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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M, Multi
  Fandom:
      Glee
  Relationship:
      Jeff_Sterling/Nick_Duval, Jeff_Sterling/Sebastian_Smythe, Jeff_Sterling/
      OCs
  Character:
      Jeff_(Glee), Nick_(Glee), Sebastian_Smythe
  Additional Tags:
      Threesome, Oral, Anal, Friendship, Violence
  Stats:
      Published: 2012-01-19 Words: 5987
****** We Have a History ******
by theauthor2010
Summary
     Jeff and Nick had been friends for years. Unfortunately Nick's
     overprotective behavior estranges them and Jeff befriends Sebastian,
     this leading to a sexual awakening. Will Nick and Jeff acknowledge
     their mutual feelings for each other?
Nick and Jeff had been best friends for years. They met in the second grade and
from the time they were seven years old, Nick had been insanely protective of
Jeff. In elementary school Jeff was a lot smaller than the other boys and Jeff
supposed that Nick would never see him as anything but delicate. Normally it
was very flattering, but sometimes it was just irritating. It was especially
irritating when it came to matters of love.
Jeff had come out of the closet in eighth grade. Nick was very supportive and
later even admitted that he was bisexual, although he preferred girls. Nick,
however, became extra protective of Jeff when Jeff started dating boys. Every
boyfriend, from his very first freshman year, was met with a glare of doom from
Nick. When Jeff's boyfriend Parker cheated on him, Nick had beaten the crap out
of him. Yes, docile Nick Duval who had never fought in his life, completely
wailed on the cheating bastard.
It was flattering but kind of scary.
Nick also deterred potential suitors in the same way that a big brother would
for his little sister. Early in the school year, a sophomore named Aaron
started flirting back with Jeff. He was openly gay and Jeff actually thought
something might come of it. Nick, of course, wasn't pleased. "I hate the way he
looks at you, like you're a piece of meat or something," Nick grumbled. Jeff
had simply shoved him and went on with his day.
When Aaron told him later, with an irritated expression, that he didn't know
Jeff was "spoken for," Jeff didn't understand it. He later found out that Nick
had told the boy to keep his perverted eyes to himself. It was strangling him.
By the time he was seventeen and starting his senior year at Dalton, he was
suffocated completely. By this time he also realized another reason why Nick's
protectiveness pissed him off.
It was a brotherly protectiveness. Nick saw Jeff as his younger brother,
younger despite the fact that they were only six months apart in age. Jeff,
however, had feelings for Nick. It wasn't so farfetched that they could make a
good couple. Nick was his best friend and they had everything in common. Jeff
was gay and Nick was bi, so there could be an attraction there. Still, no, Nick
saw him as nothing more than the little brother he had to strangle and shield
from the world. Jeff was annoyed by him, but at the same time didn't want to
lose him. Their friendship had kept him safe and happy for years.
Blaine had left the Warblers the previous year, but he visited often and Jeff
loved talking to him. Jeff was whining, complaining about his lack of a
romantic life, when Blaine mentioned visiting Scandals with Sebastian and Kurt.
"I don't know if it's exactly the safest venue to meet a guy, considering that
you're underage and everything, but if you can manage a fake ID, it might be a
way to network with other gay men or something. I dunno. It honestly was all a
blur for me."
"You went with Sebastian, you say?" Jeff asked, more interested in the idea of
Blaine going with Sebastian without ending up seduced away than going to the
bar himself. "Was Kurt seriously okay with that?"
Blaine winced a little at his question, chuckling faintly. "Kurt was there," he
said. "I know. It was awkward as hell and the stupidest thing I ever did.
Anyway, it's worth checking out if you want to, Jeff."
Jeff didn't seriously think about trying it for a few weeks, but one day it
just struck him. He wanted to meet someone. He had a reasonable looking fake ID
and nothing to do. He drove down to the bar and parked out front. His ID was
passed off easily and he entered the bar. It was a pretty easygoing type of
place that seemed to cater to mostly older men. It wasn't exactly his type of
crowd. He sat down at the bar and ordered a rum and coke. He didn't drink much,
but he figured a drink or two wouldn't cause a repeat of Wes' 18th birthday
party. He couldn't hold his liquor well.
"Why Jeffrey," came a long, drawling voice. It was Sebastian. "What on earth
are you doing here?" He broke into a smile and sat at the stool next to Jeff's.
