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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      F/M, Gen, M/M, Multi
  Fandom:
      Shingeki_no_Kyojin_|_Attack_on_Titan
  Relationship:
      Levi_&_Reader, Erwin_&_Reader, Eren_x_Reader
  Character:
      Reader, Levi_ackerman, Erwin_Smith, Eren_Jaeger, Mikasa_Ackerman, Armin
      Arlert, Hanji_Zoe, Mike_Zacharius
  Additional Tags:
      Abuse, Sex_Change, Minor, Sexual, Blood, body_fluids, Sex
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      Published: 2017-06-24 Updated: 2017-11-05 Chapters: 25/? Words: 44702
****** Transitioned-[Erwin x Reader x Levi x Eren] ******
by DFP1991
Summary
     A missing young teen turns up alive, but physically and mentally
     different and must struggle with his new identity, his horrid
     memories of his childhood, and the fact that he must defend himself
     against a former teacher, Levi Ackerman, and his former teammate,
     Eren Jaeger, who yearn for both his body and his heart, meanwhile,
     his lover and kidnapper, Erwin Smith, is behind bars awaiting trial.
***** Chapter 1 *****
A/N: Contains rape, nudity, foul language, and high sexual content. If this
triggers any, seriously, I am very sorry and I recommend not to continue on!
Might be confusing, but I will return to re-edit it and make the story more
clear.
It was suppose to be a one-shot, but decided to make it a four part (or maybe
longer) series.
~~~~~~~~
Erwin placed his long trench coat on, when a figure appeared behind him, "Going
somewhere?"
Turning his back I stood right behind him with my hand resting upon the frame
where a door use to be, that led to the small entryway room.
"I'm going to visit my dad at the nursing home. I will be gone for a while."
I came strolling over, "Oh, alright, I was kind of hoping you and I could have
dinner for once."
Seeing the sad frown on my face, the tall blonde felt pity for me. Ever since I
got adjusted into this new lifestyle, Erwin had been neglecting me. He wanted
the young woman, and he got her, but now he is barely home to keep her company.
Erwin leaned down, rising my head up to him, "I will be home before you know
it."
I could feel the pressure of his lips, pressing against my own. I stood there
quietly, on my tippy-toes, before long we pulled back. My heart was beating a
million times per minute.
"Now, you know the drill. No one comes in, and nobody comes out." Erwin spoke
in his stern voice.
"Yes, Sir." I whispered, "One more kiss, Sir."
He smiled, leaning down, and I moving up. Our lips locked against one another,
there was this groan that escaped from Erwin's lips, sliding a hand from my
cheek, he shifted down from my shoulder, my back, resting down he firmly great
a butt cheek.
I pulled back gasping for air, "You must go. Your dad is waiting for you."
"I can't go, not like this." Standing up correctly, I noticed he was pitching a
tent in his pants.
"Just think of how smelly that place is, and that middle age nurse that you
always told me about that is rude to you."
Immediately, Erwin no longer felt aroused, he chuckles, pressing his forehead
against my own, "Now, I know why I chosen you to be my partner."
I stood quietly, feeling my heart sink, but I couldn't allow him to see me
appear sad, so I simply smiled at him.
I stood quietly, as he set the alarm, he turned to me, staring at my long locks
that framed my hour shape glass body. How the changed this young woman, he
happily adores.
"I'll be home, as soon as I can."
I smiled and nodded, "Just don't go over the speed limit."
He chuckles, closing the door, instantly I heard the several locks from the
outside, clicking as they were being locked, and eventually the alarm was
activated. I turned around and made my way from the small entryway, through the
living room, through the hallway, I stared down at the end of the hallway.
Making my way down, I slowly begin to feel my knees starting to buckle and my
lungs clinch tightly, like someone was squeezing them. I stood silently, only a
few feet away from the door.
Are those noise proof pads still screwed in there? What about the matt that I
once slumbered upon? Was that small TV and VCR still hooked up in there?
I don't know. I just don't know anymore. I never really been around this area
in a few years. Usually I hurry up the hallway, where Erwin and I share a room,
or upstairs, where Erwin allows me to spend time in his office, when I am done
with cleaning and bored with watching television.
I thought....
I could....
Clean up inside, and....
Something firm instantly rest upon my shoulder, startled I turned back and
noticed Erwin's dark silhouette standing right behind me. Behind him our
bedroom light shined.
It was already dark!
"What were you doing?" He asked.
I stood there blinking a few times before turning back to the door, "I was," I
paused for a moment, "I was going to fix up the room."
Erwin stood there with a irritable look on his face, "Why?"
I turned back to him, "I wanted this room to be for your father." Erwin's
facial feature began to soften, I turned back, "I thought, he could live here
with you and I instead of some nasty old nursing home. You could save up your
money, and you don't have to worry about him being neglected by those nurses,
you always told me about because you have me to take care of him."
Erwin stood silently, absorbing my words, he pulled me into his arms, holding
me firmly against his own warm body, "I love you." I stood there quietly, "I
was right about choosing you."
He pulled away, leaning down, knowing he wouldn't like if I got on my tippy-
toes, I leaned up pressing my lips against his, before dropping back down on my
feet.
"Is that all?" Erwin questioned, "You were more passionate earlier before I
left to see my dad."
I turned back, "Maybe, it is this area of the house."
He held me close, "Then, let's head to our room."
The tall man led me back up the hallway. I disappeared into the room, Erwin
stopped and stared back at the closed door, before stepping into his room,
closing the door and locking it.
"Remove your clothes." He softly orders.
I stood silently in front of Erwin as he sat in his one seated antique chair
placed in the corner between our shared bed and the shared bathroom , his leg
resting over the other, his chin pressed against his knuckles.
Today I wore a tank top and short shorts. He loves it when I show him my
curves. First off, I removed my top, tossing it on the side, Erwin leaned
forward, "Come here."
I walked over, standing only inches away, he extends a hand over, grasping my
breast, he squeezed them, he stood there unsatisfied, "Tch, the bastard did a
shitty job on your breast. They should be squishy like real breasts, and not
firm. Maybe I should do some research on another plastic surgeon."
I stood there frowning, ten breast implants are far enough for me. However, I
can't ruin the mood, covering my breast with the tips of my fingers, I turned
around and stuck my ass out, "What about my ass, Sir? Does it still satisfy
you?"
Erwin grasp firmly to my cheeks, pressing the side of his face against it, he
sighed in relief, "You're ass is perfect, nice, round and squishy, like it
should be."
Removing his hands, I pulled down my own pants and underwear. I rest both my
hands above my knees, "Anything else pleasing, Sir?"
Of course, Erwin was becoming more heated, more aroused. Despite the faint scar
that was barely visible a few inches away from my anus Erwin still saw that
familiar that star shape hole. Pulling me close, Erwin spread my cheeks apart
with his hands, I gasped, standing there with flush pink cheeks and a gaping
mouth.
I could feel Erwin instantly inserted his slippery tongue deep into my anus,
thrust back and forth.
Gasping for air, moaning, I grasp a firm breast, squeezing upon my hard nipple,
"Ooh~! Your tongue is in my ass, Sir."
Pulled back, "Your pussy, you mean."
"Yes," I stood there embarrassed, "'My pussy.'"
I hung my head, panting, I turned back, biting my bottom lip. I stared at the
man who alternated not only my body, but my life as well....
I laid upon my back, staring at the ceiling. Naked Erwin appeared, leaning
over, I wrapped my arms around him.
"Hmm." He groans pushing into my only hole.
"Ah...." I grunted, feeling my only hole expanded once again, "Uh!"
My head pushed back, further and further he went inside, "S-Sir!"
He moaned my name, his bare hips risen up, and then down, colliding with my
flesh. I laid there staring at the nightstand that was growing closer and then
further, as my lover thrust in and out of me. I remember the day on how I first
saw him, and the day when my life turned upside down....
"Rīdā!" My soccer teammate cried out to me, "Over here!"
I pulled away from the defend, and kicked the ball over to Eren Jaeger, the
star of our soccer team. He sprinted past me, dodging the defend again, I
sprinted over, "Eren, pass it to me!"
Ignoring my order, I knew for sure that Eren would make it, but it won't be
fair if he doesn't share the glory.
"Eren!" I repeated myself. Quickly Eren rushed past me, stopping in front of
the goalie, he kicked the ball. An instant goal for my team. I stood there
silently, watching as my teammate was getting all the praise from the rest of
the boys.
I stood there in anger, cleaning away a droplet of sweat that was dangling from
my chin with great fierce.
A whistle blew, focusing in on the short man, the whistle popped out of his
lips, "Alright, brats, gather your belongings and hit the showers!"
"Yes, Captain Ackerman!" The boys responded. I turned and headed for the
bleachers, I noticed a tall man, golden hair, leaning against the metal gate.
He must be a scout, who has deep interest in the my fifeteen year old teammate.
I scoffed, packing my belongings into my duffle bag, I followed the rest of
team.
"Rīdā." I stopped and turned back to my stern coach as he held a soccer above
his head, "Next time, don't hog the ball."
I stood there in disbelief, "But, S-sir--"
"You can go and clean up, make sure once you come back unto the field that you
show more consideration for your teammates. Watch Jaeger for once."
I stood quietly, feeling that there was no point in getting across with my
coach. Seriously, like so many others, he is blind to see that Eren was not so
perfect.
Walking through the school's gates with my short dark hair drenched. I heard
someone calling my name, I turned back and noticed Eren running after me,
waving his arm, smiling at me.
I scoffed and walked down the sidewalk, "Hey wait up!" Hearing his footsteps,
the tall brunette rushed in front of me, stopping me in my tracks.
"Awesome game. Good job."
"It's only practice. Nothing more." I coldly response.
He seemed to ignore my foul attitude; noticing his cheeks flushing and the
nervous gesture of scratching the back of my head, "Say, why don't you and I go
and grab a bite to eat over at my favorite fast food restaurant?"
"No, thanks, I'm on a diet." I crossed my arms.
"Oh," Eren hung his arm to the side, "Is that so?"
"Yup."
"Well, we can always go to this sushi place that is only a couple blocks away."
"No thanks. I don't care for fish."
What is with this jerkoff? Does he not realize that I don't want to be near
him?
"Okay, then you choose? Where is it you want to go?"
"How about you go home by yourself, and I go home by myself. Simple right?"
I moved around him, and walked down the street. Eren turned back standing there
silently. I refuse to look back at the heartbroken soccer player star and Wall
Maria's High School favorite student.
I made it home; noticing the empty parking slot where my dad usually parked his
car. Both him and mom must've skipped making dinner for me and left to go have
dinner with their friends. Typical parents.
Walking the four flights of patio stairs, I pulled out my keys, sticking the
right key in, I turned it to the right, and then turning the unlock doorknob,
and pushed the door open, "Excuse me."
Startled, I turned back and noticed the grown blonde haired man with the light
brown business suit, standing at the bottom step leading up to my patio. He was
handsome, with the flesh of his face, stretching over his high cheek bones. I'm
not really into men, but this man could turn any male gay with how manly and
mature he looked.
"Sorry to bother you, but I was wondering if I could use your phone? My phone
died along the way home and it is really important I call back."
I stood there quietly, the grown man didn't seem like the type that wouldn't
cause any harm to anyone, "Sure."
Pushing the door open, I stepped inside first, hearing footsteps behind me, the
door closed, he followed me into the living where I pointed to the phone that
rest near the long sofa.
"There, go ahead."
"Thank you."
I went my way, and the stranger sent his way. I walked up the flight of stairs,
with my duffle bag over my shoulder, I walked up the hallway, and into my room,
dropping my back on my bed. I opened it up, and pulled out my sweaty soccer
uniform, dropping them on the floor, my fabric knee guards.
*Slam!*
Startled I turned back, twitching in horror, there the stranger stood naked,
with his blue tie wrapped around his hand.
"What the fuck are you doing?!" I screamed, "Get the fuck out of here!"
He comes strolling over to me, "I've been watching you for so long. Waiting for
the right time to capture you and take you to your rightful home, to be with me
forever."
I stood there watching as the stranger with the bushy eyebrows, walks over,
instantly I removed my cleats, tossing at him, using his arm as a shield, it
bounced off of him, but sadly it did not puncture him.
Removing the other, Erwin snatched my wrist before I could even toss it at him,
I stood there horrified, my body shaking in fear, instantly I regret turning
down Eren's invitation for dinner.
"What are you going to do with me?"
"Like I said before, 'I will take you to your rightful home'." He leans down,
"I want you to become mine, I will give you whatever you want and in return you
stay by my side forever. Never to leave me."
"You're sick man! Two dudes can't be together!" I responded.
Feeling something firmly connect with my gut, I coughed, leaning forward as far
as I can. Erwin stared down at me, before long, he tossed me upon my bed. I
laid there quietly, feeling his big hands ride up my chest, pulling my satin
green and brown soccer uniform shirt up.
"I've been watching you for a very long time. Noticed how people mistreat you,
nobody to care for you, boy."
Pulling both my pants and boxers down, Erwin stared down at my soft member that
was dangling there to the side. It hurt....So much.
....I gasped, "Erwin!"
He grunts, I could feel his warm seeds squirt deep inside of me. I laid there
drenched in sweat, feeling his warm semen dripping inside of me. If I were a
female, he would most certainly impregnate me....
I sat quietly at the round table in Erwin's kitchen, with my hands and feet
chained together, then a chain that was latched unto my cuffs was wrapped
around the neck of the table.
"Why me?" I asked. It's been two weeks since I was taken from my home to a
smaller two story house, "You should be out having children with woman. I am a
boy, I can't give you any children."
Erwin laid down his coffee cup, staring down at me, "Who says I want kids."
"I'm a kid."
"You are a young adult. However, there were a couple times when you pissed and
crap in the diaper I made you wear."
Red cheek, I turned focus upon the scrambled eggs and sausage he made for me.
Every single morning, I sit down here and eat the exact same thing.
"Aren't you going to eat?"
I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't like eggs and sausage anymore. Besides eating
the same thing is not good for you."
"Is that so?" Erwin seemed intrigued. I nodded, sitting silently, staring at my
food, "Why don't you cook something for once?"
I turned to him, nervously, "Ah..."
I turned away from my kidnapper, "I don't think you will like my cooking."
Erwin chuckles, "How can I know if you never cooked any meals before?"
I sat there silently, staring at my chained hands, "Have you cooked before?" He
asked.
"Many times. My parents would always go out to eat somewhere leaving me behind
to take care of myself."
"Your parents, huh?"
I sat there silently for a second before staring at my tall, blonde, and
handsome kidnapper, "It's not like they care if I'm gone. In fact, everyone is
probably happy I am gone. All everyone cared for is Eren Jaeger, the star
member of the Wall Maria soccer team." I sat there blinking a couple times, "We
both have the same birthday, but my parents always neglect to celebrate mine.
We always went to Eren's place to celebrate, I always stood there watching in
envy as he blew out the candles from his birthday cake, and opened his
presents."
Erwin could see how my eyes glistened, I hung my head, "When, I complained to
my parents about how they missed my birthday, my dad gave me a rough beating,
and said I should be grateful that I should be teammates with Eren, that was
the far extend of the celebration of my birthday."
"So I stayed quiet. Not complaining to my parents anymore about how horrible
they were. How annoyed I am with my former teammate, how much I hate my coach
for not noticing how much his favorite player is hogging the ball. It's not
like no one in this county cares for me anyways. I highly doubt my parents are
begging for me to return home."
....I laid there gasping for air, as Erwin rest on top of me. Drenched in
sweat.
"Oh." I softly moaned, panting softly. Erwin laid there quietly, his face
pressed against my neck.
"Rīdā." He spoke, "I just remembered something."
Rising up, I stared up at him, "A female friend of mine that is a scientist, is
coming up with a serum that is able to completely transform you into a female."
I laid there confused, "You will have the inner organs of a female. You are
able to produce eggs, and bare my children."
I laid there in disbelief, this is something insane sci-fi movie.
"Are you kidding me?!" I spoke in a startling tone.
"I know it sounds insane, but trust me. She had used this serum on many
animals. Males become females, and females become males. It is a long painful
procedure, due to the fact that your organs will shift and transform into
female parts. You will develop a vagina, and grow your own natural breast."
He smiled happily at me, "Besides, it is already too late for you. Due to the
fact that I spent thousands of dollars for you to be castrated, and millions
upon millions of dollars for reconstructed surgery, and breast implants."
I laid there in disbelief. My mind is a mixture of two thoughts, one thought, I
felt infuriated that Erwin Smith is changing me into his ideal woman, and the
second thought, was the fact that I owe Erwin so much for everything.
He had given me presents for my birthday, a cake, presents for Christmas. He
listened patiently as I talked about my rough past.
Despite the good, there was bad things that went on in this house. Awkward as
well, mostly when Erwin's female friend, an insane scientist, performed my
castration. What happened to my penis and balls, I have no clue. Through her,
we went to see a plastic surgeon, who made me more feminine. I was placed on
medicine to change my physical appearance to become more female as well.
Erwin spoke to me and said, 'it would be easier to live a life this way, as a
boy transitioning into a female.'
I don't understand what that means, but, there is no going back go back for me
anyways, just like my superior said, and I repeated it.
I turned away, "Very well. I'll do it."
Erwin rest a hand on the cheek that was facing him, I turned to look at him,
"Thank you, Rīdā."
He leans down, pressing his lips against my own. I laid there silently. I am
being led into a very confusing and strange life. However, it is much better
then being mistreated by those around me from my younger years. I could see my
parents celebrating my disappearance.
Captain Ackerman felt at ease that he is no longer had to get after me for
'hogging the ball' from my teammates.
Besides, I don't have to see nor hear from Eren ever again. The little douche
is no longer part of my current life, but he does play a role in my memories.
What is with those awkward moments when he and I were alone? Why so nervous?
~*~
"You know the procedure about being in my car." Erwin spoke, while in the
driver seat.
"Yes, no looking out, the world is a horrible place for me." I repeated the
same words, the tall blonde placed within my mind during the last four years we
have been living together.
Dressed in a hooded sweatshirt, I had dark glasses placed over my eyes, I laid
silently in the backseat, feeling the blanket that Erwin had always draped over
me fall upon my form. I laid in darkness. Opening the garage door, Erwin was
backing out into the black pavement, using the remote to close the door, he
turned the wheel and drove up the street. His eyes caught sight of a silver car
parked a couple houses up. It was empty. Quickly he drove off, turning left
slowly, peeking over he noticed a dark figure sitting in the driver's seat.
As I laid there taking shelter from under the blanket, I began to remember this
one time long ago, it was nightfall. I didn't know where we were going or
heading away from, but the road was bumpy, and I was cold, even though the
blanket was covering me.
Upon arriving home, the living room light was on and I noticed, I was covered
in specks of dirt. I didn't know what happened, but I was far too weak to ask
Erwin because I was castrated around the same time and was sore and high from
the drugs.
The drive was long, Erwin helped me out of his car, keeping my gaze upon the
hard concrete ground. Both Erwin stepped into a tall building with marble
flooring.
I could smell Erwin's aftershave. This musky scent made me feel joyous, was it
because it was a sign that I could finally step foot upon any other place
instead of the cold tile kitchen floor or the fabric rug that was placed
throughout the small two story house?
Erwin was first to step into the waiting elevator, then I. I grasp, my
boyfriend's jacket, pressing my nose against it, taking a long whiff of the
cologne he was wearing. I lifted up my head to him, giggling, grinning widely
at Erwin.
Staring down at me, he smiled, resting a hand upon my head, I leaned up on my
tippy toes, and he leaned down, our lips pressed against one another.
"Hello there!" Hanji cheerfully spoke to me, as we both stepped into her suite.
The curtains were drawn, and lights from every corner of the penthouse were
lit. I stepped foot first, removing my glasses and my sweatshirt.
"My! Look how gorgeous someone looks!" I turned to her, lifting up my tiny top,
she took a good look at my implants, "Beautiful, the guy did a good job on your
little girlfriend."
"Hanji, do you have time to do the procedure today?" Erwin's tone, sounded
serious. I turned back seeing this serious look on his face. What is with him?
One minute we were smiling and kissing, next thing, he is standing behind me
with a serious look on his face, he looked concerned. What is wrong?
"Sure, I have today off. So why don't we go down to my office, I have my serum
in there."
"No, we can't." Erwin spoke. Both Hanji and I stared at him. Sighing, Erwin
comes over, "Rīdā, be a good girl and stay here while I speak with Hanji."
"Alright."
"I mean it, no listening in on us." His tone changed, giving me chills.
"Yes, sir."
As I pulled my top down, the two grown ups made their way out of the large
entryway, and into the hallway. Where a door clicked. I stood there silently,
it wasn't long before I heard mumbling. Quietly, I stood upon my tippy toes and
walked over quietly through the entryway that led to the hallway, quietly I
made my way over to the door, pressing my ear against it.
"Nile is getting suspicious." I heard Erwin speaking on the other side, "I got
a call last night from Mike that Nile is sneaking around the house again."
"Did Rīdā do anything to catch his attention?"
"No, I found her just standing there looking at the room, I once kept her in
for days after I took her from her home." Pausing for a second, "She was trying
to clean it for a man that had been dead for years."
My eyes widen, feeling a lump in my throat begin to form. So Mr. Smith isn't
really alive? He isn't living in some nursing home with a rude smelly old nurse
bossing Erwin around?
"That's good. I can't have Nile acknowledging the fact that we have the missing
boy, and doing all these experiments on him." Hanji spoke up, "I thought those
pictures of Rīdā's suppose 'dead body' would help end the search for him for
good."
My eyes widen, what?!
"It should have," Erwin responded, "The police had declared through the
pictures I sent to them with Rīdā laying in that shallow grave, that she was
declared deceased and the investigation is no longer in process."
I stood back, feeling the whole world around me begin to shift. My body
trembling. I stared down shivering with the fact that there were people in
search for me, my parents did mourn for me, and now I am declared dead.
Was the reason I am transitioning into a male to a female is so some guy named
"Nile" won't find a missing boy, but a young female living with Erwin. What is
going to happen to my memories? Are those going to be alternated as well, I
will live as some sort of transgender, mindless doll for Erwin to manipulate?
I stood back, holding unto my chest, wait. Why am I getting so worked up?
My parents never cared for me, nor did anyone else in town ever care for me as
well. I was always overlooked, I was viewed as someone who was selfish, rude,
and maybe I was, but it was because of my parents were praising another boy,
who wanted me to be just like him.
It was always about Eren Jaeger.
Strolling into the living room, I took a seat upon Hanji's sofa, sitting there
silently, I remember asking my crush to go to prom with me....
Mikasa stood there with a dark expression on her face, she looked like she was
disgusted with me.
"No, thanks." She closed her locker door and walked down the hallway. I stood
there silently.
"Eren!" I softly gasped, watching as the most popular boy comes strolling down
the hallway with his backpack hanging over his shoulder. Only to stop and stare
at the gothic Asian chick running over to him.
"I was wondering, are you taking anybody to prom?"
He shook his head, I could tell by her posture that she was nervous, "Would you
like to go to the prom with me?"
"Sure, I would like to go to prom with you."
I snarled, I turned and stomped off....
My coach getting after me....
I kicked the ball into the net. I stood there panting loudly, smiling.
I heard the whistle, "Damn it, Rīdā!"
I turned back startled, the short man comes stumbling over, pressing his finger
against my forehead.
"What did I say about hogging the ball?!" He screamed. I turned around and
noticed that none of my teammates were celebrating the fact that I made a goal.
They all looked displeased with me. Even Eren.
"Next time, pass the ball or I will suspend you from this team!"
Feeling my heart beating out of fear, I shook my head, feeling tears beginning
to form. The short man turned and walked off, "Go sit on the bleachers."
I laid on the sofa, motionless. I was basically the outcast of my hometown, no
matter what I did, I always got yelled at. I guess the only one who truly cared
for me was Erwin.
Closing my eyes, though we started off on the wrong foot....
The room was windowless, the only light was coming from the fuzzy television.
There were photos plastered all over the wall, where I laid.
My body was on fire, I laid there grunting in pain and agony as Erwin was
leaning over me, covered in sweat.
"I'm sorry." He spoke, "You will enjoy it eventually."
Turning to one side, I noticed a familiar face. He was motionless, youthful. He
looked lonesome, as he was heading to some destination with his duffle bag.
Moving my eyes around, it was the exact same boy again, and he was always
alone. There were a couple pictures of which he was accompanied by another boy,
who seemed to be smiling at him.
Eventually, I realized that the young lonesome boy, was myself, and the smiling
boy was no one else, but my rival, Eren.
Erwin finished inside of me, laying there panting loudly, his body weight
shifted as I laid under him with tears falling down my face. Before long, the
older man lifts himself up, pressing his lips against my forehead.
"I love you." He spoke.....
It was Erwin who cared for me out of this entire town. He took care of me, when
no one did. He praised me for my cooking, and also gave me cookbooks for my
birthday to help me come up with new recipes, and I figured out a couple new
recipes of my own, that Erwin really enjoyed.
I shot up after feeling a pinch in my stomach. I grunted and flipped back on
the sofa. Hanji was kneeling beside me with a needle and syringe in her hand,
she was inserting some clear liquid inside of me before sliding out of me.
"There." She spoke, "Now, we have to wait and see if this drug will actually
work."
Erwin got down on one knee, while I slept, he stood there and watched as I
dreamt, feeling lucky to have someone he actually loves just inches away from
him, dreaming of something wonderful.
"Ugh!" I groaned in pain, my legs squeezed shut and lifted near my stomach. My
fingers became like claws.
"Ah, it's working."
"Gyah!" I screamed in pain, I could feel my insides transforming, blood was
pouring out of my shorts and unto the sofa. Hanji chuckles loudly, covering my
mouth with her hand.
"Now, now, dear, can't have the police coming here with you screaming and
bleeding."
"Is this normal?" Erwin asked, "Shouldn't she be having blood transfusions?"
"Easy now, Erwin. It will take a few minutes before--Whoa!" Something liquid
spew through the microscopic holes of my top, Erwin jumped back horrified.
His girlfriend is leaking out from every hole in her body, before long. My body
became still, my body laid spread out upon the sofa. Hanji removed her hand,
"Quickly, take her to the shower. I'll go back to the clinic and grab some
liquids and medicine."
***** Chapter 2 *****
I sat upon the toilet seat. Shitting and pissing out blood. My lower regions
were on fire. I sat there tears falling down my face, I don't want to be alive
anymore. I'm in so much pain, and I feel sick. I held unto the rod that held my
blood bag and some IV liquid to keep me hydrated.
"Damn it, Hanji!" Erwin cried out, holding unto her collar "She's been bleeding
for an entire hour now! What did you do?!"
