Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/1048041. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: Gen Fandom: Gossip_(2000), Walking_Dead_(TV), Walking_Dead, Dark_Harbour, Blade_ (Movie_Series), Blade_-_All_Media_Types, Floating_(1997), Deuces_Wild, Judas_Music_Video, Red_Canyon_(2008), Moroz_po_kozhe_|_Moscow_Chill_ (2007), Six_Ways_to_Sunday_(1997), Messengers_2:_The_Scarecrow, Luster, Meet_Me_In_Berlin, Tough_Luck_(2003), A_Crime_(2006) Character: Travis, Daryl_Dixon, Norman_Reedus, Van, Scud, Young_Man, Marco_Vendetti, Judas, Mac_(Red_Canyon), Ray_Perso, Harry, John_Rollins, Sex_Tools Delivery_Boy, Meet_Me_In_Berlin_-_Character, Archie, Vincent_Harris Additional Tags: Masturbation, Fantasizing, Accidental_Voyeurism, Voyeurism, Nipple_Play, Anal_Fingering, Thoughts_of_Necrophilia, Genital_Piercing, Come_Eating, Come_Marking, Non-Consensual_Bondage, Thoughts_of_Rape, Thoughts_of Breast_Fucking, Underage_Masturbation, Pedophilia, Underage_Filming, Phone_Sex, Parent/Child_Incest, Hallucinations, Blow_Jobs, Dildos Stats: Published: 2013-11-17 Updated: 2016-06-22 Chapters: 16/? Words: 18767 ****** Masturbation 101 ****** by BustersJezebel Summary A one-shot series of stories based on character's Norman Reedus has played. As per the title, they'll all be masturbating. I plan to eventually work my way through the characters he has played over the years that I've been able to see him perform. Yes, I am that much of a fan. Enjoy. Note: I have no ownership of any of these characters though I wish otherwise. Notes Okay, here is my version of Travis masturbating in Gossip. He is in his room listening to Jones and Derek have sex in the kitchen.... ***** Gossip - Travis ***** Travis looks away from his computer with a frown, it takes him hearing the sound of dishes crashing to realise what is going on out in the kitchen. Derek was finally nailing Jones. Loudly. He takes a drink out of the hand-blown crystal glass he’d brought in with him. Derek’s glass, Derek’s apartment, Derek’s room. Derek’s cock inside Jones. Not that Travis especially wanted to put his cock in Jones. He liked her and all, and she was attractive. But Travis was an arse man. He liked arse when he could get it. If he had a choice, he’d take the back door any day. But that secret was his. Just like it was his secret that the actual sex of the arse he fucked was negligible as well. Women were his preferred medium to work with, professionally and sexually. But not a lot of them were into anal so Travis had to be…creative. Still Derek and Jones were making him very aware that he had not had the opportunity to sink himself into anything never mind a backdoor for more than a year. His shyness was fucking crippling his fucking. Travis’ brow furrowed as he muddled through what he’d just thought. Yeah, it made sense. To him anyway. He looks toward the door as he hears Jones moaning and Derek grunting. Yeah, he envied Derek his ability to smoothly get women, didn’t envy him the loneliness that accompanied his life. Travis didn’t have many friends, but the few he did have were genuine ones. Jones and Derek among them he hoped. But his other friends weren’t people Derek associated with so he barely knew of them, let alone knew them. Travis never brought them home. None of them brought other friends home now that he thought of it. Looking toward the door again as he takes another drink Travis tries to concentrate on his work unsuccessfully. Their sounds though were turning him on. Putting down his drink Travis unsteadily gets up and makes his way to his bed, falling face down on it before he rolls over on his back. His legs dangling off the sides, feet flat on the floor. He fumbles his way through unsnapping his coveralls and manages to shrug them off his shoulders without getting up. Then he pushes them down exposing his hardening cock and balls to the cool air of Derek’s loft. He always kept it slightly on the cool side so women’s nipples were always on high beam he said. Travis only knew it drove Jones crazy. Speaking of, he moans lightly himself as he hears Jones moan Derek’s name. One of his hands reaches under his pillow bringing out the lube he kept there and opening it. His other brushes through his pubic hair and down to his balls, sliding them in his fingers softly, Tugging on them a little before he brings it up to put some lube on it. Then as his other hand lets go of the lube to grasp his cock, the fingers that are slippery with it move down between his legs, coming to rest at his rosebud entrance. Moaning again Travis starts to jerk himself off at the same time he presses two fingers insistently against his entrance. God that was good. He slides his fingers up and over the head of his cock, gathering the pre-come there he lets go of his cock as he brings his fingers to his lips and licks himself off. And that was even better, he spread his legs further, bringing his feet up to the side of the bed and laying them flat on the side of it so his legs were spread wide like a sorority slut. Pressing his fingers in he pushes two of them inside his hole on a moan that rivalled Jones moan’s outside in the kitchen. Thankful they were being so noisy Travis brought his other hand from his mouth back down to his cock and clasped himself again. He starts to jerk in earnest now, up and down, twisting the head of his cock on the upstroke, grasping it just that bit firmer each time so he is gradually increasing the pressure of his hold on himself. His stomach muscles are clenching in need now. Then Travis’ hips start to move, fucking his hands, both of them, he pulls his fingers out of his backside and then pushes three of them inside himself this time, his neck arching back on another filthy moan of pleasure that Derek and Jones would have no doubt heard if they weren’t already moaning themselves. Thank God they were busy with each other as well. It’s been too long since Travis had fucked himself in the literal sense. He pushes his fingers inside himself harder, middle finger pressing further, trying to find…there. That. Hips pistoning now, reaching for orgasm along with Derek and Jones, Travis fucks himself, middle finger brushing his prostate each time it pushes inside him. And his other hand grasping his cock harder and harder each time. His body is quaking in pleasure, his mind blanking with it. And as Jones gives one long protracted groan of pleasure it pushes Travis' orgasm to the forefront and he comes as well. Come ejects itself with force from his cock, three strong stripes fly out and splatter on his chest before the rest slides out of his cock in a steady stream, moving down his fingers like water over rapids. Sighing with pleasure Travis lies there letting his body calm down. One hand still grasps his cock and the other still has fingers inside himself. He pushes his middle finger in one more time, gasping as it brushes his prostate before he pulls them out. Then Travis slides them up his body, over his stomach to rub through his come. He then brings them to his lips and closes his mouth around them, moaning again as he sucks himself from his own fingers. He knows it’s dirty and filthy and kinky but he always cleans himself this way. Less evidence for Derek or Jones to find when they take it upon themselves to do his laundry. Repeating the process until he’s cleaned himself up Travis lets his arms flop to the side of the bed, legs again resting on the floor. He lies there for some time, listening to Derek and Jones head upstairs to Derek’s bedroom. Then he sits up and pulls his coveralls back up his arms. Taking his drink he heads out to the kitchen and survey’s the damage. Shrugging he starts to clean up. They’d given him a free show, it was the least he could do. Plus, it gave him the high road he thought with a chuckle to himself. ***** Walking Dead - Daryl ***** Chapter Notes This chapter is Norman's Daryl Dixon of The Walking Dead Daryl stood and stretched his hands above his head, interlocking his fingers together he pushed everything upright. The older he got the stiffer his body got it felt like. He grinned to himself, wasn’t all about him that was stiff this morning. He’d been sleeping outside off and on all summer. Was mostly okay except when he saw more than he should. Unlocking his hands he lets them drop and rolls his shoulders, first forward several times & then backward. It doesn’t stop the ache in his cock however. Last night he’d been treated to a hell of a show. There was no way they’d known he was there otherwise they would not have done what they did. He can’t stop his right hand from cupping his cock through his trousers. The faintest of sighs pushes from his lips as he releases a breath at his own touch. Fuck that felt good, it had been a long time since he’d had the time or the inclination to jerk off. But last night had put his need front and centre. He looks around, all is clear and nothing other than his own cock is rising at the moment. He smirks at his sick humour before he walks several steps outside to the overhang. He loves feeling the fresh air on him, on his cock. Leaning back against the wall Daryl undoes his shirt buttons spreading it open. His nipples bead as the cool pre-dawn air ghosts over them. His breath huffs out again on a pleasured sigh. It has been way way too long. He unbuckles his belt and undoes his trousers but leaves them in place. He places both index fingers in his mouth and sucks on them lightly. He tastes like blood, sweat and grit but nothing he hasn’t tasted of before. Licking them thoroughly he pulls them from his mouth and brushes them lightly, so very lightly over his nipples. They’ve always been overly sensitive, rubbing and chafing over material that was too harsh or arousing on his skin. Which is why he wore what shirts he had to death. Was hard to find something that didn’t have him walking around with a hard on half the time. A slight moan slips from him against his will as his index fingers continue to brush over and over on his nipples. His trousers move outward as his cock hardens under the attention he is giving his nipples. Any stimulation on them goes immediately to his cock. Wetting his fingers again he continues to brush them over his nipples, letting them arouse him almost unbearably, his cock was so hard in his pants he was surprised it just didn’t break through the worn material. Then just as his nipples start to get painful from arousal he slides his fingers town his torso, one hand stopping at his navel to finger his belly button, the other continuing to push under his trousers to grasp his hard and leaking cock. Another moan slips from his mouth and Daryl leans his head back on the wall, closing his eyes and lifting his face to the early morning sun. God that felt good. Moving his other hand from his belly button down to his balls, Daryl cups them, he lightly pinches the skin liking the little bit of pain he causes himself and then he tugs on them making his cock jerk in his right hand every time he does so. That felt even better. He freezes when he hears murmuring voices walk his way. Slipping back inside the building he was leaning against Daryl fades into the shadows as the couple talk around the corner. They stop exactly where he’d been standing and the man slides his arms around the woman’s hips as he leans in and takes her mouth. She melts into him and returns his kiss with a soft breathy moan. Daryl frowns, he’s never been into soft women, give him lanky angles any day. He thinks of someone who fits that description and continues to jerk-off in silence even as he watches another free show. His left hand moves back up to his nipples and he teases himself to near insanity now as he can’t make a sound. And that turned him on more. That he was jerking off watching a couple make-out in front of him when he was thinking about someone else altogether. His face contorts in a rictus of self-caused pain as his left hand pinches and twists his left nipple harshly. His mouth opens though no sound comes out and his eyes close again in the shadows as his right hand jerks himself off. When he comes it is all the more intense for the silence he needs to keep, his come leaves his body, dropping down on the floor and one of his boots with the faintest of splatters. The kissing couple have no idea he is there. Right hand still holding his cock Daryl stands stock still as he allows his heart rate to return to normal. He wipes himself off with his rag and then shoving it back in his pocket he carefully and quietly does up his zipper and belt. Buttoning his shirt he leans back and waits for the couple to leave with a relaxed smile on his face. ***** Dark Harbour ***** Chapter Summary This one is from the movie Dark Harbour, if you haven't seen it. Norman's character has no name. In the credits he comes up as Young Man. He watches her death throes with pleasure. She was a few breaths away from being out of his life. There was nothing preventing him from being with her husband now she was dead. He finds himself getting aroused as he watches her. And he’s