Jeff hadn't really spent much time around the newest Warbler, mainly because of
his personality. He was very off-putting sometimes.
"I just thought I'd check this place out. Blaine told me about it."
"Ah, I see," Sebastian said, sipping his drink. "Are you enjoying it?"
Jeff shrugged.
They talked for a very long time. Sebastian talked about his escapades in
France and about his family. Jeff shared a few things about his personal life
as well. With a couple of drinks in him, he spilled the fact that he was a
virgin. "That is a shame," Sebastian whispered in his ear, a low growl that
went straight down south. "Maybe we can take care of that." They drank and
talked awhile longer and then took a cab to Sebastian's home. His parents were
never home, Sebastian assured him.
Sebastian stripped off Jeff's shirt, lowering his mouth to Jeff's chest to bite
and suck at the skin there. Jeff had never felt anything like it, hand curling
around Sebastian's neck. Sebastian chuckled low. Sebastian took off his own
shirt and then started working at Jeff's jeans, their bare chests pressed
against each other. He slid Jeff's jeans down, palming him through his
underwear. Jeff was already hard.
Jeff stepped out of his jeans and Sebastian backed him towards the bed. His
head was hazy, the blur overwhelming. Sebastian kissed Jeff hungrily, hand
still cupping his crotch. Jeff kissed back eagerly, pressing into the touch,
wanting more of the wonderful friction. He pressed close, eyes screwed shut. He
took a breath as Sebastian slipped his boxers off and wrapped his hand around
his cock.
Sebastian stroked him slowly, a lusty haze evident in his pretty eyes. It felt
so good that Jeff didn't care what was going on. He let out an open mouthed
gasp. "I'm going to top," Sebastian said softly. "It's easier if I do because
you're a virgin, but I'm good enough that it won't hurt too much. Don't worry
Jeffy." Jeff leaned back and closed his eyes as Sebastian ran off and returned
with a bottle of lube and a condom. He spread Jeff's legs and the next thing
Jeff knew Sebastian's finger was probing at him. He winced when Sebastian slid
the tip inside. It was a wet, cold intrusion. It hurt a little bit, but not
unbearably. Sebastian slipped his finger inside and started sliding the gooey
lubricant around.
It took awhile for Sebastian to prep him properly. Jeff adjusted to the
discomfort pretty quickly. It hurt but Sebastian did a good job taking care of
his needs. He opened Jeff up completely, fingering him until he started
panting. "Seb," Jeff groaned, feeling the pleasure course through his body. He
liked it so much. Sebastian might have been a bit of a slut, but he was good at
it. He had skills.
Sebastian slipped on the condom like an expert and it wasn't long until he was
inside of Jeff. There was still that persistent pain, but it was a good kind of
pain, a satisfying kind. When Sebastian was all the way in him, he rested
against Jeff's chest, hoisting his legs up a little bit higher. "You okay
Jeff?" he asked, brushing a strand of hair out of Jeff's face. Jeff looked up
and nodded.
Sebastian started moving and it was wonderful. He tightened his legs around
Sebastian's back and met the thrusts. Sebastian was gorgeous, thrusting into
him from above, sweaty and glistening. After a moment he deepened his thrusts
and pleasure coursed through Jeff in waves. "Oh fuck," he said, never really
feeling anything like that before. "Oh my God, Sebastian."
Sebastian chuckled at that and kept thrusting with the same angle, watching in
amusement as Jeff fell apart. Sebastian came first though with a grunt and a
sinful sound. He stilled for a moment before jerking Jeff off to completion,
still buried deep inside of him. "Come for me Jeffy," he said softly. That low,
near whisper was enough to make him come. He came hard, eyes rolling back in
his head.
Moments later, when he came back to earth, Sebastian pulled out and Jeff
snuggled up to Sebastian's side. "Stay the night Jeff?" Sebastian asked,
getting up to clean them up. He felt absolutely satisfied. He fell asleep
moments later.
When Jeff woke up he was satisfied. His first time had been fantastic and
Sebastian was a sex God. He woke up a few minutes before Sebastian did, just
watching the other boy sleep. That was when it hit him – oh crap, he had missed
movie night with Nick. He had promised Nick that they'd watch a movie, hang out
together. "I am so fucking dead," he whispered out loud. Nick was going to kill
him.
Sebastian woke up a moment later while he was freaking out. "Jeff?" he asked.
"What the hell is wrong? Stop moving."
