Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/6057642. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: Teenage_Mutant_Ninja_Turtles_(TV_2003) Relationship: Leonardo/Raphael_(TMNT) Character: Leonardo_(TMNT), Raphael_(TMNT), Michelangelo_(TMNT), Donatello_(TMNT), The_Shredder_(TMNT), Sariah_Flowers, Eli_Miller Additional Tags: "yaoi", "love", "gravid", "libido", !Uke_Raph!", "Dominant_Leo", "mating season", "public_sex", "Romance", "turtletots", "family", "caramel", "bedroom_kinks", "hormones", "marshmallows", "submission", "dominance", "miscarriages", "banishment", "Pennsylvania", "Amish", "farming", "countryside", Turtlecest, trying_to_fit_in, Rules, Babies Series: Part 1 of Leo, Part 1 of Leo's_libido Collections: RAPH_AND_LEO_(OTP) Stats: Published: 2016-02-19 Updated: 2017-10-19 Chapters: 8/100 Words: 15040 ****** Leo's libido ****** by KerryAnne Summary It's mating season and Leo's libido has a mind of its own. Notes See the end of the work for notes ***** Urges ***** Chapter Summary Leo's mating season starts and he's unable to control his urges. Leo is 16 Raph is 15 Don is 14 Mikey's 13 Leo looked at his sleeping mate beside him and thought, Raph is so gorgeous. I’m blessed to have him as my mate. His golden eyes alone are enough to make me want to drop down and have my wicked way with him. “What ya gawkin’ at?” Raph asked, snapping his eyes open and staring at Leo. “You. Have I told you how perfect you are?” Leo said, running his fingers over Raphael’s muscular arms and tracing the many scars. “You're beautiful. Inside and out. Want to fuck, Raphie? I’m so damn horny.” “I love it when ya talk dirty, Fearless,” Raphael said and smirked. “But we gotta get goin’ if we wanna make it ta the farmhouse today.” “We have time for a round, Raphie. Please, please, with a cherry on top?” “Man, ya really are a needy bastard, ya know that, especially when yer in heat, like ya are now. Matin' season makes ya such a nympho!” “Only when it comes to you. You're my drug, Raph, my anchor...Please. I want to feel you inside of me, Raphie. I need you.” “Stop beggin’. It ain’t attractive,” Raphael said and chuckled. “Spread them." Leo obligingly spread his legs and Raphael started rubbing his slit. Leo’s breath hitched and he arched his back, as Raphael stuck a finger inside his slit, then two fingers and buried them knuckle deep. Leo dropped down with a mighty churr and Raphael said, “Little Leo’s ready, huh? So am I.” He licked Leo’s shaft and said, “Ya taste amazin’, Leo, like all that mint tea ya drink.” “Stop talking and fuck me, Raph!” Raphael lined himself up with Leo’s entrance and was about to thrust in, when there was a knock at the door. “Always interruptions,” Leo grumbled. “You guys need to hurry,” Mikey said. “Bebop, Rocksteady and chrome dome were spotted at Dr. Pratt’s laboratory in Queens.” “But we were ‘bout ta leave for the farmhouse,” Raphael huffed in annoyance. “You can leave afterwards, but we have to go now.” “How ta dampen my mood.” “Raph, I don’t want to know about your libido!” Raph and Leo quickly donned their gear and weapons and followed Don and Mikey to the Battle Shell. They climbed in and Raphael started the engine, Leo beside him, and they all headed to Dr. Pratt’s laboratory. XXXXX The turtles arrived at the lab some time later and cautiously went inside. They immediately saw Shredder and his henchmen. "I will succeed this time and will rule the earth," Shredder said. He was holding Dr. Pratt’s latest invention, the Freezer Ray, which turned people into solid blocks of ice. “I can easily rule the earth with the people iced." “Dream on metal mouth,” Raphael said, tossing his sai towards Shredder and hitting the Freezer Ray out of his hands. It clattered to the floor a few feet away from him. “You wretched reptiles!” Shredder yelled, racing to get the weapon, but Don was quicker and got it. “You lose, tin grin,” Don said. Sirens sounded in the distance. “Oh, oh,” Mikey said. “Think it’s the boys in blue. We have to split, dudes.” “Sayonara, reptiles,” Shredder said. “We shall meet again.” He quickly left via the back entrance with his goons. “And we’ll be ready,” Leo called after him. The turtles hurriedly got into the Battle Shell and put pedal to the medal, but the cops saw them and began to chase them. “Raphael, floor it!” Don shouted from the backseat. “I am, brainiac. Man, I hate backseat drivers! Always complainin’.” “I’ll get rid of them,” Mikey said and tossed a handful of smoke bombs out of the window. The cop cars skidded to a halt, as a flurry of smoke descended on them. The turtles were long gone when the smoke had cleared. XXXXX Stopping sometime later, Leo said, “Don, what are you going to do with the invention?” “Call the professor and return it to him later. You guys leaving for the farmhouse now?” “Yeah. Raph and I loaded up the trunk last night. You want us to drop you off?” “No. We’ll walk. Have fun, guys, and use protection,” Don said and winked. “Bye bros,” Mikey said and walked off with Don. Mikey said, as they made their way home, “Who do you think will top, Don?” “My money’s on Leo!” “Hundred bucks says it’s Raph.” “You’re on! XXXX Meanwhile, Raphael were headed to the farmhouse in the Battle Shell. Leo closed his eyes and sank back against his seat and Raphael turned on the radio and switched it to a soft rock station. There was silence for a long time. Raphael thought Leo was asleep, so he was surprised when Leo said, “I’m still horny, Raphie.” “I’m drivin’, Leo.” “I know, but doesn’t mean I can’t take care of you,” Leo said, and ran his hands down Raphael’s muscular thighs. The emerald turtle swallowed hard and said, “Leo, we could have an accident. Can’t it wait until we get ta the farmhouse?” “No. I want you now. I can’t wait anymore,” Leo said, tugging at Raphael’s belt. It fell to the floor and he started rubbing at his mate’s slit until his semi erect cock peeped out of its protective pouch. Raphael stifled a groan and tried to focus on the driving, but when Leo started to lick his cock and waves of pleasure hit him, it was sensory overload and he had to pull over and kill the engine. Raphael emitted a loud churr, dropped down and said, “Ya win, Fearless. I’m gonna fuck ya good. Move the seat back.” “Not in the car. I want to screw over there,” Leo said, pointing at some bushes. “In public, Leo? What if someone sees us?” Raphael asked anxiously. “Relax. It’s behind some bushes We’ll be fine. Come on. This is going to be so great.” Raphael nervously followed his forest green lover to the bushes and they lay down on the ground, him astride Leo. “Uh, uh. It’s my turn to top,” Leo said, shifting until Raphael lay underneath him. He started nipping at Raphael’s collarbone, leaving red marks. “Lie still, Raphie. You want this so badly. You want me to dominate you.” “Just get it over with, Fearless. I get a bad feelin ‘bout this place,” Raphael said, spreading his legs. Leo continued to kiss and to lick his mate all over, paying particular attention to Raphael's slit. Raphael whimpered and Leo looked at him lovingly. “I love you even more when you’re compliant, Raphie.” The emerald skinned turtle dropped down with a mighty roar into Leo’s willing mouth. He eagerly swallowed Raphael to the root, watching his eyes close in bliss. This is sheer heaven, Raphael thought. Raphael climaxed, a deep rumble rolling up his throat and shot his seed down Leo's throat. The forest green turtle greedily swallowed it all and released his mate’s cock. Then he watched Raphael bask in the afterglow. “That was some show,” a man said behind them. “Indeed,” a woman said. “I bet they could go all night.” “What the fuck?” Raphael He moved from under Leo and stood up. He looked for his weapons, but realizing he’d left them in the vehicle, he slapped his forehead in frustration. “Have you been there long?” an embarrassed Leo asked. “Long enough to see the show. You’re extremely endowed, both of you, especially you,” the woman said, pointing at Raph. “Have you considered porn? I work for a well-known company, but you’d first have to get rid of your ridiculous turtle suits. What do you say, boys?” In answer, Leo and Raphael rushed to the Battle Shell, got inside and started the engine. “Thanks a lot, Fearless,” Raphael snapped, as he drove. “Have public sex, ya said. No one's ‘bout. ya said! That was fuckin’ embarrassin’ and what if they’d taken photos? Can ya imagine if Dad had seen them? Or Mikey and Don. We’d never have lived it down!” “Hey, hey, I didn’t know anyone would show up, but you have to admit it was fun and we could try porn if our careers as ninjas don’t work out.” “Hah. I can see ya now. Fearless, aka Dick Hunter. Get it?” “What would you be called?” “That’s easy. Ryder Strong.” “Hey, Raphie?” “Yeah?” “I love you.” “Love ya too. Ya really would go into porn?” “Nope. Can you see Dad’s face if we did? Would you?” “No. There's only one person I want ta see my cock and that’s ya. No one else. Yer the only one for me, Leo.” “Same here,” Leo said. He leant over and kissed Raphael on the cheek. “I’m going to catch some Z’s.” Some hours later, the turtles reached the farmhouse. XXXXX The lovers carried their luggage to their bedroom and had a quick snack. Then Leo said, "I feel horny again, Raph.” “Again, Fearless? Yer a walkin’ nympho!” “Don’t say you don’t like me this way. You benefit. I’ll be right back. Keep the bed warm.” Raphael got into bed, stretched out and closed his eyes. He’s right, Raphael thought. I love it when he’s all jazzed up and what’s even sweeter is that he’s mine. All mine. Now and forever. Leo entered the room, leapt onto his mate and pinned his hands behind his back. “What the shell, Leo,” Raph said. “Lie still, Raphie. You’re going to love what I have planned. It’s still my turn to top. I won the bet and I get this whole week to top you.” “All right,” Raph grumbled. “Just get on with it.” Leo took off his and Raph’s bandannas and bound Raph’s wrists to the bed. “I’ll be back now, Raphie. Just lie there and look pretty for me,” Leo said, kissing him on the lips. Leo returned a with several jars and a packet of marshmallows a few minutes later. “What ya got there, Fearless?” Raphael asked. “Fun stuff. Close your eyes.” “Leo!” “Just do what I said, or I won’t untie you anytime soon.” “Fine!” Leo opened a jar and spread its contents all over Raphael and watched as the emerald skin turned caramel. Then Leo opened the packets of marshmallows and applied it. "All done, Raphie," he said when he was finished. "Open your eyes.” “What the hell's this?” Raphael asked, gazing down at his