Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/10018367. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Major_Character_Death, Underage, Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence Category: M/M, F/M Fandom: Harry_Potter_-_J._K._Rowling Relationship: Lucius_Malfoy/Harry_Potter, Sirius_Black/Remus_Lupin, Hermione_Granger/ Ron_Weasley, Harry_Potter/Voldemort Character: Albus_Dumbledore, Harry_Potter, Severus_Snape, Draco_Malfoy, Original Character Additional Tags: Mpreg, Sexual_Content, Alternate_Universe, Angst, Tragedy, Drama, Horror, Supernatural_-_Freeform, Romance, Science_Fiction_&_Fantasy Collections: HPFandom Stats: Published: 2006-08-31 Completed: 2007-12-02 Chapters: 5/5 Words: 19819 ****** Tantalizing BloodLust ****** by Bloodied Scriptures [archived by HPFandom_archivist] Summary Harry comes into a strange inheritance. Not only is he to be a submissive partner to someone who could get him pregnant, his dominant just has to be the right-hand man to his greatest enemy. Notes Note from SeparatriX, the archivist: this story was originally archived at HP_Fandom, which was closed for health and financial reasons. To preserve the archive, I began manually importing its works to the AO3 as an Open Doors-approved project in August 2016. I e-mailed all creators about the move and posted announcements, but may not have reached everyone. If you are (or know) this creator, please contact me using the e-mail address on HP_Fandom_collection profile. ***** The Inheritance ***** Disclaimer: I don't own anything to do with Harry Potter, I never have, I never will. Nor do I intend any infringement upon it. I love the Harry Potter universe and would never hurt it...only it's characters. The poem at the beginning is mine. I am sorry, but it is not titled... Tantalizing Blood-Lust Authored by Bloodied Scriptures Rated Nc-17; Dark in nature and wondrously decadent. Summary: Harry comes into a strange inheritance. Not only is he to be a submissive partner to someone who could get him pregnant, his dominant just has to be the right-hand man to his greatest enemy. Warnings: Sexy man-on-man action set in the Seventeenth century, Some heterosexual escapades, Many a steamy night, a large-role playing peasant girl, and waterfalls of tears...(If you don't catch my meaning I mean: Lemons, Slash, Angst, and Original Characters) Genre: Romance and Angst Author Note: Enjoy :) I know that this story might sound un-original because of its overly used plot...but I wanted to try it, and I did put a spin on it : ) Please, review! Tantalizing Blood-Lust Chapter One The Inheritance This night enfolds you In his black embrace Artificial light falls to the darkness And each star burns to reveal A smiling, crimson face Hear these screams as they pervade the air The demons coming out to play Out of the graves they come To mock light that did once shine And to set thy soul astray In all heathen glory This drum that seals your fate shall beat Give into the dark temptation Take apart in your own soul-contamination This evil you caused, you cannot defeat Cool in the shroud of darkness The thought of comfort drawing a tear As all of your control begins to disappear Nothing is left for you to surrender Caught you are in the world you fear Living in the blur of an addict’s eyes Everything, a bed of lies In the land of dead you walk Mouths of mourners open in silent cries And everything once held so dear…dies… The year is 1639, and the city of London is fast asleep, not a single thing stirs. A young boy, in his thirteenth year, slept fitfully in his little bed composed of hay and petite meadow flowers; a tattered blanket covered his small and shivering frame. Bruises, whip marks, and red scars marred what skin could be seen. Shaggy hair that reached to just below his ears fell fashionably across his face, and through the strands that seemed to have been spun from ebony, you could just barely see the lightening bolt scar that represented all of his life’s travesties. His eyes were closed in sleep, but if they were open you would have been gazing into eyes that outshone even the brightest and most beautiful of emeralds. The child’s name is Harry James Potter, and he lives with his abusive Aunt Petunia and Uncle Vernon. His mother and father, along with his week old sister Carlotta, had been killed. Their murderers’ name was Lord Voldemort, the most feared wizard of all time. Hearing his name could send shivers down your spine, and freeze your very soul with fear. But he was gone, thankfully. Harry had killed him when he was just a small child, barely just one-year of age. Well, that’s what everyone else thought. It is just easiest to think that way, seeing as how Voldemort had not been sighted for near 13 years. But Harry knew better. Harry knew that Voldemort was just laying low, rejuvenating and renewing his strength while gathering followers to help him in his cause. But no one, not even Dumbledore would believe him. They just said he was dealing with post-traumatic depression. Typical. Harry woke up to the clanging of a bell as it announced midnight, shook his head to clear his mind and sighed. ‘Happy Birthday to me.’ he thought before he gasped as a stinging pain enveloped his body. He fell backwards onto his bed, agony wracking every breath that he tried to take, when a whimper escaped. He clamped a hand over his mouth to stifle more. It wouldn’t do to have his aunt and uncle waddle into his room and begin to yell at him and beat him for waking them up. A pain, stronger than any before originated in his stomach and traveled throughout his entire body, his back arched off the bed. A muffled cry wrenched itself from his throat as his back arched even further. Another cry tore itself free and tears leaked from his eyes. But, just as soon as it began, it had ceased. Harry’s body relaxed into the mattress, and his breathing slowly evened out. “What just happened to me?” he asked of the still, moist, summer air. He got up from his bed quietly and crept into the washroom, being careful so as to not awake his sleeping relatives. He groped around for the matches his uncle left there, and lit one, transferring the flame to a candle before blowing out the match. He picked up the candle by the base, and walked up to the mirror to peer into his face. He groggily opened his eyes and gasped at his reflection. His hair was longer than it had ever been before, it reached to about his lower back. His eyes seemed to hold a hidden power. His skin was more pale, causing the bruises and marks to stand out even more and his lips had turned a sinful red. They were also more plump and full. Placing the candle near the washbowl, he raised one hand and traced his lower lip. His other hand ran through his hair, feeling the silken texture of his once coarse hair. His hair seemed to flow like water, and he couldn’t help but to stand transfixed by the sight. “What happened to me?” he whispered. A cold breeze flowed into the room, and Harry shivered at it’s cool caress. The night seemed to surround him, a palpable blanket shrouding his body, seemingly protecting him from his pain. The fragile line between awareness, and phantasm seemed to be even more vulnerable, and Harry reveled in this feeling. He felt weightless… Drawing his mind from the physical world into that of the mind he buried himself deep into his own thoughts. There was music…a music so lilting, and so filled with pain, yet joyous. Deep and throbbing, full of patient despair, full of ambitious longing, and full of blazing ardor. Harry gasped lightly and closed his eyes as a passion so strong, …so powerful…came over his body, and made his skin crawl with want. His mouth opened in a quiet moan as he imagined pale hands card through his hair, down his neck, and over his side. He could nearly feel those hands…those wonderful, pianist --or violinist‘s-- hands. The kind of hands that could make the most beautiful of music. The music of the Angels, the music of the Devil…and the music of the mourning souls that rolled in their lost graves, and reached with yearning, groping hands to the sunlight that was merely an illusion. These were the hands that were on him, and these were the fingers that plucked the most wanton of moans from his sinful mouth. Manipulating him as though he were the grandest of instruments, being played by the Master of musical fire. His back arched as an invisible mouth kissed every inch of skin it could reach. The phantom hands were under his shirt, and the contact was of the icy breath of Death. The touch was cold…too cold, and it made Harry’s skin burn with fires unseen. The wonderful lips slipped over Harry’s stomach, and down the front of his soiled britches, teasing his aching arousal. He wanted to arch into the touch, but only met thin air, and he whimpered with distress. He couldn’t take it anymore. There was a building pressure in his loins, and the beast wanted out. But before he could climax, the mouth pulled away. His cry of dismay was soon lost in a cry of joy as the cold hand grasped his length. The mouth had found his neck, and was feasting upon the skin found there, as the hand pumped his length. At his moment of completeness, fangs buried themselves deep into the skin at the juncture of neck and shoulder, and Harry cried out loud, and he sunk deep into the darkness…the music still playing softly in the deep chasm of his mind. Lucius Malfoy woke abruptly as a dull, throbbing pain made itself known in his chest. A pain such as this had never been a part of his life, and it could only mean one thing. ‘My mate has reached his time.’ He pushed back the black silk duvet and crawled gracefully out of his high, ornately carved, four-poster bed. His feet touched the cold stone of the master-bedroom floor, but he could not feel it. He was not alive, and he was not dead. He walked elegantly to a room off of his, and pushed open a heavy wood door. He walked into the center of the room where a well stood and looked deep into the depths of the water. Clearing his mind of all thought except the task at hand, he called forth the power of his ancestors. ‘Dearest Mother, Goddess of the Land, Fertility, and Death, please grant me your divine powers to look forth into these sacred waters to see who I am to be destined with. Mother Goddess, I pledge my life to you, and will give forth my own blood to be bestowed with this Godly right.” A strong updraft of wind curled its claws around Lucius, and he felt the supernatural powers of the old stones beneath him spin with powers unleashed. Lucius, without tearing his eyes from the calm façade of the water, reached into his opulent robes, and produced a dagger with a ruby-studded hilt. The metal of the dagger was black, and it was double edged. A small but deadly weapon. “Blood by blood, I call upon the powers of old…” he placed the dagger at the palm of his hand, and slashed his hand open. Blood spilt forth, and dropped into the waters below him. “I willingly give you this gift, in a token of your guidance and help, Great Mother.” a breeze flowed through his hair, like a caress of a loving mother and he smiled to feel it. The blood flowing into the water began to darken, and soon the entire face of the water was a cold black. This soon swarmed into something else, and silver shone forth. Lucius stared transfixed. “Let me see my submissive. Let me look upon their face and know them, as they will come to know me in time.” A picture began to form, groggy at first, then slowly it came into a clearer focus. A boy, just barely 14 now, was staring into a glass mirror, befuddled by the change he had gone through. Lucius got only the smallest glance of silk ebony, and jade eyes full of wonder, before the heavenly sight was stolen from him, and the magic slowly receded back into its confinement. Lucius smirked and stepped back from the well, “He’s perfect. Thank you, my Mother.” He walked back to his bed, and climbed into the sheets, on his way stripping himself of his clothing. He placed his robes on a high-back chair so the servants could pick it up tomorrow and went over to his bed, climbing into it. He covered himself with the rich black duvet, and relaxed to think about his mate. The image of his mate swam before his eyes, and his eyes fluttered with suppressed need. He couldn’t have his mate yet…but, he could have a little fun. Using his magic, he called upon his powers of seduction, and proceeded to show his mate a taste of what was to come. He picked up his violin that rested on its perch next to the luxurious bed, and began to play his elegy. He was a Master violinist, and knew well the music of the Night. And while his music still played quietly, he knew his phantom hands were playing the boy like the finest violin, the greatest of all instruments. And he knew his mouth was performing devilish sin. Feeling his mate nearing completion, he changed tactic, and replaced his mouth with his hand on the boys erection, and in his mind’s eye, he saw himself feasting on the wondrous neck. At the boys climax, he bit into that tempting throat, and felt a fire never felt before rise in his chest and consume his entire being. The mental link he already had with his mate allowed him to feel his mate’s moment of sleep, and he smiled a small, knowing smile. “Soon, my mate, soon. Soon you will know pleasures such as you have never known before. Soon you will know what it feels like to be truly corrupted by the sins of the flesh, and you will bask in the feeling of dirty secrets, and fraudulent ardor. Soon my love…soon.” …To be Continued... Alright there, the first chapter, all done nice and pretty for you. I hope you review. --hint hint, wink wink-- ***** Flames of Purgatory ***** Disclaimer: I don't own anything to do with Harry Potter, I never have, I never will. Nor do I intend any infringement upon it. I love the Harry Potter universe and would never hurt it...only it's characters. The poem at the beginning of the chapter was composed by William Shakespeare. It is his one-hundred-and-forty-sixth sonnet. THANK YOU, for ALL of your reviews! God, you couldn't possibly decipher exactly how thankful I am for them, they are the things keeping me going, which in turn keeps this story going. --hint hint-- And so, we begin...   