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  Fandom:
      Shingeki_no_Kyojin_|_Attack_on_Titan
  Relationship:
      Levi/Eren_Yeager, Moblit_Berner/Hange_Zoë, Armin_Arlert/Annie_Leonhart,
      Erwin_Smith/Mike_Zacharias, Sasha_Blouse/Connie_Springer, Jean_Kirstein/
      Eren_Yeager, Oluo_Bozado/Petra_Ral, Mikasa_Ackerman/Original_Character
      (s), Marco_Bott/Jean_Kirstein
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      Eren_Yeager, Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Moblit_Berner, Hange_Zoë, Armin
      Arlert, Annie_Leonhart, Erwin_Smith, Mike_Zacharias, Sasha_Blouse, Connie
      Springer, Jean_Kirstein, Oluo_Bozado, Petra_Ral, Mikasa_Ackerman, Marco
      Bott, Original_Characters
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      Titan_Shifters, Referenced_Drug_Use, Human_Experimentation, Bad-ass
      everyone, Alternate_universe-Police/Gangs, Step-Brothers, Bisexuality,
      Homosexuality, Uniform_Kink, Levi_in_denial, Eren_isn't_doe_;), Nice
      Kenny_Ackerman, REALLY_dysfonctionnal_family_but_it's_a_loving_family,
      Titan_shifters_are_little_berserker_shits, The_people_called_Titans_are
      part_of_a_gang
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      Published: 2017-02-11 Updated: 2017-09-29 Chapters: 8/? Words: 34786
****** My beautiful beast ******
by Easyan, Yra
Summary
     Welcome to Paradiz!
     One of the most powerful countries of the Mare world. A beautiful
     country... Nah, forget it. It's awful.
     In here is written Levi Ackerman's story and Eren Jaeger's. The
     strongest man of the Liberty Wings brigade and the kid in which a
     demon lurks.
     Discover about their fights and hopes, victories and defeats. About
     their love and numerous secrets. The schemes plotted by the people
     surrounding them. Discover them. Discover their only goal:
     Exterminate EACH and EVERY Titan living on this Earth.
      
     You might have seen two other stories named My Beautiful Beast.
     That's normal. The first one is in French and is the original
     version. There's been a first traduction that aborted. Now here's my
     traduction.
     Easyan is a really good writer with wonderful stories. I'm really
     happy that her stories will now be accessible to a larger audience.
     Hope you guys like it!
Notes
     Heya!
     This is a HUGE project I am starting right now. Translating 291,934
     French words into English? That's gonna be one HELL of a challenge
     but I'm ready to do it. I've read the whole story and it AMAZING. I
     wouldn't have accepted to traduct it if it wasn't so I really hope
     you guys will like it as much as I did.
     I'll release chapters as fast as I can but as you probably all can
     understand, life tends to be hectic in ways that are sometimes out of
     our control so I won't promise anything. However, I'll try really
     hard to release AT THE VERY LEAST one chapter a week, and more if I
     can.
     Enjoy :)
  This work was inspired by
      My_Beautiful_Beast by Easyan
***** When the Hooligan meets the little Beast (part 1) *****
This world is a dunghill
   To hell with all the poets and nature lovers. 
  Reality is much more pragmatic. Abandon all hope of one-day finding beauty in
this race. Humans are animals. Unfortunately, they're animals smarter than
average. They have an amazing way of twisting words to their advantage,
rationalise evil to justify injustice, keep an impeccable appearance, and use
the persuasive power of numbers to their advantage, making humans the only
species that can be harmful to the environment, fauna, flora, and humanity
itself. Mankind is a plague. The most virulent one ever created. Humans are
constantly evolving but they remain the same. Inhabited by the same passion for
life and primal selfishness that allowed it to prosper and colonise every part
of the globe.
  If the world is a dunghill then Mankind is its fungus. It consumes it,
destroys it from within and ingests it to grow and build. That is, until the
ecosystem that allowed it to grow eventually collapse on itself, exhausted. And
then it will return to nothingness.
  That was how the 15-year-old Levi Ackermann saw the world. Hopeless. Dirty.
Dark. Disappointing. A world on the brink of implosion, where only a fierce,
selfish desire to survive, despite everything, dominated. Whoever wanted the
most would get the furthest. That was all.
 
===============================================================================
 
  "Hey! Levi! Another round!" Levi slowly looked up at the man, Earl, who
swayed dangerously even while holding himself on the bar. The teenager finished
quietly wiping the glass he held carefully between his fingers (he wouldn't
stop polishing until he could see his reflection in it) before saying slowly,
"No, Earl. That's it for tonight. Your guts are already filled more than the
whore's vagina who makes the hustler on the thirteenth avenue. Go home.”
  “What!? Who are ye to tell me what I gotta do, huh kid!? Who d'ye think ye
are!? I gonna ... I'm gonna ... " Earl had knocked his pint against the counter
and pointed a trembling finger on the teenager.
Levi barely raised his eyebrow, "Just a small reminder: You break something,
you pay for it. Same rule for everybody. Even though Kenny might like you,
you'll pay. So, maybe you should watch out..."
The man stuttered." Ye little shit…"
  Another regular, far less drunk than Earl slid an arm under the armpit of
Earl and pulled him away from the counter ''Easy Earl! Have ye forgotten what
happens to those who piss Lev' off? D'ye wanna end up in the hospital? Come on,
let it go, mate. Let's go somewhere else." The second man Dragged Earl away
without letting the other complain.
  Levi quietly resumed his polishing.
 
===============================================================================
 
 
  As far as the teenager could remember, he has always lived in the slums of
the city. Both his father and his uncle were members of the most vicious and
feared gang of the capital (and of the country). The kind of man that was
always missing. Men he had only seen once or twice in his life. Why did they
come? Because of his mother. She was sick and had only recently received her
diagnostic. The men tried to decide which one of them would take care of her.
In the end? They said Gena was perfectly able to take care of herself for the
time being and they left. 
  Levi's mother was both mentally and physically weak. The poor woman had never
truly been able to take care of him or herself. Levi had therefore grown like a
weed, feeding on the leftover foods left at his door by one of his uncle's
friend. The man probably did it in exchange for a service or to pay a small
debt. The child grew up with all the mud and spit that the locals threw at his
face every time he took the decision to leave their shabby apartment to go get
some fresh air. 
  Eventually, their tiny room in ruins became his whole universe. And at the
centre of it was his mother.
  His mother was not a bad woman. Levi would often talk to her when she found
an ounce of sanity or when her pain was low enough that she didn't feel like
screaming obscenities at her son all day. It was she who had prevented him from
behaving like stray dogs, even though he often fought them over stale bread.
His entire world was centred around her... until she let out her last breath.
He spent a whole week with her slowly decaying body until his uncle's friend
foud out about it.
  With the death of his mother, Levi’s world collapsed for the first time.
  His uncle Kenny Ackermann suddenly reappeared to bury his dead sister. He was
alone, which could only mean one thing: his father had died too, and Kenny was
his last relative. At that very moment, Levi's life flipped upside down.
  For the better as well as for the worse.
 
===============================================================================
 
  Kenny never had the intention to take care of the kid. There wasn't ANYTHING
paternal about himself (he wasn’t even sure he was human, so a father...) and
he had other things to take care of (he did have one hell of a busy job). It
could also be specified that he was at the very least 150% responsible for the
death of the boy’s father (what do you want, he didn't choose his work ethics,
now did he?). But when he came to bury the cadaver of his late sister (peace to
her damned soul, you poor ignorant, you were far too innocent to live in this
world) he faced the most pitiful five-years-old he had ever seen. Levi was
indeed pitiful but... he had inherited his eyes. The Ackermann's eyes, dead and
soulless. Blue-gray, a steely gaze. The eyes of a demon. The same eyes that
Kenny had himself as a child.  It was then that Kenny decided to take the brat
with him.
  Caring for Levi was by no means a hard task. Levi was not a difficult child.
Hell, he may have not even been a child at all. Even when the boy had come to
understand, and in the worst of ways, what was his uncle's job (Exterminator.
No, not rats. Rather, let's say, by contract. People who hadn't paid their
debts, troublemakers. Kenny was good at that game.) Levi did not blink or
flinch. He simply watched the corpse with dead eyes, the way you look at a rock
on the side of the road.
  The incident happened on a night where Kenny had brought his dead-weight
along (yeah, that was Kenny's nickname for the boy) to take care of a little
problem. The motel in which he would have had to abandon the kid cost at least
two long nights of good drinking ... and you see, he was many things, but he
wasn't the kind of monster that would leave a five-year-old in a shabby motel
for three days straight... 
  After seeing the latent potential of his nephew for his profession ("Those
who aren't bothered by a bloodbath shall one day bathe in a sea of corpses"
Great-grandfather Dixit Ackermann) Kenny finally took the decision train the
kid in the hope of finally having either a "comrade" or at the very least a
somewhat skillful underling to replace him on the days when he'd want some rest
(there was no real vacation scheduled in his profession, so it wouldn't hurt to
give himself the luxury of a good time's rest if he had the chance, right?).
Kenny had thus taught the kid as Kenny's father would have had. He taught Levi
to survive in all circumstances, to have the will and the strength needed to
take anything he wanted straight out of people's pocket, be it women, money,
fear, power, food, riches in all kind. 
  Levi had been an excellent student.
  So, excellent that Kenny had taken a liking to this little moth. 
  Affection and all that crap messes with a man's mind, doesn't it? For Kenny,
it was the end of it all. His life of crime and debauchery. His devotion for
the gang, even though it had been more or less strong, simply faded away... The
gang was already falling apart, though, beaten and replaced by a younger gang.
A more vicious one, and a stronger one. The Titans. Lucky for Kenny and Levi,
the Ackermans were as known in the area as the Grim Reaper. It was even said
that they were its worthy heirs. It easily explains why nobody ever tried to
get in Kenny's way when he decided to open his own bar. it became a neutral
territory where important matters were discussed (information, alliances,
declaration of wars between gangs as well as peace treaty...). Kenny had
somehow found a way to lead a somewhat peaceful and normal life amongst the
rats of the city. Levi was ten years old.
  It doesn't mean Levi became a good boy, though.
  However, from then on, the boy received education. And he always kept himself
clean (he was bordering on manic but it was better to not tell him that or else
you'd risk losing all your teeth). His education didn't stop him from forming
his very own gang in less time than it'd take for a starved man to drink a
glass of water. With a blond named Furlan and a redhead named Isabel he had
taken possession of several blocks of the neighbourhood at the age of twelve
years and had control over ALL the trades going on at those places. The kids,
of course, took a percentage of the profits (Farlan was certainly a very bright
kid, one of the "Whoever wants the most will get the furthest" kind of people).
  It took two years before the great Titans took notice of Levi and his little
games. When it happened, Kenny had to use every ounce of influence he had to
save Levi's life after the boy went on a killing spree to avenge Isabel and
Furlan (the young Ackerman had succeeded him to decimate a third of the Titans
fighters present in the capital). 
  Levi's world collapsed for the second time.
  It then took the arrival of director Erwin Smith for Levi to find a semblance
of stability. Fresh out of the most prestigious schools, the young police chief
offered Levi a new way of getting rid of the Titans. 
  Education. Justice. The light. 
  Kenny could never have done better. So he let this tall bizarre blonde with
his empty azure eyes take care of the brain (or was it the soul?) of his
nephew. Levi then found a group in which he felt like he belonged, the rookie's
brigade. Also known as the Freedom Wings. An entirely new project created by
Erwin Smith to fight against the alarming crime rate in the country. Its first
objective was to make the capital safer by using the most dangerous and
brilliant young criminals the country had to offer. they would be educated and
given an another chance in life. Levi then somehow managed to make some new
friends. Hange Zoe (a crazy kid who had managed to scare the almighty Kenny
Ackerman) Moblit Berner, Petra Ral, Oluo Bozado, Gunther Schultz, Eld Jin...
Kenny probably forgot some of them. He merited credit for remembering the ones
who basically invaded his apartment on an almost daily basis.
 
 
How he didn't expect his world to turn upside, Kenny couldn't explain but,
looking back, it should have been clear. Ackermans had been killers for
generations and now, one of them would soon become a policeman.
 
===============================================================================
 
  Levi came to help at the bar when he had the chance.
  Not because he wanted to give a helping hand to this scum that called himself
his uncle but because he didn't want to owe him anything. 
  That night was just a normal night. Earl's aggressivity had been nothing
surprising, nor was it an isolated event. It wasn't an uncommon event at the
Ackerman's bar. After Earl, Levi had to throw out three drunkards and break up
two fights between shit-faced individuals before he even reached a normal's
night quota of violence. 
 
  It was four am when Levi finally took out the trash. Everything inside was
spotless as well. 
  Years of experience in the art of not sleep at night coupled with his hard
days of training made Levi ignorant of the benefits of sleeping. Hange liked to
say that it was why Levi was the only one to grow so little of their entire
unit. Joke that Levi took with a shrug and a colourful answer, most of the time
resembling "As long as I can still kick your asses to the point where you start
looking like baboons, I don't give a shit about my height" though it was WAY
worse when Levi himself said it.
  The boy stretched and his whole back cracked and winced as though someone
tried to play some sort of terrifying melody with it.
 
  It was at that moment that he heard them.
  There, in the narrow back alley, still overwhelmed by shadows, a terribly
violent fight had broken out. Three men and a child. As surprising as it may
have seen, the child wasn't the one in trouble. Levi approached slowly,
intrigued.
  The boy was armed with an iron bar he obviously knew how to use. While the
men were trying to catch and immobilise him, he used his small size and agility
to slide between their fingers before striking with lightning speed. He knew
what parts to hit to make the men bend in half from the pain. Calves, ankles,
crotch, any area painful enough to make them bend a little before he delivered
the strongest blow he could to the back of their head or face. He had already
managed to knock one of them (the guy was literally pissing blood, collapsed on
the ground). The child was covered in haemoglobin. Levi couldn't tell whether
it was the kid's or his victims'. The child attacked without any hesitation.
But beyond his surprise to see such a young kid (five? Six years old?) put
three adults to their knees (although they looked about to pass out from how
drunk they were) the one thing that made Levi so fascinated was the kid's eyes.
  Two beautiful eyes where blue and green intertwined, giving birth to the most
mesmerising eyes he'd ever seen. Two burning jewels that petrified him. 
  The man on the ground regained consciousness and groggily grabbed the kid's
ankle. The man pulled hard and the kid fell as he was about to break another
one the men's nose. The one who was just saved from the kid slid his hand in
his jacket. Levi knew he needed to do something. In no time he was next to the
armed man. He kicked his chin with a perfectly calculated blow and the man lost
consciousness. He dropped the gun.The other two ran away without taking the
fallen guy with them.  
  In the time it took for Levi to regain his balance, the kid had the gun in
his hands, pointing it at the adolescent.His hands were not shaking. His eyes
still had the same fire in them, glowing on his bloodied face. 
  Levi was now completely immobile. He acted exactly as though the gun pointed
at his chest was nothing more than a toy. 
  "Oy. Kid. Put that thing down, you're gonna hurt yourself." 
  The child instead pointed the gun a little higher, showing he had absolutely
no intention to comply. Levi sighed: 
  "You think I would have knocked this guy down if I wasn't there to help?"
  A glimmer of hesitation crossed the kid's eyes, his shoulders relaxed for a
moment and that's all it took for Levi to jump on the kid. The cornered child
pulled the trigger before the teen even had the time to take the gun from him.
His wrist twisted painfully in Levi's hand, the kid bit his lip to prevent
tears from rolling down his cheeks: "There's a safety, brat. Also, you'd only
have gotten my thigh... before dislocating your shoulder. This kind of toy
ain't really suitable for people your age... "
  The growling and struggling child was trying to set himself free from the
teenager.
  "Why were you fighting these guys?"
  In response, the boy bit Levi's hand so hard he tore a piece of skin. By
reflex, Levi dealt with him by knocking the gun's handle on the kid's head. The
child collapsed, unconscious. The teen swore lowly. Not only did his hand hurt
like hell, now he also felt bad for hurting the brat
 