body. “Chocolate?” “Caramel and marshmallows and I’m going to enjoy eating it off of you. Lie still.” Leo planted a kiss on his lover's lips and went to work, licking the caramel off of his body. Then he moved to Raphael's slit. The emerald skinned turtle hitched his breath, as Leo’s tongue caressed his body. “I bet you love this, Raph,” Leo said, looking up and seeing Raphael’s eyes closed and a look of contentment on his face. “Shut up. Keep goin’.” Leo ate a few of the marshmallows and shoved some into Raphael’s mouth. The emerald skinned turtle chewed, swallowed and said, “Leo, enough food. Fuck me. I’m tired of waitin’.” Leo laughed and resumed his work, lapping Raphael’s slit and getting the rest of the caramel and marshmallows off of him. Then Leo shoved two fingers inside, prepping him. Raphael roared and dropped down, his precum covered cock aching for attention. Leo gently kissed it, but lined his cock at Raphael's entrance, instead of deep throating it, and thrust inside of his mate. Raphael grunted and said, “Fuck me hard, Leo!” “And you call me the needy one. I think you like being dominated, Raph!” “Yeah, ya got me. But only by ya. I’d never submit ta anyone else. Fuck me.” Leo soon built up a steady rhythm of thrusting in and out until both of them came with a loud churr, his seed shooting deep into Raph’s core. Leo untied Raphael and both of them panted heavily, enjoying the afterglow. He looked into Raphael’s eyes and said, “I love you. Thank you for being my mate and for loving me.” Raphael smiled and said, “Yer the best thing that ever happened ta me, Leo, and I love ya, even when yer a ragin’ nympho. Hey. I thought of a porn name.” “What?” “The Pulverizer, because my cock’s so fuckin’ huge, I pulverize everythin’ it goes in.” Leo chuckled and said, “But that’s my nickname for you in the bedroom. I like it, though, and it suits you.” “It does and ya love my fuckin’ huge ten inch cock.” “Yes. Just call me YOUR dick hunter.” Raphael laughed and pressed his lips to Leo’s. Locked in a passionate embrace, they made out for a long time, until the need for air was too great. They made love several times that afternoon and stayed at the farmhouse until Leo’s mating season was over. Two weeks later, when they'd returned home, Raphael was getting into bed one evening, when he suddenly felt a twinge of nausea. He jumped out of bed, raced to the bathroom and upchucked into the toilet. “You okay, Raph?” Leo called from the bedroom. “Just peachy. Go ta sleep. I’m fine.” “You sure?” “I said I’m peachy, Leo. Stop fussin’.” Raphael sucked in a few deep breaths and went back to bed when he was feeling better. “Raphie,” Leo said, concern in his sapphire eyes. “I think we should ask Don to run a few tests. What if you have something really serious?” “Fine. I’ll do it. Just don’t nag.” XXXXX Don ran a few tests on Raphael the next morning and called him and Leo into the lab a few hours later. Mikey was there as well. "I have some exciting news," Don said. “You’re gravid, Raph.” “What? But I’m a boy!” Raphael said in astonishment. Leo's jaw dropped. Then he said, "Raph’s gravid? Really, Don?” “Really. Congrats, guys. I’ll leave you two to talk. By the way, Mikey, I win!” Mikey laughed and said, “I never figured Raph would bottom. Way to go, Leo!” Raphael’s face darkened, but before he could comment, Don grabbed Mikey's hand and said, “Let’s go! See you guys later.” Leo said, “You okay, Raphie? You’re very quiet.” “Do ya want this baby?” “Do you?” “I don’t know. I don’t think I’d be a good dad," Raphael said, his eyes filling with tears. “I think you'd be an amazing dad,” Leo said, tilting Raphael’s face up to his. Seeing the tears in Raphael’s eyes, Leo kissed them away and said, “Raphie, I know you’re scared. Truthfully, so am I, but I do want this baby. It's still a blessing, even though it's unexpected,” Leo said, rubbing Raphael’s belly. “And I think we could be great parents. We can do it.” “The only things I know are that I love ya so much and I can handle anythin' with ya by my side, even layin’ eggs and havin’ babies. Let’s do it, Leo, but ya gotta know it won’t always be roses. I’m gonna have mood swings.” “Can’t be worse than your temper tantrums,” Leo teased. “I love you, Raphie, and I’ll always love you.” “Same here, Fearless. Let's go fuck before I’m too big ta do anythin’. And before the nausea starts again.” “Who’s the nympho now?” Leo said, and chuckled. XXXXX Leo lay back on their bed, his hands behind his head, as Raphael pounded hard into him, grunting and churring, his roars echoing off of the sewer walls. Leo came first and Raphael came a minute later with a loud growl, his essence shooting deep into Leo. Feeling full with Raphael’s essence and satiated, Leo kissed his panting mate and said, “You’re definitely the pulverizer, Raphie.” “I am and don’t ya forget it, dick hunter.” The lovers snuggled up next to each other, hands entwined, and soon fell fast asleep. ***** Disapproval ***** Chapter Summary After being banished from the lair, Leo and Raph suffer a devastating and unexpected loss. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Splinter arrived home at 10 p.m. that day, June 6, from his three week visit in Japan with the Ancient One. Tired and yearning for a cup of tea, he was surprised to see his boys weren’t waiting for him like they usually were when he arrived home from a trip. Perhaps they’re in the dojo, he thought. Splinter opened the dojo door, saw they weren't there and thought, maybe they’re resting. I’ll go and tell them I’m home. Standing outside the first bedroom door, Splinter was startled to hear grunting noises. Then he heard, “That’s it, Leo! Fuck! That’s it. I’m gonna cum!” Splinter forced himself to be calm and he opened the door. To his disgust, he saw Leo astride his immediate younger brother, churring as loudly as Raphael underneath him, clearly in the throes of passion. “What is the meaning of this?” Splinter demanded, unable to hold back anymore. His tail twitched angrily from side to side and he banged his cane hard on the floor. A stunned Leo quickly jumped off of Raphael and said, “Dad, it’s…” “It’s exactly what it looks like,” Raphael said, refusing to cower. “Me and Leo are in love and were expressin’ it. Ya got a problem, ya can show yerself out.” Infuriated at the way Raphael had spoken to him, Splinter lunged forward, grabbed him by the shoulders and flung him. Raphael hit the wall with a loud, sickening crack and landed on the ground, plastron down. “Raph!” Leo said, shocked. “RAPH!” Before Leo could rush to his mate’s side, Splinter dragged Raphael to a sitting position and backhanded him through the face. Groaning, Raphael covered his face, trying to ward off more blows. Leo wrenched Splinter off of Raphael with great effort. Looking at his mate with concern and at a shaking, furious Splinter, Leo said, “Raphie, are you all right?” “I’ll be okay, Leo,” Raphael said bravely, trying not cry. “You don’t disrespect me, Raphael,” Splinter boomed. “Do I make myself clear?” “Yes, Sensei,” Raphael said, his eyes lowered to the ground. “Leonardo, tell me why I found my sons, who are brothers, practicing such perverse actions?” “We’re in love, Sensei,” Leo said. He ran to Raphael's side, helped him to his feet and pulled him close. “Love? This is disgusting,” Splinter hissed. “Love between two males and brothers at that. Both of you should be ashamed of yourself, especially you, Raphael. I have seen the lingering glances you have directed at Leonardo and I always feared this day would come. I have no doubt it is you, who lured Leonardo into this.” “No one lured me, Sensei. I love Raph and he loves me and we want to be together. There’s no actual proof we’re related. And love knows no sin.” “Then it is with great sadness I must declare you are no longer part of this clan or my sons. I want you both to leave now. I will not tolerate such filth in my home.” “As you wish, Splinter,” Leonardo said coldly. “We'll leave.” “Hand me your weapons and your gear. They are not yours anymore.” “Leo,” Raphael whispered. “Leo, I’m sorry. It’s…” “Nothing’s our fault, Raphie. We’re in love and it’s not sick. It’s Splinter who’s sick, because he’s so damn narrow-minded and he’s banishing his sons, whose greatest crime is falling in love.” “Now!” Splinter roared. Leo gave him the gear, masks and weapons and Splinter nodded. “Leave.” “May we have five minutes to gather a few things?" Leo asked. “I shall wait outside.” Leo quickly rummaged through his dresser and withdrew a thick wad of cash. He stuffed that into a large duffel bag, as well his and Raphael’s spare gear, their belts, spare weapons and a few clothes. Then he said, “Raphie, I’m ready. Are you?” “So this is it. We’re leavin’.” “Yes. Do you have any regrets?” “No. I’m sorry we’re partin’ on such bad terms with Splinter, but I don’t regret fallin’ in love with ya, Leo.” “Me either.” Raphael and Leo linked their hands together and left the bedroom. XXXXX "Goodbye," Leo said, as they stood in the lounge with a disgusted and incensed Splinter. “You two are a disgrace,” Splinter said. “I am ashamed of you.” “As we are of ya,” Raphael said. “A real dad would never abandon his sons no matter what they did. He’d try ta be understandin’ and he'd give them love instead of bein' a jackass, because…” “Understanding?” Splinter yelled. “How can I be so understanding of that? It’s not natural for two males to fornicate!” He grabbed Leo’s duffel bag and emptied its contents onto the ground. “You can take the money, but you leave the rest behind. It is no longer yours.” “Fine,” Leo said. He picked up the money, placed it in the duffel bag and slung the bag over his shoulder. “If that’s what you want. Let’s go, Raph. This old fool's too stupid to understand what love is about.” The lovers left hand-in- hand, not even glancing back once. They'd have seen the stray tear coursing down their dad's cheek if they had. He hadn't wanted to banish his sons, but he couldn’t condone such behavior in his home. It went against everything he believed in. No. I’ve done the right thing, Splinter thought. And they'll realize what they've done is wrong sooner or later. XXXXXX The lovers walked in silence for a long time. Then Raphael stopped and clutched his belly in pain. “What’s wrong, Raphie?” Leo asked. “Is it the baby?” “I think something’s wrong, Leo. Argh!” “We’re nearly at our place. Can you hold on?” Raphael whimpered and emitted a guttural scream, as a stab of pain hit him. "Leo, it hurts," he whined. "Lie down, Raphie. I’m here. I have you. It’s going to be okay,” Leo