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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Harry_Potter_-_Rowling
  Relationship:
      Draco_Malfoy/Harry_Potter
  Character:
      Harry_Potter, Draco_Malfoy, Hermione_Granger
  Additional Tags:
      Seduction, Somnophilia, Voyeurism, Dirty_Talk, 7th-year, ambiguous
      consent
  Series:
      Part 1 of The_Incubus_Series
  Stats:
      Published: 2010-03-10 Chapters: 7/7 Words: 17759
****** Whispers ******
by GatewayGirl
Summary
     Malfoy whispers. Harry can't resist.
Notes
     I wrote this one in 2004. In a reply to a comment on the LJ thread, I
     said: "writing the first three chapters of this is all that got me
     through Snakes and Lions without the boys fucking madly." I don't
     remember that, but it certainly explains things!
     WARNING: The somnophilia includes consensual use of a date-rape drug.
     Canon-Compliancy: GoF, some OotP elements
***** Attack *****
Hermione sniffed. "At least he's attractive. Look at what I have to put up
with."
During the last Potions lesson, Snape had decreed that she and Harry were
banned from being lab partners for the remainder of the term, the first of
their seventh year. In a fit of sadism, he had assigned Harry to working with
Draco Malfoy and Hermione to work with Vincent Crabbe. She and Harry had
speculated that this was a good deal for the Slytherins -- Hermione couldn't
help but improve Crabbe's Potions grade, and when the conflict was restricted
to verbal attacks, even Harry had to admit that Malfoy would give him better
than he got.
Harry followed Hermione's look. Crabbe was just walking through the door, a
step behind Malfoy. Harry silently agreed that he had got the better deal
aesthetically. Over the last few years, Malfoy's sharp features and slim form
had lengthened into an elegant grace marred only by a perpetual air of disdain.
Harry suspected the blond would be stunning if he ever honestly smiled.
"And you have some chance of maintaining your marks," Hermione added, more
quietly.
Improving them, actually, Harry admitted to himself. He watched Malfoy sit down
and stretch languidly back, as if preparing to be admired. On cue, several of
the girls giggled. Harry thought he wouldn't mind so much if it was only the
Slytherin girls, but he had definitely detected Lavender's musical titter in
the lot.
"At least Crabbe's too dumb to cause much trouble," Hermione whispered.
And that,Harry thought apprehensively, Malfoy definitely is not. He watched in
resignation as Crabbe came towards them, and vacated the seat in time not to be
ordered to do so. "Later, Hermione," he said.
Malfoy watched him approach. His eyes were temporarily veiled behind pale
lashes as he looked down (how deceptively angelic, Harry thought), but he was
smirking when he looked up again.
"Couldn't wait to sit next to me, could you Potter?" he asked mockingly.
Harry glared at him. His voice as scornful as he could make it, he responded:
"Jesus, Malfoy, do you kiss your mirror while you toss off?"
He hadn't been especially loud, but he hadn't been especially quiet, either.
Malfoy's eyes widened in surprise as everyone nearby, Slytherins included,
sniggered. Tight laughter progressed to the front of the room as Harry's
comment was relayed to those out of earshot. Before Malfoy could do more than
regather his composure, Professor Snape entered the room, his black robes
swirling about him. Harry sat back, satisfied.
 
Harry's satisfaction lasted only until the end of the short lecture portion of
the class. As soon as they set about preparing ingredients, Malfoy shifted
closer on the bench. Harry, who had sat on the edge to begin with, couldn't
move any further away.
In a low voice, Malfoy breathed:
"And where do you toss off, Potter? In bed, with the curtains drawn?"
Harry froze, shocked. He couldn't believe Malfoy had actually said such a
thing. Before he could even process his astonishment, Malfoy continued.
"With a silencing spell? Or do you just try not to let out any sound? That one,
I think. So very like you. Just keep your breath shallow and your movements
restrained...."
Harry felt himself heat with embarrassment and anger. Malfoy was being quiet,
but not so quiet that Pansy and Millicent, at the next table, would not hear if
they started to listen. Currently, they were talking about marriage plans
advanced by their respective parents. Harry decided to stay silent, rather than
risk attracting attention to Malfoy's obscenity. Disturbingly accurate
obscenity, too. And I can't imagine that's what he does.Harry couldn't restrain
an upward quirk of his lip. Somehow, he expected that if Malfoy was getting
off, everyone in the room -- hell, the adjoining rooms -- would know about it.
"Or perhaps in the showers?" Malfoy suggested softly. "With privacy if you are
careful, and everything warm and wet, all slick to the touch." He began rubbing
silvery wormwood leaves between his slender fingers. The motion was a
practiced, even roll. Harry found he was watching it hypnotically, and pulled
his gaze away, to the clumps of ... some sort of root ... in front of him. His
brain seemed to have stalled on the thought of wanking in the shower. And
Malfoy's hands. Or perhaps Malfoy's hand sliding over his, taking over -- No.
Harry focused on the root mass. He had no memory of what this stuff was or what
he was supposed to do with it.
"You can slip up a little there," Malfoy went on, in a silken whisper. "With a
little noise for cover. And flying makes you hot -- anyone can see that."
Harry, to his chagrin, made a slight strangled noise. He supposed it was
because he couldn't possibly get any redder, and the embarrassment had to go
somewhere.
Malfoy gave a low, satisfied laugh. Harry wasn't sure if it was a little shaky,
or if that was just his hearing. A mass of black paused in the aisle.
"Potter, I have not paired you with Mr. Malfoy so that he can do all your work
for you," Professor Snape said caustically. "Cut and crush the valerian root,
so he can continue with your potion."
Harry reached out to the tangled mass. His hands were shaking. "Yes,
Professor," he said. "Er, sorry."
"You have not wasted my time, Mr. Potter. Apologize to your partner. Now."
Harry, to his horror, had to look at Draco Malfoy. The blond was slightly pink,
but attractively so. Harry knew he himself must be roughly the color of his
Quidditch robes.
"Er... I'm sorry I got distracted, Malfoy," he said. Very sorry. And it's
bloody well your fault for distracting me.
"It's all right, Potter." Malfoy waved a magnanimous dismissal. "My presence
just has that effect on some people."
This, thought Harry,is going to be a very long seven-and-a-half weeks.
***** Feint *****
Harry intentionally arrived at his next potions class just a hair short of
late. He slipped into his seat beside Malfoy as Snape entered the room. Harry's
eyes closed momentarily -- please let Malfoy have some other target, today -
- and he noticed that the whispering flutter of Snape's passing robes was as
familiar as the way they looked.
Quickly, but still including derisive comments about how it was beyond most of
them, Professor Snape outlined that day's project.
"The Relaxation Potion that we brew today will be an element in next week's
potions," he concluded. "For that reason, you must make in an adequate amount,
and you must make it accurately. If you fail to produce an adequate Relaxation
potion, you will brew more in detention -- or detentions, if necessary -- until
you complete a serviceable batch."
Harry fetched the ingredients for himself and Malfoy. When he got back, he
found that Malfoy had moved to the center of the short bench, leaving Harry a
merely adequate space on either side. Harry sat by the aisle. For a few
minutes, Malfoy was quiet. Harry hoped he was going to stay that way, but
Malfoy began talking as soon as there was enough ambient noise to provide some
cover.
"I was thinking about our conversation yesterday," he began idly.
Conversation? You speculating about how I masturbate is a conversation?
"It occurred to me that I might not be giving you enough credit for
imagination. After all, it's well known that you have an invisibility cloak."
I don't want to hear this, Harry thought. Quickly, he said:
"Could you pass the linden leaves, Malfoy?"
"Do you want to do the rubbing, today? All right -- I'll take the knife work."
Great. My face already feels like I have sunburn, and he hasn't even got to
whatever he thinks I might do with the cloak.
"With that, you could go practically anywhere," Malfoy continued, lowering his
voice again. "There are plenty of rooms where you could be as loud as you
want."
If it wasn't for Peeves and Mrs. Norris, Harry thought.
"And you could go to someone's bed,'" Malfoy continued wickedly. He was leaning
close enough that Harry could feel the warmth of Malfoy's breath on his
shoulder. "I bet Brown wears clingy, lace nightgowns. You could stand over her
and rub yourself -- keeping your breath so quiet..."
Harry found he needed to concentrate on just that. Lavender had a beautiful
figure and beautiful face. The thought of her in a revealing nightgown, with
her stupid mouth shut in sleep, was enough to get him hard in seconds. Oh good
Lord, Malfoy's getting me turned on over someone I think is an idiot!
"Pity Granger probably sleeps in something dumpy," Malfoy breathed. "She's got
nice tits. Do any of them sleep naked?"
Harry was determined not to answer, even to say he didn't know, that he would
neverthink of using his invisibility cloak to sneak into the girls'
dormitories. With shaking hands, he rubbed the linden leaves, turning them into
a clumpy mess. Malfoy, he knew, would have produced a perfectly even powder. He
remembered those fingers, yesterday, sliding smoothly against each other.
Malfoy picked up the thin slicing knife and ran those fingers down the blade,
just above the edge.
"I do," he whispered, setting the point of the blade to the choralfish egg sack
Harry had brought back in a black ceramic bowl. "I can't abide seams. I sleep
restlessly, especially when I dream." The pierced sack released a mass of tiny,
golden eggs that gleamed against the black enamel. Malfoy picked them up and
let them run through his pale fingers. The shimmering eggs made a sound like
tiny glass bells as they tumbled over each other. "Usually I throw off all my
covers, and awake with my feet --sometimes an arm -- entangled in the twists of
them."
Malfoy looked over at the linden leaves and snorted slightly. "Perhaps I better
do the rubbing for you, Harry."
Yeah, pretty thing, why don't you do that?Harry twitched as he caught the
growling thought. Oh no. I'm going to be a basket case by Christmas. He
twitched again. Who the fuck does he think he is, calling me Harry?
Malfoy was silent through the rest of the ingredient preparation, which was a
delicate enough procedure to warrant the attention. Harry thought the torture
was over for the day, but when their mixture was simmering, Malfoy again began
to speak.
"And no one would ever know," he said lightly, as if the pause had lasted
seconds, rather than close to an hour. "Not if you can hold back the noise and
catch the mess. Though if you wanted ..."
Malfoy's voice was getting increasingly quiet. Harry found himself straining
for the words.
"... you could let it out ... on the girl ... or the boy ... or the sheets
beside."
 
Harry had trouble focusing at lunch. He kept picturing Malfoy, lying naked in a
tangle of dark sheets, his skin like moonlight against night shadows, moaning
and turning in his sleep, while Harry stood over him and sprayed him with
glistening jism. He bit back a gasp.
"Harry?" Hermione asked, as Harry stumbled to his feet. "Are you leaving?
You've barely eaten anything!"
Harry shook his head at her. "It's okay. I'm not hungry. And I need to go back
to the tower for something."
"Are you all right?"
"Fine. I'll see you at Transfiguration, Hermione, okay?
Hermione looked rather puzzled. "If you're sure you're okay."
"Fine. Later."
 
