few hours later, Scott’s mom made him get off of the game so he could get
sleep before school the next day. Stiles told them both goodnight and started
to get ready for bed himself.
 
He sent a text to Derek, asking if he could come over after work the next day,
before he closed his eyes.
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     Stiles takes it like a champ.
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The door had barely closed before Derek advanced on Stiles, pushing him up
against the opposite wall and practically attacking his mouth. Stiles groaned
and brought his hands up and pushed them into Derek’s hair, keeping the older
man’s face firmly against his.

 It had been two days, two whole days since the last time Derek touched him
like this. Logically, Stiles knew that 48 hours wasn’t a long time to go
without having sex but having to watch Derek parade around at work looking like
he did was like waving a hot slice of pizza in front of a starving man’s face.
Stiles thought Derek tasted so much better than pizza… He realized how creepy
and gross that sounded and decided to keep that to particular thought to
himself. He should probably stop thinking about pizza when Derek’s tongue is
practically fucking his mouth anyways.

 “I couldn’t wait to get my hands on you.” Derek moved said hands down from
Stiles’ hips to grip his ass. “Fuck, baby, these jeans are such a tease.”

 Stiles gasped as Derek began nipping at his neck, being careful of not biting
too hard or stay on the same spot for more than a few seconds, so as not to
leave marks. “I knew you’d- ah like them.”

 Derek removed his face from the teen’s neck to look him in the eyes. “You got
these for me?” Stiles only bit his lip and nodded in response, giving Derek a
sly grin.

 Next thing Stiles knew, Derek was moving his hands to grip the younger boy’s
thighs and hoist him up. Despite his surprise Stiles automatically wrapped his
legs around the older man’s waist, nearly cumming in his pants right then and
there at Derek’s display of strength.

 “Want me to take you in the other room and show you just how much I like
them?”

 Stiles rubbed his straining boner against Derek’s and moaned. “Yes, daddy.”

 Stiles had recently been using that word as his secret weapon. He didn’t
necessarily have a desire to use it to address Derek outside of the bedroom at
first but he quickly learned that calling the man ‘daddy’ could get him just
about anything he wanted.

 The day after Stiles first used it, they were at the garage and Stiles was
whining over his math homework, as always. He asked Derek if he could help him
since he found out that the mechanic was surprisingly a math whiz but his
multiple attempts got shut down. Despite being great at it, Derek hated it with
a passion.

 Stiles really tried to do it on his own but eventually he lost the willpower
and begged Derek to just do it for him.

 “Please? Derek… Plllleeeaasseee. Please, come on! My brain hurts I can’t do
it.” Derek didn’t even bother looking up at him. “Ugh, please daddy!”

 Stiles wouldn’t have even noticed the slip up if it wasn’t for the way Derek
freezed. The teen held in his smirk and stepped closer to the mechanic,
clutching his laptop against his chest.

 “Daddy… pretty please?”

 Derek looked up at Stiles, pressed his lips together and sighed. “Fine,” he
grunted and snatched the laptop out of Stiles hands.

 Now, Derek was stripping off his and Stiles’ clothes in record time, turned on
beyond belief because of that simple word. He had practically ran to his
bedroom with Stiles in his arms.
 
Soon enough they were both naked in the middle of Derek’s bed — Stiles was on
his back with the mechanic over top of him, grinding their bare cocks against
each other. Derek spit into his palm and brought it down to grip them both.
Stiles quickly shot his hand out to stop Derek’s ministrations.

 “Wait wait wait,” Stiles murmured against Derek’s mouth. “I wanna do something
else.”

 Derek smirked and pulled on the teen’s bottom lip with his teeth. “Want me to
blow you?”

 As fantastic as that sounded, Stiles would’ve cum in about five seconds so he
had to decline. He came there with a goal. “No. Um actually… I- I want you to
fuck me.”

 Derek stopped sucking on the teen’s collarbone and looked up at him, an
unreadable expression on his face. “Fuck you?”

