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works/1225873.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Choose_Not_To_Use_Archive_Warnings, Underage, Major_Character_Death
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Naruto
  Relationship:
      Haku/Momochi_Zabuza
  Character:
      Haku_(Naruto), Momochi_Zabuza
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-02-23 Words: 873
****** Snow ******
by Shaydor
Summary
     Haku and Zabuza will always love each other. AU/AR. One-shot
Notes
     Shounen-ai
     Character death
     Haku is underage, but there is no hard pron scene
     (Not the smut or fluff that I usually write)
Zabuza has a strange feeling in his chest as he walks up the stairs that lead
into the school where he works.
He feels like something important is going to happen, and yet, as though it
already has. He feels almost uncomfortable in his own skin, but also feels as
though that is about to change, like he is going to become new somehow.
At twenty-six years old, Zabuza is comfortable with his life, or at least he is
pretty sure that he is. He has a steady job, he lives alone and doesn’t have
any particular troubles. Yet he woke up this morning wishing that things were
different, although he doesn’t know what could possibly be missing.
He brushes off all of these feelings as students start to fill the halls
outside of his classroom. He looks down at the register for his first class,
familiarising himself with the names of his new students. The one at the end
catches his eye for some reason.
Yuki, Haku. Male. Fifteen years old.
Why? Why does that name sound so familiar and so foreign at the same time? Why
does his skin tingle at the sight of this name among tens of other new ones?
Why does it feel as though his blood has turned to ice?
The bell rings. Zabuza shakes his head and takes a sip of the coffee that
stands on his desk. The kids will start filing into the classroom soon so he
needs his head to be clear.
He stands up and plasters a smile on his face, nodding slightly as the first
student walks into the classroom. She wears black clothing and has a bounce in
her step. The second student wears colourful, girly clothing and carries her
books tightly against her chest. The third wears torn jeans and has more facial
hair than any fifteen-to-sixteen year old boy should have.
Zabuza’s smile becomes genuine as he remembers how much he loves his art
students. They are always a varied and interesting bunch. The kid with crazy
clothing who might spout poetry in the middle of a class, the few who sit at
the back and might sometimes throw paint at each other at the end of a long day
(although this sometimes has to end with detention, it always amuses Zabuza),
the girls who has random piercings in her face, a boy with long, lustrous hair…
Zabuza stares as the eighth student enters the class.
Long, black hair flutters around the androgynous student’s shoulders gently and
for a moment it seems as though time itself has slowed down. Eyes glance over
towards Zabuza, dark but kind, and a small smile graces pale lips as the eyes
look away, and the delicate features are hidden as the student turns away.
Zabuza’s breath is caught in his throat and he looks down at his desk,
embarrassed to have been staring at one of his pupils.
Five minutes later, all of his new students have taken a seat and Zabuza feels
like he is dreaming. Perhaps he is.
When he speaks, his voice sounds alien to him. Confident and friendly, even
though he feels like he is a hundred miles away.
“I am mister Momoichi,” he says, “and I will be your art teacher for the year.”
He sits down at his desk again. “I’m going to take register now, so please,
when I call your name…” he trails off because the students know what to do.
He goes through all of the names with ease until the last one. His voice
catches in his throat, and he has to try again.
“Haku Yuki?” he looks up and stares into deep brown eyes.
The boy raises his hand and doesn’t break eye contact.
Zabuza can hear his own heart beat and it seems as though he can see nothing
but this young boy.
They’ve always loved each other.
Months pass. They see each other outside of school hours every day. Their
student-teacher relationship seems ordinary. How do they do it? Everyone finds
out, though, one day.
They run.
Images flash in Zabuza’s mind. Haku eating a stick of dango, then twisting
breathlessly above him, then painting at school. Haku’s smile.
Zabuza cries as they fuck. Haku kisses his tears.
Zabuza doesn’t ask again if Haku is sure about this, because he knows he is.
Haku will follow Zabuza anywhere, although, in the end, it is always Zabuza who
follows him.
Zabuza’s tears don’t stop as he cuts deeply into Haku’s wrists, again… and
again. He hardly even feels it as Haku does the same to him. No pain can
overcome the love he feels.
They tell each other that they love one another – that they always will. Over
and over again, until the words can no longer come out because their bodies are
giving up.
It’s better this way.
As always, Haku dies first. His eyes slip closed, a smile on his face.
Zabuza thinks it’s snowing. His cheek tingles and it’s all he can physically
feel. Soft white blurs cloud his vision.
He strokes Haku’s cheek. It’s already cold.
He is so glad that Haku’s face is the last thing he sees.
Maybe next time, things will be different.
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