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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Choose_Not_To_Use_Archive_Warnings, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Teen_Wolf_(TV)
  Relationship:
      Derek_Hale/Stiles_Stilinski
  Character:
      Derek_Hale, Stiles_Stilinski, the_whole_pack
  Additional Tags:
      Feels, Established_Derek_Hale/Stiles_Stilinski, Explicit_Sexual_Content
  Stats:
      Published: 2013-10-08 Words: 8287
****** Only As A Wolf ******
by Teen_Wolf77
Summary
     Stiles is Derek’s mate. Derek loves Stiles and Stiles loves Derek.
     The only problem is that Stiles isn’t too sure if he wants to become
     a werewolf and Derek can only be with Stiles if he’s a wolf because
     Alpha’s can’t mate with humans. Can Derek and the rest of the pack
     convince Stiles to take the risk to become Derek’s completely?
Notes
     AU Season 2
Summary: Stiles is Derek’s mate. Derek loves Stiles and Stiles loves Derek. The
only problem is that Stiles isn’t too sure if he wants to become a werewolf and
Derek can only be with Stiles if he’s a wolf because Alpha’s can’t mate with
humans. Can Derek and the rest of the pack convince Stiles to take the risk to
become Derek’s completely?
Okay this is AU season 2 and will only be a one shot. The only things you need
to know are that Derek is the Alpha in this and that Scott, Allison, Jackson,
Danny and Lydia are werewolves.
Stiles moans as Derek trails kisses down his neck to his collarbone. They’ve
been dating for four months and Derek has already confessed that Stiles is his
wolf’s Mate. Stiles was very happy about that because he can’t imagine what it
would be like to have Derek find and be with someone else. Stiles may not be a
wolf but he can feel the connection they have and there’s no way he’s letting
that go.
Stiles threads his fingers into Derek’s dark hair and tries to bring Derek’s
head even closer to his skin. He loves the scratch of Derek’s stubble along his
sensitive skin and it never fails to make him shiver.
He legs drop open and Derek situates himself inside them. Stiles hooks his legs
around Derek’s waist and tries to pull Derek even bodily closer.
He whines in frustration when Derek uses his wolf strength to hold himself away
from touching Stiles’ body fully. “Derek, please.” He arches up into the man.
Derek sighs and shakes his head. “I can’t.” he whispers regretfully.
Stiles grunts, drops his legs and pushes Derek away from him so he can breathe
a bit. “You say that every time we start anything. Why can’t you be with me
fully? Am I really not your Mate?” he asks in a small voice.
Derek sighs. “Stiles I do want to be with you completely. You have no idea how
hard it is for me to hold myself back from just taking you.” He grunts out.
“Then why haven’t you. I’ve been trying to talk you into sex for two months now
and every time you pull away. Why? I want to know the truth.” He demands.
“Wolves can’t mate with humans.” Derek finally admits.
Stiles’ brow furrows. “What do you mean? I thought you said I was your mate?
Doesn’t that mean they can mate with humans?” he asks confused.
Derek shakes his head. “There are two definitions when it comes to what mate or
mating means to wolves. Mate with a capital M means the actual person, like a
boyfriend or husband or lover, words like that. Mate or mating with a lower
case m means sex or the act of making love.
Wolves can Mate with a capital M. When my wolf connected with you it instantly
knew that it wanted you to always be by its side. The only problem is that
wolves cannot mate with a loser case m with humans. When wolves have sex or get
too aroused they half shift. Their claws come out, their teeth come out, and
their instincts kick in. if a wolf were to try and have sex with a human broken
bones, internal and external bruising, ripping and tearing of the skin
everywhere and sometimes even death.”
Stiles’ jaw drops and he stares at Derek in disbelief. “What? Are you saying we
can never do anything sexual?” he squeaks.
Derek shrugs. “The only way we could have sex is if I were to give you the
bite. Which I won’t do unwillingly and you’ve already stated that you’re not
sure you want to become a wolf. I promised not to pressure you and even though
we can’t have sex because of it I still won’t pressure you.”
Stiles can’t believe this. Derek told him months ago that werewolves live only
as long as humans and that if Stiles wished to stay human he has that option.
But now Stiles is finding out that he can’t have sex with his Mate/boyfriend at
all, ever, if he doesn’t take the bite and become a werewolf himself.
Stiles swallows thickly and climbs off of Derek’s bed. He awkwardly fixes his
clothes and slides his shoes back on. “I’m gonna head home, I have some things
to think about.” He says. He quickly pecks Derek on the lips before rushing out
of the bedroom, down the stairs and out to his jeep.
Stiles wants to cry but he makes himself hold back. Watching the struggle his
friends have all gone through with being wolf’s he promised himself he wouldn’t
become one because he didn’t want to have to go through the struggles. When
Derek told he didn’t need to become one Stiles was so grateful. Now he finds
out he has to become one in order to have a sexual relationship with Derek.
“This sucks.” He mutters.