  He lifted the boy in his arms and addressed the barely awake man on the
ground 
 "Tell your friends that this stray dog is owned by Ackerman. If someone even
tries to touch a hair of his head, I'll skin the bastard alive and use his
balls' epiderm as a glass mount. I'm sure it's gonna be a hit."
  He did not turn around to see if the man had registered his words. After all,
he had seen his non-injured eye grow wide as he'd heard the name Ackerman.
Reputation sometimes was a blessing.
Levi walked towards the back door of the bar, which he had left open. He had
absolutely no idea what he would do with this kid. 
 He simply hoped he wasn't infected with cholera or parasites... 
***** When the Hooligan meets the little Beast (part 2) *****
Chapter by Yra
Chapter Summary
     Eren and Levi meet for real
Chapter Notes
     Hooray, second chapter! My life is a hectic mess right now, you guys
     got no idea but here we go! Hope it's as good as I think it is!
  Eren opened his eyes.
  He tried to get up but was forced back down on the pillow under him because
of the strong dizziness that clouded his head. He groaned in pain. Eren felt as
though his skull had been cracked in half. Also, the first kick he'd received
(he let that one hit him so that his opponent would lower his guard) had
probably broken a rib or two. His upper lip was slightly bleeding still and he
was totally sure that his whole body was covered in countless bruises. 
However, those were nothing. He was used to pain greater than this.
  No, what was bothering him was the unfamiliar environment surrounding him. He
turned his head despite the pain so that he would be able to look around. He
was lying on a couch, a pretty comfortable one at that, especially considering
how ancient it looked. Was he in some kind of resting room? There were a few
lockers on one of the white walls. The floor was made as a checkerboard, in
black and white tiles. An old wood table stood in the middle of the room and a
boy was sitting on one of the chairs surrounding it. Probably a teenager. Their
eyes meet. When Eren recognised the steely blue eyes, he remembered what had
just happened.
  Panicked, he tried to get up.
In no time at all, the teenager pinned his to the couch.
  "Oy, kid, I ain't exactly an expert when it comes to this but I think one of
your ribs is broken. You'd better stay calm."
  Eren's heart was beating fast. The teenager's deep and low voice, coupled
with his resting bitch face and dead stare sent warning signals to Eren. He was
being ordered not to move. Eren totally stopped moving and locked his teeth. If
only he still had his iron bar... The teen observed him for a while and then
sighed.
  "At least breathe or something..."
  Eren took an inspiration. The teen let his shoulder go and grabbed a chair so
he could sit closer to the injured boy. Said boy noticed the first aid kit on
the table and realised he'd been patched up. And with a lot of care, might he
add.
  Did the teen patch him up for real? After knocking him out? Why?
 Eren gave him a suspicious look as he took place on the chair.
"So, since I kinda saved your life, don't you think I deserve some kind of
explanation..?"
  Eren didn't feel like telling him anything. Who was dumb enough to trust the
guy who knocked out an armed man with a single kick before hitting the boy with
the handle of a gun? Certainly not Eren. The teenager got mad.
"Hey, you kid, I'm talking to you! Don't even pretend you're mute or I'll rip
your tongue outta your mouth!"
The threat slightly frightened the boy. Teenager or not, the guy was clearly
serious. Eren threw a vicious stare at the older boy.
"Why did you heal me if you wanna rip my tongue?"
For a very short second, the teen appeared surprised of the boy's bravado.
Said boy immediately regretted said bravado when the raven guy smirked. 
"My name's Levi. What's yours, you brat?
-I-I'm Eren..."
 The boy heard his answer before he even thought about answering. He once more
regretted talking. How could he have thought, even for a moment, that telling
his real name to a stranger was a good idea? 
"Well, Eren,  the guys you've battered up in the back alley were pretty
dangerous folks. D'you even know what kind of shitfest you've put yourself
into?
-Duh, of course I know they're dangerous. That's why I want to kill them. That
way, they won't hurt people anymore..."
Eren wanted to add that because of Levi, he hadn't been able to execute his
plan but he guessed it probably wouldn't be bright to accuse his saviour. 
"Huh. How old are you? Four?
-I'm five and a half, dummy!
-And you're talking about murdering people?
-They deserved to die."
Eren was now trembling.
He remembered very clearly the night where his mother had gotten home with her
clothes torn up and choc written on her face. Carla Jeager was a strong woman.
A really strong one. Despite her job as a hostess in a bar, she was an
excellent mother that did everything in her power to ensure her son had
everything he needed. Food, love, warm clothes, medication, as much safety as
she could provide. However, that one night, she couldn't hide how distressed
she was, nor how hurt. She went to the bathroom, her legs feeling like they
were made of wool. She feel in the shower, under the burning water that
couldn't make her feel clean and cried as she'd never cried before.
Eren had asked her countless questions, tears barely staying in his eyes.
Without knowing EXACTLY what was happening, he understood that something bad
had happened. Since his mother had only cried without telling him anything, he
fought back his tears until his eyes were somewhat dried up. He then helped his
mother to clean herself up before doing his best to dress up her shallow but
numerous wounds. He'd never forget the marks that were covering her body, and
neither would he forget the feeling of being useless. He swore he'd protect his
mum with all his might. He was her only ally. He had to protect her, just like
she always protected him.
The child had then started to follow his mother even at her job, unable to
leave her alone. Carla apologised to her boss, a bearded drag queen everyone
called mama. Mama fell for Eren's 'wonderful emeralds'. Eren spent every night
in the club and escorted his mother all the way to their house every night for
two months. However, when he started falling asleep in school, Carla had to
find some kind of compromise with her hot-headed son.
From this day on, Eren only had permission to play the faithful knight twice a
week, on Tuesday and Friday nights. He knew he was only allowed to do so
because his mother thought it helped him with his insecurities. Ever since her
aggression, she couldn't help her boy with his messy and explosive emotions.
She did felt bad for letting him see the kind of world in which she worked, and
Eren sensed it. Eren sensed her distress, all her guilt and worries and so he
accepted her proposition. Because he wanted his mother to feel better.
He still followed his mother, though. As discreetly as he could manage, which
was EXTREMELY discreetly, he'd watch over his mum as she walked outside. They
lived on the ground floor of an old building. All he had to do was to slip
through his very small window and lie in bed before his mother came in to check
on him when she was over with work. The old lady who was supposed to watch over
the boy at night was nothing more than a sleepy woman that was bordering on
blind, meaning she couldn't differentiate a few pillows and the kid. His
perfect organisation had allowed him to keep on playing his role of bodyguard
to perfection... until this night.
 One night, they came to the club. When Mama threw them outside shouting at
them that they'd better come back when Carlita (Carla's hostess name) wouldn't
be there. She had told her boss what happened (they, of course, pretended it
didn't happen, without being even slightly convincing). Eren, hidden behind a
garbage can, had heard everything. He understood. He understood that these guys
were the monsters that had hurt his mum. They were the men that haunted her
dreams. The ones that woke both of them up at night, when his mum would wake up
screaming, alone in her bed, on her very few nights off. It was their fault
that she trembled when she took her son to school in the morning. Their fault
for her dead smile and tired eyes.
  He swore to himself he'd make them pay. That he'd make sure they'd
never, ever be able to hurt anyone else. Never again.
  He almost did it...
  "They hurt my mum! They deserved to die! How can I kill them now? They'll
know me, they'll know I'm not weak..."
  Eren was crying his eyes out. He didn't know whether they were tears of
sadness or anger or stress and to be quite honest, he didn't care. He wanted to
scream and punch something. Did he just put his mother in danger? At least, he
made sure she'd get home safely that night. When he saw how the three men had
looked at Mama despite her anger, even though she'd done everything to look
menacing, Eren had understood that the men would do it again. He knew they'd
hurt his mum again. And he had been right. All he had to do was wait until they
came back when Carla was working. 
  All he had to do was wait until they came back when Carla was working. He
trained, prepared a plan... And all for nothing.
  The teenager's voice brought him back to reality.
  "Your mum, is she a hostess at the club on the street?"
  The kid nodded his head to fast and his head started to spin like crazy. Levi
held the boy's shoulder to prevent him from falling down the couch.
  "Whoa there, easy, brat."
  Eren then realised the teen's hand was surprisingly big, considering his
small frame.
  "Why didn't you go see the police?
  -Huh? The police?"
  The idea in itself appeared foreign to the boy. He'd reacted exactly as
though Levi had told him that winged unicorns that shat rainbows existed. Here,
in the poorest parts of Shiganshina, the police was nothing more than another
gang.
  "Anh. Anyways, if those guys bother you again, just tell me.
-What? But, why?"
  The teen tried with all his might to not show how exasperated as he really
was.
  "I'm in the police."
  It wasn't entirely true, after all, he was just a trainee, but it was
somewhat the same thing, right? 
  "I don't believe you. Policemen are assholes.
-Watch your mouth, brat! Even though I would've said the same thing when I was
your age. I'm not the same as those other cops, you know why? I'm a super cop.
-But you're not a grown up...
-Did you forget? I'm a super cop.
-... and you're really small..."
  Levi slapped the back of the kid's head before realising it might have been
the most stupid idea he's had in his life. The kid could have had a concussion
for all he knew. Eren twisted his face in pain as he held the back of his
skull. He shouted before his stomach let out an embarrassingly loud rumble. The
kid turned bright pink and put his hands on his belly, avoiding Levi's face at
all cost. After having stared at the kid for a while, the teen got up.
"If you dare try to run away, you annoying brat, I swear I'll find you and skin
you alive..."
  Levi left. Eren slowly sat up and looked around. It might have been a cellar.
There was only one door, which was the one Levi had got through. Behind it
there were stairs, probably leading to the surface. Eren thought about Levi's
clothing. Black pants, white shirt and a black vest. What kind of job did this
Levi have? How old was he? He then started to think solely of the teenager.
He'd knocked out a guy with a single kick and he moved quite fast... was he
some kind of fighter, like Mr Chen from the third floor? Levi did have
something dangerous in his eyes and his shiny black hair had a clean undercut
at the back and sides of his hair, just like the soldiers Eren saw when he was
younger, when he first got to Shiganshina, a year ago.
  Levi came back with a sandwich.
  "Go sit at the table, brat. There's no way you're gonna get crumbs on my
couch."
  Eren tried to get up but he stumbled on his own feet when a terribly sharp
pain pierced through his abdomen. His vision got blurry for a few seconds. 
  "Oy, kid, are you alright? Can you walk? D'you wanna go to the hospi...
-No! Not the hospital! I heal really really fast, I'm fine!"
  As if to prove what he just said, Eren made his way to the table and sat on
one of the chairs without wincing in pain. As for Levi, he didn't exactly know
what to think nor to do. He'd never seen a kid like him. He knew he'd never
been much of a kid himself but... A pair of blazing green eyes brought him
back. He put the plate in his hand in front of the kid.
  "It's two nights old so I'm not..."
  Eren was already devouring the sandwich. At the very first bite, his eyes
doubled in size and his face brightened up. He pointed the sandwich and asked
  "What is it? 
-It's... uh, it's bread? Some slightly too old lettuce, tomatoes, cheese and
smoked ham?"
  Eren looked as though he was in paradise.
  "I... it's so good!"
  Levi only wanted to tell him it was almost mouldy but he just couldn't do it.
Not with how happy Eren was. After all, he remembered all too well the time
when all he ate were leftovers from some shabby friend of his uncle's or what
he found in the garbage. At the time, this kind of sandwich would've been
wonderful to him too.
  Eren's mum didn't have many choices. Variety and quality, when it came to
food, wasn't one of her priorities. Warm clothes for the winter, medicine and
bandages, the rent, those were her priorities. Levi could guess that much. He
knew a hostess probably didn't make that much.
  Levi sat in front of Eren and watched him as he ate his sandwich. When Levi
put a glass of orange juice in front of the kid, he felt as though he'd just
became a deity with how much gratitude and admiration shone in the kid's eyes.
Eren took the glass in his hands with trembling hands and tasted the juice with
apprehension showing on his face. A very large smile appeared on the child's
face as he recognised what it was
  "Orange juice! It's my favourite! I'm always so happy when Mama gives me
some!"
  Levi felt weird and mumbled something that was supposed to be a sentence. 
  "Hurry up and finish your food, brat. I've gotta take you back to your
mother. She's probably worried sick."
  As soon as these words left Levi's mouth, Eren's face froze. The teenager
guessed he had been right (even though most of the times parents didn't give a
shit about their kids in Shiganshina).
 