said and pressed a kiss to his mate’s forehead. Raphael lay down, tears streaming down his cheeks, as the pain intensified. “Leo, I think the baby’s comin’ now. Fuck!” “But it’s not due for a long time.” "When he threw me across the room, I must…I’m miscarryin’, Leo. ARGH!” “Then you have to push and get it out of you, okay, Raph? I’m going to be here all the way.” Raphael nodded and began to push, sweat trickling down his face. “It’s not comin’, Leo,” he announced a few minutes later. “Keep trying, Raph. You can do it,” Leo encouraged, squeezing his hand. Raphael gritted his teeth and resumed pushing, as hard as he could. Fifteen minutes later, to his immense relief, a large mass excited Raphael's body. Panting heavily, he said, “Is that it, Leo?” “I think so, Raphie,” Leo said, trying not to cry. I was shocked about the pregnancy, Leo thought, but then I started looking forward to the baby and now he’s gone. All because of Splinter. He caused the miscarriage. Fucking asshole. I’ll never forgive him.” “I’m sorry, Leo,” Raphael said, studying the white mass and choking back a sob. “I miscarried the baby. I didn’t mean ta.” “It’s not your fault, Raphie,” Leo said. He dropped to his knees and hugged his exhausted mate. “It’s Splinter’s. It’s going to be okay, Raphie. I promise. Can you walk?” “No.” “I’ll carry you. It’s not far to our place. Then you can rest.” “What 'bout the eggs? We can’t leave them here, Leo. What if they get eaten by Leatherhead or somethin’?” “They’re dead, Raphie. There's no baby in them.” “Even so. Don’t they deserve a proper burial?” “You’re right. They do, but when you’re…” Raphael staggered to his feet and said, “I can walk okay now, Leo. Let’s go topside, bury them and come back down ta our place.” “Raph, you need rest.” “I’ll get that after. Ya go get a container from our place. I’ll wait here.” “Raph, I still…” “Now, Leo!” “All right. I'll be as quick as I can." Left alone, Raphael stared at the white, slippery mass and touched it. “I’m sorry,” he said, tears running down his cheeks. “I’m so sorry ya never got ta be born. Yer dad and I wanted ya, but yer Grandad-my ex-sensei, caused ya ta die. I’ll never forget ya.” Leo appeared with a container ten minutes later and scooped the mass into it. Then he and Raphael went topside and went to a park. XXXXX The lovers buried the eggs deep in the ground in the park. Then Leo wrapped an arm around his sobbing mate and said, “I’m so sorry, babies. We love you and we’ll always hold you in our hearts. Godbless you all.” “We’ll always love ya,” Raphael said. “And we’ll remember ya always.” The couple then left and returned to their secret place. XXXXX “Are you okay, Raphie?” Leo asked. He sat on the bed and pulled Raphael down beside him. “I guess. I’ll be all right. Ya?” “I’m fine. Raphie, don’t blame yourself.” “I’m not. It’s Splinter’s fault and I’m never gonna forgive him!” “Me either. You want some food?” “No. I just wanna sleep. Ya gonna call Don and Mikey?” Leo shook his head. “No. It's just me and you now. Splinter made that clear. I doubt the guys will want to leave the lair and join us. We don’t even know where we’re going. Maybe we can call them when we're settled.” “Okay. Hey, Leo?” “Yes, Raphie?” “Do ya think we’ll have more babies?” “Of course we will, Raphie. We’re going to have a rugby team of them,” Leo said and kissed his beak. Raphael smiled. “Is there soda in the mini bar?” “Stocked up last week and lots of food in the cupboards, but mostly snacks. Eat something, Raphie, we'll continue our journey tomorrow.” “Where we goin'?” “Far away from here and I’m going to find us a decent place, okay? I’m going to take care of you.” “Hey, Leo? If we meet up with the guys again, don’t tell them I like bein’ yer omega, okay? Because I do. I love it. Yer the alpha and I’m content bein’ sub, but maybe top once in a while.” “Your secret’s safe with me, Raphie. Let’s eat.” Leo got out snacks and sodas and they ate and drank. Then they snuggled in bed, holding hands. “Hey, Leo?” Raphael said. “Yes, Raphie?” “I’m gonna love ya and take care of ya too for as long as I live. Night, Leo, I love ya." “Night, Raphie,” Leo said, wrapping his arms around his mate. “I love you too.” Raphael snuggled up to him, burying his head in the crook of Leo’s neck. Leo soon heard Raphael's gentle snores as he slept. Leo watched his sleeping mate and thought, it’s been a terrible day and we have a new path ahead, but I know we’ll be okay, because we have each other and love. I’m going to find a decent place for me and Raph. A nice place with running water. It'll be clean and not damp and it'll have a garden for our babies to play in. Maybe a farm in the country? Isolated from humans, but at least it’d be topside with fresh air. That'd be fantastic. Chapter End Notes Can Raph and Leo forge a happy and new life away from the others? ***** A fresh start ***** Chapter Summary Leo and Raph embark on their new life together and end up in Willow Street, Pennsylvania (Amish country) Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Leo woke up early the next day, June 7, and looked at Raphael, who was still fast asleep. He looks like an angel, Leo thought, resisting the urge to stroke his mate’s cheek. And he’s so beautiful. I can’t believe he’s my mate. “Yer doin’ it again, Leo,” Raphael said. “Doing what and I thought you were asleep?” “I can feel ya starin’ at me.” “You got me. I can’t help it, Raph. You’re so gorgeous and take my breath away.” “Ya just want ta jump me,” Raphael and opened his eyes. “Only when you’re ready. There’s no rush. I know yesterday was extremely traumatic and we have all the time in the world.” Raphael nodded and said, “Hold me. I keep seein' what happened every time I close my eyes. Leo. My babies…Our dead babies.” Raphael choked out a sob and shuddered. “I wanna kill him for doin’ that ta them. He’s a bastard and a murderer.” Leo pulled him close and cuddled him. “Things are going to be fine, Raph. We’re going to have a wonderful life together and we never have to see Splinter again, okay?” “Still wanna kill him.” “I want to as well, Raphie, but he’s not worth it. Karma’s a bitch and he’ll get his comeuppance soon.” “I hope so. I’m never gonna forgive him. Do ya think we’re makin’ a mistake leavin’?” “Do you?” “I don’t know, Leo. All we know is down here in the sewers. We got nobody up there. apart from Casey and April and they got their own lives, so we can’t always rely on them. And how are we gonna survive lookin’ like this? We can’t get a house or a job. What the fuck are we gonna do? I know we can’t go home, but we could make a life in this place? What do ya think?” “Do you love me?” “Course I do. I don’t regret bein’ with ya, Leo. It's just leavin’ that concerns me. I’m a bit freaked out. This is a huge step.” “Do you trust me?” “With my life.” “I promised I’d take care of you, Raph,” Leo said and pressed a kiss to his beak. “And I meant it. I’ll find a decent place for us. It won’t be in the sewers and will have running, clean, fresh water and a large garden for the kids to play in. I’ll make it happen. All you have to do is to continue trusting me. I know it’s scary. I’m also afraid, but I think we can build a great life for ourselves and our future babies.” “I ain’t helpless, Leo.” “No. You’re not, but I’m the alpha….” “I’m an alpha, Leo. I’m just omega ta ya, because I wanna be, so don’t treat me like I’m weak and pathetic. I’m tough. Got it?” Raphael demanded. “Raphie, I’m not spoiling for a fight. I just wanted you to know we’re going to be okay.” “Then say that.” Leo sighed internally. Raph's so temperamental, he thought. He sometimes love me telling him I’m going to look after him. Other times, he’s mad if I say that, like I’m questioning his masculinity. I can’t win. Raphael sat up and said, “What time is it?” Leo checked his watch and said, “Little after four a.m.” “What are we gonna do today?” “You’re going to rest.” “I’m fine, Leo. Don’t baby me. What are we gonna do? “I don’t know." Then Leo’s eyes lit up as an idea came to him. “Pennsylvania.” “Huh?” “The Amish are regarded as weird, right, so they’ll be more accepting of us? We’ll go to Lancaster, Pennsylvania. I’ll get work on a farm and get us a place. It’ll be awesome, Raph, and it’s in the country. What do you think?” Raphael narrowed his eyes and said, “Ya’ve lost the plot. It ain’t countryside, but a city.” “Well, there are farms outside the city and it’s beautiful. We’ll make a life there.” “And what are we gonna tell them? That we got a weird genetic disease that makes us look like giant turtles?” “Yes. They’ll believe us and they don’t have access to electricity or computers to verify what we say. They also keep to themselves, so we’ll be okay.” “What are ya gonna tell them if I fall gravid?" “That you’re my wife. Don’t look at me like that, Raphie. I think it’ll be cool.” “Back ta the stone age. Ya expect me ta cook and ta clean the house? Maybe bring ya yer slippers in the evenin’?" Raphael said sarcastically “Don’t knock it until we’ve tried it. Or do you have a better plan?” “What 'bout Mikey and Don?” “They haven’t contacted us and it’s been hours since we left. I’d say that means they agree with Dad. We’re on our own, Raphie, and I think Pennsylvania could be the fresh start we need.” “I ain’t gonna wear a dress or make up or go ta church!” “Is that your way of saying you’ll try Pennsylvania?” Raphael sighed. “I’ll try it. I suppose we gotta go ta church. I know nothin’ about their way of life, except they’re weird and dress weird and speak weird and…” “We’ll get through it together, Raphie, and you only have to wear a dress when we have company and when we go to church.” “No makeup. I like au natural.” “So do I,” Leo said and kissed his hand. “Especially your scent. I wish your scent could be bottled, because there’s nothing like it and it'd sell like hotcakes.” Raphael laughed. “When are we gonna leave?” “Soon. We’ll stow away on a plane bound for Pennsylvania. Trip takes less than an hour.” “Why don’t we get my bike or the van, Leo? It'd make more sense.” “I’ll sneak back home and get the bike. Anything else?” “Our belts and weapons. Don’t give a shit 'bout the bandana, but we need our weapons in case we run into trouble.” “I’ll be back now and I’ll try to get some food.” XXXX Leo managed to sneak into the lair without being detected and got the weapons and belts, but he also got the bandanas. He stashed them into a large bag. Then he made a huge pile of cheese sandwiches, placed them into a few lunchboxes and grabbed a few cans of soda, which also went into the bag. Leo