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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Major_Character_Death, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Big_Hero_6_(2014)
  Relationship:
      Hiro_Hamada/Tadashi_Hamada
  Character:
      Hiro_Hamada, Tadashi_Hamada, OC's, Gogo_Tomago, Honey_Lemon_(Marvel),
      Fred_|_Fredzilla, Wasabi-No_Ginger, Aunt_Cass
  Additional Tags:
      Underage_Sex, Romance, hidashi, AU, Suicide, Major_character_death_-
      Freeform, Self-Harm
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-02-20 Completed: 2015-04-16 Chapters: 19/19 Words: 25319
****** Untitled Document ******
by keshalilles
Summary
     Hiro is a seventeen year old teenager making a living off illegal bot
     fighting. When a new cop shows up and threatens the criminal
     underground, Hiro steps up to try and save the only thing he knows.
     Meanwhile, who's the really cute guy at the Lucky Cat Cafe?
Notes
     Hi! ok, so this is a fic that's going to last for a while, so be
     prepared for a lot of chapters. aside from that; English is not my
     first language so i'm sorry in adv for any mistakes. other than that
     enjoy!
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Chapter 1 *****
Hiro smiled as he grabbed his winnings from the pot. This was becoming way to
easy. Bot fighting was just something that came so naturally to the boy. He
never lost a match and word of his skill quickly spread throughout the
underground of san Fransokyo. He was even given a title, "fighter." Hiro at
first thought the name was pretty lame, but that's what people referred to him
as. If you went up to someone and asked do you know a teen by the name of Hiro?
You would get a questioning look and a threat to get lost. However if you went
and asked if they knew Fighter their face would soon hold a grin. Everyone knew
who Fighter was. It was to the point that Hiro gave up trying to tell people
his real name.
Hiro had been on his own sense he was ten. His parents died in an accident and
he had no other family. So he was sent to a foster home. He ran away and met up
with the people that was now his new family. His "mom" a woman at the age of 24
named Gogo and a 16 year old girl named Alison. They lived together in an
apartment near a small park. Hiro made money by bot fighting and Alison was an
illegal street racer. Of course Gogo knew about what her two friends were up to
and instead of scolding the two, she encouraged it. She was the one who taught
Alison how to race in the first place.
Hiro was smart. Smarter than any 17 year old boy should be. If he wanted to he
could run the underground. Without hesitation many would follow him. Hiro was
more than just a bot fighter. To the people of the back alleyways and dark
forgotten underbelly of the city, he was something to be feared and respected.
While Hiro himself knew a little self defense, Gogo's job was that she was a
street fighter. (Occasionally selling things on the black market for extra
money.) she had been teaching the two to fight. And when you lived this kind of
life it didn't hurt to know how to throw a punch or two. If Hiro ever got into
too tight a spot, Gogo and Alison would be there to help fight his way out. So
they had a reputation. And Hiro loved it.
Hiro yawned as he sat down on a bar stool at the fight club bar. Alison was
next to him, typing away on her phone. "You're going to go insane from looking
at that tiny screen all the time." Hiro joked. Alison didn't even bother to
look up. "Your one to talk." She said back. Hiro laughed. It was so true. He
was such a coding monkey, it wasn't even funny. Sometimes he would sit for
hours or even days at his computer or desk trying make a new robot or invent
something new.
There was a bot fight going on. One which bored Hiro to no end. Everything was
so slow to him. Nothing could keep up with him and very rarely was he ever
thrown off balance.
He soon become tired and tapped Alison on her shoulder. "Can we go?" He asked.
Alison for the first time in the past hour looked up from her phone and nodded.
She slipped her phone into her bag and slid off the stool.
As they walked to the exit people cleared a path for them. It was a funny sight
seeing all these gang members, thugs and common criminals making way for a
couple of teenagers.
When they made their way out into the alleyway, they walked over to Alison's
beautiful white motorcycle. Alison had three but this one was by far her
favorite. (And the most expensive.)
Hiro settled behind Alison, putting on his helmet which covered his face
completely. Alison slipped on a similar one only hers was white to match her
bike while Hiros was red.
She started the engine and the bike roared to life.
Just then the the all too familiar sound of police sirens blared in the
distance. "Shit!" Alison cursed. "Hiro hold on this might get interesting."
Hiro sighed. He really just wanted to go home and sleep but knowing Alison she
would never give up the chance to challenge the police. "Is your face covered?"
She asked. "Yes." Hiro said with annoyance.
Alison smiled as she raced out of the alley into the open streets nearly
hitting a cop car. Said car immediately gave chase while two other cars block
the entrance to the alley where the club was.
'Well there goes another place found out by the damn police.' Hiro thought. He
was jostled out of his thought when Alison made a hard turn. Hiro yelp and
grasped his friend tight. "Sorry." She quickly said before making another turn
to the right. The car at this point had disappeared and the bike came to a
stop. "That wasn't very fun." Hiro yawned. But then out of no where a police
motorcycle came racing towards the pair. "You jinxed it!" Alison yelled. As
fast as she could she started up the bike and drove down a narrow street with
tons of garbage littering the path. Alison made her way through with little
effort coming out into another wide street. To both of their surprise the cop
on the bike made it through the maze of trash without falling. Hiro was now
wide awake and was very much interested in the man on the motorcycle following
behind them. Alison was having a fairly difficult time getting him off their
tales and Hiro could tell she was slowly becoming frustrated. She was pulling
every trick she knew in the book. Sharp turns, unsafe lane changes, everything!
"Who the fuck is this guy?" She growled. Hiro didn't even register that she
said anything, he just kept looking behind them. His eyes following the bike as
they would turn a corner leaving the bike out of sight before coming back into
view. Though Hiro could not see who was under the helmet he was having more fun
than he had all night.
The cop bike was closing the distance between them and Hiro shook Alison with
his now sweaty hands. "Alison!"
"Yeah, yeah, I know. Time for something different." With that Alison turned up
a one way street. Hiro heard the cop bike come to a screeching halt.
Cars honked as the two flowed in and out of the oncoming traffic. They were
both lucky that the two of them and the bike were just small enough to squeeze
in between the cars. Finally Alison made a sharp right into an alley, coming to
a stop. Hiro smiled. 'That was interesting.' He thought to himself. He was just
opening his mouth to say something when Alison cut him off. "If you ask if he's
gone yet or say it was fun, you will walk the rest of the home." Hiro quickly
shut his mouth after that.
……………………………………………...
The door swung open to their shared bedroom. Hiro was tired again and flopped
down on his bed. "Who was that guy?" Hiro asked. Alison shook her head.
"You think I'd know?"
"He's good for a cop." Hiro tossed out.
"Yeah a little too good. I mean when's the last time there was a decent cop
here?" It was true. For the most part the cops of san Fransokyo had little to
know training when it came to people such as the two. Never before had they
been so close to being caught and Hiro could tell that it shook Alison up. "You
okay?" He asked as he moved to sit down on her bed across the room. Alison
welcomed him and leaned her head on his shoulder. "He didn't learn to drive at
a police academy, that for sure." She said. "He knew almost all of my moves.
The street moves anyways." Hiro patted her on the shoulder as a sign of
comfort. Alison was like a little sister to him. They did everything together.
It worried him to see her this was.
It startled the both of them when the door opened and Gogo stepped in. "Where
the fucking hell have you two been? The cops shut down one of the clubs, it’s
all over the news and they're everywhere!" She exclaimed.
"We couldn't come straight home. We were being chased by one." Hiro explained.
Gogo's face softened as she walked over to the two. "Are you two alright? Alice
you look a little shaken up?" Alison didn't feel like answering and looked to
Hiro for the explanation. Gogo looked to him with curiosity.
"This one cop that chased us....he was....different."
"What do you mean by different? He's just a cop he should of been easy to lose!
Especially for you!" She pointed a finger at Alison.
"No!" Hiro started "he was different. He knew his way around a bike. He was on
our tale and nearly caught us." Gogo ran this through her head for a moment.
"You are going to practice with me tomorrow." She said to Alison. "And you, lay
low for a bit." She said to Hiro. The two teens nodded and Gogo left them
alone.
***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     WARNING I added self-harm major character death and suicide to the
     tags so please look at those.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Hiro walked down the street to a small quaint cafe called The Lucky Cat. The
lady here ms. Cass was so nice and an excellent baker.
The faint sound of a bell rang when Hiro entered through the door. The place
wasn't too busy today. Otherwise Hiro would of thrown on an apron to help.
He walked over to the counter to be startled by the peppy energetic women
behind it. "Hiro!" Ms. Cass squealed as she looked up to see him. "It's been
too long how are you!" Hiro always did wonder how Ms. Cass had so much energy
this early in the morning. "Good thanks, and yeah it has been a while hasn't
it?" Hiro smiled. Ms. Cass smiled back.
"The usual?" Hiro nodded. "Coming right up!" Hiro really did like Ms. Cass she
was so nice and always could make him smile. When Hiro reached for his wallet
to pay for the drink Ms. Cass stop him. "Hey, what did I say? You never have to
pay me. You help out and don't take money so let me pay you back by doing
this." She said. Hiro laughed a bit.
"Okay Ms. Cass. thank you."
"There's no need to be so formal, like I said before just Cass will do." Hiro
nodded his head before sitting down at one of the tables. The cafe was quiet
and he found himself thinking of the night before. Hiro wanted to know who was
the man on the motorcycle. He knew what he was doing and that Hiro wasn't going
to lie, it frightened him a little. He didn't want any trouble especially with
the police. Hiro was buried so deep in his thoughts that he didn't notice when
a voice asked. "Is this seat taken?"
"Huh?" Hiro looked to his side to meet the person behind the voice and he could
only say one thing. Gorgeous. There in front of him was a tall well built man
with black hair. "Is this seat taken? Everywhere else is full." He asked again.
Hiro looked around the cafe and to his surprise the cafe was packed. 'How long
was I daydreaming?' He thought to himself.
"No, it's not. Go ahead."
The man smiled before taking a seat across from Hiro. Hiro couldn’t help but
stare, this guy was.....amazing. Hiro felt his heart start to rapidly beat.
This was weird, he never felt this way before. The man caught him staring and
laughed extending a hand to the teen. "My names Tadashi." Hiro blushed at being
caught and met the others hand with his.
"Hiro."
"Nice to meet you Hiro." Tadashi said in the most pleasant way possible. How
could Hiro never of met this guy before?
"I've never seen you here before." Hiro said trying to make small talk. Tadashi
put a book down that he was reading. "I just moved here actually from Japan."
"Wow, really? Why did you move?" Hiro asked. Tadashi was about to answer
however Hiro's phone rang. Hiro was not going to even bother answering it but
gave in when he saw the caller ID was Alison. "Excuse me for a sec." Hiro put
the phone to his hear. "Sup Al?"
"Hiro we got a huge problem! Two more of the clubs how been shut down! And one
of the warehouses too! You need to come down here right away!"
Hiro looked up to Tadashi. He really wanted to stay and talk to him some more,
but the urgency in her voice made him cave in. "Okay, I'll be there in a bit."
"Please hurry!" With that Hiro hung up his phone and put on an apologetic look.
"Sorry I have to go. Um will I ever see you again?" Hiro asked blushing
slightly.
"I would hope so." Tadashi replied with a breathtaking smile that made Hiro's
heart skip a beat. He didn't know what to say so he just turned awkwardly and
left.
.............
Hiro walked to the abandoned hospital on the far side of san Fransokyo. He
looked around to make sure no un-wanting eyes saw him, before slipping into a
crack in the side of the old building. As he walked down the creepy halls he
soon heard the arguing going on in the main room. He stepped in and it was
complete and utter chaos. Gangs, criminals and anyone who was anyone on the
streets was there. They were all fighting yelling back and forth about what was
going on.
A hand grabbed his shoulder and he turned to see Alison's worried eyes. "What's
going on?" Hiro asked trying to yell over everyone else. "Everyone is freaking
the fuck out about the police. A lot of people have been caught and sent to
jail."
"What? I can't hear you!"
"I said people are freaking out!"
Hiro still couldn't hear her and had, had enough. He stood up on what use to be
the front desk. He didn't need to do anything and people began to stop talking.
Finally everyone caught on and the room fell quiet. "Thank you." Hiro started.
"Now I know all of you are in a very bad mood, but please for the love of God
shut the fuck up and listen. I know there's been a disruption in our daily
lives with the police but now is not the time to bitch about it. There's
obviously been a change in the police task force and not one for the better. So
we need to be smart about this." Hiro's eyes were unchallenged. He was serious
and no one would dare stand up to him. They knew he had Alison and Gogo on his
side. Not to mention his own skill. So they lay silent waiting for an answer on
what to do.
"It's that one damn cop." Someone yelled out from the crowed. It was followed
by a series of yeahs.
"Yeah if it weren't for him, the police wouldn't have a clue!" The crowd
started to get riled up again.
"Enough!" Hiro yelled again taking control of the situation. "It's the same
guy, over and over?"
"Yeah, he's the one who finds out where we are and shuts us down!"
"I say we kill the fucker!"
"No!" Hiro hissed. "If you find this cop and capture him he is to be brought to
me alive! I want him to suffer for throwing out comrades in jail and shutting
us down." Hiro stated. "However for the time being lay low and don't be
reckless. This storm will pass just like all the others." Thats all Hiro said
before stepping off the counter motioning for Alison to follow him.
"Hiro you okay?" Alison asked tossing him his helmet as they got on her bike.
Hiro grinned. "I met someone today." Alison's face brightened up. "Really!! Who
is she? Do I know her?"
Hiro blushed running his hands through his hair. "He's a guy and no he just
moved here from Japan."
"One a scale of he's cute to push me up against a wall and fuck me, what is
he?" She asked leaning on her bike.
"Its more like I want to get to know you and if it goes well than yes. By all
means fuck me until I can’t stand."
Alison giggled. "Come on we can talk more at home." Hiro got onto the back of
the bike putting his arms around Alison as he always did and the two sped off
into the evening.
Chapter End Notes
     next chapter will be up 2moro. let me know what you think!!!
***** chapter 3 *****
Hiro had tried everything to get Tadashi out of his head. He went to bot
fights, he built a new robot, he ate gummy bears but everything would somehow
leave his thoughts back to him. So in hopes of meeting him again, he spent more
time at the cafe then ever before. He offered to help Cass more; sometimes
staying all day from opening to closing. Everytime he heard the bell on the
door chime he would swirl around hoping it was somehow him, but is always left
him disappointed. It had been two weeks and Hiro was thinking of giving up.
He had just set down a tray of coffee on a table for a lovely old cupple he
recognized as regulars, when Cass pulled him aside. "Hiro sweetie you've been
working so hard why don't you take a break?" Hiro couldn't argue. Aside working
in the cafe he was busy keeping order in the underground and all that put a lot
of weight on his shoulders. More and more of the people he knew were being
caught. It's was really stressing him out. And it didn't help that he was
chasing after a stupid guy he met for less than five minutes. Hiro slumped into
a chair, a tired sigh escaping his lips.
"Is this seat taken?" Hiro nearly jumped out of his chair.
"Tadashi!" He said a little too excitedly.
Tadashi however just laughed it off slipping into the chair across from him.
"Long time no see."
“um yeah.” Hiro couldn’t believe it. He was waiting all this time to see
Tadashi again but now that he was here, he couldn’t form a sentence to save his
life. well this was embarrassing. Hiro started to play with the bottom of his
sweatshirt uncomfortably, glad that the table hid his nervous actions. “How’ve
you been?” Hiro mentally face palmed. ‘Really? Thats all your stupid brain
could come up with?’
“Good thanks. And I must say that it’s nice seeing you again.” Tadashi’s head
tilted slightly when he said this; that goddamn beautiful smile of his,
plastered on his face. why did such a small gesture have such an effect on
Hiro. Hiro could stare at him all day and never get tired of the remarkable
sight in front of him. His skin looked so soft and Hiro craved to touch it. He
wanted to have those alluring lips crashed upon his in a passionate kiss.
