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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      No_Archive_Warnings_Apply, Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Harry_Potter_-_J._K._Rowling
  Relationship:
      Narcissa_Black_Malfoy/Severus_Snape
  Character:
      Narcissa_Black_Malfoy, Severus_Snape
  Additional Tags:
      Marauders'_Era, but_no_marauders_here, OOC, Out_of_Character, Challange,
      sorry_this_is_my_first_work_in_english, Translated, i'm_sorry_for_this
      ship, Kissing
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-11-05 Words: 7954
****** Now I'll Kiss You ******
by xxnessan
Summary
     There are situations that, strange as it may seem, can become an
     habit. Severus finds it in that strange afternoon with Narcissa Black
Notes
     So I'm posting this now but I am not sure at all if this will be here
     for too long. Since it's my first work in english I'm a bit insecure.
     Hope ya like it and any erro pls tell me!
Now I'll kiss you
Severus Snape was an unlucky guy. It is not necessary to know him, just hearing
his name the whole school knew about the miserable life that the poor boy
lives. He suffers provocations every day of the most popular kids, of his group
of "friends" that despised him and also her best friend and childhood first
love rejected him. A laughing stock for the whole school. He pretended not to
care about what everyone said, but he cares. He was very good at hiding
feelings, but didn't have the ability to delete them.
He could pretend he did not hear the taunts, but heard. He could pretend not to
feel anything about the others, but felt. So he enjoyed his own company more
than anyone else. He loved, needed and demanded to be left alone. Not only
because he knew that most people didn't want his presence near, but also
because they simply hated having to deal with the futility and falseness of the
people around him. He saw them as not as much as rats: noisy and furtive, ready
to move upon his companions for any reason.
But there was a presence than he could bear. Slightly.
The younger sister of Black appeared to him the first time out of pure
interest, as it would be different. That same, the blonde girl, short and
annoying voice that joined the Slytherin one year after him. She wanted help
for her task potions. He promised to return with anything he asked. He did not
charge anything, but vowed to remember it.
Appeared, then a second time to take a doubt of Defense Against the Dark Arts.
And a third time with the same intention. And a fourth time. And when he had
already lost count of how many times she had come to see him to ask something
ridiculous about the matter, he saw her sitting in front of the library,
talking about trifles as if they were old friends.
"Black ..." he tried to start, amid the endless chatter of the blonde. "I do
not know if you noticed, but we're in a library."
She raised an eyebrow before answering.
"So what? Everyone's talking too, Snape. Including those noisy there."
She pointed to a group of four kids sitting not too far from where I was. He
immediately recognized the black hair, uncombed wires, always aligned and
quietly as the Marauders, the biggest karma of his life. In his view it looked
like a bunch of monkeys gesturing and talking loudly, but the other students,
especially girls, did not share his opinion.
"Although ... " she continued. "The Marauders are a bunch of jerks."
And that's when Severus Snape realized that he could maintain an almost
friendly relationship with Narcissa Black. After all, anyone also claimed that
those four demons were actually four stooges who only knew how to pose in front
of the school had minimal required good sense to have a conversation with him.
Narcissa was ... nice. Often preferred to speak than hearing, which was not a
problem for Severus who didn't care to exchange words. But when he wanted to
say something, he had her full attention. What was unheard of when it comes to
Severus Snape. He found himself liking the sensation, although let her to take
most of the discussions by her uncontrolled habit of speaking. She had
intriguing views on various issues that Severus could ever imagine that a girl
of her class even consider one day.
Nevertheless, he didn't want this friendly relationship that was born between
him and the blonde be prolonged for much more than that. Narcissa Black could
not be a complete stupid, but she was still like the others: proud, loud and
annoying. He did not want and could not call it a friendship, that kind of
feeling was directed to Lily and she only. And Lily was every day more distant
from him. Narcissa wanted to blame for his departure from the redhead, but he
knew it was a fallacy. Lily hated everything related to Slytherin, that
included his group of friends, Narcissa and even himself. And to make matters
worse he still watched its gradual approach with that Potter, the bloody leader
of the Marauders that spread to all corners of Hogwarts as he was in love and
wanted to have a date with her. Pathetic. He couldn't believe that Lily was
falling in a speech like that.
Then Severus found himself surrounded by the constant presence of Narcissa in
his daily lives. Sometimes they had lunch together - or as two people who sat
nearby and kept a random conversation, as he liked to stress - or studying in
the library. But mostly having long conversations in any enough empty corner of
Hogwarts for anyone to see them together, or worse, hear. The tone of the
various subjects rarely discussed approached something dangerous. Most often
they talked about the wizarding world politics, about the events in the
ministry or even about Hogwarts. Narcissa liked to talk about flowers and also
about her sisters, sometimes Severus could hitch a matter of potions and
ingredients or dark arts. She didn't respond enthusiastically, but always
listened carefully to what he had to say and rarely censored.
