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      F/M, M/M, F/F
  Fandom:
      Twilight_Series_-_Stephenie_Meyer, Twilight_Series_-_All_Media_Types
  Relationship:
      Jacob_Black/Edward_Cullen, (Past)_Edward_Cullen/Bella_Swan, Alice_Cullen/
      Jasper_Hale, Alice_Cullen/Bella_Swan, Emmett_Cullen/Rosalie_Hale, Seth
      Clearwater/Jasper_Hale, Charlie_Swan/Billy_Black, (Past)_Victoria/James,
      Carlisle_Cullen/Esme_Cullen, Sam_Uley/Emily_Young, Embry_Call/Paul_Lahote
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      Jacob_Black, Edward_Cullen, Bella_Swan, Charlie_Swan, Alice_Cullen,
      Jasper_Hale, Carlisle_Cullen, Esme_Cullen, Emmett_Cullen, Rosalie_Hale,
      Leah_Clearwater, Seth_Clearwater, Billy_Black, Sam_Uley, Paul_Lahote,
      Embry_Call, Victoria_(Twilight)
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      Mpreg, Imprinting, Humor, Friendship, Not_Canon_Compliant, Not_Beta_Read,
      Short_Chapters, Sexual_Content, Everything's_probably_weird_and_awkward,
      Most_likely_OOC, AU, I_change_some_of_Stephenie_Meyer's_Twilight_world
      rules
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      Published: 2013-03-03 Chapters: 37/40 Words: 48732
****** Where The Light Is ******
by orphan_account
Summary
     Jacob imprints on Edward, and it sets everything off balance, various
     consequences kick-starting others.
     Can balance be restored in time for the birth?
Notes
     This was my very first story, the very very first one posted,
     originally on fanfiction.net.
     It is still not complete, but will have a total of forty chapters,
     including an epilogue.
     There will be connected drabbles/oneshots connected in a series for
     missing scenes.
     It's not betaed and is otherwise unchanged, except for some spelling/
     grammar errors I tried to fix.
     Don't judge it too hard? Enjoy.
     A final note: The underage tag just depends on how you see it. I
     never specify the age, but it does build off of Twilight/New Moon, so
     just be aware, and click out f you're not okay with the content
     hinted on by the tags.
     Also, the time is slow to build, but their relationship escalates
     quickly. Again, be aware. Thanks.
     Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. It belongs to Stephenie Meyer.
***** Missing *****
Jacob didn't really feel as though this were that big a deal. Considering what
he had to go through the past few weeks, he thought that this would be a piece
of cake. Bella had just went on a walk, and lost track of time.
Until he found out how long she had been gone and what must have happened. It
wasn't hard to connect the dots.
When he had heard that Bella was missing, he had panicked. Where could she be?
He ran all the way to the Swan household. Charlie was outside, looking anxious.
He gave no sign that he noticed Jacob's arrival, but for a nod of the head.
"Charlie," Jacob nodded back. The worry in his tone was evident. Maybe that was
what persuaded Charlie to look at Jacob.
"She went out with that Edward boy," he spat without preamble. "That was almost
five hours ago. We have people scouting the forests. They were headed in that
direction," he said, indicating the pathway to his left. " 'Figured they were
going for a walk."
Jacob thought about this. "How do you know they're not still together? Not
still walking, or have gone to his house?"
"I saw him." Jacob rose an eyebrow.
"When? Where?"
"About two hours ago. He passed by the house. 'Said that he needed to retrieve
something from Bella's room and that she would be coming out shortly. No need
to worry. Then he left."
"Just like that? Didn't say anything else?"
"Nothing."
"Strange," Jacob said, thinking. He glanced up at Charlie. "Did he look
different to you? Different than when he went into the forest?"
"Come to think of it," Charlie said gruffly, "he did. He looked sad.. Well,
maybe that's too strong a word. He looked.. somber. Solemn. Like he just did
something that put a bad taste in his mouth."
Jacob nodded, as if he expected as much. He then proceeded to nod again,
clearly coming to a decision of some sort. "I'll find him. Where do the Cullens
live?"
"Not sure. Bella always drove there, or got picked up. Maybe you can call
Alice? She's a nice girl; she'll tell you if he's there." Charlie passed his
phone to Jacob, the number already dialed. Jacob hit the call button.
Ring, ring. Ring, ring.
"Hello," greeted a tinkling feminine voice.
"Hello, Alice Cullen? This is Jacob Black. I know it must seem strange for you
to be getting a call from me, but I'd like to know if you have seen your
brother Edward in the past hour? It's very important that I speak to him."
"Jacob Black, you said? I'm afraid I have seen Edward, but it won't do you much
good. He left about ten minutes ago."
"He didn't tell you where he was going?"
"I'm afraid not. He was very quiet, except for his mumbling under his breath.
Jasper thinks he may be upset. I suspect there may be some trouble in paradise
for him."
"You think he and Bella got into a fight? Well, you may not be far off," Jacob
said. "If it's not any trouble, do you think I may ask another question?"
"Yes, of course. What is it?"
"What was it that he was mumbling about?"
"When he was coherent, he said things like, 'Unbearable', 'Idiotic' 'La Push'
and 'Werewolves'."
***** Assistance *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
When Jacob discovered that Edward was headed to La Push, he was surprised, to
say the least. Why in the world would that idiot be headed that way, anyway? It
was confusing. And annoying.
With Bella missing, Jacob was torn between what was more important. This was
his childhood friend here; he was worried for her safety. And yet, he wanted to
go find Edward and demand answers from him.
It wasn't just for Charlie's sake, either. Although the promise he made to find
Edward certainly was another reason for his hesitancy. No, there were questions
he needed to ask Edward, questions that had always plagued him.
And, just like that, the answer came to him. He had a way to ensure that he'd
carry out the promise he made to Charlie, but also be sure that the best were
out searching for Bella.
Jacob whipped out his mobile phone and quickly dialed Leah Clearwater's number.
Ring, ring. Ring-
"Hello?" greeted a grumpy voice.
"Leah, my friend, my buddy," Jacob began, laying it on thick. "My pal, my
amigo-"
"Jacob," she growled," just say what you want already."
"Right," Jacob said, cutting to the chase. "I need a favor-do you think you
could come down to Forks and keep an eye out here?"
"Why, what's going on?" she asked, immediately concerned. You see, despite what
many believed about Jacob and Leah's relationship, they were like brother and
sister and could always depend upon each other for anything.
"It's about what happened with Bella. Have you heard?"
"Yeah, Charlie had called your father, and your father called my mother. She
told us about it earlier. What about it? You need any help over there?" she
questioned, not the least unsure that Jacob was already over there and helping
with Bella's search-they were best friends, after all.
"Honestly? I would love some. Really, though, you'll be over here by yourself-
unless you want to bring Seth along?"
"How come?" she said, referring to his comment of her doing the search solo.
"I have something that needs to be taken care of in La Push. It won't take too
long, I don't think..," he hesitated over his next words, choosing them
carefully so as not to make Leah's temper flare. "Where's Sam?" he asked,
trying to sound flippant. Leah saw-or rather, heard-right through his charade.
"He is here," she bristled with disgust. "talking to your father, I believe,
about the Cullens. They believe that Edward is involved more sinisterly in
Bella's disappearance than we think. At least, that's what the debate sounds
like."
"You're at my house?" he asked, momentarily side-tracked.
"No, everyone can here them the way, their yelling their opinions all over the
place. I suppose it's a good thing the pack isn't a secret within our
reservation, or everyone would think they were crazy, with their talk of
vampires and werewolves," she said, amused. "Don't mortals think they're fairy
tales?"
"Agreed," he chuckled. "And yes, they do think that. However, we are way off
topic and I'm running out of time. Have Seth tell Sam that I need him to stay
there. I have something extremely important to talk to him about. Please," he
added, almost pleading. He knew how much Leah distastes talk off Sam. His name
put a bad taste in her mouth-literally, if her facial expressions are anything
to go by.
"... Fine. Look, Jake," she said, unconsciously using his name as an
endearment, "I'll be over there in ten minutes. And, don't worry about Sam. He
will be here, waiting for you to arrive," she said forcefully.
"Thanks, Ally. I'll see you later, then."
"Later."
Click.
Now that he knew Leah would be over her soon, Jacob had no qualms leaving. Even
though Leah and Bella didn't exactly 'get along', per se, he had no doubts that
Leah would look for her just as fervently as he would have.
Only the best for my friends, he thought as he pulled off shorts and tied them
around his ankle, quickly transforming into the wolf and running to La Push.
***** Various Complications *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
When Edward had left Bella on the forest's path, he felt guilty. Guilty because
the girl loves him so damn much, and he just broke her fragile little heart to
pieces.
He was an asshole. A freaking jerk, and if somebody told him so, he'd say
nothing to disprove them. Because they'd be right.
He knew that maybe, to Bella-or any other human/non-vampire, who couldn't
understand bloodlust-it seemed as though he was over-reacting. Maybe they were
right. But, as of right now, he didn't agree with their view.
He needed to realize that Bella was human, and if it takes his honorary brother
almost sucking Bella dry, like someone would their favorite drink, because she
had a paper cut (why did you have to be clumsy, Bella? Why?), then that's what
it takes.
She was his singer. He needed her blood like nobody's business, and that was
difficult enough as it is without adding a crazed new-vegitarian vampire to the
mix. He would have had to cut her lose eventually, because if he knew anything,
he knew this: he would never have turned Bella. No way could he have held that
on his concious. No way could he have done that to somebody he cared for. The
mere idea of it was insanity. Didn't Bella realize that to change her would be
murder? That he would be killing her? How could she ask that of him? How could
she be so desperate for it, so excited that she didn't realize how much the
idea repulsed Edward, just on principle?
That's when he realized it: she never would have understood. No matter how many
times he said no, no matter the reasons he told her for his denial, she
wouldn't have accepted it. She would've done anything she could have to become
immortal, he just knew it. Maybe her motives weren't bad, and she really just
wanted to spend forever (forever?) with Edward, but the fact is, whether he
said no or not, she would have found some other way.
Edward scowled as he walked into his house. Alice would have changed her, he
was sure of it. Alice adored Bella, perhaps more than he did himself, which was
strange when one thought about it, but Edward just pushed it to the back of his
mind, focusing on the facts: Bella would have gone to the next closest vampire
(Alice) and they (Alice) would have, no doubt, changed her.
Speaking of the devil...
"Edward!" he heard Alice's musical voice say, along with the more subdued sound
of Jasper's voice saying hello.
"Hmmph," Edward grunted, annnoyed at Alice because of his thoughts, annoyed at
his thoughts for causing this tension with Alice, and annoyed at Bella for
being irritatingly persistant in what she wanted, even though he could vaguely
remember once admiring her for that.
"Stupid girls.. stupid Bella.. Idiotic thoughts.." he mumbled to himself.
Listening to the thoughts of the occupants of the room, he could hear their
concern almost as if they had voiced it aloud:
.. wonder what's bothering him.. must be something serious.. with his
incomprehensible mumbling, he heard. Alice, he thought. Had to be her.
Tension.. annoyance.. needs to relax.. That had to be Jasper, who, at the
current moment, was trying to calm him down. Well, that only succeeded in
getting him more riled up, so he raced up his stairs and into his room,
slamming the door like the teenager he appeared to be.
He quickly flashed through his room, collecting clothing and the like, and
packing it all up in two dufflebags. Then he threw his door open and sped down
the stairs and back into the main room.
By now, everyone had congregated in the main room, and Edward was surrounded.
The only person he really saw, though, was Carlisle.
"Edward?" Carlisle asked. "Is there something wrong, son?" Edward could see the
deep concern etched on his face. He had told them that he was going to see
Bella, but he didnt say what about. No doubt Alice knew what had happened, but
it looks like she hadn't said anything. He had expected her to be angry, or
even sad, but he never expected her to look so.. happy? Content? Smug, even? He
tried to read her thoughts, but could only hear her quoting Julius Caesar in
her head: Friends, Romans countrymen, lend me your ears. I come to bury Caesar,
not to.. She didn't want him to hear what she was thinking. His brows furrowed.
Strange, very strange, that. And most definitely something to consider later.
"I broke things off with Bella," Edward began, not wanting to lie. Carlisle was
going to know anyway, no point in wating for another person to tell him
(Alice). "What happened at her birthday party.." he trailed off. From the
corner of his eye, he could see Jasper flinch. Alice looked at him seemingly
concerned, but only giving him a half-hearted pat of comfort before turning
back to Edward to hear what he had to say. ".. among other things.. it just
wasn't what I thought it was going to be.." he finished lamely.
Carlisle looked confused. This girl, Bella, Edward told her their secret,
claimed he loved her, wanted to be with her, and what happened at her birthday
party was turning him off from the idea of staying with her? She was enamoured
with him, surely he could see that. And while what happened at Bella's party
was surely no small thing-I mean, she could have been Jasper's meal, for crying
out loud!-Carlisle didn't think Edward would break things off with her solely
for that. But, then again, he said, 'among other things..' Very vague. Carlisle
was sure Edward could hear all his thoughts (and indeed he could, which is how
I'm relaying them to you now), so he decided to voice them aloud:
"Edward.. Are you sure, my son? I mean, while I understand what had passed was
no light matter-"
"No, 'surely no small thing'!" Edward parroted Carlisle's earlier thoughts with
a hint of sarcasm.
"-that does not mean you should abandon the girl simply because of it," he
continued, as if Edward has not spoken. "What are these 'other reasons' for
your deserting Bella?"
Edward was already irritated and Carlisle having so much sympathy for Bella
(although he would have understood it were he not so annoyed) was making his
temper rise. "I did not desert her, as you so eloquently put it. I explained
the situation to her, told her the truth. I told her I could not turn her into
a vampire. She believed being turned would somehow solve all her problems. And,
yes, while Jasper would no longer lust for her blood, it would begin a whole
new set of problems with which we do not have the time for."
Carlisle appeared to be on the verge of saying something, but was interrupted
by Rosalie, as she said, "I, for one, agree with Edward on this matter. Bella
wants to be a vampire, but she does not fully understand the consequences of
doing so. We were all made vampires because, had we not been bitten at the time
we had been, we would have died. Bella is very much alive, but is willing to
give it all up to kill herself. That's what she'd be doing. She'd be killing
herself! Do you really condone that, Carlisle? Sending Bella down the aisle to
her demise?"
"Of course not! That is not what meant at all. But these reasons do not excuse
dropping Bella as though she were nothing. Like she meant nothing," Carlisle
said, exasperated.
"So, then, you want Edward to lead her on?" Rosalie questioned coldly. "This
would have happened eventually. Edward would never have had Bella turned. You
know that; we all know that. This whole thing was a lost cause, and I deeply
regret ever involving Bella in it." Everyone-except Emmett and myself-looked at
Rosalie incredulously. "I do not hate Bella.. I resent what she has-which is
life. And what is being suggested, what she would have demanded, is
preposterous!"
Emmett went to Rosalie's side, calming her down. Edward appeared lost stuck in
his own world mumbling again. "Werewolves... Bella.. Jacob.. La Push." A
lightbulb tinged in his head. He looked up toward Alice to gauge her reaction
about what he was going to do. He was surprised to see her looking frustrated.
She didn't know what he was going to do. He muttered a quick thanks to whoever
was listening and ran out the door, ignoring the calls for him to 'come back
and talk about it', set for La Push.
He had some werewolves to talk to.
***** Something Unexpected *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
As Jacob ran to La Push, he tried to think of reasons why Edward was headed
that way as well. Edward knew there was rule-no, it was more than a rule, this
agreement that was made, ages ago-that no vampire was supposed to tread on
reservation territory. Apparently, Edward didn't get the memo. Or he did, and
he was ignoring it.
But who would ignore something that they knew could very well cost them their
life? Jacob couldn't comprehend it. At least, not at the current moment. He
only had ideas of what the reason behind Edward's sudden insanity may or may
not be.
Jacob tried to think about it objectively, without letting his prejudices about
Edward (and what he was) taint his view. If he heard that somebody who was
usually very rational, very calm and collected, decided to charge into a hungry
pack of wolves head on (which was a dead on analogy, come to think of it), he
would think that something had to have happened to that person to make them
commit this illogical act of pure lunacy. It was suicide.
Who would risk their life like that?
And it dawned on Jacob: somebody with nothing to lose.
When he arrived at the border of La Push, Jacob immediately caught a waft of
Edward's scent. He tracked the scent two miles west, until he saw Edward.
Edward was sitting on a log, knees pulled up to his chest, elbows resting on
his knees for support, his head in his hands. He looked vulnerable. Jacob
trotted closer to Edward, not bothering to change into human form because a.)
Edward could read minds and b.) if Jacob shifted back, he'd be naked. And sure,
he had his shorts around his ankle, but he'd rather not have to go through the
hassle, considering it would be an unnecessary formality that Edward had yet to
earn.
Jacob sat in front of Edward and glanced up at him. Edward was now looking at
him, not in the eyes, but at his forehead, his paws, his tail. In short,
anything that wasn't Jacob's eyes. Jacob didn't mind; he'd rather not have the
contact anyway. It was too intimate.
After ten minutes of silence, Jacob began to get a little impatient. Edward
could her every thought he was thinking right down to the, Whoa, is that my
stomach? I must be hungry.. Yet, Edward wouldn't open his mouth to even give
him the customary, "Hello."
He looked up at Edward and noticed a smile tugging at his lips. He apparently
thought his current situation was funny. Asshole, Jacob thought. Enough is
enough. I need to get my answers.
Projecting his meandering thoughts directly towards Edward so they could have a
conversation, he began, What happened to Bella?
Edward quirked an eyebrow. "Nothing 'happened' to Bella, at least nothing that
I did with the intention of doing such a thing."
Confused, Jacob's eyebrows furrowed. Stop speaking in riddles. Is she okay?
"Depends. Right now, well, I suppose she wouldn't be okay, now would she?"
Edward murmured to himself. Speaking more directly to Jacob, he said, "Bella
will be fine. Her pride is hurt, as well as her heart, but such bruising will
heal in time."
Look, leech! Jacob seethed. What have you done to Bella? Where is she?
Edward frowned. "At home..?" At Jacob's growl, he trailed off. He tried a
different method. "Didn't she go home?"
Jacob could see that Edward seemed genuinely confused, but he couldn't be sure-
Edward was a leech, after all! No, she hasn't. No one has seen her in five
hours. But you already knew that, didn't you?
Edward's frown increased in its depth. "No, I didn't.."
What happened in the forest, parasite? Why hasn't Bella come out yet?
"I told Bella we were breaking up.. She took it worse than I thought she would.
When I was leaving, she said she would come out soon, that she needed time to
collect herself, which I could understand. So, I left, got some things from
Bella's room, and went home. If Bella hasn't come out yet.. well, there could
be numerous things detaining her. She could have stopped to rest, and then fell
asleep. Or she could have gotten lost. Or maybe she's just walking.." Edward
stopped talking as he could see it was only agitating the russet wolf further.
Jacob was confused. Again. He could tell Edward was telling the truth. Yet, he
felt Edward was holding something back.. Moving on, Jacob asked the question
that had been bothering him since he had called Alice:
Why are you here? Jacob asked. Edward looked away. Jacob was having none of
that. Bracing himself on his hind legs, he pushed himself off the ground onto
Edward. Edward fell onto his back with a huff. Jacob put both paws on Edward's
shoulders to make sure his captive didn't attempt to look away, or deny him his
answer. Why are you here? he growled menacingly.
Edward closed his eyes. Jacob sighed. He really didn't want to have to do this.
Pressing his paws harder against Edward's shoulder, he asked, on last time,
Why. The. Fuck. Are. You. Here?
"I-" Edward began, looking up and into Jacob's eyes for the first time. The
shock of what happened next was too much for either of them to take, and,
without any warning, Jacob passed out while Edward stiffened, tense, and frozen
to the spot.
***** A Little Skin *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Scenes flashed before Jacob's eyes, scenes of Edward and him in the future. In
one, they were arguing, angry tears flowing down Edward's cheeks as he beat his
fists into Jacob's chest collapsing on the ground. In another, they were
excited, happy as he saw Edward and himself riding a roller coaster, the
vampire's arms clutched tightly around Jacob as Jacob laughed merrily. In yet
another, they were kissing passionately, tongues intertwined, lips locking.
Jacob smiled. Then, immediately frowned; Edward and he weren't a couple, were
they? No.. they weren't. And even though Jacob had already known this to be
true, pain flashed through him at the knowledge that Edward did not love him.
Mentally face-palming himself for his thoughts, Jacob shook his head, trying to
dislodge the images of Edward and himself as a couple, good and bad. It didn't
work. He sighed internally.
Then he realized something: he was laying face down on an object that was
moving. Breathing. Opening his eyes, Jacob saw that he was laying down on
Edward. What in the world? Then, he remembered: he'd passed out. On Edward. He
groaned as he felt a blush crawling up his skin. How embarasssing! Averting his
eyes from Edward, he didn't see the wide-eyed, dear-caught-in-headlights look
on Edward's face as Edward read Jacob's thoughts and put two and two together:
Jacob had just imprinted on Edward.
Jacob placed his hands on either side of Edward's body, bracing himself on his
arms. Boldly looking into Edward's eyes, he accepted that Edward read his
thoughts and, from the look on his face, he didn't exactly relish the thought.
A pang went through Jacob, but he steadfastly ignored it. Have to get through
this with your dignity intact. Even though it might be slightly damaged,
considering you just passed out on Edward for God knows how long.
"How long have I been out?" Jacob asked softly.
Edward seemed to be debating whether or not to respond. Jacob rolls his eyes.
It'd be just like him to think he could weasel his way out of an imprint. Well,
that's not the way it works, and Edward would just have to deal. Edward's eyes
harden at Jacob's thought. Jacob's eyes narrow to slits as he seethes
internally.
Forcing himself to calm down, Jacob pushes himself up and off Edward even as
his bond-his wolf-becomes angry at Jacob for leaving the warmth of his mate's
arms, even though Edward was a vampire. To his mate, he was rather warm.
Scorching, almost. Or was that merely Jacob's blush making him feel all hot?
Edward smirks. Then: "You passed out fifteen minutes ago."
"Why didn't you wake me up?" The smirk slid off Edward's face onto Jacob's.
"I-I-" he stuttered, not really knowing what had overcome him during those
moments before Jacob passed out. He remembered scenes of him and Jacob flashing
before his eyes, of them at a wedding, of them holding hands, kissing.. He
blushed, the blood of his last kill rushing to his cheeks.
"Yes? You were saying why you didn't wake me up? Or would you rather explain
why you neglected to even move from your position? Especially given my attire.
Or rather, my lack thereof?" Jacob inquired, enjoying himself quite a bit as
his flesh rubbed against Edward's clothing clad leg.
Edward seemed to blush to his very roots as he scrambled for an answer. What
the hell was he supposed to say? That he had rather enjoyed the weight of his-
the-werewolf's body against his? Yeah, right!
"Well, I.. You were sleeping, and well, I thought the situation would be..
awkardsinceyou'renaked ," he finished quickly.
"Yes, well, it's still awkward now, isn't it?" he said, running his finger up
Edward's leg.
Edward seemed to pop out of a trance. His leg jerked away from Jacob's touch
and he stood rapidly, dropping Jacob onto the floor as he did so. A moan of
pain escaped Jacob's lips. Edward felt a flash of guilt, but pushed it aside.
"Jacob.. we'll have to continue this.. conversation later. I actually need to
talk to the werewolves. All of them. Not just you."
That seemed to knock all sexual thoughts out of Jacob's mind. He grabbed his
shorts from around his ankle and pulled on them on, buttoning them as he said,
"About that, why do you need to talk to the pack anyways?"
Edward's smirk reappeared on his face.
"I guess you'll have to wait to find out."
Jacob groaned.
***** Ciumes *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Chapter Notes
     Ciumes means jealousy.
Jacob decided to go into camp in his wolf form, with Edward flanking him. He
figures that everyone's going to try to attack Edward anyway and they might as
well show them that they mean business.
His other reasons for doing so, the ones he thinks he's hiding so well, are the
major reasons he's doing this. Now that Edward was Jacob's mate, Jacob felt
responsible for Edward's well being. Submissive or not, Jacob was most
certainly not going down without a fight to try and protect his dominant. Being
in wolf form, neglecting to even talk to his pack without forcing them to
change to, would show them that Jacob was serious. Edward had no trouble
agreeing with this, especially given that, should he have a problem with it,
Jacob would mostly likely do what he wanted anyway. Submissive or not, Jacob
Black was not going to take any shit from anyone, including his mate and
dominant, Edward Cullen.
Officially crossing the territory boundary onto La Push, Jacob turns to look at
me, still trotting along. Don't worry about anybody coming to get us now. I was
supposed to do rounds next. Everyone will be home right now, waiting for me.
"Ah, yes," Edward says aloud. "Your meeting with Sam. God, they think I'm
'sinisterly involved' in Bella's disappearance?" He scoffs. Ridiculous.
Yes, well, it didn't look very well, did it, Edward?
Edward winced. Jacob had a point. Then, a ringtone blared:
Change your mind, tonight. You belong to the city now. And your closer now, I
know. You belong on the radio! .. I swear, I'll give it ba-
"Hello?" Jacob asked, breathless. He had just changed back to answer his phone,
and had searched all the pockets before finding it. "Ally? Hey!"
Edward thought Jacob seemed to pleased to be hearing from this 'Ally'.
Unbidden, jealousy for this unknown person rose up in Edward. Jacob didn't seem
to notice.
"Where was she? .. Wow, really? That's crazy. Yeah, I understand you're angry.
Im pretty angry myself." A glare was sent Edward's way. Edward visibly flinched
from its intensity. "No, don't worry too much.. I've got that handled. Yeah,
tell Bells I love her, too. Yeah," he laughs. Edward cringes. "Of course, I'll
come to see her later. Tell her I have to talk to her about something. Yeah,
it's pretty serious.. Tell her to not worry her pretty little head off; I've
got it covered.. Hey, Ally, do you think you could come down to La Push? It's
pretty important. Is Seth there? .. Tell him to hang back with Bella, so you
can come... I want you to be there. Come on, Ally!" He grinned, knowing his
manipulation worked. "Okay. Yeah. I'll see you, then. Bye."
"Leah's coming, too. Do you mind?" he asked Edward.
Leah? ".. No, I don't mind.." He must have seen the confusion on Edward's face.
"Ally.. Leah. Same person." Edward's eyes narrowed. "Hey, are you OK? You
look.. well, angry."
Edward rolled his eyes, visibly calming himself. "No, I'm fine. Why don't we
keep going?"
"We're waiting for Al-"
"Yeah, Ally! Leah! Whatever! I don't know her! Who is she?"
Jacob looked shocked by Edward's outburst. Edward was too angry to be properly
embarrassed. Then, Jacob grinned. "You're jealous!" he laughed.
"Am not," Edward mumbled in a way he knew to be childish. He didn't care.
Jacob came close to Edward, looking him in the eyes, his hands cupping Edward's
face. "Dominant, I'm sorry. Leah is a friend-almost a sister."
Edward's eyes shown with understanding. Happy Jacob wan't cheating-was it
cheating?-he grabbed Jacob by the cheeks and pulled him into a kiss, teeth
clashing, tongues dueling. Jacob melted into the kiss, his body becoming pliant
and molding itself against Edward's. A low moan escaped Jacob's mouth and
Edward swallowed it. Giving one last peck to Jacob's kiss bruised lips, Edward
extricated himself, saying, "Okay let's wait for Leah," as he promptly sat
himself on a tree trunk, Jacob following numbly.
***** It's Fate *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
As Jacob sat on the tree trunk, waiting for Leah, his mind couldn't keep from
replaying his kiss with Edward. So consumed in nostalgia, he didn't notice
Edward's probing gaze. Nor did he remember Edward could read minds, so his
thoughts were easy pickings. Soft lips, sweet taste, Jacob was practically
purring in his head. He was almost salivating from thinking about what it could
have led to…
Edward blushed, reading the train of thought. Edward cleared his throat. Jacob
snapped out of his reverie. Looking into Edward's eyes, Jacob blushed. However,
despite his embarrassment, the lust in his eyes remained.
Jacob scooted closer to Edward. Edward scooted away. Jacob could see where this
was going, and he was putting an end to it! Almost lunging onto Edward, Jacob
held tight to Edward's shirt, pulling Edward close to him and kissing him on
the lips.
Edward didn't respond for a whole five seconds, letting Jacob's lips move
against his, neither encouraging nor discouraging him. Then, he slowly began to
respond, lips pushing back against Jacob's. If it was possible, Jacob began to
kiss Edward more fervently now he knew Edward wanted it to.
Deciding to tease Edward a little bit, Jacob swiveled his hips from his
position on Edward's lap. Edward let loose a low moan. Jacob wriggled harder.
Edward's hands shot out to still Jacob's hips, but to no avail. When Edward's
hands settled on his hips, Jacob seemed to take it as encouragement and rubbed
his crotch against Edward's. Edward growled low in his throat. About to take it
as step farther, Jacob was interrupted by the sound of fast approaching steps.
"Jacob? Is that you?" Leah's voice called from the trees off to the right.
Jacob hopped off of Edward's lap as though he had been burned, wiping his lips
with the back of his hand and pressing his shorts down. Leah came through the
trees and into the small clearing the tree trunk must have made when it fell.
She looked at Jacob, saying, "Are you OK? I heard moaning… Oh my God, is that
the leech?" she spat. "What is he doing here?" she asked Jacob, hands on her
hips, eyes narrowed and watching Edward's every move. Edward watched her warily
in return.
"I actually wanted to talk to you about that. That's why it was so pressing
that you come so soon. I wanted to tell beforehand, rather than in front of the
entire pack." "Tell me what? And is he why you came to La Push?" Leah asked;
face full of nothing short of contempt for Edward.
"Yes, he is why I came, but some things have happened since my call to Alice."
"Alice?"
"Yeah, let me tell you..." Jacob began, recounting everything that had been
happened since he set out that morning. By the end, Leah's mouth had fallen
open. "Close your mouth, Ally, or you may just catch flies," Jacob joked.
Leah's mouth snapped closed with an audible click. "Oh, wow. So, you… and him?
What are you going to tell Bella?"
"Not sure yet, I guess I'll have to wait until I see her to find out. I'll
probably just wing it."
"Good luck, especially since you have to tell the pack right now, too. 'Fucking
blows." Leah said sympathetically.
"Tell me about it," Jacob muttered. "Well, Ally, this is Edward. Edward, this
is Leah."
"Hello," Edward said, his hand outstretched. Leah looked him up and down,
sniffed the air, grimaced, and then stuck out her hand, too.
"You smell like fucking bleach. God, it's making my nose burn," she complained
pumping his hand up and down.
"You smell like wet dog," Edward was quick to retort. "So, I guess we're even."
Leah looked at him appraisingly, saying, "Quick witted, polite. Well, Jacob,
you certainly could have done worse."
"So glad to have your approval," Jacob said dryly.
Leah grinned at him. Edward grinned, too, unable to resist. Jacob laughed.
"Okay, so about what we're going to say to the pack about everything…"
…
Walking onto his street, hand clutching Edward's, Jacob held his head high.
