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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Shingeki_no_Kyojin_|_Attack_on_Titan
  Relationship:
      Levi/Eren_Yeager, Jean_Kirstein_&_Eren_Yeager
  Character:
      Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Eren_Yeager, Jean_Kirstein
  Additional Tags:
      Erejean_Week, Ereri_Week
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      Published: 2014-05-24 Completed: 2014-05-26 Chapters: 4/4 Words: 7391
****** This Kiss ******
by 123Brooksie
Summary
     Idk this story isn't really for everyone. Its not sad but I got
     pretty depressed writing it. Basically Eren is locked in Levi's house
     except for when he's going to school. He knows this isn't right and
     he wants freedom but he doesn't want to leave Levi. There is so much
     rape in this. Not like violent rape but yeah Levi pressures Eren into
     sex.
Notes
     Yeah so underage. Its not like grossly underage Eren just isn't 18
     so.... Yeah
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Chapter 1 *****
He keeps me in here for most of the day, locked in this tiny room like an
animal. He only let's me go when its time for school and afterwards I have to
come straight back. He's never touched me but he's always watching. Always
watching. I don't really know if I hate him. Hate is a very strong word. He
makes me eat breakfast and dinner with him and only once I had to shower with
him. Just once. It was yesterday. He didn't clean himself, he just stood inside
of the shower with me, watching. Sometimes he makes me take off my clothes, but
he never touches me. I take off my clothes and lay on the bed. I'm scared to
disobey. He just stands above me and watches me breathe, then he tells me to
put my clothes back on. Its humiliating.
Today is my birthday. I think he knows that. I'm 16 now.
I wake up and I really do feel a year older. I breathe in my first awake breath
of a sixteen year old. I take a shower then get dressed for school. "Good
morning Eren. How did you sleep?" I hear behind me - its Levi. "Uh good
morning. And I slept well thanks for asking." I say. "Happy birthday." He says
looking me up and down. There's a strange lingering from his eyes to my crotch
and I feel a little uncomfortable.
"Oh thanks." I say with a fake smile. I don't know why but I don't want him to
know how miserable I am. I want him to think I'm happy. I don't hate him. I
don't know how to feel about him. I don't know what this is. Some kind of
relationship? I'm only 16 and he's 26. Of course I don't mind the age
difference but I don't think the public would turn a blind eye.
I grab an apple and head towards the door. Remembering my early dismissal, I
turn back to Levi. He's sitting at the table. "Oh I forgot I have an early
dismissal today. I'll be back at home at 12." I say. His face lights up and I
can't help but blush. "That's good." He says. "Hey Eren. Remember when you used
to kiss me goodbye in middle school?" He asks. I'm confused. I don't really
remember ever kissing him goodbye. Oh god never mind. As I remember, I feel the
blood rushing to my face. "Y-yes. Why?" I ask. "Why don't you do it anymore?"
He asks. I'm a bit thrown off by the question.
I used to kiss him goodbye on the lips in like 7th grade, a year after I had to
move in with him. My mom died and he's the only person she trusted to take me
in. If only she could see him now. If I could just tell her -mom this guy you
left me with is weird. He's been tongue kissing me since 7th grade. He makes me
undress and....
My thinking is cut off by Levi's voice. "Eren?" He calls. "Hm?" I hum. "Why
don't you kiss me anymore?" Levi asks raising an eyebrow at me.
"W-w-well I.... I just don't have a reason I guess." I lie. He should know I'm
not stupid and he should know its pretty weird for a 12 year old to kiss a 22
year old. Why would I still kiss him after realizing that?
"Oh really?" He says. I can't tell what he's thinking and it scares me a
little. "Then come here." He continues. I'm freaking out I don't want to go
near him. School time is for myself. I should be on my way to school by now.
"I-I'm going to be late. I'm going now." I say. I turn back around and turn the
doorknob.
"Eren." Levi says. "Get. Over. Here." Levi says. I almost pee on myself. I've
never heard him use that tone of voice before and I find myself half running to
his sitting figure on the chair.
"That's my boy. Come here and sit on daddy's lap." He says. I exhale, relieved
that his voice is back to normal. I drop my back pack and apple and sit on his
lap. To my surprise it doesn't feel unnatural. His lap is comfortable and warm.
"Eren." Levi says lifting my chin. "Open your mouth." He says.
I don't want to, but I don't want to tell him. I'm scared of that change of
character he had a few moments ago.