Tantalizing Blood-Lust Chapter Two Flames of Purgatory Pour soul, centre of my sinful earth, My sinful earth these rebel powers array, Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth, Painting the outward walls so costly gay? Why so large cost, having so short a lease, Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend? Shall worms, inheritors of this excess, Eat up thy charge? is this thy body's end? Then soul live thou upon the servant's loss, And let that pine to aggravate thy store; Buy terms diving in selling hours of dross; Within be fed, without be rich no more So shall thou feed on Death, that feeds on men And Death once dead, there's no more dying then. Harry Potter was shaken awake by the sounds of his aunt's shrill screams. He groggily opened his eyes but closed them again in pain as a foot connected with his stomach. "Get up you dirty freak!" his aunt screeched and kicked him in the stomach again. "Ple-Please, don't." he begged quietly, curling into himself. "Don't talk back to me, you lazy boy! I should beat you now for your impudence." She, being quite surprisingly strong for a woman nearing her late thirties, picked him up by the hair and dragged him to his feet, "Naughty boys such as you should be punished for their cheek." "Please, don't hurt me..." he whimpered, trying his hardest to not attempt to twist out of her grasp, that would only make it worse. She narrowed her eyes at him and pushed him away from her so that he fell backwards into the wall behind him. "Just this once I shall let it slip. I am entirely too harried to deal with you at the moment. Just know, Vernon will hear of this and your punishment will be swiftly given." "But, I didn't do anything wrong!" he cried, shrinking from her. "With you looking as you do now, I say that that should merit enough a good thrashing! Look at you! You look as though you were a common, peasantry street- whore!" "I-I am sorry..." he muttered, looking down at his feet, head bowed in complete submission. Lady Petunia Dursley narrowed her eyes at him and stared down at him in contempt. "Apologizing will not allow you to shirk your duties. Now get out of my sight and go do your chores. If you are to live here and darken my house with your nasty, freakish ways then you are going to earn your keep. First you will fetch my breakfast which I will be taking in my chambers. Then you are to help the servants in the cleaning of this castle, top-to-bottom. Everything is to be dusted, the silver to be polished, and the china washed. After you are through with that, set the table in the West wing parlor for tea. Then, when that is done go out to the stables and tend to the horses, Vernon is to hold counsel tomorrow with King Tavorian and Lord Malfoy and Prince Draco. When finished, polish your Uncle's armor and then you may go with the serving women and wash the clothing." 'She makes it sound like a treat!' but he did not say so. "Yes, Aunt Petunia." "Now, get out of here." Harry nodded and left his aunt's presence as quickly as his legs would carry him. As soon as he was out of sight of the door he slowed down and walked casually the rest of the way to the kitchens. Upon entering he saw all the servants already preparing the noontime meal. "Hello Harry, darling." Desira, a chivalrous, pretty-looking girl of about sixteen years said as he walked through the stone archway. Harry smiled his delicate little smile and made his way towards her. "Well, you look different." she said, standing up and picking up her skirts. She wiped her hand across her sweaty brow and wisps of auburn hair fell from her messy bun to fall across her face. "Yeah, I don't know what happened, it just...happened." he finished lamely. She smiled at him, and he blushed. He always fancied her, but it wasn't a very substantial crush. He would never tell anyone this, for it would surely get him stoned, but he preferred men. The one who did know was Desira. "Hmm, so, what brings you to the kitchens?" she asked while she moved a large pot to a hook that hung on an iron arm, which, in turn, hung over the fire and swung the arm so the pot of stew hung over the fire. She stood back, wiped her brow again, and turned to him. "Her Ladyship is pining for her meal and has bestowed upon me the wonderful treat of obtaining it for her." he said sarcastically. He would never let anyone know how much his aunt really hurt him. He walked over to a table by the stove and picked up a tray that was sitting there. He looked at the contents and noticed that they were all over his aunt's favourite breakfast items. It seemed that everyone was trying to keep her in an amiable mood. Something quite important must be happening later. As if reading his thoughts, Desira popped in, "Did you hear, Harry? The King, and Lord Lucius Malfoy and Prince Draco are arriving today." Harry's heart skipped at just the mentioning of that name, "Are they? Why?" "Well...I don't know honestly. But I hear from the people in town that there is to be a wedding!" Like any normal girl, she brightened at the though of romance. But, being the more male of the two (hopefully) Harry knew that it was probably for political matters. Not that he would tell Desira that, it would ruin her dreams of love. "Oh? A wedding? Interesting. Whose?" "The King's daughter, Sky, is going to be marrying Prince Draco Malfoy. He and his father are to accompany the King today. I think that Lord Vernon is to be invited to the wedding and they are coming to discuss wedding plans. I am not sure though, it could be something different. But that's what I am hearing." "Why would they be coming here just to leave tomorrow?" 'Rather stupid,' Harry thought. "You forget, Harry darling, that Lord Vernon is not the most popular of men. He has never been to the King Tavorian's castle. The King and the Malfoy lords are escorting him." "That's pathetic. Even I know how to get there, and I've never been there...my...sel-- Hold on, did you just say that Sky is going to meet THE Draco Malfoy?!" "That was a bit of a late reaction, but I shall ignore it for your behalf." Suddenly, she sighed longingly. "Oh, if only I were she! Prince Draco is the more handsome of men and I am sure that he is so romantic. We could take long walks through the rose gardens at the Kingdom of Maderrgoran and--" "Sorry to say darling, but Draco would probably have his own kingdom if you were to marry him." "But Harry, that isn't the point! It's the though behind it!" She sighed longingly again. "I know dear, I know." he paused, and then said, "So, you fancy him, do you?" his smile was teasing as he placed a cup of warm cow's milk on his aunt's plate and buttered a piece of fresh bread. "Oh, Harry, you have no idea." "Well, I'll admit, he is handsome." Harry said, teasing smile still in place. He had seen the notorious Draco Malfoy once when he and his father, Lucius Malfoy had stopped in for a discussion with Vernon about war tactics against invaders. Dark wizards and muggles alike were seeking to attack London and seize it for Voldemort. The only offset about the Malfoy lords was that there's a certain aura around them. They almost don't seem alive. It is also rumored that Draco and Lucius are actually Death Eaters playing the spy. "He's more than handsome, Harry! He is the most gorgeous man on the face of Mother Earth!" Desira gushed while stirring the stew. "I prefer his father, honestly." Desira shot him a playful glare and he walked away, laughing, holding the plate and cup. He approached his aunt's door slowly and knocked before opening it slowly with his hip. "Here you are, ma'am." he spoke softly. "Put it there." she said crisply, pointing to a table next to the bed. Harry set the tray down gently, bowed, and left. A few hours later found Harry scrubbing the stone steps of the Grand Stairwell. He sung to himself quietly; not recognizing the tune, but singing it anyway. This was his last task of the day (his aunt had so kindly added it) but he really wasn't registering what he was doing anyway. He was lost in a far off world. A world where he was cosseted with jewels and was treated like the finest of china. He wore highly wrought robes of a deep emerald lined with silver trimming, and his now long hair was neatly plaited. A small silver circlet sat elegantly on the top of his head. His eyes glowed with happiness never before felt, and he noticed that he was surround by castle walls that were not his Uncle's. He looked, and he felt, like royalty. 'Please never let me leave this dream. In this dream, I am happy.' he begged the Gods, hoping his plea was answered. Never again did he want to return to the world of reality. He drowned in his fantasy. As he scrubbed away, a party of horses was fast approaching. At the front rode the stately King Tavorian, a jeweled crown high upon his head, and his golden armor glinting in the sunlight. He was a man of great strength and character. Next to him was the next highest ranking royalty member in all of England. This man also wore a crown, but it was on a lesser scale of opulence compared to the King's, but still magnificent. This man was the epitome of good looks with his long, golden hair, wintry silver irises, creamy, unblemished skin, and lush, full lips. The stallion on which he rode itself could take one's breath away. It was pitch black in color and had striking pale blue eyes. On the other side of the King rode Prince Draco; the carbon copy of his father. The only difference between them was that Draco's hair had more of a silver glow to it, and steely-blue eyes. Behind these three members of esteemed royalty rode a small party of soldiers, also magnificent looking in their own way. A strong gust of wind broke Harry of his whims. He gasped at the intensity and the dirty rag flew from his hands. Time seemed to stand still...he was floating, and yet falling. His ears rang with a loud tune of melodic, albeit impious music that infused in his soul and washed away all thoughts of fact and realism. He was swimming in vertigo. He clutched at the stone wall to maintain at least a small sense of balance. Lord Malfoy, normally a stoic and aloof man also had to use every inhibition he acquired to not collapse. 'My mate must be near' Lucius mused. The picture of his mate swam before his eyes once again. Long, ebony tresses accompanied by stabbing jade-green eyes. Sumptuous ruby-red lips and olive skin; o' so delicious. A beautiful arching neck that just begged for Lucius to sink his fangs into the soft tissue, party vessels and muscles and drinking the sweet elixir that is blood. The picture was one of corrupted innocence. And all of it was his, and his alone. Lucius allowed himself a smirk as he rode towards what would soon be Paradise. Harry staggered up the steps towards the main part of the castle. He needed help; he had to talk to Dumbledore. Surely he would know what was happening to him. Surely he could tell him. Gasping, he reached the Grand Hall and set off towards a private room; the door hidden in shadows. He quietly pushed it open and approached the middle of the room where a shallow pool stood. He didn't know what the purpose of it was, and he didn't know where it came from. All he knew was that is seemed to have magickal properties, which proved that this was not the Dursley's original castle -- this castle that held ancient powers abroad. The Dursleys harbored no magick in their veins and resented their nephew for the fact he did. They begrudgingly took him in when Voldemort murdered the Potters, but put him to work like the common slave, when in fact, Harry's mother and father were higher in rank that the Dursleys could ever be. When he was at the pool, he closed his eyes and cleared his mind of all thought. "Show me Dumbledore." The image swam before him, and finally the old, wise face of Dumbledore materialized before his vision. "Harry, my lad, what's the problem?" "Sir, I was wondering if you could maybe help me?" Harry looked hopeful. "Might I ask with what?" "Strange things have happened." Dumbledore's face grew serious. "Explain." "Well, ever since my birthday yesterday I have been having really strange feelings of...lust." The last word was spoken meekly and he quickly rushed into the rest of his explanation. "Not only that, but as you can see, my appearance has changed, and I always have a burning pain in my heart." Dumbledore's face grew even more serious as he mulled over Harry's words. "You have all the attributes of an Incubus, Harry." "An Incubus?" "An Incubus is a vampyre that feeds off of sexual emotions and the act of sex itself. It's female counterpart would be the Succubus, and then, of course, there are the blood-suckers, mainly descendents of the Carpathians." Harry paled, and as he spoke, his voice shook. "V-vampyres?" he squeaked. "Yes, but like I said, Incubi do not feed on blood, only sexual energies." Harry shook his head; bemused. "Professor...I'm not entirely so sure as to how I could possibly be an...Incubus." Dumbledore sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. "I'm sorry, Harry. I really don't know myself; I have no answer for you. I'll visit you soon, at the latest tomorrow at Sundown and I'll bring with me anything I have found on the subject, and how you came to be one." "That's fine...but..." "Don't worry about your relatives, Harry. With the way things are playing out, I really don't think that you'll be with them much longer." Harry found it most un-nerving that without him even speaking Dumbledore seemed to have known exactly what was on his mind. "What do you mean, Professor?" "I cannot elaborate, just trust me on this." Harry sighed. "Alright." The image of Dumbledore wavered for a moment and then was gone. "Damnit, I wish he wouldn't talk in circles." Harry growled and walked out of the room, being careful so that no one saw him make his exit. After leaving, he wandered aimlessly around the castle, stuck in his thoughts. 