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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      South_Park
  Relationship:
      Craig_Tucker/Tweek_Tweak
  Character:
      Tweek_Tweak, Craig_Tucker, Kenny_McCormick, Token_Black, Clyde_Donovan,
      Tweek_Tweak's_Parents, Will_add_more_characters_as_i_go, Eric_Cartman,
      Ruby_Tucker, Bebe_Stevens, Wendy_Testaburger, Stan_Marsh, Kyle
      Broflovski, Henrietta_Biggle, Michael_(South_Park:_Raisins), Laura_Tucker
  Additional Tags:
      south_park_-_Freeform, creek_-_Freeform, tweek_tweak_-_Freeform,
      Feelings, Eventual_Smut, Eventual_Romance, Fluff, Denial_of_Feelings,
      Child_Neglect, Drug_Use, alcohol_use, Alternate_Universe_-_High_School,
      Underage_Drinking
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-12-27 Completed: 2017-05-10 Chapters: 14/14 Words: 15790
****** Invisible ******
by CreekOTP
Summary
     Tweek has always felt invisible, like he's on the outside.
     His parent's are never around when he needs them.
     Craig is the only one that truly cares about him.
     *I added the Underage warning to cover myself! Even though 16 is the
     age of consent in the UK, I know it's not in other countries. Also
     due to the fact they're drinking underage too!*
Notes
     So this is my new multi-chapter fic
     I'm not quite sure where I'm going with this, I've got ideas but this
     might be a long-ish fic.
     I just really wanted to explore writing as Tweek.
***** Just Best Friends *****
Do you ever feel invisible? Like you're in a room full of people and you could
be screaming at the top of your lungs and no one would even notice. That's
exactly how I feel. I could just disappear for a week and then come back and no
one would question it.
Well Craig would. I suppose he wouldn't even let me disappear. Craig's my best
friend and it's the one that sort of keeps me together. My parents on the other
hand...
My parents are work-a-holics. Their business is their baby. I honestly don't
know why they even bothered to have me when they usually forget I even exist
unless they want me for something such as covering for them at the shop when
they want to go off on vacation for a week or two. I can remember one time when
I was about thirteen they went away for a month. My mom left me a fucking note
for when I got home from school to say they've gone to Jamaica and they'll be
back soon. Then when they returned all I got was "Hi Tweek, how has the shop
been?"
Seriously. No apology or anything. No "how are you son?" I really don't know
why I didn't call Social Services.
So I decided to try act out to gain their attention, I started smoking weed and
getting drunk at the weekend. My parents even walked in on me, Craig, Clyde,
Token and Kenny passing round a bong and they were like "oh have fun boys!"
Now any normal parent would freak out about five sixteen year olds sat around
smoking weed, but mine? Didn't even bat an eyelid. I suppose the advantage of
that was we would be able to smoke somewhere other than Kenny's house. None of
us like Kenny's house, I don't even think Kenny likes it there. That's probably
why he drifts between different groups, whenever anyone has to go home or their
parents won't let Kenny stay at theirs, he'll just move onto the next person.
None of us even like him that much. Apart from Clyde, but Clyde likes just
about anyone. You've got to do something really bad to make Clyde not like you,
like Cartman when he made fun of Clyde's mom being dead. I don't think I've
ever seen Clyde that pissed off and Cartman had two black eyes for about a
month. Token tolerates Kenny because he's like the politest kid you'll ever
meet, I suppose he feels sorry for Kenny because he's poor. Craig on the other
hand will openly tell Kenny to fuck off, which Kenny responds that he's the one
supplying his weed so he should fuck off.
I don't mind Kenny too much, like he sells me weed then I can relax and not
think about the shit that goes through my mind when I'm not high or drunk. But
he's one of those guys who are way too touchy-feely for my liking. The only one
I can tolerate being close to me is Craig. I don't know why but it feels sort
of right whenever we're high as fuck and holding eachother in my bed. Fuck that
sounds gay.
"Come on Tweek let's just make out for like two minutes that's all you'll need
and you'll be all over me!" Kenny put an arm around me which I immediately
wriggled out of. We were all sat on the floor of my bedroom with a crate of
beer.
"Fuck off man! I'm not even gay!" I moved closer towards Craig and took a sip
of my can.
"Is that the chat up line you use on all the girls?" Token raised an eyebrow.
"I swear it works! Tweek's just an asshole in denial!" Kenny protested,
"Everyone has a gay side to them."