They decided the best way to show the pack he was willing to fight for Edward,
should the situation arise, would be by first showing that he was willing to
put other things on the line. And, by that one gesture, he was risking a lot of
things. Like his relationship with his father and the other pack members, for
example.
But, Jacob was willing to risk that. Edward was the center of his universe now.
Everything else was second best to Edward now, even his own father. Wincing at
how that sounded, Jacob walked up to his house. He opened the door without
knocking, letting Leah enter first.
His father, Sam, Paul, Embry, and Quil were all sitting on his sofa, in what
was obviously a very heated discussion. They looked up at Jacob with smiles
that disappeared as soon they took notice of Edward.
Multiple things happened at once, including, but not limited to, Paul lunging
at Edward, Sam snarling at their interlocked hands, and Jacob's father, Billy,
passing out in his wheelchair.
When Jacob seemed about to growl back at Sam, his alpha, Edward decided to do
something. Placing a calming hand on Jacob's chest, he cleared his throat. Six
pairs of eyes swiveled to his direction. "As you might have guessed, I am
Jacob's mate. His imprint," Billy, who had recently regained consciousness,
passed out once again at the word mate. "Now, whether or not you accept that is
obviously up to you. Just remember that Jacob had no choice in this. Fate
decided that I complimented Jacob so perfectly that I was his mate.
Essentially, when I was born more than one hundred years ago, even when I was
bitten, Fate let this happen, molded me for this moment when I would become
Jacob's mate. There's no use in arguing with Nature, much less with Fate."
Sam seemed thoughtful, while Paul seethed. But, then again, Paul was always
angry.
***** Anger Management *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Edward and Jacob were seated on a couch across from Sam, Paul, Embry and Quil.
Sam was looking at them as though they were subjected to his scientific
inquiries, Paul was glaring murderously at them, even growling at Edward when
Edward glanced at him (to which Edward growled back menacingly), and Quil and
Embry were looking at them as though nothing had changed, which was a relief.
Edward looked down at his and Jacob's clasped hands, the silence, which had
fallen after he had spoken about Fate, was annoying him to no end. It didn't
help that Billy looked at Jacob as though he had just lost his baby, glaring at
Edward like he was some cradle-robbing son-of-a-bitch, which, he supposed, was
true since his actual age was close to one-hundred and ten. Still, it did
nothing to help his current mood.
Jacob, seemingly sensing Edward's inner annoyance, squeezed Edward's hand
reassuringly, while saying in his mind; They'll warm up to you. Look at Sam; he
seems rather accepting of it… Even if he is looking at us as though we're a dog
with three heads… Quill and Embry are fine with it. And Paul... Paul is always
angry, just like the sky will always be blue and the sun will always rise. It's
his nature, 'suppose.
It's not that, Edward thought. He could here Paul's thoughts, clear as day, and
he was not angry simply for the sake of being angry.
He was jealous. Jealous of… Edward?
Paul had thought that when Jacob became of age to officially find his imprint,
his mate, that it would be him, Paul. To discover that it was not him, but a
vampire who was Jacob's mate… to say he was angry was the most massive
understatement of the century.
And, to add salt to the wound, Jacob reeked of arousal. You could smell it
coming off of him in waves, and even if your senses weren't that attuned, you
could still tell just by looking. His eyes became darkened with lust with every
glance thrown at Edward, his pupils dilated, his lips bruised by kisses, a nice
plump, sensual red.
Paul was snarling in his head, imagining ripping Edward apart, and then
immediately regretting the thought as it would only bring pain to Jacob.
Edward thought it was interesting that Paul cared so deeply for Jacob. While he
understood the pack's love and affection for each other ran deep, he didn't
expect this. Looking at Jacob, he whispered softly into his ear, "Paul's
jealous."
"Of who?" Jacob asked, perplexed.
"Of me," Edward said simply.
When this information made Jacob more confused, Edward rolled his eyes. He'd
just have to show him. Placing his hand on Jacob's knee, Edward leaned over to
murmur, "Watch him," as he nibbled on Jacob's ear. As Jacob gasped in pleasure,
Paul growled. Edward slowly moved his hand higher up Jacob's leg, rubbing the
inner part of his thigh. Jacob moaned lowly in his throat. Edward began to kiss
Jacob's jaw, Jacob leaning into the kiss, even tilting his head back as they
began to trail lower down his tan throat. When Edward's hand lightly cupped
Jacob's crotch, Paul lost every pretense of being his normal, angry self and
jumped up in a blind rage.
"Will you fucking stop?"
"Stop touching my boyfriend when he clearly enjoys it?" Edward scoffed. "Not
likely. Jacob doesn't want me to stop, do you?"
"No, don't stop," Jacob said, putting his hand over Edward's and pressing down.
Jacob groaned.
Paul took a threatening step forward, as Sam, Quil, and Embry placed
restraining holds on Paul's arms. Paul tried to shale them off. Sam grabbed his
arm tighter. Looking Paul directly in the face, he said, "Fate is Fate. Edward
is right. There is no use getting angry of something we cannot change. We must
accept this. Jacob is the same person, and, although there is a leech in our
midst, there's obviously a reason for it, or Fate wouldn't have allowed it.
There is no point in this squabbling. We are a family. Act like a family," he
said passionately.
And Edward understood why Sam was so understanding. Sam had no choice in
falling in love with Emily, and, while he would never regret loving her, he
would regret not being able to be with Leah as she had wanted. He was sorry he
had disappointed her. But, as he had said, Fate was Fate. They would just have
to suck it up.
"Thank you, Sam," Jacob said gratefully. Sam smiled kindly at Jacob, as one
would to a younger sibling.
"No problem, kiddo," he said, coming over to ruffle Jacob's hair
affectionately. Jacob pushed his hand away, patting his hair back down with a
disgruntled look. Sam laughed. Jacob smiled. Then, frowned as his phone rang
loudly:
Change your mind tonight...
Answering his cell phone, he said, "Hello?" cheerfully.
"Jacob? Hey, it's Bella. Can you come over today?"
Jacob shot a panicked look at Edward. "I... uh, y-yeah. I'll be there later,
alright?"
"Alright. See you later, Jake."
"Later."
***** Supper With A Vampire *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
After the whole incident with Paul and Edward, and then the call from Bella,
Jacob was, needless to say, frustrated. While Jacob basked in Edward's
affections and ministrations, along with his jealousy, he felt distressed by
Paul's reaction. Paul was obviously equally as jealous as Edward, maybe more
so, but Jacob couldn't tell Edward to stop. When would he get this chance
again? This glorious chance to have him initiate this kissing, this fondling
without him wanting to stop; when would he get it again?
So, while Jacob felt bad for what Paul was going through, he wasn't about to
tell Edward to stop. Not only for that reason, either. Edward and Jacob are
equally affected by this bond, which means that if he tells Edward to stop
while he's marking him, Edward'll take it as rejection. While Jacob would be
saddened to be told to stop putting claiming marks on his dominant, Edward
would be furious.
A dominant mate feels all the urges for mating. While Edward had obviously
repressed some of them, subconsciously or otherwise, he still couldn't resist
giving in to some. This obviously included not only the urge to mark your mate
so no others will try to flirt/look/do-anything-with-the-intention-of-stealing
(which, in a dominant's mind means 'anything I consider to be inappropriate for
you to be thinking about my mate)-their-mate, but also includes lashing out at
anyone who tries anything with your mate anyways, in any way that seems
fitting.
Because Jacob understood what Edward was going through, even if Edward didn't,
he didn't get mad at him. Rather, he was merely annoyed with the whole
situation. Paul had already known that he and Jacob would never be a couple.
Paul's temper was too volatile for Jacob's calm disposition to handle, even if
Paul was considerably nicer when he was around Jacob. If Paul wasn't so blinded
all the time by his attempts at wooing Jacob, maybe he'd see that Embry was
trying to woo him. But, Paul woefully remains blind to that fact. It's no
matter. When Embry changes and imprints on Paul (hopefully, Jacob thought),
then he'll see there was no use pursuing Jacob, especially since Fate had
obviously passed by him on the choice of Jacob's mate.
"Edward," Jacob whispered, as Edward looked ready to murder Paul in the
kitchen, where they were helping to set the table. Whoever thought it'd be a
good idea for Edward and Jacob to help Paul in the kitchen (where sharp, pointy
objects littered about) was insane (Sam). Billy had wanted Edward and Jacob to
stay for supper and Jacob couldn't deny his dad, especially after having caused
him to pass out more than once. So, here they were.
Speaking of Billy, he rolled into the kitchen. "Cullen," he nodded to Edward.
Edward waved awkwardly. Paul growled. Jacob mentally face-palmed himself. Why
did this have to be so weird? He thought desperately.
"Dad, we were just setting the table," Jacob said intelligently. Jacob berated
himself internally for pointing out the obvious like an idiot. "Do you want us
to serve to the food, as well? Or should we just have people serve themselves?"
Billy looked at Edward, then at Paul. Looking towards Jacob, he said, "Let
people serve themselves." Grabbing a water from the refrigerator, Billy rolled
himself to the table, calling, "Food's ready, you mangy wolves!"
Everyone stampeded into the kitchen, the sound of chairs squealing as the slid
across the ground almost deafening.
Placing the last of the silver were on everyone's plates, Edward pulled out a
seat for Jacob and himself. As Jacob sat, he said, "What a gentleman!"
Edward blushed as he mumbled, "Old habits."
Jacob smiled. He appreciated it all the same, whether the manners Edward
continued were embedded in him as habit from one hundred years of practice, or
not. Edward smiled back.
After everyone had served themselves, Billy said a short prayer of thanks,
before everyone dug in. Except Edward, as he was a vampire, and the consumption
of food would be bad for his intestines. Everyone looked at Edward strangely,
remembering his inability to eat. It was strange; Edward not eating spoke
volumes. Everyone realized that he wasn't one of them, and the implications of
not only that, but of him being a vampire as well; their natural enemy. Paul
scooted away from Edward in disgust.
Sam rolled his eyes. Looking towards Edward, he said, "Why do you think it is
you were chosen as Jacob's mate? I mean, we're enemies and all, you being a
vampires and us being werewolves. It's strange, don't you think?" Edward
appeared to be on the verge of responding, but Sam continued speaking, not
requiring an answer, "But you seem to be adjusting to this rather well,
especially taken into account your last relationship was with a female human
girl. Emphasis on female, human, and girl. I don't know which the strangest
thing is," he mused.
Edward's ever polite smile faded a bit at the mention of Bella. Sam was right;
shouldn't he still be pining over his forbidden love with her? Yet, he wasn't;
as Sam said, he was rather well adjusted to Jacob, attracted to him, even
physically and personality wise. "It certainly is strange," Edward began, "but
that's Fate, isn't it? It works in strange and mysterious ways and we won't
know the purpose of it until later. Maybe years later, maybe days, even hours."
"Very well said," Billy praised. "You know, imprints are very important, and
you're considered very lucky to find one. A wolf's imprint is the wolf's other
half; the other half to its soul. It's an honor, a gift to find one's mate. It
is considered a crime to try to destroy the relationship between a wolf and its
imprint. To do so would not only kill the wolf, but the mate as well. The pain
of separation is too much for the bodies, and the wolf, along with its mate,
gradually wither away," Billy said somberly, eyes darting to Paul every now and
then. Paul didn't see; his head was bowed.
"Well, you won't have to worry about that, sir. I don't plan on letting anyone
separate Jacob and myself. They'll die first," he said threateningly, glaring
at Paul. Paul looked up at him, meeting his glare.
"Even I would not dream of separating a wolf from his mate. The pain the wolf
would suffer would be tremendous and I could never live with myself if I were
the cause of such pain," he finished, eyes locking with Jacob. Jacob smiled at
him, grateful for Paul's sense of right and wrong.
Edward just glared more menacingly at Paul, moving his arm to wrap around Jacob
protectively. Jacob looked at Edward, wondering why Edward felt as though he
needed to protect him from Paul.
Paul wouldn't separate them. He just said so himself.
***** Vampire Kisses *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
The rest of dinner was a quiet affair. Edward seemed content to leave Paul
alone for awhile, granted that Paul didn't make goo goo eyes at Jacob, which
was understandable.
Paul was beginning to understand, too. He smiled, laughed, and seemed genuinely
happy that Jacob was happy, which was nice, Jacob supposed, as long as he's
happy.
Edward and Jacob decided, after they excused themselves from supper, to go for
a walk. They both needed a breather from the Black house. Not that Jacob didn't
love Billy and the guys, or anything-they can just get a bit smothering. Also,
with Edward and Jacob having this fairly new bond, the need to be together,
just them, was intense.
In fact, as soon as they were out of the door, they're hands were groping for
contact. Edward wound his hand in Jacob's long, silky hair pulling him close in
an embrace, as Jacob caressed Edward's face with his hand.
Jacob sighed. He'd needed this. Contact went a long way to calming his 'wolf
self', as he began to refer to it as. When he had first imprinted on Edward,
Jacob hadn't realized how insane the need to be in close contact with Edward
was, since he had passed out on Edward in the beginning for an indeterminable
amount of time. That was his dose of contact-for about an hour. Holding
Edward's hand on the way to his house, and the intense pleasure of the make-out
session in his living room lasted him through dinner. Now, he needed contact
again.
He'd never admit it out loud, although he supposed that did it matter with a
mind reader as a boyfriend, he mused.
".. soul mate."
"Wha-?" Jacob said, startled out of his thoughts. He could feel the rumbling of
Edwards laughter through the vibrations in his chest. Jacob ducked his head,
looking sheepish. "Umm, w-what did you say, Edward?"
"I said, boyfriend is a rather foolish, nonsensical word to be used to describe
our bond. We're destined to be together; you're my soul mate," Edward repeated
softly, not in the least annoyed by Jacob's wandering thoughts.
"Yes," Jacob murmured in agreement. "I suppose you're right." Jacob smiled up
at Edward lazily. Edward leaned forward and caught Jacob's plump lips with his
own. As Edward bid entrance to Jacob's mouth, Jacob gasped, unconsciously
granting it, but not regretting it in the least. From the sound of the rather
pleased moan that emitted from Jacob's mouth not twenty seconds later, Jacob
seemed rather satisfied with his decision. As their mouths embraced, plunging
deeper and farther, their bodies reacted in kind, moving against each other,
rutting gently, then more frantically, as their lips moved faster. Edward moved
his lips to Jacob's neck, slowing his hips to gyrate slowly against Jacob's.
Sucking on Jacob's pulse point, he scraped his pointed teeth against the skin
teasingly. Jacob mewled in pleasure.
Letting his teeth break the skin, Edward began to drink some of Jacob's blood,
which was practically orgasmic. He stiffened (A/N: Yes, that kind ;), as the
warm blood flowed down his throat. Jacob was writhing in Edward's arms, moans
and expletives leaving his lips at different intervals as Edward drank,
encouraging Edward, begging for it. Edward pulled back, however, not thirty
seconds later, lapping at the wound, which was already healing but for a bruise
surrounding it, causing Jacob to whimper.
"Shh, shh," Edward crooned, petting Jacob's hair. He placed a sweet, lingering
kiss on Jacob's mouth, chuckling as Jacob leaned forward for more when he
pulled back. Jacob pouted. Grinning widely, Edward raised an elegant brow,
saying, "Now, about that walk?" He held out his hand.
Jacob wasted no time in grasping it firmly in his own, not caring if his wolf
was already satisfied by the kiss.
He was still hungering for more.
***** So, You're Gay? *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
After they had left the Black house, Jacob seemed to sink into himself,
immersed in his thoughts, which were panicked and random. He was thinking about
Bella, mainly, which made sense. He seemed fidgety and a little desperate to
keep his mind off of Bella since after he'd gotten that phone call from her.
Edward pursed his lips. Bella was a big obstacle. Considering he had just
broken up with her today (which was an amazing thought, when you think about
it, because it seemed as though he and Jacob had been together forever, their
interactions foreign, yet familiar. It was unbelievable to think he and Bella
had been together just yesterday and-dare he say it?-in love? But they hadn't
been, he realized. He and Jacob were in love. It was ridiculous to even compare
his love with Jacob with the relationship he had with Bella-how can you compare
everything to something that, in hindsight, was so.. insignificant?), Edward
realized that she wouldn't be pleased to see them anytime soon. Yet, Jacob
wanted to see her. Maybe not today-hopefully!-but soon.
Edward cringed at the thought. He could imagine Bella's anger over them
together, her screeching at them. When he read Jacob's thoughts, however, he
realized that Jacob wasn't worried about her anger or even Charlie's anger.
Jacob was worried that Bella would be disappointed. Edward would have stopped
walking to think about this if it weren't for Jacob's hand tugging him along
absentmindedly. Why in the world would he be afraid of Bella being
disappointed? I mean, this was an imprint, after all. It wasn't Jacob's
conscious decision and, therefore, in no way his fault, Edward thought
indignantly at the perceived threat. Maybe Jacob and he didn't show as much
regret as they should about the fact they were imprinted, or something, but how
can you regret finding your soul mate? Who would expect you to? Bella would, he
mused. She'd expect Jacob to be properly 'ashamed'. Or expect him to deny
Edward out of loyalty to their friendship. She'd just be plain pissed of at
Edward; he really 'should have denied the bond more' since he 'd just broken up
with Bella.
Edward rolled his eyes inwardly. The whole thing was ridiculous, but he
supposed it was warranted. Who can understand the bond of an imprint if they
weren't bonded themselves? Even knowing how sacred and important an imprint
was, nothing compared to the real thing, so you couldn't have a proper respect
for it, he supposed. Take Paul, for example. The guy grew up knowing about
imprints, yet he still eye-fucked Jacob whenever he got the chance, even when
Edward was around (to which Edward had to restrain himself from doing anything
under a rather menacing-and heatedly seductive-glare from Jacob). So, how did
Bella even stand a chance of comprehending this imprint thing?
Well, that was it wasn't it? She didn't.
...
So, Jacob wanted to see Bella. Today. I mean, come on, shouldn't she have some
time to grieve their now non-existant relationship before they slap her around
with their new one? Edward told Jacob as much.
"Don't you think she has a right to know?" Jacob had shot back.
"Okay, okay. Look, I know you and Bella are practically family, but this is a
bit early, don't you think? I mean, you left Charlie's about to give me the
tongue-lashing of my life, but you imprinted on me instead." Jacob winced.
"Shouldn't we, I don't know, let her down.. gently?"
"How would we let her down gently? I can't exactly keep it a secret from her.
Can you imagine our conversations? 'Jacob, why are your palms sweaty? And why
are your boxers tenting? Eww! We're just friends, silly!' 'I don't know how to
tell you this, but this erection is for Edward.. Yeah, we're together and,
yeah, we're just going to go masturbate mutually now. You take care..' I mean,
really, it's going to be weird."
"Masturbate mutually?" Edward said, confused. "Why wouldn't we just skip to
the-"
"So, I want to talk to her today," Jacob interrupted, pointedly ignoring
Edward's half-finished question. "I can't lie to her, or Charlie. It'll hurt
them more in the long run if I lie to them from the beginning."
"I.. okay," Edward caved, looking at Jacob's earnest face. "But if she tries to
kill me.."
Jacob laughed. "I'm sure you'll be fine. Charlie's a police chief, after all."
"Yeah, like we're on good terms," Edward muttered. "He'd probably let her
castrate me and call it justice."
"Why would..?" Jacob's eyes widened comically. "You guys didn't..?"Jacob looked
horrified.
"Oh God, no," Edward said, laughing a little. "We never.. didn't even.." he
couldn't continue, he was laughing so hard; the expression on Jacob's face had
been priceless!
Jacob's lips began to twitch with repressed amusement. Then, he burst out
laughing. "Man, for a second there.." Edward's laughter doubled.
"No, no, we never had sex. Not even anything remotely close to it really,
except for a time when her blood had called out to me to an extreme degree..
But that was it."
"Well, then. Shall we go, then?"
"If we must," Edward said airily, looking away from Jacob so he wouldn't laugh
again.
...
When they reached the Swan residence, all the cop cars were gone. Bella had
been found long ago; they could all go home. So, they did, eagerly even.
Walking up the concrete pathway to the door, Jacob and Edward kept a polite
distance away from each other. They wouldn't tell them immediately. They had to
explain first.
Jacob reached out and pushed the doorbell. Hearing footsteps padding to the
door, Jacob and Edward took a step back. It was Charlie at the door.
From the way he looked at Edward and his very aggressive thoughts, Charlie
would have slammed the door had it not been for Jacob. Instead, he looked a
little resigned, like he had expected this situation exactly. "Come on in," he
said gruffly.
They walked inside. "Bella!" Charlie called out. "You better come downstairs
for this! Sit down on the couch, Jacob. She'll be down in a minute. It's her
you want to talk to, correct?" he said, pointedly ignoring Edward.
"You, too, actually, Charlie. It'd be great if you were in the room, rather
than ease dropping from behind the banister," Jacob said with a grin.
Charlie flushed a little bit. "Yeah, well.." he trailed off uncomfortably as he
sat down on a recliner.
Bella came thumping down the stairs, as uncoordinated and ungraceful as ever.
When she looked up from the ground, she saw Edward and Jacob on the couch. Her
eyes darted between him, Jacob, and Charlie, as if one of them would tell her
she was hallucinating. Edward cleared his throat noisily. She stared at him,
then, eyes glazed, "Have you come to apologize, then?" she said hopefully.
"What? No, I-" Jacob elbowed him. Edward threw him a withering glance. Jacob
grinned cheekily. Charlie watched the proceedings with a wrinkled brow, as
Bella watched Edward adoringly. "I suppose, although I remain firm that what I
did was in everyone's best interest. This whole situation could have been much
more complicated than it is." Jacob had to agree.
Bella's eyes cleared as Charlie frowned. "What's going on here?"
Jacob and Edward looked at each other, then reached down and gripped each
other's hands at the same time. Clearing his thoat, Jacob said, "I've imprinted
on Edward."
The silence that followed was almost deafening and when Charlie spoke, it was
as if a thousands of glass bottles shattered. Or maybe it only seemed like that
because of what he said: "How come you never told me you liked cock?"
Jacob face -palmed himself, as Edward dissolved into over-amused chortles.
***** Fatherly Support *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
After laughing their eyes out at Charlie's question, Jacob looked at Charlie to
find that he was totally serious. That sent Jacob back into another fit of
giggles, clutching at his stomach, chest heaving.
"What?" Charlie asked, hands on his hips in a self-righteous gesture. "If you
liked cock, well, there's nothing wrong with that. To each their own, I
suppose. I'm just a little offended-I thought you thought of me as a second
father. What's with all the secret keeping?"
"Charlie, it's not that," Jacob began struggling not to laugh. "I do think of
you as a father-that's just the thing. Out of all the things I thought you'd
say-and let me tell you, I imagined plenty of scenarios-that was not even
remotely close to being on my list," he finished, a little breathless from all
the laughter.
"Yes, well, I suppose you have a point," he grumbled looking at Edward
distastefully. "But, it's an honest question. Were you into man junk before
this whole imprint thing? Or is it some sort of side affect, since your mate's
a male?"
"I would assume it was a side-affect, Chief Swan," Edward said, speaking
directly to Charlie, so as not to be ignored any longer. "Jacob never showed
any.. attraction towards the same sex, so far as I know, and I can read his
mind."
"Yes, well, I also didn't show any signs of liking the opposite sex, either,"
Jacob interjected. "Werewolves are innately bisexual until they find their
imprint, so as to not find the idea of whatever gender mate they receive as
repulsive. I was merely curious about either sex without really having a
preference to either, until now."
"That's interesting," Charlie mused. Bella was gaping at them, like a fish out
of water, as she had throughout their whole conversation. When her father said
that, however, he increduability transferred to solely her him.
"Surely you can't think this is okay? Or just 'interesting'? Edward just broke
up with me today, dad! Jacob's my best friend-how could this happen?" she
wailed.
"Now, now, Bella, surely you can tell I'm mad about the situation, but the fact
of the matter is that there's not much we can do about it. Jacob imprinted on
Edward the same day you guys broke up; seems like Fate to me. You can't mess
with Fate," Charlie said sternly, unknowingly paraphrasing Edward's words to
Sam and everyone at the Black house from earlier. "As for Jacob, it doesn't
seem to me like he had much of a choice in the matter. Now that it's happened,
I doubt he'd even want to change it, and you asking him to, accusing him of
being him a bad friend for feelings he can't discourage is wrong, Bella. You
know Jacob would never have chosen this. He loves you too much," he finished
gently, trying to make her understand.
Bella had begun crying as Charlie spoke, making tears prickle at Jacob eyes to
see his friend in such obvious distress. Edward gripped his hand tighter to
give him silent comfort, for which Jacob was grateful.
Bella looked up at Jacob when her dad finished and gave him a watery smile that
was small, but genuine. It lightened Jacob's heart. "Can I please speak with
you alone, Jacob?" she asked, her voice cracking slightly. Jacob nodded,
releasing Edward's hand as he followed Bella upstairs and into her room.
As he closed the door, he could hear Charlie's distinctive voice saying, "So, I
guess you suck more than just blood, huh? That explains a lot," he heard him
say, taunting.
Jacob could have sworn he heard Edward's amused chuckles before the door shut.
***** The Bonds of Friendship *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
When Jacob turned around, Bella was sitting on the bed, legs pulled up, hands
piled on her knees, head resting on said hands. Tracks of tears glistened on
her face, making Jacob frown as he walked towards her slowly. She merely
watched him approach.
He sat at the edge of her bed, waiting for her to begin. He barely heard her
muffled question, her mouth still resting against her palm. "When.. it..
happen, Jake?"
He rubbed his arm nervously. "Today, around four or five."
Silence triumphed as the occupants of the room let that sink in. It was so soon
after the break up, maybe five or six hours later. "Why?" she asked softly.
"Why? I don't know why. These things happen; it wasn't a choice," he said
defensively. Then, he lowered his voice, making it more gentle and soothing,
trying to get Bella to relax since she had stiffened while Jacob had spoken,"I
came to your house this morning after I'd received a phone call from Charlie.
He told me that you were missing, that he hadn't seen you for hours. He even
went into the forest, but he couldn't find you." Bella winced, but Jacob went
on. "So, I came over. He told me everything he knew. I called Alice and Ally
for information and help. Then, I went to find Edward. I was in wolf form, and
for the longest time, he didn't look me in the eyes. I asked him why he was
headed towards La Push, but he wouldn't answer me.." Jacob frowned deeply as he
remembered; he still didn't know why. Strange.
I made him look at me and when he did.. I imprinted on him. And Bells," he said
excitedly, "it was just as we'd always imagined. I saw our future together.. I
realized that this is exactly the wrong time for it to happen, but it was going
to happen, anyways, right? That's what everyone means, by the Fate thing. This
was meant to happen.. I can't say I wish it hadn't happened or that I want
someone else as my mate. I won't lie to you, Bella. But, I do wish it had
happened another time. I'm so sorry," Jacob finished, tearing up a little bit.
Bella unfolded herself from her position, a crease on her forehead marring her
features. Jacob wished he could make it go away. "Jake," she began shakily. She
took a deep breath. "I'm not mad at you; you're not to blame. Edward had
already broken up with me before that even happened.. Nothing was going to
change, I just.." Tears sprang anew in her eyes as she continued,"You.. being
with him.. it makes it real and I wanted to pretend a little longer. Just for
today, but I can't and I feel so.. alone, so helpless. I want to be happy for
you, and, on some level, I am. I really am, I'm so excited for you. You found
your mate, the one you're going to be with forever and I'm so glad, I just..
it's him. I didn't expect to see him again so soon and when I saw him, I
thought.. But I was so stupid," she laughed humorlessly, making Jacob flinch.
"He's here with you, happy, already moved on from me and here I am,
pathetically holding on to him. God, it's so ridiculous! I need more time," she
said pleadingly. "I need more time," she repeated in a whisper.
"Bells, I'm sorry. Do you want us to go?" he asked standing up, willing to do
anything neccessary to make her happy. "Do you want us to leave?"
"I'm not sure.." she said hesitantly. "I have to make Charlie dinner. You guys
can stay awhile if you want, 'suppose," she mumbled.
"Okay. I'll have to ask Edward," he said slowly, watching how Bella tensed at
his name. "What happened in the forest, Bella?" he blurted before slapping a
hand over his mouth.
"N-nothing. I told you. Edward broke up with me."
"That's not what I meant, and you know it. Why were you in the forest so long?
Why did it take so long for you to come out? What.. did you do?"
Bella's eyes widened. "... I tried to tell Edward to wait. This was after he
broke up with me, 'see, and he was leaving. I wanted to try to see if there was
anyway we could.." she gulped. ".. But he left. I felt so alone. So alone. So,
I walked around, tried to find my way out by myself. I wanted to get back to
Charlie. But I got lost. After walking around in circles for hours, I began to
get tired. My back ached and my legs hurt. So, I sat down, just for moment. I
guess I fell asleep. When I woke up, it was much darker. I couldn't see much,
the little sun there was covered by the trees.. I started screaming for help,
yelling, hoping someone would find me. My heart hurt, my stomach felt like it
was being ripped apart, I was so hungry.
My calls attracted an animal. I should have thought about that; I was so
stupid. I don't know what the animal was, only that it was large and furry. It
was growling and I could hear its teeth clattering. I couldn't move; I was
petrified. It began to stalk closer and closer. It was almost upon me when Leah
showed up, as a wolf, of course. She fought with the beast, defeated it. When
she came towards me, I nearly passed out with relief. She nudged my leg with
her snout and I slumped over. She let me get on her back and she carried me
home.. I woke up not too long ago, after she left. She had put me to bed,"
Bella finished.
Jacob was silent, processing the information. Bella was obviously holding
something back, most likely the depth of her pain, but he could tell. She was
never very good at hiding things, even when they were younger.
"Bella, Edward broke up with you because he felt he had protect you. He never
said as much, but I know. Honestly, when you had told me that Jasper had almost
sucked you dry, I wanted you to break up with Edward, to stop seeing the
Cullens altogether. They're a danger to you, Bells; you're human. I'm not sure
how long your romance with Edward would have lasted, or even if you would have
gotten back together should Edward have not turned out to be my mate." Jacob
hesitated over his next words,"Bella, do you think Edward would have ever
changed you?"
She looked up, startled. "I-I don't know. I don't think so. H-he never wanted
to. He always said no whenever I asked."
"I.. You had no future with him, Bella. Can't you see that? You would have
withered and died.. and he would have stayed the same.."
Tears spilled over her cheeks as she began to cry piteously. Jacob pulled her
into his embrace, trying to comfort her. He rubbed her back soothingly until
her sobs were merely deep breaths and random hiccups. "Jake?" she asked,
looking up at him from wet eyelashes.
"Yeah, Bells?" he said, pushing her hair back from her face.
"He was never good for me, was he? It's better like this. Isn't it?"
".. I'm sorry, Bella. It wasn't meant to be," he said. Bella pressed her face
into his neck with a sob. "Shh, shh. It wasn't your fault, Bella. You're great.