Jeff groaned and sat up. "Seb, I missed my movie night with Nick," he whined.
"He's absolutely going to kill me." He wasn't sure what was going to happen,
but he was pretty sure it was going to end in his death. His cell phone was
very likely filled with calls and texts from his worried best friend.
"He isn't your boyfriend or your mother," Sebastian quipped back sleepily. "Now
stop moving or get outta my bed."
Jeff thought about Sebastian's words. It was true. Yes, he had been pretty rude
to just blow off Nick like that, but at the same time Nick wasn't his boyfriend
or his mother. He didn't need to keep tabs on Jeff and the things he did. Jeff
was old enough to take responsibility for himself. It was an enlightening
realization that meant a lot to him.
After that he and Sebastian entered a sort of friends-with-benefits
relationship. They had sex quite a lot and it was awesome. Sebastian taught him
many, many things. For example, Sebastian taught him how to give a good
blowjob.
"Oh fuck yeah," Sebastian groaned as Jeff took his length in deeper, hand on
his thigh. Jeff had found out quickly that he was very good at sucking cock. He
ran his tongue along the underside of Sebastian's length, just where he knew
Seb liked it, and was rewarded with a string of obscenities as Sebastian thrust
down his throat and came hard. It was a rush, having that much power over a
guy's pleasure.
"You'te so good Jeffy," Sebastian said, pulling out of his mouth and running a
hand over his cheek. He pulled Jeff back to his feet and they kissed, Jeff
groaning with the knowledge that Sebastian was tasting himself there.
"I know I am," he said confidently.
Sebastian also introduced Jeff to sex with others. He had sex with several of
the other patrons of Scandals, including a college student home for the
holidays who liked bondage and fucked him deeper and harder than Sebastian ever
had and a shy, lanky boy who let Jeff top him. He was really starting to enjoy
his new sexual confidence.
He and Sebastian even engaged in a little threesome one day with a guy named
Mark. Mark was in his early twenties and very masculine. Jeff had been drinking
a lot that night, so he wasn't even sure what happened until he had Mark's cock
down his throat. He sucked him vigorously, on his knees until Sebastian drove
him forward by prepping him. Somehow, Jeff ended that night with a mouth full
of the big guy's thick cock while Sebastian pounded into him like there was no
tomorrow.
It was a great way to end up.
Nick started snooping around maybe two weeks in to Jeff and Sebastian's
escapades. "Where were you last night?" Nick asked, looking at Jeff like some
hybrid mother-boyfriend. It was scary and honestly made Jeff indignant. Why did
Nick care so much about where he was? Nick wasn't interested in him sexually
and had been overbearing for too many years. "Jeffy, you disappear almost every
night."
"Don't worry about me Nick," he said. He didn't offer any explanation for where
he was going because there was no way that Nick could possibly understand. Nick
would freak out and tell him to stop. He would resort to any method he needed
to in order to stop Jeff and he would also lecture him on how dangerous and
foolish it was. "I'm fine."
"You're not returning any of my calls," Nick said seriously. He crossed his
arms and glared at Jeff. Jeff hated the fact that he made Nick angry, but who
took calls when they were either dancing in the bar or being fucked? It just
wasn't any of Nick's business. Nick was his best friend but Jeff deserved
space.
"I've been busy," he said, quickly giving his best friend a kiss on the cheek.
"I promise we'll go out next week Nicky. It'll be great. I'll talk to you
later."
A week or so later, Nick found condoms and lube stashed in his things. Jeff
knew that the other boy had been snooping, which made him even more angry. "Why
do you have those things?" Nick asked, looking at Jeff as though he'd been
completely scandalized by a bottle of lube. Jeff knew for a fact that Nick
wasn't exactly virginal, so he had no justification for pearl clutching over
some supplies. It was ridiculous.
"Well you see," Jeff said in an over exaggerated manner, eyes wide. "Condoms
are necessary in order to have safe sex. They prevent pregnancy and STDs.
Lubricant is also necessary if, like me, you are gay and having anal sex. These
things combined keep you safe and happy when you're having sex."
He then walked off. He knew he was being a bastard but he was rebelling and it
felt good. Nick needed to know that Jeff wasn't his responsibility and that
Jeff could take care of himself. Jeff loved Nick more than he ever loved
anyone, but there came a time in a person's life when they were strangled by
their best friend. He and Nick were doing good with some time apart and Jeff
had the opportunity to explore. It was great.