~!@#$%^&!~
Derek watches Stiles peel out of his driveway and feels a pang in his heart.
He’s known the whole time that Stiles would need to become a werewolf if he
wanted them to be together sexually but he was afraid that if Stiles knew that
going into the relationship then he wouldn’t have even wanted to be with Derek
at all. Derek couldn’t take that risk because Stiles is his Mate and he loves
him.
His front door opens and he sighs when the rest of his pack enters their home.
Derek had his home rebuilt as soon as the Alpha was killed and his name was
cleared. When he became the
Alpha he made the order that everyone in his pack was to live in one house and
stay together in order to stay strong and become a family.
Derek readies himself for the questions he knows his pack mates are going to
ask. He asked his pack to give him some time to talk to Stiles but Stiles had
jumped him as soon as he got into the house and Derek can never think straight
when Stiles’ lips are on his skin.
Derek slumps down on a kitchen chair and rubs the top of his head with his
hands. He hears his pack enter the kitchen and take various seats. When he
looks up he finds Scott sitting on the chair beside him with Allison propped up
on his lap, Lydia is elegantly sitting in Stiles’ normal seat with her legs
crossed and a bored expression on her face and Danny has Jackson pinned to the
kitchen counter and is whispering in his ear too low for anyone to hear.
Derek rolls his eyes but a fond smile tugs at his lips. His pack may be
dysfunctional at best but everyone cares for everyone and most of them have
found love that Derek knows is going to last.
“So what happened with Stiles? Is he going to take the bite?” Scott finally
asks.
Lydia looks up from her nails and Jackson and Danny break apart to listen to
the conversation. Derek sighs and shakes his head. “I don’t know. He basically
attacked me with his lips when he got here and you guys know how I can’t think
straight when he does that. After moving up to the bedroom he tried to take it
further again and I stopped us again. This time he demanded an answer and I
told him the truth about werewolves mating with humans. He seemed to go into
shock and rushed out of here just a few moments ago. Is that a bad sign?” he
asks.
Everyone says no just as Lydia says yes. They glare at her and she rolls her
eyes. “Think about it, Stiles has been trying to get you to fuck him for months
and he finally finds out how he can make that happen and instead of jumping at
the opportunity he runs. What do you think that means.” She says sarcastically.
Allison snorts in disgust and looks at her former best friend. Allison knows
that Lydia has been trying to become second in command in order to take over
the pack but she couldn’t with Stiles in the way because the Alpha’s Mate is
automatically the second in command. When Allison found out she tried to talk
Lydia out of it but Lydia has been after power since she was old enough to know
what it meant. When Allison refused to help her tear the pack apart Lydia
dropped her as a friend and threatened to kill Scott if she warned Derek.
“Being with someone isn’t just about sex. Stiles loves Derek and he’s not going
to let one bite ruin their future together.” She snaps.
Lydia turns cold eyes on her but Allison just stares back defiantly. “Stiles
doesn’t want to become a werewolf, he never has. He had a chance to before.”
She states.
Derek furrows his brows. “What are you talking about?” he demands.
Lydia smirks at him. “Peter offered to give him the bite. Twice. Once was on
the Lacrosse field when he bit me and the other was in the parking garage when
he was looking for Scott. Stiles confided in me about it and said he didn’t
want to become a monster.” She says, twisting their original conversation
around slightly.
Allison shakes her head anyway. “No, Stiles would never call us monsters.”
“You weren’t there freak face, I was. He told me it straight to my face.”
It’s Danny who speaks up next. “Then we’ll all do everything we can to prove to
him that he wants this. That he wants to become one of us. He’s part of our
pack, he’s our family and he’s also our Alpha’s Mate. It doesn’t matter about
past conversations, what matters is that we do all we can to prove to him that
it’s worth it.” He stares Lydia down.
He’s never liked her and that’s not because her and Jackson used to be a thing.
He knows how nasty and evil Lydia really is on the inside. He knows the only
reason she didn’t fight for Jackson when Danny stepped up to claim him is
because a werewolf knows who their Mate is and Danny and Jackson recognized
each other as soon as they were turned. Lydia had not chance to get in between
them.
Lydia huffs and slumps back into her seat. She’ll pretend to go along with it
and when it’s time for her to talk to Stiles she’ll do all she can to stop him
from taking that bite. If Stiles says no she can move in on Derek while he’s
grieving and she can take him down and take control of the pack. Once she
becomes Alpha the pack will have no choice but to obey her and the first thing
she’ll do is break up Danny and Jackson and Scott and Allison before killing
Allison’s family right in front of her. That’ll teach Allison to ever cross her
again.
~!@#$%^&!~
Scott
Stiles sighs as he feels his best friend step up behind him. He closes his
locker slowly before turning around to face him. “What?” he asks tiredly.
Scott frowns. “You know what. Why did you run away from Derek when he told you
the truth?” he asks.
Stiles snorts. “Of course you would have known this whole time.” He mutters.