You're such a fantastic person. Just because he's not the One, doesn't there
isn't somebody out there for you. You may already know them and it may come as
a shock to discover who they are; believe me, I know," he dead panned. Bella
chuckled, drying her tears. "He-or she-they're out there. You'll find them,
maybe sooner than you think."
"You think so?" she said, wiping her nose messily.
Jacob smiled. "I know so," he said reassuringly.
Bella smiled at Jacob as he pulled her in for a hug, kissing her hair.
***** Catharsis *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Jacob and Bella seemed much more happy and relaxed when they returned from her
room. Jacob was laughing, pulling Bella into a light hug, kissing her hair,
seemingly unaware he was doing it while Bella looked frightened by his
affections, her eyes on Edward's own, noticing how they hardened with jealousy.
"Jake," he could hear her whisper. "Can you set the table?"
"I already did that at my dad's," Jacob grumbled, disentangled himself from his
best friend and heading towards the kitchen.
"Don't be a brat," Bella teased lightly. Jacob stuck his tongue out at her.
"Very mature!"she yelled after him as he disappeared into the kitchen. Bella
shook her head.
Edward watched it all with a cool look of detachment. Charlie walked after
Jacob, an attempt to be discreet in his wish for them to talk. "Oh, Jacob!"
Charlie sing-songed as he entered the kitchen.
"No, no, old man! The last time you were in this kitchen, you melted the
microwave! You're a fire hazard. Shoo!" Jacob called back.
"Who you calling old, munchkin? And I told you, that wasn't my fault! How was I
supposed to know that aluminum wasn't supposed to go in a microwave?"
"Everybody knows that, Charlie!" Edward could hear Jacob say with more than a
hint of exasperation. He could even imagine the look of disbelief and amusement
etched onto Jacob's face as he said it . "And I'm not a munchkin! I told you to
stop calling me that," he pouted.
"Here; let's make a deal. I'll stop calling you munchkin if you stop calling me
old man. And let me be in the kitchen," Charlie added.
"No way! You get way more in that deal than me: that's unfair."
"What if I promise not to touch anything?" Charlie asked. Edward knew from
reading his mind that Charlie had subtly crossed his fingers behind his back.
Sneaky old man. Edward wasn't about to say anything about it, though-he wanted
to see what would happen. Did that make a partner-in-crime?
"Why don't I believe you?" Jacob said with suspicion. Edward could see Bella
chuckling silently out of his peripheral vision. She'd obviously witnessed this
argument many times before. Edward couldn't stop the pang of jealousy from
arising again.
"Come on, Jacob, please? Grant an old man his dying wish."
"You're not dying! You can stay.." Edward knew Charlie was awaiting the answer
with some anticipation and trepidation. Jacob was about to set a 'only if'. "..
only if you stay away from the microwave and the stove. You can't come near
them."
"But.." Jacob glared at him. "Yeah, okay. No stove or microwave. Wasn't gonna
use 'em anyway," Charlie mumbled. That was a lie. Edward knew he wanted some
coffee. He could hear Charlie's plans to get some, too. Edward laughed lowly.
That caught Bella's attention and she was staring at him like a deer caught in
headlights. She seemed to be trying to leave the room without Edward noticing.
"Bella," Edward said quietly. He heard Bella sigh. She trudged across the room,
making sure to seat herself at the opposite end of the couch from Edward. She
looked up at him, hair in her face in a way Edward would have found endearing
yesterday. As it was, it was not yesterday and the position her hair was in was
annoying, at best. "I know I am probably the last person you want to talk to,"
Understatement of the year, he heard Jacob think, loud and clear from the
kitchen. Edward resisted the urge to roll his eyes or smirk, keeping his facial
expression neutral, "but we need to talk. I'm assuming Jacob already told you
the basics." It wasn't a question.
"You would know," he heard Bella mutter. "You're the mind reader."
"Of course, I could simply read Jacob's mind to know the answers to my
questions, but it wouldn't answer them fully. For that, I need you. And since I
can't read your mind, we're going to have to talk this out. I will be honest
with you as long as I feel I'm getting the same in return. Agreed?" That wasn't
really a question, either.
"Yeah, fine. Whatever," Bella said under her breath.
Edward looked at Bella, the slightest bit annoyed by how utterly unresponsive
she seemed. He'd expected anger or tears.. But not this detatchment.
His brow furrowed in concern and irritation. If he questioned her as to how she
felt or seemed worried for her, she wouldn't believe him. And, while he
understood that, it didn't really make it any easier. How he wished he could
just read her mind, so this miserable talk could have never taken place.
"Bella, I realize that this is all very.. sudden," Bella snorted with bitter
amusement. "I want you to know, though, that this doesn't mean that I don't
care for you anymore. Of course, while the depth is the same, the situation has
changed and the emotions are centered towards what I would feel for a very good
friend. That is to say, ever since Jacob imprinted on me, my feelings for you
have become strictly platonic. I can't really bring forth the emotion of being
in love with you; I can't grasp it. It's rather hard to understand and even
harder to explain," Edward said apolegetically as he tried to find some way to
make Bella understand without merely confusing her more or hurting her
feelings.
I cannot become.. physically aroused by anyone other than Jacob," he mumbled,
blushing as he explained. "I don't mind. Jacob is rather attractive; I doubt
I'd have wanted anyone else. However, it's most definitely strange to not
become aroused by breasts or those such things where I once was. It's not just
females, either. Other males cannot produce that.. effect, either. I doubt
that, even were I to have an exact clone of Jacob, I would not be able to
become sexually aroused by it. It's wouldn't be Jacob.. I'm sorry. I realize
you may not want to hear all of this incessant babbling; I just want to
explain."
"I.. don't mind as much as I had originally I would. That, in itself, is
strange to say, especially considering I was crying about it earlier. I feel
like crying now, but.. I'm also very curious. You did not just stop feeling
emotions for me as a choice-it's because of the bond," she said, phrasing it
like a question.
"I suppose it could be perceived that way. Although, you realize, surely, that
I had I broken up with you before the imprint had taken place..?"
"Yes, of course. How could I forget?" Bella plastered a strained smile onto her
face. "I understand that. However, if the imprint hadn't had happened, you'd
have still had feelings for me, feelings of love that stretched beyond mere
friendship," she insisted. "Instead of like now, where you can't even remember
those feelings. I'm right, aren't I? You'd still love me."
Edward hesitated in answering, not wanting to give her unhealthy hope, but
unable to deny the truth. "Yes. I suppose I would. But that's not going to
change anything. It happened. It's too late."
Bella nodded. "I know. I just needed some type of.. closure. And knowing that
you would still love me if this hadn't happened.. That gives me that closure.
Of course, I'm still hurting, but you, a person who doesn't have a choice in
the things they do, are far less culpable than someone who has done something
on purpose."
Edward nodded, understanding, but feeling strangely insulted at the same time.
The way she spoke so calmly about it was weird since she was implying that
Jacob was, sort of, the thing keeping them apart. Obviously, she wasn't angry
with Jacob. It was just weird to know she knew that and was understanding and
okay with it.
Bella looked like she wanted to say something more, but Jacob reentered the
room at that moment, unwisely leaving Charlie alone in the kitchen.
"Hey guys!" he said brightly with a wave. It was official. Jacob heard their
conversation and came to the same conclusion as Edward: Bella got her closure,
but what did that really mean? It was a perplexing thought, to think of the
implications. They didn't think she was going to do anything against their
relationship-they were just thinking about the psychological process she must
be going through.
"Hi, Jake," Bella returned, almost as brightly, giving a more half-hearted
wave. It was okay, too. Just because there was closure didn't mean she was
going to forgive and forget with a simple snap of the fingers. And they didn't
expect her to; indeed, they'd be concerned if she had.
"So, I set up everything for dinner, Bella. I even started on the food,
preheated the oven, and made some Kool-Aid. Jamaica flavored."
"That's my favorite," Bella said with a little smile. Jacob smiled back. Edward
rolled his eyes. That's why he picked it, obviously. Any extra things that help
Bella to be in a better mood, given the situation, was going to be done.
A pan clanged in the kitchen and the unmistakable sound of liquids spilling
abruptly onto the floor sounded loud before a dark smoke emitted from the
kitchen and the fire alarm began to chime. "Charlie!" Jacob yelled. "What did I
say about the stove?"
"All I did was put on some coffee!"
"You're gonna set the house on fire, old man!"
"Hey! I thought you weren't going to call me that anymore! We had a deal!"
Charlie called, indignantly.
"That deal ended when you went next to the stove!"
"It was the microwave!"
"Please, tell me you didn't-" Jacob said as he walked into the kitchen, waving
his hand around to see through the smoke. "Why did you put aluminum in the
microwave, again? I told you to stay away from the microwave."
"It's just a silver colored cup.. Isn't it?"
Edward could-quite literally-hear Jacob face-palm himself rather hardly from
the other room. Edward and Bella looked at each other for a second-then
promptly burst out laughing, practically rolling on the floor in their mirth,
still listening to Jacob and Charlie's bickering.
***** Memories Make The Heart Grow Fond *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Jacob supposed he'd be being more than a bit hypocritical if he were to deny
Edward's request of seeing his family. especially when Edward not only met his
family, but also his surrogate family. Did he mention said surrogate family
included Edward's ex-girlfriend and her father?
Yup, Jacob would be a hypocrite. So, he puffed up a deep breath and told
himself, mentally and firmly, to suck it up. How bad could meeting the Cullens
really be, after all?
...
After saying many goodbyes to Bella and Charlie, and after putting out the fire
in the kitchen from the microwave, Jacob and Edward left. Not long after they
were out of the door, though, did Edward broach the subject of seeing his
family again. The first time had been in the living room, but Jacob hadn't
given an answer, then. Jacob had an answer now, though.
"So, do you want to go?" Edward asked slowly, not reading Jacob's mind for the
answer, even though he could, quite easily.
"Yes, I suppose so. I mean, your family, they're nice, right? Yeah, I'm sure
they are. It'll be fine," Jacob said, reassuring himself more than answering
the question.
"Yeah, they're great. You'll love them. And I'm sure they'll love you. You're a
great guy, Jacob. And I'm not just saying that because you're my imprint,"
Edward added. "You're genuinely great; I'm surprised I hadn't noticed it
before. Then again, I'm not surprised at the same time. I mean, why would I be?
I was a right jerk, before. I wouldn't have given you the time of day, I wad so
prejudiced against you because of Bella," Edward laughed. "It's amazing how
stupid it all seems now."
"It really is," Jacob agreed. A comfortable silence fell and Edward reached out
and took Jacob's hand in his, smiling at the happy grin that crawled up Jacob's
face from the gesture.
Jacob smiled widely up at Edward. He could get used to this.
...
The Cullen household was a rather large and beautiful piece of modern
architecture. Very function-able, as they'd call it in the 1890s. The beauty
wasn't in any extra ornament or decoration; it was in the sharp lines and and
the regal air it gave as its glass walls shone in the light, making a rainbow
flicker across the surface. Jacob could see vast curtains on either side of the
walls, even from the outside.
Given that Forks was a generally cloudy place, the Cullens had no real need to
ever close these blinds. But, whenever they had those rather sudden, sunny
days, he imagined they all had to be shut closed, with only artificial lights
and candles to guide them through the vast house.
"We do not die from a few minutes in the sunlight, Jacob," Edward said, an
amused smile on his lips. "That, I'm afraid, is an old wives tale. We simply
get a burn, like one a human would get from being out in the sun for a
prolonged amount of time without sunscreen on or one you would get from placing
your hand on a hot stove top. It hurts like a bitch," Edward said with a
grimace, "and it makes for a very uncomfortable day, given the renewed
irritation the burn would receive with each movement, but we won't die. We do
not venture out into the sun much, regardless. Sometimes the pain is unbearable
and, if you stay out for too long, the pain becomes much worse than a sunburn."
"How bad?" Jacob asked with a furrowed eyebrow. Did Edward know these things
from experience?
"Terrible. The pain speads throughout your whole body, until you feel like
you're on fire, which, essentially, you are, minus the flames and ash. It's
really a very nasty feeling, way worse than being turned."
Jacob looked up at Edward, eyes wide. This was new ground. Would Jacob be
pushing it if he asked about Edward's life before he had been changed? Would he
be tresassing over the boundary line?
"What was your mother like?" Jacob asked softly, deciding to take the risk. The
worst thing Edward could do, after all, is not tell him.
Jacob remembered his mother, Lillian, with her jet black hair, tan skin, and
shining caramel colored eyes. She was so kind and beautiful, never without a
smile on her face. Jacob's face unknowingly formed his lips into the shape of a
nostalgic smile.
Edward smiled, too, as he said, "Her name was Marie. She had pale skin, like
mine now, and chocolate brown hair. She had a very lovely disposition, always
caring for others and always, always smiling, laughing. She was very carefree,
I guess you could say," Edward chuckled as he remembered, memories of his
mother and himself when he was younger swarming his mind.
A golden-brown haired child bouncing on the knee of a young woman in a yellow
dress. She was tickling him mercilessly as he bounced, giggles falling
uncontrollably from his lips as he shrieked with his laughter.
A boy running in the fields of a grand pasture overflowing with flowers of all
kinds, his mother chasing after him in her Sunday best, completely disregarding
the fact it could be stained with grass as she followed the child in a game of
his own making.
A smile, a song, a lullaby being sung gently, being crooned into his ear as his
mother lay him down to sleep, as his mother took care of him whenever he got
sick.
Edward remembered when he had been in the hospital beds so long ago, on the
edge of death, how he wished his mother could be there to sing him to his final
rest, to gently lay him down to sleep. When Carlisle had turned him, he
remembered holding it against him for the longest time, even now the grudge had
persisted. He had been ready for death, Edward had, ready to see his mother
again. And Carlisle had taken that from him.
But looking at Jacob's face now, scrunched up in concern, for Edward had been
quiet for a rather long time, reminiscing as he had been, Edward couldn't be
more grateful for Carlisle's action. He had found his soul mate, the one he was
meant to be with. He was glad, for, now, where he had once thought his mother
would be sad and pitying for his life as a vampire, he now knew, without a
shadow of a doubt, she'd be smiling down at him now, proud and happy of him and
for him.
"Edward?" Jacob asked hesitantly, squeezing Edward's hand gently. Edward's eyes
lost their glaze and he looked at Jacob intently.
"She would have loved you," Edward said whispered, gripping Jacob's hand
tighter in his, tears brimming in his eyes.
Jacob smiled a smile like sunshine before he leaned forward and kissed Edward,
his lips soft and reassuring against Edward's. Edward kissed back, lips
massaging back, rubbing, embracing, his free hand reaching up to hold Jacob's
cheek in his gently in place. Placing one last peck on Jacob's mouth, Edward
pulled back, his thumb rubbing Jacob's chin.
When Edward looked into Jacob's eyes, he saw the tears pooling there and
pressed two gentle kisses against each of Jacob's eyelids. Jacob smiled a
little watery smile at Edward as he said softly, with a small laugh, "My mom
would have adored you."
Edward pressed his forehead against Jacob's for a moment before pulling back to
say, "We'd better go inside. They're watching," he said, festering towards the
house.
And, just as Edward said, the Cullen family were gathered in the door frame,
quite a few jaws slack with shock. Then, Emmett surprised Edward and Jacob by
whistling and saying with a over-exaggerated and playful leer, "As 'hot' as
this is, you and your puppy need to come inside and kindly explain what the
fuck you're doing kissing, yeah?"
Rosalie elbowed him gently, then turned to Edward with a raised eyebrow, "Care
to explain, baby brother?"
Jasper was grinning, having felt the love that had been flowing between them
during their kiss. He was happy as long as Edward was happy. Alice looked as
though she felt the same, but it was strange because, beside the happiness,
there was a great triumph. Maybe she had seen this before them all without
telling them and the triumph was from being correct, even though she always was
correct and he'd never sensed the emotion before.
He pushed it to the back of his mind. It must just be stemming from her
happiness for Edward.
Yeah, that was it, he thought as he watched Jacob blush and Edward grin.
***** Uncomfortable And Comforting *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Everyone went into the living room and sat on the chairs that looked sleek and
modern and, therefore, cool, but were, in reality, more than a bit
uncomfortable. Jacob slid down one of them more than once with Edward watching
him, laughing silently.
Jacob scowled at him. Edward's smile widened.
Someone cleared their throat. Looking up, Jacob saw Carlisle looking at him
expectantly, along with the rest of the group. Except Alice, as she already
knew what was going to happen.
"Jacob, how are you doing? Well, I hope. Are you hungry? Tired?" a vampire with
kind eyes and chocolate brown tresses fired off, seeming very nervous-nervous?
Them? He was the lone wolf here!
"I'm fine, Ms. Cullen."
"Esme," she responded. "You can call me Esme."
"Esme," Jacob repeated with a warm smile that was immediately returned. "I'm
actually stuffed. We ate dinner at my dad's and then at Bella's, so.." he
trailed off when he noticed how everyone was staring at Edward now at the
mention of Bella's name.
What must they be thinking of him? That's he some cheater, or something, most
likely. Jacob rolled his eyes and turned to look at Edward himself.
The corner of Edward's lips were quirked into an amused smile, whether at
Jacob's thoughts or the rest of the Cullen clan, Jacob wasn't sure.
"Jacob imprinted on me," Edward said bluntly. No one understood; if anything,
they seemed more confused than before, when they had no answers. "It means that
we're soul mates," Edward clarified.
"How?" Esme asked, question directed at Jacob. All eyes swiveled to him. He
gulped.
"I.. um," he glances at Edward for support. Edward nods. "It's rather cheesy,"
he says sheepishly. Everyone continues to stare. "I.. When a wolf finds his
soul mate, they are looking into their eyes. You have to be a certain age for
it to happen, sometime after the transformation takes place. Even if you had
know the wolf before he had been a wolf, they wouldn't have imprinted you yet..
It's complicated."
"Try your best," Esme encouraged gently. "We'd all like to know, I'm sure." she
said, looking around. Everyone nodded their agreement.
"When they look into their soul mate's eyes for the first time after they've
transformed, the wolf's center of their world changes. Gravity seems to shift
until its direction it pointed solely at their mate. The mate is of the utmost
importance; we'd do anything to to keep them safe, to protect them," he glanced
at Edward. "I.. passed out after I realized it."
Emmett guffawed. Jacob sent him a withering glance.
"Can you imagine it?" Jacob said. "Seeing your life with your future mate, all
these visions of your life flashing past your eyes, good and bad. Knowing
you're going to be with this person forever. That, in itself, can be a
tremendous shock. Add to that the fact that you went to find this person with
the intention of yelling at them and-possibly, being violent with them-only to
fall hopelessly in love with them.." Jacob shook his head. "It's pretty
intense."
Emmett looked at them incredulously. "Why were you going to yell at him?"
Rosalie answered the question before Jacob could. "Think, Emmett, back to this
morning. Edward had broken up with Bella.."
"Oh, right. Alice got that call from you, Jacob. You said something about
Bella.." Emmett's brow furrowed as he was tried to remember. "What happened?"
"She had been missing. We found her," Jacob reassured him, as Emmett's eyes had
gone comically wide. Edward was grinning a bit at the sight. "We even saw her,
as I'd mentioned earlier. She understands." Emmett's eyebrow lifted in
disbelief. "Well, she does, to the best of her abilty," he amended.
"This imprint thing," Emmett began, "it's for life?"
Jacob looked at Edward, trying to gauge his reaction as he said, "Yes. Of
course, Edward could leave at any time, but I would always be attached to him,
always love him..." he hesitated before continuing, "There have been stories
told of abandoned wolves who die from heart break... Without their mates."
Tears welled up in his eyes, thinking about it. What if Edward.. left?
Edward was looking at him now, moving closer to him, holding his hand,
caressing his face. Only then did Jacob realize that tears had begun to fall
from his eyes, the emotions being carefully held back by a metaphorical dam
collapsing as he realized the truth of it all. Should Edward ever decide to
leave him, should he stop loving him, he'd be helpless to do anything. He'd
wither and die without him. His heart was clenching quite painfully just
thinking about it.
Edward had been murmuring sweet nothings into Jacob's ear, trying to calm him.
His family had already left, at a glare from Edward, now in another room, but
still able to listen in with their heightened hearing. "I'm not going to
leave.. never going to leave.." he crooned gently, petting Jacob's hair.
Jacob grabbed at Edward's shirt, breathing slowly as he allowed himself to take
in what Edward was saying. He wasn't going to leave; he was going to stay. He
smiled a little, wiping a stray tear from his eye, looking up at Edward and
tilting his head back. Edward lowered his lips to Jacob's, placing a lingering
kiss upon the soft, sweet surface, his tongue sneaking out to swipe the plump
lip on the bottom. Jacob let out a soft moan, opening his mouth to Edward,
letting him enter.
Their kiss was starting to become less tender and more passionate, tongues
battling with each other, licking the tops of mouths, nipping at supple lips,
when Emmett came back into the room, a hand over his eyes, the other hand
outstretched before him saying loudly, "Is it okay to look? Can we come back
in?"
Edward let out a world weary sigh, letting his forehead drop to Jacob's
shoulder. Jacob let out a little laugh, pushing on Edward's chest playfully as
he said, "Emmett, it's fine. Please remove the hand from your eyes before you
crash."
"Or leave it there," Edward said, tongue-in-cheek. "Your choice."
Everyone came back into the room, sat back down on the uncomfortable chairs,
ignoring what had just passed. Emmett looked around and, knowing no one else
was going to say anything, asked the question they were all wondering-or was
that just him? "So, have you guys fucked yet?"
Everyone bit their lip to keep from laughing, but Rosalie just laughed and
laughed, unrepentant adding, "Yeah, who's the pitcher and who's the catcher?"
with a leud wink.
Jacob blushed to the roots of his hair, while Edward glared menacingly at them
all, which would have had them cowering in fear, if it weren't for the smile
trying to break out over his face as well.
***** Crumbling Metaphorical Walls *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Emmett shifted in his chair and rubbed his hands together. Carlisle's frown
became more pronounced. Everyone was staring at Edward and Jacob, curious.
Jacob reached out a hand and grabbed Edward's in a vice grip. Edward squeezed
back and began, "I realize when I left this morning no one expected this to
happen, myself included. I had set out to La Push with the intention of talking
to the werewolves about something, and ran into Jacob instead. I'm glad I did,"
he said with a small smile. "Yet, the reason I went there is still unavoidable.
It still needs to be discussed, at length. I realize now that I should have
discussed it with you guys before now, but, at the time, I had been annoyed and
frustrated." The tiniest glance was sent Carlisle's way. "I feel that now would
be a good time to talk about it."
The room stayed quiet for a moment. Then Jasper spoke: "When you broke up with
Bella this morning, you never fully explained your reasoning, at least, it
wasn't really.. coherent. Although, from what I gather, it has something to do
with me. I wonder if you'd indulge me and repeat your reasons without being
offended by an imaginary double entendre?"
Edward's lips quivered as he reigned in a smile. Then again, what did hiding it
really do? Jasper could feel his emotions. "Indeed it did have something to do
with you," Edward agreed with a tilt if his head, "but it wasn't only because
of you, although, I must say, that was a rather rude awakening. It was needed,
however, and I bear you no ill-will.
Bella will always be in danger with us. Do you agree?" He was speaking to
everyone, now. They all nodded, although Carlisle did it reluctantly, along
with Alice who seemed to want to say something. But Edward already knew what it
was, though, and answered it without letting her say it aloud, "Before you ask
why I didn't just change her, why don't you ask yourself if you'd kill a human
on a full stomach? The analogy fits quite well. Think about it: If you were
full, why would you kill anything? That's greedy. And why a human, when they're
are other choices? That's cruel and repulsive. Out of the question. It also
questions your morals-are you really willing to take this life?"
"It shouldn't be about any of those things, though," Alice said. "If you love
someone and know they're going to be with you forever, then why not make them a
vampire?"
"Why isn't it about those things? And forever isn't as long as it used to be.
Is it really worth the chance of it lasting that long?" Alice looked frustrated
and about to retort, but Edward cut her off saying, "Look, all I'm saying is
that I couldn't do that. Especially given that me and Bella weren't meant to
last forever." That last bit he said with finality, looking towards Alice. "And
as for being with someone forever, especially given the level of uncertainly
and the probability it won't last forever, this is all I have to say: the ends
does not justify the means."
Alice looked at him coldly and he was sure that the room's temperature just
plummeted about twenty degrees when Alice said, "What about Jacob? If it
weren't for you, he wouldn't be a werewolf. I'm also sure the first
transformation was horribly painful, right, Jacob?"
Jacob looked confused as to why Alice was including him in a conversation that
most certainly didn't involve him, but if she wanted him to talk, then he
would.
"I'm sure it's quite obvious that there will always be vampires. Always.
Whether Edward was here or not, even if your whole family never set foot in
Forks, another vampire would have, eventually."
Alice redirected her gaze to Edward, her expression unchanging. "And your
imprint? Now he'll never be free to choose who he wants. Now you'll never be
able to, either. You've taken that from each other and there wasn't even a
choice involved, morally wrong or not."
Edward could see Alice was just trying to make a point, which he could
understand. He'd made his, hadn't he? But bringing their imprint into something
like this and tarnishing it like she was.. Couldn't she see how rude it was? Or
could she only see Bella?
Edward felt his eyes narrow as he finally penetrated the wall Alice had created
in her mind to prevent him from reading her mind. Quickly reading Jasper's
mind, he realized he didn't know, which was surprising. Knowing he'd most
likely regret ever doing this, he pushed forward anyways, "You talk about our
imprint as though we regret it. I can tell you now, I've never felt more..
complete," he said, throwing her words back at her, the words she used to
describe her and Jasper's relationship not a year ago. "I feel as though.. I've
know him forever and I could never regret something so.. ideal. I'm sure you
can understand Alice. You have Jasper, after all."
Alice's eyes went wide and panicked, Jasper's brow furrowing in concern. He
glared at Edward for whatever he'd done. Edward shrugged at him saying, "Now,
now, no need to get angry. Or panicked. After all, you are meant to be. Why
would that make you feel panicked, anyhow?"
Jasper looked like he wanted to know the same thing. He reached out to grab
Alice's hand only to have her pull away from him. His eyes widened perceptibly.
Alice never pulled away from him. "Are you okay? What's going on?"
When Alice didn't answer, the other occupants took it upon themselves to fill
the unheard of void. "Edward, weren't you were going to tell us about why you
went to La Push?" Emmett prompted.
"Right, right," Edward murmured. He glanced over at Jacob, who was watching
Alice and Jasper curiously. Then he glanced at Alice, who was slowly shrinking
away from Jasper and his touches, throwing pleading glances at Edward, who
sighed heavily. "So, I went to La Push because I needed to talk with the pack
leader, Sam," he began loudly. Jasper looked over, momentarily distracted, and
Alice slipped from his reach, quickly putting some distance between herself and
Jasper. "I was thinking, maybe, he could help me out. With Bella."
"How would he do that?" Emmett questioned.
"I thought maybe he'd get everyone to become more involved with Bella, as a
whole. I wasn't originally planning to stay here, in Forks. I was going to
leave. As to where? I've no idea. I hadn't planned that far ahead. Anyways, I
digress. I had honestly gone over there with the hope that Sam would agree and
include Bella in more things. After all, they could protect her without posing
as a threat to her. I was also hoping maybe one of the boys down there would
take her mind off of me," he said awkwardly. Emmett raised an eyebrow as
everyone else frowned.
"Who?" Jacob asked.
"You, actually," Edward admitted, looking at Jacob. "You were obviously very
good friends and I was hoping maybe a romance would blossom. I actually thought
you'd already harbored feelings for her," he said with a blush, "that went
beyond friendship."
To Edward's surprise, Jacob laughed. "Why would you think that? I mean, don't
get me wrong, Bella's great. And I love her, but that's just it. That love is
like one you would feel for a sibling rather than a.. lover. Even if I had
developed those kinds of feelings, I was waiting for my mate. Being the a
relative to the last alpha, it was more likely that I would find my mate. Bella
would have been left behind. I already know what happens there-look at Ally.
She's so bitter towards Sam. No, there's no way I could have done that to
Bella, even in that hypothetical world," he finished with a yawn.
Edward nodded in understanding. He couldn't help think how much better of a
solution that was than what Alice was doing to Jasper. He shook his head,
ridding himself of the thoughts. They weren't going to change anything.
Glancing at the clock, Edward realized just how late it had become. It was
almost eleven. And was Jacob looking more tired than just five minutes ago-
rubbing his eyes, yawning obscenely-or was that just Edward's imagination?
Leaning towards Jacob, giving the illusion of privacy through his whispers,
Edward asked, "Do you want me to drive you home?"
Jacob looked up at him with bleary eyes. "I thought you'd never ask," he said
tiredly, getting to his feet slowly. Edward frowned at him. He looked dead on
his feet. Maybe he should..? No, that was ridiculous, he thought firmly to
himself with a shake of the head.
His mouth had other ideas. "There's a bed in my room," he blurted out. He
blushed. "That is to say, you could sleep. On my bed, if you're tired. Or I
could take you home," he said getting to his feet himself and speaking quickly,
becoming flustered when Jacob just looked at him. "Yeah, I'll take you home.
Are you late? Will your dad be angry? You know, I can drive very fast, we could
be there in-" Edward's ramblings were cut off by Jacob's soft lips pressing
against his own, just a quick touch.
"Your room's great," Jacob said with a wide smile. "Now.. where's it at?" he
said looking around excitedly.
Well, Edward thought happily to himself, Jacob definitely wasn't tired anymore.
***** A Glimpse Of An Impossibility *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Edward had never seen Jacob so impatient to do anything. He doubted anyone had.
Practically dragging Edward along, Jacob ran up the stairs, exclaiming
excitedly, "So, where's your bedroom?"
Edward was chuckling as he said, "Straight down, last door, to the right."
Edward was tugged again. When the door opened, Jacob seemed to lose all his
nervous energy, dropping Edward's hand in favor of rubbing his arm and looking
shyly at the ground, rubbing the soles of his shoes idly into the cherry wood
floors.
Edward tangled his hand with Jacob's own once again, like a pair of octopi in a
fit of passion, and pulled him across the room and to the chaise. Seating
himself on it, leaning back against it, he pulled Jacob to him until Jacob
straddled his lap.
Eyes swirling and darkening significantly from lust, Edward locked his lips
with Jacob's, prying open Jacob's mouth to battle with his tongue in a duel of
the fiercest kind. Jacob moaned, unconciously rubbing his erection against
Edward's, provoking a deep growl to rip its way out of Edward's throat.
Relocating his lips to the delicate bud under Jacob's ear, Edward used the
sweet spot to his advantage, suckling and licking, nipping and kissing it until
it was bruised and Jacob was moaning wantonly from the teasing, hips grinding
down in a way that brought forth intense pleasure that was almost painful.
Edward's hips bucked up, lower body desperate for more contact.
Bracing himself on Edward's shoulder's, Jacob lifted his legs up, situating
himself so his butt was directly above Edward's very pronoucned erection.
Wriggling it, tempting, he murmured teasingly into Edward's ear, "What goes
around comes around."