Later that same night Jeff found himself on his knees in the bathroom, blowing
some guy who'd told him he had pretty eyes. Jeff had forced him to wear a
condom, but getting his mouth around the man's big, thick cock was still an
amazing experience. He tangled his fingers in Jeff's hair, pulling slightly
while Jeff worked him. "Ungh," the guy groaned. Jeff glanced up to meet his
eyes. There was a passion there that he loved. "So good…yes…"
He worked the guy to orgasm pretty quickly. Jeff nearly hit his head on the
stall door when his partner came and he pulled off. "You're pretty brilliant
blondie," the other man said, chuckling under his breath. "Can I call you again
sometime?" Jeff nodded and stood up slowly. When he returned from the bathroom
with a new phone number in tow, Sebastian whistled low.
"You blew him in there didn't you?" Sebastian asked with a low chuckle.
"How did you know?" Jeff asked, ordering a drink. The bartender handed it over
and he took a deep swig.
"That's Steve. Everyone with a bit of an exhibitionism thing has blown Steve in
the bathroom once or twice." He said it so matter-of-factly, as if it was a
staple of going to the bar. Jeff chuckled and rolled his eyes, enjoying the
night.
His next visit at Scandals, he met someone he liked even more than random-
blowjob-Steve. His name was Elliot and he was nineteen years old. Jeff was a
little bit tipsy and sitting in Elliot's lap. They returned from the dance
floor and Jeff wrapped his arms around the slightly bigger boy, holding onto
him as they made out. The boy's tongue darted out and tasted Jeff's lower lip
and Jeff giggled like an idiot.
Jeff flinched as Elliot reached a hand out and groped him. He moaned,
absolutely turned on. "Wait until you take me home at least," he teased, his
eyes wide. The other boy smiled and nodded a little bit.
"Do I get to take you home tonight?"
Jeff nodded as well, enjoying the haze. He didn't notice that someone had
entered the bar, someone whose eyes had locked on him. "Jeff Sterling, what the
hell are you doing here?" Nick yelled, loudly.
Jeff paused, completely confused. What would Nick be doing at Scandals? He
focused his gaze and saw that yes, Nick was there and yes, he was looking at
Jeff with a dangerous gaze. "Nicky," he said softly. "What are you doing here?"
He shook his head and that was when Nick pounced and pulled him off of Elliot's
lap. Jeff stumbled.
"I had no idea you were spoken for," Elliot said, raising an eyebrow and then
shooting Jeff a dirty gaze. "I'm gonna go find something else to do tonight,
which is really your loss, dude." He walked off with a flounce and Jeff took
the seat that he had vacated. He was not in the mood to argue; in fact, he
wasn't sure he was even coherent enough to argue with his best friend.
"Nick, what on earth are you doing here?" he finally asked. "You better not
have followed me."
"I followed you because I wanted to know where the hell you were going every
single night," Nick spat out, grabbing Nick by the shoulder. "We need to go
discuss this somewhere more privately."
Jeff didn't know what to do, so he followed Nick outside of the bar. Several
men stood outside smoking and talking, but at least it was a little more
private than where they had been seconds earlier. "I'm not your boyfriend and
I'm not your child," Jeff spat out, finding the words less eloquent then they
would be without all the alcohol in his system. "I've been seeing Sebastian
here and we've been having fun."
Jeff stared Nick down to try and force the point home. Nick didn't seem to
understand that Jeff wasn't going anywhere with him. He just stared at Jeff
like he had gone completely insane or something. "Jeff, we are going back to
Dalton right now," Nick said sharply. He really did act like he was Jeff's
mother or something. "It's not like you to be slutting it up with some guy who
has God knows what kind of diseases..."
"You think I'm not being safe?" Jeff asked, snapping out the words. "I'm not
ten years old Nick. You wouldn't know that though, the way you treat me."
He stumbled a little when he approached Nick, clueing the other boy into the
fact that he'd been drinking that night. Nick took one swift step forward and
snatched Jeff's car keys out of his back pocket. "I'm not letting you drive
yourself back tonight," he said. "We're going home Jeff. You're at a bar. In
case you haven't realized you're not legal. You're not okay to be here."
