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      Published: 2018-01-19 Updated: 2018-01-25 Chapters: 2/? Words: 6267
****** Memoirs of a Tainted Angel ******
by Newgirl22
Summary
     Ica Drew is the daughter of Joey Drew, maker of the famous 'Bendy the
     dancing demon' cartoons. She also helped her father create, or
     inspired him to create a character, 'Alice Angel'. When Ica is old
     enough, she begins to visit and interact with her father's studio and
     people. Including her father's creations, Bendy, Boris, and Alice
     angel~ However... Ica soon comes in on something that she shouldn't.
     And the next day, goes through a fearful experience that continues on
     into her teens. Something she can't escape...not without the help of
     an angel.
Notes
     Hey there guys~ Just so you know, while this first chapter won't have
     anything...too bad, just an intro to Ica and her life before the
     events that plague her, the next few chapters will be intense. And
     not for the faint of heart. So, if you don't like, please don't read
     those chapters. Anyhow, enjoy this one, and leave me comments on how
     to improve the story if you have the time to do so. Thank you~
***** The beginning *****
Ica Drew; Age 5
            It had been such a good day for Ica, sadly not a good day for her
father, as she saw him staring mournfully at the door of his and her mother’s
bedroom. Soon as he saw her approach, he gently stopped her. “Sorry dear…mommy
still isn’t feeling well,” he said softly. “Aw…but I wanted to show her my
drawing for school…my teacher said it was the best, and that I’d be a good
artist some day like you,” Ica said, a bit disappointed. Her father merely
patted her forehead again. “I know sweetie, I’m sorry…but she’ll get better
soon I hope,” he tried to reassure her. “Is Uncle Henry still at the door?”
“Yes…he has the plans for the next cartoon. Says he made a friend for Bendy
that everyone would like.” “Ah…that’s good-“ Her father was interrupted then by
constant coughing, coming from her mother’s room.
            “Joey…” her mother’s voice came. “Joey please…can I see her?” Her
father looked concerned. “Angela, the doctor-“ “I don’t care…I’m ill, but not
contagious…I want to see my baby…” her mother said, her father sighing but
giving a small nod, letting Ica in. “Mama…” “Oh my precious little one…how are
you today?” her mother asked. Ica always thought her mother looked pretty…with
her long wavy black hair and pretty blue eyes. She inherited her father’s red
hair but got her mama’s blue eyes, her mama saying that made her look like a
sweet little doll.
            “I’m good today mama…my teacher said I drew the best today, and
that I may be a great artist like papa~” Ica smiled, Angela smiling and gently
touching her daughter’s cheek. “I’m glad my dear. Your father and I always knew
you had a talent for reading and writing, so…can you promise me something?” Ica
shot her mother a curious look. “Yes mommy?” “Use that talent to do your best
in this world. It’s tough, but I know you can make it…remember, anything is
possible dear…it just takes a thought, a dream…and a pencil,” Angela said,
leaning back to rest. She took a look then at her drawing, smiling. “Is that an
angel dear?” “Yes mama…her name is Alice, Alice Angel~”
~~~~
            Ica Drew; Age 8
            It had been sadly three years since Ica’s mother passed away. Her
father was on a clear depression, and often turned to work to cope with it.
Though Ica knew darn well Joey loved her, working a lot made him somewhat
neglectful of her and the house.. in the end, she took it upon herself to do
the chores of the house, cooking the meals, and even getting herself
homeschooled so that her father wouldn’t have to worry about taking and picking
her up from school. She did hang out with the friends she had from elementary
school still, walking to their houses once homework was done. Their parents did
worry when she would walk alone to their homes and back to hers though.
            “Ica, I spoke to your father,” her friend Ella’s mother Faith said
to her one day. “I know you’re comfortable walking home, but I think it would
be better if someone you know walks with you. With all these crazy people out
there recently, one can’t be too careful now dear.” “I-I didn’t mean to worry
you miss Faith.” Ica said, not realizing that walking alone was dangerous. “I
just didn’t want to bother papa as much, and since the studio is close to home
I thought it was okay…’’ “Well…your father says someone will walk you from now
on. You’ll see them at home he says,”
            Once back home, Ica saw her father calmly waiting, not looking
upset or disappointed with her, just a little stressed. The usual. “Not upset
with you or anything Ica,” he let her know off the bat. “I should have seen
this coming myself, but you are always a capable and resourceful child. But,
just to appease the neighbors for now until you’re older, I’ll walk you to your
friends’ houses or Uncle Henry will if I’m busy.”
