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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      방탄소년단_|_Bangtan_Boys_|_BTS
  Relationship:
      Jeon_Jungkook/Kim_Seokjin_|_Jin
  Character:
      Jeon_Jungkook, Kim_Seokjin_|_Jin, Park_Sungjin, Park_Jimin_(BTS), Kim
      Taehyung_|_V, mentions_of_the_one_and_only_Min_Yoongi, Jung_Hoseok_|_J-
      Hope
  Additional Tags:
      Consensual_Underage_Sex, Underage_Sex, First_Time, First_Kiss, Sexual
      Experimentation, Highschooler_jungkook, Jungkook's_older_brother_Sungjin,
      College_Seokjin, First_Time_Blow_Jobs, First_Everything, Dry_Humping,
      Masturbation
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-06-26 Updated: 2017-08-09 Chapters: 5/? Words: 14020
****** Sweeter than Sweet ******
by coffinkicker
Summary
     Jungkook spends half his time living with his older brother Sungjin
     thanks to his parents, who think their multinational corporation is
     more important than their own teenaged son.
     After his last roommate dropped out of college, his older brother's
     friend, Kim Seokjin moved in and that's when everything began to
     change.
Notes
     OKAY PLEASE READ THE TAGS ESPECIALLY THE FIRST ONES BECAUSE THIS IS
     UNDERAGED. Jungkook is 16 in this fic and Seokjin is in college.
     their age gap is canon but everything else is from my own fucked up
     brain. Everything is consensual, not even any dubcon.
     That being said, this was supposed to be a oneshot but uh... I
     couldn't stop my hands.
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Chapter 1 *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Jungkook huffed, shoving more stuff into his suitcase, barely bothering to even
fold half of the items. He thought it was all bullshit. His parents were
leaving again and yet again, he was stuck having to live with his brother for
another year. It wasn't like he disliked his brother, they always got along
well despite their age difference but the problem lied with the fact that he
had been back and forth between his family's condo and his brother's apartment
for the last couple years ever since his brother, Sungjin had moved out on his
own.
His parents worked for a multinational corporation together, his father one of
the owners and his mother a higher up. They ended up having to spend half the
year if not more in different countries across Asia and Europe, which of
course, left the 16 year old needing to be shifted from place to place and
without his parent's to help raise him. His brother had taken that role for the
most part since they were young.
He cursed, shoving his face wash into his travel bag, grumbling to himself.
His mother knocked on the door before opening it, popping her head in.
"Jungkook-ah, you almost ready? Your father and I are waiting on you."
Jungkook just continued to shove his shower necessities into the bag, mumbling
his response. "I'll be ready in a bit."
His mother just dwelled at the door for a moment, sensing the hostility from
her son just from the way his back was tensed.
"I'm sorry Jungkook, I know it's a bit longer than some of the other trips but
this is a really important project that could help us grow. You like spending
time with Sungjin, don't you? I heard he has a new roommate, maybe you could
hang out with them and become friends."
Jungkook just snorted at her attempt at comforting him, his brows furrowed as
he responded with a short "Yeah."
She let out a soft sigh before closing the door again.
The teenager rolled his eyes, cursing the woman again once the door closed.
Sure, it seemed like she cared but in his eyes, if she really cared, they
wouldn't pawn him off on his older brother for half the year while they tried
to get themselves ahead.
He was happy to see Sungjin again, but was dreading the idea of his new
roommate. His old roommate was this short guy, grumpy and kept himself holed up
in his room most of the time, except at night which is when he thrived. By
thrived, he meant that he would come out of his room to use the bathroom or get
something to eat every couple of hours. Barely ever said more than three words
to Jungkook for the year in total on and off the boy had stayed there before,
but when he did it was rude.
He knew nothing about this new guy that had chosen to move in besides
apparently being friends with his brother through their culinary classes.
 

"So who is this new dude moving in? What happened to Yoongi?" Jungkook asked,
tilting his head to press the phone between his face and shoulder as he
scribbled the answer on one of his homework worksheets.
His brother laughed from the other side of the phone, crackling a bit in the
speaker.
"Yoongi dropped out of school and decided to go back to his home town. He hated
it here anyways, all he did was complain when he came out of his room and then
horde more food back into his room. Seokjin isn't like that, he's really cool.
He makes dad jokes sometimes but he's a cool dude."
Jungkook rolled his eyes, snorting a bit. "Dad jokes, great. Still... I don't
really know him."
Sungjin's tone changed, understanding and a bit of sympathy in his voice. "I
know he's a stranger Jungkook, but I promise he's a good guy. Once you get to
know him you'll love him. Don't stress about it, okay? I wouldn't bring you
here around him if I didn't know that he was a good dude."
The teen just remained silent for a moment before nodding to himself. "Thanks
hyung."
 
 
After his stuff was packed up, he sat on his bed, zoning out for a moment in
thought. He was terrible around strangers, shy and quiet. Some had even told
him he looked like a deer in headlights around people he didn't know.
He couldn't deny the comparison was pretty real.
What if things around Seokjin were just so weird he was uncomfortable in his
own half home? But it was also Seokjin's home now... so there wasn't much he
could do.
He dragged in a rough sigh, standing up and grabbing his suitcase, making his
way out the door.
 
 
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Jungkook grabbed his bag out of the trunk, slamming the door shut maybe a
little harder than necessary.
His father sighed and stared at him before clapping him on the back. "You got
everything?"
The teenager nodded, pulling the handle out of the suitcase. "Yep."
"We'll be back in July. Your mother will be calling to check on you. Make sure
you keep your grades up this school year, I don't want to hear about you
failing anything. Especially math."
Jungkook nodded, looking to the side. "Yes sir."
"We'll see you later, be good for your brother." His father gave him another
pat on the back and the boy just grumbled a response, waving to his mom as he
used his key to unlock the doors, making his way to the elevator.
He pressed the button and once the elevator arrived and the doors opened, he
stepped in, pressing the button to the right floor. The teen pulled his phone
out of his pocket, sending a text to his brother that he was on his way up. As
he waited, the elevator lifting him up, he scrolled through his SNS, watching a
video of a dance cover one of his friends had posted on their twitter.
Once the elevator arrived, the doors opened and he stepped out, still half
watching the video as he walked and drug his bag behind him.
He blinked and looked up, eyes wide as he almost ran into a man as he got close
to his brother's door. The man made a little noise, readjusting his grip on the
box he had in his arms.
"I-I'm sorry I wasn't... looking.." Jungkook mumbled, shoving his phone back in
his pocket.
The man just shrugged, shaking his head. "No, no it's fine, just could you do
me a favor and open the door for me please?"
The boy blinked again, nodding his head. The man had nodded his head towards
the door in front of him. Jungkook realized it was his brother's apartment. So
this was Seokjin? He was taller than he'd imagined.
He nodded and opened the door, holding the door open for the older as he
carried the box in from where it was sitting in the hall. Jungkook went in
after him, making his way into the living room to put his stuff down.
Seokjin had carried the box into the other bedroom, his bedroom before he
reappeared again a few moments later.
"You must be Jungkook, Sungjin's brother right? I can tell, you look just like
him." The older grinned, pushing his hair back off his forehead and running his
fingers through.
Jungkook just gulped a little, staring wide eyed at the man across the room.
Seokjin was just... a lot more... than he'd imagined overall. He was wearing
jeans and an oversized pink t-shirt but it hugged his shoulders amazingly. Was
it legal for one person to have shoulders that wide?
He gave a small nod, realizing he should probably reply in some way so he
didn't think there was just a strange kid making himself at home in his
apartment.
At that moment, Sungjin made his way out of his bedroom and came over to wrap
his arm around the teenager.
"Hey little brother. You got all your stuff?" Jungkook again nodded in
response, looking away from the man standing across the room awkwardly.
"Jungkook, this is Seokjin. He's still moving all his stuff in so don't mind
him but he's a pretty cool guy. Bad sense of humor, but he's cool."
Seokjin snorted, crossing his arms. "Excuse you, I have the best sense of humor
in this household. Unless Jungkook wants to challenge me?"
The teenager just looked at the man, eyes wide in surprise at being put on the
spot. He didn't have anything funny to say at the moment so he just kept his
mouth shut, biting on his bottom lip.
The two just stared at him for a moment before Sungjin just laughed a little,
ruffling the boy's hair. "And that's the reaction you'll get when he realizes
how terrible your jokes are. Don't let him bother you, Jungkookie. Just punch
him, that's what I do."
Seokjin laughed, lifting his arms up and throwing a few playful punches.