But one day it escaped his control. They weren't so close as well to discuss
certain topics, but she did not seem to care. It started when they were sitting
next to a window overlooking the Quidditch training camp. Severus ignored the
noise of the Gryffindor players on the outside as he tried to teach her an
exercise in Arithmancy, but Narcissa was oblivious explanations, not taking the
bright blue eyes of the window. Gave up trying to continue helping the blonde,
and began gathering his stuff to leave when she spoke for the first time in
that strange afternoon.
"Don't you think Evans is a complete idiot?"
That phrase immediately caught his attention, stopping to pack his stuff right
away. He arched an eyebrow in curiosity, almost offended by her statement.
"Why do you say that?"
He realized that she did not even take his eyes off the window. It seemed
bewitched, and in fact she was delighted as he followed a special point on the
outside.
"Potter is always inviting to go out and she never accepted. Who would not
accept going out with him? I mean, I'd take time out with him. Not much
idiocy?"
At that moment Severus was already mesmerized by her statement. He always
thought that Narcissa despised the existence of the boys as he. And now she was
speaking clearly there that she would like to date the leader - and the dumbest
- of them. In a way he felt betrayed by the declaration of "friend" and shifted
uncomfortable in his chair, as if preparing to leave the room and Narcissa
alone with her dreams beyond the window. But she continued:
"Well, of course I think the Marauders are four flashy goofy, but this is
Sirius' fault. You know, he's my cousin, that idiot. But Potter ... it's
different you know? The other day he helped me with a stack of heavy books. It
was so kind and cute, and beautiful. You know the Gryffindors did not speak
much with us ... so different from my cousin's asshole. So I was wondering why
that Evans never accepted a date with him. This makes no sense, does it?
Snape?"
He did not pay attention or halfway through the chatter of Narcissa. He was now
seriously pondering the reasons Lily never have accepted a request from Potter.
He was a popular guy, fought by all the girls of good family and rich. A
complete idiot, of course, but the whole Hogwarts female population does not
care about this fact. He was sure that Potter had begun to try to seduce Lily
when they began to definitively put away at the fourth year. If Lily was as one
of several brainless that easily fell into his chat surely he would have given
more time. But she was not. If she didn't mind the rush of Potter perhaps - and
just maybe - he might still have a chance with her? Perhaps he could rescue his
old friend and - who knows - anything else? Was a possibility that now screamed
in his mind as he had never noticed before.
"Ah ... Snape?"
He turned to realize that Narcissa was still there. He was not often stray,
especially in the presence of another person. Now the blonde was with her blue
eyes staring into them, the outline of an amused smile on the corner of her
mouth.
"You like Evans, right?"
She was certain of it, didn't have to ask. But she did so to see how Severus
had done in the situation. He shifted again in his chair uncomfortably. He
didn't speak on this subject with anyone, not even his mother that was the one
he more or less trust after Lily. He didn't feel any better about talking at
this point with Narcissa. But now her big blue eyes devoured with curiosity and
expectation. He did not speak. He did not want to say anything.
"Lily and I are childhood friends."
He said with the greatest possible coolness, thinking it enough to deceive now.
But of course it was not.
 
"I'm not stupid, Snape, I noticed your crush on her. In fact, I don't know who
hasn't noticed yet."
That was the first moment he regretted bitterly the beginning of that insane
friendship he shared with Narcissa Black. A bad taste took his mouth and
suddenly he just wanted to curse her and leave, as he always did when he felt
threatened in any way. Offending is to defend. Listen to his weakness of a girl
like her was worse than being humiliated in front of all the four assholes. He
could not afford to be as transparent as it made him look. He felt naked and
pathetic. He returned to store the material, but this time more aggressively.
"I'm not here to listen to accusations and blunders of a little girl."
He threw his black hair in front of his face to disguise any clear trace of
feelings he knew it and took his backpack, leaving the side of the blonde as
fast as he could. For some reason unknown Narcissa would not give up so easily
on the subject. Shortly after getting up angrily from the table, he could hear
her footsteps following him.
"So you really like Evans."
She said as they walked. He ignored her without looking at her.
"I think together we could do something about it." She went on, even
endeavoring to follow in his footsteps. "You like Evans, I like Potter. Fits
perfectly, what do you think?"
He did not respond and quickened his pace. Narcissa was low and had short legs,
her head hits on his shoulder. She didn't hold pace of his feet and failed to
follow it. Or maybe she had just left him to think alone, it was never know.