            Ica nodded, sort of expecting this speech before beginning to head
into the kitchen. “Chicken Pot Pie sound good?” she asked, Joey stopping her
gently by tapping her shoulder. “Actually dear, I’m taking you out tonight.
There’s someone I’d really like you to meet,” “…?”
            Ica soon was in a local diner with her father, happily eating some
tomato soup and a side of grilled cheese while Joey calmly ate a salad,
watching for when that someone would come over. During this time, he looked
over at Ica, giving a small smile. “Dear, you remember your picture?” he showed
her the drawing a five year old her made. “Oh…my Alice Angel picture?” She said
curiously. “Yes dear. Well…I was thinking about this awhile…since your ninth
birthday is coming up soon, what better surprise would their be then to make
her part of the cast of ‘Little Adventures of Bendy the Devil’?” Ica’s eyes
widened in amazement. “R-Really?!”
            “Yes dear,” Joey said with a small laugh. “I just made a few
changes to her dress, mostly adding a bow to it, making it a bit shorter (not
by much) and adding some horns to her head.” “Why horns?” Ica asked curiously.
“Ah…part of the plot, you’ll see.’’ Joey smiled as a woman with short brown
curly hair and green eyes approached. First thing Ica noticed was she looked
young, no older then 24. She also had a pretty teal halter dress and a stringed
pearl necklace. “Hello Mr. Drew…ah, is this your young daughter?” she asked
kindly, and Ica sensed she was a rather genuinely nice woman by her tone. “Yes
Susie she is…Ica dear, this is Alice’s future voice actress, Miss Susie
Campbell. I think you’ll get along just well with her,”
            “I think so too papa,” Ica smiled, looking at Miss Campbell kindly
as her father waved a waiter over to give Susie a menu. Well…this was a nice
early birthday surprise…and she couldn’t wait to see Alice Angel in action.
~~~~
            Ica Drew: Age 10
            Well, today was Ica’s first official visit to her father’s studio.
Sure, she knew her father’s friend Henry, Susie, and Henry’s wife Linda, but
their were many others she had to meet. There was 21 year old Wally Franks, the
janitor who complained a lot, his catchphrase being “I’m outta here!” when
something annoying to him occurred. He was an over all nice guy, and he liked
to play cards and board games with Ica and his co-workers whenever there was a
break in between. There was 30 year old Samuel “Sammy” Lawrence, the music
director. He was a bit of a grump and a perfectionist, usually worried about
getting things right the first time. He tended to argue a lot with Wally, but
never held grudges against him. Was actually pretty good and understanding with
Ica if she didn’t understand some things about the animation or music; this
stemmed from being both an older sibling and having children himself.
            Then there was 51-year-old Norman Polk, the projectionist who like
Sammy took work seriously, and also was the band director. He was pretty
surprised Joey had a child, but once over the initial surprise was a pretty
good person in Ica’s eyes. Had a grandfather vibe to him despite being in early
50s. Then there was 28-year-old Shawn Flynn, toy maker for the ‘Heavenly Toys’
department. Was a very cheery and energetic guy, almost like a big kid.
Sometimes questioned her father’s requests, but did his best. He along with
Wally was the easiest to get along with.
            40-year-old Thomas Connor was the elevator fixer and the vent fixer
of the place. Ica didn’t interact with him a lot, but he was nice enough.
Always worried of the place falling apart. 23-year-old Allison Pendle was the
only other female worker in the place. She did Alice’s singing voice while
Susie did her speaking voice. There was a friendly rivalry between the two of
who voiced Alice better. As far as Ica was concerned, both were pretty good.
Then there was 45-year-old Grant Cohen, who watched over the finances of the
Studio. He kind of grumbled here and there of Joey’s spending at times,
particularly with the ‘Ink machine’ project. Still, Ica loved her studio family
away from home, and now with Joey allowing her to come in now, she felt closer
to her father…and felt more at his side.