"Don't worry, Erwin, her organs are just transforming to become more like that
of a female."
Erwin snarled releasing her, he stomps down to the bathroom. He could hear me
sobbing and groaning in pain. My boobs felt like they are on fire also, "When,
is all this going to end?! It feels like I'm dying! Oh...My---"
Hearing water splashing, Erwin stood there disgusted, he stood back and turned
to the female scientist, "If something happens to her, and she dies, I will
strangle you myself."
Hanji stood nervously, she had never seen her childhood friend act like this
before. Hearing a loud pounding at the door, I shot my head up, panting loudly,
droplets of sweat falling down from my brow.
"Shit." I whispered someone must have called the police.
"Y-yes?" Hanji quickly walks over to the door.
"It's the police. I received a call that someone was screaming here in pain."
There was a loud thud.
"Miss, can you open the door?"
Erwin comes stomping over, "Damn, she fainted."
Opening the door, Erwin stood there staring at the two officers, "I need an
ambulance now, my girlfriend just got her period and lost too much blood."
The two officers stepped inside, noticing the loud puddle of blood that was
resting on the couch, traveling from the living room through the small kitchen
and disappeared through the hallway. It was a great risk for Erwin, but if he
didn't do anything, his girlfriend will die.
~[]~
Sitting impatiently in the waiting room of the Emergency. Erwin sat there,
fearful, regretful that he brought his girlfriend here. He should had let her
die, and gave her a proper burial, then get arrested and thrown in jail.
Turning his focus over to the television, he saw the news was showing the
memorial that was placed in the middle of the walkway of the high school where
Rīdā once attended. Today would mark the five years, she had been missing, the
memorial was built and installed shortly after it was declared she was
'murdered'. Erwin remembered that day when it was shown the public, how much
her mother cried for her deceased son.
"My baby!" The woman cried, as her husband carefully sat her down on the
ground, "I'm so sorry, Rīdā! Mommy is so sorry!"
Many townsfolk stood there mourning for the loss of the young student, whose
life was lost. He was castrated and strangled to death, his body buried
somewhere in the woods that separated this town from the next. Closing his
eyes, the tall blonde remembered how he tricked the townsfolk:
Flashes of light escaped from Erwin's camera as he stood there taking pictures
of my drugged up body laying in a pit, with a rope wrapped around my neck like
it looked like I was strangled to death.
There was this sickly look on my face and my lips were pale as well, due to
being high on drugs....
Flowers were being placed around the memorial, candles and stuffed animals. As
Erwin stepped out with many of the townfolk, he stopped and stared back, seeing
Rīdā's former soccer coach standing there holding a flower, staring at the
statue that was on top of the large column, with the image of the fallen
student, kicking a soccer ball.
Kneeling down, Levi rest the flower and stood up. Hearing footsteps, he turned
back to see Erwin standing there.
"I was hoping to apologize to him." Levi spoke, "Once he came home, safe and
sound, I was going to apologize to him for yelling at him. He was a good kid,
excellent at playing soccer, and I did nothing, but show him anger and
frustration."
Levi turned his focus away, "He's gone now, and I have to live the rest of my
life regretting what I had done to him."
Erwin stood silently. He watched, and listened how the short man would yell at
the boy, either sending him home, or making him sit at the bleachers.

Levi shook his head and walked off with his hands in his pockets. Hearing
sniffling, Erwin turned back and watched as a Asian girl dressed in dark
clothes walking past him with a bouquet of white roses, kneeling down, she
placed him on the ground before turning back, startled, she turned to Erwin.
"You knew Rīdā?" Mikasa asked.
"Yeah."
"How?"
"I use to walk with him home. How do you know him?"
"I was a classmate of his. He," Pausing, trying to fight away her tears, "He
asked me out to prom, but I declined his offer, and went out with another boy
instead."
She groaned, her shoulders throbbing. Mikasa couldn't hold back anymore, as
black tears fell down her cheeks, "He was so handsome! So nice! And I all I
said was 'no' and asked another boy out right in front of him!"
Quickly Mikasa rushed passed Erwin, "I'm so sorry, Rīdā!"
Watching as she disappeared around the gate, Erwin turned back to the stature
of the boy posing, as he kicked the ball.
Heading to his car that was parked right across the field, he heard the sound
of someone grunting, focusing his attention over he could see a brown haired
young man running towards a goalie net, kicking the ball, away from it. Erwin
saw the boy turn his attention back to the net, moving back, the boy runs after
the back, but then suddenly stop and flopped unto the ground.
Erwin could see that the boy was in mourning as well. The whole town was, as
Erwin drove around the neighborhood, he could see that people were heading
towards in destination. Rīdā's home with candles, stuffed animals, and flowers.

Now that the town outcast is declared 'dead' everyone suddenly everyone cared.
His coach, who loathed the boy wished to apologize to his attitude towards the
boy.
There will be times when sitting in his car, Erwin would watch as Levi yelled
at the boy, poking his forehead, and ordering him to sit on the bleachers while
the other boys would practice. The tall man's heart broke for the young man, no
one should be treated that way, but the boy was. Was he simply someone who was
a easy target for everyone to mistreat? That question Erwin did not know....
If only the townsfolk knew that the missing dead boy was actually living right
under their noses.
Immediately, a couple officers came up, standing in front of Erwin, "Mr. Erwin
Smith."
"Yes?"
"Please, God no."
"Please, stand up and put your hands behind your back."
"What for?"
The other heavyset officer responsed, "We have come to the conclusion that the
girl that is in the ICU is in fact the missing boy that is supposedly been
deceased for five years now."
"What? How?!"
The two officers forced Erwin up onto his feet and turned him around, "You
can't do this! Rīdā needs me! I'm the only one who can take care of him!"
"So, it's true." The skinny officer spoke, "Nile was telling the truth before
we kicked him out of the hospital that the young girl is in fact the missing
boy."
Erwin stood back in horror. So, it was Nile who tricked him. Now Erwin has been
exposed.
~[]~
It was noon the following day.
The grandfather clock was ticking as the woman sat in silence in the living
room, holding a photo of the boy she thought was long dead. Sitting beside her
was her horrified husband.
"What do you mean my son is alive?" He asked, he wanted to believe his only
child was alive, but he didn't want to get his hopes up.
Nile was sitting across from them on the sofa with a couple officers, "Now, I
know it is hard to believe, but I have managed to composite some emergency DNA
processing, from the hair on your son's brush, you gave to me years prior, and
the blood found at one of his hostage's homes."
Pulling up his briefcase, he opened it and pulled out a folder and showed them
two sheets, they both had the same pattern.
"Sir, Mrs, we have found your son, and he is alive."
The woman covered her mouth, "Oh my God."
The older man leaned down covering his eyes, "Is this for real?" Lifting up his
head, "Are you lying?"
"No, sir. This is real, and I am telling you both the truth. Rīdā is indeed
alive."
The old man shuddered, pulling his wife close to him, "Oh thank God." He spoke,
his wife was crying loudly against him. He turned back to Nile, "Where is he?
We want to see him."
Nile shook his head, "I'm sorry, Sir, you can't see him at this moment."
"What?" The woman questioned Nile, "Our son is alive, and now you are saying we
can't see him?!"
Nile sat there with an uneasy look on his face, "Well, if I told you about how
twisted things are, you won't believe me."
The elderly couple stared at Nile scratching the back of his head, "Well, your
son is no longer your son, but your daughter."
They sat there confused, "During these past four years, he went missing, Hanji
Zoe, one of Rīdā's captors, confessed to transitioning the boy from a male to a
female. Giving him breast implants and just recently, given him medicine to
make sure that his insides are nothing more, but female organs."
"What?!" The woman responded, her face was red with anger, "Is this some cruel
sick joke you are pulling?!"
"We have records of the boy's reconstructive surgery to prove otherwise. It
seems like the man who kidnapped him was trying to change your son physically
from a male to a female, so no one would noticed your son is alive and living
with the man who took him."
Nile continued, "In hopes his captor doesn't get arrested. Now it appears that
Hanji Zoe had inserted something into your son, to make sure he is both a
female inside and outside."
The couple couldn't believe what they are hearing. This must be some sick joke
that has backfired.
~[]~
I laid silently with a oxygen mask placed over my face. The Doctor had
conducted an X-RAY that will provide the fact the boy is no longer a boy, he
developed a vagina and other female organs.
He was given a feminine figure and facial features that somehow resembled his
old self, but he appeared more feminine. Opening my eyes, I turned over to him,
startled the blonde haired doctor leans over.
"Hello there, it is good to see you alive and well."
I grunted, trying to speak, I wanted to know where my boyfriend is at. There
was a knock on the door, opening it, I noticed a head popped through, gasping,
I laid there horrified.
Mom? Thinking to myself.
The door opens up all the way, my parents were quick to walk in with Nile
following right behind them.
"Hello, Rīdā." Nile spoke, I stared at him, "I am Nile Dok, detective for the
Wall Maria Police Agency."
I turned my eyes back to my parents, snarling at them, I turned away to look at
the window, "Go away!" The words instantly slipped through my lips.
Turning back to my parents, my parents turned to one another and then to me. My
mom came over to me.
"Rīdā, it's," She paused, "Us your parents."
"I know who you are, go away!" I spoke, "Go have dinner with your favorite
soccer player and fucking leave me alone!"
"Rīdā." I heard my dad speak, feeling uneasy to see a attractive female laying
before him, instead of his son, but he could see a little resemblance between
he son he lost, and the daughter he gained, "We thought we lost you."
"Well, you have lost me. Go away!"
"Rīdā, please." Mother begged.
I laid quietly. Nile turning to my parents.
"I want Erwin!" I voiced my opinion, "I want to see my boyfriend!"
"I'm sorry, but your 'boyfriend' is in jail as of now." I turned back to see
Nile standing between my parents, "He will be charged of kidnapping, and many
other things."
"No."
My heart monitor was beeping, the doctor turns over to me, "Miss, you must calm
down."
"You can't do this!" I cried, tears falling down from my face, "I need Erwin!
Bring him to me!"
Nile shook his head, "I'm sorry, Miss, but you will no longer see your captor
again."
"You're lying! I will see him either here on Earth or in hell!"
"Rīdā." Mother called for me with tears falling down my face. I turned away.
"Why does everything good that happens to me always turns out for the worse?!"
I cried, "I want Erwin, not you guys!"
My body throbbing as I cried, "I want to see him! I want him to hold me!"
Nile stood there with his heart shattered. He knew something was wrong with his
former friend, the odd look on his face when Mike declared that they should
have a a barbeque over at Erwin's place. How long has it been since he last
stepped foot in his childhood friend's home?
Man, the girl is going to have a difficult time transitioning back into the
real world. She missed five years of her life being kept and locked inside a
house with a pervert.
***** Chapter 3 *****
A/N: Contains nudity, foul language.
~*~
I feel different, like I am possessing someone else's body, and my soul was
some how trapped inside.
As I sat up in bed, my hands softly caressed down to my breast, to my flat
abdomen. Do I have a vagina now?
I can't really bend down right now to see. There was a pounding at the door
that took away my distraction. Focusing over there was a chair latched just
underneath the doorknob, "Honey!" Spoke the nurse that was assigned to me,
"Open the door, please."
My parents stood on the other side with the nurse, "No! I'll only open it for
Erwin, and Erwin only!"
Mom came over, "Honey, you don't understand. Erwin is in jail, and he can't get
out."
"Well, set him free, bail him out!"
"Darling, there is no bond set for him."
I stood silently on the other side, feeling my stomach tightening, No bond set
for Erwin? "You bastards did something to my Erwin, did you?! He's not the
monster you think he is!"
I came limping over from the door, to my bed, climbing unto it, I flopped back,
"If Erwin isn't set free, I won't open the door."
Immediately, there was a loud pounding sound on the other side of the doorway,
it startled me, "Damn it, boy! You better open this god damn door!"
"Coach," My eyes widen, "Levi."
"Listen, you bastard, I don't think you understand the situation that is going
in the real world between you and that filthy pig!"
"No, you guys don't understand, and you will never understand!" I snapped back,
I could feel warm tears falling down my face, "You don't understand....The pain
I was going through."
I began to so, "You don't know how it feels to be mistreated and neglected by
those around you. Having them yell at you for something innocent."
Levi stood silently, hearing me crying, my parents stood quietly, hearing me as
well, feeling their hearts become heavy with guilt. It was clear that I was
hurting, the pain of the past is still fresh within me.
I sat in the edge of my bed, "It took me 'dying' to finally make you guys
regret your attitudes towards me. N-now, you want me to return back to this
horrid world? What-what will happen once this news of me being alive fa-fades
a-away? I will become the town burden again, a laughing stock."
"No," Levi spoke, in a soft tune, "You will have all of us to help you
developed skills for the real world."
"B-bullshit. I don't need you...guys." I sniffed, clean away the snot from my
nose, "I want Erwin. Just give me Erwin, he understood my pain, my suffering.
He was there when I needed comfort, he listened, as I spoke of how hellish this
town is, the demons you all were to me."
I sat there, "Give me Erwin back. I want to go back to the way things were."
Levi stood there quietly, he didn't know what he can do, the whole town knows
now that the kind business man who helped around town during certain events,
was basically the one responsible for his former student's disappearance.
Everyone is ready to crucify the man if he ever steps out of jail.
While the town viewed him as a demon, this girl viewed him as an angel.
However, no one knew that filthy criminal except for the transgender girl on
the other side of this door. Was the man really a saint? Despite the fact he
kidnapped, and alternated this innocent being in so many ways? Just so people
won't realize that the female that stood before them was actually the missing
boy.
"Rīdā, please, open up for me. You could speak to me about your experience with
this man, and probably help you bring closure."
"No!" My voice cracked, "I won't open up until Erwin is free and I could hear
his voice!"
Levi sighed, standing back, "I'm sorry for this, but..."
With a blink of an eye, the door crashed in, startling the staff and the fellow
patients, Levi came storming in, kicking the broken chair.
"Help!" I cried.
"Stop it, Rīdā!" Levi was on top of me, I was hitting him, trying to pry him
off, "I'm trying to help you."
"Erwin!" I cried out, "Erwin! Help me!"
"He's not here. He can't save you!"
"No! Help me!"
Levi grabbed one wrist and then the other and slammed them down upon the bed, I
laid there staring up at my old coach. He leaned down.
"Nooo! Erw--" Dad and mom stood there horrified, seeing the man who once took
care and trained their 'son' straddling their new daughter.
I laid there horrified, a salty tear fell down the side of my face and unto the
bedsheets. I could feel my heart thumping against my chest, as I laid there
with my lips pressed up against my former coach's.
Slowly, Levi pulled away, sitting there staring down at me, licking his lips, I
laid there horrified, "You better now?" He asked.
I just laid there quietly with a questionable look on my face, wondering what
on Earth had just happened. Why would someone who had chastened me so much in
my youth, kiss me? Or did he do that on purpose to shut me up?
I whined a little bit and turned away, a tear sliding across the bridge of my
nose, I laid there sobbing.
"You...Idiot!" I cried out, "I hope you burn in hell for what you just did to
me!"
Levi sat there confused. Here a criminal is viewed as a saint, and a innocent
person is viewed as a criminal.
Levi reached over softly brushing his finger across the side of my head pulling
a strand of my hand behind my ear. It sent chills down my spine just the way he
touched me....
Levi received a call, early this morning about the good news.
"What?" He sat there in bed, "Are you. Are you sure?"
He sat there, horrified, the short man couldn't believe his very ears. Hanging
up his cell, Levi sat in bed with a horrific look on his face, his breathing
was shuddering.
"I can't believe this is happening." He softly spoke to himself.
Honestly, Levi couldn't go directly to the hospital to see his former student.
There was a board meeting this morning, about changing the field name to his
once-deceased student's name.
....I grunted, laying perfectly back on my pillow. I stared at the window, only
to notice a bird fly over. It was quite awkward to see sunlight up, close and
personal, when I was practically stuck inside of a home, where the windows were
usually shut and locked with some shutters.
I sighed, turning away with a frown.
"Why so glum?" Levi asked, "You are alive, and not dead."
I sat there silently with my bangs framing my face, and my long dark hair
dangling down in front of my chest. He sat there with an uneasy feeling, he
could see a little resemblance of the boy, but how sick could his kidnapper be
for giving his captive a massive sex change?
"Do you like being a Female?" Levi asked.
"As long as Erwin likes it, then I will like it."
Levi sat there, here she/he goes praising someone who took advantage of a young
person.
"Does Erwin like it?"
I shrugged, keeping my eyes down on my lap, "Don't know, he was taken from me
awhile ago. So I wasn't able to hear what he had to say."
We were silent for a little while. Levi had to watch what he had to say
himself, my mind was still sensitive.
"I guess your parents didn't tell you what has been going on around town?"
I shook my head, "I don't care. Once Erwin is release we will leave this town
and start a brand new life together. He says he wants children with me."
Levi wanted to vomit. What did this man do to this child? However, the young b-
-girl appeared to be healthy, a little pale, and puffy eyes from the amount of
crying.
"Once, you get out here," Levi spoke, "I will like to take you out to dinner to
celebrate that you are alive and well."
I lifted up my head with this confusing look on my face, "Alive? What do you
mean by that?"
Levi turned to my parents, who were sitting right by me, "Coach Ackerman." He
turned to me, seeing my eyebrows, furrowed, "What do you mean about me 'being
alive'?!"
"Erwin staged your own death by giving up photos of your body laying in a ditch
with a rope tied around your neck."
I sat there appalled, "You shitting me, right?"
"No." Mom softly spoke, I turned to her, seeing she was on the verge of crying,
"Your Coach isn't lying. You looked like you were dead with how sickly your
skin appeared and how sunken your eyes were in the photos that monster sent to
the police."
I sat there silently, absorbing in their words. So Erwin took picture of me
laying in a ditch, I remember one time waking up covered in dirt, was it around
the time when I got castrated?
"What is it, you are thinking about?" Levi questioned me.
"Nothing." I instantly responded, "Nothing that will concern any of you."
"Rīdā, you need to start speaking." He asked, "We can't read your mind. If
angry about something, you need to speak up, if sad, say something."
"Hmp!" I chuckled, Levi gave a quizzicle look, "Funny how I was missing for so
long that you all finally gave a damn about me. Back then, all of you wouldn't
even be concerned about me. I wonder how life would be if Erwin never even took
me."
I turned my focus away, to the window, "I gave you an order." I heard Erwin
speaking, "Don't look outside! It is a dangerous and cruel place!"
Instantly I turned away, back down on my lap.
"Yes, Erwin." I softly spoke.
"Hn?" Levi turned to my parents, they turned to one another and then, back to
Levi, and eventually, to me, "Rīdā, what did Erwin do you? Besides the
obvious?"
"Nothing." I shook my head.
"Nothing, huh?" Questioned Levi, "Why don't you take a good look outside? You
have been kept locked up in that house for so long, you probably didn't go
outside and get some fresh air that much."
I shook my head from side to side, "I can't. Erwin said that the world is a
cruel place to look at for me to see, and maybe he's right about that."
Levi turned his body to face the broken door, "Yeah, maybe it is, but you must
face the world sometime. You can't be sheltered behind all five walls."
"Erwin is." I spoke, "At least, I hope he is."
Hearing footsteps coming into the room, "It's you!"
Focusing my head over, instantly my heart drop, and I sat groaning in disgust.
"Shit." I spoke up, "It's you."
~[]~
Eren couldn't believe his ears.
Just this morning, he woke up to news being broadcast on TV about his childhood
classmate that had been "dead" for the past five years had been found alive,
but in critical condition.
He sped across the highway and through town. Seeing news parked around the
parking lot, he had to find another area. Quickly he sprinted across the
hospital campus. Yelled at by nurses and doctors to slow down while running
through the halls, but the hyper young man refused to listen.
"Rīdā," Eren calls out, my parents moved out of the way, as the startled young
man came over, he took my hands that rested upon my lap, "It is you. I know
that scowl anywhere."
I sat there physically wanting to pierce my former soccer teammate's eyes with
one of my IV needles.
Levi could see how much Eren was glowing, and the young female just stared away
not even giving a glance at her former teammate, and he could understand why,
"Eren, you need to calm down. She has gone through alot since she had been
found."
Eren noticed how feminine I looked, he could see a little resemblance between
the male version of the boy that was disliked by so many others, and the young
lady laying here hooked up to oxygen, blood and other liquids.
"What happened?" Eren asked, "Why do you look like a female?"
"Hmp! It's called a 'sex change', idiot."
"One of his hostages managed to make our boy into a female completely." Dad
spoke, "Inserted some kind of chemicals, so now our boy is no longer a male,
but a female."
Eren stared at me completely amazed, "Wow, this is like some sort of Sci-Fi
movie."
I turned to him, "Really?" He nodded, "Good, if I'm a female, then, do you
think I have a vagina?" I shifted my body, and laid there lifting up my gone.
Both mom and dad shrilled.
"Damn it, Rīdā!" Dad cried out.
"Rīdā! Why would you do something like this?"
Levi was embarrassed himself, here laid his former student on her back with her
legs spread out with her gown resting over her waist.
Eren stood there completely horrified, this wasn't what he was expecting to see
when reuniting with his former classmate, "See anything?" I asked. Eren shook
his head, "Do I have a vagina?"
Once again, Eren nodded, "Do you want to try it out?"
"Rīdā! No!" Mom screams, running out of the bedroom.
"Damn it, you idiot!" Cried Levi.
***** Chapter 4 *****
After a month at the hospital. I was discharged, with more questions, then
answers about my physical transitioning from a male to a female. To avoid the
press that suddenly camped out of my parent's porch weeks prior, my mom and dad
decided that I should stay with, either, my former coach or former schoolmate
until the craze eases out....
"Where am I going?" I asked, as I sat in the back of Levi's car with a blanket
over my head.
"She's heading over to my place." Eren stated.
"Nice try, kid, she's heading over to my place." Levi responded.
"I have security!"
"Can we go see Erwin?"
"No!" The two men responded.
I groaned, hanging my head down. Levi sat me sitting there, sighing, "Listen,
kid, I don't think you understand how much trouble that bastard is in?"
I was silent, "Kidnapping, raping a minor, and alternating a minors identity
will not sit well with the courts."
"Yeah, and if you speak up in defense for that guy, the therapists would
declare you sick and dismiss your case."
I sit there silently, "Seems like my pleasant days are over."
Eren sat there quietly on the passenger side, "How was it? Living with that
guy?"
Rising up my head to Eren, "Seems like you had a blast with him."
My heart clinched tightly, I hung my head, "Before him, you guys were cruel to
me. With Erwin, he was pleasant, patient, and taught me many things, gave me
many things."
Levi sat there, emotionless, "What happened during the first few times he
brought you to his home?"
"Am I being interrogated or something?" I sat there feeling infuriated, "Are
you recording me and going to give it to my parent's or something?"
"No, just curious."
I didn't want anyone to know that Erwin raped me, nearly on a daily basis, he
kept me in that dank room with photos of myself all over the wall.
"We had sex." I spoke out, "It felt...Amazing. He was gentle, and, at times,
crazy when I wanted him to be."
Levi was not the only one to feel envious, but Eren as well. As the teal eyes
boy stared out of the window, one tall oak tree past by, then another. He felt
both disgusted and envy. Back when his classmate was a make, Eren saw the boy
as....Different, he didn't see Eren as some sort of 'special' kid, who can make
it far.
As time went back, Eren's views on the boy changed. Eren wanted to be around
his classmate every single second of the day, he wanted to know what the boy
was into when it came to music, or what types of food he's into.
However, no matter how much Eren wanted to spend time with Rīdā, the boy always
blew him off....
"Why couldn't my son be alive instead of your's?!" Cried Rīdā's mother, as she
stood in the front of the Jaeger household, Carla was shielding Eren from this
madwoman's wrath.
"Stay away from my son! Or I'll call the police!"
"Call them, I dare you! Then they could stop fooling around and find my baby!"
"It's not our fault that you always come here for dinner." Carla spoke, "If you
were a better mother to your kid, he wouldn't had disappeared."
Eren stood there silently, listening as the two mother's argued. He felt sick
to his stomach. Eren didn't realize how much Rīdā's parents spent so much time
here in his household.
It felt like they lived here, it felt like Eren had another set of parents, who
heavily adored the boy, instead of their own child.
What did Rīdā do for dinner?
When was his birthday?
Not once did Eren hear of any birthday party planned for him in all the years
the boys knew of one another. Rīdā was just not that special, but why?
Why would his parents neglect him?
Why would Captain Ackerman get after Rīdā for kicking the ball for a couple
yards?
Why would the kids fill Rīdā's locker with shaved cream and toss his backpack
into the nearby pond?
Why would the teachers just simply fail the boy for not having his homework
turned or a project, when his tormentors destroyed them?
Why did everyone love Eren, but hate Rīdā? Why? He didn't do anything wrong? He
was acting like any boy his age, any sign of happiness and it would be taken
away.
As Eren arrived at school the next day, he noticed the smiles that every kid
had on their faces. Why isn't anyone taking Rīdā's disappearance seriously?
He could be tormented, or even killed. Hell, he could be sold to some
underground prostitution ring. During class the teachers seemed to be filled
with happiness, like Rīdā's sudden disappearance didn't affect them. During
lunchtime, Eren could see no one cared for the boy. It was like the boy never
existed.
Even at practice the Captain seemed pleased with how practice was going, Eren
was aching inside. No one in this county cared.
Arriving at school the following morning for practice, Levi came up to his
team, it was horrifying to see the man shedding tears, this must be something
serious.
"Alright, boys listen up." Levi spoke, the chatty Connie Springer didn't think
twice about shutting up, nor did Jean come to bother Eren like he always did,
"I'm sorry to say this, but I have some difficult news to tell you."
The boys were looking at one another curious, sniffing Levi cleaned away his
tears, "I'm afraid to say that your former teammate, Rīdā, is deceased."
Eren's stomach dropped. Everyone's stomach dropped. Is this for real? It had to
be.
"The police don't know where the body is," Levi sniffed, "As there were photos
of his body given to the police by his captor as he laid in a ditch somewhere
in the forest. The boy was strangled and," Levi was having difficult saying
this because he didn't know if the boy was alive, dead, sober, or drugged when
this was happening to him, "Castraded."
Eren stood there feeling tears falling from his face.
"Holy shit." Jean spoke.
Reiner covered his mouth in horror. Bertholdt felt like he was going to be
sick.
"I want all of you to pray for Rīdā's parents. Pray for Rīdā." Levi turned and
walked away, Eren stood quietly, feeling his whole world crumbling around him.
Reaching for his chest, he tightly clinched his shirt.