"N-no." I say. I'm expecting the worse.
"Come on kiss me goodbye, unless you're staying here and not going to school
today." Levi says. It seems like a threat. It seems like he's trying to tell me
if I don't kiss him he won't let me leave.
"Do I have to?" I ask.
"Do you want to go to school?" He asks. So I was right. It was a threat. On top
of that, Levi knows how much I hate when people answer my questions with a
question.
"Don't answer me like that." I say opening my mouth for him.
"That's my boy." Levi says. He sticks his tongue out. Its longer than I
remember and saliva is hanging from it. He moves it towards me and next thing I
know its in my mouth. As soon as I taste him I remember the feeling, kissing
him goodbye, his tongue inside of my mouth.
Jean always asked me why I was so much better at kissing than him. He was my
boyfriend in 7th and 8th grade. Little did he know I was being taught by a 22
year old man.
Levi's tongue runs across my teeth, then to the roof of my mouth. Something
comes over me and I begin to kiss back. I guess it surprises Levi because he
strokes my thigh encouragingly. He deepens the kiss and bites my bottom lip
hard almost drawing blood. I'm surprised that I'm able to keep up with Levi's
demanding kiss, kissing no less brutally than him. I get this feeling that he's
challenging me. Well he started this so I will definitely finish it .
He gently sucks on my tongue and I open my eyes to his red face. I can tell
he's almost out of breath. I won't lose even though I'm almost out of breath as
well.
After a few breathless moments I finally give up. As I take in my first puff of
air, I can feel the oxygen returning to my brain. We pant for a few moments,
desperate for oxygen. I look over at Levi and he has a smile of satisfaction
wiped across his face.
"What?" I ask.
"Look at how much I've taught you." He says making me blush. "I remember the
first time you kissed me goodbye." He says.
I have an instant flashback of the first time I kissed Levi. I was 12 and I was
so happy that I got to live with him. He was my moms coolest friend and I
remember always wanting to be like him. On my first day of school he said
something like "my mom always kissed me right before school" And I was sad and
said "I wish I still had my mom." I might have cried a little but I don't
remember. After that he kissed me and said he could be my mom and dad for me
now and that I could kiss him every day before school. So everyday I would kiss
him before school and everyday the kiss would get more and more intimate.
The third week of school this tall guy named Jean told me he liked me. I didn't
like him back but I'm obviously not a person who can speak up for myself, so we
ended up hanging out a lot. A rumor started that we were dating and everyday
people would come up to us and ask if it were true. He would always blush and
deny, then one day he noticed I never said anything when people asked. On that
day when someone asked he said yes. I was a bit surprised but since I didn't
know what to say, I said nothing. So the next day it was all over school and a
group of people wanted proof, so we kissed. Jean always bragged about how great
of a kisser I was.
After 2 amazing years of dating I still hadn't fallen in love with Jean but its
not like I didn't like him back. Anyway after 2 successful years, Jean walked
me home one day and he kissed me goodbye. Neither of us knew that Levi was
looking out at us through the window.
Jean kissed me for a really long time. It was a slow, sensual, deep, passionate
kiss. When I looked towards the house I saw the blinds snatched shut, and when
I went in Levi was angry. It was ever since that day that he started locking me
in my room. He spanked me bare bottom for five minutes straight and I can't
remember a time that I cried more than I did then. The day after that he
apologized for hitting me but said it was neccesary. After 8th grade I stopped
kissing him goodbye, after he hit me like that I remember swearing to never let
him kiss me again.
Now I'm a junior panting on Levi's lap after being deep throated by his tongue.
I had five minutes to get to school, and that brought me back to reality.
"I have to get to school now. I gave you what you wanted now can I please go?"
I say hopping off of Levi's lap. I grab my back pack and apple off of the floor
and run out of the door.
 
~
***** The blowjob *****
Chapter Summary
     So yeah Levi gives Eren a blowjob
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
When I got home from school Levi was waiting for me on the porch as always. I
usually have 7 hours away from him but today was an early dismissal. I'm
screwed. After Levi kissed me I walked out of the house with an attitude. Maybe
since its my birthday Levi will give me a break.
When there were early dismissals me and Levi ate lunch together, then I was
locked in my room, and then we would eat dinner together.
When I finally reached the door I was so scared. Levi wouldn't get out of the
way so I didn't know rather to squeeze past him or wait to see if he had
something to say.