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 If he was being entirely honest with himself, Levi would've rather bring the
kid to a hospital. You know, just to make sure he wouldn't die on him but since
he couldn't do it without the kid's mother approbation... In Shiganshina,
everyone had something to hide. The kid's reaction made him think that his mum
was no exception to this rule. The two of them could be illegal immigrants,
chased by some really dangerous people (well, dangerous was relative. The kid
himself was one hell of a dangerous one) or maybe they were just too poor to be
able to pay for the care. It might even have been all three problems.
  Worried the kid might have had some difficulties to keep up with him, Levi
observed him for a little while. He was surprised like hell when he saw how
cheerful and well the kid seemed. I heal really really fast. Yeah. That much
was pretty obvious now to the teenager. He couldn't help to wonder exactly how
fast the kid healed, though. 
  From what he could tell, the kid really was guiding him to his home. Levi
didn't know when he'd gained the kid's trust but Eren seemed to be absolutely
convinced Levi didn't want to do anything to him... well, anything bad. Levi
knew he didn't look like a good guy, even for an adult. His black hair, his
droopy blue-grey eyes and the menacing aura that seemed to envelop him in some
kind of dark fog usually lead people to be afraid or at the very least wary of
the teen. His small frame didn't change that fact, nor did it affect it. When
you added to his appearance his family name... People changed sidewalks to
avoid Levi. Not Eren.
  Not Eren.
  The kid hadn't reacted differently than he would have with another stranger.
Even though he knew he scared the kid at least once at some point, Eren never
let his fear take control. He instead used it as fuel to feed his anger.
  When the boys got closer to Eren's home, they heard voices. Most of them
calling for Eren. 
  Before he even took notice of it, Eren had leapt forward and was running
ahead. Levi followed him in a relaxed jogging and caught up with the kid just
in time to see him jump in a woman's arms. The brown haired woman hugged the
kid very tight and Levi felt as though one of the kid's broken ribs was about
to pierce his lungs.
  "Oy, easy! The kid's hurt!"
  Levi had talked without thinking. At first, all he'd wanted to do was make
sure he was back home safe and sound and just forget about it all. He didn't
want anything to do with the kid... well, maybe? One way or another, it was too
late to think about that. Everyone's eyes were on him now. There were so many
people... neighbours, Levi guessed, all dressed differently. Some in pyjamas,
other in work clothes but all there to try and find the kid. Levi swore and
froze where he stood. 
  "Mum, it's Levi. He helped me come back."
  The woman plunged her eyes in Levi's. The teenager felt disappointed when he
saw here eyes since they weren't as flamboyant as her son's. They, however,
were of a soft and welcoming golden hue that made her look like a Saint. As for
the rest of her face, she looked just like an older version of her son. Her
lips, eye shape, cheekbones... She was beautiful. She then turned towards the
people behind her.
  "Thank you so much, everyone. Thank you for helping me find him...
-Aw, it was nothing Carla."
  Most people seemed to agree with the middle-aged man. As for the others, they
grumbled half-heartedly that Carla should punish her son as he deserved. 
  "Please make sure he's not hurt, though."
  Another man added that if the kid was to do that again, he'd find him himself
and would skin him alive (Levi felt like that man was someone he'd like to have
as a friend). Everyone added their own little comment before leaving the mother
and child alone.
  Levi took notice that nobody never even seemed to think that they could have
contacted the police. At that moment more than ever, Levi understood Erwin's
work would be harder than he'd ever thought. Just gaining people's trust would
take an eternity, so saving them...
  Carla's attention went back to the teenager. She looked at him before
greeting him with respect and emotion.
  "Thank you! Thank you so much for bringing my baby back alive...
-I... huh... thanks, I guess." 
  Levi couldn't help but think that this woman was a gentle and caring, without
any doubt, a good mother and also one hell of a good person. He decided,
despite the murdering look in the kid's eyes, that he'd tell her about what her
child did. She then addressed her kid.
  "Eren, I'm so, so glad that you're alive... that's the only reason why I'm
not punishing you right now."
  Levi saw the child tremble in terror. Levi had used his "from the depths of
hell voice" (Hange) and the kid hadn't even been impressed. So scratch what he
said earlier. Carla wasn't a gentle and caring person. Hell no, she clearly was
some scary spawn of the devil.
  "Please, Levi, come inside with us. I can already guess what happened but I'm
curious to hear your side of the story."
  In all honest Levi didn't know much about what happened and he had absolutely
no intention of telling Carla the details of the fight. He just wanted to tell
her what kind of danger she and her kid could be in.
  "... so Eren had a lot of luck, but it won't be the same next time." 
  The child was sitting on his knees, in Seiza position. He kept his eyes
locked to the floor. The apartment they lived in was of Japanese style, with
tatamis, low tables and sliding doors. A shabby apartment that Carla decorated
and kept in a perfectly fine place to raise a child. She clearly took care of
her home and son with everything she had. It also could be seen that she lived
alone with Eren.
  Carla stayed mute for a moment before her shoulders dropped.
  "Eren, oh dear god, I am so, so sorry. For this life, for your fear, for...
for so many things...
-No, mommy, you did nothing! It's all my fault. I won't do it again, I won't go
through the window, I..."
    Levi didn't know where to put himself anymore. If this overload of emotion
was to last any longer, he'd imitate the boy and slip through the window
himself.
  Carla shook her head at her son's words.
"No, honey, you were trying to protect me. You sensed I was weak, you wanted to
help your mother. To protect me since I couldn't do it myself. You're such a
good son... I'll stop praying for a miracle. Nothing like that will ever happen
again, I swear. From this day on, I'll take our future in my hands. You deserve
the very best, Eren."
    Maybe that with some speed and stealth, Levi would be able to get out of
there before they noticed...
  Bad luck for him Carla remembered the teenager existed and asked him:
  "How can I make sure those men never come back here? 
-Hum. I think Eren bea... I mean, I think they learned their lesson. Also, I
told them what would happen if they ever showed up again."
  Carla frowned.
  "Thank you... Levi, is it?" he nodded "but how old are you? Twelve?
-... I'm fifteen.
-Oh, I see. Sorry."
  Even though he'd been crying his eyes out just a few seconds ago, the kid
chuckled. Levi really felt like kicking his ass but thought it'd be best if he
didn't do it. Carla kept on.
  "What I mean is that you're just a child."
  Levi sighed. He didn't want to have to use it, but he'd have to use his trump
card. His family name.
  "Maybe, but not to them. To them, I'm more of an Ackerman than a teen.
-Am I... Am I supposed to know who the Ackermans are?"
  ...Well, Levi just received the confirmation that the small family wasn't
from Shiganshina.
  "Actually, yes, but that's not really important. All you need to know is that
my family name is a pretty good reason for these men to never bother you again.
If you're still worried, I guess I can escort you every night until everything
is really over.
-Ah, I see. You're thattype. I don't think I should accept your help... I just
told Eren he'd have a decent life and now I can count on some sort of mafioso's
help?
-Mum, you don't understand. Levi is a super cop! He's not a bad guy, I swear."
  Carla raised a doubtful brow.
  Levi's heart almost broke when he saw how child-like Eren really was when he
was sitting on his mother's lap. He couldn't, no, wouldn't imagine what kind of
life lead such a cheerful kid to the extreme length of violence he'd just seen.
  "A super cop?
-Well, technically, no yet but... I'm a student at a special police training
school. It opened very recently but it's making people talk. Erwin Smith, the
principal, wants to reform the police so that it's services will really be
helpful. Our country is... well, it's not really all rainbow and sunshine, is
it? Erwin want's to purge it and rebuilt it, in a certain way. The Wings of
Liberty Brigade will be his strongest 'weapon'. I'm the best of my class, and
maybe even the best of the school, even though that's got nothing to do with
why I offer you my protection.
-Then why would you do this for us, Levi, if not for your ideals?
  It was such a good question that Levi just froze on the spot.
  Why did he want to help them?
  His mind brought him back a few hours ago. In a second he saw Eren's eyes for
the first time again. Their hypnotising fire. The way they made him gasp for
air because of their intensity. Back there in this small back alley, where he
meet this night creature. This little demon in human form. The boy, curled up
against his mother, happy, safe... Yes, the beast living inside of him was
merely sleeping, the proof of it was the small flame in the child's eyes.
  Eren had locked his eyes on him. He was waiting for the answer that wasn't
coming, just like Carla.
  Why did he want to help them?
  "Because I want to."
  And it was true. Before that day, he'd always seen Erwin's project as a way
to get revenge and exterminate all Titans. It was the first time that he'd ever
felt like his actions could have a bigger purpose than getting his revenge. If
Erwin's project ever became reality, Levi could really help rebuilt everything
that was broken. The Brigade could give this country its dignity, its pride,
its liberty, the security that it lost a long, long time ago. 
***** Let's try to become good people (part 1) *****
Chapter by Yra
Chapter Notes
     SO. I'm late.
     Yep.
     Anyways, I'll try to translate the next chapter sooner and hopefully
     have it out by Friday since I might have enough time to do that.
     Maybe, so no promises.
     Enjoy :)
See the end of the chapter for more notes
  "Hahahahaha, ah, aha... pfff HAHAHA!!"
  Hange was almost dying, laughing as she was. As for Eld, he was red with
shame.
  "Stop laughing! That's not what I wanted to say! Aish, come on..."
  As for Moblit, he was trying, pretty much in vain, to calm Hange down a bit.
She was practically suffocating at that point. Oluo hit his fist on the wooden
table. Technically, they were all there to do their homework.
Technically. Anyways, Oluo's outbursts of anger on the table moved it as well
as Petra's sheet (Petra was writing on it with a pen, so I let you imagine the
mess it made on her homework).
  "Shut the hell up! You're distracting us, you monkeys!"
  Levi almost told Oluo that he was the loudest one. However, he thought that
Petra strangling him was a good enough reason to keep his mouth shut.
  "Have you seen what you've done to my sheet, you idiot? Look, Oluo, look!"
  Gunther offered the red-haired girl some white-out but she ignored him and
simply kept on strangling the guy next to her.
  Moblit finally found a way to calm Hange a little. Levi put on his jacket.
Petra, who'd let go off Oluo's throat a few seconds ago before her friend
fainted, asked Levi where he was going. He didn't answer. He didn't want to
tell them the whole story, considering the time it'd take to do so. And he
didn't want to lose any time at all. If he'd had some to spare, he'd spend it
with a cup of tea or reading a good book (so what if he had boring pass-time?
They were nice counterparts to his hectic schedule and the agitation of his
life in general). One way or another, he'd certainly not loose his precious
time to tell his pseudo-friends what the hell had happened in his life in the
last two months. 
  After all, the reason he was going outside so late at night, almost every
night for two months, was for only one reason. That reason was the promise he'd
made that he'd escort Carla Jeager when going to work and going home.
  Every night Levi would escort Carla, Eren waited for them, hugging them in
his arms. He never slept until his mum was safe at home, at four or five in the
morning (the old lady had as much control over the kid as she had over her
bladder, which meant not much at all). Carla always hugged her son back, she'd
always scold him, but she never could really be mad at him. The old lady would
tell Carla that her son had slept from seven pm up until Carla got back. Levi
didn't believe her.
  Eren's mother asked Levi if he wanted breakfast. He sometimes accepted, if
Carla insisted a lot, or if Eren's eyed begged him to stay just in case the bad
guys are waiting for you to come out. Levi always had to stop himself from
saying that the kid would manage just fine with his iron bar but he didn't feel
like letting Carla know about the details of the kid's fight with the three men
(he thought that telling a loving and caring mother that her son had almost
murdered three adults in a shady back alley maybe wouldn't be such a great
idea). After that, depending on if he accepted Carla's offer or not, Eren would
sit on Levi's lap and fall asleep there or he would go back to bed with a
sulking look on his face.
  What a great bunch of insomniac they made... Maybe Shiganshina had the power
to turn people into vampires? Nighttime citizens that only just needed a few
minutes of sleep before they went back outside, wandering the streets like
zombies all day.
  So, to get back to Petra's question, did Levi need to tell this story to his
friends? No. Especially considering that none of them would be patient enough
to not stop Levi every minute with stupid and irrelevant questions... Hange's
voice brought Levi back to Earth.
  "Little captain is becoming a big boy!"
  A deafening silence followed this declaration. A long moment passed before
everyone's eyes lit up in the realisation of what the lunatic girl had just
said. 
  Completely dazed from Hange's affirmation, Levi shook his head slightly and
turned his back, heading to the door of his room. He was about to be late, and
he knew Carla wouldn't wait for him. She was, in some ways, even more stubborn
than her son was. What's more, she kept on telling Levi that she needed to
learn to get back home by herself since she knew Levi wouldn't always be
willing to escort her. His systematic answer was that two months weren't long
enough to even think it was a good idea to drop her vigilance. That, of course,
didn't convince her.
  His hand on the doorknob, he flinched as his friends all shouted something at
the same time.
  "I don't give a fuck if you want to colonise my room to pretend you do your
homework a Friday night at three am BUT if you wake Kenny up, even I won't be
able to do anything to save your asses!"
  The bar closed a Friday out of three. Only one night every three weeks. Kenny
held his night off as many regards as he had for his arsenal. However, none of
the teenagers thought much of the threat. Oluo, still in some kind of nervous
shock after what Hange had said, mumbled out "The captain has... he has a
girlfriend?"
  Hange just couldn't help but fuel the fire.
  "Nah, not a girlfriend. They're together but not in a romantic way, you see.
I mean, his mysterious lover is a hostess at the local club..."
  Another perfectly synchronised shout. Levi opened his door and stepped
outside.
  "I'll let Kenny rip your guts out when you wake him. If you've got nothing
better than bitch about other people's lives, why don't you go home and just
leech of off someone else than me, huh? Also, don't you DARE leave my room in a
mess. If by the time I am back it ain't spotless, I'll find a way to revive you
from the ground meat Kenny will have made from you and I WILL kill you a second
time. Understood?"
  Slightly shocked, everyone blurted out an "Aye, captain!" that varied deeply
in strength and enthusiasm (why 'captain'? Simple. Levi was the most brilliant
student in their school (they didn't really know what else to call him besides
grumpy and shorty anyway)).
Levi hurried down the stairs and outside to make sure his idiotic friends
wouldn't follow him. He simply knew it wasn't beyond them to do it. He left his
house and walked towards the host club.
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  Levi thought that he'd need to address the issue of how exactly Hange had
discovered that he saw Carla (the idea that the lunatic might have followed him
in the deepest moment of the night while pretending to be some sort of spy was
simply terrifying even to Levi.)
  He hurried a bit when he approached the back alley in which Carla waited for
him... in the company of Mama. When she saw him, the old drag-queen wiggled her
hips a little.
  "Ahan! Levi-chan, here you are! Look at this sugar kitten! Ah, if only he
wasn't fifteen, I'd make him see stars.
-Shut up, bearded tranny! If you really want to fuck fifteen years old kids,
kill yourself and reincarnate as a real woman first!"
  Mama shivered from her head to her toes.
  "Oh, Levi, please go on! Let me hear this beautiful tenor voice of yours! Hit
me with your hurtful words!"
  Levi felt (and showed it) absolutely disgusted. Here was the main reason why
Levi always did everything he could to get there before Carla finished her
shift. If he couldn't manage to be there exactly on time, Mama felt the need to
wait with Carla. The drag-queen was stronger then she looked and so her
protection wasn't meaningless at all, Levi knew that. However, he always felt
blessed when he could avoid her. Carla, as usual, was deeply amused by their
antics.
  "Please, Mama, leave the poor boy alone. You'll make him flee.
-Ya, that mistake has more chances of ending up with a slit throat than making
me flee.
-Yeah, yeah, sure. Anyways, let's get going. I really want my boy to get at
least three hours of sleep tonight."
  Carla wasn't stupid, just like Levi. She knew that Eren always waited for her
at night.
  They both said their goodbyes to Mama (Carla's was polite and grateful,
Levi's was more of an insult than anything else but it made Mama's heart
flutter). 
  The two of them mostly walked in silence. Once Carla was done with telling
Levi what kind of stupidities her son had done, she'd simply turn mute. It was
the good kind of silence. They were comfortable with it, and it was quite
surprising since Levi's menacing aura mostly came from his cumbersome silence
(that and his resting-Imma-kill-you-bitch-face). Levi didn't remember a single
night when Carla's and his silence hadn't been comfortable. However, Carla was
nervous that night. Nervosity was something Levi was used to and he decided
that, unless she wished to tell him about it, he wouldn't pry. After all, it
could have been a small stupidity that made her anxious. Once they reached the
apartment complex where she lived, Carla stopped walking.
  "Levi, I'm sorry for asking you to stay longer this morning again but I would
like to talk to you. Can you stay for breakfast?"
  The serious look on her face convinced him to accept. Staying for breakfast,
despite what he pretended, didn't bother him at all. Like, never. Carla made
damn good scrambled eggs. He'd tried to copy them but he simply couldn't even
get close to their taste. The only thing that made him uncomfortable was when
the kid fell asleep on his lap, Carla cooking for him... in other words, the
familiarity he felt with the family of two people. The warm feeling that spread
in his heart when he was with them was what unsettled him. He didn't know how
to react to that. He didn't know how to react to the fact that neither Eren nor
Carla seemed to think that he shouldn't be there. He didn't know how to get
used to that. Did he really want to get used to this nice feeling, anyway? In
two months or so, Carla would probably already be able to get back home by
herself again. Levi wouldn't need to escort her anymore, and he wouldn't have
the chance to go back to the Japanese apartment.
  As they got close, Carla exclaimed: "Oh dear, Eren is so, so attached to
you."
  Levi was about to ask her what she meant by that when Eren threw the door
open. Dressed in blue cotton pyjamas, he jumped in Levi's arms while
practically screaming "Welcome home!" Carla giggled a little and picked him up
in her arms to hug him tight. 
  "Yeah, I'm back, honey, but Eren, you gotta stop this. You need to go to
sleep sooner. If your teacher calls again to tell me that...
-I've slept!
-Eren...
-I swear.
-Really?
-Yep!"
  Levi frowned.
  "Ya, d'you know what happens to liars, brat?"
  Eren looked at him with his piercing ocean eyes. Levi shivered (he was
getting used to it, slowly but surely. An another month and he'd probably be
immune to these blue-green eyes).
  "Yes, I know what happens! They're sent to the basement!
-The... basement?"
  Carla paled significantly before leaning down towards her son. She murmured
something in his ear. The boy's face suddenly got more serious and he nodded
his head.
  "I made a mistake. It's hell. They are sent to hell."
  Levi didn't get to hear what Carla had said despite his incredible hearing
but he knew she had just spoken another language. He was now 100% convinced the
small family were immigrants.
  "Well, back to the late hour: you won't have to stay awake this long
anymore." 
  Eren and Levi both looked at her with curiosity in their eyes.
  Once the old woman finally left the apartment, they sat down to eat their
breakfast. Or, as usual, Carla and Levi ate breakfast while Eren sat on Levi's
lap, squirming and rubbing his back against the teen's chest like a cat
would've done. I didn't take long for the kid to stop moving, though. A few
minutes after his mum had gotten home, he was sleeping lightly, his head using
the older boy's shoulder as a pillow. Eren had started to do that a few days
after Levi had met him. The first time Eren had done that, Levi hadn't known
what to do, nor did he know how to tell the kid to leave him alone (without
scaring him for life, that is). Levi had grown in a world where physical
contact had been non-existent. Except for hurting someone. Or to kill them. The
heat of Eren's small body, the feeling of his skin, his messy soft chocolate
hair, Levi drank all those contacts like a starved man. As though he'd always
been in need of the affection a younger brother could give him.
  When Carla came from the kitchen with eggs, rice and orange juice for the
teenager and herslef. Her gaze stopped on the duo. Levi thought he saw a hint
of sadness cross her eyes, but he couldn't say for sure. She put the food on
the table as well as the silverware and sat in front of the boys.
  "Bon appetit."
  Levi began eating. The breakfast was silent, the only sounds that could be
heard were the cutlery on the plates and Eren's cute and soft snorings (though
Levi would gladly spend an entire night with Mama instead of admitting he found
someone's snores cute). Carla then put her fork in her bowl of rice.
  "You know, Levi, Eren likes you a lot."
  Levi nodded his head. Only a fool wouldn't have noticed.
  "He's extremely mistrustful (and violent, thought Levi) because of all the
things we went through and he's always had the impression that he had to
protect us both against the whole world. He was only four when we had to leave
his father but... I think Eren took his words too seriously. When Grisha told
him to take care of me, I think he imagined his son wouldn't take the
protective role before at least another five years... I'm ashamed to think that
I've let things degenerate to this point..."
  Levi kept on eating. While he knew it was a pretty serious monologue, he knew
Carla would eventually ask him to participate in the conversation. Since he
wasn't expected to do so yet, he took the occasion to eat. It would have been
dumb not to eat his food while it was still warm.
  She sighed as though the weight of the world rested on her shoulders. At the
same time, Eren went completely lax in Levi's lap. He was asleep for real, now.
Even a bomb couldn't have woken the kid up when he was this asleep. Carla spoke
again.
  "Well, I've done what could, didn't I? Since you've arrived in our lives,
Eren seems to have become a kid. He's not as serious all the time, he's
happier. It almost seems as though he think's you'll always be there to protect
him, us, but... we both know it won't happen, don't we?"
  Levi couldn't help but agree. He had so much to do with school, since the
exams were pretty soon, and dormitories were about to open. Levi would soon
move there. There was no way he could find time to visit the kid and his mum.
Carla knew it very well.
  "You're very honest, Levi. You didn't even try to reassure me or to tell me
you'd find a way to come visit.
-Why would I lie? You're not dumb, Carla. Of course, you'd know if I tried to
lie.
-Haha, yeah. I hope Eren's new big brother will be like you. Well, maybe not
exactly like you, maybe a bit more expressive, with a face that isn't
constantly stuck on Imma-kill-you."
  Levi raised a brow, both at Carla's comment about his face and in curiosity.
  "New big-brother?
-I... I will get married soon."
  Levi raised his second brow. He quite honestly never had shown as much
emotion on his face than at that moment.
  "With a client?
-Yes...
-Didn't you promise Eren you'd give him a decent life? Do you really think that
having the kind of guy that hangs out in hostess club as a husband is a good
idea?
-No." Her face hardened for a second before she relaxed again." That's why I
won't work there anymore. I've finally found a job as a nurse, and the man I
will marry has been very clear. He's not exactly a good guy, but he'll change
too. We will move away from Shiganshina. He's strong, and I'm stable. If we can
find a way to work together, he'll become a good father for Eren.
-What about the woman that gave birth to his son? Why aren't they together?
-She's dead.
-Ah."
  Carla smiled. A sad, sad smile.
  "I'm not trying to find excuses. I'm just trying to do the best of what I
have.
-I understand.
-Eren will go to a good school, and he'll meet other people too...
-Where are you gonna live?
-In Trost district."
  Trost was a nice place. Well, compared to Shiganshina, anywhere was pretty
damn paradisiac. Shiganshina was the poorest district, the dirtiest, the most
dangerous one. The one where gangs ruled over everything and everyone.
  Paradiz was separated in three large regions. Maria, Rose and Sina. The
capital, Heaven, was almost the size of the territory of Sina. Its districts
were separated in concentric circles. The closest you were to the centre, the
better. The furthest you got, the closer you got to Hell. Or, in other words,
Shiganshina. Trost was the gate that led to it. Eren would be happy there. Levi
knew it for a fact since his school was built there. The dormitories were there
too...
  Levi thought that, maybe, if he was lucky, he'd get to see Eren from times to
times in the streets, when he'd be walking with his new brother.
  Levi wouldn't talk to them. He wouldn't even let Eren see him. He'd just make
sure Eren was fine. He wouldn't become a part of Eren's life again. Levi knew
that, from this moment on, he shouldn't approach the kid again. If there was
one thing that could be said about his family, it was that the Ackermans were
as good as a bad luck charm for the people around them. He wouldn't give this
bad luck to the small family, especially since they finally had the chance to
have something better. He held to much respect for them to curse them with
this.
 Without even noticing it, Levi played gently with Eren's hair. He'd never done
that before. He combed his hair, lightly scratched his scalp. The kid relaxed
even more on his lap. His throat suddenly felt tight and he tried to swallow
the lump in it. 
  "Good. I'm sure Eren will like it there. You'll like it a lot. It's way
better than here. Did you ever take a walk in Trost? There are real parks and
playgrounds where kids can actually play without risking to walk on a syringe.
And the police really tries to do something good. You'll be safer, and the food
is of better quality. Eren might make good friends. He won't be as afraid, he
might even finally stop fighting...
-Levi."
  The teen had never talked more in his life before. He interrupted his
ranting. As much as he thought it would happen, he didn't feel ashamed of it.
He was just... was it sadness? One way or another, he didn't feel right. His
hand in Eren's hair was covered by Carla's.
  "I can come back to the bar and give you our new address.
-No."
  Levi almost choked.
  "No. Don't ever come back to Shiganshina. I don't want anything to happen to
you just because you decided to come say hi or some stupid shit like that. It's
okay.
-I have a cell phone if you...
-No. You didn't understand. If you've done any research about my school, then
you must know I'm not a good person. Far from it. Hell, I've killed before,
Carla. Do you really want to give your son a good life? Then just burn
everything that might keep you attached to this place. Just... just forget
about everything in Shiganshina. Including me.
-What will I tell him..?
-Just tell him to stop thinking about me. Tell him I abandoned him, or that I
disappeared. Whatever.
-No. I won't turn you into in a bad guy."
  He didn't say anything else. There was this fire in her eyes, the one that
appeared when a Jaeger's mind became as set as concrete. Eren giggled in his
sleep. Levi suddenly felt the small body against him as if he hadn't been there
before. The warm body nuzzled against him. The happiness that filled him
whenever the boy smiled at him. The bubbly feelings that surrounded the boy.
  Now, not only did his throat not work right, but his overwhelming emotions
also made him slightly nauseous. Fuck the heartbreaking goodbyes, those weren't
like Levi. He got up, the boy in his arms. He could have done like usual and
let his mother take him to his bed, but he wanted to mark this day in his own
way.
  He took Eren to his room and put him under the covers of his bed. Levi sat
next to the kid and looked at him. His heart ached in his chest, and he could
barely breathe but seeing the kid like that, warm and safe, tucked in his
bed... it helped him. It soothed him in a way he couldn't comprehend. Levi just
stayed next to the kid. Ten, twenty minutes? Carla didn't come in. They hadn't
talked after she'd told him she would not taint Eren's memories of him. She
knew Levi was bad with feelings, especially his own, so she gave him time.
  It was hard, and it hurt, and it felt shitty. Emotions were just bullshit.
Fucking bull shit. Leaving the kid was harder than he'd ever thought possible.
  He wondered what a normal person would do. Someone who knew how to deal with
feelings. He couldn't even imagine, and so he did as he thought was best. 
  "Grow well, future psychopath. Maybe that a better environment won't let you
turn bad. Don't escape away from your mother. Don't fight anymore. Or, you
know, at least fight people your age... without your goddamned iron bar..."
 He couldn't find the words to express himself anymore. He had said all he felt
necessary to say, and so he left. Carla escorted him to her door. He looked one
last time at the small, sad apartment and said his goodbyes to Carla.
                                    He left.
                           And he didn't turn back.
Chapter End Notes
     Goddamn Mama, you would like Grell Sutcliff SOOOO much XD
***** Let's try to become good people (part 2) *****
Chapter by Yra
Chapter Notes
     Aha, did I say Friday?
     Aha, ha ha. Yeah.
     I'M SORRY!!!!!!
At some moment in his fight, his opponent lost all identity he might have had.
He just became a next target, his objective.
He gave some acknowledgement to his opponent. This one had lasted longer than
the other ones but it soon would only be a long forgotten memory. Levi lowered
his centre of gravity and, faster than anyone could imagine, he dodged the hit
that was going for his shirt before he invaded his opponent's personal space.
His enemy barely had time to register what was happening before he received a
hit on his jaw that threw him on his back. His teeth almost broke from the
impact and he lost a small piece of enamel. His head was the first part of his
body to hit the floor.
Levi had just beaten his sixth fighting partner of the day.
Silence filled the dojo. Their martial art teacher was the first one to regain
his sense. He hurried to Oluo and checked his pulse.
"Still alive, guys. He's alive."
A relieved sigh escape everyone in the room. Levi raised a brow.
"Of course he's alive! Killing him wasn't part of the exercise, was it?"
The teacher looked shocked for a few seconds before replying.
"No, of course not!"
Hange laughed and asked her friend if he would've killed their friend if it had
been part of the exercise. Levi didn't answer. He huffed and straightened his
shirt.
"Ugh, leave me alone. He's fine. Just... a little unconscious."
Petra looked at him with slight worry in her eyes. 
"-But, captain! Oluo isn't exactly blessed by nature so please don't break his
front teeth! That'd be disastrous for his future.
-Oh my god, Petra, if he'd heard you! He'd be more affected by your words than
if Levi had broken a few teeth."
Gunther talked after Hange shouted her sentence.
"One way or another, we've got a hell of a good health insurance in this
school. Oluo wouldn't have to pay anything to repair them.
-Aish, you really think that's what we're talking about right now? Health
insurance? Goddamnit, Gunther.
-Hey, as if you can talk, Eld..."
The other students were far from feeling as nonchalant as the group of
friends. 
 
There were two categories of students in the school. The normal students, and
the criminal kids, or CK.
The government had listened to Erwin Smith and let him convert young criminals
to become policemen but there were a lot of very specific rules that had been
established. It was too big of a gamble to let the CK do anything they wanted
for the future of the Survey Corps Academy.
 
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Paradiz was one of the strongest countries in the world. It has been fighting
against Maure for centuries. Paradiz was extremely advanced when it came to
technologies and it had all the resources it needed. It faced a major problem
despite all that: it's criminal rate. It's worst enemy was itself.
As time got by, the gap between rich and poor got wider and wider until it
reached a point of no-return. The many districts of Heaven were the perfect
example of how the majority of Paradiz really lived. Paradiz had the highest
criminal rate in the world. Unless you had the incredible chance of living in
the protective dome of Sina district (the place where all the rich guys with
too much money to know what to do with lived), life wasn't good. It was
practically governed by gangs and all kinds of criminals. The real government
had non-existent power outside of Sina's walls and the army was too preoccupied
protecting the frontiers to be able to do anything.
In other words, Survey Corps Academy was Paradiz's last hope of one day seeing
it's crimes lower in number. The Academy's goal was forming elite soldiers that
would have a higher rank than policemen. They'd be trained to be able to
intervene in whatever crisis the country was currently facing. Stronger, more
intelligent and more loyal than the regular policemen.
Erwin's Smith project would give back to Paradiz it's former glory.
When he had presented his project to the ministers, they had all agreed on the
format but not on its basis. Why would Erwin try to use the scum of this
corrupted country when he had the opportunity to train the children of the
elite? Handpicked by the Academy, they'd represent the fundamental values and
glory of Paradiz, wouldn't they? Erwin answered that unless he was given the go
ahead to train some Criminal Kids in a test-class. The kids would be chosen by
Erwin himself as well as a government council amongst the many criminals living
outside the magnetic wall of Sina.
Levi, Hange, Oluo, Gunther, Eld, Petra and Moblit were the kids chosen by Erwin
to start his project. Or as Erwin himself said "Why not give these kids the
chance to redeem themselves? Why not give the poorest people the opportunity to
regain their pride and allow them the option of having a future other than the
prison or death in a gang war?"
Because of that, the classes at the Academy were composed of two groups: the CK
and the normal people, or the Elite. 
Up to that day, the two groups had never mixed even a little. It was
practically impossible for them to do so. The Elite were constantly pressured
to perform and to never, ever fail but the CK were better than them anyways in
everything they did. Sciences were Hange's and Moblit's forte. The first and
second places always belonged to one of them in Chemistry, Biology, Physics,
Technologic Sciences and even Maths. As for Languages, History, Geography and
Political Science, Petra, Gunther, Eld and Oluo were without any doubts the
very best there was. As for Levi, he surpassed everyone when it came to all
physical classes, be it Physical Education, Martial Arts or anything related to
weapons. He was the most terrifying student the teachers ever had to deal with
before but it was actually a good thing, considering what the school tried to
do.
 