Narcissa Black, however, wouldn't give up so easy. It could be disguised as a
thorny rose. The next day she sat in front of him at the breakfast table and
began to chatter as if nothing had happened. He again ignored her and left
quickly in silence. She left him, not making sure to run after him. He knew
that the girl didn't like people see them in the main hall so close together.
But she kept insisting on a "rapprochement".
The second time he bitterly regretted his "friendship" with Narcissa was taking
her to places she liked to spend time to talk alone. And she followed him. In
the library, in the benches of gardens, on the edge of Black Lake, behind the
Quidditch pitch and the open corridors of the east wing. When he thought
finally be at peace, Narcissa appreciate to start talking about something
without feeling waiting for him to answer.
In the beginning he hard resisted attempts to pull a matter with the girl, but
a week later he already answered, to in a moment resume the frequency of
conversations without even realizing it. When he realized that the ice he had
given the girl was worthless before the Black power persuasion was too late.
He did not think that things between them would again became strange. And even
worse.
Now that he knew the crush of Narcissa by the goddamn Potter, she wasn't
contained herself when she started to wearily talking about it. Of course he
found irritating and politely asked her to shut up, but it was no use because
it seemed only encourage her to speak further. And in one of those days that he
was in one of the deserted corridors and overlooking the lake she decided to
follow him to talk a little more about James Potter, as Severus apparently was
the one who supported listen to her chatter.
It was hot and sunny that day much more to his taste. Most of the students were
enjoying the sun near the lake. Severus just wanted a place to read quietly,
but was unable to bear the heat of the library and the dungeons. So she easily
found him in that particular hall to share her nonsense which he was minimally
interested.
But that day Narcissa was strangely restless, which cannot fail to be noticed
by him. Severus was a born observer and knew perfectly well that the blonde was
holding to say something. Sighing and knowing he would regret, he asked
"What is it, Black? You're not even talking about Potter today."
She bit her lower lip signaling her nervousness. He knew it would not stop her
to speak whatever it was, so he waited until she finally was willing.
"You know ... I like Potter. You like Evans." She said. He never claimed or
denial that that information, nor would now. He just nodded.
"So what?"
She replied coolly as was usual.
"I think ... we should somehow start trying to get them in some way. You know,
train."
He arched a black eyebrow in disbelief. He couldn't understand where the blonde
was going with that, then disagreed.
"Uh ... no I do not understand."
The girl stood now right in front, staring intently with her big blue eyes. She
took a small step forward, slowly approaching a dangerous way ever dared
before.
"Have you ever kissed anyone before?"
The question had taken of such a surprise that his brain not deign to find an
answer. He was groggy for a few seconds, and when he finally stopped to think
about it, she continued to speak.
"I've kissed once. My cousin Regulus. It was horrible, I mean, he left me all
frilly and I found it so disgusting that I even thought I never do it again."
He swallowed hard trying to understand where she was going with that. Then he
found himself thinking of a scene years ago. He almost had lost this memory: he
and a redheaded girl under a mistletoe during Christmas. She told him they
should kiss if they wanted to get lucky. They touched his lips for a second.
And then they separated. Happy, confident and innocent. But this was different.
"Me too ... Once."
He replied somewhat uncertain what he was saying. She kept coming dangerously,
that made his whole body to tense on alert.
"I am suggesting that we should train, you know? For when I be with James, and
you with Evans, we know exactly what we're doing ..."
He took a step backward, fearing it could result in the situation. But she took
another step forward to force approach. Severus tried to continue to move away,
but the girl was determined to get closer to him. Until Severus saw no way out.
"Are you suggesting that we should we kiss?"
He said, his voice coming out and dragged lower than planned
."Yes" she answered strangely in the same tone.
"And you're sure about that?"
"And why not? "
"Sounds weird."
"Sounds like a great idea."
He felt the wall hit his back when he saw that he had no way more to go. She
stared at him with her eyes slightly darker than usual. He didn't know what
exactly he was afraid. Narcissa could be an annoying little girl, but she was
beautiful and had no denying. Her hair was light in a beautiful silvery tone
that curled back. The skin was smooth in a healthy and attractive pallor. And
the eyes in moon shape, bright blue, with full and smiling lips. She didn't fit
at all with the greasy hair and hook-shaped nose he had. But he doesn't see her
in this way. He's trying not to see her in this way. His thoughts were directed
to Lily. All the time. All the time. All th-
"I never gave a real kiss, I don't know what I would do when I’ll be with a
real boy. Could you show me? Just a little, please Severus!"
He didn’t want to give in this way, but he saw himself not getting away from
that look Narcissa had between eager and hopeful. He sighed trying to hide his
nervousness, as if bored with it all. But in fact his heart jumped wildly in
his chest. He hoped she could not hear him.