"Levi.." I whine, looking down at him
Levi crosses his arms and doesn't bother to look up at me.
"Leeeeeeeviiiiiii......" I whine again. I throw my arms around him and squeeze
him tightly.
He still has his arms crossed and still won't look at me.
"What did I do? Levi? Tell me please. Don't be mad at me." I say desperately. I
really don't want him to be mad at me. He scares me a lot, especially when he's
angry.
"Eren go to your room." Levi says simply, still not looking at me.
"What about lunch?" I whine.
"Stop whining its so annoying." Levi says. It seems like he's going to say more
but I decide to speak anyway.
"I'm just a teen and teens whine." I say in my defense.
"Eren I told you what to do. Go to your room I'll be up there in a minute."
Levi says. He uses that scary tone he's only used on me once before again, I
decide it would be best not to push his anger anymore. I comply.
 
I'm waiting in my room for an hour and a half. Each second is more scarier than
the next. When he comes in my heart nearly stops from the building anxiety.
"Eren." Levi says.
I nod nervously.
"Take off your clothes." He says.
I roll my eyes. "Are you going to watch me?" I ask. I'm sick of having him
stare at my body. It makes me so self conscious.
"No, Eren. I realized you're growing up. So no I'm not just going to watch you.
We're gonna do something grown-up." He says.
It takes me a couple of moments to process what he's talking about and when I
do I can feel the blush creeping on my cheeks.
"What are you waiting for Eren? Show daddy how much his little boy has grown."
Levi says. Something is different about his manner and how he's speaking. Its
not threatening like it was. I can't really find the word for it but he's
trying so hard to control himself or contain something. But what?
Anyway I comply and try to quickly pull my shirt off before Levi grabs my
wrist.
"Slowly." He says. "Make it nice and slow. Put on a show for me boy." He
continues.
I don't know how to "put on a show" but I take my clothes off as slowly as
possible. Something about this is really humiliating. I've been doing this for
years but something about this time seems different. He stares at me the entire
time and its so embarrassing when we make eye contact.
"That's my boy." He whispers in a raspy, hardly audible voice. "Now lay down on
the bed." He instructs.
I nod and lie down on my bed. I look towards the door and my own penis is in my
field of vision. Its grown since the last time I've actually paid attention to
it. I'd say it was around 7 or 8 inches. To my surprise it was limp and resting
on my thigh.
Levi unbuttons his shirt and climbs onto the bed, between my legs. My balls
harden as a response to the sexual look Levi shoots me.
"Can I play with you Eren?" He asks me, laying down and supporting his head
with his hands and elbows.
"N-no w-what do you mean?" I ask. I'm so confused.
"I mean can I lick you, Eren." He says. I don't have to look down but I feel
Levi's eyes fixed on my penis.
"Lick me?.... Where?" I ask. I really am confused.
"I mean here Eren. Right here." Levi says stroking my erection.
I let my head fall back and a deep moan escapes my throat from the pit of my
stomach. A warm heat spreads and it hurts, but feels good at the same time.
"That's my boy. That's my good boy." Levi says.
My stomach feels uneasy and I can't catch my breath. My balls hurt and my penis
feels weird, like its turning inside out.
"Ahhh. Eren look down here." Levi says. He stops his stroking and lifts his
hand completely off of me.
I look down in between my legs and see my penis slowly rising and hardening. It
gets higher, and higher, and longer until it rests on my stomach in its full
potential. There's butterflies in my stomach and I feel so flushed.
"That was the hottest thing I've ever seen." Levi says. "And looks like your
penis got longer." He continues. He wraps his thumb and pointer finger
underneath the bell of my dick and pushes the skin upwards. The stretching
feeling is unbearable and I can't help but let out shakey broken moans.
"You didn't answer my question from earlier Eren." He says continuing to push
on my foreskin. "Can I lick you?" He repeats.
"N-no stop." I say.
He releases my penis and I immediately drop my hands to cover it up.
"What Eren you don't want me to look at your penis? You want to be shy now? You
used to always show me. When you were twelve you had the cutest little penis
ever. I had to force myself not to do anything to you. I should've fucked you
the first day you came here." Levi says unzippering his pants and pulling his
meat out. I'd say it was 8 or 9 inches. Thicker than mine by far, but a little
longer. Even his penis looked angry.
Levi knew why this time was different. When I was younger and he looked at me
I'd never gotten hard from it. But I was rock solid and it was so embarrassing.