Over butterbeers in The Three Broomsticks, on Saturday, Hermione brought up
Potions class.
"Crabbe hasn't been too horrible. He seems to forget he's supposed to hate me,
as long as I tell him what to do. How's Malfoy?"
Harry put his head down on his arms.
"Harry? Is he really awful?"
Harry lifted his head up and looked around. No one seemed near enough to hear
over the ambient rumble of conversation. "He ... whispers."
"That doesn't sound like it should be bad ... but I've heard Malfoy's talk,"
Hermione said sympathetically. She laid a hand on Harry's arm.
"I think I'm permanently scarred," he said. "I've got this embedded image of
him sleeping naked, turning all tangled in his sheets."
Hermione's gentle touch stiffened. "Er..."
"I think his plan is to get me so distracted that I fail. Or maybe so
embarrassed that I die of stroke."
"Malfoy told you he sleeps naked?!" Hermione said, in a shocked, but suitably
low voice.
"Oh, it was far more detailed than that." Harry laughed shakily. "I don't know
what more he could say. With luck, he'll have some other amusement, next week."
 
Harry sat in Monday's Potions class, waiting with trepidation for Snape to
finish his cursory review of the day's procedure. Finally, the students started
on their potions. This was it. Malfoy was going to edge closer and start in on
some obscene fantasy....
Except he didn't.
Harry's already taut nerves vibrated with anticipation of the advance, but it
never came. Malfoy stayed quietly on his end of the bench. Every time he
shifted, Harry tensed more. When Malfoy finally did speak, pushing their tiny
allotment of demiguise skin at Harry, he said only, "Grind this in the mortar,
Potter. Evenly, for once."
By the end of class, Harry was a wreck.
 
On Tuesday, Harry waited cautiously. Perhaps Malfoy had grown bored, or perhaps
he'd run out of things to say. That's good, right? The silence was less
unnerving, now that it was not totally unexpected. Harry actually managed to
ask if there was a reason Malfoy was cutting the thistle root on the diagonal,
rather than straight across, and Malfoy actually gave him a civil answer.
Nothing else happened.
 
***** Glissade *****
On Wednesday, Harry was almost relaxed about sitting down next to Malfoy in
Potions class -- as relaxed as he could ever be in Potions class, he thought.
Professor Snape briefly described the Panic Draught they would be making from
their Relaxation Potion, then set them to work. When Malfoy got back from
fetching components, he sat very close to Harry.
"I'm so tired," he murmured. "I couldn't sleep at all, last night."
"Mm." Harry wasn't certain he wanted to encourage conversation, but he had to
sympathize with not being able to sleep.
"Crabbe was shagging Bulstrode on an inadequately braced bed in the next room.
It was a nightmare."
Harry could not help picturing the couple. His first reaction was revulsion.
His second was to burst out laughing at the ludicrous image, presented as it
was in Malfoy's bored drawl. He managed to choke back the sound, turning it
into a loud snort that morphed into a ragged cough.
"Potter!"
"Sorry professor." Harry waved a hand in front of his face. "Dust," he
explained.
"Five points from Gryffindor for disrupting class," Snape sneered. "You are not
intended to inhale the markelskin, Potter. I assure you, the effects are over-
rated." With that, he continued his circuit of the room.
Malfoy waited until he was a few tables away to resume. "I'm usually good at
sleeping through disruptions, but no one could sleep through that. Except
Blaise. He was still snoring.
"Do you sleep well, Potter?" Malfoy drew out a scoop of beetle eyes, leveling
the measure with meticulous care. "I expect you do. It's reputed to be one of
the benefits of a clean conscience. Not that I'd know."
Harry thought of saying that he had nightmares, and that he had spent most of
the previous two years consumed with guilt, both deserved and undeserved.
Before he could get up the nerve, Malfoy began speaking again, more quietly.
"How much would you sleep through? Could someone quiet slide your covers off,
or would the motion wake you?"
Harry closed his eyes for a moment. Oh hell, he's back to it. In that whisper.
That purr.
"I bet you'd stay asleep. With that lovely body no one ever gets to see -- do
your roommates, ever? -- uncovered. But you probably wear something to bed,
don't you? That would need to come off next. Do you sleep soundly enough? Could
someone undress you?"
Harry opened his eyes, but nothing took his focus. Malfoy's voice hovered
between him and everything like a barrier of old, wavy glass. His close body
had a slight musk smell under the light perfume of his hair.
"Unbutton, slide -- but you sleep curled up, don't you? On your side, turned
slightly down, I expect, so you'd need to be coaxed to roll over. A dangerous
business. You might wake."
Harry realized he was breathing heavily. He did sleep that way. He could
imagine slender hands undoing his pajama top, coaxing him to roll to his back,
pulling down the bottoms until they caught on his ...
Stop that!he told his imagination.I do not want to be molested in my sleep by
some ... by anyone, even ...He dragged some leaves over towards his board and
picked them up to rub. Malfoy caught at his wrist.
"Those go in whole, Potter," he hissed. He laughed slightly, and definitely
shakily. "We'll continue tomorrow. You're a lovely toy, but I do have my marks
to maintain."
"I am not a toy!"
"Anything I play with is a toy."
 
The statement rankled. Harry went to the next Potions class in no mood to put
up with Malfoy's behavior. He sat down telegraphing do not approach me with the
force of a brooding dragon. Malfoy did not take the hint.
"Do you ever think about what you would do if you woke to someone touching
you?" he whispered, ignoring Harry's straight back and set lips. Harry stared
stoically at Professor Snape's hand, as it underlined a word on the board. A
few minutes passed in quiet preparation of ingredients. Malfoy resumed with a
soft, pleased sound, before returning to quiet words. "Do you? Waking to a hand
stroking down your side, hesitating, perhaps, then continuing into your pants,
feeling to see if you were hard, or could, at least, be brought to it?"
I hate him, Harry told himself fiercely. I hate him, and he is only trying to
humiliate me.He clamped his mouth shut.
"Of course, it would really depend -- do you want this person? At least not not
want?"
"Malfoy," Harry hissed through clenched teeth, "shut up!"
A murmur of pleasure made it clear Malfoy had no intention of complying. "But
we hardly got anywhere, yesterday. I want to see you close your eyes and pant."
"I was not panting."
"Perhaps you'd better see Madame Pomfrey about your breathing problem, then.
Now imagine --"
Harry cut him off with a fierce whisper. "I'll cast Sonorus on you, if you
don't shut up!"
Malfoy was quiet. Relieved, Harry concentrated on slicing his wyvern liver.
When he put down the knife, he was surprised by Malfoy's quiet "Petrificalus."
Harry had had PetrificalusTotalis cast on him before, but not the unmodified
version. He found he could move his eyes, and manage a sort of mumble, but no
more. He suspected he looked less obvious than a completely petrified person,
because he would blink. Professor Snape would probably think he was just
daydreaming.
Malfoy's hand moved to Harry's leg, then slid up the inside of his thigh and
down the outside in a large, leisurely oval.
"I think I'd like it," he whispered. "From pretty much anyone but Crabbe or
Bulstrode. Waking to hands on my body --" at the end of the third circuit,
Malfoy's hand went deeper between Harry's thighs, then slid slowly up to his
groin. "--touching me like this...." Harry realized there were other allowances
to the standard version of the Petrifaction Hex. Malfoy responded with a faint,
pleased murmur as the pliant bulge he had found swelled and hardened under his
touch. "Now, aren't you glad I didn't let you complain?"
Harry wasn't sure. Malfoy's touch was amazing, but he was Malfoy, and they were
in Potions class....
"I wouldn't let on," Malfoy continued softly, returning to his fantasy,
"because my visitor might stop. I'd want him to keep going, as far as he
dared." Malfoy tightened his grip on Harry's now completely engorged cock, then
loosened his hold enough to slide his hand up slightly, and move it in circles
over the accessible side of the head. "I could moan a little, feigning sleep,"
he whispered, "shift in my bed to be easier to --"
Malfoy broke off suddenly. His hand went back into his own lap. Snape was
approaching them.
"Mr. Potter! Is there a reason you are unable to contribute to your partner's
work?"
Yes,Harry thought. Not that my partner was really working, except for what
stirring he could do left handed with whatever is left of his brain while he's
coming up with --
"Potter! Look at me," Professor Snape snarled. Harry tried, but Snape was
beside him, out of the range of his peripheral vision.
And Malfoy's wand is on the table. It will be difficult for him to use it
without being obvious.Harry wanted to laugh. A few unvoiced puffs of air
emerged from his mouth.
"Potter?" Snape reached out and poked Harry, who fell into Malfoy. Malfoy
pushed him back upright.
"Finite Incantantum!" Snape snapped. Harry let out a breath and twisted in his
seat. "Who petrified you, Potter?"
"Malfoy, sir. He --" Harry stopped abruptly, dissuaded not only by Snape's
angry look, but by the thought of how much trouble Malfoy would get in. And I
should want him to, but ....
"He was being disruptive, professor," Malfoy whined.
"That is not an adequate reason for hexing your classmates, Mr. Malfoy! Ten
points from Slytherin! And five from Gryffindor, Mr. Potter, for provoking him,
as I am certain you did."
Snape swooped off. Malfoy leaned towards Harry. "You're so provoking," he
teased, then quickly shifted away. Harry spent the rest of the class
uncomfortably aware of any change in the size of the space between them.
 
By the end of class, Harry had figured out several reasons why he had not
elaborated on Malfoy's behavior. The first, and easiest to accept, was that
Professor Snape would not have believed him. Second, it would have been
embarrassing to recount. Third -- and here he began to feel uncomfortable -- if
he told, and Snape believed him, they would be separated. Potions class would
go back to being boring, rather than agonizingly tense, and Draco ... Malfoy
might not ever do anything like that to him again.
Malfoy leaned close while he was gathering his books. "You're provoking; I'm
provocative," he whispered. "Perhaps I'll use that as a password." With that,
he winked and walked away, disappearing quickly behind Crabbe's bulk.
***** Absence of blade *****
It was a beautiful day, too warm for wool, late enough in the year that any
such day might well be the last until spring. The Gryffindor seventh-year boys'
dormitory was empty when Harry got there, which suited him just fine. He pulled
off his robes, drew the door-side curtain on his bed closed and started
touching himself through his trousers, reaching awkwardly from the side to try
to duplicate the feel of Malfoy's hand. He gasped in pleasure when he got it
close enough: Malfoy squeezing, stroking, whispering...
Let it out ... on the girl ... or the boy ... anything I play with ...
Harry gave up and reached into his trousers to jack off in earnest. The motion
was automatic; his mind was occupied with the memory of Malfoy's voice. Bits
and snatches of his speculations and fantasies raced mingled through Harry's
mind in a blur of sexual suggestion.
You could go to someone's bed ... I'd like it ... waking to hands on my body
... I sleep restlessly ... usually, I throw off all my covers ... touch me like
this ... I could shift in my bed to be easier to ... you could let it out on
... let it out, let it ...
"Oh!"
Harry lay gasping, a warm mess on his stomach and the inside of his trouser
waistband. Dreamily, he rubbed the stuff on his stomach in slippery circles,
then licked once up the length of slick fingers before wiping his hands on the
inside of the bedsheets.
"You wanna play?" he muttered, in a lust-deepened voice. "Oh, we can play,
yeah. I'll play with you tonight ... or at you, like you play at me."
He rose unsteadily, and stripped off the trousers. After wiping off with them,
he dropped them in the laundry chute, then put his robes back on. He got his
invisibility cloak from his trunk and tucked it into his school bag, then lay
contentedly down on the bed. "Play with you," he murmured. Within the minute,
he was asleep.
 
