Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/13358490. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア_|_Boku_no_Hero_Academia_|_My_Hero_Academia Relationship: Bakugou_Katsuki/Midoriya_Izuku Character: Bakugou_Katsuki, Midoriya_Izuku Additional Tags: Angst, Comfort/Angst, Past_Rape/Non-con, Porn_With_Plot, Comfort, First Time, Anal_Sex, Anal_Fingering, Bakugo_getting_secretly_angsty_and worried_about_Midoriya Stats: Published: 2018-01-13 Completed: 2018-02-07 Chapters: 2/2 Words: 8665 ****** To Mend A Hero ****** by BluKrown Summary After being attacked by Shigaraki, Midoriya has been recovering. A week has gone by and Bakugo is obviously concerned about it. Notes If you want the dark details of the events before now, here’s the link. Warning, it does include rape and blackmail so please be cautious. ***** Help ***** A week had gone by. A week of an unnaturally silent Midoriya. His mother did not suspect. She thought he was just tired and worn from a long day of shopping with his friends, and perhaps finally knocking out after such a harsh exam that had taken so much out of him. Not like Midoriya would tell her the truth anyway. Midoriya, through harsh and heavy breaths, a hand clenched around the fabric of Bakugo’s shirt, his nails scratching his skin, had asked him to not say a word. And although Bakugo was tempted to refuse, show a slight bit of compassion and tell him to go to All Might,, he did not. Knowing only shame would come to the childhood friend, only nightmares and memories Bakugo knew Midoriya would rather forget. Bakugo, although acting his usual cold and uncaring self, had taken the tendency to visit Midoriya. Almost as if he wanted to check up on him. But this was not in the normal way of course, he did not want Midoriya’s mother to be suspicious of him. Even she knew that he had given distance between himself and Midoriya, and it would only cause unwanted concern. It mostly came with him creeping in through Midoriya’s window, although usually surprising him everytime he did so. He was always on the edge after all, always thinking that it maybe someone else who was trying to get in. It was a stroke of luck that summer holidays had begun, otherwise Midoriya and Bakugo were both not sure if he could even handle being surrounded by a crowd. And sometimes Bakugo could recall it. He had secretly been shopping that day, wanting his own summer camp supplies but not wanting to be affiliated with the losers who had thought up the idea in the first place. He had then saw it, a fearing Midoriya, being held by the neck of a stranger. Bakugo could have sworn that if he had not recognised the boy’s face in the crowd, he would have never stopped what was to happen next. In fact, he could have stopped it, if he had only kept up with the two. But he lost them in the crowd and although Bakugo strained to look for any hooded figure and a messy fuzz of hair, he could not find him. As each minute and second went by, Bakugo knew it was only leaving Midoriya in more danger. He had to find where they were, it would be too late if he were to call the police, not like he would ever think of doing so. Soon he realised the attacker would want to be away from the crowd, after all, the more people are the more likely someone would catch on. It did not take long for him to find that bathroom, unclean and having graffiti all over the walls and stalls. And there was only one stall that was locked, and Bakugo had an unnerving feeling that he found the spot. It was a blur what happened next, Bakugo could recall he had stayed calm yet obviously angered by the scene before him in that stall. The dangerous villain Shigaraki about to have his way with Midoriya. After that he could only recall guiding Midoriya out of the bathrooms and the shopping area as quickly as possible, rushing down alleyways to keep eyes on the pale and unfocused high schooler. Bakugo had dropped Midoriya home, his mum not home luckily. He knew he could not stay, he knew he would only remind Midoriya of what had just occurred. He would stay away, at least for a day, but he would not lose track of the childhood friend. He had dumped the mess on his bed, nearing the bedroom door Bakugo had said, “Clean yourself up. And call if you need anything.” There was a burning throughout this whole occurrence. A fire that burned in his brain and chest. He wanted to do something. He wanted to kick that disgusting piece of shit asshole motherfucker where the sun don’t shine so he would never touch Midoriya ever again. But he knew he could not do it. Although he was driven by such anger and animosity, common sense still washed parts away. He was a high schooler, a first year at that. It was a miracle Shigaraki had given up there and had not started a fight, and Bakugo had a dark feeling that he would have never win. Besides, he had no idea where to look for the fucking rapist. No clue at all. All he could do, as much as he hated to think such, was look out for Midoriya and make sure that he would not be attacked or come to hurt himself. So a week went past, Bakugo visiting everyday at least once, climbing up the building to Midoriya’s window and creeping inside, usually welcomed by a more than usually timid and quiet Midoriya. Bakugo did not try to cheer him up, he did not know how. Instead he only distracted him, bringing comics and magazines featuring all of his favourite heros. Finally, on the evening a week after the event, in the late Friday afternoon, Bakugo’s phone rang. He had lifted up the screen to see ‘Midoriya Izuku’ was the caller. In any other instance he would wait until a few more dials but the past week he had been on edge, and Midoriya had never called him by phone before now as Bkugo was the one to decide whether he would visit. He answered it straight away, trying to hide concern as he said a ‘hello’. “K-Kacchan?” “Yeah? What is it Deku?” There was silence for a moment and Bakugo felt himself get up from his bed. “Is there something wrong Deku?” “Ah . . . Um  . . .” He could hear it, the nervousness, the anxiety. “Spit it out already.” Bakuo said, not wanting to waste time. “Ah . . . Uh . . . M-My mum . . . She’s um, going out for the w-weekend with friends and . . .” He could hear the shuffling of something in the background. Bakugo could almost imagine