"Well his gay side is clearly not attracted to you." Craig stated.
"My gay side is attracted to you, Token!" Clyde laughed, wrapping his arms
around Token. He got drunk way too easily. It didn't take me much to get drunk
but I was only slightly tipsy whereas Clyde was off his head.
"I'm so flattered." Token dead-panned, trying to push Clyde off of him but
Clyde wouldn't stop clinging onto him. "Clyde I swear to God if you don't get
off of me I'm calling your dad to come pick you up." Clyde immediately let go.
"No don't call my dad! He'll fucking kill me!" Clyde started crying.
"Jesus Christ." Craig huffed, "this is why you shouldn't drink Clyde. You end
up crying." Craig grabbed another can.
Clyde sniffed, "Only because Token upset me by not loving me! LOVE ME TOKEN
DAMN IT!"
Craig rolled his eyes, Clyde was an emotional drunk. The slightest thing could
change his mood, which obviously was never his fault. It's a good thing my
parents don't give a shit about what I do because Clyde was being quite loud.
That's if they were even at home.
I felt a hand on my thigh, "So Tweek..." Kenny grinned at me, "Do ya wanna love
me?" His hand was getting closer to my dick, I moved further away.
"McCormick I swear to fucking God if you keep harassing Tweek I'll kick your
ass!" Craig growled, stranding up which Kenny did too.
"Oh I'm sorry!" Kenny smirked, "I'll let you join in too! To let you explore
your gay side..."
What happened next happened so fast. Craig punched Kenny in the face then had
him on the floor constantly hitting him whilst Kenny was attempting to fight
back, occasionally managing a few punches.
Clyde had stopped crying because he was finding the whole thing hilarious.
Token was trying to pull Craig off of Kenny, "Dude get off him for fuck's sake!
Tweek's parents can probably hear all of this!"
"Seriously just stop it Craig!" I tried to tell him but they carried on
fighting. I fucking hate fights. Especially when Craig is involved, Kenny is
crazy I just didn't want Craig to get hurt. I just wanted us to be sat around
having a laugh like earlier. I could feel my chest tighten, the room started
spinning, my heart racing. I could feel one of my panic attacks coming and the
last thing I wanted is for it to be in front of everyone.
"Why the fuck does no one ever listen to me!" I shouted, "Am I that fucking
invisible!"
Craig suddenly stopped, "I'm sorry Tweek." he turned to face me with splashes
of blood on his face.
"Dude you're fucked up," Kenny got up "you've got fucking issues." and he left.
I sat down on my bed, breathing in and out slowly. Trying to block out
everything in this room. Clyde was crying again, asking if I'm okay. Token was
trying to shut up Clyde. I felt hands on my shoulders. I looked up and Craig's
eyes met mine.
"Tweek. I'm sorry, but he was all over you. I had to stop him." Craig told me.
"I can look after myself Craig! I'm not weak like everyone seems to think!" I
snapped, "You know I hate fights."
"I know, I should of calmed down. Something just snapped inside me."
"I'm just sick of everyone ignoring me, Craig!" I sighed, "I just feel like
everyone is in this box and I'm stuck outside."
I could see Craig's eyes slightly water, "I swear I'll do everything I can to
stop you feeling this way." he held me to his chest.
"See Token, Craig is all caring towards Tweek!" Clyde whined, "It's too cute!
Why can't we be all cute together?"
Token sighed, "because we're not gay. Now shut up Clyde you're drunk."
"We're not gay," I mumbled, "Just best friends."
"They're just jealous of what we have." Craig held me tighter...
***** Max it *****
Chapter Summary
     Finally chapter 2!
     Sorry it took so long. The next won't I swear!
I woke up to Clyde's foot in my face. The guys ended up staying round as it got
late and I said my parents don't care. It was supposed to be me and Craig in my
bed and Token and Clyde on blow-up beds but Clyde decided that he felt lonely
so he ended up at the bottom of my bed. I lifted his foot away from me.
Disgusting. I don't know why I even let him in my bed.
It was nice having Craig next to me though. It made me feel less alone,
especially as he was practically spooning me. It felt nice. It made me feel
safe...
I must've fallen asleep because I was woken up by Clyde bouncing on my bed.
"You guys are so fucking cute! You were fucking spooning!"
"Clyde shut the fuck up." Craig grumbled, pulling the sheets over his head,
"How are you not hungover?"
Clyde shrugged, "Not sure. I feel fine!"