never been one to deny himself pleasure. It’s why he’d killed her after all, her husband was going to bring him lots of pleasure. And not just financial. He unbuckles his belt and shoves his hand down inside his baggy jeans and underwear. He groans as he watches her body twitch and seize in front of him. Burying his remorse down deep he pulls his cock out of his jeans and stands there as he strokes himself off watching her. She was kind of beautiful for a woman he guessed. Understated…what was the word he was after? Elegant she was elegant. Despite the shit she’d told him she got up to, she still came off as elegant. And starved. She’d been starved for affection. Again the remorse tries to rise and he chokes it off. David was right, they’d have gotten nothing if he’d divorced Alexis, that’s why she had to die. But he’d liked her. He groans slightly as he sees her finally still and her head slips to the side. She’d been sweet to kiss. So sweet. And soft which he normally didn’t like. Men were his game, plain and simple. But he thinks he could’ve fucked her. His eyes wander down her soaking form as the rain continues. The fleeting remorse he’d suffered is gone completely now as he looks down at her figure. He moves between her legs. She’d still be warm, he could fuck her. It is only the thought that he didn’t have a condom that stops him. Not that it would be an issue, it was going to be obvious that she’d killed herself to everyone, but not too obvious. One had to be careful after all. And so he starts to stroke himself off as he simply watches her slack face. She was fully dead now, eyes open and staring, not looking at him though he wishes they were. God, that feels good, he likes to stroke himself off while watching. He likes to stroke himself off while David prepares himself to receive his cock. It’s dirty and filthy to get David to stick his own fingers inside himself, stretching himself for his cock. Grinning he thinks how most will assume in a few years’ time when they go public that he’s David’s boy, that couldn’t be further from the truth. He didn’t bottom. Ever. David was the bottom in their relationship. And he liked being fucked up the arse too, he begged for it, writhing on his own fingers, waiting for his cock, while he sat back and stroked himself off, threatening to just come and leave David wanting. God that was hot. Making them beg, he lived for it. His hand moves steadily now as images from his past flash through his mind. The dead woman at his feet is forgotten as images of the men he’s fucked and humiliated into submission arouse his cock. It is hard and leaking in his hand as he twists it toward orgasm. His other hand is on his balls, he simply cups them, feeling them fill and get tight with his seed. Seed he’s going to splatter over the woman beneath him and let the rain wash it away before he goes back to David and leaves. He’ll come back to David when it’s all settled. Unless he gets a better offer. Gasping for breath as he fucks his hand hard and fast he lets his head fall back, rain splattering on his face. He opens his mouth and sticks out his tongue the better to catch the raindrops. He wants it all, everything. And the thought of everything is enough to push him over the edge. Come boils from his cock and drips down his hand and onto the leaves and dead body at his feet. Fuck that feels good. He’d needed to come. He’d been unable to get off since he’d been on the Island what with hanging about Alexis and David. And as soon as he went back to the house he’d need to be gone again. The young man looks down at the dead face at his feet. He grins at the come that has splattered on her body, watching as the rain rinses it away. He grabs what he needs to so nothing untoward is left there for when he body is found and walks back to the house tucking his cock back in his pants as he does so. His last thought of her before she slips from his mind for eternity is that he thinks he would have enjoyed fucking her. ***** Scud - Blade II ***** Chapter Notes I've set this story during Blade II. The pact has been made, bloodsuckers have invaded Blade's lair but no deaths have yet occurred. Scud slips quietly into his room. He doesn’t like being around the high born bloodsuckers. Most of them won’t stop looking at him like he’s a fucking meal. And he’s been a meal more than enough times already thank you very fucking much. His hand ghosts over his stomach as he lays down on the bed pulling up his shirt. The scars are horrific but they’re part of him now. From when he’d began his time with Blade he’d healed, become human again but it wasn’t enough. The dead bloodsuckers had given him a thirst for more. He wanted something that he couldn’t ever have with Blade, he wanted to be more. Tossing a cigarette into his mouth and fishing a lighter out of his baggy pants Scud lit it up. One hand rested on his scarred stomach lightly pressing down and the other moved lazily, taking the cigarette to and from his mouth. When he exhaled he blew smoke rings. Amusing himself he inhaled deeply wishing he was smoking weed and then blew several out at once. Finishing his cigarette he lights another off the tail end of the first one. He’s finally realised what he’s feeling. He’s feeling….needy. Most of the time here he jacks off in the shower, he hasn’t had a woman in quite some time. Going out only during the day puts a crimp in his usual pick-up places as he was a night owl. But this fucking town was way too dangerous and he had a healthy dose of self-preservation. Plus, he worked at night now. So continuing to smoke Scud slides his hand down to his pants. He unbuckles them easily and shoves his hand inside pushing under his underwear he grabs a firm hold on his cock. He closes his eyes briefly. Felt fucking good. He remembered the cold vampiric hands of one of the females on his cock from the night he’d gotten his scars and his cock jerked in his hand. Yeah, even better. The cold hand on his warm hard cock almost forcing it into flaccid submission. But Scud was different, he hadn’t gone soft, her ice-like hands had made him harder, she had been surprised, he liked to think pleasantly so but within minutes she’d torn the shit out of his stomach so who the fuck knew? Gripping his cock Scud squeezes it firmly. Then he slides his hand down and tugs on the ring he still had there. He was fucking lucky it hadn’t been ripped out of his dick that night the way they’d laid into him. And he was fucked if he was gonna go to Blade and get him to take out the ball so he could unhook it. So he’d suffered through the soreness and the scabs around the ring until it had finally healed. And now he could use it again. Hooking his thumb through it Scud pulls on it and his hips start to move in time with his pulls. He loves to get himself off this way, just tugging on the ring. His left hand continues to smoke and when he’s smoked the cigarette down to the filter he drops it on the concrete floor and pushes his pants down over his hips exposing his hard cock and right hand in his ring tugging on it to anyone who decided to walk in. He hadn’t locked his door. He never locked his door. B never visited his room and Whistler didn’t even know where he slept he thought. Bloodsuckers didn’t count as far as he was concerned. Closing his eyes Scud’s left hand roves over his scars as his right thumb continues to pull on the ring, over and over. His cock is hard now and standing up facing his chin so he starts to pull the ring upward toward him instead. Scud pulled and tugged at the ring, not touching his cock in any other way. His left and scratches lightly over his balls as his right thumb pulls harder. Finally letting his hips start to move he opens his eyes to see them flex, he’s so fucking white now, he never gets any daylight, he’s started taking fucking supplements because of his lack of vitamin D. And then a shadow moves by the door and his eyes dart over there not expecting to see anything at all. He freezes completely when he sees the bloodsucker there watching him. A glint of gold on a finger tells him who it is. They don’t move in any other way now he’s aware of them. And Scud suddenly realises they’d wanted him to know he was being watched. They were either testing him or they got off on watching him as well as him knowing about it. “Like to watch huh?” His voice is husky from cigarettes and arousal. The shadow doesn’t move. So he continues. Tugging on his ring harder now he has an audience and his left hand pushes down under his balls to his arse, he doesn’t enter himself however just presses and circles his hole. He doesn’t have time to fuck himself tonight. Pushing his head back Scud deliberately exposes his neck vulnerably to the bloodsucker wondering if they’ll take him up on his silent invitation. But they don’t move at all. So he opens his eyes and watches them watching him. That he can’t see their eyes makes it even more erotic. Finally Scud moves his left hand up to grasp his cock even as his right thumb continues to tug and pull on the ring. His left hand starts to pull down in direct contrast to his right. It’s a painful maneuver but it brings him off hard and fast. Looking down at himself Scud sees pre-com dotting his stomach and he lets go of his cock and swipes his left hand through it, bringing it to his mouth, sucking lightly on it before he takes it back to his cock. He feels more than see’s the shadow move restlessly at that movement. “Oh, you like that do you? Want to taste me? You’d be most welcome to sweetheart.” The shadow doesn’t move, but Scud hadn’t expected them to. He closes his eyes to them the better to focus on himself. On his toes curling inside his heavy boots, his hips jerking up and down in time with his thumb pulling on his ring. Fuck that felt good. Feeling the tensing of his back muscles that signaled his impending orgasm Scud opened his eyes again looking over at the shadow. Then his eyes flutter shut as one final hard tug on the ring makes him come. His left hand pulls down harshly even as his right pulls and his back arches, neck moving back vulnerably again. With his eyes closed he doesn’t see the quick move forward and then back as the bloodsucker checks their movement forward to taste his long sexy white throat as he swallows convulsively through his orgasm. When he has regained his breath he opens his eyes to look down at himself. His left hand is fine, his right has been covered in his own come and it is smeared on his stomach. Letting go of his ring he brings it to his mouth but is stopped before he can lick it off by a soft hiss. He looks over at the shadow. “Oh, now you want to taste?” He is slightly sarcastic having gotten himself off he wants to clean himself up and try to work some more. The shadow moves, coalescing into a solid form as it flows toward the bed. ***** Floating - Van ***** Chapter Notes This one-shot is of Norman's character Van from the movie Floating. I've extrapolated my particular scene from the scene in the car during the movie where Van and Doug were racing Flip and Jase who were on motorcycles in case you haven't seen the movie. "Pussies!" Van leans over, way too close to Doug as he yells out the driver's side window to Flip and Jase. He tilts his head back looking up at the open sunroof as the music blares and Doug drives determinedly. "Yeah…" Van trails off as he kicks back in his seat. He's hazy with the pot still swirling in his brain and the alcohol in his blood. It's an irresistible combination that never fails to give him a hard on and now was no exception. When he added in the lean smooth body beside him Van felt his cock rise and tent his cargo's. "Fuck." He mutters this quietly to himself, palming his cock quickly to adjust it hoping Doug doesn't notice. "Man, what?" Doug looks down and his eyes shoot up to Van's. "Ah, you ah." He breaks off and shakes his head. "Fuck, go ahead man, ain't nothing I haven't seen before if you know what I mean." He laughs quietly to himself making Van remember Doug does in fact prefer dick. And there went his cock again. Ignoring his thoughts Van takes Doug at his word and opens his cargo's letting his cock out. He'd had no underwear today because he'd been too lazy to wash for the past week or so and his father never fucking did laundry at all. "Fuuccckkkkkkk…' Van draws the word out softly as his hand clasps his cock. His thumb rides the tip and he feels his pre-come already leaking. "Taste it for me." Doug's words are soft enough that Van can ignore him if he chooses to. But…he lifts his hand and sucks his thumb into his mouth, licking off his pre-come with a moan that was all for Doug. Now it's Doug's turn to swear and shift in his seat. His speed slows down as he focuses more on Van and what Van is doing. Which is scandalous really. Pushing his cargo's down and pulling out his balls Van plays with them as his other hand jerks his cock, lazy and slow. He wants to take his time, make it good for him and for Doug. Pinching the skin of his balls lightly Van moans again and his cock jerks, his thumb