Midoriya lying in bed, trying to fall asleep instead of stay awake. “Uh . . . C-Can you . . . Um  . . . Come over, please?” “Fine.” Bakugo muttered, getting his backpack from the side of the room. “I’ll go through the front, I’ll be there in a bit.” “O-Ok.” Bakugo had arrived in no time, as they were quite close by and Midoriya welcomed him with thanks. But neither said much after that. Midoriya offered drinks and snacks but Bakugo refused both. And then they settled in Midoriya’s room. Bakugo reading through a magazine he had found on Midoriya’s floor, sitting on the carpet and Midoriya awkwardly sitting on his bed, reading over Bakugo’s shoulder. A strained silence filling the room. This quiet did not last for long, however, as Midoriya finally gave up and broke it. “L-Listen Kacchan.” Midoriya said, his voice shaky. Bakugo looked up to Midoriya, his face calm. He did not intend to be harsh for now at least. “W-Why are you doing all of this for me? I mean I-” “Do I need a reason?” Bakugo interrupted. His eyebrows in his usual frown as he crossed his arms over his chest. “What? Uh . .  I guess not, but why are you doing all of this-” “Do you really think I’m that much of a prick that I’ll leave a fucking loser like you alone after the shit that happened? Are you really that much of an idiot?” Bakugo said, his voice strong and loud, so much louder in volume from Midoriya’s. “What? No, I understand that but-” “So you’re thinking I really am a prick, huh?” Bakugo’s nose wrinkled as he got to his feet. “I might be a asshole but I’m not a fucking heartless one.” With that Bakugo turned his back, taking steps to the door. “Wha- Wait! K-Kacchan, don’t leave!” Midoriya said desperately, climbing off his bed hurriedly and taking a grip on the sleeve of Bakugo’s shirt. “I- I didn’t mean it like-” “Do you really think I’m that much of a monster?” Bakugo asked, his head still turned away. But as Midoriya looked down out of shame, his eyes caught onto the blonde’s fist which were turning white from how hard he was clenching them. “No, Kacchan.” Midoriya said and for the first time his voice sounded strong. “I-It’s just . . . It’s just you’ve never done anything like this before.” Bakugo turned around and although his face mirrored his calm demeanor when he was not usually spitting insults, his eyes were crinkled and glaring with spite. For a moment Midoriya faltered, feeling like a fool for bothering and annoying Bakugo who gave him such rare kindness. “I found you in that mess.” Bakugo began, his sharp red eyes staring harshly down onto Midoriya’s own, so much so Midoriya wanted to look away. “And since you don’t want anyone else to know, who else is supposed to look after your sorry ass? Besides, as I said, I don’t need a reason.” Midoriya nodded, finally looking away. Swallowing in his dry throat as his eyes darted around the carpet. “I . . . I really am grateful, Kacchan.” Midoriya murmured. “I . . . I d-don’t know what would have happened . . . I-If no one found me.” Bakugo’s hand rose from where it had burrowed into the pocket of his pants, coming to rest on Midoriya’s chin before lifting his face up to look at him. Midoriya was tearing up, his wide eyes half closed and squinting as he strained to stop glistening tears from falling from his lashes. His bottom lip trembled and his eyes darted between Bakugo’s. As if searching for something. “I-I-I could have been killed, K-Kacchan. O-Or worse, I . . . I could’ve, I could’ve been . . .” Midoriya sniffed, tugging his sleeve over his hand to rub his nose of snot. “A-And I-I couldn’t do a-a-anything.” “Hey, nerd listen-” “He threatened civilians Kacchan.” It was Bakugo’s turn to be quiet, and be interrupted. Midoriya’s shoulders began to shake, and he was now breathing through his mouth. “H-He said. . . If-If I didn’t obey . . . H-He would’ve. . .  Would’ve hurt and killed all. . . All those people. I-I-Innocent people, Kacchan.” “Deku, really you don’t have to-” “But I do Kacchan. I do.” Midoriya interrupted again. “I-I want y-y-you to un- understand completely. Cos . . . I don’t think you understand.” Bakugo stayed silent at that. It had crossed his mind, why had Midoriya not just used his quirk and escape. He could do that at least, although perhaps with the sacrifice of injured limb or two. “Deku, that’s enough, I get it-” “J-Just let me f-f-finish.” Midoriya said, his words faulty and stumbling. His nose was now red from all the the times he had rubbed his nose. “H-He was going to go . . . Go further t-t-too. H-He was . . . H-He really l-liked it, K- Kacchan. H-He really . . . Really e-enjoyed it.” After that he could not muster anymore. Midoriya could only cover his face with his hands, his shoulders heaving as harsh and uneven breaths came through his mouth. Bakugo could only stand there, rather confused on what he was to do. Should he try to comfort him, even though it would probably fail and make things worse? Or should he just leave him bt styaing in the house just give him space? Or perhaps even leave the apartment entirely? It seemed that Midoriya had his answer, as he dropped his hands from his face, reaching out and pulling Bakugo into a hug. For a moment, Bakugo was shocked, frozen solid with surprise by the rather bold action. For another moment, he was about to push Midoriya away and insult and degrade the boy a bit more. But he didn’t. As he had said before, he was a complete and utter asshole, not heartless or anything, just a plain old angry one. So he stood there, with Midoriya’s arms wrapped around his neck and his head resting on his shoulder. Bakugo could feel Midoriya’s tears begin to soak his shirt, could feel Midoriya’s out of control breathing, how he strained to control his tears and his raging emotions. Bakugo had a side that wanted to push away, say he did not want to be even touch by the loser nerd, let alone in a snotty and tear soaked hug. But there was another side, perhaps the only part that had compassion, or just gave a shit about Midoriya, who was the one to take hold. In any case, he felt his own arms wrap around Midoriya’s waist. He could feel the widening and thinning of Midoriya’s core, as it moved with his still out of pace breaths. Bakugo cautiously stroked a line up and down the other boy’s side, thinking it was the only thing he could do to