Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/63335. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: Harry_Potter_-_Rowling Relationship: Seamus_Finnigan/Dean_Thomas Character: Seamus_Finnigan, Dean_Thomas Additional Tags: First_Time, Sexual_Identity Series: Part 1 of Deamus Stats: Published: 2010-02-17 Words: 4016 ****** Valentines Day ****** by kissmeimirish_(spockoid31) Summary Seamus has been having "dreams" about his best mate. What will happen when some hormones and a certain holiday get in the mix? This has underage sex and language. Title: Valentine's Day Author: kissmeimirish Rating: R for language and underage sex Paring: Deamus, totally Summary: Seamus is having dreams about his best mate. What will happen when some hormones and a certain holiday get in the mix? Disclaimer: HP and Dean and (sadly) Seamus belong to J.K. Rowling, who never used them to their full potential.   - - - - - - - - - -   I moan as the hands roam over me, caressing my chest, tweaking my hard nipples, gliding down to my stomach and finally to my stiff cock, over the wet tip, and fondling my balls. Now I'm being bent over the edge of my four-poster, naked arse exposed, and those long fingers are stroking me from the inside out, dripping cool lube inside. The fingers left, and I make a small sound of objection, but then something else begins to fill me, long and hard and oh so slick... I collapsed over the bed as my sweet spot is touched again and again, rubbing me into ecstasy, as the cock moves in and out, in and out. I murmur and come explosively all over the bedsheets. I wake up the instant my orgasm stopped. Then I feel the all-to familiar wetness. Fuck. I get out of bed and reach for the box of tissues on my stand- they come in handy for a healthy, horny teenage boy- and mop myself off, sponging most of the mess from the sheets. They'd be clean by tomorrow night anyway. I wriggle out of my soiled pajama bottoms and slide back into bed, gloomily reflecting that sleep was not going to come back tonight. The first time this had happened, I'd dismissed it as just another wet dream. The second time, I'd noticed how strong the hands were, cause I was just getting blown. In the third, I actually got fucked, spiking off these- questions. These past few nights, though, I've seen that not only is there another penis involved, and the hands are masculine, but that the hands are black, and I know them as well as I know my own.   Gay or straight has never really been an issue with me, and, as far as I could tell, neither with Dean. But these things are different when *you* are the possibly gay person, and you are steadily falling in love with your- apparently straight- best friend. Anyways, Dean has a girlfriend- Ginny Weasley. They've been off and on for about two months now, with some rows in between. Dean never talked about the fights, and no one seemed to ask. I just bury my head in my pillow, trying to block Dean's face from my mind. Would it always be just a dream?   The next morning's a little tense, because Dean and Ginny had another row, right in the middle of breakfast. They saved the loudest for the corridor outside the Great Hall, but the distance didn't muffle it much. Dean met up with me outside double History of Magic, looking thunderous and still feeling antisocial. He didn't say a word until the second half of the class, when I pass him a Chocolate Frog under the desk. "Thanks." "You look like you could use it." Dean snorted. "She's sure got a temper," he mutters around a mouthful of Frog. "What happened this time?" "She's accusing me of being in love with someone else." "No way." "Yep. Go figure." "Are you?" Dean was quiet for a moment, and my heart sped up. "I don't know," he finally answered. "I'm not sure I'm actually in love with Ginny." I leave with a small smile, for a reason I don't want to think about. There's a Quidditch match tonight, Gryffindor against Hufflepuff. Harry was out on the pitch, making an arse of himself as usual. He's nice and all, but he can be a bit of a prick sometimes. Hopefully it's just hormones. Dean was sketching Ginny in her robes, tongue between teeth, from the stands. When he finished, he drew a little heart in the corner and waved his wand over the paper. It folded up into a little airplane and obediently fluttered down to hover in front of Ginny's face. She grabbed it, looked it over, then scrunched it up and dropped it. She threw an angry glance up towards the stands, and Dean's face crumpled like his drawing. He packed up his supplies and was about to walk away when I caught the edge of his cloak. "Hey- where'ye going?" "Bed." "Aw, come on- it's barely dark! At least watch the first half with me." "Shay-" "I'll get you a butterbeer next Hogsmeade trip." "All right." They sat down together to watch the start of the match. I give Dean a piece of Drooble's, and we chew in silence for the first 15 minutes. "Ginny and you-" "Dunno." "You okay?" I wished I hadn't said it the second it left my mouth. Dean slowly turned to look at me. *"Okay?"