"Harry?"
"Mmmn?"
"You okay?"
Harry opened his eyes to see Dean looking down at him with a worried
expression.
"Sorry to wake you, but it's dinner time. I thought you might like to know."
"Yeah, thanks." Harry sat up and rubbed his eyes. "Didn't mean to fall asleep,"
he yawned. He picked up his bag. "Let's go."
"You're bringing your books to dinner?"
"I thought I might go to the library afterwards," Harry said. "No point in
coming all the way back up here, is there?
 
Harry slipped out of dinner early, and went down half a flight of the stairs to
the dungeons. Out of sight of the hall above, he put on his invisibility cloak,
and continued down towards Slytherin, as far as he remembered the way. There,
he sat and waited.
Several groups passed him before he saw his target. Harry rose and trailed
quietly after the Slytherin group. Draco Malfoy was with Zabini, Parkinson,
Crabbe, and two Slytherin girls whom Harry didn't know, but guessed to be sixth
years. With that many people together, he did not need to put much effort into
walking quietly.
In a blank stretch of hallway, the group stopped.
"Snake pit," Malfoy declared. A section of wall split and opened. Harry
followed the group into the Slytherin common room.
 
Harry was prepared to be bored, but found watching the Slytherins interact on
their own terms surprisingly diverting. Malfoy went straight to the chairs by
the fire, and two younger students hurried to get out of his way. Pansy
Parkinson immediately sat next to him and turned toward him expectantly. Malfoy
sighed, rolled his eyes, and then kissed her for several minutes.
"Adequate?' he asked when he had finished.
Pansy stood. "Quite," she said cheerfully. "You're free for the rest of the
evening." With that, she left, disappearing into a hallway at one side of the
room.
One of the sixth-year girls, who had glossy auburn hair and had opened her
robes to show off more tight-fitting garments beneath them, settled into her
place.
"She's a bitch, you know."
Malfoy smiled and reached an arm around the girl. "It would be hard to miss,
wouldn't it? But she's a bitch with manageable expectations, and my mother
approves of her." He pulled her into his lap. "Whereas you would want me all to
yourself, or some such nonsense."
They kissed enthusiastically, while Malfoy's free hand wandered over the girl's
breasts, first over her stretch shirt, then inside it, from below. She stroked
up the back of his neck and along his ears, while rolling her hips rhythmically
against his lap. Two nearby fifth or sixth years watched avidly, but the other
students present ignored the display. Again, Malfoy broke it off.
"You're lovely, Isadora, but I need to do some work."
He picked up his bag and headed to a hallway across from the one Pansy had
entered. Harry followed, but glanced back to see the other sixth year girl, a
curvy blonde, settle into Malfoy's place and mouth a suggestive kiss at the
abandoned Isadora.
At the end of the corridor, Malfoy entered a spacious dormitory with three
beds. He crossed that, and went to a tapestry of a rearing green snake.
"Provocative," he whispered, and the tapestry drew back to reveal an opening
door. Harry slipped through quickly, ahead of Malfoy, then stepped to the side
to avoid detection.
 
This room, and the furnishings in it, appeared to be Malfoy's own. Harry had an
uneasy sense that he was somewhere else, not safe at Hogwarts. Slytherin colors
were used liberally, but not exclusively, in the chairs, bed, rugs, and
tapestries. The wood was all so dark as to be almost black.
Malfoy settled on a chair upholstered in green and blue, in front of an ebony
and silver desk. For a while, he just did homework. Harry amused himself by
watching Malfoy's expressions change as he read and wrote. Malfoy's customary
mask of disdain was gone now, uncovering a more private range of emotions, even
in this academic task. Harry could tell from watching whether he agreed or
disagreed with what he was reading, when he was frustrated with his essay, and
when he felt he was being clever. Eventually, Malfoy moved to his Potions text.
A moment later he began to shift restlessly. Harry watched in amusement as the
blond began to brush his fingers across his groin.
"Oh, I am going to hate the NEWTs in this. How on earth am I supposed to 'evoke
my study environment?' Wear a butt plug into the exam? Bring a large dildo to
fondle? Persuade Potter to sit near me and whimper now and then?" Malfoy
groaned and slipped down in his chair. He let his head fall back. Harry watched
his eyes close and his mouth open. From Harry's angle, he could no longer see
the blond's hands, but he could see rhythmic change in the bend of his elbow,
and hear the rustle of cloth when the motion paused. It resumed faster.
Malfoy's face was flushed, now. Harry had grown hard just from watching, but he
kept his hands still and worked on breathing evenly. It wouldn't do to get
caught. He tried to temper his excitement with slow breaths.
"Harry ... fuck ... yeah, idiot, do it back..." Malfoy panted, and Harry
twitched, despite himself, as the words went straight to his cock. So much for
calming down.He allowed himself a gasp as Malfoy came in glorious screams. Just
like I thought he would.
 
After his loud orgasm, Malfoy cast a quick cleaning spell on his furniture and
clothing, and calmly finished his Potions homework.
"Must find out if there's an exam rule against wanking," he murmured. Harry had
to bite his tongue to keep from laughing.
 
Malfoy undressed beautifully, Harry thought. He did not pull his robes over his
head, but rather unfastened them and let them slide down to his feet.
Underneath, he was wearing a thin, tailored, glossy, slate-blue shirt and a
tight-hipped, loose-legged garment that came down to mid-calf. It would
probably have been considered feminine in Muggle Britain, just by virtue of not
mapping to any modern clothing Harry had ever seen, but Harry suspected it owed
more to equestrian styles of the Dark Ages than to modern culottes.
Malfoy slid that off next, his hands sliding smoothly down his skin as he did
so. Harry almost expected him to start wanking again. The self-touch was
obviously for pleasure, and his eyes closed half-way as the garment whispered
to the floor. Next he undid each button on his shirt, and then the cufflinks.
Finally he pushed the shirt back and let it slide from his body. It pooled over
the black school robe like water in a dark fountain, and Malfoy stood in the
middle as a pillar of white, or perhaps the palest gold. His cock, though not
stiff, had a trace of engorgement, and draped down to a covered point before
his balls.
Malfoy stepped clear of the circle of shimmering fabric, and with a muttered
charm, sent the robe sailing to a hanger and the other garments to a small,
ebony bin. He slipped on a dressing gown, and left the room. Harry wondered
whether to follow, but decided against it. Probably he was just going to brush
his teeth.
That seemed to be the case. Malfoy returned a few minutes later and walked to
his bed. He folded back the green coverlet, exposing dark, shimmering sheets.
Harry tiptoed closer. Silk, he decided. Midnight blue silk. It was almost too
much.
Malfoy climbed into bed with the same pleased murmur that he used in Potions
when Harry responded to his talk. He turned, settled, and turned again. He
rearranged his arms. He doused the lights and, from the sound of things, did it
all again. Harry heard him gasp and sit up abruptly. The candles relit.
"Lunae!" the blond gasped, pointing his wand above Harry's head.
A dim light, near one edge of the ceiling, came on and bathed the room in a
faint, silver glow. Malfoy settled and doused the candles again. He lay still.
Well!Harry thought. Of all people to be afraid of the dark...! He smiled to
himself. Perhaps he senses that someone is here. Or perhaps he knows I'm here,
and this is all for show.
Harry stole closer yet, and watched Malfoy's eyes, and waited for his sleep to
deepen. Malfoy did, as he said, sleep restlessly. He pushed his covers down,
then caught at them and pulled them up at his side, like a security blanket,
then got his lower arm wrapped up in the muddle. Any hair on his uncovered body
was too light to see, leaving it smooth and white against the darkness of his
bed. Harry found himself wanting to touch that pale skin, to see if it was as
smooth as it looked, or set with light, delicate hairs that would magnify his
touch.
With a catch of breath, he opened his cloak and then his robe. He slid his
hands down his own torso, as Malfoy had, but did not linger nearly as long
there. He knew what he wanted. Getting off was part of it, but only part.
Mostly, he wanted to come on that naked body, to know that perfect, aloof,
impeccably groomed Draco Malfoy would wake sticky with the evidence of
another's presence.
Harry shifted his foreskin down to the tip of his cock, then back up to the
base of the head, getting it slippery with eager drops. Holding back a whimper,
he moved down to rub the full length of the shaft, quickly setting up a rhythm.
He could see the glint of moisture in the artificial moonlight, but his skin
did not shimmer like Draco's.
Fucking changeling,Harry thought deliriously.Elf-child, soulless....
Malfoy rolled onto his back, displaying a half-engorged cock. Immediately,
Harry wanted to set his hand to that one, instead ... rub Malfoy, rub up
against Malfoy, pretty Draco, get him hard. He imagined it, but kept his touch
to his own body. Finally, he spasmed and arched and caught the scream of
pleasure that wanted to break free, and spurts of glistening silver, the fruit
of his efforts, fell across Draco's hip and abdomen. One jet extended to the
sheet beyond, and one spilled down across Draco's groin onto his far thigh.
Malfoy shifted, and Harry quickly closed his cloak with his left hand, while
his right milked the last drops out. He shuddered.
Harry wanted to tell Draco he was gorgeous, wanted to kiss him, wanted to lick
up the mess he had made and more. Instead, he arranged his robes and cloak,
picked up his bag, listened cautiously at the door, and then, even more
cautiously, departed.
 
Harry was slouched in a puffy armchair and contemplating going back to bed,
when the portrait hole opened. Hermione raced into the room. "Harry!" she
called. "Where were you? We barely have time to get to Potions!"
"I can't go."
Hermione stared at him. She closed the short distance between them and tugged
at Harry's arm as if to pull him from the chair. "What do you mean, you can't
go? How many points do you think Snape will take from Gryffindor if you don't
show up?"
"Maybe I can go see Madame Pomfrey and claim to have a headache." Harry
groaned. Come to think of it, he did have a headache, though he was sure it was
just tension.
"Harry?" Hermione sat down on the arm of the chair and slipped a hand along his
shoulders. "What's wrong?"
Harry looked cautiously around. No one else was in the room. At this point,
everyone should be between breakfast and first class. He sighed.
"It's Malfoy."
Hermione was immediately indignant. "That thing with the Petrification Hex? I'm
amazed he got away with that. Even Snape --!"
"Remember how he had been ... whispering to me?"
Hermione was quiet for a minute.
"Harry?" she asked tentatively. "Yesterday...."
"He was ... I was so .... I was going to say something, so he petrified me. And
then he started touching me --"
"That's it!" Hermione snapped. "Harry, you do not need to put up with this from
anybody! We're going over Snape's head on this, and Malfoy --"
"Calm down."
"What? You're getting molested by some stuck-up --"
"I didn't mind, okay?"
Hermione went silent again. After gaping briefly, she said, in an artificially
calm tone:
"Well, then. I suppose you can go to Potions. And sit with him."
Harry groaned and slid down in the chair. "You don't understand. I ... I went
for it."
"Sorry? Went for what?"
"I... Last night, I put on my cloak, and went down to Slytherin, and watched
him. He sleeps just like he said he does -- tossing and turning, all shimmering
white on dark silk sheets -- and I tossed off all over him."
"What?" Hermione's shocked tone was marred by unwilling laughter. "You what?
Are you --" She caught her breath. "Harry! You can brew potions to identify
someone from ... that." She sat bolt upright, panicked. "He could claim you
raped him!"
Harry flinched. "Argh! Don't tell me these things! I hadn't thought of anything
like that!"
"Well, what are you worried about?"
"I'm just embarrassed! I mean, he knows it was me! He practically told me to do
it, right? So if he wanted me to ... I guess that's all right -- he'll just
humiliate me with it, and I'm used to that, but if he was just trying to
embarrass me in the first place...." Harry trailed off, thinking.
"Then he can accuse you of sexual assault," Hermione said, with callous
precision. While Harry was still speechless, she continued. "Well. It's a good
thing you told me about the earlier parts of this before, because I can testify
about that, if you need me to. However, skipping Potions is not going to fix
anything. Up, Harry. Now."
 