"Ok. "
He said that trying to pretend as much as possible his bored expression. She
replied with a smile before approaching further. When their bodies slipped into
each other, she stood on tiptoe and leaned slowly to his face. His breathing
had been erratic, his heart jumping like a circus performer. But stopped
halfway, with a wrinkle of irritation at the party.
"You are too high, Snape. You should be down and come to me."
He stifled a gasp of fright in her throat as she uttered the words. His heart
had not diminished pace, and now noticed mild redness appearing on the girl's
face. Seeing she was also nervous somehow reassured a bit when he started to
lean toward her face. As was not sure how to do that work, so it was close
enough to see the light freckles on her nose and he closed his eyes.
Surrendering to dark by the brief moment that he was going against the mouth of
the girl. Then he felt the softness of her lips. Judged softer and warmer than
imagined, enjoying the feeling. He pressed them more firmly before starting any
movement. Then discovered that he wanted a greater extent before starting to
caress them with one's lips. Involuntarily he felt his hands gently touching
her face, which responded by returning the caresses. Narcissa was amazed by the
delicacy made for him when he began the act. She didn't expect him to be so
firm and warm, but mostly affectionate. It was nothing like when Regulus went
saliva on his face. It was beautiful, attentive and warm. She liked the feeling
of affection on his lips, his nose rather large and gently touching the face of
his hand warming her cheeks. How could you not like it? It was magical. So
Severus, as she was enjoying the moment as much as he decided to try something
more dangerous. He had never done it before, so he was unsure. But ever seen,
and read in several novels. He slightly opened his mouth letting your tongue
escape to gently touch her lips. But when Narcissa felt it was becoming faster
and went tightened. Severus realized she was frightened to move, then stopped.
Reluctantly parted her lips and opened his eyes. He noticed she stared at the
floor.
"Narcissa." he allowed himself to use the first name of the girl. "What?"
She put her hand to her swollen sides and finally looked at him. The eyes were
frightened and his breathing ragged. Severus didn't try a new approach, leaving
room for her to recover.
"I'm just ... I don't know." She turned back to break eye contact. "I think I'm
leaving."
And with that, without further explanation, she left the hall in a hurry,
leaving Severus Snape with a look of total incomprehension.
After the unexpected Narcissa's reaction followed by her "escape" Severus
couldn't stay in one place or continue his reading. He decided that even with
the supernatural warmth of this strange spring was better return to the
dungeons. Narcissa was a natural Slytherin, but it said openly that she hated
the moisture from the home of Salazar.
What had just passed out so complex that it cannot find a plausible reason for
what happened. Train for their "beloved"? It could not be possible, after all
what was the point of kissing Narcissa and not Lily? Nor do understand the
reaction of the girl insisted that the whole situation first. It only proved
the complexity of the female and its nuances.
He didn't return to find her the next day and even on sunny days that have
passed. She also did not bother to see him. Every day they watched dine with
other friends, but say nothing. She felt strangely uncomfortable when she
directed her eyes for him too. Was she ... Embarrassed?
Now he found himself in a new situation. He kissed a girl and didn't know how
to approach it. Just how he used to futile villains of his adolescence - the
popular stupid -. It was so pathetic, impotent and futile that he wondered why
spent so much time thinking about it. Maybe drowning in books could be a
solution. It had been so long since he was researching about the dark arts
because of the blonde that he didn't realize how missed. After all he likes the
company itself. He likes the solitude.
Although relieved to see the days that followed seemed strangely empty. Nothing
compared to when we finally entered Hogwarts, going to Slytherin and Lily to
Gryffindor. This was a black hole that would never leave. But something did not
seem right. Did he get used to much to her annoying presence? Ridiculous.
Should thank the young Black finally decided to leave him alone, even in
strange circumstances.
But she came back. Two weeks after the event.
He was avoiding his favorite places since the "incident" with Narcissa. It was
a way to avoid it, though he knew she was not making any effort to demand it.
When he finally realized that Narcissa left once that crazy idea of friendship
between them he was allowed to return to attend the empty hallway, his
abandoned stone bench. She would not dare to return to the place that triggered
it all.
But there she was. Severus realized by the sound of her footsteps. Soft and
dancing. Narcissa was not discrete as the ladies that high society witch tried
to form, nor she wanted discretion. She was all flashy and liked it. Severus
did not have to disguise that had not noticed her presence, she went straight
to him.
"Hello." said the blonde unceremoniously sitting beside him on the stone bench.
He didn't answer.
"I wanted to apologize." She continued not caring about the fact that the boy
ignore it, she knew he was listening.
He shifted uneasily, but still did not answer.
"I talked to Sirius." He couldn't ignore it, turning dumbfounded at the girl.
