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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      The_Fosters_(TV_2013), The_Fosters_(TV_2013)_RPF
  Relationship:
      Jesus_Foster/Connor_Stevens, Jude_Jacob/Connor_Stevens
  Character:
      Jesus_Foster, Connor_Stevens, Connor_Stevens'_Mother, Lena_Adams, Jude
      Jacob
  Additional Tags:
      Fake/Pretend_Relationship, First_Kiss, First_Time, Anal_Fingering,
      Rimming, Anal_Sex, Shower_Sex, Marathon_Sex, Not_Jonnor, But_it's_kinda
      there
  Series:
      Part 1 of Closer
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-11-22 Words: 4046
****** So baby, pull me closer ******
by therealjonnor
Summary
     Jesus goes to LA to apologize for what he thinks was his fault and
     gets something in return.
Notes
     I just love this pairing and I thought I'd give it a shot. Let me
     know what you think or if you find any mistakes. If you don't like
     these characters together, don't read it.
     Just another note: I left the sport Connor plays a little vague
     sometimes but if it's not clear, he plays football, which is what
     they said on the show but in here it's what americans call soccer.
     Title comes from Closer by The Chainsmokers ft. Halsey
See the end of the work for more notes
Jude was sitting on the kitchen counter having breakfast when one of his
mothers, Lena, came in to talk to him. She seemed a bit upset but still as calm
as usual.
“Hey bubba,” she said as she approached him and gave him a kiss to the top of
his head. “So I just got off the phone and we’re not going to get a refund for
your train tickets.”
“Sorry mama,” Jude said looking guilty.
“It’s fine sweetie, but I think it’s fair if we take some money from your
allowance to pay for them.” She said as she started to prepare some coffee.
“Ok,” Jude deflated a little. “Sorry again for cancelling with such short
notice.”
“Don’t worry honey. I think it’s sweet that you prefer to stay for Jesus and
Mariana’s birthday. Where are all your siblings, by the way?” she asked looking
around the kitchen.
“Mariana was almost done getting ready and Callie was taking a shower. I didn’t
see Jesus when I woke up though.” Recalled Jude.
“Well, that it weird. He´s not one to wake up that early..”
A quarter of an hour later, the whole family minus one were in the kitchen.
Having breakfast and talking about the day they had ahead of them. Somehow,
they all seemed to overlook the absence in the room.
--.--
Jesus couldn’t believe he was doing it. He was actually going to miss his
birthday party to do this. But he still felt a bit guilty and just couldn’t let
it go. It had been almost 3 hours since he had woken up, taken his stuff and
gone to the train station. Now he was just minutes again from his destination.
He didn’t know what he was going to do when he got there or even what he was
going to say if he found the way to the person he was looking for. But if his
brother wasn’t going to be man enough to face his problems, then it had to be
him to make things right.
A few minutes later he was getting off the train with just his backpack. He was
looking around the platform to see if he could find a map or an information
booth, when he spotted him. That certainly would make his mission a lot easier.
As he was approaching the sandy haired boy he noticed first the shock and then
the slight disappointment on his features. He was obviously waiting for someone
else. When he was finally in front of the boy, he managed to speak a soft
“hey”.
“Um hey,” Connor replied with a bit of hesitation. “What are you doing here? I
thought-- Jude said-- what are you doing here?”
“I sorta came to talk to you actually,” Jesus said scratching the back of his
head. “But why are you here? Didn’t Jude tell you?” he frowned.
“Er, yeah. He did,” Connor said, fidgeting with his hands. “I just thought… he
would- you know, change his mind.” He let out a sigh while looking down.
“Listen, can we go somewhere? I need to tell you something.” Jesus said, trying
to break the tension.
Connor only nodded and told him they could take the bus to his house. They went
out of the train station and 10 minutes later from the bus ride, they were
coming in to Connor’s house.
Connor gestured him to the living room and offered a drink. He went to the
kitchen and a couple minutes later he came back with two cans of soda and a
bowl with chips. Jesus accepted his soda with a small “thanks” and they both
sat down on the sofa.