 
Strength and speed were his forte but he definitely was agile as hell too. He
mastered all Martial Arts before the other students could even get further than
the white belt and he was so precise when it came to guns that anyone could've
thought he was born with one in his hand (even though Levi kept on saying he
preferred to fight with his fist or with a blade in his hand). He was
practically a creature from hell, impossible to defeat. If someone ever felt
courageous enough to fight him, it always ended in the same way: the idiot
would wake up in the infirmary with a few bandages and quite a few stitches.
However, everyone noticed that Levi was even worse than he used to be since a
few days, or was it weeks? And now, it wasn't the infirmary anymore, but the
hospital. And his sparring partner didn't always wake up the same day they were
knocked out.
 One could think that Levi didn't respect the rules and protocols but he did.
He never stepped out of boundary which meant that no one could ever accuse him
of purposely hurting his comrade or being overly violent. Although just that
day Levi had knocked out five Elites. When none other had proposed to be his
sparring partner, Oluo Bozado, a CK (son of a scam and a scam himself, his
father and him had made thousands of dollars by redirecting the richest
people's taxes in their numerous bank accounts) asked to be his partner. No one
thought that Levi, the chief of their small group, would be as harsh with him
as he'd been with the Elites. How mistaken they'd been.
Their teacher, Nile Dork, decided to give the rest of the class as free time to
Levi. He didn't know what to do with him anyway. When Hange decided that she
wanted to stop too, he didn't say anything and he let her go with Levi.
No one except Erwin and Darius Zackly (the general of the army. He visited the
Academy on a regular basis) had any authority over the lunatic teenager. No one
else even tried to make her do something she didn't want to do. Hange's case
was quite particular. To the contrary of the other CK, she was born and grew up
in the magnetic field. She was the only child of the CEO of the richest high-
technology enterprise of the country. Specialised in nanotechnology and
molecular biology, Zoe Industries were the most advanced scientists in their
domain. Worldwide.
 Despite the wealth her family possessed, Hange Zoe had the longest police
record ever seen for someone born in Sina district. Animal cruelty, torture and
experiments on other kids and even adults (mostly maids), arson and a few other
gentle things like that. She's been diagnosed sociopath at the age of ten. Her
father kept her secluded in one of his countryside houses for five years until
Erwin came to recruit her for his project (rumours say that during those five
years, her family gave her the go ahead to do as many experiments as she wanted
to do, which might explain the incredible progress Zoe Industries had made in
the past few years). By her birth, she was an Elite student, but if you forgot
that part, she was definitely a CK.
Levi observed the other without paying any attention to Hange's presence next
to him even though she was practically cuddling him at that point. When she
understood he wasn't about to stop ignoring her, she pouted. Her face then
brightened up and she began singing.
"Sulking sulking little star, he don't fuck his hot hostess. Don't worry little
Levi, you'll find another one soon. Sulking sulking little star, he's just in
withdrawal phase."
In a state close to shock, Levi turned a concerned gaze towards Hange.
"They definitely made a mistake with your diagnostic. You ain't no sociopath,
it's just your brain that's fucked up. Sociopaths don't deserve to be
associated with you...
-Oh, dear Levi! You're the only one that understands me! I never understood why
that idiotic psychologist thought I was a sociopath! I mean, I'm pretty sure
I've got as much empathy as about anyone else... if I'd been him, I would've
said I suffered from psychopathy. Don't you think he seriously lacked some
balls? What was he afraid of? Did he think my dad would've destroyed his life
if he'd said I'm a psychopath?
-Shut the fuck up.
-Nopy nopa nope! Not until you tell me what's wrong with you.
-Huh?
-Oh, nah, you won't play that trick on me. I know that beating up Elites is a
second nature for you but sending Oluo to the hospital? I thought you took
better care of you domestic pets than me.
-Oluo won't go to the hospital for that. I just knocked him out a little.
-Yeaaaah, sure. Sulking sulking little star, he don't fuck his hot...
-Stop it!
-So, am I right? You're a wreckage 'cause your hostess got away from that
shitty place?"
Levi hadn't heard from the Jaegers for a month and a half now. The last night
he'd escorted Carla had been the last night she went to the club. Levi couldn't
help but imagine the two of them, somewhere in Trost, living a happy life in a
nice little house. Even though he'd promised himself he wouldn't do that, he
kept on looking for them every time he was walking in the streets. Every
corner, every back alley. He'd even, for some reason, started to hang out close
to elementary schools in the hope of seeing Eren (he really needed to stop
that, though. His police record was even more impressive than Hange's. He
didn't need to add 'suspicion of paedophilia' to it). Levi was more and more
frustrated. More and more angry.
He wondered if he'd taken the right decision. Now that he lived in the
dormitories and that he never went to the bar anymore, maybe he wasn't such a
danger to the small family? He didn't even go to Shiganshina at all these
days... but no. He still lived with the weight of his past. Still had Ackerman
as his last name... but... couldn't he just check on them? Make sure Eren was
happy and liked his step-dad and brother? Make sure he was well integrated at
his new school and that'd he'd made new friends? Levi did kinda save his life
so wasn't it his responsibility to make sure the kid was fine?
Hange pinched his arm.
"Fuck off, four-eyes.
-Weeeell, I'll take this long silence as an affirmative answer. I can't believe
you're sulking because a prostitute dumped you before vanishing... I thought it
happened pretty often in Shinganshina. Were you really that surprised when she
left you..?
-Next time you call her a prostitute, I'll rip all your hair off, I'll feed you
your fucking glasses and your head will disappear in Moblit's ass...
-Hey, Moblit's got nothing to do with it! But my sweet little Levi, if you
really want to find her that much, I can help you.
-Not too long ago I was wondering how the hell you'd found out about Carla and
I. Now that I really think about it, I'd rather not know. I really, really do
not wish to know what you do with your life. The less I know, the better for my
mental health.
-When you speak like that, it makes me think that I'm some kind of powerful,
mysterious super-hero...
-Nah, I just wanted to make you feel like the crazy psychopath that everyone's
afraid off. Seriously, Hange, you should be locked up for everyone's security.
-Tch, you don't think what you're saying, do you? You love me, I know it.
-I only put up with you because Caterpillar forced me to do it.
-Oh hell, if Erwin knew the nicknames you call him behind his back.
-He knows. I call him that in his face.
-THAT'S my Levi! So ballsy even his balls are afraid of him!
-Hange... stop.
-If you really want me to shut up then answer me. Are we going to look for your
Carla?"
For some reason, Levi really did want to say yes but he thought better of it.
"No way. She's probably already married anyways and even though you don't
believe it, we don't have that kind of relationship. I won't barge in her life
again for no real reason.
-But we can't let her go! She's the one, Levi, don't you realise? She made you
somewhat talkative and THAT'S magical!
-... why are you so obsessed with me? Leave me alone.
-No, why would I do that? You're one of the only human beings whose brain is
interesting even if I haven't dissected it yet!"
Levi took a few seconds to process what Hange had just said.
"Fucking hell, Hange. Please promise to never, ever say that in front of anyone
else, okay? You'll be locked up for sure...
-Ohh, don't you see? You love me! You even try to save me from prison!"
Levi grunted. He knew Hange wasn't about to leave him alone and since he wanted
her to shut up, he decided to tell her the whole story. How he meet Eren. The
promise he made to Carla. The decision she'd made to make her life better. When
he finished his story, Hange squealed.
"Aw, so you like a little boy! What? Don't look at me like that, you look like
you're about to throw up. I'm so happy for you. I mean, who am I to judge you?
Love doesn't have an age, does it? Ouch!"
Levi had just hit her with enough force to knock her out... even though she was
just pouting from the pain. Contrary to what most people thought, Hange wasn't
some weak little thing with one hell of a fucked up brain. She was stronger
than she looked. Levi wouldn't have hit her with that much force if it hadn't
been the case.
"Stop being such a nut case and be a little serious.
-MEANIE! I'm against violence, you know.
-Sure, tell that to your guinea pigs...
-I wasn't violent. I liked 'em all. A lot. When I had to make them suffer, I
cried with them.
-Why did your parents allow you to live for this long?
-Because my brain is worth millions of dollars.
-That's just sad.
-Yep! But you know, Levi, liking someone -IN A PLATONIC MANNER, OKAY?
PLATONIC!!! - it's not a crime, even if you've made mistakes in the past. We
are here to amend for those mistakes, no? And what's more, we're trying to help
our country. We're heroes. True heroes aren't like the Elites. A nice proper
life coupled with wanting to save people? Nah. Real heroes are like us. They
fight against their flaws. They try to overcome their weaknesses and they do
what they can to make the world a better place. And they make mistakes too...
-Hange, shut up. You're here because Erwin promised you you'll have your own
laboratory when you graduate.
-... Well. Enough about me. What are you gonna do to find Eren? How are you
gonna do it?
-I won't.
-... HEH??? WHY????
-'Cause I cannot do that. It won't bring him any good. I just wanna know if
he's fine, that's all."
Hange looked touched. Levi stared at her intensely. He knew she was about to
sprout some kind of stupidity at he desperately wanted her to stop her before
she did. He knew it was destined to fail, though. Even a bullet through her
brain wouldn't be able to stop her from saying the nonsense she wanted to say.
"oh, Levi! What you've just said was soooooo Batman! Like, I'm the big brother
Eren deserves but not the one he needs right now. I am not a hero. I'm am but a
silent guardian. I protect the people in the shadows. I am the Black Knight."
Moblit heard her and, as the complete geek he was... "Batman! Oh hell yeah,
that's a classic if I know one..."
The class was now over and Levi wanted nothing more than avoiding (by any means
necessary) being alone with Hange ever again.
 
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For some reason, talking about Eren to someone had calmed Levi. He realised
that all his nervosity was actually quite idiotic since he didn't want to be
ever involved with Eren again. He wouldn't look for him anyways.
 
Levi was doing his History homework. If there was one thing he hated, it was
History BUT he liked anything related to the wars. Because he wanted to be able
to enjoy at least a part of his history class, he'd decided to study everything
he hated to get it over with as quickly as possible so he'd be able to spend
more time on what he actually liked. He was examining and analysing a map when
Kenny knocked on his door. The dormitories were closed for the weekend and he'd
been forced to go back to Shiganshina. Kenny had also sent him a message to
tell him he had something very important to announce. since his uncle was about
as talkative as Levi, in other words, a talkative as a zombie (even then the
zombie might have talked more than the two males), the nephew dreaded the talk
that was to come.
When he heard the knock, Levi sighed and started to put his things away. When
that was done, he got up and opened the door. Kenny looked even less ready than
Levi to have this conversation. Levi groaned.
"Why the fuck do you pretend like you're a polite guy, huh? Come on in and spit
it out, Kenny."
The older man sighed.
"I want to you to come with me to a meeting.
-... What kind of meeting?
-Well, more like a date.
-WHAT?
-You deaf or something, brat? I want you to come to a date with me. Remember
when I asked Erwin to meet up with me to talk about some things? It was a few
months ago...
-Yeah. What about it?
-We've made a deal. That asshole is surprisingly tough for a guy born in Sina
and I'll regret my choice at the very step I'll take in that fucking school
but...
-Nah huh. School? Care to explain?"
Kenny waved his hand as though it was nothing.
"I'll be a teacher in your fucktard's school. I'll teach blade fighting."
Levi's jaw practically separated from his body but Kenny wasn't done yet.
"Oh and I quit. The bar, I mean. I ain't too sure what I'll do with it but it's
closing.
-Time out! What's the link between Erwin, your date and the bar?
-Get dressed, dwarf. We eat at 7 and it's 6:30 already. I'm NEVER late, so
hurry the fuck up."
Kenny left and Levi swore like he'd never done before. What the hell was wrong
with the Ackermans that made them unable to communicate like decent human
beings? He understood NOTHING! Why did Kenny decide to become a teacher? Why
was he closing the bar? Did he have problems Levi wasn't aware of?
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 The way to the restaurant was spent in silence. Kenny did say anything at all
and since Levi didn't know how to voice the thousands of questions plaguing his
damn mind, he kept his mouth shut.
Kenny parked his car in front of a cheap but decent restaurant in Trost
district. To be honest, Levi was impressed that his uncle knew about this
place. He usually spent all his spare time and cash in shabby bars and
whorehouses so the teenager thought he wouldn't even know there were other
kinds of buildings than those. The two males stepped out of the car. It was a
cold December and Levi hid his hands in the pockets of his jacket.
"What are we doing here? Are you fucking with me?
-If only I knew myself, kid. It was her idea, not mine. I don't even know how
the fuck I should tell you that, so to tell you what we're doing here... After
all the shit we've done -yeah, I know, it was my fault, sorry about that and
get the fuck over it already- anyway. I feel really weird just standing in
front of such a normal place... The game has started already, though. I guess I
can't back down now."
Levi was just about to slap his uncle to make him shut up. Like, honestly, what
was with him and his cryptic speech? Huh? He didn't have the occasion to do
that, though. Kenny was already walking toward the restaurant. Levi sighed and
followed him. They entered the place and Kenny started to look at the people in
there.
"We're right on time but I'm sure they're here already... ah. There they are."
Without wasting even a second, Kenny walked in the direction of a table. Levi
was about to loose it. He was probably gonna suffer a bit (after all his uncle
might have started to get old but he was still more than capable to put up one
hell of a fight) but the teen was sure that with just the right amount of
torture he'd finally get a decent answer out of Kenny. Since he couldn't find
the words to ask what he wanted to know, his fists would do the job, right?
Despite his desire to do so, he never did that. Before they even got where his
uncle wanted to go, Levi stopped dead on his track and his heart stopped
beating.
              There, right in front of him, were Carla and Eren.
 Eren still hadn't seen him. He was too busy eating his hamburger to notice
anything around him. He looked fine. He was wearing brand new jeans and shoes.
His khaki t-shirt made his skin look even more healthy than it was and his
cheeks had filled up a bit. His hair was just as messy as it used to be but it
was shiny and clean and it looked very well taken care of. As usual, he looked
mad about something.
As for Carla, she immediately saw him. A myriad of emotions passed through her
eyes in a second. When his heart decided to start working again, Levi took the
decision to push Kenny away before the kid noticed them. However, despite all
of Levi's wishes and (not really) prayers, his uncle didn't move an inch. He
was stuck there, not moving. just like some kind of statue. He then opened his
mouth.
"Hi, Carla. So, huh, this is...
-Levi."
She nodded her head as though she had just discovered the truth about a
question that only she knew to be important. Levi didn't budge, completely
lost. Why. Did. Kenny. Present. Him. To. Carla. Of. All. People. WHY?
When he heard his name, Eren's head raised up. His mouth opened slightly, he
dropped his hamburger and his beautiful green eyes started to shine as though
they were stars.
"LEVI!!"
Even Kenny was startled at the kid's shout. Eren literally jumped from his
place into Levi's arms. Even more under the shock than he'd been previously,
all the teenager could do was open his arms for the child. He stood there, his
brain lagging ina spectacular way. Kenny, for his part, was staring at the two
boys in a state of pure surprise. He finally got out of it.
"Okay. What's going on? I mean, does anyone even know what's going on?
-Better take a seat, it might take some time."
Carla said that and pointed to the bench opposite of her and Eren. Before they
older males even had to time to agree, Eren had moved his food and was sitting
on the bench, leaving only one place available next to him.
"I wanna sit with Levi!"
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Levi was still in shock even after everything had been explained. His brain
refused to believe it.
Everything started when Kenny ran out of whisky. He always forgot to place his
orders for alcohol in advance and he'd always found a way to make it work
nonetheless. Turns out that, to make it work that day, he had no other choice
than to ask some of the alcohol at the host club. While he was talking with
Mama, he noticed Carla. He immediately felt something for the woman but it took
him two weeks before going back to the club as a customer. He asked for
Carlita. It took some time but they talked a lot about many things. Kenny
wasn't one to like talking, especially not in host club (for his defence, most
host clubs were brothels disguised just enough so that the police wouldn't pry
) but with Carla? It was different. He wanted her, yeah, but he was willing to
wait an eternity if that was what it took. 
She was beautiful and frank and also really honest. People liked her easily as
she never acted as if her emotions weren't real. There was something noble in
her that made her act with pride and confidence and she drew people in that way
without even realising.
Before he could even really take the time to think about, Kenny wanted more. He
wanted Carla and him to have a real relationship. It was the first time in his
life that he'd felt like that and he had been oh so confused about them. He
didn't know how to deal with these emotions and he'd been terribly awkward when
he finally found the courage to confess (well, confess is a big word. More like
some incoherent word-vomit). She rejected him. Because she had a son. Because
she wanted to give the best to him. Because even if Kenny seemed sincere he
clearly wasn't ready to become the kind of man good enough to father a child
(he had told her about his past job and some of his mistakes... how he had come
to do that he didn't know but he could say that the brunette had some weird
power over people). And to top it all, she still hoped that her husband would
come and find her.
 Heartbroken, Kenny stopped going to the club for a long while before he
realised that he didn't care about the fact that Carla was still thinking about
her husband. He wanted her for himself and he would do everything he could to
finally have her and so he came back to her. He promised her to become a good
man. He asked Erwin for a meeting in the hope that the blond man could help him
in this and he got a job at Survey Corps Academy as a teacher. As soon as he
told her that, Carla started to think about it more seriously. In the time
Kenny had been away she had realised that her husband probably wouldn't come
back. She realised he was probably dead and she decided to do what was the best
for her son. She needed to find a new way to live.
Kenny helped her to become a real Paradiz citizen. They found the papers she
needed together to allow her to quit her job as a hostess so that she could
exercise her profession, a nurse. Erwin found a clinic that wouldn't mind
hiring her and Kenny and Carla decided to get married to accelerate the process
of making her a citizen of their country. There were also quite a few
advantages of having a family when you became an employee of the state (Kenny
hadn't thought about it at first but he was more than fine with the idea). They
got married two months ago. No ceremony, nothing over the top. Mama had been
the wedding witness and Kenny adopted Eren. Erwin found them a house in which
they could live away from Shiganshina.
 
 Kenny never told his nephew because everything had happened so fast and he'd
been too preoccupied by his exams.
 
Eren kept on eating his fries. He looked like a starved child, even though he
clearly wasn't. He never stopped moving his feet and his whole body, in fact.
Every ten seconds he looked at Levi with joy written in his eyes. Carla
chuckled.
"I thought the two of you had the same eyes and I also knew that your names
were both Ackerman but to think you were Kenny's nephew...
-Yeah, well, I never thought your husband was my uncle either.
-He did talk a bit about you but now that I think of it, he never said your
name. It was always the kid, the brat, the dwarf on a few occasions... how
could have had guessed?"
Kenny interrupted them.
"Why didn't you tell me that those fu... freaking, huh, idiots had come back?"
Levi almost died from a brain aneurysm when he heard his uncle trying to watch
his tongue in front of the kid. He was so, so fucking whipped it wasn't even
funny. Carla put her hand on Kenny's arm.
"I didn't tell you because I knew what would've happened to them (Levi had to
stop himself from laughing. Eren and Kenny might have had a few things in
common when he thought about it. Only, Eren would've been kinder to the three
men). I didn't want to have to live with that and I still wasn't sure about the
two of us. I think that if I hadn't known Levi, I might have never trusted you.
You bath have the same eyes, so I associated the two of you for some reason...
even if it makes sense now..."
Eren didn't care about the oldest people around him were talking about so he
spoke to Levi.
"You look hungry. Do you want fries?
-Hey, brat, don't even try feeding me your garbage. If you don't eat everything
on your plate, I'm gonna steal your desert."
Eren's eyes doubled in size. He stuffed the offered fries in his mouth and
chewed them as fast as he could. Carla chuckled again.
"Now that I think of it, Levi never called Eren by his name either! That's
actually pretty funny..."
Levi interrupted her.
"Look, huh, I really don't know what to say. Congrats? Be happy? All of that is
just one big piece of shit. Kenny won't ever change! I know, I'm the same! Eren
won't be happier with Kenny as a dad, he doesn't know how to be a father!
-That's why you have to come live with us." 
A heavy silence filled the table. Eren asked Levi if he really would live with
them.
"Huh-uh, no way."
The kid's eyes filled up with tears and Levi almost felt like apologising to
him. however, that would have been a little OC, right?
"I won't live with you. I live at the Survey Corps dormitories, I don't want
to...
-Our house is fifteen minutes on foot away from the Academy. I'll be a teacher
there, remember? Erwin took care of everything.
-What? How could Caterpillar throw me out without even talking about it to me?
I'm gonna kick his fucking ass!
-Levi, language!"
Carla's voice immediately made Levi feel as though he'd just been scolded
(which might have been the case). Kenny was still trying to convince Levi.
"No one knows me better than you do, midget. No one else knows what I'm capable
of and the way I do things. If I do something wrong, if I'm as useful as a
stick, only you can actually make me do something about it. Carla can't always
watch over everythingI do but you can. If you come live with us you can make
sure I won't screw up."
Levi really, really tried to find arguments against his uncle's but he didn't
find any. He wanted to find the right words to express how impossible it was
for Kenny to become a good dad and for himself to become a big brother. They
were gonna hit a wall and hello the catastrophe.
It could never work, he was sure of it.
His conviction was shattered by both Carla's and Kenny's gaze. Thye were both
telling him that they refused to give up. Eren also stared at him. The kid had
been listening to the conversation and he didn't want to loose Levi again. The
intensity in his eyes was so fucking strong and that's what broke Levi. Didn't
he save the kid? Hadn't he said that he wanted to assume that responsibility
and make sure that Eren was fine? Would Levi turn his back to the kid like
people had turned their backs to him?
He made the mistake of looking at Eren's eyes. The green of is eyes reminded
him of the summer leaves when the lights passed through them. Small spots of
gold passing through a vibrant emerald green. But it wasn't the good
description since there was also this beautiful shade of blue mixing with the
green of his eyes. His irises were beautiful but oh so disturbing...
 "Please live with us, big bro Levi... please..."
He already knew he would regret this decision, but he would certainly kick
Kenny's ass if he ever did something wrong. He would make sure that both his
uncle and himself would become good people.
                                        