Wanted them to whisper in his ear and feel his hot breath on his neck. Hiro had
to bite back a moan. Now was not the time to get a hard on.
“Did you miss me?” Hiro teased, flirted trying to find some confidence.
“With a face as cute as your’s, it was hard not to.”
It happened.
For the first time sense his parents died….Hiro had been thrown off balance. He
tried not to show his instability. “Don’t tell me you have a crush on me.” Hiro
winked, getting the other to only narrow his eyes and grin. There was something
in his gaze that was challenging and holy shit if Hiro wasn’t turned on before…
Hiro knew this was a trap.
His head was screaming no, but his heart and body were screaming fuck
everything, yes! He was about to play a dangerous game one that he knew he
might regret later.
The prize though was so tempting. The prize of waking up next to him everyday
and sharing moments that would last a lifetime. The adrenaline of Tadashi
pushing him to his limits; see how far he could push before Hiro would break.
Hiro wanted all of it.
Wanted him.
someone he had met only twice in his life for less than an hour total. He
wanted to play this game. Hiro didn’t care anymore throwing back a smirk of his
own.
Let the game begin.
***** chapter 4 *****
Chapter Notes
     here's another update...I may have used google translate for some
     words so.........#donthatemeiloveu
     enjoy ^_^
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Hiro was interrupted by yet another phone call from Alsion. Apparently it
wasn’t so easy for everyone to lay low resulting in yet another police raid.
Hiro stood to leave, feeling like an idiot for dashing off like Cinderella for
a second time. however before he left Tadashi wrote down his number on Hiro’s
hand telling him to text him later.
Which led to now. Hiro waited patiently on a bench inside one of San
Fransokyo's many parks. The sky threatened to rain but he didn’t mind. Hiro
liked this kind of weather. The only thing that was slightly bugging him was
how numb his hands were from the cold.
He felt a poke on the back and turned around to find Tadashi. “Hey.” Hiro said
seeing his breath in the air as he spoke.
The pair walked around a bit, talking about hobbies and things that interested
them. Hiro found out that Tadashi also liked robotics and math as much as he
did. could this guy get anymore perfect?
“Are you cold?” Tadashi asked.
“Huh?”
“Your shivering.”
“My hands are just cold is all.” Tadashi smiled taking Hiro’s hand in his. Hiro
felt instant relief. Tadashi's hands were much bigger than his and wrapped
around his perfectly. “Better?” Tadashi chuckled.
“Much thanks.” Hiro felt happy and just was in a good mood when he was around
Tadashi. He didn’t think he ever smiled so much before in his life.
Hiro looked up to see Tadashi staring into his eyes and that warm fuzzy feeling
wormed it’s way back into his stomach. Tadashi leaned in closer to Hiro; his
lips just inches away. As much as Hiro wanted to kiss him another idea came
into his mind. Hiro pulled back just as Tadashi was going in for the kiss;
putting a finger to his lips. “I’m going to make you work for it.” Tadashi held
the most confused look on his face. “Come and get me.” Hiro said before He
dashed off into the trees.
Hiro knew he was acting a little bit childish but he needed some fun. He needed
something that would make him forget about the underworld and the police. He
didn’t care that he was acting extremely immature, he just wanted all of that
to go away.
Hiro stopped resting his back on a tree peering from behind it. He wasn’t
really surprised when he didn’t see Tadashi anywhere. Hiro had spent many years
learning how to run and dodge the police. He was about to walk back to try and
find Tadashi when a hand grabbed his shoulder shoving his back onto the tree.
“Tadashi?!” Tadashi stood there with one arm resting above Hiro’s head and the
other hand cupping Hiro’s face. “Caught you.” Hiro shivered at the way Tadashi
was looking at him. He looked like he could devour Hiro without breaking a
sweat.
Hiro grinned. “I guess you did.”
It started to rain but neither one of them moved. They just stayed there
peering into eachothers eyes. Hiro had raindrops running down his face and his
hair now stuck to his forehead. Tadashi used his hand that was cupping Hiro’s
chin to gently brush it behind his ear. Finally Hiro leaned in closing the
distance between them. Tadashi met him halfway. The first kiss was quick and
sweet, but the ones that followed were filled with a fire Hiro didn’t know he
had in him. It was hot it was sloppy and it was just perfect. He felt Tadashi
swipe his tongue alone Hiro’s lip asking for permission to enter and without
hesitation Hiro let him in. That tongue explored, tasting everything; trying to
remember all of him. Hiro was enjoying the kiss so much that he almost forgot
that he needed oxygen to breath. He pulled away resting his head on Tadashi's
chest. He didn’t want moments like these to end. He didn’t realize he sighed
until Tadashi spoke. “Hiro are you okay?” Tadashi asked concern lacing his
voice as he rubbed Circles on Hiro’s back.
“Yeah. I’m just happy.”
Tadashi kissed the top of his head. “Hey, were soaked.” Hiro pulled back and
looked down at his clothes to see that Tadashi was right. They both burst into
laughter.
……………………………..
They two ended up walking back to Tadashi’s apartment which was just a few
blocks down the road. Hiro wasn’t expecting for Tadashi to have such a nice
apartment. when you first walked in, there was a small hall with an opening to
the right and to the left. One leading into a small Kitchen and the other to
the living room which had a leather couch, coffee table and a tv. The hallway
led to, two other rooms which he assumed where the bathroom and bedroom.
Tadashi's went to find an extra pair of clothes for Hiro, returning with a pair
of sweatpants and a t-shirt. He showed Hiro the bathroom where he quickly
changed. The clothes were a little big on him the t-shirt sliding to show off
part of Hiro's right shoulder. Hiro returned to the living room to see Tadashi
sitting on the couch with two mugs on the coffee table in front of him. He
motioned for Hiro to join him and Hiro happily complied.
"It's really raining hard out there." Hiro said leaning his head on Tadashi's
shoulder, Soaking up the warmth that flowed off the other.
"You should've seen the storms we had in Japan, they were way worse than this."
Tadashi said snaking a hand around Hiro's midsection. "Hiro, your half japanese
too right?"
"Yep, half American half Japanese. Although I don't speak as much as I used to,
before my parents passed away." Hiro felt Tadashi's hold on him become
stronger.
"Sorry, I didn't know about your parents."
"No, it's fine." Hiro shook his head. "It happened a while ago so I've learned
to cope-geez!" Hiro squeaked as a flash of lightning illuminated the room.
Tadashi laughed bringing him in closer. "You scared of a little lighting?" He
teased. Hiro puffed his cheeks out and pouted. Tadashi thought it was the most
adorable thing on the planet. "I'm not use to storms like this, they normally
don't happen here." It was true the last time San Fransokyo had, had a good
storm was when he was eight and his parents were still alive. The wind was
blowing furiously; knocking over many trees. Hiro had been scared back then. He
would cling to his mom afraid of the outside noises.
Tadashi brushed his fingers though Hiro's hair. Hiro could of sworn he purred
at the affectionate touch. "Tadashi."
"Hrm?"
Hiro brought his lips forward kissing the older male. His arms wrapping around
his neck as Tadashi's wrapped his around his waist.
It started off simple and sweet but soon erupted into desperate needy kisses.
Tadashi trailed his hands up and down Hiro's sides a few times before going up
Hiro's shirt to his nipples. Hiro gasped. "T-Tadashi." Tadashi then began to
press kisses to Hiro's neck, occasionally biting Hiro's perfect skin leaving
bruising marks. Hiro moaned when Tadashi sucked on the flesh just beneath his
ear. He could feel Tadashi's grin against his skin. The sounds Hiro was making
were delicious and he wanted to hear more. His hands wandered lower and lower
until they were playing with Hiro's waistband, but suddenly he stop. "Hiro how
old are you?"
'Oh shit!' Hiro though, but before he could tell the truth he blurted out.
"Eighteen."
'This is going to come back to bite me later.'
"You?"
"Twentyone."
'Well fuck.'
Tadashi bought the answer and Hiro thanked God that Tadashi's head was more
concreted on other things at the moment than Hiro's actual age.
"Do you want me to continue?" Tadashi asked. Hiro rolled his eyes and moved to
Straddle Tadashi's lap. "Do you really have to ask?" Hiro said, grinding down
onto Tadashi's clothed erection. Tadashi's inhaled sharply, grabbing his hips.
"Impatient much?" He gave Hiro that damn sexy smile that had Hiro melt
instantly. "Only when it comes to things I really want." Hiro said as he once
again rutted down onto Tadashi. Hiro at this point was extremely hard and
wanted so badly for Tadashi to touch him. He leaned to breath into Tadashi's
ear. "Touch me." Tadashi didn't have to be told twice. He pulled Hiro's shirt
up over his head and unbuttoned his pants. Releasing Hiro's erection.
When his hand wrapped Around Hiro's length and gave a few pumps Hiro let out a
loud moan. Never breaking the kiss they shared. Tadashi helped Hiro slip his
pants and boxers all the way off. They only broke apart when Tadashi's hand
pressed against Hiro's lips. "Suck." He ordered and Hiro did as he was told,
rolling his tongue over his fingers coating them as best he could. His heart
pounded in his chest. 'Were actually going to do this.' He thought as Tadashi
pulled his fingers from his mouth; kissing him once more. "You seem nervous."
It was more of a statement than a question, and Hiro questioned how Tadashi was
able to pick up on these things. First he caught him after Hiro ran and now
he's reading him like a book. "Are you a virgin?" Hiro blushed and looked away.
Yeah so what if he was. He didn't really have time to do these sorts of things
with him being a criminal and all. Tadashi saw Hiro's face turn red and
chuckled planting kisses along Hiro's collar bone. "It's fine, if you are." He
reassured. "Just tell me if anything hurts okay." Hiro rested his head on
Tadashi's should.
"Yeah, okay-Ah!" Hiro gasped when a finger slipped inside passed his hole. He
grabbed onto Tadashi's shoulder holding them tightly. It didn't feel unpleasant
it just felt weird, to have something wiggling inside him.
Tadashi inserted another finger and Hiro instantly tensed up. The second one
hurt a little, but Tadashi was so gentle taking it nice and slow making sure
Hiro was stretched. The uncomfortableness soon gave way to a pleasurable burn
causing Hiro to rock his ass back onto the fingers.
It now felt absolutely amazing and Hiro wanted more.
'This is it, we're actually going to do this.' He thought. He was ready, he
wanted Tadashi in him so badly, he wanted his thick cock filling him up all the
way; making him scream. He was so ready....
Than his phone rang......
'Alison I swear to fucking god I am going to kill you!'
Tadashi pulled his fingers out making Hiro whimper at the loss. "Do you need to
answer that?" Hiro groaned moving off Tadashi's lap to find his phone in his
rain soaked cargo shorts.
"What!?" Hiro snapped into the phone.
"Don't talk to me that way brat!"'
"Gogo? Why the hell do you have Alison's phone?"
"I'll explain later but you need to get your ass over here now, understand!"
That's all he got before Gogo Rudely hung up on him.
"Tadashi I....could we maybe do this another time?" Hiro bit his lip. He didn't
want Tadashi to think he really didn't care because he did, but Gogo and Alison
needed him...
No, you know what fuck them, they could wait an hour or so for him. He could
stay for a few more minutes. That probably wasn't enough time to go all the
way, but just enough to maybe do something. Tadashi looked slightly annoyed but
caring Nonetheless. "I understand." He said running his hand through his hair.
Hiro felt extremely guilty and walked over to kneel down in between Tadashi's
legs. "What I mean is I don't have that much time and when you take me I don't
want it to be rushed." Hiro found himself blushing at his words. "But I can do
this." He said reaching up to pull Tadashi's waistband down to reveal Tadashi
hard on. Hiro bit his lip. Tadashi was big .
"You don't have to." Tadashi said grabbing Hiro's chin making Hiro look up at
him.
"I want to." Hiro replied pushing Tadashi's hand away with his.
Hiro brought his lips to the tip and slowly licked over it. 'Just like a
lollipop.' That's how Alsion described it anyways. And this being a completely
new thing to Hiro; just took what she said and pretended it was a lolli. He'd
swirl his young around the tip, then moving up then back down. Then in one
swift movement he took the whole thing into his mouth. (Well tried to at
least.) He heard a deep throaty moan come from above him.
Tadashi's hands came to grip Hiro's hair. His hips thrusting forward. He wasn't
expecting the harshness but would be lying if he said it didn't turn him on.
"Fuck Hiro!" Tadashi pushed his hips forward again and by this point was
literally fucking Hiro's mouth. Hiro moaned sending vibrations up Tadashi's
spine. Without warning Tadashi came into Hiro's mouth. "Fuck sorry Hiro, let me
get you a napkin or something." Hiro just shook his head and swallowed. Tadashi
had to stop and reminded himself self control because holy shit that was sexy.
"How'd I do?" Hiro asked. Tadashi just stared at the beautiful being in front
of him. Hiro was so cute. He kissed Hiro pulling him up onto the coach. "You
were amazing." He said laying Hiro down onto his back. "And now allow me to
thank you."
Tadashi said in a seductive voice, making Hiro's cock twitch.
Tadashi leaned down to Hiro's length making Hiro suddenly self conscious.
Tadashi being the mind reader he was rubbed Hiro's inner thigh causing Hiro to
bite his lip. "Don't worry you're beautiful." He then leaned forward
deepthroating Hiro with ease. Hiro threw his head back. "Ah!" Tadashi felt so
hot around him.
Hiro's toes curled as Tadashi began to bob his head up and down. Hiro tried to
buck his hips up but Tadashi held him down; hands on his hips. This was
becoming too much. Hiro felt hot, really hot; his breaths coming out in harsh
gasps and moans. "Ah Tadashi, so good!" He moaned. Hands gripping the throw
pillow above him. Hiro had never felt so good before in his life. The way
Tadashi's tongue ran over him was just so, so, urgh! He couldn't even think of
a word to describe it right now. Hiro looked down in between his legs and he
swore he somehow got harder. Seeing Tadashi's head between his legs freaking
sucking him off was almost enough to push him over the edge. But then Tadashi
looked up at him and smirked at him around Hiro's length. And that was it.
"Dashi I'm-" he couldn't even finish his sentence as he came hard.
Hiro panted trying to regain his breath. Tadashi crawled up to hover over him,
leaving kisses over his chest. "You did so good Hiro." Hiro moaned slowly
opening his eyes. When did he even close them? 'Note to self, you have a praise
kink.' Hiro saved the thought for later and sat up giving Tadashi a loving
kiss. Tadashi kissed back. "I love you Hiro."
"I love you too."
'What the fuck did I just say! You can't be in love you idiot you run the
fucking criminal underground.'
Tadashi captured his lips again and all Hiro could do was give in.
Hiro could of stayed like this all day but once again the angry ring of his
phone disrupted them. "Someone's in trouble." Tadashi joked before the smile
fell from his face. "I don't want you to leave."
"I don't want to go." He kissed him again showing that he really meant it. But
when his phone rang again he had to pull away. "I'll text you later okay?"
With one final kiss Tadashi let Hiro up. "Okay. And Hiro be safe, there's been
a lot of criminal activity lately." Hiro's heart clenched at the statement.
"I know."
‘I think I just lost this game.’
Chapter End Notes
     R&R!!!!!
***** chapter 5 *****
This wasn't just a hobby or something to do in your spare time. This was your
life. Your everything, your reason. To most being in a gang or going out to the
dark corners of the world was you just being a dumb good for nothing kid.
Little do they know, that that's all you ever knew.
It was this or abusive parents at home or people who made fun of you at school.
No one cares......
In the beginning, you would sneak out for a few hours one night a week. A few
hours would turn into all nighters and one night into days. Soon enough you
just disappear all together.
Who would even care?
The parents that abuse you every night? The teachers that don't notice when
you'd skip class? The police who are too busy with "other problems." to go
looking for some random kid who is going through a "phase".