slung the bag over his shoulder and went into the garage. The brothers had two vans and Raphael’s bike was parked by them. I’ll take a van and the bike, Leo thought. He pushed the bike into the van, shut the doors and climbed in. Then he sent a text to Raph. “Meet me in the garage. Coast is clear. Hurry before Splinter wakes up.” Raphael received the text and hightailed it to the lair. He also got inside undetected, and went into the garage. He hopped into the front passenger seat of the van and said, “This is it, Leo.” “It is. Ready to leave?” “I am. Let’s blow this joint.” Leo started the engine and they left. XXXXX The couple drove for a while. Then Raphael said, "Leo, can we get the babies?” “Raph, they’re buried.” “But we can’t leave them there. They need ta be with us.” “It’s going to be daylight soon.” “I ain’t goin’ without them, Leo,” Raphael said firmly, his golden eyes blazing. “Please. I want them ta come with us.” “And where will we put them, Raph? And they’ll smell.” “I WANT MY BABIES WITH ME, LEO. DON’T TELL ME WE’RE LEAVIN’ THEM BEHIND.” “Okay, okay. We’ll get them. I promise. We’ll take them with us.” They parked by the park a few minutes later and Raphael dug up the mass. He scooped it up and placed it in a container he’d found in the back of the van. Raphael settled on the front passenger seat with the container in his lap and said, "Thanks, Leo. I’m sorry for yellin’, but I couldn’t leave them there.” “It’s okay, Raphie,” Leo said. He leant over and kissed Raphael’s cheek. “I understand. They should be with us. We’ll find a better place for them and we’ll be near them.” “I'd have named a son after ya,” Raphael said and bit his lip, trying not to cry. “We’ll have many babies, Raphie,” Leo said, taking his hand. “I promise. Lots of babies to cuddle and fuss over. You’re going to be an amazing mommy.” “Daddy,” Raphael corrected, a small smile tugging at his lips. “I ain’t a girl, even if I carry the eggs.” “No. You’re my brave, strong, sexy warrior and I love you so much, Raph. Always will.” Raphael rolled his eyes and said, “Yer so cheesy, but I love ya too. Can ya start the engine?” Leo started the engine and they drove for three hours without stopping. XXXXX It started to rain and Leo pulled over to the side of the road, and said, “We’ll stop here until the rain clears, Raph.” Raphael peered out of the window and said, “There’s a sign post here that says Willow Street, Leo, and there’s a barn over there. Think it’ll be safe ta leave the van here?” “No. I doubt anyone will be out with the rain, but we still have to be cautious and not leave the van unattended. I’ll park the van in the barn and we can stay there and get some sleep. Move as soon as the rain clears.” Leo drove to the barn and parked inside it. XXXX The couple hopped out of the van and gazed around their surroundings. Raphael still held the container and Leo had the bag. A few chickens stood in a corner and pecked at some grains and there were six cows in their stalls. The barn smelled heavily of manure. Raphael wrinkled his beak and said, "Yuck. It pongs, Leo. And I thought it smelled bad in the sewers.” “It’s temporary, Raph,” Leo said. He plonked down on some hay and unpacked the sandwiches. “Let’s eat, get some rest and we’ll leave when….” “I know." Raphael sat down beside him and placed the container onto the ground. “Hey. Maybe this place ain’t so bad. Ya could ask the owner if we could work here and he’ll let me bury the babies here. I think they’d like this farm. It’s quiet and there’s ain't no risk of no one diggin’ them up and maybe we could stay in the barn. I could make it smell nice and make it home for us.” “Why, Raphie, you’re so domesticated,” Leo teased. Raphael smiled. “I got my moments, but don’t tell no one.” “Course not. You have your reputation to uphold.” Raphael chuckled. “Hey, Leo? I’m glad we left the lair. I was scared before, but it means we can finally be together as much as we want, without Splinter’s interference and fear of bein’ interrupted. We can also fuck all we like and we don't gotta worry ‘bout no one hearin’ us.” “Except the owner.” “Well, maybe he’ll buy some ear plugs, but we could make a life here, Leo.” “We will,” Leo said and tenderly kissed Raphael on the lips. “We will, Raphie.” The lovers ate their sandwiches and then they snuggled close. Raphael was soon asleep. Leo stayed awake, even thought he was exhausted. Someone had to be on guard in case someone found them. Eli Miller opened the barn door four hours later and went inside. He wanted to milk the cows. Spying the turtles, he pointed his gun at them and said, “What in heavens are you aliens doing in my barn? You have thirty seconds to explain before I blow you away.” Leo had fallen asleep, but he immediately jolted awake, upon hearing the words. So did Raphael, who clung to him. "We mean no harm, sir,” Leo said, looking at the dark haired, bearded and brown-eyed man, who wore dark trousers, a dark shirt and suspenders. “We were looking for a place to hide out until the rain stopped. We’ll leave.” “What are you?” Eli asked, debating whether the “aliens” could be trusted. “We got a genetic disease that makes us look like giant turtles,” Raphael said. “It’s very rare and there ain't no cure for it. We don’t mean no trouble and as my…as Leo said, we just wanted ta escape the rain. We’ll go now. I’m Abigail- Abby, Leo’s wife.” Eli stared at them and made a decision. “A genetic disease that makes you look like giant turtles? Never heard of that before, but then I don’t know about the outside world. You look harmless,” he added, lowering his gun. “I hope I don’t regret it, but you may stay here until the weather clears. Why does your wife have such a deep voice, Leo? What is that short for? Leonard?” “Leonardo,” Leo said. “My parents loved art, especially the Renaissance painters. My wife has throat problems that make her voice deep and she lost our babies yesterday. Poor girl. It’s affecting her badly.” Raphael snuggled up close to Leo and reached for his hand. Leo looked at him lovingly, took his hand and squeezed it. “You poor things,” Eli said. “How sad. And how old are you?” “Eighteen. We have no family. Just each other and Abby and I want to find a place to settle down. Is Willow Street a decent place to live and to raise a family?” “It’s still pouring out there and not likely to abate today,” Eli said, his heart going out to them. “I’ve made a large pot of soup. Would you like to stay in the main house and have something to eat and I’ll tell you about Willow Street? Perhaps Abby would like some clothes? It’s not right for a woman to be so undressed and you too, Leonardo. I have some clothes that may fit you.” Leo and Raphael followed Eli to the main house and Raphael said, “Think he believes us?” “Hook, line and sinker. I do feel bad for duping him, Raph, but we have no other choice.” “Abby. Don’t slip up, Leo, otherwise the gig’s up.” Those kids don’t fool me, Eli thought. Genetic disease indeed. I’m going to find out what they really are and get the truth out of them. Chapter End Notes Will Leo and Raph have the new start in life they want? ***** Eli ***** Chapter Summary Raph, Leo and Eli talk and Eli agrees to help them. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Leo and Raphael followed Eli into his four bedroomed house and marveled at it. “I love it,” Raphael said. “And the pine floorin' and the location. We need a house like this, Leo. It’d be perfect for us.” “We’ll have it, Abby, sweetheart,” Leo said, squeezing Raphael's hand. “I promise. Eli, do you know any vacant lots, where we can build a home? And do you know how much the materials would cost?” Eli indicated for them to sit at the large wooden dining room table and said, “I’ll get our meal. Then I’ll tell you.” Eli returned with a huge pot of steaming pumpkin soup and a basket of warm, crusty bread a few minutes later. Leo and Raphael’s mouths watered and Raphael’s stomach rumbled. Eli smiled and said, “Tuck in. I hope you like pumpkin soup. Made it and the bread today. I make everything myself and I go to my neighbors if I need anything. We don’t use money. Only trading. Works well.” Raphael helped himself to some bread and soup, tasted them and said, “This is fantastic. Thanks, Eli. Ya never used money?” “No. Money’s evil. We Amish are very self-sufficient and you'll be the same way if you choose to live here. I make everything. My own butter, bread, my meals, my clothes. My father died when I was a baby and my mother never remarried. She taught me everything, but she died when I was eighteen.” “You don’t have a wife, Eli?” Leo asked. Eli’s eyes clouded and he said, “I was twenty when I married, but she died nine months later in childbirth and so did the baby. That was four years ago and I’m not…I haven’t met anyone I feel…” Eli’s voice trailed off and Leo said, “I’m sorry for prying.” “It’s all right. I just….What about you two? Where do you come from? Your accents are strange. What’s your history?” “New York,” Raphael said. “Manhattan. I’m sorry for yer loss, Eli. I lost my babies yesterday and I know how it feels. Me and Leo were banished, because we fell in love and we decided ta move elsewhere and make a fresh start. Leo thought Pennsylvania would be a good place ta settle down and ta have a family. I kinda like it. Looks like a great area. Any crime?” “None. Not like the big city. I’ve never been to the city, but the Amish teens get a year to go and decide what they want to do. Whether they want to leave here or stay in the outside world. Most return.” “Ya weren’t tempted ta see the big city?” “No. Why would I want to? Drinking, drugs, and numerous other vices when I can have my clean community. Easy choice. I’m happy here and I’ll be here until the day I die and besides, my beloved Ellie’s buried here. I'll be buried beside her when I die. What was the city like?” “Everythin’ ya said and more. Dangerous, violent, scary, but it had its good points too, like the people we knew. I’m gonna miss them, but Leo said we can put roots down here and I hope so.” Leo squeezed Raphael’s hand and said, “We will. Eli, do you know of any vacant lots, where we can build a home? I can help with any work that needs to be done and would like building material in return.” Eli had watched the couple and the way their eyes never left each other’s faces. It was clear they were deeply in love. His generous nature wanted to help them, but he first wanted some proper answers. “I can help you, Leo,” he said. “But I first want some proper answers. Like what you really are and how you came to be. You