***** All that family's crap *****
Chapter by Yra
Chapter Notes
     I'M AN UNRELIABLE PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!! I'M JUST A PIECE OF GARBAGE T.T
     I'M SO DAMN SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      
     Also, as someone (Buggy_Love) made me notice, I wrote Nile Dok as
     Nile Dork, which technically isn't a mistake 'cause in the official
     French translation his name really is Nile Dork. The funniest thing
     is that I actually wanted to write Dok, autocorrect changed it to
     Dork, I didn't notice, I updated the last chapter, decided to not
     correct the mistake and then I realised it wasn't a mistake. Like
     what the hell? I laughed my ass off when I read Nile Dork in the
     manga, I just felt like my life was the most extraordinary mess
     ever... yeah, I'm lame like that.
It took them about a week to move inside their new house.
As he was unpacking one of the few boxes that were his, Levi remembered the
conversation he'd had with Erwin a few days earlier. The blond man was sitting
calmly in a comfortable recliner in his office when Levi had barged in without
even knocking. He barely moved at all when the teenager invaded his office.
"Hey, Eyebrows! Who said it was okay to throw me out of the dormitories without
my permission?
-Ah, Levi. I see Kenny finally told you about his projects..."
Erwin kept on taking care of his paperwork as though nothing was disturbing
him. Levi approached him and hit the documents in front of his principal/future
boss.
"Look at me when I talk to you! Kenny is a piece of garbage (ah, just like me
okay I'll shut up I'm sorry)and I don't care about what he might ask you to do
in the future but just ignore him! Especially if he's trying to ruin the lives
of a poor woman and her psychopathic son! I'm pretty sure I've been clear about
that: my family's drama concern me and me only!"
Erwin finally dropped his papers and looked at Levi. The teenager felt attacked
by the man's icy blue stare. 
"Think about it this way, hum? Survey Corps Academy would never have had
existed if I hadn't been ready to offer my help to anyone who might have asked
for it. I strongly believe that even lost causes might be salvageable. After
all, it's impossible to do something only if you give up...
-Oh, don't even try to pull that one on me dude. You only helped him 'cause it
gave you a leverage point to force him to work in your psycho's school."
Erwin slowly shook his head. All his strands of hair stayed exactly where Erwin
had combed them. It was kind of creepy in a way Levi couldn't comprehend.
"Levi, I am quite sad that you have such a bad image of me. I only want you to
be happy. And your uncle as well. If everyone gets to have what they want at
the end of the day, isn't it the good thing to do?
-... because being forced to lived with that cunt of an uncle and his new
little family is totally gonna make me happy, isn't it?
-You will live with your little family, Levi. That's the one thing that really
counts. You are the pearl of my project (these words had made Levi's skin
crawl). You are strong, brilliant but most of all you are terribly terrifying
and even if I know it isn't true, there are a lot of people who believe you to
be unstable and unpredictable. By marrying that woman, Kenny offered you a life
that has always been refused to you. A home, a family, a place where you'll
finally belong. I want to see how you will change if all the conditions are
there to give you happiness and most of all stability. You could become the
best soldier in history if you fuel isn't vengeance anymore. You need to have
something worth protecting and not just a target."
Levi's eyes became murderous and he groaned. 
"Do I look like a fucking rat in one of you laboratories? 
-You might look like you are angry but I know you are reasonable enough to know
that this is only you trying to hide the problem. You want to protect yourself
because the idea of finally having something that is yours is terrifying. When
you really think about it, my interests do not really matter, do they?
Shouldn't you be happy to not have to share your personal space with one of
your comrades? I thought you hated living in the dormitories..."
Levi shut his mouth. He couldn't explain what was bothering him about being
thrown into a family that he never thought he would ever have one day. It was
to intimate for him to tell that to Erwin and, even if he had wanted to tell
him, he couldn't have found the words.
Two small hands helped Levi to empty the box the teenager had been working on
before his brain had taken him elsewhere.
"Hurry up, Levi! Mum wants to go groceries shopping"
Levi snapped out of his mind.
"Hey, bug, did you even wash your hands before touching my things?"
Eren looked at Levi with a defiant stare.
"I'm not a bug, Levi.
-You're small and annoying so, of course, you're a bug. Don't touch that,
you'll dirty my things."
The kid looked like a kicked puppy and he clutched the books in his hand even
tighter than before.
"I washed my hands.
-Yeah. Before dinner. And after? Did you?
-...yes. I did.
-You dare lie to me..?"
Levi's voice got deeper and menacing. Eren boiled with excitation. He waited...
now. The kid escaped Levi as the teenager chased him down towards the first
floor. The brown-haired boy was faster than Levi had anticipated and he
couldn't catch the kid before he hid behind his mother. Carla shouted.
"Stop having fun for a second! I can't count on Kenny since he's preparing his
first class so I'll need your help for the shopping."
 Levi looked at the child with a mean look in his eyes.
"Carla, tell him to NOT go into my room or I'm gonna kill your piglet."
Kenny stuck his head out of his office and smirked.
"Watch out, brat, you're really starting to sound like a real big brother...
-Yeah, except I will gut him and I'll make a rug out off his damn scalp."
Levi was looking at his uncle with a dark light in his eyes. Kenny just
snorted.
"As if. I've seen how you look at him. That kid is your kryptonite. I liked you
less than you like Eren and I still stopped being an assassin to raise you.
-Hey, just because you got married doesn't mean you get to re-write the story,
old fart. You stopped killing people for a living 'cause you were getting too
old for the job... oh, don't look at me like that, you know it's true... Also,
your principal clients were all killed by the Titans. When it comes to the way
you've raised me, the social workers would've called it child abuse or
something.
-Yeah, yeah, whatever. Say what you want, dwarf. I know what I see and what I
say. Also, I wasn't raising a kid, I was raising an Ackerman.
-Ah? But Eren ain't a Jeager anymore, though. He's an Ackerman too now.
Remember he's not the real deal if you ever feel like 'being a good dad'."
A deformed smirk appeared on Kenny's face.
"See? You're trying to make sure he's gonna be okay..."
Levi had to stop himself or otherwise he'd have broken his uncle's nose with
his boot.
"LEEEEEEEVIIIIIIII, mommy wants us to go with her, cooooomeeeee oooooooon!"
Rectification: He wanted to break everything that moved. He really needed to
hit something.
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 Even after two months, Levi hadn't found it in himself to kill the kid. Even
if said kid seemed ready to do anything to convince the teenager to do it.
 "That's, uh, really... cute, captain. What is it, a bunny?"
Levi frowned and stared at Petra. She pointed the small drawing on Levi's
sheet. There, at the top corner of his notebook, was some kind of creature from
hell under which was written (very badly at that, with a reversed e ) Eren. The
kid had had the guts to put his signature under this abomination. Levi groaned.
It attracted their Language Arts teacher's attention but he ignored the two
monstrous CK and kept on giving his class. Levi grabbed his eraser and tried to
get rid of the drawing but it didn't do anything. The brat had used a pen. But
for hell's sake, when did the kid slip into his room? Petra chuckled.
"Is Eren the name of your little brother, captain?
-No. He's not my brother. It's the soon-to-be dead kid of Kenny's wife... I
swear I'm gonna kill that damn brat!"
Petra gave Levi her Liquid Paper. Levi thanked her and got to work erasing the
abomination Eren had drawn on his sheet.
"I'd like to meet him. He must really be something if he's got enough courage
to defy you."
Petra's words brought some images to Levi's mind. The teenager saw the kid
laughing while he was chasing him down to make him regret stepping foot in his
room. He saw him slip inside his room to do his homework even if he was
forbidden from entering. Sometimes he came with one of these really simple
books that Eren had troubles focusing on and understanding because of his ADHD.
Sometimes the child would just talk about the 'adventures of Jeager the
explorer' (which were nothing more than him walking in the neighbouring and
discovering meaningless shit). Almost against his will, Levi relaxed and smiled
a little. 
"Yeah, he is something. He'd probably be able to kick a grim reaper's balls if
it tried to bother him. That brat is suicidal."
Petra was in shock. She had never seen Levi without his perpetual I-don't-give-
a-fuck face or his Imma-kill-you-and-it's-not-gonna-be-a-fun-thing face before.
He was relaxed, almost joyful as he spoke of his little brother with what Petra
believed was pride. Her desire to meet Eren suddenly increased drastically from
simple curiosity to an urge to see him. Before the end of the day, that urge
spread to all of the CK. It was an annoyed and reluctant Levi that brought them
home after constant nagging.
As he got closer to the house, a small body launched itself at the teenager.
Eren hugged his legs and his face on the side of his left thigh. The kid had
appeared out of nowhere like a ghost and had surprised everyone except Levi
himself. Eren always did the same thing when his big brother got home after
him. He always acted as though he hadn't seen the short grumpy guy in ten
years. Levi stopped and waited for the kid to finally let go of his pants. His
friends surrounded him in the meantime.
Hange was staring at the child with awe in her eyes.
"Oh my god, look at this tiny human!
-Have you ever seen a kid before? From this close?
-Mmm? I did, Moblit, but then they put that restraining order on my ass when I
was a kid myself. I wasn't- and I'm still technically not allowed too but who
cares, right?- allowed to approach any place where children younger than
fourteen are. Guess I'm a rebel..."
Gunther looked mortified.
"Why the hell am I a CK? I only just followed the oldest kids in some slightly
illegal gang business... but you, Hange... well, you're fucking scary, you know
that, right?
-Aish, Eld, don't you even dare! Your gang did the most violent bank robberies
EVER in all off Paradiz. If I were you I'd shut up."
Petra rolled her eyes.
"Guys, stop talking about that, won't you? Are you stupid? Captain's little
brother is right here."
Oluo shrugged.
"So what? He's, like, four or somethin'. It ain't as though he understands what
we say, right?"
Moblit stared at him with a disgusted look.
"A four years old kid totally does understand the vast majority of what you
say. They just don't really process it the way someone older does. Now that I
think of it, none of you ever really saw a child from that close before, did
you?
Eren let go of Levi to have a better look at the group of foreign people that
surrounded him and his brother. His mind decided he didn't like them and he
hugged Levi's legs again. He stared at the teenagers with wary eyes. Hange
screamed high enough that everyone covered their ears with their hands when
they heard it.
"OH MY GOD LOOK AT THESE GORGEOUS EYES!"
Hange kneeled to put her face at Eren's level. Levi couldn't help but feel a
little concerned to see her so close to Eren... and to his crotch. She then
grabbed the kid's face in her hands. A full body shiver travelled up Eren's
small body when the girl touched him.
"You know you've got the planet's most beautiful eyes ever, right? It must be
some kind of mutation... This is the most beautiful aqua-green colour of Mare!
Oh, I wanna hug you so much right now- don't worry, Levi, I won't, there's no
way I'll risk infecting Eren with the disease I'm currently working on. YES, I
WASHED MY HANDS!- you're so cute! IS it genetic? Does your mum or dad have eyes
like yours? Oh, you are so damn A-DO-RA-BLE!
-Hange, you have three seconds to let him go before I make you swallow your
damn glasses."
Since the brunette ignored him and kept on cooing at Eren, Levi grabbed the kid
by his shoulders and stuffed him under his arm to save him from Hange. The
crazy girl looked desperate.
"Levi! No! Don't do this! We were barely starting to get to know each other!
Let me give my affection to this delectable creature!
-He's already one hell of a nutcase without you doing anything weird to him,
four-eyes. No way I'm letting you give him PTSD to top it off."
Levi stared at her with the scariest eyes he could muster. Everyone froze in
place as he replaced Eren from under his arm to his shoulder. Now free to move
his head with more ease than before, Eren looked at Levi's friend with some
newfound curiosity. The teenagers were amazed to see that the kid seemed to be
unfazed by Hange's attack. If such a young kid could deal with her shit with as
much ease as he did, he was definitely as strong as his adoptive brother.
 
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The house was very nice. Cosy and welcoming. Potted plants placed close to a
window. Light beige nylon couch and recliner. A low wood table where Levi
always did his homework, sitting with his back to the couch. A decently sized
plasma TV, French doors that lead to the backyard where a basketball net was
nailed to a tree (Kenny really tried, okay? Granted, a tree might seem a bit
weird but hey, at least the national sport could be played in their backyards,
alright? To which Carla laughed her ass off). The kitchen was "American-style"
(which really only meant it had a stove and oven as well as a fridge AND enough
counter space to be able to work two or three people at the same time).
Everything was light and clean and relaxing. It was a stereotype of the perfect
family house with the perfect little family living in it. To see Levi in this
kind of place really surprised his friends. Even Hange couldn't find the words
to express how shocked she really was.
Levi raised a brow and asked them:
"What are you doing? You trying to become statues in the freaking doorway?"
The group of CKs woke up from their comatose stupefaction and took off their
shoes. They aligned them perfectly on the edge of the carpet in front of the
door, going as far as to place them from smaller to bigger.
Eren tried to hug Levi again but the teenager pushed him away gently as he
headed to the sink. However, when the two boys noticed Eren's books
abandoned on the couch, Eren didn't hesitate to run away. Levi tried to grab
him by the back of his shirt but the kid was too fast for him to actually be
able to do it. 
"Come back here right now or I'll make you eat your damn homework."
Gunther was the first one to snap out of it. He stepped in the living room. The
others reluctantly followed him, as though they had been charged with mine-
sweeping the place. Once they were all settled around the low table, no one
moved. Levi, already busy with retrieving food from the fridge for his guests
(as he always did when his small group of misfit friends came over) pretented
to not notice how awkward they were being. He might have been an asshole but
seeing how awkward his friends were being, he decided to not add fuel to it and
kept his mouth shut.
 Eren appeared out of nowhere. He cleaned up his school supplies from the
floor. It took him a few seconds during which he never once looked away from
his brother's friends. Almost like a curious but slightly wary cat that did not
know whether to let the weird strangers pet him or hide under the furniture for
the night. Once he had packed his things in his school bag, his childish voice
broke the uncomfortable silence.
"Are you all constipated? Mummy knows a really good tea for that, Levi can make
it for you."
 Hange practically purred.
"Thank you, my little sugar thing, we'll remember that for the next time..."
Moblit facepalmed.
"Guys, don't talk to him like he doesn't understand shit! HE DOES
UNDERSTAND!!!!
-Mum won't be happy if you swear in front of her.
-SEE??"
Eren frowned, intrigued by all these weird people. And slightly afraid of the
brown haired brunet that looked like she wanted to hug him (or eat him).
"Who are you?"
Hange answered him with a sickeningly sweet voice that they were his brother's
friend. Levi came back from the kitchen with two plates in his hands.
"Yeah, don't believe everything they say. They're not my friends. I don't have
any. They're just a bunch of parasites.
-Like lice?"
Levi was surprised by how accurate the comparison was.
"Yep, exactly like lice.
-Leeeeeviiiii, you're so meeeeeeaaaaaaaaan."
Eren was already focused on something else entirely: the cookies Levi had put
on the table. He extended his hand and tried to grab one but Levi growled at
him.
"Oi, piglet, go wash your hands.
-I already did.
-Try to lie to me again and I'll crack your head on the counter and then I'll
feed your body to lions. Lions love piglets."
Hange cackled.
"You've got more and more creativity when it comes to your threats. I wonder,
should I congratulate Eren? He's clearly the one boosting your creativity.
-Hange, I don't think you should congratulate him. I still remember that one
time when the captain forced me to sniff chilli pepper powder..."
Petra almost choked on her saliva.
"It seems the pepper had more side effects than we expected if you forgot that
it happened two days ago. Oh, poor Eld...
-I can't believe it makes you laugh! Captain is some crazy psychopath 99% of
the time, you know? It's not healthy to like him, even less love him. Which you
clearly OUCH!"
Her foot kicked Eld's leg exactly where she bruised it during martial arts
training. Despite her kind, smiling and soft facade, she was the only CK who
ever went to prison for almost killing a few people. When she was arrested, the
Wildcats, a pretty violent and strong gang, crumbled apart but the legend of
their leader still lived in Shinganshina. The Pink Fire (called like that for
her flamboyant red hair and the leather jacket she always wore) was what she
was called.
Eren somehow managed to take one of the cookies and bit into it. 
"Say, why did you brought lice home?"
Before the kid could escape, Levi grabbed him by his shirt and headed to the
sink in the kitchen. Meanwhile, everyone looked at the squirming boy and the
menacing teenager and they wondered if Levi's threat really was serious and if
they should save the kid or not. They noticed they were worried for nothing
when Levi got the water running, took the cookie from Eren's hands, put it on
the counter and then washed the kid's hands. Everyone's jaw dropped. Once Levi
let Eren back on the floor, the child whined.
"I don't like it! I don't like this soap, it smells like lemon and I don't like
lemon.
-You don't like citrus? Aww, you're exactly like a cat!"
Levi snorted.
"A cat? Where the hell do you see a cat, four-eyes? That thing right there," he
patted Eren's hair " is a piglet."
Eren pulled his tongue, took back his cookie and turned his back to the raven-
haired teenager.
"Eat it and go do your homework, otherwise it's Carla that's gonna take care of
you!"
Eren shuddered and ran up the stairs.
"Goodbye Levi's lice-friends!
-Don't run up the stairs or you'll end up looking like Oluo! I swear, I'm gonna
hang his from his damn ears, I swear I'm gonna do it..."
Aside from Hange, everyone was still in a 'what the fuck is going on am I dead
am I in coma is it a dream there's no way this is real' state.
Moblit was the first one to speak.
"Captain... you're... well, aside from the threats, you're such a good big
brother!"
Everyone nodded, all at the very same time. Levi's eyebrows raised a good half-
millimeter at that. He genuinely was shocked.
"Yeah, and I never thought I'd ever see that but I almost saw him smile!
-Yeah, when the kid was running on the stairs?" Eld nodded "I saw it too!
-Totally. Like damn, he looked happy."
Levi rolled his eyes.
"You're all under some kind of collective hallucination. None of you should
have eaten the white mushroom sauce at the cafeteria."
Hange looked as though she was experimenting something. In other words: she
looked terrifying.
"Two months with that small angel could change the most dangerous demon into a
harmless puppy! And have you seen his EYES?"
Levi almost died from a heart attack.
"Eren? An angel? That kid is a calamity!"
Oluo replied to what Hange had just said and completely ignored Levi.
"Also, when you live in such a nice place, you can't always stay mad. If
paradise existed, it definitely would look like this.
-Yes, absolutely! This house, it's just perfect.
-Wait, so I'm always mad? What the hell makes you think that?"
Once again, Levi was ignored.
"Hey, I wonder how the captain's new mum look like?"
Everyone added their comment to Eld's words. Maybe she had the same eyes, maybe
Eren had just been lucky and his mum was ugly, etc. Levi cut it short and told
them that Carla looked the same as Eren except for her eyes.
"But, say, captain, it's been two months now. Shouldn't you, I dunno, call miss
Ackerman aunty or maybe even mum?
-Moblit. I'll tell you EXACTLY what I told Hange not too long ago. If you keep
on bothering me, I'll shove your head up her asshole.
-Yo, Levi? What's got my ass do with any of that? Huh? Nothing, that's what! I
didn't think you had some kind of anal fixation but please leave MY ass outta
it!
-What ass? You've got one?"
To which Oluo decided to answer:
"Well, she's got a bigger one than Petra."
Petra blushed and menaced her friend.
"Yah, if you don't shut the hell up about right now, I'll finish the captain's
job by breaking ALL your teeth!"
The group kept on bickering like that for quite a while. It became more and
more heated as they became used to the environment they were in until Eren came
back downstairs. He proudly showed his completed homework to Levi before being
captured by his brother's friends. Without even talking about it, they had all
decided that the young boy would become their mascot.
Soon after, Carla got back home and was more than happy to offer the "lice-
friends" to stay for supper. Kenny was less than pleased with that decision.
Not only he had to teach them all day about to hold a damn knife, now he even
had to see them at home? Those fucking -sorry Carla- freaking incapacitated
kids would, without any doubts, kill themselves or, at the very least, pierce
their own eye with how inept they were. Even so, the night was very joyful and
relaxing. It was fun, even Levi could admit it, despite how wrong it felt.
Well, wrong. It didn't feel wrong per see, more like awkward, but it was so
easy to just go with the flow. Unlike what his usual self would've done, he
didn't kick them out. They left by themselves.
Once the house was empty save for the little misfit family, Levi sat once again
in front of the low table to do his homework. He missed the Japanese style
apartments that both Carla and Kenny had. He really, really missed them (not
that he'd ever admit it, though, he wasn't that desperate and pathetic). He
usually worked in his room but the living room had just become more welcoming
than before because of the CK visit and he didn't feel like leaving yet.
A freshly showered Eren, dressed in his pyjamas, slowly dragged himself and sat
on Levi's lap. He had played kitten with Hange and used Oluo as a horse and
now, he was on the verge of passing out from how tired he was. In the two
months they had lived together, Eren hadn't done that at all. He never had the
occasion too. It only took a few seconds for the kid to fall asleep, nuzzled
against Levi's chest. The teenager put his hand in Eren's hair and distractedly
petted it as he did his maths homework. Kenny came in the living room with a
beer, probably planning on drinking it in front of the TV when he saw the two
boys. Kenny stared at Levi. The raven-haired teen ignored the older's man gaze
and pretended he didn't notice how meaningful it was. He didn't care about what
his uncle said or thought. One way or another, didn't he decide to fully take
his responsibility? What was wrong with protecting and treating the kid like a
pet? Eren's hair was so soft and fluffy. Also, everyone knows that petting a
puppy is relaxing, right?
Once Levi was done with his homework, he picked the kid up in his arms and
brought him upstairs. He tucked him in bed and watched him sleep for a while.
He looked so peaceful and normal. So childish too, and it seemed like a miracle
to Levi. He didn't know much about Carla's and Eren's life before he met them
but he knew it hadn't been all rainbows and butterflies. Sombre, sad, tensed...
yeah, that would be expected by most but Eren wasn't. He was... yes, he was
happy.
Levi remembered the only other time he'd watched Eren sleep and his heart
tightened. Back then, he had been convinced he'd never see the kid again.
Erwin was right. Levi didn't want to own something because if it was his then
it could be ripped away from him at any moment.
He didn't whether or not he was happy. If it would last or not. If he could get
used to the colourful and joyful routine that Carla and Eren brought to his
life. Was it all a good thing? Levi couldn't help but think that everything
could end abruptly. This small universe could be a mirage, a happy one, but an
ephemeral one. 
Levi shook his head. Asking questions that couldn't be answered wasn't his
style. He combed his fingers through Eren's hair one last time before getting
up. He decided not to bother himself with such question. Living day by day
seemed like a good choice. At the moment, he felt good. Taking care of that
small bundle of energy and calamity amused him more than he would ever admit
even to himself.
Yes, Levi definitely could get used to all this family's crap.
 