Neither of them said anything for a couple minutes. Jesus kept opening and
closing his mouth, not sure of how to start what he wanted to say. He kept
thinking that maybe this was a mistake and he should be at the warehouse right
now, getting things ready for his birthday party. Until Connor’s mom came
downstairs.
“Oh hey,” she said as she spotted Jesus sitting next to Connor.
“Hi,” was the only thing the older boy said.
“Uh mum, this is Jesus. Jude’s brother.” Connor said, replying to his mom’s
questioning look.
“I thought Jude wasn’t--“
“He isn’t,” Connor cut her off. “Jesus just wants to talk about something.”
“Oh ok,” she said smiling to Jesus. “Well I hope you feel at home. Honey, hope
you have a good game and I’ll see you tomorrow night.” She said looking at her
son. And with another good bye she left the house.
“So,”
“Listen,” they spoke at the same time.
When Connor didn’t say anything else, Jesus decided to continue.
“I just wanted to apologize,” he started. “I feel like it’s kinda my fault that
Jude decided not to come for some of the things I told him yesterday.” He
finished, trying to answer Connor’s unspoken question.
“I don’t understand,” Connor replied.
“The picture you sent,” Jesus said and realization finally came to Connor’s
face. “I told him that you might wanna do some stuff and I think that freaked
him out.”
“Oh” was all Connor said.
“You probably hate me right now,” the older boy continued. “And I wouldn’t
blame you if you wanted to punch me.”
“I don’t think it’s your fault,” Connor said after a moment of silence. He
sighed. “I think we’ve been drifting apart ever since I moved, the distance is
hard and we haven’t talked so much lately. I think this was meant to happen.”
“Well, for what it’s worth, I think Jude’s dumb for letting you go, and then
not coming today.” Jesus said and it made Connor smile.
“It’s a bit more complicated but thanks.”
They stayed in a more comfortable silence for a few minutes until Connor spoke
again. Thinking of what to do now.
“So what are you going to do? I mean, when are you leaving?” he asked.
“Oh. Well, Jude’s return ticket is for tomorrow so I was hoping you could let
me crash your couch for tonight?” Jesus asked scratching the back of his head.
Connor snorted.
“Yeah, of course! There’s a spare bedroom you can use,” Connor said smiling at
the older boy.
“Cool, thanks.”
They spent the rest of the morning and part of the afternoon just watching TV
or playing video games, and Connor found that this was the first time he felt
comfortable being around Jesus. He had always felt so intimidated but the older
boy and he thought he actually didn’t like him, though he was always with Jude
so he didn’t really have a chance to get to know him or talk to him at all.
Now he found that Jesus was really easy to talk to. He was funny, he kept
making jokes involving people sending nudes, which made Connor blush a deep
shade of red, and he insisted on paying for the pizza they had ordered for
lunch. After another round of Mario Kart, Connor checked the time and saw that
it was time to get changed.
“Well I have to go get ready for the game,” Connor said getting up from the
couch. “Would you like to come? Or maybe you have something else you want to
do…”
“Nope, there’s nothing. And I do like sports so it’s fine.” Jesus responded
smiling at the younger boy.
“Right… so, I’ll see you in a few.”
With that Connor went upstairs to get changed while Jesus stayed in the living
room, drinking his soda and eating some chips while watching the TV, which
Connor had said he could turn on in the meantime. Although most of time his
thoughts kept drifting towards his party.
What would his moms think that he just got on a train to LA without really
thinking? Had they even noticed he was gone? He hadn’t received any calls from
his family so he was probably fine for now. But most of all, he felt relieved
that Connor had taken so well his apology. He had always liked the boy, even
though he kinda had to pretend to be a little annoyed since he spent some time
much time with his brother. And he couldn’t understand how Jude wouldn’t fight
to stay with him. Were they even still together?
His thoughts were interrupted when he heard a noise and saw Connor coming down
the stairs wearing his uniform. He was probably staring and his mouth was
definitely open but he had to compose himself when the younger boy cleared his
throat. Now something else was occupying his mind: those shorts were too short.
They didn’t really talk after they left the house to head over to the school.
But it didn’t feel as awkward as when Jesus had arrived earlier in the day.