People don't get it. They don't understand that the reason you're out here and
living with people who carry knives and guns is because no ever did understand.
No one cared to try and tell them no it's okay; you have a place in the world
and you are loved. You don't have to sell yourself, you should've have to carry
a weapon around with you because you're afraid. You shouldn't have to feel
alone and that you need to fight everybody.
The only people who accept you is your family. Your set,They take you in, they
say that they will take care of you.
But once you fall in, it's almost impossible to get out.
You become someone that if you looked in the mirror a year before you would
have been afraid of.
This is you now. This is your life. Stealing, cursing, getting high,
killing.........
No one told you that you are beautiful. That the reflection you see before all
this is beautiful! Know one told you it's okay to cry, it's okay to get mad,
it's okay to be different.
No one supported you, or even cared when you came to school with unwashed,
ripped clothes and bruises on your face. No one asked if you were okay or if
you wanted to talk about it. No one told you that before the drugs and drinking
you were perfect just the way you were.
Before the hate, before the set, before the drugs, before the sex, before the
theft, before the crimes, before the blood, before the screams,before the
cutting, before the killing.
You were perfect.
You still are perfect.
You will be whatever you make yourself out to be....
You are not that ugly person you think you see in the mirror.
You are beautiful, you are kind, you are smart, you are amazing, you are
strong, you are talented, you are special, you are caring, you are human.
You are loved.
-Serina livery
***** chapter 6 *****
Chapter Notes
     why does life have to have to be so hectic? sorry once again for the
     late update.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
"Alison's in jail."
"What?!" Hiro's mouth hung open nearly hitting the floor. Alison in jail. No,
this couldn't be happening. "How?"
Members of what was left of his world, stood in silence. For someone like
Alison to be caught was...almost unbelievable. She grew up on these streets. To
anyone who raced, she owned them. She was the best; for her to be gone ment
that we no one was safe.
"That one police guy again!" Someone from behind Hiro growled in anger.
"This guy has a hell of a death wish." Gogo mummers next to Hiro.
He could tell she had been crying. Her face was red and puffy. Hiro put his
hand on her shoulder to show he was there for her. "He chased her down on
motorcycle." Hiro's eyes grew wide. His hand on Gogo's shoulder gripped
tighter.
"I should've taught her more. I should've-I could of- I" Gogo didn't finish.
She turned from the crowed; walking away to another room.
Hiro's never seen Gogo break down like this before.
Alison's was the best racer he knew, that anyone new! How can one guy show up
and just take her down like that.
That guy.....
How. Dare. He.
Hiro's hands clenched in fist.
How dare this guy come here and change everything. How dare he take away the
people he cared about, take away his family. How can one guy come and change
his world in a matter of weeks.
Hiro was beyond furious. "Does anyone have any information on this guy at all?"
Hiro tried to keep his voice calm in front of the crowed. He forced back the
tears that threaten to start running down his face.
He searched the crowd. "Anyone?"
No one came forth.
"Fine then.i'll ask Lillian." Hiro said.
Lilian is your go-to-girl for information. She knew everyone who was anyone.
Getting info and discovering people's secrets is what she lived for.
Hiro left the crowded room to find Gogo. He found her crumpled on the ground
with her head in her knees.
"Gogo?" Hiro spoke softly.
Gogo didn't look up or even acknowledge that Hiro was there. He continued.
"I'm going to Lilian. I'll be back later okay?"
Still with no reply, Hiro left.
.............................
Lillian lived in an apartment smaller than Hiro's. However instead of three
people, Lillian lived with six other children, seven including herself.
Hiro approached the door, giving a loud knock that echoed down the hall of the
apartment building. The door opened to reveal a small young girl with blonde
hair and green eyes.
"Hey Sara is Lilian home?" Hiro asked.
Sara looked Hiro up and down a few times. Her eyes full of curiosity. It wasn't
everyday they got visitors.
"Lilian! That guy you think is sexy is here!" Sara yelled into the apartment. A
sound of something falling to the floor and breaking could be heard in one of
the rooms along with some stumbling. Hiro merely rolled his eyes. He knew
Lilian had a crush on him. She did ever since he started bot fighting and met
up in a battle. Needless to say Hiro won, also obtaining Sara's heart in the
process. She's been chasing after him since then.
Hiro saw Sara stumble down the hallway pulling her blue hair back I to a messy
ponytail.
Then, when she finally managed to reach the front door she smiled in delight.
"Hiro! It's so good to see you again!"
"It's good to see you too lily." Hiro said.
"Why does he get to call you Lily?" Sara asked he round childish eyes looking
up at Lily. "Is it because he has the cute butt you keep talking about?"
Lily was too stunned for words, her face turning red with embarrassment. Hiro
just laughed.
"Leave, you little brat." Lily hissed. Sara stuck her tongue out; leaving to
what Hiro assumed was her room.
Lily tugged Hiro out into the hall closing the door behind them. "Can we just
forget that happened?" She asked, not daring to make eye contact.
Hiro waved it off, slumping to the floor. Lily followed his actions to do the
same.
"It's good to see you again Hiro." Lily said nervously. "I was beginning to
think you'd forgotten me."
Hiro took a moment to think; when did Lilian become so insecure? She use to be
so strong and aggressive, not giving a fuck about anything.
"I know it's been a while, but I need a favor." Hiro cutted to the point. "I
need you to find out who the new police officer is. I assume you know who I'm
talking about."
Lily looked slightly disappointed, having the subject change so quickly.
Nevertheless she nodded folding her arms over her chest. "Of course I know who
your talking about, I know everything!" She grinned. "You want me to get
information?"
"Who he is and where he came from. Just be careful, don't get in too deep and
get captured." Hiro explained. He didn't need another friend sent to jail.
"I get it. Get in, get out isn't that what it's always about?" She said in a
sing song voice.
"But you owe me lunch sometime, deal?" Lily held her hand out to Hiro.
Hiro rolled his eyes. "Deal."
Chapter End Notes
     thanks for the comments and reviews ^_^
***** 7 *****
Chapter Notes
     I'm not really happy with this chapter, but all well ;P
See the end of the chapter for more notes
The morning light peeked through the curtains, shining rays onto Hiro's closed
eyes. They fluttered open to see bright red numbers flash the time, 7:36am.
Groaning, he reluctantly lifted the covers from his body, stretching away the
stiffness in his limbs. Waiting for his eyes to adjust, they landed on the bed
across the room. It lay empty and neatly folded, just the way Alisen left it.
It was quiet. Usually by now Alison would of woken him up, before going to cook
breakfast for Gogo and themselves. It left an empty feeling, not having her
around.
Not even bothering to get dressed, Hiro walked into the kitchen wearing only
sweatpants that hung low showing his red boxers. Alison would have scolded him,
telling him to pull them up, but she wasn't there so.....
The apartments was dark do to the curtains being pulled over the windows.
Alison would have opened them letting the sun shine in. "You need the vitamin
D!" She would of said. Hiro smiled sadly at the thought. "She did always know
how to brighten my day." Hiro tried to joke. In the end it only made him feel
worse.
Hearing a door close and the shuffling of feet Hiro didn't bother to turn
around. The shuffling stopped for a moment when it hit the kitchen. Hiro could
feel eyes staring at the back of his head. "Good morning." Hiro's voiced
wavered as he spoke. There was no answer, just more shuffling, leading to the
fridge. "I can make breakfast if you want." Still no answer. "Gogo I-"
"Where were you, when I texted you the other day?" She asked pouring a cup of
orange juice. Hiro was taken aback but the question. What should he say? I
wasn't with her because I was with a guy and I didn't come right away because
we were to busy sucking eachother off? Yeah, that wouldn't be the best thing to
say right now.
"I was bot fighting."
"Your a shit liar you know that."
"I'm not lying."
"Bullshit! You two are always together, you should of been with her, you always
are! Where were you!"
Hiro understood what was happening. Gogo was upset. She was trying to place the
blame on something to make herself feel better. She was angry and Hiro couldn't
be mad at her for the things she was saying. "I know, but this isn't my fault,
and you can place the blame on me. I understand you're upset, but don't take
your frustration out on me." Hiro said trying to remain calm. He did feel bad
about not being there for her but it wasn't like he could spend forever with
her and in the end he couldn't change the past. He was angry he was hurt and he
wanted Alison back. But arguing who's fault it was, was only going to make
things worse.
"Where were you!" Gogo asked again, hands gripping her cup of orange juice
tightly.
"I told you I was-."
"Get out!" Gogo yelled. Hiros heart clenched. He tried not to lose his
composure.
"Okay." Hiro wasn't in the mood to fight. He packed a few things and left. He
just didn't care anymore.
He didn't know where he was going he just continued to walk. Maybe he could go
to Cass's? Or maybe text Tadashi?
No, he didn't want to be a burden. That and he wasn't up to explain to his
boyfriend why he was kicked out of his house. There was always Lily's, oh wait
nevermind, her parents hated him. Who else was there? Hiro took out his phone
and flipped through his contacts. There was one friend he had named Alex, but
she lived all the way in Alamo. He was running out of options.
"To Cass's it is then."
He didn't have to walk for very long before entering the small cafe. "Hiro!"
Cass attacked the teen in a bear hug. "Are you hungry, do you need anything to
drink?"
"No, no, I'm fine thanks." Hiro was going to continue speaking when the t.v the
upper left hand corner of the shop showed some news about the juvenile
detention center. Cass noticed his sudden blank expression on his face. Turning
her attention to the screen her face fell. On the t.v was a news report of a
young girl who had committed suicide in custody of the police. Hiro's heart
raced.
'No, no, please no!'
When a picture of the girl shown brightly on the monitor Hiro almost dropped to
his feet.
"Poor girl." Cass said out loud. She looked back at Hiro to see his head down.
"Hiro are you okay?" She asked concerned.
"Yeah I'm fine." Hiro looked up showing his signature smile. "I just forgot,
that I have to do something today, so see you later okay."
Without letting Cass answer Hiro left out the door. Taking in deep breaths, he
reached for his phone again scrolling to Alex's number. Putting the phone to
his ear he waited for his friend to pick up. "Hello?"
"Hey Alex's I need a favor."
..................
It was midday by the time his friend rolled up in her Aston Martin.
Hiro sat in the front seat, wiping away tears from his eyes. "I'm sorry for
asking you to come out here." Hiro said quietly.
"It's okay." Alex gave a small smile. "I told you if you ever needed anything
to let me know, that's what friends are for right." She started the car and on
they drove. "Do you have all your stuff?"
"Yeah."
"Oh, okay cool." There were a few awkward moments of silence before Hiro spoke.
"She didn't kill herself."
"What?"
"She wouldn't do that." Hiro watched cars pass by out the window. He stopped
trying to clear his face of tears.
Nothing seemed real anymore. What was the point to anything? How could someone
so strong become nothing in a few days. Alison was gone and he couldn't come to
see it as real. This was a dream right? His best friends dead, his mentor
kicked him out and the world was just falling apart. "I hate everything." He
stated. "I hate the police, I hate death, I hate the world." More tears began
to stream down his face. "I hate everything." Alex sighed.
"Hiro, I know you're upset, it's going to be okay." Hiro knew she was trying to
be sympathetic, however he couldn't come to make himself care. Everything felt
numb. Like nothing mattered and nothing would from now on. For the rest of the
ride he sat quietly staring out the window lost in his thoughts.
Alex turned off into a small road leading to Diablo estates. Alex was an
extremely privileged young women. She use to live in San Fransokyo and that's
how Hiro knew her but she moved a few years back when her mom got married to
her step dad. She told Hiro that if he ever needed anything to let her know.
She knew of Hiro's background but couldn't care less and Hiro thanked for that.
The estate was huge with cream color walls giving it a calm feeling. In the
courtyard grew beautiful purple and pink wild flowers, with a lovely fountain
in the center of the driveway making it a loop.
"You've never been to my house before have you?" Alex asked grabbing his bag
and carrying it into the house for him.
"No I haven't." Hiro said looking at the expensive looking paintings that
covered the walls of the front hall.
The doors opened up to the grand stairs and rooms on either side with more in
the back. Hiro's head spin trying to take it all in. "Will your parents care
that I'm here?" He asked.
"Oh no, they're both away on business trips so it's just us!" Alex chirped
excitedly.
Most of the night was spent eating junk food and watching terrible romance
comedies that Alex had insisted upon. It was around 4am when she finally asked.
"Where were you when you weren't with Alison? You don't have to answer if you
don't want to."
Hiro played with the gummy bear in his hands, squishing it, then popping it
into mouth. "I was with a guy." Alison Stopped chewing on her gummy worm for a
moment.
"A guy?"
"Yeah a guy." Hiro said feeling like he was being judged.
"Like a boyfriend?"
Hiro swallowed nervously. "Yeah like a boyfriend."
"That's wonderful!"
"What?" Hiro wasn't expecting for her to take it this well. Not that he was
complaint of course.
"Wait! You slept with someone and didn't tell me!" She exclaimed. Hiro almost
choked on his gummy bear.
"No, we didn't sleep together, we just did some stuff." He said sheepishly a
blush coming to land on his face. Alex grinned grabbing Hiro into a death hug
giggling wildly. "I'm so excited! Tell me more about him!"
So that's how they spent the rest of their night. Talking about Tadashi and how
Hiro was happy to have him. Somewhere along the way Alison came back up and
Hiro broke down cry. Alex did her best to calm him down, till finally Hiro fell
asleep crying in her arms.
He awoke to Alex shaking him awake. "Hiro, someone's here to see you." What was
she talking about? Who in the world would be looking for him in the first place
and how would they find him here? "What?" He yawned.
"Just get up will you and come see."
Hiro got up out of curiosity, Alex led him down the hall and down to the
stairs, when Hiro's eyes snapped wide open. "Tadashi?"
At the bottom of the stairs was none other than the tall brown eyed man. "Hey."
He smiled.
...............
"You're going to call again right if you need anything?" Alex asked Hiro
outside.
"Yes I promise I will and thanks again for picking me up."
Alex gave him another hug, squeezing him tightly. "I really am sorry about
Alison. I really truly deeply am, but know that I will be there for you to the
end." She leaned in to whisper in ear. "I'll try and find out more about the
police guy thing too."
"Thank you." Hiro said letting her go out of the hug. "It means a lot to me."
Alex giggled flipping her hair back. "One more thing." She turned to Tadashi
who was leaning against his car on the other side of the court yard. "Yo Hiro's
boyfriend! You hurt my friend and I will come after you with duct tape and
lawyers!"
"Alex!" Hiro's face turned red. Tadashi on the other hand found it amusing and
started to laugh.
"I also know karate and will ninja chop you!"
"Okay thank you very much Alex." Hiro said sarcastically, walking over to get
in the car.
Alex waved to them as they drove off.
"That was beyond embarrassing." He sighed rubbing his temples.
"She seems like a good friend." Tadashi chuckled.
But before Hiro forgot- "Not that I'm not glad to see you, but why are you here
and how the hell did you find me?"
Tadashi's smile fell from his face. "I walked into Cass's cafe last night, she
said you were acting strange and ran out looking like you were going to cry. I
tried calling and texting you but you didn't answer."
"Huh?" Hiro took his phone out. "Oh." 54 missed text messages and 12 missed
calls.
"Sorry I guess I forgot to check my phone."
"I was worried so I may or may not have tracked your phone to see where you
were." Tadashi blushed in ebarasemt.
If it wasn't for the fact that Hiro was head over heels in love with this guy
and was a normal person, he would have found that extremely creepy. However it
was nice to know that the man really did care for him. The last 24 hours have
just been a blur of emotion. Tadashi being here helped calm him down. He also
felt bad though for worrying him and making go threw all the trouble of finding
him. "I'm sorry." He said in a small voice.
"What? Hiro, what for? You did nothing wrong."
"I made you worrying and drive all the way to freaking Alamo."
"You didn't make me do anything. I wanted to come get you." Hiro couldn't find
an answer. He still couldn't think straight, so he sat quietly for the two hour
ride home.