~~
            Ica Drew: Age 11
            Ica was busily drawing another picture of Alice Angel on her
father’s desk at the studio when Joey came in. “Ica dear, I have a few people
who’d like to meet you,”
            “Mmm?” Ica looked up. “I wonder who?” she thought, following her
father to the main hall. The other employees were gathered, muttering to
themselves. “….Am I on high right now?! Part of me hopes so…” Sammy muttered
staring at whatever. “I’d say so, but I see them too…” Norman added in his two
cents. “I dunno…they seem nice enough,” Shawn said as Wally tweaked his head.
“Eh…I’ll give ‘em a chance.”
            “What’s going on?” Ica asked, looking curious at what everyone else
was gathered around. She looked surprised then. Three…rather familiar looking
cartoon characters were standing in the middle, blinking and looking about,
just as confused as Ica and the other employees.
            “All right everyone, make some room please,” Henry said, coming
over with Joey. Joey coughed nervously before looking over to Ica, then the
employees, then back to the toons. “Everyone…last night I was able to complete
a project using the ink machine. Because of it now, we have our three most
famous cartoon stars: Boris the wolf, Alice Angel, and of course, Bendy the
dancing Demon, on our living Earth now.”
            There was a gasp from the employees, as they all muttered to
themselves in surprise and shock as Wally asked, “So is this like Disney now or
something?” “No, unlike the always happy toons at there, at least our toons are
allowed to express themselves like actual people rather then be just yes men,”
Joey said. Nodding, the employees then began to interact with the cartoons
then.
            First one that Ica approached was Alice Angel, and the angel girl
hugged her right away. “It’s so nice to meet the one who inspired Joey to make
me~” she giggled. “I promise to be a good friend, Ica~!” Ica assumed she knew
her name thanks to her father. Looking over to him, she noticed on his left
hand, barely visible, was a small…pentagon like symbol. Odd, but she didn’t
think much of it.
            Looking over still, she saw Boris happily shake Shawn and Wally’s
hands and Bendy chatting away with Norman, Susie, Sammy, and Grant. She tilted
her head a bit at him, curious. He sounded so confident compared to his
cartoons, but she supposed it was acting. Boris was also a lot friendlier too,
so she was glad there.
~~~
Ica Drew: Age 12
            Ica was very quick to learn the personalities of the three
cartoons. Though he acted like the mean wolf for cartoons, Boris was a
relatively sane and nice guy…loving food and even doing favors for new types of
food or favorite snacks. It made him… kiiiiinda easy to manipulate though. As
sometimes workers used him to exchange messages and pranks, much to the wolf’s
dismay after realizing it.
            Alice Angel was…of course, an angel. She was very kind, motherly,
sweet, and modest despite her…somewhat sultry appearance. She was always trying
to help people, one way or another. Ica practically adored her, spending a lot
of time with her, Allison, and Susie whenever she could. She did feel… motherly
toward Alice in a sense. She was partly her creator after all. Her role in the
show was both as Bendy’s love interest and show rival, but to be honest… Ica
liked Alice better.
            Though perhaps that had something to do with Bendy’s own
personality. Yeah, sure he acted like a timid and mischievous devil on
television that always had the rotten luck in the world. And he still would
keep the font…in front of Joey, Henry, and some of the other higher ups.
However, once they turned their backs, for Alice, Boris, Ica, Wally, and some
of the lower employees, Bendy was pretty rude, mean, and vindictive, treating
them almost as if they were bugs, not human. It was pretty annoying to all, and
Ica was puzzled, hurt even at times. How could something so cruel come her
father’s hands? Or did Bendy suffer from bipolar? Who knew.
            When leaving to go to her father’s office though…she heard…
something odd. Sounded like a conversation between her father and Bendy. “Joey,
you OWE me partly for all the success of your company! I don’t want the deal to
be delayed any longer then you made it!!” she heard Bendy snap, Joey arguing
back. “Relax, I will find something Bendy! It takes time to come up with a
proper tribute!” “Donations from workers will work you know? But I need
something from you as well…” Bendy was heard sneering, Joey frowning. “Watch
your tone… you know dang well I can send you back to where you belong,” “And
with me, so will Alice and Boris…and wouldn’t that upset your little girly~?”