* "Um-" "Look, Seamus, not *all* of us are poofs, you know? I'm *just fine!*" What? "P-poofs?" "Yeah, Seamus, *you* are gay and I know it! Don't try to tell me you have no idea!" I'm stunned. *How did Dean know?* "Dean-" "I hear you every night, moaning and rubbing and shit. And you're dreaming about a *man*, Finnigan. *A MAN!*" "Dean-" "I'd be fine with it, so long as you don't assume that *all* of us are gay too!" "Dean- I didn't mean- I'm- I'm sorry, Dean." "Yeah?" "Really." Dean's quiet now. A Bludger soars through the air and hits Harry soundly in the arm. "Shay- mate- look, *I'm* sorry. I'm still mad at Ginny and all, and you're the closest person I- well, I shouldn't have taken it out on you. I'm really sorry." I let out my breath. I hadn't realized I was holding it. "It's- it's okay, Dean. But- well- what- how do you know I dream about a guy?" Dean makes a face. "You talk about him fucking you. Fucking you over your bed." "Did I ever say a name?" "Dunno. The rest of it's too quiet." Silence, then I say, "Damn. I never thought I was sleep-talking." "Scared me to hell and back the first time. Though you brought someone back that we missed," he says, grinning. I smile back, pretty weakly. "Dean- um- d'you think the others know?" "Not really. Neville doesn't, cause he's always snoring like a pig. Ron neither, maybe Harry, but I don't know." "You- y'know. You won't tell anyone just yet, right?" "Sure. And Shay-" "Yeah?" "You don't have to worry about that butterbeer. It'll be the other way 'round." "Uh- well- thanks, Dean. For everything." "No problem. We're best mates, right?" "Right." "Now let's shut up about out love lives and watch Harry get pummeled." We watch Gryffindor scrape by when Harry catches the Snitch. As the first drops of rain pelt down from the sky, we run inside to the common room.   I can't sleep, so I'm sitting in my window, watching the rain track down the pane. I hear the steady breathing of the others, minus Harry, who's in hospital wing with a cracked arm bone (and a fractured ego.) I'm mulling over what Dean said to me earlier, at the pitch, and what it might mean... *"you're the closest person I- well, I shouldn't have taken it out on you."* Dean, Dean, Dean. Wish I could tell you that I'm dreaming about you, dreaming about you fucking my tight little arse with your big black cock, fucking coming in me, jerking me off, sucking me- "Shay?" I jump and bang my head on the windowsill. "Sorry. Can't sleep?" It's Dean. "Naw. You?" "Too busy watching you." I blush and my stupid heart skips a beat. "What's up?" I ask, willing my voice to stay steady. "I was wondering if you're not sleeping so you won't dream- about him." "Shit, am I that transparent?" "It's okay, you know. I don't care if you're having a wet dream about a guy. We're still friends. No matter what." "You really mean that, Dean?" "Of course. Gryffindor's honor." "Thanks." "Who were you dreaming about?" he asks. I knew it was coming, just a matter of time. I had even thought of how to respond, but all of my pre-meditated sentences had fled from my brain. "Shay?" "Um- well- see, Dean- it's- um- it's- you." Dean looked like he had just been run over by the Hogwarts Express. I felt like I wanted to break through the window and plummet down the tower to quietly die in the rain of shame. *"What?"