Harry and Hermione were only a few minutes late to Potions. Gryffindor was
docked ten points for each of them. Harry went meekly to his seat.
Draco Malfoy, as usual, was sitting exactly in the middle of the bench. Harry
found this reassuring. Certainly, if Draco was upset, he'd be at one side?
"Sleep well, Potter?" he drawled, as he pushed a pile of caterpillars over at
him.
Harry felt his anxiety melt away to nothing.
"Never better," he answered. "You?"
"About normal, I suppose," Draco said. "But this very odd thing, Potter -- when
I woke up, in the middle of the night, my sheets were all sticky."
More your thighs and abdomen, Harry thought, hardening from the memory, but he
said:
"What's odd about that? I wake up with my sheets sticky all the time."
Draco made a faint pleased noise. "But on the outside?" he shifted closer, so
his right thigh touched Harry's left. Harry concentrated on not pressing into
or out of the touch. Draco continued in a breathy whisper. "What do you think
could have happened, Potter? It looked like some ... man had come all over me
while I slept."
"How odd." Harry made himself get all wide-eyed. "Perhaps Slytherin has an
incubus," he suggested. "You should look into wards."
"I was thinking it might be someone from another house."
Harry smiled uncontrollably. "Not unless Slytherin has some pathetic, guessable
password."
Draco burst out laughing.
Rather than face Snape's glower, Harry glanced at Hermione. He shot her a grin,
and she shook her head and rolled her eyes.
He found the motion had pressed his thigh against Draco's.
***** Preparation *****
Originally, Harry reflected, he had thought that watching Draco would satisfy
his desire to act on the whispered stories. Instead he found his curiosity had
grown to obsession. On Friday night, he spent all of dinner watching Draco and
wishing he had touched him. He spent all evening after dinner on the verge of
returning to the Slytherin rooms. Only complete ignorance of the house's
schedule kept him from attempting it.
He considered it seriously while he ate Saturday's porridge, not even noticing
that he had forgotten to sweeten it. He could go to Slytherin -- then what?
Watch again? He didn't want to just watch Malfoy, he knew; he wanted to touch
him, to lick him, to do every obscene thing the irritating brat had hinted at
in class. All that stopped him was the persistent fear he wouldn't actually
like it. What if I start, and he wakes up, but then I decide it's gross? He'll
torture me with it if I back out.
On the way out of breakfast, he let Hermione corner him, as she had been trying
to do all of the previous day.
"Lake?" he suggested. She glanced up at the ceiling and nodded. Last night's
rain seemed to have stopped, for the moment. They walked in silence from the
rain-darkened walls of the school down to the lonely shore. When he looked at
Hermione, she was frowning out over the grey water.
"So?" he prompted.
"Well, you know, I've always thought boys were really odd about how they
approached relationships, especially sex."
Harry tried not to flinch. "And?"
"Well, I'm discovering that when both parties are boys -- excuse me, young men
-- that oddness increases exponentially."
"Expo-what?"
"A lot at once."
"Ah." Harry thought. Finally, he shook his head. "No -- I think Draco's just an
exceptionally strange little puppy."
"And you?"
"Oh, you know me. I'm ... agreeable."
Hermione was silent for several minutes. Harry forced himself not to look at
her face, but when she spoke, he could hear the waver in her voice. "Harry? Are
you really, well, you know, attracted to him?"
Harry shrugged nervously. "I suppose."
"I didn't know you, um, liked boys like that."
Harry picked up a stone and skimmed it across the water. It only skipped twice
before falling beneath the surface. He'd been thinking about that himself.
"Looking back, I suppose I've been attracted to boys about as often as girls. I
just never thought much about it -- I mean, there were boys -- and men -- who
impressed me, but I didn't really notice it was 'like that.' I noticed with
girls because I was wondering if it was 'like that.' Does that make sense?"
"I ... I suppose so."
"The thing is ... I don't know if I'd like it, really. Doing anything with him,
I mean. I feel like I want to, but what if I'm wrong?"
Hermione was frighteningly silent. Harry gave up and looked at her. She was
biting her lower lip, and shifting anxiously from one foot to the other.
"Hermione?" He felt a flash of panic.
"It's not that I mind if you're, well, bisexual, or whatever...."
"I think that's the word, yeah."
"But not Malfoy! Harry, he'll poison you, or something. Or slip you a portkey
to Voldemort."
Harry let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding. If Hermione's just
upset about the politics, everything's fine. "I don't think so. I haven't heard
a political word out of him since Voldemort tortured his father into St.
Mungo's."
"And think about that! Voldemort subjected his father to the Cruciatus Curse -
- for the failure of some insane plan -- until the pain drove him mad. Mr.
Weasley says he's as badly off as Neville's parents! But Malfoy still doesn't
oppose Voldemort; he just acts as if he doesn't care."
Harry picked up another stone. He knew about Malfoy's father -- perhaps more
than most people. He knew that it was the Order of the Phoenix -- probably, he
admitted to himself, Professor Snape -- that had discovered Voldemort's plans
to attack a Wizarding community in Cornwall. It was public knowledge that
Aurors had thwarted the attack, and that the leader of the Death Eaters,
unmasked during the fight, was the escaped convict Lucius Malfoy. Before the
Department for Magical Law Enforcement could even launch a new search for him,
Malfoy was found -- by a street sweeper in Diagon Alley. Testing at St. Mungo's
showed he was suffering from snake bites as well as extensive mental and
physical damage from the Cruciatus Curse. Ron had related with relish that the
Malfoy patriarch no longer remembered enough to use the toilet, much less
recognize his son or wife. As much as he had hated the Malfoys, Ron's delight
in the news had made Harry queasy.
"Malfoy's not very brave. I think he'd rather stay out of it than risk joining
his father in St. Mungo's. And he probably doesn't like the opposition any
better."
"That's what I mean! We're all--" She struggled for a word. "beneath him, or
something."
"Oh. Still, killing me would be too much helping Voldemort, I think."
"But he could hurt you. I mean, you're a Gryffindor, and ... and your not one
of his --" Hermione made a face as if something smelled bad -- "old
purebloods."
Anything I play with is a toy. The words rang uncomfortably in Harry's head.
"If you're saying he doesn't respect me, I expect you're right."
"You...." Hermione turned and stamped her foot. "So don't trust him."
Harry grinned. "Don't worry about that! I wouldn't trust Malfoy as far as I can
throw him."
"Well good!" Hermione's certainty faltered. Tentatively, she stepped forward
and laid a hand on Harry's arm. He reached over to grip it.
"Thanks."
"For what?"
"Caring, but not ... not insisting."
Hermione opened her mouth for a moment, then stopped. Harry could see her
considering and discarding responses. Finally, she settled on, "You're
welcome."
Harry looked back at the lake. "This would be harder with Ron." The words came
out flat and strange, but he made himself say them, as soon as the thought
crossed his mind. Hermione gave his arm a squeeze and leaned close.
"Deciding you're bi, or having this bizarre flirtation with Malfoy?"
Harry smiled, though he still felt melancholy. "Yes."
"Hmph." She stretched up and kissed his cheek. "He'll forgive you some day."
"You think so? It's been almost two months. How long will it take? Will I still
care?"
He heard her take a long, slow breath. Her fingers tightened on his arm again,
but he didn't think she knew it, this time. Very steadily, she said:
"He'll forgive you when the first of his brothers kills. Whether you still care
is up to you."
Harry closed his eyes. He could still picture the crowded compartment on the
Hogwarts Express. He had come back from buying snacks to find Neville sprawled
petrified across the floor, and Ron and Hermione sitting back to back,
shielding spells barely holding off three masked Death Eaters.
He hadn't hesitated. He had used the largest one to shatter the window and sent
the next after as fast as he could. Goyle had fallen screaming beneath the
train wheels; the second man died on impact with the embankment. He and
Hermione had subdued the third Death Eater, and he had been tried and sent to
Azkaban, and Harry absolved of culpability due to extenuating circumstances.
"It will happen, you know," Hermione said quietly. "It's a war."
When the first of his brothers kills. Harry remembered how horrified he had
been when he first heard the prophecy and understood he needed to kill or be
killed. The reality had left him oddly unmoved.
He hadn't planned it, but he hadn't cared. In a distant way, that worried him,
so he could sympathize with Ron's horror.Ron sitting, all the blood drained
from his face so every freckle showed brown against white.... He had nudged his
shoulder and sent him a smile. "You all right there, Ron?"
"I know," he said aloud. "It's just -- how can he not trust me, just like
that?"
Harry hadn't been surprised that his rescue had changed Neville's steady
admiration to terrified awe; he didn't like it, but he had to say it was
predictable. Ron's reaction had been far more of a shock. When Ron had run from
the compartment and thrown up in the corridor, Harry had told himself it was
shock. When, very stiffly, Ron had stood in front of him in their dormitory and
stated that he understood there had been no other way for Harry to rescue all
of them by himself on a moving train, he thought everything would go back to
normal. Now it was November, and Ron still treated him like he was some sort of
dangerous monster. Hermione was the only one of the three whose relationship
with him remained basically unchanged.
Hermione grasped his hand. "He doesn't understand."
"He won't even fight with me. If he would, we might be able to --" Harry
stopped. There was no point in "if". He swallowed and focused on the flat, grey
water.
"Someday he will." Hermione's quiet faith soothed him even now. He looked over
at her in time to see her solemn expression turn mischievous. "Meanwhile, you
don't need to tell him about your boyfriend."
"He's not my boyfriend! Malfoy is a self-obsessed, shallow, unprincipled,
spoiled prat!"
She laughed.
 
It was true he didn't trust Malfoy in the slightest, and he didn't especially
like him either. To Harry's dismay, this admission did nothing to temper his
awakened lust. All weekend, he went back and forth on the idea of taking the
matter further. He knew he wanted Malfoy, so he suspected he would like it, but
he wasn't certain. Malfoy messes about with how I think. I know he does. I wish
I could get him to sleep through it. Then, if I like it, I could wake him up.
He considered various spells that would keep Malfoy unconscious. Unfortunately,
all would keep him from reacting, as well. He wanted the Slytherin to get hard
beneath his touch. He wanted him to moan and shift closer. He just didn't want
him to wake until he was certain he could enjoy getting him off.
 