Jeff stared at Nick, trying to will the other boy to give him his keys back
with the power of his mind, but knowing that wasn't going to happen. "If you
won't give me my keys then I'm just going to go home with Sebastian tonight. He
already asked me to come home with him tonight if I didn't get laid, which by
the way, I won't now. Goodnight, Nick." Taking a deep breath, he stormed off.
He hated to do it to his best friend but he had to. Nick had to realize that he
wasn't a baby and he had changed, a lot. He went to find Sebastian.
Sebastian hadn't had much luck either, thankfully. His car was still in the
parking lot. Jeff stood by his car, pouting at Nick until the other boy was
forced to get up and go home. Sebastian came out a little while later, looking
sexually frustrated. Good, Jeff needed him that way. "So Elliot told me that
your boyfriend stormed in," Sebastian said with a drawl. "Am I out of line to
think that he meant Nick?"
"He meant Nick," Jeff said darkly. "Can you believe it, Seb? The asshole
actually followed me to the bar. He took my keys and then lectured me about how
slutting it up wasn't like me. I'm pissed and I want to go home. Are we still
on for our promise?"
Sebastian nodded. "Yeah dude," he said seriously. "I wasn't having any luck at
all tonight. You ready to roll?" Jeff nodded and they both got into Sebastian's
car, once again driving to his big house. Jeff wasn't sure how Sebastian would
feel about it, but he was really in the mood to top. He needed to fuck
something, honestly, and Sebastian was just the thing for him when he was
slutting it up.
They got back to Sebastian's house and Sebastian didn't even hesitate before
pulling off his clothes. "You wanna top?" Sebastian asked, surprising Jeff
because he had been about to ask. Apparently Sebastian had a sexual kind of
sixth sense. He didn't know but it was kind of awesome. Jeff was jealous of
that kind of skill. He nodded and Sebastian continued to take off his clothes
until he was in his boxers. He walked over to the bed and sat.
Jeff quickly stripped off his own clothes before joining Sebastian on the bed
and groping him through his underwear possessively. Sebastian groaned, a deep,
satisfied groan as Jeff rubbed him through his boxers. "You better be careful,
Jeff," Sebastian drawled out with a smirky expression.
He took off Sebastian's boxers and jerked his legs apart. He didn't take long
to prep him, but it was evidently too long in Sebastian's opinion, because
after a moment he slapped Jeff's hand away and spread his legs further,
exposing his slick hole. "C'mon dude, just fuck me," he said, as though it was
the most casual thing in the whole wide world. Jeff couldn't object to that
logic and put on a condom, crawling between Sebastian's legs. Then he got
another idea and flipped him over.
He took Sebastian from behind, enjoying the angle and the way he slipped in and
out of Sebastian's tight ass. Sebastian was beautiful with his face pushed into
the pillows and his hips raised. Jeff fucked him hard, getting out his anger at
Nick and the fact that he felt ridiculously betrayed by Nick's arrival at
Scandals. He had to admit that there was a little embarrassment though.
"That was wonderful," Sebastian drawled when they were finished and Jeff
smiled, because he knew it was good. Nick Duval had no right to judge him,
because what he was doing with his life was good.
He and Nick didn't talk after that. Jeff was angry and did not plan to talk to
Nick until the other boy apologized for his behavior. He wouldn't have spoken
to him until the apology rolled in, if it wasn't for the gossip. Jeff was in
the cafeteria on a Tuesday morning for breakfast when he heard a couple of
freshman gossiping. "It was Sebastian Smythe," one of them said seriously, his
eyes big. "Everyone knows Sebastian, the really cocky Warbler."
"I heard they beat the crap out of each other," the other said. "I just didn't
know that it was Sebastian Smythe. I think the other guy took the worst of it
though."
"What are you guys talking about?" Jeff asked, coming up from behind them. They
both looked at him with recognition. The Warblers were pretty well known on the
Dalton campus. Both boys looked at him nervously for a second before one of
them answered.
"Two Warblers were fighting earlier today. It was awful. They're lucky they
were outside and split it up fast, or else they would have both been expelled
It's like they totally forgot that we're a zero tolerance school for bullying,
fighting, that kind of stuff. You should probably go check on them."
Jeff immediately went to Nick's room. He knew that logically he should have
gone to check on Sebastian, since he was the Warbler that was named by the pair
of freshman, but he had some kind of vibe that Nick was in trouble. He opened
Nick's door without knocking, something that had been a custom of theirs since
they started at Dalton. "Nick," he said. He walked right into the room and
found himself face to face with a worse-for-wear Nick. His best friend had a
black eye and several other visible bruises. His lower lip had a cut at the
corner of it. The fight between the two of them had obviously been brutal.