Bendy smirked, making Ica bite her lip from gasping. How DARE he?!
            “Bendy enough!!” her father was heard then. “I’ll find something to
give you I swear, just…take it easy now.” Her father sounded so timid
there…why, Bendy was a cartoon character, right? “Fine Drew, I’ll give ya more
time…however, screw up again, and I’ll take something myself,” Bendy muttered,
and Ica felt herself shake a bit, moving as quietly as she could from the door.
She… she didn’t know why, but she felt as if Bendy was talking about her.
            Once in the safety of her room she requested for at the studio, she
cried a bit at her bed. She felt…scared. She didn’t know who was truly in
control…was it her father, who always came out on top of things? Or…was it
Bendy? She didn’t know, and it scared her.
            “Little angel?” Alice’s voice came at the doorway. “Is everything
okay? Boris told me you ran into your room terrified.” “Oh, Alice…” Ica looked
up, shaking and with tears in her eyes. ‘Little Angel’ was Alice’s nickname for
her. “I-I heard a-a scary argument between papa and Bendy… whatever it was
about, it made me feel uneasy… I don’t like it. Bendy says daddy…owes him
something…”
            “… I see,” Alice said softly, walking over and sitting next to Ica
then. “Ica dear, listen to me… your father… summoned Bendy and I, I a fallen
but redeeming angel, and him a deal making demon to help more with his studio
success… Both Bendy and I made Boris to complete the trio. He is relatively
easy going and timid, which is why he does not cause problems. But Bendy is
the… chaos to my harmony, he’ll always try to start problems…and he’ll always
try to harm the innocent, even when they mind their own business. Dear, please,
PLEASE promise me this then if what I think he wants is true…stay away from
him. Never be alone with him. Make sure someone is with you… because not even I
can guarantee your safety then due to his end deal.”
            “… Did you have to make a deal with father too?” Ica asked
suspiciously. “Sadly I did dear. But it wasn’t a high risk one.. all I wanted
was to have company, and a few close friends… you, Susie, and Allison were the
ones I got from it.” Alice explained. Ica looked up, at least it wasn’t a high
risk one. She cuddled to her gently. “I like your deal Alice, I got to meet
you…” Ica smiled gently. Alice smiled gently, cuddling Ica then. “I promise
sweetie… no harm will come to you,”
            Neither two were aware of a demon peering into the doorway crack,
frowning at the closeness the two had, their bond, and the fact both were
happy. Bendy growled… that little sweet was supposed to be his…not that
angel’s… by tomorrow night, he’d make sure of it.
***** A birthday... a deflowering *****
Chapter Notes
     All right guys, as a note. This chapter will content dark content...
     if you are wondering what, please check the archive warnings of the
     story. If you are uncomfortable, please don't read them then. Thank
     you.
Ica Age: 13
            It was Ica’s 13th birthday the next morning… she was really excited
for it, 13 was always a big thing for all young boys and girls. It meant she
was no longer a little girl, but a lovely teen now.
            In her bed, she found a small, pretty wrapped red present with
golden accents. She opened it, revealing a black box. When she opened that
however, inside was a blue sphere shaped necklace, with pink daisies accented
and going around it. “Oh… this is so pretty,” she wondered, smiling.
            “You’re mother would have wanted you to have it dear. It was her
gift when she became 13 herself,” Joey Drew was standing at the door. Ica
looked up, seeing who it was, she smiled and ran over to her father, giving him
a hug then. “Thank you papa… “ She said softly, happily. Thoughts of what
happened last night between him and Bendy pushed back, she was glad to see her
father well now.
            Joey was surprised, but gently patted her head. “Come now dear,
we’re off to the studio. After the crew is done with the newest episode today,
we have a little surprise party for you,” he smiled. Ica giggled happily at the
thought of a nice surprise party for her… she couldn’t wait.
~~~
            Ica couldn’t have imagined a more retro and nice party. It had
quite a few things that felt made it hers; one a retro theme of the 1930
cartoons. Two, the presents she was given were nice. And also, she got to see
the new Bendy episode as well. Pretty funny with Boris scaring Bendy at the end
like that. Served him right for trying to scare Boris in the first place~!