When they arrived to Connor’s school, they went directly to the field, where
they met with some of Connor’s friends.
“Hey Connor!” one of the guys from the team spoke up and called him over. He
was with a group of other guys wearing the same uniform and some girls.
Probably their girlfriends, Jesus thought. They went over to them and Connor
greeted all of them.
“So,” another guy from the team spoke up. “I reckon this is your boyfriend?” he
gestured towards Jesus, who was standing next to Connor.
“Wha-- I… this is--“ Connor kept stuttering and couldn’t find the words to say
Jesus wasn’t his boyfriend.
“Well he is definitely as hot as you said he was,” one of the girls spoke this
time. “What was his name? Jonah?” she directed her question to the group. But
it was what happened next that surprised Connor the most, who still couldn’t
find his voice.
“Jesus. My name’s Jesus,” the older boy said, trying to speak over the noise
the group was making.
“How long have you been together?” another girl asked.
“Almost a year now,” replied Jesus.
“Are you sure? You seem a bit tense standing next to him,” a third girl pointed
out. The first girl that has spoken elbowed her.
“Tina!”
“What? It’s true! They’re not even hold hands or anything,” Tina said pointing
to both boys.
Connor flinched a little when he felt something touching his hand and a second
later, Jesus has intertwined his fingers with his. He looked at their joined
hands and then at Jesus, but the older boy was looking ahead to the group of
people in front of them.
“Connor was just a little nervous about how you guys would react,” he lied.
“Nah I don’t buy it. I think you guys should kiss,” Tina said smirking. Most of
the group nodded and shouted yeah, which left Connor and Jesus in an awkward
position. But somehow, Jesus just kept surprising him. He pulled him closer and
turned him so they could look at each other.
Jesus hesitated for a moment but then he started leaning in. When he was just a
few inches to Connor’s lips, the younger boy finally said something.
“You don’t have to do this,” he whispered so only Jesus could hear.
“It’s fine,” Jesus whispered too and continued leaning in until their lips
touched.
Connor couldn’t believe this was happening. This was definitely not how he
thought his day would go. He was kissing Jude’s older brother. Jude’s hot older
brother Jesus. He always thought he was attractive but for obvious reasons he
didn’t let it show. It felt like hours had passed and just when Connor thought
this couldn’t get any better, Jesus started to move his lips.
Jesus deepened the kiss and Connor just melted into it. He felt a hand on the
back of his head, and another one on his hip. He didn’t know how it happened
but his arms had ended up around Jesus’ torso. They kept moving their lips as
if they had kissed a thousand times before.
The older boy bit his lip asking for entrance and Connor didn’t think he could
ever deny such thing. He opened his mouth and felt Jesus’ tongue licking his
own and moving it inside his mouth. After what was probably a couple minutes
but felt like hours, they pulled apart gasping for air. They were both panting
and Connor didn’t register until now the cheering and clapping coming from his
friends.
Connor felt really hot after that amazing kiss and even though he heard his
teammates telling him to get ready and the coach screaming to “get his ass on
the field” he couldn’t tear his eyes apart from the older boy’s eyes. Neither
said a word until after a minute longer, Jesus broke the silence.
“I’ll see you after the game then,” he said and when Connor nodded, he gave him
a small kiss and walked towards the bleachers.
Connor finally composed himself and ran towards the side of the field where his
team was discussing strategy. He was trying to stay concentrated but he kept
looking over to the bleachers, to where Jesus was sitting, looking back at him.
By the time the game had started, he put his whole mind in the game but from
time to time, he would sneak a peek and Jesus would always smile at him
encouragingly or give a thumbs up.
They won the game by a big difference. Connor having scored half the goals
alone and being declared the MVP of the game. There was loud cheering from the
crowd and when the team stopped celebrating, he ran over to the bleachers and
was met with Jesus, waiting for him there.
He didn’t know what came over him but he threw himself in the older boy’s arms
and kissed him. For a moment, he felt Jesus a little stiff, but then he started
to reciprocate the kiss with as much fervor.
“You were amazing!” Jesus spoke over the still loud cheering when they pulled
apart.