....Levi clinched firmly to the steering wheel. Staring up at Rīdā he noticed
that she was focused upon her lap....
Levi made his way around the shed where the wrestling mats, and the sports
utensils are placed in. Resting his back against the metal wall, he stood there
quietly, as tears flowed down his face.
He could see how Rīdā's smiling face would simply fade when Levi would scream
at him. The coach wanted Eren to have all the glory, not some thin kid, who was
easy to pick on. Why did Levi hate the boy anyways? He didn't know. There was
no reason to hate the boy.
"Shit." Levi leaned his head, covering his eyes, a wave of guilt overwhelmed
him. He stood there trembling.
During a victory, Levi would pick up his team at their homes, and take them out
to dinner, but only Rīdā was not invited to come. Of course, the outcast would
hear it either the following or that Monday, but he would stay silent, Levi
could see the hurt in the boy's eyes, but the man would ignore him, and
continue on with practice.
"I'm so sorry." Levi whispered. Sliding down the wall, "I'm so sorry, kid. I
didn't know what I was doing, and how much I was hurting you."
Levi stared silently at the sky. Staring at the birds that were flying past
him. He hung his head. Going out to bars, days prior he noticed that everyone
was still acting like their good ass selves.
Arriving in town, he noticed that there were barely anyone walking the streets.
Handmade signs were hung around streetlights, banners that were made for the
boy that an entire town hated.
Parking in front of his favorite bar, Levi stepped out and made his way inside,
seeing the normal crowd, but they were holding candles and standing around,
most of them were sobbing.
How tragic news about a child, no one cared for, could change everyone's
perspective.
....Levi situated himself in his seat, and turned to stare at me through the
rearview mirror.
"Rīdā."
"Hmm?"
"You hungry?"
I sat silently, shaking my head, "No."
"I'm starving." Eren pointed out, he turns to me, "Let's go grab a
cheeseburger."
I gave Jaeger a quick gaze and stared down at my lap. Twiddling my thumbs.
"I really haven't had fast food since I went missing."
Both Eren and Levi sat in silence, eager to listen, "Erwin liked my cooking,
and ever since then I cooked and baked for him. It saved up on money, a little,
and he didn't seem to mind buying the ingredients I needed for that night's
meal."
"I wonder if my cookbooks are still there?"
***** Chapter 5 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!

Also I have the TOC (or Table of Contents) up: Transitioned_TOC

~*~*~*~*~

The only place I could seek shelter was at my former coaches' home. I was never
invited there during holiday barbecues or just certain events, but my former
teammates, their family, local residents, and even my parents would come there.
I would be stuck at home, cooking something for myself, nothing special, for
the holiday or event. It made me feel like I was missing something rather
important each time I overheard my teammates about what happened at my former
coach's home.
I heard Coach was a clean freak, and his home was big enough for a family.
As Eren was dropped off, I took my spot at the passenger side, with my head
hung down, refusing to look out the window. Levi noticed my head had not since
moved since he drove away from the Jaeger household.
"You know," Levi spoke, "It is fine to have a good look at the town."
I simply shook my head, "No, it's fine."
Levi continued to drive, keep his eyes on the road. I could hear him sigh....
                     "I missed you," He spoke, "So much."
My heart instantly skipped a beat, I could feel my own heart beat fast against
my chest. I could see his hand rest upon mine, squeezing it, and pulling it
over. I sat there feeling my body become warm. Oh man, thinking to myself.
Coach Levi's fingers intertwined with mine. He could feel how soft they felt,
how thin they felt. Was it due to the experiments that were placed on me? Or
the lack of food? He was not sure.
It felt good to know his former student was alright, safe and sound, and not
dead. However, her mentally, physically it wasn't.
Arriving at the parking way of his home, Levi shut off the engine, and the both
of us climbed out. I followed right behind him, slowly, my head lifted up, and
stared up. Coach Levi's place was a beautiful two story, white Victorian style
home. Flowers hung over his deck, they look fresh. Walking up the patio stairs,
he took out his keys, and walked to the front door. Unlocking the screen and
the hard door. Pushing himself out of the way, he turned to me, "Ladies'
first."
My cheeks burned red, keeping my head down, I hurried past him, and walked into
his living room. Rising my head, my eyes blinked a couple times. Taking a good
look around I noticed four sofas (two long, two short) facing one another,
surrounding a coffee table.
Behind the long sofa, stood a long round dining room table, against the wall
beside it was large a glass stand filled with the teams trophies, and ribbons,
resting against a wall near the large round dining room table, there rest
trophies for #1 place, blue ribbons, photos of the team. My eyes focused upon
the photos of my former team, not once was I featured in any of these, and I
know the reasons why....
"Rīdā!" I heard  the  Captain's voice in my head. I turned back  to  him, as 
he  was holding a small basket of empty bottles, "Here, take these and refill
them."
"Yes, sir." I turned and quickly tied my shoes back on, I took  the  basket of
empty bottles and made my  way  off  to  some drinking fountains.
"Can we get a photo of  the  winning team?!" The photographer's voice could be
heard  from   the  fountain.
"Shit!" I cried out, finishing up on all, but one bottle, placing them in  the
 basket, I hurried back. Seeing townsfolk stand  there , I noticed my team wand
my coach were huddled together posing. I  stood   there  silently watching as 
the  flash went off. The smiles my teammates  had  as they departed  from   the
 spot where they  stood  or knelt.
I get it now. I understand why the coach sent me off to fetch some waters. 
He didn't feel like I was part of his team. I didn't feel like I was part of
Coach Ackerman's team anyways, by how the way I was treated by him, by my team,
by the people who come to watch us play.
Levi came over to me, I began to feel emotionally bitter.
"The trophies we won."
"What your team won. I didn't win anything."
"You helped, so it was your team as well."
"Hmp! I was mostly cast off to the side. Sitting in most games." I turned my
back to the glass case.
Levi turned to me and then back to the case, "I tried looking for you in any of
these photos."
"That's because you sent me off to fetch water! And when I came back the photos
were taken! Don't you fucking remember for once?! Or is old age making your
mind of fucked up!"
Levi was silent, usually he would punch anyone who gave him an attitude or
usually yell at them, but in this case, he would allow it to slide.
"I guess," He softly spoke, "I was real monster to you."
"Ha, a real asshole." I responded with a grin, "I couldn't quit soccer because
Dad would be infuriated with me. He would beat me."
"Beat you?" Levi was taken back by the revelation.
"Oh, come on, Captain!" I turned to my coach, "Did you ever notice those black
eyes or the broken nose?!"
Levi has to think far back, usually, he would see me being tackled by the
jocks, the principle Dot Pixis had to get after the boys to let me go. There
was no physical harm done except for a torn shirt, and dirt stains on various
parts of my body.
Following the next day, Levi would come to see a couple small band aids on my
nose, as it appeared swollen and broken, or sometimes a black eye, sometimes
both, but he ignored the fact of asking his former student what happened. A
captain should always place his concern for his team, even when one of then was
seriously hurt.
Levi didn't care, he didn't like the boy. No one in town did. There was
something about his presence that made everyone loathe him. It pained the older
man that he would dismissed any physical abuse going on in his own student's
home.
"I think everyone wished I was dead," I spoke, "I can't blame them. I wished I
was dead myself. There were quite a few times, when I was so tempted to kill
myself with my dad's handgun, or when our home was invested with rats, I could
eat the poison."
I shrugged, and shook my head, "I couldn't do it. Then, Erwin came. Though
forcing himself on me, he was actually a decent man. Showed me more affection
then anyone else. I loved that feeling, and I drank it up."
"We would have our ups and downs, but in the end Erwin was the only one I could
think about. He became my world and nothing else. With the help of his friends,
they taught me things that my parents neglect to teach me."I turned to Levi,
"We became a family."
I turned away, "Now my family is gone, and so is my happiness."
I stood quietly, before I quickly turned back to Levi, "Sorry for rambling. You
want me to shut, so you can go to bed."
Levi shook his head, "No."I turned away, hearing footsteps, "Rīdā, it might
take you awhile to process things, but you will find that happiness again."
I stood silently, Levi reached over taking both of my hands. I grunted, peeking
back up to him again, he is a handsome man, cruel, but handsome.
I was part of his team since sixth grade, a majority of us were. Levi followed
us from Elementary go our High School year, just so he could stay close to
Eren.
Back then, I would always wanted to please him. The Captain always complained I
hogged the ball, so I would often try my best to let someone else have a turn,
but of course, I would get yelled at for slacking. No matter, what I did, I
always got severely scolded, even though it was another team members fault, it
would be me who would get Levi's wrath....Before heading into his room, Levi
showed me the room I will be staying in for the following week until he hands
me over to Eren, as I laid alone in the bed.
Laying there silently, I remember in seventh grade, it was winter, and I had
arrived into his office to give him a present for his birthday. It took me a
couple years to save up enough cans from the streets because no one would hire
me to shovel their sidewalks, their porches, their driveway, or do any other
errands for them.
It was a tiny trophy that had, '#1 Coach', engraved on the golden plate with a
small trophy. I wrapped it as neatly as I can with the wrapping paper that was
given to me by my late grandpa. Before Erwin, I was given one birthday present,
and that was only my eight birthday, shortly before Grandpa passed away. I
saved it, and treasured it because I knew that paper would be the only wrapping
paper I would get in years.
Arriving to school, I upon his desk with my name on it. Thanking him for being
my coach; I disappeared quickly to my class, excited about his reaction.
Later that evening, I arrived to see if he opened it, hoping that he would put
it up with the many presents the staff and my team had given him. Arriving
shortly after he left to go home, a janitor stopped me feet away from his
closed office.

....The small golden trophy was unwrapped.
"Your coach handed it to me." The old man said, "He spoke about, 'not wanting
trash displayed in his office', so he handed it to me, and I thought it would
be nice to hand it back to it's original owner."
I stood there taken back. Heartbroken, that someone would do something so
cruel to me.
So I placed it upon my window seal, and stared at it while I leaned against my
footboard, one tear slid after the other.
'Trash' The coach said, my present was 'trash'....
Early morning, I woke up, as I turned my focus to the closed curtains, I could
see that the sun was beginning to rise.
Walking down in his long white dress shirt, and some of his baggy pants that
had to be tied around my waist a couple times. I went over to his glass
cabinet, resting my backside against his table, I stared silently at it.
Looking around, I saw photos of my former teammates, trophies that they won,
their ribbons they were given sometime after I left. Shifting my eyes to the
grand trophy that rest above, I stood up and walked over a little closer to
it.It was engraved sometime after I disappeared:
'In Loving Memory of Rīdā Shadis'
Loving Memory? What was so loving about my memories? They were a living hell
before Erwin came into my life!
Hearing footsteps creaking down, I stood rather stiff, closer and closer they
came until they stopped at the end of the stairs. I could see my Captain's
faint reflection as he stood at the bottom of the stairs, slowly, he crept
over, to me.
"Rīdā."
I stood in silence, a sigh escaped my lips, I could hear his footsteps,
shuffling close to me. He stood there in a. Lifting something up, I turned my
head and noticed the familiar figure.
"It was the trophy I had given to you when I was in seventh grade." I spoke.
It looked worn out. The golden plate, seemed to have worn.
"You went into my room?" I asked, staring at Levi.
"I tried to find something for this shelf to remind me of you, but," He paused,
"What I could find was emptiness."
I turned away as Levi looked over to me....
Mrs. Shadis looked  like  a complete wreck as she appeared behind  the  screen 
door .
"Captain Ackerman." Her voice croaked, sniffling, wiping away her snot with a
tissue. Pushing  the   door  open, Levi stepped into  the  household.
"I'm sorry  to  bother you." Levi spoke.
"No, it's fine."
Hearing  the  television, Levi and Mrs. Shadis turned and stared into  the
 small room  to  see  the  bald middle age man resting against his sofa,  he
 looked completely lifeless, no emotions, all life drained  from  him, "He's
been watching recordings of  the  soccer games since our son died."
Levi couldn't blame him. The old man lost his only son, "If you don't mind,
could I take a look at your son's room. I just...."
The middle age woman with gray strands mixing in with her dark colored hair,
nodded her  head , "Sure."
Levi nods, and slowly drifted deeper into  the  living room. The hard  door
 closed and locked,  the  middle age woman walks past Levi, "Follow me."
Levi followed her, up  the  stairs that were close  to   the  dining room. Up 
to   the  secondary level, and down  the  hall,  the   door  at  the  end  to  
the  left laid open. Light was shining through,  the  middle age woman allowed
Levi  to  walk in first,  he   stood  quietly in  the  middle of  the  small
room. It was only big enough for a mattress, and a desk,  there  were little
walking space. The walls were empty.
"Were you guys taking things down  from   the  wall?" Levi asked.
"No, Keith didn't want our boy  to  destroy  the  walls with  any
 decorations." Mrs. Shadis' voice croaked, she turned away, snuffling, crying,
Levi turned away, looking out  the  window, by  the  computer  stood  a small
golden trophy. Making his  way  over, Levi leaned over  to  pick  it  up  from
  the  window seal, reading on  the  small golden plate: #1 Coach.
It was  the  same item that Rīdā  had  placed upon his desk for his birthday a
couple years ago,  he  was going  to  toss  it  out, but instead gave  it   to
  the  janitor  to  give back  to   the  boy. Levi didn't want nothing  from
 him.
"Rīdā saved cans up for two years, just so  he  could give you a present for
your birthday." Mrs. Shadis sniffed, "I was so angry at him for wasting his
money on something that I know you will toss out, and when I saw  it  again
shortly after your birthday, I knew for sure that  he  wasted his money on
something so worthless back then."
Levi walked back a little, leaning against  the  boy's footboard, staring at 
it  in his hand. He could imagined how happy  the  boy was  to  be giving his
coach something that  he  worked hard for. Only  to  feel rejected when  it
 was given back  to  him....
Arriving home with  it , Levi kept  it  in  the  glass shelf, always staring
at  it . There were no photos of him as a infant  to  now, except  there  were
a couple class photos of him. His parents rejected him as well. His father, who
once loathed him, now mourned hard for his death. Mrs. Shadis spoke about how 
the  man now sleeps in his son's room, taking in his scent that will eventually
fade. There were little evidence of  the  boy's existence. It was a cruel
world  he  lived in, not being accepted by his own townsfolk, hated
tremendously for no apparent reason.
He is gone now, probably in a better place. Hopefully, in a better place.
Everyone prayed that  he  died, before being castrated. He died alone with no
one  to  care for....
....I stood in silence. Turning my focus away.
"Please, why care for me now, when you never cared for me at all?"
Levi stared at me. I turned and walked away, "Toss it. It means nothing. This
whole town means nothing to me, including it's people."
"Including Erwin?"
Stopping at the foot of the stairs, I turned my head a little, "Except for him.
Except for Hanji. It is my fault that this happened to them. They were--
no, are my family still, and I treasure them whole heartedly."
"Rīdā." Levi spoke, resting the trophy on the table, he comes over, holding
unto my hands, he could feel my body stiffen up.
I shook my head, smiling weakly, "I'm tired, Coach, I'm going to upstairs and
rest some more."
He could feel his own beat patter hard against his chest, "Rīdā, just listen to
me."
"What is there to listen to?" I asked, "I waited since I way young for
apologies, only to have none given to me, and took it a fake death for everyone
to realize how guilty they were towards me. Kind of wish, I was dead,
actually."
Levi reached, firmly grasping my head with his hands, "Don't you fucking dare
say that!"
"It is the truth!" I responded back, "You weren't an outcast! You don't know
how it feels!"
Levi felt quiet for a moment, "You're right I wasn't, and I won't know! However
I do realize my faults and make amends for my faults!"
I spoke in a soft tone, "No, sir. It's too late. It's too late for everyone.
All I want to do now is just disappear from this world, never to return."
Levi softly scoffs, staring down shaking his head a little before rising up to
stare deeply into my eyes, "Don't say that or I have to rape you."
"No," I spoke, "No, you won't. I know you Coach. You won't do something as
drastic as that."
  "You sure?" He asked. Both Levi's tone and his expression became even more
                                   serious.
***** Chapter 6 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!

Also I have the TOC (or Table of Contents) up: Transitioned_TOC

~*~*~*~*~

There were the echoing sounds of jailers jesting from one another.
Nile was making his way down the long hallway, catching the eyes of the
prisoners, "Look who came to show his disgusting face?"
"Hey, come to have some alone time with that piece of shit, Child Molester?"
Nile made his way to a silent area of the large building. An on duty officer
sighs walking out with a tray of food and water. Nile stopped to see how the
old food wreaked, he groaned in disgust.
"Yeah, well, he hasn't really ate anything big since he got here. If he keeps
this up, he will eventually die." The officer spoke, making his way up the
hall. Nile stepped into the sunlit room with a small thin window nearly close
to the ceiling. Sitting alone, dressed in an orange jumpsuit, and an aftershave
sat Erwin with his chains and ankles chained up. He appeared thin, as well,
with his eyes and cheeks sunken in, and his lips cracked from the lack of
moister.
"You look like shit." Nile spoke, Erwin shifted his eyes to him, "You have been
losing some rapid amount of weight. You need to eat."
Staring down, Erwin intertwined his fingers together, "It's been over a month
since I lost Rīdā. How is she?"
"Well, he is still obsessed with you, despite the fact that you raped the poor
thing, and practically prisoned the boy in your home. Boy is resentful towards
many people, but seems to smile when it comes to you."
Erwin sat there silently, "That's good."
"Good? Erwin, did you not hear me?! You forced yourself on the kid, and
transitioned his appearance to fit your needs!"
"So we could be together out in the open without having people figure out it is
really the boy that had gone missing!" Erwin snapped his head up, Nile stared
down at his friend, "And I didn't rape her. You can ask her, it is consent."
"Sure, it was, you sick, twisted, bastard. And also the blood and semen found
in that little room, upon the matt, around the area where Rīdā's lower half
would had rested, is evidence that it was not consent."
"Gck!" Erwin stared down.
"No matter what you did to that child, she still loves you."
"And I love her." Erwin stared up, "Nile, please, let me write to her, or
better yet, allow me to see her."
Nile shook his head, "No, last thing people need is for you to interrupt the
girl from transitioning from the hell you put her through back to society."
Erwin let out a grunt, this guy just doesn't understand, "Listen to me, before
I came along no one could give a damn about her. I watched how people treated
Rīdā, when she walked around town, how miserable she was when her coach would
get after her for participating in soccer or not. I couldn't do anything to
keep those boys from using her as a punching bag, in fear I would get arrested
for hitting a minor. Do you know how many times I would spent in front of her
home waiting for her parent's to arrive home? All the damn time. They wouldn't
even come home for days!"
Nile stood there upset, "There were no Christmas, nor were there any Birthday
celebrations for her. Rīdā was alone in a town that made her feel unloved. If I
didn't do anything, she could had killed herself, and my love for her would had
died alongside her because I would had given my life up just to be with her."
"I gave her a home in which I made her feel loved and accepted. We celebrated
Christmas, and I gave her presents for her birthday! You should had seen the
smiles on her face. She was finally happy for once and no longer depressed. I
made her feel joyous for once in her lifetime."
"Me, Erwin Smith."
Nile stood in silence caressing his dark goatee, for a while staring at his
former friend from childhood, a brush of air escaped from his nose, "Fine, I'll
give Ackerman a call."
Nile turned and made his way out of the cell, Erwin was taken back, "Ackerman?
Coach Ackerman who use to coach her?" Nile stopped and turned to him, "Why
isn't she not with her parents?"
"Not with the insane media surrounding her home." Turning all the way around to
face him, "Who knows, maybe with some help, Levi could help her to move on. It
seems like since he first saw her after all these years that he developed a
strong attraction towards her."
Erwin stood there in horror. Nile's sight eventually focused somewhere else,
"Hopefully. However, I understand what you are saying about how the Town of
Maria treated that kid. I know the many times Rīdā came up to me after being
blooded up from a fight with her bullies. Tears running down his good eye,
while the other was already swollen, he begged me to do something about those
little punks, or take him to the hospital because he had broken something, but
I didn't do anything. I just pushed him away and made him walk home."
"I know. I was there." Nile turned back, "Rīdā doesn't remember this, but...I
use to drive her to the Emergency, and I would had paid the bill. I would be
there in the waiting room, listening to her own father scream such vile words
to his own son from the other side of the ICU, wishing that the boys would had
finished him off. Wishing he wasn't such a pansy, even though it was a group of
five or six boys who physically tormented him."
Nile grunts, and turned away, standing in silence. Slowly, he turned his focus
outside of the cell, "I'm going to make a couple calls."
~*~*~*~*~
I sat in silence on the kitchen table. Twiddling my fingers with the long white
gown mom had dropped off before having to go to work at the marketplace. The
bust area was pretty tight and it showed my cleavage, the straps closely
resembled the pop-up collars, but it was sewn around the next.
"I will come by again tonight to fix your hair!" She cheerfully stated.
I stood there uneasy, what's going on?
Erwin would had loved me in this gown, and knows we might had sex in it.
A sigh escaped my lips, the curtains right beside me were wide open allowing a
good sight of the outside world, but I simply refused to stare out. If Erwin is
not allowed to be given his freedom, I refuse to take advantage of the outside
world. However, thinking about it, if I was with Erwin, the inside shutters
would be closed and lock with no sense of knowing whether it is day or night. I
don't think I haven't seen the stars in years, nor the sun, nor the clouds. Not
even the moon.
A paper and pen were placed right in front of me, a slight gasp and a turn of
my head, I looked over to the captain, "I want you to write a letter to Erwin.
Seems like he's been asking for you, as well."
An instant smile spread across from my face, "Really?!"
Deep inside, Levi felt sick, why a young man turned female still had a
attachment to a man who practically stole hi-her youth?
"I will give you some time to write a letter to Erwin, to help," Levi paused
for a mere second, "Ease him."
"Okay!" I cheerfully responded, turning my focus down to the blank sheet of
paper. I could hear my former coach's footsteps descend into the other room.
Levi stopped at his dining room table, he felt uneasy, so he placed a hand upon
the head rest, and pulled out the wooden chair before taking a seat. A sigh
escaped from his lips.
It felt like hours had gone by, when I finally stepped into the dining room
area, finding my former coach slumbering with his head resting against his arm.
A hand softly rest against his back, "Coach Ackerman."
He laid there slumbering, softly I tried to shake him, but not once did he
move.
"Coach Ackerman." I softly called his name. Softly, I reached over noticing
some strands dangling in front of his face, softly I caressed his face as I
placed his dark hair behind his ear, "Petra?"
Petra, as in Petra Ral, the ginger haired female, she was the English teacher
during my time in High School. I didn't care for her, because like so many
others, she didn't care for me. Everyone seemed to adore her because she was
'so nice' or 'angelic'. I always scoffed at those positive comments towards a
teacher I heavily disliked.
There were rumors though that both Coach Ackerman and Miss Ral were an item,
even though one or both would deny it left and right. Eventually, they were
proven true by Armin, when he, Jean, and Connie caught the two of them in the
act in the Coach's office.
I wonder what happened between the two of them, whether they are together or
not. Just thinking of it, I realized that the Coach doesn't have a picture of
Petra, he might have one in his room. Maybe, but I can't go skulking into
another person's room without their permission, or can I?
I shook my head, no. It's not worth my time.
I turned back to the kitchen, folding the one page letter, in three before
standing up straight, I turned around and gasped loudly, standing only a couple
feet away, was the coach.
"Oh, Coach. You scared me."
He focus down at the letter I heard in my hand and turned to me, "Is it done?"
"Yes." I held it up. He took it from me, and made his way out of the living
room.
I followed right behind him, he stopped and turned to me, "I will make sure
that this letter will be given to Erwin."
I stood there in silence. Doubtful.
***** Chapter 7 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!

Also I have the TOC (or Table of Contents) up: Transitioned_TOC

~*~*~*~*~

Levi was placing his tennis shoes on, I came over.
"I would like to go with you to the prison." I asked.
"Sorry, kid, but Erwin was court ordered to stay away from you until further
notice."
"But, it's been over a month and I don't know how long I could stay away from
him."
Levi turns to me, coming over he placed his hands upon the sides of my face, "I
know you love him, but it is best for you."
"What is? I try to tell you over and over again that he treated me with love
and respect. Erwin is a good man."
No, you are delusional, He thought to himself.
I slid Levi's hands off of my face and sandwiched them between my hands,
"Please, Sir. I will do anything, just please, let me see, Erwin."
Levi stood silently, staring down at my lips, and then down at my cleavage,
which one did Levi want to press his lips against first.
Each second she is here, the more tempting it is not to rape the poor girl.
Levi wasn't even joking when he told her that he was going to do it to her one
of these days. It seems like she didn't take his seriousness to seriously.
The sound of the doorbell ringing caught both Levi and I off guard, removing my
hands, Levi turned and opened the door. 
"Hey Coach!"
"Your late, Jaeger." Levi walked out of the way allowing Eren to step on in.
"Sorry, I had people stopping me and asking me about...." Immediately I turned
and noticed Eren standing there with rosy red cheeks. I cocked an eyebrow,
focusing over to Levi who was standing next to him.
"Eren, I don't think she likes you staring at her."
"Huh? S-sorry."
I turned away, a sigh escaped from my lips.
"Keep a close eye on her and make sure she doesn't do anything drastic."
I scoffed and turned to Levi, "I'm standing right here, Coach. The only thing I
would do to Jaeger is show my vagina....Again."
Levi stood there silently. Turning his focus to his key holder, he took his
keys and turned to Eren, "No funny business, you two."
"Hmp!" I grunted, "Like there's nothing for me to do anyways to make you
infuriated."
"Good kid."
Levi stepped out. Eren turned his focus from the closed door, back to me, I
took a quick glimpse at him before turning away.
"I'm going upstairs. Enjoy your time alone, Jaeger."
~•~•~•~•~
It took Levi about half an hour on the highway 
"Hey, Erwin, you have a visitor." The officer called.
Ever since he had been here, Erwin's only visitor was Nile. There was hope that
each time someone comes that it would be his one true love.
"Stand up." The officer ordered, Erwin did, and they both with their way out
with another officer waiting outside the jail cell. Down the hall of cells and
concrete ground he walked.
"Hey, Child Molester, we are gonna getcha one way or another." Spoke a
prisoner.
"Hope that ass was worth putting you in here!"
Reaching the white tile floor with the large barred open window. Sat one man
and one man only dress in his red sports uniform with the White strips on the
side, he had his infamous scowl on his face. His dark hair framing on both
sides of his head.
Erwin know that man, and if it weren't for these cuffs, he would be strangling
the man, walking over, Levi watched as Erwin took his seat across from him.
Scanning the tall blonde from the chest up.
"You look like shit."