"Well I don't so shut the fuck up." Craig is not a morning person, especially
after he's been drinking. I looked at my clock, it was nearly eight and we had
school at half past.
"Come on Craig we've got school," Token said, "I'll get us McDonald's on the
way if you get up now."
"YES! I FUCKING LOVE YOU DUDE!" I swear Clyde gets way too excited over food. I
don't even like eating in the morning, just a coffee will keep me going until
lunch but if Token is offering then I might as well.
"Can we just skip?" Craig mumbled, "Tweek, your parents won't mind if I stay
here?"
"They probably wouldn't care if all of us stayed here but your parents will
care."
"My parents are assholes." he sighed and got out of bed. I really hate it when
people talk shit about their parents who clearly love and care about them. I
would love to have a mom like Craig's, yes she's over protective but at least
she actually gives a damn about Craig and his sister, Ruby. He isn't exactly
close to his dad but he's always there for him. Unlike mine.
I was set to go on a huge rant about how he doesn't know how lucky he is but I
just settled for, "They care about you."
I'm pretty sure the guys have at least a few outfits at my house as they're
always here so clean clothes for them wasn't a problem. We were just about to
leave when I heard a knock on my door.
I opened the door to my parents stood there with a suitcase each. I scowled at
them, looks like they're going away last minute without even talking to me
about it.
"Tweek, we need you to run the shop today because we've got a flight at
eleven." my dad told me.
"You're so fucking irresponsible! I've got school!"
"School doesn't matter, Honey. You can earn money!" my mom smiled. That woman
is always so calm, I swear she steals my weed without me noticing.
"Yes it does Mom!" I raised my voice, forgetting everyone was watching, "Call
Henrietta or someone who hasn't got to go to school!"
"Well okay, I've left my credit card on the kitchen table for emergencies!" my
mom smiled, "Make sure to close the shop tonight!"
"Is that all you two fucking care about?" I shouted, "Money and your fucking
stupid coffee shop!"
"Dude, that's your parents you're yelling out." Token warned.
"They don't care!" I yelled, "They don't care about anyone but themselves!" I
turned to my parents, "Go on, fuck off and enjoy India or China wherever the
fuck you're going!"
"We'll talk about this when we're home." my dad warned. Yeah right!
"What in like a month's time when you'll probably forget?"
"Bye Tweek, we'll bring you back presents from Germany!" my mom said to me as
if I was five years old. Fucking Germany! They're going halfway across the
world and only just telling me, they are so irresponsible it's unbelievable!
I shut my bedroom door without a word. I can't even be bothered to ask when
they're back, I'll wait for them to text me in about a week whenever they
remember they actually have a son. I noticed the guys were staring at me.
"This is nothing new." I told them, breaking the silence.
"How long they going for?" Clyde asked.
I shrugged, "I just found out they're going. Now just drop it okay. Don't let
anyone else know about this. Let's go to school."
"Dude, are you okay?" Craig looked concerned.
"I'm fine, it doesn't matter." I can't deal with this now, I find it hard to
actually talk to people about how I'm feeling. I could talk to Craig but I'd
rather do it without Clyde and Token here. No offence to them, they're cool and
everything but Craig is the only person I feel I could speak to about things
like this.
Just before we left my house I went into the kitchen and spotted my mom's
credit card.
"Hey guys, still up for McDonald's?" I asked, "It's on me."
I'm gonna max out this card. That will fucking show them.
***** I promise you *****
Chapter Summary
     I had aimed for this to be out 2 days ago but I just kept adding and
     changing bits -____-
     Hope you enjoy!
We arrived at Park County High late and apparently "the queue in McDonald's
drive-thru was long" which Clyde had told our Principal, isn't a good enough
excuse. However as none of us had been late in a long time, PC. Principal let
it slide. He ended up leaving South Park Elementary back when we were in sixth
grade when he got offered the job at the High School.
We all hurried to our first classes. Mine was Math, which I don't mind the
subject but none of my friends are with me in that class and I have to sit next
to Eric Cartman of all people. Fatter than ever and even more bat-shit insane
than he was back when I used to hang around with him in fourth grade. I have no
idea how he's not been locked up for good. He did more time in Juvi back in
eighth grade, no one knows what he did about from Butters and Kenny, who
wouldn't tell anyone. It seems that whatever happened they were involved and
seemed to get off lightly.
Anyway, Math with Cartman can go one of two ways. He either ignores me all
lesson which for once I actually don't mind being ignored or he'll try to see
how far he can push me.