owe me that.” “We told ya, Eli,” Raphael said quickly, his heart hammering. “No. You told me a pack of lies. You may have come from New York, but you don’t have a genetic disease and you most definitely aren’t a girl. Your voice is too deep to be one, but you’ve had babies. I don’t understand how that’s possible, but I want answers if you want my help, otherwise, you’ll have to leave.” Leo clutched Raphael’s hand and said, “Eli, you’re right. We don’t have a genetic disease. We were ordinary turtles that landed in some strange goo and we mutated. We were taken in by a man named Hamato Yoshi, who also trod in the goo. He’d been in most recent contact with a rat, so he changed into that and we transformed into humanoid turtles, because we'd been in contact with him. There were four of us and we were raised as brothers. He taught us ninjitsu, Japanese martial arts, knowing we'd need to defend ourselves if others saw us. We used our talents to fight crime and to help keep New York safe.” Eli’s jaw dropped and he said, “Mutant turtles? Where'd this goo come from?” “From a factory. It’s another long story. There’s no proof us brothers are related and me and Raph-Raphael fell in love, but our Sensei-Master-Dad, who once called us our sons, walked in on us and was furious. He cast us out, calling us an embarrassment and a disgrace, but before….” “He threw me across the room before he did that, Eli," Raphael said. "That's why I lost the babies. Me and Leo ran away and decided ta come here, thinkin’ our genetic disease story would work, because ya guys are regarded as strange. Ya don't got the internet and other technology and couldn’t check if we were lyin’ and we’d fit in here and would settle down. I can have babies, because I’m a hermaphrodite and got male and female parts. Anyway, that’s the truth. We don’t mean no trouble. All Leo and I wanna do is ta be happy and ta be together.” “How old are you two?” “I’m fifteen and Leo’s sixteen.” “Kids. You should be home with your father.” “We ain’t got a dad no more and only got each other.” “Not true,” Eli said, stroking his beard thoughtfully. Raphael and Leo looked at him in shock. “What do ya mean, Eli?” Raph asked. “You can stay here. My property’s extensive. You can build a house on it and stay in my house until it’s complete. I’ll help you build your house. Leo, you can help me with the outside work in return. Abby-yes, I’m afraid you’ll have to be called that. The community would not understand two males living together. I don’t either, but I can see how deeply in love you are and it is not for me to judge. That is for God. I’m a mere mortal. Abby will do the inside work. Cooking, cleaning, sewing, baking. I’ll show you how if you don’t know. And you’ll have to wear dresses, shoes and bonnets. I’m well-respected in my community and they’ll believe me when I tell them you are distant cousins, who have a genetic disease that makes you look like turtles. They know I don’t lie. Leo, you’ll wear clothes like me.” “And church?” Raphael asked. “Are either of you religious?” “No, Eli,” Leo said. “Our father was a Buddhist, but we aren’t religious.” “That changes now. We'll read from the Bible every night and attend Church every Sunday. The community won’t be as accepting of you if you don't. I also expect you to be honest with me and not withhold any secrets.” “Thank ya, Eli,” Raphael said gratefully. “We owe ya.” “You’re young kids and kids need a family. Be it adoptive or otherwise. It would have been wrong of me to turn you away. You will always have a home here and so will any offspring, as long as you’re always honest with me. I will be your new family and will help you with everything. Eat up. The food’s getting cold.” Leo, Raphael and Eli chatted happily and Raphael thought, Leo and I are gonna be really happy here. I know we will. This is where we’re gonna spend the rest of our lives. Us and our babies. Chapter End Notes Eli is a great guy, but will the neighbors be as accepting? ***** Settling in ***** Chapter Summary Leo and Raph try to settle down in their new life, still coming to terms with the miscarriage and they bury the babies. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Raphael and Leo helped Eli clear up and wash the dishes after lunch. Then Raphael said, “Eli, may we bury the babies when the rain abates if ya don’t mind? It'd mean a lot ta me and Leo.” “Of course you can, Raphael. Why don’t you two get settled in your room? First door on your left, as you go down the corridor.” “Thanks, Eli,” Leo said. “We appreciate everything.” “You’re welcome. Make yourselves at home. I’ll be in my room if you need me.” Left alone with Leo, Raphael said, “Leo, let’s go get the babies from the barn.” “Okay, Raphie.” Raphael grabbed the container he’d left in the barn. Then he and Leo went back inside to their new room. XXXX Leo and Raphael's room was simple, but just what they wanted. A pine bed, pine dressers and a large pine wardrobe, all of which they’d later learn Eli had crafted himself. Raphael set the container on the dresser on his side of the bed and said, “I like this place, Leo. It’s simple, but perfect.” “I agree. How are you feeling?” Leo asked, cupping Raphael’s cheek with his hand. “Drained,” Raphael said and nuzzled Leo’s hand. “I still can’t believe I miscarried, Leo. I’m so sorry.” Tears ran down his cheeks and Leo gently thumbed them away. “Sh, Raphie. It’s not your fault and I promise we’ll have more babies. Lots of them. They’ll play in the garden outside and we;ll teach them everything we know, okay?” Leo touched his forehead to Raphael’s and added, “Things are going to be great, Raphie. You should get some sleep.” Raphael yawned, pulled back the covers and slid into bed. Leo did the same and they snuggled up to each other. “I love ya, Leo." “Love you too, Raphie. Close your eyes and know I’m always going to be by your side.” “Sap,” Raphael said and chuckled. “But I love ya too.” It wasn’t long before Raphael fell asleep. Leo watched his plastron gently rise and fall with his breathing and listened to the rain pelting against the windows. He loved the sound of the rain. It'd always had a calming effect and it wasn’t long before he also succumbed to sleep. The rain poured harder and thunder roared and lightning flashed an hour later. Raphael whimpered in his sleep. He’d always been afraid of thunder and lightning and had gone to Leo when that occurred, knowing his brother would soothe him. Leo soothed him, pressing soft kisses against his face and whispering endearments. Raphael stirred, opened his eyes and whined and Leo planted a kiss on his lips. “It’s okay, Raph,” Leo said. “You’re here with me in our bed. Snug, safe and warm.” “I’m such a baby, ain’t I? Scared of thunder and lightnin'. Ya must think I’m pathetic,” Raphael said and moaned, as another flash of lightning lit up the sky. “No. Everyone has fears. It’s normal and people, who say they don’t, are lying. I’ve never thought you pathetic. You'll always be my strong, brave Raph to me." “What’s yers?” “Losing you.” Raphael nuzzled into Leo’s neck, inhaling his musky scent tinged with sandalwood, and said, “That’s never gonna happen, Leo. I love ya so much and who else would put up with me? No one. Ya take me for who I am, my good and bad points and ya raise me up, like that song. Ya make me think that just maybe I'm special, that I got a purpose, that I’m loveable.” “You’re all those things and so much more, Raph,” Leo said and kissed him on the lips. Raphael kissed him back hungrily and they made out passionately, until Raphael broke the kiss and said, “All my life I thought I was damaged goods and not good enough. The blacksheep of the family. Ya were always gonna be the leader, Donnie was the brains and Mikey was the joker. What purpose did I have? Now I know. It’s ta be with ya, Leo, ta be by yer side, ta be yer mate and ta pick ya up when yer down, like ya do for me. I don’t say it often enough, Leo, but I love ya and there ain’t nothin’ I wouldn’t do for ya, even layin’ down my life.” “I know, sweet Raph, and I’d do the same for you in a nanosecond,” Leo said and kissed his cheeks, his lips his forehead and finally his mouth, making him flush. “I can’t get enough of you. You’re so beautiful, Raph, and I feel privileged you’re mine. And you’re so cute when you blush. You’re my drug, my addiction, my heartbeat, my soul.” “Ya’ve been readin’ too much sappy shit,” Raphael said, and blushed again. “But ya know yer the same for me.” Thunder roared again. Raphael yelped and said, “Hold me, Leo. I hate that shit. I know I’m safe, but I still hate it.” Leo hugged him fiercely for a long time and Raphael fell fast asleep, lulled by his embrace. The rain abated an hour later and Raphael woke up, still nestled in Leo’s arms. “It’s all over, baby,” Leo whispered and and kissing him on the lips. “Good,” Raphael said and smiled. “We gotta bury the babies now it's stopped, Leo. We can’t keep them in the container forever.” “Are you sure you’re up to it, Raphie? We can wait…” “I wanna do it, Leo. I gotta.” “Okay then,” Leo said and kissed his knuckles. “Let’s do it.” XXXX Raphael and Leo stood in the garden, beside a hole they’d dug ten minutes later. Tears streamed down their cheeks. Leo whispered, as Raphael placed the container into the hole, “We love you babies and we’re sorry you never were born.” “They need names, Leo,” Raphael said, piling dirt onto the container. Then he pressed the ground down, so that it was totally covered. “Let’s assume we had two babies. A girl and a boy. What would ya have named them?” “I like Karishma for a girl and for a boy?” “What’s it mean and I like Connor? If we have another boy, he’ll be Leo.” “Miracle.” “Beautiful,” Raphael said, blinking back tears. “Karishma and Connor. I love them." Leo folded him into an embrace and they stayed that way for a long time, both sobbing. It started to pour again and the lovers quickly headed back into the house. XXXXXX The couple was greeted by Eli, who was drinking a large mug of steaming tea. “You boys are soaked,” he said. “We’ll be fine,” Leo said. “Thank you for allowing us to bury the babies.” “Yeah. Thank ya,” Raphael said, shivering from the cold. Leo noticed and wrapped his arms around him. “You’re welcome,” Eli said. “Why don’t you boys go have a bath to warm up? Then I’ll make you a pot of tea and we can chat by the fire.” “Sounds good. Thank ya.” XXXX Raphael and Leo sat in a tub of extremely hot water a few minutes later, enjoying the warmth and talking. “How are you, baby?” Leo asked, taking Raphael’s hands in his. “Better now