"Square up, Sungjinnie!"
Jungkook just looked between the two, his cheeks tinted pink as he stared at
Seokjin. The way the man's arm's flexed, his imagination made him imagine what
muscles he had hidden underneath that oversized pink monstrosity.
"Anyways, I'm going to order some chicken and I've got your favorite fighting
game, you wanna have a night and you can get to know Seokjin some more?"
The boy nodded, smiling a little at the mention of his favorite game. He has a
lot of memories with his brother sitting on the couch yelling at each other as
their characters dueled to the death. Only difference was now his brother's
extremely attractive roommate was joining them.
 
 
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Jungkook stared at the tv with wide eyes and cheeks full of fried chicken,
watching his hyungs battle their characters. Sungjin was leading over Seokjin
but a character switch just kicked in and Seokjin's skill with the second
fighter was way better, immediately slamming Sungjin's character to the ground.
The two made noises of desperation as they slammed their thumbs and fingers
into the buttons. Jungkook made encouraging noises around his mouthfull of
chicken.
When Seokjin's character landed the final blow, finishing the other character
off and doing some gruesome ending move, they all yelled. Seokjin got up and
did an extremely awkward victory dance looking a lot like he was directing
traffic. Jungkook just giggled quietly after swallowing his food and taking a
drink of his soda.
"Yeah yeah, whatever you cheated I'm calling it!" Sungjin grumbled, handing the
controller over to the teenager. "Your turn, you called winner."
The boy grabbed the controller, squirming a little to get comfortable on the
couch. The previous victor finally sat back down from his bizarre victory
celebration. When he sat back down, his knee bumped into the younger's, the boy
quickly moving his leg away in embarrassment, hoping the older didn't notice.
Instead, the tall brunette just shifted a little, almost purposely nudging his
thigh against the other this time.
Jungkook's cheeks tinted pink, chancing a quick glance to the older male,
seeing the other smile back at him, friendly but with a hint of a teasing smirk
in those upturned lips.
He swallowed, gaze locking back with the tv.
"Come on Jungkook, don't let this uncle win against you at your favorite game!"
Sungjin cheered, hitting the boy on the back playfully.
"You got it, hyung!" The boy squeaked a little, shaking his head and getting
his focus back as the two picked their fighters and began the battle.
The boy's tongue stuck out of the side of his mouth in concentration, his wide
eyes focused completely on the screen, pupils darting back and forth.
He was almost securely wooping Jin's butt until the second round began and
Seokjin nudged his thigh up against the boy's, drawing his attention away from
the game just long enough for the man's character to body slam the other down
and land a couple bad hits on him.
Jungkook let out a yelp, looking to Seokjin but not saying anything. The man
just smirked, bumping his knee. "Come on Jungkook, I thought you were the best
at this."
The teen's brows furrowed and he nodded, his cheeks still a light tinted pink.
He was just a bit shaken but it was okay, he just had to get back into the
game, he still had another round or two at least.
He had finally caught back up, draining the man's health bar down, forcing him
to switch to his second fighter. Jungkook landed hit after hit, Jin following
each time, forcing the boy to also switch to his second character.
Jungkook had been working toward his special, focusing on getting hits and
combos. Seokjin piped up, bumping his elbow into the boy's chest.
"Jungkookie, so focused. Cute!" The older man commented from the boy's side,
throwing him off at the nickname and calling him cute. He jerked a little in
surprise, his cheeks flaring red as he stared over at the man. Meanwhile,
Seokjin had managed to land a super combo, draining the boy's health bar all
the way down and finished him off in one last hit.
The brunette stared at the screen in shock, his cheeks red, seeing Seokjin out
of the corner of his eye doing another hideous victory dance.
"Jungkook, what the heck! You never lose what happened?" His brother asked,
looking up from where he was seated on the floor to his other side.
The boy just ducked his head, biting his lip before he shrugged.
"I uh.. I just haven't played in a while. It's okay. Good job, hyung." The
younger boy looked up at the man as he wiggled around, looking at him through
his dark eyelashes.
Seokjin just smirked, giving the boy a little scruffle of his hair. "You did
really well Jungkook, it's okay."
The teen looked down as they made eye contact, his blush still fairly furious
on his face. He hoped his brother just chalked it up to being embarrassed at
losing.
 
 
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Later that night, the other's had retired to their respective bedrooms,
Jungkook unfolding the futon in the living room, being handed his comforter and
pillows that Sungjin had pulled from the hall closet that were reserved only
for the boy.
He laid in bed after he washed his face, staring up at the ceiling. The first
thing that entered his brain was Seokjin.
Why did Seokjin have him so anxious? He felt more anxious than he did around
other people even after meeting him and getting to know him. The man's attitude
towards him was friendly... maybe too friendly?
He shook his head, biting his lip.
It had to have been in his head. There's no way a man the age of Seokjin would
try to flirt with Jungkook, he was 5 years younger than him and way out of his
league. Jin was a gorgeous human being, the boy would admit it. He had long
broad shoulders that made him envious, long slim and toned legs that he
apparently loved to show off if his skinny jeans were any indication. He
managed to get a pretty good look at the man as he had been distracted with
fighting his brother during their game.
Seokjin's face was beautifully proportioned, his lips thick and pink and
honestly he couldn't even imagine lips could look like that. Minus Jimin, but
Taehyung had always jokingly referred to their friend as having 'DSLs' since
they entered middle school. It wasn't until freshman year he'd actually found
out it stood for Dick-Sucking Lips which he tried to laugh off but questioned
if that was really a thing.
He shouldn't be having these kinds of thoughts about his hyung. Of course
Seokjin wasn't flirting with him, he was just over-thinking and his hormones
were causing him to imagine things. Of course, he definitely could and would
admit that the man was beautiful, rivaling every girl in his school's beauty
even.
Jungkook laid awake for at least another hour or so going back and forth
morally trying to reason that it was okay that he thought Jin was good-looking
but also that he didn't think anything else about it, just a bit envious of his
charming good looks.
With those thoughts, he eventually drifted off to sleep, Seokjin's face the
last and only thing in his mind.
Chapter End Notes
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***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     honestly not sure how often this will be updated, i don't have
     internet at home so i bug into the library wifi to post now so. i'll
     try to answer comments and things asap and writing is all i do
     nowadays but posting is the complicated part but i'll do my best for
     yall if you enjoy this.
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The unfortunate thing about fall was that school had started back up. He was
happy he got to hang out with his friends more, but hated pretty much
everything else about it. He was entering into his Junior year of high school
and it kind of felt like still being a middle child. Past the new wonders of
entering high school but not quite far enough to enjoy the feeling of
graduating soon.
He was thankful he had Jimin and Taehyung, who'd been his friends since
elementary school or else he would have no one to talk to. As he wasn't great
with strangers, you could imagine school was his actual personal hell and if it
weren't for how obnoxious his friends were, he'd not have any friends to speak
of even at this point.
Jungkook slurped up some of his black bean noodles, shoving as much as he could
in his mouth.
"Easy Kookie, we don't need a repeat of what happened last year please." Jimin
scolded him, his brows furrowed.
Taehyung snorted, nodding his head. "That was hilarious, the nurse had noodles
all over her and had to go home."
Jungkook just waved them off with his free hand as he chewed up his food.
"So hows Sungjin-hyung? Did the new roommate move in yet?" Taehyung asked,
picking up some rice with his chopsticks and shoving it into his mouth.
It took a moment but once the boy managed to get all his noodles down he nodded
his head, wiping his mouth on his napkin.
"Hyung is good, same as usual I think and yeah Seokjin's moved in already,
still just getting his stuff unpacked."
"Is he cool? Is he like Yoongi and rarely come out of his room?" Jimin
questioned, leaning forward on his elbows in interest.
Jungkook shrugged, his cheeks tinting pink at the memory of the man and the
first night he had been there.
"He's okay... can't dance at all. We all hang out sometimes like for dinner and
stuff. He's not like Yoongi was."
Jimin eyed the boy as his cheeks began to gain color, raising an eyebrow.
"Jungkookie, you're blushing. Is Seokjin hyung cute?"
The boy's eyebrows furrowed, shaking his head quickly, shoving more noodles in
his mouth. "Nuh uh."
The oldest giggled, biting his lip and keeping his staredown with the younger
going.
"Kookie, come on. You're blushing that's gotta mean something~"
The boy swallowed what he could of his noodles, shaking his head again and
clearing his throat.
"You're gross. He's a guy, I'm not into that kind of thing.."