comfort him. Midoriya was calming down now, no more tears were soaking Bakugo’s shoulder and Midoriya was now sniffing his nose so he could breath through it instead of his mouth. There was a moment of silence then and all was quiet. Even Midoriya had stopped sniffing and sobbing, and they were filled with a rather comforting stillness. Then, slowly, Midoriya pulled away. The skin under his eyes and cheeks were a red that now matched his nose. There were still visible trails of where tears had slid down the boy’s cheeks, and his eyes were still teary. “Thank you K-Kacchan.” Midoriya murmured, pulling his sleeve as to wipe his eyes again in an effort to clear them. “I-I really mean that I do.” He then gave a snotty sniff. Bakugo was without words for a moment, just looking over the mess of a high schooler that stood before him. He could not recall the last time he had seen Midoriya cry. The boy had always run off or restrained himself whenever he had been near, which had happened before. But the last time it had happened, would have probably been in the first year of elementry school, where Bakugo had persisted countlessly, asking him about his quirk half eager to see and half eager to show off his own. So much so that his eagerness became overwhelming, and as Midoriya had sobbed with Bakugo awkwardly patting his back, the boy had admitted it. He was quirkless. Bakugo could recall the world had cracked that day. Perhaps for good or for worse. The kid who stuck with him was a weakling. A nobody. A quirkless loser with no future ahead of him but only to be a dull and boring normie like the rest. Not a hero like they had both dreamed to one day be. Yet here he was. A potential hero to rival Bakugo, with power and mental fortitude. He was calculating, kind and caring. So much different from Bakugo. Why was it then that in this moment he felt so much concern, so much worry, so much fear for the boy who was wiping his eyes with the sleeve of his hoodie? He had an urge to hit him. He had a urge to shout and insult him. He had a urge to pull him into a hug, keep him close and safe as if no one would harm him if he had no distance from him. None of them felt different or wrong or out of place. “I do the things I want to do.” Bakugo finally answered, his hands hanging at his sides. “No need to feel grateful.” “But I am Kacchan.” Midoriya said. His eyes filled with seriousness for ones that only moments ago were leaking tears. “Y-You’re helping me recover. I- I wouldn’t be able to do it alone. So . . . Thank you.” “Whatever.” Bakugo muttered. “I’d rather have you being annoying and happy instead of annoying and fucking crying. Doesn’t give me a good feeling.” Midoriya let out a small laugh, nodding as he fiddled with the ends of his sleeves. “Still . . . Thanks.” Bakugo felt his feet move forward, closing the gap until their chests and noses were millimetres apart. He could not understand why he was closing the distance between them. All he could comprehend was the fact that his hands were now reaching to carefully touch Midoriya’s cheek, his thumb wiping away a tear track down the boy’s cheek. “K-Kacchan?” Midoriya murmured, his eyes looking in between Bakugo’s two red one’s. “What’s wrong?” “You look ugly when you cry.” Bakugo said back, his voice low and a grumble in his throat. “It doesn’t suit you.” He could see a hint of confusion, but most of it was washed over with easy bemusement. “Thanks Kacchan.” His voice low as his eyes looked downwards. “I told you not to thank me.” Bakugo said flatly, realising he was guiding Midoriya by the chin up to look at him with his other hand. And before he could think to abort the action, his lips were kissing Midoriya’s. He knew the boy had stiffened, but he felt no hand push him away. No, on the contrary. A scarred and calloused hand came to cover the hand on Midoriya’s cheek. The fingers caressing the back of Bakugo’s hand as he soon felt Midoriya’s lips move along with his. They were cautious, both filled with fear and unease as to why they had even gotten to this point. But neither stopped, neither pulled away or made noises of disapproval. Bakugo’s teeth nipped on Midoriya’s bottom lip, and he felt the other boy stiffen slightly. But he did, again, not retract from him. He could feel it, Midoriya breathing through his nose, the air brushing against Bakugo’s skin. He would pull away, to give Midoriya room to breath but he feared it. The fact that if he pulled away, it would end. Either he would not have the guts to pull him back in or Midoriya would come to his senses. Perhaps this is why his lips pressed harder to Midoriya’s lips, feeling desperation twinge somewhere in his chest at the thought of it ending. Midoriya’s free hand was at Bakugo’s neck, and the blonde’s other hand somehow wove it’s way around Midoriya’s waist to keep him pressed to his chest. His tongue slid out to lick at Midoriya’s lips, only hearing a gasp before the other boy’s lips were open and letting Bakugo in. The room suddenly felt hotter. Bakugo could feel a heat grow along his cheeks, ears and neck. The same feeling coursing down his body where he ignored the aching and heat emanating from below his stomach and in his pants. It was not as if Midoriya was not affected by this, however, as Bakugo could hear the uneven breaths through his nose, sometime gasping through Bakugo mouth as he tried to control his breathing which was not thanks the tears. Bakugo could not recall how long this went for. It could have gone on for a few second, for a few minutes or even hours. But he soon felt his knees weaken, tired of standing for so long or just wanting to rest as arousal was pulsing through him. Their kisses were becoming sloppy and messy, tongue’s missing their mark and teeth clashing against teeth. It was unsurprising that Midoriya began to seem to shrink, or rather loose energy, his knees weakening under him. “K-Kacchan, I . . .” Midoriya managed to utter, the fingers at the back of Bakugo’s neck tightening at the skin. Bakugo shuffled on his feet, trying to recall again where in Midoriya’s room they were, pressing the smaller boy backwards until his legs bumped the bed. Midoriya sat, not once pulling away, craning his neck to keep contact as Bakugo pressed a hand to the boy’s chest to push him down onto the bed on his