On Sunday evening, when Harry was studying in the common room, he saw Ron head
up to the dormitory. He visually confirmed that Seamus and Dean were still
playing chess, and Neville still studying by the fire, then he rose and quickly
followed the redhead upstairs.
"Ron?"
Ron turned quickly. His face took on that wary look that Harry hated. "Hi,
Harry. What can I do for you?"
"Oh..." Harry cast himself down on his bed and rolled over on his side to look
at Ron. (Down low. Non-threatening.) "I just had a question for someone who was
raised in the wizarding world."
"Okay. What is it?"
"Is there a potion," Harry asked, tracing a finger along the design woven into
the bedspread, "that will keep someone asleep, but not too asleep? Not unable
to feel?"
All expression drained from Ron's face. "What do you mean?" he muttered.
"Something that allows for ... physical response."
Ron's blank look went very cold. "Yes," he said. "There is a class of potions
like that."
"What are they called? Do you know where I could get one?"
"No, I don't know where you could get one." Ron growled. "They are called
Violation Potions, and they are illegal, because the only use of something like
that is to keep someone asleep so you can ... can take advantage of her!"
"The only use?" Harry felt a flash of indignant fury at the unvoiced accusation
and the scorn in Ron's look. He struggled to quell his anger and felt it turn
to something colder. "How unimaginative."
"Tell me another one, then."
"Give me a little time to think."
Ron glared. "Who're you planning on raping, Potter?"
"Come on, Ron. I swear it's utterly consensual."
"What, someone wants you to have sex with her, but doesn't want to remember it?
Oh, that's likely!"
"Close enough." Harry managed to respond to Ron's snarl with an arch smile.
"Really, Weasley," he said, emphasizing Ron's surname. "There's someone who
likes anything."
Ron picked up the nearest heavy object, which happened to be his
Transfiguration text, and hurled it at Harry. Harry rolled off the bed and onto
his feet, easily avoiding the awkward missile. He continued on to the door.
"You friggingbastard!" Ron screamed. "Get out of my sight!"
"Ta," Harry said, and left.
 
At Potions the next day, he was the one to start talking under the cover of
ambient noise.
"Malfoy?"
"Yeah? Lost already?"
"Do you know where I might get a Violation Potion?"
Malfoy actually turned his head to look at him. Harry continued to smile.
"Well, personally," Malfoy said, "I don't, but I've heard that Ninian Lennox,
in Ravenclaw, might have an interest in that. Of course it could just be nasty
talk."
"Of course. I know how people talk."
"Do you have a plan?"
"Oh, I just thought I could enjoy it. Looking is all very well...."
"Not into interaction,are you?"
"I'm not in any rush."
Malfoy let his breath out in a barely controlled hiss. "There's a certain
thrill to waking up ... not knowing what happened."
"I thought you might think so."
 
Harry stood nervously in the third-floor main corridor, waiting for a
particular Ravenclaw sixth-year to pass. When he saw the person he hoped was
Lennox, he stepped forward at the right moment to fall in step beside him.
"You're Lennox, right?" he asked.
The young man looked at him in surprise. "One of them."
"Ninian Lennox?"
"That's right."
"I've a question for you -- have you got a few minutes?"
"A few." Lennox looked decidedly wary, now. He was a tall, broad-shouldered
fellow, and fairly good-looking. Harry found himself wondering if Lennox used
the potion, and if so, why. He didn't look like he should have any trouble
getting a tumble.
"Not here." Harry led the way to a side corridor. Lennox, rather nervously,
followed. When they were out of earshot of the passing students, Harry turned.
"I heard you might know where I could get a Violation Potion."
Lennox's eyes widened. "You --?" He took a deep breath. "Why would I know
that?"
"I don't know, and I don't particularly care." Harry tried to look as cold as
Malfoy. "I want some -- two doses. Can you get me that?"
Lennox looked a little more composed, now. "I'd think you could get whomever
you wished without."
Harry smirked. "But with complications," he said. He felt terribly dirty.
"Hadn't considered that." Lennox shrugged. "Well, I could probably get that for
you. What kind?"
"What kinds are there? I don't know much about it."
"How responsive do you want?"
"As much as possible."
"Sleeping Goddess is the safest and the best for a girl. Deep Dream is better
for a boy, and will work on a girl as well, but may leave dream images of what
happened, though not with who."
"The last sounds perfect."
"Nine Galleons a dose."
Harry twitched. "Rather a bit."
"It's illegal, Potter. I could get in a good bit of trouble if you turned me
in. Not easy to brew, either."
Harry shrugged. "I'm not arguing -- just a bit surprised. I've got that. When
can you have it?"
"Tomorrow. Keep the money on you -- I'll find you."
 
Harry counted out the galleons as soon as he returned to his room, but soon
realized they would clank noticeably if he carried them in his pocket all day.
After some thought, he stacked them and taped them together. They made no noise
that way, but he was horribly conscious of the weight of them, swinging out
when he took a corner too fast, as he went from class to class the next day.
True to his word, Lennox found him a few turns from the library that evening,
and passed Harry a thin tube. Harry knew the corridor had been empty a moment
earlier, but forcing himself not to whip his head around and check for
witnesses was almost physically painful. He didn't look at the tube or its
contents -- he didn't dare. Without a word, he reached for the bound galleons.
They caught on the corner of his pocket, and for a moment he was certain
everything he was carrying would be dumped out on the floor. He managed to
unstick the tape from the fabric and pass the roll over without spilling
anything. He hoped he didn't look like as much of an idiot as he felt. He was
certain his face was bright red.
Lennox smiled slightly and pocketed the roll without checking it.
"The dose is very small," he muttered. "Just get it between the lips -- it's
easily absorbed. The effect lasts four hours."
Harry nodded. He was spared the awkwardness of an answer by the approach of a
crowd of Hufflepuffs.
The potion burned in his pocket. Harry wanted nothing more than to run off to
Slytherin that instant, in hopes Draco was napping and he could try it out. He
forced himself to turn around, instead, and return to the library. By
Dumbledore's orders, he had full access to the restricted section. He had
better, he thought, look up the Deep Dreams potion. Lennox, simply by virtue of
having got him such a thing, was clearly not to be trusted.
***** Prise de Fer *****
In the library, Harry saw Hermione at a table with a clear view of the entrance
to the Restricted Section. He lingered by the door until she went to the stacks
for something, then moved quickly across the room and into the quiet, dim
spaces that housed the more dangerous tomes. Glancing back over his shoulder,
he saw Malfoy watching him. The Slytherin licked his lips in a most compelling
fashion. Harry wondered if he knew he'd done that; he didn't seem to.
At a half hour before closing, Harry was starting to fear he would never find
anything on the potion. On impulse, he gave up on Potions texts and moved on to
books that were mostly about sex. He scanned through them rapidly, casting
translation spells on contents pages when needed -- many seemed to be in
French, or Latin, or other languages -- there was even one in funny Russian
characters, and a few that Harry thought were in Arabic.
At last, in the contents of A_Philosopher's_Guide_to_the_Seduction_of_Youths,
he found a promising entry -- The Philtre of Deep Dreams. Harry flipped quickly
to the referenced page and checked the entry. "Sexualis" he saw, and smiled. He
slid down to sit on the floor, back against the lower shelves of books, and
recast the spell he had used to display the Latin contents in English.
If the object of your desire be reluctant or skittish, the Philtre of Deep
Dreams can grant you access to his flesh.
Harry shuddered. He found himself hoping Madam Pince had no way of knowing what
books had been touched and by whom.
"Ten minutes until closing!" the librarian's voice announced. "Please finish or
bring your books to sign out."
"Noway,"Harry whispered. He returned to the entry.
The philtre is effective in small enough quantities that it may be given to a
sleeping subject without fear of choking him, and wine does not change its
effects. The boy will retain some memory -- dim and as of a dream -- of what
befell him. In some cases, this may arouse interest, but a genuine antipathy to
such sexual adventures will be similarly deepened.
Harry read on. Duration seemed to be proportional to dosage, so he could
probably trust Lennox on that. After all, I'm sure he'd rather I bought more
than got caught. The only side effect of significance seemed to be a slight
chance of priapism in the subject, lasting for up to a day.
He had just slipped the book back in its place when Madam Pince called closing
time. Harry caught himself wiping his hands against his robes, as if they were
dirty. With a wry smile, he forced himself to walk normally as he left the
Restricted Section. He would probably encounter Hermione, but if he told her it
was to do with Malfoy and he didn't want to talk about, she'd probably just
assume he'd been looking up normal sex things.
Which, he reflected, was probably a good idea. Did the wizarding world have any
sexually transmitted diseases they couldn't cure? How exactly did sex with a
man work, anyway? Obviously he could use his hands on Draco just like he did on
himself, and he'd heard Seamus talk about Gemma, a seventh-year Hufflepuff,
taking his cock into her mouth and doing marvelous things that way; he
certainly didn't need to be a girl to do that. Harry licked his lips,
remembering the trails of his come across Draco; he might enjoy that. He had
heard crude, but still vague, references to having a man in the arsehole, but
he thought there must be some trick to it. He could barely get a finger into
his own, when he'd tried.
"Harry!" Hermione, her arms full of books, nudged up against him in a friendly
way. "I didn't see you in there. Were you researching?
"Um ... Harry gave her a nervous smile, trying to think about sexual
uncertainty and not the vial that was still in his pocket. "Stuff about, you
know, Malfoy."
Her eyebrows went up. "Oh." She giggled. "The stacks behind the periodicals,
second aisle, mainly on the top shelf."
"Oh! I was looking in the Restricted Section."
"Harry!" Hermione giggled again. "They can't put them there! Half the girls in
school would never learn contraception charms if they had to ask."
Harry was glad to have an excuse for his blush. "Never occurred to me," he
admitted.
 
Harry spent the next two afternoons reading up on more basic information about
sex. During the first day, he copied down notes on charms for lubrication, and
one to smooth the skin and nail edges on his fingers. With the combination, he
found he could get two fingers into his hole, but though it mostly felt good,
some shifts in angle hurt. The idea still made him nervous. In the books, he
had also discovered this could be done to girls, as well, though fewer found it
enjoyable. He wondered if Seamus had ever done it to one of his girls. Could he
sound him out without letting on why he wanted to hear about it?
The next day, he found a sexual health manual, and became absorbed in that.
Wizard diseases, he decided, were difficult for someone Muggle-raised to take
seriously. Certainly he could worry about the ones that might cause death or
insanity, but "a marked blue speckling on the privates and phosphorescent
semen" just made him want to giggle. As far as he could tell, wizards didn't
contract anything that was incurable if noticed in the first five years. He'd
never thought about regular medical examinations, before, but that made it seem
like a good idea. He found a couple of charms to prevent getting things in the
first place (because wouldn't the Daily Prophet have fun with that!), and a
less accurate one for sanitizing afterwards, and, while he was at it, one that
would make him temporarily sterile, on the theory that he'd care about that
sooner or later.
"Find what you were looking for?" Hermione asked him brightly, as she saw him
leaving the library.
He grinned at her. "Yeah. Thanks."
 
On Thursday evening, he repeated his trick for getting into Slytherin. Malfoy
was substantially less entertaining this evening. He snapped at Isadora when
she tried to approach him, and the blonde girl stepped protectively between
them. Despite the action, her voice was light.
"What's got into your pants, Malfoy?"
"Put a sock in it, Livy. I'm not in the mood." Malfoy strode off to his room,
and Harry scarcely had time to duck inside before the door slammed shut.
 