Edward's hands shot out unexpectedly to grab at Jacob's plump bottom, squeezing
it and kneading it. Jacob threw his head back, a throaty moan escaping before
his jaw snapped shut. Jacob glared at Edward half-heartedly before a soft groan
passed through his lips on a particularly hard thrust from Edward, his eyes
glazing over in pleasure. He felt his stomach tighten, heat pooling and
settling in ropes, leaving him hot and sweating all over. He panted heavily
into Edward's ear, his legs pulling and pushing, grounding down, slipping,
rubbing, massaging, the emotions making his eyes droop.
He was surprised when he felt something moving down there, Edward's hand
slithering like a snake between their entangled bodies. He felt it cup him,
felt the rough rubs that pushed him to his climax, a gasp the only warning he
could give in his surprise as blinding, white-hot pleasure shot through his
entire body, nerve ends tingling, frazzled and oversensitive. Edward, feeling
the proof of his mate's pleasure, let go, his satisfaction coming out in ropes,
sending him to a place where he floated along in a daze. "Fuck.." he murmured
thickly.
When Edward came back to Earth, he realized that Jacob was dozing lightly on
his shoulder, eyelids too heavy for him to raise them properly. He gave Jacob a
light shake, startling Jacob from his bliss. He smiled lazily at Edward,
pulling himself up into Edward's arms more securly, wrapping himself around
Edward, pulling ever closer into his embrace, cuddling. He sighed contentedly,
burrowing his head into Edward's neck, placing open-mouthed kisses along
Edward's pulsing Adam's apple sleepily.
Edward rubbed Jacob's back in a slow, calming motion, soothing him to sleep.
He, of course, stayed awake, listening to Jacob's dreams, smiling when they
were not of their.. activities, for want of a better word, but of their future.
Snippets of things to come, almost like memories with their intensity and
vividness. Lazy days, full of TV and soft couches. Hot days, full of pools and
water hoses. Angry days, full of shouts and tears, sad days almost identical.
Make ups, happiness, love, smiles, arms, legs, bodies entwining, pushing,
slippery, tight, their lives flashing by in an overwhelming tide that
threatened to rob Edward of his unnecessary breath.
One memory really came in clear, however. Edward saw himself and Jacob walking
through a forest, coming to a clearing similar to the one he had taken Bella
to, but unlike it in ways that warmed Edward's heart as only blood could. He
wondered if this vision was real, if it'd come true.
The clearing was larger, wider, full of ferns and daisies, roses, trees
blooming with white blossoms, strong and tall. A small pond was off to the
right, lillies floating on their pads, frogs hopping, crickets chirping, the
whole scene surreal. They were laying on blanket colored orange, black, yellow,
and green, a blend that complimented the forest surrounding it, as well as the
people. They appeared happy, more than happy. Joyful, playful, excited, energy
bursting forth with their laughs, their smiles.
Then, Edward noticed it. Noticed why he and Jacob weren't cuddled together as
they were now. There, nestled between them, was a toddler, maybe three or four.
He had silky charcoal hair, like Jacob and pale skin, like Edward. The angle
wasn't great, but, from what he could see, the boy was identical to Jacob in
almost every way, except for the skin color, hair, eyes, and nose, which all
looked suspiciously like Edward's own.
It was only when 'dream Edward' lifted the child into the air, tickling the
boy, maiking him shriek with joyous laughter, that Edward realized it, that the
boy was theirs, of their DNA.
Shock immobilized him for a moment, before one thought pushed its way to the
forefront of his mind: How?
***** Of Chases And Dares *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
The morning light shines through a window from the left side of the room, aqua
curtains parted, barely, for a sliver of sun to brighten the room enough for
vague shapes and outlines to be identified as people or merely objects. Jacob
was laying on the chaise, his body embraced by Edward's, whose body was curled
and wrapped protectively around Jacob's.
Pale hands played with Jacob's hair, the strands falling from the fingers
gracefully. Jacob smiled lazily, tangling his fingers with Edward's, his back
arching like a cat's as he stretched. He sighed contentedly. Waking up had
never been so peaceful, so easy. Generally, when he woke up, it was by an
alarm. An alarm that blared, a cacophony that had him slamming his hand down on
the alarm itself for a moment's peace. He could get used to this.
Turning in Edward's arms, Jacob burrowed himself more firmly into Edward's
hold. Edward laughed, resting his chin on Jacob's shoulder, his chuckles
shaking his body, and, therefore, Jacob. "Jacob," Edward cajoled. "You do
realize we'll have to get out of bed soon? It's almost," he sent a glance
towards the clock, above the door, "eight o'clock."
"'T's too early," Jacob mumbled into Edward's neck. Edward laughed again.
Poking Jacob on the sides, causing Jacob to scramble away in haste, he said,
"My, my Jacob, are you ticklish, then?"
Jacob shook his head quickly, the charcoal tresses framing his face swaying
slightly. "I think you are.." Edward said, facetious. Jacob's eyes widened
slightly, darting around the room before settling on the door. In that split
second, in which Jacob glanced towards Edward, Jacob was already halfway out
the door. Edward gave chase with a shrug of his shoulders.
Although Jacob was a fast runner (especially considering he wasn't shifted), he
was no match for a vampire. Jacob had already been resigned to the fact that he
was going to be captured, so, when Edward came around the corner of the living
room, he was hardly surprised.
In fact, he was already laughing in anticipation of the tickling that was sure
to come, his face flushed, eyes bright with expectation. Edward stalked closer,
long fingers curling, a wicked grin on his face. Jacob took a step back, then
another, 'till his back was pressed against the tile of the wall, the cold
seeping through his shirt, making chills course throughout his body.
Launching himself forward with a war cry, Edward began to tickle Jacob without
mercy, making Jacob chortle and giggle so much Edward was afraid Jacob's face
would remain permanently in this expression of happiness, eyes crinkled, lips
spread tightly over teeth in merriment. Jacob, meanwhile, was begging for some
relief, the laughter beginning to oversensitive his nerve endings, his breath
coming out in pants, mixing with his giggles.
Edward stopped tickling Jacob, laying his head against his back, arms lightly
gripping Jacob's waist. Jacob lifted his arms to wrap them around Edward's
neck, turning his head and placing a kiss on Edward's neck.
The moment was ruined a moment later by Emmett bounding down the stairs two at
a time, yelling at the top of his lungs. Jasper was lunging after him, snarling
like a mad man. Rosalie followed at a more sedate pace with a smile on her
face, occasionally cheering Emmett on as he dodged attacks from Jasper, while
Alice lingered behind the door frame, a frown marring her features, as Carlisle
and Esme entered the room.
Still entangled, Jacob and Edward, turned in each other's arms to watch the
proceedings. "You know the rules!" Emmett called out. "You're the one who
agreed!" Jasper growled at him. Emmett stuck out his tongue immaturely.
"Wait, wait," Jacob intervened. "What's going on here?"
"Well, apparently, Emmett and Jasper had a little bet going on, something to do
with you guys," Rosalie said. Jacob's brows rose in confusion, along with
Edward's, "something about whether or not you guys would 'get intimate'," she
said with air quotes, "before today.. I suppose Emmett won," she added
unnecessarily, with an elegant shrug of the shoulders, grinning.
Edward groaned. Jacob blushed, his skin becoming hot and sweaty in his
embarrassment. Edward rubbed his arms, trying to make his temperature lower
back to a more normal level. Emmett, distracted by the conversation, had paused
to listen in, giving Jasper the perfect opportunity to tackle him. "Ooof!"
Emmett grunted in surprise.
Jasper laughed in victory. "Gotcha!"
Emmett looked at him, uncomfortable, as his leg was at an awkward angle
underneath him. "Well," he muttered, "what are you going to do?"
Jasper pondered this for a moment; Emmett took it to flip their positions.
"Aha!" he cried, pumping a fist in the air. "Now, you lost the bet. Accept it
like a man!"
"I can't do that and you know it," Jasper said, glancing at Alice, who smiled
at him half-heartedly.
"It's fine, really. Go ahead. I give you permission," she added with a laugh
like shattering glass.
Jasper looked confused by her answer, but Emmett just pressed forward saying,
"See? Alice doesn't mind! So, there's nothing stopping you!"
Jasper looked at Emmett disdainfully. Edward grinned. Jacob was still confused,
and, pulling on Edward's sleeve, he asked in a whisper that everyone could
still hear, "What is it, exactly, that he has to do?"
Edward was chuckling as he responded, "If Jasper won, Emmett'd have had to ask
Sam Uley out on a date," Jacob guffawed; he couldn't help it. He could imagine
Sam's face, should it have happened that way: lip curled in disbelief, eye
twitching in shock, nose flared in offense that a vampire should ask him this
when he was already imprinted to Emily.
"And if Emmett won?"
Edward's grin widened perceptibly, as he said supensefully,"Well, if Emmett
won-which he did, obviously-Jasper would have to ask Seth Clearwater on a
date."
Jacob's jaw slackened in surprise and apprehension. Should Seth agree and go
out with Jasper, especially with Jasper having no intentions to continue this
'romance', Leah would tear Jasper to shreds, ripping him apart piece by piece
for daring to get her baby brother's hopes up, only to leave him heart-broken.
Knowing how charming Jasper could be, Jacob felt pity for him. Guy had no idea
just what he was getting himself into, he thought sympathetically.
***** To Ask A Wolf Out On A Date *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Jasper had had Jacob arrange the meeting with Seth. They had agreed to meet at
the border line between the La Push and Forks, so as not to upset the treaty,
even if Edward had gone into La Push just yesterday. Jasper figured he'd be
pushing it, especially considering he was no one's mate, and, therefore, had no
valid excuse. His reason would, undoubtedly, go over terribly with Sue
Clearwater and her daughter, Leah. Imagine, 'I lost a bet and have to go out on
a date with your son as a consequence. 'Hope you don't mind; we'll be back
before ten." Jasper snorted. Yeah, that would blow up in his face.
Jasper had sat, unknowingly,on the same fallen tree trunk Edward and Jacob had
sat on the day before, to wait for Seth to arrive. When Seth did arrive, he was
in the form of a wolf. He quickly went behind a tree and changed into a pair of
shorts, no shirt, seemingly nonchalant about his half-nakedness. Jasper was
tempted to take off his own shirt to put himself and Seth on equal footing, as
ever since he had first caught a glimpse of that golden skin, he had become
breathless-figuratively, of course. He resisted the urge.
Remembering why he was there, Jasper's nerves came back tenfold. He tore his
gaze from the young wolf's chest and stared at the floor instead. He could feel
Seth's confusion, but could not bring himself to look at him.
Seth, after waiting for an indeterminable amount of time for Jasper to speak,
said, ebulliently with a hand outstretched, "I'm Seth Clearwater." When Jasper
made no response, he continued, dropping his hand, "Of course, you already knew
that, as you were the one who arranged this meeting." Seth cocked his head to
the side in confusion. "I'm here, and yet.. you do not speak. What is wrong?"
he asked, concerned, now, that Jasper had not spoken and word and continued to
stare at the ground, shuffling the leaves on the floor around.
Jasper cleared his throat. He did not understand why it was so difficult to
just ask Seth. After all, he didn't have to go out with him; he just had to ask
him. Gaining enough courage to look up enough to at least see his chest, Jasper
began to speak, "So, err, hi. I'm Jasper, uhmm, obviously. I had asked Jacob to
arrange this meeting today because I," he cleared his throat here, rather
loudly, "because I had, uhh, wanted to, err, askyououtonadate," he said
quickly.
"I'm sorry. What was that?" Seth asked, his brows drawn together in confusion.
"Uhhm, would you, Seth, like to go out on a date with, uhmm, me, Jasper?"
Seth's eyes widened in surprise. Well, he certainly hadn't expected this. Hmmm,
well, this could be interesting. And he was good looking..
Smiling at Jasper winningly, Seth said, "You, Jasper, can most certainly take
me, Seth, out on a date. How about tonight? Is that okay for you? I'm afraid
it's the only time I have available, since I have school."
"That's perfect," Jasper said with relief. "Six o'clock, then?"
"Yeah, that's fine. See you then, I guess," Seth said, shifting anxiously,
seeing as Jasper had yet to look him in the face. They went there separate
ways, then, looking over their shoulders to sneak glances at each other.
During those glances, however, they did not once meet each other's eyes.
...
Edward had retold everything he had read from Jasper's mind to Jacob, who
listened eagerly. Jasper had returned not thirty minutes ago, but had gone
straight to his room, locking himself in. The only person he would open the
door for was Alice. He seemed to be putting more thought into this date than
was warranted, Edward felt.
"So, they're going at seven?" Jacob asked.
"Yeah, that's what they agreed on. Weird how they didn't look each other in the
eyes, don't you think?" Edward mused aloud.
Jacob let out a small gasp, "You don't think..?"
They looked at each other. "No!" they laughed, shrugging it off. But the
thought lingered, still.
Jasper came into the room not a minute later. His eyes were bright and he was
excited. An idea had just come to him and Edward almost laughed hearing the
thought run through his mind. Jacob looked up at Jasper expectantly.
"So.. how do you guys feel about a double date?"
***** A Firm Basis For A Relationship *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Alice pulled the knot on Edward's tie firmly, then double checked it to make
sure it wasn't loose. Edward didn't move, standing stock still, as she
inspected her work.
Jacob and Jasper were in the room opposite of the one Edward and Alice were
occupying, getting ready for the date. Jacob had insisted that they get ready
separately, so as to increase the excitement and surprise. After all, it 'was
their first date', as Jacob had said exasperatedly when Edward had asked.
Edward had rolled his eyes. Why worry about such frivolous things? He'd rather
get ready together, but when he had suggested it, Jacob had, unexpectedly,
blushed, mumbling something along the lines of 'counter-productive to our
goal'. Of course, this made Edward insist more upon their getting ready
together, now excited about something that was not the date, but Jasper had
intervened here, pushing him out the door and saying he was going to stay with
Jacob so Edward wouldn't [quote] "prey upon Jacob's 'maiden head'" [unquote],
to which Jacob had squawked indignantly, playing along, "I am no fair maiden,
sir!". Edward had laughed outside the door, hearing their bickering.
He was chuckling now, thinking about it. Alice glared at him, as his shaking
body had interrupted her observations. "If you want me to help you, you're
going to have to stay still. Now," she said, rubbing her palms together, like a
mad scientist with a plot, "seeing as I am the one who bought all of your
clothing, shoes, etcetera, I will be the one to choose your entire attire. You
tuxedo is a deep, sea blue, your tie is black, so your shoes will have to
match.." she began mumbling to herself about these things, completely immersed.
Edward rocked back onto his heels, whistling 'Razorblade' by the Strokes. He
mimicked having a drum set in front of him, acted like he had the sticks and
was battering away at them. 'Next moment, he was playing an air guitar, which
would have been rather impressive if (a) there was music and (b) someone was
watching-Alice was searching for the 'perfect shoes to highlight his suit,
blah, blah' and, therefore, missed it.
When she turned around, she caught a peek of him playing, what was surely, the
tiniest violin on Earth. She smiled at him indulgently, holding out a pair of
black loafers-Stacy Adam's, to be precise. Edward took them with a mocking bow
and a salute. Alice rolled her eyes at his childish behavior.
"So, Alice? Do tell me why you think it a good idea to distance yourself from
Jasper, rather then tell him the truth about the vision you saw for the
future?"
Alice looked at Edward, expression carefully neutral. "I do believe, dearest
Edward, that that is none of your business."
"You see, dear sister, I object. I've read your mind, Alice-after all, you
can't quote Shakespeare all the time. I've seen how you've lost sight of
Jasper's future at different intervals of his life; I've also noticed that the
same thing happened when Jacob imprinted on me. You can't see my future
anymore, can you?"
Alice shook her head, seeing no reason to deny this; it was the truth, after
all. Edward continued, "I've reached the same conclusion as you: something
about the shape shifters blocks your ability to see their future. Seeing as my
future is Jacob's future, my future is blocked, too. If we can assume with a
high percentage of guarantee, I'd imagine that Jasper is set to get involved
with a shape shifter, as well. Correct?" Edward asked.
"That's my assumption, yes. Of course, Jasper's future didn't disappear until
Emmett had placed the bet with him, immediately after that his futurebecame..
impossible to see." Alice frowned, obviously discomforted by the fact. "Seth
has to be the missing link; I know it. Somehow, he will be the one."
Edward considered this. He had to agree; it made a certain amount of sense.
"You still have not answered my question," Edward prompted.
Alice sighed. "Before Jasper's future became.. blank, I had seen him, sad and
lonely. 'See, when you decided to break up with Bella, moments after the party,
I had a vision," Here, Alice glanced up at Edward uncertainly. Edward nodded to
show that the topic no longer bothered him, conveying his approval, a
'proceed'. "I saw Bella and myself together. I mean to say, we were involved..
Romantically," she clarified unnecessarily. Edward nodded again, with a tinge
of impatience. "By the time the break up was confirmed, I was already
anticipating it, excited and happy-our future seemed a guarantee; however,
Jasper hovered over it like a rain cloud. Any vision pertaining to him showed
sadness, one of them even showed him reverting to feeding off of humans," Alice
said sadly. Edward winced at the possibility.
I was worried for him, but I didn't know how to explain it. I'm sure he's felt
my moods, which have been shifting rather fast, depending on my thoughts. Yet,
he hasn't said a word, letting me come to terms with it, expecting me to come
to him when I'm ready, like always. I can't though," she looked at Edward with
tears in her eyes. "Even if this Seth imprints on him, he will feel pain still.
I still love Jasper, but it is not meant to be. How do I explain that to him?"
"Alice, calm yourself, please; Jasper and Jacob could enter at any moment," he
said gently. "Now, about Jasper and Bella: It seems that Jasper being involved
with Seth is a guarantee, so no worries there. Bella, you'll have to talk to
her, though I advise against trying anything too soon." Alice nodded.
"Do you think it strange, Fate's plan? Before Bella, I never like girls, not
even remotely. Now, it seems I'm bisexual," she stated wonderingly.
"Same here. Fate is intricate and complex, but it has its reasons for
everything it does. But there's one thing to keep in mind," he said.
"And what is that?" she asked curiously.
"That it's okay to like cock. And it's okay to like pussy, too. Just not at the
same time." Alice laughed at the Queer As Folk advice as Edward pulled her into
a hug.
...
When Edward saw Jacob, his heart beat like a hummingbird's wings. He thought
his heart would burst out of his chest from the combined wave of adoration and
lust that surged forth when he caught sight of the silky, black tresses, the
white tux with the black silk vest, the perfectly polished loafers, the
handsome face curved into a shy smile. Edward's heart fluttered again.
"Wow," he said intelligently when he could speak. Jacob chuckled at the fact
that he had rendered Edward speechless. Jacob was speechless himself, however,
as the sight of Edward in an exotic blue tuxedo, a silver vest.. He had to
reign in his thoughts before his mind brought forth other pictures.
Edward grinned, reading Jacob's mind, suddenly much more sure of himself now
that he knew they were on equal footing. He held out his arm for Jacob to take.
"Think we're overdressed?" he stage whispered to Jacob, looking over at Jasper
who was dressed modestly in a pair of black slacks and a maroon vest, a white
V-neck underneath.
"No such thing," Jacob whispered back in kind, with a wink.
Edward laughed. "Shall we, then?" he asked Jacob and Jasper. He received two
nods, one enthusiastic, the other more self-conscious. He led them out the
door.
...
When they arrived in La Push, the sun already setting making the sky dark,
hardly enough sunlight to really look at anybody and see their eyes without aid
by fluorescent lighting or light from the sun, Edward was sure it would be to a
pack of wolves prepared to chide Jasper and himself about safety and
promptness. He was surprised, then, to see only Leah and Seth waiting for them
when they pulled up in front of the Clearwater house.
Leah was fussing over Seth, rearranging his hair with her saliva and dusting
off imaginary fluff from his outfit, which consisted of tight blue jeans, a
light blue vest, and a white Hollister T-shirt. Jasper seemed relieved that
Seth had also decided to dress more casually. Edward was beginning to feel
uncomfortable in his tux. Jacob, as if sensing it, rubbed his thigh
reassuringly from where he sat in the front passenger seat of the Edward's Jeep
Wrangler.
Jasper got out of the Jeep to greet Seth, while Jacob and Edward stayed in the
vehicle, nodding and waving their salutations. Giving Setha small hug, Jasper
said a soft 'hello' to both Seth and Leah. Leah looked at him critically, much
like she had examined Edward when they had first met. She must have approved,
for the next minute she pulled Jasper into a brief hug before pushing him away
saying, "My brother is to be at this house at exactly eleven o'clock and not a
second later. Not a hair on his head is to be harmed and if I find out-"
"Leah!" Seth groaned, clapping a hand over her mouth, trying to stop her. She
continued to speak, but all that came out were muffled words along the lines
of, "You hmmmf noffn muggn!" Jasper nodded his 'comprehension'. Leah seemed
satisfied, giving Seth a hug and waving to Jacob and Edward before turning on
her heel and heading back into her house.
Jasper gestured towards the Jeep, quoting Edward with a smooth, "Shall we?"
Seth smiled brightly, replying jubilantly, "Yes, we shall."
Edward and Jacob looked at each other from their peripheral vision, thinking
the same thing: 'Looks like a firm basis for a relationship.'
***** Of Insecurities And Imprints *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
The restaurant, Piangi's, was extravagant. Seth and Jacob looked at it in awe,
surprised to be led here of all places. Looking at Edward, Jacob grabbed his
hand, smiling. You didn't have to do this, he thought.
"Of course, I did," Edward murmured. "Only the best for you. And, maybe, I
thought we should go to a resturaunt that lives up to our suits."
Jacob laughed. Seth gave him a strange look, while Jasper seemed torn on
whether or not to laugh with them. They all entered the resturaunt.
A man greeted them when they entered, collecting their jackets and asking for
their reservations, even though he obviously knew who they were-or, rather, who
Jasper and Edward were. "Do you have a reservation, sirs?" he asked politely.
"Yes," Jasper and Edward said at the same time, then laughed. Edward continued
for them both, "It should be under Cullen, Edward."
"A booth, correct, sir?"
"Yes, please. Is there one available by a window?" he asked.
"Let me check, sir," the man said, typing a couple of things out on his
keyboard, "There is one available sir, toward the back. Is that okay?"
"May I see it, first? Will that be a problem?"
"No problem at all, sir. Would you and your partner like to examine it
together, sir?"
Edward glanced at Jacob. "No, that's fine, but, if it's possible, may my
brother accompany me? For inspection?"
"Yes, of course, sir. Erick!" the man called. A tall, lanky boy came out of a
room, hair little skewed in his haste to get there, but, otherwise, as
professionally dressed as the first man.
"Yes?" Erick asked. Jacob noticed he seemed breathless. Did he run over here in
his hurry to please?
"Please escort these gentlemen to the window booth in the back," he said in a
firm tone.
"Yes, signor Tomas," Erick nodded. "This way, sirs," he said ushering them
away. Edward and Jasper gave a little wave before they were out of sight.
Jacob turned to Seth with a raised eyebrow. "So, you and Jasper, huh?" he said
teasingly.
"Shut up," Seth said, blushing, punching Jacob lightly on the shoulder. Jacob
laughed.
"You'll have to be careful, though," Jacob said.
"Why?" Seth asked. He seemed confused.
"Seth," Jacob groaned, pulling him aside, away from keen ears. "Think about it.
What if something serious develops between you and Jasper? Of course, you're
wolf wouldn't allow it to be too serious, but that doesn't me it won't let you
feel a little bit of the emotion for him as a sort of revenge."
"Revenge?"
"Yes, your wolf doesn't want you to have any romantic emotional ties to be
created with you and someone who is not your imprint. So, it'll make you regret
any emotions you do have by leaving them in your heart to tear at it. I'm sure
it's not a pleasant feeling."
"How do you know this?" Seth asked with wide eyes.
"Not many people know this, but... before my dad met my mom, he had developed
feelings for Charlie."
"Charlie.. As in Charlie Swan?" Seth's eyes had bugged out a little and his
voice had pitched a bit.
"Shhh!" Jacob hissed. Seth closed his mouth. "Yes, Charlie Swan. When my dad
imprinted on my mom, well, it wasn't an easy break up. I'm not sure of Charlie
had realized there was a break up until he saw how my dad fawned over my mom
and ignored him. My dad's always felt terrible for it. Charlie seemed to get
over it fine, my dad says. He had met Bella's mom, but then she left him. It's
complicated, though."
"Doesn't Charlie hate you? For imprinting on Edward and making Bella feel the
same way as he did?"
"No," Jacob said. The situation is different. He never liked Edward for Bella,
since he was a vampire; he didn't want Bella to kill herself for him when there
was no guarantee he'd stay forever. So, I was doing him a favor, in a way. He
also looks at me like a son, loves me like a son, so he isn't angry, he could
never be angry with me. "
"What happened after your mom died? Is that why they got close again?"
"No, that's not why. My dad was depressed all the time. He became close to
suicidal after she died; Charlie helped him through that time. Not like that,
though. Still not like that, although, sometimes, it seems like it," Jacob
mused.
"Would you be mad if it happened?" Seth asked, curious.
"Not at all. It's been a matter of 'when' for awhile now. And my mom," Jacob
smiled, bittersweet, here, remembering her smiles and love, "she'd want what
was best for my dad, she'd want him to move on. But I'd be damned if she
wouldn't be smug that it took him this long to do so," Jacob said laughing.
Seth laughed a little, too. "So, you think Jasper may not be my imprint?" he
said, getting them back on track.
"Have you looked him in the eyes, yet?"
Seth shook his head, sheepish. "I was trying to prevent that, actually."
"Why?" Jacob asked, bemused.
"Because I want him to like me for me, not because of an imprint," Seth said.
Then, he caught sight of Jacob's deflated expression. "That's not to say that
Edward doesn't like you for you," Seth said quickly, fumbling for words as he
tried to get his foot out of his mouth. "You're a great person; I'm sure he'd
like you just fine without the imprint," he offered, unsure.
Jacob nodded numbly. He never thought of it like that. The emotions he had been
feeling had been on overload and he never realized just how fast everything was
speeding by. Edward was only attracted to him because of the imprint; they
wouldn't be together without it. Jacob's heart broke a little inside.
Before Seth could fail again at making Jacob feel better, Jasper and Edward
returned, along with the Erick. They were all laughing, like best friends.
Jacob couldn't help but wonder if he and Edward would have done that without
the imprint.
Edward looked at him, then, eyebrows furrowed in concern and confusion.
Jasper's expression matched his, and his hand lifted unconsciously to rub at
where his heart was. Sympathetic pains, but much more intense because of his
gift. Edward and Jasper glanced at each other, before Edward looked at Jacob
again, this time lines of worry appearing on his forehead. Jacob wanted to
smooth them away, but worried about the impropriety of it were they just dating
like a normal couple. Edward's frown became more pronounced.
"Was the booth to your liking, sirs?" the man chimed in. He could feel the
tension, thick and uncomfortable. Not wanting to be rude, Edward turned towards
the man, albeit reluctantly, saying, "Yes, thank you. My brother and I found it
very fitting."
The man nodded. "Very well then. Would you like an escort again, or would you
prefer to take your dates without one?"
"No, thank you. I remember the way there."
"Okay, then. A waitress will be there momentarily to take you orders. Enjoy
your meals today, sirs, at Piangi's."
"I'm sure we will," Edward said distractedly, quite impatient to cast aside the
formalities already.
Jacob stared at the floor, looking at his shoes. He was beginning to wish he
hadn't spoken to Seth. After all, ignorance is bliss. He glanced at Seth a
little resentfully. Seth winced.
Edward walked towards Jacob, extending a hand towards him to take. Jacob did
so, not wanting to create a scene over this. Normal couples held hands, right?
Of course, this only applies to couples that are possible without the divine
intervention of Fate, a voice in Jacob's mind piped up unhelpfully. It sounded
suspiciously like Seth. Jacob grumbled a bit.
Jasper looked towards Seth for an answer. Seth shrugged his shoulders
unhelpfully, still unwilling to look Jasper in the eyes without getting to know
him first.
They were soon at their booth. Edward sat beside Jacob while Seth and Jasper
were seated opposite to them. A waitress came over immediately to take their
order.
Edward muttered off a meal without really thinking about it, ordering for both
himself and Jacob, who seemed incapable of doing it. And Jacob wasn't really.
He heard Jasper order for himself and Seth, but it was more of a buzzing to his
ears. He didn't catch a word.
"Hey," Edward whispered in his ear, breath on his neck. Jacob shuddered in
pleasure involuntarily. Then, he mentally berated himself for it. Would they be
doing this as a normal couple? Was this too intimate?
"Jacob, we climaxed simultaneously yesterday-I'm not sure how much more
intimate we can get," he heard Edward say with a chuckle.
Blushing like mad, he spit back, "Get out of my mind!"
Edward looked taken aback. Indeed, he was; Jacob had never yelled at him quite
like that. So desperately, as if begging for him to understand while not
thinking he could at the same time. Edward looked towards Seth. Seth averted
his eyes guiltily. Edward's eyes narrowed as he read Seth's mind. He'd given
him a choice. Now, knowing what was wrong, Edward tried to reassure Jacob.
"It's not like that at all," he crooned.
Jacob scoffed and scooted away from Edward. "Stop reading Seth's mind; you
didn't even ask permission."
"Jacob, what's wrong, really?"
"Don't you know already? Didn't you read my mind?" he asked mockingly.
"I didn't ask permission," Edward shot back. "And I want to hear it from you,"
he said more gently. Edward subtly conveyed to Jasper for him to engage Seth in
conversation to distract him from their conversation.
Jacob looked up at Edward sadly, with a small spark of hope. "I.. Would we be
together if I hadn't imprinted on you?" Jacob asked in a small voice.
Edward answered honestly. "Probably not." Jacob flinched at how blunt it was.
"Why does that matter, though? We're together now."
"It matters because that means the imprint is making you love me."
"It's not making me do anything of the sort!"
"So, you don't love me?" Jacob said, looking ready to cry.
"What? No, I didn't say that!" Edward exclaimed frantically. What was going on?
"I just mean, it's not the imprint making me stay. I could leave anytime I
want."
"So, you'll leave when you get bored, then?"
"No. I'm going to stay. I'm attracted to you Jacob; I want to stay."
"That's because of the imprint. It made you like my sex and it made me
particularly appealing to you. You'd have never have chosen this yourself."
Edward had to admit, this stumped him a bit. Jacob continued in his silence.
"Everything you like about me is because the imprint!"
"That's not true," Edward disagreed. Jacob looked at him in disbelief. "Well,
it's not fully, anyways. Think about it, Jacob: Your body for example. It's
fit, nice." Jacob blushed. "Maybe I'm a bit attracted to it because of the
imprint, but what if you had been fat? I'd still be attracted to you, for the
imprint's sake, but I'd still be a little disoriented by the fat, in general."
"So, if I got fat-"
"No! You're missing the point," Edward said, throwing his hands in the air,
frustrated. "I love these things, regardless of the imprint. And the fact that
you have these traits-your humor, your compassion-makes me love you that much
more.
I can tell you now, there's things I dislike about you, as I'm sure there's
things you dislike about me." Jacob found he couldn't argue with this. "But,
the things I do like, they're that much greater because it's me, just me,
liking them that much more. Do you understand now?" Edward said gently, hands
caressing Jacob's face, wiping the stray tears away tenderly.