 Stiles swallowed nervously. What if Derek didn’t actually want to fuck him and
was only interested in doing the other stuff. What if there was some weird
internalized homophobia going on and he thought fucking Stiles in the ass would
be too gay.

 “Yeah um. Unless you don’t want to-“

 Derek laughed and Stiles began to feel embarrassed. “Don’t want to- Stiles are
you serious? I  dream  about fucking you.”

 Stiles breathed a sigh of relief. “Yeah?”

 “Of course. I just don’t want to hurt you.”

 “Well I’ve been fingering myself pretty often lately. Thinking about you...”

 “Yeah?” Derek reached down behind Stiles’ balls and rubbed his thumb in
circles around the teen’s perineum, causing him to gasp softly. “How many
fingers have you been taking?”

 “Two.”

 Derek chuckled darkly. “I’m a bit more than two fingers baby.”

 “Show me.” Derek quickly looked up from where he was playing with Stiles’ hole
and his eyes darkened. “Show me, daddy.”

 Derek quickly backed off from the teen to sit up on his knees. “Turn over.”
 
Stiles scrambled to get on his hand and knees, feeling both giddy and a little
terrified. He felt Derek run his hands slowly down his back and settling on his
ass.
 
Derek spread his cheeks and placed a kiss on his opening. “You’re used to this
part.” Stiles could only nod, anticipating the feeling of the older man’s hot
tongue pressing against his hole.
 
They’d only done this a few times, but every time Stiles turned into a shaking
mess. Derek was ridiculously good with his tongue, to the point where it
started to make the teen jealous, wondering about who he had gotten all the
practice with. But then Derek began thrusting his tongue in and out of his hole
and the teen changed his mind. He was incredibly thankful for whoever helped
the older man get this good.
 
Stiles’ eyes rolled back into his head and right when he reached his hand back
to get a hold of Derek’s hair, the older man backed up and off the bed. The
teen whined and reached his hand out towards Derek, trying to bring him back.
 
“I thought you wanted me to fuck you,” Derek asked with barely concealed
amusement. He reached into a drawer on the other side of the room and pulled
out a condom and a bottle of lube, smirking at Stiles’ frustrated expression.
 
“I do but- you’re just so good at that,” Stiles whined again and smushed his
face into the pillow beneath him.

“I’m good at this too.” Stiles felt the bed dip behind him and heard the cap of
the lube pop open. He looked behind him and saw the condom laying next to
Derek’s knees.
 
“No condom,” Stiles murmured. Derek began to open his mouth to speak but Stiles
cut him off. “We’ve never used them before and we know you’re clean, you get
tested.”
 
Derek hesitated and then nodded his head. “Are you sure?”
 
“I want you to cum in me.”
 
Derek groaned and quickly brought a slick finger to Stiles hole, rubbing
against it. “Fuck you’re already so loose for me.”
 
Stiles groaned and tried to relax as Derek pushed the finger into him. The teen
had  done two fingers before, but he forgot how thick Derek’s fingers are, it
almost felt like two of his own. It felt fucking amazing after a few minutes
but thinking about how much wider he needed to be stretched had him tensing.
 
Right then Derek started to press a second finger against Stiles’ hole and the
boy clenched down hard.
 
“Hey hey,” Derek warned, running a comforting hand up and down his back. “You
have to relax.” Stiles took a deep breath and loosened up his muscles. “There
you go baby, just like that.”
 
He felt Derek pour a little more lube onto his fingers and began to push the
second finger past the rim. The stretch was not as bad as Stiles anticipated
but it still burned a lot. The teen’s hands tightened on the pillow in front of
him as Derek pushed both fingers in all the way to the knuckles and began
slowly thrusting them in and out.
 
Precum began gathering at his slit when Derek started scissoring and shifting
around against his walls. When Derek crooked his fingers and started making a
‘come here’ motion, Stiles was confused for a few seconds before they hit a
certain spot and he gasped loudly.
 