The two just stared at him for a minute before giving individual shrugs of
'okay suit yourself' before dropping the subject. At this point, Jungkook
thinks he's more trying to convince himself than his friends that he's not
attracted to Seokjin.
 
 
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Jungkook sighed as he stepped out of the elevator, hitching his backpack up a
little more over his shoulder. The day had felt long and dreary and honestly
the boy could go for a nap. A week back into school and he was already feeling
the brunt of it. It was going to be a long school year, that's for sure.
He dug out his key from his pocket, unlocking the door and shuffling his way
in, locking it behind him. Kicking off his shoes, he watched his sock-clad feet
as he made his way into the living room, jumping a little when he heard a
noise.
Looking up, he saw that Seokjin was home and boy... was he home. The man had
his hair pushed to the sides of his forehead, leaving it on display, wearing a
more tight fitted tank top than he was used to seeing on the older. Otherwise,
he just had on a pair of sweatpants and was pulling a water bottle away from
his plump, wet lips.
"Hey Jungkookie, sorry I didn't mean to startle you."
Jungkook just shook his head, shrugging before he looked back down, making his
way to the kitchen table and slinging his bag down next to him.
He kept his head down as he dug through his bag, hearing the man shuffling away
back to his bedroom.
The boy dug out his homework, lugging the large textbook out of his back and
slapping it onto the table with his notebooks. As he opened his textbook and
notebook to the right pages, he glanced up under his bangs to the older as he
made his way in and out of the bedroom, carrying boxes and objects, placing
them here and there.
"Where's hyung?" Jungkook asked quietly, clearing his throat, realizing his
voice had cracked a little.
Seokjin lifted his head up from what he was doing, glancing at the boy.
"Ah, late afternoon classes. Looks like you're stuck with me for a while but
don't worry, I promise I'll make dinner." The man winked with a smile.
Jungkook's eyes widened a little and he nodded, focusing back down on his
homework. He let out a small 'ah' in acknowledgement.
Why was he so awkward all the fucking time? If it was possible to die of
shyness and awkwardness you bet he'd be a dead man already. He blames it on the
fact that Seokjin's shirt is just a little too tight, clinging to his slim but
toned frame and his biceps are out on display. He just can't live even in his
own household anymore, he thinks bitterly.
It was Seokjin's house too though. He was only part time here.
He sighed and tried to actually focus on his math homework, working out a few
problems, his pencil erasing and scribbling over and over again while Seokjin
just continued to unpack and place things around the apartment.
The man kept glancing briefly at the teenager as he worked, watching as the boy
slowly descended into frustration, his hand holding onto his forehead and brows
furrowed harder than he'd ever seen before.
The boy scribbled and then would immediately erase furiously, bringing his nose
closer to the paper.
It was hard to watch so he figured he would have pity on the poor thing.
Seokjin shuffled his way over, glancing over Jungkook's shoulder at the problem
he was working on. The man made a soft snort, making a noise as he moved closer
as not to alarm the boy. He was as jumpy as a baby rabbit and it was adorable,
but he didn't want to give the guy a heart attack.
"You uh.. You need to find what x equals... which if you take this and move it
over here and solve that.. should be.. 28." The man pointed to the numbers as
he spoke, taking a glance at the boy.
The brunette just stared at the paper for a moment, calculating the math
Seokjin just did before he nodded slowly. "Oh..."
Seokjin bit his lip, crouching down to look at the other. "Would you like help?
Honestly it's kind of frustrating for me to see you struggling so hard. I used
to tutor in math when I was in high school. I promise I won't make fun of you
or anything for struggling."
Jungkook took a glance over at the man beside him, making eye contact for
probably the second time since he'd been here. Biting his lip, he took a moment
before he nodded. "Yes.. please help."
Seokjin pulled up the chair next to him, bringing it in closer so he could see
the boy's textbook and notebook.
Jungkook gulped, realizing he was again extremely close to the older man. He
could smell his soft, light fragrance, clean with a cologne that wasn't too
harsh on his sensitive nose. Light and flowery almost but with a bit of musk.
The boy blinked as he tried to tune into the man speaking, helping him work
through the next problem in the book. He had a bit of trouble still keeping up,
asking a few questions as they worked through. He couldn't help but get a bit
distracted every time the man's arm would reach over to point at something or
write something in his notebook, the boy's brown eyes following the line of
light veins and toned muscle as he scanned up the bicep in front of him
They had gotten more than halfway through his problems when Seokjin leaned
back, resting a gentle hand on the boy's thigh.
"Jungkookie, you're doing really well. You're not as bad as you think you are
when you just focus and take the time to think about it."
The boy's eyes widened a little as he glanced at the hand on his leg. The man's
fingers were long and slender, a little crooked at the knuckles.
He cleared his throat a little, nodding his head a bit. "Th-thank you hyung."
The man stood up, his fingertips sliding feather-light over his shorts in the
movement, making his way to where his water bottle sat on the counter. He
uncapped the bottle, tilting his head back as he brought it to his lips, taking
a long drink.
Jungkook pursed his lips together as he eyed the long line of the man's neck,
large adam's apple bobbing with every swallow. He could feel his cheeks begin
to heat up, his eyes widening as he felt his cock begin to harden in his
basketball shorts. He cursed his body internally, trying to think of everything
possible to will his growing erection away. Eventually the images of the man's
lips and long neck were replaced with images of his grandmother and his dog
from when he was 5 that had passed away which definitely did the trick.
He startled a little as the man came back, looking up at him with wide eyes,
glancing to the side briefly as he tried to avoid eye contact.
"Sorry JK. I just wanted to ask if you're okay to continue the last few
yourself? I need to start making dinner."
The boy nodded quickly, staring back down at the textbook without a word.
"If you have any questions, I'm just going to be in here but just give it a try
and remember what I've showed you."
Jungkook nodded again, biting his lip as he tried to get back into focusing on
his math. His brain was literally every where else, so it was pretty difficult
to remember literally anything the man had taught him in the last hour. That
could also be because he was barely paying attention with just how close
Seokjin was to him the whole time.
He wished his hormones would chill for 5 minutes just so he could get shit
done. Being a teenager was rough.
 
 
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Yet again, another night of the brunette laying in bed, staring up at the
ceiling and thinking about the only person who had been plaguing his thoughts
for the last week. Honestly it was getting to be ridiculous and even he knew
that. He just couldn't help it.
Seokjin was nice. He helped the boy with his homework, cooked him and his hyung
maybe the best meal he'd ever had. He faintly feels as if he can still taste
the seaweed soup but he knows it was just a lasting memory of how good it was.
Seokjin was cautious with Jungkook. He tried not to come up behind him or enter
the room without making some sort of noise, which he was extremely thankful
for. He was 16, he definitely didn't need to die of a heart attack at an early
age.
Seokjin was... beautiful. The days went on and the boy had seen more and more
of his hyung's beautiful features. He looked like he was crafted by a sculptor,
his features straight out of one of those old Greek statues he'd studied in art
class. He tried to play it off when he first met the man as jealousy.. Wishing
when he was Seokjin's age he'd be that good looking and muscular. He couldn't
lie he was handsome, had a pretty good body. He wasn't top of his gym class for
nothing. However it was more than just envy...
Could it just be his rampaging teenaged hormones? Yeah definitely. At this
point he got hard when the breeze was too rough and shifted his shorts.
There was no denying the things this hyung made him think about. Things he'd
only ever seen in porn that he was almost always too embarrassed to watch and
definitely had rarely ventured into anything besides the normal straight porn
he'd usually been met with. But some things were the same...
For example, thinking about his hyung's hands. His large hands with his thin,
crooked fingers.. touching his skin. Grazing over the length of his arms, under
his shirt and over his stomach and chest. Stopping to flick over his sensitive
nipples.
The boy shivered, his cheeks heating up as he rolled over onto his stomach,
wincing softly as his swelling cock was trapped between his thigh and the bed.
He glanced up to make sure the light was off in both Sungjin and Seokjin's
rooms, signaling that they had gone to bed. He shifted, reaching down so he
could adjust his cock to point upward, allowing him more room and a more
comfortable angle. He stopped and glanced to the side, seeing one of his dirty
white t-shirts laying on the floor. After a moment of thought he reached over
and shifted up on his knees to lay it below his body, shoving his shorts down a
little.
He huffed a short sigh, wiggling as he got situated and rolled his hips down
into the bed. He gasped softly and bit down on his lower lip. His cock was
aching, the more the images of the man flashed in his head, the wetter he could
feel his t-shirt get below his hips. He continued to think about the older
man...