Tadashi insisted that the Hiro stayed the night. Hiro having no where else to
really go, couldn't exactly argue.
To Hiro's surprise Tadashi was a really good cook and made dinner for the both
of them. Over dinner Tadashi was able to squeeze out a few things from Hiro as
to why he was upset early. All Hiro told him was that a friend of his passed
away and he had a fight with his mom. Tadashi responded with "you're welcome to
stay as long as you need and I'm sorry about your friend."
So much had happen in just a few hours and all Hiro really wanted to do was
sleep. He wanted to forget everything that was happening and just fall into
darkness. He didn't even notice that he was slowly closing his eyes drifting
away.
Chapter End Notes
     next chapter should be up 2moro, constructive criticism is always
     welcomed. ^_^
***** chapter 8 *****
There was a tightness surrounding Hiro's midsection It wasn't uncomfortable,
quite the opposite actually. It gave off a mollifying warmth. Pushing his back
further into the embrace that enclosed him, Hiro strained to open his eyes.
Blinking away the sleep, he saw that he wasn't in his room, but a room that
looked like something you would see in an expensive hotel. White and beige
linens. Beige dresser, a closet, a few pictures, over all it was nice.
Inhaling deeply he caught the scent of what he assumed was aftershave. It
smelled nice.
"Good morning." A voice filled with sleep said, tickling Hiro's neck with hot
air.
"Good morning." Hiro said turning over to face his lover. "How long have you
been up?"
Tadashi stroked his face, brushing the hair out of his eyes, then moving to
rest his fingers over Hiro's lips. "For a while." He leaned in connecting their
lips for a brief moment. "How'd you sleep?"
"Really well."
It wasn't till then that Hiro noticed that the only article of clothing he had
on were his boxers. "What happened to my clothes?"
"Well you didn't want to sleep in them did you?" Tadashi chuckled, kissing
Hiro's collarbone.
"Are you sure you didn't take them off because you like seeing me half naked?"
Hiro joked.
Tadashi moved to lay on top of the younger male, trailing feather light kisses
over his shoulder. "I guess that could be a factor."
Hiro closed his eyes, enjoying the small touches, Tadashi provided. Hands
running up and down his sides. Kisses being left on his neck and chest. He
relaxed, letting Tadashi caress him and touched him as he pleased. It's moments
like these Hiro wished would last forever.
"You really worried me yesterday." Tadashi spoke, voice nearly above a whisper.
Hiro opened his eyes to see Tadashi's worried ones staring back at him. "I
understand a lot happened in the past few days, so please tell me what I can
do, to help you feel better. Aishiteru." Hiro felt his heart swell.
'Could you be any more perfect?' He thought moving up to lean on his elbows,
giving a loving kiss to the man on top of him. "You know what you could do?" He
smirked, before grinding his hips upward into Tadashi's cock. "You can touch
me." Hiro felt a smirk against his neck. Tadashi's hands traveled to his
nipples giving them a pinch. Hiro moaned moving his hands to rest on the elders
shoulders. "Is there anything else I could do?" Tadashi's voice was husky, and
it made Hiro shiver.
"You could fuck me!" Hiro threw his head back with a gasp, as those wonderful
hands of Tadashi's grasped his hard length through his boxers. 'I've fallen too
far.'
"You could make me scream." Hiro panted.
"I think I can manage that." In one movement both Hiro's and Tadashi's boxers
wear discarded landing somewhere on the floor.
Grabbing the lube from the nightstand drawer and placing it closer for easier
access later.
It was just then that Hiro noticed something on Tadashi's sides. Tadashi seeing
Hiro staring smiled turning around so Hiro could get a full view of his back.
Tadashi had a tattoo? Lacing his back was a tattoo of two koi fish swimming in
a circle. One bright red and the other white. "I got this when I used to live
in Japan." Tadashi said not moving when Hiro brought his lips to his back
kissing over the tattoo, occasionally flicking his tongue over it. "It
beautiful, but I would of never pictured you for a tattoo kind of guy."
"I got it because of a friend of mine... actually...we can talk about that
later. Right now, just lay back and relax." Hiro did as he was told laying back
down on the bed.
"Spread your legs for me love." Tadashi gave that damn smile that always gets
to his heart.
'Yep definitely, way too deep.'
Spreading his legs Tadashi came to rest in between them. "You're so beautiful
Hiro."
Hiro blushed. "Don't say things like that-Ah!Dashi!" Tadashi's breached through
Hiro's virgin hole, with his tongue, making Hiro's toes curl. "Why?" Tadashi
asked sending vibrations through Hiro's system.
"Because, I-it's emb-hah-embarrassing." Hiro struggled to say. "Dashi p-please,
I want you." Tadashi hummed moving away for a moment to pour the lube from
earlier over his fingers. When he felt they had enough he pushed the first one
in past the right ring of muscle. Hiro gasped at the foreign feeling. "You
okay?" Tadashi asked trying his best to take it slow, however he was having a
difficult time keeping his control. Hiro nodded. "I'm fine."
Tadashi gave the most evil chuckle which to Hiro's surprise turned him on more.
"You've never touched yourself before?" Tadashi asked adding two more fingers.
Hiro clenched the sheets underneath him letting out a loud moan. "N-no."
It's not like he had time to do those sorts of things. He was either out bot
fighting or inventing new things, beside he shared his room with someone he was
always with, so it's not like he could just "do it."
Before he knew it Hiro was pushing back against the fingers inside him, Tadashi
had hit the bundle of nerves that made Hiro's vision blur. "Dashi please I want
more!"
Also not wanting to wait any longer Tadashi lined himself up with Hiro's
entrance. "Tell me if you want me to stop." He said leaning over to give Hiro a
chaste kiss.
"I will, now please!" Hiro whinnied.
'Damn, when did I become such a slut?' Hiro asked himself.
Tadashi pushed in making Hiro contract around him. "Damn Hiro you're so tight."
Tadashi growled loving the feeling of the tightness inside Hiro.
Finally Tadashi was fully sheathed inside the other. He waited for Hiro to
relax. "You ready?" He gave as a last warning.
"Just do it!"
Resisting the urge to make a Nike pun Tadashi pulled all the way out before
slamming back in, hitting that one spot over and over and over.
Not even trying to hide his voice, Hiro let out cries as he was pounded into.
God this felt so good. All of his lover inside him, Hiro out of habit bit his
lip, this was becoming too much.
Tadashi loved the sight in front of him. Hiro's eyes closed, his head turned to
the side, biting his lip, one arm covering his face the other gripping the
sheets beneath him.
Hiro felt hot. He felt the most amazing pleasure raiding throughout his being.
He heard the lewd squishy noises coming from below. He felt so full and so
whole. "D-Ah!-shi yo-your so mmmmh big!" Hiro cried out. This really was
becoming too much. "I-gonna-."
"Look at me when you come love."
Removing his arm from his red heated face, Hiro watched as Tadashi thrusted
into him.
"Dashi!"
"Come for me baby."
Hiro's vision became white and he practically screamed, as his whole body shook
with a phenomenal sensation.
Tadashi soon followed, releasing himself into his younger love.
Hiro took in deep breaths trying to regain his breathing . "Wow." He said.
Tadashi smiled leaning over to kiss Hiro's sweaty forehead. "I'm glad you liked
it."
'I just might drown.'
***** chapter 9 *****
Chapter Notes
     sorry for the really late update i've been super stressed out lately
     T_T oh and this is really short chapter.......
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Tadashi went to go take a shower leaving a very content Hiro lying on the cushy
bed. Hiro at the moment couldn’t be more happy. He really did love Tadashi,
even if they only met a little over a few weeks ago. He felt so safe and so
relaxed around Tadashi and who wouldn't. He was literally the perfect guy.
Tall, caring, strong, smart, sexy...
'God I sound like a teenage girl.' Hiro thought to himself. He was considering
going back to sleep when that all too familiar sound of a phone rang.
Looking at the caller ID, he was surprised to see Lily's name. 'Did she get the
information that fast?'
"Sup Lily."
"Hiro! I found out who this guy was and you're not going to believe this!" Hiro
had to move the phone away from his ear a bit; Lily was practically screaming
into the phone. "Okay, okay so this guy used to live in Japan and he was an
police officer-"
Hiro's heart stopped. He couldn't breath, he couldn't think and he felt sick to
his stomach.
"He then moved to the states and joined the police force-"
"Lily what's his name." Hiro's voice sounded foreign to him.
"Wow, calm down! He's some guy called Tadashi Hamada."
Chapter End Notes
     Thanks for the comments and kudos!!!!! I really do appreciate it.
     sorry that I don't respond to them though i'm a little shy and don't
     think my English is good enough, but for real THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
***** chapter 10 *****
This could not be happening.
No it wasn't happening, it couldn't be. Was he still asleep? Was he dreaming?
Tadashi could not be that guy. He couldn't be the one who was destroying his
world.....
He had never asked him what his job was.....
He never asked for his history. His background. 'God fucking damn it Hiro why
the fuck, did you not ask!' The hints were there, he should of put it together.
He could keep up with Hiro when he ran. He could read people's emotions. He
noticed every single fucking detail.
Hiro clenched his fist, and tears began to form in his eyes. "Lily I'll call
you back." Without waiting for a reply Hiro hung up the phone.
'You slept with a cop.' Hiro was frozen. His world was falling apart. 'You
slept with a fucking cop.' He felt sick with himself. Not only did he sleep
with a cop, it was the same cop who took down the clubs and arrested almost
everyone he knew. He was the one who arrested Alison. He was the reason she was
dead! It's all his fault! Everything was his fault! Hiro wanted to scream.
Wanted to throw and break everything; wanted to hurt everyone, wanted to hurt
himself. He felt sick with himself. Why was everything so messed up?
"Hiro." Hiro tensed. His body shook, his head spun and he didn't know what the
hell to do. Does he confront Tadashi? Does he fight him? Does he take
responsibility for Alison's suicide? "Hey, you okay?" Hiro felt arms wrap
around him and warmth pressed against his back. Hiro tried to stay calm, tried
not to show any signs of his discomfort. He however was failing miserably.
"Hiro? You're scaring me." Tadashi's soft concerned voice in his ear. Hiro knew
Tadashi noticed his stiffness. In response Tadashi ran his fingers through
Hiro's hair to try and calm him down. 'Don't touch me!' Hiro screamed in his
head. His mind was screaming at him to fight, to hurt, to destroy this person.
Get rid of him, make him suffer for everything, everything he's put Hiro
through. "I'm fine." Hiro said in a shaky voice.
"Right." Tadashi said in a sarcastic tone, going down to kiss Hiro's neck.
'Stop it!'
"You can't lie to me love." Tadashi licked up to just below Hiro's ear, kissing
that sensitive spot. Hiro gasped. 'Please stop.'
"Did I do something wrong?"
'You shut down the clubs.' Tadashi went back to sucking Hiro's neck adding more
dark marks to the one's Hiro had gained the previous night. 'You arrested my
friends.' The sucks turning to light bites. Hiro moaned. 'You made the only
mother I ever had hate me.' Tadashi's hands moved to grasp Hiro's. 'Because of
you my sister is dead.' Hiro pushed back into the kisses moving his neck to the
side to allow the other more access. 'Why and I letting him do this?'
"Oh wait! I have something for you." Tadashi released Hiro. "I'll be right
back."
Hiro felt cold when Tadashi left him. He hated it. He hated the fact that he
was in love. What should he do? Taking a shaky breath in he decided to confront
Tadashi. He was going to end this here and now.
Hiro watched as the other came back into the room holding a small plastic bag.
"Cass said you liked these."
Tadashi handed the bag to Hiro, and Hiro once again found himself unable to
make a move. "Gummy bears." Hiro hadn't had these for a while now. These were
his Favorite treat and he use to eat them all the time when he was upset.
'Why did he have to do this!?'
Braving a glance up to Tadashi who now sat next to him on the bed, he saw the
concern and love in Tadashi's eyes. 'I can't do this.'
"Thank you."
Tadashi smiled bringing Hiro in for a quick kiss.
'I hate myself.'
"Are you sure you're ok? Hiro you can tell me anything you know that right?"
Those warms hands found Hiro's cold ones. Unconsciously Hiro tightened his
hold. "Your hands are freezing." Tadashi stated leaning over to grab a blanket
from the foot of the bed, draping it over Hiro's shoulders. 'I don't know what
to do.'
He needed to throw this away. All of it. He needed to leave and not have this
tight feeling in his chest. This was never going to work and Hiro was a damn
fool for thinking it could. He should of never let those desires get the best
of him.
But he did.
And he loved Tadashi.
Closing his eyes and leaning against Tadashi's shoulder, Hiro had made his
decision. "I'm fine really, just a little tired." When the words came out they
did sound really strained.
Tadashi places a kiss to Hiro's head. "If you say so."
Hiro could hide this right?...
"Well I'm going to start breakfast, if you want to take a shower, you can."
Tadashi offered. Hiro nodded. A shower would be nice now. Standing up Tadashi
leaned in pressing his soft lips to Hiro's slightly chapped ones. "You can
borrow some of my clothes if you'd like. Take your time." He said before
leaving Hiro alone again.
It took so much effort to walk. Moving to the bathroom and closing the door
behind him Hiro waited for the shower to be turned on before he finally let the
tears escape from his eyes. Crying underneath the warm spray, Hiro had no idea
what to do with himself. He wanted to continue this, he really really really
did. Tadashi made him feel safe and loved. It was an addicting feeling Hiro had
a craving for. He could keep this a secret right? He could make this work.
After all where would Hiro go without him? Hiro's noticed his hands had pruned.
'How long was I thinking for.' Shutting of the water, Hiro quickly dried
himself off.
When he went into the bedroom, a clean pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt laid
nearly folded at the end of the bed. Hiro smiled at the pile of clothes Tadashi
had left for him. Putting them on the shirt was too big and exposed Hiro's left
shoulder. The pants were also lightly too large leaving them to cling loosely
at his hips.
'I just won't tell him.'
Hiro would keep this a secret. He had to, even though he hated himself for
feeling this way, he could never see himself without him.
Walking into the kitchen, Hiro was met with the sweet smell of pancakes.
Tadashi was at the stove flipping one in the air. Hiro looked over Tadashi. How
could he let it go? 'I'm so selfish.'
Tadashi now noticing the others presence in the room, finished up with the
pancakes and placed them on plates.
The pancakes were good, better than he could ever make. While Alison did love
to cook she never did like pancakes. She would mostly make scrambled eggs or
waffles. She never had the time to cook anything real fancy. The last time she
made something really good for breakfast was about a year ago. She had been
watching the cooking channel non-stop for about a day and learned how to make
eggs Benedict. She was so proud of herself when she made it for himself and
Gogo.
"Hiro." God why did it sound so amazing when Tadashi said his name.
"Mhhh?" Hiro came back to reality, feeling lips being trailed across his
exposed skin. Tadashi had managed to find the shoulder the shirt draped off of.
"You look good in my clothes."
Hiro gave out a laugh, that was more or less just a puff of hot air.
Tadashi stopped.
Hiro froze. His heart beating faster and faster. What does Tadashi see? Hiro
squeaked when strong arms grabbed him pulling him onto the others lap. Brown
eyes met brown eyes, those eyes watched his. Hiro knew he was being read like a
book. Those eyes dug past Hiro's outer skin, they looked into him, searching
for an answer as to why Hiro was acting this way. "You're not telling me
something." Hiro found it suddenly hard to breath. He felt trapped. 'Think
Hiro, think!'
"Is it because of this morning?"
"No!" Hiro grabbed the front of Tadashi's shirt. "No, this morning was- it was
amazing. This isn't because of that at all!"
"So there is something wrong then!"
Hiro mentally slapped himself for that give away. Tadashi had him completely
cornered. Come on there had to be something he could do to get out of this. He
wasn't going to tell the truth he was too selfish for that, so then what? What
could he say?