***** When the little Beast meets the little Birdie *****
Chapter by Yra
Chapter Notes
     I'm still a piece of garbage... but I'm a piece of garbage that's got
     more time on her hands!!!!! So Here is the sixth chapter! Enjoy :)
     If there are any mistakes, please point them out.
Back when they still lived in Shaganshina, Eren's mother always forbid him to
walk outside alone. Now that they lived in Trost, even though he was never
given the permission too, he never felt like he did something wrong when he
went outside and wandered around without someone to accompany him. 
Carla hadn't been able to obtain a stable schedule yet and Kenny was still
struggling to get used to his new job. He spent most of his free time in the
staff room to try and come up with some sort of acceptable classes (what was
Erwin thinking when he put him in charge of Weapons History? Kenny had never
talked this much in his life ever before even when he'd been trying to seduce
Carla...) and Levi, as any other student, spent all his time studying or
hanging out with his 'lice-friends' before coming back home. 
Result? Eren spent a LOT of this alone for a kid his age. He got back home from
school all alone, ate his snack alone... and when he was alone? He was damn
bored.
It was his boredness that gave him the idea of the 'exploration missions of the
great Jeager'. The part of the district he lived in held no more secrets to the
kid. He sometimes waited for Levi in a nearby playground and when his brother
got there, they'd go home together. Levi snacked with him from times to time
before he went upstairs and locked himself in his room to do his homework. Eren
really liked bothering Levi. Especially when the older boy didn't want to be
bothered (which was most of the time) because even if he acted mad and frowned
and talked with his scary voice, Levi always ended up playing with him. But not
lately. Since his mum told him how important it was for Levi to study, Eren
stopped barging in his room looking for attention. Instead, he spent his time
wondering what to do. Really, Eren was bored and the kid could barely bare it.
On a day when he decided to go outside, Eren crossed a back alley, hit a few
bricks with the stick he had in his hands (he found it in the nearby park. It
was a great walking stick, a wonderful fictive machine gun and a passable
sword) and stumbled across them. He had been all happy and frisky, and now he
wasn't.
A group of kids around his age were surrounding another kid. Said kid seemed
clearly shorter than the others but it might have been because he was curled
up. The four boys that surrounded the smallest child? Eren knew them. They were
a year older and they went to the same school. They played boss and strong.
They pushed people around, they bullied girls and acted as though the world
belonged to them.
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Eren didn't have friends at school. Eren didn't like his new school.
In his school back in Shiganshina, his teacher was a kind and thoughtful woman.
She knew Eren simply couldn't sit on a chair for more than half an hour without
running, going outside or jump around like some kind of kangaroo. She adapted
herself to his hyperactivity to teach him as best as she could how to read,
write and do basics maths. But she had the time to do that. Most parents didn't
really care about their kids and their education so she had time to give to the
few students that wanted to learn. However, in Trost, the new teacher was way
more strict. He required obedience and concentration. He expected Eren to fit
in and simply obey. The teacher had to teach so many kids and to him, Eren was
a dunce. Nothing else. The others students knew he came from Shiganshina and
they didn't want to annoy him. They all avoided him. They didn't mean to
isolate him, they were just slightly afraid of the kid that grew up amongst
gangs and violence. Eren never tried to prove them wrong. He wouldn't pretend
to be all soft and gentle just to make friends. He didn't care about what the
others student thought of him. He hated this school and if it hadn't been for
the promise he made to him mum to act like a 'good little boy', he would've
skipped all of his classes.
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The four bullies were surrounding the small kid. 
"D'you know how we call kids like ye? Trannies!
-Yeah, you a disgustin' tranny!
-Lift your skirt, see if you've got a thingy like us!"
The idea seemed to please the others and soon they were all chanting "lift your
skirt" over and over again. The curled up child didn't move at all, didn't even
try to say anything and so Todd (the chief, if Eren remembered correctly)
grabbed her by the hair. The girl cried out in pain and was forced to kneel on
the ground. The others boys grabbed her dress and tried to rip it off of her. 
Eren couldn't just stand there and watch anymore. It had been a crazy long time
since the last time he'd felt so much adrenaline in his veins. His heart
started to beat faster, energy travelled in his body and he started to slightly
shake. His breath shortened and he started to see red. He remembered the way
Levi had saved him. The amazing way he had kicked his opponent. He even dreamed
about it sometimes and Eren somehow knew he'd be able to reproduce it. His body
started to move before he even took the decision to attack the other kids. When
his boot hit the brute's jaw, Eren heard a sinister cracking sound that brought
a smile to his lips. Perfect! It hadn't been as beautifully executed as Levi's
but it was a pretty damn good start. The other three boys stared at the green-
eyed boy with terror in their eyes. Eren slowly turned and looked at them.
"So, do you wanna play with me, idiots? Four against one, it doesn't seem
really fair..."
Todd stared at his friend on the ground with shock in his eyes. The kid on the
ground held his jaw. He cried and blood fell down his nose. The boss then
stared at Eren.
"A-Ackerman?"
Eren huffed. He really had a hard time getting used to his new name. Todd still
held his victim with as much strength as he could muster. The girl was clearly
scared out of her mind. Her soft blue eyes reminded him of the times when he'd
nap under the old cherry tree in the school's playground, back in Shiganshina.
Blond strands of hair were stuck in Tod's hair and a few hair were lying on the
ground. Eren hoped it wouldn't be visible when all of this was over. Eren
sniffed with a grossed out face.
"Let her go, moron."
From shocked, Todd's face became aggressive. He brutally let go of the blonde
kid's hair. 
"Ackerman, you're dead!"
With a move of his head, the three bullies headed towards Eren, determined to
make him regret his decision. 
Dead? Todd obviously only said this word because he'd heard it on TV before.
Todd didn't know what death was. He'd never felt like he wanted to kill someone
before. Of course, he'd never wanted to kill someone. Todd wasn't like him.
Todd was weak despite the fact that he was way taller than Eren.
Eren almost smiled. He felt the same kind of energy he had felt that night when
he tried to kill the men that had hurt his mother. He knew he shouldn't do it.
He knew he shouldn't hurt these other boys, but he instead let himself
smile. He let the adrenaline course through his veins. He let himself be filled
with excitation and apprehension of the fight to come. The others kids became
wary of the stick Eren held in his hands and they became hesitant.
Eren patiently waited for his adversaries to make the first move. 
A minute. Two minutes passed without anyone moving except the boy on the
ground. He had crawled all the way to the wall of a nearby house and he was
still whining in pain. It wasn't that they didn't want to attack. They did.
They wanted to move and show the smaller child that they were stronger than
him. They just couldn't. Their bodies didn't obey them like they should've. 
Hypnotised by his terrifying green eyes. 
The gaze of a predator on them.
Cold sweat running down their backs.
Fear.
Fear. 
Fear.
Fear.
One of the brutes slowly walked back and said "I-I'm going home..." and ran
away as fast as he could. The other two were way too scared to be able to move,
even the slightest bit. Eren licked his dry lips and stared at them with even
more intensity than before.
"If you guys are still here, is it because you wanna fight? I guess so..."
Eren didn't give them the time to answer. He attacked them. The first hit got
Todd's friend on his face. He fell on his butt and without waiting even one
second he crawled back, out of reach of the scary green eyed kid. His cheek was
scratched from the wooden stick and he'd probably have one hell of a bruise on
his face in a few hours but he was still awake. Adrenaline filled him and
finally allowed him to move. He ran. Eren hadn't even looked him as he was too
preoccupied with Todd. He hit him over and over again. The child tried to
protect himself and screamed that he didn't want to fight but Eren didn't hear
him. Todd curled up on the ground, his arms over his head in a futile attempt
to protect himself. Even then Eren didn't stop.
A pale, dirty scratched up hand grabbed his arm to stop him.
Eren turned his eyes, filled with malice, towards the person who stopped him.
It was the girl. The one that Todd's group had been hurting. Eren frowned,
puzzled. She was shaking and sweating but she didn't break eye contact when he
looked at her blue eyes. Eren knew, or at least suspected, that he looked
pretty frightening judging by the other kid's reaction when they looked at him
but she didn't move. She still held his arm. Eren asked her in a voice so calm
and normal that it was almost frightening:
"What are you doing?
-St-Stop! You... You're gonna kill him..."
Eren crooked his head to the side, as though he didn't understand a single word
the girl had said.
"So what? They were hurting you, no? Now that I think of it, why didn't you try
to defend yourself?
-Because I am stronger than them! I wasn't losing..."
Even though her voice sounded broken, she was dead serious. Eren smiled a real
smile this time. He bent down and took the stick that he'd let fall on the
ground.
"You're really damn weird, you know?"
Todd took the opportunity that was given to him and got away. He crawled at
first and then he ran to escape from the back alley. 'Thank god that this
stupid tranny stopped him' he thought as he saw the disappointed eyes the brown
haired boy threw at him.
"Aw, now he's getting away..."
All that was left of his fight with the bullies were the few blood droplets on
the ground.
Oh well. One way or another Eren had been calmed down from the moment the
blonde girl had touched his arm. He sighed.
"They'll probably come back, you know? Bad guys always come back."
The girl looked exhausted and out of breath. She walked towards the old book
that the bullies had taken from her and got it back. 
"I know. It doesn't matter. I won't walk here again, that's all.
-Yeah, but if you had let me hit them, you wouldn't have had any problems ever
again from them."
The vicious eyes she threw at Eren surprised him. She looked... disgusted,
almost.
"I don't want help from a brute like you. You can't take care of a violent
situation with violence. You're exactly like them, a bad guy...
-WHAT? But I helped you!"
She looked as though she were thinking for a few seconds and bid him goodbye.
"Thank you. Farewell."
She turned away. A confused Eren followed her.
"Wait, what's your name?"
She was wary of him, the green eyed kid could see that.
"Why do you want to know that?"
Eren played with his fingers, twisting them and looking at them like they were
the most interesting thing in the world.
"I'm sorry.
-Wh... Why do you apologise?"
Eren looked at her through his eyelashes, from below, with contrite eyes.
"Because I made you mad?"
Silence filled the alleyway. The blonde kid stared at her 'saviour'. She shook
her head.
"I'm not mad. Thanks for helping me. I think... yeah, you're not like them." 
She didn't say she thought he was worse. The others had done what they'd done
out of malice because they wanted to feel powerful. Not the green eyed kid. He
was deeply different than them. He did everything he did out of the kindness of
his heart, in a way. He didn't see that what he'd done was bad because all he
saw was that he'd helped someone. He was convinced he had done the good
thing... Yes, he was scary. She was brought out of her thoughts when the other
child smiled at her with a warm smile. 
"You're really courageous, you know?
-Heh?
-I don't really understand why you think you were winning by letting yourself
be beaten but I could see it!
-See what? 
-That you weren't afraid! At all!"
She chuckled. Even if he had been really awkward doing so, he had been trying
to compliment her.
"I was scared. Actually, I was almost dying from how afraid I was! And I didn't
want to be covered in bruises again...
-Does it happen often?"
She nodded.
"Each time I'm not careful enough. They see me when I'm on my way from the
library.
-Why don't you ask your mum to buy you books?"
Blue eyes lit up with passion.
"Because I love going outside! And the library is my favourite place in the
world! It's just like a magical place, filled with thousands of worlds and
universes!
-Yew. I don't like reading. It's so boring. I prefer to go to the playground.
Do you know how to play basketball? Levi is teaching me how to play. I'll be in
the national team when I grow up!"
She looked at him with a slight bit of jealousy in her heart.
"I... I can't play sports.
-Heh? Why?"
She looked at the concrete under her feet with sadness.
"I have an illness since I was born. My heart is sick and I can't do anything
that could make me too tired or make me use my heart too much. And even if I
wanted too, I couldn't play basketball with anyone. I never went to school.
-Ahh, you're kinda lucky. School is boring..."
Her face fell down.
"Even so, I really want to go..."
 Eren looked at her carefully for a few seconds. Yeah, she really did look
small. Her skin was really pale and her bowl haircut made her look like an
intellectual. She looked like someone who would like going to school... as well
as someone who wanted to do some sports.
"I can teach you if you want. You can come over at home! Levi is scary but he's
nice, you'll see!"
Her eyes lit up and she was about to say yes when she remembered something. She
once again looked as depressed as someone could be. Completely lost, Eren tried
to comfort her as best as he could. He put his hand on her forearm.
"Don't worry, I'll help you convince your parents...
-No, that's not it... you just won't want to play with me when you'll know the
truth.
-Nah, of course not! I really want you to be my friend. And it's gonna be nice
to be three to play instead of two..."
She shook her head and clenched her small fists. She raised her head, looked at
him dead in the eyes and shouted "I'm... I'M A BOY!!!"
Eren froze. He looked at her from her feet to her head, redid it, and screamed.
"HEH?!?!"
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 Armin's dad was a fireman. He died while trying to save a little kid from the
flames. The kid didn't survive either. As for his mother, she was too weak, her
body too fragile, and giving birth killed her. His grandfather, his father's
father, took care of him and adopted him. However, it seemed like his family
was plagued with bad luck. Armin was born with a heart too small and feeble to
work properly. Since his grandfather was a descendant of the Ancients (they
used to live on Anthya, the lost continent. At the time when the Ancients were
still around, the Great Flood hadn't happened yet and Mare was still called the
Earth) he had many beliefs and thought that many superstitions were true. One
of this belief led to Armin being dressed as a girl. Some Ancients used to
dress sick boys as girls until they were seven years old because Gods were more
benevolent with girls. Since he'd never went to school, Armin never really
understood how bad it was seen to be dressed as a girl when you are a boy until
very recently.
Still. There actually might have been something true in that old belief. Armin
was almost six years old. The doctors thought he wouldn't survive past his
first birthday.
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 For once, Eren had been attentive. They were in Eren's favourite playground,
the one close to his home. Armin told him everything about his small life. Both
sitting on the swings, they weren't really moving until the blonde boy finished
his story. He was waiting for the insults that the brunette would, most likely,
throw at him now that he knew. Eren started to fidget and twist on the swing,
turning left for a while. Once the chains were twisted enough for his liking,
he sat back and let himself spin, faster and faster and then slower. He
repeated the process a few times, trying to evacuate all the energy he'd
suppressed while Armin had been talking. He didn't notice how anxious the other
boy was. Eren was his usual self. Carefree and happy.
"Your grandpa is, like, one hell (Armin gasped at what he considered a bad
word) of a magician! And I was sooooo right, you really are super courageous!
You fight your illness with your dresses like a boss and even the doctors don't
know how you're so strong! Your skirts are kinda like the armour of a
superhero!"
Armin's eyes filled with tears. In a few seconds, Eren had swept away all of
his fears. His shame, incomprehension, solitude... Everything. Armin sobbed
lightly and Eren awkwardly patted his head.
"Stop crying though, the mums around are gonna think that I'm being mean to a
girl..."
Tears still rolling down his cheeks, Armin laughed.
"Hey, come on! At least choose: you're crying or you're laughing?"
At these helpless words, the blonde couldn't not laugh for real. He wiped the
tears that still remained on his cheeks and smiled brightly, one of his
delicate hands on his heart. He could barely breathe with how much he was
laughing. Eren looked at him, deeply worried.
"Is your heart okay? Why are you holding it?"
If he hadn't been so out of breath, Armin would have told him that his heart
had felt this well before. Ever.
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 The two boy quickly became really close to each other. Completing each other.
Armin pushed Eren to take school somewhat seriously. Not that the blonde ever
did or said anything about it. Eren simply wanted to grant, as much as he
could, Armin's wish of going to school. The hyperactive kid gave himself a
mission. He took notes about everything in class, from maths to history, so
that he could give them to his friend. They learned and did Eren's homework
together. Armin quickly caught up to Eren and even surpassed him, explaining
everything the brunette didn't understand in simpler words and in steps. Both
Carla and Armin's grandfather were pleased with this new friendship. Carla
because she had been afraid about Eren never making any friends and the grandpa
because he finally saw his grandson smiling.
In exchange, Eren showed Armin what made life so appealing and fun:
Stupidities. Tonnes and tonnes of stupid things.
Like, for example, throwing mud on the house of that old woman that destroyed
their basketball when it got in her backyard. Drawing on Levi's notebook and
escaping as fast as possible once it was done before the teenager kicked their
ass. Trying to touch the sky one the swings. Building a pillow fortress with
bed sheets and basicaly every pillow in the house (except for Levi's pillow.
That had been a mistake that wouldn't be repeated) and then playing pirates.
Running after the old and fatigued stray cat to trying and bury it (not it's
head, though) in the sand. Playfully bicker and fight (Armin always won when it
came to words, but when they became 'professional UFCs fighter'? Eren had
always won). Steal Carla's makeup and put it on their faces to look like
monsters.  
Every day, every hour, every minute had become an epic adventure for the boys. 
They spent so much time together, be it at Armin's or Eren's, that Carla wasn't
exactly surprised when people thought that both children were hers. She
basically thought of the fragile kid as her kid anyway. As for Armin's grandpa,
he asked Eren to call him gramps. Which he did.
The boys had found that special someone that you would always have with you.
That special someone that would always be your friend no matter what and that
would never let you be alone. That special person that will never leave you
with your sadness without doing everything they could to help. The one human in
the world that would never, ever betray you. An eternal ally.
A best friend.
***** Two Beasts in the forest (part 1) *****
Chapter by Yra
Chapter Notes
     Hey there! A chapter so soon? (Almost) respecting my deadline? What?
     Crazy, right? BUT next chapter will take a little more time. It's
     gonna be hard to translate but I'll do my best to translate it as
     soon as possible :)
     Once again, if you notice any mistakes please point them out. Other
     than that, enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
The atmosphere was weird at the Academy. As it always was when Erwin went
there. Even when he didn't leave his office it felt to most as though he was
watching them, monitoring and controlling everything that happened. Yeah,
that's how Erwin was. Some damn kind of fucking god that could scare about
anyone and anything. And it wasn't some weak guy from Sina district who said
it. Nah, it was Kenny Ackerman. Kenny hated Erwin. The dude was just like some
sort of twisted puppeteer who specialised in human puppets. He never did
anything if it didn't serve him in his future plans, never said anything if he
couldn't gain something from it and his eyes... Kenny had to suppress a shiver
before he entered the office.
There. That stare. Two electric blue eyes. Almost phosphorescent. The kind of
eyes that you only ever see on a porcelain doll. Dead and terrifying. Now,
Kenny was used to disturbing eyes. Carla's brat had the weirdest eyes ever but
he got used to them. Erwin's eyes? Nah, no one couldn't feel grossed out and
wary when these eyes stared at you.
Erwin smiled kindly and motioned his hand to the chair in front of his massive
desk. Kenny had learned early in life that a smile was the best way to sell
shit to an idiotic man and make said idiotic man think that he actually bought
ice cream. And Kenny wasn't idiotic. He stayed where he was, standing in front
of the door, not even acknowledging Erwin's gesture. Erwin ignored the other's
man reticences and, his face stuck in a fake welcoming expression, greeted the
teacher.
"As usual, Kenny, you are true to yourself. Right on time!"
Kenny snorted.
"Death is always on time. Not a second too late nor too soon. She's always
right on time. Always been and always will be."
Erwin pretended to be interested.
"Another one of you Ackerman sayings?
-Nah. Just the goddamned truth."
Erwin let his hand fall to his side, visibly convinced that his hospitality
wouldn't be rewarded. Right after that, Kenny took place on the chair. He
crossed his arms on his chest and crooked his head to the side slightly,
defiance in his eyes and... and his overall attitude.
"What even do you want, Erwin? Huh? It's not enough that I'm teaching these
disabled kids you call prodigy? It's almost sure that I'm not here 'cause one
of them cowards came here to complain, right? Levi aside, none of those bugs
have enough guts to bitch about my class. And since I leave him be to do
whatever the f... hell he wants, there's no damn reason for him to say
anything."
Erwin raised one of his majestic brows. Like, how could he even lift the
fucker? 
"Hum. I would have preferred if you didn't treat your nephew differently. It
could be seen as favouritism.
-Ha. Favouritism? Levi started to learn how to use firearms when he was five
and he used them at six! I'm pretty sure there's nothing else for him to learn,
is there?
-..."
Erwin opened his mouth to say something but he closed it. Probably would have
been useless. Instead, he asked:
"How is your family doing?"
Kenny bit his tongue and didn't reply that Erwin should take care of his own
ass. It might have been hard to notice for most people but Kenny had learned a
few things from the goody two shoe teachers. Apparently, neither ass nor fuck
was appropriate in a proper conversation. Bitch too was prohibited. What a
discovery! Not that he really was able to talk with proper language but he did
try. For Carla, mostly, since he didn't give a fuck about the teens in his care
nor about his colleagues. Instead of the lovely reply he had wanted to say a
second ago, he said:
"Carla is as happy as happy can be. She loves to be exploited in the clinic
you've found. Eren also made a little blonde friend who wears dresses and -
no, he's not Eren's girlfriend- that little blonde friend isn't educated. What
a safe district! As for Levi, I guess you see him often enough to know that he
only cares about Carla's brat? Hell, he even refused to go to the arcade
because he'd forgotten to make Eren's lunch the day before. No kidding. In a
month or two, he's gonna be some kind of housewife, pink apron and all, with
knitting needles in hand and he's gonna make Eren a scarf or some shit like
that."
Erwin smile got larger and somehow looked sincere.
"Really? I'm glad to hear that."
Kenny's jaw almost fell to the ground but Levi didn't learn to look stern from
a stranger so the black-haired man kept his bored expression.
"I give you a massive destruction weapon on a silver plate and you're happy
about the fact that you're turning him into a butter knife?"
Erwin lost his smile and leant against his armchair. His eyes became piercing
and he coughed lightly. 'Shit, what the fuck's going on right now?'
"To be completely honest, Kenny, the reason I asked to meet with you is to talk
about your family... all of your family."
Kenny kept, again, his stern expression and stayed silent. Erwin opened the top
left drawer of his desk and took a kraft envelope. He put it in front of the
ex-assassin. It brought back memories to the man. His jobs were once handed to
him this way. An envelope in which a picture and a name were written. A few
important details were also written. Usually, how much the person was worth...
and how they had to be killed. 
Knowing really well that Erwin was too much of a righteous man to ask him to do
that, Kenny took the kraft envelope and opened it. He retrieved all the
documents in it. The first paper, a picture, made Kenny's heart stop for a few
seconds. His breathing hitched too and when he finally convinced his lungs to
let air in them, it was shaky.
"Mana..."
Erwin nodded his head once. serious.
"We've found Levi's mother's twin. She survived, never had cancer and she now
has a little family."
Kenny was still staring at the picture. Mana and Gena were his older sisters.
Twins. Mana ran away from home before their father had completed her assassin
training. Kenny was only five at the time. Gena had always been too weak
physically for their father to take an interest in her. At least when it came
to teaching her how to kill. Since she couldn't meet her father's expectations,
she became a little more than an older sister to Kenny. She became the only
person he had any trust in, almost became a mother to him. However, once Mana
left, Kenny had to become a real Ackerman and he did what Ackermans did best
except for killing: he left her behind. 
He still couldn't forget that everything was Mana's fault. She should have
become an assassin. He wasn't supposed too. If Mana had done what had been
expected of her, Kenny could've taken care of Gena and she wouldn't have died
alone in a shabby and stinky one room apartment. She wouldn't have left behind
the most pitiful five years old known to mankind.
Kenny put the documents back on the desk and pushed them away. He didn't look
at anything aside from the picture.
"I don't give a fuck. Good for her, now I don't ever wanna hear about her
again."
Erwin sighed.
"There's only one problem, though. Your sister is very important. She's even of
the uttermost importance to us.
-Wait, what?
-Have you ever heard of the Atlas?
-Who hasn't heard of them aside from your consanguine aristocrats living in
Sina that marry between cousins since so long that they basically all share the
same DNA?"
The Atlas weren't a gang per see. It was a sect. A goddamned sect. Kenny had
always avoided their territories like the plague. Those crazy bastards believed
in some kind of weird-ass Prophet that promised them a demonic army that would
clean the planet and that would only let the true believers survive. Only the
children of Atlas, the ones who held in them the genes of the divine light. As
far as Kenny knew, they were, every single one of them including the babies, a
bunch of kamikazes. He thought they all lacked a little something in their
brains.
Erwin explained.
"We believe that the Atlas are just a cover up and that the Titans are actually
behind it."
Kenny's face suddenly shifted from bored out of his mind to almost surprised.
Yeah, okay, his face looked surprised. Not just almost.
"WHAT??? You think those retards are related to the most violent gang in
history? I fail to see how faith can lead even the most moronic person ever to
think that reselling a human liver on the black market is a sacred thing...
-I cannot explain in details how we discovered this but I can tell you that
your sister is related to it all.
-Hah? How's that? What's it she got to do with all that?
-She and her family are the only ones who ever managed to escape a village
controlled by the Atlas. She might have some crucial information for our
investigation..."
Kenny sniggered.
"Well, awesome! Go ahead and knock yourself out. Kidnap her and have your fun.
She barely began her Ackerman training so if you burn one or two of her
phalanxes she'll probably spit it all out. If you were waiting for my
approbation to torture her or something, well you got it!"
Erwin stopped Kenny's rambling with a hand gesture. 
"Wait a minute. We would rather not have to do this, to be quite honest. 
-So what? You'll ask her gently to tell you everything you asked about? A
little bird is telling me that it ain't gonna be that easy. Who knows how long
she's been in that goddamned sect? She might be way more brainwashed than you'd
think.
-Well, of course, she will not talk to us. But to you? She will."
Kenny's whole body stopped moving for a while before he burst out laughing.
"Me? She got away when I was five! She knew Gena was too weak! She knew that if
she left I'd have to take her place as the heir of the Ackerman knowledge. She
never thought one second to bring us with her to save us from all that shit.
And you, you think that, more than thirty years later, she'll listen to
whatever the fuck I have to say? You really think that? She doesn't give a
damn! Not a single one! And why would she, huh?"
Erwin frowned. No, really, did Erwin train his face muscles to be able to move
his goddamned eyebrows?
"I think that because of your... peculiar education you Ackermans have some
difficulties to understand yourselves...
-...
-One way or another, your sister and her husband escaped after we managed to
take this picture. We have not been able to find them again in six years. She
might not have completed her assassin's formation but she certainly knows how
to not be found if she doesn't want to be found. However, Kenny, you are a
professional...
-Ex-professional. You're the one who helped me to stop all this. Definitely.
-Yes, of course. About that, I am not asking you to kill anyone. I only want
you to find Mana and to convince her to come to us to share the information she
has about the Atlas. Believe me, if we have managed to find her, they will too.
Sooner or later. They do have more reasons to see her dead than we have..."
The light in Erwin's eyes didn't allow for a no. It might have been said as
though the principal had been asking for a favour but it was more an order than
anything else. Survey Corps Academy needed the information that Mana held.
Kenny was the only adequate tool to get said information. Nothing more. Nothing
less. As he had already said, Kenny wasn't an idiot. He understood things
without them being explained to him. He knew he had to do it and he knew things
could and would certainly get ugly for him and his family if he didn't obey
like a good little puppy.
Since he had too, Kenny would organise the most epic and grandiose family
reunion ever seen... well, everything is relative.
 
