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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Dir_en_grey, L'Arc~en~Ciel, X_JAPAN, Jrock, MUCC, VAMPS_(Japanese_Band)
  Relationship:
      Kyo/Shinya_(Dir_en_grey), Kyo/Toshiya_(Dir_en_grey), Die/Shinya_(Dir_en
      grey), Die/Kaoru/Kyo_(Dir_en_grey), Die/Kaoru/Toshiya_(Dir_en_grey),
      Gackt/Hyde_(L'arc~en~Ciel_|_VAMPS), Shinya_(Dir_en_grey)/Yoshiki_(X
      JAPAN)
  Character:
      Shinya_(Dir_en_grey), Kaoru_(Dir_en_grey), Kyo_(Dir_en_grey), Die_(Dir_en
      grey), Toshiya_(Dir_en_grey), Gackt, Tatsurou_(MUCC), Yoshiki_(X_JAPAN),
      Toshi_(X_JAPAN), hide_(X_JAPAN), Hyde_(L'Arc~en~Ciel_|_VAMPS)
  Additional Tags:
      Angst, Pain, Crying, Dir_en_grey_-_Freeform, I'm_Going_to_Hell, I_Made
      Myself_Cry, Alternate_Universe_-_Historical, Falling_In_Love, Love/Hate,
      Stockholm_Syndrome, Hair-pulling, Poetry, Kidnapping, Prisoner_of_War,
      Historical_Inaccuracy, Inappropriate_Humor, Hate_Sex, Roughness, Rough
      Oral_Sex, Anal_Sex, I_Wrote_This_Instead_of_Sleeping, Night_Terrors,
      Nightmares, Sweat, Swearing, Sobbing, Alcohol, Emotional_Hurt/Comfort,
      Age_Difference, Age_Regression/De-Aging, Aged-Up_Character(s),
      Crossdressing_Kink, Explicit_Language, Explicit_Sexual_Content, Eventual
      Smut, Attempted_Rape/Non-Con, Samurai, Implied/Referenced_Suicide,
      Implied/Referenced_Self-Harm, Depression, Perversion
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-11-03 Chapters: 1/? Words: 2855
****** Silence, My Unintentional Love ******
by Levy_Cerise
Summary
     Young Shinya is kidnapped and held hostage by four infamous Lords. He
     very quickly finds out that it isn't for ransom or a title, but for
     his body.
 Kyo was a known and widely respected lord, one who took no prisoners. So when
he brought back a pretty blonde boy, every administrator in his house took it
upon himself to make sure Kyo was feeling okay. He wasn't okay, he was
determined. Determined to have this pretty thing in his bed by the third night.
Said pretty thing was young Shinya, the prince of the Terachi clan, the son of
the lord. Kyo was the leader of his own clan, yet there was no set name. There
were four lords, Die, Toshiya, Kaoru, and the mighty Kyo. Kyo was not to be
taken lightly. No, he was to be respected, feared. However, he wasn't all
fierce, and he had a soft side which reared its unforgiving head as Shinya
cried out at being smacked. The short man immediately felt regret for hitting
such a precious thing. Shinya sobbed, holding the side of his face as he
huddled himself into a corner of the room he was ushered into. It was Kyo's.
The small space was littered with scrolls and books, a few unused candles on a
table in the corner. A mat lay in the middle, presumably where he rested at
night. It held a sense of home, comfort, which was weird coming from such a man
as Kyo. Shinya locked his brown eyes on the domineering man. He was waiting for
those ringed hands to straighten out and smack him again, but instead a
hand crept forward  and stroked the sided of the boy's face. Kyo wiped away
Shinya's tears, only to have them replaced by more.
 "I want to go home." The boy mumbled. A crease found its way between
Kyo's eyebrows and he frowned deeply. "I can't do that. You're going to stay
here with me." Kyo's tenor voice replied gruffly. He turned as there was a
cough behind him, and there stood three other men, all reasonably tall compared
to Kyo. Die was rather outgoing, so he kneeled next to the scared boy huddled
in the corner and held out his hand. "I'm Daisuke Ando, but call me Die. D-I-E.