they got a burial, Leo,” Raphael said forlornly. “But sad they’re dead. I really wanted them." “I know. So did I, but we'll have more when you’re ready. Lots and lots of them. Cute, little ones looking like you. Maybe they’ll have your temper too,” Leo said, a mischievous glint in his eyes. Raphael laughed and said, “Ain’t one of me enough?” “Oh, no. The world would be a much better place if there were more of you, Raph.” “Sap,” Raphael said and splashed water at his mate, who chuckled. “How are ya, Leo?” “I’m all right. Knowing you’re feeling better makes me feel better, but there’s something I want to do.” Leo ducked his head under the water and lapped at Raphael’s slit, making the hothead groan in anticipation and soon drop down with a loud churr, his purple and semi erect cock oozing precum. Leo continued to lick him Raphael gripped the sides of the bath, trying not to go under, as waves of pleasure coursed through his body. Leo sucked his cock ravenously all the way to the root, deep throating him and watching as his eyes closed in ecstasy. Raphael came with a loud growl a few minutes later and shot his seed down Leo’s throat. Then he pulled out and waited for his mate to surface. Panting heavily, Raphael said, "That was fuckin’ incredible. Thank, ya, Leo. I just hope Eli didn’t hear us.” Leo surfaced and said with a grin, “Who cares if he does? All I care about is you and that're happy. You are, right? "Yeah. I feel fantastic. Nothin’ like a good blowjob, well except makin’ love. What can I do for ya?” “Raphie, I didn’t do that, so you’d do something for me.” “I know, but I wanna. Tonight. Me and ya.” “If you’re sure, Raphie.” “I am, Leo.” “I still think we should wait a while we still process the babies.” “Damn it, Leo. I wanna and I’m ready. I wanna make love ta ya and for ya ta fill me up with yer seed. I need ta feel ya inside of me, Leo. Please,” Raphael said, staring at him beseechingly. “Okay, my sweet Raphie. Whatever you want.” The lovers chatted for a while, but Leo still couldn’t help feeling they needed more time before they made love. It'd only been one day since the miscarriage, but he knew it was pointless arguing with a determined Raphael, so he said nothing more on the matter. Chapter End Notes I'm sorry I haven't updated in ages. Been extremely stuck! ***** Comfort ***** Chapter Summary Leo and Raph talk about the loss of their babies. Smut and fluff. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Leo and Raphael went to their bedroom after the bath and dinner with Eli. Raphael lay down on the bed, parted his legs and wagged his tail enticingly, knowing it always drove Leo crazy. Leo always pounced on him and gave him what he wanted, but not this time. Instead, Leo stood stiffly, his arms crossed, and said, “I don’t think it’s a good idea, Raph. It’s way too soon after the babies.” “I need ya in me! Ya promised! Don’t ya wanna fuck or does the sighta me make ya feel sick? Maybe ya blame me for their deaths. Is that it? I’m a failure, because I couldn’t carry our babies.” “No. Of course not, Raphie. It wasn’t your fault and I do feel tight in my shell and you know how much I adore you. I just feel it’s way too soon after them and your body, as well as you, needs to heal.” “It’s my body and I know what’s best for it. Ya in me, Leo. Please,” Raphael begged, gazing at Leo with puppy dog eyes. He stuck his lower lip out and pouted, knowing that usually made Leo cave. “I…Don’t look at me that way. You know how hard it is to resist you? I’m….” “Don’t resist me. Give me what I want,” Raphael said huskily, wagging his little tail again. “Ya know I won’t stop naggin’ until ya do.” Leo sighed inwardly. Then he climbed onto Raphael and tenderly kissed him on the lips, as he inserted a finger into Raphael's slit, prepping him. “Drop down for me, Raphie,” Leo whispered. Raphael began to rock back and forth on his finger, deep rumbles rolling up his throat, his eyes, as Leo's finger pressed against his prostate. Raphael obliged, dropping down, his purple cock, semi-erect and slick with precum. “Fuck me,” he demanded. “Hard and fast. The way I like it.” “As you wish." Leo removed his finger and thrust his thick rod inside of Raphael, who gasped at the sudden penetration. "You okay?" Leo asked. “I’m fine. Get on with it already, Leo.” Leo pushed in further and deeper. Raphael fisted the bedclothes, his head thrown back in ecstasy, as Leo stabbed his prostate, making his toes curl and pleasure course throughout his body. Leo looked at Raphael’s flushed face and thought, he's so beautiful. A work of art. My Raphael. I love him so much and I know we’ll get through this heartache together and our love will be even stronger than before. “You’re so gorgeous, Raphie,” Leo whispered. “Do you know that?” “Fuck, Leo. Can’t ya at least say sexy?” Raphael groused. “Ah! That’s it. Keep goin’. Ah. Fuck, Leo! Fuck!” Leo chuckled and said, “You are. Accept it. My gorgeous takara.” “Only if I can call ya snookums.” “I don’t mind what you call me, Raph.” “Stop talkin’ and keep goin’.!” Leo lifted up Raphael’s legs, wrapping them around his waist, so he could go in even further. They continued rocking back and forth, until Leo came, churring Raphael’s name and emptying his seed deep inside of his brother. Raphael climaxed a few minutes later, yelling Leo’s name, his essence coating his plastron. Panting, Leo pulled out and looked at his still flushed brother, who had a satisfied grin on his face. “How do you feel, Raph?” Leo asked. “Much better,” Raphael said breathlessly. He opened his eyes and reached out his arms for Leo, who gently kissed him and wrapped his arms around him. They faced one another, basking in the afterglow, and Raphael said, “Nothin’ like a good stuffin’. Ya think maybe it’ll lead ta more babies, Leo?" “It could.” “I hope so. This is the perfect place ta raise a family. Ya were right ta bring us here. I love it.” Leo yawned and said, “I’m glad. Get some rest, Raphie. Tomorrow’s going to be interesting. We’ll be meeting the neighbors.” “Swell. I can’t wait ta wear my dress," Raphael said acerbically. “Still at least I won’t be the only one lookin’ like a chump,” Raphael added and smirked. “Ya'll be wearin’ suspenders and trousers. Nerdville." “I know it’s not ideal, but it’s what we have to do to blend in.” “Yeah. Green skin blends in well," Raphael said sarcastically. "They'll hopefully believe Eli when he tells them ‘bout our genetic disease and that I’m a girl.” “Maybe you should be mute. Easier to believe if you don’t speak, because of your deep voice.” “Good call,” Raphael said and yawned. “Do ya think Donnie and Mikey will come lookin’ for us?” “No. It’s just us, Raphie.” “Don’t get me wrong. I love it bein’ us, but I wish it were all of us, Leo. We’ve always been together and now it’s just us. Feels so strange.” “It does. Do you want to go home?” “And see Sensei? No. I’d rather poke my eyes out than see that dipshit. But I do miss Mikey and Donnie and hope we’ll see them someday.” “Me too, Raphie. Go to sleep,” Leo said and nuzzled his beak against Raphael’s. “Wanna talk for a bit. Leo, I don’t say it often enough, but…”Raphael said and choked back a sob, a tear rolling down his cheek. Leo gently thumbed it away and said, “It’s okay, baby. Don’t cry. I’m here.” “Let me speak. Thank ya for bein’ so strong when I was a total spazz after the babies died. I pride myself on bein’ brave and I was anythin’ but. I couldn’t have gotten through it without ya. I adore ya, Leo, so much, and I’d…I’d be a wreck without ya.” “You weren’t weak, Raph. Not at all You were courageous and devoted to our babies and ensured they’d have a proper burial here all while grieving. It was a tremendous loss and I’m so unbelievably proud of you. I’ve always admired your strength and determination and I always will. I love you with all of my being, Raphie, and I’m so glad and grateful you’re my mate. I couldn’t imagine sharing my life with anyone else.” “Sap,” Raphael teased, his eyes misty. He reached out a hand and stroked Leo’s cheek. “I can’t wait until we got a family, Leo. Our own. Babies ta spoil and ta play with. I loved bein’ a ninja, but the things I’ve always desired most are love and babies.” “You’ve always been the most sensitive, but you were afraid to show it and hid behind your rage.” Raphael nodded and said, “Ya make me feel okay ta be sensitive and talk ‘bout feelings, Leo. I just kept it all inside before." “And you help me to relax more. I’m not lame-o-nardo anymore.” Raphael grinned. “Yer still lame sometimes, but that’s okay. I love ya as ya are and I wouldn’t change nothin' ‘bout ya.” Leo rolled his eyes and said teasingly, “Who's the sappy one now?" Raphael stifled a yawn and said, “Ya rubbed offa me in more ways than one. Night, Fearless. I love ya.” Leo kissed him on the lips, lay down again, snuggled close to him and said, “Love you too, my takara. Always.” “Hey, Leo?” “Yeah?” “Hold me tighter and never let me go. I can still see that mass when I close my eyes sometimes.” Leo wrapped his arms tightly around his brother. Raphael nestled into his warmth, his beak pressed into the crook of Leo’s neck and soon drifted off to sleep. Leo watched him for a long time and listened to his soft snores. Then he also feel into a deep slumber. Chapter End Notes A/N I'm sorry I haven't updated in ages. Will update more often. Thank you for the feedback and kudos :) Next up, they'll meet the neighbors. ***** Rules ***** Chapter Summary Eli lays down some rules and Raph literally bumps into one of Eli's neighbors. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Eli cooked bacon and eggs and brewed coffee on the gas stove. Then they sat at the table and tucked in. "I've been meaning to ask," Leo said. "How do you warm up the water for baths, Eli?" “Solar. My community embraced it last year and it’s made a huge difference.” “What ‘bout washin' clothes, Eli?” Raphael asked. "Washing by hand in a basin and warming the water on the gas of course. We don’t believe in electric appliances.” “It has to be done and that’s the way we’ve done it for centuries.” “And ironin'?” “One of us heats the iron on the stove and the other irons. Our way is a modest life and that won’t change.” “Never seen TV?”Leo asked. The next morning, June 8, the brothers were wakened early by the crowing cock outside their window, as well as chirping birds and neighing horses could be heard in the distance. Leo chuckled and said, “Hate it, Raph?” “Nah. Kinda nice, actually, but it feels like it’s damn early and I’m still kinda tired.” Leo glanced at the watch he wore and said, “It’s just past four thirty. Early for us, but I bet Eli and his pals have been up for ages tending to their chores.” “Let them,” Raphael said and stifled a yawn. “I ain’t gonna get up yet and neither are ya.” There was a knock on the bedroom door and Eli said, “Time to get up. The cows need milking, the horses need grooming and the fields need to be plowed.” “Have fun, Leo!” Raphael said, pulling the covers over his head, as Leo got up. “I heard you, Raphael,” Eli said. “It’s time to make breakfast and there’s a church function this afternoon. I’m expected to bring something, so get up.” “Yes, my sweet wife,” Leo said and grinned. “Time to get dressed and to work, like a good wife.” “Fuck ya!” “Now that’s no way for a woman to talk,” Leo teased. “Well, I ain’t no chick and besides, ya like it when I cuss.” “Can I come in?” Eli asked. “Sure,” Leo said. Eli opened the door and smiled at them. “Morning. Isn’t it a beautiful day? How are you two?” “Are ya always so chipper so early?” Raphael asked irritably and scowled. Eli ignored the comment and said, “Sleep well?” “Like logs,” Leo said. “Thank you and don’t mind him. Raph’s not a morning person and can be grouchy, but he'll be fine after some coffee and breakfast. I’m raring to go.” Raphael’s stomach rumbled and he blushed. Eli laughed and said, “We usually do the chores before we eat, but I’ll make an exception today. Come along, my friends.” I hope we don’t gotta go ta that function, Raphael thought, as he and Leo followed Eli to the kitchen. I ain’t good at small talk and with strangers. XXXX “No and no desire to,” Eli said. “But I love reading and I have a huge library. Mostly the classics and the Bible. Nothing sordid of course. Our community is extremely conservative and believes in modesty. That’s why our girls wear plain clothes only and no patterned. They wear long sleeved, full solid-colored skirts and aprons and have their hair in a braid or bun and covered by a small bonnet and they may not wear jewelry or makeup. It’s seen as adornment and unnecessary and prideful. We believe that this modesty in dress is crucial in keeping our hearts and bodies pure. Single women wear a black bonnet and married women wear white. You’ll wear white of course, Raphael.” “You’re going to look so adorable in a bonnet, Raph, ” Leo said and grinned. Raphael grimaced at the image and said, “What ‘bout shoes, Eli?” We don’t wear them.” “We usually go barefoot in summer and just plain, closed shoes in winter. You can also can wear black stockings under your dress and have a cape.” “Yay, lucky me,” Raphael said sarcastically and sipped his coffee. "Me and Leo thought I’d be mute, because ain’t no way they’d believe I’m a girl if they hear my voice.” “Good idea.” “Do married men wear rings?” Leo asked. “According to tradition, most don’t,” Eli said. “Beards signify marriage and unshaven means one is single. You know about the black and white bonnets, but our community has decided that we can wear wedding rings if we want to. I’m a traditionalist, so I’ll decline if I ever get remarried, but you are free to.” “We will,” Raphael said. “He’s mine. Ain’t gonna let no Amish girl get her paws on him. They’re gonna know he’s taken and off limits forever.” Leo took Raphael’s hand in his and said, “Ever possessive, my love.” “As ya are of me. So, ya mentioned ya like readin’. Does that include porn?” Raphael said, earning a glare from Leo. “What’s that, Raphael?” Eli queried, raising an eyebrow. “People havin’ fun in a sexual way and provocative poses.” “Absolutely not!” Eli said and wrinkled his nose in disgust. “It’s contraband, along with alcohol, cigarettes, narcotics and guns. I take it you read that.” “I have done, but I don't no more since me and Leo hooked up." “That’s good, because your spouse is all you need, but should I ever find anything prohibited, I’d have to banish you. I can’t condone it. It’s morally wrong. Sex should be restricted to the bedroom. Not printed or written about and it shouldn’t be sordid.” “But you condone us, Eli,” Leo said. “And your church despises us. Isn’t that being hypocritical?” “You boys need a home and I’m willing to overlook that, but the rest I won’t be so lenient on. And remember, when you are together in public, refrain from indecent displays of affection.” “What’s indecent?” Raphael wanted to know. Eli blushed and said, “Groping, touching inappropriately and kissing. Only holding hands is acceptable. I know of one couple, who acted inappropriately in a forest and they were cast out of our community.” “They fucked?” Raphael said, enjoying the look of discomfort on Eli’s face at the crass words. “Raphael!” Leo said furiously. “Don’t be so crude. I’m sorry, Eli. Raph can be a bit blunt.” “I see. Yes, they were rather amorous and were supposed to wait for marriage.” “How scandalous,” Raphael said and laughed. “Hear that, Fearless? They gotta wait until marriage ta be laid. Ain’t that cute?” Eli bristled and said curtly, “I don’t appreciate you mocking my church, Raphael. Maybe you should leave if you can’t accept the rules of my community and find them a joke." Leo quickly said, "Raph means no offence, Eli. Honest. It’s just so different to what we know back home, but we can abide by your rules and we want to. I’m sorry. Right, Raph?” Leo elbowed him hard in the side when he didn't answer and said, “Right?” “Right,” Raphael said sulkily. “I didn’t mean ta upset ya, Eli. It’s just weird ta me. I’ll adapt and I’m grateful ta ya for takin’ us in.” “All right,” Eli said, mollified. “Apology accepted. “Finish your breakfast. Then we’ll figure out your wardrobe and get to the chores. Time’s marching and the function’s at four. We can’t be late.” Eli took them to his bedroom when they'd finished breakfast and washed and dried the dishes. XXXXXX Eli opened the wardrobe in his room and took out an item. Raphael's face fell when he saw it. It was the most hideous dress Raphael had ever seen. It was white, long sleeved and high necked with a matching white apron, black stockings, black shoes and had a matching white bonnet. “This belonged to my wife, Raphael,” Eli said. “She was tall and this may just fit you. We'll make adjustment if it doesn't and I'll buy material to make new dresses. And here are some panties she never wore." “Yay!” Raphael said sarcastically. “Go on, Raph,” Leo said. Raphael frowned and donned the panties. He then put on the stockings. I feel stupid, he thought in mortification. I’m a damn boy and I’m wearin’ panties and stockings. This ain’t right! This is hell. “Now the dress,” Eli said. Leo helped Raphael into the dress, which just fit him, although it was a tad short and didn’t quite cover his legs, and it felt tight over his shell. “Don’t ya say a word, Leo!” Raphael growled, as Leo first dressed him in the apron and then the bonnet. “You look cute!” Leo said with a chuckle. “So sweet. It’s so you!” Raphael bared his teeth and swung his fists at his mate. He loved Leo, but deriding him about his attire when he was already beyond embarrassed, was too much for his wounded pride. “Whoa!” Eli said, catching Raphael’s hands in his. “Don’t do that. We don’t believe in violence and anyway, you should be happy. You look the part now. Come and look at yourself in the mirror. May I present Abby." Eli steered Raphael to the mirror before he could comment and his jaw dropped when he saw himself. "I look like a sissy! A fuckin’ sissy!" Raphael hissed. "This is too much! I can’t do this, Leo. I can’t!” Raphael ripped the dress and bonnet off and tossed them onto the floor. Then he stomped out of the house, tears running down his cheeks. Not looking where he was going, as the tears continued to fall, Raphael collided with a young brunette and dark eyed woman on the porch. She looked up, saw him, reached for her umbrella by her side and beating him with it, yelled, “Go back to the swamps, monster!” Chapter End Notes A/N Thanks for all the wonderful comments and kudos. You guys are the best. Will Eli be able to rescue Raph out of this mess? ***** Sariah ***** Chapter Summary The woman attacking Raph with her umbrella is Eli's friend, Sariah, and they all chat. The Turtles' secret is revealed, because Eli thinks she can be trusted. Raph swears a lot and is openly hostile. Sariah apologises and brings a cake later on, but is she sincere? Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Raphael threw up his hands, trying to ward off the blows, and said, “I ain’t no monster, lady! Stop!” But his plea went ignored. In pursuit of Raphael and hearing the commotion, Eli and Leo saw the woman attacking him. “Stop, Riah!” Eli shouted. "Come inside and I'll explain everything." “Fine, but they sure look like it,” the woman said and followed Eli, Raphael and Leo inside. XXXXX Eli closed the front door. The woman glanced at Leo and Raphael and said, "I came over to ask if you could fix my wagon and I find…What’s going on? Where did these creatures come from, Eli?” “First things first. Introductions need to be made. Leo and Raphael, this is my friend, Sariah Flowers. Sariah, this is Leo.” Leo extended a hand and said, “Pleasure to meet you, Miss Flowers.” “Uh, sure,” Sariah said, shaking it awkwardly and trying not to recoil. Raphael said nothing, furious at how he’d been treated by yet another human. Leo shot him a dirty look and he sulkily stuck out a hand and said, “Yeah. What he says.” Sariah shook it and said, “What are they, Eli? And why are they here? Has anyone seen them?” “What order do ya want that in?” Raphael said snarkily, earning a glare from his mate. “Sarcastic one, isn’t he?” Sariah said. “Well, it is the lowest form of wit.” Raphael glowered and said testily, “I can tell ya jokes. Wanna hear some? How many Mormons does it take ta change a light bulb?” “Raph!” Leo hissed. “How many?” Sariah asked. “None,” Raphael said. “Because they don’t got no fuckin’ electricity!” Sariah pursed her lips in disgust and said icily, “Crude too. Nice friends you have, Eli!” “Be grateful he didn’t start his dirty jokes,” Leo said. “I can if ya want," Raphael said with a smirk. “What do ya call a girl, who likes cocks?” “You mean roosters?” Sariah asked naively. Raphael snorted and said, “Oh. She’s a hoot! Roosters, as if!” Mortified Raphael was being rude to the girl he had a crush on, Eli chimed in and said, “No more of that. Thank you very much, Raphael, but Sariah has no interest in distasteful jokes. She’s a classy lady!” “That’s code for stick-in-the-mud, ain’t it?” “Raphael!” “I’m curious,” Sariah said. “No,” Eli said firmly. “You’re not! Raphael, enough! Do you