"Usually, I don't look this way. Usually Rīdā would be taking care of me,
helping me shave."
"Is that so?"
"Yes."
"Seems like she was more of the housemaid then a captive."
Erwin sat in silence staring down at the short man. Seeing a folded piece of
paper resting under his folded arms.
"How is she anyways?" Erwin asked, "I heard she despises everyone in town who
comes in contact with her."
"You heard right. Can't blame her." Levi turned away, Erwin could see a
glistening look on Levi's eyes, "Also, that you developed feelings for my
girlfriend."
Levi turned back to him, "What happened to that woman you were seeing?"
"Petra. Her name is Petra," Levi sat there in spite, "We were nothing, just
friends with benefits. She's married now and is living in another town with her
small family."
"Hmp." Staring down at the paper, and then back up to Levi, "Anyways, what
about my Rīdā. Tell me more."
Levi removed his arm and slid the folded paper over to him, "Here, through her
words, she could explain to you how she is doing. I am just here so I could
stare at the man who has stolen her heart for now."
Erwin took the letter and lifted it up noticing that familiar handwriting. He
looked over at Levi, "I would have thought you would rip it up or forged her
writing to make it seem like she is breaking up with me."
"It was tempting, but I don't want to make any mistakes that will cause me to
lose her in the future."
"So it is true."
Levi fell silently confused.
"You do have a attraction towards her." Erwin explained, "Nile told me that
ever since she had come back you developed feelings for my Rīdā."
"She's not your's, Erwin, not anymore. I highly doubt once you go to court next
week that the judge will make you serve a long sentence, without the chance of
parole, then you will never get to see her again."
Erwin sat there worried, he did have sex with a minor and he did kidnap and
alternate her gender.
"What's wrong, Eyebrows? Worried about your future."
"I am, and then I am not."
Levi was silent this time, "Because I know for sure that Jaeger had an
obsession with the girl for years. I believe everyone ignored that fact,
including Rīdā herself." 
Pausing for a minute, he turned away, "Right now Eren is either having a good
time taking advantage of my Rīdā body or is having a difficult time confessing
his feelings."
I stepped out of the bathroom with my hair damped and a towel wrapped around my
naked body. Making my way back into the room, I closed the door a little.
Eren stood silently peeking over, to see my door was open. Making his way up,
he hurried to my room, opening the door. I turned back to him holding the long
towel against my body. I managed to get a good look at him, how he resembles a
little bit of his father with his messy shoulder length brown hair, his eyes
look just like his mother's.
"Rīdā." Eren turned away blushing. Eren stood there feeling his pants
tightening, and his body trembling.
The strand of hair I was toying with dropped upon my chest, "What's wrong,
Jaeger?"
He stood nervously, it took him all night to recite what he is going to say.
For years he had some strange attraction towards the boy, ever since they first
met in elementary school, and then when he grew older he realized what these
feelings were, but kept himself quiet due to the fact that Rīdā was the Town's
black sheep, even though he never did anything bad, and if someone knew about
it, then Eren would had been an outcast as well.
If only...
If only he would had told his former teammate how he felt, then none  of  this
would had happened? However, there is  that  chance  that  Rīdā would had
decline his feelings, or maybe because no one loved him in this town, Rīdā
could had given him a chance.
"Rīdā, ever since I've laid eyes on you. I have been...." Eren began to feel
nauceous, his heart was pounding as I stared at him with my long wet dark
strands sticking to my body, to my towel, I was practically naked underneath
it, "Rīdā, what I meant to say is that...."
Eren began to feel frustrated due to the fear of being rejected. Meanwhile, I
sat quietly, waiting for him to say what needs to be said. Hearing the sound of
tires squealing caught my attention, moments later the door slammed open.
                               "Oi! Rīdā! Eren!"
***** Chapter 8 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!

Also I have the TOC (or Table of Contents) up: Transitioned_TOC

~*~*~*~*~

"Rīdā! Eren!"
Immediately both Eren and I stood up, "It's the Coach." Spoke Eren. Hearing
footsteps thumping loudly as they were walking up the stairs.
"Damn it, what are you both doing with the door closed?" The door slammed open,
"Hey--"
Standing there in silence, Levi noticed I was standing there holding my towel
tightly against my body.
With Eren standing here.
"Listen, you two. I don't know what is going on, and I don't like it."
"S-sorry." Eren chuckled, scratching the back of his head nervously.
"You're excused. Well see you tonight."
I sat there confused, "R-right." Eren turned to me, "It's nice to see you."
"Yeah, same here."
Eren takes my shoulders, and leans down, pressing his lips against my own. Levi
grunts, it felt like someone punched him in the stomach. Groaning, he turned
away. Eren pulled away, I stood there feeling my body heat up.
"Finally." Pulling away, Eren made his way out. I stood there rather dazed.
Standing there quietly, Levi could hear the door open and then closed. Before
long he turned his focus over,
"Rīdā," Hearing the coach call my name, I focused over to him, "For fuck sakes
you are a female, learn how to act like one and cover yourself up."
"Fine." I spoke nonchalant. Making my way to the foot of the bed, I dropped my
towel.
"DAMN IT!!" Levi screamed, turning away, "I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE YOUR NAKED
BODY!!!"
~•~•~•~•~•~
It was already nighttime when Levi was making his way through town. I sat in
the back dress in the long white down with a French braided bun, meanwhile, mom
was in the passenger seat and Levi was driving.
"Isn't she gorgeous, Levi?" Mother sat there excited, "Never thought she would
be attractive both as a male and as a female."
"Indeed." Levi responds. Staring at the rare view mirror, he noticed my head
was hung down again. Not once did he even see me stare out the window. It is
kind of disturbing.
"Where are we going?" I asked.
"You'll see."
I sat there nervously. Driving through the empty streets of the town, I think I
know where we are going, I remember taking this way so many times to school.
Through the blazing hot summer, through the hazardous blizzards I made my way
down to school and back. I remember feeling envious about how parents would
walk their kids home to school, then school to home; Or oftentimes, picking
them up and going to the movies.
My parents did none of those things to me. This town is a jar filled with bad
memories.
Slowly, Levi pressed on the breaks, he eventually, found parking in a park. I
could hear music playing and the loud mumbling of voices. My heart immediately
paced rapidly against my chest, I grunted, clinching my long down firmly in my
fists. A party. I should had known.
It took weeks to plan, but everything was going to plan. Former teammates, the
original and former staff were invited. Except for one. Levi didn't mind, he
had other things on his mind.
A few friends of the family were there as well, including Eren's own parents.
Levi stepped out, opening the back door for me, "Rīdā?"
Mother appeared behind him, "Come on, darling, your guests are eager to see
you."
I peeked over to them and then turned away feeling nervous, "Darling, it is
alright to feel uneasy, but you can't avoid them."
Mom is right, I can't avoid those people....My tormentors. I sighed, and
scooted over to Levi, climbing out of the car.
"Coach!" A voice calls out, focusing back, I turned to see that familiar golden
bowl shape thin framed figure quickly coming this way, "Bad news. Jean and Eren
had gotten into a major fight in the--" focusing over to me, I stood there
uneasy, seeing the same annoying look that Eren gave to me this morning, "R-
Rīdā?"
I remember the young man, he was Armin Arlert. He's a close conrade of
Eren's....
The scientist teacher hated  to  assign  his  favorite student  to  the town's
outcast, but because I was lacking in the class, the middle age man had no
choice, but  to  assign us both as partners.
I tried  my  best  to  hide away the excitement  on  the outside, but the
inside, I was one step closer  to  getting  my  first friend. Armin  is  a kind
boy, but I barely spoke  to  him, he helps out in both the school  and  the
community. Making friends with him appeared  to  be simple.
"Listen." Armin spoke  right  in front  of   his  locker, the simple smile I
had all day faded, "I  don't  mind being partners with you, but let's just get
this straight: Once we are done with this project  and  you finally pass this
class, I  don't  want nothing  to  do with you...."
"Damn it, way to go, idiots." Levi mumbled, "Armin watch over Rīdā while Mrs.
Shadis and I settle things."
"Right." Armin nods. Focusing over to the two adults making their way quickly
across the parking lot and through the side door of the gym.
I stood silently with a frown on my face. My eyes drawn to the black tarp of
the parking lot.
...."We won't be friends, not now, not ever. Got it?" Armin slammed  his
 locker closed  and  stomped off. My hopes  of  a new friend was quick  to
 fade, as well as,  my  smile.
So,  here  I was again, lonesome. Hated  on . Even the most kindest boy, hates 
my  guts.
I turned my focus somewhere else, Armin turns to me. His blue eyes scanning
from head to toe at the young woman.
"Is that really you, Rīdā?"
"Who else would it be?" I scoffed and turned my head, "This is pathetic, why am
I here?!"
"Well, I--uh, it's a celebration."
"For what?"
"That you are alive and," Staring at my cleavage for a mere second before
lifting his eyes up, "Well."
I stood silently, tapping my high heel shoe, "Well, thanks, but no thanks. I
don't want a stupid party to commemorate a past that was a complete and utter
hell."
Armin groaned, he turned away, he thought it was a bad idea himself. Since
everyone gave his former male classmate a difficult time.
"I see, has anyone took you to see a therapist at all?"
"No." I spoke, "Listen, enough chit-chatting."
I was making my way towards the stadium, when Armin took my wrist, I stopped
and turned back seeing a shade cast over his eyes. Lifting up his head, he
stared at me with his pity smile on his face.
"I'm sorry." He softly spoke, I turned to face him, standing silently, I stared
at the frail young man.
I sighed, "Listen, boy, back then I would had enjoyed your pity, but not now.
So keep your apologies to yourself, and go back in there and tell everyone to
go on home."
Yanking my wrist away, I walked through the parking lot, "Wait, Rīdā!"
Ignoring him, I continued on.
Levi and Mrs. Shadis stood in a room filled with food scattered all over, once
there were marbles placed with glass vases and put in the center of several
rounds tables, well now Mikasa was sweeping both the glass and marbles into a
dust pan.
Levi could see Eren was sitting to one side of the large stadium holding a bag
of ice against his eye, having a busted lip, and Jean was sitting on the other
side of the room with his head tilted back.
Carla was giving Eren an ear full, "Of all nights, you had to make a complete
fool of yourself?! This is disgusting! We are here to celebrate not fight!"
"That bastard started it!" Eren cried out.
"I don't care, who started it!"
Levi came over, "What's going on?"
Carla turned to him, "Coach Ackerman."
Eren scoffed and turned away, "Listen boy, tell me now, or I swear to God."
Levi sighed, scratching the back of his head, "Coach Ackerman."
Turning back he saw Armin, "Armin?"
"Rīdā is pissed."
Looking around the room, Levi could see that she was either in  here or with
Armin, "Where is she?"
"She said that she doesn't want anyone's pity and to tell all of us to go
home."
Levi grunts, standing there with his fists tightening, "Where is she, Armin?"
"Well, sh-she left."
"Damn it, Armin!" Eren stood up, only to be pushed back down by Levi.
"Sit there and think what you did."
Eren snarled, "I didn't do anything wrong! Except fight that asshole who was
making fun of--"
"Ow!"
Turning back, Eren stood up, all eyes were on the young lady in white,
straddling over Jean's lap with his nose between his two fingers.
"GET OFF!!!" Jean screamed in pain.
"Let go of my son!" Mrs. Kirstein ordered. I shoved her away.
"Horseface has a broken nose, if he doesn't set it back properly then it will
cost you more money and an uneven nose by your sucky ass doctor."
"Rīdā!" Eren calls out, making a run for it.
"Rīdā." Levi calmly calls out.
Armin stood there watching as the two men make their way over, he stood there
smiling, "She did decide to come back."
"Listen, Horseface, in the count of three I need you to take a deep breath for
me and we'll set it back."
"Who are you?" He cried out, "The only one who use to call me 'Horseface' is--"
"Three!" There was the bone chilling noise of bones being set, and Jean
screaming. I pulled away quickly only to be sprayed with Jean's blood and snot.
There were groans of disgust. I stood there horrified seeing my only gown
practically destroyed, and my cleavage covered in blood as well. It was like a
mist of blood that splattered on me.
"That's so...Cool." Both Connie and Sasha Springer spoke at the same time.
"Wow." Reiner spoke in horror.
"Yeah." Bertholdt responded staring at the young woman covered in blood.
"Oh my God!" I cried out, "How sick are you?"
"Sorry." Jean cried out, "It was so sudden!"
"Good one, Jean." Eren spoke out, "Completely destroyed the night."
"Me?!"
"Yeah, you! Saying how pathetic it is to see someone you clearly still hate!"
Eren explained.
"Will you two knock it off?!" I cried out, "Listen, I don't care for parties,
so shut up and clean up, meanwhile, I need to head to the showers."
Making my way past Eren, "I'm all covered in snot and blood."
Mother made her way over to me, and the familiar short haired golden haired
beauty, Historia.
"You alright?" She kindly asked.
"I'm covered in blood, do you think I'm fine?"
"Listen, I'm going to run home and gather some more clean clothes." Mom
explained as the three of us entered into the girl's bathroom.
~•~•~•~•~•~
I stood in front of the tower where showerheads were installed. The female
naked body was shown to other females, just like in the male bathroom.
I remember oftentimes waiting for my teammates to leave so I could take a
shower on my own, or I will sneak in here to take a shower in hopes that the
girl's sports team won't call off during the meantime I was taking a shower.
I did it in fear that my team wouldn't be able torment me in the showers as
well, besides, I had bruises all over my back from the countless beatings I had
received from Reiner, Bertholdt, Jean and a couple of their friends. As well as
lacerations given to me by my own dad with his belt.
My body no longer carried those wounds, but my memories could easily place them
there.
Reaching for the small shelf where a bar of soap laid, it slips out of my hand
landing on the ground, "Damn it."
I bent down to pick it up
"You done?"
Gasping, I turned back to see Levi standing there watching as water trickled
down my naked body.
"Maybe? Maybe not?" He comes over, seeing something pink between my legs.
"C-Coach!" I stood up, placing my back against the cold metal tower. Reaching
over, I pulled the knob, shutting off the water. Levi stood and saw me drenched
head to toe in water.
The room was silent, well, except for the droplets of water landing on the tile
ground from the faucet. I was breathing heavily, my long strands sticking to my
body.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Hmp, it's not like I haven't seen your body before. Remember early this
morning?"
I blushed and stared down. I stood there embarrassed, I didn't know why I did
that to my former coach.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Funny, I could had asked you the same thing that one day you went missing."
"I remember what happened before then," I spoke....
While  my  team was making their way  to  the shower, the Coach appeared
behind  me , "Oi, Rīdā."
I stopped  and   turned   back , "Come with  me , we need  to  speak."
Hearing chuckles  and  snickers. I  turned   back   and  saw the devilish look 
on   my  teammates face, including Jaeger's. I  turned   back   and  walked
over, Levi  turned , I followed him up the hallway....
I stood behind  his  desk, feeling  like  one  of   my  tormentors just sock 
me  in the gut. Levi  sat   back  with  his  leg resting over the other.
"Y....You can't be serious, Coach."
"I am."
I stood there trembling, "I want  to  continue playing with you  and  the
others!"
"Sorry, kid, you are just not listening  to   me . It's becoming a big pain
having you around now. I'm having parents scream at  me  during matches that
you hog the ball, that they  don't  want their kid playing with you."
I could feel  my  own eyes begin  to  moisten up, "My dad  is   going   to  be
so pissed at  me ."
Levi  sat  there emotionless, watching as I fight  back  tears, he scoffs,
"Listen, kid, it  is  for the best. Maybe you need  to  find a hobby outside 
of  the school."
I stood silently, keeping  my  eyes off  of  the coach, I  turned   and  made 
my  way out, "Rīdā!" Levi  sat  up in  his  chair, "We're not done yet!"
I slammed the door closed.
Levi just only sighed, sitting  back  in  his  chair, he will give  me  some
time  to  cool off before speaking with  me  again.
Making  his  way  to  the male showers, he could hear one  of  the faucets 
going  off,  standing  silently, he could  see   standing  naked underneath it,
scrubbing  my  hair. Looking at  my   back , he noticed large  and  small
bruises,  and  red lines around  my   back .
Were they both from  his  teammates  and  from  his  own dad? There was no
hiding it that half  of   his  team tormented the boy  and  it was no bigger
secret that  his  own dad beats him.
However, those markings were dark  like  layers upon layers  of  old  and
 fresh bruises  and  lacerations. It was weird, but it concerned Levi that
there was something wrong internally with the boy.
"Tch!" Levi thought it was none  of   his  concerned, it was not that important
anyways. He would wait for that day when he will hear the news  of  the boy's
death, either by  his  team's hands or by  his  father's.
....I stood there trembling. Taken back by that cruel revelation that escaped
from Levi's lips. Their hate for me had run so deep that they wanted me dead.
My breathing shuddered as I stared down, my body sliding down the cold tower
shower, "I-is that so?"
Levi came over, "No!" I cried out, holding my hand out to him, he stood there,
"Just. Don't."
"Rīdā, allow me to finish explaining myself."
I shook my head, "No, you have already explained enough. I don't want to hear
anymore from you."
He stood quietly at my frail body watching as I sat on the cold ground, "I knew
that you hated me, but to hate me so much that you wished I was dead. It was
heartbreaking, it made me feel ill."
Levi came over kneeling down, "Please, just fucking listen to me."
"To wish that a young boy would die, it makes me feel nauseated. To see the
bruises and belt lacerations on his back and did nothing about it, what kind of
monster is that?" I turned to Levi, "And you think that Erwin is the monster?!"
My hand collided hard with his face, it was strong enough to cause him to land
on the ground, I climbed up on him, sitting on him, wrapping my fingers firmly
around his neck, he grunts.
"Rīdā." He coughs.
"Erwin was my only friend!" I cried out, "He took care of me! When I was sick
he took me to Hanji, he gave me medicine and soup and we went to her place to
do check ups!"
Tightening my grip, Levi grunts louder.
"When I was hurt it was Erwin who healed my physical wounds! He patched me up,
and anything more damaging he would take me to Hanji's!"
"You call him a monster?! It is you! You are the monster here, Sir!"
Grunting louder, Levi felt light headed, reaching over for my wrists, he
squeezed them, I grunted releasing his hands. Levi then turns me to my back, as
he climbs on top, I grunted trying to pry him off.
"Stop!" My voice echoed through the showers, feeling the jingling of his belt,
"Get! Off! GET OFF I SAID!!!"
Levi slammed his fists upon the ground, "Shut up! And fucking let me love you!"
Staring down at me with searing blue eyes of anger, he just had enough of me
fighting against him. Reaching over, the Captain of the Soccer team extended
his clawed hand down and firmly grasp my throat, instantly all air supply was
cut off....
 
                         I grunted and wheeze for air.
***** Chapter 9 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!

Also I have the TOC (or Table of Contents) up: Transitioned_TOC

~*~*~*~*~

Levi and Erwin stared deep into one another’s eyes, as they sat in the isolated
room. A prisoner staring at a free man, and the free man staring back at the
prisoner.
“Listen,” Erwin finally spoke, “I know I will never get out of here for the
crimes I have done, but there is that part of me that is hoping that I will.”
“You won’t be able to find a job or a home.” Levi added.
“Don’t worry. I have a friend I could stay with.”
Levi’s eyebrow twitched, “'I'? You mean both you and Rīdā.”
“Rīdā is a good and loyal lover. However, I won’t be able to take care of her
like I use to.”
“So.” Levi paused for a moment, “You are giving her up? She won’t like that.”
Erwin could only chuckle, “No, she won’t, but how can I make her happy from
behind these bars? She won't be able to come by.”
Erwin turned away, “Being with her was the most greatest thing that ever
happened to me. Being in love, and being loved back. It was amazing.”
Levi stared down at him, Eyeing shifted his eyes over at Levi, “You have
developed feelings for the girl, haven’t you not?”
Levi was silent, “I could tell, and in return she has not accepted you because
of all the pain and misery you have placed on the girl. She is a innocent
being, Levi.”
“You don't think I know that?” Levi snarled, “Damn it, no matter what I do, she
grows infuriated with me. Tell me, Erwin, how do I make her love me as me, as
much as, she loves you?”
Erwin fell silent, turning his gaze away from the only man he doesn’t want his
lover to end up with.
“Damn it! Tell me!”
“Hmp! I literally had to choke the girl and rape her countless times until she
submitted to me.”
Levi was shaken up by the idea, “Why would I do that?"
“I don’t know, but it worked. Maybe she was fearful, or maybe it was to make
sure that my feelings for her were real.”
 
Levi stared down at me. I laid there gagging, trying to break away. If this is
true, then he had Rīdā all to himself.
“You will give yourself to me, got it?”
I laid there gasping, unable to talk, feeling my surroundings begin to spin
away. Levi released himself, the loud sound of my coughing echoed through the
open showers, climbing off of me, Levi turned down and watched as my body
transitioned into a fetal position. I laid there sucking in all the air I can
before turning my eyes up to the short man.
Pushing myself to my knees, I shifted my gaze up to my former soccer coach, he
leans down, a hand softly placed around my neck, softly his hand caressed the
top of my head, “You are mine, got that? You will always be mine. You will do
what I say without any hesitation, got it?”
I kept my eyes on him, “Got it!” he cried out, I could feel his hand
tightening.
“Y…yes.” I cried out, my heart was pounding in fear. Lifting me up, I grunted
and pushed myself up to my feet. Levi softly grazed his knuckles against my
cheek, before resting his hand behind my neck, pulling me close, his lips
pressed against mine. I could hear his soft moan singing in my ears, before
long he pulled away.
“I really didn’t want to do hurt you, but you were really testing my patience.”
His voice softly echoed. His seductive onyx blue eyes stared innocently down at
my bare chest, sliding his hand down, he rest a hand upon my breast, “I only
want to be with you, to show you I want to be forgiven for my part of…”
His voice fell silent.
“You didn’t know why you were treated so badly back then. No one,” He paused,
“No one gave you the explanation as to why you were a complete outcast. You are
a strong person, you stayed in this town despite everyone hating you,
brutalized you, both mentally and physically.”
He stared down at my naked body, his hands rest upon my upper arms, “I think
this was the very first time I actually seen your body without cuts, bruises,
or some sort of cast on it.” Pulling my body away at arms length, scanning my
naked body from head to toe, “Let’s turn you around.”
I stood quietly, staring at the metal wall, feeling Levi placing my long
strands over to one side in front of my chest, “Lean forward.” I did what I was
told, the light shined upon my back, staring down, Levi could see faint scars
here and there on my back, and one that went straight down my spine, it look
like a surgical scar.
“What happened?”
I shrugged my shoulder, trying not to speak, it was rather difficult to say it
without crying, “Rīdā, explain to me! What? Happened?”
I bit my bottom lip.
“Was it Erwin?”
“No.” Instantly, I responded.
“The boys?”
“Partially.”
He paused for a moment, there was another person, who was supposed to protect
the young boy from his tormentors, but has failed.
“Your old man.” I stood there silently, Levi remembered around the time that
Eren was seven, or was it eight years old, that his former student missed a
whole year of school. No one knew why, but everyone was relieved not to see the
boy.
“What happened?”
I stood silently, I could remember it, I could remember the feeling of my dad
connecting his fist against my stomach, his foot against my back, stomping it
over, and over again.
“Just asked my dad a question.”
“What kind of question?”
If I don’t answer, I shook my head, “It’s in the past now.”
“No, it’s not.”
I pushed up, “Let’s forget it, please. My scars are of none of your concern.”
“It is.” Levi spoke, I turned my head to him, “I was your teacher. I should had
protected you.”
I stood silently, “But you didn’t, you were like the others. You didn’t care,
nor should you. If you protected me, you will be out of a job, you would had
been lonesome. No one to talk to, no one to depend on.”
“I could had taken you and we could had left town.”
“Then, you would had treated me worse, then my dad. You would had probably
killed me.”
I turned away, “I remember that day, that day when Erwin first entered my life.
You let me go from the soccer team, I was supposed to die that night.”
I heard Levi grunt, “Dad didn’t like his money being wasted, and when he would
had heard about me being let go from the team, I would be….”
Levi stared down, feeling his stomach churn, just thinking about it. Hearing
the dreadful news that the Town’s Outcast was killed by his own father, and it
was all because of Levi’s fatal decision to let the boy go. Not only would the
boy’s blood be on his father’s hands, but Levi’s, as well, maybe….Just maybe,
it was a good thing that Erwin came along to save the boy. These wounds that
the young woman carries, they would not heal so easily.
                                    ~*~*~*~
The front door opened up. I walked in first and then Levi, mom was taking a
while to gather clothes, so Levi just decided that we should come home. He
gathered me a shirt and some shorts that were rather small for me. I followed
him up the stairs, stopping at his room.
“I guess this is good night.” I spoke out to Levi.
Levi turned to me, “No.” My arm that hung to the side twitched, “Stay with me,
Rīdā.”
My abdomen tightened. Coming over, Levi leans down and picked me up, “Oh!”
“I want you to be with me from this night, onward.”
While, keeping his eyes on me, he turned and made his way to his bedroom, using
his own foot to kick the door close….
***** Chapter 10 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!

Also I have the TOC (or Table of Contents) up: Transitioned_TOC

~*~*~*~*~

Eren sat silently at his porch, staring silently at the stars.
He didn’t know where Levi or Rīdā went to, possibly he went home, might as
well, called it a night because the party was a complete waste thanks to
Horseface.
He sighs, “Rīdā.”
The young man sat there, his heart yearning for the young male turned male. If
only Eren was able to bring the girl home the first night from the hospital,
would she be attached to him, then Levi? The young man only hoped.
A car suddenly distracted Eren from his thoughts, a loud squeal echoed down the
block, immediately, the driver climbed out of the car and around across the
lawn of the Jaeger household. Surprised by the sudden appearance, Eren stood up
noticing the dress shirt his former coach is wearing laid opened, his muscular
frame showing as Levi quickly stomped over.
“Coach.”
“Eren, I need you to come with me, quickly.”
Standing up, Eren stared down at his coach, “What’s going on?”
“Just shut up and come with me.”
                                    ~*~*~*~
The lamp radiated across the room. The bed creaked as Levi rested my body upon
it. Rising up, his hand pressed against my shoulder and pushed me down, his
short figure resting between my two legs.
Levi never thought that this day would come, to fall for the outcast of this
town. Thought to had runaway years prior, pronounced dead for sometime, only to
appear alive, but everything about the child changed.
“Rīdā,” He called my name, “Undress me.”
Sitting up, I stood off of the bed, my feet pressed against the carpet. A
devilish smirk appeared on my face, I see desperation on my coach’s face, “I
will give you what you want, Coach? However, I cannot fulfil your desperation
until you give me something in return.”