Scott’s frown deepens. “What is that supposed to mean? I’m a werewolf; it’s my
duty to know about werewolf sex. I have a Mate of my own and I need to protect
her at all costs.”
Stiles rolls his eyes because he’s heard all of this before. “I understand that
Scott but I’m your best friend and you knew that I didn’t want to become a
werewolf. You should have told me
from the very beginning about werewolf sex with humans. I could have backed out
before I got too attached.”
Scott’s mouth drops open slightly. “Backed out? What? Why would you have backed
out? You love Derek.” He states the most obvious thing.
Stiles nods solemnly. “I do love Derek I truly do but my not wanting to become
a werewolf may be stronger than that.” He says before walking away and leaving
a stunned Scott behind.
Allison
“Stiles, do you know why I took the bite and became a werewolf?”
Stiles’ fork stops half way to his mouth and he looks up to find Allison
leaning on the table in front of him. He slowly lowers his fork back to his
plate and shuts his open mouth. “To defy and anger your werewolf hunting
family?” he guesses.
Allison chuckles and takes the seat across from him. “No, that was just a
bonus. I took the bite so that Scott and I could be together completely. I was
the same way as you are now when I first started dating Scott. We used to make
out a lot, still do but now it actually leads to something. He used to pull
away just like Derek does with you. I got tired of it too and demanded he fuck
me right then and there if he truly loved me…” she stops to smile when Stiles
sputters and some of his water drips down his chin from choking on it.
“He finally broke down and told me that I would have to become a werewolf if I
wanted to have sex with him.”
“What made you decide?” Stiles can’t help but ask.
“I didn’t even need to think about it. I threw Scott’s shirt on and made him
call Derek to us. I had Derek bite me right in my bedroom only wearing Scott’s
shirt and as soon as the bite healed and I felt the change and the wolf inside
me I rode Scott so hard we broke my bed. We did several times that night and
even once in the parking lot before we entered the school.”
Stiles once again chokes on his drink and just sets it down for good. “It was
that easy for you to decide?”
Allison nods her head with a smile. “It was. I love Scott and I always will.
Sex is usually the next step in any relationship and some people have to go
through challenges in order to take that last step. My challenge was accepting
the bite and I did it. I accepted it and I haven’t looked back. I’m still me, I
just get to have sex whenever and wherever I want now. That’s the only
difference.”
Stiles watches her eye Scott as he enters the cafeteria and before he can blink
she’s up out of her chair and leading him right back out with a smile and a
wink thrown his way.
Lydia
Lydia watches with cold eyes as Allison drags a dopey smiling Scott out of the
cafeteria and probably to the parking lot for more sex. Again.
She watches the confusion and apprehension play over Stiles’ expression and
decides to make her move. She catwalks over to Stiles table and props her ass
right on the edge and beside Stiles’ head.
Stiles cranes his neck in order to look up at her. “Can I help you Lydia?” he
asks sweetly.
He doesn’t have feelings for Lydia anymore and to be honest she’s way too high
class for him. Besides, he could never be with someone who insulted his
beautiful car.
“Don’t do it.” Is all she says.
Stiles furrows his brow. “What? Do what?” he asks.
Lydia rolls his eyes like Stiles is the most stupid person in the word and
elaborates. “Don’t take the bite.”
Stiles’ eyebrows practically disappear off his head. “What? Really? You’re a
part of Derek’s pack, shouldn’t you be trying to convince me to take it and
make the pack stronger?” he asks.
Lydia chuckles dryly. “No. I regret the bite and I didn’t even have a choice in
whether I got it or not. You’ve been saying for months that you didn’t want the
bite and you shouldn’t go back on your own word just because sex plays in the
decision now. If you truly don’t want to be a wolf then Derek and the pack
should respect that and back off. Now whether you and Derek stay together is up
to you two. But just remember Stiles, if you truly don’t want the bite then you
need to let Derek go too because werewolves are sexual beings. They need that
sort of attention, if you can’t give that to Derek then he might find it in
someone else and would you rather he be a cheater or should you break ties
now.”
Stiles’ eyes widen in horror and he stares open mouthed at Lydia. He never
thought of that. He figured if he said no then Derek would still love him but
she’s right, Jack and Danny and Allison and Scott practically hump like rabbits
all the time. How is he going to ask Derek not to do something that’s so
natural to a werewolf?
Lydia smirks to herself and covers up her smile when she sees the inner turmoil
that Stiles is going through. She knows that Stiles used to have a huge thing
for her so she’s betting he still feels something even if it’s small and he’ll
take her advice.
With a fake sympathetic pat on the cheek she stands up and struts out of the
cafeteria.
That had better work.
Jackson
Jackson’s attempt is more on the temptation side. It’s after Lacrosse practice
and everyone but Stiles and Jackson has left the locker room. He waits until
Stiles at least has on his boxers and pants before sliding up to him and
pressing his lips to Stiles’ ear.
“I bet Derek has a big dick.” He whispers.
Stiles jumps and whirls around to face Jackson. “What?”