Like... thinking about his hyung's lips. His lips were so thick and full it was
honestly impressive. Any girl would be jealous he could imagine. He'd thought
about those lips too often, imagining the shape they'd make as they wrapped
around his cock.. tinted pink like after he'd suck and bite on his lower lip
when he was concentrated on something. He wondered what those lips would taste
like against his..
The boy groaned quietly into his pillow, grinding his dick against the soft
material in a quick rhythm. He could already feel his head beginning to become
a little dazed, the slickness coming from his cock rubbing against his hips and
against his body. It made his movements a little easier, gasps falling from his
lips.
He imagined the sound his hyung's lips would make as they pulled off the tip of
his cock, thick and glossy after he'd come, licking over his lips... a little
bit of his cum dripping down the corner of his mouth.
That thought sent the boy over the edge as he ground himself harder against the
bed, whimpering softly into his pillow as his cum shot into the t-shirt. He
rode his orgasm out slowly, letting out a breath as he rolled over and grabbed
the shirt.
He wiped his hips off with the shirt, the embarrassment and guilt setting in
when he realized he'd have to wash that later and hopefully no one would notice
anything on the white fabric.
Jungkook huffed out a breath softly, making sure he was cleaned up before
pulling his shorts back up over his sensitive dick with a soft hiss. He made
sure to shove the shirt deep into his laundry basket so no one would see it in
the morning.
Despite his embarrassment, he was sated and flushed at the idea that he'd just
got off on the idea of his hyung sucking him off. He hid his face in his hands
as he willing himself to calm down, taking a deep breath as he closed his eyes.
After he had settled down, sleep came soon to his exhausted body.
 
 
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***** Chapter 3 *****
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     some people were saying they thought it was gonna be slow burn and...
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     also a bit of a spoiler but not spoiler, it's probably not going to
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Another long and tiring day of school had finally drawn to an end and Jungkook
thanked any and all higher powers out there for it. One of his teachers had
surprised the class with a pop quiz which, in his opinion, should be illegal
the second week of school.
On top of that, Taehyung wouldn't shut up about this new anime he and his
siblings were watching. Which normally, Jungkook would be all over but what
with everything going on and the fact that it sounded frankly a little boring,
it just became annoying when the boy just continued to talk about it and the
characters, and make references that neither Jimin nor he got because they
hadn't seen it.
He huffed and unlocked the door, pushing it open and kicking off his
timberlands at the door. He peeked his head around the corner, glancing to see
if either of his hyungs were home. The silence in the apartment was almost
deafening as he shuffled his way into the open area of the apartment, glancing
at Seokjin's door. It was closed which always meant he was either asleep or
wasn't home. It was shocking honestly, considering Seokjin was home almost 10
times out of 10 when Jungkook got home from school.
Tossing his bookbag on the floor next to the couch, he made his way into the
kitchen to grab a soda from the fridge. It was kind of bizarre the apartment
being empty, even when Yoongi still lived here he was always home, though one
would question it based on the fact no one really ever saw him but the presence
was still there.
He opened his soda, taking a drink as he made his way to the living room,
flopping down on the couch. it was refreshing to have some alone time to
himself. Being a teenager, it was seemingly rare to come by, despite living
with two college-going men. He may as well make the most of it while he can.
He turned on the tv, flipping through Netflix as he tried to debate what he
wanted to do. He could watch an R-rated movie, which truthfully wasn't super
adventurous. He and Sungjin used to have slasher movie nights where the gorier
the better, so it wasn't like it was really anything new.
The boy startled as he heard a click coming from the lock, the sound of the
doorknob being turned. He leaned back on the couch, glancing over the back to
see who had come home. Of course, it was the one and only Kim Seokjin, bags of
groceries in his hands.
He watched as the man made his way past him into the kitchen, setting the bags
down with a thud.
"Hey JK, how was school?"
So much for any alone time. He hadn't really had any time to do anything even
if he'd found something rebellious to do while home alone.
"It was okay. Tiring." The boy answered, flipping mindlessly through the
trending tag on the app.
"Pfft, don't tell me about tiring. You can complain about being tired when
you've got 3 essays due in the span of one week." The man commented over his
shoulder as he unpacked the groceries, putting them away as he went.
Jungkook rolled his eyes a little, remaining silent. Sometimes his hyung was
such an actual uncle it hurt.
He blinked in surprise when the lock clicked again, shutting quickly as his
older brother made his way into the main area.
"Guess who got a date tonight?"
Jungkook's eyes widened and he turned around in his seat, staring up at the
man. "No way hyung!"
"Nice dude, with who?" Seokjin added in question, pausing his unpacking.
"You remember that girl with the short hair and glasses who worked at the
library coffee shop?"
Jungkook didn't but he listened anyways, his mouth open a little as he stared
between the two. Seokjin looked to the side for a moment in thought and snapped
his fingers. "Right, she's in my English class. Eunmie?"
Sungjin nodded quickly. "Her! Yes. I had to go by there and grab a book for my
lit class. We were just talking while she was on her break and I asked her
out."
Jungkook just made a sound in astonishment, nodding his head as his hair
bounced a little. "That's awesome. When?"
Sungjin took off his denim jacket, tossing it onto one of the chairs around the
table, making his way to his bedroom. "Tonight. Is that okay, Jungkookie? I
don't know if Jin is busy or not?" He asked, casting his gaze at his roommate.
Seokjin just shrugged and shook his head, folding up the grocery sacks he'd
unpacked.
"Nope, I'll be here. You know me, I'm a homebody. Plus JK and I could watch a
movie or play games or something, yeah?" The man winked at him and smiled,
leaning his torso against the counter.
Jungkook just looked at the man wide eyed for a moment and nodded, pretending
to put his focus back on Netflix.
"Awesome, I gotta go get dressed, our movie starts in an hour and a half so."
Sungjin rushed off into his bedroom, shutting the door behind him.
It was going to be a long, long night. The boy knew something about today was
off, if that pop quiz didn't already raise suspicion.
 
 
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"How do I look? Not too sloppy right?" Sungjin opened his door and gave a small
turn, questioning the two. Jungkook had given up finding something on Netflix
and had been playing a game on his phone. Seokjin was sitting at the table,
clicking around on his laptop.
"I think it looks good. Casual but like... You can tell you put effort into
it." Seokjin nodded, clapping his hands once with a smile.
Jungkook nodded in agreement, turning his head to peek over the top of the
couch. He truthfully didn't know much about fashion or date attire, his usual
outfit of choice was a t-shirt or hoodie, basket ball shorts or skinny jeans
and sneakers. Maybe a jacket and hat if he wanted to look a little more put
together.
"I think it looks okay, hyung. If Eunmie doesn't like it that's her own
problem." He added in, looking back down to his phone.
Sungjin chuckled, grabbing his wallet out of his jacket pocket along with his
keys. "Right you are Jungkookie. Some day I'll get to deal with you asking me
the same question and I'll say 'Oh well it's her fault if she doesn't like it.'
"
Jungkook scrunched up his nose and glared playfully at his brother. "You wanted
input, you got it."
His brother laughed and nodded, ruffling the hair on top of his head as he
slipped his things into his pocket. "Okay well I gotta head out, I still have
to go pick up Eunmie. I'll be back later, try not to have too much fun."
Jungkook nodded and Seokjin waved him off with a goodbye as Sungjin made his
way out the door, locking it behind him.
A small silence formed in the apartment now that his brother had left and it
made the boy squirm a little in his seat, sniffling a little.
"What do you want for dinner? I got some stuff I could make or we could get a
pizza." Seokjin asked as he clicked something and closed his laptop, leaning
back in his chair.
The boy glanced up from his game, cursing softly as his character died. The man
gave a quiet laugh and an apology for interrupting the younger's game. Jungkook
shrugged in response, closing the app.
"I like food."
The older brunette laughed. "Yeah I've gathered. You're one of the least picky
people I know. Is there anything you don't like?
Jungkook blinked and glanced away for a moment in thought. "Seafood. I don't
hate it but I prefer meat."
Jin nodded, a small smile on his face. "Right. Noted. Well I'm lazy so pizza it
is."
They spent a little bit getting their orders placed using the app on Jin's
phone, Jungkook adding his input on what he wanted on his pizza.
Once the order was placed they sat there in silence again for a moment, a
little more comfortable now but still a bit awkward.
"While we wait on the delivery since it'll be a bit do you want to run next
door and get some soda and stuff?" Seokjin asked, standing up from his seat and
taking his laptop back into his bedroom.