'What happened earlier? Why is this happening to me? Does this have anything to do with Voldemort? Is this some sick, twisted mind game of his?' The mantra inside his head continued to play. So many questions without any answers. He was shaken out of his thoughts when he heard voices coming from down the corridor. There was the King's strong, proud voice, his Uncle's unpleasant squawk, and Draco Malfoy's arrogant speech. But all of that was trivial compared to the deep, debonair tone of the voice that answer their comments. He felt shivers creep up his spine at that voice. It was like chocolate; smooth, elegant, beautiful...with a darkness hidden in its depths. Harry's skin crawled and a moan emanated from his throat without his knowledge. Images came to mind of him, lying in a bed that held such a mysterious grandeur to it; he could feel the evil lying in wait underneath. But yet, he felt safe. Above him was a man of such beauty that it stole his breath right from his lungs. Freezing silver eyes bore into his soul as a devilish mouth twisted into something akin to a smile; promising painful pleasure to come in many a wave. Harry sunk to his knees as he felt hands once again upon his flesh. Those cold, violinist hands that has wrenched such sweet ignominies from his mouth just last night. Those hands that had played him like a violin and had made him feel things never felt before. The footsteps were approaching faster and Harry heard his Uncle ask Lord Malfoy if everything was all right. He wondered briefly where the King and the Prince had gone before that wonderful voice of debauchery shot another bullet of desire straight into his very core. With every wave that crashed over his senses, the harder it was to move. But he had to! Unspeakable things would happen to him if his Uncle were to see him when he was entertaining such important guests. He was panicking. He had to get out of there! Trying to drive away his unholy thoughts, Harry staggered to his feet and made his way painfully down the corridor. On his way he came to an unlocked door and quickly pushed his way into the room. He quietly shut the door and collapsed gratefully against the old wood; groaning. Gasps forced their way from his throat as the phantom hands grew in their intensity and his mind replayed the memory of that luscious voice. Growing desperate for release, his hands crept their way down his body, pausing to caress his nipples through the worn cotton of his shirt. His other hand continued down and pressed against the prominent bulge that was crying for skin-on-skin contact. His hand slipped below the waistline of his britches and with teasing, light fingers he caressed his erection; a satisfied smile greeted the world. Speeding up the tempo of his touches on both focal points of pleasure, he felt the lust in his body thrum through is body in a dark cadence; a mixture of beautiful pleasure and pain. His scrotum tightened and with one final pull on his manhood his semen was ripped from his body and white hot pleasure exploded in his mind and raced though his entire body as he ejaculated. After it was all over, he collapsed against the door once again and tried to get his breathing back under his control. "This...cannot be healthy..." he said to himself before he succumbed to the darkness licking like a lover at the edge of his mind. Lucius Malfoy, with some difficulty, held in his growls of lust, and held in the urge to literally dive down the hallway towards his awaiting prize. His body ached with the illicit lust he was feeling, and his jaws tingled. His fangs wanted to make themselves known and go embed themselves in his mate's throat. He could smell the want oozing from his intended, and a barely audible moan slipped over his lips. He wanted to touch his mate; to kiss, and bite, touch, and claim, and fuck. But he couldn't. He was on strict orders from the Dark Lord to ascertain as much knowledge as was possible from the tub-of-lard walking next to him. Good thing the King was with them of else Lord Vernon would have been dead and buried. Lucius, angered even more that he was being held back from claiming his mate called again upon his powers of seduction and set about torturing the boy from afar, using the phantom hands that he had the night before. He relished in the feeling of his mate arch beneath the invisible touch; such a responsive mate! The moans he spoke was the music of Paradise. Lucius was not a Christian man, but he assumed that this would be akin to their Heaven. "Lucius?" The voice of the King snagged Lucius from his thoughts, "Yes, my King?" "What is the date of the wedding again? I have forgotten. I have too much to do at this moment to remember dates." Before Lucius could answer, Draco darted in. "It is a month from now, your highness, on April 14th." Lucius scowled, "Draco, don't interrupt." "Leave the boy be, Lucius." Lucius bowed his head in acquiescence, and the King turned to Draco. "Sky cannot wait. The only thing she speaks of is marrying 'the Draco Malfoy'." Draco smirked, but it was quickly hidden when Lucius admonished his arrogance with a stern glance. Instead, he opted for chivalry. "I am ecstatic as well, my King. Your daughter is a fine specimen. It will be a pleasure and an honor to marry such a fine woman. You did a splendid job in bringing her up! And I can see where she got her beauty from; she has your eyes, sir." Lucius rolled his eyes. The King laughed heartily and shook his head, "You flatter me, Draco." he slapped Lucius on the back. "Great job raising him, Lucius. He'll be able to talk his way into any women's bed." "Thank you, your Majesty." "Now!" the King clapped his hands together, "Let's talk of the dowry." "Oh! My King!" Vernon shouted, suddenly ecstatic. "Yes, Vernon?" "I just remembered, Lord Lucius has bought my finest mare for your dowry." "Oh, really?" "Yes! If you would like to observe her and deem her worth we could go on to the stables." "No, that's all right Vernon. Any horse bought from you should be worthy; you breed wonderful horses." 'That's about the only thing he does right.' Lucius thought. Lucius cut in before Vernon could respond. He was getting tired of this chatter. He wanted to get rid of them and go to his mate. "Still, my Lord. I believe that it would be best." "Well..." "I will see you at dinner." He began to walk towards that wonderful scent. "Father?" "Lucius, are you all right?" Vernon asked. "Fine. Fine. I just wish to go for a short walk." "Alright. We'll talk more of the wedding at dinner." The King said and turned around to go to the stables, followed by Draco. Lucius had already begun to walk away from them and did not realize that Vernon was not following them. "Lord Malfoy! Wait!" Lucius cringed. "Lord Malfoy!" "Be quiet!" "My Lord, I..." "Save it for dinner. I wish not to have company at this moment." Lucius turned around and walked away, picking up pace; Vernon having to jog to keep up. Something was wrong. The boy's aura was moving away from him; Lucius almost growled, but then felt his mate's orgasm. The power radiated off his mate, and the passion behind the eruption washed over him causing him to stop in his tracks. Just ten feet away, a closed door stood, and beyond that door was his mate. He itched to go to the door, but he had things to do. Damn the Dark Lord to HELL! Sighing in resignation, Lucius began to walk again. Vernon's clumsy steps and repulsive talk also resumed. With one last, longing look at the door where his mate lay after his climax, they moved away. But in his mind, Lucius promised himself that soon the boy would be in his arms. Tonight, at the latest. Harry's eyes fluttered open, and he stared bemusedly at his surroundings. 'Where am I?' he wondered, pushing himself up into a sitting position. He shook his head to remove the fuzz and his nose caught a scent. He smelled sex. The smell of it brought back what had happened earlier that day and he fell back to the stone; groaning. 'This cannot be happening to me.' He stood up and opened the door, glancing out into the hallway to make sure that no one was around. It was getting dark...he could see the sun setting behind the mountains through the large windows of the castle. He slipped out of the room and began walking down the corridor, lost in his musings. When he realized that he had been walking for quite awhile, he was at the doorway that led into his aunt's private gardens. Petunia adored roses. She had an entire garden dedicated to the tender blossoms. Something compelled him to open the door, and walk in. But if his aunt found out that he had ventured into her sacred gardens, then he would be severely punished. He tried to walk away, but came back to the door moments later; staring at it. He just couldn't walk away. Something just wouldn't let him wander off. Stealing his courage, he took a deep breath and opened the door. The heavy wood fell back against the stone wall of the castle and he stepped into the scented sea of blossoming flowers. He walked a little ways down the stone path, when the first ray of moonlight shone on a bench off to his right and tangled itself in the brilliance of blonde hair. Harry's breath caught in his throat as he set eyes on the man that lounged on the bench. There was only one person with that hair. Not even Draco's hair shone with that utmost brilliance. Lucius was staring at him with cold, icy, silver orbs. They were the exact eyes from his...dream? No, what happened earlier that day was too strong; too real to be a dream. Lucius moved from the bench with a fluid grace and he began to walk towards Harry. Except, it was more of a predator's stalk that a walk. The feral look in that wintry gaze made Harry's stomach clench. He gulped and began to step backwards, but stumbled and fell hard to the stone path. He scuttled backwards, but Lucius pursued until he had Harry pressed against a wall, hidden among the rose bushes. They surrounded him and Lucius, and Harry felt trapped. "Don't fret, my emerald. I won't hurt you." Lucius whispered, bring his hand up to caress Harry's cheek. "Wh-what are you d-doing here, m-my Lord?" Harry stuttered, unconsciously leaning into the soft caress. "I came here to claim you, my mate." "M-mate?!" Harry squeaked, trying to move farther backwards as Lucius pressed his tall, muscular body against his own. "Yes, mate. Why, don't you know your heritage?" Harry shook his head, and Lucius snorted. "Typical. I am going to have to speak to Dursley about that. No doubt it is his doing. But, no matter. There's time enough for that later. Right now...all I want...is you." "M-me?" Again, Harry squeaked. Lucius brought his face closer. "Yes, you, my beautiful emerald...my exquisite submissive." With those whispered words, Lucius place his mouth against that of Harry's and licked at the full bottom lip, encouraging Harry to open up. Harry's entire body went rigid, and suddenly, he was a puddle in Lucius's arms. He opened his mouth to the questing tongue and groaned when it snaked in to explore his mouth. With each second, the kiss became more possessive. Lucius growled in happiness as Harry opened up to him and he set out to explore the territory, marking every corner and crevice as his. His hands explored the brunette's back, clutching at the skin. Soon, however, his touch became more meaningful, and he slipped his hands into the back of Harry's britches, fondling the twin globes. His mouth moved away from Harry's to travel over his jaw and down his neck, where he immediately began to suck at the erratic pulse. His fangs itched to come out. The burning fire of the blood-lust crashed upon him, and he felt his canines beginning to elongate. Quickly, he pulled away from the tempting neck, choosing instead to look upon his submissive's flushed face. He was beautiful. Eyes half-mast; lust shining forth from the depths, lips redder than ever before from all the kisses, a beautiful blush stained his cheeks, and a large love-bite marred the pale skin of his neck. Lucius smiled at the image, un-wittingly baring his fangs. Harry gasped and stared at the long, pearly, glistening fangs, and hesitantly reached out with one hand to touch the pointed end of one. They were very sharp, and Harry cried out sharply as it punctured his finger with only the minimal of pressure. Lucius's eyes immediately pin-pointed the beading blood and he leaned forward to suck the digit into his mouth; savoring the taste. He moaned at the taste and sucked at the finger harder, willing more blood to the surface. When there was no more blood, he turned Harry's hand over and bit into the flesh of his wrist, sucking at the heavenly elixir, silver eyes slowly turning crimson. Harry whimpered in pain and his head fell back against the stone wall of the garden. He was near panic, and could only watch in horror as Lucius suckled at his skin as a babe would at its mother's breast. Lucius slowly extracted his teeth from Harry's skin and licked at the wound, causing it to close. He licked his blood-stained mouth and looked at Harry, sympathy apparent in his eyes. "My poor mate. Brought into a world you hardly understand. Adding this burden of bondage to the burden you already have to carry." Here, Lucius touched Harry's scar lightly, caressing it with his cold fingertips. "The poor centre of my Earth. You are now a part of this sinful life. They have stolen the innocence from you, and have brought you to Darkside's door. But do not pine for the life you once had. Bask in your new-found freedom, and learn to pay homage to the Night. Do not wish for mortality, but take firm in hand your immortality, and thrive in it. Life to you is now taboo, and so, you; my mate, feed on lust and death. Feed on the lust and death that feeds on man. Because, once you are dead, there is no going back." Lucius kissed the frightened Harry once more before putting two fingers to his forehead, and he whispered: "Sleep." And Harry slept. ...To be Continued... ***** A Roses Cry ***** Disclaimer: I don't own anything to do with Harry Potter, I never have, I never will. Nor do I intend any infringement upon it. I love the Harry Potter universe and would never hurt it...only it's characters. The poem at the beginning is mine, and it is titled Haunting Memoirs. Wow...it's been nearly seven months since I've attempted any work on this story...and now, here I am! I really am sorry for the dreadful wait that you have had to live through, and I hope a long chapter will make up for that. Thanks for all the reviews too!! Alright, now, I spent a LOT of time on the history aspects of this story. And this is one main reason why it took so bloody long to write this chapter. The history plays a HUGE part...so...there'll be a fair amount of it. The years, I admit, are screwy though; another reason with its AU. The years are screwy so that this would work out. Some of you may not like this chapter...the majority of it is conversation. Not a lot of action at all. But...this is necessary to understand what is going on...and it was fun to create. The poem was written especially for this chapter. It tells a story in itself almost.   