Levi stood there taken back, “What?!”
“If you want to lay with me.” I spoke, leaning over, my lips inches away from
hip, “Then, lay with Eren.”
He gasped, standing back, I tilted my head to the side, “What kind of shit is
this?! I’m not going to fuck another man!”
I shrugged, “Fine then, I just want to see if you are willing to do what I say
for the sake of a quick fuck.” I shoved past my former coach, only for Levi to
snag my arm and pulling me back.
“I’m not going to use you for a quick fuck.”
I cocked an eyebrow, “So?” I paused for a moment, “You want something more.”
“You bet your fucking ass,” He pulled me close, “I want you, Rida.”
Well, that wasn’t a complete surprise, “Hmm, I wanted to be loved nearly all my
life, and was denied it. I wanted respect too, but I never got it, as well.”
Levi stood silently, staring into my eyes for a moment before scoffing and
looking down at the ground shaking his head in disbelief, to get what he
wanted, he must first respect the young ladies’ order, and in return she will
give herself to him.
“You ask for both love and respect right?”
I nodded.
“I will grab,” Gulping for moment, “Eren, and I will bring him back here, and
we will….”
“Fuck.” I finished Levi’s sentence, “And in return I will give you what you
want, but there is a catch.”
Levi scoffed, I held out my pinky, “Pinky promise.”
                                    ~*~*~*~
I sat silently on the living room sofa. Seems like the Captain has kept some of
the year books throughout the year on his coffee table, I pulled out the book
from my Freshmen year, and sadly I did not find my name nor any photos of me. I
sighed, closing the book, and picking up my sophomore year book, and scanned
through the directory, and found nothing on me either. Can’t blame them for not
using a photo of me, I covered my cuts, bruises, bandages, and besides my dad
didn’t want to spend anything on his own son, and that included photos.
Besides there weren’t really updated photos of me anyways since I was twelve. I
groaned, I wouldn’t want to see how I look back then anyways, probably wasn’t
that attractive anyways.
Anyways, my mind was distracted by the sound of the tires coming to a
screeching halt, closing the book and placing it in it’s correct spot, I heard
two car doors close and a loud beep as the car was now locked and secure for
the night.
“Hurry up, you piece of shit, she has been waiting for a long ass time.”
“W-Wait! What’s going on?” Eren’s voice could be heard. The door opens up and
Levi comes storming in with Eren trailing behind him, stopping immediately,
Eren gazed down at me as I sat at the sofa dressed in a long white satin gown,
“Rīdā.”
I stood up, Eren drank in the view. As Levi closed and locked the two doors, I
made my way around, “Very good, Levi, you obeyed my first command, now you have
to obey my second.”
Eren stood there confused, turning from me, then to his former coach, “What?”
Levi refused to look at the confused boy.
“Oh? Levi didn’t say anything to you?” I spoke in a nonchalant tone, “He wants
more from me, if catch my drift.”
Eren shuddered, and turned to me, “But, I want you! I always had!”
“Please.” Levi spoke out, “Who would want you?”
Eren grunted, turning from Levi back to me, he snatched my arms, “Listen,
Rīdā—“
“Hands off.” Levi ordered, snagging Eren’s wrist, he pulled him to the sofa,
“Sit.”
“Wait, what’s going on?”
“I made an offer.” Levi spoke, “I fuck you, and in return Rīdā is mine.”
Eren turned his teal colored eyes to me, the look of betrayal appeared in his
eyes, “Rīdā?”
I stood in silence with this dark eerie look on my youthful face. Eren sat on
the sofa completely shattered, standing up, “No! I won’t do it! I’m sorry,
Coach, but as long as I could remember I had always been in love with Rīdā, and
I won’t accept the fact that she is going to be some other man either then me!”
“If anything, I should be fucking you, instead.” Eren turned to me. I stood
there taken back by his sudden refusal, but I refused to show him my surprised
look, but instead I decide to use his own words and through them back in his
face, “You love me, huh?” He nods, “If you love me, Eren, you would do what I
say.”
I nodded my face over to Levi, “I want Levi to fuck you.”
Eren shook his head, “No!”
“But,” I paused, “In return I want you to fuck Levi.”
Levi gasped slightly, “However, whoever manages not to cum five minutes, will
able to take my virginity, if you managed to cum before the five minutes is up,
you lose, and have to watch me get fucked,”
Both Eren and Levi turned and stared at one another. Now there was some
motivation for the two to sleep together. I chuckled, I turned and made my way
to the stairs.
                    “Come on boys, let’s take it upstairs.”
***** Chapter 11 *****
I pushed the door to my room open allowing both Levi and Eren to come on in. I
kept the main light on and closed the door, locking it.
“You both look so nervous.” I chuckled.
“Uh, yeah.” Eren responded back, “We’re going to get fucked in the ass. What do
you expect?”
I scratched the back of my head, “Did you forget that I was once a male? I got
fucked in the ass on the multiple basis. Best experience I ever had in my
entire life.”
“Hmp! Then I would like for you to demonstrate how the process goes.”
I cocked my eyebrow, “You mean? Fuck my ass?”
“Simple right?”
“I’ll do it!” Eren quickly volunteers.
“What?” Levi questioned.
“I volunteer.” The young teal eyed calmly voiced his cheeks glowing, “If I’m
going to get fucked, and perform it, I want to do it correctly.”
I stood silently, Eren turns to me, “I’m serious now. I want you, Rīdā. I want
all of you.”
I stood there feeling rather uneasy, with his long hair, Eren looked ever more
like a beast. A smile appeared on my face, “You look like the crazy one in bed,
Jaeger. Because of the pressures deep inside the anal, I might be cumming
multiple times. Creating a complete mess the Coach's spare room.”
Levi found himself sitting on the chair in the corner of the room, watching as
I was whispering to Eren, as the both of us were sitting on the side of the
mattress.
“Don’t worry you will do fine.” I spoke, standing up, I turned to Eren, “Lean
back.”
Using his arms to support himself, Eren watched as I leaned over, and began to
unbuckled his belt, unbutton the buttons from his pants, and unzipped his
pants. Pulling down his boxers down, I pulled out a semi-swollen member.
“Oh my!” I cried out, “Whats wrong, Jaeger, not good looking enough for you?”
“Im sorry.” He apologized. I giggled, leaning down, Eren sat there feeling the
warmth and moisture of my mouth as I slid Eren inside of me. He grunted,
sitting back with his eyes closed tightly.
“Hmm.” I groaned in delight, loud wet noises escaped my lips as my head shook
up and down, my head motioning up and down his hardening shaft.
“Rī…Rī…Dā.” Eren moaned. Lifting my eyes up to him, I moaned my head down,
“Ah!” He moaned, feeling my mouth just got tighter. Levi’s eyes widen a little,
he could see that Eren was nearly all the way inside my throat.
I pulled away, gasping air, seeing a huge wad of saliva dripping down his
swollen member, “Hmmm.”
Sliding out, “You are getting bigger.”
I lifted his swollen member up, licking it from the balls up, before sliding it
back into my mouth, thrusting my head up and down. Tasting his salty precum, I
grunted, sliding him nearly all the way, he groans.
“R-Rīdā!” Eren moaned his head back, gasping for air, moaning. Levi felt his
pants tightening, “Uh…Ah.”
Moving my head up, I began to suck on his tip, “It feels so good.” He cried out
moaning, “I love it. I want more.”
Licking the side of his swollen member, I moved down, and began to suck on his
sake, while, using the other hand to massage my saliva up and down his swollen
member, while staring up at him.
A loud pop escaped my lips as I removed Eren’s sake out of my mouth, he stared
down at me, panting and groaning, “I love you.” He whispered.
I stared up at him, making eye contact with him, but refusing to say the words
he want me to say.
Hearing footsteps coming over, the both of us turned to see Levi standing close
by, “Sorry to intrude, but I think I got the hang of this, Rīdā. Go sit in that
chair.”
“Wait.” Eren called out, panicking, watching as I stood up and made my way over
to the chair placed in the corner, taking my seat, watching as Levi removed
Eren’s socks and shoes, and pulled down on both his boxers and his pants.
“Damn it.” Eren grinds his teeth, “I was so close to having her body.”
Levi stood up as well, undressing himself. Pulling down his pants, his hard
member snagged on the band of his waist band, only to swing up and down. I
gasped, my eyes widen.
Eren’s skin became pale colored, “Oh…No.”
Levi stood there naked and smirking, “I know it’s bigger then your’s.”
Taking Eren’s shoulder, he turned the boy over and forced his feet on the
ground, while he leaned forward with his hands on the bed. I jumped up,
undressing myself, even though I dislike Eren, I don’t want him to feel
uncomfortable with this whole situation. I don’t want him to be terrified as I
was.
Levi spat on his own hand, and with the other moved a cheek to the side to
massage his tight opening. There was a time that Levi adored the boy, but now,
he viewed him as his rival. Eren can’t have the young girl’s virginity not her
heart.
Massaging the precum all over him, Levi saw me climbed on the bed, Eren turned
and see me sit in front of them, “Listen, take him nice and slow. No need to
rush. Once Eren begins to enjoy it you can move faster.”
Levi grunts, he didn’t like the idea, he was going to make the boy suffer for
exposing his feelings to the young woman, he wanted the most. However, Levi
sensed she was advising him on what to do, and what not to do. Levi was told
not to act like Erwin, but instead act the opposite of him.
“Very well.” Levi softly spoke.
I climbed over, spreading the teal eyed boy’s ass apart, licking his hole, I
could him groan and squirm. I turned to Levi, taking his member and sliding him
inside my mouth, bobbing my head back and forth like crazy. He winced standing
there sliding a hand up, I pressed a finger against Eren’s hole, massaging the
outter ring.
“Hmm!” Eren moaned, hanging his head down, he turned back seeing my ass near
his, “Shit. It’s so beautiful.”
A loud popping out, I giggled staring up at my former coach, I moved him
forward, pressing his hard tip against Eren’s tight asshole.
Eren could feel the pressure, and immediately his ass tightens, “Oh, come on.”
I whined, leaning down, I flicked my tongue around his hole, hearing him moan.
Pressing my finger in a little, massaging it back and forth.
“Rīdā.” He moaned, pulling Levi closer, I spat on Eren’s entryway, using Levi’s
member to massage it, before spiting on Levi’s tip and using it to soften
Eren’s brown hole. I sat up, spreading his cheek to the side, I pressed Levi’s
member against Eren’s opening, with ease, Levi’s tip slides in.
Eren gasped, and leans down pressing his head against the bed, a hint of pain
shot up his back, “Gck!”
I climbed off the bed, and stood behind Levi, forcing his hips to push in
further, he could feel Eren tightening around him as he went in deeper.
“Damn,” Levi paused, closing one eye, “It!”
“St-stop.” Eren pleads, “It hurts!”
I climbed back on the bed, leaning down with my ass up and my arms resting on
under head, “Eren.”
Seeing his eyes clinched tightly, “At least, I took the time to prepare you.
Unlike I was with Erwin.”
Eren groaned, breathing heavily through his nose, he stares at me, “Imagine,
being in all the pain I was in because I was not prepared properly or at all.”
I stood up, massaging his back, I turned to Levi, “Go ahead.”
“Wait, Rīdā.” Eren was beginning to panic, and Levi was losing patience.
“Damn it, kid.” Levi snarled, “If you fucking can’t take a dick up your ass,
then, you are not worthy of taking a girl's virginity.”
Eren laid there, feeling rather fumed by what Levi had to say, “No way, you are
going to take her body. She’s mine.”
Clinching his teeth, I stood there horrified, watching as he pushed back,
Levi’s member disappearing. Well, that got Eren motivated.
“Shit.” Eren felt his stomach clinch tightly.
Levi chuckled, “Well, that got him motivated. It’s not like he’s going to win
anyways with all the foreplay you both did.”
“Just shut up, and start moving.” Eren ordered. Moving his head up to me,
“Don’t you worry, I will win this.”
I knelt there, it was difficult to say this, but I believed Eren would win
this.
Eren turned back to Levi, thrusting himself back and forth, wincing in pain. I
stood there, amazed at how determined the young man was to sleep with me. He
will make himself endure the pain of being fucked in the ass just to prove
himself worthy of me.
“Yeah.” I hear Eren moaned, moving a leg up, Levi had become enchanted by the
tight warm feeling of a man’s ass that his hips were thrusting back and forth.
His hands firmly griping the young man’s hips.
“Yes, yes, yes!” Eren moved his head up, feeling his stomach twisting, a
pleasant feeling overcame him, he was moaning, “Right there. Right there, right
there, right there.”
“Damn it, you are so good.” Levi moaned, it was so weird to hear sexual noises
coming from the coach.
“Don’t stop.” Eren moan.
I scratched the back of my head, turning over to the clock that rested on the
one nightstand, it was 11:58pm. If I think about it, how long has it been since
Eren and I began our fireplace about….Three minutes ago.
“Two more minutes.” I added.
“Ah, it feels so good.” Eren spoke in a high pitch voice, he had this dazed
look on his face, his eyes rolling behind his head. He is really enjoying it.
“Oh god.” He moaned, “I love your cock. So deep inside my ass.”
Levi was panting, breathing heavily through his nose, leaning over, his hand
grasped Eren’s soaked rod, “Ah, you’re hot ass is tightening around me.”
12:10am…
They have now changed positions, I sat in the corner chair watching as Levi was
resting on his back with his head on his pillow, Eren was facing towards me,
his hands on Levi’s chest, thrusting his hips up and down, the flesh of his
ass, pulling as he moved up.
I feel rather envious of the situation, by now, I should have been getting
laid.
12:34am…
They have refused to stop, now their bodies are drenched in sweat. Levi was now
the top, and Eren has not yet cummed. Eren was resting on top of Levi,
thrusting deep inside the short man.
Levi’s cries of pleasure was surely a turn on...
When, they switched places, it felt like they were neglecting my presence,
here. It was making me fume with anger. I stood up and began to dress, slowly,
I snuck over to the door, opening it and closing it, I flipped the light switch
and made my way down the hallway, walking down the flight of stairs, I made
sure to turn on the lamp before coming back to the light switch by the
staircase.
Shutting off the light, I made my way over to the sofa and climbed on, and
turned off the light, before settling down on the mattress.
“Ah!” I could hear Levi moaned, “Eren! Fuck! Shit!”
“Levi!”
I laid there, a sigh escaped my lips. Hearing them both grunting louder and
louder. It sounded like they were going to finish, but after what seemed like a
couple minutes, the bed I once laid in was still squeaking, and their moans
continued to fill the household.
I scoffed, turning to face the back rest of the sofa. I closed my eyes, trying
to catch some sleep. I laid there in silence….
“Fuck! I love it!” Levi moaned, moving head back to the headboard. Panting
loudly, “I love your cock!”
He laid there feeling like he is forgetting something. It felt like it was
important.
“Gck!” He clinched his eyes tightly, trying to remember what it was, but it was
no use, his mind was in a fog.
…I sighed, trying to keep my composure. My bottom lip to tremble, a tear slid
down my face, and then, another. Levi and Eren had forgotten about me, since my
release from the hospital both mom and dad made contact with me, what? Once?
and Erwin hasn’t written to me. Out of anyone, I thought Erwin would find a way
to talk to me because I thought he loved me.
Reject. Again. Forgotten. Again.
I pushed myself up from the sofa, and turned on the light. I made my way to a
small desk near the stupid trophy case stood, where a pen and paper were at.
Taking my seat, I sat in silence and began to write my thoughts.
~*~*~*~
By the time the sun had risen, I arrived at the mailbox just down the street.
Dropping the closed envelope into the slot, I turned and made my way back up.
A large truck parked across the street, a pair of eyes watching as I hurried
back to Levi’s home. Pushing the door open, I turned and locked it, making my
way up to Levi’s room, I closed the door and climbed into his bed, finding
warmth and comfort in his mattress.
I refuse. I refuse to be in love, again! I hate men! I hate them!
I’m too angry to sleep. Thrusting myself up, I climbed out bed and stormed out
of the room, I’m going to wake those two up and give them a piece of my mind.
Levi and Eren slept peacefully in my bed, Eren sleeping with his arm draped
over Levi’s bare chest.
Stirring a little, Levi winced, feeling a shot of pain stir through his entire
body, “Damn.”
Pushing himself up. The doorknob twisted, and the door flung open, Levi turned
and saw me.
He gasped and pushed himself up, “Rīdā.”
“Oh, you’re awake?”
Hearing groaning, Eren stirred as well, and opened up his, moving his eyes up,
he sat up.
“Rīdā.” He winced and flopped down on the bed.
“It appeared like you two enjoyed yourselves last night.” I crossed my arms
standing close to the bed.
Both laid in bed, ashamed.
“Damn it.” Levi rubbed his eyes, he knew he forgot something, “Rīdā, I’m
sorry.”
“Don’t be.” I tried to hold back my anger.
“Listen,” Eren winced pushing himself up, “We are very sorry, we just.”
“Don’t be.” I responded trying to keep my cool, “You both act like I never did
it before. I know how enjoyable having been fucked is like.”
Both Eren and Levi turned to one another and then to me.
“Listen, once we feel better, we’ll try it again. I really want you, Rīdā.”
Eren confessed.
“Yeah, about that.” Walking over to them, “There won’t be a next time.”
“What?”
“Yeah, it was sort of a one plan thing that backfired.”
“What are you talking about?” Levi laid there getting upset.
“I’m saying that neither you nor Eren are going to take my virginity. It’s
ashamed that you both just want me because of my body, instead of what’s in
here.” Pointing to my head, “And here.” Placing my hand upon my heart, “You
both are not Erwin, at least, he cared for me both on the inside and the
outside.”
I could see Eren’s neck muscles protrude from his neck, “Damn it!”
I placed my hands upon my hips and made my way out of the room, “Anyways, I’m
gonna go find another place to stay, but first I need to see if any media is
still planted in front of my parent’s house.”
“Wait!” Eren called out.
“Rīdā!” cried Levi. I ignored them, closing the door behind me, I made my way
up the hallway and down the stairs…..
***** Chapter 12 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!
~*~*~*~*~
Levi and Eren found it rather difficult to get out of bed. Obviously, Rīdā
neglect to tell them how sore they would be the following day.
"Damn it." Levi gritted his teeth together, "This is all your fucking fault."
"My fault?! Why is it my fault?!"
"If you didn't fuck so roughly, then Rīdā would had been all mine by now."
"What the?" Eren's body was shaken up with anger, "Don't blame me! You were
only a distraction and it was your fault for making me forget that Rīdā was in
the room!"
"Shut up." Levi hit Eren in the stomach, causing the young man to groan in
pain, rolling towards the edge of the bed, Levi pushed him off with his hands.
The teal eyed young man yelped and landed on the wooden floor with a loud thud.
Seconds rolled by, when footsteps came stomping closer and closer to the room.
The doorknob twisted and I walked back in, I stared down noticing Eren was on
the ground, naked, "Serious?!"
"Rīdā." Eren laid on the ground, "I thought you left."
I rolled my eyes, kneeling down on the ground, I assisted Eren up on his feet,
and plopped him down on the bed.
"Lucky bastard. I was just looking for some aspirin in hopes that you two
idiots would get better."
Tossing the comforter over Eren's smelly body, I turned and made my way out, "I
know what will make me feel better." Levi suggested, I turned my head back to
him, "If you accept my apology."
I wasn't hesitant to respond back, "Yeah, yeah, apology accepted. Now stop
arguing you two." I sighed, "I'm going to start a nice clean bath for you two,
to help ease your cramped asses."
I murmured to myself, "I have so much cleaning to do in this room."
I turned back and noticed both Levi and Eren were staring at my ass. Yes, the
shorts were tight and framed my bum, I turned back covering my ass with both my
hands, "I'm going to start your bath. Now."
I hurried out, closing the door behind me....
Laying a hand in the close curtain shower, I turned and made my way back to the
bedroom.
"Alright, time to get up and get refreshed." I bluntly spoke out.
"I don't think I will be able to stand." Eren cried out, "What if I fall and
hurt myself."
Levi could sense what Eren is up to and snarled at him, "What are you getting
at."
I scratched the back of my head, "I guess you are right. Last thing I need is
blood all over the shower and one or both of you in the hospital."
Dropping my hand down to the side, "Fine, I'll assist you both. However, no
funny business, got it?"
Levi understood what Eren was doing. Trying to get the girl naked. Well Levi
saw more then he should had last night.
"Whose first?" I asked.
"Me!" Eren held his hand up, instantly.
"Gck! You piece of shit." Levi used his foot and instantly kicked the young man
out of the bed.
"Ow!" Eren falls on the ground, I stood there feeling rather irritable, I don't
want to pick the bastard up.
With his arm draped over my shoulder, I helped Eren into the bathroom and into
the shower.
"Wait! Where are you going?"
I turned my back to him, I lifted up my top, Eren grunted, "Wait! Hold on."
Dropping the shirt on the ground, grabbing the waistband of my shorts, I leaned
down and pulled them down, instantly Eren stopped breathing.
"Oh," He squealed, "It's so pink."
I turned back and noticed something was pointing straight up. I stood up and
turned to my former teammate, kicking the shorts to the side, placing a hand on
my waist, "Something's got you hard."
"It was you!" He cried out to me, "You're naked. So naked, right now."
"Well," Pausing for a moment, I could hear some thumping in the other room,
"Yeah, I can't go into the shower fully clothed. I don't have any pair of
clothes, just these."
Eren sat there shaken up, "So, that means, you can run around the house naked."
I scoffed, "Don't be an idiot, Eren, the Coach lends me some of his clothes."
Erwn stood in silence, seeing the same expression on my face since the first
time he saw me, after so many years apart, and the years before that.
Irritable. I looked irritable to him.
"Why is it?" Pausing there for a moment, he stared down, unable to finish what
he had to say. He understood the expression now, and my attitude towards him.
Why I pushed him away, back then, even now.
"You don't like me." He bluntly spoke, "Do you?"
I stood there in silence, flicking a strand of my hair back, "Took you long
enough."
"W-why?"
I scoffed, "Are you that thick in the head, Jaëger?!"
He stood there rather distraught, I came over, "My father loved you. Everyone
loved you. You were the star of the soccer team. You were praised for little to
no hard work."
I turned back, "'Eren is so perfect.'" I spoke in a mocking tone, "'He's going
to be a star.'"
"'Rīdā, why couldn't you be more like Eren?'"
"Eren this, Eren that." My body trembling with anger, "God, no matter I did, I
always pissed somebody off. Even for your mistakes, I always got cursed at!"
I pointed out of the bathroom, "My own father, after beating me, always wished
I was never born, and that you were his son instead."
Feeling a lump in my throat, "Imagine Eren. Being raised by a man, who adored
another boy, either then his own."
"No one cared for me, Jaëger. No one, when I came to school bruised, broken
boned, no teacher would step up and talk to my dad. I was 'no one' in this
town, but you were."
"When, you got hurt, everyone worried about you. They were concerned for you.
Even the kids spoke about your condition at school. Even Coach Levi cancelled
practice until you got better, but with me." I shook my head, "No, nothing."
"It took a fake death to make people realize how they treated me, and I hate
it. I hate everyone Jaëger because this town took the only man, who adored me."
"No one cared for what I had to say, they just want me to suffer once again."
"I made Levi bring you here and have you both fuck one another just to make you
both suffer physically for what you both had done to me." I held my stomach,
"For taking Erwin away from me!"
Eren twitched, Levi was leaning against the wall just outside the bathroom, a
tear slid down my face, and then another, "I love Erwin, but...He doesn't love
me. Not anymore because," I paused to catch my breath, "Because it was my fault
that he is in prison, it was my fault I ruined his life. If he ever got out,
nothing will be the same. He lost his job, his home, his friends."
I stood in silence, staring somewhere else in the bathroom, "Because I am
suffering, I am making both you and Levi, suffer with me."
I stood in silence, Eren stood there, as well, absorbing every word I spoke,
before long he turned up to me, "I always loved you, Rīdā."
I turned to him, "Ever since we were kids, I always had feelings for you. I
wanted to be brave like you."
I was a little shaken up, surprised by this revelation, "No matter how brutal
your day was, you always showed up the following day with your head held high."
He stared down with a frown, "I just wish, you didn't have to suffer alone, or
be alone in general. I wanted to be there for you, to protect you from the
team, from Coach Levi, from your dad."
"I wanted you to know that out of anyone in this town, I loved you, and cared
for you, but I was afraid."
"I was nothing more then a coward!" I stood back terrified, "I didn't want my
parents to denounced me just like your parents had done! I didn't want to be
the target of Reiner and Jean's fists! I didn't want the Coach to scream at me
because he hated me for no apparent reason!"
"I didn't want to lose the praise I got on a daily basis! I didn't want to be
another you!"A tear slid down his face, his teeth clinched firmly together, "So
I stayed silent, and watched in agony as the others tormented you, and
oftentimes, I was terrified that there would be a day, when you never show to
school. You would be dead, taken away from me....For good."
I stood in silence, staring down at the ceramic tub, "It kind of happened."
"Yeah, and it nearly killed me." He squealed, "I nearly drove insane from that
horrendous news. I cursed myself because I wasn't strong enough to protect you
from anyone."
The room fell silent for sometime. Before long, a sigh escaped my lips and I
reached behind my head to ease the itch that formed, "You know?" I stood their
hesitant, "I was going to die that night."
Eren stared at me, Levi raised his head a little, "Coach Levi let me go from
the team because the parents were complaining that their kids were playing with
me. My dad....He hated wasting money on me, with each uniform that was torn or
each book that was ruined by the team, he would assault me."
I could still feel his fist connecting with my face, his knee smashing against
my nose: breaking it, his sharp tip boot connecting with my gut, or my back.
Stomping repeatedly on a limb. I could still feel the thick leather of his belt
as it hit my bare flesh.
"I never told Mom this, and she probably wouldn't even care, but one night, dad
pulled out his gun, and aimed it at me. We just lost the championship our
eighth grade year, and I guess Coach Levi spoke to my dad about having remove
from the team, but dad heavily insisted on keeping me."
"So dad told me-with the gun aimed at my head-that if I was ever thrown out of
the soccer team, he was, literally going to kill me."
I held out my index finger to my head, pretending it was the gun, I saw that
night. Levi stood there shaken up by the sudden confession, "Honestly, dad told
me that he will shoot me straight in the head a couple times just to make sure
I was dead. Hide my body in the forest between this town and the next."
"No one will know he actually, murdered his own child, and no one would care
that a man had the audacity to murder his own flesh and blood."
Eren stood there trembling, a tear slid down my face, "Oh, Rīdā."