back, following to hover over him on his elbows and knees. Although Bakugo’s mind began to fog and mist, he could feel hands tucking under his shirt and scarred fingertips touching over the muscles of his stomach and abdomen. He wanted to continue, relish the touch that made shivers coarse down his spines. But he felt himself frown, pulling away from Midoriya’s lips when the rest of his body ached to return. A line of drool glittered when their lips split apart, breaking and slowly dribbling down Bakugo’s chin until he wiped it away. Midoriya lay on his back, his chest heaving. His face was pink and ears matching. His eyes glittering with blown pupils and lids half closed. Midoriya lay there, eyes looking expectant, slowly turning into confusion as he seemed to wait for Bakugo’s next move. “Kacchan?” The boy asked, rising up slightly to rest on his elbows. “W-What’s wrong?” “This is.” Bakugo said flatly, getting off of the other boy to sit on the edge of the bed. “What do you mean? How is this-” “All of this is wrong you idiot.” Bakugo sharply said, twisting his head to glare at Midoriya. His voice rising into a yell with each syllable. “How the fuck can I go further when I know you were literally raped a week ago, huh? How the fuck am I supposed to get on with it when you're literally hysterical when I even offered the idea of leaving? How the fuck can I think of-” “K-Kacchan quieten down-” “- sleeping with you when you were crying literally minutes ago? Huh? How do you expect me to go with this, you shitty nerd?” Bakugo immediatly shut his mouth after that, turning his head away as his brain fell into chaos as his mind tormented him for saying all of it. “K-Kacchan listen . . . I . . . I want this.” Midoriya’s voice caught him off guard. He sounded confident, that was a rarity these days. “How could you even want this?” Bakugo asked, turning to finally look at Midoriya, who now was sitting up right. “Only a fucking week ago a guy was fucking raping you, Deku. And now you want to have sex with me? How can you be ok with that?” His voice slowly becoming more indignant as he went. He wanted to stop, to shut up and say no more. But he was angry. Angry that Midoriya can be so easily persuaded. He tried not to think that this is how it happened with that villain. “W-Why are you like this Kacchan?” Midoriya now had his own frown, although mixed with confusion and something close to fear. “Like what?” “Like . . . Like you don’t want it.” “Of course I fucking want it.” Bakugo bursted back, sitting up to his feet to glare over Midoriya. “Why would I even still be here if I didn’t fucking want this? Why would I even give a shit? Huh?” “Well then w-why are you acting-” “Because I’m fucking scared, you useless nerd.” Bakugo retorted, his voice like venom. But his scowl loosened as he realised what he said, once again he was saying too much. He was saying stuff he should not say, it was the end, it was all over. “W-Why are you scared?” Midoriya asked. Not giving Bakugo time to backtrack and change his answer. Bakugo gulped, clenching and unclenching his fists. “That you’ll end up thinking me the same as that . . . As that fucking prick motherfucker who did all this fucking shit to you.” Midoriya frowned, his eyes filling with astonishment and more confusion. “K- Kacchan, how could you think you’re like Shigaraki? You’re nothing alike.” “I don’t know that. For all I know I’m gonna fucking . . . Bring back some shitty memories and ruin all of it . . . Make you freak out and . . .” His voice faded off after that. He felt a hand take a soft grip on some cloth of Bakugo’s shirt and he cautiously turned around. Although Midoriya was skinnier than usual and with dark underlines under his large eyes, His eyes looked determined, filled with truth. “You will not.” Midoriya said bluntly. “I want to do this so . . . So . . . So if . . . If something happens . . . Like that . . . I-I want you to make me  . . . F-Forget them.” His voice had slowly fell into murmuring, his face looking away as a pink tint grew on his face again. Bakugo frowned, “What? Like wiping them away?” Midoriya silently nodded, visibly too embarrassed to say more. His hand, however, squeezed at the cloth in his fingers, as if tugging, urging Bakugo to return to the bed. Bakugo reluctantly obeyed, climbing back on the bed to sat across from Midoriya, who now fiddled with the loose thread of his shirt as he muttered,”C- Can you . . . Can you wipe away the bad memories for me, Kacchan?” Bakugo frowned, pursing his lips as he crossed his arms over his chest. “If their as shitty memories as those memories, I won’t need to try that hard.” Midoriya caught his eye, a small and wobbly smile growing as he scooted forward until their faces were mere centimetres apart. “C-Can I take you up on your word?” Bakugo snorted, “Not like anyone else can do it.” He tried to ignore the heat that grew along his neck to his cheeks and ears. There was no need to hide it, however, as Midoriya leaned in to kiss Bakugo again. ***** Aid ***** Chapter Summary Finally, they touch. Chapter Notes Thanks for the waiting, I really wanted to feel completely satisfied with this chapter so that it matched the tone of the previous, ther were quite a few times where I had to delete half of the words just to change some details. See the end of the chapter for more notes It did not take long before they were back where they had left off. Their kisses getting messy, their hands becoming explorative and their breaths uneven and heavy. Midoriya’s hands had taken the luxury of touching along the muscles under Bakugo’s shirt, the worn fingers following of muscles down and up his front and back. This only made Bakugo more and more worked up, his lips more pressing and his hands more daring. Bakugo’s hands soon crept, his fingertips pressing into Midoriya’s skin, down the other’s back, dipping at the dimples above his pants and moving above the cloth to slowly clutch at Midoriya’s ass, making the boy let out a whimper against his lips. With the position they were in - Bakugo laying on his back with Midoriya resting his chest on his while still resting on his knees - Bakugo could feel through the rather thin material of Midoriya’s worn tracksuit pants that he was already erect. Not that Bakugo was any different. It was extremely