Tantalizing Bloodlust Chapter Three A Roses Cry Lillith, dark sorceress, bringer of night Creator of lusty, vampyric death Alexandre, your brother, stolen from light Locked inside his final breath Echoes of past life In the shadows of the trees Moonlight reflected on the knife Mockery of the quiet melody A life so young, Now on the pyre burning And by the noose, hung Kin left to mourning A family riddled by darkened blood Scarlet red the evil hungered And in the blackness there, a crimson flood Sins of the flesh stealthily lingered Claws of malice rip at flesh And scar the innocent heart Signs of the evil set to crush And rip the living apart Heathen demons of old Knock on your door this night The warmth forever set to cold End resistance, lose the fight The visions playing in your head Haunting memories of debauched skin The stain of the red Bloody figments of past sin Screams of pain erupted from the crowded corridor. Serving women bustled to- and-fro; sweat dripping from their brows, as they heated water over open fires and fetched clean cloths. A woman of dark brown hair and warm blue eyes kneeled next to the makeshift bed of hay. In one small, pale hand she held the darker one of her half-sister's. The other ran through ebony hair. "Hush, Diamond. Dear sister, it's alright. Look, see? The mother cat purrs when she births her kittens! Shouldn't you feel happy as well to birth your childe?" "I cannot, Sylvia! I cannot! It hurts!" "You bore Alexandre with not a has--" "Alexandre was begotten on Beltane's Eve, when I was but a young lass! His father was of the faerie people! Thomas is a man much larger than I! I doubt I'll last the night, Sylvia." Sylvia's eyes darkened in her anguish but she schooled her features into a look of impassivity so as to not alarm her sister further. "I shall pray to the Goddess that you do." Diamond smiled and was about to respond when another contraction tore through her body. Sylvia yelled to the women that it was time and to get ready. They gently picked up her ripened body and placed her on the birthing stool. Tne women stood behind her, bracing her, and two more stood nearby with hot water and towels. Sylvia kneeled down, ready to grab the child as it came through the birthing chamber. Looking up at her dearest sister, she spoke in a tone that was firm, yet compassionate. "Alright, Diamond, now is the time. When I say three, push with all of your might." Diamond nodded, eyes closed against another contraction. "One...two...three!" Diamond bore down with all her might, breathing heavily with the exertion. After a few moments, she eased up, panting for air, sweat shining on her brow. "Good! Good. Alright, another push." "I-I cannot..." "Come now, push!" Diamond once again bore down, this time for longer, 'til finally Sylvia called out that she could see the crown of the head, and she was allowed a break for a few moments. "Alright, Diamond, I want you to push with every ounce of strength you possess in your body and soul!" "Sylvia...I cannot! I'm too tired...this...this childe, it's..." "You can too! You created this childe, it is now your duty to bring it forth into the world. Now push on three! One...two...three!" With a quick prayer to her ever-loved Goddess, Diamond gathered all the strength she would need. Upon the word three she pushed with all the strength that resided deep in her soul. She was amptly rewards. In a blinding white flash of exhaustion and joy the refreshing cries of a new born babe pervaded the air with their sparkling clarity. Diamond heard the women rushing about, quickly washing the babe and removing the umbilical cord. Sylvia herself renewed the hay on the makeshift bed and moved Diamond to it, laying her down and placing a quilt over her tired and heaving body. She lay there awhile, floating in the space between sleep and wakefulness 'til she heard her sister's soft voice once again. "Open your eyes, Diamond. Greet your childe." Her eyes slid open and she embraced the childe, smiling happily. All the women congratulated her on her successful birth and for having such a beautiful babe before they ran off to relay the news to the men waiting in the conference hall. But Diamond only had eyes and ears for her infant. Barely just thirty minutes old and she held high intelligence in her clouded eyes that were still a newborn blue. Diamond was soon reminded of the prophecy that revolved around her second-born. 'A childe shall be born on October 31st in the year A.D. 36. Harboured in her blood is a dark magick never before felt to mankind. An evil force unknown will be created at her fingertips, her own kin to be broken by her sinister ways. The demons she holds will soon consume her, and she will forever be sentenced to Dante's halls.' Diamond looked sadly upon the suckling babe and sighed. "My lady? What shall her name be?" "Her name is...Lillitha." Harry woke to the echo of the name Lillitha. He felt that somehow that name rang with a dark past, a past that was directly linked to him. Yet, he didn't know why. He had never known anyone by that name. "It was only a dream." he told the roses. Even as he said it, he knew that he didn't really believe himself. So, he tried to cling to the vision for as long as he could but the images kept seeping through his mind like water does through cracks. "Lillitha...she named her Lillitha." and as he said this, the roses shuddered as though they were trying to tell him a secret. Harry hummed in response to the un-spoken words, reaching up to caress a blossoming flower. Yes, his uncle's castle was indeed, magickal. "Wait..." he snatched his hand back, as though burned. "Roses..." He had to leave. The sun was already rising in the East; Harry could feel the ray's warmth, even through the un-yielding stone of the castle walls. If his aunt found him amongst her roses there would be nothing left of him. Carefully, trying not the bother the roses, he crawled out of the place that Lord Malfoy had trapped him in the night before. "Lucius..." he whispered, remembering the kisses and caresses; the possessive embraces...never before had Harry felt so wanted. "And I am his mate...if only I knew what he meant by that. I must speak with Dumbledore!" "You won't be speaking to anyone but the Lord, Jesus Christ once I am through with you!" Harry froze, half enshrouded by many a-dancing rose. He stared up at his Lady Petunia with wild, jade eyes as she stalked towards his meager hiding place. She approached him as though she were a tiger! But this prowl held none of the lust and want that Lucius's had held. This hunt was only filled with crimson intent. "A-aunt...My Lady, w-what a pleasant surprise..." She narrowed her eyes at him and he saw her hand snake out. He tried to dodge it, but he didn't move fast enough and it tangled into his long and beautiful hair; talons digging into his skull and she yanked him from the roses by the handful of ebony. He cried out at the pain as he felt thorns dig into and rip through his skin as he was torn from the darkness of the rose bushes. A cry rang softly through the roses themselves. "Stop! Please, you're hurting me!" he yelled, trying to tear free. "I am going to do a lot more to you than hurt you! How do you DARE to enter my sacred garden?!" "I...I only wanted to gaze upon them!" Tears sprang to his eyes and spilled over his cheeks as his aunt slapped him. "Years ago, I gave you a fair warning as to what would happen if you stepped across that threshold! And you did not heed it! Now you've tainted them!" "No! I only--" This time, she slapped him so hard he flew backwards into the roses and screamed and cried all the more viciously as thorns dug deep, deep into his flesh. "You crushed them, you idiot boy! You crushed them!" Her face had coloured to an angry puce. "Oh, how do you DARE?!" She raised her foot and kicked him in the ribs in the exact place she had yesterday morn. Harry whimpered in pain; the roses whimpered with him. "Ple-please s-s-st-stop." Another kick, this one more powerful and dangerously close to his manhood. "You deserve this, you disobediant childe!" "No! No, it's not my fault--It's not my..." Another kick, another cry; he thought he heard his ribs crack. "Last night...magick--" Petunia shrieked and kicked his mouth. "Do not speak that word in my prescence you disgusting, vile, loathesome..." again she lifted her foot to bestow another hit to the ribs, when a voice as cold as a northern winter's night rain through the rose garden with a frosty, dangerous, crystal clarity. "I would advise you to lower your foot and step away from him, my Lady Dursely." She slowly turned around and found herself pinioned by the steely-grey irises of Lord Malfoy. "My Lord! I am sorry that you have to set your eyes upon this freak. Do not worry, soon he will cease to be an eye-sore." Against Lucius's warning, she kicked Harry again and he yelped like an injured puppy. Lucius's eyes flared and bled crimson. Suddenly he was between Petunia and her abused nephew, a murderous look set deep in his eyes. The voice he spoke with was calm, too calm. It was almost frightening, there was such a malevolent intent, and even his hard-headed and ignorant aunt stepped back in terror. "I believe I told you to step away from him, my Lady." "But...I don't understand..." "There is nothing for you to decipher. All you have to know is that if I ever hear of or witness you abusing my m--this childe again, I swear to you, on pain-of-death, that you and your husband's lives will be morphed into your own personal hells." "I..." she couldn't speak through her trembling. Harry whined as he tried to stand and Lucius, upon hearing the sound, immediately turned to him and gently helped him up. "Harry, are you okay?" He was so gentle! Harry felt his heart flutter. "Y-yeah, I'm fine. Thank you." Harry smiled up at him tenderly, heart and stomach twittering in a mad dance. A trickle of blood oozed from the corner of Harry's mouth and Lucius's eyes caught it immediately. Hunger was definite in his eyes, still, there was that all-consuming concern. Lucius took Harry's face between his hands and kissed him on the lips, licking the blood away. Petunia stared in shock and spoke out in a meek and stuttering voice, "My Lord...why...why do you..." "My Lady, it would be wise for you to hold your tongue." "But I...you...he..." Lucius ignored her and wrapped his arm around Harry's waist, leading him from the garden. Harry could feel his aunt's fury prickle along his skin, but he paid it no mind. Lucius closed the wooden door behind them, and his aunt receded from thought. "How did you..." "The roses. It seems you've made some wonderful friends amongst the garden." Harry smiled through his pain. "It would seem so." Thank you. He whispered in his heart and heard an answering giggle run through the castle. Harry sat in the guest room that had been given to Lucius; a blanket around his shoulders and a cup of hot milk cradled in his hands as Desira fussed over him. "Oh you foolish, foolish boy!" she shook her head in pity and finished wrapping the bandages around his bruised torso. "Desira, please. Don't mother me." "You need to be mothered Harry! Now sit still and drink that milk! I heard from my own mother that it helps against infections." Harry rolled his eyes, but acquiesced to her wish and stopped squirming and sipped at his milk. They had been that way for awhile, Harry not being allowed up and Desira fussing over bandages, when the door opened. Harry looked up as he felt the prescence of Lucius, and then ducked his head back down to conceal a blush. "How is he, girl?" he asked of Desira. "Fine, my Lord. He'll live." "Any broken bones?" "Surprisingly no, my Lord." "Good." Harry looked up again at that relieved word and caught the irises of Lucius. They stared at each other for a few moments and then Lucius quickly left the room again. Harry and Desira