"The last few days have just been stressful is all. I found out something's
that I almost wished I didn't find out." It wasn't a complete lie. "So my heads
just full of questions and an ugly mess of emotions."
"Than what can I do to make it better?" Tadashi's hand came to rest on Hiro's
cheek, stroking his thumb across his smooth skin.
'You could erase my past. You could bring my sister back. You could stop making
me hate myself.'
"Tell me you love me." Hiro brought his lips to brush against Tadashi's.
"I love you Hiro."
As they kissed Hiro couldn't help but think that this was going to end
terribly...
***** Chapter 11 *****
"So let me get this straight. You slept with Tadashi, who ended up being the
cop that's trying to catch you and every other criminal in San Fransokyo and
you decided not to confront him and instead hid the fact you two are
practically mortal enemies? And you’re doing all of this because you love him
even though you met him about two months ago?"
Hiro nodded taking another sip from his alcoholic beverage. "Yep."
"Are you fucking crazy!" Hiro almost choked on his drink. Alex never cursed.
Never! "Hiro, he's the reason Everything's falling to pieces. Before you knew
this guy was Tadashi you threatened to kill him! Because of him Alison-"
"You don't think I know that!" Hiro clenched his hand around the glass so much
that it threatened to crack. "You don't think I don't hate myself for loving
the man who is destroying my world!" The silence that followed Hiro's yelling,
hurt. Why was he yelling at Alex she hadn't done anything wrong. the silenced
lasted for a painful amount of time, before Alex reached over taking the drink
from Hiro.
"I think you've had enough." Hiro didn't stop when she pushed the glass away.
He brought his face to his hands.
"Alex tell me what to do."
Alex sighed getting up from her stool to give a caring hug to her friend. Hiro
was grateful that he had a friend such as her. She came all the way out her
twice just for his sake. She ever went as far as to following him to one of the
last few remaining clubs. He knew she was uncomfortable here given her
background and where she lived, but she did anyway because he asked her to. "Do
you really love him that much?" Hiro felt l her talk against his back.
Did he really love Tadashi so much, that he was willing to throw away
everything.
But....
Tadashi is his everything.
He makes him feel safe, happy, warm, loved. His smile made butterflies flutter
in his stomach. His touch made him shiver. His laugh made his heart skip a
beat. "I do."
Alex smiled moving off Hiro to sit beside him again. "Than okay. I promise to
support you no matter what. Now..... How was it?"
"What?"
"You know, your first time." Leave it to Alex to change the mood of things so
fast. She had the goofy fangirl smile on her face; she was practically jumping
in her seat. Hiro's blushed, scratching the back of his head. "Um...really good
I guess."
"You guess?"
"Can we not talk about my sex life in public?" Hiro went to take a sip from his
drink, when he remembered Alex taking it earlier.
"Hey Hiro, what happens to them?" Hiro turned to see Alex looking at the rest
of the people in the club.
That's right. He wouldn't be the only one affected by his decision. But they
could take care of themselves they were adults after all. Hiro snickered, it's
funny if you think about it all these old thugs looking up to him. "They'll be
okay." He said waving down the bartender for another drink.
"Since when do you drink so much?" Alex asked watching Hiro gulp down another
glass, the bartender gave him.
"Since Lily called me two days ago." He didn't drink often, but right now he
couldn't care less what he did. "Wanna try some?" He held the glass out to
Alex. She eyed it warily. She had never done anything illegal before. Well
besides going to an underground club, but this was a first for her too. "It's
not that bad." Hiro encouraged. Shaking, she took the glass before bringing it
to her lips, taking a small sip. She instantly put the glass back down and
proceed to cough uncontrollably. Hiro burst out into laughter, clutching his
sides.
"That was terrible." Alex complained, sticking her tongue out at Hiro.
"That was hilarious!" He wheezed. Alex was going to fight back when the
horrifying sound of police sirens echoed throughout the room.
"Shit! Everyone out now!" Hiro yelled and without a second thought grabbed
Alex's hand. Sprinting as fast as he could with Alex trailing behind him. The
two rushed into the men's bathroom. "What are we doing here?!" Alex asked on
the verge of a panic attack. Hiro pointed to a small window that led to the
street up above. "Come here." Hiro gave Alex a boost, she unlatched the window
and with much effort struggled out of the small window. Hiro backed up to the
other side of the room before running and jumping up to grab the edge. Since he
was smaller, getting through the window was almost too easy.
Hiro put a finger to his lips. "Follow me and stay quiet." Alex nodded and the
two scurried down the dark alleyway. When Hiro felt they were safe for a moment
he handed Alex a bandana he kept around his wrist. "Cover your fave." Alex did
as she was told trying her best to cover as much of her face as she could. She
pulled her hood up so all the skin that showed were her eyes; Hiro doing the
same.
The two were about to continue on down the dark path when they were caught in a
bright light. Shielding his eyes Hiro peeked through his fingers to see a cop
sitting on a motorcycle.
‘Fuck’
Tadashi got off his bike, taking his helmet of during the process. Grabbing his
gun from his belt he pointed it towards the two teens. "Freeze! You're under
arrest!"
Hiro heard Alex gasp. "Isn't that-hey!"
Hiro once again took Alex's hand and ran as fast as humanly possible into the
dark streets. "Freeze or I'll shoot!"
"He won't shoot." Hiro said out of breath as the two ran for what seemed an
eternity.
Skidding to a halt in front of a giant dumpster Hiro laid flat on his stomach
and crawled underneath it. "Come on." He said urgently.
"You've got to be kidding me."
"Do have have any other ideas!"
Alex whined but she got as flat as she could and scooted under the dumpster
next to Hiro. It was a really tight fight, even for Hiro, but hey desperate
times call for desperate measures. They heard the sudden halt of a bike and the
heavy thumping of boots. Alex almost screamed when said boots came into view
merely inches away. They could see the bottom of the shoes as the stood close
to their hiding spots. Alex covered her mouth to try and hide her heavy
breathing.
He thought that his heart was beating so hard that it was possible to hear. He
willed himself to be calm.
Tadashi looked about the ally, the two he was planning on apprehending seemed
to of vanished into thin air. "Shit." He cursed, then turned hopping back onto
his bike and leaving.
A good ten minutes passed before Alex let her hands free her mouth. "We just
ran away from a cop! Oh my god!"
"Welcome to my life." Hiro sighed crawling out from underneath the dumpster.
Grease stuck to his cloths and he smelled of fish.
"Ew, ew, ew,ew!" Alex complained trying to pull a sticky piece of
......something from her hair. "I just got my hair done too."
"Wow, rich people problems." Hiro rolled his eyes, turning to walk out of the
ally.
"So that was Tadashi?"
"Yep."
"Hiro I don't think you can hide this."
"I can try."
"Urg!"
....................................
Hiro peeked around the Corner of the door. To his luck the apartment lay quiet.
'Good Tadashi isn't back yet.' Moving with alakrity Hiro shed his clothes and
slipped into the shower. It took about half a bottle of shampoo to get the
thick grease out of his hair. He was about done when a knock came from behind
the door. "Hiro I'm back. Dinner will be ready in ten." Tadashi's voice sounded
from behind the door.
"Kay" Hiro replied just then finishing getting the grease out of his hair.
As he dries off, Hiro can't help but think of Tadashi's job. He just then
realized how little he knew about his job and his time in Japan. 'Better late
than never right?'
He found said man setting the table, already out of his uniform and in plaid pj
pants with a white t-shirt with some black logo on it. Even in pj's he looked
so hot. "Hey babe." Tadashi came over to place a chaste kiss to Hiro's lips.
"You like pasta right?"
Was that even a question? "Yes." Hiro smiled sitting next to Tadashi too began
eating. Halfway through, Hiro thought now would be the time to bring up the
subject. "So, how was work?" He Casually asked. "You're a police officer
right?"
"Yeah, when did I tell you that again?" Tadashi asked putting his fork down to
think.
"Oh um, I think you mentioned it earlier this week." Hiro tried to cover.
"I did? Huh, Well it was okay thanks for asking."
Hiro took in a breath, he wanted to find out how much Tadashi actually knew.
"Just okay?"
"There's this kid I've been trying to track down for a while now and I almost
had him tonight, but he somehow got away."
Hiro thought better than to gulp knowing Tadashi would pick it up in an
instant. "What's so special about this kid?"
"He's like a seventeen year old kid who everyone on the streets looks up.
However the crazy thing is, is that we don't have any record this guy. We don't
even have a name, he's an untitled document."
He had stopped eating. The police still didn't know anything about him? So
Alison never to them anything while she was in custody.
"The only thing we have to go on, is what the scum we arrest have to say." Hiro
wasn't going tour that stung a bit. "They all call him "Fighter" or something
along those lies."
Hiro deciding he was full picked up his plate to clean it off. While rinsing it
Tadashi came to wrap his arms around him, kissing his neck softly. "You're
warm." He said nuzzling his nose into the younger ones neck. Hiro giggled at
the tickling feeling.
***** chapter 12 *****
Chapter Notes
     what even is writing lol. I will try to update on friday's saturday's
     or sunday's. i'm doing like three sports right now so I have a lot on
     my plate. anyways enjoy ^_^
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Tadashi and Hiro had settle down for the evening. Tadashi's arms lazy wrapped
around Hiro's sides, his laptop on Hiro's lap. Hiro rested his head on Tadashi
strong chest listening to his heart beat. "This is a really bad movie." Tadashi
chuckled, closing his laptop. "Maybe we could do something else?" He said
huskily into Hiro's ear. He felt his lover shiver, bringing a smirk to his
lips.
"Oh? Did you have something else in mind?" Hiro teased. Tadashi reached under
Hiro's shirt messaging his stomach before reaching to pinch a now hard nipple.
Hiro moaned, turning his head to kiss Tadashi. Tadashi tilted his head slightly
to deepen the kiss, pushing his tongue passed Hiro's lips. Hiro let Tadashi
take control of things as his tongue danced with his.
With Tadashi's other free hand, he snaked down to play with Hiro's waistband.
Hiro hummed. Being bold for once he sucked on Tadashi's lower lip earning a
surprised gasp from the other. "That was cute." Hiro giggled, moving to suck
his lovers neck.
"Being bold are we?" Tadashi squeezed Hiro's erection through his sweatpants.
Hiro's hips bucked forward into the touch. "You like it." Hiro stated kissing
Tadashi again.
While they kissed the two had somehow managed to slide Hiro's pants and boxers
off, followed shortly by his shirt. Tadashi being the stupid tease he is didn't
touch Hiro where he wanted and instead went back up placing his hand on Hiro's
hip. Hiro let out a frustrated growl. "Touch me." He ordered in between kisses.
Tadashi laughed pulling away. "No."
"No?"
Tadashi had that evil look in his eye, the one that made Hiro shiver in a
mixture of want and fear.
Tadashi came close, hovering over Hiro's ear. "I want to see you touch
yourself." Hiro's face became Crimson.
"What?"
"You herd me~."
Didn't they have this conversation earlier? Hiro said he'd never touched
himself before, so why, for the love of god, did Tadashi have to bring it up
now.Hiro tried to turn around to try and get out of the situation, but Tadashi
held him done with his hands on Hiro's hips. "Just try it." Tadashi said
lightly nibbling on Hiro's ear.
Groaning, Hiro, brought his hands to his mouth, wetting them as best he could
before reaching down to his hole pushing the first finger in. He whimpered, it
was one thing to have someone else touch you, but when he did it himself it
felt, interesting.
Adding another finger Hiro shifted in Tadashi's lap. Taking this as a sign of
discomfort Tadashi peppered his shoulder with kisses; his hands roaming Hiro's
upper body.
Before Hiro knew it he had three fingers in. He pushed his fingers in and out,
twirling them, scissoring them, it actually felt really good. Hiro Gasped,
starting to feel the pleasure the zipped throughout his body when hitting a
certain spot.
"You're doing such a good job Hiro." Tadashi growled giving another pinch to
Hiro's nipple. Hiro moaned at both Tadashi's words and his actions. "You-You're
really getting o-off on
t-this aren't you?" Hiro stuttered; eyes starting to cloud over. Tadashi hummed
while leaving a very nice hickey on Hiro's neck. "Anata wa utsukushīdesu." his
hand reaching down to stroke Hiro, swerling the pre-cum around the tip.
Hiro smiled leaning up to kiss his older partner. "I want you inside me." Hiro
grinded back on Tadashi's erection for emphasis. "And why are you still wearing
all your clothes?" Hiro pouted, giving Tadashi a giddy feeling I'm his stomach.
"Hands and knees." Tadashi said removing the articles of clothing from his
body.
Moving over Hiro leaned his face into a pillow, putting his ass up in the air
for Tadashi.
Tadashi, already slathering enough lube onto his coak, set a gentle kiss to
Hiro's back. "Aishiteimasu, Hiro."
"I love you too Dashi."
Smiling at his pet name, Tadashi pushed inside of Hiro with ease. "Look how
well you've prepared yourself me." Tadashi said moving his hips out before
ramming back in. Hiro let out a cry as Tadashi hit his sweet spot without even
trying.
Hiro gripped the sheets so much so that he just might leave them permanently
wrinkled. He felt that sensation slowly bubble in the pit of his stomach. "D-a-
Dashi, I'm going to cum-ah!" Hiro's body shook as he orgasimed leaving the
sheets beneath him covered in cum.
Feeling Hiro's muscles tighten around him Tadashi came Into the twitching teen.
................
Having finished putting a fresh pair of linens on the bed, Hiro saw the tattoo
again, that lined Tadashi back. "Hey Dashi."
"Hm?" The other said putting on a new pair of pj pants.
"You said you would tell me about your tattoo." Tadashi's face fell and his
eyes fell to the floor . This apparently wasn't a very cheery topic, for him.
"If you don't want to talk about it it's fine."
"No, no I said I would and beside I should make up for earlier." Tadashi tried
to lighten up the situation.
"You mean making me touch myself? Then yes, yes you do." Hiro was never going
to admit it out loud but he rather enjoyed the new experience.
Finding warmth in each others arms, both of them laid in bed.
Tadashi looks as if he was running over something's in his mind, so Hiro waited
patiently for him to begin.
Tadashi finding what he was going to say intertwined his hand with Hiro's.
"This is a little hard for me to talk about." He said quietly.
Hiro understood. There were many thing in life that could be really painful. He
knew it all too well.
Tadashi had been there for him so now he was going to be there for Tadashi's.
Squeezing Tadashi's hand gently, Hiro stretched to place an understanding kiss
to Tadashi's forehead. "Take your time."
Tadashi, grateful for how Patient Hiro was being let out a sigh before
beginning. "When I ten years old and still living in Japan, a girl moved into
the house down the street from ours. When I first met her, I didn't like her at
all, but she soon became my best friend. She was also my greatest rival. We
would compete in everything. P.E, math, science, english. While she was better
at the physical side of things and I at the academics, that didn't stop us from
always making childish bets on who would do better. It would be simple things
like, if You did better on a test then you would buy the other lunch or if you
ran x amount of miles in this amount of time." Tadashi smiled at the fond
memories. " we used to get into so much trouble. One day when I was 14 and she
was 12 she bet me that if she could pull a better prank on one of our teachers,
that I would have to join her as a police officer when we grew up."
"So you lost then." Hiro laughed.
"Lost would be an understatement. She some how managed to put styrofoam in the
ventilation system, so when it turned on it practically snowed. The next four
years of my life were spent training to become a police officer." Tadashi's
hand gripped tighter around Hiro's. "The day before we graduated the police
academy she had somehow talked me into getting a tattoo. Hers was the same as
mine except gold and white. And the funny thing is I don't even remember the
reason as to why we got them, other than that she asked me to."
"You two were really close." Hiro said scooting closer.
"Yeah, she was my best friend." Tadashi fell silent.
For the first time since Hiro met him, he'd never seen him cry. Now silent
tears rolled down his cheek. Hiro wiped them away with his thumb, his free hand
now caressing Tadashi's face.