Jacob nodded, too overcome with emotion to speak. Luckily, the waitress came
with their food, so he didn't have to. Seth looked at Jacob worriedly. Jasper
patted his leg to comfort him. Seth smiled. Jacob nodded at Seth to show he
wasn't angry and they ate.
When they were finished with the first course, the waitress came back and took
their plates. Seth looked at Jacob, giving him a significant look, then turned
and looked at Jasper. In the eyes.
Jacob saw Seth's eyes widen, saw them glaze over. He noticed how Jasper didn't
make a movement, didn't even pretend to breathe in his shock, looking the part
of a marble statue made from Donatello's hand himself. Jacob found himself
smiling happily. They'd imprinted.
Edward felt an onslaught of memories railing at him again, this time of Seth
and Jasper, but some of the including Jacob and himself. Some where Seth and
Jacob both had swollen bellies. Edward's eyes widened, and he found himself
looking at Jacob's belly with reverence as Jasper and Seth still stared at each
other.
Jacob seemed nervous of how Edward was staring at his stomach. Edward ignored
it, choosing to outstretch his hands toward Jacob's belly instead, rubbing it a
little, even going so far as to rest his head on it. Jacob felt really awkward
and uncomfortable now; he was so relieved they had chosen the booth in the
back.
When Edward tore himself away from Jacob's stomach, he had blood red tears
falling down his face. He was looking at Jacob with such love, Jacob couldn't
help but feel himself melt a little. Edward placed kisses on Jacob's face, like
he was something to be treasured and kept safe, something hallowed. Jacob
didn't understand.
Edward looked Jacob deep in the eyes, then pulled him in for a deep kiss,
tongues touching gently, mouths connected lovingly. When he pulled back, there
was such tenderness there in his expression. "What is it?" Jacob whispered
softly, unable to speak at a normal volume for fear of ruining the moment,
wherever it was going.
"I love you, I love you," Edward said repeatedly. Edward had known before, but
it hadn't really sunk in. It had now.
"Why are you saying this now?" Jacob asked.
"Because it's true," he said earnestly. "And because you're going to have my
child." Edward's grin was ear-splitting. "You're going to have my child," he
whispered again.
Jacob was shocked into silence. He certainly wasn't expecting Edward to say
that.
***** One Step At A Time *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Hormones were tough to understand, and, sometimes, Edward had to admit, they
had him dumbfounded. Like now.
Jacob had gone from amused to angry to sad and heartbroken to happy tears in a
matter of minutes. Of course, Edward would be hypocritical if he said he didn't
have his fair share of mixed emotions coursing through him, as well.
For example, he went from happy to confused to sarcastic to frustrated to
reverent and then to pondering in the same amount of time as Jacob. He imagined
Jasper was riding a most intense roller coaster of emotions right about now.
Not only was Jasper feeling Jacob and Edward's conflicting emotions, but he was
also feeling Seth's utter amazement and love pulsating through him from the
imprint and his own sure-to-be turbulent emotions as well.
Edward felt a wave of sympathy his brother, who was still in a apparently
riveting staring contest with Seth. Edward considered trying to stop his flow
of emotions to Jasper, so Jasper could focus, but soon realized that only led
to him being immensely frustrated, which made Jacob worry, which increased
pressure on Jasper. It seemed a never-ending cycle, one that Edward would be
glad to extricate himself from, if only he could.
When the waitress returned, Jasper and Seth were still staring at each other.
The waitress gave them a strange look, then looked towards Edward and Jacob for
an explanation. "Staring contest," Jacob said casually.
The waitress nodded her comprehension and put it to the back of her mind,
asking them in a bubbly voice, "And what would you like for desert, sirs?"
"Just some ice cream, please," Edward said politely.
"Okay. And that's for everyone at the table, sir?" She asked, glancing at
Jasper and Seth curiously.
"Yes, please."
"Okay, sirs, I'll be right back with your deserts. Please be prepared to pay
for your bill when I return and thank you for eating at Piangi's," she said.
She left before they could respond.
Edward returned his attention back to Jasper, who was too still. It was
beginning to make the people at the restaurant curious; Edward could hear their
thoughts, buzzing around trying to make sense of the marble man who had been
moving a moment ago. Edward kicked a leg under the table.
"Ow!" Seth yelped in surprise, startling him out of his trance. Wrong leg,
Edward noted dully. "What was that for?" Seth asked, forgetting for a moment
about the imprint as he rubbed his aching shin. Edward couldn't prevent a laugh
from bubbling its way out of his throat, and, it seemed, neither could Jacob.
Seth glared at them, waiting for an answer.
"I was trying to get Jasper's attention; he's too still and it's making the
people here begin to get curious," Edward explained. Seth's eyes widened as he
remembered the imprint. They also widened because he hadn't thought the people
in the restaurant would bat an eyelid at this, especially seeing as they hadn't
been still for that long, had they?
"Yes, you have," Edward interjected, reading Seth's thoughts. "Get his
attention; make him move, or something."
"Or something," Seth said to himself, cupping the sides of Jasper's face with
his hands, pulling him into a kiss. Jasper's eyes went wide as he realized he
was being kissed, but, as soon as the shock wore off, he began kissing back.
Passionately.
At least they're not staring at him because they think he's a statue anymore,
Jacob mused in his mind, knowing fill well Edward was listening in on his
thoughts, permission be damned. Now, they can tell he's too hot to be marble.
Edward's nose flared in jealousy at the 'hot' comment, before he reigned it in.
They both had mates, right? No need to be jealous. Stupid hormones, Edward
thought in frustration as he couldn't seem to retract all of his jealousy
before Jasper had felt them. Edward, should he have not been able to read
minds, would have been able to tell Jasper had felt his emotions by how Jasper
pulled himself away from his kiss with Seth, leaving Seth gaping in the wake of
where their mouths had been embracing fiercely. Seth seemed a bit put out by
it. Jasper didn't notice as he stared at Edward, waiting for an explanation.
Edward couldn't think of a plausible lie to hide his embarrassment at being
illogically jealous at a comment from Jacob that was meant to be a joke, so he
changed the subject, saying, "We ordered ice cream for desert."
Jasper looked at him strangely, then realized Edward wasn't going to elaborate.
He also realized he had been kissing Seth, rather fervently. His face flushed.
When Seth grabbed his hand to comfort him, Jasper didn't push it away, like
Edward thought he would, especially considering that Jasper's thoughts were
wandering towards Alice at the seams. Instead, Jasper gripped Seth's hand
tightly in his, as if to make sure he was real, that this was real, meaning
everything was okay, that him forgetting about Alice for the rest of this date,
was, possibly-okay? Jasper didn't seem so sure, no matter how warm and solid
Seth's hand was in his.
Edward took this as his cue. "Excuse us, gentlemen, Jasper and I will be back
in a moment." Edward stood, putting a hand on Jasper's shoulder to jolt him out
of his thoughts, which had consumed him so much his eyes had glazed. Jasper
looked up at Edward, felt his compassion, and moved to stand. Seth seemed like
he wanted to stop Jasper from leaving; Edward understood it was because they
were newly imprinted. Even thought he felt bad for doing it, he had to pull
Jasper away and help him through this, or else Jasper would fight with himself;
he would fight with the side who wanted to be with Seth (the side that felt
unbelievably right being with Seth), and the one that was chastising him for
not wanting to be with Alice anymore, the one accusing him of being a terrible
person. Edward had to tell him what Alice had told him earlier today; that it
was okay.
"Seth," Jacob said softly, but the underlying command was there. Jacob was
alpha, at least by birth; other wolves of his pack would still listen to him
when he used that voice. Seth looked at him pleadingly, but Jacob shook his
head. Edward was grateful for that.
Jasper extricated himself from Seth's grasp, which had lessened considerably,
and followed Edward to a more secluded area of the restaurant. Jasper's eyes
were filled with confusion and pain. Looking at Edward, he sighed, saying, "Was
it this bad for you?"
Edward thought about it then said, "I was confused. I still am, sometimes. It's
crazy, how much you can feel for the person who imprinted on you, isn't it?"
Jasper nodded. "When Jacob kisses me, I can hardly remember who Bella is, nor
do I want to remember. I find myself wishing it had only been Jacob's lips to
touch my own." Edward looked at Jasper and said, "Bella was never right for me,
and maybe that's why I can be so blase about this. I think about your
relationship with Alice, and I know why you're confused: Alice had seen you
coming. But, Jasper, she saw you leaving, too."
Jasper didn't react to what Edward said. He seemed numb by all the emotion,
like he was just absorbing it. "When?" he questioned softly.
"When Emmett placed that bet with you, and when you agreed to it."
"That's not what I meant, and you know it." Edward sighed, then looked over at
Jasper. No one could ever call him naive; Jasper knew Alice wouldn't have just
stopped trying, would have, at least, tried to change the future again if there
wasn't somebody else, somebody for her.
Jasper stared at Edward, waiting for a response. "After Bella's party," Edward
said at last. "She told me about it earlier, when she was helping me get
ready."
"Who is it? Bella?" Edward didn't say anything. Jasper's eyes widened. He had
just been kidding. "It's Bella?" Edward nodded. Jasper shut his eyes. He felt
betrayed, Edward could tell. "Why didn't she tell me?"
"She didn't know how, she said."
"How about: I had a vision we're not going to be together anymore, but don't
worry, we'll both be happy, so don't feel any guilt?" Jasper still had his eyes
shut.
"Your future had disappeared. All she had seen was hers, and what she saw of
yours wasn't exactly optimistic," Edward said solemnly. Jasper looked at him in
disbelief. "I've read her mind; she was telling the truth."
Jasper shook his head, not disputing what Edward had said, but because of the
overload. "You knew, didn't you? That I'd imprint on Seth?"
"I had my suspicions. My future disappeared, too, when Jacob got involved with
my life, yours disappeared when the bet involved Seth. I couldn't be sure,
though."
"It seems pretty foolproof," Jasper said bitterly.
"You saw what happened with Jacob; I figured, maybe, you'd want to get to know
him, first. Plus, Seth wasn't ready to look into your eyes yet, and, if I'd
told you, that'd have been the first thing you'd have done," Edward said, not
the least bit remorseful in not telling him. This, really, had to happen this
way. Jasper seemed to agree, too, however reluctantly.
"Fine," he said. "Now that I've imprinted, how am I supposed to which of my
feelings towards Seth are genuine and which are instigated by the imprint?"
"They're all genuine; I know you were listening in on my conversation with
Jacob, and I know you know you could leave at any time. Yet, you won't," Edward
looked Jasper in the eyes, "he's a part of you now; he was a part of you even
before the imprint. Now, it's intensified by it. You wouldn't leave him anymore
willingly than you'd saw off your own leg." Jasper grimaced at the truth, and
just how deep this bond was already forged.
"How do I handle this?" Jasper asked, at a loss for what he was supposed to do
now.
"That's simple," Edward said, throwing an arm around Jasper and heading back
towards their table. "You take it one step at a time." Edward patted Jasper on
the back reassuringly, and Jasper cracked a smile. I can do this, he thought.
Just put your best foot forward, Edward thought as he caught sight of Seth and
Jacob laughing joyously. Everything will work itself out.
***** Past Loves, Past Pain *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
[Past]
Charlie and Billy are watching the game, drinking beer, laughing, as friends
will do. It's been two years since Jacob's mother has died, and Billy can still
feel the pain, Jacob can tell. Sometimes, when it's just them at home, and
Billy is trying to fill the silence of his mother's absence, Billy gets
frustrated. He cries, he rants; he misses her.
Later, when Billy is calm again, he goes to Jacob and ask forgiveness for his
outburst, for not being strong. Jacob is glad when they can come and see
Charlie. Charlie, who can always make his father smile; Charlie, who is a
father to him.
Jacob finds himself smiling more often when Charlie is around, finds himself
feeling almost complete again since the void his mother's death had been
created.
The game has been on for two hours, maybe more, when Jacob begins to fall
asleep. Tired from his day at school coupled with the fact that he was barely
thirteen, and, therefore, far too easy to tire (even more easy to bore), he was
drifting in and out of sleep. Charlie must have noticed, for, the next time he
opened his drooping eyelids, a small quilt blanketed him. He smiled drowsily at
the gesture; his mother used to do that.
The living room is quiet, a sharp contrast from when he had fallen asleep,
where the TV had been up much too high and Charlie and Billy had been laughing
in loud, booming tones.
Curious, and slightly concerned, Jacob pushed himself off of the couch he had
been dozing on, carefully folding and placing the quilt to the side, and tip-
toed out of the room, balking slightly when he heard whispers coming from the
garage. Silently, he moved towards the garage door, the only light being
emitted from that opening, an inviting, golden glow.
Peeking his head around the corner, Jacob sees something that he hadn't
understood then, but understands perfectly now: Charlie sitting next to his
father, his father caressing Charlie's face, steadily moving closer. Jacob
wants to call out, to stop it (after all, didn't his father only kiss his
mother?), but he couldn't make a sound.
When their lips touched softly, gently, Jacob stepped back in shock, knocking
his back into the door, which swished and hit the wall, making a pronounced
smacking sound. Billy and Charlie looked up, startled, while Jacob flushed,
embarrassed at having been caught so soon. Billy jumped away from Charlie, like
he had been a flame, one that he had wandered to, in his state of wonder and
curiosity, but came too near, too close and got burned. Charlie seemed to shy
away from any looks Billy sent him, ashamed and disappointed.
When Billy came to Jacob and assured him that there was nothing between Charlie
and himself, that they were just friends, that his mother would always be the
one he loved, a deep pain welled up in Charlie's eyes, an old pain, one he
settled into again easily. Tears formed in his eyes, but he didn't let them
fall. He had done this before, Jacob realized.
...
When Billy explained the story to Jacob, Jacob felt inexplicably sad. Shouldn't
he be happy his mother had been his father's imprint, since he had been
consummated as the fruits of it? And he was; it just wasn't a strong enough
surge of emotion to triumph over the waves of sympathy and pity he felt for
Billy and Charlie's past relationship. Shouldn't Charlie be happy, too?
Jacob asked Edward what he thought, on the assumption that Edward had been
reading his mind. "You lied to Seth?"
"What?" Seth turned from his conversation with Jasper to look at Jacob who was,
once again, seated in the passenger seat of the Jeep, Edward in the driver's
seat. They were taking Seth home.
"I didn't lie," Jacob defended. "I never said they hadn't kissed; I said they
weren't together, even if it seems like it, which it does."
"Oh," Seth was on the loop. "Why are we talking about this, again?" He looked
anxious to get off the subject that had led Jacob to question his bond with
Edward.
"Because Jacob here is daydreaming about the past."
"What about it?" asked Jasper. Jacob sighed.
"It's nothing, really," Jacob said, dismissing it. Edward persisted.
"Charlie and Billy had a 'thing'. They even kissed once, but Jacob walked in on
them," Edward gossiped. Jasper even gasped like a teenager girl; all they were
missing was the-
"Oh my gosh, really?" Seth said quickly, looking excited. "When was this?"
"When I was twelve or thirteen; I don't remember," Jacob mumbled.
"He'd just turned thirteen," Edward confirmed. Jacob gave him a strange look;
Edward returned it, causing Jacob to groan. Edward smirked.
They pulled up at Seth's house, where Leah was waiting outside. "There you
are!" she exclaimed. "Do you know how long I've been waiting?" She punctuated
every word with a tap of her foot.
"Five and a half minutes, give or take..?" Seth asked unsure, consulting his
watch.
"Exactly, you should have been here, then," she chided. "Oh, hey, Jacob!" She
waved at him. Jacob waved back with a grin; Jacob was just as late (which it to
say, not at all), but he didn't get a lecture for it. 'Awesome,' he thought,
mentally high-fiving himself. Edward rolled his eyes.
"You're going to run home, right?" Edward asked Jasper.
"Yes, I may be home late. And if.." 'If Alice mentions my absence..'
"I'll be sure to tell her you say to 'fuck off', alright?"
Jasper laughed, saying, "God, don't tell her that! She may just kill me. Tell
her.. it's none of her business anymore." Jasper hopped out of the Jeep, and
began to walk over to Seth and Leah, who were still bickering. He intervened.
"You realize you only told me to tell her a nicer version of 'fuck off'?"
Edward called to his retreating figure.
"I figured it'd be more appropriate," was all he said before Edward put the
Jeep into drive and left.
"What are you thinking about?" Jacob asked Edward, who was managing to both
stare at him unnervingly and keep his eyes on the road. "I don't have the
luxury of reading your mind to get my questions answered."
"When are you going to let that be?" Edward groaned. Jacob chuckled. "And I was
thinking about you, if you must know."
"Really?" Jacob's eyebrow rose. Not that he didn't doubt Edward thought about
him; he just seemed a different kind of preoccupied.
"What about me?" Jacob asked coyly.
When Edward looked over at him, Jacob had his answer without having to have it
verbalized. Edward's pupils were blown wide, and his golden hued eyes were a
dark, honey brown, desire coursing through his veins. The blood of his last
kill giving his cheeks a flush, sweat matting his hair a bit. Jacob imagined he
looked much the same. He redirected his gaze before he did something stupid.
He was surprised to see they were already at Edward's house. And shocked that
Edward was already pulling open his door, removing his seat belt, cupping his
butt.. Wait, what?
Jacob moaned low in his throat as Edward massaged the globes of his ass,
feeling content when Edward carried him inside, somehow seeming to never once
remove them, not even when he opened the door. Bite marks littered Jacob's
throat by the time they were at the top of the stairs, and Jacob's cheeks were
practically vibrating with the pleasurable sensations.
"Is this too soon?" Edward asked, even as he plopped Jacob down on his chaise
and began removing his shoes.
Jacob shook his head, unable to speak for fear of his voice coming out hoarse
and deep because of his arousal. His stomach began to tingle, though not
unpleasantly. It seemed as though something were re-situating itself down
there, though it wasn't so noticeable he wanted to stop their current
activities. He decided to ignore it.
Leaning forward to capture Edward's lips, Jacob moaned again. He was ready for
this. Pulling back, he dragged himself to the arm of the chaise, letting his
back rest against it. Parting his thighs hesitantly, he reached for Edward's
hand.
Edward glanced toward it, then towards Jacob, before he grabbed it firmly in
his own. Jacob pulled Edward to him, and let him settle between his clothed
legs. Edward looked Jacob deep in the eyes, asking him without saying it aloud.
Jacob hesitated, nervous. Then, he thought about who he was with, his mate, his
imprint, and his nerves vanished, leaving only his arousal and love.
Spreading his legs wider to accommodate his mate, Jacob kissed Edward firmly on
the lips. When he pulled back this time, there was a fierce determination in
his eyes, only challenged by the love that threatened to overtake it, arousal
not too far behind.
Edward moved his hand towards the buttons on Jacob's shirt. Jacob nodded. "I
love you," Edward said, before unbuttoning the first button.
Jacob smiled. "I love you, too."
He unbuttoned the second button.
***** Bonds Run Deep *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Sunlight filtered through the window, illuminating the couple lying together on
the plush bed. Edward lay on top of Jacob, snug in between his parted legs,
with which Jacob was caressing him with. A light sheen of sweat was visible on
Jacob's forehead, highlighted by the slivers of light. Edward's pale hand was
rubbing Jacob's thigh in small circles as his other hand was lightly trailing
trailing up and down the length of Jacob's penis, trying to reassure him,
trying to get him to relax. He placed small, open-mouthed kisses on the tan,
slender waist, saliva acting as a marking, where the mouth-shaped bruises on
his neck did the same.
"Relax, love," Edward whispered soothingly. He massaged Jacobs stomach, which
was tight with tension.
Jacob exhaled deeply. "I know, give me a moment." Edward's hand trailed closer
to Jacob's hole, then retreated slowly.
"All the time you need," Edward said immediately. Jacob smiled, muscles
loosening as he felt more comfortable. Edward rubbed a lubricated finger over
the rim of Jacob's pucker, then delved in, causing Jacob to gasp in surprise
and pain. Edward caught his lips as a distraction. Jacob wriggled a bit, then
relaxed.
Pushing in deeper, Edward searched for the bundle of nerves that would cause
Jacob to feel intense pleasure. Jacob whimpered; he found it.
Taking advantage of the moment, Edward pushed in a second finger. Despite the
pain, Jacob instinctively pressed down upon Edward's finger, his walls sucking
them in until the disappeared, lost in the velvet tightness. Jacob was
grimacing, torn between pleasure and pain. Edward crooked his fingers to the
right; Jacob whined high in his throat. "Please," he begged, rocking his hips
down on the fingers for friction, "Please."
Edward gripped Jacob's erection tightly, making Jacob's eyes shut as he reveled
in the sensations, and massaged the bundles of nerves. Jacob groaned deeply.
Pressing the final finger inside, pleased Jacob's ass was so welcoming, Edward
mouthed the base of Jacob's erection.
"Ahhh, ah," Jacob moaned. Smiling, Edward licked a stripe from his balls to his
tip, sucking gently on the mushroom head. Jacob's hips shot upward, shoving his
hardened penis into Edward's mouth; Edward swallowed as it ascended, making
Jacob mewl. By now, Edward's fingers were pumping steadily into Jacob's hole,
the lube making it slick and easy. Jacob thrust his hips up to meet Edward's
fingers, and to push his erection further into his mouth.
Edward pulled away slowly, removed both mouth and fingers, causing Jacob to
whine in protest. "Shhh, shhh," Edward hushed him. "Are you ready?" he
whispered to Jacob, breath brushing against his lips, his ears. Jacob nodded
shakily.
Preparation past, Jacob tensed again. Edward chuckled, his husky laughter
seeming to wash over Jacob in soothing waves, muscles untightening slightly.
"Don't throw all that beautiful and eager," Jacob blushed, "progress away,"
Edward murmured into Jacob's abdominal muscles. Jacob let out a breath. "We'll
start again," Edward said as he pressed forward once more. Jacob relaxed.
The sharp sting of pain, followed by a most exquisite pleasure, caused them
both to moan. Jacob clung to Edward, wanting to be close, needing that
connection. Edward felt the same, and pulled Jacob tighter against him. Softly,
lovingly, he set a pace, thrusting in and out, a squelch, the sound of skin
slapping skin, and moans began to became a kind of music; the soft, breathy
moans belonging to Jacob, and the deeper, choppy groans to Edward.
"Edward!" Jacob called pleadingly. Edward, misunderstanding what he wanted,
increased his pace, his thrusts going deeper, harder, penetrating Jacob's very
soul. Jacob mewled under the onslaught of pleasure. "Edward," he tried again.
He couldn't speak anymore, though, his prostrate being battered at every
downward stroke, nerve ends tingling. Edward understood Jacob's
incomprehensible request, Jacob's mind practically shouting out his warning;
Edward was prepared.
Palming Jacob, Edward urged Jacob to completion, rubbing, swiping the head,
stroking the shaft, the vein, maybe selfishly as every sound, every cry, urged
his own orgasm. Finally, that blinding white, painfully pleasureful climax hit,
their yells bouncing off the walls.
At first, they didn't notice it; the feeling of contentment, of drowsiness, was
felt by them both. Soon, though, Jacob began to feel a strange movement in his
abdominal muscles. Something was moving, something was rearranging itself.
Edward seemed confused, and rubbed his hand over his stomach. Jacob frowned.
Before he could contemplate it further, pain shot through his spine causing him
to cry out. Strangely, Edward cried out, too, before looking towards Jacob,
ignoring his own obvious discomfort. "What's wrong with you?" Edward asked.
"What's wrong with you?" Jacob parroted.
"Nothing; I probably moved too fast," Edward said. "Pain flared in my back," he
elaborated when Jacob seemed more confused about this. "You?"
"The same." The quiet settled, but it was uncomfortable, both lost in their own
thoughtful and reflective thoughts. Then, Jacob nodded, and moved to get out of
the bed. Edward reluctantly began to release him before re-tightening his hold
when Jacob almost fainted.
"Jacob, what's going on?" Edward asked, one hand steadying Jacob while the
other rubbed his back soothingly. Jacob's eyes darted around, seemingly blinded
for a minute as he searched for Edward's face. "Jacob," Edward whispered,
moving a hand to hold his face, "Jacob, I'm right here. What's going on?"
Focusing on Edward, Jacob whispered out a low and strained request before
closing his eyes and accepting the darkness, "Get Billy. Get my father." Then,
his head dropped, and his eyes closed, unconscious.
***** Skipped Bonding Processes *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
When Jacob hadn't woken by Edward's persistent attempts, which consisted of
shaking and a splash of water, Edward panicked a bit before remembering he had
a doctor in the family. He also remembered Jacob's request for Billy.
Luckily for him, he also remembered that he and Jacob were naked (thank you,
breeze), and got them both dressed quickly as he called out, "Carlisle!"
Not even twenty seconds later, Carlisle knocked on his door, then entered.
"What seems to be the problem..?" Carlisle trailed off, raising his eyebrow
questioningly at Jacob, who was dressed rather sloppily and passed out on the
chaise. He sniffed the air, then frowned. "A little early, don't you think?"
"Really? Now, isn't the time." Carlisle looked at him disapprovingly. Edward
sighed before continuing. "He-we, actually, felt a momentary pain before he
tried to stand and passed out. He asked for his father before he lost
consciousness."
Carlisle nodded, pulling out a stethoscope from his bag. "Maybe you should call
Billy?"
"I don't have his number." Carlisle nodded towards Jacob's phone.
"Surely Jacob has the phone number to his father's cell phone?"
Grabbing the phone, Edward scanned the contacts list for a few seconds before
coming across the only name that made sense: 'Fadre.' He made a note to ask
Jacob about it later. Pressing the call button, Edward listened to the callback
tone of 'Separate Ways' by Journey for approximately twenty seconds before the
call was answered.
"Hey, Jacob! Finally decided to give your old man a call? How are you?" That's
not Billy, Edward thought to himself before he understood. Charlie.
"Actually, this isn't Jacob, Chief Swan; it's Edward."
"Edward?" Charlie was being difficult out of spite. He loved Jacob; he didn't
love Edward.
"Cullen. Look, I need to speak with Billy. This is pretty important."
"Right, right, Edward. Why can't Jacob talk to Billy?" Charlie asked
stubbornly.
"Why are you at Billy's house at eleven thirty at night when you have work
tomorrow?" Edward shot back.
"Touche," Charlie replied softly, sounding slighlty impressed. "Billy!" Edward
could hear Charlie call, voice muffled. Edward suspected he covered the phone
with his hand. Very considerate of him to not yell in my ear, Edward thought,
slightly impressed despite himself. He never thought Charlie would care. In a
strange way, really strange actually, considering, he felt touched. Barely.
"Hello, Edward. Charlie said you needed to speak with me about something?"
Billy cut to the chase.
"Yes, actually. Jacob has passed out." Edward figured he should cut to the
chase, too.
"When?" Billy's voice had lost the bored tone it had previously held, concern
coloring it fully. "What happened exactly?"
"I think it'd be better to explain it in person," Edward muttered evasively,
embarassed by the question. "Jacob actually asked for you before he went
unconscious, which was about ten minutes ago, give or take."
"Why didn't you call me before?"
"Because I had Carlisle come into the room. Instinct, I guess, since he's a
doctor."
"This may not be something he can cure, or diagnose," Billy said vaguely.
Before Edward could ask him to elaborate, Billy continued, "I'll be there
soon." Then the line went dead.
That was helpful, Edward thought wryly. "What happened?" Carlisle asked.
"Billy's on his way. Charlie, too, I assume." Carlisle continued to check
Jacob, then turned to Edward.
"Can you help me get him to the health room?" Carlisle asked, already grabbing
Jacob under the armpits. The health room was practically a hospital in itself.
It had everything neccessary for a practical check up, and more.
Pushing Carlisle's hands away, Edward lifted Jacob from the floor himself,
causing Jacob to mewl and bury his head into Edward's shoulder's. When Edward
began to walk , Jacob instinctively, even in his unconscious state, wrapped his
legs around Edward tightly.
Smiling, Carlisle bagan to speak: "He seems very comfortable with you. Like he
trusts you completely." Carlisle gestured to how Jacob had wrapped his arms
around Edward's neck with a sleepy smile.
"He does," Edward said. "Since we're imprinted, the regular trust and respect
we would have gained by being friends is enhanced. He trusts me with his life,
even subconsciously."
"I can see that. Edward," Carlisle began, "I'd like to apologize for my
behavior yesterday. I should have supported your decision. I understand why you
don't want to be with Bella, and I'm actually glad you broke up with her before
Fate did the job for you."
"I've already forgiven you, surely you know that. I was just annoyed by the
whole situation at the time. In a way, I didn't want to break up with Bella,
but it was inevitable, even if Jasper hadn't almost-"
"Attacked her as though she were a juicy black bear posing as a sacrificial
lamb with it's neck bared?"
Edward laughed saying, "Exactly. She expected me to do things that go against
my morals."
Carlisle nodded his understanding. "I can understand that, but.. didn't you
want to spend your lives together forever?"
"Together, yes. Forever? Not quite. I was willing to spend a lifetime with her,
but her lifetime, not mine," Edward said. "I guess that wasn't enough for her."
Carlisle looked at Edward sympathetically, then smiled. "It was for the best,
in the end. I mean, you're with Jacob now, you're soul mate. In that way,
you're lucky."
"What do you mean?"
Carlisle arched a brow. "Don't tell me you haven't noticed Alice distancing
herself from Jasper? That's why she agreed to let him go out with Seth."
"I noticed. I wondered why you hadn't said anything about it."
They had already placed Jacob on the hospital bed, and Carlisle was checking
his vitals. He paused to look at Edward. "Alice can see the future. I imagine
she had a reason to believe, without a doubt, that her leaving Jasper was the
best course of action given the circumstances, or, at least, that it was
completely inevitable. Not to say that I thought you're reasons were not for
the best," he added quickly. "I just thought that, maybe, you had been making
the decision rather hastily, without thinking of the repercussions."
"I assure you I was not, and that I considered many of the options. Not this
one, but it's a nice surprise," Edward said fondly, glancing at Jacob. He
cleared his throat when he saw Carlisle's amused expression. "In any case, that
doesn't matter now, especially considering I'm with Jacob, and we've already
consummated our relationship."
"Don't remind me!" Carlisle laughed. "No father wants to hear how his child
lost his virginity. Even if he's the top." Carlisle grimaced. "I didn't think
you would have had sex by now, though. I mean, isn't it a bit early? You and
Bella hadn't even done anything yet... Right?"
"Right," Edward assured him. "It's different with Jacob, though. I don't have
to worry that Jacob will leave me on a whim, or decide that forever isn't quite
so long as it used to be."
"I suppose that's true," Carlisle aqcuiesed. "What about marriage, though? What
happened to waiting?" Carlisle questioned as he checked the dilation of Jacob's
pupils before preparing to check his blood pressure.
"Well, like I said, there's no doubt of his loyalty, nor of mine. I love him,
too. Trust him implicitly. In the end, marriage is just a contract made of
paper. Why is that really necessary when our souls have already made that
contract? To wait for marriage is a scorn upon the bond, as nothing could make
it more true, or more realistic than what it already is. I can't deny that it's
early, but, sometimes, love comes early," Edward said, smilingly at Jacob who
was also smiling in his sleep, as if in agreement.