were then left in silence until, finally, Desira had to break it. She looked up at Harry with a wry look in her eyes. "Your knight-in-shining-armour, Harry?" "Hardly." "No, no, none of that. I saw the way you two looked at one another. And you know, you were blushing in his arms earlier." "Desira, please." "Harry, dear, what's wrong?" He sighed. "Nothing." "Don't give me that." "Truly! There's nothing wrong with me that you need to worry your pretty little head over." "I still don't believe you." She stood up, smoothed her skirts over her ankles, and sat next to him on the opulent bed. "Harry, you know that you have nothing to fear. Tell me, what's eating at your heart?" Harry glanced up from his now luke-warm milk and saw her concern and love. "Well...I just feel like...everything is spiraling out of my control!" "With what?" "With Lord Malfoy..." "Explain." "I can't." Desira raised an eyebrow. "I mean it, I can't. I know that you don't believe me, but I really cannot." She stared at him for a moment and then smiled. "I'll pretend to believe you then. For now." "Thank you." The door opened again and Harry didn't even bother to look up, thinking it to be Lucius. Desira, however, was staring at the door in awe. "Excuse me? Have either of you seen my father, Lord Lucius Malfoy?" "I...I...well...he..." Alas, so it wasn't Lucius, instead it was his arrogant son Draco Malfoy, and Desira was completely floored. Harry hid a smile and came to her rescue. He stood up, taking Desira with him, and turned to face the door. "I am sorry, my Prince Draco, but I don't know where the Lord Malfoy has gone, I haven't seen him since he left about ten minutes ago." Harry sunk into a low bow, pulling Desira down with him. The prince sighed. "Alright, thank you." "You're welcome, my Prince." They watched as Draco left and the. Desira giggled and fell back onto the bed in a swoon. "Oh, he is so handsome!" "Desira, hush. You sound like a stable-maiden." "I'm not far from it, Harry. And besides, you must agree with me! Is he not the most gook-looking man you have ever seen." "As I have told you time and again, I prefer his father." 'It isn't like I have a choice anymore, anyway. I belong to Lucius now.' Harry thought. "But...Lord Malfoy is so...so old!" "He is not old! He is only 34!" "And you're fourteen." "..." "Exactly." Harry only sighed and walked to the door. "And where do you think that you're going?" Desira asked, sitting up on the bed. "I have something that I need to do." "Chores?" "No, I need to go contact Dumbledore." was the only thing he said before he walked out of the room, closing the door behind him on a confused Desira. Harry walked through the castle corridors stealthily. He knew that his aunt was looking for him, and he had no intention of getting caught on this outing. If she got a hold of him now, there would be no stopping her. Not even the formidable Lucius Malfoy would be able to cease her attacks. No, he definetely did not want her to see him. The door to the room he was seeking soon came into view and he reached it with a sigh of relief. Easing it open as quietly as he could, he stepped into the ebony darkness. Closing the door behind him, he turned to face the middle of the room where he felt the magick of the sacred pool pulse. Harry breathed in the familiar aura and allowed a small, content smile to play about his lips. "Hello, Mother, Goddess of all. I cannot see you but I know that you are here with me, in this room." He re-opened the eyes he had closed during his greeting to the Goddess and felt the magick in the room ripple. Yes, indeed, the Goddess was here. Harry stepped further into the room and called out in a timid voice. "Professor Dumbledore? Sir?" He was supposed to be here. Where was he? "Harry, my boy. How have you been?" Harry jumped a bit as the soothing voice rang through the darkness and he turned towards the farthest corner of the castle room where the voice had originated. A light sparked and Harry shielded his eyes as the crackling fire from the candle pierced the blackness. Dumbledore's features were illuminated with a stark relief and Harry grinned. "It's wonderful to see you, sir! I've been good..." "Are you sure, Harry? You sounded pretty worried yestermorn." Dumbledore motioned for Harry to have a seat. "Well, sir...I..." "Yes?" "Professor,...what do you know about...mates?" "Mates? Harry, I'm afraid you'll have to be more specific." "Well, yesterday, remember when you told me that I had all the attributes of an incubus?" Dumbledore stroked his beard in thought. "Hmm...yes. Harry, I think it would be prudent for you to start at the beginning." Harry sighed. "Last night, after our talk, I ran into Lord Malfoy..." "You weren't alone with him, were you, Harry?" Dumbledore asked sharply. "Yes, I was...but..." "Harry, you are never to be alone with Lord Malfoy again!" "But, sir!..." "No. Harry, you are going to have to trust me in this." "I can't...I have--" "There will be no disobeying of this, Harry. You can't see him--" "But he's my mate!" Harry blurted out in anger. Dumbledore hesitated. "Harry," he started gently, "you aren't even really knowledgeable of what you are. You entered into your inheritance but two nights ago. How can you be so sure that you are his submissive?" "He said I was, and--" "Just because he said so doesn't mean that--" "Sir, please! There's this...this feeling I get when around him...and I've always, for as long as I can remember, had a strong attraction to him! And when he kissed me..." "He kissed you?! Harry..." he sighed. "Alright. We won't go into that at this very moment. Yesterday, you told me about your change and I told you that I would gather all the information that I could about your lineage. Now, what I have to tell you may surprise you." "Sir?" "Harry, your family history is a dark one. Filled with betrayal, blood, murder, evil, immorality, and lust. You're too young for me to disclose to you the information that I am about to, but I must. You have to be aware of what you have gotten into." "Sir, with all due-respect, for once I did not do this on my own volition." Dumbledore smiled at Harry sadly. "Everything does seem to happen to you." Harry lowered to his head. Everything did happen to him. His parents were stolen from him, a mad-man was after his blood, he was saddled with abusive relatives, the future of the Wizarding World rested on his shoulders, and now...now, he was an incubus...all because of a mysterious inheritance. He had a soulmate and was forced to live off of sexual acts for the rest of his miserable life. All he really wanted to do was go lay down in the fields and cease to breathe. "Harry?" Dumbledore gently called out and Harry raised his head to look at him. "Are you ready to learn about your lineage and family history?" But now he was being given the chance to learn about his faimly. If he died now, he wouldn't know. He would die knowing nothing about where he came from, or who his ancestors were. All his life he had wished for this moment, and now, finally, it had been granted to him. He had to know. "Yes sir, I am." "Alright...it all began many, many years ago, near the end of the era B.C. A human woman by the name of Calantha gave birth to a Sorcerer's childe. They named the girl Diamond. In her blood, Diamond harboured a dark and evil magick. You see, her father, Luther, had a mother who was not of this world. Her name was Desdemona." "Was she a vampyre? Is that where my inheritance comes from?" "No Harry. Desdemona was something much worse. She was a demon. Her name translates as "Of the Devil." She was created by Lucifer himself." Harry's eyes widened. "Lucifer?" he whispered. Dumbledore nodded. "Diamond, although she carried this dark magick, never knew of it. She was a very kind woman. However, her sister, Sylvia, was aware of its presence. Sylvia dreaded the day Diamond bore children. She knew that the blood would be passed on. Sylvia, before her grand-mother died, heard Desdemona holding cousel with her creator. Desdemona said that female children born to Diamond would have the magick and would be able to utilize it. She never got to see it though." "What happened to her, sir?" "She was murdered. By Luther." "Her own son?!" "He was frightened by the prospect of Desdemona maybe hurting Diamond." "But still..." "It was a good deed he did, Harry. If he hadn't, any of Diamond's male children that she had was going to be sacrificed by Desdemona to Lucifer." Harry paled. "Do you still wish for me to continue, Harry?" Dumbledore asked gently. Harry nodded. "Well, Diamond did eventually become ripened with child. It, however, turned out to be male. Diamond named him Alexandre and Sylvia breathed more freely. Diamond had had complications during birth and every mid-wife that they consulted said that she would have no more children." "But then how did?...Or did Diamond never have a--" "Let me finish, Harry. Don't get ahead of yourself." "I'm sorry, sir." Harry smiled sheepishly. He was about to request for Dumbledore to continue when, in his mind, pictures began to flash by. There was a woman sceaming in pain and there was another by her side, giving orders. Then...there was a baby. A babe with raven hair and intelligent blue eyes. Voices soon mingled with the images. But the only words he could hear were Sylvia, Diamond, and Lillitha. A sense of deja-vu washed over his being and he swayed in his seat at the intensity. Hadn't he seen this before? He was sure he had... The dream! He was rememebering his dream! Only...it wasn't a dream anymore. "Professor?" "Yes, my boy?" "Diamond had another childe, didn't she? Even though they thought she couldn't" "Why...yes, she did. But...how--" "Did she name her Lillitha?" "How do you of know this, Harry?" "I had a dream this morning Professor. Diamond and Sylvia were in it...and Diamond gave birth to a daughter she named Lillitha..." Dumbledore sighed. "Yes. Even though she shouldn't have been able to, Diamond did give birth to another childe. A female childe. In this dream did Diamond say anything about her babe?" "A prophecy. It said that a femile born in the year 36 A.D., on October 31st, would be born with dark-blood. It stated that she would break her own kin...but that's all I can remember." "Lillitha. Diamond's husband, Thomas, was the Merlin of Britain at the time. He was the one who prophesied that about his daughter." "But why name her Lillitha?" "Have you heard the myth of Lillith?" "No, sir." Dumbledore's eyes sparkled. It was clear he was enjoying this. "It's an old tale. According to the myth, God's first attempt at humanity resulted in an androgynous form both male and female." Harry's eyes widened. A male and female in the same form? That was preposterous! "God thought twice about this being and decided to separate them. He split them into two halves, creatine one in the shape of a man. This was Adam. The other was female and God named her Lillith. Bother were rumoured to be created from the dust of the earth, and should have been equals. But Adam denied the equality of Lillith and instead strove to dominate her. When Lillith refused his domination, she left him. She fled and was cast into a dark light. It is said that she ran to a cave and mated with serpents and spawned a hundred demons each day. But Lillith was still sore over losing Adam and when Eve was born from Adam's rib, Lillith, in her anguish, returned to prey upon the children of their union. Lillith, in the eyes of many, is a sinful, immoral woman. Some say she was Lucifer's wife. Diamond, remembering this myth, and upon recalling the prophecy, named Lillitha after Lillith. Even though she didn't know of the blood, she could feel in her heart Lillitha would be evil." "It's so wrong though." Harry felt sick. Dumbledore smiled sadly. "If it's too much for you..." "No! Please continue. I need to know this." Dumbledore nodded and continued. "As the years when by, Lillitha steadily became more and more sinister. She even bewitched her father's apprentice, Cathal, to kill her father, Thomas." "My Lord..." "Lillitha was angry at her father because he had suggested she entre into a convent. But she committed darker deeds in later years. One of these deeds eventually led her to her demise." "What is it that she did?" "She ruined her brother's life. She, as she was growing up, had always wanted to create a creature so evil that she made it her life's work. Her brother, Alexandre, eventually became this creature. She turned him into something dark. Something evil." "What did he become?" Even as he asked it, Harry already knew the answer. "A vampyre, Harry. Lillitha turned Alexandre. He was ruined. He tried to deny it for as long as he could, 'til one night he killed three humans and gorged himself on their blood. But, even though he fed, and continued to feed, he was still dying inside." "Why?" "Alexandre had always been a kind soul. While his sister wanted domination, all Alexandre wanted was love. But no one wanted him because of what he was. They all thought him to be a monster. No one would go near him. So, Alexandre took it out on his victims with either killing them, or turning them." "So what happened?" Dumbledore smiled and the bright twinkle in his eyes sparkled all the more brightly. "Lillitha realized that she did have a heart, however small it might have been. In her one act of kindness, and her last act of magick, Lillitha took from her soul a desire so strong and potent that if it were not sated the carrier would be driven crazy. She took that passion and fused it with two of her female bones. One she took from her chest cavity and the other from her pelvic region." "Her own bones?" Dumbledore nodded. "The end product was a female creature that fed off lust." Harry's eyes widened in a visible epiphany. "A