irritating yet gratifying. The slow friction the two boys had as they pressed to one another’s touch. Yet somehow painful and unbearable just for the fact that Bakugo wanted more, but still, there was something enjoyable about those very same small and relaxed movements of the two clothed crotches grinding softly against each other that gratified Bakugo to no end. The blonde slide his hands under the waistband of Midoriya’s pants, as well as his underwear. Although enjoying a few moments with squeezing the smooth skin of Midoriya’s ass, he did not take long to slide a finger between the cheeks to brush against Midoriya’s whole, which the boy reacted to with a hard shiver. Although their lips were not particularly lingering on each other’s lips alone at this point, what with either of them missing to kiss their cheek, nose or chin, Midoriya was the one to pull away. The boy gasped to catch his breath, not sitting upright, but leaving a few centimetres of space between their faces as he mustered up his words to say, “L-Lube . . .” For a moment, Bakugo’s muddled brain did not completely comprehend what the boy has said, rather frowning in a rather frustratedly confused look for a moment, before he shuffled to sit up. “For someone . . . For someone who wants us to go further you really ruin the mood, don’t you Deku?” Bakugo said, even with his half spiteful tone, he himself was catching his breath though. “I-I didn’t mean to stop,” Midoriya replied, slowly getting up although his legs were rather wobbly. “I-I just think . . . L-Lube would make things uh . . . Easier.” At this Midoriya turned away, obviously trying to hide the fact his cheeks and neck burned with embarrassment. Soon shuffling, although stiffly, what with his erection, to his chest of drawers. Pulling out one and rummaging through the clothes inside before finding the clear bottle of lube. “Prepared much?” Bakugo smirked, laying back down to watch as Midoriya cautiously returned. “W-Well . . . I-I don’t have a c-c-condom so . . . I’m not that p-prepared.” Midoriya muttered, cautiously walking to the bed again. Bakugo snorted as he sat up, gesturing with a nod for Midoriya to lie down. “But I’m guessing,” taking the bottle from Midoriya’s hand and tugging him onto the bed, “that you’ve done it before.” “W-What do you mean?” Midoriya murmured, laying on his back, although reluctantly. Resting his head on his pillow and unwillingly opened his legs to rest one on each side of Bakugo’s waist with the blonde’s helping hand at his ankles. “When I was touching you earlier,” Bakugo muttered, looking down to Midoriya’s crotch, which still had a large bulge in the middle, trying to hide the pink flush growing at his ears by averting his eyes, “You weren’t that tight.” They were silent for a moment, Bakugo soon giving up and looking down to Midoriya’s face. Only to find the boy’s forearms hiding his face. “Hey,” Bakugo muttered, “What’s the matter with you?” “Y-You said .  . . Something really embarrassing K-Kacchan.” Midoriya responded. Bakugo huffed, opening the bottle in his hand, pouring some of the lube onto his hand. “I just say it like I see it.” “Deku,” Bakugo said, hovering his head over Midoriya’s head, waiting for Midoriya to open up to look at him. The was no response, making Bakugo click his tongue out of annoyance. “I’m not gonna do anything until you stop hiding.” Midoriya obviously did not want this and although he seemed to stiffen, his shoulders hunching as his thighs tightening at Bakugo’s waist, Midoriya pulled his arms away. Revealing a bright red face, so much blood was rushing to Midoriya’s cheeks that it almost faded his freckles on his cheeks. Bakugo tried not to pause, as he had the urge to pause and enjoy the view of the flustered teen, but he caught himself. Distracting himself spread the liquid over his fingers and palms he tried to hide the fact that he had absolutely no clue what he was doing. He racked his head, trying to recall how he was supposed to do it. First, of, he would rather not have Midoriya fully aware of him fumbling with him down there, so he decided to distract him. Bakugo lowered, pressing his lips to Midoriya’s in a soft kiss. It may have taken Midoriya a few moments to finally come to terms, but he seems returned it. Their lips were slow and methodical, lips caressing and circling each other with Bakugo occasionally nipping at Midoriya’s lip. Midoriya soon lifting a hand to Bakugo’s jaw to pull him closer, deepening the kiss as he experimentally tucked his tongue into Bakugo’s mouth. Even if Bakugo may have been surprised by the forwardness of this, he found it to be a chance for him to begin. Letting Midoriya take the reigns, letting his mind focus on his hands as they dipped to the other’s waist, the unlubed hand trying to pull his pants down, Bakugo found himself regretting losing his other hand to the lube but gave up on keeping Midoriya’s pants clean. Taking the other waist side, Bakugo managed to pull Midoriya’s pants past his waist, in spite of the fact that he had to tug past the obstacle that was Midoriya’s erection. With some much-needed help form Midoriya, being him lifting his legs up in the air to pull both his pants and boxers off, Bakugo somehow succeeded in the first step. With attentive hands, Bakugo pressed on. His lubed hand touched the base of Midoriya’s cock, getting a harsh intake of breath from Midoriya as he was clearly relieved to be touched skin to skin instead of through the fabric of his pants. Although Bakugo wanted to further on, even more, he paused. Allowing his hand to move up and down the shaft of Midoriya’s cock, making the length glisten with lube as he amused himself for a moment with the soft whimpers coming from Midoriya’s throat each time he gave an enquiring squeeze along the shaft or when his thumb stroked the slit at the head. Midoriya seemed to slowly lose control of his aim, as his kisses occasionally missed and landed on Bakugo’s chin and cheek. His hips pressing up into Bakugo’s touch, yearning for more as his breath became more and more uneven. But Midoriya pulled his lips away, huffing as he rested his head on the pillow. A line of drool rolling down from his mouth as he summoned up all the words he could manage, “K-Kacchan . . . I-I’m gonna . . . A-At the rate . . . I-I,” Midoriya