"If Erwin didn't show up that day and took me away, I would be laying somewhere
in the east forest, with my bones scattered from one part of the forest, and no
one would even seem to care, if I was alive or dead."
"People's lives would continue on, and my existence would be in the back of
everyone's mind."
Eren-firmly-squeezed his eyes shut and his whimpered. His heart shattered by
the hellish fact that his former teammate would had been killed that exact day.
If only Levi knew, but if he knew, would he even care? It is sickening to know
that he probably wouldn't.
Clinching his teeth, he grunted, feeling worse then, then, when he did, when
Principle Pixis told him, about the dreadful news that the boy, did not
runaway, but was actually dead.
If Erwin didn't come that day, then, the boy's hands would be on Levi's.
He wanted, no, both him and Eren, had a change of heart now. Instead of
protecting the young lady, they yearn, to have from the bastard who changed
both her life and her identity, they must protect her from the man who raised
her, and he was supposed to pick her up tomorrow afternoon, to bring her home.
***** Chapter 13 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!
~*~*~*~*~
Nothing serious happened between both my former teammate and my former coach. I
believe Eren was more uneasy seeing me standing in the shower with him naked
then our former coach.
It was not like the older man seen me naked before.
Cleaning my bed was an all day process washing the blankets and pillows cases,
making sure that the mattress is sanitized. My body yearn for rest, but sadly I
could not rest until I feed the two men.
“You two hungry? I will make you both something to eat.” As I stood at the open
doorway of Levi’s bedroom.
“That sounds fantastic!” Eren cheerfully spoke out, “Make me a cheeseburger,
please!”
“Damn, Eren!” Levi yelled at the boy, “She is not your slave!”
“No,” I calmly responded, stone faced, “I don’t mind, Coach. I placed you two
in this predicament, I will make you both whatever you want, as a way to accept
my forgiveness.”
The two men stared at me, in silence. It made Levi feel uneasy hearing them
because it seemed like he was already taking advantage of the young woman.
“Fine. Make me the same thing. I should have all the ingredients in the fridge
and freezer.” Levi spoke.
I nodded and walked off.
“Uh, wait!” Eren called off, I stopped at the doorway and focused my attention
bacj to him, “Are you sure you know how to make a cheeburg?!”
I bluntly spoke out, “It is your most favorite meal, so my mom made me remember
how to make it, for you.”
Before Eren could say anything, I turned and walked out of view, Eren sat back
and turned his focus to the television set up in Levi’s room.
“It’s good to see that Rīdā is alive.” Eren spoke, “But, this anger she
carries.”
“Can you blame her?” Questioned Levi, “The whole town didn’t care for her,” He
sighed, “Any sense of happiness was always taken from her for what had happened
prior to her birth.”
“What are you talking about?” Questioned Eren. Levi instantly regretted opening
his mouth, but somehow he knew it was too late, and that he needed to carry on
with what he had spoken about.
“It is a story not worth mentioning anymore, Rīdā was not part of it, but her
mother was. She was just only caught up in the middle of it because of that
woman.” Levi firmly gripped the fabric of his loose pajama pants, “That boy was
innocent, he didn’t do nothing wrong, but because he was born from that whore,
everyone turned their hatred from that woman to him. They hated him because of
his mother’s bad decision, I hated him for it.”
“What is it? Tell me.”
Levi breathed out through his nostrils, his eyes were glued to the television,
he sat there in silence for sometime.
“It is nothing of great importance now, he is forgiven. He should had not been
neglected for what his mother had done, instead he should had been pitied and
loved by the townsfolk.” Levi sat there silently, remembering seeing the young
boy for the first time, down by the creek, sitting alone on the deck, crying,
trying to clean away his tears. He was about three or four, and by the look of
his clothes, they were torn. Something happened either at home, with a
townsfolk that made him cry and attacked him.
“I should had protected him.” Levi mumbled, feel his heart grow cold, it was
becoming difficult to breathe, “He didn’t do nothing wrong. I should had
protected that boy.”
“Uh, coach.”
“He didn’t do nothing wrong, he was trying to be a kid, but,” Pausing for a
little bit, “He couldn’t act like one.”
I stood by the doorway, with my back resting against the wall, feeling a lump
in my throat that was rather difficult to swallow.
Holding my gut in, I pushed away and silently walked down the hallway, down the
stairs I went.
“Coach.” Eren calmly spoke out, “I have the right to know why everyone hates
Rīdā.”
Levi turned to Eren for a little while his only blue eyes staring deep into
Eren’s teal colored eyes. Minute after minute went by, the smell of beef filled
the house with it’s delicious smell. The clinking of pans hitting one another,
the sink turning on every few minutes and the clanging sound as if the young
woman downstairs was cleaning up after herself.
“I love her, Eren.” Levi finally spoke, finally speaking, “I fell in love with
someone shortly after the monument at school was put up. I fell in love with
someone I once hated. I fucking jacked off to his name, fucking myself with my
own fingers, pretending it was his dick shoved so far up my ass.”
“I fell in love with someone, who I thought, was dead. Rīdā is a woman now, and
there is some doubt she could be impregnated, but if she is able to, then she
could carry and bare my children.”
“Hold on.” Eren responded to that, “I had feelings for her longer then you ever
had. She belongs to me, she and I will runaway, get married and have a family
of my own.”
“Tch! Please,” Levi rudely spoke, “She heavily dislikes you for taking her old
man away, for practically being a spoiled weak piece of shit.”
“What are you both talking about now?”
Turning back, I came in with two plates. Handing one over to Eren and the other
over to Levi.
“Nothing, special, just arguing about what a piece of shit Eren is.” Levi
pointed out.
“And the same for Levi.”
I placed my hands upon my hips, “Well, don’t argue during dinner, it will ruin
your appetite, and I don’t want what I made go to waste.”
“Of course.” The older man spoke out, “Whatever you say, kid.”
“Yeah sorry.”
I stood there for a moment watching as the two men, engulfed the entire
hamburger with cheese. Moaning in delight. I scratched the back of my head and
walked out.
“Mmm-mmmm,…Muf!” Eren talked with his mouth full, taking a big gulp, “Damn!
This is delicious! She will make a perfect housewife.”
“Lay off, kid, she’s mine.” Levi ordered.
“As if!”
“You wanna bet.”
“Yeah!”
***** Chapter 14 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!
~*~*~*~*~
“Are you serious?” Mom questioned the person on the other line. Bald headed,
Keith Shadis turned his attention from the television in his office to the
entry room, where his blonde headed spouse stood, holding the cordless phone
against her ear.
“Well, we were expecting for Rīdā to come home to—I understand that,
but—hello?”
The middle age woman stood there, her golden locks were curled, she wore a knew
high white grown. Irritable, she hung up the phone, “That short piece of shit!”
“What’s going on?” Keith asked, turning her attention over to her spouse, the
woman came over.
“It appears that Levi hurt himself, both him and Eren.” Shadis became alert at
the situation, “It seemed like they got into a physical fight the night prior
because of the party that Eren and Jean Kirstein ruined, and asked to extend
Rīdā’s stay until they both feel better.”
Keith stood in silence, he didn’t like the idea of his child being with two
men, but at the same time, at least she could be safe with those two, then with
Keith.
*~*~~*~~*~*
It was about two in the morning when I managed to get the blankets and pillows
cases on my bed. I’m drained, while, both Levi and Eren were busy chatter
lipping upstairs, I was rather occupied with cleaning. Dusting was a huge pain,
all these items the Coach had that I had to move around.
I wondered back to the trophy cabinet, there were a couple things I didn’t see
when I first got here. Two elementary school photos of the class, my name was
not featured in the line up, but I knew it was me.
I climbed onto bed, grabbing a pillow, I placed it under my head, using my
folded arms as a boost too. My attention was somewhere else. I sighed, blinking
a couple times.
I remember how lonely I felt back during the time, when I was in school. I did
not realize the complete outcast I was until I reached fourth grade. While, the
kids were making arts and crafts, I pretty much sat in the corner, sitting in
my specialized table, doing school work.
Anything fun the kids did, I pretty much was doing school work. Reading,
learning how to write. During lunchtime and recess I pretty much was sitting
alone in my own table in my classroom just eating some stale food that the
lunch ladies saved for me, and I would watch from the window, the kids playing.
I really didn’t have a childhood growing up. I pretty much wasn’t a kid growing
up, either. I don’t think that I could ever act like one anyways with how I was
raised. While, the kids were out playing and toying around, I was pretty much
stuck at home watching some black and white shows my dad had programmed into
the television. There were no cartoons for me to watch.
No action figures for me to play with, and the only thing to keep me occupied
once my parents were asleep was some cards on the computer. I was not allowed
to play on the internet.
Also, house cleaning became part of my responsibility growing up. If I didn’t
clean, then the belt will come out and mercilessly I will be whacked with it
until I fell unconscious.
Closing my eyes, I laid in silence. I think…I think that the only thing close
for me that I finally acted my age, was when I played soccer. Especially during
tournaments and championships, my teammates and my coach treated me like one. I
think that was why I enjoyed it so much.
When, I was officially kicked out of the team, I felt like my life was over. If
dad spared my life, I don’t know what I would be doing. Seeing me as a complete
loss, dad would probably had me remove from school and work with him at the
factory that he is probably retired from by now. Just so I could pay him back
for all the money he had lost throughout the years.
It paid well, and there were benefits. I wonder how dad responded to my Coach,
when, he told my dad that he officially removed me from his team?
Was dad upset?
Of course he was.
Was he calling me every name in the book?
Yes, of course.
Did he want to kill me if he ever come across me on the street?
Maybe. I don’t know.
Rising up, I slipped on the uniform that Levi gave me, and climbed into bed.
Plopping down on my pillow, I stared at the ceiling for sometime.
Slowly my hand traveled south.
“She must be asleep by now.” Eren spoke, his eyes glued to the the television
screen, watching as a couple, naked and roughly going at it.
“Probably, I could hear her downstairs a majority of the time…”
I winced, my neck tightening as I raised my head a little. My fingers were
making circles inside my shorts, “Hmm!”
Biting my bottom lip, I plopped my head back down on the pillow, feeling my
stomach churning from within me. Lifting up my chest, my body swayed from one
side, slowly turning from my side to my stomach. I grunted trying to hold unto
my groans, so I wouldn’t disturbed the two men in the other room.
“Damn it.” I whispered to myself, “It feels…A-a-a-ama...zing.”
Slipping my hand out of my shorts, I pulled it down to my knees, and lifted up
my top. I knelt there, grunting, panting. This isn’t like me, usually, I allow
Erwin start first with he foreplay and third base, but it’s been awhile since I
got laid.
                        “I’m going to go check on her.”
 
***** Chapter 15 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!
~*~*~*~*~
I thought for sure, when I was a boy that I would never lose my virginity due
to the circumstances I was in. Oftentimes, I would hear the boys talk about
what girl they laid with that finally popped their cherry. It was heartbreaking
to hear that Eren and Mikasa lost their virginity to one another at the
Freshman school dance.
I was kind of imagining how Mikasa would give herself to me, but, I know for
sure that she would never like me. I don’t really consider myself good looking,
I was rather thin, my hair dangled to my chin and was styled in no fashionable
way. I pretty much was a emo kid just thinking about it.
“Gck!” I grunted, “Oh my God.”
I gasped loudly for air, and then moaned with pleasure.
Eren winced in pain as he tried to climb out of bed, “Damn, you really fucked
me good.”
“I had more experience then you ever had, kid.”
“Damn it.”
“I’ll go check on her.” Levi spoke.
“No, what if she is awake and you do something to her.”
“I don’t think I am physically capable of doing to anything myself.”
A loud gasp escaped from my lips, “No, I need to…stop.”
What if they hear me? And come skulking in. I wouldn’t be able to handle the
embarrassment. Oh man, I someone to just force themselves on me right now. I
want that feeling of being wanted, I want them to be rough with me.
“Uh!” Gasping, “Ah!” Gasping for air once more, “Oh…God.”
“This feel so good. It feels completely…different then when…I was …a boy!”
Eren pulled the door open leading from Levi’s room to the hallway, looking down
the hallway, he could see the light from my bedroom shining into the hallway.
Was I awake? Or did I fall asleep with the light on?
Walking out, he goes limping towards my room the closer he came the louder he
could hear the noise from my room.
“Is she?” He whispered.
“Ah…Uh…Hmm!”
He shuddered, he stood there unable to move his legs. Should he tell Levi? Or
keep it silent? No, the older man would ruin the view. Slowly creeping over,
Eren peeked in eye in. On both kneels supported up by one hand stood the young
woman, in the middle of her bed, masturbating.
Her top laid above her breasts and her short we’re down to her ankles.
Unknowingly, Eren’s bottom lip laid open. This was much better then watching it
on TV with Levi, especially with the young man—or woman, Eren has strong
feeling for, laying half naked on the bed.
“I want it so bad.” I moaned, gasping, “I want it so far up my ass.”
His pants were becoming tighter, and tighter.
“I want it,” Pausing, “Uh—So bad. Erwin. Er…Win!”
Grunting, Eren stood there sick. Why of all people was the person he was
interested in so obsessed with the man who practically changed his whole entire
life?
I winced, feeling my stomach churning, “Shit. I’m going to….”
I plopped forward, my body trembling violently, loud trembling noises escaped
my lips. My legs shaking, sliding one leg back, I laid there trying to calm my
convulsing body.

It felt like hours ticked by when I finally managed to gather my composure.
Panting, I slightly turned my head to the door, immediately, I noticed that it
was closed all the way instead of being left open a crack.
“Nice view.” A voice spoke from behind. Gasping, I turned back and noticed Eren
sitting at the foot of my bed.
“Eren!” Easily, his name slipped through my lips with a horrifying tone, “Wha-
wha-what?!”
He didn’t look too happy. He was…Irritable.
“Imagining Erwin fucking your ass? Pathetic.”
“Not my fault you were expecting my body by fucking your coach, eh, Eren.”
I could see his chest heaving out, he stared silent at me for sometime. It
seemed like he wanted to say something, but fearful about how I would respond.
“Go ahead.” I spoke, “Make my day, speak what needs to be spoken. I don’t mind.
I have been told many negative things through you, our team, the Coach,
practically everyone except Erwin and his friends.”
Eren held out his hand, “Come here.”
I sighed, rolling my eyes, I slid off my shorts, tossing them to the side
before crawling over to him.
Within a blink of an eye, his fingers clinched firmly to my neck, putting
pressure in my neck. I gagged by the sudden lack of oxygen and the pressure of
his finger tips pressed against the side of my esophagus.
“Er…en.” I grunted, holding unto his wrist with both hands.
“You don’t like that?” He snarled at the young woman sitting next to him, “Do
you want my grasp to become looser?” I could feel him letting go of my neck,
”Or tighter?”
Immediately, he squeezed tighter, I groaned loudly, trying not to make any
noise for the sake of Eren’s safety, “I love you, Rīdā. For many years I have
been carrying these feelings, and now that you know about them, you simply
brush them off.”
I grunted trying to open my eyes, but have failed to do so.
“You humiliated me, Rīdā. Having me fuck our coach, choosing to stay here
instead of being with me. Wasn’t I good enough?” Sitting on my bed, waiting for
a respond, “Wasn’t I?”
He sat there for a moment, eyes burning with anger, he released my neck, I gasp
loudly with air, leaning down, I was gagging, droplets of saliva falling down
from my lips. Grasping the back of my hair, Eren swung me back, I stared at
him.
“I love you, Rīdā, and I will be damned if you go back to that bastard who
ruined my life, or to the coach. They don’t love you as much as I do.”
My only response was a chuckle, “Please.”
“Huh?”
I plopped back unto the bed, “If you loved me for many years, you would had
stuck up for me. You would had protected me from Jean and the others, when I
couldn’t.”
“You had sacrificed the Coach’s praises towards you when I basically helped
you. You would had asked me about my well-being or show any concern about the
casts I wore, the multiple absent days.”
“Hell, you would had even asked about my birthday, or done anything special for
me during holidays, but no. No, you didn’t.”
“You didn’t want to lose all that glory you carried on your back. You were the
golden boy, handsome, athletic, straight A's, reckless? Not really.”
I took a deep breathe, before exhaling, “You were annoying. You took the only
girl, I truly liked during my time in school and took her virginity away from
me.”
I pushed myself up, my back facing his, “You took Mikasa, my parents, the
Coach, practically everyone away from me, and you expect me to fall for you. No
way!” Eren sat there silently, flicking my hair behind me, “Besides. You don’t
love me, you only want my body.”
“Shut up, that’s not true.”
I scoffed, I turned back to him, “Really?”
“Yes, I know that,” He paused for a moment thinking of what he could say to
make the young woman swoop into his hands, “I was a coward, I couldn’t
sacrifice the love and attention the town gave me, for your sake, but I did
love you, I finally had the guts to finally ask you out. Don’t you remember
that day we last saw one another? I asked out for food, but you came up with
some excuse as to not go out with me.”
“I was extremely hurt and angry at you for turning me down. I had the nerve to
ask you out and you completely turned me down. Like I said before, and I will
say it again: I loved you, I loved you for many years, I know the circumstances
of being with you if that bastard didn’t take you.”
I sat there, silent, Eren extended his arm towards me, resting it upon the
flesh of my upper arm, I turned my focus back to him. Staring up, my cheeks
became flushed, for one minute Eren looked like a psychopath and the next thing
I know, he was this charming angel.
“I will lose the support of my parents, their love. I will lose my friends and
the support I gathered throughout the community. We are opposites you and I, in
so many ways, but that doesn’t mean we could work it out. Of course it would
had been difficult for me to live the same lifestyle as you had, continuous
fights with the team, repeated screams from the coach.”
“Hell, I remember when you were stuck in the corner doing schoolwork, while,
the rest of the class was doing something fun, or you would be transferred to
another classroom, while, we were out of field trips. It was not right, while
the grown ups did.”
“The grown ups told us to hate you, to torment you, don’t be merciless. No
matter what circumstance you are in, don’t hold back.”
Eren sat back in silence, “I couldn’t do it. It wasn’t right. Why hate someone,
when they didn’t do anything at all?”
“Of course you know.” I spoke out, “It was my mother.”
Eren twitched, “Not the woman who is married to my dad, but the woman who bore
me.”
I paused for a moment, “I don’t know what she did, but I have the right to
know.”
“How did you…?”
“I was eavesdropping. I’m not surprise about the relationship my step-mom and I
had, for as far as I knew, the two of us didn’t look like one another, nor
acted like one another.”
I sat in silence.
“I don’t care about my biological mother.”
“What?”
Pushing myself out of bed, I walked over to the side and picked up my shorts
and slipped them back on, and pulled down my top, “I could only thank her,
because at least unlike many other strangers, I know the difference between
true love and lust.”
“You think I’m still after your body?!” Eren cried out, I turned back to him
with a raised eyebrow, “Oh c'mon! I spent nearly ten, fifteen minutes talking
to you and you still can’t accept me?!”
“I’m not Levi. I’m not after your body like you are expecting me to.”
The swing open, bashing against the wall as they both collided with one another
both Eren and I screamed as we saw Levi standing there irritated.
“C-c-coach!” Eren stuttered.
“So you think I’m after her fucking body as well, do you, you piece of shit?!”
Levi screamed.
***** Chapter 16 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!
~*~*~*~*~
The doorbell rung, making my way to it. Immediately, I unlocked the door and
opened it up. Horrified, I pushed the door open.
“Damn it, why are you guys here?!”
Standing on the porch stood a few of my old teammates, and Armin, they were
silent, there face red, but they were silent and they were staring at me. I
snarled at them, “Whatever, get inside. I’ll go get the coach.”
Pushing the door open all the way and made my way to the stairs, making my way
up, I walked inside Levi’s room, seeing that he was awake and dressed.
“Your favorite team is here.” I spoke.
“Really?”
“Yes, and I didn’t realize how pussy looking they look, they look like a bunch
of girls.”
“Maybe they were, and that insane doctor friend of your's used her secret serum
to transition them into males.”
I rolled my eyes and made my way out of the room, “Very funny, sir. I’m going
to wake up, Eren. Piece of shit, kept me up nearly all night with his
continuous nagging and snoring.”
Levi sat there in absolute silence, listening to my voice as it became rather
distant. Levi found little solice himself when the young female made her way
into his room. She didn’t seem to mind his arm wrapped firmly around her body.
If only it was easy to win her heart.
It took the short man about a few more minutes to finish getting dress. The
soreness from the night before was quickly subsiding.
Making his way downstairs, he noticed about half of his former soccer team
sitting in the living room.
“He-e-ey! There’s the old coach!” Connie cheerfully spoke out.
“Tch! Silence that tone.” Levi ordered, “Its early in the morn—”
“Gy-AHHHH!!!”
Stopping midway down the stairs, he was instantly curious about that noise.
“What’s all that ruckus?!”
A few seconds came and went, when he heard footsteps coming towards the stairs.
“What happened?”
“Oh nothing.” I responded to my former coach's, sounded like something was in
my mouth that I was trying to hold in. Whatever it was, I managed to swallow
it, and wipe away the droplet that seep down my chin. There eyes, they were all
absorbing the young woman coming down the flight of stairs, dressed in a tank
top and short jeans.
Watching as her jugs bounced with each step.
I stopped at the bottom of the stairs, immediately my eyes went to my former
tormentors, “What the fucking hell are you staring at?!”
They stood back in horror at the infuriated young woman, “N-nothing!”
I snarled, a fist softly hit on top of my head, “Enough, Rīdā, be nice to your
teammates.”
“Yeah, you are pretty much living with Coach,” taunted Jean, “So treat your
guests with sincerity.”
I came over, “Go suck your mom’s tit, Jean-boy.”
Jean stood up, and came over “What did you call me?”
“Enough you two!” Armin rushed between the two of us, “Let’s not fight.
Alright, we came here to see and talk to Rīdā, right, Jean?”
“See? Ha! Talk? No way! Why should I waste my time with a bunch of girly men?!”
I cried out.
“The only girly man here is you.” Jean instantly responded.
“Yeah, your right, but I am not talking about my physical form, I’m talking
about tormenting a young boy with was severely underweight and abused by the
one who was sworn to protect him.” I reached over, resting my hand behind
Jean’s head, “How about you and I take it outside?”
Jean stood in silence, was it a crime to beat up a former male? He didn’t know.
Hearing footsteps, Jean turned to see the teal eyed young man, “Hey! What are
you doing to, Rīdā?!”
“Eren!” Armin called out his friend's name, I swung my leg over colliding with
Jean’s knee.
“Ah! Why you?!”
“Jean!” Marco instantly stood up, seeing me push Jean away from me, I ran
around the small chair he was once sitting on.
“Come on, Horseface, let’s settle this once and for all!” I sprinted out of the
house.
“Damn you!” Hearing my rival’s voice from behind. His footsteps were quick to
run right behind me.
“Damn it! Jean! Rīdā! Knock it off or you will regret it!”
“Oh shit, this is going to be good.” Reiner runs out behind Jean, Bertholdt not
long behind him.
The whole house was quick to empty out, Jean standing across from me and I
stood across from him. He held his fists up.
“I’m not afraid to hit a little pansy like you!”
“Oh, please!” spreading my legs out, and my fists up, “You are weak! You just
saw a weak and vulnerable young boy and tormented him!”
Jean stared in silence, he could see a little bit of the young boy, he bullied,
but damn if the boy was born a girl then there is no doubt that Jean would try
to sleep with her, but there is no going back.
“Come on, Mama’s boy.” I taunted him, “I will give you a much better beating
then, Jaeger.”
“Yeah, you show him, Rīdā!” Eren cried out.
“Eren,” Armin turned to him, “Don’t cheer them on. Last thing we need is for
Mrs. Kirstein to come over here and harass Coach Levi, for not being able to
handle a girl who beats up her son.”
“So what, Horseface, is finally going to get a taste of his own medicine.”
I stood in silence, waiting for Jean to strike the first move….
It was a log cabin, about four hours east out of town. Erwin managed to push
the door open, dragging me inside covered up in a blanket.
Looking back from the living room were a pair of eyes, sitting down in the
living room. She was in her mid-teens, blonde hair tied up in a messy bun, and
a hook nose.
As far as she could tell, her dad was expecting about a few of his friends, one
of them, had a boy about her age that was removed from an abusive household.
“Come here.” Erwin spoke tenderly to the young boy. Making his way over, Annie
watched as the tall blonde with the bushy eyebrows removed the blanket from the
boy.
He was pretty thin with unruly dark hair, he look pretty handsome besides
looking complete barbaric.
“Oh Annie, I’m sorry, I didn’t notice you were there.”
“Its alright.” She spoke. Standing up from the couch, she saw the young boy
coming closer to Erwin. From the look on his face, he seemed terrified of her.
“It’s fine, Rīdā, she is a friend of ours.”
There was chattering in the kitchen, meanwhile, outside Annie and I sat on the
porch steps. I was gazing up at the stars, there were more here, then in town.
“So.” Annie spoke out, “You are Erwin's boyfriend? Or something?”
Focusing back to her, she rest her bang behind her ear, “Aren’t you a bit young
for Erwin.”
I turned away, “I’m only sixteen.”
“That’s quite young. He could go to jail.”
“No, he won’t. I will fight anyone who takes Erwin away from me.”
Annie stared back, seeing how furrow my eyebrows are, “Are you sure about
that?”
I turned to her, “Erwin took me away from those bastards, all I need to do is
get stronger, so I could physically protect him.”
“I highly doubt that.” She turned away, I was about to respond to her negative
remark, “You are physically thin, you won’t be able to protect Erwin. You need
to build up your body weight and practice real hard in physical combat.”
I turned away, I would do whatever it took to protect the man who practically
took me away from that hellhole. He has shown me nothing, but generosity.
“You seem like someone who is able to combat a guy twice your height and
weight.” I pointed out, “When, that time comes when I need to practice for
combat, would you be able to help me?”
Annie just sat in silence, ignoring my question.
Day after day, month after month. It was probably a year since I met Annie that
Erwin took me to the cabin that she practically lives in.
It was no easy ride, I dealt with so much blows and so many bruises. Headaches,
and nearly died from a chokehold. However, weekend after weekend, we went to
her house to practice and each month I got better.
…I have acknowledge what Jean is going to do, but he doesn’t have any knowledge
of my fighting skills now.
“Afraid to make the first move?” taunted Jean, “All talk and no show.”
I hung my head to the side, “You will regret everything, Horseface.”
Charging after him, he steps back, and then chuckles before charging after the
woman, he tormented years prior….
My hand took hold of his fist, firmly grasping it, I twisted his arm behind
him, kicking his leg, they swung off of the ground and immediately he falls
flat on his back. A loud painful grunt escaped his lips.