feeling more wetness. Without prompting this time he moves his thumb to his mouth and sucks the pre-come off again. Then he moves his hand back down to his cock and starts jerking himself off again. But Van wants more. He rolls his head on the seat over to Doug who is alternating between the road and watching Van handle his own cock. He wonders if Doug fucks or gets fucked thinking of the magazine he'd seen at Doug's as his hands continue to play with himself. And that gives him an idea. He moves his hand from his balls to his mouth and he sucks on his fingers lewdly. When they're nice and wet he moves them down and under his balls, spreading his legs even further and beginning to jerk his cock in earnest now Van slowly pushes his middle finger inside himself. "Fuck." He says as he feels his hole stretch to receive something for the first time. "Fuck." It burned, but it felt fucking amazing. "Burns doesn't it?" Doug asks him conversationally As if Van wasn't sitting beside him, cock in one hand and finger of the other stuck up his own arse. Fucker. "Yeah." Van is shocked at his voice, it's breathy, breathless even. He sounds like a fucking girl. Just then the car hits a pothole and Van's middle finger is jostled in his arse and he feels it press against something that sets off fireworks inside him. "Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck, Jesus fucking Christ…." His words trail off as he tries to find that spot again, his toes are curling inside his deck shoes, his hips jerking uncontrollably and his cock is leaking pre-come copiously now. He hears Dough chuckle wickedly. "Van meet prostate, prostate meet Van." "Fucker." Van says, it's the only word he can form. His legs spread as wide as they can as his finger searches inside himself and his hand jerks his cock. He lifts it for a few seconds to lick it again when Doug suddenly reaches across the car and grabs it. Without even looking at Van he brings his hand to his lips this time and pushes Van's fingers inside his mouth to lick Van's pre-come off. "Dirty fucker." Van manages to articulate as Doug's tongue slides up and down each finger in his mouth. Moving between the cracks in each finger sinuously. Van yanks his hand from Doug's wet randy mouth and puts it back on his cock. "You're the one jacking off in my car man." Doug's voice is dry, but Van can see him moving restlessly in the seat as he continues to drive, though a lot slower now. "Gonna come all over your fucking dash too man." Van finds his arousal ratchet up just that bit more with every word he forces himself to speak. It's a turn on, forcing himself to speak, to focus on the warm body beside him. Eyes closing, head leaning back on the seat, legs spread and finger working for his prostate inside himself Van settles down to focus on one thing. Coming. His middle finger pushes in and out of his hole and he moans loudly deciding to add a second finger. He moans again as he does this and the car jostles him again and his fingers grazes his prostate. Those fucking fireworks go off again and Van feels his cock tighten even more and his balls draw up as they prepare to blow. His moan as he comes is long and protracted, his cock jerks in his hand, come spurting from him and landing not the dash but the windscreen. Van moans repeatedly as he continues to come and Doug swears as he looks at the windscreen and see's the come on it, dripping down and some of it dropping back off onto the dash. "You motherfucker." He says to Van as he continues to come. Van finds himself coming and laughing at the same time as Doug's disgruntled words penetrate the orgasm fog in his brain. Lifting his head for a few seconds Van see's the come splattered on the dash and windscreen and laughs harder as he rests his head back against the headrest again and finishes milking his cock. Lifting his hand he licks his come off himself and ignores Doug's grumbled protest again. Then he brushes off his pants and does them back up. "Where the fuck are we?" He asks belatedly. "Nearly back in town, you were too far gone to even realise I turned around man." Doug laughs at him this time. "Okay." Van is happy and sated with booze, pot and now an orgasm. If he had some munchies life would be perfect. When Doug drops him off some time later Van takes off his shirt to wipe the come away. "Leave it. I'll do it." Doug says. "Yeah, you got something to wipe it off with?" Van asks. "Sure do, night man." Doug grins at Van and reverses back before Van can even shut the door. Shaking his head Van heads inside. It is two days later when they're fishing quietly on the pond together than Van asks. "Hey Douglas, did you get my come off okay?" "Sure did." Doug answers as he looks out at the water. "What'd you use?" Van asks. Doug looks over at him, eyes hooded. Then he looks away again without answering. Van moves uncomfortably as his cargos tighten. Doug wouldn't have? Would he? Van looks at him again and Doug is looking back with that same look on his face. He did. "You're a dirty fucker, you know that? Doug laughs and Van joins him. ***** Judas of Judas ***** Chapter Summary Okay this is set after the beer and bathtub scene of Judas. I did check, there is technically no ‘relationship’ between Judas and Mary Magdalene. This extrapolation is purely from my imagination, using my muse Norman Reedus’ character Judas from Lady Gaga’s music video. This chapter is AU from the music video itself as well as a fantasy Wingfic. And I’m sorry to those who are religious but in this little vignette, Mary Magdalene is a whore of epic proportions though I know she actually wasn’t. Chapter Notes When I say Wingfic I should perhaps clarify that it is a dirty, smutty Wingfic. His shoulders twitch as he pours the beer over her arse. Then as Jesus looks over her shoulder at him he jerks his head in acknowledgement of his victory and stands up, stepping out of the tub. Judas circles his head on his shoulders, rotating and stretching his neck. Sometimes that stopped it. He hears his neck crack and knows he needs to get away, that nothing will stop it tonight. He needs. He waves his hands and his clothes are dry, boots back on his feet and a new beer is in his hand. Flicking a glance back at the tub were the lovers are still together and getting naked he slides his glance over both of them. His eyes glow pewter in the low light as he feels his body temperature increase. Before Jesus realises what is happening Judas has turned and vanished from the room. On his bike Judas declines company of any of the willing females that surround them. They’re always around, like leeches. Wanting to stroke him, stroke them. He drinks his beer without pause and crushes the can as he tosses it away and starts his bike. He needs the wind on his face. Pushing his sunglasses up on his head he opens all his eyes to the night and starts his bike, heading for the hills. His twitch is worsening and he hopes he’ll get to his cabin before they manifest. Jesus won’t be happy if he does that and unaware humans see him. As he leaves the populated areas behind Judas’ shoulders relax slightly and his twitching lessens. When he pulls up at his cabin he switches off his bike and heads inside. She was a fire in his blood. That she had chosen didn’t mean he didn’t still want her. As he vanishes his clothing with a thought Judas stands in the middle of his cabin and looking back over his left shoulder he lets his wings manifest. He sees them sweep out of his body, the ink of his tattoos on his back colouring them a dark charcoal grey. His body relaxes as he feels his feathers stir in the breeze of the door he’d left open. He looks toward the back door and it opens too and then as he looks at all the windows they open as well. But it is not enough, not tonight. He’ll never have her again, his mind knows that, his heart has accepted it. But his body has not. He feels himself hardening and his wings twitch again, wanting to be touched, stroked as he touches and strokes his own cock while walking through the house and out his back door onto his deck. And so sitting down in his chair with the low back that still allows him to keep his wings fully extended Judas touches himself and becomes mired in memory. The memory of Mary Magdalene watching him, he always starts with that. She’d watched him as much as she’d watched Jesus, right from the beginning. He’d ignored the human at first. He was never one to dally with humans, but she had won him over, big doe eyes, sly smile and her bitchy sense of humour. And one night when he’d been drunk and his wings had manifested as they did when any of them drank heavily she had touched them. Deliberately he knew. She was fully aware that their wings shouldn’t be touched except by their mates, but she’d touched his anyway. And he’d crumbled under her touch, falling to his knees, his wings spread up around them as she continued to stroke them until he had boiled over at her feet. His come like an offering on the floor of the bathroom he’d been hiding in. And now, now he is alone, she a human had chosen Jesus, he of the golden wings, the same colour as his crown. Judas closes his eyes, his heart weeping blood, his wings rustling lightly as he moves them around his body, hugging himself. His right hand strokes his cock as his left strokes his wings, both give him pleasure. But he needs more tonight. So he closes his eyes and leans back in the chair, letting his arms dangle down by his sides and he moves his wings, bringing them forward over his body. He strokes himself with them, sweeping them up and down his body, by turns softly and then harshly as well. He can see with his mind’s eye that never really closes how he looks, leaning back, legs spread like the whore he now knows Mary Magdalene to be as he touches himself with his own wings, getting pleasure from himself as he can get from no other. The tip of his left wing reaches for his cock at last, skating across the head, it gathers up the pre-come and brings it to his mouth for him to lick and taste. He wets the feathers as he licks himself and they dry as soon as they leave his mouth. Suddenly Judas needs a shower. He stands and moves to the open shower he has on his deck. Switching on the water he steps under its soothing coolness and shakes himself, spreading his wings and then each individual feather to allow them to be wetted down as well. He moans as the water trails through his feathers. Covering them soaking them, making him harder. Leaning his forearm on the wall of his house he lets his head fall forward, the water streaming down his body and wings, cooling him even as his blood begins to heat. He fists his other hand on his cock and let’s his wings drape around him, almost like a shroud. Judas moans long and low as his hand starts to move on his cock. He remembers how Mary Magdalene had continued stroking his wings until he was erect again and how she had taken his cock in her hand, still stroking his wings with her other hand and how she had lead him to a stall and let him fuck her, all the while she stroked his wings, wings he now let’s stroke his own body. And Judas remembers doing the one thing it was forbidden for them to do, at all ever. He allowed her to pluck a feather from him, a keepsake she said. And a notch. He’d had no idea until several weeks later, after numerous hurried fucks against walls and in bathrooms as she still rode on the back of Jesus’ bike. Still looking back for him, still making him walk behind her instead of beside her. And there in the club after she’d pushed him down the stairs for making a comment to Jesus about them he had seen her belt. A feather belt. Made up of numerous coloured feathers hanging from it. Blue, red, yellow, purple. And there among the mostly bright jewel tones was one muted charcoal grey one. Out of place by virtue of its colour alone. It was then he had realised she was not his, would never be his and that by letting her take his feather, he had forsaken ever finding his own mate. A cry of anguish leaves his lips as he continues to jerk himself off, he needs this, needs it tonight. And so Judas punishes himself with thoughts of Mary Magdalene and Jesus, fucking each other, now as he is sure they were, probably still in the bathtub he’d left them in. How he’d seen her go down on Jesus one night a few weeks back, how Jesus wings had manifested and swept back in pleasure as he had come into her willing mouth. Just as he himself had come into it only hours before that same night. Another moan leaves his throat, low and full of pain, pain he is deliberately causing himself by remembering what he will never have, or never take again. Falling to the floor Judas kneels there asking for forgiveness even as he continues to touch himself. His hand is a blur now and he cocoons himself with his wings, allowing his inner feathers to unfurl and stroke his skin, causing it to tingle in arousal. And then suddenly he arches back, his hand leaving his cock as both his hands rest on the deck floor behind him and his wings take over. Stroking him, hard