* "You, Dean. I've been screwing my sheets to you." "Um." There is an uncomfortable silence, and I can almost hear him blushing. "Well-um- that's really. Um. Unexpected." "Tell me about it." And suddenly Dean's giggling, quiet at first, then louder and louder. I start to chuckle as well, and now we're laughing outright, to the sleepy protests of their dormmates. "S'matter?" groans Ron. "No-no-nothing," guffaws Dean. "Just something Seamus said. Go back to sleep." "'K." Ron's snores fill the room again. "What did I say?" I giggle, when I can talk again. "Just that last thing- like you're weren't expecting it either." "I wasn't, really. Just happened one night." "Hmm. I wonder if something spiked it off?" "Maybe. That was the night when I was pissing drunk, remember?" "Oh yeah, the infamous 'When I turn this water into Firewhiskey I'm gonna drink the whole thing in front of you' night." "Gah, that was horrid." "That night or the next morning?" "The next morning. I spent half the day in the toilet." We giggle a little more, then get serious. "So, Dean- what now?" "I dunno, Shay- I really don't know." "Are you mad?" "No." "Are you not gonna hang around me alone anymore? No more midnight prank parties?" I'm really pretty worried. "Oh, no way, of course we can keep doing all that. I'd seriously miss hanging 'round with you, and I don't think things would change- do you?" "Dunno. I hope these dreams stop, though. Not sure if I could face you knowing I get off each night to- well- y'know." "Yeah. Want me to cross my fingers?" "Think so." "Okay." "D'you wanna go to sleep now?" "Good idea. See you tomorrow- mate." "Thanks, Dean. Thanks a million." "No problem." I go back to my bed, and drop off to sleep. There are no dreams that night. - - - - - - - Dean: The next three weeks pass much the same as always, with pranks and giggles and tossing chips in the others mouth. The only difference is that Seamus's wet dreams have stopped, at least I think they have, and the whole topic of anti- gay jokes are totally out-of-bounds. Not that we ever made many of those anyways. But something has been brewing in my chest. I guess I was flattered, you know, that Seamus was getting off to the thought of me- well, whatever I was doing to him. And I was a little shocked, but who wouldn't be? Something else has been happening too. Something I wasn't gonna say to him that night, when he came out to me. That was awkward enough. The thing is, I tend to duck into a broom closet or whatever to wank off a few times a week. That isn't so bad, I guess, but lately my- thoughts have tended more towards the masculine side of things. The last time- before That Night- I wanked off to the captain of West Ham, with his muscular thighs and all. I've been a little scared to do it now, cause I'm worried that instead of football players, I'll see Shay, my best mate, sucking me off or presenting himself to me, that tight little arse in the air- Oh, God.   Dinner is hell. Almost everything anyone does seems to be loaded. Half the things probably are, knowing the crowd I keep, but I seriously doubt that there's anything sexy about Bubotuber pus uses. Unless you see it as spunk... Right, well- Valentines Day is soon. I want to make Shay a card or something, something different than our usual sugar overdose and singing along to bad love songs on the wireless. I hope we don't just skip it this year, cause of all This. It'd be a shame. And who knows, maybe Shay'll do the water into Firewhiskey trick again, and we can share it. Maybe I'll go ask him. Hogwarts always had a hormonal undercurrent, but around February 14th, it progresses to a full-fledged tsunami. For the most part, I stay out of it. Anyways, I was obsessing a little over what a Valentine to Shay might say. It'd have to be anonymous, for sure, but on the other side, it could possibly be- well, painful, cause of the whole gay thing. At least, if he thought it was from a girl. I have a few idea drafted out in my sketchbook, along the lines of "Roses are red, violets are blue, you may not know it, but someone loves you", and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna go through with this. Part of me's still whispering that I'm really straight, and this is just a sympathetic reaction to your best mate coming out to me- literally. Suddenly I realize something. We had never actually addressed that, that Seamus was having wet dreams about *me.