swallowed, “I . . . Don’t wanna . . . Wanna finish s-straight away . . .” Bakugo begrudgingly pulled his hand off, although partly wanting to ignore the request and make him orgasm there and then. But he could, however, understand Midoriya. He probably did not want to finish and find himself disinterested and leaving Bakugo to sort himself out, as well as the fact that they had gone this far. Why would Midoriya miss such a golden opportunity, even if it may be the more straining route? Midoriya’s hand reached out to touch Bakugo’s chin, guiding the blonde back up. Although Midoriya may have wished for more kissing on his lips, Bakugo did not follow. Laying his lips to touch the skin of Midoriya’s cheek, causing the smaller boy to let out a content sigh as the hand on his chin slid around to wrap around his neck. Bakugo’s lips slowly drew a line, down the side of his face, Midoriya lifting his chin to let him kiss his jaw and neck. His lubed hand touched Midoriya’s inner thigh, tucking under the boy's balls to delve to the entrance below. Midoriya let out a sort of hurried breath, his other hand going to grasp around Bakugo’s neck too as if his own way of preparing for what was to come. Bakugo’s lips lifted up from Midoriya’s neck, whispering to the skin, “Tell me if you hate it, Deku.” Midoriya gave a slight nod, his arms tightening around Bakugo’s neck. The blonde pressed a kiss to the other’s neck, dispensing his teeth to nip the skin tenderly as he slowly pressed a finger into Midoriya’s hole. It was not completely loose, of course, there was only so much stretching a few fingers could do without reverting it. But it was not as tight and worrying as Bakugo had previously presumed. Although Midoriya let in a long breath through his mouth as Bakugo’s finger first pressed through, he did not show any sign of stiffening or pain. A good sign. Bakugo nipped the already reddening mark on Midoriya’s neck, his tongue licking the service once his teeth were gone. His finger soon went further in, past the first knuckle to the second, stopping there for a moment as Bakugo listened to anything telling to stop him. “K-Keep ongoing K-Kacchan . . . I’m fine, just be slow.” Midoriya motivated, his arms giving a comforting squeeze. Bakugo let out a small grunt, his mouth busy with placing another hickey in the divot of Midoriya’s collar. However, this was enough of a spur for Bakugo to continue. His finger moving in and out at a slow and calm pace. His finger curling in various directions, his ears awe of any objection or encouraging sounds that would send him in the right direction. Suddenly, with his finger into the second knuckle and his finger pressing onto a certain area on the walls made Midoriya jump, a moan coming from his mouth and making his neck vibrate as it came through his throat. Bakugo could not help but grin, feeling rather proud of himself as it did not take too long. Pulling his mouth from the beginning of a third mark, Bakugo looked to Midoriya’s face. Midoriya was not as red as before, only a deep tinge along his cheeks and ears. But he felt something below his stomach ache. Midoriya’s lips were bright red, washed with colour with just how much kissing he had a done. His forehead was glisteningwithm sweat and it was not due to the soft summer wind blowing through the open window. His eyes were shut tight, his mouth open agape as he panted. “Fuck,” Bakugo muttered, pausing to soak up the view. Midoriya opened his eyes, frowning at Bakugo slightly out of confusion as he asked, “W-What? I-Is something wrong?” Bakugo stiffened, shaking his head as he tried to ignore the burning coursing up his neck to his ears and cheeks. “Nothing.” He retorted. Midoriya, not really understanding, took this as a chance. Tugging Bakugo down by where his arms wrapped around his neck, pulling the boy in to press a kiss to the blonde’s lips. Bakugo had the urge to pull away, as kissing and figuring out what his fingers were doing was just too much to do at once. But what with Midoriya experimentally biting onto Bakugo’s lip and allowing Midoriya to press his tongue through into his mouth, Bakugo could easily give way, letting Midoriya lead the way while Bakugo continued on lower down. He pulled his finger out till only the fingertip was still inside, middle finger brushing the wall outside as a makeshift warning of what was coming. There was no visible bracing this time from Midoriya, either completely ready or a bit too occupied with Bakugo’s mouth. With that, Bakugo pushed the second one in, Midoriya taking in a deep breath through his partly muffled nose. As slow as the first, his pressed the fingers in, trying to ignore another aching at his own cock at Midoriya’s tight and warm walls loosely squeezing his fingers. Follwoingthe same motions as the first step, Bakugo slid the fingers in and out, the walls now quite moist with lube as he widened the gap between his fingers each brushing against the opposite side of Midoriya’s inside from the other, the smaller boy occasionally flinching if he pressed a bit too hard to one wall. In spite of the soothing and enjoyable kisses from Midoriya, Bakugo’s calmness was wearing down, beginning to get annoyed by his own ineptitude to find that spot again. Slipping from Midoriya’s lips, yet not leaving much of a gap between them, Bakugo heaved, calming his breaths before asking, “Where was that . . . That spot again? I-I can’t find it . . .” Midoriya frowned, his eyes looking down to where Bakugo’s fingers were. For a moment, Bakugo thought Midoriya would shrink into his theoretical shell again from the embarrassment of the view, which was fair by the rather flustering he did as he responded. But he looked back up, seeming to try to act sensible as he said, “I-I think it was . . .” He then frowned, clearly he couldn't recall either. Bakugo grunted out of annoyance, “Well, tell me when I’m close or you feel anything.” Midoriya nodded, unravelling his arms from Bakugo’s neck to tuck them under the pillow at his head, softly holding onto the material as his eyes hesitantly watched Bakugo continue. Bakugo spread his fingers in one direction, nothing, then another, nothing. This went on for a few moments, and although Midoriya was succeeding in untightening, Bakugo was feeling it was not a complete success until