By the looks of it, today is the second option.
I walked into class, already five minutes late to see Cartman smiling evily at
me. Sighing, I took a seat next to him. I could already tell it was gonna be a
long hour.
"Why you late, Freak? Been screwing with your boyfriend again?"
"Fuck off, fatass." I muttered, he was clearly referring to Craig. Just because
two guys hang around eachother doesn't make them gay, right? I know it must
look odd seeing as neither of us had ever had serious girlfriends, but I don't
know I've never felt that way about any girl.
I felt a sharp jab in my side, "Ay! Just because you look like an anorexic
junkie doesn't make me fat!"
I'm not that slim? Surely?
"I heard your fag boyfriend beat the shit out of Kenny for coming onto you."
Cartman snorted.
I tried to ignore him. Just breathe, Tweek and concentrate on your work.
Breeeeaaaathe.
"Fag! I'm fucking talking to you!"
"Leave me the fuck alone!" I just wish I had someone to stick up for me in this
class. No one ever did when Cartman started his shit.
"Language, Tweek!" Our teacher, Mr. Johnson said sternly.
Had he not heard everything Cartman said!?
"I was fucking provoked!" I exclaimed, not even caring now.
"Mr. Johnson! Tweek's naughty language is really offending me! All I did was
ask about Tweek and his boyfriend." Cartman whined.
"He's not my fucking boyfriend!" I yelled. I could feel all eyes on me, and I
just wanted the ground to swallow me.
"Go to the councillers office now!" Mr. Johnson ordered. With pleasure,
anything to get out of this class.
*******
"Now Tweek, using fowl language is inappropriate m'kay," Mr. Mackey droaned on.
He's another teacher from Elementary that somehow got promoted. The guy is
alright but goes on and on and on.
"So I get in trouble, yet Cartman is allowed to freely harass me almost every
Math class?" I asked, "You all know what he's like but won't do anything about
it!"
"Eric is a... difficult student. We need to be careful around him m'kay..." Mr.
Mackey sounded uneasy.
"You're all fully grown adults and you're all scared of him!" I exclaimed, "You
all know I'm classed as 'mentally ill' yet you all let him harass me! You're
disgusting."
Mr. Mackey looked at me slightly concerned, "This isn't like you, Tweek. Is
anything going on at home, m'kay?"
Mr. Mackey doesn't know the entire extent of my home life. He knows that it's
not the best and my parents work a lot but the most I've said is that me and my
parents don't get on that well, which isn't exactly a lie but I couldn't say
anything there's no way. As much as CPS should been called, I could risk being
sent away to a new town where I don't know anyone and I'll be away from Craig
and I couldn't handle that!
"Everything's fine." was all I said.
After he realised he wasn't getting anything out of me, I was allowed to go. I
left the office to find Craig sat outside.
"Flipped off Garrison for yelling at me for being late," Craig smirked, "So I
ended up here."
"Fatass pissed me off and I got in trouble for him harassing me. I hate the
teachers here for much, I've had enough!"
"Wanna skip?" Craig offered, "My parents are at work til six so we'll be fine."
"You don't have to get in trouble for me."
"I'll deal with my parents when the time comes. Anyway your happiness is more
important." he smiled at me, which is rare for Craig.
*******
"Want me to kick Cartman's ass for you?"
I'd just finished telling Craig what happened with Cartman. We were sat in his
bath smoking a joint with the window wide open to get rid of the smell as he
won't let anyone smoke in his room because of his Guinea Pigs, Twitch and
Stripe Jr. It was cramped as fuck, if anyone could see us it would look so gay
but it felt kind of nice being sat close together like that.
"Nah, it's cool. Believe me, I was close." I sighed, "I suppose after
everything with my parents this morning it just really got to me."
"Your parents suck. I don't know how they can do that to you."
I suppose I've always been used to my parents being irresponsible and never
being there when I need them but it had recently started to get to me, "Is it
my fault? Because I'm so screwed up?" it might of been the weed that had made
me start pouring my heart out to him, "I just wish my parents fucking cared
about me. It's like I don't even fucking exist half of the time unless it's
convenient for anyone! Sometimes I think it would be easier if it wasn't here
anymore."
I felt Craig's arms wrap around me, "Don't you ever say that. Where would I be
without you? The world could do with more people like you."
I could probably argue that he was just saying that to make me happy but Craig
isn't the type to sugar-coat anything. Hearing what he'd told me made me feel
warm inside. I felt like someone actually cared about me.