Die. What's your name? How old are you?" Shinya looked up into Die's beautiful
brown eyes and looked at his beautifully red hair, deciding this man was
trustworthy. A nimble hand snuck out from Shinya's curled position and neatly
tucked into Die's for a handshake. "Shinya.. I'm sixteen." Kaoru then came
forth, falling to a knee in a swift movement and pressed a fist over his heart,
bowing his head. 'Kaoru." Shinya nodded. A dark haired man came forth and
leaned down. "Hello, I'm Toshiya. I think we'll all get along. You may love the
physical side of this new relationship." Shinya's eyes widened with
shock. Relationship? This was all so much to process. Was he truly being
kidnapped and placed into the middle of a polygamy? Shinya made himself
smaller, placed his head in his knees and crossing his arms over his body.
"That's wrong. Mother and father say so." A muffled response came from Shinya.
Kyo growled and stepped forth, but Kaoru held up a hand that kept him at bay.
"He's just a boy, Waru. He is still highly influenced by his upbringing. But I
digress. His curiosity will eventually better him, and we will have our way.
What would Yoshiki say?" The shortest man grumbled after his short lecture. "A
proposal without patience breaks its own heart."
 Die sat in front of Shinya once again, poking at the minor's arm. "We do have
some rules and regulations for you, so you may want to look here. Alright, rule
one: always leave Kao alone as he's practicing. He is trained in the martial
arts and the way of the samurai, so if he is practicing his skill, never
interrupt him unless it's an emergency."
"Two: you are to stay at the side of one of us at all times, no matter what.
Our clan's villages and territories, not to mention our palace here, are
extremely well guarded. That said, I still don't think it's safe for a young
boy of interest to be wandering alone. If you wish to wander, contact one of us
and we'll finish our tasks to walk with you. Understand?"
Shinya nodded.  
"Thirdly, you are to stay here at night. Should you need anything, Kyo will be
right across the room." Shinya frowned. No way was he going to be staying in
a room at night with the man who kidnapped him. Toshiya stepped forth and
keeled down as well. Now closer, Shinya could see the man's hair was more of a
midnight blue. "And if Waru-sama becomes a nuisance, you can always sleep with
me." A suggestive wink and a giggle, but it was interrupted with a light kick
to the male's behind. "Shut it, fool." Kyo groaned. This was going to take more
work than he had time for. Maybe they should just let the boy go in the
Aokigahara forest.. No, that'd be cruel, even for Kyo.
Die turned partially and looked up at the raven haired man. "Anything to add?"
Kyo's dark eyes shifted towards the ceiling as he was quiet for a minute, ever
deciding to be blunt. "Kid, they may treat you like you're something special,
but I won't bullshit you. You're only here because I need a way to get off. And
you're just the one who fits the job. You'll do what I say, when I say, as I
say. I do not hesitate to be harsh with punishments. Any rebellious nature you
have will be broken by me. You will only dress n what I approve, will only eat
what I approve, you will be back here at a certain time each night unless
instructed otherwise, and you will be quiet until given permission to speak. I
do not care with what herbs you bathe, but I hatethe smell of mugwort. I have a
bias for vanilla, sage, and cinnamon, so those are suggested. For health and
spiritual purposes, your nightly bath will be drawn with lavender, and your
night clothes set in a crate of it, as to help with sleep. Morning is up to
you. I awake every morning at five thirty sharp. If you want to possibly learn
more about us here tomorrow while my schedule is clear, join me in the onsen
and I will answer all your questions in private. Have I made myself perfectly
and irrefutably clear?"
Shinya hurriedly nodded his head, light auburn waves bouncing lightly.