I can't do this anymore.
"So Eren chose. Either I lick you now then go inside of you later or I go
inside now and not lick you at all." He says, his penis threatening me the
whole time.
I turn my face to the side. Licking didn't sound too bad and I really didn't
want him inside of me. Wait. If I didn't choose maybe he wouldn't do anything
at all.
 
Levi waits for a few moments, then positions his mouth between my legs.
"Jaeger move your hands." He commands.
I don't want to. I feel a slippery substance on my fingers, whatever it is I
don't want Levi to see it, so I shake my head.
Levi laughs softly and wraps his rough fingers around my wrists. He pries my
hands away from my dick and smiles.
"Awwwwe. Look at that. Looks like someone's getting ready to come." Levi says
pinning my wrists above my head. I want to die right there.
My stomach feels like I've been falling down a rollercoaster for ten minutes.
Levi lowers his head somewhat above my penis.
"S-stop." I whisper.
Levi laughs. "Why would I want to do that?" He says grabbing my penis from
laying on my stomach with his mouth. He licks around the head for a moment and
I begin to twitch. I try to hold in what must be screams of pleasure but they
come out anyway.
He lowers his mouth on me until the head of my penis is buried at the back of
his throat. I let out a scream of ecstasy and I feel heat rush through my body.
"How does this feel, Eren." He asks releasing my penis.
I stutter, unable to say anything.
Again he laughs at me, then swallows my cock.
He sucks on the head for a while then licks my length a few times.
I look down and I can see how thick his saliva is. Each time he licked a thick
trail of spit and something else was formed then broke, and dripped between my
legs. His saliva is laced with the sticky stuff that was coming out of me
earlier. Precum. I can feel something forming in my lower stomach, whatever it
is, its about to burst.
"Stop." I whisper shakily. "Something is about to happen." I say.
My words must have been translated by Levi as the opposite. He sped up his
licking and swallowed my head again. I felt so good that it hurt. I became a
mess of moans and screams and that fueled him to go even faster. His suction
was so strong his cheeks caved inward.
The thing in my stomach got bigger and bigger until it finally exploded. Heat
washes over me and its extremely hard to breath. Something was streaming out of
my penis like a water canon. All the while Levi was sucking on the head of my
penis. Gulping down whatever came out.
After what feels like forever I finally calm down. I can feel my penis fall
slowly limp. I look down at Levi and he crawls up my body until we're eye to
eye. He slowly opens his mouth and I can see the white fluid washing over his
tongue. He swallows the contents and licks his lips in case he missed any. That
alone brings my penis up and bubbles my stomach back up.
"I've wanted to do that to you ever since you were in 7th grade Eren. You have
no idea how good that felt." He says.
I try to close my legs.
"What are you doing Eren. We're not done I still have something else to do to
you." Levi says pushing my legs back open.
 
~
Chapter End Notes
     Idk I think I'm pretty good with describing sex scenes... Buuuuuuh
     drop a comment.
     Chapter three?
***** Chapter 3 *****
Levi pushes my legs back open.
"Levi. I-I'm scared. I don't... I don't...." I begin to say.
Levi places a finger on my lip and shushes me. He scoots back down and places
his thigh in between mine. With a sharp intake of breath, he pulls his pants
halfway down his thighs.
"Eren you're already hard again." He says placing a finger on the tip of my
penis. "Don't worry. I'll make you cum as many times as you need." He says. He
leans down and kisses my neck. I can feel sucking and I groan when he bites me.
"Are you... Biting me?" I ask with confusion.
Levi repeats the process in about three more different spots before lifting his
head. "Can you blame me? You're delicious enough to eat." He says.
"Um.. Why are you doing this? All of this?" I ask. I'm disgusted with how much
I've let him get away with. Back then, I can forgive myself, I didn't really
know this was wrong. I should've made him stop watching me as soon as I figured
out this was wrong so this is partly my fault.
"Eren I love you." Levi says positioning himself at my hole. He begins to suck
on his middle finger.
"You love me? Really?" I ask sarcastically. "I don't think I'd lock someone I
love in a roooAAh Ughhhh." Levi has his middle finger knuckle deep inside of my
ass. I doesn't hurt but it caught me off guard. It doesn't feel like it belongs
there at all.
"I'm sorry. Just loosening you up a bit. You were saying?" Levi says.
If I say anything right now I don't think he would listen, but I do have to say
this before he is inside of me. I do not consent to this. I am not a prisoner.