Since he now had his full attention, even if they said nothing, she continued
with a triumphant smile on his face "You know how he is with girls. I asked if
kissing is so strange, and he said that if using the tongue and still seem odd
is that something is not right. I guess we did something wrong then. Still time
to fix, if know what I mean. I intend to win James soon."
Severus pursed a fully disbelieving eyebrow as she finished speaking. He knew
how much the blonde could be unpredictable and even a little unbalanced, but
did not think she could reach this level of shamelessness. It had been two
weeks they didn't speak. Blessed two weeks. And she spoke as if it had been
hours since that unfortunate scene in this same place. Opening his mouth in
amazement, he only managed to drop:
"You cannot be serious."
The blonde just gave a face, enjoying his reaction. She's crazy, he concluded.
It could not be anything else.
"All right, Snape. I'll say." She sighed, finally looking back to its normal
state. "I'm sorry for the last time, okay? It was sudden and abrupt, but it was
because I had been thinking about it for some time, but didn't dare. I can't
ask for a boy to kiss me so suddenly, especially him. "She stressed the pronoun
considering that Severus knew who it was. "I thought you as my friend could
help me, and because you also like someone else. Only I got scared when things
started to move. I'm an idiot, I know."
Severus did not agree or disagree, just continued to stare at her with his
eyebrows raised. So first she came her head Narcissa was a girl: fragile,
romantic and frightened; a little unstable and with unusual ideas, but still a
maiden brought up in a traditional, almost oppressive environment. And as much
as he had no tact to deal with his own feelings and how to demonstrate them to
others. He was sympathetic to her, that it was not common. Then he remembered
the scene two weeks ago and concluded that it was not bad what happened, but
strange, uncomfortable.
And yet there was the argument that convinced him to start with it: Lily. Will
it one day be in the same situation but with Lily? It would be worthwhile to
spend this time with Narcissa in the future to be able to provide the same to
Lily?
"You think we should try again?" He asked so low that she could barely hear his
voice.
But out enough to Narcissa, who saw her eyes light up with anticipation.
"I think it would be interesting."
Then she moved again. Dangerously. Severus could glimpse again the freckles on
your nose.
Severus sighed, letting his thoughts traveling on why was agreeing with it
after all. A distraction? Or he does liked the first experience that was eager
to repeat it? Didn't seem right to enjoy this kind of situation, but when it
saw the light skin and its floral scent his thoughts strayed at the same time
the logical sense of it all. There was no logic. There was her blue eyes and
her floral perfume.
"I'll hold your face." he said.
"It's all right."
"You have to use the tongue."
"Right."
"You are ready?"
"Yup."
Then he found himself again approaching. She closed her eyes, he imitated
clenching his eyelids and let his instincts guide you toward him. This time he
dared to take his hand to the nape of the girl before her lips touch it other.
And when they finally reached the soft lips, he started slowly.
He moved slowly and carefully. She seemed more relaxed with the kiss this time,
corresponding with more security and courage. He felt her gasp softly as he
tried to intensify the movement. He didn’t know exactly how to get it without
scaring it again but tried again half open his mouth to let his tongue touch
the soft her lips. Narcissa did not object, however, corresponded to the
stimulus too well when he felt the blonde own tongue sought to intensify the
affection.
The subtle sweet taste of first kiss became much stronger and present as it
deepened. It was an equation, as his potions, which combined with all the
elements seemed to go well: the softness of the lips, the taste of mouth, the
smell of her perfume, skin smoothness. It was unprecedented and unparalleled.
Narcissa saw the heat from top to bottom as they let that slow movement more
urgent and intense. The needed more contact, needed more friction. Barely
noticed as he grabbed the collar of his shirt and he squeezed and stroked his
neck. He wanted to move in her hair, always had the curiosity to know if his
black tresses were so greasy as appeared. They were testified when she began to
mess them. It had a smooth texture, thick, good to go hands.
Her caresses left him more excited. He wanted to feel it more widely as he knew
she also wanted to feel. His hand slipped off the face to the neck. Neck to the
back. Back to the thighs.
Narcissa gasped, and again stopped the movement. They eventually split up when
reminded that also needed air.
Severus opened his eyes for fear of seeing the same expression frightened on
the blonde's face. But he was not there. His lips were swollen, heaving a
smile. The dark, thirsty eyes. She was pleased.
"That was different." She concluded amidst wheezing.
He didn’t know how to respond, so just nodded.
"The next time we test the hands thing. I must go now."
Severus took a while before he thinks what she really meant by that. He opened
his mouth to speak, but she was getting up from the stone bench and
straightening her skirt.
"What do you mean by next tim-...?"
But she turned up with a huge smile on her face, as if they just had a casual
conversation, and left, skipping down the hall.
Severus knew it could not be good.