“There?” Derek asked. Stiles didn’t even need to turn around to know the older
man was smirking.
 
“Yes ‘there’ asshole, do it again,” Stiles said, breathless. Derek obliged
instantly, repeatedly rubbing against the teen’s prostate causing precum to
practically dribble from his cock.
 
Stiles’ arms buckled and he allowed himself to melt into the sheets. Derek took
that opportunity to push a third finger into his hole and the pleasure quickly
subsided. The teen felt unbelievably stretched wide and he wondered how in the
hell he was supposed to take the mechanic’s cock.
 
“I know that doesn’t feel great.” Stiles huffed, uncomfortable and annoyed.  Of
course it didn’t feel great . “We don’t have to keep going, I could just finger
you for tonight-“
 
“No,” Stiles barked out. “No I-I want to feel you. I need to.”
 
Derek rubbed his shoulder and kept going. By the fourth finger Stiles was close
to tears, digging his fingernails into the older man’s arm that was propped up
close to his head.
 
His cock had started to soften but he refused to back out of this. Derek
offered to stop again but Stiles begged him not to.
 
“It’s my first time, Derek. It’s not gonna be peaches and cream. I just- I can
do it. I can take you.”
 
When Derek started to press the tip of cock against Stiles’ entrance, the teen
began to highly doubt that statement.
 
He knew it wasn’t going to feel amazing at first but holy shit it fucking hurt.
And Derek was being so gentle and patient about it, waiting for a nod of
Stiles’ head before giving him another inch, but it still hurt like a bitch.
 
“I know, I know baby but you have to breathe for me,” Derek murmured, pressing
kisses to the back of Stiles’ neck, trying to soothe his whimpers. “Widen your
knees a little bit.” The teen obeyed and arched his back where Derek pushed
down. “Perfect…”
 
The position allowed Derek to quickly slide the rest of his cock into Stiles so
that his hips were nestled against the teen’s ass.
 
Stiles sucked in a shocked gasp and clawed at the sheets in front of him. He
wanted to yell at Derek for not giving him a warning but after a few seconds,
he was grateful when he realized Derek was just trying to ‘rip off the band-
aid” instead of continuing to draw it out, it inch by painful inch.
 
He felt unbelievably full like if Derek was just a tiny bit thicker, he’d be
getting ripped apart. But as painful as it was, it didn’t feel like anything
had been torn, Derek had been  very  thorough. More than anything it just felt
strange and Stiles hadn’t decided yet if it was a good or a bad strange.
 
Derek was motionless against him other than pressing kisses into his hair and
murmuring about how good he was, how well he was taking his cock. Stiles only
nodded in response, too busy focusing on his breathing and staying relaxed.
 
After a few moments, once Stiles got adjusted to the feeling of Derek’s cock
inside of him, he tapped his arm and asked him to move. Derek sat back on his
knees and got a hold of one of Stiles’ hands, threading their fingers together,
and placed his other hand on the teen’s hip.
 
“You can squeeze it as hard as you need to all right?” Stiles nodded and
gripped Derek’s hand tightly as he slowly pulled out, almost to the tip. When
the mechanic pushed back in, Stiles made a high pitched, choked off noise and
dug his fingers into the back of Derek’s hand.
 
At this point, Stiles had gone completely soft, but his dick gave a twitch on
the third thrust when the stinging in his ass, turned into a pleasurable burn.
If he was being honest, it felt kind of wrong to have something entering into
what was usually an exit, but if anything, the dirtiness of it all only turned
him on more.
 
Sounds were being forced out of Stiles’ throat, sounds he didn’t even know he
could make, every time Derek fucked into him. He flushed in embarrassment,
trying to smother his moans into the pillow beneath him.
 
“Uh uh, lemme hear you baby.” Stiles lifted his head from the pillow but
continued to try stifling his moans, biting his lip so hard he broke the skin.
 
Derek lowered himself onto Stiles back when he realized the teen was still
holding back, causing the angle of his strokes to change and his cock go even
deeper.
 