and fast, his feather’s cupping his cock so much better than a hand ever could. More feathers stroking his balls, and his rosette, one curling into itself and pressing inside him even as another slowly and surely presses inside his cock, filling him, forcing the orgasm he has to be dry and painful. So very dry and painful as punishment. He can come, but he can’t come. Just as he is starting to wind down from his orgasm the feather inside his cock pulls itself out and Judas’ back arches as his come boils from him, splattering down on the floor of the deck as the shower continues to beat down on him. His other feathers continuing to stroke him, comforting now, as he slowly calms down. The next day Judas is eating breakfast when he feels Jesus pull up. He opens his cabin door wearing sweatpants and his wings. He is home, he can manifest them whenever he wants. Jesus comes in as Judas walks back to the kitchen, he pours another cup of coffee for himself and sits down. His jacket is on the table. His name has been removed and he leans forward sliding it toward Jesus. Taking it up, Jesus unfurls the patch with his name on it. He nods and rolls it back up, putting it in his pocket. And then he pulls something out of an inside pocket. It is a feather, charcoal grey in colour. He’d gotten it back. Judas stares at it for the longest time as Jesus puts it on the table. He floats it toward him and takes it in his own hand. Pursing his lips he looks up at Jesus standing there ready to go. He nods and Jesus turns and leaves. Judas lets the feather go and it floats back to his wings, he winces as it digs and burrows its way back in. Regaining the capacity to find his mate was never meant to be painless. But Judas would always be thankful to Jesus for giving him the opportunity. ***** Marco of Deuces Wild ***** Chapter Summary Marco of Deuces Wild, my version of what he may or may not have done to Betsy. “Stupid fucking cunt!” Marco yells at Betsy as she writhes underneath him trying to get away. She was a fucking pathetic fighter, even for a girl. If she’d been his girl he’d have made sure she could take care of herself, especially against guys like him. “Some fucking man you have, can’t even teach you to take care of yourself. C’mon cunt, fight me now, FIGHT ME!” Marco screams in her face spittle flying all over her and suddenly Betsy swings a hand up slapping him soundly. “Yes, now that’s what I’m talking about, c’mon more.” But Betsy doesn’t have more in her. “Fucking pathetic. Should fuck you so you know what it’s like to fuck a real man, not some pussy wannabe like Leon the Douche.” Laughing at his own joke Marco stands. He’s trussed Betsy up and now he looks down at her. Methodically he takes out his switchblade and watches as she freezes when he opens it. Smiling Marco looks at her. “What? Think I’m gonna use this one you? Don’t flatter yourself Douche Bitch.” Marco slices off Betsy’s buttons and spreads her blouse open. “Oh now what to we have here?” He questions as he squats over her looking closely at a very faint hickey on Betsy’s abdomen, nearly hidden by her bra. “Lover Douche likes to bite a bit does he? Me too.” So saying Marco kneels down and bites and sucks the swell of Betsy’s breast above her bra. He ignores her screams as he laughs and bites at the same time. He tightens his jaw and scrapes his teeth deliberately as he pulls off and he hardens as Betsy can’t help the moan of pain that leaves her mouth. “I bet I can make you scream with pleasure you know. I’m not one to brag or anything but I’m pretty good with the ladies, even or maybe ‘specially the unwilling ones. No is never no you know.” Marco says to her with a smile as he licks Betsy’s blood from his lips. Kneeling up he moves back until he can sit on Betsy’s thighs. His eyes wander over her and he stands. “Could fuck your sweet cunt but I ain’t gonna spend where Leon the Douche has so consider yourself passed over. Lotta’ guys ain’t gonna take Douche leavings you know, gonna have to look outside the block for your husband.” Marco is undoing his slacks as he speaks and he gets harder as he sees the fear in Betsy’s eyes. But he sees something else too and like a leech he grabs hold. “Oh, you wanna get married do you and your head Douche won’t put a ring on it? Aw sweetheart, I feel for you I really do, but you know he ain’t gonna live through the week.” Marco reaches inside his underwear and pulls out his cock. He’s hard and leaking and getting more so as he continues to look at Betsy. “Don’t worry cunt, you don’t have to do a damn fucking thing, this is for your Douche.” Looking to make sure Betsy is still bound securely Marco starts to jerk off as he stands over her, watching her carefully as he does so. He can see her close her eyes but they don’t stay closed. She opens them and watches him mutely, her eyes crawling over him as if he was a bug. Turned him on like nothing even if she’d just as soon as spit on him. Stroking and twisting Marco lifts his hand briefly licking off his pre-come, fuck that tasted good. “Fuck.” He speaks softly as he starts to stroke himself off again. He wanted to fuck her tits. She had a nice rack. Marco’s eyes flutter and he breathes deeply, his breath comes faster he strokes harder. “Jesus.” He says to himself as he scrapes his nails along his length. He could feel his pre-come just fucking oozing from him he was so desperate. Marco pinches his balls lightly and tugs on them as he feels them draw up. He hadn’t had enough pussy since being released, he’d done nothing the night he’d got out except take the edge off. Fuck he needed more and now. Closing his eyes Marco lets his head fall back as he continues to jerk off, one hand on his balls the other on his cock. “Oh yeah baby, gonna come all over you and send you back to your Douche, don’t forget to tell him who marked you now.” Marco’s eyes roll and he finally gives up talking as his orgasm rolls over him and his right hand is a blur on as he jerks himself to completion. “Fuckkkkkk.” He draws the word out as his come shoots from his body with force and lands on Betsy, streaking her face, chest and abdomen. When he’s finished milking himself Marco finally opens his eyes and looks down at her and grins. “Now you are a sight for sore eyes Douche bitch.” He cleans himself up and then bends over Betsy and smears his come all over her exposed skin even rubbing some into her dark pubic hair and the now messy bleached hair on her head. She reeked of him. Marco smiled. She looked perfect. Moving carefully Marco let her hands go and lets her untie her own legs. Then, “Get the fuck back to your pussy boy now, move it!” Marco punctuates his words with a kick to Betsy’s ribs as he then grabs her hair and pulls her to her feet and back out on the street. Then he plants his boot in her arse and pushes her on her way. Her sobs carry behind her as she walks away from him. She stumbles and then several shaky steps later she starts to run, a shambling imitation of one, but a run nonetheless. “That’s it, run you cunt run!” He yells after her before walking back inside. Fuck he needed to come again then he needed to find a piece of arse to actually screw.   ***** Mac of Red Canyon ***** Chapter Summary Mac of Red Canyon having his first orgasm. For those with weak stomach's this is MAC remember, a psychopath. He is a master manipulator, a player. And when I describe him as pre-pubescent I mean exactly that. For the mentally retarded who will no doubt check this chapter AGAIN after your nasty reviews & DM's I give you the dictionary meaning of pre-pubescent: 1. Occurring prior to puberty. 2. That has not yet reached puberty. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Mac slips silently down the side of the motel. It's a new habit he's picked up, spying on overnight guests out back of the Luna Mesa. He's seen some kinky shit in the few weeks he's been doing it. He'd started doing it the day he'd woken with his first hard on. He knew about sex, couldn't live with Walter and hang around the bar and not know about it. Plus Walter and that Ashton bitch were at each other when they thought he wasn't around. Mac smiles and the man walking to his room from the bar shivers at the sight. It was a cold smile, an evil smile, for someone so young he thought. Coming around the back of the motel Mac slips the grate off. He kneels down and crawls inside. The room he wants is the fifth grate down. When he's at the grate he settles down, pushing a hand inside his jeans he watches the man and two women in the room. Something had been off about them when they'd checked in. Something had raised his antenna. And he was right. They were already at it. The man was watching the two women go at each other. They were kissing and he was sitting in a chair watching them. More, he was filming them. Mac pulls his hand out and watches. This wasn't what he wanted. He wanted to see the man. He needed to learn. Sitting there he watches while the man directs the women through bringing each other off. He is hard, continues to be hard, the women are fairly hot, old though. But they're not going to help him come. The guy, Mac wants to see him. He waits as patiently as he can which is not well at all. He sees the man get up and move out of his line of sight so he waits for him to come back. When he does he surprises the shit out of Mac. He sits down on the floor right beside the grate. "You enjoying yourself boy?" He asks quietly so he doesn't disturb the women. Mac freezes. Fucker had seen him. He brazens it out. "No." He answers honestly. "Yeah, don't like ladies then huh?" The guy moves a bit closer, his legs stretch out in front of him. "Yeah, I like girls, I'm not a fag." Mac answers with irritation. "Then why the fuck don't you like these women?" The guy asks him. "Came to watch you." Mac says bluntly. "Why?" The guy has calmed down and is curious now. "Wanted to learn how to jerk off." The guy stops moving and doesn't answer straight away. "What's it worth?" He finally answers Mac. "Ain't got cash." Mac says. The guy laughs. "Let me film you jerking yourself off for the first time, I'll talk you though it and film you. That be okay boy?" Mac bristles at being called boy but he turns and crawls out of the building. He puts the grate back on and then moves around and knocks on the door of room five. The dude answers it and hauls him inside, "Bathroom, all your clothes off and shower. Scrub yourself, wash your hair, use the girls shit. Want you squeaky clean boy." Mac feels his hard on rub on his pants. He obeys the man to the letter. When he walks back out with one of the motels scratchy towels around his skinny hips the women are gone. The bed has been remade and the guy is sitting on the chair facing it with the camera on the tripod, the red light isn't lit. "Okay boy, sit here on the bed, towel off." Mac settles on the bed letting the towel drop on the floor. Even though he's not fully grown Mac is not shy. He is just starting to shoot up, his hands and feet are an adult in size though the rest of his body is still stuck in pre-pubescence. "Handsome boy, your show is going to fetch a very pretty price lad." The man settles on the chair, leans back and lights a cigarette. He offers Mac one and he accepts. The dude was good-looking enough himself, pretty, but not in a girly way. Inhaling deeply the man watches Mac closely through the smoke he exhales. He gets a surprise when Mac copies his inhale and exhales a perfect smoke ring. "No stranger to smoking I see." He murmurs with a half-smile. "Guess I'm not corrupting you too much then am I boy?" Mac looks at him like he's crazy and doesn't answer. The guy's half-smile turns into a full on grin. "Now, I'm going to ask you your name, how old you are and ask you if you've ever jerked off before. The only lie in your answers is your name. Don't give me your real one, give me a made up one. Then I'll start jerking off and you copy me, when you come I want you to slick up your fingers and then lick it off. That's the only time I want you to look head on at the camera." The guy paused to finish his cigarette and to give Mac time to pick a name for himself. "Got all that boy? Need me to go over anything again?" He stubs out his cigarette and motions for Mac to pass his over which he does. "No, ain't stupid." Is all Mac answers. "I never thought you were boy, I never thought you were." The man answers quietly. Then he stands and toes off his shoes, he isn't wearing any socks. He unbuttons his shirt next and tosses it back onto the table behind him and then he looks at Mac as he unbuckles his belt and strips his chinos off along with his briefs. Settling back on the chair he spreads his legs, then his hand flicks out to the camera and he turns it on. The red light goes on so Mac knows he's being recorded. "So boy, what's your name?" He asks making a minute adjustment to the camera so Mac is framed perfectly. "Zeke." Mac answers clearly. "Zeke huh? That short for anything?" The guy keeps going, by his raised eyebrow Mac knows his name choice had