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A few months passed and just as Erwin had predicted (much to Kenny's dismay)
the ex-assassin had found his very dear big sister.
It hadn't been easy, but it hadn't been anywhere near impossible either. All
that was left for him to do was to approach her without her noticing and
running away.
"Kenta Ackerman? You listening?"
Oh fuck. Carla had just used both his real first name AND his last name. Shit
would get real soon...
"Aish, Carla, don't be a bitch. If you've got to ask, you know I'm not." Both
of her eyebrows raised in surprise and Eren chuckled. Carla looked at him with
a look in her eyes that meant 'you better stop laughing right now, you
traitor'. She quickly brought her attention back to Kenny and pointed him with
her finger.
"I swear that if I find out that you've left Eren alone all the damn weekend...
-Huh? What? Alone? But..."
He turned his head towards Levi. He was sitting on the couch with a book in
hands but he wasn't reading it. Instead, he was looking at his uncle with a
condescending face. Kenny felt a sudden urge to call his a dick. However, he
already was the victim of Carla's anger. He'd better not make his predicament
worse. Carla hated when the boys were vulgar. She felt like they had to talk
correctly around her son... not that Eren didn't know about every single damn
swear word there was. The boy was already able to spit really impressive
insults when he wanted to.
Kenny thought about something and said it aloud.
"What about Levi? Can't he take care of Eren?
-Camping in the mountain-side. The whole weekend. It's supposed military
training in a pseudo-real environment. You're a teacher at the Academy and you
don't even know that, uncle Kenny?"
Kenny didn't know how he had done that, but Levi had just managed to make his
name sound exactly like you asshole. It was a gift that he envied him a lot at
the moment.
"Shit, I completely forgot that. What about the old geezer?
-Oh, you mean Armin's grandpa? You know, Armin, Eren's best friend, the one who
currently is inside Sina's walls to undergo a heart surgery?"
Oh. Yeah. Right. It already had been a year and a half since they'd met the
mushroom dwarf (Levi had found the nickname. It might not have been the
greatest nickname ever but it clearly was one hell of an improvement from
tranny). Apparently, the blonde had found courage from his friendship with Eren
and he'd decided to undergo the very fucking dangerous operation (it was that
or dying, like, really soon) that could save him and offer him a normal life.
Yes, now that he thought about it, he had heard them talk about it, a little
while ago.
The Ackerman tried to open his mouth but Carla stopped him. 
"Oh, nah-han. No stupid excuses! You won't get out of this. I have to take this
class if I want to be taken seriously at work. You know how much I want that
job as the head nurse! And you promised you'd do your part. Eren cannot stay
here alone worrying himself sick about his best friend for the whole weekend!
He's too young to stay alone for this long anyways."
Eren pouted.
"I'm not a baby anymore! I'm seven and a half now!"
Levi looked at him with amusement in his eyes.
"As you were saying, Carla. He's still only just a young little boy. Still
counting the half after his age..."
Eren crossed his arms over his lithe torso and stared viciously at his brother.
Kenny wanted to say that it really wasn't such a good idea to bring him along
to go and see his new crazy adopted aunt... but he couldn't. It was against the
rules to talk about your mission in your living room just to win a goddamn
argument. So Kenny did the only thing he could do. He sighed and bowed to
Carla's fury. He'd bring the shitty kid with him if that was it took. It
wouldn't put him in any danger anyways. Well, with a little bit of luck...
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Who was Kenny kidding? Things would definetely go wrong.  
Not because of any kind of danger. Well, define danger. If you think about a
fucked up bitch who abandoned her sibbling, nah. No problems. But an ex-
assassin who can't stand his wife's kid for more than an hour or so? Yeah,
that's the kind of danger 
Well, let's define danger. If you think about a fucked up bitch who abandoned
her sibbling, nah. No problems. But an ex-assassin who can't stand his wife's
kid for more than an hour or so? Yeah.
Kenny was about to skin Eren alive. They had left not long after the sun had
risen and they had at least half a day of driving ahead of them. The thing was
that Eren, no matter how mature he was sometimes, was nothing more than a kid.
He needed to pee every thirty minutes. He sang along each. And. Every. Single.
Fucking. Song. On. The. Fucking. Radio. He was just like some kind of jukebox.
A really strident and out of pitch jukebox. And he basically jumped on his seat
like some kind of drunk grasshopper on steroids. The movement brought Kenny's
eyes everywhere exept on the damn road...
It took them about two hours more than predicted to reach the mountain.
Once he'd parked his relatively discret car far enough in the woods that it
wouldn't be seen from the road, Kenny draged Eren behind him and they began
thair hike. The weird thing about Eren (not only weird, disturbing too, if
Kenny was being honest with himself) was that he never asked questions. The kid
followed Kenny, played with sticks, ran around a bit, looked at flowers as if
it wasn't weird that they'd driven for hours to go on a hike on a mountain lost
in the literal middle of fucking nowhere. Now that he could see how the kid
really acted, he wholeheartedly believed Levi when he said that the kid was an
alien of some sort. You didn't need to be the brightest person on heart to
notice that something was wrong with the kid's brain. He was too damn happy and
full of energy. His damn eyes were another clue that something wasn't quite
right with him. 
All of a sudden, the kid stopped moving and locked his greenish-blueish eyes in
Kenny's. Kenny's spine shook from a vicious shiver. He felt as though Eren had
just read his mind...
"Are we still far away, uncle Kenny?"
The man almost told him that they'd probably already be there if he hadn't been
whinning about his weak bladder all the way but he bit his tongue. Damn the
brat's eyes... Instead he took his map and compas.
"Still a hour to go."
Eren frowned and, Kenny had to admit it, the kid looked simply adorable as he
did.
"I'll be hungry, though. I hope that there's food, where we're going!"
Kenny couldn't find it in himself to tell the kid that the chances for them
to stay over for dinner were more than thin...
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It was a day like any other day.
It had already been a month since Mikasa had gone through the marking ceremony.
Her mother had explained to her that it was an ancient tradition that every
member of their clan had gone through. The Ackermans were part of a really
ancient Antyan family that moved to Paradiz a long, long time ago. They were
Japanese in the old world. Even though Mikasa couldn't really understand what
it meant exactly, she had kind of understood that it was... really damn cool.
To be more honest, what she thought was cool was the mark, the tattoo, that was
now adorning her skin. What's more, her mother had congratulated her for not
screaming even once during the ritual...
"Mikasa, what do you wanna eat for dinner?"
The girl, happy to be abe to choose, didn't even think for more than a second.
"Rabbit! I wanna eat rabbit!"
Both Mikasa and her mother exclaimed at the same time. The girl and woman
looked at each other with amusement and laughed. Mikasa's father shook his head
and kept on washing the vegetables that they had just harvested.
"Yeah, yeah, laugh all you want. I don't even know why I even bothered asking.
That's all you girls ever wanna eat!"
Mana clicked her tongue with a smirk. 
"We're gonna need a few herbs to season the best rabbit in the world...
-Mummy makes the best rabbit in the world! And I know what herbs it takes!"
Mikasa's mother pretended to act surprised when she saw how excited her
daughter was about the rabbit.
"Oh yeah? Is that true? Do you mean that you're old enough already to choose
the herbs all by yourself?"
Mikasa nodded her head with energy and pulled on the collar of her dress to
expose her tattooed shoulder. Her skin was still a little pink around it, not
quite healed yet but almost.
"I passed the ritual like a big girl! I sure can go pick a few herbs!"
Mana clapped her hands.
"Oh, yes, of course! Alright then, Mikasa Ackerman, if you accept it, here is
your mission: bring me the herbs that it'll take to make the best rabbit in the
world, but don't forget..."
Mikasa had already jumped from her chair and she grabbed her coat. She
hurriedly put it on and she ran towards the front door. Her mum stopped her
dead in her track with her voice.
"... and absolutely do not forget to dress warmly!"
Her hand on the handle, Mikasa turned around. Her father kneeled in front of
her, buttoned her coat and put a wool hat one her head. With a small laugh, the
girl replaced the hat on her head so that it didn't cover her eyes anymore. Her
dad patted her head with affection. As for Mana, she huffed with a happy look
on her face.
"What an overprotective daddy you make!"
Mikasa leant her head against her father's hand and looked at him with love
filling her eyes.
"Don't worry, daddy, I won't go away! I'll always be here, with you and mummy!
-Hey, Mikasa, do you think that this rabbit is gonna cook itself? Come on, go
accomplish your mission, young Ackerman!"
Her parents watched her leave the house and run towards the greenhouse with
sadness in their eyes.
It had snowed all week. The whole forest was covered in a thick layer of white
snow.
The cold air was biting her fingers and the tip of her nose but Mikasa loved
winter. Everything felt like it was purified. The air was crisp, the sky was a
beautiful shade of blue and the trees looked like they were protected by the
snow and ice instead of their leaves. The naked trunks made funny shapes at
night when the moon was out. Her father and she told themselves frightening
stories close to the fire. Mikasa loved it because she could spend a lot of
time cuddling with her parents, next to the fire, when she pretended to be too
afraid to go to sleep alone in her bed.
She reached the greenhouse very fast. She grabbed the gardening tools and
started to take the herbs she needed as well and taking care of a few plants.
She quickly was done and she took the herbs in her hand. 
She jogged towards her home. She wanted to heat up her hands in front of the
fire. When he got closer to the front door, she stopped and stared at it. It
was open. She frowned. She was sure that she had clossed it. Even if she
hadn't, her dad would have. She hopped that the house wouldnèt be too cold...
And then she noticed.
Footsteps in the snow. 
Her heart skipped a beat.
 No one ever came to the mountain. No one ever isited them. From times to time,
her dad leaved the house to go to the village. He sold a few vegetables and
bought a few necesary products but that was the only contact that the small
family had with other people. 
Her heart now beating really fast in her chest, she walked closer to the door
and pushed it slowly.
She never could have imagined who was behind it.
Chapter End Notes
     (may 14)
     Hey guys! I'm alive (barely)! I currently have pneumonia so right now
     my life is just sleep, caugh, take medication, try to go to school,
     cry a little bit, sleep, wake up coughing, sleep, and rinse repeat
     and as anticipated, this chapter is hell to translate but I am alive.
     Thanks for your patience :)
***** Two beasts in the forest (part 2) *****
Chapter by Yra
Chapter Notes
     So, uh, hi?
     My anxiety has been acting up like crazy to the point that I barely
     could leave my house. I'm on antidepressants now, so hopefully,
     that'll work 'cause my anxiety pills aren't working very well. Also,
     I haven't been sleeping much (all thanks to my anxiety). School is
     over, for now, thank gods, so that should help but I've got
     bronchitis and. Yeah. My life is basically hell since a few months. I
     didn't have Internet for a few weeks, my friends all kind of stopped
     talking to me for a while... And I lost my progression. I was done
     with this chapter a month ago and I just needed to read it to make
     sure it was good but everything disappeared.
     I moved and I now live in a residence hall. I don't have WIFI in my
     room, only in the kitchen (yeah, in the kitchen).
     Also, I spent a few days in the psychiatric ward because I was
     suicidal. I'm better now but I learned I have borderline personality
     disorder.
     So, that's what my life has been like. I had a hard time just to stay
     alive and to keep on going to school. I couldn't work on My Beautiful
     Beast for that time but now I think I can start translating it again.
     Please be patient?
There were two of them 
A man, a really tall one, and a small boy. Mikasa had never seen another kid
before. Teenagers, babies, but never children. Holding tight on her father's
shirt as she observed the two intruders, she focused all her attention on the
boy. He had a warm khaki parka and a bright red scarf around his neck. His hair
was a warm chocolate brown colour and his eyes were a sparkling blue-green
colour. Mikasa had never seen eyes like that before. Her mother's eyes were
blue-grey and her own were black like ink, just like her father's. As for her
hair, they were as black and straight as the stranger's own.
Mikasa then realised that the man looked like her mother. 
The boy looked at the stew with a deep longing. A little more and would've been
drooling. He didn't seem to notice the tension that made the air hard to
breathe. Since her father still hadn't thrown the axe he kept hidden in the
kitchen at all times at the two of them, she assumed that the strangers were,
more or less, guests. They had never had guests before. Was it always so
uncomfortable? Did it always feel like there would be a fight happening soon
even though there was no threat?
The tall man finally spoke.
"Hey there, Mana. It's been a while, huh?"
Mikasa didn't like the man. He looked a lot like her mother, yes, but he
visibly made her uncomfortable. Her mother had always been composed, before.
Even when a grizzly mother had almost beheaded them a year earlier, as they had
been out in the forest to collect mushrooms and herbs, her mum had stayed
perfectly calm.
Mikasa felt her father growing tense beside her.
"Honey.. who's that?"
She looked down and answered with a small voice.
"Kenta...
-It's Kenny, now. A kind of baptising, ya know? The one you ran away from?"
She raised her head but still refused to look her husband in the eyes.
"He's my little brother."
A deep, deafening silence. 
Her father nodded his head as though that explained everything. Mikasa looked
at the man. He wore a weird cowboy hat, military rangers, a leather jacket and
no other warm clothes to protect him from the cold. Just like her mother, he
didn't seem like he could feel the cold. Even when there was a snow storm
outside, she only wore her thin jacket.
So, this man was her uncle? The idea that she had a family aside from her
parents, somewhere, out there, in the outside world, felt extremely foreign to
her. Mikasa had always felt like the world included no one but her mommy, daddy
and herself.
Kenny sighed and rolled his eyes.
"Look, I ain't gonna sugarcoat this. I ain't here for some vendetta bullshit or
some other reason that your traitorous head might have thought of, Mana. Nuh-
huh. I ain't the same man anymore. I live my life and I care about yours as
much as I care about my first knife. In other damn words, not at all. I'm only
here 'cause I've been asked to find you."
The man put his hand on the boy's head as if it was proof enough of what he was
saying. Mikasa then saw that the kid was looking at her. He might have been for
a while now. Her cheeks heated up and she hid her face behind her father as her
mother gathered the courage to ask:
"If not for revenge, please tell me, what do you want, Kent... Kenny?"
The man tilted his head and a strange light appeared in his eyes. He opened his
mouth.
"Aren't you gonna ask me how Gena is doin'?"
Another silence. Even more crushing than the others had been. Her mother
clenched her fists and her eyes filled with tears as though she was going to
cry. Or throw the dishes at Kenny's head in rage.
Mikasa didn't really know which one it was. 
"How is Gen... 
-She's dead. Like a bitch. In a rotten, shabby apartment. She died lying in her
own shit. She was sick, Mana. Her brain was rotting away, slowly. Her son saw
her die, he was there all along..."
Filled with tears, Mana's eyes looked at the boy standing still next to Kenny.
The Ackerman had a dry laugh at that.
"Nah, not him. Lemme tell you, you'd know who he is if you saw him. I'm only
borrowing this one."
Mikasa's father jumped on his feet to hold and hug her mother. He looked as
though he was tho only thing preventing her mommy from crumbling into a
thousand little pieces on the floor. The hand Mikasa had used to her father's
shirt stayed in the hair. She was shocked and upset. Was that what an uncle was
like? If so, she didn't want one. Why was he so mean with her mommy?
Her daddy finally spoke.
"Enough! Cut to the chase, won't you? What are you doing here?"
Kenny balanced his weight from one foot to the other. He made the little girl
think of the grizzly bear. He, however, was not driven by the same instinct.
She had wanted to protect her cubs, he only wanted to hurt and destroy, or so
it seemed.
"Yes, I guess you're right, uh? Straight to the point, I like that. You too,
sis?"
The affectionate word had been said with so much hatred that it made Mikasa
shiver.
"Anyway, I guess that if you're hidden that deep in the damn mountains, it
means that you know perfectly that you're being chased by a lot of people,
right?
-Oh, please. Is that why you're here, Kenny? Are we one of your damn contract?"
Mana had considerably paled but Kenny only laughed with disdain. His eyes
remained unaffected by it all.
"No. As I've said before, I ain't the same as I used to be. I don't do that
kind of things anymore. My new employer is actually a fu... damn policeman."
Mana's face seemed to decompose itself from the choc. Kenny smirked at the face
she pulled.
"You know, I meant it. I changed. But who cares, uh? That's why I'm here,
though. Since I could find you, it means that others are gonna be here soon
too... Others I'm sure you don't want to see..."
Mana looked at her daughter with something akin to despair in her eyes. The
girl wanted to make herself as small as she could. 
"No, Kenny, not here... they couldn't...
-Look, Kenny. Stay for lunch, you and the kid. Mana makes a really good
rabbit." Mikasa's father said to Eren. "In the meantime, we'll go gather some
firewood."
Kenny nodded his head after a few moments of thinking. 
"I'm literally dying of happiness at the idea of getting myself lost in the
forest with a total stranger armed with an axe! It reminds me of my first trip
out of Heaven when I was eight and...
-Kenta!"
He shot daggers at her through his eyes.
"It's Kenny for you."
He then smiled like a madman.
"Hey, Mana, I just gotta ask. What do you intend to do with that kitchen
knife?"
Mikasa's mother opened her eyes widely, surprised to find the weapon in her
hand. She dropped it on the table as though it had burned her. Kenny's face
still held the creepy smile.
"Glad to see that an Ackerman will always be an Ackerman. Well, why don't we go
out, my dear brother-in-law? Let's gather some firewood. Don't forget your axe.
As fro you, Eren, stay with auntie Mana, okay?"
The boy, so silent that everyone else had forgotten he was there, smiled gently
and said:
"Are we really gonna eat rabbit? I never ate rabbit before!"
Kenny patted his head with barely concealed affection and Mikasa felt as though
her uncle had become an entirely new man in those few seconds.
Her father and Kenny left the house. Without the axe. Mikasa thought about
reminding the two men of the object but she realised that they hadn't gone
outside to pick some wood. No, they had gone to talk, between men. 
Eren was fidgeting, visibly boiling with repressed energy.
"Auntie Mana, do you want help with the rabbit? Levi taught me to peel
potatoes..."
The woman held a shaky smile as she looked at the boy.
"No thank you, Eren. It's sweet but rabbits aren't like potatoes. Why don't you
help Mikasa to lay the table instead?"
Eren nodded his head and turned his head towards the girl. Mikasa felt as
though she had just been spotted by a predator. With a friendly face, he called
her name. She shivered. Like a robot, she walked to the cabinet in which they
kept the dishes. She climbed on her stool, stood on her toes and grabbed
plates. She put them in the hands of the boy. He was waiting calmly, his arms
extended towards her. They were about to finish their task when they heard a
loud clang. Mikasa's mommy had just dropped a cooking pot. The girl saw her
trembling form clinging to the sink as though she would fall without it. She
heard her say, in a pathetic voice, "Gena... oh god, Gena, I'm so... so
sorry..." Mikasa wanted to approach her mother, she wanted to hug her and cry
with her even though she did not understand what was going on. She hated her
uncle more and more with each passing minute. Eren grabbed her hand as she made
a move to go and try to comfort her mother. He shook his head left and right.
He asked with the softest voice ever:
"Auntie Mana, do you need anything to cook the rabbit? Mikasa and I can go."
Mana stopped her trembling and wiped her eyes without facing them. She said
that yes, she needed something.
"Just some rosemary."
Eren looked at the herbs on the counter. He recognised the rosemary but he
didn't say anything. He put his hand on Mikasa's mouth when she almost said
that she had already brought some. 
"Mikasa, please show Eren where the rosemary is. You'll be really sweet
children if you do that, okay?"
Mikasa wiped the single tear going down her cheek.
"Yes. We'll be back soon."
 