he found that spot again. Rather frustrated, he pressed at one section, not fully inserting his fingers to his knuckle but however past the second, hitting a spot that made Midoriya let out a moan as his back arched on the bed. Bakugo couldn’t help but smirk, looking up to Midoriya to find him panting, his hands tugging at the underside of the pillow. It really was too much for Bakugo. He wanted to put himself in there, right then and there, make Midoriya moan and groan his name with the very same expression. But he must not. Only half knowing what might happen if they were not completely ready was enough to stop him. Although it did not stop cock from aching his own shorts. Bakugo leaned up, kissing Midoriya’s forehead in a tenderness he would never show in any other way as he pressed his ring finger inside, causing Midoriya to flinch slightly. But he knew Midoriya was fine, and he feel confident he could continue, after all, he found the spot. He had the urge to, once again, make Midoriya oragasm there and then. But it would not be enough, nt for him, nor Midoriya. So instead he controlled it. Without much trouble, Bakugo was succeeding to press at that special spot more often, his fingers spreading apart once at the knuckle and closing when departing. Midoriya’s chest was heaving, the occasional word of encouragement spilling from his mouth followed by Bakugo’s nickname. Soon enough, Midoriya’s hand came from under the pillow, although shaking to take a hold of that hand hard at work. Looking to Bakugo, Midoriya gave a wonky smile, “I-I think . . . I-I’m ready . . . K-Kacchan you can . . .” Midoriya nervously swallowed as he nodded to the twitching tent in the blonde’s pants. Bakugo’s nodded, a smile on his lips but not completely so, a small a bit of concern flickering as he pulled his fingers out. Leaving Midoriya’s ass sort of clenching and unclenching at the sudden open space. Bakugo sat up straight, not much noticing his glistening hand as he unzipped his pants and pulled them down along with his underwear. Feeling rather pleased with the clear air on his aching dick. Fining the bottle at the corner of the bed, Bakugo poured some on his hand and spread it on his cock, letting out a hazy breath at the peasureful feeling of finally getting touched. Midoriya swayed below him, his eyes hesitantly looking at where Bakugo was touching himself. His eyes glittering with arousal, excitement and a slight bit of worry. Bakugo swallowed, leaning back down, lifting Midoriya’s legs around his waist as he hovered on his hands and knees above him. “Ready?” He asked, one hand going to spread Midoriya’s ass cheeks slightly apart while the other held himself steady ready to put himself if. Midoriya nodded, reaching his arms out, yearning for Bakugo to close the gap between them as he whispered, “Kacchan.” “Deku,” Bakugo said, back. Leaning forward to press a kiss to Midoriya’s lips as he pressed his cock to Midoriya’s wall, slowly inserting himself inside. Midoriya took a harsh breath through his nose, his hands combing through the back of Bakugo’s hair. His breaths soon coming through his mouth as their rather messy kissed gave him an avenu to gasp for air as Bakugo pushed in as slow as feasibly possible. Bakugo leaned his head against Midoriya’s forehead, letting out a long groan as the tightness around him became overwhelming, the warm and softly tight insides not helping so as he finally completely sheathed himself into Midoriya. “F-Fuck,” Bakugo moaned, shutting his eyes tight as the walls gave a soft squeeze around him. “I-Is it nice?” Midoriya asked tentatively, his eyes open and wide as he looked over the raw prleasure visible on Bakugo’s face. “Y-Yeah . . .” Bakugo muttered, shivering as he felt the walls around him squeeze. “S-Shit this is . . .” “W-What is it?” Midoriya said, a worried expression appearing on his face, “I- Is something w-wrong, Kacchan?” “N-No, idiot . . .” Bakugo retorted, “It’s just . . . Fuck.” Dropping his head to the pillow. “So fucking . . . Good.” Midoriya could not help but smile, unravelling to curl his arms under Bakugo’s arms, hugging to his back. Bakugo took a deep breath, it was his turn to mentally prepare himself as his hands took a soft firm grip on the outer part of Midoriya’s thighs, keeping them lifted and causing Midoriya’s lower abdomen to lift up on the bed. Bakugo slowly sat up, his head hovering over Midoriya’s as he said, “I’m . . . moving.” Midoriya nodded, relaxing his head into the pillow. With that, Bakugo pulled out slowly. Midoriya’s eyes darting down, watching the rather blocked view of Bakugo’s cock slowly coming out, letting out a soft whimper at the slight twitch of pain at the wall. But beofre Bakugo could stop, Midoriya’s hands squeezed reassuringly at the skin of Bakugo’s back, telling him he was fine. Bakugo pushed out another breath as he pushed in after reaching around halfway down his shaft. Pressing forward a bit quicker in than the first, a muffled groan coming from his throat. “F-Fucking . . .” Bakugo swore, his hands clutching onto the fabric of the bed near Midoriya’s head. “Shitting . . . Fuck.” He groaned. Straining as he felt like coming already, just from those very few thrusts. Which Bakugo would not dare allow himself to do, not when Midoriya was watching with wide and observant eyes. Slowly, Bakugo straightened his back, rolling his head on his shoulders as he let out another pleasured sigh. Before long he looked back down, seeming to finally have adjusted mostly to the environment. Letting out another long breath through his nostrils, he held Midoriya’s legs firmly in his hands as he slowly thrust again. Ignoring the shot of pleasure curling in him each time the tight walls tightened around him. Bakugo was trying very hard not to be the only one getting any enjoyment, wishing he had enough in him to find the spot and at least help Midoriya find some kind of pleasure. But it was infuriating that he only needed such little until he was suddenly a total mess. Even though what was happening around his dick was amazing, the idea that it’s Midoriya’s ass he was penetrating, that it’s Midoriya who feels him pulsing inside was just unbearable. “K-Kacchan . . .” Midoriya said, a half concerned look in his eyes. “T-Take it slow, don’t worry about me.” Then giving a