* Why had *I* sprung to mind for Shay's weird nighttime romps? What was I missing here? Does this mean that he's *really*, truly, gay-pride-flag *gay*, or is he just temporarily infatuated with me? I've never know Seamus to take notice of any other guy like that; he's always been the ladies man. Now the prospect of giving him a Valentine seems a lot less playful. I clear up my things and head for the bathroom. Hopefully a hot bath will help clear things up. Somehow I get sidetracked hiding from Peeves, and I end up in the Broom Closet of Sexy Thoughts, where I used to wank off, before the West Ham football player scare. Unfortunately, my body remembers that it got a treat when we came here, and immediately springs to attention. I curse under my breath and sat down on some crates to review my options. I could sit here and think about frog guts until my stiffie went away, I could try and make to the bathroom for a cold shower without anyone noticing that my dick was reaching for the sky, or I could just wank off now and get it over with. All three are pretty uncomfortable, for a couple reasons. Then I hear someone else breathing. I reach for my wand and back towards the door. "Lumos." "Shite." I would know that voice anywhere, with it's little Irish lilt that was really quite cute. "Seamus? That you?" "No, it's feckin' Viktor Krum." He's standing in the corner, trying very hard to disappear into the stone. "What are you doing?" And then I see that he's pulled his trousers up in a hurry, and the bit of pants showing through his fly is damp. "Fuck, Dean. I didn't know you came here." I blush a little at his choice of words. "Same here. Why?" "Stops those dreams. Thought you'd be more comfortable." "You don't have to do this for me, mate." I wait for him to say that it's for him, too- but it never comes. "Shay?" "Yeah?" He's looking at the floor, hands in his pockets. "Did you like those dreams?" Deep breath. Seamus's voice is quiet. "Yeah. Yeah, I did." A wash of emotions breaks over me, and I get the odd feeling of being right. "Um." Yeah, really eloquent, Dean. "Gonna punch me out now?" he asks. And then I know exactly what I want to do. I move towards him, extinguish my wand, and bend slightly to kiss him passionately on the mouth. He emits a squeak, and I pull back, embarrassed. I hear him lick his lips, tasting me. Then his arms are around me, drawing me closer. We kiss again, deep and long, mouths opening bit by bit until we're being fairly sloppy, but the fire in my belly is growing hotter and hotter, and my chest feels like it's going to explode when he sucks my tongue. We're grinding our erections together, and Shay had pulled down our trousers and pants, skin against skin, thrusting, stroking, all the while devouring the other's mouth. I push him down on the crates and kneel between his legs. His breath hitches and he whispers, "Dean- you don't have to-" "Shut up, Shay, I want to do this too." He leans back and I find his thigh in the dark, exploring. They aren't like a football players; they're smooth and still a little boyish. I dance my fingers up his inner thigh and follow closely with my mouth, kissing a line up to his balls, licking here and there. Seamus moans and I smile, knowing that I have the power to turn him inside out. "Dean- Dean, stop." I freeze, sure that I've gone too far. He reaches for his wand- God, is he gonna hex me? But he points it at the door and whispers an advanced double-locking spell instead. "Where'd you learn that?" I ask, bemused. "Read a book over the summer." "Seamus Finnigan read a book? Unbelievable. Now, where were we?" I return my attention to his balls. His cock twitches as I start to lick my way up to his shaft, and kiss my way along his hard length. When I reach the head, I taste the salty precome and envelop him in my mouth. "*Fuck*, Dean!" he hisses, arching his back. I just keep twirling my tongue around his cock, sucking and lapping in turn. Shay's hips jerk, he whispers my name, and a salty wetness fills my mouth. I swallow it- what else am I gonna do?- and pull back. I lick him clean, feeling my own cock leaking onto the floor. "Damn...Dean, that was-" I kiss him so he'll shut up. - - - - - - - - - - - Seamus: This is unbelievable. Dean just sucked me off in a broom cupboard. He kissed me *first*. He found out I like him. I found out he likes me. Damn. Tomorrow is Valentine's day. I wonder what we'll do. God, what *am* I gonna do? Give him a card that says, "Thanks for sucking me off, Happy Valentines"? We get a trip to Hogsmeade instead of studies, as it's on a weekend this year. I'll split some candy with him like always, then what? Is he gonna try to stick a Jelly Slug up my arse? Hey...   