Jackson smirks and steps even further into Stiles’ body. He warned Danny he was
going to do this beforehand and that’s why Danny isn’t here now. Wolves are
very protect and jealous when it comes to their Mates. If Danny had stayed
behind with Jackson when Jackson tried to do this Danny was liable to punch
Stiles in the face for being in the same room as his Mate.
“I said I bet Derek has a big dick.” He repeats.
Stiles’ brows furrow in confusion. “Why would you care about that?”
Jackson shrugs like it’s no big deal. “I just wouldn’t want to give that up.
Being able to be fucked by him every day, every night, everywhere I want.
Everyone makes jokes about me and Danny being all over each other all the time
but you and Derek are worse and you guys can’t even have sex like me and Danny
can. Do you really want to give that up before you even get a chance to have
it?”
Stiles sputters. “I don’t see how that’s any of your business Jackson.” He
snaps with no heat. Just thinking of Derek and him have full on sex everywhere
has him hard and panting. He tries to press his body against his locker so that
he can get away from the heat of Jackson’s body.
Jackson scents Stiles’ arousal in the air and decides to go for the kill, sort
to speak. “Just think about it stiles. Being hard and desperate for Derek to
just take you already, I know you already know what that feels like. Being so
close to cumming and then Derek shoving his big hard cock inside you. Filling
you up so full you can barely breathe. Thrusting inside you over and over again
until you feel raw…”
Jackson trails off with a sigh. “But if you don’t want that then there’s
nothing I can say to convince you.”
Jackson shrugs like it’s no big deal and walks out of the locker room smiling.
In the end it’s Danny that helps Stiles decide what he really wants.
Danny
Danny calmly walks up to Stiles’ jeep the next day after school and leans the
driver’s side door to wait for Stiles. When Stiles comes out of the school ten
minutes later he flinches when he sees Danny leaning against his jeep.
“You’re not going to punch me are you? I swear to god it wasn’t my fault,
Jackson said those things to me, I don’t even understand why he did it.” Stiles
babbles.
Danny smiles and shakes his head. “Don’t worry, I’m not going to hurt you,
Jackson warned me he was going to do it.”
“And you just let him!” Stiles asks in disbelief.
Danny chuckles. “Yeah but I staked my claim all day and night yesterday so it’s
okay.”
Stiles chokes on air and nods jerkily. “O…kay. Anyway, what can I do you for?”
he asks.
“He loves you.” Danny says instead.
Stiles takes a deep breath and looks up to meet Danny’s eyes. “I know he does.”
He answers simply, trying to keep his heart from beating out of his chest.
“Then why do you even need to think about it? Derek would die for you if it
meant saving your life. Stiles…I know why you’re afraid to take the bite.”
Danny states.
Stiles swallows thickly. “Oh yeah? Why then?” he tries to sound sarcastic but
his voice pretty much comes out as small as he feels.
“You’re afraid that once you become a wolf Derek won’t want you anymore and
that you might turn out to not be his mate after all.” He says matter of fact.
Stiles sniffs and tries to keep the tears from leaking down his cheeks. He’s
never told anyone that but here stands Danny, right in front of him, and he
knows exactly how he feels. “How do you know that?” he whispers.
Danny looks down and stares at his feet for a few moments before looking back
up. “Because it’s exactly how I felt when Jackson told me about werewolves and
Mates and all that stuff. I’ve been in love with Jackson since we were kids and
then he tells me he thinks I’m his Mate for life. I was so excited and scared
at the same time. I was so glad that he felt the same way but when he asked me
for the bite I wanted to say no so badly at first because I was afraid that
when I became a wolf his wolf would decide that it didn’t want me and go look
for someone else. I couldn’t stand the thought of being a wolf and being
without my best friend who also happens to be the guy I love. I couldn’t do
it.” He confesses.
Stiles smiles softly at Danny because almost everything he’s just said is
exactly how Stiles feels about him and Derek. “What made you decide?” because
he has to know.
Danny smiles at a faraway memory before continuing. “It was kind of both of us.
I was silently freaking out in my room when I noticed a picture of me and
Jackson from a few months earlier. We skipped school and went down to the beach
because there was a fair there and I had never been to one. There was one of
those stupid little photo booths there and Jackson practically shoved me in
one. The first three pictures where just funny ones with us making weird faces
at the camera. But…right before the forth picture was snapped Jackson gently
grabbed a hold of my chin and turned me to face him. He leaned forward and
gently kissed me on the lips just as the flash went off. When the pictures came
out of the machine he tore the last one off and gave it to me. Told me how he
really felt and said he wanted to be with me. That he didn’t care what anyone
thought or said that I was it for him and had been since we were kids. It was
everything I wished he would say to me and he did. Looking at the picture that
night reminded me of that day and reminded me that I would do anything for him
to and becoming a werewolf was just another one of those things. I know that he
was in my shoes he would have done the same thing too and we would still both
be werewolves today. It was simple after that. I knew I wanted to be with him
and so I took the risk.”