I'm Eren Jaeger not Levi's slave. I do want him to be happy but not at the cost
of my own happiness. I still want to be around him and live with him by this
has got to stop. I don't hate him. I just don't know.
"Levi I don't want to have sex with you. Can you please get off of me." I say
in the most mature voice ever.
He thrusts his finger into me a few more times.
"Why?" Is all he says.
"I... I just told you." I say with so much frustration.
Levi suddenly plunges his penis inside of me. The stretching burning sensation
is too much. I holler and can feel all of my muscles straining.
My hands fly back and I grip the sheets.
Levi is on his knees and my thighs are on each one of them. Pulling out then
thrusting back to the hilt, Levi and I both let out a moan. I can't think like
this. I can't oppose when he touches me like this.
He grabs my standing erection and begins to give me a rough hand job. Soon
enough my precum makes it enjoyable.
The pressure builds up inside of my stomach and I can tell its ready to burst.
"Let it out Eren. Come on let it out." Levi says breathlessly.
My head falls back and I hold in a torrent of moans. They all come out as a
muffled mmmm sound.
"Shhh shhh shhh. Do you hear that?." Levi says seriously. He stops thrusting
and stops moving his hand.
"W- what?" I say urgently. Is someone here. Why would we have to be quiet. The
heat in my ass and the throbbing of my penis makes it hard to think and breath.
The bubbles in my stomach multiply and I feel the wave of heat. The pathetic
moan explodes from deep within my stomach along with spurt after spurt of my
cum. It shoots mostly into the palm of Levi's hand. The rest fell on my
stomach.
"That was the sound of love." Levi whispers to my shaking figure. He doesn't
let me recover from my orgasm and continues to thrust until he is finally
thrown into orgasm. He grunts loudly and his grip on my hips is deadly and I'm
sure bruises are forming there. The feeling of his cum spurting deep inside of
me feels refreshing for some reason. His sweaty body falls limp on me. I feel
his penis slide out of me slowly and his cum drips out of me and runs down my
thighs.
***** always on top *****
Chapter Summary
     So yeah when I proofread this I cried idfky don't judge me////
     So there's an intense sex scene in this and afterward Levi's
     creepiness actually had a reason and yalls gonna find out what it is.
Chapter Notes
     I changed the title of this chapter so many times. This one fit best
     I guess you'll see why at the very end. ^-^
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Levi rolls off of me and I turn away from him. To my displeasure he spoons me
from behind and flings his arm around me.
"That was.... I can't even explain that." Levi says rubbing my lower belly, his
finger tips lightly touching my pubic hair.
I was so confused. I was just raped I think. Raped probably, by the person I
used to look up to. He was always good to me. He fed me right. He'd let me hang
out before I was caught with Jean. Besides all his perversions, he was a good
guardian. If anything that occurred tonight was leaked he'd be in trouble and
I'd be an orphan again. I didn't really mind being an orphan, but I dont want
Levi to be in trouble. I don't know why. I don't feel like trying to find out.
I'm so confused. A tear rolls out of my eye, and I silently cry to myself
hoping Levi won't hear me.
He kisses me all over my back and shoulder. I accidently sniffle. Man, I'm
caught.
Levi stops kissing and tries to look over my back at my face.
"What's wrong? Are you crying? Eren are you ok?" He asks turning me back onto
my back. He sits on my lap and the familiar feeling of his body immediately
ignites a fire in my groin. I moan feeling my balls tighten.
"Eren. What's wrong?" He asks wiping the tears off of my cheeks.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I had to have you tonight. I'm sorry I was too
forceful, I know. Something about you. You just bring out the worst in me."
Levi says stroking my cheek.
I debate whether to answer him or not. I'm tired of just accepting him without
telling him how I feel about things. If I dont do it now I might not ever be
able to.
"W-why are you making this my fault? Yes you were t-to forceful. I literally do
everything you ask me to do. I would've done it anyway. I shouldn't be so
afraid of you." I say and to my disgust my voice is shaky and is cut off by
deep breaths.
"Eren. Look at me." Levi says, his hands on either side of my face.
I look up at him and get a flashback those are the eyes I had to stare into
while he sucked me down there. I can feel myself getting hard and I gasp when I
feel it poke Levi. Levi jumps from the sudden poke and turns his head,
"Awwwe." He says sitting further down my lap so we both can see my rising
penis. He takes hold of it and I grunt loudly. He waves it around and I feel it
harden completely. I sqeal loudly when I feel my penis touch Levi's.