reassuring smile. This only irritated Bakugo further, that Midoriya was supporting him now. It should be him who’s comforting and caring and fawning over Midoriya, giving Midoriya all the pleasure he needed. Not the opposite. It’s not even that Midoriya was doing much at all which pissed the teen off even more. Finding his resolves, Bakugo swallowed, readying himself as he pressed in, trying to focus on the right angle at which to touch the place. His fingers squeezed the skin of Midoriya’s thigh, letting out a soft moan as he completely sheathed himself inside Midoriya again. A small whimper slipped from Midoriya’s lips when, by accident, Bakugo lowered Midoriya’s legs further down his waist, causing his lifted abdomen to lower to the bed again, and hitting just where Bakugo wanted. “D-Did I get it?” Bakugo asked, his breathing uneven. Midoriya nodded, his fingers pressing into Bakugo’s back, as if urging him to continue or to lean down towards Midoriya. Bakugo did both, slowly pulling out to only press in a bit quicker, leaning forward as he did to be hurriedly kissed by Midoriya. The teen letting out a soft moan through Bakugo’s mouth as the blonde pressed to the prime location on one of his walls. This continued on for sometime, Midoriya pressing rather desperate and messy kisses to Bakugo, his arms hugging Bakugo back to keep him close as Bakugo slwoly pulled out before pushing in quick, occassioanlly making the walls and Midoriya’s muscle constrict as Bakugo hit a special section. Although this may have been enjoyably gratifying for Midoriya, this was not the case for Bakugo. As each press and pull, each squeeze could be his undoing as he kept trying to hold the aching of his cock to just come right inside of Midoriya. “D-Deku . . . I-I c-can’t- Fuck,” Bakugo growned in Midoriya’s mouth. “I-It’s f-fine Kacchan . . . Y-You can . . . Do it . . . D-Don’t worry about me . . .” Midoriya said, rolling his head on the pillow as he squeezed his toes when there was an especially good thrust. “Shit,”Bakugo angrily swore. Suddenly pulling out of Midoriya to stop himself. “Fuck, Deku.” He groaned as he left Midoriya’s thighs to drop to the bed as he hurriedly stroked his length. Midoriya pressed a kiss to Bakugo’s gritted teeth, licking the skin of his lip a Bakugo spilled into his hand and Midoriya’s stomach with a loud grunt. “S-Shit,” Bakugo muttered, pulling his head away to sit up on his knees between Midoriya’s legs once again, huffing as he closed his eyes for a moment as he waited for the fog from his post-orgasim to vanish. “Deku . . .” Bakugo whispered out. As Bakugo finally seemed to comeback to Earth, Midoriya seemed to reply, “K- Kacchan.” Midoriya whimpered, grabbing his attention and making him look. Midoriya, with a red face and heavy breaths, was still unfinished. His dick was twitching, bright red and glistening with both lube, sweat and precum. His legs still wide open to visibly show his ass, which was looking a bit wider from when they first started, how it clenched on thin air. The blonde let out a long breath, trying to restrain the urge to scream at the fact he came before Midoriya. Instead, he crawled back above Midoriya, kissing along Midoriya’s forehead as he took his right hand to Midoriya pulsating member. His thumb rubbing the tip to hear a long drawled moan come from Midoriya before moving his hand down the shaft, being aided by Midoriya’s hips which pressed beggingly into his touch, hoping for that last bit of stimulation to finish him off. Bakugo huffed, rather amused by Midoriya’s desperation, going to bit at the corner of Midoriya’s ear as Midoriya let out a whimper at the slight squeeze Bakugo gave him at the base. “K-Kacchan,” Midoriya muttered, pressing his forehead into the crook of Bakugo’s neck. “K-Kacchan ah- K-Kacchan please I-I  . . .” Midoriya’s throat vibrated in a long hum as his hips suddenly faltered, his pace loosening as his fingernails pressed into his skin as Bakugo felt a semi-thick liquid squirt into his palm. Midoriya letting out one final moan, with his back arching upwards before his body dropped back to the bed. Bakugo let out a relieved sigh, at least satisfied with the fact he finished Midoriya to completion, even if it wasn’t in the best manner possible. Looking down to Midoriya he found him laying out, catching his breath after such a delayed orgasm, his slowly shrinking dick lowering and Bakugo hid a the urge to cringe at the his own cum glittering on the other boy’s chest. Bakugo looked around the bedroom, which was slowly darkening as the afternoon turned into the evening, squinting to catch his eye on a box of tissues on his bedside table. Bakugo slowly got to his feet, although his legs were wobbly, he found he way in getting the box and returning to his place on the bed. Pulling out a white tissue from the box, he wiped his hands clean of cum and lube. Then he leaning over Midoriya, trying to wipe the cum on Midoriya’s stomach, the boy flinched, perhaps sensitive to any touch after his climax, but stilled when he opened his eyes to see what Bakugo was doing. Midoriya gave a small, thankful smile, once Bakugo thought him clean he pulled away and Midoriya sat up. “T-Thank you, K-Kacchan.” Midoriya said as Bakugo shot the rolled up tissues to the bin, one going in and the other bouncing off the rim. Bakugo looked the the other, his eyes looking over Midoriya before finally saying, “No need to thank me, nerd.” Bakugo replied, the ‘nerd’ may have been unnecessary but he had this want to not show any kindness, even with the things that transpired a few moments ago. “You did it, you know.” Midoriya said, reaching out to take Bakugo’s hand in his, knitting the fingers together. Bakugo turned to frown at him, obviously confused. Midoriya could not help but let out a small laugh, his fingers squeezing Bakugo’s. “Y-You made me forget.” He said, his voice rather soft as his cheeks brightened a soft pink. Bakugo snorted, turning away to look anywhere but to the boy he was speaking to as he retorted, “Of course I did. Don’t go doubting me, Deku.” Chapter End Notes Please kudos, comment and share this fic. I put in alot of work on this one and am extremely proud of how it turned out. Check me out on twitter and tumblr @BluKrown Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!