Stiles nods. “What did Jackson do to convince you?” he asks.
“What?”
“You said that it was both of you that helped you decide to say yes and take
the bite. What did he say or do?” he asks.
Danny chuckles. “He actually took me to Derek’s property. There’s a hidden
spring about five miles through the woods and he took me there for a midnight
swim and picnic. He sat me down and told me he loved me and that he didn’t want
to be without me. He told me the truth about the whole sex thing but told me
that if I didn’t want the bite he would do everything he can to control he wolf
so that we could at least try. I know that a person’s wolf isn’t just something
they turn into it’s a big part of them and for Jackson to want to even try that
and take that risk just to make me happy only solidified my decision.”
Danny suddenly gets serious and glances nervously around. “Listen stiles. I
overheard Derek talking to Scott. Scott was being his usually normally annoying
best friend self and bitching at Derek about pressuring you and leading you on
and all kinds of stupid crap considering me and you both know it’s you who
jumps Derek every time you two come within two feet of each other.” He says
giving him ‘that’ look.
Stiles blushes and gives him a barely there nod and a hand motion to ‘go on’.
“Anyway, I heard Derek tell Scott that he’s been working with an old Alpha so
that he can control his wolf more so that he can try and give you what you want
sexually if you decide to not take the bite. Those business trips he goes on
are real but he’s been seeing that Alpha. I guess this guy is really old and is
one of the most powerful Alpha’s in the United States.”
Stiles feels his jaw drop and Danny nods. “He’s doing it for you Stiles. Just
like Jackson was going to do for me. Derek’s worth the bite just like Jackson
was. I haven’t regretted a day of my decision since I woke up a wolf. I love
Jackson, I love you guys, I love the sense of family and pack that I feel
coming off of everyone. Well, everyone but Lydia. Stupid bitch. Anyway, just
think about it Stiles. Don’t give up something that’s amazing just because of
one small fear. The bite, the future you going to have, the new sense of life,
it’s very much worth it, every single bit. I can promise you that.” He
finishes.
Jackson’s car suddenly pulls up next to Stiles’ jeep and Jackson jumps out. He
immediately walks over to Danny and pulls the boy into his arms. “Are you okay?
I could hear your heart jumping around wildly from the other side of the
Lacrosse field. Is everything okay?” he asks as he nuzzles into Danny’s neck
and kisses the skin there.
Danny hums, nods and nuzzles underneath Jackson ear before nipping the lobe.
“Everything is good. Stiles and I were just talking about some things.” He
says.
Jackson turns to Stiles with a hesitant smile. “I’m sorry about yesterday; I
may have come on a bit too strong. Danny says I do it all the time to him too.”
He says with a roll of his eyes.
Stiles chuckles. “It’s okay. I’ve talked to everyone in the pack this week
about it but Derek and I think I’ve finally made my decision.” He quickly
kisses Danny on the cheek and mutters a thank you before hopping into his jeep
and peeling out of the school parking lot.
Through his side mirrors he sees Danny lean into Jackson’s body and smile at
him. Yeah…he’s definitely made his decision.
~!@#$%^&!~
An hour later Stiles pulls up to the Hale resident and shuts his jeep off. He
sent a text to Danny about half an hour ago asking him to get everyone but
Derek out of the house. After the sexual text from Jackson and then an apology
Danny agreed to get everyone out of the house and then texted him when the
house was clear.
Stiles opens his jeep door and steps out. He sees the front door open and Derek
hesitantly steps out onto the porch to wait for him to get there.
Stiles smiles when he finally gets up onto the porch and leans forward to kiss
Derek on the cheek. “I need to talk to you and I think we should take it
upstairs to your room.” He says.
Before Derek can answer or shoot him down Stiles turns and walks into the
house. He heads upstairs and into Derek’s room and takes a seat on the edge of
the bed.
When Derek enters the room Stiles can tell he’s nervous but he shuts the door
anyway and sits down in the chair in the corner. “What did you want to talk
about?” he asks.
“It’s about the bite.” He answers honestly.
“Stiles, I love you. You know that. I would never force you to take the bite
just to be able to have sex with me.” he pauses for a moment before continuing.
“I’ve been seeing another Alpha on control and he says I’m getting better. If I
keep studying with him we can try to have full on sex once I have control of
the Alpha in me.”
Stiles smiles, all the love he feels shining in his eyes. Danny was right,
Derek would do anything for him even if that meant taming a part of him that he
always loved being a bit wild. Stiles stands up from the bed and walks over to
Derek. He slides forward onto Derek’s lap in a straddle and leans down to
slowly yet passionately kiss the older man.
“I want the bite,” he breathes when he finally pulls back.
Derek’s eyes focus and they snap to Stiles’. “Really? You really want it? You
don’t have to; I won’t ever leave you or want someone else just because you
don’t want it.
Stiles nods. “I know and I really do want it. I want to be with you and I want
your wolf to have a wolf to connect with like you connect with me. I’m truly
ready.”