"Edward," Carlisle said suddenly. "Do you think it's possible that you're
having sex with Jacob is what caused him to pass out? Didn't you also say that
he had felt pain before he passed out? Had he felt any pain before that at
all?"
"No, nothing, actually. Now that you mention it, though, he seemed to be
rubbing his stomach a bit, like he felt.. something because of it. Not
necessarily pain, though." Edward gave Carlisle a strange look. "What are you
thinking it could be?"
Before Carlisle could say, the door opened. Esme was standing in the doorway,
Billy Black and Charlie Swan behind her. "They said that you knew they were
coming."
"Yes, thank you, darling," Carlisle said, smiling. Esme smiled back, then left
the room quietly. "Come in, please," Carlisle said, with a motion towards Billy
and Charlie. Charlie immediately rolled Billy in and to his son. Billy felt
Jacob's forehead with the back of his hand, breathing slowly, then faster. His
eyes widened, and he looked at Edward accusingly.
"You idiot!" he exclaimed. "What were you thinking?"
Edward's eyes widened as well, and his body froze in shock as he read Billy's
mind. "I'm sorry. Will someone please explain what's going on?" Carlisle asked,
lost.
"Your son has impregnated Jacob," Charlie said calmly, as though they were
speaking of the weather instead of male pregnancy, which, by all means, should
be impossible.
"What?" Carlisle sputtered, gaping like a fish. "That's not possible."
"Yes, it is. You're son has impregnated my son, Jacob," Billy confirmed,
seemingly calmer now. At least, he looked as though he wasn't going to castrate
Edward anymore.
"How do you know?" Carlisle asked, choosing to stick to something that wasn't
so unbelievable.
"We had considered the possibility on the way over. It would not be the first
case of male pregnancy, and, surely, not the last. Also, taking Edward and
Jacob's relationship, and the strength of it, which Seth had mentioned, we're
not surprised by the fact that they have already had sexual relations." Billy's
jaw tightened. "We were just in denial." Charlie patted Billy's hand
comfortingly.
Edward popped out of his daze. "So, he's pregnant? How do you know for sure?"
Edward was staring at Jacob's stomach, like it would reveal all the answers.
"Well, other than the fact that he just had sex, and that being the heir of the
last alpha makes him 'ovulate' more frequently, especially now that he has a
mate, his temperature is sky rocketing," Edward seemed confused as to how that
last piece of information fit into the puzzle. "This indicates that his body is
working overtime to prepare for the 'egg' that will soon be forming with your
sperm and his sperm. That's why he passed out, and why he felt pain before
passing out. You were supposed to complete other bonds so his body could
process this slowly and with less pain. Now, everything is struggling to right
itself in the span of half an hour." As if to confirm his words, Jacob yelped
in pain, as did Edward.
Edward shot out his hand to grip at Jacob's, whose hand was sweaty and warm.
"Why do I feel his pain?" Edward asked.
"Because of the bond. Like I said, you were supposed to go along with the
process of 'wooing' first. Dating, talking, things like that. There are four
different bonding stages, which are pretty straight forward. First, the
acceptance of the bond. I mean, complete acceptance of everything that has
changed because of it being part of it. No regrets. Second is establishing
trust, which I will assume has happened. Third is a steady dating period, or,
in other words, an appropriate amount of time to get to know each other
thoroughly. Fourth is marriage and consummation. By the time you would have
completed the fourth bond, Jacob would have been prepared for it pregnancy.
The proper names for the bonds are Imprint, Mind, Soul, and Body. You have, in
two days, attempted to sqaush together all of them together, and Jacob's body
is trying to rectify your impatient mistake. It's taking it's toll on him,"
Billy observed as Jacob whimpered from the pain of his body's rearrangements.
Edward winced. "Will he be okay?" he asked hesitantly, rubbing Jacob palm. He
seemed to relax when he felt Edward's touch, heard Edward's voice.
Billy gave him a level look. "You better hope so," he said. "You better hope
so."
***** Hope Dashed, Hope Returned *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
The tension in the room was palaple.
Everyone was now aware of the fact that Jacob had passed out, meaning everyone
was trying to squeeze into the tiny space that was the health room. Edward
wasn't sure whose foot just kicked him, or whose hand had just patted his
shoulder, they were all so close to each other.
The beginnings of a migraine were making their presence known in the form of
sharp pains in his temples. Rubbing the bridge of his nose, he sighed. Billy
was still looking at him murderously, while Charlie appeared sympathetic, which
was strange and throwing Edward off by the sudden change of heart. Carlisle had
left the room to run diagnostics and had yet to return.
It was clear to everyone else in the crowded room that something had happened-
what that was, they weren't sure, including Alice. It was also clear that Billy
was blaming Edward, if not for his culpability, then for the lack of another
person to use as an outlet. Edward wasn't neccessarily blaming anyone;
although, if he were, he'd blame himself. He should have asked for more
information on the imprint, the consequences of it, or, you know, things that
could possibly endanger your mate. It was his ignorance that caused this.
Jasper, who had arrived not even ten minutes ago (Edward suspected that Esme
had called him; Alice and Jasper weren't on speaking terms, after all, so who
else?), stepped closer to Edward, pushing Emmett out of the way, and placed a
calming hand on Edward's shoulder. Abused patience turns to fury. A wave of the
most soothing emotions passed over Edward like a balm. The knots in Edward's
back unwinded, and he rolled his shoulders.
"Patience is a virtue," Jasper murmured.
"Enough with the quotes, Jasper," Edward said reproachfully. "I'm not sure my
head can take it."
"The headache will disappear in time."
"Yes, but I'm not quite so sure about all of these people disappearing. They
don't seem to be aware of the fact that they're intruding; isn't it fascinating
how we have a living room upstairs just for that purpose, to sit and wait, and,
yet, no one is using it?" He said this loud enough that everyone in the room
could hear it, even Charlie. Of course, being that it wasn't aimed at Charlie,
or Billy for that matter, they stayed in their positions, heads resting against
each other, hands in a comforting embrace, as everyone who wasn't Jasper or
Carlisle filed out grumpily.
Before everyone was out the door, however, he heard, quite clearly, Emmett's
grumbling, "We care about Jacob, too, you know."
"I know, honey," Rosalie cooed. "But we're not Jacob's imprints, so we
shouldn't impose."
Emmett made a noncommitted sound. "When you marry-or imprint, whatever; same
thing-you get the whole family. But that's beside the point: why does Jasper
get to stay? He wasn't even here when it happened!" Emmett shot Jasper a glare.
Rosalie threw Edward a questioning look before she closed the door. "I'm not
sure, sweetie. I'm not sure."
An uncomfortable silence fell, only interrupted by the sound of Jacob's small
cries of pain. Edward rushed to his side, hand attatched to Jacob's now for a
unforeseen amount of time. It seemed doubtful he'd let it go even if Jacob
awoke, even if he was out danger. Speaking of the danger..
"I ran some tests," Carlisle said, entering the room and startling everyone,
his voice seemingly magnified in the previously deathly quiet health room. A
frown marred the doctor's features. "His heart is beating at an alarmingly fast
pace, his breathing is shallow, his forehead is clammy, and his temperature is
spiraling out of control; hot one moment, cool the next. I wonder," he said,
speaking to Billy, "if this is a regular occurence for pregnant male shape
shifters to experience as their body is changing, or if it is simply happening
to Jacob, given the circumstances?" He glanced worriedly at Edward here, who
was listening intently. Jasper appeared to be paying extra attention as well.
Billy hesitated for a moment before saying, "It's the circumstances. Of course,
for a pregnant male in.. normal circumstances, the body temperature would still
increase exponentially; however, his heart shouldn't be working so hard. The
problem, Carlisle, is that Edward's," he spat it out,"sperm is swimming along
in my son's body trying to find a place that isn't there yet. His body knows,
though, so it's rearranging itself, creating new things. Can you imagine the
agony of growing these things? Thankfully, the body, in a feeble attempt to
protect itself, numbs some of itself. Most likely, the areas Jacob is feeling
the pain from are his rectum and his heart." Carlisle raised an eyebrow in
question; Billy continued:
"The rectum because of the new birth canal that needs to be created, and the
heart because of the trials it's going through presently. He has about thirty
to forty minutes to grow these parts, or he'll lose the baby. Of course, the
baby isn't formed yet, but.." Billy paused, eyes closing as he took a
shuddering breath. Charlie rubbed his shoulder comfortingly and kissed his
forehead. When Billy opened his eyes again, the emotions there were raw. "..
it's the fact that it could be-should be-a baby. And it could be lost.
Extinguished before ignited."
Jasper gasped aloud under the onslaught of conficting emotions emnating from
Edward: pain, sorrow, self-loathing. He's blaming himself for the loss of their
child.
Edward's hand was clutching at his pants, knuckles white, nails digging into
skin. Jasper had to pry Edward's hand off of his clothing, had to pull the
fingers away from the hard skin before they cut a gash in it with its sharp
edges. Sending a pleading glance at Carlisle, he asked Billy, in an attempt at
a distraction (and to answer questions Edward was surely thinking of as well,
if the deep concern was any indication), "And Jacob? He'll be alright, of
course, yes? He won't be harmed?"
"I'm not sure," Billy said eyes emotionless, two pools of emptiness. "Anything
could happen here. The last time this happened, the last time there was a
miscarriage, the man in question suffered brain damage. He'd died for seven
minutes, no brain activity at all. He still lives on the reservation, and has
two children, but the way he processes things has slowed significantly, and his
motor skills are damaged... As long as Jacob doesn't die, for anu period of
time, especially considering his young age," another glare at Edward, "he
should be okay, and continue to be able to reproduce."
"What are the odds of him not surviving this?" Jasper asked with a sense of
foreboding.
Billy looked up at him, face scrunched in pain at the thought of his son, his
child, not surviving. Edward's eyes had fallen shut, hand clenching and
unclenching, the hand holding Jacob's tightening. "For these situations, going
by the amount of times it's happened in the past century, I'd say the odds are
four to seven. If you include brain damage in the 'not surviving' list, then
it's five to seven."
Edward took a shaky breath, running a hand through his hair, making it look
more haphazard. Ignoring everyone else in the room except his whimpering mate,
he tenderly stroked the Jacob's hairline. "Wake up, wake up," Edward whispered,
voice bordering on desperate. "Please, wake up. For me, for you... For our
baby." The last bit was choked out, his throat feeling more swollen than it had
a minute ago. He tried to clear it to no avail.
His left hand was rubbing the palm of Jacob's own. He only became aware of the
fact that he was doing it because Jacob's fingers squeezed Edward's as his
eyelids fluttered, lips upturning slightly.
Edward smiled, relieved. Jacob could hear him.
Jacob was okay.
***** The Dangers Of Changing *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
"Edward?"
At times, the realization that a miracle has happened doesn't sink in until
later. Way later. I mean, everybody-is-now-staring-at-you later, and they have
to clear their throat so that you can come back to reality.
Sometimes, you realize it, and have no idea how to react. The situation is
completely unexpected because, sure, you were wishing, praying, hoping for it
to happen, but you still expected the worst, the unhappy ending, so reaction
time is, understandably, slowed.
Edward experienced both of these. At the same time.
"Hello?" A hand waved in front of his face. He didn't notice.
All of the people who had left the room earlier all crowded back in as soon as
they heard Jacob had awoken. They were all suggesting ways to get Edward to
respond.
Edward was aware; he just wasn't listening. Edward was extremely happy that
Jacob had woke. Problem was, he had no idea what to say. So many scenarios ran
through his mind, three of them involving breaking out into dance, two of those
including music, during which in one of them he sang the song. The others were
jumping on Jacob, which may only hurt him, having a jumping valley girl fest
with Billy, or kissing Jacob senseless.
Instead of acting on any of these, he just froze. He figured it was
instinctual, like a deer caught in headlights. After all, there were quite a
few animals that simply revert to plain instincts when something exciting
happens. For example, possums play dead, and ostriches bury their heads in the
ground. Edward nodded to himself, almost unperceptively. Maybe his animalistic
side was taking over. Maybe that was a good thing.
At the same time, however, it was problematic. I mean, Jacob was wincing and
staring at him questioningly simultaneously, which was a strange result. His
facial muscles would contract, and, in the end, it looked like he was thinking
too hard. Like when someone tries to smile when they're crying: the whole thing
is sloppy, and they look as thought they're grimacing. Edward wanted to make
him smile, but he was speechless.
"What's wrong with him?"
"He looks like a dead fish."
"Somebody needs to slap him out of it."
"I'll do it." That sounded distinctly like Emmett.
"No! No, you won't. Sit back down."
"Whoever suggested it should do it."
Someone sighed. Edward felt a stinging sensation in his cheek. Raising a hand
to rub at the spot, he frowned. Jasper was looking at him sheepishly. "Did you
just hit me?" he asked slowly.
Jacob answered for Jasper, surprising Edward, "He slapped you actually, if
we're being specific."
Edward smiled, the corners of his mouth quirked so much it appeared they
stretched ear to ear in his excitement. "Hey, you're awake!" he exclaimed.
Jacob laughed. "I've been awake for fifteen minutes, Edward. You were so
consumed whatever you were thinking in that head of yours," he teased lightly,
"that you didn't even notice. Don't worry. Everyone else filled me in on the
basics of what had happened while you were off in Neverland. I passed out,
then?"
"Yeah. And I wasn't off in Neverland," Edward muttered as he pushed Jacob's arm
playful.
"Oww, oww," Jacob wailed while chuckling at the same time. "That hurt, jerk!"
he said pushing Edward back slightly.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Are you okay? Did I really hurt you?" Edward's eyebrows
were furrowed in concern, and he pressed the back of his hand against Jacob's
forehead.
"Ah, cold!" Jacob cried, batting Edward's hand away. "I'm fine, I'm fine. Don't
coddle! Carlisle's already taken on the role of my mother; I don't need two."
"Oh, one can never have enough mothers who care!" Emmett put in. Jacob glared
at him. Emmett raised his hands in surrender. "Edward kicked us out of the room
earlier," Emmett said casually, trying to divert Jacob's gaze. He succeeded.
"You made them leave?" he asked incredulously.
Edward rubbed his arm, uncomfortable. "Well, yeah. They were crowding in,
getting into things that weren't their business."
Jacob nodded, shooting Edward a knowing look. "Uh huh," he said. "Are they
crowding now?"
"They always are," Edward said with a quirk of his lips.
Leaning forward, Jacob whispered into Edward's ear, "You should kick them out
again. So, you know, they don't crowd."
Emmett let out a huff, and Rosalie patted his back soothingly with a laugh.
"Okay, everyone, let's go."
"Do you want me to leave, too, Edward?" Jasper asked.
"She said everyone," Emmett said.
Jacob smiled. "We'll call you if we need you. Carlisle, Charlie, my father, and
Edward are going to stay. We'll be fine."
Jasper nodded reluctantly and left the room, smacking Emmett on the back of his
head as he went.
"So," Jacob began, dropping the smile. "What exactly is going on? Don't act
like there isn't something wrong," he said when he saw Edward open his mouth.
"And don't try to soften the blow," he added when Billy moved forward.
Charlie placed a hand on Billy's arm, and spoke: "Your body is trying to
prepare to house the fetus that is trying to be created from a mix of your
sperm and Edward's. We'll get into specifics later. What you need to know now
is that you need to try and remain as calm as possible, so that your body can
relax and finish its job faster. If you can't do that, we'll bring Jasper back
in. 'Understand?" Jacob nodded, not even sure what he was agreeing to as his
breath speeding up. He was beginning to hyperventilate, and sharp pains shot
through his stomach. "I knew we shouldn't have let Jasper leave," Charlie
muttered.
Before he could call for the vampire, Jasper appeared in the doorway. "Did you
think I'd really leave?" he asked, sending waves of peace at Jacob and Edward,
who was also beginning to panic as a result of Jacob's reaction.
"Good man," Billy said, clapping Jasper on the shoulder. "You're alright. But
if you hurt Seth, I'll kill you myself," he said jovially.
Jasper frowned. "How did you know?"
"It's a small reservation. Word gets around fast that another vampire is
imprinted to a werewolf."
"So Leah called you?" Jasper asked with a raised eyebrow.
Billy laughed. "Exactly."
"I have the results of your tests, Jacob. I'm happy to say the your body has
accepted the egg, and is preparing for the fetus. You still need to adjust,
though. Any wrong movement, any wrong anything, and you could lose the fetus. I
want you to stay here for two nights. When you do leave, you'll be on bed rest
for the remainder of the week. Just because your body has accepted the fetus
doesn't mean it isn't possible that you'll lose it. It's even more likely,
actually, much like a human woman. If you het through your first trimester,
then your safe. But be cautious. You're much more delicate than a female
woman."
"I worry," Billy said, "about the time it will come when Jacob will shift to a
wolf."
"I wouldn't advise it with the condition his body is in."
"It isn't a choice. A wolf always changes to it's wolf form during the first
week of their pregnancy. They will feel the need to transform more as it
progresses. What are the chances the baby will survive that?"
"I'm not sure," Carlisle said. "It seems that that could be a breaking point.
His body isn't adjusted. If he transformed today or tomorrow, the baby would
die, without a doubt. There'd be no chance it'd survive," he said softly,
looking at Jacob, who had winced, sympathetically. "If he has at least three
days before the transformation has, the chances that the baby survives are
better, about sixty percent."
"Sixty percent?" Edward sputtered.
"I said better, not ideal. At the very least, he has more than a fifty percent
chance of saving his child. You should be grateful for that. Now, Jacob, you're
going to need some more rest. You're body is working too hard awake. Sleep. If
you can't sleep with them in here, I'll have to ask them to leave. Do you
understand?"
Jacob nodded shakily, grabbing Edward's hand. Edward, understanding his need
for nearness, laid on the hospital bed with him, and curled around him.
Stroking his hair softly, he murmured sweet nothings in his ear until he fell
asleep.
***** Who's Surprised? *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
The itch to transform had been plaguing him for two days, and even though
Carlisle had assured him that his body would be able to handle the
transformation with harming the baby, he wasn't willing to risk it. Problem
was, it seemed his body was disagreeing with him. It seemed adamnant that today
would be the day he had to change, but Jacob was just as adamnant today
wouldn't be the day.
Frustrated, Jacob sat down on the couch in the Cullen's living room. It had
been decided that he would stay at the Cullen's because it'd be easier for
Carlisle to keep an eye on him. Yet, he wasn't quite so soothed by being in the
same home with so many vampires. The only vampires he felt comfortable by were
Edward, which was a given, Jasper, as he could manipulate his emotions, and,
strangely enough, Rosalie; he had no logical explanation for that last one.
They just clicked.
Jacob groaned. He didn't know where Edward was. He had left earlier, saying he
had to feed, with Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett, but they had returned already,
so he didn't understand why Edward hadn't yet.
"Are you okay?" a soft voice inquired.
"I'm fine, just stiff." Jacob stretched, trying to loosen his muscles, but to
no avail.
Rosalie entered the room fully, and took a seat close to Jacob. "How are you
doing?" she asked, reaching out to grab his hand.
Jacob smiled at her. "I'm alright. Really. I'm just exhausted."
"Carlisle told me that you could transform already. How come you don't change?
That's why you're tired, isn't it? Because you want to change?"
Jacob shrugged. "I just don't want to risk changing yet, at least not by
myself." Jacob gave her a meaningful look.
"Oh, I see." Rosalie nodded. "Well, you'll be pleased to know, then, that
Edward-"
"-will be back soon!" Emmett interrupted, sending Rosalie a sharp glance when
Jacob looked away. "Yeah, he just thought he'd get some... extra blood, so he
could stay here with you, if you need him." Emmett nodded to himself when he
finished, proud of his improvising.
"Uh huh," Jacob said, looking amused. "Well, how nice of you, Emmett, to share
such a lovely story, even if it is fictional." Emmett looked surprised Jacob
discovered him-he delivered that lie pretty well, considering. "Now that that's
established, where is Edward?"
"Edward is right here!"
Jacob smiled, a bright, million watt smile. "Hey, where have you been?"
Edward pushed himself between Rosalie and Jacob, carefully prying her hand from
Jacob's. Rosalie grumbled. "Well, I was not getting extra blood, if that's what
you mean."
"No. Way," Jacob deadpanned, a grin on his face.
"Unbelievable, I know. I did go to the Reservation, however, and I brought some
friends." He gestured toward the doorway, where the pack was was huddled
together. Jacob didn't notice, what with Edward's presence. Now, though, his
grin widened, splitting ear from ear.
"Hey, guys."
"Jacob," they all nod. Seth pushes forward out of the group, sending Jasper a
coveted look as he passed him to reach Jacob. Kneeling next to him beside the
couch, Seth smiled. "I always thought that that man on the reservation was one
of a kind. To think, you're going to have a baby!" Seth beamed, a twinkle in
his eye. Jacob understood, too. If he could have a baby, Seth could have a
baby. Since they were in the same situation, imprint wise, Seth was glad he
wouldn't go through these experiences alone, that he had someone to learn from.
"As long as the bonding rituals are followed, everything's smooth sailing,"
Jacob told him.
"I'm guessing you didn't follow the bonding rituals, then?" Sam asked.
"You know Jacob, always the rebellious one in the group," Embry chimed in
teasingly. Jacob's eyebrows rose in surprise when he saw Embry and Paul's
interlocked hands. By the way Embry shifted his eyes away, that was another
question, for another day.
"What was your first clue?" Jacob asked in good humor, opening his arms to
embrace Embry. Thankfully, Paul let go of Embry's hand for that moment of
hugging, so it wasn't awkward. Moving back, Embry patted Paul on the shoulder.
Paul outstretched his hand for Jacob to shake, causing Jacob to frown. Maybe he
spoke too soon about the whole awkward thing.
Beside him, Edward was chuckling. Rolling his eyes, Jacob nudged Edward in the
ribs. "Everyone, these are Edward's siblings: Rosalie, Emmett, and Jasper. I'm
not sure where Alice is," he looked towards Jasper, who shrugged. He seemed
like he could care less, with his arm slung around Seth's shoulders. A smile
flitted across Jacob's face, before a worried frown replaced it again, as he
searched the crowd for black, spiky hair. She'd been disappearing a lot lately.
Jacob couldn't remember the last time he saw her, actually, although he knew
she had been by; Edward had mentioned it offhandedly every once and a while.
Edward leaned toward him, lips against his earlobe, breath cascading in waves,
causing Jacob to shiver, and whispered, "She went to Bella's."
It took Jacob a moment to understand what Edward had said, as he was lost in a
haze of memories of other whispers ans soft lips. "Wait, what? Why is she at
Bella's?"
"Her cover story is that she wants to make sure she's okay, which she isn't
lying about; it just isn't her primary motive. She's trying to lay the
groundwork."
"Ah," Jacob said softly. "She moves fast, doesn't she?"
"No more faster than you and I."
Jacob nodded his head in acknowledgement. "Different circumstances, though."
"Not quite so different," said Edward.
"Not quite the same," Jacob repudiated. "Imagine how vulnerable Bella is right
now; she'll cling to Alice like a lifeline, especially since clinging to me
isn't exactly an option. I know Alice won't use her like that, or, at least, I
hope she's smart enough not to use her like that, but it's a position that
Alice is most assuredly taking advantage of, whether it's with less than
pleasant intentions, or not. Bella needs a friend right now. Alice is going to
be that friend."
"That's good, though." Jacob looked at him skeptically. "No, really. I mean,
who else can really comprehend why I would leave her for her best friend, and
then they're still friends even after. Alice, even if she's doing it for her
own interest, in a way, is still giving Bella benefits. She's being a friend,
an indispensable one. Maybe this is good."
Laying his head on Edward's shoulder, he agreed drowsily. "I suppose." Feeling
a rumbling in his stomach, Jacob rubbed it absentmindedly. Soon, a warmth began
to spread, and pain flashed, there and not there. Squeezing Edward's hand
tightly, he gasped into his ear, "It's coming. I can feel it. We need to get
outside. Now."
Looking Jacob in the eyes, wide expressive, frightened eyes, Edward didn't
hesitate. Swiftly gathering his imprint into his arms, he turned to the other
occupants in the room. "Move out of the way, or I move you out of the way," he
said, tone brooking no argument. Edward was sure he'd never seen any vampires
or werewolves move quite so fast before in his life.
***** A Mate's Soothing Presence *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
After Edward took Jacob outside, everyone else followed, swarming like bees.
The transformation was amazing; like in chemistry, it seemed like the reaction
of the wolf inside of Jacob was going to make him spontaneously combust.
Shielding his eyes, Edward took a step closer to Jacob, wanting to be closer,
to help in any way. Leah grabbed his arm, preventing him. Looking towards her,
he frowned when she only shook her head silently, and pulled him back.
"Let go of me," he whispered, tugging his arm softly from her grip. He wanted
to step forward again, but he knew Leah would just stop him. "Why can't I
help?"
"There's nothing to help. Billy told us that the first transformation after
being impregnated is different than any of the previous transformations. For
women, that first transformation is truly life changing; they experience it
differently, their view changes, their priorities shift, and their body becomes
a cacoon for the baby. It's a whole new experience, and any unfinished changes
are completed while you're a wolf that first time after." She glanced towards
Edward. "It's said that a female wolf glows in that transformation. For a male,
it's much the same, except they are illuminated, iridescent, the light that
emanates during the transformation is blinding. Why is anyone's guess. Billy
thinks it's because the male body needs more adaptions; Carlisle thinks it's
because the adaptions needed take more energy to from than a female."
"It sounds like a mixture of both," Edward said contemplatively, running a hand
through his hair. Looking at Jacob, who was now esconced in a brilliant light,
he blinked. "Who says me being in the light with him will be detrimental? The
worse thing that can happen is that I will go blind. Maybe, if I'm in there, it
can actually be beneficial. No, no, listen," he said hurriedly when Leah
protested, "I could make him calm, couldn't I? Having his mate there will make
him relax, the process could go much easier for him if I'm there."
Leah shook her head, not to deny what he was saying, but, rather, in confusion.
"I don't know about that. It's possible, of course, but I don't think it's
actually been tested, and, if it was, then it wasn't recorded."
"Can't knock it 'til you try it," Charlie's voice interrupted. "I think it's a
good idea, actually, especially with Jacob being unprepared and all," a small
glare was sent Edward's way, fleeting, miniscule," so it's probably for the
best if Edward goes in."
"He is a vampire, though. Can we be sure the light won't harm him?" Carlisle
questioned. "Yes, we can be in the sunlight, but that doesn't mean it should be
this intense of a light that's is focused upon Edward. This could prove to be
dangerous."
Billy wheeled himself into the conversation, "It's not sunlight; it's just a
glow insified. Like any lightbulb you can find in a home, just a higher
wattage."
"Do you mean it's like one of those lights people have to warm domesticated
lizards?" Leah asked.
"Those are burning hot!" Carlisle exclaimed.
"But they've never harmed any of us before," Jasper pointed out. "I leave one
on at night, sometimes, when the cold is permeating and bone deep. It helps
more than not."
"He does leave one on, most nights," a voice chimed in from the door of the
house. Alice and Bella walked into the backyard, providing sufficient
distraction, so that no one noticed Edward edging away from the group and
toward Jacob. "Or he used to, anyways." Seth's hand tightened around Jasper's,
and Jasper squeezed back reassuringly.
The pack looked at each other awkwardly, not sure what to say to Bella, or
Alice, for that matter. They both had wolves imprinted to the Cullen clan, and
didn't want to make things weird by accidentally seeming to have a preference
for a pairing. They were, however, saved from any sort of confrontation when
they saw Alice and Bella's interlocked hands. Now, the people feeling awkward
were the Cullen clan, who quickly exchanged confused glances before facing
Alice and Bella.
"When did this development happen?" Edward heard Carlisle ask while he sprinted
over to Jacob. No one paid him any mind after their entrance. If anyone looked
now, though, they would no longer see him. He made it to the light.
"Jacob?" he asked aloud, blinking rapidly, trying to see. He heard a high-
pitched whine. Pupils dilating in the flare of the glow, he lifted his hand to
his forehead, as a makeshift visor, and walked toward the noise. "Jacob?" A
small keening sound to his left; turning around, he saw nothing. He walked in
that direction, sure Jacob was there. He must have passed him, earlier. His
foot hit something, making it yelp, and he looked down in surprise.
There, curled at his feet, was a russet wolf; much larger than a regular one,
this wolf was almost the size of a bear. Mouth gaping in outright adoration for
the wolf he knew to be his mate, Edward kneeled on the floor, and reached out a
hand to pet the fur, so soft and shiny. The wolf mewled in pleasure at the
touch, snuggling closer to Edward and leaning into the feather light touch of
his fingertips. Smiling, Edward let his fingers flow into the glossy chestnut
fur, lightly skimming through it, untangling any knots his fingers encountered.
The wolf preened under his attentions. "Jacob!" he declared happily.
The wolf's eyes opened, half-lidded, and zeroed in on Edward. Yes, Jacob's calm
voice, clear as day, resounded in his head. Why are you here? Not that I'm
complaining.. The thought was purred out, Jacob shuddering lightly in a pleased
way when Edward scratched him behind the ears.
Chuckling, Edward said, "I thought you might appreciate the soothing company of
your mate."
Jacob did the mental equivalent of a snort. You couldn't resist coming in,
could you?
"Never," Edward whispered. "Are you okay? The transformation wasn't painful?
The baby's okay? Is it worse that I'm here? Should I leave? I should leave,"
Edward blurted out, panicked.
Calm down! yelled Jacob's voice in his head. Then, in a much calmer tone, he
thought to Edward, I'm fine. The transformation was painful, but, he added when
Edward seemed about to bolt in a misguided attempt to help, it subsided when
you got here. So, no, don't leave. Could you, actually, rub my fur again?
Jacob's ears flickered hopefully, making Edward grin. "Of course!" He settled
onto the floor, laying next to Jacob, in the warmth of the copper wolf, and
scratched his ears, making Jacob's leg twitch with pleasure. "It's okay,"
Edward whispered with a smile, "I won't tell anyone. Go ahead."
The wolf stared at Edward, gauging his sincerity, then, deciding he was honest,
let its leg kick and it's tongue loll from the absolute delight surging through
him, the combination of his mate's presence and the small fetus, he could feel,
growing inside him making him so blissful. Not even the calls for Edward could
knock either of them from their tightly knit bubble of contentment.
***** Unwelcome News *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Being in wolf form is very flexible and easy. Jacob felt a certain amount of
freedom as a wolf, more relaxed and calm. When the light cacooning himself and
Edward lessened, he didn't want to change back. He wasn't even sure if he
could.
Edward told him the importance of this transformation, or at least what he had
gleaned from Leah about it. He supposed that changing back immediately wouldn't
have been an option even if he had wanted to. As it is, he remained in wolf
form, glad he could at least talk with Edward still while a wolf. Do you hear
what I hear? Jacob asked Edward as the sounds of shouting increased in volume.