"Hm?" Levi hums. "Did you like that." He asks grabbing his own, and my penis
with one hand.
It feels so good. His hot throbbing semi-hard penis against mine. The heat that
left his penis was absorbed by mine. I can't hold in any moans and a loud
torrent of sexual humming and moans escape my mouth.
Levi rubs our penises together. Holding mine steady, he slides his up and down
on my dick. He rocks back and forth making his penis sway from left to right
against mine.
"How does it feel Eren. Come on tell me." Levi says hoarsely.
I look up at him and his eyes are so focus on both of our penises. When he
glances up at me and we make eye contact, I throw my head back and a deep groan
comes from the pit of my stomach, and I can feel precum pouring from my dick.
"How did you like it most? Up and down?" Levi says adjusting his hips so his
penis glided up against mine, the precum spreading.
I try to answer him but my mouth won't leave the O shape. Not that I had
anything to say anyway. Levi's the only guy who has ever made me feel like
this. I'd stay locked in a room forever to feel like this even for two minutes.
Wait. No I wouldn't. He has to understand. I'm not an object. I deserve
freedom.
"Or.." Levi says interrupting my thoughts. "Do you like it best left to right?"
He continues readjusting his hips and stroking my penis left to right with his.
He switches his hand that's holding our penises with his other and places his
wet sticky hand on my lower stomach for balance.
"I asked you a question Eren." Levi says.
I think I like this scary Levi better. It kind of excites me.
Wait no. He needs to learn how to respect me.
"I- I...... I uh." I stutter. My eyes are closed so tightly it hurts. I can't
tell when I'm holding my breath aside from when I'm breathing. I'm not in
control of anything, not even myself.
"You what? Eren tell me how you like it.... So I can make you come for me."
Levi whispers the last bit and it sends shivers down my spine. I can feel the
warmth stirring in my stomach.
"I... I won't come for you." I say not believing myself. Levi doesn't believe
me either. He laughs.
"Eren I can make you cum whenever and wherever. I can make you cum in my mouth
like earlier, I can make you cum in my ass, I can make you cum in the open air.
I can make you cum today or tomorrow. I can make you cum in your own ass. I can
make you cum with a fox or with a bear or with a whale. I thought you might
have realized already that you are not in control of your body at all. I am. If
I want you to cum then you will. And if I don't then you won't." Levi says
flatly.
Actually I had realized I wasn't in control and I knew I wouldn't be coming
unless Levi wanted me to.
"So what are you waiting for brat? Answer my question." He says. Its only after
he says that that I realize he's stopped all the movements. Although he stopped
the stirring in my stomach hadn't. It was so intense and felt on the brink of
explosion but I knew it wouldn't explode without Levi's help.
"Left to right or up and down?" He asks.
I lay as still as possible hoping my body would be on my side. It wasn't. And
the feeling in my balls and stomach tightened and intensified.
"Left to right." I finally whisper. I can feel my face light up with a red
color of embarrassment.
"I see." He says. I look down at him and put my hands flat on his hips. He
smiles at me and lifts his hand off of my stomach. We both watch as the clingy
webs of precum cling to his hand and my belly then break. He places his hands
on top of mine and begins to move his hips up and down, making his dick slide
up mine with a slushy sound and back down with a louder sound. I think its the
fact that he did the opposite of what I wanted him that drives me completely
wild.
I sink my teeth into my bottom lip but it doesn't help the high pitched moan
that escapes.
"See that Eren. You have absolutely no control over anything I do to you.
You're helpless like a worm on a hook and I have the fish that's gonna eat you
up." Levi says. I'm confused by what he means. A fish? What fish has a mouth
big enough to eat me? I feel my hands on Levi's waist become elevated and I
suddenly feel a tight pressure around the head of my penis. I look up at Levi
who is looking down at me with a smirk. I can't stop moaning. The farther the
warmth swallows me the louder my moaning gets.
"Shhhh." Levi whispers. Taking a hand off of mine and placing it over my mouth.
I can hear my own muffled moans even from under his hand. He slips two fingers
into my mouth and I continue to moan.
My penis passes the tight ring of Levis butthole and I yelp the feelings... So
hot... So amazing. My penis was meant for Levi. My everything. I won't deny it
anymore. I won't resist. I won't fight him. But I still need answers, although
those can wait until after my orgasm.