“Thanks,” Connor replied shyly.
They didn’t say anything else and the whole team came and dragged both boys
with them. Claiming they were going to celebrate. Connor tried to protest
saying they needed to shower but they told him they were all going like that.
They ended up at a burger restaurant just a few blocks from the school. They
all ate and talked about the game, constantly praising Connor for his
performance. Sometimes with a comment of how they should keep Jesus here if he
would make Connor play like that all the time.
A couple hours later, most of the team was leaving. When it was just them and
three other couples, they got up to leave as well. They said good bye them and
left the restaurant holding hands. They walked towards Connor’s house and it
didn’t seem to register that they didn’t need to pretend anymore because held
hands the whole way there.
When they went into the house Connor thought it was appropriate to talk about
what happened, and apologize for dragging Jesus into all of that.
“Listen, I want to apo--“
He couldn’t finish his sentence due to soft lips, smashing against his. He
started kissing back immediately. They continued kissing passionately until
they needed to separate for lack of air. Connor felt Jesus’ hands roaming
around his body as his tongue was licking inside his mouth.
“We should go to your room,” Jesus said breathless.
“We should,” Connor replied panting.
They ran upstairs and as soon as they entered the room, their lips found their
way back together. Jesus starter pushing him towards the bed but another
thought came to Connor’s mind.
“I need to shower,” he said between kisses.
“Later,” was the only reply from the older boy.
Clothes started coming off and being thrown on the floor. They were finally
only in their underwear when they finally reached the bed and fell down on it
together. They continued kissing and exploring their bodies together.
Jesus started kissing Connor’s jaw and then continued to his neck. He started
sucking on a sensitive spot and the moan Connor let out went straight to his
cock. He moved down leaving a mark on his neck and continued kissing on
Connor’s chest. He paid special attention to his nipples, nipping and sucking
them into his mouth, making Connor groan in pleasure.
He continued his way down, getting to his abdomen and licking a stripe where
Connor’s happy trail was. He started to pull down the younger boy’s boxers
until he was completely naked. He didn’t waste any time and started licking
Connor’s hard cock.
“Jesus…” the younger boy moaned when Jesus licked the slit on the head of his
cock and he gasped when he felt the older boy finally taking him into his
mouth.
Jesus started to bob his head up and down, taking as much as he could of his
younger lover’s cock. He felt Connor’s hands starting to pull his hair and when
he saw Connor tense a bit he pulled off with a pop. Connor groaned for not
being able to release but he whimpered when he felt something wet on his balls.
Jesus continued his descend by sucking each of Connor’s balls into his mouth
but Connor realized he wasn’t done, when he felt the older boy licking his
perineum and lifting his legs. Jesus finally left exposed his destination and
just the sight of lust in Connor’s face could’ve made him cum untouched.
He went down and started licking Connor’s hole, spreading his cheeks as much as
he could so he could go deeper. The only sound filling the room were Connor’s
moaning and the wet sounds of Jesus’ tongue trying to reach deeper into the
boy.
A finger joined his tongued and he started pushing it in and out. He was able
to thrust his tongue inside and he thought it was the best thing he had ever
tasted. Soon enough, a second finger joined the first and as he kept thrusting
them inside, Jesus moved up again and kissed Connor, making him taste himself.
With three fingers inside, Connor was going mad. He needed more and he didn’t
know how much longer he could last without getting what he wanted.
“Jesus… fuck me,” he said between kisses. He felt the other boy twitch and then
they were pulling apart. Jesus sat up and wasted no time removing his boxers,
his hard cock slapping against his abs. Connor looked in admiration at the
size. He didn’t know if he could take all that.
“Fuck!” Connor heard the other boy said and pulled his eyes from that amazing
cock to look at him. “I don’t have any--“
Condoms, Connor thought. But he felt really hot right now and he wasn’t going
to let anything ruin that. He pulled Jesus down towards him and continue
kissing him.
“Just do it,” he said breathlessly, looking right into the eyes of the older
boy.
“Are you sure?” Jesus asked.