 
The third time was a place away from the castle, near the Owlery. Narcissa was
talkative on any subject and he was forced to respond. Until the sudden moment
she stood before him and cornered him on the stone wall, standing on tiptoe to
approach him.
Narcissa had become more urgent, more intense with that kiss. She didn't wait
for her quick talk to stick her tongue directly into his mouth as she messed
with his hair. This time out he frightened Narcissa holding her arms and
forcing the blonde to get away from him.
"What will happen if we continue to do this?" He asked in a wheezing.
"We will continue friends as always."
"I am not your friend."
"Then we will be colleagues that kiss occasionally."
She shrugged and went back to smirk. Severus felt defeated and allowed her to
come again.
The frequency of their conversations didn't follow the same since the first one
incident. Narcissa returned to demand it to talk about homework, and even
sometimes could have a casual conversation as before. But every time they were
alone she took advantage of the situation to jump into his arms and begin to
kiss him shamelessly. The worst is that he didn't know how to divert the
situation. Every time she saw him alone, he could see the mischievous look of
blonde, followed by a lower lip bite that ended with her insistently pulling
his neck and gasping in his arms.
They don't talk about Lily. Either she was saying something about James. They
continued with his training and did not ask anything to the other on any
progress with your loved ones. The presence of Narcissa in his life was
inversely proportional to the presence of Lily. The more he seeing the blonde
the least he sees the redhead. He felt Lily slipping through his fingers. He
was concerned but didn't see how to approach. Potter was a constant around
Lily. Although she still claimed anyone who would listen that they had nothing,
he knew something was going on and it hurt him.
Delve into the dark arts was not a consequence of Lily's stepping back. He was
interested in the subject, was not to blame if Lily vehemently reproached his
studies. Until he began to hear rumors. Rumors about a wizard who manipulated
the dark arts, a powerful wizard who could purge any backpack filth of the
wizarding world.
Narcissa usually abstained this issue. The times she looked for him ended in
kisses, hugs and caresses. They never passed it. But Severus began to feel
involved with the trials of her when they were not alone. He longed for the
times they were together. It was the moment that combined stress of studies and
your stress with Lily. Or at least that's what he was trying to convince
himself.
The meetings have become part of their daily lives. It had times Narcissa dared
call him in the middle of the common room to flee to a place reserved. He could
not fail to be used on such occasions. Rare were the times he even drove to the
meetings. Narcissa had an unstable personality and wild too much for his
peaceful everyday. Sometimes she unbuttoned some spots of her shirt, completely
decentralizing whatever he had to do to fantasize about doing the scene. Once
she grabbed one of the empty corridors to simulate the dangers of a busted. It
was exciting. And very funny, he found himself thinking.
During the holidays he didn't see her once. He knew which family she belonged
and what they would say if they found out what was up. He took the opportunity
to try to erase the image of the blonde's thoughts as she concentrated on the
magnificent art of darkness. He failed entirely.
His last year started with a strange incident involving Narcissa, an empty
cabin, and a lost tie.
The meetings continued. This time Severus seeking more for the blonde. Every
time he saw the damn Potter near Lily felt almost mad. And he didn't like when
he saw Narcissa glances directed at him. It was almost a dilemma.
The apex of that feeling he didn't want to call jealousy - jealous of Narcissa?
Of course not. - It was when he saw her in one of Hogsmeade trips with Potter.
Narcissa never walked with Severus for Hogsmeade, she was afraid to see them
together. But not Potter, apparently. He gritted his teeth to see that entered
a teahouse emanating funny heart-shaped vapors . He didn't wait to talk to her,
he left the village with his teeth grinding - of cold, of course - looking to
stick in his darkness arts books.
And the girl did not say anything about that meeting. In fact, she was not
looking for it for a week after Hogsmeade. He missed their daily quick kisses
in a lonely place of the castle during the week, but would never admit to it.
But he was so angry with the meeting with Narcissa and Potter that he didn't
dare to go after her. When she drove her eyes he turned the face. She got
irritated everytime, I could tell. But he didn't give up. She didn’t deserve
his attention.
Narcissa then returned with the crazed eyes of fury when he finally found
themselves alone. He ignored her as he had the first time. But it was now much
more daring with regard to him and also more loose. He withdrew the book from
the hand of the boy with a slap.
"You can stop this ridiculous jealousy, Snape!" She screamed. Severus thanked
that no one to listened to them.
"I do not know what you're talking about."
"Oh, we both know right. You saw me with James in Hogsmeade and now are
jealous!"
"So what for this drama for me, Black? Why not back with your Potter and leave
me alone, as it has done in the last week?"
"It's ridiculous, and that’s not why I stopped talking to you!" She screamed
with the squeaky voice and with tears almost out of her eyes.