Silence, all there was, is silence. The men stood in complete terror at what
they saw. A young female managed to get Jean on his back. I turned back to
Jean, “I could show you some ‘real’ pain for what you and those other girly-men
had started back during our school years, but I’m being nice.”
Jean stared at me with one eye open. I grunted, “I was not only a sex toy to
Erwin, he was a pretty good influencer, as well, taught me how to stick up for
myself, even if he had to let his friends do it for him.”
I walked back to the porch, stopping to see all eyes were on me, “Stop
staring!”
“Y-yes!” They responded.
Mike lowered the camera lens from his eye, staring at the young woman making
her way up the porch and inside the house. Seconds would past when one of the
young men would follow her directly inside.
It was good to see that she is doing well, defending herself from her former
tormentors. Erwin will be proud, he had been so concern for her well-being
since his letters have gone unanswered.
Placing the camera on top of the closed envelope, signed to Erwin in his
lover's handwriting. Mike had to destroy the slot door and spend nearly an hour
looking for the girl's  letter.
If Erwin saw the letter, then, things turn drastic, he might appear harmless,
but he has friends that the police don't know about, but fear. There is no
doubt that Erwin will get out a free man.
He could find a new job, in another town thanks to his many connections. Of
course, Hanji will be able to get out from that insane asylum as well. Erwin is
her friend, her close friend.
Now there is only a couple more days until the trial, sadly, the entire town
doesn't  realize that the men and women chosen for the jury are already on
Erwin’s side.
***** Chapter 17 *****
A/N: I recommend not reading this story because there are high consistency of
Pedophilia, gore, blood, nudity, rape, mental disorders, high sexual content,
and foul language.
If this triggers you, then I am deeply and sincerely sorry and please don't
continue on.
If you do, don't cry and bitch to me because I warned you!
~*~*~*~*~
There was ruckus in Coach Levi's living room, dining room area. I hate that
noise of laughter and yelling, taking the pillow that I laid on, and placed it
over my head, shielding myself from the noise.
Was it the fact that these were the exact same people that denied me happiness?

Erwin.
Erwin.
I want him back so much. I want to hear his voice, feel the firmness of his
arms when he holds me against his body. If it is possible, I would be pregnant
by now the endless amount of sex...
It's been a couple weeks, but Mike had managed to come by the Ackerman
household to see how the young bo-girl was holding up, and probably have her
come with him to a rather important place....
Turning off the engine, Nile stepped out of his car and made his way to the
porch, he could hear ruckus coming from the living room. Walking on in, he
notice that the boys were sitting in the living room, talking over one another.

Levi was sitting behind them focusing on some imagination while holding onto
his tea cup, "Hey! Excuse me!"
The noise stopped and all eyes turned to the detective, "Have you ever heard of
knocking?" asked Levi snarky.
"Not when the door is all the way open," Nile came into the living room, "I'm
looking for Rīdā."
"Why do you need her?" asked Eren.
"Because we need some statements to use against Erwin on his trial this coming
Thursday."
Oh right, the trial is going to be in a couple of days. This made Levi pretty
nervous, since he....
Hearing footsteps, heads slowly shifted towards the stairs, I slowly took one
step down the flight of stairs one at a time.
"Detective." I calmly spoke out.
Instantly his cheeks turned red, I snarled, "She doesn't like you staring at
her." The men spoke at once.
"R-right." The thin dark haired detective spoke out nervously. Clearing his
throat, he came over, "Rīdā, I need you to come down to the police station and
answer some questions."
I turned to my former coach, he nods his head, I turned back to Nile, "Fine."
Making my way down the flight of stairs, I walked over to the older man, "Just
to let you know, it won't be easy for me to answer. It's only been a couple
months since I last saw Erwin."
"Right."
Making my way outside, I stepped down the stairs and towards his car, "It might
take a few hours until you get her back. She has to speak to the therapist as
well, which you neglect to take her to, Levi."
"What has the therapist ever done to help improve in a person's mental state in
this town?"
"Ah, but this is a good therapist recommended to her. Anyways."
I sat in the passenger seat of Nile's car, heading across town. The older man
could see not once that I had looked out.
"Erwin isn't here, so you could take a look outside."
"Why should I?!" I snarled back, "So I could have flashbacks of this dreadful
town?!"
Nile sat in silence, "Yeah, your right."
I grunted in response.
"It might had been torture to be stuck in that house with no other place to
go."
"Not really. Erwin always took me out of town with him from time to time."
"Where to?"
I sat in silence, I am not going to expose his friends whereabouts.
"Just to hotels, motels, hours away from town. That's all. We will have
passionate sex, and life will go on after that. Sometimes to the mountains to
see the stairs, since my parents refused to take me because of what happened to
my biological mother."
"Who told you about your mother?!" He screamed.
I sat there, staring at him with disgust, "I overheard Levi talking to Eren
about it last night. It is completely grotesque that I would be taking the heat
for something my mom did, but I didn't do."
Nile felt his stomach twist nervously, of course it wasn't the child's fault,
he-She was born to the woman though, and what she had done was completely
wrong. So the only one who could be blamed was the child that the woman bore,
but still...
"None of us should had taken out anger out on you."
I scoffed, "Well, it's too late now." I sat there feeling like tears were going
to fall from my face, my body tensed up, "I hate this town, and everyone in it.
You took away the only one who has made me happy! Only thinking about
yourselves and no one else!"
I placed my legs against my chest, hugging them firmly, "I want Erwin back! I
want to go back home!"
Last time, Nile was there, the place seemed organized, nothing too drastic
except for the amount of blood in the tiny closet just down the small hallway.
It seemed like there was a good amount of recipe books, curious Mike had to
ask.
"So?" He was hesitant to ask in fear of another outburst, I turned my attention
to him, "Whose recipe books are th-"
"Mine!" I interrupted him, "They're mine! Could we go and get them?!"
Nile sat there feeling like he was going to pass out from the sudden outburst.
"Come on, old man, please?"
He wanted to say 'no', but still he was afraid of the young woman's foul
temper.
"Well, first, I need to take you to the police station where a therapist is
wai-"
"No!" I cried out, shaking my fists up and down, "My house now!"
"Stop it or I won't take you to Erwin."
My mouth was completely shut.
Turning into the police parking lot. I instantly jumped out and rushed towards
the old building.
"Come on, old man!" I cheerfully spoke out, pulling the door open, I came too
an abrupt stop. All the oxygen was sucked out of me. Sitting on the bench sat a
familiar face from my past, short blonde boyish hair, emotionless expression on
her face, that reminds me so much of Coach Levi.
"Nanaba." I whispered her name.
Nanaba turned her focus to me, seeing Nile coming through the doors, she stood
up, picking up her briefcase, she came over to the both of us.
"Detective."
"Nanaba."
Staring over to me, nervously, I turned away from her, "Is this the boy."
"Formally." Nile corrected her on the young person's current gender, "But yes,
it is."
"Very well. Rīdā, if you could please come with me? We have a room set up for
our little session."
Nile turned to me, seeing how nervous I looked, "I know, she is intimidating."
I just responded with a groan, slowly I walked behind Nanaba, down the hallway
we went. Staring down, Nile noticed that I was barefoot, and wearing clothes
rather small for my figure. He probably has to ask Marie to lend the girl some
clothes, they look like they're the same size.
Pushing the door open, Nanaba allowed me in first, before shutting the door. I
took my seat, resting her briefcase on the metal, she pulled the chair back.
"Last time, I saw, you were sitting on the floor next to Erwin's legs."
"Should you be talking about this so openly?"
"Nonsense, I had some other friends of ours to toy around with the audio. You
could speak freely about anything you want."
I sat there feeling uneasy, hearing a scoff on her face, "Fine, I'll start.
Erwin isn't doing too good."
"Huh?"
"He doesn't eat that much, like he is suppose to. I believe he misses you way
too much, and your cooking can't blame him. You are practically family to him.
No wonder why he changed you from a male to female."
My heart shattered at the horrific news, a tear slid down my face and then
another. Erwin, the man who saved my life with his love and selflessness, is in
fact dying.
I groaned, trying to clean away my tears, but they did not seem to subside, "I
want to see Erwin. He can't leave me. If he dies, then I will die alongside
him."
"I understand that you solely rely on Erwin emotionally?"
"Yes, he took me away from my abusive dad, and my neglectful mom. He protected
me from the bullies at school."
I sniffed, "When, I made things difficult for him, especially the first four
months. Then after my near death experience, that is when I realize, I need my
Erwin the most."
"He bought me clothes, books, he went to grocery store nearly every single day
for any ingredients I need for dinner that night."
"He showed me love and tenderness when I needed it the most! And here I am,
unable to do anything in return!" Watching as I was sniffling, "Why?! Why does
everything good have to taken away from me?!"
An hour came and went, then another hour....
About four hours had come and went, when the door finally open. I stepped out,
turning my attention over to the slumbering Nile Dok.
"He says, he's going to allow me see Erwin. I don't beIieve he is telling me
the truth." I turned to Nanaba.
Nanaba stood there for a moment before walking around me, standing rather
close.
"I will give a note to Ni-"
"No, I want you to tell Erwin to hold on, to please eat, and take care of
himself." I moved close to Nanaba, "He will win."
"I know that. The jury and the judge are already against this town." She
whispers.
I pulled away and turned to Nile, walking over to Nile, "Wake up, old man!"
Kicking his leg, he woke up startled. I stood in silence with my hands upon my
hips, "I want to go to home," Quickly I corrected myself, "To Erwin's home. I
mean."
Nanaba watched as Nile stood up, "Fine, but first, stop calling me 'old man'."
"Mmm, it depends!" I turned over to Nanaba, and nodded, "Thank you, Miss, for
hearing me out."
"Sure."
"Wait for us outside." Nile kindly ordered.
"Oh-kay." I turned and made my way down the hall. Nile turned and made his way
over to the therapist.
"How is she?"
"Well, she seems quite irritable that you took away from the Smith household.
She spoken about abuse at home."
"With Erwin or..."
"With her dad. Detective Dok were aware of the physical and mental abuse the
girl was going through for many years? By the hand of her own father? Or her
schoolmates? Or any of her other superiors?"
Nile held his gut in. Silence, all Nanaba heard was silence.
"This doesn't look good for you, or this town. I am afraid that I have to call
someone who is willing to remove the girl from her current residence."
"She showed signs of security when Erwin and Hanji was brought up, but her body
language became tensed and show faint signs of anger and fear, when her dad or
someone in town is brought up."
"With Mr. Ackerman not taking her to my appointments, I fear that she is going
to snap and kill someone. Anyone."
"Just like what her mother did." Nile mumbled, focusing back.
"I have this friend, she could stay with, he is able to help cope with her
anger before she cracks, and help soothe her. Have you heard of Mike
Zacharias?"
Nile knew the man well, "Just some man obsessed with hunting."
"I will give him a call, instantly. Meanwhile, I suggest you call Mr. Ackerman
and state to him that I am taking the girl out of his custody and placing her
with Mr. Zacharias."
***** Chapter 18 *****
Nanaba was driving up the street, before turning the corner to the familiar
street where small houses, and houses that lack any green lawn.
It's pretty much a neglective part of town. It is pretty much an area that no
one I know of would ever come around....
My body was jolting slightly, as I laid upon Erwin's lap. His blanket placed
over me, I am still upset about the whole situation with Mike nearly choking me
to death, but mostly with Erwin.
I was getting use to being kept inside his home, but then that damn storm
ruined everything!
I kept quiet. Ignoring Erwin, it was hard to keep silent in bed.
I could feel his hand, it is big and rough reach underneath the blanket, softly
he caressed my head, my hair that he took the time to wash, dry, and trim. His
fingertips massaged my temple, through my locks.
It felt....nice.
It sent chills of pleasure through my body, "Hmmm."
"Does it feel good?"
I kept silent.
Erwin sat there with an unanswered response, "It will take awhile to get the
roof fix. I will make sure that I come to spend time with you."
My hand slid onto his leg, firmly grasping his pants, I don't want to be left
alone, especially, with a bastard that nearly killed me....
"Please don't leave me." I cried out, gripping his pant leg tightly, "I'm
afraid."
Slowly Nanaba drop up to a small house with a dirt front yard. I sat there
silently staring at it, remembering that Miche had to latch a chain and cuff
around my ankle in fear I would run back to Erwin's.
It was around that time, that I started falling for the man.
The door opened up, howling hound dogs followed behind their owner. Tall,
blonde, muscular the hunter came over to the car, a rake of fear begin to
overwhelm me. As close as, he is to Erwin, Miche probably wants to strangle me.
The door opens up, not a kind greeting, I could sense anger in Miche's voice,
"Get out."
My body did, as what it was told. I stepped out, Miche closed the door behind
me, and pushed me towards the house, "Get in there."
Nanaba watched the two of us stepped inside, I opened the door and walked in,
"Don't you dare step out through this door, got it?"
I stood there, nodding my head, he closed the screen door and stomped towards
Nanaba, "Give me one good reason not to strangle that worthless, piece of
shit."
"Easy, Miche, she is only allowed to stay with you just for tonight. Then,
tomorrow, she will be back with Erwin."
He scoffed and turned to the empty door, "If it wasn't for that kid, then,
Erwin would had to come here, to look for the child his sister died giving
birth to."
"Rīdā, doesn't know yet, right?" Nanaba questioned her friend.
"No, she doesn't, it seems like, Erwin is afraid to reveal that they are uncle
and nephew, or should I say uncle and niece."
Miche sighed, "I don't think he would ever tell that kid they are related, he
truly is in love that boy."
I sat quietly on the living room sofa, the two hound dogs were sitting in front
of me, I am afraid of tomorrow. Afraid of seeing the media, many faces who came
only to see what I look like now, the many faces of people who loathe My Erwin.
Especially, my dad. My fear is mostly towards him, and also, the jurors who
will find the man I love, as guilty.
Sitting across from Miche at his small kitchen table, he was stuffing his face
with the meal I made. I just sat there silently staring at it.
"What's wrong?" Miche asked, "Eat."
I shifted my eyes to him, biting my bottom lip, "I'm not hungry."
"Well, I don't care if you are not starving, you will have a long day tomorrow
and many days after that."
I sat there silently.
"Why?" Miche turned to me, "Why do they care about my opinion, Miche? They
would not hear me out when my dad did things to me years prior, but when it
came to Erwin, people want to help me?"
I stared down, "I'm afraid that Erwin would have to stay in prison until he
dies, he did nothing wrong." A tear slid down my face and then another, "Why
punish a good man for taking a neglected child out of a bad situation, but
reward a bad man for neglecting a child, that did not know what he had done?"
The grown man sat there in silence, dropping his fork, he leaned over pressing
his elbows upon his table, he stared at the distraught young woman in front of
him.
"It's because it's the Devil's World, where the good are viewed as evil, and
evil is viewed as good. Just how the world works, with you appearing in court
tomorrow and so forth, there is no doubt in my mind you will be Erwin's get out
of jail free card."
I turned to him, "Don't you dare hold back, kid. Erwin is going to count on
you, as well as, Hanji. All of us are."
I blinked a couple times before staring down at my lap, "Yes, sir."
Sitting back, Miche dropped his arms, "Good, now eat. I'm not going to tell you
again."
I nodded my head, picking up my fork, I leaned down and took a bite of my food.
Miche began to serve himself some more food.
***** Chapter 19 *****
I feel sick to my stomach, "Uhh."
"Calm down, kid," spoke Nanaba as she sat in the passenger side, meanwhile,
Miche drove his truck to the courthouse. I'm not ready for this, I'm nervous,
terrified to be honest, Nanaba spoke about having me be on the stand, what if I
speak out of term or say something out of context?
Coach Ackerman will mostly likely be there, and so will Eren.
Mikasa, probably, I really haven't spoken with her since she turned me down for
prom. Damn, the pain still feels fresh.
Miche slowed down, horrified as she saw the media surrounding his truck, "Damn
it! Rīdā, quickly, cover yourself!"
I turned to the window to see news station cameras pointing into the back
window, lights were begging to flash, and reporters calling out to me, I turned
and grabbed my blanket and shielding my body from them.
"Miss Shadis!" They called out to me, begging for my driver to stop and ask
some questions, police began to surround the area, trying to pry away the news
hungry media.
"Don't these idiots have any car accidents or dead bodies to report instead of
being here?!" I cried out.
"Sadly, they don't." Miche responded, seeing an officer signaling for Miche to
park right in front of the court building.
"Listen, brat," Miche called to me, "I want you to stay, as close as, possible
to me. Got it?"
"Yes sir."
Parking right in front of the large staircase, I peeked over to see police were
still trying to contain the media. There were some stations I never even knew
of, different languages, was the discovery of being transformed from male to
female all across the world.
"I'm gonna shoot these idiots." I snarled.
"Easy, Rīdā, violence is not the answer." Nanaba replied back to.
I sat there in disgust.
Miche turned off his truck and climbed out and into the back, the media was
becoming more pushy, as he opened the door....
....Hearing crying outside the courtroom, people were curiously looking back.
"Tch! What's going on?" Levi whispered.
Quickly news cameramen, reporters were gathering their belongings and rushing
out of the room, "He's here?"
"The boy's here!"
There was muttering in the courtroom about the missing child arriving.
"Ahh!" A scream echoed, "Let go!"
"Just one picture!"
There was a loud crashing sound, like a machine breaking.
"MY CAMERA!!!"
"Hands off of the boy!" An officer could be heard, "That's an order!"
The noises became louder and louder until flashing cameras appeared, random
news media cried out in front of the door.
"That's it! All media is suspending from being in the courtroom!" A voice rang
out, "Gather all your belongings and get out!"
Miche appeared carrying a body, he was forced to the far end corner of the
room, with Nanaba and several officers surrounding them.
"Miche, is Erwin here?"
Looking around, he couldn't see that familiar face, "No."
Opening my blanket a little, over the shoulders of police officers, I could see
curious onlookers looking directly at the corner, some turned to one another
and whispered. Looking further up, I noticed two familiar faces sitting on the
third row bench, staring at me.
My stomach dropped, as I saw, both Levi and Eren. I covered my face once again,
"Hmmm."
Their whispers were beginning to annoy, flinging my blanket back I screamed
out, "STOP TALKING ABOUT ME!!!"
"I'M NOT NO FUCKING ANIMAL AT THE ZOO!!!"
The room fell silent, as the last cameraman stepped out, and the doors closed,
Miche placed me down, I wrapped my arms around me, allowing him to lead the
way.
I don't think, My Erwin is going to show up, thinking to myself.
"Alright, lead the prisoner out." An officer called out.
I gasped, lifting up my blanket.
Both the grip from Levi's and Eren's fists tightened, and so did their necks.
Hearing the sound of a door clicking open somewhere to my lift and chains
clinking, I lifted up my blanket to see a thin sickly man with golden locks and
icy blue eyes.
My heart dropped, next thing you know I was on my knees, there was gasping,
people getting up. Miche removed my blanket and pulled me up to my feet, "Come
on, kid."
Tears began to fell as sobs escaped my lips....
                 "What?" I wheezed, "WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM?!!!"
***** Chapter 20 *****
Miche sbatched my arm before I could run over to the thin man in the
wheelchair.
"LET ME GO!!!" I screamed.
"Calm down!"
I kicked Miche's crotch, groaning in pain, he released me, I sprinted over,
only for Levi to stop in front of me and body slammed on the ground. People
were screaming, I turned to him.
"I'm gonna kill you!" I snarled, "You starved him!"
"It wasn't my intention."
"Liar!" I screamed, kicking my legs, "I'm gonna kill you! I'M GONNA KILL ALL OF
YOOOOUUUUUU!!!"
The media could hear all this screaming in the room. Dtandibg there in silence.
"MONSTEEEERRRRR!!!"
I began to bang my head upon the ground, "Rīdā!" Levi cried out, "Rīdā! Stop
it!"
"Die!" I cried out, continuing to bash my head upon the ground, "Die! You
bastard! Die!"
Eren stood up, rushing over, "Rida, we did not starve him, he just--"
"SHUT UUUUUP!!!!" I lifted my head to  Eren. I moved my head back and screamed
at the top of my lungs:
"EEEEERRRRRWWWWWIIIIIINNNNNN!!!!!"
"Stop this!" Levi commanded, "He did this to himself."
I shook my head, "No, no, no, no....
NOOOOO-AAAHHHHHH!!!"
Levi had never seen someone go fat shit insane before, and all for a measely
man, "Rīdā, please, just listen to me--"
"Rīdā!" A voice calls out, I stopped my crying, Levi gazed back.
"Tch!"
I laid there, quivering, slowly I raised my head, looking past Levi and towards
the entryway to the crowd, Erwin sat in his wheelchair, his wrists and ankles
were bound in connected chains and cuffs.
"Erwin!" I cried, look at him.
"Get yourself together, this instant." He stared at me with these intense eyes.
The room fell silent, grunting, I pried Levi off of me, and crawled over to
Erwin, "Erwin!"
Levi, Eren, Mikasa, mom, dad, everyone watched as I was on my knees, kissing
Erwin's face, his lips. I pulled away and stared at the man I deeply adore, he
look ill, no, he is ill. He was nearly skin and bones.
I sniffed, "Why? Why would they torment you, when you did nothing wrong?"
A tear slid down my face, and then another. Reaching his hands up, Erwin cupped
my face, staring at me. He sighed and leaned forward, pressing his head against
mine.
"You're absolutely stunning, my love." He whispered.
I stood there, hiccuping, "It's been awful." I cried, "Miserable. I hate
everyone."
"I hate Eren." Eren gasped.
"I hate my parents." They stood there rather disturbed.
"I hate the assholes I attended school with." Reiner turned to Bertholdt, and
vice versa. Mikasa's heart just dropped.
"I hate Levi." Levi stood there feeling uneasy, "I hate Nile for putting you in
prison, and the only one I loathed more," I sniffed, my voice broke, "Is
myself."
I rests my hands upon my lover, "I want to kill myself for putting you in
prison, and for sending to the psych ward. My heart ached in pain and suffering
for what I had done. To rid of my pain and suffering, I made others suffer for
me."
"I wanted to do so much more to both Eren and Levi, to make this pain and
suffering go away, to finally ease my revenge, but all I wanted is for the both
of them to kill one another."
"You see, my Erwin, I should be in the psych ward, or in prison, not you nor
Hanji...."
I sniffed, "A child born into violence, will bring violence."
Erwin absorbed my words, caressing his thumb upon my cheek, "Rīdā, you must not
hate others, nor must you hate yourself. Remember what I told you?"
I nodded my headed, "Be better then those who did you wrong? Kindness always
prevails."
"And?"
"And is never the answer."
"Good girl."
He pulled away, still holding my head, "You have suffered for way too long, you
need rest."
As I stared at Erwin, his lips expanded into a gentle smile, "You must rest."
                                  "Rest...."
                                   ~\~\~\~\~
The door to Erwin's cell closed up, Nile turned to his sick friend, who was
resting on his bed.
"In all my time as a detective, I have not once seen a person loose their
sanity as badly as Rīdā's."
"Like I said to you for many days, she's  deathly attached to me, any harm and
she goes insane."
Nile tilted his head to the side, "This happened before?"
"Once, came home with a gunshot wound to my shoulder. I practically had to
knock her unconscious and take her to Hanji's to be hooked up to a oxygen
tank."
Nile stood there disturbed, "You've never told the kid, you are a mobster."
"No, nor did I tell Rīdā that her mother killed Levi's mother."
There was shuffling, Erwin turned back to see the sleeping figure turning to
face him, using the sheet to cover her entire body.
"See how calm she is now, Nile? The judge is rewarding this girl with what she
had lost. Due to the lack of help with this town, it seems like the judge would
be able to let me go."
Nile stood there disturbed, "I highly doubt that. What you are thinking is pure
fantasy."
Erwin removed the blanket, revealing my slumbering face, that rested close to
his thigh, "She's beautiful, just like what I imagined her to look like."
***** Chapter 21 *****
Court was scheduled for the following Monday, in the meantime, I was greeted by
the disturbed whistles of men, as I walked down the rows of occupied cells.
"Hey, baby!" cried one prisoner, "Why don't you spend sometime in my cell?"
I grunted in disgust, putrid men, they make me ill. I arrived into Erwin's cell
with some food I made, that he managed to eat in no time. As quickly as, he was
able to loose a terrible amount of weight, he was quick to gain it right back.
The cell door opened up, and I first to step right in, seeing Erwin doing push
ups. His body glistening with sweat, it made me feel aroused, just staring at
the man, who had gained all of weight back and his muscle mass.
"You have a visitor." The security man announced, stopping, Erwin turned to
stare at me. Seeing me dressed in a long white thick strapped gown.
I stepped around the visitor and placed the basket of food on the table in the
corner.
The security guard left without saying a word, closing the metal door and
locking it.
Life in here, has become boring. I don't know how Erwin has done it, but I know
that I shouldn't be complaining. Life growing up was both horrendous and
boring.
While in Elementary and middle school, I would have to stay in class and do
pointless school work, while others are able to make arts & crafts, or play
around with toys that the school provided for them, even go outside and hang
out with friends, and play on the playground.
How I use to envy them, and hoped that one day that the teachers would allow me
to join in anything fun, but they never did.
At home, it was pretty much the same, except for the fact I would be at the
hospital with either a broken arm or a broken leg, that dad had caused.
I was not allowed to have any toys, as they made too much of a ruckus, nor go
on the internet as 'it will make me dumber then before' (quoted by the bitch my
dad married)
So I was stuck playing solitair on the computer, reading my book, sleep, or
watch through my window, at boys my age, who, were playing on the street and
chit-chatting.
I didn't have a childhood growing up, I lost out in everything growing up, and
in the end, I don't understand how I was treated this way, until a few weeks
ago, it had something to do with biological mother.
"Rīdā?"
I turned back to see Erwin standing behind me, his jumpsuit was halfway off,
dangling freely from his waist.
"Something wrong?"
I turned to him, "No, just wondering what you do during all these gruesome
hours in this cell? It must had been boring for you."
He chuckles, "Indeed, it was, I was allowed to go outside by myself, but just
for an hour, and lunch by myself."
"Now, I understand, how lonesome it was for you growing up. How terrifying it
was, men screaming up the hall, threatening to kill me once they are able to,
except your tormentors were at arms reach."
I stared silently at him before turning away, I sighed, "What's wrong?" He
asked.
I shook my head, "Rīdā, you need to speak up, I can't read your mind."
I turned to Erwin, about to open my mouth, but I sighed and shook my head,
"It's nothing."
"Yes, it is. Speak up, tell me what is going on in that head of your's."
I grunted, and stared up at up, "Tell me of my mother."
"Your mother?"
I stood in silence....
