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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Supernatural_RPF
  Relationship:
      Jensen_Ackles/Jared_Padalecki
  Additional Tags:
      Alternate_Universe_-_College/University
  Series:
      Part 2 of Pretty_Enough
  Stats:
      Published: 2011-02-24 Words: 2100
****** Timestamp: Drown me in love ******
by aythia
Summary
     It's Jensen's and Jared's first night spent in the dorms at UPenn and
     in a world where everything is new and unknown, they find comfort in
     something familiar.
Notes
     Masterpost can be found at http://aythia.livejournal.com/38913.html

~Jared~

Jared sank down on the bed when the door shut behind his parents; he didn't
know whether to cry or celebrate when he registered that they were leaving,
heading back to California and leaving him and Jensen in Pennsylvania.
He looked around the small dorm room, his home for at least a year to come, and
felt his eyes burn as tears threatened to overflow. For all his bravado, UPenn
was a long way from home, and sitting alone and exhausted in the unfamiliar
room made it all feel real in a way it hadn't before; not even when both their
families had loaded up his and Jensen's belongings and driven cross country to
get the two boys started. Jared found himself with his cell phone in hand,
about to call Jensen. He put it down without calling; it was just a bit of
nerves, and Jared didn't need to worry Jensen with that. There was no way he
would risk letting Jensen think that Jared had changed his mind.
Jared considered beginning to unpack, but it was almost 9 PM, a little late to
begin; instead, he reached for the backpack where he had stashed his most
immediately important things and got out a toothbrush and towel. The corridor
outside was silent; Jared was pretty sure he and Jensen were the first ones
there, but they had both insisted on coming early enough to familiarize
themselves with the campus and the town that would be their home for the next
few years. Walking down the abandoned corridor, it didn't feel like such a good
idea anymore, though. The place was creepy. With an eye roll at himself and a
muttered 'stop being a scaredy-cat,' Jared found the shared toilet and took a
long shower before he brushed his teeth and padded back towards his room.
When he pushed the door open and found someone sitting on his bed, he couldn't
stop his high-pitched screech, clutching a hand over his heart as Jensen
collapsed with laughter, almost toppling off the unmade bed.
"Jesus fucking..." Jared gasped and threw his wet towel at Jensen. "You scared
me!"
"Really? I never would have guessed," Jensen said, throwing the towel towards
Jared's desk.
"What are you doing here?" Jared asked as he looked around for new clothes to
replace the ones that were clinging to his still-damp skin.
When no answer came, he looked up and found that Jensen had stopped laughing,
biting his lower lip nervously instead.
"Jen?" Jared asked, going over to sit down beside his boyfriend.
Jensen leaned into him, fitting himself against Jared's body. Jared wrapped an
arm around his shoulders and waited for the smaller boy to start talking.
"It feels so real all of a sudden," Jensen said quietly. "Mom and Dad left with
your parents, and..." He fell silent for a moment. "What if this doesn't change
a thing? What if people still see me as..."
Jared put a finger over Jensen's lips to quiet him and he looked up, green eyes
glittering wet in the light from the bedside lamp. Jared carefully wiped away
the tears clinging to his long eyelashes.
"Jen, I know you're scared, but there's no Tom here, no Justin and no Jake."
Jensen flinched ever so slightly at the mention of the three boys who had hurt
him so badly, and Jared pulled him closer, pressing a kiss to his temple before
he went on.
"The only thing they’ll see is this amazingly gorgeous guy who’s smart and
charming and brilliant, and who’s got a boyfriend who..."
"Exaggerates everything?" Jensen interrupted, but Jared could hear a small
smile in his voice.
"And a boyfriend who's even hotter, and who will hurt anyone who dares to even
look at you the wrong way."
Jared had expected some grumbling protest, but instead, Jensen smiled and
pushed himself impossibly closer to Jared. Jared smiled and tilted the boy’s
head up, pressing their lips together in a slow, lingering kiss.
"I really don't want to sleep alone my first night here," Jensen mumbled
against Jared's lips.
"Oh, good," Jared said, pulling back and grinning wide. "If you hadn't showed
up here, I would probably have gone to your room in about fifteen minutes. Now
go brush your teeth and let's get some sleep, we've had a long day."
Jensen grinned and stole Jared's toothbrush and damp towel before disappearing
out the door. Jared frowned a little but didn't say anything; he could buy a
new toothbrush the next day, after all.
When Jensen got back, Jared was putting cases on the pillows, the bedsheets
already in place. Jensen pulled his tee off and let his jeans and socks follow
suit, leaving them on the desk chair and making his way over to Jared, dressed
only in tight black boxer briefs. Jared promptly dropped the pillow he had been
holding. Jensen laughed softly and helped him fix the last of the bedclothes
before he stopped to look down at the twin bed with a frown.
"It's a little smaller than we're used to," he said.
Jared just shrugged and stripped off his own clothes, pulling Jensen onto the
bed with him. It was a lot smaller than either of them had had back in
California, but when Jared held Jensen close in his arms, their legs tangled
together under the thin sheet, he couldn't see it as a bad thing. All Jared's
previous worries drifted away; all that mattered was the boy in his arms. They
might be across the country from everyone and everything they knew, but as long
as he had Jensen, Jared was content.
 