            She noticed Bendy glare at her laugh while watching the cartoon,
but paid it no mind. Not even HE could possibly ruin this for her. Alice soon
came up to the girl with her own black and white present. “I made this
especially for you little angel… open it before you papa get’s the cake,” she
shot Bendy a side glare to make him look away… not wanting him to bother dear
little Ica now.
            “Oh, thanks Alice~” Ica smiled, happily opening it up. “Oh… what a
cute little music box~” It was a small circle music box, golden with small
black and white crystals incrusted on the surface. When Ica opened it, a
figurine of Alice Angel in a ballerina outfit twirled in place, playing the
‘Alice Angel’ theme. “Aw… this is so pretty, thank you~” “Of course Ica.
Anything to make my little angel happy,” Alice smiled, glad she liked the gift.
            “*Ahem*,” Alice saw Sammy raise an eyebrow then and giggled. “Oh,
Sammy helped too with the music composing.” “Thank you,” “No Mr. Lawrence,
thanks for your help,” Ica politely told him. “Kid really, Sammy is fine. Mr.
Lawrence makes me feel old and respected, and I’m not there yet,”
            “Wouldn’t know about the old part,” Wally remarked, resulting in
him being chased around by Sammy, the other employees and cartoons laughing at
the usual antics.
            “All right, I’ll be thee one to say it… where’s the dang cake
Joey?? I’m stravin’!!” Shawn exclaimed, waving his hands childishly. “Easy
Shawn… He said he just had to pick it up from the bakers,” Allison explained
calmly to him. Ica couldn’t wait since it was her favorite type of cake, a
Chiffon cake with chocolate icing and blackberries. It was one of the best of
the baker’s shop.
            Ica was very excited, waiting patiently at the door for Joey to
come back soon. She hummed quietly to herself before noticing Bendy come over.
She ignored it at first, thinking he was just probably gonna annoy her. Heck,
he didn’t even give a present yet.
            So his next sentence surprised her then. “So Ica… I know yer
probably wondering where your present from me is.” She looked over, not
expecting him to have actually made her something based on his past attitude to
her.
            “Um… yes, where would it be?” she asked, rather suspicious now.
“Well… it’s in the basement. But in order to make it more special, I’d like for
you to see it. After cake time. Trust me, it’ll be worth it. “ The real reason
he wanted to show her the ‘present’ after the cake was done was most workers
would be going by then. It would be mostly Joey, Henry, and the other two toons
left… and he knew all four would be busy.
            “Trust me, it’s gonna be fun~” Ica looked at the only slightly
taller demon. “Well… I have to trust you there Bendy… I’ll see you when I’m
done eating cake,” She had somewhat kept in mind Alice’s warning, but Bendy
wouldn’t pull something on her birthday, right?
            Bendy’s smile was a bit unsettling, but Ica dismissed it as one of
his moods. “Can’t wait to show you then Ica~” he smiled, watching her go then.
His smile turned sadistic then… oh what he had planned out… would be enjoyable.
At least for him. He knew Joey was purposely stalling on time to fulfill his
debt to the demon… so what better way to punish him but targeting the one thing
he held dear then? Besides… Ica was cute… too cute, innocent and sweet looking…
not something to pass up upon at all… and he hated how she adored, no, loved
that angel… well, not by tonight… he’ll have her saying a different name for
sure. Oh the fun he was going to have-
            He noticed Boris giving him a ‘Wet is wrong with you?’ stare then.
“Just imagining your head on a plate Boris,” Said wolf huffed and walked away
then. Gosh, why did one of his creators have to be a damn psychopath?
Seriously, what was up with him sometimes? He wondered and it scared him…
            Half an hour later, Joey came back with the cake. Ica never felt so
excited and happy in awhile; she felt almost back to the times when her mother
was alive. As everyone calmly ate the cake, her hands trailed over the necklace
momentarily, smiling in the memory that was her mother.
            Joey gave a soft smile himself seeing this… Angela would have been
happy seeing their dear daughter so vibrate and happy today. After he was
finished eating, Ica noticed Bendy huff and look over at Joey. “Ya still owe
me~” he said in almost a singsong voice, making Joey roll his eyes. “Yes Bendy
thank you, why don’t you recite for the next episode while you wait?” Said
demon huffed again, but silently got up and left the table, passing a small
smile to Ica. “See ya soon,” he mouthed before leaving.