"She died protecting me. She-"
"You don't have to continue." Hiro said putting a kiss to Tadashi's cheek.
Tadashi shook his head.
"It's fine." He said trying to stop from crying. "She was shot. She moved in
the way." Tadashi had to stop talking. He breathed in closing his eyes.
"She taught me how to ride." He sadly smiled. "We used to bet on that too.
Although when we raced she always won."
'She was better than Tadashi at racing? This girl must of been something
special.'
"What was her name?" Hiro asked.
"Abigail." The tears started back up again and Hiro pulled Tadashi into his
chest wrapping him in his arms.
He let Tadashi have his moment. Things like these never do heal. They can leave
the most ugly of scares. They burn deeper than any physical wound and at times
threatened to tear you apart.
"It's okay." Hiro ran his fingers through Tadashi hair. "It's okay."
Tadashi fell asleep in his arms, and for the whole night Hiro didn't dare let
go of him.
Chapter End Notes
     thanks to everyone who left kudos and comments and all that good
     stuff :)
***** chapter 13 *****
Chapter Notes
     prom is this sat. Can't wait!!!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
It was inevitable, Hiro knew that, he just didn't think it would happen so
soon. Gogo popped Her chewing gum. Her hair was a mess and she had bags under
her eyes.
"How've you been?" Hiro asked taking a sip of his coffee. The answer to that
was obvious, but Hiro didn't know what else to say. He hadn't seen Gogo in like
what? Two months, three months?
"I've been fine." She muttered, pulling her jacket tighter around her body.
"Where have you been staying?"
"With a friend." Hiro answered. He didn't care if she bought it or not. Where
he was living wasn't any of her business anyway.
The morning fog hung thick, leaving visibility arduous. When he exhaled his
breath ghosted from his lips. "It's cold today." Hiro said trying to make small
talk.
"Yeah, it's suppose to rain today" go blew on her hands while rubbing them
together. "You got taller."
"Did I?" Hiro shrugged. It must of been from all the healthy food Tadashi made
him eat. Hiro then noticed Gogo observing his neck. "What?" He said shifting
his collar to cover his neck.
"Did you get those from your friend." She said referring to the very distinct
love bite, left just high enough to peek out from Hiro's jacket.
"And if I say yes?" Hiro said irked.
Gogo made a particularly large bubble, popping it loudly. He could see the
gears grinding away in her head. She was trying to obtain a connection between
his so called friend and his absence when Alison was detained. 'It always goes
back to her doesn't it.' He thought gulping down the rest of his coffee.
.......................
"Are we really all that's left?" Hiro said aghast. Circling the room was little
more than a hundred or so people. Many faces he recognized and many faces were
missing. "Clare, Andrew, Yoko, Carlos?" Hiro listed the names of the faces he
didn't see, his spirit sinking with each one.
"All gone." Gogo said casually leaning against a wall.
"No there has to be more." Hiro stood up, instead of using a table as he
normally would, he currently couldn't because of the fact that there were no
more bars or abandon buildings left. So he stood on a box that he found in the
alleyway they were in. As always his presence brought a hush to the crowd. Hiro
cleared his throat. "Look around you. We are all that's left. My final advice
to you all is play it smart. Don’t try to approach the Authorities it will only
cause you, and the rest of us trouble." Hopping off the box he turns to leave,
when Gogo stands in front of him blocking the way.
"That's it? That's your big final speech?" Gogo said infuriated.
"Move out of my way." Hiro said eyes narrowing at hers.
"Or else what? That boyfriend of yours can't protect you, if we go down, you go
down with us, no matter what. Even if you try to run, you can never change who
you are, and you are and always will be a member of this family." She was
talking everyone in the room. Once you were part of the set you never got out.
(Almost)
"We're done here." Hiro pushed passed her heading towards the end of the
alleyway. He was so lost in thought however, that he didn't see the black and
white car sitting to the side of the road.
He Continues down the sidewalk lost in thought when an unfamiliar voice cuts
through the cold morning air. "Freeze and put your hands in the air!" Hiro
stopped but didn't turn around. "You are under arrest for gang activity." Hiro
sighed, this was not turning out to be his day. Putting his hands in the air he
turns around to see a cop pointing a handgun straight at him. "Get down on the
ground! Do it now!" Hiro dropped to his knees. There was no way out of this
one.....
When there was a loud bang Hiro suspected that he had been shot, but when the
cops face ran white and fell to the ground Hiro's eyes widened.
'What just happened?'
A tight hand grabbed his shoulder forcefully pulling him to his feet. He had to
do a double take before recognizing his savior's face. "Lily?!"
Lily eyes overflowed with tears. She shook uncontrollably. "I'm sorry I
panicked! They can't take you away they can't!" In her other hand she tightly
gripped a gun.
'Where did she even get that?'
Deciding that, that was a question for later Hiro took her hand and ran as fast
as he could down the street. He didn't want to be here when the police came
looking for their now dead member.
Chapter End Notes
     oh! for those of you who are interested, there's a Hidashi website
     now. so next time you're on google look that up ^_^ i'm on it along
     with a lot of really cool people.
***** chapter 14 *****
Chapter Notes
     Happy Easter!!!!
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The smell of hospital waiting room always made Honey Lemon cringe. The few
times she's been here before, it never ended well. She knew for a fact that
this would be one of those times.
"Honey Lemon." She turned her attention to Tadashi as he made his way over from
the hospital entrance. In an instant she ran to hug him; crying into his chest.
"I'm sorry I didn't get here sooner. Is John?..."
Honey Lemon sobbed harder. "I'm such a terrible person! I let him go after that
guy by himself! I'm the worst partner ever!"
"Shhh, no you're not. You're one of the most amazing people I know. What
happened to John wasn't your fault." Tadashi reassured.
John was a really close friend of theirs. He was one of the first friends
Tadashi made when he came over from Japan.
"Have you called his family?" Tadashi asked.
"Yeah, they will be here soon." Honey sniffled. "Their going to hate me."
Tadashi pinched the bridge of his nose. "No Honey they're not. For the last
time this isn't your fault."
Honey Lemon pressed closer to his chest. "Okay, thank you for being there for
me." Tadashi blushed at the sudden closeness.
Honey Lemon had, had the biggest crush on him ever since she met him. He was
always there for her and was so sweet and kind. He also was drop dead gorgeous.
She had tried to give him hints, but when Tadashi was in work mode, nothing
else mattered.
So she clung to him now. Feeling sad Honey just was happy to be in his arms,
for him to tell her it was okay.
"Tadashi!" Tadashi pulled away from Honey faster than a blink of an eye. Honeys
eyebrows raised up in confusion before seeing the person behind the voice and
then she almost fainted from a heart attack.
"It's him." She said under her breath.
Tadashi was about to ask what she meant before being engulfed in a tight
embrace. "Tadashi oh my god are you okay!?" Hiro hands were on Tadashi's face
turning it side to side checking for any signs of injury. "Are you hurt?"
Tadashi chuckled taking Hiro's hands in his; kissing them. "I'm fine what's all
this about?"
"You texted me saying you were in the hospital!"
"Oh. No that was a type-o I meant to say that I was at the hospital."
"GEEZ TADASHI! YOU GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK!"
Tadashi laughed putting his hands in the air as if he was surrendering. "I'm
sorry, I'm sorry."
This is when there were interrupted by Honey Lemon clearing her throat. Tadashi
almost forgot she was there. "Oh Honey this is my boyfriend Hiro, Hiro this is
my co-worker Honey Lemon."
"Boyfriend?" She said horrified. Didn't Tadashi know who this kids was! She had
seen him walk out of the ally. He's the one her partner went after! "Tadashi
can I speak to you for a moment." Her voice wavered.
Hiro felt slightly offended at the way Honey spoke, but she's a good friend of
Tadashi's so he let it go.
Tadashi wrapped an arm around Hiro's shoulders. "Yeah just let me drive Hiro
home real quick then we can talk."
Hiro playfully swatted Tadashi's arm off him. "It's fine I can walk, it's not
that far. What do you want for dinner?"
"Dinner?!" Honey Lemon exclaimed. "Are you living together?"
Tadashi looked at his friend confused on how awkward she was acting. "Um yeah."
"Can we talk now!" She said urgently.
Tadashi nodded turning to his boyfriend; giving him a quick kiss on the lips.
Honey had to try not to gag. "Iove you babe."
"love you too nerd." Hiro winked.
After Hiro left Tadashi turned to see Honeys face red. "Hey are you okay?" She
just motioned for him to follower her.
Asking one of the nurses if they could use one of the conference rooms; saying
it was for police business, Honey tired not to hyperventilate as Tadashi locked
the door.
"Tadashi, Hiro's a criminal!"
Chapter End Notes
     Thanks for the comments!!!!!
***** chapter 15 *****
Tadashi put his hand on the door hesitant to open it. He didn't want to believe
Honey Lemon. Hiro couldn't be the person she said he was. Not after all they've
done. But then again why would she lie and make this up.
Gathering his courage he pushes the front door open. All the lights were off
except the one in the kitchen.
He couldn't help but smile when he saw Hiro reading a recipe book.
"Hiro." Tadashi said quietly.
Hiro turned. "Hey." He said casually. "You never told me what you wanted for
dinner so I just started flipping through some books."
'Please don't be the person she says you are' Tadashi thought.
It came to Hiro's attention that Tadashi's body posture was apprehensive.
Putting the cook book down, he stepped closer, and Tadashi took a step back.
"Tadashi, is everything alright?"
The air was thick, weighing down on Tadashi, he didn't want to have this
conversation. "Hiro we need to talk." He went into the living room; hesitantly
Hiro followed.
With Hiro sitting on the couch and Tadashi standing across from him, Hiro felt
the distance that somehow made its way between the two in the last few hours.
His palms become sweaty, but he tries to not look uneasy.
"Honey Lemon told me something and I want your side of the story. She said she
saw you leave the alleyway where illegal gang activity was happening. That and
John was last seen chasing after you."
Tadashi waited for an answer, Hiro however remained silent. His eyes unwilling
to meet Tadashi; sweaty hands gripping his sweat pants. Everything was going so
smoothly. Why did Tadashi have to find out now. He wanted this to work, he
wanted to stay with Tadashi forever.
Tadashi took Hiro's silence as a yes. "Fuck Hiro!"
"I didn't kill your friend!" Hiro defended. "But I haven't been telling you
everything."
Tadashi eyes narrowed. "Who the hell are you."
Hiro held back tears. He felt his heart breaking. "Fighter."
Tadashi's mouth hung open nearly hitting the floor. Closing it, he opened his
mouth to say something only to quickly closed again. He was left speechless.
Hiro sighed, seeing that he would have to be the one to continue.
"I know I'm not who you think I was, but I really do love you!" Hiro eyes
watered. 'Please don't hate me.' Hiro wanted to find an endless pit and hide in
it. He felt sick to his stomach. 'Please just be a dream.'
Tadashi folded his arms across his chest; he did not look happy. "Hiro how old
are you."
Hiro took a quacking breath. "Seventeen."
Tadashi's eyes widen, his hands going up to pull at his hair. "Seventeen!?"
Hiro winced at his reaction. "I slept with a minor." Tadashi began to pace back
and forth in the living room space. "Fuck Hiro you didn't think this would of
been important to mention! Or was this whole relationship just a fucking game
to you!"
"No!" Hiro stood to move in front of Tadashi. "I swear this is real and I never
meant for things to turn out this way!"
Hiro saw so many emotions flash through Tadashi's eyes. Pain, hurt,
frustration, betrayal, he looked like he was about to explode. Hiro gulped this
wasn't going so well.
"I gave up everything to be with you! The only person I considered a mom kicked
me out. You arrested my sister and now she's dead, the whole world I knew is
now gone!"
"I arrested your sister? Wait you mean that street racer girl?"
"Her name is Alison!" Hiro yelled. He wanted to fade away. He wanted to just
disappear. He was losing the only other person that mattered to him because of
stupid, careless mistakes he's made.
In response to Hiro's sudden aggression, Tadashi instinctively placed his hand
on his gun resting in its holder. Hiro saw this but honestly did not care. "Go
ahead shoot me, you'd be doing me a favor, because my life is shit." Hiro said
raising his hands in the air.
Tadashi mentally slapped himself for implying that he would even do such a
thing, but he at the moment was torn between his job and the love he felt for
this boy. He felt betrayed. "What were you hoping to accomplish?" Tadashi's
eyes too began to tear.
"I don't know." Hiro said barely audible.
"Did you think this would all somehow magically work out!?"
"I don't know."
"Did you think you could just lie! Lie about who you are for the rest of our
lives!?"
"I don't know!" Hiro said tears finally escaping his eyes. "I don't know."
Tadashi turned before Hiro could see tears stream down his face. "Leave."
"Tadashi-."
"Leave, before I arrest you.
Hiro ran out of the apartment, not even bothering to get any of his stuff. Hell
he didn't even stop to put his shoes on, he just left.
Tadashi sank down into the couch, putting his face in his hands.
What was going to happen now?
***** chapter 16 *****
Tadashi was torn. His heart was begging him to go find Hiro and ask him to
forgive him, but his mind was loyal to his duty as a police officer. He had a
job, to keep people safe. Well Hiro was never unsafe. Was he?
Tadashi let out a frustrated growl, rolling to lay on his back.
Don't It's been a week.
A week of sleepless nights and that terrible guilty feeling that hangs to the
back of your mind and clings to the bottom of your stomach. A full week of
regretting everything that went down between them; the threat he made. Long
story short it had been a pretty shitty week.
Hiro left his phone. It laid on the nightstand table, on his side of the bed.
He never came back to pick it up.
Task him how he ended up on the floor of the police station staff room, because
he had absolutely no idea. Even when his brain registered where he was, he
didn't bother to get up....
He missed Hiro.
Missed his smile, missed his laugh, his messy hair, missed all of him. When
they were together he felt something he Hadn't felt in a long time.
Love.
Who was he even kidding? The younger gap toothed teen had him wrapped around
his finger. He wanted him back in his arms. He wanted to be there for him and
protect him.
"Dude are you going to mope around on the floor all day?"
Tadashi opens his eyes to see a blonde man with unkempt hair hidden under a
blue binnie peering down at him. "Fred no offense but I am not in the mood
right now."
Fred put on a hurt look, which made Tadashi roll his eyes in annoyance. "Is
this about the boyfriend, guy, thing?"
"What!" Tadashi shot up into a sitting position eyes wide. "How do you know
about that?"
Fred laughed, pulling a swivel chair out from a table in the center room.
Spinning in it several times, he finally stopped to answer his friends
question. "Honey lemon told me."
"Of course she did." Don't get him wrong, Tadashi cared about her a lot. Shea's
a really close friend of his. On the other hand though, she needed to learn how
to keep her damn mouth shut! "Who else knows?" Tadashi asked fearfully.
Fred shrugged and continue to swirl in the chair. "I don't know, but I'm pretty
sure it's just us two. Look man were your friends, we're here for things like
this to help you out."
"Help me with what!? Fred, Hiro's a fucking criminal and may be the reason
Johns dead! I know what you're going to say 'talk to him' well I did and I
threw a threat out to arrest him! Now I don't know where he is and it's killing
me!" Tadashi didn't even know where the rant came from or if it even had a
point. He felt like pulling out his hair at this point.
"The go after him."
Tadashi looked at his friend as if he grew a third eye. He wasn't serious was
he?
"Are you serious?"
Fred nods crossing his arms; a proud expression on his face. "For real man,
love is love. If this guy is making you like this." He gestured to his position
on the floor. "Then this kid must be hella special." Fred rose to stand on the
table striking an epic pose, one that a superhero would be seen doing. "So go
after him!" Fred points to his friend; an overly serious expression on his
face. "Fight for your love."
"Fred are you high?"
"Maybe. Now for the love of Cthulhu just go."
Tadashi smiled shaking his head. "You are really something Fred."