The tears in Mikasa's eyes had dried up by the time the two children entered
the greenhouse. 
Eren was calm and quiet behind her. He looked around him with curiosity. 
"It's really cool here!"
Mikasa felt like she was boiling inside. SHe couldn't hold it in anymore.
Everything was their fault! Thirty earlier, they were happy, the three of them,
really happy and peaceful. And now? Her mommy was crying all alone in the
kitchen and her father had disapeared somewhere in the woods with a man that
could be dangerous. Yes, it was all their fault.
She threw a mean face at Eren.
"It's your fault!"
The boy didn't answer back and she decided to say what she wanted to say.
"Go back to your house! I don't care that he's my uncle! Kenny is so mean!"
Eren frowned and answered.
"Yes, that's true. He's never been that mean before today. Maybe it's because
your mommy was mean first.
-WHAT!?"
How could that have been? Her mommy was the nicest person ever. She wouldn't
even harm a fly, let alone a person.
"You're not right!"
Eren shrugged.
"Kenny is not mean. He's just mad. I've never seen him this mad before but
it'll be fine soon. Hey, what's that?"
He pointed thyme. 
Mikasa couldn't understand that strange boy. He didn't care about the insults
she had said about him and Kenny. He almost seemed to live in another world
entirely. He made her weary. She turned her back to him and sit in a corner of
the greenhouse. Her mommy needed time to calm down. She sent them both away but
that didn't mean that they had to talk. They'd wait for a little and go back to
eat. After that, the girl hoped that she'd never see the two men ever again.
 
They waited at least fifteen minutes before going back inside. 
Since her mother had seemed really shaken up, the girl kept on adding five
minutes to the moment they would go back, just to be sure she wouldn't see her
mommy cry but Eren kept on complaining that he was hungry. She just couldn't
stand his cries anymore. They left the greenhouse and walked in the cold. When
they were closer to the house, they heard a loud racket. The kids ran towards
the front door. It was wide open. It didn't look like someone forgot to close
it, more like someone had broken it down. Her heart skipped a beat for a second
time that day. Eren was still very close behind her.
When they got closer and could see inside, they both felt paralysed.
There, right in front of them, a man held Mikasa's mother's bloody head in his
hand. He had clearly banged her head on the table, the two children thought.
Mikasa screamed.
"MOMMY!"
When she heard and saw her, Mana seemed like she'd found some force in herself.
She started to try to break free from the man's grip and lost a handful of hair
in the process. 
"No! Go! The both of you, run away and find Kenta! GO!!!"
She kept on screaming as she fought the man, who was stronger than she was.
Even so, he clearly was having trouble with her. He hit her on the head with
the handle of the long knife he held in his right hand.
In shock, Mikasa tried to approach to help her mother. The man pushed an almost
fainted Mana away from him. He straightened his back and his face was red from
rage.
"Sister Mana, it seems you have been living in sin... you gave birth to a
daughter?"
The girl was petrified in fear as the man threw a terrifying look her way. Mana
had gotten back up without a sound. With trembling legs, she grabbed one of the
knives that were lying on the table before attacking the man, screaming her
lungs out. A terrifying, banshee-like scream that came straight up from her
guts. She stabbed the man in between his ribs. 
Mikasa screamed too but in fear.
The man cussed and brandished his long knife. He buried it deep in Mana's
throat. Mikasa's screaming changed in intensity as her mother threw her an
incredulous look. A small stream of too warm blood hit the girl's face as light
left her mommy's eyes. The woman fell face down on the floor and a puddle of
blood started to cover the wood. 
"... no... No... NO! MOMMY!!!"
The man stared at the knife in his hand with disgust. 
Mikasa fell to her knees. Her heart stopped beating. 
Her heart stopped beating. 
Her lungs didn't drag air in anymore.  
She couldn't see a thing, only black.  
She screamed to the point of scorching her throat but she couldn't hear
herself. 
The man swore once again and grabbed his ribs.
"Shit! It's your fault, you bitch!"
The silhouette of a second man appeared in the still open front door. The newly
arrived male groaned.
"Brother Hantson, I thought I had told you that we need them alive...
-She attacked me! I'M BLEEDING!!! What was I supposed to do?
-Ugh. Fine. Let us hope that brother Girez will be luckier than us. He should
be able to bring the husband alive. 
He then looked at the children with dead eyes. Eren, who had mysteriously
managed to get close to the kitchen table, had curled up on himself. When the
man looked at him in the eyes, the kid started trembling and his green eyes
filled with tears. The second man crooked an eyebrow. 
"Children?"
Brother Hantson looked at the knife in his hands and groaned. 
"I think the girl is her's...
-And the boy?
-I dunno... they were together."
He nodded his head. 
"I've seen something that looked like a greenhouse when I patrolled the
perimeter. They must have been hidden there. Very well. Since Atla's will
brought them to us, it was meant to be. We'll use them to convince brother
Ackerman to talk to us like a civilized person. Brother Hantson, stay with
them. I'll look if there's anyone else in the greenhouse."
Hantson reluctantly nodded his head. 
All Mikasa could see when the assassin grabbed her by the arm was blood. Blood
and that stupid lifeless face that still looked at her as though it had just
been surprised. her mommy. Her gentle mommy was dead. 
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He had sat them in a corner of the room as he ransacked the bathroom, looking
for a first aid kit.
Mikasa was sitting in the foetus position on the floor. She could see her
mother's raven black hair from where she was. It didn't move. Didn't flow
behind her as she worked in the house. Silent tears rolled down Mikasa's cheeks
as the girl tried to convince herself that all of this was only a nightmare. No
way, no, there was no way that any of this was real. Close to her, Eren was
fidgeting. He leaned close to her ear.
"Mikasa... hey, Mikasa, do you hear me?"
She nodded her head without really realising it. 
He sighed.
"Good. I'll need your help."
She didn't react at all. He kept on.
"I'll need your help to get rid of that man."
Mikasa woke up from her state of numbness and threw an unbelieving look in
Eren's way. What the hell was he even saying? Had he lost his mind? Her mommy
had just been killed by that man and he just asked her if she could help him to
get rid of him? Just like that?
That didn't make sense. Nothing made sense anymore. Maybe if she didn't move,
they'd kill her without making her suffer. Then, she'd join her mommy...
Eren slapped her with all of his strength. Her head hit the wall behind her and
she saw stars flying around. She felt lost as she looked at him. He seemed
completely insane. The green of his eyes was almost gone and his breath was
short but the thing that truly made it worse was his smile. 
"You felt that yeah? That means that you're alive. Hold on to the pain. The
world is cruel. The bad guys are everywhere, they come back over and over
again. Unless we fight. And we can get him."
She still looked like she didn't understand what he was saying but time was
short. The other man had left to inspect the greenhouse. He would take his time
but it would be kind of fast. Mikasa and he didn't have a lot of time to flee
and find Kenny. However, if they wanted to succeed, they needed to be fast.
They only had one shot, they couldn't make a mistake. Hantson came back from
the bathroom, half-naked, his midriff covered in bandages. Eren blocked his
breathing to look as though he was lacking air and then started to cry as loud
as he could. As surprised as surprised could be, Mikasa looked at the tears
rolling down Eren's cheeks. The boy dried them with his sleeves without getting
all of them. As surprised as Mikasa was, the man aproached them.
"Hey, kid! What the hell's going on.
-Pee... I wanna... I wanna pee!! Don't kill m-me...
-Gosh, shut up! I won't kill you 'cause you gotta fucking pee. Go!"
Eren sniffed noisily. 
"I... I cant...
-Ah? Why's that?
-M-my ankle hurts..."
The man mumbled and swore under his breath as he crouched down to look at the
place that the kid was pointing with his trembling hands. That's when Eren
grabbed the knife he had hidden in his sleeve after stealing it from the
kitchen's table. He planted it in the man's eye with all the strength he could
muster. Hantson screamed in gruesome pain as he fell back. His long weapon fell
on the ground close to Mikasa as he put his hands on his bleeding face. 
Eren screamed.
"Come on, Mikasa, take it!!! Hurry! FIGHT!"
But Mikasa couldn't move. Nothing made sense anymore. Nothing at all. Why was
this boy fighting with so much energy? Didn't he realise how futile all of this
was? Why was he even fighting? Her cheek still hurt. It hurt. It hurt a lot. 
"MIKASA!"
The man grabbed the boy's arm and threw him across the room. Mikasa's eyes
looked down on the knife close to her hand. Then on her mommy's hair. Not more
than an hour sooner, they were happy. They were alive.
"You're so strong, my sweet little Mikasa. I've called you like that so that
you'll find the force to endure and do things, so that you'll know how to take
the world in your hands and bend it to your will. So that you'll be stronger
than I ever was, so that you'll never leave anything behind. So that you'll
live a happy life. A life with no regret..."
She burst out laughing. Something clicked in her and all of her cells, as well
as her blood, froze in her body. She couldn't feel anything but the barely
there pain of Eren's slap on her cheek. THe pain of life.
Yes, this was the pain that proved that she was alive. 
She grabbed the long knife, still laughing like a madman. It was almost as
though it had been made especially for her. Everything seemed crystal clear
around her. Her body had never been this light. Her hands were secured around
the knife.  
She did a 90 degrees turn and jumped on the still slouched-down man on the
floor. She blocked his head between her thighs. His breathing was blocked and
his vertebrae were crushed by her legs. She knew how to hold him down. Her body
just moved around by itself as her laughing doubled in intensity.
The world was cruel.
She had to fight.
She stabbed his throat. Again. And again. Blood was flying everywhere as the
man under her was spasming. She was plunging her knife for the sixth or seventh
time when a noise grabbed her attention. She turned her head towards the door
that led from her parents' bedroom (where they currently were) to the kitchen.
The second man was staring at her, baffled. He didn't want to believe what his
eyes were telling him. Mikasa almost choked as her laughing slowly died down.
The man barely had the time to understand what was going on when a scream
brought his attention away from the covered in blood girl.
Eren was running towards the man. 
The boy's head was bleeding and the man understood, too late, that he wasn't
going to attack. Eren got past him and raced towards the front door. The man
swore and turned around to catch the boy but it was a mistake. A fatal one. The
knife, still warm from the blood of his accomplice, slid between two of his
vertebrae. The man fell forward, pushed by the weight of Mikasa's body. Many of
the girl's fingers broke because of the way she held her knife and the impact
had travelled up her hand. She didn't care about that pain. She stabbed the
man's neck two more times before a bloodied hand grabbed her's. Eren's voice
reached her ears as though it had escaped from a dream. It was soft and calm.
Comforting.
"He's dead..."
She let go of the knife, still buried in the man's neck, and her arms fell
beside her torso.
She wanted to feel something. Anything. Just not this empty feeling that filled
her whole being.
Eren grabbed her hand and dragged her behind him as they left the house. It was
snowing outside. She didn't have a coat but she didn't feel the cruel bite of
the freezing air. The idea that she resembled her mum at that moment should
have made her emotional but it didn't. She was too tired for that. All of a
sudden a warm, comforting thing touched her neck. Eren had just put his red
scarf around her neck and face. Mikasa, eyes filled with uncertainty, stared at
him. He was still firmly holding her hand but his nose was raised. 
"The world is cruel but look how pretty it is..."
She looked up too. Her gaze got lost on the falling snowflakes. They were so,
oh so pretty, falling in circles, falling from the grey sky. There was white
everywhere. The forest floor. The trees. The snow in the sky... She held Eren's
hand even tighter.
She had survived.
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Kenny killed their assailant before the man even understood what had just
happened. 
Before the man appeared, his brother-in-law had been sprouting the same old
line. Again and again, like a dog trying to catch its own tail, running in
circles, never getting anywhere. Only "We don't wanna have anything to do with
the Atlas or sub-groups. Nothing to do with it ever again. That involves
talking about them, be it to the police or anyone else about them. We just
wanna be free from them and finally be at peace" or "I beg you, please let us
grab a few things and flee from here. In memory of the time you shared with
Mana in the past. Surely you can't hate her as much as you show. You're only
mad " and, even worse "Your niece, Mikasa, she still needs her mother. She's
innocent and she has the right to live a simple, calm life". 
Kenny, of course, answered that if they had truly wanted to give Mikasa a
happy, pure life, they should have stayed the fuck away from a psychopathic
sect. 
In all of this almost-not discussion, Kenny regretted his past life. His
murdering one. At least, if Mana and her family had been his targets, he
wouldn't have had to hear all that bullshit. He would have simply lodged a
bullet in their heads and be done with it (yeah, he avoided killing his family
members with a blade. It was a little bit too... yes, too personal. You know,
work ethics, things like that...) 
Then the man appeared and after Kenny killed him, the men ran to save the kids
(and, in the idiot's case, Mana). Kenny had never run that fast before in his
life. The very idea of finding Eren's dead body, his weird eyes open in fear
gave him the chills for quite a few reasons. He was pretty much convinced that
Levi would spend the rest of his life chasing him with a weapon in his hand.
Well, Carla would surely gut him and force feed his balls down his throat.
When the men arrived at the house, they found the two kids holding their hands,
sitting in the snow right in front of the open door. 
They were covered in blood, not moving for one bit.
Kenny quickly checked the perimeter before entering the house. He spent a few
seconds looking at his sister's body.
Nothing. Just nothing. No emotions. 
In the end, both of his sisters had been too weak for this ruthless world. He
closed Mana's eyes and examined the other two bodies.
They were butchered. Amateur work. The wounds had weird angles. 
He went outside and stared at the kids for a little while. They were both being
held in Mikasa's father's arms. The man looked at him with questions in his
eyes. Kenny shook his head right and left and he understood that his wife
hadn't made it alive. He got up and ran in the house. A scream of rage and pain
soon pierced the frozen, mortuary silence.
Kenny got closer to the kids. He stood still in front of them. Neither of them
was crying. A weird shiver travelled up his spine. These brats were reminding
him of Levi. He crouched in front of them and asked:
"Which one of you did it?"
A silence. Then:
"I did. I put the knife in their throat."
Kenny nodded as if she had been showing him a 'pretty picture' she had drawn.
She raised her head and looked him dead in the eyes. Oh well. They might not
have been the same pit of darkness that he and Levi had, but they surely were
as cold. It was, without any doubts, the look of an Ackerman. Kenny gently
smiled.
"THat godforsaken blood is though to get rid of, isn't it, little niece?"
He put his hand on her head. His eyes travelled of their own to Eren and a new
kind of shiver got him. The softest, kindest smile he had ever seen in his life
was painted on his face as he said:
"You see, Mikasa, you're not alone. You have me, your daddy and uncle Kenny.
Everything is gonna be okay."
It was at that moment that Kenny knew (he fucked up (okay, sorry, just too easy
XD ))
It was at that moment that Kenny knew. Eren may not have been the one to kill
the men, this time, but there were no doubts that he could've done it. He
wouldn't have been as deeply affected as Mikasa. No, Eren would've been the
same old himself. Here he was, covered in dried and frozen blood as if he
simply had had a normal bad day. Kenny got back up on his feet.
If the Ackermans were monsters, half-death angels, half-humans, then what kind
of monster was hiding beneath these sparkly emerald eyes?
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Instead of clinging to her father, she got a hold of Eren and didn't let go.
They held hands for all the way back.
They were still holding hands as they travelled in Trost, Sunday morning. In
all the time that it took for Kenny and Mikasa's father to tell Erwin what had
happened, even when the medics examined and treated them, they didn't let the
other out of their sight. A weird, powerful link was formed between the
children. When he found them in Eren's hospital bed, clinging to one another,
Kenny thought he was seeing two savage beasts, looking for comfort in the
menacing presence of the other one. They were patched up everywhere, dirty but
strangely calm.
On that day, two beasts met in the forest.
To never leave the other.
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