Malfoy was not happy. He scowled at his books and worried at the point of his
quill with a thumbnail until he had to repair both with spells. He didn't speak
to himself in this mood, just frowned and damaged things that came to hand.
Harry wondered what had happened to upset him. He considered leaving, but he
knew that if he did, he would never dare to come back again. Some fears should
not be accommodated.
It was a relief when Malfoy went to bed, and the vulnerability of sleep
uncovered all his beauty. Harry stole forward and watched him that way for
several minutes, valuing the danger he was placing himself in, before slipping
the vial from his pocket.
The liquid inside glowed strangely silver in the artificial moonlight. Harry
squeezed the dropper at the top and pulled some into the little tube -- filling
it to the marked line did seem to take about half the philtre.
Malfoy was asleep, but still moving. Harry found he could not bear to wait for
deeper slumber. He stroked the dropper along Malfoy's lips, and as soon as they
parted, squirted the liquid inside. Malfoy's mouth glowed silver for a moment;
then he swallowed. Harry growled with savage excitement.
He waited for a silent count of thirty. He'd intended to double the recommended
time of the Roman text, but he could not hold still so long. He set one knee up
on the bed and leaned forward.
"You are mine."
The whispered words shivered around him like an incantation. Harry pushed the
covers clear of the edge of the bed and lay down, still clothed, on the
slippery sheets. He trailed a hand lightly down Draco's covered form, and Draco
murmured and rolled away.
"That won't change anything." Harry slipped the hand under the covers and over
Draco's side. He felt the curved lines of ribs under his fingers and traced
them down to the flat arch under his chest. Slowly, he stroked the flat of his
hand down to Draco's abdomen. He could feel the hairs that had been too light
to see, and he lifted his hand to repeat the motion, touching the skin as
little as possible. Draco squirmed, and Harry yanked him close, and gasped as
he suddenly became aware of his own erection, now pressed into the small of
Draco's back.
"Not yet," he muttered. He sat up. As cautiously as if Draco could wake, he
slipped back the covers to his waist. Draco's pale skin glimmered in the light.
Harry stood and pulled the dark cloth back further, until Draco lay completely
exposed. He made the fire flare back to life, adding more light to the room and
turning Draco's pale skin to gold.
"God, you're beautiful."
Draco made an anxious noise and clutched for covers that were no longer there.
His seeking hands found the edge of his pillow and he pulled it down towards
his chest, then rolled on top of the stretched corner.
"I'll allow that." Harry smiled to himself. "For a little while."
He wanted to touch every inch of Draco's skin. He started at the ankles,
brushing down to the feet. On impulse, he kissed the arched top of the second
foot and trailed his tongue down each raised line of bone. Draco, still
sleeping, whimpered softly.
Harry put the foot down and began to kiss softly up the leg. He spent a while
at the back of one knee, where kisses and licks made Draco pant and rub up
against the mattress beneath him.
Harry moaned. He moved his hands and mouth up to Draco's narrow hips and gently
curved arse, and began to rub against Draco's leg as he touched and licked
there. He couldn't quite get up the nerve to lick Draco's hole, but he came
very close, and the strong male smell there aroused him to a degree that
frightened him. Quickly, he made his way up Draco's spine, not slowing until he
came to the marvelous flared lines of Draco's shoulders, which just demanded to
be worshiped with fingertips and tongue.
He caught himself biting down on the juncture of neck and shoulder, and was
wondering if he was leaving marks, when he abruptly realized he was thrusting
hard along the crack of Draco's arse. He wanted to shift his angle and push in.
Damn it, I don't know what I'm doing. I won't hurt you. He pulled away,
breathing hard, and Draco whimpered and squirmed onto his side, seeking the
lost contact. Harry dragged him over onto his back. Draco was already hard and
Harry grabbed for his cock without thought, causing Draco to sigh and arch up
into his grasp.
"Oh, yeah. Haven't touched you on this side yet, though."
Draco bucked and mewled piteously when Harry's hand left his cock, but
whimpered, distracted, at a pinch of his nipples. Harry touched more randomly
around Draco's front than he had his back, interspersing slow exploration of
lengths of white skin with specific touches to areas certain to be sensitive.
Draco moved as much as in his dreams, but now it was to Harry's hands, to
Harry's tongue, to Harry's plans.
When he made it back to that waiting cock, now leaking drops of clear fluid,
Harry was more deliberate in his approach. At least, he tried to be. But after
light strokes up the side of the hard length, and long, wet kisses over the
line of one hip and the shallow hollow before it, he was drawn to the shining
thread stretching from the tip of Draco's cock to the flat of his abdomen. He
licked at the clear fluid where it touched, and then at its source, and at
Draco's needy cry took the covered head completely into his mouth.
He needn't have worried, he realized dizzily, several minutes later. Draco's
cock filling his mouth felt better than he could have imagined, and that
combined with his following little cries had Harry thrusting mindlessly against
Draco's leg. He tried to control himself and experiment a little more, but at
his first attempt to use his tongue around the tip, Draco arched and came,
filling Harry's throat with thick liquid. Harry swallowed reflexively, then
made a face as the bitterness registered.
"Prat. You weren't supposed to do that. I wanted to get you messy."
He crawled up to look at Draco's face. Carefully, he moved a finger along
Draco's lips, and Draco parted them, as he had for the potion. Harry pushed the
finger inside. Draco sucked on it for a moment before moving his head to the
side. Harry doubted he'd get more, but he tried it anyway, moving up on his
hands and knees, then holding his cock down to point into Draco's mouth. Draco
turned away, and after two tries, Harry gave up and shifted back down until he
was straddling Draco's hips.
"You're rather useless like this, you know. Though you might not be any better
awake. Do Malfoys suck cock, or is that beneath you?" He leaned forward to rub
against Draco. A last bit of semen had slid out as Draco softened, and he
moaned at the slickness of it.
"Want to know a secret?" He seized his erection and began to pull on it slowly.
"I'm nobody." He paused a moment to cast the lubrication spell he had found in
the library. Fisting his slippery cock felt good, and it was a moment before he
remembered his words. "You think I'm important, but I'm not. Except when
Voldemort's involved. Without him, I'm nobody; I was brought up as nobody, and
I have no respect for your family dignity." He looked down to where Malfoy's
cock was attempting to harden again, and smiling, trailed a finger up the
length of it. The skin twitched in an intriguing way, and he did it again.
"Obviously."
Another charm and he was rubbing Draco with his left hand and himself with his
right. Doing this left-handed was surprisingly awkward, he thought. As Draco
got firmer, he began to drag his cock up along Draco's, watching intently. A
hungry cry from Draco brought his attention up. Draco was tossing his head, and
his fair hair, darkened with sweat, was plastered down against his forehead.
Harry had seen him like that on the pitch, sweaty and intent, but no place
else. Malfoy didn't seem to work at anything else.
He willed the grey eyes to open, wanting to see if they would glare or plead,
but Draco was thoroughly entrapped in the shallow sleep of the potion.
He brought their erections together between his hands and began to rub and pull
on them both that way, but his attention remained glued to that enrapt face.
Draco's cheeks were bright with exertion and a sheen of sweat showed at his
brow. Harry forced his eyes to stay open even as he convulsed with the force of
his climax.
"Fuck. Oh fuck, Malfoy, this -- Want you awake,damn it! Yes!"
For a moment, there was nothing but angry pleasure, too much like a fight to
content him, but still wonderful, ecstatic, enveloping completion. His vision
blurred with it. When he recovered, he ran his hand through the slippery mess,
and added it to the lube on Draco's cock.
"Like that?" he whispered, settling in beside him. "That's for you."
He watched Draco's increasing agitation and climax with satisfaction, and lay
still while the sleeping boy rolled on his side and threw a leg over him.
"Are you having sweet dreams?" Now that he wasn't in the throes of lust, his
own commentary struck him as ludicrous, and he laughed nervously. "You know,
Ron would think I was completely sick,for any of this." He brushed Draco's damp
hair back from his forehead. "And I bet you'll think I'm a wimp for not having
your arse."
He settled an arm over Draco and pressed up close to him. It felt comfortable,
and Draco smelled nice. Several times, he had to remind himself not to fall
asleep. Finally, after jerking out of a doze, Harry forced himself to get up.
He spent a while arranging his clothes, then came back to the bed.
"Draco," he whispered. He didn't think he'd ever said the name out loud, except
as part of "Draco Malfoy." He had a sudden urge to stay until Draco woke, but
knew he would just fall asleep, if he did. It wouldn't be much of a first
night, from Draco's point of view. Tenderly, feeling suddenly frightened again,
he bent and kissed Draco on the lips. He hadn't done that before either, he
thought, and he pulled away shivering.
"See you in the morning."
Draco lay still, and suddenly the illogical feeling he was dead hit Harry with
the force of a nightmare. He leaned close once more to check Draco's breathing.
It was fine.
"Bye."
Harry put on his cloak and stole out through the room with Blaise and Crabbe in
it, through the Slytherin common room, which seemed creepier than ever now, and
up through the empty school, all the way to Gryffindor, then up again to his
dormitory. He slipped out of the cloak and tucked it quickly into his school
trunk.
"Hunph."
He couldn't tell from Ron's snort if he was awake or asleep, but he cracked
open the trunk again to add the half-empty vial to it, then closed it and
sealed it with a privacy charm. No questions followed him into bed.
 
In the morning, Harry was even more terrified of seeing Malfoy than he had been
the week before. This time, however, he did not dare let it show; he didn't
want to Hermione to notice and ask what he had done. When he got to class,
Malfoy was not there yet. Harry sat in his usual place and waited.
The blond boy slipped into his seat and immediately leaned close. "Good
morning, incubus."
The whisper fluttered over Harry's ear. Harry shivered. "Sleep well?" he
whispered back.
"You'd know better than I would." For just a moment, the soft voice took on an
edge, and Harry wondered if the warm breath would turn to teeth. "Enjoy it?"
Blood sang in Harry's ears so loudly that he was amazed no one was turning to
look. After a quick glance about them, calculating visual angles, he set a hand
on Draco's near leg. "Yes and no." He squeezed. "Care to join me, some time?"
Draco responded with a faint whine, so unmistakably needy that Harry looked
guiltily at the nearby tables, certain that someone must have heard. No one
appeared to have noticed. Pansy and Millicent were talking about something that
lengthened their eyelashes, and Parvati and Dean were whinging about the last
homework assignment. Harry began to move a finger in circles and curves against
the smooth weave of Draco's robe, pressing slightly into his leg, then letting
up to skim just the fabric above it. He shifted to put his mouth closer to
Draco's ear, and his hand tightened as he restrained himself from putting lips
and teeth to that translucent flesh. What would Snape do, I wonder, if I
snogged Malfoy in class?
Instead, he whispered, "What will you do when I wake you? Tell me."
Professor Snape swept in the door, and Harry hurriedly removed his hand from
its improper location. The Potions master was in a nastier mood than usual, and
Draco's one attempt to speak brought him a reprimand -- Harry was sure any
attempt of his own would cost Gryffindor points. They worked in silence
throughout most of the class. Harry might have started worrying again if it was
not for the little brushes of touch scattered throughout the session. When they
were writing down the weekend's assignment, Draco used a scrap of parchment,
rather than usual little log book. Harry thought nothing of it until the
parchment dropped into his bag.
"Good luck passing that one, Inky."
Wonderful, thought Harry. Another stupid nickname from Malfoy.He cut ahead to
evade Hermione, and ducked into an alcove off the dungeon corridor to read the
note:
How does it feel to be a demon, Potter?
***** Engage *****
The problem was, Harry thought later, as he idly brushed his fingers across the
note, that Draco's only communication today had been a brief sound of wordless
lust. Harry had been expecting much more explicit desires and suggestions, and
he felt a bit cheated. If Malfoy wants me to include him, he can damn well
tempt me.He caught the petulant thought and smiled to himself.
He'd probably say Gryffindors have no imagination,Harry reflected.
That made the idea of putting matters off until Monday much less tempting.
Still, he thought tonight would be too soon. He didn't want Malfoy to think he
was that he was thatirresistible. Besides, I have a D.A. meeting.
Then there was the note. It gave Harry a mild flush of excitement every time he
looked at it, but he could also hear it in Malfoy's sneering voice. He brushed
his fingers across the note again. "Think you've corrupted me, do you?" he
whispered. "Think you can manage me if you have? Or didn't you think about that
one?"
Harry was glad he was alone in the dormitory. It took mere seconds to cast an
alarm spell on the door, draw his bed curtains and push down his trousers. He
touched himself and tried to recall what Malfoy had said. "I think I'd like it.
Waking to hands on my body touching me ... like this."
That day -- he said he'd fake sleep after he woke up. The earlier time when he
was talking about doing it -- that would be what he'd want too, right? He
should move things slowly, pretending he didn't intend Malfoy to wake, but
letting him -- Harry remembered growling at Malfoy's passivity -- forcing him,
if necessary.
Now, Malfoy! Look at me.
He came picturing a startled widening of Malfoy's pale eyes.
 