Making his way to the parking lot; his personal motorcycle keys in hand, he was
abruptly stop by a hand grabbing his. Honey lemon came into view, her face
puzzled. "We're you going?" She asked. Like Tadashi said before he had nothing
against Honey lemon, but this wasn't exactly something he wanted to tell her
about. He gave her his award winning smile; the kind that made Honey lemon
blush.
"Just not feeling to well, I'm going to take the rest of the day off."
Honey Lemon didn't buy it for for a second, disappointment evident on her face.
Nevertheless she let go of his hand. "Well then when you feel better we could
maybe go for coffee?"
Tadashi wanted to facepalm. Couldn't she take a fucking hint? He however being
the pushover he was, shrugged. "Maybe." Not wanting to waste anymore time he
very rudely turned and left a very confused Honey Lemon watching him walk away.
Getting onto his bike he started off to the only place he'd think Hiro would
go.
Alex's house
.......................,..............
Ringing the doorbell,Tadashi waited. He tried to remain as composed as possible
taking in long breaths.
Hiro was going to reject him wasn't he? Why would he even take him back?
One of the huge double doors opened revealing Alex in very high end attire. He
hair was half down half up. She wore a blue silk cross front dress she had just
bought that day from a Prada store. Along with sparkle open toe platform pumps
from Cathy Jean. Also she wore matching blue earrings, a bracelet and necklace.
"Tadashi?" She asked perplexed.
Tadashi took a deep breath. "can I talk to Hiro?"
"Pardon me?"
"can I talk to Hiro please?"
Alex's eyebrows came together, as she tilted her head to the side. "Um, Hiro's
not here."
"What!"
Tadashi's heart raced. Where could Hiro be? It's not like he had any other
place to go. Right?
He was about to ask if she was joking, but looking at her eyes that cop
intuition told him that she was telling her the truth.
Alex took out her phone trying to call her friend. However the phone went
straight to voicemail. "Why! Tadashi what's happening?" Alex shook. "What did
you do to my friend! Tell me!" Alex demanded.
Tadashi shook his head. " I don't know where he is! I thought he was with you!
We had an argument I said something's and he left. Do you know where he might
of gone?"
Alex paused putting a hand to her head. Don't ask her why but it helped her to
think.
It took a few minutes, but if it meant finding Hiro Tadashi would wait. Finally
she snapped her fingers in realizing that the was only one other place he could
be. "There's a summer home we own in the Santa Cruz mountains. I went there
with him a few times when we were younger. I know it's a long shot but I really
do think he would be there. He said he felt relaxed there, so I bet that's
where he is!" She slammed the front door close locking it. "Let's go! I'm
driving!"
She pushed Tadashi towards the garage.
"Wait what about my motorcycle?"
"Worry about that piece of junk later!"
Alex said clicking a button to open the garage door.
"Hey my bike is not-.......you have got to be fucking kidding me." Tadashi
peered into garage to see a total of 5 cars. Alex stepped towards a Range
Rover.
Tadashi whistled at the slim silver car next to it. "Nice Porsche 918 Spyder."
"Is that what it's called? Wait that's not important! Get in the car!"
Climbing into the car Tadashi had one more question to ask before the begin the
long drive. "Why are you all dressed up?"
"Oh that reminds me, I need to call my friend we were supposed to go to
dinner."
"No talking on the phone and driving."
Alex gave Tadashi a challenging look. "Tadashi. Look at the money and power I
have. Do you really want to give me a ticket? Cuz I will fight you."
Tadashi let out a frustrated sigh. "Just fucking drive."
"Watch your language in my car!"
...........................
It's been about 30 minutes. The two haven't spoken at all, sitting in the most
uncomfortable silence either one has ever been through. Feeling the need for a
change in atmosphere Alex cleared her voice. "What was your argument about?"
Tadashi didn't steer his gaze from the window. It was raining again. Why did it
always rain at the worst of times?
"I found out who he was. You know what I mean don't you."
He heard Alex gasp, which confirmed his previous statement.
Leaning his head and arm on the cool window he began to explain what happened.
"In total honesty I freaked out. I didn't know what to do. So I resorted back
to the thing I knew best, how to be a cop. In the end I threatened to arrest
him, so he left."
After a moment of no response, Tadashi felt a sharp pain burn on his arm. "Ow!
Hey! Did you just pinch me?" He said to Alex.
"Yes. And how dare you hurt me friends feelings! Do you know how much Hiro gave
up to be with you! Everything that's what! His sister, his friends, bot
fighting, he was willing to change who he was to be with you and you freak out
and threaten him?!"
Tadashi had to partially cover his ears at how loud Alex was yelling. "I
understand that and I regret everything I said. I love Hiro and I want to make
this work, please Alex belive me." Tadashi explained.
Alex puffed out her cheeks trying to look tough. "If you ever hurt my friend
again I will end you!" It was an empty threat and Tadashi knew it.
"I promise, from now on I will do everything I can to make Hiro happy." Tadashi
said turning to look back out the window. "I promise."
***** chapter 17 *****
"We're here." Alex turned the key in the front door. It made a clicking sound
before opening.
Alex almost gagged, as she covered her nose from the overpowering smell of
alcohol. There was something mixed in along with the alcohol, but Alex couldn't
quite put her finger on it. It sort of smelled metallic.
Stepping inside the summer home Alex gasped. The floor, the tables, everywhere
was covered with different kinds of bottles of alcohol.
"Hiro?" Alex called out.
"He's not here." Tadashi said. He could feel it, Hiro wasn't here; More of that
cop intuition.
Moving into the kitchen to survey even more of the mess Alex absentmindedly
placed her hand on the countertop, only to pull away when she felt a sticky
substance. Looking at her hand, she saw it, along with the countertop was
covered in blood.
"T-tadashi!" She screamed frantically. Tadashi was there in an instant. She
showed him, her hand. Tadashi felt his stomach do a back flip. This wasn't
good.
"Ta-t." Alex couldn't speak as she began to break down. Tadashi put his hands
on her shoulders trying to calm her down.
As much as he was panicking on inside, he held a cool collective outside.
Freaking out now wouldn't help them find Hiro.
"Look I know you scared but I need you to call down. Is there anywhere else
here that Hiro would go?"
............................
Tadashi didn't think he ever ran faster in his life.
Alex had told him about a spot further back into the forest behind the house
that had a waterfall and by taking the path you would end up on the top. It was
apparently a really long drop and right now the only thing running through his
mind was that Hiro had jumped and was now dead.
Even with the unpleasant thoughts attacking his emotions, he ran as fast as he
could. His legs felt like jello and his clothes clung to his body from the rain
pouring down.
It wasn't suppose to end up like this. He shouldn't of over reacted. He
shouldn't of let Hiro go. Without him it felt like a hole. A deep never ending
space of darkness. It didn't matter anymore who Hiro was or how old he was, he
wanted Hiro to be with him in his life. Fuck his job, fuck the law, fuck the
past, fuck the rain that got into his eyes and blurred his vision, fuck what
people would think of him, fuck it all!
He would give it all up.
For Hiro.
The ground was overly mushy making it difficult for traction and Tadashi cursed
under his breath as his feet slipped and sinked in mud.
In the not to far distance the sound of running water made Tadashi run even
faster. He had to get there. In his mind the phrase 'please don't too late,
please don't be too late.' Repeated over and over like a broken record.
Coming around a bend he saw a blurry outline of a person standing near the edge
of where the big waterfall went over.
"Hiro!" Tadashi yelled.
Hiro startled by the sudden noise, whipped his head around, but during the
process lost his footing on the slippery ground making him fall backwards.
"No." Tadashi huffed out, sprinting to the edge just as the adolescent toppled
completely over, grabbing his shirt and pulling forward with all his being so
the two fell to the muddy ground.
Tadashi held Hiro in his arms tightly. "You're alright." He said. But when his
sentence was left unanswered he turned the teen around in his arms to see that
Hiro had passed out.
Tadashi put his hand to Hiro's forehead. He was burning hot even though he was
drenched in water. Inhaling Tadashi could smell the potent smell of alcohol
coming off of Hiro. Tadashi arms reached a hand to stroke the Hair stuck to
Hiro's face, when he noticed cuts all along across Hiro's cheek.
"Hiro I'm so sorry."
Picking Hiro up, Tadashi started the trek back to the house.
Tadashi ran his eyes over Hiro's sleeping form. He looked terrible. He had dark
circles around his eyes, his skin was pale, and he winced at when his eyes
roamed over the tiny cuts littering his beautiful face.
He then made a promise. A promise saying that he would never let anything else
like this happen to Hiro ever again. He would fight the law if he had to, but
he would never let Hiro be hurt ever again.
He promised.
Tadashi had been so lost in his own mind that he didn't notice the house until
he practically walked into it. Entering through the back door, he startled Alex
who was cleaning up beer cans off the furniture.
She dropped the bottle she was holding running over to her friend.
"He's okay for now." Tadashi said.
Alex nodded touching Hiro's face; giving a vexed expression at the cuts on it.
She turned her attention to Tadashi. He was dripping wet and tracked in water,
leaving the floor she had just cleaned muddy. She sighed rubbing her face with
her hands. "You look terrible." She stated to Tadashi.
Tadashi gave out a half hearted laugh. "Thanks I try."
Alex rolled her eyes, going to the kitchen cabinet to obtain a med kit.
"There's a guest room up stairs to the far left. You two can stay there and
rest."
"You're going to let me stay with him?" Tadashi said, surprised that Alex
trusted him enough after what happened to be with Hiro.
"Well I need to go out and get something's. I'm assuming we're going to be here
for a while." She said setting the Med kit on the kitchen island.
"Shouldn't we take him to a hospital?" Tadashi asked referring to Hiro.
Alex leaned against the countertop looking very unimpressed. "You're joking
right."
"Oh. Right." Tadashi had almost forgotten that Hiro was a criminal. Taking him
to a hospital would be a bad idea. The hospital would ask for private
information and that is something he knew Hiro would not want to give up.
Alex shook her head. "Your lucky he loves you." She said before walking out the
front door to go to the store.
Tadashi trudged up the stairs, careful not to slip on the hardwood floors. He
made his way to the far left guest room, pushing the door open with his foot.
Inside he gently placed Hiro down on the bed.
"I'll make this up to you." He said leaning down to kiss Hiro's forehead.
"I promise."
***** chapter 18 *****
Hiro thought he heard something. There were hushed voices, maybe some
shuffling. He wanted to wake up to those voices. Something about them sounded
familiar. Almost like Tadashi's......
But that was just a trick of the wind. Tadashi wouldn't be out here looking for
him. He didn't care what happened him. He made that very clear. He's probably
at work now, not even thinking about Hiro.
He heard rain and wind blowing fiercely. The calidity that surrounded him
contradicted what his ears told him.
He was dead right?
He heard a voice before everything went blank. It sounded a lot like
Tadashi's.....
 
He's probably already moved on. He could get another boyfriend or girlfriend
easily. He's probably with that Honey Lemon chick, she was pretty and from what
it looked like the two were very close. She could make him happy. Although the
thought of him with someone else still hurts. It's that kind of hurt that stays
with you forever. You can push it back but it always finds a way to cling to
your subconscious.
Hiro felt nothing.
What was there to feel anymore anyways? He didn't feel it when he cut himself
for the first time or when he tripped and fell down scratching his face. He
didn't feel pain when his stomach growled at him asking for real food after two
days of not eating. He didn't feel sick when all that was in his system was
alcohol. It didn't sting when he punched a tree out of frustration and his
knuckles turned purple.
 
There was nothing.
Not anymore. Not after Tadashi.
Hiro growled, hearing hushed voices. He tried to ignore them and stay in the
blackness forever. Who needed to wake up anyways? Wouldn't it be better to just
stay this way. To stay in the dark, lonely, void of nothingness. To just stay
asleep and be dead to the world. It's not like anyone would miss him anyways.
Alison's already dead, Gogo hates his existence and Tadashi.......
Tadashi wouldn't care.
There's was a wight suddenly placed on his forehead. The first thing he felt
sense he came to this place. The wight rubbed his cheek, then moved down his
neck, shoulder and back, then back up to his hair. Was he being petted?
It felt nice and was greatly welcomed. It was a different touch, but at the
same time seemed so familiar.
It was a battle to get his muscles to move so he could roll over and press his
face into a warm embrace. As he moved the touch tensed, before going back to
the motion of traveling around his upper body. There was applied pressure on
his cheek, on that was soft. It felt like the kiss Tadashi would give him.
It lasted just a moment, but the small gesture brought about ease.
There were words being said to him. Soft, reassuring, caring. The voice
whispering to him, pulled him from the dark abysses of sleep and Hiro struggled
to pull his eyes open.
He instantly panicked.
The first thing he sees is Tadashi's face staring back at him.
Hiro's first reaction was to run, to get out. So he tried to get up as fast as
he could out of the bed, but Tadashi was on him in an instant.
"Hiro calm down. Before you hurt yourself further!" Tadashi said pinning both
hands of the younger one to the sides and his body beneath him.
"Get the fuck off me!" Hiro screamed trying his best to get out of Tadashi's
hold. While Hiro did have some fighting experience, Tadashi had more and was
far stronger than him. Lucky for Tadashi, because otherwise he would of gotten
punched in the face.
This wasn't real. Tadashi's wouldn't be here, he doesn't care about him. The
only reason he would be here would be to arrest him and there's no way in hell
Hiro was going to let that happen.
"I'm not going to let you arrest me!" Hiro growled, still attempting to get his
arms free.
"Wait you think- Hiro no that's not why I'm here." Tadashi tried to reason.
"That's fucking bullshit, why else would you be here?" Hiro's eyes watered,
this was the last person he wanted to see. He felt himself breaking down, he
couldn't take this not again. His head swam with questions his emotions were in
a knot and god why couldn't he just be dead right now. He didn't want to deal
with this, he couldn't .
"I'm here because I'm sorry." Tadashi said, threading a calm essence into his
voice. "And because I love you."
"No! No you don't, so please just leave me alone!" Hiro cried.
Tadashi looked at him with those eyes. Those stupid, perfect, unfair, fucking
eyes. His brown orbs held so much warmth and so much caring and it hurt Hiro
even more. To see those eyes looking at him with concern, concern that he
didn't want to believe was real. He had been so torn by Tadashi's threats. So
why? Why for the love god, did he have to come and torture him like this. Why
did he have to sit on him like this and be so unnecessary close. He felt
Tadashi's breath on his face, his presence bringing back unfair familiar times
of happiness. These memories hurt the most. They hurt because they at the time
felt so real so genuine. He loved the closeness, he craved it. He would take
comfort in the fact that he knew that Tadashi would come home at the end of the
day and would kiss him, while Hiro would try and cook dinner. He would sigh in
delight as those lips left feather kisses on his skin. He would laugh and smile
and would feel loved as they would snuggle on the couch together, talking about
their day and robotics. He would try his best to listen as Tadashi talked to
him in japanese and he would tease Hiro whenever He got a confused look on his
face, from not understanding what he said.
All those moments all those small detailed moments, gave him something to live
for. It was too short. That amazing few weeks they spent together were the best
in the world.
But that shattered in an instant. Less than five minutes and it all fell apart.
He ran as fast as he could. And don't ask him how, but he somehow ended up in
the old summer house.
He's only been here a few times with Alison, but that was a long time ago. He
didn't think anyone would think to look for him here, not that anyone would be
looking for him.
When he got to the small town down the road, he did something he hadn't done in
a long time....
He stole.
He almost forgot how easy it was to just take things without paying. Which is
where he got all the alcohol.
He was a wreck when he got to the house. He drank, he would moppe, he cut for
the first time....it was only about four times, all on the left side of his
hip. He sat on the kitchen counter and used a razor that he always kept on him.
Alison gave it to him, so it went everywhere he went. Even though he didn't
have time for his shoes the blade was already on him. He didn't think Alison
would want him to use her gift this way, but in the moment he didn't care.
He hated how he felt. He hated how he let Tadashi and him get so close. How
stupid was he for thinking a cop and a criminal could get together.