He raised an eyebrow, indifferent.
"Potter rejected me! Amused?"
Severus didn't know well what to say. He knew of the platonic passion that
Narcissa has for Potter and he based on that why she was looking for this only.
He didn’t know then he should be relieved that Narcissa would not get involved
with the bloody Potter or desperate because now there was no reason for her to
get his kisses.
"It wasn't for this reason that I was afraid to talk to you ... " she said, her
voice a little more controlled, although tearful.
"Then why?" He questioned almost like a sigh.
She raised her little right hand and he could glimpse the reason. A beautiful
and large diamond ring shone on her ring finger, reflecting the bright light in
the well-cut stone. He swallowed the dry, knowing what that meant.
"I'm engaged." She said. "That's why."
He felt something like a punch in the stomach hitting him on the head. Of
course, one day Narcissa family will decide the best for her future setting an
advantageous marriage for when she finished her studies. But he was not
prepared to hear that. I was not jealous. It was not jealousy. Perhaps concern.
Never jealousy.
"And that means ...?" Attempted to start, afraid of what might listen.
"Doesn’t mean anything." That's what she said before feeling the taste of her
lips against his.
 
Nothing has changed in his habits to see Narcissa that year. Even after the
official announcement of their marriage. She seemed to see itself as a mere
formality. She was fully aware that the day should take the perfect wife of
paper that had been trained to be. But nothing prevented to continue looking
for Severus. He, in turn, had to study for the NEWTs, sought to relate better
to the witch society, researching on the man's self-titled Lord Voldemort and
his revolutionary ideas at the same time he seeing Lily establish a
relationship with Potter. But nothing prevented his meetings with the blonde
Slytherin. He knows that after that year all will be over.
Then he left Hogwarts. Narcissa remained. From time to time he sent letters
which they exchanged information about the ideology of the Dark Lord. She
agreed with his ideas to the supported his follower posture. But no kisses. No
more meetings.
He spent that last year suffered the absence of Lily. Loses hated it and hated
to see that she planned to marry Potter. The hatred that gnawed at his soul
only drove the search for dark arts. The Lord liked it, he said that could use
it for more refined tasks. He liked that.
And he hadn't Narcissa to distract him. Narcissa did not have to hear it. As
the year ran she looked as far as his Lily. It also hurt inexplicably. He was
convinced to deal with the absence of Narcissa was only a physical issue.
Nothing more than this.
 
Another summer has passed. Become one of the most trusted men of the Dark Lord.
He considered other thoroughbred diners so inferior intellectually as Muggles
themselves. Among them was Lucius Malfoy, an unpleasant and snobbish man who
was about to marry Narcissa. He could not help but feel sorry for the girl, and
victorious every time Lucius sent him a snob look and he remembered the
meetings he had with his fiancée.
Never expected things aright in that direction.
In fact, he already thought so. The lonely nights he dreamed he could feel more
than just the thighs of the blonde when her kisses evolved to something more
intense. He was trying to focus on Lily's face, but it was the body of Narcissa
that flooded his dreams and thoughts. But he never believed that could advance
the signal. He wanted, and a lot, but knew it was not her goal.
Until that day that Narcissa appeared in a bridal dress on the door of your
home.
She was there with the beautiful white dress and chaste emphasizing its natural
beauty and delicate features. She wore no makeup and her hair was not combed.
Not carrying any stock or fixture, not even the bouquet. It was only her and
the dress.
"What are you doing here? How do you know where is my house?" He asked,
ignoring the fact that they didn't see each other for almost two years.
When she gave that familiar smirk he knew immediately that she would never give
the answer.
"How long, Snape. I missed our workouts"
She came, not in the same spirit he always did, but rested her hands on his
chest pushing gently forcing open the way to enter. Since it would be too
outrageous she remained there wedding dress, didn't objecting to her to get
inside.
The blonde spent little time analyzing his home with disdain. She turned back
to him, an amused smile on her lips. He frowned, afraid of what would come.
"What do you want after all, Narcissa?"
"Remember when we began our meetings, about three years at Hogwarts?"
He nodded coldly. He learned from the Lord to control his emotions. He do not
blush, he do not feel. He hid it in a cold facade.
"I said I wanted to kiss you because I didn't know how to do this with the
person I liked." She paused, his eyes wandering back through the house. He
sensed that she was nervous because he avoided eye contact.
"I remember."
"So ... "she let her eyes wander a little longer before focusing on it. They
were dark and penetrated. Frightened and ... seductive. "I do not know how to
do this on my wedding night."
The statement was too heavy for the brief understanding. He could be mortified
by hours with that suggestion, but had not had time to answer. Narcissa strode
toward him. She did not take much effort to reach it this time, because the
high heels that also reproduced a noise on the ground, allowing it to grab his
neck fiercely.