"Toshiya, take him to the bath house, I've got paperwork." Kyo waved everyone
out. Toshiya bowed and helped the boy up. All men left Kyo to his business. It
was generally a bad idea to annoy the man, as he was definitely a
sadomasichist. He got off to inflicting and receiving pain. His body was
littered with scars he'd given himself with his bare hands. Yes, Kyo was
definitely a man to be feared, especially when he chose a sexual partner. He
planned to ravage the obvious virgin boy he'd chosen, make him forget anything
of real love, make the boy center his ideas and feelings around his harsh
treatments from Kyo. The other Lords knew this plan. They have slept with each
other at one point or another. They knew how dangerous Kyo could get. Then
again, the others were just as perverted as their little friend. Toshiya had
pleaded with the others to be able to indulge in his fantasy, one he shared
with Kyo. They would force Shinya into cross-dressing, force him into female
mannerisms and appearances. Toshiya tagged poor Shinya along to the bath
houses. He burst into the warm room, disturbing a few giggling maids. The girls
glanced up from their seats to see handsome Toshiya with a cute new comer. They
squeaked, rushing over to bow and greet the men. The dark haired male smiled
down, before returning to a professional appearance. "I'm to bathe our prize
alone, however, please bring the clothing Kyo specifically asked to be made for
him. Leave it on the bench near the door." The girls bowed once again and
giggled together as they hurried out. Toshiya smiled lewdly towards the boy
next to him. Shinya had no time to refuse before he was shoved against a stone
wall. A mouth was against his own, roughly. Shinya tried to protest, only to
have a tongue poking its way into his mouth.
Toshiya grinded his hips against the younger male's, earning a meek mewl.
The bluenette grinned softly. Shinya squirmed to try and get free. Totchi
wasn't going to have that. He pulled away from the one sided kiss and tore the
thin fabric from Shinya's shoulders. Shinya's clothing fell to the ground,
leaving him nude and exposed to the warm air. He let out a cry at his clothing
being removed. He wasn't ready for this. No. He screamed again, trying to kick
the older male off. "Stop! Get off!" Toshiya didn't listen. He found it
exciting to have a fight. Neither noticed the purple haired man sneaking up
behind them.
CRRICK
Toshiya let go of the boy and held his head, falling to the floor. Shinya
sheepishly glanced up. There stood Kaoru in a fighting stance, holding a bamboo
bokken (a wooden sword. Used in practice by Samurai). The purple haired man
returned to a relaxed position. He looked angry. "Toshiya, are you that much of
an idiot? You know Kyo has first rights to him." The bluenette frowned. "Oh,
what do you care? Your job is protecting him, isn't it? What does it matter to
you what happens to some kid?"
"That 'kid' is Kyo's property, and my duty to protect as well. Now go.
I'llhandle him for as long as you've no self control." Toshiya huffed and
sauntered out. Kaoru signed heavily and turned towards the crying Shinya. "I'm
sorry you had to deal with him when he's life that. I also apologize for
referring to you as property. You are much more than that, a beautiful human
being with a life to live. It was the only way to convince him to leave you
be." Shinya sniffled and nodded. He stood awkwardly, moving his hands to
obscure his manhood. Kaoru smiled softly. He set his bokken against the floor,
and held out his hand. The boy took it slowly. Kaoru led them to the steaming
bath carved of stone into the floor, and helped young, naked Shinya into the
bath. The younger slid into the steaming water. It was warm, hot even.
Lavender. Shinya could smell it, as it was strong. Shinya became lost in his
own thoughts. He flinched when he felt the water displace. He looked to his
right to see a very nude Kaoru slipping into the bath. Shinya thought for a
moment before speaking up in his soft voice. "Si- w- when did you decide to
work for Kyo?" Kaoru tilted his head back and closed his eyes, the ends of his
purple hair becoming damp.
"Waru and I've always been close. He wasn't always so reclusive, y'know. Once
upon a time, he was a kid like you. Something went wrong in his mind. He became
depressed, for reasons I do not know. It was bleak December, if I remember
correctly, almost twenty years ago. He was your age. As a close friend, I had
known he was sad, but I did not know there was a problem. I walked through our
village, the brutal winds biting at any exposed skin. I had wanted to check on
Kyo, to make sure he was fine. He wasn't. I simply walked in as I always did,
as his parents were adoring of me. They knew I cared deeply for their son. His
parents were not there. They left a note on the floor that they'd be late
getting home from a town meeting that was being held at the moment. I called
out for Kyo. No response came. A walked into his room, only to find him laying
in a pool of his one blood. He had taken his fingernails and scratched and tore
at his skin, specifically his chest, bleeding profusely. He was weak, but
conscious. I held him close to me and asked why he did such a thing to himself.