Suddenly there was banging on the bathroom door.
"Craig open the fucking door!" A girl's voice shouted through the door, which
belonged to Craig's sister, Ruby.
I looked at my phone, how could it be 3:30 already?
"CRAIG! I know you're in there, I can smell the weed through this door you
fucking idiot! If you don't open this door RIGHT NOW I'm telling Mom you
skipped and you're doing DRUGS!"
Craig sighed and got up and unlocked the door. As soon as she saw me she
smirked.
"What's this Craig? Having butt-sex in the bathroom?"
"Shut the fuck up Ruby, what do you know you're like twelve." Craig flipped her
off.
Ruby flipped him off back, "I'm thirteen you asshole!" she snapped at him, she
then looked at me, "Hi Tweek! Sorry for the yelling, wanna hang out in my room?
Can I brush your hair?"
Ruby is obsessed with my hair, it's incredibly thick and very blonde, which I
suppose many girls would kill for but I've given up attempting to get a brush
through it most days because it will always end up looking a complete mess.
Craig grabbed my arm and led me to his room, "Leave Tweek alone, you're being a
creep."
"Just because you want him for yourself. All this denial is getting rather
boring, go makeout with eachother and be done with it."
In reply, Craig slammed his bedroom door in her face, "Ignore her, she always
acts weird when you're about. I think she's got a crush on you."
"What the fuck? She's like three years younger than me! I wouldn't go there."
Ruby is a nice girl, but even if she was the same age as me I wouldn't go
there. I mean she is quite pretty I suppose, but I'm just not interested.
Craig's phone started buzzing, "What!?" he snapped down the phone, "No we're at
my house... Because we are! No you're not coming over! Because I said so Clyde,
my parents will be home soon. Fine but no weed, Ruby already caught us
earlier." Craig hung up, "Clyde and Token are coming round," he said to me, "I
don't know why we can't just go to Token's house."
I would of rather it of just been me and Craig for the rest of the evening but
I suppose having Clyde and Token round will take my mind off everything for a
while. "Thank you for earlier. I just needed to let it all out."
Craig pulled me into a hug, "I promise you, I'm gonna do my best to stop you
feeling this way."
***** Drunk Confessions *****
Chapter Summary
     I'm getting better at updating this one! I'm still not going with the
     flow but I'm kind of getting at where I want :)
     And I'm so sorry it ends on a cliffhanger hehehe ;D
I figured that as Clyde and Token were coming over I might as well order Pizza
Hut. It's safe to say I went all out, large pizza each with deserts and sides
aswell as a bottle of coke. Craig tried to talk me out of it but insisted that
my parents are assholes and deserve it. It's not as if they'll miss it. If they
can blow their money on going on all these vacations then they can afford this.
"Tweek I fucking love you!" was Clyde's reaction when they arrived at Craig's
and immediately helped himself to a pizza.
Token rolled his eyes at our easily pleased friend, "You seriously didn't use
your mom's card?"
I shrugged, "Doubt she'll even notice anyway. She did say I can use it."
Clyde stopped into to open his bag, "Now Craig you did say no weed, but is this
alright?" he held up a bottle of Smirnoff proudly.
"No its not you dumbass! If my parents find out they'll kill me! Where did you
get that anyway?"
"Kenny. He's got a fake ID so he went to the off-licence for us. He says he
wants some though so he'll be round. Was thinking of inviting Bebe and some
chicks too!"
"That prick isn't setting foot in my house. Besides we're not drinking here."
Clyde turned to me, "Come on Tweek, you've got a free house! Help me out
please, I might get some tonight!"
"No! We came here so I could get away from my house!" I protested.
"Don't be a dick, Tweek. Your parents are on the other side of the world, it's
not as if they're gonna storm in anytime soon. Please Tweek, I need to win Bebe
over!"
"Leave Tweek alone he clearly doesn't want to." Token sighed, trying to help.
I turn to Craig, "What do you think?"
"I'll happily get drunk just not in my house," Craig replied, "and McCormick is
not allowed near me within touching distance."
I reluctantly agreed as long as no one went upstairs, it was just Bebe, a
couple of her friends and Kenny and no one made a mess.
*****
"Clyde you dick!" Craig yelled, "You told Tweek a few people!"
It was a couple of hours later and my house was full of drunk teenagers. Clyde
was sat on my couch with a vodka and coke in one hand and Bebe Stevens in the
other whilst looking pleased with himself.