He matched the thirsty kiss for taste her again. His hands were direct to your
waist, feeling the unusual wedding dress texture. She messed with his hair as
usual, but did more desperate, longing, wistful.
They staggered without unglued until a closet. There was a sound of something
shattering on the floor, but he paid no attention, bothering to explore the
known mouth and slide his hands down annoying wedding dress. He ran his lips to
her neck, nibbling and sucking the pale skin with floral smell. She moaned down
hugging his back as he felt the taste of the region. His fingers began to look
for the hasty buttons. He raised his chin forcing him to envisage.
"I want to be taken to the room as a bride."
Severus obeyed. He bent his knees and fit in his arms. She took advantage of
the proximity of their faces for depositing soft kisses. Severus was not a very
strong man but Narcissa was light and small, not struggling to guide her to his
room, where the gently left on the bed.
He turned to kiss her when positioned his body over her. He wanted to end it
with a touch of wand. But knew she deserved better. So he returned to his job
kissing her neck and little piece of skin that the dress showed.
Narcissa bent enough that he could return to tinker on his back. So fingers
flew automatically to the buttons, pulling one by one in a hurry, but
accurately. She helped get him over the head having trouble with the bulky
skirt. She was not worried about knead it or spoil it, just wanted to get rid
of that white weight as quickly as possible. Then he had the first glimpse of
her lingerie. Black lace, making a wonderful contrast with her white skin. He
left his lips gently kiss your newfound body until she began to feel impatient
and pull take of his coat.
He didn't want to admit that he fears that she feels disappointed with his
body, but Narcissa didn't stop herself to start taking his clothes off. She bit
her lip seductively when he began to unbutton his shirt. She was not
disappointed. Also took the opportunity to make a path to his neck kisses to
his chest.
He took off his pants in one swift movement and returned to paste their bodies.
She moaned louder when she felt the bulk of his pants nestle between her legs.
Then began fidgeting seeking more contact. He noted that satisfaction a groan
and seeking the opening of her bra.
She was perfect. Even better than he'd imagine in your dreams. Let his hands
gently shake the region, pulling her moans, but did not focus much on that. He
doesn't want to scare her. And he was so inexperienced as she did not want to
hurt her with his lack of tact.
But her body still wanted more attention on the bottom. She caressed his legs
intertwined waiting for the moment. She got a little nervous when holding the
straps of her panties. But kept firm. As he revealed that expected piece of the
body, realized she was shaking a little and forced him to close his legs. Then
she turned back to his face. She was on fire so red it was. He wanted also not
blush to her face, although he saw what was being useless.
He tried reassuring as he pulled her legs. He removed the underwear somewhat
anxious. He planted a kiss on her lips before you place between your legs.
He had to look at her to make sure of that. Her look said it all.
It started with the maximum possible care knowing that Narcissa had never done
that before. She let out a loud groan, but her expression seemed in pain. He
moved a little, but again she grimaced, feeling uncomfortable. He thought for a
stop and retire. He didn't want to see her suffer for his lack of experience.
But she hissed one "Continue" when he did not follow with the movement. Nodding
again he continued. Slowly and carefully moving. He felt so good inside her,
she was so warm and receptive he knew she deserved better than those clumsy
movements. She then began to move her hips around him while his moans
increased. It was enough that he thrusts with more speed and strength. Soon it
does not contain more then gasp and moan fiercely as he increased the movement.
He found himself sweating and releasing strange noises through his mouth, but
the only thing that mattered now was Narcissa and how it matched his thrusts.
The face writhing in pleasure, red and wet and calling out his name was driving
him crazy. He knew that he would not last long, its climax was near. He leaned
in to kiss her again, she scratched his back as he bent.
Then he came at the moment that clouded his mind. When he heard that she called
his name out enough to give the act and spread up into her. Let the body fall
tired but satisfied, getting her arms the welcoming.
She spread small kisses on his head as he stroked her. He would not let her
inside, though. The image turns out as perfect as possible. Narcissa beamed
with satisfaction: all the features on your face and the sparkle in his eyes
indicated that yes.
But it lasted very little. After receiving another kiss from her, Narcissa
began searching his clothes, dressed up so slowly that was enough to make him
excited again. This time is allowed to use the wand to restore the wedding
dress. It would be the last time he would see her dressed like that. Not
invited.
She gave a quick peck on his lips when he finished dressing. Severus was still
in bed, naked, stupefied with his attitude. She looked peaceful and fully
satisfied. Before she could leave the room, he didn't hold back in asking.
"Why, Narcissa?
She faked a shrug, but he saw the amuse glint in her eyes.
"It’s the habit."
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