            Alice raised an eyebrow, not sure what that was at all. She looked
over to Ica, asking “Dearie what was that about?” “Oh, Bendy just has a present
he wants to show me,” Ica whispered back, Alice’s frown deepened. “Dear… I’m
not sure it’s a good present…” “Don’t worry… what harm could it be? ‘Sides… he
wouldn’t make me sad on my birthday,” Ica tried to find some reason.
            “…. Well I suppose so there.” It would be bad taste to do something
too mean on someone’s birthday. Maybe she herself was over thinking things. Ica
nodded too, before looking over, seeing Shawn heading to the toy shop, Allison
and Susie calling Alice over for lines check, Boris off to play card with Wally
and Sammy, while Grant, Henry, and Joey went to discuss finances. Norman and
Thomas got ready to head home early.
            Ica watched everyone get ready to either go home or to his or her
stations. She smiled a bit and got up, excusing herself and going down to the
basement then. She hummed a bit to herself as she did, curious. What did Bendy
exactly have in mind for her anyhow? He barely did try to get to know her.
            She soon came across the basement. Some chairs, tables, a small
couch, and a bathroom were there. Bendy was on the couch watching the TV. He
looked over to Ica, a bit surprised almost. “You actually came…” he said, Ica
raising an eyebrow. “Why not? You said my present was down here, and after all…
it is my birthday. I believe I am somewhat entitled to see it.”
            “… Ah yes, your present of course,” Bendy began, standing up.
“There’s just an itsy bitsy little condition you gotta do in order for me to
give it to ya~” “Oh…?” Ica looked a bit puzzled as she saw Bendy approach her.
“Um… what would that be exactly Bendy?”
            “Wrestle me,” Ica looked puzzled, did he just say…? “Wrestle you…?
Um… odd, but why exactly?” “Well… it’s a fun thing to do for demons, helps
establish a bit of order within a demon pod,” he explained, circling a bit.
“So, here’s the deal… beat me in the match I’ll give it to you right away. If
not… I’ll give it still, but you need to do… something for me first,’’
            Ica missed the dark implication with the sentence, or maybe was
just trying her best to pretend that it wasn’t meant to sound or be
threatening. “Oh… well, okay,” she said. She was a bit annoyed her dress may
get a bit ruffled, but… maybe her father would understand this was all in good
fun at least?
            She got in a crouched stance, noticing Bendy was standing calmly
and waiting… sort of like a cat toying with prey almost. She tilted her head a
bit, curious. And also trying to see where exactly a good spot would be to get
him off guard. “Take your time… I can wait,” Bendy said calmly.
            Ica finally responded… by charging at him and going for his middle.
“Yah!” she yipped, grabbing his midsection. Bendy grabbed onto her own mid back
and was able to push her down, knocking her onto her stomach. “Omph!” the girl
gave a small gasp and rolled away, Bendy’s leg stopped her though, and he began
to attempt to straddle her.
            Ica was able to push the leg away to make Bendy fall over, and
crawled over him to take an chance to pin him. She started to grab at his arms
but his tail poked her back, making her turn around a moment…
            And he was able to flip her over, pin her down without any trouble,
much to her dismay. “Ugh…” she looked up at him, noticing his cocky smirk with
annoyance. “So… what is it do you want me to do exactly before handing me my
present?” “Oh… simple really,” Bendy smiled before in turned into a smirk. A
dark almost menacing one.
            “Just to relax right now… it’ll do you a lot of good.” Ica shivered
a bit… his tone changed; from hyper and mischievous sounding to menacing,
sultry and… something else. Something the young girl couldn’t quite place her
finger on.
            Next thing she knew, Bendy leaned down, pinning her down fully with
his body and kissing her on the lips, making her eyes widen. She couldn’t do
anything with her hands pinned down and his body pressed against hers… all she
could do is look up in shock.