Jungkook stared at the wall beside the man's door. He was going to have to
spend time with the older whether he liked it or not tonight so he might as
well. It wasn't that he didn't want to but since he'd started almost regularly
getting off to the thought of how attractive Seokjin was it started getting a
little awkward to look at him.
"Um. Sure.."
He got up off the couch, digging through his stuff for his hoodie, tossing it
over his head and over himself. He stared at his stuff for a minute before he
opted to grab one of his beanies, tugging it on over his dark hair. He looked
up and saw Seokjin grabbing a light jacket, making his way to the door.
Jungkook followed him silently, thanking him when he handed his shoes to him.
He may have imagined it but when he looked up he thought he saw Seokjin giving
him a one over, a small smile on his face. "Ready?"
Jungkook nodded and followed behind the man out the door, locking it behind
him. They made their way to the elevator, silently stepping in and pressing the
down button.
They stood in the elevator in silence, staring forward before the older broke
the silence. "Sungjin wasn't kidding when he said you were shy."
The boy looked over at his hyung, eyes wide before his gaze shifted down to the
floor, his cheeks heating up a bit. "Sorry."
A soft laugh left the older man as he shook his head. "No, I'm sorry I don't
mean it in a bad way. It's cute. You might grow out of it, you're still young."
Jungkook lifted his head and looked over again at the gentle smile on the
other's face, the corners of his own lips lifting a bit.
"I was never shy. I like to talk and of course, I make the best jokes so, you
know." He winked playfully, smiling wide. Jungkook huffed a soft breath of a
laugh.
"Is that what you call those? The best jokes?"
Seokjin's brows furrowed, a small playful smile on his face. "Um yeah, I'm
brilliant along with my award-winning looks. I'm practically a comedic genius."
Jungkook laughed out loud, biting his lip at the small cackle that sounded,
looking down in embarrassment.
"Holy crap I think that's the most laugh I've ever heard from you. See, I am a
comedic genius." He stood up straight, his shoulders broadening as he quickly
bowed for an imaginary applause.
Jungkook shook his head, smiling as the elevator dinged, signaling their
arrival at the ground floor.
They make their way out of the apartment building, walking a little down the
street to the intersection in a comfortable silence. Seokjin presses the
button, turning back to the younger as they wait for the light to change.
Jungkook is too busy staring at the tops of his shoes, the asphalt below his
feet to notice the other looking at him with a small smile on his face.
"You should keep your head up, JK. You'll never see where your future is going
if you're always keeping your head down." The man used his shoulder to bump
into Jungkook's. The boy's head lifts and he looks at his hyung. The words were
cheesy but coming from the older man, it sounded wise. Despite how embarrassing
and handsome and silly the older could be, so he'd learned, he was wise in his
own way.
Seokjin moved forward, grabbing the boy's arm once the light had turned. "Come
on, let's go." The younger didn't even have time to nod his head before he was
dragged over the crosswalk.
Jin's arm raised up, booking his way forward. "Arm up when you cross, Kookie!"
Jungkook giggled quietly, lifting his arm up with the other as they made their
way to the other side, finally letting their arms drop.
The convenience store was barely a block away, the streets were bustling with
people in the rich night life. They had small chat about people they saw along
the way, giggling and gossiping under their breath with each other.
Seokjin's eyes narrowed as they entered the store, eyeing a small display of
Christmas stuff.
"Ugh, it's September, why do they already have Christmas stuff out? It just
makes us single people feel more gross and pressured to find someone to spend
it with."
Jungkook stayed silent, biting his lip and trying to avoid the situation.
However, luck was rarely ever on his side.
"What about you JK? Any girls you like and want to get something for
Christmas?"
The boy gulped quietly, casting his wide eyes everywhere but the older man.
"Um.. no not really. It's not really my.. thing." He said, his eyes widening a
second later when he registered what he had said.
"I mean not that... it's not my thing.. dating girls. I mean just.. I don't
have friends so I don't date.. anyone." He stammered quickly, biting his lip to
get him to stop rambling.
Seokjin raised an eyebrow at him and pursed his lips together, trying to keep
from laughing to hard. The boy just flushed deeply, looking around at the soda,
grabbing one he liked.
"Jungkookie, you're so adorable. You don't have to explain yourself to me, it's
fine. I get it."
Jungkook internally shook his head thinking that Seokjin didn't get it. He
actually probably was pretty far from 'getting it.'
The two picked out drinks, the younger begged to let him get the dried seaweed
snacks he loved so much and Seokjin just argued that as long as he didn't spoil
his dinner he bought. Truthfully Jungkook could eat a meal for five and be
pretty content. He was admittedly the kind of person that just kept eating and
eating until he couldn't absolutely take any more or there was no more food
left. Thankfully he'd kept his body in shape enough to not let it affect him,
also thanked that he was young and still had a great metabolism. That's what
his aunt had always told him.
Once they checked out, they made their way back to the apartment, Seokjin
chatting happily but Jungkook staying fairly silent. His mind swirled but he
wasn't sure if now was the right time to ask. Or even if it was appropriate at
all.
Finally a slow lull came in the conversation and the boy just blurted out his
question quickly. "What about you, do you have anyone you like?"
Fuck.
Seokjin stared at the younger for a moment before he laughed. "That was a bit
delayed but it's okay. Not really. Not since I broke up with my last boyfriend
about a year or so ago, I've kind of just been playing it single."
The boy kept his eyes down, widening in surprise when the older mentioned a
boyfriend. Seokjin must've caught the look from the younger, his lips
flattening a little.
"Does that.. bother you?"
Jungkook shook his head quickly, stammering once again.
"No! Not at all, it's fine I just was surprised I w-wasn't sure but I don't
judge I mean-"
Seokjin put a hand on the back of Jungkook's neck, laughing softly and stroking
it in a friendly manner.
"It's okay, calm down. Geeze. You're literally always on edge how are you still
alive? Just relax. I won't judge you for anything you say. I promise."
Jungkook didn't get to respond before they both lifted their arms up again,
crossing the street and he almost felt his heart melt at the older man's laugh
as he tugged him the rest of the way across the street.
Finally they eventually made it back to the apartment, it only taking about
five or so more minutes before the food arrived. Jungkook was so hungry he
couldn't wait for the movie to start eating, digging in immediately as it was
set on the table. Seokjin laughed and they agreed to eat first, movie after.
They ate in a fairly comfortable silence, a little bit of small idle chat came
about. Asking Jungkook how school was, anything interesting, as he regaled the
tale of how Taehyung got detention for arguing with the teacher that he was too
cool for the Pythagorean theorem. Jungkook asked how classes were today, met
with a sigh and shrugs. He didn't know many college students honestly besides
his brother and Jin but it sounded shitty.
Once they were finished, Jungkook flopped onto the couch, grabbing one of the
throw pillows and curling up with it as he waited for Seokjin to grab the movie
he'd picked out for them to watch. Said it was something funny, or so the man
had heard from friends. Could be hit or miss, honestly, knowing Jin's humor.
Jungkook had zoned out for a bit as he waited, looking up at the older made his
way to the tv, stopping and tapping the case in his hand for a moment. He
looked like he was stalling. Something was wrong.
"Jungkook, can I talk to you about something kind of important before our
movie?"
The boys eyes widened in panic and tried to school his face, trying to relax
but the tone in the man's words were itching him.
"S-sure hyung.. "
Seokjin bit his plump bottom lip and gave a soft little sigh, setting the case
down and taking a seat next to the younger. Jungkook gulped, trying to ignore
the fact that once again, their knees were just barely touching.
"Jungkook... I've noticed you looking at me recently. Is there reason for it?"
This was it, Jungkook was going to die. His heart was beating fast, he almost
felt exactly like a rabbit like people had compared him to except that when
rabbits get too scared they die. He really considered that this may be the day
he died.
"I uh.. I just, you're- It's cause I just met you and-"
Seokjin's hand settled gently on the teenager's thigh, giving a soft and
probably supposed to be reassuring squeeze. The man turned to look at the boy,
eyeing his face and his reactions. He cut him off as he stammered, once again
trying to explain himself.
"Seriously, you can tell me. I know. I've seen the way you stare, Kookie. "
The boy felt like his stomach was twisting, maybe his food was coming up and he
was actually going to vomit and ruin Seokjin's image of him forever. Maybe he'd
even move out.
Jungkook just bit his cheek, keeping silent and staring literally anywhere but
his hyung. He didn't think he could say words without dinner coming back or him
actually choking on air and dying. He wasn't sure which one sounded less
appealing at this point.