                                   ~Jensen~

Jensen woke up in an unfamiliar room, but to a very familiar sensation. Jared's
body was radiating heat where he was spooned behind Jensen and his soft lips
were trailing kisses down Jensen's neck, his teeth grazing the skin softly;
Jensen couldn't stop a low moan from escaping when Jared's big hand landed on
his hip and pushed until Jensen shifted onto his belly. Jared followed him,
straddling his hips.
"Jay..." Jensen mumbled drowsily.
His only answer was a low hum that made Jensen's skin tingle where Jared's
mouth touched him. Jensen felt his eyes drift shut again and he melted into the
mattress while Jared explored his skin with his lips; his hands stroked down
Jensen's sides, sending sparks of pleasure through him as his talented fingers
found Jensen’s every sensitive spot.
Jensen protested when the weight on top of him disappeared, but before he could
say anything, Jared was back, slowly pulling Jensen's underwear down; Jensen
lifted his hips to make it easier. He heard the soft sound of the boxers
hitting the floor and then Jared was back on him, his own clothes gone as well;
all Jensen could feel was skin on skin, the line of Jared's cock hard against
his thigh.
"I'm gonna miss this," Jared said quietly, leaning down to kiss down Jensen's
spine. "Once this place is full of people, it’ll be harder to find time for
this."
Jensen moaned when Jared licked over the end of his tailbone and further down,
hot wetness sliding down his ass. Jensen's lingering waking haze made the touch
feel even better.
"I'm...sure we'll...find time..." Jensen mumbled into the pillow. "At least you
got a single room."
He didn't get further, not when Jared put his hands on his ass and spread him
open. Sliding down with one liquid movement, he started slowly licking Jensen
open. Each stroke of tongue against Jensen's sensitive skin had him gasping and
writhing, but Jared's big hands on his ass held him in place; Jensen couldn't
even push back when Jared slid his tongue inside his entrance.
Jensen lost all concept of time as Jared's tongue explored him, alternating
between broad swipes over his hole and deep thrusts inside, and when the tip of
his tongue circled the rim, Jensen knew he was pleading, half-choked words
muffled by the pillow he was pressing his face into.
"Jay...God... Please...need..."
He could feel Jared smile against his skin, pushing past his rim to lick
inside, tasting Jensen in the most intimate of ways. Jensen was practically
sobbing with the overwhelming pleasure that Jared's tongue sent through his
body.
Jared sat up and Jensen whimpered when the hot tongue left his skin and cold
air took its place. He hissed when a low click was followed by something even
colder against his skin; Jared's fingers rubbed the lube over his hole, pushing
inside to slick the way. Jensen managed to roll his hips up to meet Jared's
fingers, gasping when Jared slowly stretched him open, curling and flexing his
fingers to make Jensen quiver.
"Think I could take you right now," Jared mumbled as he pushed a second finger
inside Jensen. "Your body’s so willing, accepting me so easily."
"Please..." was all Jensen could get out.
Jared chuckled softly and Jensen wasn't surprised when he kept scissoring his
fingers almost lazily, careful not to cause Jensen any discomfort even as he
ignored Jensen's pleading. Jensen felt dizzy with the remnants of sleep
combined with the feel of Jared preparing him, tasting and feeling him; his
body was soft and pliant under Jared's knowing fingers.
Jared moved up his body, kissing his shoulders and neck before Jensen turned
his head to meet his lips. The position was awkward, but Jensen didn't care;
not when Jared pulled his fingers out and blanketed Jensen's body with his own,
his hard cock pressing against Jensen's ass and finding the slick opening.
Jared didn't stop kissing Jensen, his tongue pushing into Jensen's mouth and
curling with Jensen's tongue as his dick slowly spread Jensen open. Jensen
could feel every inch as it was pressed into him.
The only noises in the room were their mixed breathing, the wet sound of
tongues, and Jensen's whimper when Jared bottomed out, their bodies flush
together. Jensen moaned, unable to hold his position when Jared pulled out
again before sliding back in. It was a lazy movement of bodies, slow friction
that sent pleasure rolling through him, rich and heavy, until Jensen was
moaning into the pillow. Jared gasped for air and pressed wet, open-mouthed
kisses against Jensen's neck.
"God, I love you so much," Jared mumbled, changing his angle and pushing deep
into Jensen.
"Oh, yes," Jensen groaned. "Love you too... Fuck...do that again."
Jared's weight on top of him made it impossible for Jensen to move; his
boyfriend’s hands were in his hair, holding him in place, and all Jensen could
do was relax and accept whatever Jared was prepared to give him. Jensen loved
it. He loved feeling himself stretched wide around Jared, loved feeling his own
body clenching around the hard length, unwilling to let go when Jared pulled
out and almost dragging him back in with each thrust.
Both their bodies were covered in a thin sheen of sweat and Jensen could smell
their love-making, a smell that only made lust build higher within him while
Jared pushed him closer and closer to orgasm. It started building deep inside
him, unfurling until it claimed him in wave after wave of blindingly sweet
pleasure.
"Jay...Jared... Mmm...."
Jared bit down on Jensen's shoulder, not hard enough to hurt but hard enough to
push his pleasure even higher, and Jensen's hand grabbed at the sheet when he
felt Jared press deep inside and go still, pulse after pulse of come filling
him. Jensen forgot everything that wasn't the feel of his and Jared's bodies
and how they worked together to prolong their orgasms; he felt so connected to
Jared that he didn't really know where he ended and Jared began.
When they came back down, he started to feel Jared's weight heavy on him, but
he didn't want to lose the intimate contact; it seemed that Jared felt the
same, because he rolled them over on the limited space they had and spooned up
behind Jensen, still buried inside. Jensen turned his head until he could kiss
his boyfriend.
"I love you," Jensen said with a soft smile.
Jared pushed his long fingers through Jensen's hair and smiled back.
"I love you too," he said. "Still worried?"
"No," Jensen said. "Not when I have you."
Jensen was sure he would have a lot of freak-outs over the months, maybe even
years, to come, but it didn't matter when he had Jared's body close to him and
his strong arms around him. He drifted back to sleep, feeling fully content and
completely safe.
                                      ~*~
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