            She could also feel Bendy began to grind his body against her own
during the kiss, making her feel confused. This felt… weird. And uncomfortable
too. “What are you doing?” she thought, feeling his tongue go into her mouth
then. Ugh! That felt… slimy, and gross… like she couldn’t breathe…
            He pulled back then, looking down at her with a smirk. “Heh… doing
good so far kid. Anyway…” he straightened his bowtie a bit before letting it
go. “Let’s get to more works…”
            Ica whimpered, wondering what he meant and trying to get up to get
away. Bendy gave a growl though; no way was he letting the little sweet her
escape him! “Nu-uh!” he said, grabbing her legs and pulling her toward him, a
stern angry look in his eyes. “You lost the little game girly… and you have to
pay the price now for it. ‘Sides, no present then if you don’t do this…”
            “I don’t like what you’re doing to me though, it feels weird!” Ica
whimpered, looking up at him. No present from him sounded fine to her now. She
just wanted him to stop…
            “Now Ica, don’t be that way…” Bendy chided in a condescending voice
there. “It seems weird at first, but then it turns fun… calm down,” he glared
down at her then, hissing “And if you SCREAM then I won’t just kill you… but
your daddy, uncle Henry, and your dear slutty angel too… now shut up…”
            Ica whimpered, turning away and nodding. Not that she had a choice
now… as Alice’s previous words came back to haunt her… “Don’t be alone with
Bendy.” Oh, how she wished she listened now… she still had no clue what Bendy
wanted from her. And not knowing scared her…
            Seeing Ica now submitting, Bendy relaxed more, going to the collar
of her dress to undo the laces. “Good girl now… it’ll be done soon,” he pulled
the strings, loosening the collar and then pulling the dress down to the
shoulders, showing them bare. She shuddered, and froze as Bendy sniffed her
neck and shoulder area carefully. He proceeded to plant small kisses on it,
trailing down. Ica squeaked feeling him nip her several times. He merely
chuckled and continued on, pulling her dress down then to her mid section
before pulling it off, revealing her bra and underwear.
            “Mmm…” self consciously, she tried to cover herself, but Bendy
pushed the arms away. ‘’Nope, none of that now,” He said, taking her bra off.
She whimpered, before feeling Bendy grab her breasts. “…Still relatively small,
but normal for your age… in time they should grow bigger,” he commented,
kneading them a bit. “Mm…” Ica felt herself…moan? Her body…seemed to like that
for some reason. This would be a problem… her mind was saying no, but she felt
her body saying ‘yes’… she didn’t like this, at all.
            “What are you doing to me Bendy?” she looked up then. “This is so-“
“Sh…” he interrupted her again, making her lie back down. “This is… a passage
of womanhood one could say. Joey doesn’t know it being a guy, and in all
honesty isn’t supposed to know. It’s normally done between a woman and a man
who’s close. But… I decided to help out. After all, you’re 13 now… technically
a woman in most cultures,”
            “W-Well…” Ica looked unsure now… was Bendy really trying to help
her become a woman… she didn’t know. Seeing the uncertainty and realizing he’d
have an upper hand, Bendy gave a false sincere smile and kissed her forehead.
“I want to help you mature to impress your papa, but you gotta let me do this…
you gotta let me help you out, okay?”
            “Okay…” Ica nodded tentatively… Bendy’s false smile fading as his
face looked a lot more predatory. “You innocent little lamb…’’ he sneered,
licking his lips before ripping away her underwear. She started to scream in
fear before her mouth was covered. “I wasn’t lying when I said this was a right
of passage for women!” he sneered. “It’s just they do mostly when they are
older, much older… but you, my tender sheep are lucky… you got to experience it
when you’re thirteen… now, stay quiet… I wasn’t bluffing when I said I’d kill
them.”
            Crying silently, Ica nodded and Bendy positioned himself at her
entrance, Ica noticed him stroking… something down below. He eyes widened as
what looked like a rod stuck out… from his neither region. “What is…?” she
whimpered, fearing she all ready knew.
            “I think you know damn well what this is… want to know it’s real
purpose~?” Bendy said in a singsong tone, hovering over the frightened girl.
“It’s used as pleasure for both men and women… and also how to… reproduce. Not
that your at that stage yet, but still… “ He chuckled darkly before looking
down, his onyx black pie cut eyes into her trembling cobalt blue ones. “After
this… YOU’RE MINE.” With that, Bendy thrusted into the girl, making her cry out
in both pain and fear… mostly fear.