We all wake up at about 5 am, due to Neville having a nightmare that he's spending today with Snape, who tries to slip him some love potion. He was a gibbering wreck, so I turned his jug of water into Firewhiskey (*without* burning my eyebrows off, thank you very much) and he glugged some down. Harry and Ron disappeared early on to find prospective dates, probably a pint or dozen, and Neville staggered off outside after drinking too much. Dean and me are alone in the room. We look at each other, still in our pajamas. My dick starts to get hard. "So- what d'you wanna do?" I ask. "Dunno. You?" "Mmm... maybe- d'you wanna stay here or go to Hogsmeade?" "Hogsmeade first, then come back early?" "Sounds good. But before we go, why don't you let me take care of that little issue of yours?" I gesture to Dean's rapidly tenting bottoms. He looks at me for a moment, and then we're all over each other, mouths open, hands groping. We manage to make it to his bed before our legs give out, and now we're all over each other, hands between legs, wanking each other off. And then it's over, spunk overflowing everywhere as we groan into each other's mouth. We kiss again, clean up, and go out.   Hogsmeade is packed with students, most cuddling and shacked up, especially in that Madame Puddifoot's or whatever that hell is. We walk kinda close together, not so close that people get ideas- I'm not sure if Dean's ready for that just yet- but close enough so that we can hold hands under out cloaks. We stop at Honeydukes to get some chocolate and Sugar Quills, and I get a little sack of cream puffs and, yes, Jelly Slugs. You never know. We skip the Three Broomsticks, as it's absolutely packed, and go back up to the castle. On the way, when no one was around, we kinda hug as we walk, with a quick kiss every few steps. It's wonderful. All those surging emotions and hormones make sure we both have a stiffie when we get back. We head straight for our room, where we dump our cloaks and make it past the first Chocolate Frog and nip of Firewhiskey before we're snogging for Ireland again. We strip off slowly, enjoying out freedom, savoring every look. Dean's on his back on my bed, looking up at me. The pupils in his beautiful eyes are dilated, and his mouth is slightly open, breath ragged. I've never seen such a hard-on. I take out a cream puff and smile when his eyes widen. I move slowly until I'm straddling his lower torso, just above his cock. I don't put my full weight on him, just break the puff and spread a blob of cream on each hard nipple. I dump the shell and lean forward to lick the sweet whiteness from his ebony skin. Lick, lick, lick. At the last few strokes of my tongue, he whimpers, and I feel his cock jump against my arse. I smile mischievously and reach for my secret stash of Muggle lube. Dean shuts his eyes as I turn around to grease his cock with long, slow strokes. I help him sit up, his strong back against a bedpost and draw the curtains. We kiss again, and then I lean back against my pillows, and spread my legs, bent at the knee. "Fuck, Shay- I mean- *fuck.*" "Like what you see?" "Fuck." "C'mere and I'll show you 'fuck'," I whisper. "Sassy Irish." He moves forward with the lube. I close my eyes as I feel his slick fingers slide into my arse, coating the inside in cool gel. Now it's my turn to whisper, "fuck," as he reaches my sweet spot. "Dean- Dean, fuck me, Dean." He slips out his fingers, and as I open my eyes, I see the tip of his long black cock start to disappear into my pale arse. "*Fuck!*" He's almost all the way into me now, and it feels better than I could ever have imagined. Better even than in my dreams. Oh, Dean... He stops and looks at me when he's buried to the hilt. "God, Shay- you look so *hot* right now." "Wha- what do you mean?" I'm fucking panting. "Just- with your face like that, and your hair messed up- and you're so *hard*... hard for me?" "You know I am." "Want more?" "Gah, *fuck* me, Dean!" He obliges, thrusting slow and gentle at first, then faster and harder. He leans forward, still pushing into me, and we snog like it's our first time again- all sloppy and, well, sexy. It's not long before my brain fries in pleasure and I come all over our stomachs, making Dean moan. An odd sensation fills my arse, like reverse coming, and it's only when Dean's spunk drips out my arse do I realize that I made him come. He pulls out and flops down beside me. We kiss again, though we're too tired to do much, and mop ourselves up. We curl up together and we're smiling, drifting off to sleep, holding on to each other. *This is love.* And after all, I've still got those Jelly Slugs. Fin- for now. ;P I'm working on a sequel right now! Please R&R, feedback is bliss! 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