The afternoon dragged. At dinner, Harry lingered, trying to watch Malfoy
without seeming to watch him. Once Malfoy looked up, and their eyes met for an
instant. Malfoy broke the contact by squeezing his eyes shut.
After that, Harry left for to the Room of Requirement. It was still slightly
early -- perhaps he could get a little planning time before anyone else showed
up. When he got to the corridor, however, there was already a door across from
the tapestry of Barnabas and the trolls, and the door was half open. Harry
slowed in disappointment. As he approached the door, he heard Ron's voice and
slowed more.
"I know I should give up on him. It's not like we'refriends anymore; he makes
that clear enough. But when he's nasty, or even just cold, it hurts. "
A derisive sniff replied. "Potter's always been cold."
Harry tried furiously to place the voice. Corner, perhaps? What had he ever
done to Corner?
"He has not! He was a wonderful kid -- I thought we'd be friends forever."
Harry's momentary surge of satisfaction at Ron's defense left as he noted the
past tense. Ron's voice quieted. "I wish I knew what happened to him."
"Wonderful to you, maybe," Corner persisted. "He's always ignored pretty much
everyone else."
Harry had heard enough. He yanked open the door and strode inside.
"Believe me, Corner, if I paid you any more attention, you would not be
pleased." He turned his glare on Ron. "And you--" Suddenly afraid of what he
would start screaming if he allowed himself to continue, he turned and walked
quickly away. Hermione was on the far side of the room, quietly discussing
counter-hexes with Susan Bones. He hovered near her, and she sent him a
perplexed look, clearly having missed the exchange. When his anger began to
shift towards her for daring to be busy, he went over into a corner where there
was a pile of small cushions. He threw one in the air and hit it with a
rupturing curse. It exploded in a spectacular shower of feathers. Methodically,
he set about destroying every cushion in the pile.
At cushion number five, Hermione approached him.
"Harry? I think we need those."
Harry destroyed cushion number six. "No we don't. We're all too soft, anyway. A
few bruises would do us good."
Hermione grabbed at his wrist. "We can talk later. Practice is starting now.I
need you to be reasonable and mature."
"I can't do that now."
"Then leave."
Harry left. At the end of the corridor, he looked up the stairs, and then down
them. He had put his invisibility cloak in his bag, in case practice ran late.
Now he pulled it out and put it on.I might as well go to the dungeons as
anywhere else.
Harry stormed down the stairs. It wasn't until he was passing Hufflepuffs
coming from the library that he realized he was making an obvious amount of
noise, greatly lessening the security of the invisibility cloak. He stilled.
"It's just Peeves," one of the Hufflepuff girls said reassuringly to a first or
second-year boy. "Ignore him."
When they were a full flight below him, Harry began to move again, treading far
more lightly on the stone steps.
When he reached the level of the dungeons, he actually sat on the stairs and
took off his shoes. After a quick deodorizing charm, he made his way to the
entrance to the Slytherin dormitories in stocking feet. The corridor was blank
and empty. Harry wondered if there was any chance that a Slytherin was going to
leave or enter this late. Shouldn't they be out doing something disreputable?
Late night parties? Theft? It's a Friday -- they can sleep in! Still, the door
did not appear.
 
Harry watched the location of the hidden entrance for what seemed like a very
long time. He was just considering conjuring an hour glass, so he could time
the wait and hopefully estimate when the common room might be empty, when the
blank wall slid open. Professor Snape came sweeping out, looking like well-
dressed vulture. Harry, without thought, cut behind the swirl of the black
cape. He made it into the Slytherin common room just before the door slid shut.
The common room was not empty, yet, but it wasn't busy. Harry saw Isadora and
the blond girl studying together, their heads close as they shared a book.
Zabini was sitting near them, watching them with a surly look on his face. He
stood up, and Harry crept closer until he could hear Zabini's furious whisper:
"...your mind!We have only two beautiful blonds in the upper classes -- it's
not fair for you to take both."
The blonde scowled, but Isadora squeezed her hand and shrugged. "You're welcome
to try for Draco, Blaise. He certain doesn't seem to be content, these days,
and we've never had anything serious."
The blond girl glared. "But don't blame it on her if you can't get him!"
Blaise nodded. "Understood." He sighed. "Sorry, Liviana. I try not to be a
pain."
Liviana made a face. "You usually succeed. Can't you find a Hufflepuff to
screw?"
Zabini was spared from answering by the sudden arrival of Draco Malfoy. The
door to the seventh-year boys' dormitory slammed open, and Draco flounced out -
- the motion was so childish and petulant that Harry couldn't think of it in
any other terms.
"I'm going to the kitchens. If anybody wants anything, make me an offer." Draco
crossed his arms over his chest and challenged the room with his glare.
"Hot chocolate?" Isadora asked sweetly.
"And?"
She hesitated. "A blow job."
Malfoy sneered. "Like you wouldn't any time I'd let you."
"Oh, all right! Preliminary research for your Herbology paper. You still need
to write it."
"Of course. I wouldn't want Sprout recognizing your style."
Harry smiled as he watched Malfoy leave, and settled against the back of a
sofa, content to wait and watch. Zabini, despite his earlier fit of jealousy,
seemed to be close to Isadora -- and her girlfriend. Harry decided the blonde -
- Liviana -- was actually in a relationship with Isadora, whether they
acknowledged it or not. People gave them those allowances -- of course they
must sit together, of course they would defend each other. They had to be
either girlfriends or best friends, and, in Harry's experience, best friends
didn't touch each other like that.
Blaise -- after ten minutes of listening, Harry found himself thinking of the
skinny young man as the girls addressed him -- didn't show any of the posturing
Harry thought of as a Slytherin standard. Perhaps, he reflected, it was merely
a Malfoy standard. Blaise had a wry, self-deprecating sort of humor and a way
of deferring just in time to deflect conflict. Harry remembered that he could
see thestrals.
When Malfoy returned, he was carrying two mugs, and he had a little smear of
chocolate above his lip. Harry wondered how it would taste, and he was a bit
disappointed when Liviana told him to wash his face.
 