He began to grow worried when the shouts fully penetrated his mind and arranged
themselves into coherent thoughts, into words: Edward, get out here! the shouts
said. Hurry!
The shouts made him panic, and, in his fragile state, he shrunk in on himself,
making himself less of a threat. If someone saw him as a threat and challenged,
though, he was prepared to do what it took, but Edward was here; he would be
his protector. Edward picked him up lightly from the floor, letting Jacob curl
into him, and walked toward the voices, gently informing him that the yelling
came from Alice and Bella.
Jacob cocked his head to the side questioningly. To say he was surprised would
be an understatement. He hadn't seen Bella for a couple of days. Even when he
was in a state of life or death, Bella hadn't visited, which was surprising,
now that he considered it. Charlie had come, of course, as he had been with
Billy at the time, but Jacob reckoned that he'd have shown up anyways. He
wondered why Bella hadn't. Then, he remembered all of Alice's disappearances,
how they had grown more frequent, his offhanded comment to Edward about how
Alice 'moved fast'.
He considered all of these factors. Was Bella angry with him? Was she angry
with Edward still, and didn't come to see Jacob for fear of confrontation of
some sort with Edward? Jacob shook his head. They had talked it out, and he
felt sure that Bella still would have tried to see him, or would have called
him, even if things were awkward. They were still friends.
Leah had called him every day, multiple times a day, asking him about his
progress, if he could change yet, etcetera. Sometimes she just called to talk
about miscellaneous things, like the weather, or a TV show. She kept herself
updated, even researched pregnancies, male ones included, when she found out,
so he could be well prepared and she could be helpful. Jacob was very touched
by her effort, and was thankful for her research as she could tell him things
he hadn't known himself. Like the fact that males didn't get morning sickness
until their third month, and they didn't grow breasts in order to lactate, they
just switched into wolf form, where the nipples already there could feed the
baby (using a pump). It was interesting to have friend who was so interested in
what was happening to him, and he appreciated Leah's effort greatly; he just
felt saddened that Bella wasn't right there along with Leah, curiously leafing
for information through mythology books she got from the book store she had
browsed through in Port Angeles.
Jacob frowned as he thought about it. What if, maybe, Bella had become upset
with him, angry?
"Jacob," Edward whispered into his ear. It seemed Edward may have been trying
to get his attention for quite some time, and he blushed as he pulled himself
from his thoughts, so that he could concentrate. "Bella wants to talk to you,
and Alice wants to talk to me. That's why they're here." Edward grimaced. Jacob
got the feeling the news wasn't good. The little crinkle of hope Jacob felt,
the one hoping his friend wasn't angry and had just popped by because she was
worried for his mental and physical health, was dashed rather quickly. "Don't
be too hasty in your judgment of Bella. She may have better intentions than
you're predicting." This was a cryptic message; meaning Edward knew what Bella
wished to speak with him about, but refused to tell him. He hated moments like
these; he wished he could know, but, when he asked, Edward always looked
affronted and said, "They're not my secrets to tell." Jacob learned long ago
that the best way to gleam information about the things he wanted was to
formulate 'innocent' questions. Edward usually let information slip out when he
was distracted.
Why are they yelling? he asked as they moved forward. Carlisle waved to Edward
in relief when the light finally abated.
Edward shrugged. "Their appearance didn't go over well with Jasper. Also,
nobody else, besides you and I, know why Alice left. They know Jasper went out
with Seth, since Emmett dared him. They figured he was just entertaining him.
They haven't said a word; it's all assumptions. Now that Alice is here,
everyone's trying to get their questions answered." Edward's implication was
tacitly placed: Jasper was trying to make sense of everything, and it was chaos
because he couldn't. Jacob did the wolf equivalent of a nod, his ears flopping
a little. His tongue lolled slightly as he considered everything, and Edward
chuckled at the sight. "Do you realize how absolutely adorable you are as a
wolf?" Edward cooed, nuzzling his face into Jacob's furry neck. Jacob grinned
wolfishly.
"Edward, please put an end to this madness!" Carlisle exclaimed when Edward
finally reached him. "Rosalie is at Bella's throat, and Emmett won't stop
pestering Jasper, who's trying to talk to Alice, who's ignoring him, saying she
won't speak to anyone until she has spoken to you. She said this was important
and urgent, and that everyone else could wait." Jacob surveyed the scene, and
saw that Carlisle was right. Rosalie looked ready to break Bella's neck, and
Alice was trying to stop her, while simultaneously rebuffing Jasper, who was
yelling at Emmett and Alice. Poor Seth was watching the scene sadly, trying to
interject a few words every once in a while to calm Jasper down, but wasn't
heard over everyone's screeching.
Jacob pawed at Edward's shoulder, silently asked to be put down. Edward
kneeled, and set him on the ground, petting the fur on his face affectionately
before placing a chaste kiss to his forehead. Jacob licked Edward's face,
slobbering all over him, before gamboling in Seth's direction. Edward wandered
off towards Alice to solve the dispute.
Jacob barked at Seth to get his attention. Turning to face Jacob, Seth smiled
widely. "Jake!" he called excitedly. Looking around minutely, Seth quickly ran
behind a bush, removed his clothes, and changed into his wolf form. Returning
to Jacob, he thought, Where's Edward?
He's rounding up the distressed sheep, Jacob quipped dryly. Tell me what's
wrong, Jacob gently prodded.
Seth looked at him dubiously before replying, Jasper wants to talk with Alice.
His paws scratched the ground nervously, and he averted his eyes shyly, as
though Jacob would reprimand him for his irrational feelings of jealousy.
Edward told me, Jacob confirmed. Don't be upset. You're his imprint now; he
cares nothing for her. You guys even bonded before you imprinted. What's there
to be upset about?
Seth kicked at the ground now, seemingly frustrated. You don't understand, he
thought gruffly. He needs to talk to her. Did Edward want to talk to Bella like
this?
No, Jacob replied without hesitation. He weighed his next words carefully, but
didn't want to lie. He seemed rather reluctant, actually. I was the one who
suggested we talk to her; she was my bestfriend. I needed to talk to her...
Jasper was with Alice longer than Edward was with Bella. Maybe that's why he
feels like he has an obligation to speak with her.
An obligation? He seems too eager for it to be merely obligation, Seth
commented.
Seth, when you imprint, which you should know, everything changes. I doubt
Jasper, who is chivalry personified, would break your heart. Anyways, Alice is
meant to be with Bella, so it all works out.
What do you mean? Seth asked curiously.
Well, Jacob began, ears twitching, Alice had visions of herself and Bella
together romantically before you imprinted on Jasper. She knew he would
imprint, just not on who, when she noticed his future disappear. So, she
distanced herself from him. Jasper is probably so hell-bent on speaking with
her because he's angry with her methods of 'letting him off easy'. I saw them;
it was like a cruel game of cat and mouse.
Seth pondered this. So, you don't think there's any other reason why he wants
to talk to her?
Jacob shook his head.
Why are you still a wolf? Seth said suddenly, changing the topic.
I can't switch back yet. Court ordered, he teased, thinking of Leah, his
father, and Edward; the 'court'.
Really? Will that be the way it will be for me, too?
Yes, most likely. Although, you won't have as much of a precarious pregnancy as
mine as I imagine Jasper and yourself will be waiting until your bonds are
completed before engaging in sexual intercourse? Jacob asked expectantly, like
a teacher who asks a question with only one answer, no if's, and's, or but's.
If Seth were human, he would have blushed. As it is, his ears flattened against
his head in embarrassment. Right. We'll wait for the bonds, he thought lowly,
agreeing.
A shout interrupted their mental conversation. "Seth! Jacob!" Jasper's voice
called. Jasper was currently trying to prevent Rosalie from continuing her
emotional attack on Bella. Emmett was making matters worse. Galloping over to
where they were, Jacob pushed himself in between Bella and Rosalie, placing
shaggy paws on Rosalie's chest, pushing her backwards and away from Bella.
Seth had run behind the bush to transform and throw on shorts before running to
them, shirtless. Approaching Bella, he smiled. "Why don't we go inside?" he
asked. Bella nodded shakily, and followed him as he entered the building.
Jasper looked at Emmett. "What the heck is going on here?" he asked
perplexedly.
Rosalie responded. "Bella is here with Alice!" she screeched indignantly,
almost as if she were the one who had been 'cheated' on. Jacob snorted against
her shoulder as Jasper informed her of the situation, barely managing to keep
himself from grinning openly like Jacob was. "What are they doing here?" she
asked, noticeably calmer now that she knew what was going on.
"That's what I'd like to know," Emmett chimed in. Jacob barked to show he
agreed with the sentiment.
"Alice wants to speak with Edward," Jasper said laconically. Everyone winced a
little, knowing Jasper's pride was wounded that she didn't want to at least try
to figure things out with him, instead ignoring his presence altogether for
Edward. "I'm assuming Bella came because Alice came."
Jacob shook his head, remembering what Edward said about her wanting to talk to
him. Padding away from the group, he wandered inside looking for his
translator, so he could speak with Bella. He found him in the living room,
speaking quietly with Alice. Edward looked over when he heard Jacob's paws
scraping the floor.
Frowning at Edward and Alice's serious expressions, Jacob informed Edward of
the proceedings he missed, Rosalie is calm again. Jasper is outside; he wants
to talk to Alice. Rosalie and Emmett are with him. Bella and Seth are in the
house somewhere. Seth is trying to calm her down. I had wondered if you'd come
with me, so I could speak with her.
Edward gave him a strange look. It was almost calculating. "Do you know where
your father is, Jacob? Where Charlie is?" he asked, dismissing what Jacob said;
not rudely, just entirely.
Jacob shook his head. I haven't seen them since I transformed.
Edward exchanged a knowing glance with Alice. Jacob exhaled in frustration;
Edward was keeping things from him again, but he had a feeling he would at
least tell him soon. He just wished he would stop beating around the bush.
"Alice had a vision," he said cryptically. Jacob merely raised a furry eyebrow.
"She had a vision of Charlie rushing into this room to tell us that the Elders
have set a meeting, requiring you and I to attend."
When? Jacob asked.
"In two hours," Edward replied. "Charlie won't be here for another hour at
least, meaning the meeting is barely being called. That's why your father left;
the other Elders had called him to attend a small meeting before this upcoming
one. He told Charlie what they're planning, and Charlie is going to come tell
us." Edward stepped away from Alice and crouched next to Jacob. Jacob pulled
his tongue into his mouth, realizing the seriousness of the moment. "Jacob,"
Edward began. "The meeting is about the baby. They want us to get rid of it."
Jacob's jaw dropped, and tears pooled immediately in his eyes before his eyes
hardened and narrowed to slits, his fur standing on end, and his hind legs
shaking in anger. They'll have to kill me first, Jacob thought fiercely.
Edward looked at him sadly. "They may be planning to do just that."
***** It's Lying, And Yet It's Not *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
The pain clouded eyes pierced Edward's heart much like a knife would. The
metaphorical knife twisted downward, as though set on gutting him, when he saw
those eys harden, when he saw that cold mask drop across his face like a stage
curtain. His mate was in pain, but he wasn't allowed to help. Not yet.
Jacob didn't want anyone to see his pain; he wanted to be strong, and he wanted
to be able to fight this out. Of course, being a pregnant male wolf would be a
cause for problems here. He would be lying if he said he didn't want any help,
if he said he didn't need it; he needed it very much, and, in this moment, he
absolutely craved it. Edward's arms twitched almost as though he wanted to
scoop Jacob up into a hug, and Jacob was half-tempted to run into them and sob
his woes away.
Yet, the thought of being so emotional in this moment wouldn't help him in any
way. He knew that if he showed even the most minimal amount of emotion in front
of the Elders that they would tear him to pieces faster than any of them could
predict. Of course, no one here was there enemy, but if any of his friends saw,
the Elders would find out immediately. Especially if Sam saw. Since Sam was
going to attend the meeting as well, he had to make sure no one could report
his emotions back to him. No one else could be allowed to change to a while
here, either. Then everyone would know instantly know through their mind
communication. It was of the utmost importance that no one changes.
Growing up with his father, he learned how to hide certain thoughts. Only if he
was thinking about it, in the very front of his mind, would they know what he's
thinking. He can hide that weakness, but nobody else could, except for Leah. He
never taught Sam because they weren't so close. Sam was like a distant older
brother; you know he's there for you unconditionally, but you don't talk much.
Hardly at all, really; he's just a safe, reliable presence.
Knowing his limitations for PDA, Jacob refrained from leaping into Edward's
welcoming arms, and instead paced the floor. Edward's hands clenched, as though
he were literally fighting to remain where he was, and not comfort Jacob. Jacob
tried not to feel bad, and asked more questions:
What exactly does Charlie say when he shows up?
Edward turned toward Alice, quickly scanning her thoughts for the answer,
before facing Jacob. "He tells us that your father has told him that the Elders
think that our baby is an abomination, and it has to be destroyed before it can
grow up and reak havoc on the natural world," Edward's voice grew more
bittingly sarcastic as he continued, his mouth curling in a snarl as he became
more angry with the Elders for thinking they could do this. "He also said that
your father is going to be acting as though he agrees with this whole charade,
so that he can get more allies to go against the Elders. Once Charlie knows,
we'll know. I'll, of course, be reading your father's mind to check for
loyalty, sincerity, and to find out his idea if Charlie doesn't discover it
soon enough, even though I doubt they are against you. I will be subjecting
each of your friends who are wolves to the same treatment, to root out anyone
who could have any part in this, or who know any information about it." He
paused, looking at Jacob patiently when he shook his head.
Unnecessary. At the meeting, everyone will be in wolf form. Their thoughts will
be loud and clear.
"I hadn't been under the impression that everyone would attending the meeting,"
Edward commented.
They won't. Jacob sighed. Fine. You can read everyone's mind, except Seth's and
Leah's. I already know Seth is loyal to me, as we shared thoughts just moments
earlier, and Leah would never do anything of the sort. Also, please tell
everyone that none of them are to change into wolf form.
"Won't they think it's a strange request for a vampire to make?" Alice spoke
up.
"Not if Edward tells them that when they change, it affects his mate
negatively," Jacob disputed.
Edward nodded in understanding. "I'll be sure to take Seth aside to tell him
that he didn't cause you any harm." Jacob nodded to him gratefully. Edward
walked toward him, and scratched him behind the ears affectionately. "I'll be
right back," he murmured, nuzzling Jacob's nose affectionately. Jacob curled up
on the carpet facing the fireplace, and watched him leave.
...
Seth sighed when Bella finally calmed. She had been on the verge of hysterical,
and kept asking for Alice or Jacob, to which Seth had to tirelessly reply, "I
can't take you to them." Finally, he told her they would be coming out soon. He
actually had no idea, but she had calmed considerably since. Luckily, Edward
exited the living room almost ten minutes after, so Bella couldn't call him on
his fib.
"You can go in now, Bella," Edward told her calmly. Bella hopped from the
stairs she had been perched on, waved an awkward goodbye to Seth, and shot out
of the room, only tripping once on the steps. Edward chuckled lightly, before
he turned to Seth and stated, "She's quite desperate to see Alice and Jacob."
Seth looked at him curiously and asked, "Won't she not be able to speak with
him, since he's a wolf?"
"That's what's funny about it," he said, chuckling again. "While we're on the
subject of wolves," he said, sobering up, "I wanted to tell you not to change
into a wolf today, if you can help it."
"Why not?" Seth seemed genuinely confused.
"It affects Jacob negatively. You may not have noticed it when you changed,
Jacob, in fact, didn't notice it, but it'd be better for him, during this first
transformation only, that you, or anyone else, not change into a wolf at all,
for any reason."
"But how does it affect him?"
Edward fished around in his mind for a plausible lie, then said as matter of
fact as he could, "It makes him sick. Which, in itself, is strange as Leah told
Jacob, from her research on the subject, that male wolves shouldn't have
morning sickness until their third month of pregnancy."
"That's strange," Seth said contemplatively. "If I got pregnant, should I have
the pack not shift around me as well?"
"You shouldn't plan on a pregnancy any time soon; just wait for the storm to
abate," Edward advised abstrusely. "Maybe a few months into Jacob's pregnancy,
we can find the direct source of the sickness, and, maybe, also discover
prevention methods."
Seth nodded thoughtfully. "Okay," he agreed. "Do you want me to tell the
others, or would you like to do the honors?"
"I'm going to consult Leah about the information, and then I'll tell them,"
Edward said, walking in Leah's direction. "Thanks for understanding."
Seth just nodded again, and turned towards Jasper, who had just rounded the
corner as Edward went into the next room. "Did you know that Jacob was being
affected by my transformation into a wolf?" Seth asked Jasper. Edward paused,
and listened in, curious if Seth bought what he had told him. He realised it
wasn't the best lie in the world, but he felt it was satisfactory at best.
Jasper shook his head sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck. "Honestly, I
was too caught up in my anger to really notice. He did seem a little off, but I
think that was just because Bella was here, but I could be wrong. Why? Is
something wrong?" Seth smiled at the concern in Jasper's voice.
"Yes and no. Yes, because my transformation did affect Jacob, and no, because
Edward told me in time, so that I, or anybody else, won't do it again."
"Wait, so you can't change at all?" Jasper looked confused.
Seth shrugged. "Edward said it could have a negative effect on the development
of Jacob's fetus. Anyways, it's only for this first transformation. Then,
everyone can change again."
Jasper looked ready to argue a point, but then nodded. "Hey," he said, perking
up. "Do you have anywhere you need to be tonight?" Jasper winked at Seth
lewdly, flirtatiously.
Seth rolled his eyes at his antics. "Why? Do you have something planned?"
"I thought we could go to this new restaurant that I heard was positively
amazing," Jasper said, wrapping his arms around Seth's waist and pulling him
flush against him in a hug. "I made reservations. We have to be there in an
hour."
"I don't know," Seth said hesitantly, thinking about Alice. "Won't you want to
speak with Alice before she leaves again?"
"I did," Jasper admitted. "But, then, I thought that Fate had made a decision
for me-one that makes me tremendously happy, by the way-and that I wanted to
make the best of it. I can always talk to Alice another day," he said kissing
him on the forehead.
"Even if she doesn't come back for a week, a month?" Seth pressed.
Jasper scrunched up his face, pretending to think about it, then nodded his
head vigorously. "Even if she doesn't come back for another four months, then
it won't matter. After four is a deal breaker, and we'll have to hunt her
down," Jasper added mock seriously. Seth burst into laughter at his expression,
and Jasper soon joined him, unable to resist Seth's infectious giggling.
"So, you'll go with me?" Jasper asked softly. Seth smiled, and pressed his face
into Jasper's neck as a yes.
Edward, who was still watching the scene, startled when Leah tapped his
shoulder suddenly. "Spying on my brother, are you?" she asked loudly.
Edward covered her mouth quickly. "Did you hear that?" Seth asked, moving away
from Jasper. He frowned. "It sounded like my sister."
Jasper grabbed Seth's wrist lightly, and pulled him back to him. "I think
you're imagining things," he murmured. He kissed Seth full on the lips, and
Seth promptly forgot all about hearing his sister's distinctive voice.
Edward took advantage of the moment, and dragged Leah away, his hand still
covering her mouth. "Ow!" She bit him. "What was that for?" he asked
indignantly, nursing his hand.
"Why were you spying on my brother?" she shot back.
"Okay, that's fair," Edward conceded. I was trying to see if he believed me."
"About what?" Leah prompted when Edward remained quiet. He was very vague.
Edward sat down on a small couch-in the family room-and gestured to Leah to do
the same. She shook her head in the negative, and tapped her foot when she
thought Edward was taking too long to begin. "Something is going to happen
later today," he began without preamble. "I can't tell you yet, so don't ask.
Anyway, I said that you guys couldn't change into a wolf all day today, which
is true, so please don't. I also said it affected Jacob, whch again is true.
What is not true is that I said it affected his pregnancy directly. It can, but
it's complicated," he sighed, running a hand through his hair anxiously. "The
point is I told your brother that if he or any of the other wolves change then
it would affect Jacob negatively. That is not a lie, but it is not the truth,
either. I wanted to you to back me up because I told him that you did research
that supports this." Edward looked up at her warily, expecting her to say no.
He was surprised, then, when, instead of arguing, she walked off, waving
impatiently for him to follow her. He obeyed quickly. She led him to the room
Jacob was in, heading straight for Jacob. Hands on her hips, she asked bluntly,
"Is what Edward saying true?"
Jacob looked at them both, then turned towards Edward. Did you tell her about
the meeting? Edward shook his head. Then?
"I asked her to defend what I'm saying, if anyone, even her brother asks. She
wants to know if what I'm saying directly affects you and your pregnancy, and
if I'm telling you the truth when I say that it is of the utmost importance for
the wolves to not shift, reasons be damned."
Jacob looked at Edward a second longer, then at Leah. He nodded to her, saying
a tacit yes, that's true then rested his head on his paws to return to sleep.
Bella, who was lying next to him, continued to pet his hair affectionately.
Leah smiled, then said to Edward, "Okay, I believe you. What do I have to do?"
"Well," Edward began, and told Leah what he'd said to Seth.
***** A Contract *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Jacob was unsure of what to do while waiting for Charlie to arrive. Bella had
excused herself minutes ago to use the restroom, and Edward was in a deep
conversation with Alice about all the different types of scenarios that could
come to pass, occasionally throwing reassuring glances Jacob's way, leaving
Jacob with a vast amount of time to sit and think.
Thinking led to doubt, however, and Jacob was trying, at all costs, to prevent
himself from going down that road. When he did, he began to think his father
was against him, even though he knew he wasn't, that the Elders would order him
away, or kill his baby, or kill him, or kill Edward, and the whole thing was
beginning to give him a headache. He didn't want to make assumptions about how
things would go. If he believed his dad was on his side and he isn't, he didn't
want to be crushed, and, in turn, if he believed his dad would betray him and
he didn't, his dad would be crushed. If he let himself think of all the
possible outcomes, he'd hyperventilate. He was starting to, thinking of Edward
and his unborn child, and he had to calm himself down.
Glancing at Edward, who was staring at him intently, he shook his head
slightly; he needed a moment to sort everything out himself. He thought about
his friends, and what they thought about everything. They obviously supported
him, but did they believe some of the things the Elders believed? Would they
think his baby was an abomination, since its parents were supposed to be sworn
enemies, since no one has seen the likes of this before, really? The other man
who had a baby had been with a human, and that was dangerous already. To think
of the dangers of having a baby with a vampire.. Jacob shuddered. He supposed
he could see why the Elders might be concerned, for not only his well-being,
but for the well being of the entire pack.
If he died while delivering the baby, he had no doubt some of the people in La
Push would call it murder, by Edward's hands, and just for the simple fact that
Edward would know the dangers going through with the pregnancy would produce
and would want to go through with it anyway. But Jacob wanted to go through
with it, too, so was it really murder if he was completely willing?
...
Edward approached Jacob slowly, taking a moment to think about what he was
going to say. Jacob's morbid thoughts worried him, to say the least. He knew
these were things that should be discussed, and he knew that they should think
about every possible outcome, including the less-than-pleasant ones. He just
didn't want Jacob to have to think about things that would make him stress. He
wanted to be able to take care of all Jacob's worries with a few well-placed
words and a kiss on the forehead.
Seating himself on the carpet next to Jacob, crossing his legs and placing his
hands in his lap, Edward spoke, "Stop frowning so much. You'll get wrinkles."
Jacob looked up at him, still in his wolf form, and crinkled his nose. I'm too
young to care about wrinkles.
"Not after today." Edward looked at Jacob seriously. "I won't let anything
happen. You know that, right?"
Jacob looked at him uncertainly. Alice spoke suddenly, and Jacob jumped,
unaware that she was nearby. "Edward would sacrifice his life to protect yours.
His unborn child growing inside of you is just an extra incentive." She kneeled
on the ground, and gently pet the fur framing his face. "I would willingly give
my life to protect yours, as would anyone here. Have no fear, Jacob, for you
are surrounded by love."
Love that will not be able to attend the hearing. Only Edward and Carlisle
will; Edward because he is the father, Carlisle because he is your clan's
patriarch. Who will protect me then?
"I will protect you when they are not there. It is my duty. It is my desire."
It is not mine. Jacob was looking at him fiercely, and he was snarling.
Edward smoothed Jacob's fur, which had been standing on end, and pressed a soft
kiss into the fur above his left eye. "It is not your choice," he said firmly.
Jacob's eyes grew glossy and wet in his frustration and he shook his head, his
ears flopping. A big, crocodile tear drop fell and wet his cheek. I do not
approve, he growled, turning his head away from Edward.
"Of course you don't," Edward murmured affectionately. "But you would do the
same, and I would not approve. That would not stop you."
It would not, Jacob admitted grudgingly. He peeked at Edward, who was smiling.
He pouted.
"Charlie should be here any minute now," Alice announced. "I'm going to go get
Bella," she said, more to herself than to them. She walked away.
Nothing will happen? Jacob asked.
"Nothing will happen," Edward assured.
Yet, he had no proof to support that, and, if anything, the slight nausea he
was felt seemed to be against it. He ignored the feeling for now.
...
Charlie's breath was labored, and he felt like he had run a mile. What Billy
had told him was crazy, and he just couldn't believe that the Elders wanted to
do this. He was glad, at least, that Billy was completely against their idea.
Especially since he had quite an influence over the Elders, from what he's
heard. His vote was almost three votes, he had so much sway.
Running up to the door of the Cullen household, he barreled in without
knocking, running into the first room he saw, which was, incidentally, the same
room Jacob and Edward were in. "Jacob!" he called.
Edward stood. Facing Charlie, he said, "We know what news you bring. Details
are all that are necessary for you to give." Jacob remained laying on the
ground, tired.
Charlie paced, unable to sit when he was so agitated. "You know what the Elders
have planned?" he asked, checking. Both Edward and Jacob nodded. "Billy told me
that the meeting would be in two hours an hour ago, so we have an hour. They're
going to try to persuade Jacob to get rid of it. You, too, Edward. Especially
you. You are his imprint; you are now his guardian in a sense. They will need
both yours and Jacob's permission to extract the baby, but it has been known to
be forced on a couple before, even the females in certain situations."
"Do you think they would force this upon Jacob?"
"It's a possibility." Charlie was never known for subtly. He remained as blunt
as ever, "There's a very good chance that they might, even if they are
overruled. Many of the members of the Elders are very narrow minded. If they
are so firmly against it, then they might hire someone to do it
'inconspicuously'."
"What about Billy? Doesn't he have a say?"
"He holds at least three votes in the council, an extra since Harry's death.
Billy still has an 'alpha voice'. They may be swayed by him, if he gets them to
vote in Jacob's favor, then he can order the opposition to not attempt any
funny business with you guys. But the order won't keep them at bay forever.
You're going to have to convince them that your baby will not be of any harm to
anybody, and that you are willing to suffer repercussions for anyone who is
hurt."
"Something tells me that there is something in it for them this way; that is
why they would be satisfied."
"You are right," Charlie admitted. He glanced at Jacob worriedly, then began,
"They have a personal vendetta against you now. Sam is a great leader, but they
held hopes that one day Jacob would want to take the reigns. They said he shows
great promise. They feel that you ruined that, not only by being imprinted to
him, immediately making him the subordinate and, therefore, in their
'traditional' and bigoted minds, making him unqualified to be an Alpha leader,
but also by impregnating him. They do not believe Jacob will live throughout
the pregnancy," Charlie said with a sigh. "You have completely ignored the
bonding rites, and, by doing so, have decreased his chances of living. Adding
to that that you're a vampire, a pregnancy no one has witnessed, much less
between males, they believe the baby will be the cause of his death. And you,
immediately making you both, in their minds, abominations and murderers."
Charlie took a deep breath to calm himself, angry with the Elders. "If you
convince them the baby will cause no harm, and that you will accept the
repercussions, and Jacob, God forbid, dies, then you and your baby will also
die."
Jacob whimpered, and Charlie and Edward looked down to make sure he was okay.
Is that possible? he asked. To kill an innocent child, and an innocent man? Is
it legal?
Edward translated for Charlie. "It does not matter to them. Their word is law.
This is their contract for you, and there is no other way. You must decide
before we leave. You do not have much time."
Edward glanced at the clock. They had thirty minutes. He hoped it was enough
time for Billy to persuade other members of the Elders to help them. Edward was
prepared to do anything, however, if he failed.
...
From around the corner, Alice and Bella heard everything Charlie had said. From
what Alice had heard, she knew enough, and, as if to support her thoughts, a
vision came. If she did not do something soon, then there was a certainty of
this ending in much bloodshed.
She hoped she could prevent it in time.
***** Victory Is Bittersweet *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
The imprint is, for the most part, dormant when it comes to Edward's
relationship with Jacob. It is generally pleased with how their relationship
is. There are times, however, when it influences moods, like when Edward became
irrationally angry and rude with Paul for his inappropriate thoughts, or when
Edward becomes extremely protective of Jacob when there's no real danger
present. It, the imprint, heightens whatever emotion he would feel for Jacob,
like affection or lust, anger or relaxation, to an almost unbearable degree.
Love outweighs the need to dominate and claim, although the need doesn't appear
all too often.
When it came to their relationship, Jacob was naturally submissive and loyal
almost to a fault. Edward never felt the need to question how they stood in
their places relationship-wise, never felt the need to possess, or to defend
himself and his imprint except that once. However, the meeting presented a
whole new ball game for Edward and made it harder for him to control his
emotions.
Now, Edward is an incredible actor at times. He can throw himself into a role,
and not look back. The role of nurturing boyfriend came naturally because he
felt it so sincerely that it was hardly a role at all, just something he was
all the time. Jacob never noticed what had been brewing underneath, what had
bubbled up inside him since Edward had discovered what the Elders had planned.
Edward has always been an overprotective person, has always been willing to do
anything for a person he cares for deeply, anyone he loves, whether they're
family, friend, or other. Jacob is so much more to him than just another loved
one; Jacob is his life, his anchor, his balance, and for that to be
threatened.. Well, suffice it to say that Edward had never felt a rage as keen
and sharp as this one.
Now that the meeting was almost upon them (they had little more than thirty
minutes), Edward could feel himself losing grasp of his what he supposed to do,
how he was supposed to act, and what character he was supposed to play. He
couldn't help it; with danger so near to Jacob, Edward found himself growling
at everyone. Anyone could be a threat, even the ones he knew for sure weren't.
He was being completely ridiculous, he realized somewhere deep down in the
recesses of his mind, but he didn't care. All he could really recognize, all he
was really aware of was that his mate-and his baby-were in danger. Life
threatening danger, and he'd be damned if he let anyone near Jacob until the
danger passed.
Even if annoyed the sanity out of Jacob himself.
Jacob, as it was, found Edward's over-protectiveness endearing.. for all of
about ten minutes. After being denied the right to hug Bella, Jacob almost
snapped. Edward had intercepted Bella just as she went to snuggle with him
telling her, in what Jacob was sure Edward thought was in a very polite way,
that she wasn't allowed to approach Jacob until after the meeting, and, even
then, he'd have to consider all the dangers present before he let her.
Dangers? Jacob had seethed quietly to himself. They'd be lucky if they made it
out of this meeting alive. No use denying it now that it was so close to
happening.