Connor only nodded and Jesus smashed their lips once again. When they finally
pulled apart, Jesus brought Connor’s legs up to his shoulders. He spit on his
hand and started rubbing his length until he was slick enough. He leaned down
and lined up the head to Connor’s entrance. With one last look to the younger
boy, he started pushing in.
Connor opened his mouth in a silent scream. He felt like he was being split
open. Jesus was huge. He grabbed the older boys biceps hard as he kept pushing
in. Jesus continued until he felt the boy’s ass against his pelvis. He was all
the way in. He looked down to his younger lover and saw he had his eyes screwed
shut.
“Are you ok?” he asked concerned.
“Move!” Connor grunted.
With that Jesus pulled back out until only the head was inside and thrust back
in hard. Connor screamed and that only encouraged him to do it again. He kept
thrusting in and out until he found a rhythm.
“So tight.” He was balls deep inside Connor and in one of his hard thrusts he
found the spot that made Connor see stars. He continued hitting that spot
repeatedly, and every time Connor would clench and squeeze his cock.
“I’m going to cum,” Jesus said panting.
“Do it,” Connor grunted and when he felt that Jesus was about to pull out
completely he grabbed the older boy’s thighs and pulled him back in. “Inside.”
That only turned Jesus on even more if that was possible. So he thrusted back
in and continued to pound the boy until Connor moaned and spilled all over his
abs and chest, some of it landing on his face. He felt him clench around him
and that sent him over the edge, spilling his hot load inside the boy. Connor
felt the hot liquid inside him and Jesus’ cock twitching inside him until the
older boy collapsed on top of him.
He whimpered when Jesus pulled out of him and felt some of his cum leaking from
his used hole. Jesus grabbed him and pulled him towards him, he kissed him
sweetly until they were both too tired to continue.
“I think I should take that shower now,” Connor said a few minutes later, when
he had recover some of his energy back.
“Ok,” was the only response Jesus managed to say. Connor sat up and stayed
there for a moment thinking.
“Do you want to join me?” that seemed to get Jesus’ attention because he sat up
quickly. Connor got up from the bed and after wincing a bit from the pain he
walked into the bathroom swinging his hips.
Jesus just stared at the retreating form of Connor, focusing on his ass and
scrambled fast to get up from the bed and follow him to the bathroom. He got
there just as Connor was going in and before he could close the door of the
shower, he got in as well.
Connor let him and as soon as they were under the spray of the hot water, they
started making out. Jesus placed his hands on Connor’s ass and as their kiss
deepened he spread his cheeks and inserted a finger into his used hole, making
some of the cum drip out of him.
They ended up with Connor against one of the walls of the shower, carried by
the older boy and with his legs around Jesus’ waist. Jesus, rock hard again
started thrusting upwards until he was seated inside the boy again. Then
started bouncing him on his cock until they were both cumming again.
Jesus pulled out and Connor dropped to his knees to start licking up his cock.
The older boy got hard again and after fucking his mouth and shooting his load
down Connor’s throat, they got out from the shower, dried themselves up and
went to lay down on the bed.
Fifteen minutes later, they were going at it again. Both of them laying on
their sides, Jesus behind Connor pounding into him while his hands stroke his
lover’s cock. Jesus pushed his load inside once again and laid there for a
couple minute.
“Don’t!” Connor said when Jesus was pulling out. “Just stay there and let’s get
some sleep.”
Jesus smiled and did as asked, keeping his cock inside the warm heat of
Connor’s ass. He wrapped his arms around the younger boy and kissed his neck
and cheek as they were drifting to sleep.
“What are we going to do Jesus?” Connor asked when they were both too tired and
their eyes were already closing, Jesus’ soft cock still inside Connor.
“We’ll talk about it tomorrow,” Jesus replied and they both fell asleep.
Next morning, Connor woke up first. He noticed the warmth coming from behind
him and realized Jesus was still holding him close. But it was something else
that caught his attention. Jesus’ hard cock was already inside him. It seemed
that his morning wood had found the perfect place.
Jesus was still snoring softly behind him so he decided to ignore it for now
and went back to sleep. Thinking of all the ways he was going to ride that cock
and that he never wanted to let Jesus go. But they would talk about it later.
 
FIN?
End Notes
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