understand?” “I hear ya. Don’t gotta say it twice. I ain’t got Alzheimer's!” “Good! Sariah, I’m so sorry, but kids today. You know how they are. Have no manners,” Eli said, and scowled at Raphael, who ignored him and studied his nails. “Modern kids, but not in our congregation," Sariah said. "They must be from elsewhere, where discipline is not enforced with those accents. They’re kids? They’re huge.” “I can show ya somethin’ else that’s huge?” Raphael said with a grin. He really disliked Sariah and loved pushing her buttons. “Like what?” Sariah asked innocently. “You don’t want to know!” Leo said quickly. “Raph's sorry for annoying you. He’s going through a really difficult time. We lost our baby, he’s grieving and acting out's his way of dealing with it. I’m so sorry.” “How can a boy have babies?” Sariah asked in confusion. “Unless he is really a she.” “I’m all male, apart from the parts that ain’t,” Raphael said. “I really don’t understand. You have a deep voice, you’re muscular and clearly male, yet you had a baby. Is this some kind of weird joke? Who are these strange….things, Eli?” “I ain’t no fuckin’ thing!” Raphael said hotly, his golden eyes blazing. “I’m a walkin’, talkin’, feelin’ mutant turtle and I got both male and female parts, but I ain’t no freak! Get that though yer head, lady! How'd ya like bein' called a thing and treated like yer an abomination?” “Raphael, calm down,” Eli said, looking at Sariah’s shocked expression. “No! I’m fuckin’ tired of everyone treatin’ us like we’re cursed freaks! And don’t tell me ta shut up either, Leo! I know ya wanna! We’re male mutant turtles, who got kicked outta our dad’s place, because we fell in love and Leo thought we’d be safe here among yer people, whom some people regard as weird! Eli was kind enough ta take us in, but I can see that we ain’t wanted here and we’ll just leave, okay? We’ll find somewhere else ta go. I’m sorry for all the trouble, Eli. We just wanted some place ta belong and ta raise a family.” “Raphael, you don’t have to…” Eli began. “How old are you, Raphael?” Sariah asked, moved by the speech and remembering when she’d gone into the outside world at sixteen and the way she’d been treated for being a Mormon and all the horrible names she’d been called: weird, freak, outsider, Bible lady. She hadn’t adjusted to the outside world at all and had soon moved back home, happy with her plain, ordinary life. She didn’t miss the glitz and glamor of the city at all. “Fifteen. Leo’s sixteen.” Sariah smiled softly and said, “We got off to a bad start. I am sorry for hitting you with my umbrella. I did not know what you were and that you were Eli’s friend. He has good judgment. I hope you will accept my apology and that we can start afresh.” “Why?” Raphael said suspiciously and narrowing his eyes. “Why the sudden changea heart?” “I resonate with a lot of what you said. I was sixteen when I went to the city and I was mocked for my religion, my personality, my attire and I didn’t fit in. I was miserable and soon returned home. I do not miss the city at all. I was born here, I will get married here and I will die here and I’m happy with that. You do not have to leave, Raphael.” “Why not? Ya hate me and Leo, ‘cause we’re different from ya and ain’t that bein’ hypocritical after all ya’ve gone through ? And we’re gay. Ya frown ‘pon that!” “I do not understand males liking males, but it is not my place to judge you. It is none of my business.” “Got that straight!” “Raph, she’s trying to be nice,” Leo said, placing a hand on his shoulder. “You boys really have nowhere to go, do you?” Sariah asked. “No,” Leo said. “That’s why we hoped so badly that this would be a fresh start.” “It will be, Leo. Is that short for something?” “Leonardo.” “Right. This is your new home, but I do not know what the community will think, Eli.” “I’m going to tell them they are relatives from my father’s side, who came from the city," Eli said. "And that they have a genetic disease that makes them look like turtles. No one will query it, knowing I do not lie.” “Except those, who’ve been to the city,” Sariah interjected. “And who have knowledge of that thing called the Net. You type in information and it searches for you. They will not believe you.” “Perhaps not, but what am I supposed to do, Sariah? These boys have no family and nowhere to turn. I can’t cast them out.” “I know….Our community believes that people are punished if they do something bad, right?" “Yes, so?” “Well, perhaps the boys’ families did something wrong and they were turned into turtles, because of it. And Raphael and Leo were baby turtles when they were born." “Witchcraft? “I think genetic disease is a better explanation for their appearances, Riah. The community will feel sorry for them, but cursed, no. They’ll think they’re touched and it could be like Salem!” “Ya mean they’d burn us at the stake?” Raphael asked, his eyes wide in panic. “Yes, Raphael," Sariah said. “Fine. We’ll go with what you said and pray they believe you. You boys can’t show your affection openly. You know that, right?” “Yeah. And we thought I’d dress as a girl, so no one will be suspicious when I have a baby. I also know I got a deep voice, so I’m gonna be mute.” “Good idea. I have some spare clothes that might fit you. I’ll fetch them. Are you experienced with cooking?” “Not much.” “Embroidery?” “Only knittin’. Gave me somethin’ ta do when I wasn’t practicin’ ninjitsu.” “What is that?” “Martial arts. Fightin’.” “Baking?” “No.” “Then you have a lot to learn. I trust Eli will see to you, Leo, and that you are suitably dressed.” Leo nodded and said, “Yes.” “What about your wagon, Riah?” Eli asked. "It can wait," Sariah said. "You need a feminine name, Raphael.” “I picked one. Abby. “Great. I’m going home to get the clothes," Sariah said. See you soon.” When she’d gone, Raphael said, “Can she be trusted, Eli?” “I’d trust her with my life. She’s a wonderful girl. Kind, caring and a real smart lass too.” “Aw. Someone's got a crush on her!” Raphael teased. Eli blushed and said, “She’s a good person, Raphael. She will keep your secret.” “Does she know you like her, Eli?” Leo asked. “I was going to ask her to the barn dance this Saturday, but I don’t know. Sariah is so wonderful and I’m not.” “Oh. Yer awesome, Eli,” Raphael said. “And she’d be lucky ta have ya, as would any girl or boy if ya were that way inclined. I'd consider ya if ya were and I wasn't with Leo. Yer definitely a catch. Yer handsome, clever, funny and generous.” “Um, thanks, Raphael,” Eli said and flushed. “Yeah. Keep me in mind if ya wanna switch ta the other team,” Raphael said with a wink, earning a prod in his side from a pissed off Leo. “Relax, Leo! I was just messin’. I'd never want no one but ya,” Raphael said and captured Leo’s lips in a passionate kiss that made Eli’s eyes almost bug out. He wasn’t used to such open displays of affection. Leo and Raphael broke apart a few minutes later and catching Eli gaping at them, Raphael said, "What? Ain’t ya never seen people in love before?” “Rules,” Eli muttered. “Remember them. Leonardo, come with me to my room. Time to get dressed and then to work.” “Okay, Eli,” Leo said and kissed Raphael on the lips. “Love you, Raph. Have fun with Sariah!” Love ya too, baby.” There was a knock on the door a few minutes later. Peering through the keyhole, Raphael saw Sariah. He opened the door and she stepped inside. Armed with two white dresses and holding a basket in the other hand, Sariah smiled. "I found two white dresses my mother said I could have for my new married friend. You consider yourself married, right, Raphael?? I'd have to go look for brown if not..." “Yeah. I consider myself married ta Leo, but we’re gonna have a ceremony too sometime.” A delicious aroma wafted from the basket. Raphael sniffed the air and added, “What’s in the basket?” “Something for you. Leo said you had a miscarriage and every girl loves a treat when she’s hurting, right? I saw people eating ice in the city, so I thought…I know you’re not a girl, but you…You do like sweet things, right?” “Ya didn’t have ta,” Raphael said, touched by her gesture. “I mean, I was so rude ta ya and…” “I know, but I wanted to. We’ll have a bite. Then we'll get to work, okay?” “What did ya make?” “I’ll show you in the kitchen.” XXXX Sariah placed the dresses on the back of a chair in the kitchen and began unpacking the basket. Raphael’s eyes lit up when he saw a luscious looking chocolate cake and his mouth began to water. There was also a box of delectable looking shortbread cookies. Homemade too, no doubt, Raphael thought. He loved desserts and Mikey often surprised him and made them. Raphael, especially, loved chocolate. “Go on. Try it,” Sariah encouraged and grabbed a plate and a knife from a drawer. She cut a large slice and added, “I meant what I said, Raphael. I am sorry.” The emerald skinned turtle smiled, picked up the piece and took a large bite. He chewed, happiness shining in his eyes. He’d never tasted anything so incredible. It far surpassed Mikey’s chocolate cake. Mikey, he thought with a twinge of sadness. Man, I miss the squirt. Then reminding himself that Mikey and Don were the past and that he should forget them, Raphael focussed on the cake and took another bite. “It good, Raphael?” Sariah asked with a smile. “Fantastic. Thank ya. I need the recipe. Leo ain’t much of a dessert freak, but he’d go crazy for this!” “It’s a secret recipe passed down from my great-great-great grandmother.” “I see,” Raphael said disappointedly. “But I will share it with you and you can pass it down to your children.” “Really?” Raphael asked in surprise. “Yes, but no one outside the house must know.” “Ya got a deal,” Raphael said and continued eating until he was finished. Then he licked his fingers and said, “Wow. That was freakin’ amazin'. Thank ya, Sariah. I wish I could bake and cook like that.” “I will show you, Raphael, and you’re welcome, but first, let’s get you dressed,” Sariah said and grabbed the dresses. “I will show you how to walk like a lady too. Come with me.” Raphael followed her to the bedroom he and Leo shared and thought, Maybe things will work out after all and Sariah and I'll be friends. She did bring a cake, so she’s harmless, right? Leo says I’m always too distrustful and I gotta trust more. He’s right. I’m gonna be nice ta her. I mean, Eli likes her, so she’s a good person, right? Chapter End Notes A/N Long overdue, I know. Sorry for the wait. This chapter is for Silvia. E. :) Can Sariah be trusted? End Notes This is now a new series. :) Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!