Every time Jacob tried to talk to Edward about it, though, about the dangers
and how silly it was to threaten people on their side, Edward scowled and said
everything would be fine in this overconfident voice he'd developed. Not
exactly reassuring for Jacob. Jacob wasn't sure if Edward was aware of the
fact, but when that arrogance colored his voice, it usually meant he was going
to do something Jacob wouldn't be happy about. Something was up with Edward.
And Jacob was determined to find out what.
Edward sighed, running a hand across his face in exasperation. He had had Jacob
lay down in their room. He'd only been in there five minutes before everyone
had suddenly decided that they wanted or needed to see Jacob about this or that
right that minute. Which was really unfair because Edward was trying to
reassure Jacob that everything was okay, and, no, he didn't need to talk to
about it right now; they'd talk about it after the meeting. Jacob always rolled
his eyes when he said that.
Opening the door of his room, he stared into the face of Jasper. "How many
people can attend this meeting?" Jasper asked without preamble.
"That I know of, only Carlisle," Edward replied.
Alice pushed past Jasper and headed into Edward's room, plopping down on the
bed near Jacob's paws. She pet his leg absently as she spoke. "I had a vision
of Jasper at the meeting." Said vampire waltzed into the room, sitting at the
chair of Edward's desk.
"What, and he barged in, or..?" Edward trailed off, distracted by Alice's hand
on Jacob's leg. He glared at her hand like it had personally wronged him. She
was quick to pull it back with a quick, apologetic pat.
"No, he was standing there with you guys, all formal and stiff. He seemed
perfectly calm, and.. so did everyone else."
"Are you suggesting what I think you are?" Edward asked suspiciously.
"That we smuggle Jasper into the meeting only to have him calm everyone down
when they're freaking out seeing him there? Yes, that's exactly where this is
going." Alice was smiling triumphantly; Edward thought she looked crazy.
"Okay," Edward said, not really following along past that. "Then, what?"
"Then, he'll help you guys calm down the Elders, maybe even use a little
persuasion to make them lean a little more to your side," Alice replied. "It's
simple, really."
"And does this work, in your vision?" Edward asked dubiously.
"I'm not sure; they all shift into wolf form before anything really happens."
"Can you be sure that his, for lack of a better word, talents will work once
their in wolf form?" asked Edward.
"We're sure. He tested it out earlier on the pack when they were all freaking
out about Jacob's pregnancy," Alice reassured. "It should be fine. However,
make sure you guys can prove to them the baby won't be a danger, and you should
be fine." When all Edward did was bite his lip and frown, Alice continued,
"Look, I know you're worried about what Charlie said earlier. Don't," she said,
lifting up a hand, and smiling slyly. "How long do you think it takes to find
Bella? Did you really think we wouldn't listen in?"
Edward smiled slightly. "Okay, so you're plan is for us to have us have a
convincing story, then use Jasper to have superhuman persuasion as well?
Charlie said that even if we win with votes, some of the guys will be..
displeased with the outcome and will try to go against us," Edward said with
obvious distaste. "Even with Billy's persuasion, they'll only leave us alone
for a little, what makes you think Jasper will accomplish anything? No
offense," he added.
Jasper made a dismissive gesture to say, 'none taken', while Alice gave him a
level glance, saying seriously, "What about combined persuasion?"
For the first time since he heard about the meeting, Edward grinned wickedly.
Strolling into the meeting hall much to calmly with Edward, Jasper, and
Carlisle, Jacob stayed close to Edward, practically melding into his side.
Edward was glaring down anyone who came too close, and had even growled at
Jasper for trying to pet him. Eventually, Jasper had to calm him because he was
getting to riled up and causing attention. Negative attention. Last thing they
needed was for the Elders to think that they were going to be a negative
influence on their already 'dangerous' unborn child.
Jacob rolled his eyes. This was ridiculous. Jacob could recognize that the
potential power their child would possess was slightly shocking and awe-
inspiring, but Jacob wasn't afraid. He was confident their child would be
anything, but power hungry or selfish. Especially if he were embraced by the
Elders, the men all the people in the reservation turned to for justice and who
they looked at with admiration. Jacob couldn't imagine rejection from them, and
how much damage that could possibly bring about.
Looking around, really looking, Jacob noticed a couple of things, the gavel on
top of the podium being the first. It looked so.. formal, like this was some
kind of sentence, which he supposed, in a way, it was. He wondered which of the
Elders would wield the gavel, which one would seal their fate.
Sitting down on a rather big chair, most likely especially made to accommodate
the size of a fairly large wolf, he glanced around at the other men already
sitting down before hopping onto it and getting comfortable. A few of the elder
council men (already in wolf form), who you could tell had lived a long time
from the greying around their eyes, were seated at the very edge of the circle
the chairs were placed in, glaring at them. He could see their revulsion and
feel their eyes burning holes into his stomach. Jacob whimpered slightly, and
laid down into the chair more fully. Edward, who had sat in the chair with him,
wrapped his arms around him, giving the council men a hate filled stare. They
shivered.
Jasper, sitting with Carlisle in another one of the overlarge chairs, had to
work a little of his magic to calm him down again.
Finally, everyone arrived, and the meeting officially began, filled with wolves
and three vampires.
"As the chief residing over this specific meeting, I now call the meeting into
session," Edward translated when the 'chief' nodded his head affirmatively,
tapping the gavel with his paw and giving everyone a significant look. "Since
Billy is more.. involved in this case than he had ever been in previous ones, I
have to take the rein." Edward noticed that the wolf seemed extremely pleased
with himself. His chest was puffed up, and he had the air of a wolf with a very
important mission. Edward raised his eyebrows, and looked over a Jasper and
Carlisle, who were doing the same.
"We're all aware of this," Billy said, understood by Jasper and Carlisle
through Edward.
The wolf nodded, and continued. "We, the Elders, were called to this meeting
for the very.. special case of one Jacob Black, great grandson to the famous
late pack leader, Ephraim Black, making him a natural born alpha, although
Samuel," he said, nodding to a wolf seated next to Billy, "is occupying that
place for now." All the wolves nodded impatiently, and the 'chief wolf'
hastened to continue. "Now, it has become apparent to us that Jacob Black, son
of Billy Black, is with child, by none of than Edward Cullen, a vampire
belonging to Carlisle Cullen's clan, which we have fought with often. Not only
is his suitor.. unacceptable, but the possibilities of what their child would
become.. it's unthinkable." Edward shot the wolf a dirty look, as did Carlisle.
"Now," the wolf continued, "we will have a discussion about the possible
outcomes and whether or not we will allow this.. monstrosity to live. The
decision, as always, will go to the group with the most votes to either side.
To prevent lying, we will all be in wolf form-no exceptions. Will the..
defendants please.. state their case?"
Edward leaned forward, while Carlisle, as the head, began, "It should be
acknowledged that Jacob and Edward are both very capable of taking care of a
child. Not only that, but they would, of course, raise them with both the
knowledge of the wolves and the vampires." With a little persuasion from Jasper
swiveling across the room, along with a dab of guilt, he continued. "However,
if he or she is not.. permitted to know about their wolf ancestry line, then it
is possible that they could come to resent the people who rejected them. That
is where the danger lies. Children are very smart, council men, and they learn
fast. They will not harm those who help them, who teach them, who nurture them,
but they will react negatively to rejection, just like any child. If raised
right, this child can be the blessing we all believe it is," he glanced at the
chief wolf before continuing. "There is no more danger present from this unborn
child than we make there to be."
Edward decided, when Carlisle sat back in his chair, to speak as well,
"Carlisle is right; this child will not turn against you if you do not turn
against it. There is no reason to fear great power, but there is all the reason
to embrace it, especially if it's on your side." Jacob shot Edward a look; it
was almost as if he was bargaining with them, this for that, the whole quid pro
quo spiel. He had a feeling Edward was holding something back, that this was
going to escalate to something more later.
There is no reason for our child to be against you, Jacob said, speaking
directly to the Elders gathered. You are our forefathers, and he or she will
honor you if you give them valid reasons to. I know that when I grew up, I saw
you as great men, great wolves, honorable ones. If you kill my child, who is at
no fault for simply being born, I'm afraid that my views will change. You will
lose many wolves of your pack, Jacob thought solemnly, with Edward still
translating for Jasper and Carlisle.
"How would we lose them, those that are ours?" a particularly old wolf asked in
a gruff voice. He did not ask him rudely, or spitefully, merely curiously and
maybe a little doubtfully. He had kind eyes, and light fur, short haired.
With all due respect, council men, but did you not think of the effect the
decision you make today would affect the members of you packs? Jacob
questioned. Many of them are dear friends of mine. They may have a child one
day who imprints on a vampire, or they may have imprinted on one themselves,
Jacob made sure not to think of Seth as he said this, My point is that they
will, depending on the outcome of this meeting, want to protect themselves and
their own. Did you really assume this would only effect me, and then it would
be over with? Your risking many wolves, and many future wolves as well with
your decisions, he ended.
The older wolf nodded at Jacob, looking at him through wise eyes. He nodded
again, and Jacob suddenly realized what it meant: They had someone on their
side. He also noticed that, once that wolf nodded, many other wolves nodded as
well in agreement, whether with what he himself just said said or just because
that wolf was very influential, he couldn't be sure. More than half of the
council was now on their side. Now, it was time to hear the offense.
And maybe lose a few votes in the process.
"Would the offense please say what they have to say?" The wolf was looking
nervous now, no longer the proud and confident wolf he had been before. He was,
if it was possible, paler, and his hair was getting matted, maybe from sweat.
Jacob wasn't sure.
The two elder council men from earlier, the ones who had been glaring at Jacob
and his unborn baby, leaned forward. "The baby poses all sorts of danger, and
just because you raise them, or try to raise them, a certain way doesn't mean
they will be raised that way. I've heard of plenty of kids with great parents
who turn out to be serial killers, or something equally as bad. We're not
saying that will happen, but it's a chance. A big one. The real question that
needs to be laid out is, Are we willing to take that chance?"
Edward snorted out a laugh. Every head in the hall swiveled towards him. "I'm
sorry, and no offense, but that's complete and utter shit." The two council men
looked highly insulted, so Edward continued. "If we are judging this child
based on the logic of him being a serial killer from some mistake in parenting,
and you're going on hearsay, then we might as well have the same treatment for
every child born, every wolf, every vampire, every human. Do you see how
utterly ridiculous that is? Anyone and everyone can be a serial killer,
everyone has that chance, that potential, but that doesn't mean that they are a
serial killer, or even a bad person. So, if you're going to base your decision
on an unborn child under the chance that he might be a killer, when the chances
are greater that he won't be, then that is bullshit."
Jacob pawed at Edward's hand (how disrespectful could you become in the eyes of
the Elders in one day?), but Edward ignored it and went on, "I'm sorry if that
offended you, but you offended everyone in this room right now because what
you're suggesting, that is cruel. I don't know how you can even try to justify
what your trying to do. That's disgusting and despicable, really, there's no
excuse." Edward leaned back in his seat, and he was calmer now that he got that
out. He was gazing at those two council men like they couldn't even amount to
the quality of the gum off of his shoes.
The silence that reigned after Edward finished was loud, and it echoed across
the room. There was no escaping it. When Billy interrupted it, finally, his
voice was loud and booming compared to the quiet. "I know what side I'm voting
for," he declared, slapping his paw down and inclining his head and paw to
Edward and Jacob. The elderly, kind wolf also slapped his paw down in Edward
and Jacob's direction. Many other paws fell in their direction, but many also
fell in the opposite direction.
Jacob didn't let it get him down, as the majority of the paws landed towards
them. But he didn't smile yet because he knew they only had half the work done.
Looking at the two elder council men, whose eyes were almost on fire with
hatred and indignation, he knew they had a long way to go still.
***** Chapter 35 *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
(Three months later)
Nathaniel smiled widely at Jacob, moving slowly, but surely, in his direction.
"You're beginning to look like a watermelon, pup," Nathaniel commented, looking
at Jacob's swollen belly. Jacob rolled his eyes and rubbed a hand over his
swollen stomach absentmindedly.
"I am pregnant, you know," Jacob said.
"Really? I didn't notice." Nathaniel replied, reaching Jacob, who swats him on
the arm good-naturedly. Nathaniel just chuckles. "Where's that other boy?"
"Edward," Jacob emphasized, "went hunting. He should be home soon," he added
with a quick glance to the clock. It was two thirty in the afternoon. "Why do
you ask?"
"I have a surprise for you two," said Nathaniel lightly. "I was hoping he'd be
here. Good news wasn't so common for awhile. He'll be glad for this news."
Jacob raised an eyebrow, curious. "What? No hints, old man?"
"Old man? I'll have you know I'm only a couple decades older than you,"
Nathaniel replied self-righteously. Jacob waved a hand dismissively, as if that
ended the 'argument'. In a way, it did. "And no hints, except that it'll make
you exceptionally happy."
Jacob sighed in exasperation. "What's the good of having an older, wiser friend
if he hogs his secrets to his chest?" he grumbled.
"Pup, buttering me up won't help. I'm not talking," he said resolutely, face
almost comically serious.
Jacob narrowed his eyes. "Oh, I get it," he breathed, his voice touched with
realization. "This is about Seth and Jasper's case, isn't it?"
Nathaniel turned his head to the side, so Jacob couldn't see the small curl of
his wrinkled lip and give himself away. "This has everything to do with you and
Edward," Nathaniel assured. That was true. When Nathaniel met Jacob at the
Elders meeting three months ago, he'd admired his spunk and his firm defense of
not only his child, but of other people who might be in a similar situation.
Like Seth and Jasper.
This development was most definitely important to them, too, considering they
were expecting a baby as well. Nathaniel wasn't too preoccupied with them,
though. Their case was fighting Edward and Jacob's unfinished battle. Nathaniel
would never regret the moment he decided to defend Jacob at that meeting; this
pup-this wolf-had something new to offer, something the old-fashioned Elders
needed. Nathaniel was prepared to help him achieve his goals and bring the
other Elders into this century of unconditional love.
"What has everything to do with Jacob and Edward?" Emmett asked, walking into
the living room where Jacob and Nathaniel were sitting on the couches in the
Cullen household. Edward was following closely behind him.
"Hello, Emmett, Edward," Nathaniel greeted warmly. He gave Edward an
affectionate pat. "How was hunting?"
Edward smiled slightly. "As well as can be expected," he said.
"Kill any lions?" Nathaniel asked. He was excited. As weird as it seemed,
talking about hunting with Nathaniel was anything but hard. He didn't care
much, considering the Cullens were 'vegetarians' and took care to not kill any
endangered animals or make any animals endangered. Edward had once asked him
why he didn't mind talking about it, and Nathaniel responded calmly, "If it's
not you, it's something else. That's the way of nature."
"No, no lions, I'm afraid," Edward said, with a smile. "But there were a few
deer. I read their population was beginning to increase almost exponentially.
Nature had to intervene."
"Very true," Nathaniel nodded. "I'm here because of a new development in Seth
and Jasper's case. Most of the Elders, almost the three fourths we need to win,
are on their side-your side. A lot of them like you, Jacob. And they like
Billy. They trust you, and because they trust you, they have decided that they
want you to make a more formal pact with the Cullens and any vampires who come
to Forks and La Push.
Obviously, they cannot accept just any vampire who waltzs into the area, but
they're prepared to make a treaty, and extend the border farther into La Push.
Any vampire bonded to a wolf has rights onto the land, their family has the
same rights only if the imprint is with them. When you give birth, you are
required to do so in La Push boundaries, as is Seth and any other wolf who
imprints with a vampire." Jacob frowns, but Nathaniel continued. "Edward is
allowed to be in the room, and if you want Carlisle present, he may be as
well."
"What about us?" Emmett asked, gesturing around himself to indicate their
family. "Can we be there, too? At least in a waiting room?"
Nathaniel smiled a little sadly. "That's what they're going to debate on. That,
among other things. I want you guys to attend the meeting," he informed Edward
and Jacob. "It'll be important."
"We'll go," Edward said, speaking for himself and Jacob. "Thank you for telling
us this."
Nathaniel nodded. "Of course. This is important for Jacob," he said simply, as
if that explains everything. And it does.
Nathaniel saw Jacob as a son. Jacob, the young wolf impregnated by a vampire
who sat determined and small at the Elders meeting those few months ago,
wiggled his way into a special place in Nathaniel's heart, and Nathaniel vowed
to make sure he was always happy. Even though he already had a few father
figures for that already.
Billy told Jacob and Edward the same thing when he visits the next day. Charlie
is with him, and so is Bella. "Are you going to the meeting?" he asked.
"Of course. Are you?"
"I have to be there, don't I?" Billy sat on the couch by Jacob, who is curled
up by a fluffy pillow, clad in a pair of sweats and one of Edward's T-shirts,
which was now tighter around his stomach, his swollen belly pressing against
the fabric. Billy curled a hand tenderly around the curve of his stomach.
"How's Lyla Marie?" he asked with an affectionate smile, almost cooing at
Jacob's stomach before he is cooing at Jacob's stomach. "Hello, precious girl."
Billy's smiled widely, and he stretched a hand to grab Charlie's. "Feel this,"
he exclaimed, placing Charlie's hand on Jacob's belly.
Lyla kicked, and Charlie laughed in surprise and wonder. He smiled at Billy.
Edward grinned at the scene. For awhile, it had seemed Jacob might not have
lived through this. He still crinkles his nose when he has to drink a cup of
blood a day for the baby (Jacob's own idea), and has some pains every once and
awhile from his body's adjustments, but nothing life-threatening.
The amazing thing was, the baby seems to be of agreement with this. Edward can
feel the baby, feels her thoughts, feel her love, all the time. Jasper felt it,
too. And she adores Jacob, an all-consuming, deep love. It 's so strong and
palaple, this adoration and pure affection, it sometimes frightens Edward with
its intensity. The love is so deep and strong, and it's given back a hundred
and ten percent. Jacob loves their baby with the power of a thousand suns. He
peaks to Lyla frequently, commenting on his day and on what he was doing as
though she were right there beside him. And the baby thrives on it.
She loves Edward, too, of course she does. As much as she loves Jacob. And
Edward loves her equally, would kill in a heartbeat for her, for Jacob. And he
doesn't care who it is.
He is much more protective lately, constantly reading everyone's thoughts to
check for danger, and often waiting until he could wait no longer to feed or
sending someone to get blood for him, so he could make sure Jacob was okay.
This last feeding is the first time Edward had left the house in three weeks.
Edward frowns, thinking about it.
Because Edward can feel something coming, has felt it for a month and a half,
and though he wasn't sure what it was, precisely, he's ready for it. More than
ready. He's almost daring for it to come, so he can eliminate it quickly and
keep Jacob and Lyla safe.
He curled an arm protectively around Jacob, and scans the room. Charlie and
Billy are still cooing over Jacob's stomach, and Bella is talking to Jacob
excitedly about a baby shower, Jacob smiling, but keeping an eye on Edward.
When Edward caught Jacob's gaze, Jacob smiled widely, sending Edward's heart
into a galloping mess, filled with overwhelming love, just from that smile.
Edward tightened his grip slightly more. He isn't letting Jacob out of his
sight until this passes, and til the danger he feels is gone.
Using whatever means necessary.
***** Pointing Up If It Can't Point Down *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
It's possibly the most endearing thing he's ever seen.
Bella is shopping with Edward for baby clothes. They're laughing and picking
out bibs that say My daddies love me and bottles of baby blue and light green,
finding onesies with printed monkeys on them who are playing and eating
bananas, choosing beanies of all different kinds, including a small one that
looks like a sock monkey; but, overall, they're happy and laughing and joking
and bonding over their baby. Edward's and his baby.
It's the most incredible vision; if Jesus was resurrected and Jacob was given
the opportunity to talk to him first, he'd not budge; and if that's a
sacrilege, then he's glad he's not religious enough to feel guilty about it.
For months, Bella and Edward have been playing a game of zig-and-zag, not
avoiding each other, but making sure their paths wouldn't cross more than
neccessary. Lately, they'd been talking and trying to be friends again, and it
seems they've finally decided to give it a real shot. Of course, Alice had to
coax Bella into it and Edward played the stubborn gentlemen of I'd hate to make
her-and myself-uncomfortable before it actually happened.
Jacob smiled at the scene. It'd been awhile since he could have them together
again. Awkward visits to see Jacob and make baby talk to Lyla while Edward was
away made Jacob feel like he was hiding a lover, not a friend; and it put a
strain on him and the baby. Luckily, they wouldn't have to do that any longer.
He patted his belly contentedly as he picked up a light earth-colored onesie;
it was different shades of orange and brown, with a dark brown hoodie that has
small ears corresponding matching paws on the hands and feet. Jacob cooed over
it before placing it in the shopping cart and considering another piece of baby
clothing. It was a small knitted sweater colored with different shades of green
lines across the chest and next to it was a small dress in light shades of
blue. He picked these up, too, with a smile and placed them into the shopping
cart.
He walked over to where Bella and Edward were playfully bickering over whether
they should by a small teddy bear onesie that doubled as footie pajamas or a
small outfit that's theme was a duck, complete with webbed feet and a bill
beanie. "Hey," Jacob greeted cheerfully.
They paused to glance at him, then did a double take. Bella placed the duck
outfit down, saying placatingly, "You know, maybe we have enough clothes for
now. I mean, with the baby shower Alice is planning for Jacob and Seth.. Maybe
somebody else will pick it out?" She glanced at Edward nervously.
Jacob gave her a confused look. "Nonsense. Bella buy it; it's not like she
can't be a lady bug and a duck. I mean, think of all the lady bug outfits she
already has. It'll be fine." He smiled reassuringly and reached for the outfit.
Edward reached out a hand to stop him and hesitated before speaking. Then he
said, "I think she is thinking about all the lady bug outfits she has.." At
Jacob's puzzled expression, Edward continued, "I think maybe Bella just
realized that the baby has enough clothes for now and we can always get her a
duck outfit when she's older. Sacrifices, you know," he said with a half-
hearted grin.
Jacob continued to look puzzled, before narrowing his eyes at them
suspiciously. "Oh, I get it. You think I have too much clothes for Lyla, do
you?" Bella's eyes widened. Edward winced.
"Well.."
"Not in so many words.."
"I think we have a sufficient amount. Actually, I've been planning ahead. I've
bought clothes for Lyla until eight months. She's going to need them.
Especially winter clothing. It rains here more than the sun ever shines by ten
times, and she'll need all the clothes we can give her." Jacob raised a
challenging eye to Edward and Bella, who looked, in Jacob's eyes, properly
contrite.
"Well.."
"Good," Jacob declared. Airily, he asked, "Now that's settled, let's buy her
some shoes, shall we?" He grinned.
When they returned to the Cullen household, Jacob could smell carnitas cooking.
He sniffed deeply and let out a contented sigh.
Esme had decided to really take up cooking and was currently through Italian
foods, Thai foods, and different variations of Japanese. She'd also tried her
hand at sushi, but only Bella seemed to like that and not enough to eat it
regularly. At the moment, she was deeply engrossed in the history and cuisine
of Mexican food.
As a vampire with a family full of vampires, she couldn't exactly taste the
fruits of her efforts. However, Jacob, Bella, and Charlie were only too pleased
to be her taste testers-and the happy consumers of her food.
Jacob, as of late, had been encouraging her to try to get a job as a chef. Why
not? She was clearly perfect for it, and it'd only be a another plausible
excuse for why the Cullens made so much money-and she loved doing it. And Jacob
loved eating it.
It was to the point that whenever he had a craving, he'd ask Esme instead of
Edward, and Esme would whip up whatever weird meal his child demanded. It was a
perfectly suited situation.
Grabbing a handful of shopping bags, Jacob stepped out of the car door when
Edward opened it with a 'thank you' and walked to the door. Opening it and
leaving it open for Bella and Edward, who followed close behind, he walked up
the stairs and to the nursery room. Flicking on the light, he placed the bags
on the floor near the crib and sat in the rocking chair in the corner.
The room was a pine green, with orange and brown accents, highlighted by
hardwood flooring covered by a maroon rug. Jacob sighed and reached down to
unpack the clothing. Edward took it out of his hands. Literally, pulled all the
bags out of his hands and dashed about the room before picking Jacob up and
swiftly carrying him to their bedroom. Jacob let out a squack of protest before
relenting with a huff. Edward changed Jacob into a pair of soft pajamas before
laying him gently on the bed.
"You're tired," Edward murmured, wrapping Jacob up in the blankets and pressing
a light kiss to his eyebrow. He rubbed a hand sweetly over Jacob's swollen
stomach. "Sleep," he crooned.
"Well, if you're forcing me," Jacob said with a tired smile, curling up in the
blankets.
Edward chuckled and caressed Jacob's hair once more before closing the door and
going downstairs into the living room where his visitor had been waiting.
He supposed it was time to settle this, then.
***** Generous Prosecutor, Grateful Victim *****
Chapter by ExquisiteRose, orphan_account
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
The lights were dim and melancholy, and twilight had fallen about an hour ago.
Jacob was laying asleep in bed, and Edward was soothed by the sound of his
gentle breaths and the twin thumping of hearts coming from both Jacob and his
unborn daughter.
Taking a quick, unneeded breath, Edward walked slowly down the steps, giving
his visitor time to adjust, to relax, to prepare. Of course, nothing would be
sufficient preparation, and Edward paused a moment as a generous offering of
stolen time. Then, he strolled into the parlor not glancing at his guest, and
sat carefully on the sofa adjacent to his guest. Placing a hand on the armrest,
the other gripping slightly at his knee, he looked up and smiled politely.
"Victoria," he greeted, cordially tipping his head, eyes straying for a moment
to his blood red eyes, which blinked lazily, color sloshing, sloshing,
settling. Her dress, elegant and tasteful, a deep blood red, complemented her
hair and eyes perfectly. White open-toed heels held her feet tightly, and a
matching pearl necklace clutched her throat, earrings clipping her lobes. She
seemed fit for a beginning, or an end.
Victoria smiled reflexively, a quick mechanical pull of the lips, carefully
measured to a precise degree of propriety and cruelty. Hurt, actually deep
pain, and Edward could almost feel it, to where his hands itched to strangle
and his teeth throbbed with the tantalizing temptation to tear at his own neck,
if only they would do.
"Edward," she replied, her neck tilting slightly back, then inclining forward.
A peace offering, for now. Edward mimicked the gesture.
Silence reigned for a few pensive moments, then: "I was wondering when you'd
contact me," Edward began, cracking the quiet. "I expected it much sooner, to
be honest," he admitted, drumming his fingers on the armrest.
Victoria smiled. Fingering the edge of the couch absently, she said, "You know,
planning takes a lot of time. So does grief. Of course, neither of those have
been fulfilled, neither have been satisfied. Hence, here I am, in your living
room. A lovely gentlemen gave me directions this way, a police man. Maybe you
know him," she commented. "Anyways, he escorted me, you know men these days,
and I was walking anyhow, and that just wasn't quite right for a lady, is it?
He's in the car, if you're wondering, unharmed, of course. I've already eaten
today," she said with a smirk.
Edward returned the smirk, both hands on his knees now, leaning forward,
"Clever, really, for a last minute idea, but that won't work." Victoria's smile
wilted slightly, before reasserting itself.
"You've removed him from the vehicle?" She sounds slightly impressed, but
mostly bored.
"Of course. Well, not me personally, but Emmett. I read your mind, simple
enough, you know. Anyhow, why don't you tell me what's on your mind. Or would
you prefer if I sifted through it?"
"Do I have a choice?"
Edward's smile widened. "Of course you don't, but courtesy requires that I ask.
And maybe you like to hear youself talk?"
"We all do," Victoria smiled cheerfully. "Alright, then," she said. "It's
simple enough. I want a deal, a guarantee. If I promise not to harm you love,
will you promise my protection?"
Edward chuckled and settled back into his chair easily. "Oh, Victoria, you know
the answers to the questions you ask, you know what you really seek, what you
really want to ask me. Why waste your breath?"
"I figured this deal would be easier than getting the Volturi involved,"
Victoria said lazily.
"Oh, threats now, there's the catch. Intimidation isn't the best in your
position, is it? Doesn't suit you very well, considering you're in a house of
vampires and werewolves."
"And you think it suits you, with your lover in such a state?" Victoria was
grinning now, recklessly, wide, teeth extended and sharp.
Edward looked her over coldly, eyes covering her every detail. Then, he leaned
forward slightly, dangerously, and said in a low voice, "Now why do you think
you'd ever have the slightest opportunity to do that? Your neck would be
snapped in my hand as you thought it, ripped off as you spasmed and burnt as he
slept."
Victoria pressed back into the couch with a purr, her smile peaceful. She
laughed happily suddenly. "Oh, I'm counting on it," she murmured lowly. "Tell
me something, Edward, when did you last hear the sound of his heartbeat?"
Edward smirked at her, "Oh, Victoria, intimidation never works when, one,
you're trying to pull a fast one on a mind-reading vampire, and, two, that
vampire has a sister who sees the future. Nice effort, though, really, good
attempt. Anyhow, Jacob is perfectly safe. If you listen intently, you can even
hear the gentle thrum of his blood, a sweet ballad to backdrop the capture of
your friend, huh?" Edward grinned.
Victoria's eyes narrowed slightly before widening. "I see," she says. "Is he
alive?"
"Do you care?"
"Not particularly," she responds, looking up at the ceiling, eyes fixed on the
chandelier.
"Then, no. He isn't, or won't be. I'm sure they're tearing off his head right
now, actually. The added bonus is you're next, but you have about another, hmm
ten minutes. Let's make the most of them, shall we?" Edward clasped his hands
together and sighed. "I know you called the Volturi already. Told them what
happened with Jacob, how he's pregnant. Perfect timing really, Carlisle had
been planning on inviting them over, get the awkwardness out of the way.
Actually, he called them about a month ago. They're coming when, tomorrow? I'm
sure they'd approve of you death, seeing as they're very interested in a new
breed of beings. Once they know you've threatened that, well, I can tell you
now, they'll be giving me an award." Edward paused, took in Victoria's harsh
breathing, her shifty eyes.
"You really think they'd stand for that?" she asked wearily.
Edward thought about it, and then he scrunched his nose. "Oh, yes, you're
right. They wouldn't hear of it. The award would, of course, go to the
werewolves, since it'll be your blood on their muzzles. They're willing to
negotiate the way you'll die to, you might want to talk it over with them when
they arrive."
"And when are they arriving?" Victoria asked, unconcerned.
"Now," Edward announced, checking his watch. The sound of paws pounding on
gravel sounded loudly, before the smack of feet rang out and sounds of excited
laughter trailed through the wind. "Right on schedule," Edward commented,
rising and going to the door.
"Will it be quick?" Victoria asked as she stood, straightening out her dress,
smoothing her hands down the silky fabric, dispelling of wrinkles.
"Do you want it to be?" Edward asked. She looked at him, then, vulnerable and
timid, before her eyes hardened and she lifted her chin resolutely balancing
the world she'd had with James on the very tip of her nose. She nodded almost
imperceptibly and closed her eyes.
Then, Edward opened the door, and the wind swept in, bringing with it a firm
resolution.
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