succubus!" "And the males are called?" "Incubi..." Harry smiled as it all began to come together. But then he frowned and his brow creased in confusion. "Sir, I don't understand. You told me that I was submissive, I don--" "Harry, I will get to that. That's later in the story." "What was my father?" he asked hesitantly. "Your father was as dominant as they come; very possessive. Your mother had trouble keeping up with him. But he had a kind heart and loved Lily dearly." Tears came to the corners of Harry's eyes and he tried as hard as he could to suppress them, but to no avail. A few tears escaped their chains and slid gleefully down his cheeks. He wiped them away furiously with the back of his hand and glanced ashamedly at his Headmaster. It was un-seemly for a boy of his age to cry. However, the Headmaster did not bat an eyelash. Nor did he raise a hand in punishment. "Do not be ashamed of the tears, Harry." Dumbledore spoke gently. "It is all right that you miss them; you have every right to." Harry smiled through the tears. What would he be like without this man? Insane? Dead? Dumbledore allowed the boy in front of him to gather his wits. "Shall I continue?" Harry nodded his consent. "The woman Lillith created was named Twilight. Lillith, as she created her, had done so at twilight, every day; she found it most fitting." Harry rolled his eyes heavenwards. Dumbledore, ignoring the reaction, plowed on, "As a final touch, she made sure that all future vampyres and incubi had someone to love and cherish; soul mates, in a sense." "Alright...then how did these other species arise?" "We're not too sure. It could have been one of your ancestors we aren't aware of that dabbled in Lillitha's creations. There are quite a few decades of your family's history that never got documented. It also could have been natural." Harry smiled ruefully. "I always had thought that vampyres descended directly from Satan. In a way, they did." "Yes. Desdemona would have been over-joyed about her great-granddaughter. She had always wanted to create her own creature of evil. I guess Lillitha stole that from her." Dumbledore allowed himself his own sardonic grin. "Did Alexandre and Twilight ever have children?" Harry asked when he felt the silence had stretched on for too long. "Oh yes! They had a fine baby boy who married a young pure-blood witch by the name of Amelia. Christopher, the son, and his wife then, in turn, had two offspring. One male and one female. Now...this is where your submissive incubi comes in." "How so?" "They fell in love." "Incest?!" "Of the highest degree. Sean and Christina, from the moment Christina was four, were in love. They loved together, had children together, and died together...it is your classic tale of tragedic love." "What happened to them?" "A clergy-man got a'hold of them. He poured acid over their bodies and then left their carcasses to hang in front of the church as a warning to all sinners. The children from their union were also hunted, but they got away. Sebastion and Ruby. Those were their n--" "Harry Potter! Oh, where is that insolent boy!" Harry froze in his seat. "HARRY JAMES POTTER! You had best come out now for when I find you you are NOT going to enjoy it!" Dumbledore laughed. "Your care-taker?" "More like my dictator." Harry stood up. "Alas, I must be going. Desire obviously has it in her mind that I have been out far too late. I am sorry, Headmaster. We must continue this later." "Of course, childe." Harry smiled happily and walked to the door. Upon hearing Dumbledore's exit he turned to whisper his farewells to the invisible deity; his beloved Goddess. ...To Be Continued... Well. Even to me the ending of this chapter could be fixed up. However, I did not want to bore you with 50 pages of Harry's ancestral history. I promise to you though that it will come. All in due time. ***** A Roses Cry, part II ***** Author's notes: Harry comes into a strange inheritance. Not only is he to be a submissive partner to someone who could get him pregnant, his dominant just has to be the right-hand man to his greatest enemy. =============================================================================== Hehe...it only took three days to write this! Mind, it is rather short...and this is something I need to apologize for. I know you guys do not like short, "filler chapters" but after the long, monotonous history of last chapter, I thought this might be a nice reprieve. Hmm...The roses's seem like a recurring theme, no? And, as a special treat...I dedicate this particular chapter to deamoninwhite...for her inspiration and just being there for me as I trudged through this. Her support and her love for this fanfic made me want to just keep going and get it out, so that you all could enjoy it as well. Kudoz to her! Please, enjoy! The poem at the beginning is mine...written especially for you :)   Tantalizing BloodLust Chapter Four A Rose's Cry, part II Under the castle arch, the Lord and his mate A star-crossed pair -- Love chosen by Fate The moon a goddess, casting her faerie-tale glow Racing through blood -- passion starts to flow A kiss bestowed upon crimson lips Hands bruise flesh upon tender hips Heated pleas fill the air for salvation "Please, oh please!" -- needing damnation. Lust runs rampant through molten veins Inhibitions yanked from their chains Mouths open in moans, hands race over skin "Please, don't stop!" -- needing the sin Ebony hair twined with spun gold Breath stolen by possessive hold Eyes meet and suddenly...passion fades Replaced with the sting of Love's blades The stars! -- how they twinkle and dance Singing: My, oh my! Such lovely romance... Here grows a love that will never die... A story told by the rose's cry   Desira loomed at the end of the dimly-lit corridor. Her hands were placed upon her hips and she paced the floor, muttering some obscenities under her breath. A fevered glare was set in her irises. She must be worried about something... "Desira?" he asked softly. In mid-step she whirled around, gaze turned wild with fright, before she recognized Harry. She visibly relaxed and then rushed forward. Grabbing him by the wrist she began to tug him back down the corridor. "Come, Harry! We must hurry!" "Desira, please! What's got you all in a'bother?" "No questions! There isn't any time. Please, hur--" Harry dug his heels into the stone and stood his ground firmly. "I am not going anywhere 'til you tell me what it is I am hurrying to." "Lord Malfoy -demands- your presence! I was sent to fetch you. I believe him to be leaving soon!" At those words, Harry didn't need anymore pressure. He quickly turned and walked down the corridor at a fast-pace; Desira was barely able to keep up. "Where is he, Desira?" Harry asked feverishly, near pleading. "West garden...central wall..." she panted. Harry nodded and picked up speed, nearly sprinting down the corridor. Desira stayed behind, smiling at his retreating back. As he entered the garden he slowed down to a walk, trying to catch his breath. "Central wall...central wall..." he muttered, trying to find his Lord. A light snagged the corner of his eyes and he turned towards the West, where the source was coming from...there!... It was breathtaking... There, standing beneath an arch constructed of soft rose marble stood Lord Malfoy. Vines dipped in a rich green twined lazily around the marble and hung down, half-concealing the stately Lord. Glimmering light-bugs swam lazily through the air, shining their soft yellow light upon Lucius's handsome features. Deep roses of red sprung from the vines and filled the summer air with their sweet perfume. On the horizon the sun was setting and the sky was a burning orange with veins of red playing and dancing through it like blood through veins... Beautiful. Lucius threw him a soft smile at Harry's floored countenance. He offered his young mate one strong hand and Harry took it, closing his eyes as he was pulled tightly to Lucius's side. "Do you like it?" Lucius whispered into his hair. "Yes! I...it's wonderf--beautiful!...how?" "There are many kinds of magick, Harry. But the one that is always forgotten is the simple, yet majestic beauty of our Mother Earth. See? She has dressed up for you tonight, my emerald." A kiss was placed gently upon his forehead. Harry sighed in happiness and closed his eyes. But then his brow creased in agitation and he tensed his shoulders. "What is it, my pet?" "Do you have to go? We've barely just started...and I already feel like I cannot live without you." Harry blushed. Lucius sighed. "Yes, I must. It is my duty." Harry pouted. Lucius chuckled at his childish, yet adorable reaction, and turned Harry to face him, forcing him to look into silver irises. "I am Lord Malfoy, Harry. I must do what my king tells me. But, I swear to you, with every beat of this cold heart that all I want is to claim you, here and now; make you mine...forever." Harry's eye-lashes fluttered as a wave of desire crashed over his being. At the last moment they stayed open and the emerald irises were filled with such desire that Lucius could not help but feel the need to fully claim this luscious, innocent boy. With a soft growl of deep longing, Lucius used his grip on the boys chin to pull him into a deep kiss. A moan bubbled in Harry's throat and spilled forth as he wrapped his arms tightly around Lucius's neck. Pale hands grasped at slim hips and sharp fingernails pierced through soft cotton to spear the soft flesh hidden there. Lucius was losing control -- he could feel the Mother moon beating down upon his back, chanting: claim him! He's there, willing! Take what's rightfully yours! The snarl that tore through his throat was so loud and intense, Harry felt it thrill through his body and mind. He was almost frightened by the intensity! The mouth that had been trying to eat him alive tore away and attached itself to the side of his neck, while one pale hand soared up to rip the soft white cotton shirt from his torso. Harry groaned and clutched at Lucius's back tighter, cluthching on for dear life. He could feel his body being lowered to the ground and his naked back touched soft moss and a bed of rose petals twined with leaves. Lucius followed him down, pulling off his heavy robes along the way. Harry stared up at his disheveled mate. He had never seen the Lord this tousled before. It was nearly...ethereal. Harry's body tightened with want. With his mate beneath his body, Lucius felt the onslaught of lust wash over his sense again, stronger than it had before. The smell of blood hung heavy in the air, mixing with the scent of the roses, creating a natural aphrodisiac that sang through Lucius's body, bringing it to a boil. It was awakening his lust for blood. Bending down at the waist, Lucius ran the tip of his tongue along the plane of Harry's navel and stopped at the hip where his wicked fingernails had pierced the skin. With small licks he lapped up the droplets of blood. With just that miniscule taste of Heaven's-most-potent-liquor, Lucius could feel his fangs beginning to elongnate. With gentle care he used them to slice two shallow cuts into the flesh and reveled in Harry's hitched breath. He sipped at the crimson and closed his eyes in bliss. Heavenly... He raised back up to look down upon Harry's face and Harry found himself staring into a pair of glowing red eyes. A deep longing rose in his small frame for this man of supreme, yet deadly, beauty. "Please..." What was he pleading for? He didn't know! But he wanted it...he needed it... "Please what?" Lucius growled, voice having taken on a more primal tone. "Please...please!" Lucius smiled and, without even Harry noticing...ripped off both their breeches. In one swift and graceful move, he brought their erections together; grinding down into the small hips below his. Harry howled and wrapped both legs around his mate's waist, arching up into the sinful movement. He didn't know what was happening...he could swear that he wasn't himself...he would never have acted like this before Lucius! -- and yet, it felt right. Something clicked inside his soul and nullified all inhibitions. Maybe...maybe it was because of what he was now; an Incubus. Or maybe... But he never had time to finish the though, because Lucius was now erratically thrusting his hips into his and biting up and down his chest. Harry looked down and could see his torso slowly turning polka-dotted with twin-sets of vampyre bites. A more animal side of his took over, and he was suddenly pulling Lucius's head up and burying it in the crook of his neck. Without even thinking he turned his head to the side; offering himself completely. And he was not disappointed. Lucius buried his fangs deep into his tanned flesh, drinking up the blood that spewed forth in a thick wave. The feeling was so erotic, so un-believably arousing! that Harry found himself being pushed over the precipice and into a pool of bubbling-hot miasma. He felt as though his body were on fire! and he ached. Oh, he ached. Lucius growled all the more loudly, and one last hard thrust had he and Harry arching into each other, spilling forth their seed. Coming down from their high, they collapsed against each other; Harry burrowing into Lucius's strong chest, and Lucius reverently removing his fangs from Harry's abused neck and closing the wound. They lay like that for quite a few hours, basking in each other and Nature, looking deep into one another's eyes. Passion had faded entirely. What was left in its wake was an affection so deep and piercing, they knew they were falling in love. It was so profound, it brought tears to Harry's eyes. Above them the stars twinkled and shined, almost as if they were sharing in their moment...and the roses...you could hear the roses whispering and giggling amongst themselves, sharing the story of a