surprised him. "Yeah, Ezekiel." Mac can tell he's surprised him again as both eyebrows go up this time. "Old bible name, I like it. So, Zeke. How old are you?" "I'm twelve today." Both eyebrows again. Mac nearly laughs at the look on the man's face. Guy must deal with retards real regular-like if his answers are surprising him. "And you want to learn how to jerk off, so you've never had an orgasm before boy?" Mac shakes his head. "No, I've never come before." He looks evenly at the man, his every breath telling him to hurry the fuck up. The man obliges with a smile. "Okay then, let's get to it then boy, spread your legs, let us get a good look at that cock of yours." The man grins when Mac's cock jerks at his words. "Oh we like that don't we? Like the thought of people watching your cock, jerk and fill and eventually spill." Mac's cock reacts visibly to every word the man speaks. Mac looks down at it. Watches it get hard. He's got no pubic hair yet, just a faint light brown fuzz that is irritating him more than anything. His balls aren't like the man's two separate heavy sac's. He looks at them and jerks his head. "My balls gonna end up like yours?" The man reaches down and tugs on his balls and Mac follows suit, his left hand reaching down and fondling them, tugging them lightly. His cock jerks even more and Mac is fascinated to see a drop of liquid pool on the tip of it. "Yes boy, your balls will grow with you, they'll separate eventually too and you'll end up with a full thatch of pubic hair too." The man watches Mac as Mac watches him. He's never been into boys but something about this boy who has adult eyes is making him genuinely hard. He would not need to take any pills to perform this night. "You ready to learn how to come boy?" "Been ready since I got here." Mac answers shortly. The man laughs quietly. "So you have boy, so you have." He jerks his head at Mac's right hand. "Take yourself in hand now, firm, not tight. Feel yourself. Feel your skin, how soft it is covering your cock, how warm, feel how your cock pulses in your hand." The man fondles his own cock as he watches Mac obey his every word. The boy's brow was furrowed as he did indeed fondle himself. The man watched and suddenly found his heat skip a beat as the boys eyes opened and looked him ferally. The boy really was feral he thought. Beautifully so. This tape was going to make him a fortune. Mac watches the man watching him. He tilts his head to the side as he watches the man's hand on his own cock. "You a good size? You know, average or shit?" He asks bluntly. He looks up in time to see a smile ghost across the man's face before it disappears. "Above average actually boy." Mac's eyebrows raise this time. "Yeah? Guess I am too then." He answers snidely and the guy laughs softly. "There is nothing average about you boy, least of all the size of that cock you've got between your legs." The man's lips thin as he starts to stroke himself firmer. Without him saying anything Mac follows his movements. His eyes close briefly. This felt better, much better. "I like this." He says and without any prompting he grips himself harder as he watches himself now, not the man. When he grips harder more of the liquid seeps out of his cockhead. "Fuck, yes." He says to himself softly. He ignores the man now, ignores the camera as his arm jerks hard and fast, he is going to come and come soon. Mac's toes curl on the worn carpet of room five of the motel attached to the Luna Mesa. But Mac is not in the room, he is inside his own head, feeling his cock pulse with every heartbeat, his right arm is rigid with tension as he grips his cock as tightly as he possibly can. The man murmurs for him to slow down, to ease off, be gentler but he doesn't. He can't. He is already mired in the pleasure of his first full on arousal. He needs to come now, he needs to. And Mac has just realised that for him to come, it needs to be hard, fast and violent. Watching with something akin to awe the man sees the boy grow in front of his eyes. His cock gets harder, the pre-come seeps from him steadily now, his toes are curling, the boy's ribs are showing with his every deep breath. His right arm is going to kill him tomorrow from the way he's strangling his cock. And a light bulb goes off, dollar signs flash before the man's eyes. The boy, this boy is getting off on the pain. That is what is getting him off. All his thoughts of gentle jerking off, eventual fingering, letting the girls back to jerk him off and blow him. All of them fly out the window in the face of the sheer ferocity he sees in the face of the boy in front of him. Fisting his own cock the man jerks himself off hard and fast as well, he wants to come and be calm for the discussion he's about to have with this man-child in front of him. Mac lets his head fall back, his left hand is still holding his balls, he tugs on them sharply and hears a breath followed by a soft curse from the still- watching man. Raising his head Mac opens his eyes and looks at him through his lashes. "You into boys then?" He asks, his voice is hoarse in arousal. His eyes flutter closed again. "No, Zeke I'm not, though you tempt me otherwise." The words are soft and make Mac grin. And they make him come. But Mac remembers his deal. He lets his orgasm roll through him, his toes curling so hard his arches cramp. "Fuck." He mutters at the pain as it prolongs his orgasm. His right arm is corded, muscles writhing as he jerks hard and fast. His left hand suddenly clenches, crushing his balls in his grip and Mac simply shoots again. He barely hears the muttered swearing of the man filming him. A sudden stinging pain across his face jerks his head to the side and allows his orgasm to recede. His right arm stops moving and his grip on his cock loosens slightly. Opening his eyes slowly Mac lets his breathing settle. He looks down at himself. "Shit's everywhere." He mutters. But he scraps his hand through it and brings it to his lips. Then he looks the camera for a few seconds, prolonging what he's about to do, then he disobeys the man and looks directly at him before he slowly licks his middle finger. Snorting the man simply points to the camera and having made his point Mac looks at the camera as he licks his come off the rest of his fingers. He swipes his fingers through his come twice more, licking each finger individually as he looks at the camera. As he gets to his last finger he looks back over at the man and slowly puts it in his mouth and closes his lips over it, then he opens them and licks it, making like he's licking a cock. The man's own cock rises again as he watches. But he doesn't touch it. Mac grins at the man ignoring the camera. "Thought you weren't into boys?" He questions softly. "I'm not, you're the devil Zeke, the very devil." Mac grins and then feeling the endorphins still running through him from his first orgasms he looks at the camera and raising his middle finger he flips it off then sticks out his tongue and rubs his middle finger over it before he stands up and walks back to the bathroom. He gets in the shower again and cleans up. Then he dresses. He looks at himself in the mirror. His eyes blaze blue fire back at him. He wanted more, hopefully this guy would deliver. When he returns to the bedroom, the guy is sitting at the table fully dressed, there are two open beers in front of him. The camera is off and packed away. Without prompting Mac sits down and the guy pushes a beer and his cigarettes across the table. Mac grins at he lights up. The guy lights up as well and looks at Mac. "You've got an angel's face you know boy. I'm going to make a lot of money from that tape. I'm willing to share it with you, provided we do more. I'm through here every three or four weeks." He says no more, doesn't ask, doesn't beg though he wants to. "What else do you want me to do?" Mac asks as he smokes and drinks. He watches the guys shoulders relax infinitesimally and knows that he'll be back. More, he's going to let Mac play to his heart's content. Later, when they've agreed on terms and what Mac will do next time the man comes back he's letting him out the door when he says out of the blue. "Happy birthday boy." Mac grins at him. "Ain't my birthday yet." The man narrows his eyes at him and Mac laughs in his face. "When is it? How old will you be?" He asks evenly. Mac shrugs. "A couple of months. And I'll be twelve then." He saunters away back toward the bar going in the back entrance. The man stares after him as a shiver moves down his spine. Chapter End Notes As usual when it comes to Mac he tied me down and had his way with me. And now he's screaming at me for an expansion of the above. Thoughts? ***** Ray of Moscow Chill ***** Chapter Summary Ray celebrates after making the ATM's at the beginning of Moscow Chill spew money onto the street. Man, that felt good. Sticking it to the bigwigs. Making them give up the people's money, giving it back to the people. Ray sips the alcohol, lets it blast through his system as he sits on the fire escape of his rooftop. Watching the sun go down though takes his high with it. But fuck, he needs to celebrate. He takes another couple of sips and then screws the lid back on the bottle. Shoving it in his backpack he stands and turns around, climbing onto the ladder, he backs down to his floor. Unlocking his window Ray scoots inside. Dumping his stuff he undresses, leaving a trail of clothes as he heads to the shower. Once he'd warmed up some more he wrapped a towel around himself and banged on the old-fashioned radiator a couple of times to get it going again. Standing there Ray lets the warm air blast over his body. He hooks up his laptop again and reroutes his connections to attach to a regular user of the service he's about to call. Then he picks up the cordless he'd invested in and hits redial number one. He has six numbers programmed in and the other five are restaurants. Pizza, Italian, Subs, Chinese and a little hole in the wall Eastern European place that did the best stroganoff he'd had the pleasure of tasting. They were numbered two through six. One was special. One was Ellie. He waits the couple of rings it always takes to answer and then says his name and who he wants. Then he hangs up. Twenty minutes later it rings again, dragging him from a couple of online blogs he'd been reading about the mysterious way several ATM's in the city had started spewing money today. "Yeah?" Ray answers. "Hey baby, how's my boy this evening?" Ray stops what he's doing and takes a breath. Her voice was so fucking sexy. It was like the smoothest caramel sauce, the kind made from butter and brown sugar and lots of steady stirring. It was fucking edible. He couldn't believe his luck the night he'd been trolling the sites and eavesdropped on her conversation. He'd come right along with every one of her clients. What he hadn't realised was that she knew he was listening. One night after a guy had gone she hadn't hung up, she'd stayed on the line and then she blown Ray's mind all over again. She'd talked to him, to him. About what she was doing to herself, what she wanted him to do her. And then she'd hung up. Never asked him his name what he was doing. But each time once a night when he listened in, she'd stay on the line and do the same thing. It had taken him nearly a month to speak to her. And so they'd begun. And now here they were. He'd started booking her. "Ellie, one sec." Ray stands and moves to the mattress on the floor. Flopping on it, he rolls over on his back and opens the towel leaving himself naked for what is about to happen. "You comfortable baby?" Ellie asks him. "I am now, tell me what you're wearing." Ray asks her. He's convinced her to tell him the truth with that if nothing else. "You sure? I'm not dressed very sexy tonight baby." "I'm sure, tell me." Each time Ellie speaks Ray strokes his cock. Her voice sliding up and down his spine, making goose bumps appear and disappear with no rhyme or rhythm all over his body. "Okay, well…" She draws out the word knowing how much Ray gets off on her voice, " I'm wearing a pair of my man's sweatpants, with a thong and a sports bra and a band t-shirt." Ray breathes as Elle mentions wearing her boyfriend's sweatpants. Fuck. "What band?" Ray asks her. "Motorhead." Ellie answers him. "Nice, your man know you wear his sweatpants and make him smell like pussy?" He questions her with a smile in his voice. "Baby, he loves to take them off me," She stops and moans for him here before continuing. "With his teeth, scraping and biting and nipping at my skin all along the way. Sucking on me, marking me up so I can't wear short skirts or tank tops for days because he's left so many bruises on me." Ray groans now as his hand starts to move faster on his cock. "Ellie, suck his cock for me Ellie." He says to her. "Oh baby, that get you hot, me sucking on my man's cock for you, you are naughty, like to listen, like to watch don't you, you naughty man?" "Oh yeah Ellie, I like to listen to your voice, fucking makes me come every time, and fuck yeah, I'd like to watch