"What the hell were you thinking?"
Nick looked at him and snarled a little bit. "I beat the shit out of that
snarky little jackass," he said, anger evident. "How the hell could you be
stupid enough to sleep with a slut like him? He's useless, Jeff."
"Don't talk about him that way," Jeff growled back. There was no way he was
going to let Nick talk about Sebastian like that. Yes, they had become fuck
buddies, but they were also friends and if Sebastian was a slut in Nick's eyes
then so was he. "He's my friend and he helps me take care of my needs. He's
good to me."
"You're not like that!"
"You have no idea what I'm like!" he snapped back. "I thought you did, but
evidently not!"
"I know you Jeff. We're best friends, or so I thought."
"You're my best friend Nick, not my brother, my mother or my boyfriend. You've
always been so ridiculously overbearing that is it any wonder that I want to
get out? I needed to get out of that situation. You've always been controlling
of my love life and haven't done anything about it. You could have, you know?
It's always been you."
"What the hell does that mean?"
"That I'm in love with you Nick."
The room went silent. Nick stared at Jeff for a long, lingering moment. Jeff
wasn't sure what was going through his eyes, but at least it wasn't disgust. He
squinted a little, making his bruised face look even worse. "Jeff…" he
whispered, in a vacant manner, like he wasn't sure exactly what to say. He
reached up and brushed his fingers against Jeff's cheek, the same confused look
gracing his features.
Jeff knew it was stupid, but at that moment he started crying. The tears came
whether he liked them or not. He sniffled hard and then the tear drops started
tracing their way down his cheeks. He lowered his head and sniffled. "I'm sorry
Nick," he muttered. He had sworn to himself that he would never tell Nick the
truth about his feelings, unless Nick acted like he felt the same, but there it
was. It just came out.
Nick seemed to be going through something. Jeff could see his eyes and could
tell that he was thinking hard, exploring things in his head. This just made
him cry harder. Nick was probably contemplating the fact that their
relationship, their friendship, was really and officially over. He was probably
not sure how to let Jeff down easily. This was why Jeff had long ago given up
on them being anything but friends.
Nick leaned forward and delicately kissed Jeff on the forehead. "Jeffy, stop
crying," he said softly, a desperation in his voice. "I'm just…trying to…come
to terms with how…how much I've been hiding myself. I don't even know." He
breathed in and out and Jeff could see that Nick really was trying to work
something in his head out. "It's all fuzzy Jeff. Give me a few seconds, okay?"
He ran his hands through Jeff's hair and Jeff couldn't help touch Nick's
bruised cheek himself. Nick had never really looked so gorgeous, all beat up
and funny in the head. Jeff's heart hurt when he let himself feel everything
that he felt for Nick. He really, truly loved him and it was the most
frustrating feeling ever.
Jeff leaned over and Nick pulled him into a tight hug. He cried softly against
his best friend's shoulder, Nick, all the while, whispering to him lightly.
"It's okay Jeffy, don't have to cry," he soothed. "Love you, you're my best
friend ever, it just worried me so much to see you doing stuff like that. It
worried me because you're so amazing…"
Jeff pulled back out of Nick's tight grip. "I love you," he said. "You didn't
need to worry though. I was being safe. I was always being very safe."
"I know Jeff," he said. "Safe or no, there are dangers to what you've been
doing. Also, I-I think that maybe the reason it hurt me so much was because I
was jealous. I didn't want to see you grinding on some dude in a club because
you don't deserve hookups in cheap bars. You deserve the world Jeff."
"I deserve you."
Nick looked at him for another long, desperate moment. He leaned forward and
pressed his lips to Jeff's. Jeff's breath caught in his throat as he made an
awkward attempt at returning the kiss. When their lips parted, he found himself
looking into clear brown eyes. "I always denied it to myself even," Nick
muttered under his breath. "I didn't want to ruin us, but you've always been my
Jeff. You've always been mine and it made me physically sick to think of
Sebastian and other random guys touching my Jeff."
"Well, you’re my Nick," Jeff countered, leaning over and kissing him again.
This time he was more confident and more self assured.