love so true how could it ever die?... Harry groggily walked around the castle. It just wasn't fair! Why now, of all times?! They had just started their relationship! and his Lord was already going to leave him? Harry stopped walking and turned to hit his head against the castle wall. "I must be going mental! What right do I possess that allows me to accuse him so un-justly?! He's Lord Malfoy, right-hand-man of King Tavorian! Of course he has to stay true to his pledge and be loyal to his King and the kingdom...stop being selfish, Harry!" he ranted to hisself. Pushing away from the wall he continued on with his walk, meandering aimlessly around. And so, as a result, he was quite shocked when he impacted with something solid...and tall. "Watch where you're going, peasant." A bored and drawling voice floated down to his ears. Harry looked up slowly and was caught by eyes nearly identical to his Lord's. "Lord Draco! Oh my, I apologize profusely!" Harry stood up , startled into a deep fluster, and began to wipe imaginary dust from the stately outfit. "Is there anything I can get you, sir? Would you like anything to drink? Water? Tea? Perhaps some brandy? I--" "Please...stop touching me..." Was it just him...or did Lord Draco sound like he was holding in laughter? Harry took his hands away, as though burned, and looked down at the floor in embarrasment. Oh, but he was such a girl! There was a few moments of silence, and then: "You look familiar." Harry could feel eyes roaming his figure suggestively. Harry didn't know how to respond, so he kept silent. "Yes...you're that boy my father is courting. What is your name?" "Harry Potter..." he answered meekly. "A Potter, eh? I thought that line died out years ago. So, you're the last one then." Harry nodded, not trusting himself to speak. What was he getting at? "How old are you?" "I turned fourteen two days ago." "Young. But very pretty. I'd say you're probably a virgin? Yes--yes. I can see it in your eyes; innocence. I'm sure you'll be quite the pretty pet for father." He leered at Harry suggestively. Harry felt his ire rise, and he flushed red with anger. But still...he kept his eyes trained on the floor. "You are free to look at me. I'm sure your pretty eyes are aching without the sight of me." Oh, how arrogant this man was! The pure conceited-ness left a sour taste in Harry's mouth. What right did this young Lord have in speaking to him as though he were some breeding mare?! The nerve of him! Harry squarred his small shoulders and stood at his full-height -- a whole half-foot shorter than the idiot in front of him-- and spoke hotly: "How do you dare speak to me as such?! I am your father's mate! not some whore that spreads his legs willingly for every male with even the slightest indication of a penis! Do not presume that just because I am a servant of this here household that I am going to lie back and allow you to treat me thusly!" Harry closed his eyes. He was in for it now, he just knew it...but when he realized he wasn't on the floor with a smarting cheek, he re-opened his eyes. Lord Draco looked...amused! He didn't know whether to be relieved...or frightened silly. "Good. This is very good. I like this. Spunk. You'll be good for my father...and you'll keep him in line. "Sir?" Yes. Definetely frightened. "My father has had a lot of...disappointments, shall we say. I hope you will not be one. The man deserves some happiness. You won't upset him, will you, Potter?" "No...I...wha--" Draco smiled. "All you need to do is love him." and he turned and walked away, leaving Harry behind, confused out-of-his-mind. "That was...odd..." Did Lord Draco just -smile-...at HIM, a lowly servant? Surely not... Harry shook his head and walked away. When he finally got back to his little room, he flopped down upon his small cot. The day had been very trying. First, the run-in with his Lady Petunia. Then the long discussion with his Headmaster, his tryst with Lucius, and then Lord Draco went mental on him! Harry was ready for sleep. A splash of red caught his attention and he slid off his bed, walking over to his dresser. There, laying on the scarred surface, was a large bouquet of the reddest roses he had ever seen! He picked them up and sniffed their wonderful fragrance happily, lovingly running his fingertips over the gently petals. He snagged the corner of a piece of parchment that was snuggled into one of the roses. Taking it out gently, he un-folded it and smiled at the elegant script penned in green ink. "My dearest emerald, I know you are upset by my leaving you, but, alas; it cannot be avoided. But, never fear, for I shall return to you soon. And I will claim you as mine. I will be leaving behind my companion for you. He will protect you since I cannot. His name is Cyrus. You will find him sleeping in the bag, coiled around the roses. These roses are the ones from the gardens, and will offer you guidance as well. They are immortal roses, so they will never leave you. I believe you have already made friends with them. Take care of yourself, my pet. Your mate, Lord Lucius Malfoy Harry placed the parchment on the desk lovingly; eyes misty with tears. He opened the brown paper that ensconced the roses and gasped. Coiled there around the dark green stems was a beautiful black serpent with piercing crimson eyes. He lifted it and wrapped it around his neck, returning back to his bed, smiling all-the-while. He fell asleep like that: the serpent twined around his neck and the roses resting on his chest. The roses themselves could not sleep. They twittered madly with glee. Oh, yes. Here was a love that would never die.   ...To be Continued... ***** Song of Death, part I ***** Author's notes: I am so sorry for the lack of updates. Life has been hectic lately, and then I go and decide to try NaNoWriMo. Now it is time to come and treat you guys. I know I said that I would get it to you by December, so I hope none of you are complaining about a sooner updated. I promised you an update before Dec. 8th, and here it is. Please, if you read the fanfic, drop me a line. I love hearing what you think, and I will try to respond to all the reviews. Also, I have begun to post this on my writing community. The link to the community can be find in my biography. With no further dawdling, I give you:   Tantalizing BloodLust Chapter Five Song Before Death, part I Listen closely, there's a story I need to tell-- A woman, by her own demons, betrayed! Dark Mistress, we bid her farewell. Listen, children...no need to be afraid: Once upon a night, in shadows of darkened light Torn spirit, stolen by Devil's kiss Shrine of thy lonely spite!-- Hast thou found thy bliss? Floating by on the river's waves Night's coldness cleaves-- A thousand souls from rotten graves... Falling away...dreams through a sieve. These demons, thy heart they take Thou cannot escape, in that, thou art wrong Ah, darling...how thy bones break! The sound so beautiful! -- a Nightingale's song! Clear thy mind of thoughts for salvation Lucifer smiles upon such havoc wonder Only by his laugh will thee find redemption Pealing bells to tear thee asunder! Tonight a candle slowly burns The flame a sign of impeding doom Thy life so deeply spurned Thy rose has ceased to bloom Pray not to the God above Thine hands have caused blood-shed! Stolen gold from Heaven's dove-- Dost thou love the taste of red?   Shrieks of fright startled Harry awake. Groggily he opened his eyes and grimaced at the sunlight streaming in through a hole in the ceiling of his tiny haven. Cursing the infernal ball-of-fire, he swung his legs over the side-of- his-bed and stood. Stumbling over his own feet in his barely-awake stage, he entered into the corridor that led to the servant's quarters and halted in amusement. There, in the middle of the corridor, stood Desira. She was brandishing a piece of rotten wood at a hissing something and upon looking closer he saw Cyrus curled a-top a giggling pile of roses a few feet from the distraught girl, hissing furiously. Harry didn't mean to laugh but he couldn't contain it, the urge to laugh was just too strong. Upon hearing his mirth Desira whirled towards him and launched herself into his arms. "Oh, Harry! Thank goodness you come!" "It's just a serpent, Desira." "That's the point! I am deathly afraid of snakes of any kind! And this one attacked me!" Harry sighed and sat on the floor, pulling Desira down next to him. He turned to the still wary snake and called his name softly. Cyrus weaved his way over, dragging the protesting roses behind him. Dropping the bouquet in his lap, Cyrus curled around his neck and nuzzled his chin while sending one last glare at Desira. Desira, meanwhile, watched closely as Harry interacted with the serpent he called Cyrus. She, even through her fear, smiled at the adoring looking in both their eyes. "I think you may be falling in love with a snake, Harry." "You might be right." Harry smiled softly once more and then turned to Desira. "So, what happened?" "Well, I came into your room to see if you were awake. Lady Dursley demanded me to wake you early for morning chores. I saw those beautiful roses lying upon your chest and thought that you would appreciate me putting them in some water to keep them healthy for as long as possible. I picked them up to go find a vase and that...that -thing-! attacked me in the corridor and snatched the roses right from my arms!" Harry laughed again but soon stopped at the sight of her thunderous expression. "I apologize, Desira. Let me explain, please. These roses come from the gardens that surround the castle. They're immortal roses, and therefore haven't the need for water. They were given to me by Lu-- Lord Malfoy, as was Cyrus here. They're here to protect me." "How is a bouquet of roses supposed to protect you?" "One would be surprised. I know this may sound crazy, but...Desira, you know this castle is magickal. Even though you haven't any magickal blood in your being, you've told me of incidents where you saw the magick. These roses, they talk. I don't know why...and I haven't an explanation as to how they do it, but they do. I guess Lu-- Lord Malfoy and I are the only ones who can hear them." Desira looked thoughtful for a second and fingered the stems of the bouquet. After awhile, she sighed. " For some reason unbeknownst to me, I do believe you. I just wish I could hear them." There was a tense silence, and then: "So, why the snake? Why not a dog?" "The snake symbolizes the kingdom of Slytherin. I guess it's his way of placing some sort of mark on me. " Desira sighed wistfully. "You have all the luck Harry." "Care to elaborate?" "You have someone to love you! You have his promise that he'll get you out of here! What do I have? A lifetime of misery as a servant in this damned household! Just as my mother had." "What happened to her Desira?" Harry had never heard the story behind the sudden disappearance of Andromeda. Any other time that he had asked Desira had gone silent and wouldn't speak to him for days. Desira shook her head. "You know it's too painful for me to relate, Harry." A tear slid down her porcelain cheek. Harry reached over and clasped her hand and felt another hot tear splash against the back of his hand. "You have to let it out sometime. You've been holding it in since you were five, darling. That's 10 years of sustainment! It isn't healthy Desira, you know this." She nodded and another tear fell. It was quiet for a few minutes before 'til she finally opened her mouth and spoke in a quiet voice. "Alright, I'll tell you. I was but a tiny girl, just learning how to help the ladies during washing days. My mother, sh--she was working in the kitchens the day it happened." Desira brought her knees up to her chest and rested her forehead upon her knees, hiding her face from the world with her long hair. She was silent again. "What happened?" Harry asked softly, trying not to startle her. He clutched her hand tighter and felt the trembles wracking her body. "She was murdered." it came out barely a whisper. The roses in Harry's lap shuddered and Harry began to absently pet the silky petals as he stared at Desira in dismay. "It was a conspiracy between your Aunt and the older servants. They felt that my mother was too liberal and was filling the heads of the young maidens with thoughts of love and freedom. Everyone hated her because she had dreams of better things and would always walk about the castle singing songs. So they waited 'til she went to tend the the fires in the large oven used for baking...and they..." "They?" Harry asked gently. "Th--they pushed her in to the fire! She never had the chance to scream! I saw the whole thing...I had been sent to the kitchens to get something, and I saw them push her in! I know that I was sent there on purpose. They told me later that it was an accident..." she dissolved into soul-wrenching sobs and Harry pulled her to his chest, hugging her with all his might. He didn't know what to say to make it better, there wasn't anything he could do to lessen the sting. So he opted to just sit there and caress her hair 'til the tears ran their course. Cyrus poked his head up and eyed the crying girl in Harry's arms. He weaved slowly down his arm 'til he was level with Desira's head and nuzzled her cheek gently. A forked tongue came out and lapped at the salty tears falling from her clouded-blue eyes. Desira raised her head and gave a watery smile. She slowly pulled away from Harry and sat back against the wall, taking Cyrus with her and cuddling him. "Thank you." she whispered. Cyrus nuzzled her cheek again in response. Turning her wet eyes to Harry, she gave him another watery smile. "They allowed me to have her ashes. I buried them beneath the large willow tree in the courtyard. She loved to sit there beneath the branches when she