you suck his cock, my cock. A cunt even." Ray says all of his fantasies to the woman he's never met on the other end of the line. He'd found out what she looked like after listening to her voice for a week. The voice matched the face and the body. He'd not been expecting that. Had just wanted to put a face to her. It wouldn't' have mattered what she looked like at all. And the fucking face he'd gotten was fucking Raquel Welch. Sharp cheekbones, olive skin, deep-set eyes, low brows and a messy mass of black curly hair. But, he'd never told Ellie he knew what she looked like. Closing his eyes Ray brings her face to his mind as his hand slows down on his cock. "Want you to make me come baby, fuck your man's mouth for me, made him feel so good." He talks with her like he's never spoken to another woman in his life. The relative – to Ellie anyway – anonymity of the phone sex let him be the man he wanted to be sometimes, at least in his fantasies. "Fuck, I wish I had your mouth wrapped around my cock Ellie." He says quietly interrupting her talk of deep throating her man. She's quick he has to give her that. With her next breath she is going down on him, taking him slow and steady, flicking his cock with her tongue and then slowly running her piercing over it. "Yeah Ellie, love your piercing." He's never been able to find out if the piercing is real. But he thinks it is. Ray almost feels Elle's tongue on his cock as his hands slide over it slowly, he snakes one hand out shoving the phone between his face and shoulder and snags his lube. Then he pours it on his cock and the hand still holding it. "Fuck," He says quietly as the coolness slides all over him. He closes the bottle and drops it on the bed. "Fuck yeah, let me fuck your mouth Ellie." His hands are running all over his cock now, phone still held with his shoulder. One hand slides over his balls, tugging on them, palming them, stroking the soft flesh there, feeling it draw up. His other hand stays on his cock. Moving faster now his hand strokes up and down, twisting a little over his head, letting his thumb dig a little, just a little into his slit. "You dirty slut, fuck. You'd do that?" Ray's voice is breathless with arousal now as he listens to Elle talk about how she'd fingerfuck him as she sucked him off. "No," He says with a huffing laugh as she tells him to do it to himself now. "No Ellie, fuck." But she is using her voice, so soft and silky and smooth, it was a voice people would kill for he thought. With a sigh he contorts his body and hooks up a leg. "I feel like a slut spreading like this Ellie." He says and listens to her coax him into pushing a finger inside his own arse. He'd kill for her voice he amends his earlier thought as he winces in the act of pushing two fingers inside himself. He's never had anything go inside him before. It felt strange. Managing to keep the phone in place he listens to Ellie telling him how to move his fingers and what to look for and, "Holy fuck! What the fuck?" Ray questions on a moan now as his fingers brush something inside himself. Ellie's husky chuckle comes down the line like fog, dark and misty and somehow wet. Ray closes his eyes to everything, immersing himself in Ellie. Her voice telling him to stroke himself off, play with his slit and to keep prodding that spot inside him. And when Ray comes he comes with visions of a black-haired olive-skinned woman sucking on his cock like she owned it. His cock jerks and spurts come up his chest while he feels his backside clench and spasm around his fingers. Fuck. "Fuck me." He says softly as he lies there covered in his own come and lube squishing around in very weird places. "Maybe one day baby, my boyfriend, he likes to watch you know." Ray snorts. "Sure thing Ellie, sure thing." He listens to Ellie's drenchingly sexy laughter and feels his cock twitch again before they say goodnight. Ray thumbs off the cordless phone and throws it on his pillow. Then he stands and moves back to the shower. Fucking hell of a way to celebrate shoving it to 'the man in charge' he thought. ***** Harry of Six Ways to Sunday ***** Chapter Notes Harry of Six Ways to Sunday, set before he takes up his job as an enforcer. Based around that bathtub scene at the beginning of the movie. Harry relaxes in the bath. His mother knows just how he likes his bathwater. And he has the pillow and everything. He has to let her wash him still but he likes that. Closing his eyes he relaxes into the water. When his mother comes in he answers her questions as he keeps his eyes closed. He has to be careful or he won’t get what he wants. “You okay Harry? Not feeling well?” As she asks his mother brushes her hand across his forehead checking his temperature. “No, I’ve got a bit of a headache, sometimes the heat at work gets to me, you know that Ma.” Harry says in a censuring tone. Careful. He says to himself. Be careful. “Hmm, I remember. Well you should see if you can soak it away a little longer then my baby. I’ll come back in ten minutes.” His mother leans over the tub and kisses him on the lips. She lingers as she always does and Harry lets her as he always does. He inhales deeply and looks at her breasts. They feel like pillows when he hugs her, or rests his head on them. Pulling away finally, his mother leaves the room. She doesn’t shut the door. She never shuts the door. But that’s okay. He can be quiet. Harry slowly slides his hand into the water and clasps his dick. He holds it firmly, letting it harden from his touch alone. He walks a fine line, knowing his mother is listening for any untoward sound. When he’s hard Harry begins to stroke himself slowly. It feels good, like nothing else. His mind is a blank initially but that doesn’t last either. Soft pillowey breasts come into his mind, with a voluptuous figure and blonde hair attached. Letting his eyes flutter closed Harry leans back on his plastic bath cushion and thinks of lying on those bountiful breasts. Of kissing them, holding them, unwrapping them and licking them. His dick is leaking now, he can feel it as he squeezes himself. He aches with the need to thrust, to move to effect his release but can’t, moving will ripple the water and his mother will come in. And so he suffers through high arousal but no relief. His mind returns to the breasts and now arms hold him in return. Cuddling him, coddling him. They stroke his back, his naked back and then his chest. Harry’s face pulls up in a grimace as his dick gets harder in his hand. He is squeezing it mercilessly now knowing his time is running out. With his hand holding himself as hard as he can Harry’s mind conjurers his mother’s hands stroking slowly down his body to his dick. They clasp him softly and begin to stroke him as he cannot do to himself unless he’s outside the house. Both hands stroke him and then one moves to his balls. Harry feels them draw up as his mind feels them being stroked and lightly pinched. Mouth opening on a rictus of pleasure-pain Harry tightens his grip on his dick even further as his mind blessedly empties and his orgasm erupts from him silently. He doesn’t move a muscle beyond his buttocks clenching and releasing as his dick releases sperm into the water around him to float to the surface. Gathering his breath for a few precious seconds Harry moves silently to pull the plug on the bathwater. He stands making sure his semen is down the drain and not on him anywhere before he steps out of the tub. He has just grabbed a towel when his mother walks back in. “Feeling better baby?” She asks him, pressing close and putting her hand on his flushed forehead again. “You’re still a little flushed.” Jerking away Harry wipes the towel over his face, giving himself a few seconds. “I’m fine Ma. Gonna go to bed.” He allows his mother to dress him in his pyjamas and comb his hair and then he shoos her from the room on the pretext of taking a pee. He’s always put his foot down on going to the toilet, the door gets closed. She got her way more than enough. Before he does that though he checks the tub for any leftover semen, swiping his bare hand around it. Nothing. Harry takes his piss and lets his mother put him to bed.   ***** John of Messengers 2: The Scarecrow ***** Chapter Notes Set after John spies on the woman in the field as she gives him a show. John threw his clothes on the floor of the bathroom and stepped over the lip of the tub and into the shower. It was freezing, the cold water being a welcome shock on his skin, jerking him back to awareness of where he was. It was a scorching day to be in the fields. He closed his eyes and bent his head, letting the water fall like icicles down over the back of his neck and slide down his spine and into the crack of his ass. He spread his legs and the water, now warmed from being on his skin, dripped over his hole and onto his balls where it then fell to the floor. His eyes were closed, the water was warming, but he didn't want that, didn't need that. He twisted the faucet to all the way cold and shivered as goose bumps rose over his skin wherever the water hit him. Where had she come from? Why had she been there? Had she seen him? The questions churned in his brain even as he took one hand off the wall and fisted his cock. He listened with half an ear to the rest of the house though he knew he wouldn't be disturbed. She had been stacked, long sleek limbs, unblemished skin and from what he could see, not a tan line in sight. When she'd let that dress slip down her curves he had gasped. She had been perfection, his every wet dream realised, alive and standing right there in front of him. Jerking hard and fast now, John tries to come and be done with it, his mind trying to shy away from his fantasy woman, it was wrong, he was being unfaithful even if it was just in his mind. But another part of him, a smaller insidious part of him was telling him that his wife did the same thing. Hadn't he come upon her just a few days ago with that fucking jock from high school? Wasn't she out with him doing something far worse than he was now? Wasn't she? His mind drops back to the blonde, her breasts had sat high on her chest, her nipples had been like hard points, John felt that if he'd reached out and touched them, they would have cut him like broken glass. Shaking his head, John jerks his cock, his fist a blur, the cold water turning his skin to one mass of freezing cold despite the heat of the day, but he doesn't feel it. His whole body is straining now, pushing for orgasm, for something more. Something more than this life he has now. This land that he was born of, will take everything from him if he'll let it. Another hand touches him and he gasps. She is here. How is she here? He steps back even as she steps forward into the shower with him, heat oozing off her skin like a blistering sore. Trying to form words, John watches in shock as she drops to her knees and takes him in her mouth. His hips stutter as he feels her wet mouth close around him. "Use me John, use me however you want, it's what I'm here for. Then you can go back to work." Frowning, John looked down at her. "Use me John, use me and go back to work the land." She said now. Stepping back, John fisted himself again. "Touch me, touch my balls." He whispered, wondering where his wife was that this woman had managed to sneak into his home, upstairs and into his bedroom and through to his bathroom. Ignoring his mind shrieking at him, John jerks his cock, sliding his fist over it harshly. Deliberately dragging his callused palm over his head, roughing himself up. It was what he deserved. There was no way this wasn't adultery. Shoving his conscience away, John watched her watching him as her fingers stroked his scrotum, her long middle finger stroking the soft skin behind, pushing lightly on his perineum, letting him know of the pleasure that could be found there. "Do it." He ordered her in a cracked whisper. Pulling back, she sucked that long finger into her mouth, wetting it thoroughly before she went back to his balls and beyond. Right hand working feverishly, John's left hand reached forward and grasped the blonde's hair, digging into the surprisingly coarse strands harshly he tilts her head back and digs his thumb into the hinge of her jaw. Obeying his instruction, she opens her jaw and John moans now as he sees her tongue snake out and around her lips before she left it there, waiting for his come. Closing his eyes to everything now, John let his orgasm roll through him, his come spurting out of his cock and landing on the blondes waiting tongue. He opens his eyes to see her still looking up at him, his come still on her tongue and splattered over her cheek. "Swallow it." He ordered her hoarsely. Blinking slowly, she worked her jaw against his thumb and closed her mouth, her tongue slipping out and over her face as her other hand withdrew from between his legs and wiped her mouth. Then she sucked her own fingers clean. His wife never did that. Leaning back against the wall shakily, John watched as she stood and stepped out of the tub, wringing out her dress, she