...."I heard a disturbing rumor that you know who my mother is, and you came
here to exact rev--"
"No."
My gaze focused on Erwin, he reached over caressing my cheek, "I moved here to
find a better life for myself, that is all." He could see the disturbing look
on my face, "I promise, I am telling you the truth. Whoever is spreading that
story is trying to make me look bad in your eyes. I would never do such a
horrendous thing."
I stood there doubtful, but Erwin is not the type of man who would seek
violence upon another person. I leaned over, "I believe you."
"I'm relieved." He wrapped his arms around me, holding me close to his chest...
"Ah!" I shrieked, feeling my feet fly off of the ground, Erwin turned to the
bed, walking a few steps before dropping me onto the bed.
Climbing on top, Erwin hovered me, "Let's make up for old times."
"Erwin."
He leans down, his lips pressed against my own.
The dress fell on the ground, and then my underwear, Erwin stared down at my
body, his hands slithered down my side, to my abdomen, and then, up to my
chest, squeezing it.
"Amazing, feels like the real thing." Shaking them, "They are the real thing."
"And they're heavy, as well."
Erwin chuckled, "I'm sorry." He lifted my legs, and spread them apart.
"Excellent," Reaching up, his fingers were massaging my nub.
"Ah!" My eyes were shut tightly and my mouth was open wide, gasping for air, I
whined, "Erwin!"
"Feels good?"
"Y...Yes."
"How about this?" Leaning down, his tongue began
I gasped, "AH---Mfff!"
Covering my screams, Erwin's tongue was flickering up and down, I laid there
panting, cries of pleasure.
"You're still a virgin." Erwin pointed out, staring between my legs, he was
smiling down at me, "Were you waiting for me to take it? I'm honored."
Resting me legs down, Erwin moved back, "Erwin, tell me. Who was the person you
first gave your virginity to?"
"A woman named Marie." He was removing both his socks and shoes, "She was my
childhood sweetheart that abandoned me for another. To ease my aching heart I
moved far away, to here, where I saw you, and fallen hard for you."
I moved my eyes up to the ceiling.
"You were a child then, when I saw you, attending elementary school."
Erwin appeared hovering over me, "I know I should feel guilty for lusting for a
minor, but I dreamt of that day, when you and I will become one."
His hand reached between my legs, lifting one over his shoulder.
"Did it hurt Marie?" I changed the subject back to his former lover.
"Like hell." He easily responded, "But that what because I am too big."
He could see how worried I was, and chuckled, "Don't worry, I will be very
careful."
I sat up as Erwin was smearing his precum around his hard member, "Okay, you
ready? Then lay down."
I laid back down, Erwin sat between my legs, spitting on his fingers he used
his saliva to massage my untouched opening.
I laid there red cheek, slowly Erwin moved closer, and closer, pushing in.
"I'm terrified."
"You might be, but you will eventually enjoy it."
I laid there watching as he managed to pry his tip in, hovering over me,
placing his hands on both sides of my head, he could feel me tighten up, "Easy,
you will rip yourself if you don't relax."
He pushed himself in, I gasped, my neck tensed up, gritting my teeth together.
"Shit!" I grunted, it hurts. My hands gripped firmly upon the pillows that the
jail, so selflessly gave to both Erwin and myself.
Erwin pulled out, I stared down, "No bloody?"
"Some women are able to bleed and some don't."
I laid back down, feeling Erwin sliding back in, "Now," He grunted, moving back
and forth, "You are a woman."
                                   ~\~\~\~\~
I sat in the moonlit kitchen of Miche's home, surrounded by the various
cookbooks that the judge ordered Niles to give back.
I felt satisfied, I have managed to see and spend time with my Erwin, but I
felt the most absolute joy when my books were given back to me, so I could
continue to cook for Erwin.
I flipped a page, staring at the recipe on the following page, reading the
recipes I need, there was this tapping sound at the window, ignoring it at
first, as I was thinking it was some cat.
*tap!* *tap!* *tap!* "Damn it, Rīdā!"
I gasped, turning over to see Levi looking over from the kitchen sink, I stood
up, staring at one of my childhood tormentors.
Slowly, I walked out of the kitchen and cautiously, unlocked the front hard
door, and pryed the screen door open, I went around the house.
"Coach?"
Levi came over, "Give me one good reason, as to not beat the living shit out of
you."
"How did you find me?"
"Tch, I follow right behind you idiots right after the judge dismissed court. I
don't know what sick idea, you are planning, but I am warning you that Eren,
your parents, a few members of the school, and myself are planning on getting
another judge to replace this one. This one basically favors a criminal."
I pushed the coach away, "I'm not planning anything, and I don't understand why
you want Erwin to be put away, when he saved me from this hell hole of a town."
"Because he is a child predator."
"No, he's not."
"Then, explain to me why he had you kidnapped and raped you."
I stood in silence.
"See, you can't come up with an explanation."
"You aren't any better, Coach." I instantly snapped back.
"Oh yeah?"
"None of this would had happened if you never treated me like shit, as a
child," I stood back, "Tell me, why do you and the rest of the town hate me?
And don't you fucking dare lie to me."
Levi stood in silence, now he was pushed in a corner. I stood there in silence,
waiting for an answer.
"You are not so innocent yourself, Sir. Mental abuse, child neglect, child
endangerment, you and the rest of this town are, less then, innocent,
yourselves."
"My dad the most, and so are you. You noticed the wounds on my body, but did
nothing."
Levi came close to me, "You're right. I did nothing, but punish you for
something you don't know about."
I nodded, "I agree."
Levi was getting uncomfortably close to me, "It was what your mother did to
mine."
"My biological mother, and not that whorebag my old man is currently married
to?"
"Yes."
"You're being hesitant, tell me. Tell me now, or I swear to god--"
"If I tell you, would you leave with both Eren and I?"
***** Chapter 22 *****
"You know I can't do that." I turned and made my way back to the front of the
house, Levi was quick to run after me, taking my wrist, "Let go."
"You're fighting."
"I don't know what you are talking about."
"Of course you do." Levi sighs, "You're fighting a war with both your head and
your heart."
"Your mind tells you to choose Erwin because he was able to save you, but your
heart tells you thay you carry the same feelings I have, for you."
"To hell with you." I pulled my arm away, "You lie, I love Erwin. I always, and
I always will."
"Really, Rīdā?"
"Yes." I nodded.
"What if I do this?" Placing an arm around my waist, he pressed his body
against mine.
"Don't you dare." I gritted my teeth.
"Try me."
"Le--"
He leans down, placing his other hand behind the back of my head. Levi pressed
his lips against my own, I stood there pounding my fists against his back.
Trying to break free from his grasp, but his lips....
His lips.
As I stood there, staring back at him, and Levi staring back at me.
"Hmm." It did not occur to me, but I noticed my hand rested against the back
side of my former coach's head until now.
Gripping a wad of hair, I pulled Levi's head away, "Damn it, you're a stubborn,
bitch."
"I might be, but I know what Erwin did was wrong, but it is also right in my
occasion. It might be gross to many, but not to me."
I stared deep into Levi's eyes, "I suggest you get out of town if I were you,
or Erwin will hear about this and send Miche after you."
"Hmp."
I stood there disturbed....
"Something bothering you?"
Erwin stared at me, as I laid on his bare chest. I reached over caressing the
side of his head, "Tell me, I promise I won't say anything."
Deep inside, Erwin felt absolute pleasure in this young woman, when she is
around his heart beats faster then normal.
However, guilt overwhelmed him.
This young person is no ordinary stranger, he knew her mother and knew her
well, and the discovery of her death brought him here.
To the shocking surprise of his mob family, the woman left behind a child with
some cranky middle age man.
It was hard to hear that his own sister died shortly after childbirth, but
these townsfolk consider her death as payback for killing well-loved police
officer.
Erwin knew why, his sister killed Kuchel Ackerman: The Smith Family is a family
of mobsters, notorious for killing people almost every single day. Tired of all
the violence, his sister flee from the family and found herself here.
Maybe the officer knew of his sister's alliance with the mob and tried to
arrest her, but failed, as part of the Smith family.
However, what had to be hard for Erwin, besides his sister's untimely death,
was the fact that he had fallen hard for his own nephew, or should he say,
niece, to a point of obsession.
Erwin smiled gently at Rīdā, leaning down, he kissed her forehead, resting his
head upon her's, "It is none of your concern, just get ready to make a big
dinner for once I get out of here, alright?"
I stared at him, something in my gut tell me something is off, something is
going to happen.
....I stood away from Levi.
"It's getting late. Go on home." I ordered Levi, "And in the morning call your
judge, but believe me, when I say that Erwin will get out. I swear it."
Before I could step away, Levi stopped me, "You have a choice, Rīdā. Runaway
with Eren and I."
I shook my head, "No, if anything, Erwin will be searching for me, and once he
finds me, it is all over for both Eren and yourself."
"I don't care, I will take advantage of the situation," He drawn close, once
again, this time, I was not physically capable to push him away.
I have to admit, I enjoy having these men fight for affection because I lacked
it growing up.
"I just want us to move somewhere, where we could be happy, where our
relationship is much more healthier."
I stood there in silence, resting my hand upon Levi's head, I leaned over,
pressing my forehead against his. I stood in silence caressing his cheek with
my thumb.
"You don't know Erwin." I spoke, "You had never seen him infuriated before,
only I could bring him peace."
Levi stood there disturbed.
"I saw him once, and it was like a demon that infested inside of him."
I saw blood.
I should had been sleeping.
I heard Erwin's screams, and saw hell in his eyes.
His fist connected square in the jaw of another man's face, multiple times that
blood covered his knuckles.
Miche, Hanji, Nanaba, they were there, and they were doing nothing to stop it.
I wasn't able to stop it. I wasn't able to save a man's life that night.
However, the arguement the following day led to me being locked up in the
closet and nearly died from massive blood loss, I cut my foot on the broken
glass from the television I broke.
"Please, don't get involve, Levi. Dont get anyone involve." I turned to him,
"Promise me, Levi. Just allow Erwin to be release and we will leave town in
peace."
"I was never able to fit here, anyways, I am stubborn to accept any forgiveness
from this town, so please. Please...."
Levi walked into his household.
Eyes turned, those who were seated around stood up and stared at the short man,
watching as he closed the door and locked it.
Eren came over, "Where's Rīdā?"
"She's," Pausing for a moment, "She isn't coming."
"What?"
"It seems like," turning to Eren, "We are dealing with someone much more
serious, kid."
Eren snarled, "What the hell do you mean?! What are you talking about?!"
Levi stood in silence, "Coach!"
Levi sighed, "I believe Erwin is a dangerous man."
"Dangerous?"
"Yes, and sadly, I put Rīdā right in the middle of a war."
Everyone was confused, Armin stepped forward, "Uh, Coach, we don't understand
what you are saying."
Levi turned to him, "I'm afraid that Rīdā is stuck in the middle of protecting
an entire town against a dangerous mobster and his men."
***** Chapter 23 *****
In the stack of recipes that were found in Erwin's home, and placed upon boxes
were eventually taken down. Nile came across a journal, hidden away in the
large pile, when handing tje books back to Rīdā, he had kept the journal and
had scanned through it.
Written in either ink or pencil was the diary of the woman, who murdered Kuchel
Ackerman....
Court date was released on a Monday, media was forbidden to enter, due to what
happened previously. However, that did not stop them from surrounding the front
of the courthouse.
The black truck that Erwin was being escorted out of was being shown to drive
to the underground parking lot. I sat next to him, in the long gown, Erwin was
dressed in a black suit and tie, as I sat next to him doubtful, he sat silently
with confidence in his eyes.
Soon enough, as the truck drove towards the entryway that leads to a hallway,
then down the hallway to the elevators.
The driver stopped the engine, climbed out and opened the back door, allowing
me to climb out first, I turned to Erwin, as he climbed out.
Miche came around standing close to Erwin. I turned my focus over to Miche, as
I saw something glistening.
A pistol, Miche was carrying a pistol under his jacket, and what is up with the
glasses?!
"Are we ready?" Erwin asked.
"Ready." Miche responded.
Erwin made his way towards the steps, when a gun cocked, "Hold it!"
Erwin turned to the sound of someone ordering us to stop, there Nile stood with
a few other officers in casual clothing with guns and bulletproof vests.
I stood there horrified, wondering what was going on.
"Erwin Smith, mob and leader of the Smith family. Should had known." His eyes
turned to me, "I find it disturbing that you will have your own nephew commit a
crime of incest without their knowledge."
I stood there confused, and turned to Erwin.
"Hand the boy over, now, Erwin."
I pressed my body against Erwin's, he held me close to him, "We will take him
by force, if we must."
Noticing more men stepping out from behind pillars, the door behind us slammed
open, I screamed, wrapping my arms around Erwin's body, he held me close to
him.
Miche reached for his gun, "Hold it!" The tall blonde stood there, feeling a
gun pressed against the back of his head. In silence, he stood there, stiff.
Nile reached over and grabbed Miche's gun, handing it over to the officer
behind him.
"Erwin Smith, I place you in custody of multiple murders and extortion that
involve your mob family, kidnapping, raping, and incest."
Nile turned to Miche, "Miche Zacharias, I place you under arrest for murder,
assisting in kidnapping, child endangerment, and assistance with the Smith."
He turned over to him, "Let her go, Erwin."
I groaned, I held Erwin firmer, "I can't, as you can easily tell."
"Rīdā." Nile stared down at me, remembering the wounded child he pushed away,
remembering as he watched the boy limp away in pain.
"I'm sorry, Rīdā." Nile took my arm.
"NO ERWIN!!!" I cried out, Erwin came and yanked me away.
"Hands off!"
Nile could see the bloodlust in Erwin's eyes, violence, "I bet your precious
sister would be upset that you are putting her only child in a dangerous
situation."
"Why do you care?!"
"I care because we have finally figured out the truth in Kuchel's death."
I lifted my head to Nile, his eyes turned to Miche, "Care to explain to us, why
you were there the night that Kuchel Ackerman was killed, Mr. Zacharias?"
Erwin turned over to his friend.
"There was a local diner placed between this town and the next that I had
visited, an old waitress had told me that the two women were of friendly terms
with one another and that there was no dispute going on between them that
night."
Nile reached behind his back and pulled out a light teal colored journal. Erwin
gasped, it was his sister's journal, he never dared to look inside in fear of
ripping a piece of paper accidentally.
Nile dropped the journal on the ground and held his gun with both hands, "Funny
how a girl born into a mafia background, managed to flee from the family, and
found herself here. She was tired of the violence, and wanted a normal peaceful
life." Nile stared silently at Miche, and Miche stared back at him.
Miche remembered that night. It took months, but he managed to track down the
woman who matched his missing fiance's description, but she was already married
and has a child coming.
Anger and revenge overwhelmed him.
She needed to pay for betraying him.
***** Chapter 24 *****
In fear of having the woman expose the Smith's hideout, Miche needed to expose
of the woman who was assisting the soon-to-be mother in exposing them.
Miche followed his former lover to a diner outside of town, there he saw her
with a woman a decade or two older then her, waiting for her in the parking
lot.
Kuchel and her friend made it inside and took their spots at the very end of
the old fashioned diner. Miche stood there in the pit of darkness, as his
fiance and Kuchel were laughing and talking, but soon enough their faces became
serious.
His eyes watched as the pregnant woman took out some pictures from her purse
and was spreading them out on the table.
His eyes expanded wide as he realized that the woman was exposing her mafia
family to a well-respected officer. Kuchel can't know anything.
Waiting for the two women to walk out and head to their cars, Miche appeared
and pulled the trigger on the back of the detective.
"NO!! KUCHEL!!!"
"Why did you do it, Miche?" Nile questioned the taller blonde, "Why did you
frame a innocent woman for a crime that you had commited?"
Erwin stood there shock, turning to his friend, this wave of betrayal
overwhelmed him.
"Was it because your former fiance was gonna do the right thing and was about
to expose the whereabouts of the Smith's family?"
Miche slammed the pregnant woman against her car, she was a utter mess, tears
and snot falling down her face.
"If you say anything about your family, I swear to God your child is going to
be next."
"No! I swear!" She groaned, staring at Kuchel, who laid face down on the dirt
ground.
"All this time, and we blamed a innocent woman, who was locked up and died in
prison for something she did not do." Nile frowned, "How much it hurt for her
to keep silent, just so her child could be kept safe."
Erwin snarled, terrified Miche turned and was gifted with a fist to the face.
Knocking himself to the ground, Erwin climbed on top of him.
"Erwin!" I cried out.
"YOU BASTARD!!!" Erwin connected his fist with Miche's nose, "IT WAS YOU!!! YOU
KILLED MY SISTER!!!"
"Erwin!" I cried out, pulled on his jacket, "Stop it! You'll kill him!"
Again, and again, Erwin hit the man.
"Erwin!" I cried out, "Er--"
A loud banging sound caught everyone by surprise. Nile stood there horrified,
my body was trembling. Erwin slowly withdrawn his grip upon Miche's shirt, and
stood up, holding unto his abdomen, removing his hand, he saw red liquid
covering it.
"Erwin?"
He turned to me, Miche laid there with his hidden gun aimed at Erwin, another
gunshot and it struck Erwin in the back.
Down he went in front of me, to his knees, I whimpered and held Erwin, "Erwin!"
I cried, "Erwin, no!"
"God," Erwin grunts. "Have...mercy."
Nile and all those who stood around, just stood in horror, as I landed on my
knees, with Erwin resting against my body.
Miche coughed and dropped his gun, and then his arm. Coughing once again, he
wheezed.
"Erwin!" I cried with tears streaming down my face, "Please!"
"Someone call an ambulance!" I cried out, turning to Nile, "Nile, please!"
He stood there emotionless, "Don't let Erwin die!"
He remembered, that innocent child bloodied and bruised after his tormentors
punched him and pulled his hair, stomped on his limbs.
"Please, s-sir!" The little boy cried, "It hurts!"
"Go away!"
Nile's body shook, closing his eyes, "Go on home, you'll be fine!"
The little boy held unto Nile's pant leg, crying and begging.
"Call the ambulance, damn it!" Nile ordered.
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News spread of what happened in the basement, quickly it was Keith Shadis that
sprinted to the basement, in fear that his child was harmed.
"Don't die..."
"Rīdā!" He cried out, stopping at the railing, he saw me performing CPR on
Erwin.
Before Levi and Eren arrived, he hurried down the walkpath, "Rīdā."
"Don't die..." I repeated, pumping on Erwin's chest, leaning over to give the
man some oxygen before returning to trying to start Erwin's heart, "Please,
don't die."
"Rīdā." Keith called out, leaning down, "Rīdā, stop."
I turned to my dad quickly, a tear slid, and then, another, "Help him, dad!
He's not waking up!"
Keith just stood there frowning, "That's because he's dead, kiddo."
"No. He's not dead!"
I turned back and continued CPR, pumping Erwin's chest.
"Rīdā, there is nothing you can do."
"Yes there is!"
Keith rested his hand upon my shoulder, making me stop moving. I stood there,
whimpering, "He's alive!" I turned to my dad, "He's just sleeping!"
Staring down at Erwin, his eyes were partially open, and so was his lips.
I turned back to him, my body shaking, rocking back and forth, a long loud
groan escaped my lips.
My heart just dropped to my stomach.
"Erwin." I cried....
                      "EEEEEERRRRRRWWWWWIIIIIIINNNNNN!!!"
Keith stood there, watching as his child rested her body over Erwin's corpse,
crying and wailing loud.
"YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!!!" I cried, "ERWIIIIIN!!!"
More and more people began to fill the open door leading the parking lot
basement.
Keith leaned over, prying my body, I turned and pressed my head against his
chest, crying loudly. This emptiness I have, it will no longer be filled, now
that Erwin is gone....
....I laid in bed, staring into thin air.
"She hasn't eaten in three days." Mom spoke, "She hasn't moved, nor has she
spoken a word since then."
Levi turned and made his way up the stairs, to the old room he was taken to
years prior.
He twisted the doorknob and pushed the door open, seeing the scrawled body of
his heartbroken former team member. She look sick to his eyes.
"Hope you don't mind me coming in?" He turned the door and closed the door
behind him, making his way over, Levi took a seat next to me.
Staring at me in silence, I blinked a couple times, sniffing.
"I'm sorry for your loss."
I was silent.
"I know how it feels to lose someone precious." He paused for a moment, "They
say time helps ease the pain, but in all reality it helps you deal with the
pain." He leans down, "You lost your mother, and now you lost your uncle."
Levi kissed my cheek, "Let's go somewhere special."
                                   ~\~\~\~\~
Levi stopped at the cemetery, seconds before a woman and her young daughter
left a gravestone filled with flowers with candles.
Stopping his car, he climbed out, and went to the passenger side.
The area of the gravestone rested near a tree that had been long neglected due
to the resident nearby that rested, but it appeared that the cemetery owner is
trying all it can to restore it to it's formal glory.
Levi came walking over to the grave, he sat the mourning young woman on the
ground, she stood there looking at the beautiful roses and carnations, making
her followed up to the gravestone that held a specific name.
Sniffing, and hiccup, it was her mother's grave. A tear slid down her face and
then another.
Hearing footsteps, Levi turned and saw Nile coming over with Eren trailing
behind.
"We need to talk." Nile spoke, "Eren could keep the girl company."
Eren knelt down next to me, as both Levi and Nile stood by the small driveway.
"That is a nasty job you did with Miche, Ackerman."
Levi was escorted into a room, where Miche was chained up and waiting. Levi's
body was radiating in heat as anger overwhelmed him, there, bruised and alive
was the real killer responsible for his mother's death.
Taking his seat, Levi sat there staring at the man, who refused to stare at the
coach.
"Tch, can't look at the son of the woman, you killed? Guilty?" Levi leaned
over, "You made all of us look like demons to a child, who had no
responsibility for my mom's death, and you made her mother look evil."
"She died in prison for a crime, she did not commit." Levi's heart was racing,
"She kept silent in fear that you will kill her precious child, she had
carried."
Miche turned to Levi, "I don't have no regrets."
Sitting there silently....
The chair tipped over, Levi climbed over the table and struck Miche, causing
him to tumble off of his chair and unto the ground.
"YOU MADE A CHILD SUFFER FOR YOUR CRIMES!!!" Levi lifted up the chair, "YOU
KILLED HER MOTHER AND DESTROYED HER CHILDHOOD!!!"
Slamming the chair upon Miche's body, harder and harder.
"YOU KILLED A MAN WHO WAS TRYING TO GIVE HER A BETTER LIFE!!!"
Blood, and more blood splattered upon his clothes, upon his flesh. The door was
forced open, a few police men came and separated Levi.
"NO!!! I'M NOT DONE!!! I'M GOING TO KILL HIM FOR KILLING BOTH MINE AND RĪDĀ'S
MOTHER!!!"
....There was coughing.
"Rīdā!" Eren cried over.
I leaned down, as blood exploded across the flowers, covering my mouth, blood
continued to seep out through my fingers.
"Levi!" Eren cried over.
"Oh no!" Both Levi and Nile rushed over, I leaned against Eren's body, coughing
and gagging.
Everything was becoming a fog, I could hear the sound of various voices calling
out to me before a certain voice called out to me....
                        "Rīdā." Erwin called out to me.
***** Chapter 25 *****
There she laid attached to a machine, and soon enough that machine will have to
be turned off.
It's not fair!
When, life was going for the better, it was taken from her!
"Don't die." Levi muttered, clinching firmly to her top, rising his head, he
stared at the dying female, "Don't you dare die!"
"I need you!"
"Eren needs you!"
Levi stared silently at her, remembering all the yelling, all the cursing, the
bruises and broken bones. How sickly the boy looked due to all the stress that
took a dangerous toll on his body, of the neglect of growing up.
"Don't give up." Levi's word slipped out of his mouth, "I'm sorry. You hear
me?! I'm sorry! Damn it!"
Unknowingly, tears fell down from his face unto the girl.
"Don't leave me," He reached over, "You're life isn't suppose to end this way."
He paused, staring at her, desperate, "Wake up....Wake up, damn you! You
fucking piece of SHIT!!"
Nothing was able to wake the female up, troubled, Levi pressed his head upon
her chest, his body trembling. Closing his eyes, he laid quietly, with his
breathing quivering.
"I don't want you to go," Rising his head up, "There is so much I want us to
do, and that damn brat, Eren could tag along."
Rising up, Levi leaned over kissing her head, "But, if you want to be with
Erwin, I can't blame you. He was the better person, then I could ever be...."
As everyone stood around the closed coffin, Levi stood in silence with his sun
glasses over his eyes, hearing sniffling, he turned to see Mr. and Mrs. Shadis
standing side by side, the woman was a complete mess.
Turning his gaze around, he saw the girl's former teammates surrounding her
coffin, former schoolmates, family members.
Eren was so distraught that he was sitting on the ground, tears falling from
his face. A hand reached over, grasping his hand, he turned over and focused
upon his wife.
She turned to him, "I wish I knew of Dr. Grisha Jaeger."
He stood in silence, staring at her, "He was the one, who was able to revive
you, Rīdā."
She blinked at him, and leaned over, and whispered, "It was your voice I
heard."
Levi felt her lips touch his cheek. He stood in silence.
At night, Eren rested upon his girlfriend's lap, caressing his head, his pillow
upon her lap, his arms around her waists.
"How's he doing?"
I turned my focus over to my husband, "He's asleep."
Climbing in bed, Eren's head was pressed against my slightly swollen stomach.
"How are you feeling?"
I turned to Levi, as he climbed into bed, "I'm doing fine, I don't know which
baby is your's or Eren's that Hanji was able to put inside of me, but it keeps
on moving around."
I smiled, "It might be Eren's."
"I mean," Levi paused for a moment, "It's been three years."
"It has." I leaned against the bed post, "There are times, when I wish he was
here, but then I am glad."
I shrugged my shoulders, "I didn't know Erwin was my uncle. If I knew sooner
then, I would had given my virginity to either Eren or you."
Levi sat up, kissing my head, "No need. Now let's get to bed, alright."
Levi pried Eren off of me, on the customized super size, king size bed that
Eren ordered and bought just for the three of them. I adjusted the pillow under
Eren's head, and laid down, Levi shut off his light, allowing the bedroom to be
complete dark.
I could feel Levi to my left, taking my arm and resting his head against mine,
and suddenly, vice verse with Eren.
I sighed, kissing Levi's head and the. Eren's before laying in silence.
It felt like yesterday, I lost Erwin, I will always miss him, and I will always
love him, but now I have a husband, a boyfriend, and babies to take care of.
In a town that once harnessed great hatred for me, I had finally found where I
belong in this town....Thanks to Erwin.
                                   ~THE END~
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