"You're so loud Eren calm down." Levi says sinking down on the rest of my cock.
He squirms around uncomfortably. It tightens my balls up even more to see him
wriggling on top of me.
"Yeah Eren you really have gotten bigger over the years." He says.
His hot penis bounces on my stomach and then back off. We moan at the same
time.
Levi places his hand back on top of my hand and slowly sways his hips left and
right. I know I'm about a minute away from coming. My dick and balls feel so
swollen and sensitive.
"This is what you wanted isn't it? Left to right? Isn't that what you needed to
cum?" Levi asks.
I nod.
"Oh." He says stopping his movements.
I'm so frustrated I was so close. So very close. I grunt and groan in
frustration. I pull Levi's hips forward then push them back and Levi locks his
thighs to my hips, enabling me from moving him.
"What are you trying to do Eren? Do you need to come that badly? You can't wait
for me to do it for you? Is that how bad you need it?" Levi asks.
"Yes!" I almost scream.
"I see. Do as you wish Eren." He says dropping his arms limply at his side.
We both are still until I finally pull him forward and push him back. I pull
him forward, let him stay for a while, then push him back. He moans sweetly and
it rings in my ear. It sounded so innocent. I'm finally the one in control. I
decide to get experimental. I lift his bottom up and then slowly lower it. We
both moan.
"Eren. Eren. It hurts. It hurts. Ahhh ughh ummph." Levi says laying his head on
my chest.
"Ok. Its ok I'm about to come." I say continuing to move his hips.
Levi sucks the bottom of my ear into his mouth and I'm surprised by how
sensitive it is. I hold in a moan and it makes a desperate hum sound.
"Eren hold me while I cum." Levi whispers directly into my ear. It sends a
shiver down my spine.
I raise Levi's bottom up so only the tip of my penis is still inside and then I
lower him back down on my legnth. With a pitiful moan into my ear he begins to
cum in heavy blasts. I hold Levi tightly. His cum is thick and shoots up from
his dick onto both of our stomachs and I feel my own orgasm closing in. I
continue to raise and drop him until I finally cum. I can see the stars. I'm
not really aware of where I am but I don't care. The feeling is so intense and
I know only Levi can make me feel like this. No one else will be able to do
this for me.
I finally come down for my orgasm. Levi is laying on top of me looking at me.
"What?" I ask.
"Your so surprising." Levi says smirking at me.
"How?" I ask frowning.
"You really don't know how much like me you are." He says.
I'm confused. I'm not like him at all. I don't kiss 12 year olds. I don't stare
at them naked. I don't force myself on people. I don't lock them in their room.
"Why do you think so?" I ask.
Levi smiles widely. "You don't see it? I'll give you an example. I told you
that you were hurting me and you told me to wait, because you wanted to cum.
You put your own needs before my pain. That's kinda like what I did when I used
to tell you to strip. I wanted to see you naked ever since you walked in the
door. You were too young to have my dick inside of you so I'd just look at your
body and imagine it. Me and you are alike. You make a mess out of me." Levi
says.
There he goes again trying to make it my fault.
"Why do you always try to make things my fault? Its my fault that you have a
thing for little boys?" I say with a nasty attitude.
"Eren. I don't and I've never had a thing for little boys. You're the only one
I'be had a thing for-ever. I-I know I hurt you... I'm sorry... I just... Its
just that.... That day when I saw you with Jean it killed me. You were an
innocent kid... And I destroyed that because of my jealousy. I thought to
myself I'd never let that happen again. I would rather have you locked up in
your room all day than have another person kiss you. You're mine. Even if you
didn't want to be back then and now you were mine. When I used to visit you and
your mom you and I would play basketball and you would tell me how cool I was
and how much you wanted to be like me.... I melted. No one had ever said that
to me. And when your mom died and you had to live with me you were so happy.
Even after losing your mom you were happy to be with me. I felt the same. I
never had a kid or brothers or a mom or anything before and then here you came
all bright eyed running home from school to me..." Levi says as tear rolls down
his cheek.
 
I enhale and realize i had been holding my breath ever since he opened his
mouth. I dont know what to think. I'd never seen Levi like this. This is the
most I've even heard him say at once. He said I was his. I'm not his. Am I? I
felt like I was his. And he said I was his. It not he had anyone else. Its not
like he had anyone else. Its not like I had anyone else. We could be each
other's. Wait. I shake the thought out of my head. I don't even know what he
means by this. Any of this.