His only response was that 'Even his memories became dreams'. Ever since I've
been determined to keep him save from others and himself."
Kaoru softly explained. Shinya was in shock. How could such a man be against
his own being? He stayed silent. "I'm sorry." Shinya's small reply came. The
eldest shrugged lightly. He pulled Shinya's body close to his own. "Wet your
hair." Shinya did as he was told. Kaoru nodded in approval and pulled the small
boy bark against him, arm around his small shoulders. He encouraged the
surprised younger to rest his head on the older man's shoulder, which he did.
Kaoru's baritone voice rumbled once again. "Rest, young one. You are tense.
Relax, let me take care of you." Shinya nodded softly, complying. He closed his
dark amber eyes, letting the sweet scent of lavender pull him into a deep
sleep.
Some thirty minutes later, one of the aforementioned maidens crept in with the
clothing requested. She saw the beautiful sight of strong and silent Kaoru, a
sturdy arm around the young male as he slept, small chest rising and falling
slowly. Kao himself had his eyes closed, but he knew of the young girl's
presence. "Bring Die here, please." He spoke softly, as to not awake the
sleeping form against him. She nodded and hurried off. It was not a mere five
minutes before the red haired male walked into the steaming bath house without
the girl behind him. He saw Shinya tucked against Kaoru and smiled. It
was gorgeous. Kaoru softly nudged little Shinya. "Hey, wake up, little Shin."
The youngest only stirred. Kao smiled slightly and sat forward, bringing the
younger with him. "Come on, baby. Gotta wake up for a few minutes." The male's
smile widened as Shinya slowly blinked. "Well, good morning, Precious." The
youngest stretched and yawned, cuddling further into Kaoru's arms. He looked
with drowsy eyes up at the man who held him so gloriously. Kao smiled down and
cradled the teen in his arms as if he were a bride, stepping from the warm
water draped with lavender petals. The slight curls at the ends of Shinya's
long hair held and kept a few purple stalks. Kaoru set Shinya on his feet, but
stood behind him to catch the teen as he stumbled from tiredness. Die brought
over a towel and clothing. The redhead dried the young boy's body rather
quickly. He slid the Jinbei over Shinya's small shoulders. It was women's
clothing, though the teen took no notice. He whined softly as he took awkward
steps forward. "Woah, baby boy, careful there." Kaoru whispered as he caught
the boy. He picked him up once again, holding the boy close as both he and Die
walked out of the bathhouse.
*
Kyo sighed lightly as his hands trailed against the frame of the European
styled bed in the small wing off his room. He had decided this would be best
for Shinya, as the young boy's own sleeping quarters in his rightful home had
lots of plush pillows and such. Slight regret was washing over him. Shinya was
just a boy. He was a boy dependent on guidance from those he trusted most. A
knock at the sliding doors to his room interrupted his thoughts. Kyo walked
over and pulled the beautiful bamboo doors open, a little shocked to see a
purple-haired Samurai carrying a small figure like a woman. "Kaoru. Bring him
this way." Kyo turned on his heel and led his protector to aforementioned wing
off his room. He motioned towards the bed. Die hurried over and pulled the warm
covers down towards the foot of the bed, watching as Kaouru gingerly laid the
boy down. When Shinya was still, the redhead covered the younger's body with
the warm blankets, smiling softly. The two men then hurried off, leaving Kyo
alone with young, sleeping Shinya. The man smiled lightly. He undressed,
crawling under the warm covers. Kyo wrapped his arms around Shinya, holding the
boy close to his frame as drowsiness set in. The younger's hair smelled
graciously of lavender. The auburn waves pooled around Shinya's face perfectly.
Kyo heart fluttered in his chest, a light sensation in hid head. Oh, was the
boy beautiful. He found himself leaning in, softly pressing his lips against
unconscious Shinya's. Shinya's lips were soft. They were a pale chiffon, a
morning rose with petals of the finest silk. Oh, it was glorious. The elder
pulled away and finally lay down, pulling the beautiful boy close to his body.
Shinya curled into the extra warmth, his nose flush against Kyo's bare chest.
Kyo tenderly kissed Shinya's forehead before falling into deep slumber
accompanied by dreams of Shinya and lavender.
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