Derek smiles and nods. “Okay. Before I bite you though I want to ask you
something. Lydia said that you thought werewolves were monsters and I need to
know that’s not true.” He says sadly.
Stiles furrows his brows and shakes his head. “I never said werewolves were
monsters. I told her Peter was a monster. It was when she was still in the
hospital and going through those hallucinations. She was afraid that peter was
still after her and that now that you are an Alpha you would become power
hungry like he was. I explained to her that Peter wasn’t power hungry he was
revenge hungry and that he let that cloud who he really was as a person. I told
her that he became a monster because of what happened to his family and because
he refused to take the family support. He decided to pretend to be in a coma
and kill at night. I said that he chose to be that way and that you nor anyone
else in the pack would ever go down that road. Why?”
Derek sighs. “I don’t think Lydia is hiding something from us because she
specifically told us that you said that you did not want to become a monster
and that you would never take the bite. She made it sound like you secretly
hated what we are.”
Stiles’ mouth gapes open. “She came up to me at lunch and blatantly told me not
to take the bite because she’s regretted every day as a werewolf since she went
through the change herself. I can’t believe her; I thought she was my friend
and that she would understand where I was coming from before. Not twist my
words around and make me sound like an ass to the people I love. That’s
crossing a line.” He rants.
Derek growls. “I’m going to have to have a talk with her. She needs to either
be in the pack or out of it. No in-between.”
Stiles can see Derek getting worked up so he decides to bring him back to the
point at hand. “Let’s think about that later. I do want the bite Derek and I
want it now. I can’t wait any longer to be with you in every way and for our
wolves to connect.” He says a little breathlessly.
Derek growls again but for a whole other reason. He stands up and brings Stiles
with him. He walks over to his bed and drops Stiles down onto it. He rips
stiles’ shirt right off his body and growls again when Stiles moans and arches
up trying to follows Derek’s claw like hands.
“The bite is going to hurt at first. Once the bite starts to take effect you
will feel a tingling sensation around the bite and your body will feel heavy.
You’ll slip into sleep and when you wake up you’ll be all healed and you’ll be
a werewolf. Are you ready?” Derek asks.
Stiles breaths out a deep breath and nods. “Yes, but I want a kiss first.” He
says.
Derek chuckles and hovers over Stiles’ face. Stiles whines and lifts up,
slamming their mouths together and shoving his tongue into Derek’s mouth. Once
he has Derek’s flavor all over his tongue he pulls back and pecks him one last
time on the lips before getting comfortable on the bed. “Okay…now I’m ready.”
He says.
Derek shakes his head in amusement and before Stiles can change his mind or
stop him he bends down and bites Stiles hard right in the side above his hip.
He bites hard and deep to make sure he gets the bite perfect before pulling
back and licking around the wound so no blood gets on the bed.
Stiles gasps and cries out softly when he feels the blunt yet sharp impact of
Derek’s teeth in his side. The pain is quickly gone and in its place come the
tingling sensation. It kind of feels like when your foot or hand goes numb and
after you move it to get the blood flowing you whole foot tingles from the
blood rushing back in that it feels weird even to move. That’s what the bite
feels like.
His body becomes heavy and just before he slips into the sleep phase he smiles
up at Derek and tells him he loves him. The last thing he sees is Derek’s red
eyes, sharp teeth and happy smile.
~!@#$%^&!~
Stiles expects to wake up in a panic or on a gasping breath but he doesn’t. He
silently and peacefully opens his eyes and just lies there for a moment. He
takes in his and Derek’s room with new eyes and smiles. He can feel the wolf
inside him and his smile widens.
There are definitely no regrets inside of him. He can feel this new part of him
but it doesn’t even feel that new. It’s like this part has always been there
just waiting to be woken up and set free.
He breathes in deeply and nearly chokes when a tantalizing scent enters his
mouth and lingers on his tongue. He’s immediately drawn out of bed and down the
stairs to the lower half of the
house. His nose is practically in the air and he continues to inhale the
addicting scent. He knows it belongs to Derek and he can’t wait to find him.
“Stiles? You okay?” Scott asks from the living room.
Stiles doesn’t even turn to look at him or who else is with him. “Where’s
Derek?” and he’s kind of surprised to hear his voice come out as a growl.
“He’s in the woods I think. Trying to calm down or something. I’m not exactly
sure where thou…”
“I’ll find him.” He interrupts as he runs out of the house in full wolf mode.
He faintly hears laughing and smiles. That’s his pack not, not just his friends
and family. Pack. It’s means so much more now that he can feel it too.
He stalks into the woods and sniffs deeply. Derek’s scent is off to the left
and a little ways into the forest. Stiles makes a whining noise because he
wants to be in his Mates arms right now. He hears an answering growl and he
shivers in delight.
He begins walking in the direction of the smell and as he ears Derek getting
closer to him his speed picks up. Soon he’s in a flat out run and he can hear
that Derek is too.
