Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/711640. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: Smallville Relationship: Clark_Kent/Lex_Luthor Character: Clark_Kent, Lex_Luthor Additional Tags: preslash, unresolved_vs_unrequited Stats: Published: 2012-02-03 Words: 269 ****** Longing ****** by sue_dreams_(raegan_1) Summary Clark wants what he's never had... but thinks he could get. Notes Written for my own little FebFF. (Un)requited love (unresolved, perhaps?) Clark presses a third finger inside and closes his teeth sharply over his forearm to keep his moan from echoing louder than the constant rhythm of water on tile. The noise he makes sounds loud to his own ears, even over the roar of blood. Nearly invulnerable, he's strong enough to hurt himself. A sharp rap on the door makes him bite down harder. He inhales shakily through his nose before relaxing his jaw and freeing his mouth to speak. "Yeah?" he calls over his shoulder. "Just making sure you hadn't slipped down the drain," Lex calls back, sounding good-natured. He sounds patient and when Clark squints through the door, he looks calm. Clark has his doubts, though. He hasn't been in the shower long enough to inspire so much concern that Lex has to check on him. Realistically, he probably heard something, but Clark can't fight against the hope that Lex is just anxious for his company. Or, even more fantastically, that he knocked hoping Clark would invite him in. He wants to extend that invitation. Would it be a siren's call, irresistaable to Lex? Would he laugh it off, thinking it a joke? Or would he be offended? Would he put on the social smile that masks everything but his distance from the world. "Don't drown," Lex calls out. It's only a little effort to listen to the sound of Lex's footsteps receding down the hall. His chest aches with a hollow feeling and when he pulls his fingers out, he groans a little at the loss, the emptiness an echo from body to heart and back. Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!