Things changed shortly after Nick and Jeff shared their first kiss. Jeff
stopped seeing Sebastian sexually, although they did keep up a pretty active
friendship. Sebastian sometimes teased him for "going soft" but it was all in
good fun. He did, however, quite seriously tell Jeff to keep Nick as far away
from him as he possibly could. Apparently Sebastian had been worse for wear
than Nick in their little fight. Nick and Jeff started dating pretty
tentatively at first, but things had developed perfectly.
It turned out that before Nick had started becoming too overbearing and Jeff
had ran away, they were as close to dating as two people got. They loved one
another, they wanted to spend as much time as they possibly could together and
they complimented each other perfectly. Jeff was playful and fun, sweet and
loyal, while Nick was serious but kind, prone to possessiveness and
protectiveness. It worked better than anything.
Jeff walked down the corridors of Dalton, holding Nick's hand in his. He
learned quickly after he and Nick started officially dating that what was
annoying protectiveness before quickly turned to a sexy, sweet possessiveness.
Nick also had an attitude where he wanted everyone to know that Jeff was with
him. It made Jeff feel very loved and desirable.
They headed down to the cafeteria where they sat at the corner of their usual
table. It was a table that mostly consisted of the Warblers and a few of their
other friends. Halfway through lunch, Nick initiated a pretty surprising
conversation. "You know I love you, right Jeff?" he asked softly, delicately.
Jeff nodded at his words, so he kept on talking. "You've always been my best
friend and now that you're my boyfriend everything's right in the world. I just
– I just wanted to apologize."
"Apologize?" Jeff asked, raising an eyebrow.
Nick nodded, very sincerely. "Before you and I started dating, I acted like a
dumbass," he said honestly. "I mean, I practically growled at your potential
suitors. I thought I was being protective of my friend but I was being jealous.
I also treated you like a baby. I shouldn't have done that."
Jeff's heart skipped a little bit at that. He knew very well that Nick had made
some mistakes before they started dating, but he had made some too. He had
slept with a bunch of guys, just to try and fill the missing hole in his heart
that Nick had left behind because of his actions. He loved Nick so much. "I
forgive you, if you forgive me," he said with a soft smile reaching across the
table.
"You guys are so freaking sappy!" Trent yelled from across the table. Nick gave
the other Warbler a glare and then leaned over and kissed Jeff slowly. Jeff
shoved his lunch plate aside and leaned into it over the table. It was awkward
and silly and the entire table started hooting and howling at them. It was
perfect.
Their first time was wonderful. It was the week after summer break. Nick's
parents had gone on a trip and Nick convinced them to let him invite someone
over. He didn't specify that it would be his boyfriend, but they had never
asked. All of a sudden Jeff found himself alone with Nick in a big, empty
house. They had a pretty typical date – dinner and a movie, and then it clicked
that it was the perfect time for their first time.
"Are you sure?" Jeff asked, as he and Nick made out on the couch in the living
room. They were both under one blanket. Even though it was the beginning of
summer, the nights were cold and Jeff had always been a cold person. Nick had
him cuddled close and kissed him sweetly in response to his questioning. "I
mean…you've never been with a guy…" He and Nick had both discussed their pasts
and well, Nick had sex twice, but both times were with girls.
"I'm sure," Nick said, touching his nose to Jeff's. "I love you."
They took it back to Nick's room and spent another few moments just kissing,
touching. When Nick's hand slipped underneath his t-shirt and ran along the
outlines of his chest, Jeff groaned. It just felt so much better when it was
with someone who truly loved him. Nick's touch was positively electric.
The clothes came off slowly, sensually, like they had all the time in the
world. Nick took extra care to make sure that Jeff enjoyed it. Jeff whined when
Nick attached to his neck and started kissing the skin there lightly. He had
learned through his escapades that the area was particularly sensitive, but it
was even more so to the gentle, loving treatment of his boyfriend. "Oh my god
Nicky…"
They made love and it was perfect. Nick topped, because Jeff found he preferred
bottoming. He gently coaxed Nick along the way, because of his experience. Nick
was sweet, took his time and spent every minute doing what he could to worship
his boyfriend. They had almost lost each other because of mistakes and bad
decisions. It was finally their moment for things to be right. When Jeff came,
he had never felt an orgasm like it. It reached all across him and he clung to
Nick so tightly he was sure he'd bruise him, if not break him.
It seemed in the end that the history Nick and Jeff had as best friends had
nearly ruined their chances as boyfriend, but all the same turned around and
made them the best possible boyfriends for each other.
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