Suddenly he can’t hear Derek anymore and he stops completely. He sniffs the air
but the only scent of Derek’s around is what he first inhaled when he woke up.
Stiles whines again and licks his lips. “Derek, don’t play, I want you. I’ve
waited so long. Come out.” He pants.
He can feel his body start to heat up with the unspoken promise of Derek
finally giving him what he wants, what he needs. He’s hard within seconds and
he stumbles.
Before he can hit the ground a pair of strong thick arms circles his waist and
hauls him towards their body. Stiles moans brokenly when his ass comes in
contact with the hard line of Derek’s cock through both layers of their jeans.
“You smell so good.” Derek growls. He buries his face in Stiles’ neck and licks
and nips at the skin there. Stiles bares his neck in complete submission and
moans. He reaches up and grips the back of Derek’s neck, trying to pull the
older man against him even more. He feels Derek chuckle against his neck and
can’t help but twist in his arms so he can finally kiss him.
As soon as their lips touch they both lose it. They press into each other
harder and more desperate. Now that there are no more boundaries in their way
they can’t seem to get enough of each other.
Stiles begins pulling at Derek’s shirt, dragging it up his chest and over his
head before tossing it behind him. Derek chuckles and Stiles gives him a
halfhearted glare. “I can finally have you fully and I don’t care if it’s in
the woods, you’re going to take me and you’re going to take me
hard. Up against a tree and then in the dirt for all I fucking care. It’s going
to happen though, you better believe it.” Stiles growls/whines.
Derek’s wolf growls in approval and paces the boundary of his mind. Derek grips
the waist band of Stiles’ jeans and pulls. The jeans rip right in half and he
tosses the halves to the side, not even caring if they were good jeans or not.
The moan that leaves Stiles’ mouth tells him that he doesn’t care either.
Derek moves his hands to the back of Stiles’ thighs and lifts him without any
hesitation. Stiles locks his legs around Derek’s waist and thrusts his dick
against the slightly coarse hair of Derek’s happy trail.
Derek growls and digs around in his pocket for the small packet of lube he
swiped from Jackson and Danny’s room before going for his walk this morning. He
knew that Stiles would probably wake while he was gone and would be ready for
him. What he didn’t expect was for Stiles to come looking for him and
practically attack him in the middle of the woods where any one of the pack
mates could venture upon them.
Stiles stops long enough to arch an eyebrow at the sudden appearance of lube in
the middle of the woods. Derek shrugs. “I figured you would be horny when you
woke up so I snatched some from Danny and Jackson. They have like two full
draws of this shit.” He mocks shudders.
Stiles laughs and it sounds so much better with the slight growl to it now.
“Aren’t we lucky to have them around.” He teases.
Derek snorts as he rips the packet open and squirts some on to his fingers. He
brings his fingers down to Stiles’ ass and circles his hole with two of them.
Stiles’ legs tense for half a second before relaxing and a moan slips from his
lips. Derek keeps rubbing until the tight skin gives a little bit and then he
thrusts the first finger up inside.
Stiles gasps and his whole body shudders. Derek’s fingers feel so much more
different than his did. He voices this and loves the way Derek growls against
the skin of his neck, the skin he’s currently abusing with his teeth.
“You touched yourself there?” Derek demands.
Stiles whimpers and nods. “I had to, you weren’t doing it and there were some
night when jacking off alone wasn’t enough. I wanted it to be you every single
time.” He confesses.
Derek growls again and thrusts a second finger inside stiles now that he knows
the teen can take it. He immediately begins scissoring them and opening Stiles
up as far as he can. He purposely avoids the prostate because he’s saving that
for when his dick is actually inside Stiles.
Stiles rocks down against the fingers inside him and pants. Derek’s fingers are
so rough and calloused that he feels every single scrap of the skin against his
inner walls. He wants Derek inside him. “Derek, please, I’m ready.” He moans
and tosses his head to the side.
Derek groans at the tone of Stiles’ voice and pulls his fingers out. He pours
the rest of the lube into the palm of his hand and spreads it down his penis.
He wipes the excess lube on his leg and moves his hands to grip Stiles’ hips.
He guides Stiles down until the tip of his cock rests against Stiles’ stretched
and waiting entrance.
Stiles licks his lips and smiles at Derek. “Come on Derek. Fill me up and make
me feel it. I want it so bad. Have for a long time. Since even before we
started dating. Do it.”
Hearing Stiles’ words make him lose the last of his control and he roughly
pulls Stiles down onto his cock. He can feel the way Stiles’ body stretches
around him and sucks him right in. When his balls slap the flesh of Stiles’ ass
he pauses and gives Stiles’ body a chance to adjust.
Stiles doesn’t seem to agree with this because he whines again and tries to
thrust even further down onto Derek’s cock. Derek chuckles and forcefully holds
him still so that he doesn’t hurt Stiles during his first time. Stiles whines
again and Derek decides he loves the sound. Having Stiles so desperate for him
that he whines like a child for it is an amazing feeling.