The drinking didn't help him forget.
He couldn't run away.
All the drinking and forgetting in the world couldn't prepare for this. To see
this man again.
"I'm a criminal remember! You said it yourself you hate people like me, we're
scum of the earth remember!" Hiro felt Tadashi flinch at the last statement.
"Hiro I didn't mean-"
"Save it!"
"Please listen-!"
"No I won't! I'm not going to listen to you!" Hiro's face was red, his cheeks
slightly puffy. "You already took everything I had away from, what more do you
want." He turned his face away, how could he even look at Tadashi?
"Hiro look at me."
Hiro merely screwed his eyes shut defying Tadashi as best he could.
Tadashi shifted so both of Hiro's hands were pinned above his head in one hand,
while the other went to roughly grab his chin turning it so Hiro's face, faced
his. Hiro however being the little shit he is still kept his eyes closed.
Leaning in closer, Tadashi spoke barely above a whisper. "Open your eyes."
Hiro hiccuped, tears staining his face. Gather courage he opened his eyes.
Tadashi's eyes met his in an intense stare.
"If you can look me in the eye and tell me you hate me, I will walk out of your
life forever."
Hiro opened his mouth to say it. To shout out go fuck yourself with a chainsaw
and leave him alone. He would never have to deal with Tadashi's bullshit again.
Wouldn't have to feel the terrible emotion called love. He could just go back
to not giving a damn about anyone or anything besides himself. He would be rid
of him forever.....
.....
................
Who the fuck was he kidding.
"I can't- Hmm!"
Tadashi cut Hiro off as lips crashed against his in the most affectionate way.
Hiro kissed back pouring everything he had into the kiss.
Its perfect. Just like all the other times they kissed.
When the lack of oxygen became painful the two pulled apart. Brown eyes looked
into brown eyes. Hiro saw so many emotions flash through Tadashi's. Guilt,
sadness, love.
Hiro closed his eyes, he was still crying believe it or not and tried his best
to ease his crazy feelings.
Loving kisses touched his cheek, kissing away his tears.
"You can let go of my hands now." Hiro said eyes still shut. Tadashi laughed
sheepishly before letting him free.
"Sorry about that." Tadashi swiped his thumb over Hiro's cheek one last time to
get rid of the remaining tears. "I am so sorry Hiro, I never meant to hurt
you."
Hiro placed his hands on Tadashi's, giving a weak smile. "I know and I'm sorry
too."
Tadashi's brows knitted together. "For what?"
"For not telling you the truth."
Tadashi sighed, resting his forehead to Hiro's.
"We can talk about that later okay?"
Hiro nodded in agreement before going in for another kiss.
'Damn Hiro, one kiss and you're already putty in his hands.' Although he had to
admit, he still felt the sting of what Tadashi did. He couldn't deny it. It
would be something that stuck with him forever.
Tadashi pulled back, moving off Hiro's stomach, which made him hiss slightly
because of the cuts still on his hips. "Gomen'nasai" Tadashi said, joining Hiro
to lean against the headboard.
Hiro merely shook his head saying it was fine. It was then that his stomach
made its presence known by growling. Hiro blushed crossing his arms over his
stomach. Tadashi chuckled. "When's the last time you ate?"
Hiro shrugged. "I don't remember."
Tadashi's face suddenly became serious. "You don't remember?"
"I don't really remember the last few days." Hiro admitted bringing his knees
to his chest.
"Oh Hiro baby."
Hiro was going to try and explain, but a knock at the door beat his words. Then
not even waiting for an answer Alex walked into the room.
She did not look happy.
"Tadashi now that Hiro's awake I would like to talk to him alone."
Tadashi was hesitant to leave Hiro's Side after finally getting him back, but
rose from his spot next to Hiro leaving the teen cold.
As Tadashi left Hiro noticed the unwelcoming side glance Tadashi gave Alex as
he left.
'Did I miss something?'
As soon as Tadashi left Alex closed the door behind him with a noticeable thud.
"Is everything okay?" Hiro asked.
Alex put on a smile. "Everything is fine." She said going to join Hiro on the
bed.
"How are you feeling?"
Hiro knew something was off. This wasn't Alex, she was acting weird. He'd seen
her act this way once, when Alex had a grudge against this freshman girl who
made Varsity cheer. She put on the same fake smile she was wearing now and
pretend everything was fine.
But he'd let it go for now.
"I'm fine thanks, sorry for worrying you."
Alex sighed taking Hiro's face in her hands. Hiro watched her as she looked
disapprovingly at his cuts. "Look what you did to your face. That's okay I can
get you some scar cream, that might help a little huh?"
Hiro didn't answer. He didn't know how to. At the moment he felt a little
uncomfortable with Alex. He knew she was only trying to be a good friend but
his head still hurt and wanted nothing more than to be with Tadashi. That
didn't make him a terrible friend does it?
"I would appreciate that." Hiro said putting on his own smile.
He knew Alex saw it as fake, but she too continued to smile. "Alright then."
She said as she started to braid her hair. She did this whenever she was unsure
or awkward.
"Hey Hiro you didn't kill that one guy right?"
She asked out of the blue.
Hiro wasn't prepared for that question at all. "No I didn't."
Alex visibly relaxed. "I see."
There was an awkward silence before Tadashi walked back into the room carrying
a tray of food.
Alex moved to bring Hiro into a tight hug knowing that Tadashi was watching and
was extremely possessive of her friend.
For her final move she kissed Hiro on the cheek. "I'll be downstairs." She got
off the bed smiling. This one was real this time. The face Tadashi gave her
made it possible. He glared at her, but she just brushed it off. She was
untouchable and she knew it.
Leaving the room so the two were now alone, the atmosphere still held some
intensity, making Hiro stiff. "What's going on between you two?" He asked
Tadashi.
Tadashi shook his head, placing the food tray that contained a stack of
pancakes with syrup in Hiro's lap. "Nothing you need to worry about. For right
now you need to eat."
Hiro didn't have the energy to argue, but then again he didn't really feel like
eating. But Tadashi made this for him so he had to force every last bite down.
"Thanks."
While eating Hiro managed to get syrup all over his hands and face. When Hiro
was done, Tadashi cuckled taking the tray and placing it on the ground. "You're
so messy."
Hiro grinned. "You're right, I guess I should clean myself up." Hiro proceed to
lick his fingers, cleaning them of the sticky matter.
He could feel Tadashi's eyes on him, watching him sensationally tracing his
fingers.
"Hirooooo." Tadashi whined rubbing his face with his hands.
"What?" Hiro raised his brow in an innocent way. "Is Dashi thinking dirty
things~?"
Tadashi face darkened, lust making itself present. Without a second to lose the
two were connected by the lips once again. Hiro moving to straddle Tadashi's
lap. Tadashi relaxed against the headboard, his arms working Hiro's sides.
Hiro moaned, encouraging Tadashi to touch him more. Trying to get on Hiro's
good side Tadashi did as he was encouraged to do, reaching around to grab
Hiro's ass giving in a squeeze. Hiro gasped and a tongue breached past his
lips.
Hiro grabs handfuls of Tadashi's hair, showing how much he was enjoying this.
Hiro was about to take Tadashi's shirt off when Tadashi put a hand on his
stopping him. "Does this mean I'm forgiven?" Tadashi asked suddenly worried.
Hiro closed his eyes, resting his head on Tadashi's shoulder. "I'm not going to
lie, I'm still upset."
Hiro couldn't say that everything was perfect and dandie again. What Tadashi
did really hurt him. It left him with a hole in his heart, one that would take
time to heel.
But hey, even after all that, Hiro still loved him. Everyone deserves a second
chance, well at least Tadashi did.
Tadashi exhaled. "Hiro let me makes this up to you. I promise from now on I
will do everything I can to make you happy. You are my everything, you are
mine." Tadashi gripped Hiro's hips almost painfully. "Although to be honest
even if you said no I don't think I would let you go."
Hiro laughed. "Possessive much?"
"Only when it comes to you."
Hiro's heart swelled. This is the feeling he longed for. The feeling of being
wanted and cared for. He spent so many nights alone. When Alison wasn't there
Gogo barely noticed his existence and it wasn't like he had any true friends.
He never felt like he was needed, that he was just a waste of space. Garbage in
the environment. So when Tadashi said that he wouldn't let Hiro go ever again,
it made him happy.
He lifted his head to kiss Tadashi on the cheek. "It's going to take sometime,
but I really want to try again with you. I might be upset for a while, but
being away from you would make me feel worse."
Tadashi smiled, he loved Hiro so much. He wanted Hiro to know that. "Let me
make love to you."
Hiro nodded. "Please."
.....................................
Hiro gasped as Tadashi's cock stretched him. He heard Tadashi sharply intake
air. "God Hiro you're so tight."
"W-well it's be-ah! Been awhile." Hiro stammered as Tadashi began to move.
Hiro had almost forgot how big Tadashi was and how good the feeling of having
something inside him was.
Tadashi picked up his pace, thrusting into the teen faster and faster. Hiro
felt the bottom of his stomach began to feel hot.
"Tadashi I'm coming."
Hiro saw white as he came. White liquid coating his chest.
When Hiro muscles clenched around him, he spilled his seed into his lover.
"Ta-Tadashi." Hiro reached up to wrap his arms around him.
Tadashi smiled leaning over to capture the Youngers lips. "I've got you Hiro
and I'm never letting you go."
***** chapter 19 *****
Chapter Notes
     so this is the last chapter! thanks you all so much for the feedback!
     I feel like my english has really improved! ^_^. I will be soon
     starting another fic. Its deals with more with fantasy and myths and
     legends.
     Enjoy :)
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Hiro walked down the stairs into the kitchen. He was met with the delicious
smell of eggs and bacon. Tadashi stood over the stove, just finishing making
the food.
"Moring." Hiro said. Tadashi visibly flinched, a little startled. Hiro laughed.
"Hiro, good morning."
Hiro smiled, walking to Tadashi and wrapping his arms around the taller males
neck. "Sorry I didn't mean to scare you." He said kissing his lover good
morning. Tadashi hummed, enjoying the early morning affection.
When the two sat down to breakfast, Hiro noticed that they were missing a
person. "Where's Alex?"
"She left." Tadashi stated casually.
"She left?" He repeated confused.
"Yeah, she said she couldn't miss school." Tadashi explained.
Hiro didn't feel satisfied with that answer. Alex wasn't the type of person to
just leave, even if it was for school. She should've said goodbye. She was
clearly mad at something. Hiro made a mental note to ask her about it later.
"So what do you want to do today?" Tadashi asked finishing his food.
It was really sweet for Tadashi to stay with Hiro and try and help him feel
better but didn't he have work?
"Don't you have work?"
Tadashi shook his head. "No I took the next few days off."
"You really didn't have to do that." Don't get Hiro wrong he appreciated the
attention, but he didn't want to be a burden.
Now that he thought about it he had caused trouble for a lot of people. Alison,
alex even Lily. Tadashi loved his job and he didn't want him to miss out just
because of him.
"Don't worry you're not being a burden to anyone." Tadashi slid his hand over
Hiros giving a little squeeze.
'Did I say that outloud?' Hiro questioned in his mind.
Why did Tadashi always know what to say? He was just, just so, urg!!!! He was
perfect. He took off work to be with Hiro and after some really good make up
sex last night, he went on a rant about how sorry he was. God he was such a
cheeseball. He went into detail about how wonderful he thought Hiro was and how
Hiro made his heart flutter. It was literally a scene from a romantic comedy.
But Hiro didn't mind. It was a nice change from the drama and heartbreak. Hiro
enjoyed this time with Tadashi. Sitting with him here at the table. Cracking
terrible jokes every now and then.
After some time the two moved to the back porch, sitting on the porch swing.
Hiros head rested on Tadashi's shoulder. The pair rocked back and forth in
silence just enjoying the rain the pitter pattered down. Tadashi nuzzled his
nose in Hiro's soft hair, making the teen giggle.
"Hey Tadashi why was Alex upset?"
"She's still mad at me for what I did."
"Oh."
Alex was the type to hold a grudge. But maybe with a little convincing she
would give Tadashi another chance. After all of he was going to be with Tadashi
the two should learn to get along.
"Is there something in particular you wanted to do today?" Tadashi questioned.
That was a good question. What was there to do in Santa Cruz anyways? They
could go to the boardwalk, but wait it was raining. They could watch movies? No
nevermind, Hiro didn't want to be in the house after being in it for a week.
He wanted to move around, wanted to do something fun...
Something childish.
"I have an idea. Can I see your phone."
Tadashi didn't bother asking and simply handed the phone to Hiro.
Hiro typed in the pass code, then pulled up the note pad. "Close your eyes."
"Hiro?"
"Just do it."
Tadashi sighed and closed his eyes. Hiro stood up in front of him grinning ear
to ear.
"Count to thirty."
Hiro placed the phone in Tadashi's hand and Tadashi started to count.
What was Hiro up to? Tadashi usually was pretty good at reading the kid. This
should be interesting.
He started counting.
One, two, three, four till thirty. Opening his eyes he saw that Hiro was gone.
He panicked until he looked on his phone. A smiled spread itself on his lips
and the all too familiar feeling of the hunt suddenly found its way through his
veins. The notepad on the phone held only three words.
'Tag you're it.'
.............................................
There was something about the rain that made Hiro have a good feeling. He
didn't know what it was, only that it eased his stress and made him feel happy.
It brought back good memories. Alison and him would run outside when they were
kids, despite Gogos attempts to keep them dry. They would splash in puddles,
stick their tongues out to catch droplets, make mud pies. Yeah, those were some
of the good times.
He knew Tadashi would catch him, there was no doubt about that. But till then,
he liked the feeling of running away. The adrenaline pumping through his blood.
The fight or flight response your brain sent out. It was exhilarating.
He soon came to a trot when it became hard to breath. He stopped leaning
against a tree.
'Deja vu much?'
But now that he was thinking about it, Tadashi was taking a long time to find
him, he didn't run that far did he? But his anxiety left when strong arms
wrapped around his midsection.
"Took you long enough." Hiro said turning to give a peck to Tadashi's lips.
Afterwards Tadashi pushed his lips back against Hiros. The kiss was deep making
Hiro blush at the sudden force. He pulled back with a questioning look.
"Tadashi?"
"Hiro I have something to tell you."
'Uh oh.'
Hiro assumed the worst. Did he not actually want to be with him? Is Hiro going
to jail?
"I'm being sent overseas to Japan to the defense force team there."
Hiros eyes widened. After they just got back together Tadashi was going to be
sent away from him? This was just so fucking stupid.
Hiro however put on a smile. "I'm happy for you." It was a flat out lie. But
Tadashi loved this kind of thing it's what he lived for so he would do this for
him.
"You should be happy for us." Tadashi said, a grin breaking out on his face.
"I- what-?"
"You're coming with me."
"I...what?!"
Hiro didn't know what to say. It was a mixed emotion of happiness and
confusion.
"I want you to come live with me in Japan."
"I don't have the money-"
"That's all taken care of." Tadashi cut him off from any further protest by
kissing him once again.
This was....
Awesome!
They could start a new life away from the city, away from Gogo, away from
everything. Hiro was so happy he didn't realize he was crying.
'God I'm such a sap.' Hiro chuckled to himself.
Hiro let go of the kiss to ask one more question. "When did all this happen?"
"Last night I got a call from my old boss from when I use to live in Japan. He
said they could use some help over there. I thought this would be a great
chance for us, to you know, start over. Will you come with me?"
He shook his head yes and wrapped his arms around his lover, engulfing him in a
hug.
This was it. He was going to be okay. They were going to be okay. The two of
them together. In Japan! How awesome was that going to be. Hiro could let
everything go, the pain the sorrow.....maybe they could even start a family?
"Tadashi I love you." Hiro said into Tadashi's chest. He felt Tadashi's chest
moved up and down as he laughed.
"I love you too Hiro. And this time we're going to do this the right way."
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