was off duty and just think. I remember once, she took me there with her when I was but four years old and helped me climb up into the lower branches." The day before she died she told me that she would always love me and that if it weren't for I she would have no reason to live. She hated life here. Ever since she were a childe herself she had those dreams of better things. She dreamt of getting out beneath the cold fingers of her mistresss and traveling the world. She wanted to fall in love, and she wanted freedom. The man she was pregnated by she didn't even know! She was raped. There are rumour that it was the master of the household himself. My mother was very beautiful, you know. And she was coveted by all the men of the kingdom. She also told me that day that she was afraid she wouldn't be able to be there for me much longer. I think she knew..." Desira stopped and smiled wanly. "Mother never had a chance." "Desira, why did you stay here?" "To prove to them that I was strong. They murdered my mother mentally and physically and I wanted to show them that I, unlike my mother, would not give in the them, no matter how they tried to break me." She hung her head. "I made a promise to my mother at the funeral that I would get away, for the both of us -- I failed." "No you didn't." "Yes, I did, Harry! Look at me!" She stood up and her tattered dress fell to the floor. There was dirt on her face and arms and her hair was all askew beneath her bonnet. Dirt was under her fingernails and her hands were raw from scrubbing. "I'm nothing but a slave! and look at you! You have the love of one of the greatest royals of this century. What do I have? A scrubbrush and an endless supply of cobble-stones." Harry looked at her in dismay, for deep down he knew that what she said was true. He was about to apologize to her when an idea formed in his mind. "Desire...come with me." "Where? If we were to run we would surely be caught and then punished." "Lord Malfoy is sure to come for me. When he does...please. Come with me. We could get you out of here!" Her eyes lit-up. "I could see the castle and the courtyard of the Slytherin kingdom. My mother told me once how beautiful it was! When she was a young girl, before being sold to your Aunt's mother she took a trip with Grandpapa to the Slytherin kingdom. O', how she described it! Green pastures with many a'blooming flower! Roses everywhere and a sky as far as the eye could see! A castle constructed from green marble with vines running across the smooth surface! O', please Harry! Say to me that it'll be so!" Harry laughed. "Desira, I haven't left this putrid castle since I was but a year old. How am I to know what the kingdom of Slytherin looks like?" All she could do was shrug. A few more minutes were spent in silence before Harry stood up himself and sighed. "I suppose that I shall go put Cyrus and these roses back into my room and go find my Aunt. I'm assuming she has a list the length of the bible of chores for me to do?" "Indeed. She gave you one small reprieve, however." "Oh, and what would that be? Do I get to dress up in bells and become the castle Jester?" Desira laughed. "No, you get to come with me to the market and do some shopping." "Somewhere along the line I must have turned female." Harry muttered as he walked into his room. It only took him a couple moments to return and together they walked towards the kitchens before Harry detoured and ran up the steps two-at-a-time and stopped before the door to his Aunt's quarters. He quietly pushed the ornate door open and stepped into the sitting room. Crossing the persian rug he came to the door that led to her bed-chamber and rapped quietly. A harsh "enter" was heard and he softly pushed the door open and entered his Aunt's bed-chamber. There she was, still a-bed. "You summoned me, my Lady?" "Yes, I did, an hour ago. Where have you been?! you lazy boy?" "I was down in the kitchens. One of the ladies was having some problems with the stew-pot and I stopped by the help her on my way up here." "Very well. I have a list of things for you to do and then you may go to the market with Miss Woodhouse. I would like for you to tend to the horses, and take the rugs out for a beating. When finished with that take the drapes out of every room and take those out for a beating as well." "Is there anything else that I could do for you, my Lady?" "Yes, I will be taking my breakfast now." "Of course, my Lady. Coming right up." He backed out of the room and once he got out of her chambers he rushed down to the kitchens. He quickly threw together her meal and ran it back up to her. He wanted to get his chores done as quickly as he could so he and Desira could have a longer time at Market. It was a rare occasion that he was allowed to go and he didn't want to miss out. It only took him a couple hours to finish everything and upon hanging back up the last drape he whooped for delight and ran towards the kitchens where he knew he could find Desira. Upon his entering and her seeing him she was sent into peals of laughter. "Harry, dear, you can't go to Market looking like you just had a fight with a dust-rabbit! Come here." She pulled him to her and picked up her apron. Licking the corner of it she began to scrub his face where dust tracks could clearly be seen. He tried to push her away but her grasp was like a vice and he never managed to escape. Only did she let him go when his face was dust-free. "There, you look at smidgen better. I wish we could do something about those clothes. However, we haven't the time. Shall we?" "We shall." He offered her his arm and they walked down the aisle towards the drawbridge arm-in-arm. It felt good to get out of that stone prison, and they both felt that their hearts were lighter. "What is it we need?" Harry asked. "We need some spices and herbs: Ginger, Nutmeg, Mint, and Cinnamon." "Don't we grow those in the castle garden?" "Yes...but we didn't account for that large storm that came and destroyed everything but the vegetable patch. Anyway, we also need some bolts of cotton as well as silk. Your aunt would like a new summer dress. A packet of needles is also needed as well as some thread. Some leather to repair shoes, and we need to go the the blacksmiths to pick up your Uncle's sword and armor that had repairs." "What a list!" "I know. I've never held this much money in my hand at one time. She also gave me a bit extra if we're not back at the castle in time for supper." "That's surprising of her." "I agree. I was a bit afraid to accept it. I almost half expected her to slap me as I tried to take the money and tell me that I was too greedy." Harry laughed. They walked in companionable silence for a couple minutes before Desira began to scrutinize Harry. "What is it?" he asked. "Instead of buying us a meal with the extra money we could always use it to buy you a pretty green ribbon for your hair." "Real amusing, Desira." "You already look like a woman. I just thought we would help the process on a little faster." Harry growled and pretended to swipe at her. She giggled and ran off towards the Market with him following, yelling threats all-the-while. They entered the Market-place twenty minutes later and stared in awe. Neither had ever been there. Lady Petunia usually sent one of her older servants to run errands. Being sent to the Market was a treat. It was almost like she was trying to make up for something. "I bet she's trying to redeem herself after her conduct the last two days." Desira said as if she read his mind. "After all, Lucius is a very intimidating man." "Desira! You had best not let anyone too important hear you call him that!" "Oh, posh! Harry, you're going to be MARRIED to him! He's nearly family!" Harry's cheeks reddened. "Desira, do you think that he's the right one?" Desire scoffed. "Of course he's the right one, you idiot. You're his soulmate, Harry!" "I know. But...I mean...well, how do I know that he's a good guy? How do I know that he is actually my soulmate? What if he is just trying to bed me, and will leave right after he does?" Desira stared at him incredulously. "You really are a female under that guise, aren't you?" Harry stomped his foot in frustration. "Desira, I'm being serious! I'm just...I'm just afraid." Desira's features softened. "Afraid of what, Harry?" "He's Lord Malfoy! He could have had anyone he wanted, and yet he chose ME; the Saviour! I just find it weird that a man with his power and his beauty would chose me. I'm not all that special. What if, when we are together, he gets bored of me and throws me out to fend for myself?" Desira sighed and put her hand on Harry's shoulder. "Harry, dear, listen. You are too special, and you are so beautiful. I don't know how anybody in their right mind, man or woman, could ever discard you." Harry blushed and Desira laughed. "It's true. I myself had a little crush on you a couple years back." Harry wrinkled his nose. "You have a crush on me when I was eleven? Aren't there laws against that?" Desira glared and then sighed. "Believe me when I say this Harry, he loves you. I saw the look in his eyes when he asked me to bring you to him, and all I saw was love. You two are going to be great together." She smiled sadly. "What is it, Desira?" "I only wish that it were I to find true love. It gets lonely sometimes, and it will be even lonely when you leave the castle." "Come with me." Desira looked at him incredulously. "As if your aunt would allow it!" Harry conceded to that point. They walked through the market in silence for a couple minutes, just taking in the sites and being thankful for getting out of the palace for a short while. You never realized how oppressive the walls were until you got out into the sunshine. They gathered the supplies they needed and then went over to the soupline to grab a bowl before they made their way back to the castle. After they ate, they were making their way back through the Market to return to the palace when Desira ran up to a vendor and excitedly pointed something out to Harry. "Oh, Harry! It's beautiful! It would suit you so well!" She picked whatever it was up and held it out to him. It was a choker necklace. An emerald the size of Harry's thumbnail was set in white gold and the pendent hung from a piece of black velvet ribbon that you clasped in the back. It was a simple but beautiful necklace. "Desira, I have no money." he whispered, mesmerized by the emerald. Desira's eyes twinkled. "You wouldn't dare." "Oh yes I would." she muttered and turned back to the vendor. She pretended as though she were looking at the other various items on display, and Harry saw her nonchalantly place the necklace in her apron pocket. Harry shook his head and couldn't help but to laugh silently. "Excuse me, sir?" she called out to the vendor. "What is it you need, ma'am?" "How much is this item?" she held up another necklace, this one in peridot. "34 euros ma'am." The vendor spoke gruffly, his tone deep and guttural. "I only have 25. Perhaps we can work out a deal?" The man thought it over. "Alright, missy. What will you give me for this pendent?" he indicated the peridot. Upon closer look, Harry marvelled at its beauty. A necklace like that should cost more than 34 euros. Perhaps the vendor did not notice the value it truly had. The chain it hung from was thin and white gold. The chain on either end formed into vines that met in the middle and hanging from the vine was a large rose shaped gem larger than the emerald currently in Desira's pocket. The leaves of the vine were also done in peridot. "From the kitchens of the palace I will present to you a goose for your Christmas dinner." Desira said proudly. The man's eyes widened. No matter how much jewelry he sold, nearly all his money went to the taxes that Lord Dursley demanded to keep his household. A goose would be a treat indeed for his family. His wife tried her hardest, but could only do so much. Their Christmas dinners consisted of moldy potatoes and a simple dish of eggs and dry ham. It killed him inside to not be able to do better for his wife and five children. "You have yourself a deal, ma'am." He handed over the pendent and Desira placed on the counter his money. Desira smiled and held it out to Harry. "Here Harry." She placed the necklace around his neck and there it hung, glowing against his olive complexion. Harry gaped. "Desira, how- you can't expect me to accept this," he started to unclasp the chain, but Desira stopped him. "Harry, I don't know why, but something inside told me that you must have this necklace. Besides," her eyes began to sparkle again. "When you are living in Lord Malfoy's palace, I know that you will treat me to all the jewels a woman's heart could ever desire." "Then I will be lavishing you with gift 'til the day you die, Desira." he paused. "I'm sorry, Desira, but I just don't think that I can marry Luc- Lord Malfoy. These past couple of days I might have been smitten by his aristocratic charm, but I have had time to think. I cannot just allow this lord that has just randomly entered into my life be my only one. I hardly know him. I cannot believe in fate. Look at where fate has put me; in that god forsaken palace with my abusive relatives." Harry shook his head and frowned. "No. You can continue to believe in this "love at first sight" but I will keep my ming clear and logical. Besides, how could a man that claims me as his and then leaves the next day truly love me?" Desira frowned at Harry. "But, Harry-" Harry shook his head again and walked away. Desira stared at his back forlornly, holding Cyrus who had creeped out of Harry's shirt unknowingly. Both the girl and the snake watched with sad eyes as Harry walked back towards the palace, cursing Lord Malfoy under his breath. Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!