tossed a sly look over her shoulder at John and put her hand on the doorknob. "Back to work now, you've had your release." Frowning, John watched her leave. ########## Something crawls across his face and John bats at it. Several moments later it's back, scratching across his face. Opening his eyes, John looks up drowsily. Blue sky, sun high enough that he realises it's mid-morning. "What the hell?" He mumbled as he sat up, looked around. He was naked and…covered in straw and… "Fuck!" He exclaimed as he stood. The head of the scarecrow tumbled off his groin to land on the ground at his feet. Shoving his hands through his hair, John looked around. "What the hell?" He questioned himself again as he stared. Beer cans, his clothing scattered around him and straw. From the scarecrow? Skin crawling, John stared down at the head of the thing, it had something dried in its mouth. Kneeling hesitantly, John reached for it. Picking it up, he brought it close to his face. It smelled familiar, he realised. Scraping his thumb across the dried flakes, he sniffed and then stuck his thumb in his mouth. Semen, it was semen. His semen. He'd… John's mind fractured as he dropped the head of the scarecrow as if scalded, his hands grabbed his clothes and he stumbled around as he dragged them on. Leaving the damn scarecrow on the ground, John ran toward the house. Behind him, the straw slowly began to move, forming and coalescing back into the body of the scarecrow. Then the head rolled around on the ground and moved toward the body, screwing itself back together. Turning, the sunken eye sockets watched John run back toward what he thought was safety. ***** Luster - Sex Tools Delivery Boy ***** Chapter Notes In Luster Norman is credited as Sex Tools Delivery Boy - Norman Reedis. You can see Norman’s entire part in the movie here: Luster   ===============================================================================   “Fuuccckkkk…” He drew the word out. Long and slow, just like he rode his hand. The slave had had a mouth like a fucking hoover. If a hoover sucked nice and wet. The groan came out of him again in the back room of the sex store. He was working tonight, would have a lot more sex tools to deliver being as it was Friday. “Yeah.” He muttered to himself now as he opened his eyes and looked down at his hand, looked at his cock as he fucked his hand. Envisioning that hot mouth around him again, those doe brown eyes looking up at him, the bruised neck working his cock, spit tracking out of one side of his mouth as the boy obeyed his master and blew his cock into eternity. “Jesus.” He felt his cock jerk in his hand, pre-come beaded the tip, pearled around the head and dripped over his fingers where he gripped himself, it added to the lube he’d filched from the counter in the bathroom. It wasn’t like other’s didn’t do what he was doing. The owner kept lube and shit in there for that reason. Testing, he always said to the newbies. “Uh.” He can’t form words, still thinking of that kids fucking mouth. And the kiss he’d been given by his Sir, and the half kiss he’d gotten. Made him almost want to look at being a boy himself even though he knew he’d be a fucking brat of a boy. No submissive in him, not a fucking shred. Jesus though, he needed. Swallowing as he lets his head fall back on the wall, he thrust his hips out and focused his thoughts back in the bathroom of the music dudes workplace. Money, he’d fucking taken money to be given a blow job. How many people could say they’d been paid to receive? No one he knew, that was for sure. “Shit.” He could feel his balls drawing up so he clamped down on the base of his cock with his other hand. Staving off his orgasm, he didn’t want to come too soon. He wanted to remember, to feel. Closing his eyes to everything but the feeling of that mouth sucking and swallowing him down, he began to feel. His shirt rasping over his now sensitive skin, his feet sweating in his tennis shoes. His cock, sliding through his wet, grasping hand, the difference he could feel between the lube and his pre-come. His smell, sweat, deodorant, lube and arousal. That was better. Feeling himself swell again, he let his orgasm draw closer. But that mouth draws him back. It had been sheer, lustful perfection. It didn’t matter that the guy was blowing him for his Sir, it mattered that he’d been blown. It had felt good, fucking good. Feeling his toes curl in his tennis shoes, he moaned not caring if he was heard. He’d heard worse from this very room when he’d been on the outside. He watches now, his hand a blur on his cock, his head all red and the purple vein sticking out. He can feel the blood pounding as he jerks himself off. His pre-come just oozing from him now, nice and steady, his hand is getting almost too wet to keep a firm grip on himself. Gasping, he arches his hips off the wall, his cargoes fall down his legs and his other hand moves back as he shoves two fingers inside himself, suddenly needing the extra stimulation. It had been too long since he’d been fucked. His hole was grasping and greedy, almost sucking on his fingers, trying to pull him inside his own body. “Fuck!” His swears for real this time, not a long drawn out word of pleasure but a vicious curse, knowing he wanted more and couldn’t get it. He needed a thick hard cock ramming into him to help him come and he had nothing but his hand. How the fuck had he gone from remembering one of the better blow jobs he’d received to needing a fucking cock up his ass to come? Because it’s been too long since you’ve been fucked. The voice inside his head whispered. The boy today had made him realise he needed, he liked to be fucked even though he usually did the fucking. The boy had made him realise he’d be on the prowl tonight and every night until he found a hard, thick cock to split him wide and make him come. To ram him over and over until he was nothing but a quivering mass of sweat and semen. A cock big enough for him to ride it until his thighs gave out, a cock to fill him over and over until come just sloshed inside him with every breath he took. Now though, he glanced at the dildo’s on the counter and let them be. “Fuck knows where they’ve been.” He said to himself. And he was too far gone to be bothered shoving a condom on one or cleaning it before he used it. His fingers would have to do. Working himself off now, his hand is a blur. His other hand spreads his cheeks, two fingers corkscrewing inside him until… ”JesusfuckingChrist.” He cursed as his hips jerked and stuttered and his balls flew up and then emptied as his come just…hurtled from his cock in long jetting spurts. He watched in bemusement as the mirror was splattered, followed by the dildos and then the floor. Too aroused and exhausted from the mother of all orgasms to care he continued to jerk himself off, milking himself until his balls dropped. Empty of seed for the time being, they dangled between his legs, languid with their release. His arm was aching like a bitch, the tendons in his forearm singing from the beating he’d just given them. Usually he was kind of lazy at jerking off. Not today. That mouth had been worth its weight in gold. He jumps at the banging on the door followed by the words that he has another delivery. Looking at the mess he’s made he grimaces but bends and pulls his briefs and cargos back up. After buckling his belt, he grabs the paper towels from the bench and wipes up the floor. Tossing the towels, he grabs more and wipes down the mirror. Looking at the dildo, he gives it a half-hearted wipe before wrapping it in the paper towel and then taking it to the lunch room where he shoves it in the dishwasher with the other ones and the few dishes. Considering his clean-up a job well done compared to what other’s leave behind, he grabs the bags and invoices and is off to make his next delivery.   ***** Jonathon of Bad Seed ***** Chapter Summary If you haven't seen Bad Seed, I've put the link to it on YouTube in the chapter. If you have, then you know this is my version of one of the letters Jonathon wrote to Emily. A little more subtle than I usually am. Bad Seed is available on YouTube here ===============================================================================     Dear Emily, I wanted to write and say how much I miss you. But I had to stop because I am missing you so much, when I wrote that first sentence it made me hard. I could smell your hair, the scent of your skin. The icing sugar I spilt on it last week when we were baking together. Licking it off you…I thought of that as I touched myself. It’s on my mind today. The radio in the store played that song by The Divinyls. Remember? I Touch Myself. It made me think of us and when we were last together. How you touched yourself for me, let me watch you as you pleasured yourself. How your fingers dipped inside, you got so wet Emily. So very wet. And I got so very hard when I heard that song today and thought of you. You could say I was primed for action tonight. Because when I sat down to write you, I ended up touching myself. I never got to reciprocate last week, so allow me to reciprocate now. I’m naked as I sit down to write you. I like to write to you when I’m naked. Freshly showered, still a little damp, my hair is still dripping. I’ve combed it straight back like you like. I’m on my own, no other plans than to write you this letter. When you touch me Emily, your hands are so soft on my skin, like I imagine a butterfly’s wings to be as they flap, barely rippling the air. You stroke my hair back from my face, run your fingers over my eyebrows like you do, my cheekbones before you palm my face and draw me in for a kiss. Your lips are so pliant on mine, like I could just mould them however I wanted. They open beneath me and I slide my tongue against yours, stroking the underside of yours, where no one else has ever touched you. It’s an incredible feeling to know that I’ve literally touched you where no one has ever touched you Emily. That you and Preston kiss, but he doesn’t slide his tongue under yours, it turns me on to know I’ve got something of you that if he hasn’t touched by now then he never will. When you touch me I always get hard. I’m hard now as I write this and I’ve already touched myself thinking of you, brought myself to orgasm thinking of you. How you tasted so sweet when I licked the icing sugar from your skin. How I went and got the container and then sprinkled it all over you so I could lick it all off. How sticky you were when I finished, how sticky we both were. How the icing sugar melted in your juices and that your juices tasted even more amazing. You are amazing Emily, you complete me, make my life complete. You ease my burden and I will always love you for that. My cock is hard, aching for you. I’m leaking again, that smear up on the right hand side of the page? That’s my pre-come Emily from where I touched myself and then touched the paper as I thought of you. Can you smell me on the paper? I smell you on yours when I get them in the mail. Your very essence bleeds onto the page. That smear down there on the left though? That’s my come Emily. When I came before, I splattered on your letter as well as the bed. My cock was so hard, like a steel rod, engorged and almost purple I was so ready for to come for you, imagining you touching me. Imagining touching myself with you watching me. Watching as I stroke my cock up and down, slowly like we’ve got all the time in the world. Watching you watching my cock, my hand on my cock as I bring myself off. For you, always just for you. I hope you don’t mind the come stain? I don’t think you will. Will you run your fingers over it, trying to taste me when you read this? I hope you do. It turns me on to think of you tasting me. Just the thought of touching myself for you is getting me hard again. So hard, achingly so Emily. I’m thankful I can touch myself with my left hand and write to you with my other. You’re going to make me come again you know. You always do, I’m always so much more with you. You make me need and want. You make me more. Oh God, I’m stroking myself as I write to you, hard and fast because I can’t help it, I need you so much, your sweet warmth. I love you Emily. I will always love you. Jonathon. =============================================================================== Preston laid the letter flat on the kitchen table, it was speckled now with his tears. Tears of impotent fury. His right hand lay palm flat on the table, the thumb resting on the smudged spot on the top right of the paper, just as he imagined this Jonathon’s had been in order to put that particular smudge on the paper. His left fingers quest over the more obvious smudges at the bottom left of the page. Fighting internally, his left hand grasped the letter and raised it to his nose. He inhaled deeply before an anguished cry left him and he crumpled the letter into a tightened ball, flinging it away with all of his strentgh.         ***** Meet Me In Berlin ***** Chapter Summary In Meet Me Berlin Norman's character doesn't have a name. And no pseudo name appears on the credits either. I've set this post eye surgery. Meet Me In Berlin can be found hereif you'd like to see it. ===============================================================================   “Mr. … can you hear me?” The words repeat themselves, flat and toneless as English isn’t their native language. “Yeah.” He finally answers, clearing his throat which causes a dull throbbing in his head and eye. Oh yeah, he’d had his surgery today, or was it yesterday. “Day is it?” He slurred to them. “It is Friday, you have your surgery, it very well. Doctor will be to see you soon.” The missing words appeared in his mind so he could make sense of what she had said and he grunts in acquiescence. ########## It is two days later before he feels up to calling her. She sounds pleased to hear from him. Tells him she will be going outside her own apartment next week to see her doctor for a check-up. If her doctor approves it, she will come to visit him. Excitement thrums in his blood as her slightly stilted English says this. He can’t help but get his hopes up, flying on the concoction of drugs they’re shoving in through his IV every few hours. No self-medicating pain pump here. It’s late when they finish talking, his blood is still thrumming. Putting the phone down and feeling around in the dark for the charger, he shoves it into the power socket. He hadn’t charged it since before his surgery. Just as he’s settling down, the night nurse comes in and changes his IV, also pushing through a couple of syringes too. He watches her ass without realising. Wonders what she looks like. They’d described themselves to each other, but still. Did she have a round bitable ass? Where her nipples pink or brown? They hadn’t gotten specific in that regard. But he wanted to know. Watching the nurse bend down and then up again and do her job, he’s struck wondering about whether he and she will have sex, will they see each other naked? Would she like his cock, would he like her pussy? The thoughts cause a stirring which surprises him. He hasn’t had an erection, not even a morning one since before his accident. He was both gratified and happy that he appeared to be in working order. When the nurse leaves with a barely understandable good night, he pushes his hand under the covers, pulls up his hospital gown and strokes himself. God, that felt good better than good, it felt fantastic. Amazing. Even if he was doing it himself. Closing his eyes now, he let go of everything, the pain, the uncertainty of the long term effects of his surgery. Having to go through metal detectors when he went back home, whether he’d look the same once all the swelling went home. When he could get a haircut again. All of it was shoved to the side, pushed under the warm weight of a woman he’d never seen, who was nothing but a voice on the phone, stilted words that couldn’t hide the sly sense of humour he got to be on the receiving end of occasionally. Stroking himself, his palm a little cool because they didn’t believe in keeping their hospital rooms warm over here for some weird reason. His cock was hard now, it made him smile. Knowing he had a little time before another check was made, he slowed down and took his time. Moved up and down his cock slowly, not holding himself too tight as friction wasn’t something he was fond of. But damn, it was still good. He needed this. Needed to come, Settling his shoulders against the bed, he scrunches down carefully, then he brings his hand back up to his mouth and spits on it a couple of times, it would have to do. He remembered how she’d been in the toilet one of the first times he’d rung, pictured here there now, though in the shower. Her messy blonde hair wet and slicked back, her hands running over her body, meandering over her breasts and down to the darker thatch of hair covering her wet, burgeoning lips, lips he imagined pouting for him and him alone. Groaning quietly, he stroked himself a little harder, making sure to be careful of the IV in his body, his cock felt strange, alien almost in his hand, he hadn’t touched it other than to wash it since the catheter had been removed. Feeling himself deflate slightly, he returns to watching her in the shower. Pale skin, the tattoo she’d mentioned on her left hip, he wanted to kiss it, lick and suck on the red rose she had there. And so he did, fisting his cock in his hand, his mind kisses and licks the red rose on her hip, strokes over it as his fingers quest inside her. And he’d fuck his hand at the same time, get her off with one hand and himself with the other while he sucked on her rose. In more ways than one. He snorts a laugh as he rolls his head and his hips begin to move, pushing his cock in and out of his hand. Spit-slick skin squishes across his palm aas he licks the red rose. His other hand flicks his nipples a few times, making himself jerk as he imagines slipping and sliding in her warmth. Frantically now, he spits on his hand again before he starts to jerk himself off in earnest. Hard and fast, knowing full well a nurse could still walk in at any time. Just as his balls draw up and he feels his orgasm approach, his mobile rings. “Fuck!” He hissed. Reaching for it, he answers in case it’s family. Still holding himself tightly with his other hand, He lets himself lie flat as her voice comes across the line. “Hey.” She talks innocently and he feels like a dirty pervert as he begins to fondle himself again, getting himself hard on her talking to him. Doing his best to keep his breathing in check, he uses her voice to get off, stroking himself frantically, almost straining his arm and neck muscles they’re so rigid. He can hear the slapping sound of his skin but hopes it doesn’t carry across the phone. And then, in the midst of her talking about her mother, his orgasm erupts. Semen explodes out of him in a torrential flood, erupting onto his stomach, coating him in a fine white liquid. His voice is a little breathless when he talks to her but she doesn’t act like anything is amiss. Several minutes later, just as he’s cleaned himself up with some tissues, she asks him a question. “So I am thinking I heard you masturbating, I hope you did enjoy yourself?” She asks him, her English is good for the most part, so he must have flustered her a little when she realised what he was doing. “Uh, fuck. Yeah, yeah. I, uh, you called right in the middle.” He felt himself flushing as he hasn’t in years. “That is okay, it is something we all do you know, even if one does not mention it.” Laughing lightly he agreed.   ***** Archie of Tough Luck ***** Chapter Summary Archie of Tough Luck. I didn't mess around with this one. If you've seen the movie, you know exactly the scene I'm talking about... Christ, she was hot. Archie stepped into the showers after divesting himself of his clothes, he was going to need to find another pair of pants soon, at least sweats so he could wash his slacks. He only had the one pair. Christ, she was hot. He thought again as he palmed his cock, still tumescent from watching his bosses’ wife writhe around half-naked on stage with an albino python making itself at home, almost nesting on her, where she was hottest. He’d honestly half expected the thing to try and enter her, the way it had slithered around her mound the whole time. “Between her fucking legs.” He muttered to himself now, thoughts coalescing into words that sputter out of him as he jerks his cock hard and fast. Not as if he was going to finish before someone else came in to use the other men’s shower, but he could try. “Christ. Fuck, fucking obscene.” Eyes closed, Archie's hand makes short work of his hard on, pushing his orgasm forward like a freight train as he replays Divana’s erotically charged dance. “Snake was after her like it wanted to fuck her.” He says now as images of the albino python’s body sinuously sliding back and forth, letting its own skin draw warmth from where Divana without a doubt ran hottest. As he’d sat there, Archie had fancied he could smell the sugary sweet scent Divana’s arousal wafting out from the stage. Thinking of it now though had Archie’s come boiling up to erupt from his cock as he moaned louder than he’d intended. He hears the fucking moron from the game booth opposite him swear at him in disgust but ignores the banging on his cubicle door as he rests his head on the wall and lets the piss-weak stream of water rain down on him, cleaning his come away. Christ she was hot. He thought yet again as he finally began to wash himself down after his breath returned to normal. ***** Vincent of A Crime ***** Points: I’ve been hesitant to do A Crime due to the one-shot over on fanfiction.net titled Pavlov’s Daughter by a author that doesn’t appear to be active anymore. I’ve never read the song lyrics. Anyone who knows me knows I can’t stand them interspersed into a song, but I did read the story. So, I’ve reversed the voyeurism… ===============================================================================     Vincent stepped back further into the shadows, watching Alice as she and the man left the bar. He’d seen her with him a few times lately, she was still badgering him to go out with her though. Now he was even more hesitant. Drifting along behind them, he follows without even realising, until they duck inside a door to an old office block by the look of it. At first glance Vincent thought they were heading to another bar or something, but as he slowly follows, the man opens a door, closes it and they’re gone. Wandering around a little he sees mailboxes and realises the place had people living in it. Looking around, he trails them unobtrusively. Finding them by sound, he sees the door of what must be the man’s apartment shut with a quiet click. Looking around, jerking as he hears a train going past. Another person going into their own apartment brings him back to his senses. What the hell was he doing? Shaking his head, Vincent moved back to the door and stepped out onto a sidewalk. “Damn.” He muttered. He’d come out of another entrance, not paying any attention to where he was going. Trailing along, Vincent realises he’s on the side of the building where the man’s apartment should have windows. Looking up, he sees the fire escape, just as an elevated train rolls past loudly. Stepping along the sidewalk, he looks at the ladder attached to the fire escape. Like an invitation, it was already extended. Muttering to himself at his stupidity, unsure of what he wants to see, never mind what he expects to see, Vincent, climbs the ladder. Spying the grating over an old shop, lights glowing dimly within. Very dimly, he realises as he stops on the landing. The place was one story above ground level, just level with the train line, another one clacking past as he looks around gingerly. Watching, he sees them strip economically, Alice’s breasts bouncing as the man shoves her face first to a tiled wall, his massive cock hard, leaking, as he ploughs straight into her from behind. “Fuck.” Vincent whispered as Alice moaned and pushed back onto the man spearing her. His hands grasp her breasts and tug on her nipples, pulling them down, flattening them as he uses them as leverage to get further inside her. Without realising, Vincent’s own hand palms his cock, fingers gliding over it, stroking it as he watched the fucking couple in front of him. He’d never been this rough with any woman. Alice seemed to be reveling in it. Yet another train rattles past, the couple and Vincent both too lost in their pleasure to even hear it. Vincent’s hand is inside his jeans now, button and zipper undone as he strokes himself off. He moaned, a broken sound of pleasure as the man pulled out of Alice and knelt, diving in between her legs, shaking his head as he gnawed on her pussy, fingers spearing inside her, keeping her hips moving as he kept fucking her. Then he pulled back and spat on her pussy, rubbing it in, before standing, turning, and ramming back inside what Vincent was very sure would be a warm, clinging pussy, milking him as he levered in and out. Alice braced herself on the wall, pushing back on the man. Vincent could see her face, her mouth open, moaning he could tell, her plush lips stretched over her teeth in almost a grimace. Tugging on his cock now, Vincent fisted himself, his other hand holding himself at the base as he worked in earnest, his toes curling, he tilted his head back, neck arching and eyes closing as he erupted onto the dirty grate of the fire escape, shuddering even as a train went past yet again. Breathing heavy, he opened his eyes, watching the night sky above him as he felt his heartbeat slow down. Wiping his hand on the scarf that was dangling from his neck, Vincent tucked himself away and fled down the stairs and ladder of the fire escape. No thought of anyone or anything in his head as he ran. At home that evening, he keeps the lights off, watching his small television, Vicky curled up beside him, ignoring the ringing phone that he knew would be Alice. Always Alice. Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!