"I have to tell you a secret." The man whispered softly, nibbling the thick
pink lip again and Jungkook held his breath when the other leaned closer.
Seokjin's shoulder bumped his own a little, setting him more off kilter but
leaned in so close that Jungkook could feel the warm breath on the shell of his
ear.
"I think I like you, Kookie. I like the way you stare at me.."
The teenager choked, gasping in air as he flushed hard, red consuming his face
as his head shot in the direction of the older man. The words caught him by
surprise, so much so he thought maybe he'd imagined them or he'd gone into an
actual food coma.
"What?" He asked breathlessly, voice shaking.
Jin let out a soft giggle, pressing the gentlest of kisses on the boy's
jawline.
"I said I like you, Jungkookie. It's cute.. the way you stare at me like a
little lost puppy." The older man smiled, gently using his fingertips to stroke
along the boy's knee. The touch was edging just on the air of sensual but he
may have been imagining that in this food coma.
"Are you.. serious? Is this real? Am I dead?" Jungkook whispered softly, taking
in the angles of the man's face now that it was so close to his own. You'd
think if it was a dream he'd be more in control, less scared out of his mind
but he honestly couldn't tell because Seokjin looked perfect in his dreams and
in real life.
The brunette next to him just smiled, shaking his head.
"Yes I'm serious, it's real and no, you are definitely not dead. I can feel
your heartbeat going a mile a minute."
The boy flushed again, biting his own lower lip in embarrassment.
"I want to know more about you, Kookie. As your hyung but, you know, maybe a
little more?" He smiled, warming the ice that had frozen Jungkook in his spot.
"I... wow. Um. Okay?" He mumbled, his wide eyes darting from the older man's
face to the side, to their now clasped hands, Seokjin's slightly curved fingers
divot around his own as they intertwined.
"Did you still want to watch the movie or? Are you going to be okay?" The man
asked, still smiling and chuckling softly as he carefully took his hand away to
get up.
Jungkook nodded quickly, looking up at the other. He honestly had almost
forgotten in the moment, feeling like he was in some alternate reality.
Without another word but a smile on his face, Seokjin turned on the television
and the player, putting the movie in before he flopped back down next to the
younger boy. Once he set the movie up and hit play, they sat there in silence
for a moment.
"JK, can I... cuddle with you maybe?" Seokjin asked, looking into the boy's
eyes with a hopeful expression.
The boy blinked and nodded numbly, his eyes shifting to the way the older man's
body shifted closer. Jin had curled his legs up to his chest, slouching down a
bit for height difference and melded closer into the boy. The final touch was
his head gently laying on the younger boy's shoulder. At this distance he could
smell the other's light smell, mixing with the light tropical scent of his
shampoo. The boy swallowed roughly, sitting there as if his body was not his
own. He didn't know how to cuddle. He'd never cuddled anyone before.
Seokjin gently grabbed the boy's arm that was half-assedly wrapped around him,
wrapping it around his waist and intertwining their fingers again.
He definitely must've died. There was no way this was real, but the warmth on
his skin and the weight on his shoulder had to have been proof enough.
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Jungkook couldn't remember the last time he'd slept in so late and his body had
woken itself up, fully rested. Even on the weekends, such as today. Most
weekends he'd have some chores to do or would wake up to the sound of his
hyungs, hustling and bustling through the morning. He could've swore tv shows
had lied to him about college students partying all night and sleeping in all
day. Was that the real reality he was in store for when he entered college?
Today though... today he woke up to nothing. No cabinets opening and closing,
no smell of breakfast being made though admittedly there was the faint smell of
coffee that lingered through the apartment. He didn't hear Seokjin talking to
Sungjin, talking about classes or Sungjin's dates with Eunmie.
The only sounds that he woke up to was the sound of the fan whirling above his
head gently, giving off just enough breeze for him to be comfortable and the
distant sound of clacking on the keyboard.
He groaned and rubbed his eyes, rolling over and reaching for his phone on the
side table. He unplugged it and brought it up to his face, blinking a few times
as he tried to make out the time. 12:35 lit up from the display.
He checked the few notifications on his phone, swiping the mobile game
notifications and sending a few response texts to Taehyung and Jimin.
After a bit longer he sat up, stretching out his torso and giving a big yawn.
He analyzed his surroundings slowly, the faint memory of last night flooding
back into his mind. It must've been a dream right? There was no way his hyung
had said those things, admitted those feelings to him. It was all just a very
realistic dream after eating large amounts of fast food and falling asleep. The
boy was definitely sure of it.
Jungkook finally got up, folding up his comforter and tossing it and his
pillows away into the closet before he shuffled his way to the bathroom to take
a shower and wash his face.
That dream felt so real, that's all he could think about while he took his
shower. It was like he could even still feel the older man's breath against his
ear, low but soft in tone just whispering teasingly. Like he could feel the
weight of the man's head against his shoulder, smell the gentle fragrant scent
of his hyung that was so calming to the senses.
He had a hard time with scents most of the time, his nose being very sensitive.
A lot of the time it was hard getting through the day at school without his
sinuses acting up. The teenaged years were hard and girls and girls would spray
their high floral and fruity scents which normally he was okay with but the
girls tried to accommodate for attracting boys so they'd spray a little more on
than necessary. Guys, however were the same way if not worse.
Men's cologne, er well, maybe he should put boy's cologne was aggressive.
Spicy, musky, overwhelmingly fragrant. It didn't help that they didn't know
when to quit. Trying to over-compensate for hormones and not trying to
constantly smell like a dirty sock.
Seokjin smelled a little bit like coconut oil, a little bit of light floral but
with a soft musk added in. He couldn't explain even if he wanted to but he knew
it was pleasant and unoffending to his nose.
He thought about the feeling he'd imagined of Seokjin's hands in his own. The
way his curved knuckles pressed into his own slender fingers, the way it would
feel if those fingers were to touch him elsewhere. Run through his hair, knot
into the brown locks and tug a little. Jungkook winced softly as he looked down
and saw the predicament he'd caused himself. He grumbled and huffed before he
closed his eyes, letting himself relax and get himself off quick and quietly
enough knowing someone was home.
After he finished up, he finished cleaning himself and washing his face. He
sighed as he dried himself off, realizing he had forgotten to bring clothes
with him. He cursed and wrapped the towel around his waist, hoping that whoever
was home wouldn't see him. He cracked open the door and peeked his head
through, turning left and right but the coast seemed to be clear. He made his
way out of the bathroom, darting to the living room and to his back.
Unzipping the bag and shoving clothes to the side here and there he tried to
quickly grab what all he needed which was just some type of shirt, shorts and
underwear. However, apparently just like all things, they've disappeared when
he needed them most. That was until he heard his name.
"Jungkookie?"
The boy jumped up, standing upright in surprise as he turned to look over his
shoulder. His cheeks lit up as he saw it was Seokjin. He stared wide-eyed at
the man, trying to use the clothes in his hands to cover up his exposed chest.
Seokjin just stared back, brows raised a small smirk on his face.
"I mean I'm impressed but surprised?"
Jungkook's blush darkened and his eyes widened, blinking at the man. He had a
lot he wanted to say and ask and yet he stood there frozen as if someone had
hit pause.
Jin just chuckled soft and continued on his way to the kitchen which gave
Jungkook a moment to quickly grab what he needed and dart back into the
bathroom faster than he thinks he's sprinted since gym class. Probably faster
honestly.
He huffed as he shut and locked the door, his back pressed against it as he
held onto his clothes like a lifeline. Seokjin had seen him in a towel.
Seokjin saw him in a towel and said he was impressed.
He stared down at his own upper body, looking back up in thought. Like he'd
said, he knew his body was definitely not bad, especially for his age. He had
well toned abdominal and pectoral muscles but he would admit he was a little
skinny and had a bit more of a defined waist than he'd like. Still he couldn't
complain.
Maybe he should work out more...
He pushed the thought out of his head and quickly got dressed, putting on a
baggy t shirt and some loose fit sweat pants, quickly giving his hair a towel
dry.
After cleaning up the bathroom, he more calmly made his way back into the
living room, thanking any and every higher being that Seokjin had left and by
the sound of the faint typing he heard again in the distance, back to his
bedroom.
Jungkook wilted a little as he relaxed, shuffling his way to the kitchen and
making himself a bowl of cereal.
He stared at the table as he ate, contemplating what he was going to do today.
It was already after noon, maybe he could see what Jimin and Taehyung were
doing. Maybe he could convince them to go to the arcade and pay for him to play
just to beat them at all the games.