            Bendy pressed his body close onto hers, letting himself adjust
inside her… before thrusting in and out, getting one hand above her hand to
keep from screaming and the other hand pinned down both her hands as he
thrusted. Ica felt herself cry and scream at the same time, despite being
muffled… she was in pain, scared, and afraid… where was everyone?! Did no one
notice her absence was no one…coming?
            Through it all, she heard Bendy’s grunts each thrust, him moaning
in a strange, almost alien way. She saw him hold his tongue out, panting as he
went faster, making her feel both in pain, but strangely… good? NO! She
couldn’t feel good, not about this! Especially when knowing this was wrong,
very very wrong!
            “Oh… oh yes… such a good, tight little lamb you are… so rare, so
delicate… you are definitely a keeper…’’ Bendy muttered as he thrusted in and
out… making Ica cry still. It hurt, and she knew not how much to take… she felt
something odd then… like a knot building up inside her.
            “Oh… oh golly, what is happening!!” she thought, feeling a odd…
rush down below, as a clear liquid substance splattered onto Bendy’s rod…oh no,
would that make him angry? No… in fact, he chuckled feeling it. “First time
coming? Not too quick as I thought? That’s good…” he smirked, before he felt
himself go in then. “Urgh, uh!!” He moaned out then, as Ica felt a rush of
something hot and sticky enter her.
            Bendy collapsed on top of her then, panting. “Oh… so long since I
have done this… feeling a virgin,” he moaned aloud, making Ica confused. A
virgin? Was that… important? He looked down at her then, panting still. “…Not
bad for your first time. I expected a lot more resistance from you there, but…
you were obedient. Guess that stems from your mother…”
            Ica bit her lip, watching then as Bendy got off her and hand her
then her clothes. “Here… it’s best to wash yourself off… Joey won’t like it if
he smells what we did.’’ “…What… did we just do…?” It made Ica feel violated,
uncomfortable. Bendy blinked, before saying “Well, would have thought Joey told
you all ready. I was just… showing you how I feel. That specific test of
womanhood is letting a man who loves you show his feelings for you…”
            “By… placing that inside me?” Ica was confused. “Yes… but it’s a
way of sharing bodies girly… a way to feel connected,” Bendy’s tone had gotten
a lot more gentler, like a lover nearly. “A way to feel warm, happy… didn’t you
feel anything? I certainly did for you~”
            “Um…” she had felt something… dread, fear, suffocation… and most of
all… hurt. Mentally and sexually. But at the same time… if Bendy did that
because he really did love her. “Well… I felt warm… and curious,” she looked
up, looking at Bendy’s reaction cautiously.
            He nodded in somewhat approval. “Good… remember, this is how people
show their love for another… and I only did it since I love you Ica… I just
can’t show it well in front of others,” To put up a façade of him teasing her.
            “O-Okay…is it all right if I get dressed now?” Ica asked timidly
then. “Yeah sure thing Ica…just don’t tell anyone now, okay? This… ‘Special
time’, is a secret between us,” Bendy said.
            Ica nodded, taking her underwear, bra, and dress to dress herself
after cleaning her neither regions inside the bathroom. She had no intention of
telling her father any of this… god forbid his reaction would be fury at her
for doing such a thing… unaware how opposite that’d be. He’d be furious, but
not at her…
~~~
            Bendy smirked darkly to himself outside the as he waited for her to
come back. Ah, that had been more of a pleasure to do then he thought. She
honestly thought he did it because he ‘loved’ her, not out of spite at Alice of
to get even with Joey… oh, he was going to have fun… now she’d think ‘Special
time’ was just his way of ‘caring’ for her, and thus not protest… no matter how
it hurt her. Ah… all those dark fantasies he had of her were coming alive, and
now that he did his manipulation… who would stop him?
~~~
            From her rehearsal, Alice felt sick a moment, running to the
bathroom and vomiting… feeling something awful had happened. “Alice…? You all
right?” Susie asked worried. “Yes… I’ll be fine…’’ But she had a good feeling
someone wasn’t.
            “Oh… Ica, what happened to you?”
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