“Fuck, Derek!”
 
“Mm,” the mechanic turned Stiles’ head so that he could kiss his mouth. “There
you go. Does it feel good now?”
 
It still hurt but Stiles noticed how he was quickly getting hard again, how the
strange feeling of being stretched so wide was decidedly good, very good,
mind-blowingly  good.
 
It started to become overwhelming very fast. Stiles couldn’t think past the
feeling of Derek inside of him, the near primal grunts the older man was making
like he couldn’t help it, the hot press of his chest along Stiles’ back.
 
What he didn’t particularly like was the feeling that was building up in his
chest that was unrelated to his arousal. He knew how vulnerable this was going
to be but he didn’t expect the wave of emotion that was overtaking.
 
A rush of thoughts started flowing through his head, the main one being that he
just wanted Derek to stay inside of him forever. Tears started to form in the
teen’s eyes and he knew he needed to shut down that train of thought
immediately.
 
“Fuck me- ah as hard as you want,” Stiles gasped out. He could tell Derek was
holding himself back by the way he gripped his hips tightly like he was trying
to control his thrusts.


“Stiles-”
 
“I can take it. I can take it, I promise,” Stiles begged, starting to feel
crazy with how desperate he was for Derek to fuck him senseless and block out
any other thoughts.
 
“Please, daddy,” Stiles whispered, hoping Derek would think the shaking in his
voice was due to his arousal and not because he was close to tears. And like
always, the older man couldn’t deny him when he asked so nicely.
 
Derek lifted himself up from Stiles’ back and the teen felt a confusing mix of
relief and panic. The feeling of Derek everywhere, on and in him, was
simultaneously overwhelming and comforting as hell.
 
The older man lifted Stiles hips up, leaving one hand to hold onto one side
while his other hand settled on Stiles’ shoulder. The teen choked on a silent
scream as Derek slammed into him with abandon, gripping hands keeping him
exactly where he wanted him.
 
Derek’s thrusts were rapid-fire and brutal and Stiles was so fucking grateful.
He couldn’t think or do anything but stay where Derek was holding him and take
it. He didn’t even care about how loud and ridiculous his cries and moans were
now but, let’s just say it was a good thing Derek didn’t have any neighbors.
 
“I’m close,” Derek growled and Stiles couldn’t believe how badly he wanted
Derek to cum. He was practically hungry to feel the older man shoot inside of
him and paint his walls. It would bother Stiles if he didn’t already know how
much of a slut he was.
 
Derek shifted his hips slightly, changing the angle, and Stiles was seeing
stars. The older man’s cock started nailing the teen’s prostate repeatedly and
it only took a few strokes before Stiles orgasm was being yanked out of him.
Derek groaned loudly at the feeling of Stiles hole tightening around him and
immediately followed him, slamming his hips twice before spilling into the
teen’s hole.
 
He collapsed onto Stiles back, pressing his forehead into the back of his neck,
the both of them breathing like they’d just run a marathon.
 
“Fuck,” Stiles exhaled.
 
“I didn’t even touch you.” Stiles was about to strongly disagree before he
realized what Derek was saying. He hadn’t touched Stiles’ dick, neither of them
did.
 
“... Fuck.”
 
“You did so well,” Derek said, rubbing his hands up and down Stiles’ sides. “I
was probably too rough... Shit, did I hurt you?”
 
Stiles began to shake his head but Derek was already off of him and leaning
down to spread the teen’s cheeks apart and inspect for self.
 
“No tears but still… I should’ve been more careful.”
 
Stiles knew he was going to be sore as hell the next day, the thought of trying
to move around even then did not sound like fun. But he felt like he had just
discovered the meaning of life via Derek’s cock so he really couldn’t care
less.
 
Stiles looked over his shoulder at the older man. “Kiss it better,” he asked.
 
Derek gazed back at him with hooded eyes for a few seconds before he moved
forward to press his lips against Stiles’ hole and did just that.




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