Harry followed Malfoy, still carrying his own mug, through the seventh-year
boys' dormitory and into his own room. Malfoy set down the mug and fetched a
bottle from the back of a drawer in his desk. He splashed some of the contents
into the mug, then tasted it, then splashed in more and put the bottle away.
Harry crept closer to look. He thought the contents had started out as hot
milk, but Malfoy's addition had turned it rather pink and giving it a scent
like berries in alcohol.
The room had a single tall-backed armchair, near the fireplace. Malfoy curled
into that and watched the flickering flames while he drank his milk-and-
whatever. He didn't speak to himself, tonight, and he didn't touch his
schoolwork. When the drink was gone, he left the room briefly. On he return, he
began to undress. It was not quite as sensual as the first night Harry had
watched him, but not angry as he had been the night before. He seemed, if
anything, nervous. His movements were quick and fretful, but still with the
same grace that had hypnotized Harry the first night.
Malfoy climbed into bed, and Harry waited. He waited much longer this time than
he had the night before. On the thought it had been only the night before, he
nearly made himself leave. He had planned on staying away for a night or two.
But he was here, and anything that happened was bound to be better than the
fight that was waiting for him in his dormitory, so he stayed. He stayed and
watched Malfoy's restless adjusting and readjusting of his coverings, his
turning off the light, and his turning on his moon nightlight in a panic. He
watched him slowly, with several false starts, fall into a light sleep and then
a deeper one. He watched his eyes flicker beneath his lids as he dreamed.
Malfoy hadn't pushed off his covers, tonight. Or rather, he had pushed them
off, then pulled them back over himself again. Harry approached him cautiously,
with a great sense of danger. For a moment, he was reminded of meeting
Buckbeak, and the linked memory of Malfoy's behavior in that class was almost
enough to send him away again.
Instead, he reached a hand out and tentatively laid it on the covers.
Malfoy didn't stir. Harry stepped back. He took off all his clothing, put back
on his robes -- just his robes -- folded the rest neatly, and put it in his
bag. He hesitated over the invisibility cloak, but in the end he folded it
separately and set it on the top. That done, he returned to the bed.
Incubus.
He sat on the side of the bed, inside the corner made by Malfoy's bent legs.
Again, he laid a hand on the covers over Malfoy's chest, but this time he
traced down -- chest to waist to hip and down the side of a thigh.
"Malfoy," he whispered. "Draco. Shall I play with you, tonight?"
Being a demon, he thought, felt like fire coiling around his chest.
He shifted back the covers, as he had the night before, to Draco's waist. This
time was different, though. His caution was not a game now, nor was it
practice. This was real. Draco could wake. Harry's breath caught at the
thought. Again, he made the fire flare and catch. From where Draco lay, Harry
would be silhouetted dark against the flames. He reached forward and traced the
air above Draco's fair skin, following the long line of his torso.
"So beautiful."
Finally, Harry lowered his hand to touch. The soft skin sent tingles of need
though his hand, but he kept the touch light, and ended his downward stroke at
the edge of the covers. Draco did not move. Harry recalled Hermione saying that
people did not really move while dreaming. Harry reached up to just under
Draco's nipple and stroked down again. This time he let his fingers go an inch
under the covers. The coiled fire shot down from his chest to his groin and
curled restlessly at the base of his cock.
"Yeah," he breathed. He broke his careful tableau by leaning forward onto his
hands. He needed to get closer to Draco, close enough to catch the scent of his
skin, to feel the warmth rising off of it. He ran his lips down the path his
fingers had traced a moment earlier. When he reached the covers he nuzzled them
down -- softly, but not as cautiously as he might have.
Draco did not move, but the feel of his body changed. Harry suspected he had
woken. He reached down and took hold of a fold of cloth. With a steady, gentle
pull, he drew the covers further down, exposing Malfoy's belly, then the tip of
his cock. Harry kept pulling until he could see the sweet curve of his hip
bones, the tops of his thighs, and the fine, pale curls on the balls at the
base of his shaft.
"Mmmm. Nice."
Malfoy shifted slightly. His breathing was even. He was either still asleep or
faking it well. Perhaps he just stopped dreaming. Harry trailed the tip of a
finger along the edge of one hip, and from there down to the exposed thigh. He
traced the edge of the blankets across, stopping just short of the base of
Malfoy's cock.
"Are you hard for me, or just from sleeping?" Harry whispered. He leaned
closer. "Oh right -- I'm not supposed to care." He breathed along the length of
it, his lips never quite touching skin.
Being a demon, he thought, felt like drowning in air.
He wondered if he could breath kisses.
I'm supposed to be indulging my lust, not getting sappy at him!
Draco tossed his head, making a slight, animalistic noise, and fulfilling
Malfoy's strange expectations was suddenly far less important than tasting his
parted lips. Harry crawled up the bed and paused to drink in the look of him.
His face was so much more enticing without scorn or anger tightening his lips
and drawing in his cheeks. He looked delicate, not sour, in this placidity.
Harry swallowed hard. Draco was honestly still asleep. "Okay," he whispered.
"We're going to play the game. But my way, not yours."
He leaned forward and touched his lips gently to Draco's, brushing them so
softly that he might be mistaken for a soft breeze. Draco murmured and turned
away.
"Sweet Draco," Harry breathed. He trailed his hand back down Draco's body,
thrilling to the feel of soft skin over smooth muscles, till his fingers
settled in the hollow of Draco's upper hip. He lay down, not touching Draco's
back, but close enough that he imagined he felt the heat of it, even through
his robes, along his neck and chest and groin. The back of Draco's neck seemed
to be drawing his mouth closer without any thought on his part. When his lips
settled on it, he realized he needed to suck at that particular bit of flesh,
and after a moment of that, staying an inch back from Draco seemed stupid.
Leaving his robes on also seemed stupid, but to remedy that, he would need to
draw further away.
Draco flinched. Suddenly he was lying still -- very still. Harry raised his
head and found his own breathing had quickened dangerously. With deliberate
slowness, he moved his hand further down, till the tips of his fingers were
held warm between Draco's thighs. He could feel Draco's pulse, quicker than a
sleeper's should be.
He likes to talk; I wonder if he likes to listen?
Harry let his touch start slowly up, drifting in to meander over the softness
of Draco's balls to the soft/hard of stretched cock skin.
"You feel so good, Draco. So good when you're not fighting me." He brushed his
cheek along the back of Draco's neck, while he tightened his grip further down.
"Is this what you want? Shall I handle everything? Do you want every touch I
gave you last night?" He moaned at the memory. "I don't think I have the
patience. You get me so hard, so fast." He pulled Draco closer and rubbed and
wondered why the bloody hell he had left his robes on. His wand was pinned
between them, so he grabbed Draco's from the bedside table and undid the
fastenings with a muttered spell. The strange wand sent tingles of unfamiliar
energy into his palm. Hurriedly, he put it down and yanked the accessible half
of his robe off.
"Mmm?" Draco said. Harry bent close. "Shhh. 'S'alright. I'll take care of you."
His hand resumed its rightful place on Draco's hard cock. It was harder now,
and the tip of the head exposed, and a slick drop of precome waited there for
Harry's thumb to spread out in soft brushes. His voice lowered to a growl.
"Good care," he threatened.
That slippery fluid under his finger was calling to his tongue. Harry suddenly
couldn't be arsed to pretend he thought Draco was still asleep. He slipped back
down the bed, losing the rest of his robe in the process, and reached out his
tongue to that enticing wetness. It tasted salty and nice. He licked once
around the head to make certain he had got all of it, then again because it
wouldn't be right to leave Draco less wet than he had been, and then again
because he was sure a little more had come out, and after that he just gave up
and took the whole tip in his mouth because it felt so good and Malfoy shook
and mewled and gave up on pretending to be asleep and gasped "Fuck! Pot-
- Harry!" and when he heard his name like that Harry had to open his throat and
take him as deep as he could, which to his surprise, turned out to be all the
way down to the balls.
Harry kept his mouth there as long as he could, but sooner than he wished, he
had to back off to swallow and breathe. He tried to make it up with his tongue,
and Draco seemed to like that as well, if not better, judging from the way his
hips began to rise for Harry's mouth.
"Diana's fucking virgin cunt, I didn't know you'd do that!"
At the elaborate oath, Harry snorked around the obstacle in his mouth. He
wondered if it was a pureblood thing. Draco whimpered and let his head fall
back on the pillow with a soft "whomf."
"Pleasemore."
Slender fingers were tracing though his hair now, combing and twirling and
gripping it. Harry had the uncomfortable feeling he might be losing control of
the situation. He remembered Draco's casual rejection of a blow job from
Isadora -- this experience definitely wasn't new to him. Perhaps he should
couple it with something a bit more ... assertive. Harry pushed down a
momentary panic that Draco would throw him out. If Draco hadn't expected this,
then he must have expected to be fucked, last night, because really, there were
only a limited number of ways he could get off with an unconscious man. He
continued to suck and lick and adore Draco's hard length, but he patted the
heap of his discarded robe as he worked, and eventually extracted his wand. A
quick lubrication charm had his hand slick, and he took Draco's cock especially
deep as he moved that finger into the crack of his arse.
"Wha-!" Draco moaned, apparently discarding the question as unnecessary.
"Yessss."
Harry grabbed the base of the cock with his free hand and rubbed it while he
lifted his head. "Like that?"
"Yes, but -- Fuck, please,Pot-- Harry."
Please fuck?Harry thought with amusement, but reclaimed Draco's cock with his
mouth even as he pressed the finger in.
Draco was eager. Harry quickly had a second finger in him, and Draco was
letting out little cries that inflamed Harry's curious interest to desperate
lust. He felt the quickening that indicated Draco was nearing climax, and he
lifted his had away, holding the base of Draco's erection in a tight grip.
"Not yet."
Draco let out a shaky breath, then a soft moan. He tried to sneer, but the
effect was spoilt by his lust-bright cheek and half-lidded eyes.
"Does the big Gryffindor Hero want to fuck my arse?"
For a moment, Harry had to struggle repress a furious response; a moment later,
he had to bend down and suck at a nipple to keep from laughing hysterically. Is
that what all this is about? He's getting off on corrupting me? Like it
matters!When he though he had some semblance of control, Harry lifted his head.
"Yeah, that's what I want." He sent Draco a challenging look as he added a
third finger and pressed deep, making him bleat desperately and press his arse
eagerly into the intrusion. "Doesn't the hero always fuck the prettiest thing
around?"
Draco moaned. Harry cursed, which seemed only to make Malfoy more excited.
"Fuck, Draco, do you have any idea what you've done to me? You call mea demon,
when yousend those whispers burning into me, day after day?" He recast the
Lubrication Charm, on his cock this time, and pulled out his fingers, leaving
Draco thrusting at empty air and whining. "Oh, you just have to have it, don't
you?" Harry positioned the head of his cock at Draco's hole and moved it in
teasing circles, getting everything around slippery. He wondered if he should
admit he'd never done this before. Draco grabbed at his hips, and Harry let him
stop the motion.
"I'm glad I saved this." It was a compromise, of sorts. Let Draco generalize if
he wished to. "You're much more fun awake and squirming."
"Put it in,damn you!"
Harry grinned and pushed.
He could see he hadn't even gone in to the flare of his head, but Draco gave a
gasp of surprise, and perhaps a bit of pain. Harry wondered if he was as
experienced as he pretended to be.
"Shhh," he soothed. "Relax." He felt his lips draw back in an involuntary
savage snarl as he licked at his teeth. "I'll take care of you." It was not the
reassuring comment he had originally intended.
Draco whined, but a moment later, he had closed his eyes and his thighs
softened. Harry seized his knees so he did not have to hold them up.
Remembering something from one of the books, he Summoned a pillow from the
armchair and worked it under Draco's arse. "Relax."
He tried again and got past the wide point, which drew a high gasp from Draco.
He stopped. "Breathe. That's the thickest part. You're all right now."
Draco, eyes shut tight, nodded and breathed, long and slow. Harry felt the
almost painful tightness around his cock lessen to merely incredible. He drew
in a breath through clenched teeth.
"Oh! You're so tight,Draco. Feels so good." He wanted to ask if Draco was okay
now, if he wanted Harry to move yet, but that wouldn't suit the image of the
corrupted hero at all. "Can you take more? Or has my serpent pulled a bit more
than he can handle?"
"Having second thoughts, Potter?" Draco taunted.
For answer, Harry shoved in.
He suspected it wouldn't hurt Draco much -- his cock didn't get any wider,
after this, and it was well lubricated. Indeed, Draco's cry seemed to be mainly
surprise; a long keen of pleasure followed quickly.
"I knew you'd be loud." Harry set up a slow motion -- out almost to the wide
point, then slowly in. Draco let out a little cry at the deepest part of every
push. Harry wanted to do the same as he slid in and out through the slicked
grip of Draco's hole. He tried to maintain enough control for a few more words
as Draco's tempted demon, but his brain was failing from the onslaught of
sensation. "Even loud asleep," he managed. "Fuck! You..." He whined as he felt
already-tight muscles clench around him. "Draco! Ah!"
He managed two pounding thrusts, the flapping weight of his balls slapping
obscenely against Draco's cheeks, before he lost himself in heat, and flashes
of white light, and everything in the universe descending into the roaring wave
of brain and cock.
 
Everything was quiet.
Harry shifted slightly, feeling as if he was rising, new and wobbly, like
Fawkes after burning. Draco was underneath him, so Harry kissed him on his
mouth, which was as pliant and sweet as when he had slept. Draco sighed. Harry
wondered if he could dare to say "babe?" like lovers on television.
"Draco?" Apparently there were limits to even Gryffindor courage.
Draco's eyes opened with a misty, debauched look that made Harry want to
declare ... something. Not love, he thought, but something, if only he knew the
name of it.
"Did you enjoy being woken?"
"Mmmm." Draco had a lazy cat's smile. "I hadn't realized Gryffindors were
trainable."
Harry laughed. He bent close to Draco's ear. "Let me tell you something: we're
not."
Draco opened one eye. "Really?"
"Really. Temptable, yes, but there's never quite control." He pushed against
Draco, though both of them were spent, for the moment. "Of course, I suspect
you like that."
Draco murmured agreeably and nuzzled into Harry's chest. Harry tumbled to the
side, tucked an arm under his neck, and sent a charm to bank the fire. He gazed
up at the silver light of Draco's pet moon. For a few minutes, they were
comfortably silent, their breathing slowing and meshing in the quiet room.
"Was that all of this?" he asked hesitantly. "Seeing if I could be tempted? My
house has nothing against 'pleasures of the flesh,' you know." He gave the
archaic phrase a wry turn and dared a glance as his bedmate.
Draco looked thoughtful. "It was more...." He smiled slightly and looked away.
"I intended to, ah, embarrass you...."
"I'd guessed that."
"But then you ... reacted." Draco shrugged, his shoulder squeezing up against
Harry's arm. "And I realized ... I...." He bit his lip. His eyes finally met
Harry's, and he swallowed hard, then spoke quickly. "You don't have to losefor
me to win; I just have to win."
"Ah." That made sense, Harry thought. This was Draco's victory, but with his
cooperation. Draco, however, looked nervous. Harry trailed a finger through the
creamy mess on his stomach and raised it to Draco's lips. "Taste."
Draco laughed slightly. "What?"
"Victory."
Draco let out a slight moan as he sucked his come from Harry's finger. Harry
bent to kiss him as soon as he was done, relishing the tacit agreement of the
taste in Draco's mouth.
When he had taken his fill of lips and mouth and tongue, he lifted slightly and
brushed damp hair away from Malfoy's face. He thought about the note. "Being a
demon was fun." He bent forward and stole a new kiss, feather light, but
tempting more. "This is better."
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