Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/1783153. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: Captain_America, Bucky_Barnes_-_Fandom, StevexBucky_-_Fandom, Gay_couple -_Fandom, superheroes_-_Fandom, Marvel, Steve_Rogers_-_Fandom, the_winter soldier_-_Fandom Relationship: Captain_America_and_the_Winter_Soldier, StevexBucky Character: James_Buchanan_Barnes, Steve_Rogers Additional Tags: Lemon, Gay, Romance, Smut, Cute, Fluff, Sex, menxmen Stats: Published: 2014-06-14 Chapters: 1/7 Words: 1085 ****** What we Share (A Captain America x Winter Soldier (BuckyxSteve) Fanfic) ****** by NekotheSpirit Summary [This'll be short, no duh. I am not a noob at writing, but I haven't written a gay romance story before. So I apologize for the suckyness. Oh and this is before and during the movie of Captain America: The First Avenger movie. So thanks.] James will be his first, and Steve will be his first too, just that he's a boy. He doesn't care if he's a male, just as long as their together 'till the end of the line, nothing else could be better. Notes oh my fucking god it's been over 10,00,0,0,00,0,0, years since I've worked on this so I might as well return to it. "You're nothing but a WIMP!" The 18 year old yelled while shoving the smaller man. Steve grunted as he stumbled back and onto the gravel, only to stand back up without hesitation. Steve was about to try to hit back, but was yet again pushed easily, this time into the brick wall. "Stop being such a bitch and fight, good god!" "Maybe if you actually tried to hit me, then I'd probably do something." Steve spat back. That received a punch to the stomach, causing Steve to yelp and double over in pain. "That's better." The smaller breathed. The bully slammed his fist into Steve's face. Steve fell to his side, struggling to push himself back up. The bully kicked him back down, causing Steve to helplessly groan. The bully was about to kick again, when he felt someone tug him backwards. "Aye what the-" He couldn't finish when a fist mashed into his nose, too. The force from the punch caused his nose to break, the blood already pouring out and down his face. The bully fell back, on the ground and moaning. "We meet again," Steve heard a familiar voice say with anger. Steve looked up to find his best friend he'll probably ever have. Bucky stood stiffly, his fists balled and a pissed expression. The bully stumbled up,"Ya broke my damn nose!" "You deserved it, now get the hell out of my sight." Bucky growled. The bully was about to ponce, but Bucky, with ease, stepped aside and landed an uppercut on his side. "Do I have to teach you a lesson every time?" Bucky dryly chuckled. The bully said nothing else as he scurried away from him. He stood there for a moment just in case that bastard came back. Bucky heaved a sigh and loosened, then turned to his best friend. "I-I didn't need your help." Steve mumbled. He tried to help himself up, but he was too woozy to do so. Bucky smiled and held out his hand, and Steve took it, wincing for a second. "But... Thanks for being my hero again." Steve joked with a cocky smile. "You're bleeding..." Bucky spotted a trail of blood on his forehead, and his hands were cut up. Steve pulled his hands away, only to be pulled out again. "Man, he did a number on you. Sorry I wasn't here as soon as I should've." "It's alright, Buck, I could never blame you." Said Steve as he kindly smiled, both starting their way back. "Why do you always look for trouble? What if this time, I didn't save you, huh?" They chatted as they headed to Bucky's house. "He was asking for it, again. And I knew I could take 'im-" "That backfired." Bucky snickered. "Shaddup." Steve scolded. He playfully pushed Bucky's shoulder, and Bucky returned the gesture, just a little harsher. As soon as the two got home, Bucky called out for his mother. No reply. "I guess she isn't home..." Bucky said to Steve. Steve shrugged,"We have some time together, huh-" "Shut up!" Steve laughed while pushing him again. He then hissed and looked at his hands. Bucky grabbed his hand softly, and began to led him to his bathroom. Steve couldn't help but blush, he saved him, took him to a safe place, and is now cleaning his wounds. Why was Bucky, everyday, treating him like if he's the most important person he knows, while everyone else treated Steve like a nobody. Bucky was the type not to do that. Bucky always treated him sweetly, taught life lessons, never left his side when he needed him, and took care of Steve. As he always said,'I'm with you 'till the end of the line.' And Steve hoped he will be with him till the end. Sure, they were completely different, it never bother Bucky, and Steve respected that. he respected everything about him, and more... "Bucky..?" Steve's meekly piped up while his friend was cleaning his hands. He hummed a yes, and Steve swallowed. "What's it like to have someone who loves you? Like, couple-love?" Bucky stopped for a few moments, then started again. "It's a warm feeling of belonging to them, that they're the only person you'll ever need." Steve was surprised that someone who is as tough as Bucky would say that. "Have you felt it before?" "I haven't been with a girl before, but I know, too many admirers for me." Bucky said. He was getting a little jittery, is there a reason why Steve was asking? Does he possibly... Like him like Bucky does? "What if it was with someone you've known forever?" Bucky then focused on Steve's forehead, scooting a little closer. "Then I'd tell 'em." A smile cracked on Bucky's face and Steve stirred in place. "What if you're too scared to..?" Steve asked. "Where is it leading to, Stevie?" Bucky chuckled. "I'm just wondering what it's like... I'm curious." Steve replied. Bucky smirked and set the cloth he was using to clean his cut in the bowl of water. "I'm curious too." Bucky said. "I wanna try something, if you willing to, buddy." Steve clenched his trousers and gulped. Steve forced a nod, what is he doing? "I want you not to move, if you could, and close your eyes." Steve listened and his ice blue eyes disappeared from Bucky's view. "I want you to keep them close until I say, alright?" Steve nodded, and Bucky leaned forward. "Don't hold your breath..." Steve felt something warm press against his lips, and he knew exactly what it was. But was it right? Should they be doing this? Ah, who could give a damn right now? Thin arms wrapped around Bucky's neck, and the older knows that his best friend is enjoying it. A smile pulled along his lips and he pushed in deeper. Steve tangled his fingers into his dark, soft hair. They locked lips for a few minutes, and unfortunately pulled away, breathing heavily and deeply. Steve wanted more, but he held him from it. "You need to breathe too, Stevie." Bucky sniggered. Steve was taking in ridged gasps and was having a hard time catching up, but it was worth it. "Does that count as a reward, because if that's what I get, I need to save you much more times than before. Then again, that's everyday." "It's a reward if you want it to be." [I KNOW IT SUCKS, SO SORRY, I GUESS I AM A NOOB.] Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!