Once he feels Stiles’ body relax around him and slow begins circling his hips
and thrusting shallowly into him. Stiles’ hands suddenly go from gripping his
shoulders to circling the tree against his back. As soon as he has purchase he
begins lifting and dropping himself on Derek’s cock.
Derek’s jaw drops slightly from the new strength of Stiles’ body and his dick
twitches inside the boy. He always knew Stiles would make an amazing werewolf
but he never thought he would actually get to see it. Watching his Mate and the
boy he loves fuck himself onto his cock is almost more than Derek can take for
their first time together. He feels too close to coming already.
To his relief he feels Stiles’ breath hitch and his body language changes
alerting him to the fact that Stiles is close as well. He decides to get Stiles
there quickly because he’s about to blow so he adjusts him and reaches up to
wrap a hand around Stiles’ penis.
Stiles gasps and moans when the dry rough drag of Derek’s hand engulfs his
dick. The new stimulation has him wanting to thrust up into it but also away
from it because it’s so dry. His hips twitch and shift and the movement ends up
driving the tip of Derek’s dick into his prostate.
The sudden drilling into his prostate has Stiles seizing up and coming all over
his chest and Derek’s hand.
Derek feels Stiles clench around him and grunts as he fills the smaller boy up
with his cum. He collapses forward and presses Stiles even further into the
tree to keep them both upright. Stiles sighs in blissful happiness and threads
his fingers through Derek’s hair and lines kisses across his forehead and down
his cheek.
“Thank you thank you thank you…” he’s whispering over and over again.
Derek grins against the skin of Stiles’ neck and peaks up at him. Stiles grins
back down at him and presses a kiss to Stiles’ mouth. “You don’t have to thank
me, I’ve been wanting to do that just as much as you.” He admits.
Derek leans back and gently pulls out of Stiles before lowering him to his
feet. When Stiles winces Derek quickly goes into protective mode and starts
checking Stiles over.
Stiles laughs and places his hands on Derek’s chest to stop him. “I’m fine.
It’s just my back.” he assures.
Derek frowns and turns him around. His eyes widen and he gasps when he takes in
the state of Stiles’ back.
“What?” Stiles asks as he tries to reach behind him and feel around himself.
“There are pieces of the tree embedded into your back. if you had been human
you’d need to go to the hospital.” He says as he gently begins pulling the
pieces out. Some are small and some are actually quite large and long. He feels
Stiles twitch every time he pulls one out but is thankful that the wounds heal
as soon as the bark is removed.
When the last piece of tree is removed from Stiles’ back Derek turns him back
around and pulls him into his arms. Stiles sighs and hugs him back because he
knows how the older man is feeling right now. Stiles would feel the same way if
Derek was at risk of being seriously hurt. He felt that way when Derek took on
Peter.
When Derek finally pulls back Stiles brings him forward and kisses him hard and
soundly. He conveys everything he’s feeling and everything he’s promising in
that one kiss before pulling back and smiling. “I’m safe with you and I know
you would never hurt me. Getting a few pieces of bark in my back from being
fucked up against a tree is not you hurting me. It’s being so desperate for sex
I didn’t care where or how we did it.”
Derek chuckles and finally nods. “Alright, but next time we’re having sex in a
bed only.”
Stiles pouts and crosses his arms across his chest. “No car sex? I really
really wanted to see what it would be like to have sex in both your car and my
car.” He whines.
Derek sighs like it’s such a hard ship and nods. “Fine, we’ll try the cars at
least one time.” He finally agrees.
Stiles beams and jumps at Derek, wrapping his arms and legs around him and
peppering his face with kisses and nips and licks. He doesn’t even realize that
he’s still naked and is pressing ‘everything’ against Derek’s naked chest.
Derek growls and turns his face to bring Stiles into a harsh wet kiss. Stiles
moans and feels his dick begin to swell again. Derek hums and wraps a hand
around Stiles. Stiles’ mouth opens on a gasp and Derek plunges his tongue
inside.
After several minutes Stiles pulls back and sucks in deep breaths. “I’m so glad
I took the bite.” He says before ripping Derek’s jeans much like his own,
gripping his newly hardened erection and thrusting down onto it.
“Me too.” Derek moans. “God, me too.”
~!@#$%^&!~
Back at the house Danny smirks as he pounds into Jackson over and over as they
both listen to the two guys in the forest having sex again.
Jackson’s eyes are closed and his head is thrown back as he moans again and
again. He can vision what Derek and Stiles look like while fucking because he
can hear them so perfectly and he can admit that he loves it.
Danny chuckles when Jackson’s breath hitches just like Stiles does when Derek
pounds against his prostate. Danny reaches down and grips Jackson’s erection
and pumps it as he pumps his hips. “I knew there was more to you little
listening kink. It all makes sense now.” He teases.
Jackson can only moan and arch his back like Stiles as Danny changes the angle
and pounds into his own prostate right along with Derek.
If Danny smirks and Derek grins well that’s just something no one needs to know
about.
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