Ah but he remembered that Jimin had to go to visit his aunt and uncle out of
town with the family this weekend and that Taehyung was still completely
obsessed with that stupid anime and getting him to focus on anything but his
current obsession was a nightmare. Plus he rarely ever had money to actually
play himself, usually letting Jimin pay for all of them.
When he finished his quick breakfast, he washed the bowl and spoon, setting
them aside to dry before making his way back into the living room. Maybe he
could get sucked into playing his games on his phone and kill two or so hours
by that.
He flopped down on the couch, scrolling through his feed on his SNS for a bit.
Jimin posted some pictures with his little brother and cousins, some of his
favorite artists posted some selfies which he all liked. How was it possible
that G-Dragon was so ridiculously cool? Is it fair that one human being got to
be that attractive and cool? Only in another life could he ever become an idol.
When he was a kid, that was his dream but thus far things were not going very
far in that department.
After scrolling endlessly and managing to kill at least a little bit of time
liking and reposting things on his SNS, he brought up one of his favorite
mobile games. It was a hard decision which, lately he'd been into a few MMOs
that were pretty fun and he was getting pretty high up in leveling his warrior.
However, Jimin had recently introduced him to a fairly mindless tapping game
which was pretty fun in it's own right. Just had to focus enough to know when
to tap but let him relax and zone out enough to just keep tapping his finger.
He played that for a while, cursing as he had ran out of power and had to stop
playing. That was the biggest jip of the mobile industry. Like yeah, he got
that they had to make their money somewhere but it was still frustrating. What
is the point in making the game free to download if you can only play until you
HAVE to pay or just wait a whole other day for power ups to refill. This was
economy.
With a huff he flopped back on the couch, laying his phone on his stomach. This
was so boring. He needed a laptop or something, but honestly, what was there to
do on his laptop that he couldn't do on his phone?
His eyes opened, not realizing he had closed them for a moment when he heard
the sound of footsteps coming into the living room. Before he knew it, Seokjin
was seated on the opposite end of the couch, looking over at him with a smile.
"Glad to see you're decent this time."
Jungkook's cheeks lit a little and he sat up, scratching the back of his head
nervously. "Uh yeah. Sorry.. I uh.. Forgot clothes..."
Jin laughed and waved a hand, shrugging. "It's okay. Sorry it was me, not sure
if it's more or less awkward that it wasn't your brother."
The boy blinked, eyes widening at the comment. That was a valid point..
Honestly he supposed it'd be less awkward if it was his brother? They grew up
together so of course he'd seen the boy naked when he was a child but it was
different now that he'd grown up and was continuing to hit puberty. A lot
different.
However Seokjin seeing him in that situation... Well it was embarrassing. He
didn't have anything to be ashamed of, definitely but the fact that someone who
you have a crush on seeing you half naked was... Scary? But thrilling.. Like
somewhere subconsciously and deep in the recesses of his perverted hormone
addled mind he's glad Jin saw him and liked what he saw.
Jungkook just nodded a little, zoning out a little while looking at the floor.
"I stand by what I said though. I'm impressed, especially at your age. I didn't
get more muscular until I started college. I used to be pretty scrawny."
Seokjin smirked.
The teen looked up at the man in surprise. "You were scrawny hyung?"
The man nodded, a smile gracing his lips. "Yeah, I mean I'm not super ripped
now or anything but these shoulders didn't really pop until then either. Gives
me the illusion of being more ripped."
The man winked and grinned.
"Unlike you, Jungkookie. You've got some pretty impressive muscles. Do you work
out?"
The teenager gave a small shrug, pursing his lips a little in modesty.
"I mean, I do weights in gym and for free class sometimes. Just want to be in
shape."
Seokjin nodded and bit his plump lower lip, looking to the side awkwardly for a
moment before his eyes trained back on the younger.
"Can I ask you a bit of a.. personal question? And if you're not comfortable
just feel free to tell me no, seriously. I won't be upset. I'm just curious now
that we've... expressed how we feel about each other."
Jungkook gulped and his eyes widened in surprise, tilting his head a little at
how nervous and serious the atmosphere coming from Seokjin was.
"Um.. I mean.. I guess?"
The man shifted a little to get more comfortable, leaning his back against the
other backrest so he could face the younger.
"How far have you.. gone with a person?"
The boy blinked, looking away in thought for a moment at the question.
"Um.. My family is originally from Busan and we travel back there to visit my
grandparents sometimes but..."
Seokjin barked out a laugh, quickly using his hand to cover his mouth, pursing
his lips. The boy stared at him, eyebrows wide. What about that was so funny?
He knew Busan had a bad rep sometimes but it wasn't that bad.
"Uh.. No, Jungkook I mean.. Romantically? Sexually?"
It was Jungkook's turn to choke, his hand coming up to cover his mouth as he
choked on his own spit in surprise. Wow, real smooth bud. What a stud.
He patted on his chest a little, blinking away the tears that had formed in his
eyes as he took a deep breath. He stared back at the older man, who looked at
him with concern, asking if he was okay. He nodded, shaking his head a bit to
clear himself up.
"Right, sorry. I uh.. I haven't.."
Jin blinked at him, not taking his eyes off the boy as his brow raised.
"Haven't which?"
"...Either?"
Seokjin's eyes widened a bit and he shifted in his seat, moving forward in
interest. "Seriously? You've never kissed anyone before?"
Jungkook blushed, looking down awkwardly as he fiddled with a loose string on
the end of his t-shirt.
"I'm not really the most popular person, you know, being shy and all.. I only
have two friends."
The man leaned his chin on his fist, still looking at the boy in interest.
"Have you ever thought about them like that?"
The boy's eyes widened and his face scrunched up, shaking his head quickly. "Ew
no. Taehyung picks his nose openly, to be honest which is gross and Jimin is
like always sweaty and clingy. No, gross."
Seokjin giggled and nodded. "Right, sorry. Was just curious. Have you liked any
girls before? Any guys?"
Jungkook bit his lip in thought, shifting a little in his own seat to get a bit
more comfortable. Of course he'd thought girls were pretty and did cute things
and had pretty soft hair. Of course he'd thought about a few girls while he was
jerking off at night, sometimes girls from his school with long silky hair and
skirts rolled up. Sometimes it was famous girls, idols or American actresses.
He blushed and shrugged. "I mean I've thought girls were cute.. and sexy. But
not really ever one specific girl I guess? Since I don't really talk to them..
As for guys.."
He's being honest when he'd never really considered guys attractive in that
way. Sure he could admit when guys were good looking, easy on the eyes. He had
no problem with that but he'd never really thought about a guy while touching
himself... until Seokjin.
He gulped and twisted the string between his fingers, staring at his hands. "I
uh, not really not until... You know."
Seokjin's eyebrow raised again in question, smirk tilting the corners of his
lips up. "Me?"
Jungkook's face flushed and he nodded quickly, biting his lip.
"Aw Jungkookie that's so cute. Would you like to kiss me?" The man asked
softly, reaching his hand out to press a finger under the boy's chin, lifting
his head up so he could look at him.
The boy swallowed nervously, his eyes widening and brows raising to his
hairline. "I.. Seriously?"
Jin nodded and had a warm smile on his face, his thumb gently caressing the
boy's cheek. "Only if you want to, like I said no pressure. I would, though, be
honored to be your first kiss."
Jungkook bit his lip, leaning a little into the man's touch on his cheek. He
was so warm and Jungkook was so nervous, questioning if this was really
happening. He'd already been proven that the previous night was real and they
had admitted their feelings to one another, but this... He had to be imagining
this. This was too much.
Of course he wanted to, everything in his mind was screaming at him to say yes
and do it. He'd imagined the way the man's lips would feel against him (in more
than one place) and he finally had the opportunity to feel those pink plump
lips on his own. However, of course, there was a tiny part of him screaming it
was a bad idea. This was all iffy... This was Sungjin's roommate, his friend..
They had an age difference. But Jin had been okay with everything so maybe it
really was okay?
The boy looked into the other's dark brown eyes, wide with what seemed both
like worry and excitement.
"Yeah... That'd be good.." He whispered softly, biting his lip.
Seokjin scooted himself closer on the couch so their knees were touching and
leaned over so he was closer to the boy.
"Wait, what about hyung? What if he comes home?"
Seokjin waved his hand a bit, shaking his head. "He had to go to a mandatory
student council thing for the afternoon. He mentioned he probably wouldn't be
back until dinner."
Jungkook swallowed nervously, nodding his head. Well at least that was one
weight off his back. He wasn't sure what could happen if they were to be caught
but the idea definitely didn't appeal to him.