"That's not even the main reason I fell in love with you." Levi says.
My breath catches in my throat. He loves me? He's said it before but..... He
meant it? I thought it was one of those "in the heat of the moment" kind of
things. I mean we were in the middle of sex.
"As messed up as it is, on that first night you were brought to me I kissed
your forehead and said 'night Eren love you.' And you said 'night dad, love
you.' And you instantly fell asleep. I stayed in your room with you all night
last night." Levi says more tears running down both cheeks.
I finally get it. Levi has never had love. No one has ever loved him and he
never loved anyone. I can't imagine a life with no love. He never knew his mom.
He never knew love. I'm the only person he loves and I'm the only person he
ever loved. He locked me up because he thought I would leave him. The only
person he loves was kissing someone else right in front of his eyes.
I wipe Levi's tears.
I'd been so oblivious to everything. Although he was pretty creepy he did
everything he did because he loves me. He kissed me at such a young age, he
didn't know how else to express his love. His way of loving me was pretty
messed up but I'm his first love. You never know what to do with your first
love. All of this is forgiveable. If Levi needed someone to love and he chose
me, then yes, I can be that person for him. Two people alone in the world
brought together by fate. OK that last thought was pretty gay, but yeah.
"Levi. Look at me." I say. He slowly looks up at me.
"I'm sorry and if you want to leave me you can." Levi says.
I sit up leaving Levi on my lap. We both gasp as my penis slides out of him
along with a ridiculous amount of cum. Levi sits still while it pours out.
We stare at each other for about a minute.
I break the silence. "L-levi I have no intention of leaving you." I say.
Levis eyes seem to brighten up. "But... What about..?" Levi begins to say.
I place my hand on top of of his mouth, he shakes it off but stays quiet.
"I don't care I finally understand. I understand everything. You've had the
wrong idea of love and now that we're on the same page I can show you how to
love. I want to. I know what love is. Love is you. I mean uhh I love you." I
say with a giggle.
"So... So you're not going to..." Levi begins to say. I place my hand on his
mouth again and he shakes it off again.
"I'm not going to leave you. Ever. I love you ok. But I have rules." I say
confidently.
"Rules?" Levi says bending his eyebrow. He wraps his arms around my neck and
looks into my eyes.
"Yes rules." I say. Smiling at my boyfriend. I mean uh at Levi. "Well obviously
you can't lock me in my room anymore." I say seriously.
"I won't." Levi says.
"Good. And no more watching me naked. If you're horny tell me and I can't help
you out. Oh oh and we have sex when I want to." I say.
"Ok i accept all rules.....So what are we?" He says with a frown.
I was thinking boyfriends but that sounds weird. Fiances sounds ok, but he
didn't ask to marry me.
"We could be son and dad..." Levi says.
That is disgusting. I throw Levi off of my lap onto the bed.
He falls sitting with his arms behind him supporting him and with his legs
parted slightly. I crawl towards him and he backs up until his back hits the
head board.
"Get away from me Eren." Levi says. It sounds serious but I guess he's playing
with me.
I continue to crawl toward him and grab his ankles. I drag him to me, slide my
hands in between his thighs, and forcefully pry them open. I crawl in between
his thighs and rub his penis with mine.
"Now who's in control?" I tease.
Levi smirks dangerously and tightens his thighs on my hips. In two seconds I'm
flipped underneath Levi.
"This is a relationship right? So I get a rule too." Levi says.
Relationship? That word warms me up.
"Ok then. What is your rule Levi?" I ask.
He smiles then leans his face in so his lips are right above mine.
"My rule is.... I'm ALWAYS on top." He says capturing my mouth for a kiss.
For the first time ever it wasn't a kiss I wasn't looking forward to. It wasn't
a kiss of perversion. It was a kiss of mutual love. Levi is entitled to a rule
since this is a relationship but him always on top? Nope. I'll play along for
now, but I will have the reigns one day and have complete control.
 
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Chapter End Notes
     So yeah I'm obviously obsessed with yandere Levi but for my next
     story after I finish the one I began before this one I'm gonna make
     one where Eren is like in control and then I'll make my awesome one
     that I've been working on for like six months its gonna be AWESOME so
     yeah keep checking in with me. AnYwAyS what did you guys think about
     the end????
      
     Oh and thanks everyone for your support I wouldn't have finished
     this. You guys gave me motivation. :-)
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