The teen let out a shaky breath, wondering if they got closer Seokjin could
hear his heart beat racing. He stared from the man's eyes to his lips, seeing
how soft and perfect they were up close. Nervously he swiped his tongue over
his own, hoping they weren't too dry.
"I don't... know.." He mumbled, feeling his cheeks as they continued to tinge
pink before the man's eyes as the older just looked over his features up close.
Seokjin chuckled softly and reached out to stroke the boy's thigh once before
moving his hand to grab the boy's in his own. Jungkook hoped also his hands
weren't too sweaty because who would want to kiss someone with dry lips and
gross sweaty hands. He'd never doubted himself more than in this moment.
"It's okay, Kookie. I'll take the lead. Just listen to your instincts, follow
what I do."
The man was met with a small nod before he leaned in closer, closing the
already somewhat small gap between their faces. Jungkook's eyes just watched
the whole time, trying to keep his shaking breath under control as silence
enveloped the two. He watched the older lean in slowly, his eyes closing in
instinct. Jungkook was torn between following the movement, which seemed like
the right thing to do based on movies but he also couldn't deny how beautiful
Seokjin was especially seeing him this close.
He decided to close his eyes just in time for the man's plush lips to meet his
own, super light in touch. At first he wasn't sure how to respond so he just
sat there, unmoving for a moment just registering the touch of their lips. That
was until Seokjin's lips pressed a little more firmly against his own, to which
Jungkook thought maybe he should follow the other. He turned his head a bit and
added to the pressure of their lips together, trying not to lean into it too
hard.
After what seemed like an entire lifetime but was in reality probably only 10
seconds, Seokjin pulled away, giving a gentle squeeze to the younger's hand.
Jungkook's eyelashes fluttered a bit as he opened his eyes, staring up at the
older man in front of him, cheeks blushed softly.
"That was good, Jungkookie. It's not hard, especially not that kind of kiss.
Want to try again?"
Jungkook blushed more at the praise, nodding his head a little at the offer.
Seokjin nudged his head a little, signaling for him to go in first. Nervously,
Jungkook just decided to go for it and he pressed his lips against the man's
once more. Jin's lips tilted up a little in a smile as their noses bumped
briefly but was quickly accommodated for. Jungkook tried to put as much feeling
as he could into the kiss, breaking away a little and landing a series of
kisses on the older man's lips.
Seokjin once again pulled away, smiling. Jungkook bit his lower lip, small
smile pulling up the corners of his own lips.
"What about... Other kisses?" Jungkook asked quietly, his voice a bit breathy
and light.
The older man's eyebrow raised in interest, huffing out a soft laugh. "Other
kisses?"
Jungkook blushed more and nodded, his fingers nervously playing with the
other's slightly bent ones.
"Like.. making out?"
The man just smirked and laughed softly, shaking his head.
"Wow, you're quite the impatient learner huh? I guess I could show you.. "
The teen chuckled quietly, looking up a little at his hyung with sparkling
eyes. He'd gotten his taste of the older man but he was surprised at his own
courage and want for more.
He was stunned, letting out an undignified squeak of surprise as the man pulled
him closer and practically pulling him so he was halfway on his lap. Jungkook's
eyes widened and he tried to adjust himself a bit to get more comfortable,
however Seokjin just grinned and manhandled him more into his lap and he had no
choice but to brace himself on his legs straddling the other's.
He blushed hard, staring down as he sat in the man's lap. "I-Is this o-okay?"
Jin smiled and nodded, pulling the boy so he was a little closer, letting him
shift to get more comfortable. Jungkook instinctively braced his hands on the
man's broad shoulders, looking forward at him.
"Is this okay with you?" Seokjin asked, gently laying his hands on the boy's
hips so not to get too touchy with him.
Jungkook nodded quickly in response, blushing more. "Y-yeah just wasn't
expecting it.."
They sat like that for a moment, the man using his thumb to stroke gently over
the boy's hip, looking at him. In the position, Jungkook was only sat a little
higher than the other due to height differences, barely even enough that
Seokjin would have to lean up.
"Okay so.. This is a bit harder Jungkookie but same as before, just go with
instinct and follow my lead okay? Don't be nervous."
Jungkook huffed softly, his eyebrow twitching a little as he though to himself
that it was easier said than done but nodded in understanding.
Jin pressed their lips together just as they had done before, placing a few
soft kisses on the boy's lips, something he'd become fairly comfortable with at
this point. Seokjin's head tilted a little more and Jungkook was only a bit
surprised when the man's lips parted a bit and his tongue licked teasingly at
the boy's lower lip. Jungkook shyly followed the other, parting his own before
Seokjin's tongue met his only briefly, pulling back but continuing to move his
lips against the other's. Jungkook found himself confused but frustrated at the
little tease, blushing and furrowing his brows as he tried to press his lips
harder against the man's, trying to follow what Jin had done to initiate
things.
The man made a soft noise of surprise when he felt Jungkook's tongue flick
shyly but determined against his own lips so he parted them, tilting his head
back to the side a little more. Jungkook deepened the kiss, letting his own
tongue flick against the man's, realizing he wasn't really sure exactly what he
was supposed to do past that. That was what he got for charging in blind.
Thankfully Seokjin knew what he was doing so he picked up the slack, his tongue
dancing lightly with the boy's. Jungkook followed along, leaning forward and
pressing his body against the man's in front of him, one arm wrapping around
his neck and the other gently reaching up to play with the man's soft brown
hair. That's what he thinks he recalls from movies he's seen.
They continued like this for a little, pulling away only whenever necessary to
breath. They panted softly, breaths mingling before continuing to kiss. This
was honestly just as amazing and Jungkook had imagined, though he was sure it
was a bit more sloppy than probably would be an experienced kiss. Seokjin
didn't seem to complain much about it though.
He didn't realize it but his body being so close, pressed against the heat of
the other man's and the way he was getting a little worked up got his cock
filling out in his boxers. Jungkook pulled away quickly and blushed, turning
his head to the side as he used the back of his hand to cover his mouth.
Seokjin chuckled and stroked the boy's side gently, looking the small distance
up at him as he did.
"Jungkookie, get a little excited from kissing hyung?"
The boy blushed harder, groaning and hid his face in his hands, shaking his
head quickly.
The man smiled and wrapped his hands around the boy's wrists, trying to gently
tug them away from his face. It was a bit of a struggle but he managed enough
that the boy peeked over his fingertips, looking embarrassed at the man.
"I'm sorry..."
Jin shook his head, kissing the boy's hands gently before being able to fully
pull them away and pressing a soft kiss to the younger's nose.
"Really, it's okay. It's cute, knowing I affect you that way."
Jungkook had mixed feelings on the fact that the man thought it was 'cute' but
he couldn't complain. He was still embarrassed but it was good to know that
Seokjin didn't think he was weird or gross for it.
"I uh... I've.. thought about you before." He mumbled quietly, biting his lip
as he looked at the man before him with his dark doe eyes.
The man raised an eyebrow, staring at the boy. "Oh?"
Jungkook swallowed nervously and nodded, his fingers playing absent-mindedly
with the collar of the man's shirt.
"Yeah.. Like.. at night... "
Seokjin smirked, gripping the boy's hips. "Oh.. Does Jungkookie think about me
when he touches himself at night?"
Jungkook gasped softly as the words sent a pang to his cock, blushing harder
and nodding again.
The older man just continued to grin before he nudged his nose gently against
the boy's.
"You have no idea how happy that makes me, JK. I'm so happy I got to kiss you
today. I know you're all excited now, and I'm sorry to do so and not give any
help but I think you've already had a lot happen today. I promise, sometime
we'll do more fun things okay?"
Jungkook nodded and bit his lip. Honestly he was pretty relieved. He didn't
think he could handle doing any more today than he already had. He was
emotionally exhausted from being so nervous and kissing Seokjin. He buried his
face in the man's shoulder, closing his eyes and taking in the comforting
smell.
"Lets watch some movies, that sound good to you?"
The boy just nodded again, not moving from his spot as he just continued to
happily bury his face into the man's shoulder and neck, curling up close.
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***** UPDATE *****
Hey guys. just a quick update. I'm working on a new chapter I'm sorry its
taking so long. last week I had a depressive episode and was hospitalized for
about 5 or so days. my will to write has been a bit minimal so its coming but
slowly. hopefully around next week I'll have a new chapter of this up along
with at least on one shot ive been working on.
I'm not giving up on this story I swear lol
this chwpter will be deleted when I update so :)
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