"Relax Craig, go find a chick to get your willy wet then maybe you'll stop
being so uptight!" Clyde laughed whilst slowly moving his hand to Bebe's boobs.
"Dude you're sick." Craig scowled and dragged me away with him to the kitchen
and poured two vodka redbulls and handed on to me, I took a sip. Disgusting.
"They'd better leave soon," I slammed by head into my hands, "I hate being
around loads of people."
"Relax Tweek!" I heard from behind me, it was Kenny sporting a huge black eye.
"Fuck off, like now." Craig said, looking pissed off and quickly downed his
drink.
"Look, I'm not here to cause trouble!" Kenny explained, "I crossed a line
yesterday and I'm sorry okay!"
Craig shrugged, "You know I'm not gonna apologise."
"Just a hug?" Kenny offered.
"Don't fucking push it asshole." Craig said whilst quickly giving him a 'bro
hug' which seemed good enough for Kenny.
"Right I know this was Clyde's doing so what I'll do is keep an eye on anyone
that acts like a dick and I'll try kick out people as fast as possible."
"Why are you helping?" I asked Kenny, he's not usually the type to get involved
in everyone's shit.
"Because I'm a damn nice person sometimes!" Kenny huffed and walked off.
"That was weird." I said to Craig.
"Suppose he's not that bad of a guy... sometimes," Craig reluctantly said,
"Come on Tweek do some shots with me!"
I sighed but agreed, I don't even like vodka that much but it's nice to forget
what's going on for a while. It was just me and Craig sat at my kitchen table
having a laugh as everyone else was either being sick or making out with
eachother.
"Ay Fag Freak! You've run out of beer!"
I turned around to see fucking Cartman stood in the doorway.
"Get the fuck out of here fatass," I sighed, "Seriously stop being a dick. Go
buy your own beer like everyone else has."
"That's not a way to treat your guest now is it?"
"Fuck off you fat piece of shit!" Craig slurred, whilst attempting to stand up.
"Awh look it's Freak's faggy boyfriend defending him, isn't that cute?"
Craig shoved him hard, "His name is Tweek. He is not a Fag and we are not
boyfriends," he snarled, getting right in his face. Cartman looked like he was
gonna shit his pants right there, "Now I'd advise you'd fuck off before I fuck
you up."
Cartman quickly wiped the tears that formed in his eyes and quickly walked out
of the room, "Fucking fags."
Craig went to follow him but I grabbed his arm, "Don't. He's not worth it."
"The prick makes me so fucking angry!" he exclaimed, "I just hate how he's just
a prick to everyone and he gets away with it."
I looked at him, he didn't seem right. The Craig Tucker I know doesn't let
anyone get to him. No matter what, he never loses his shit. Even if he's
punching the shit out of someone he'll stay as emotionless as he can.
"Are you okay? Something seems wrong and I wanna know what it is right now."
He grabbed the vodka bottle and took a sip of it straight, "Let's go up to your
room. I don't wanna talk with people around."
So we walked up to my room. Just before I grabbed a bottle of Jack Daniels from
one of the kitchen cupboards, so I took a drink then followed Craig up.
"Fuuuuck Clyde!" could be heard from the top of the stairs, even over the music
that was playing downstairs. Oh no. This is not happening.
Craig and I looked at eachother and stormed into my room to find Clyde and Bebe
in my bed.
"Are you being fucking serious? That's my bed!" I shouted.
"Come to see the show?" Bebe giggled, whilst she continued to ride Clyde's
dick. I love Bebe, she's one of the only girls I can tolerate at school but
that girl has no shame whatsoever.
"Clyde you asshole, get out of Tweek's room and go do this in your own bed
before I have to drag you out myself!"
"Fuck off Craig this is niiiice!" Clyde moaned, "Just because you don't have a
girl to do this too." Okay this is definitely our que to get out.
I grabbed Craig's arm, who looked fucking pissed off.
"Let's go to Stark's pond. No one will bother us there."
****
We stumbled to Stark's pond, both of us drinking as we walked.
"You're awesome, Tweek. You know that?" Craig smiled.
I laughed, "You're awesome too Craig! We don't need chicks to have a good
time!" I hugged him, "I love you, Man!"
We sat down at the first bench we could find. It was just as well because we
were walking all over the place.
"So what were you gonna tell me?"
Craig took a big drink, "I just hate how homophobic everyone's got you know?
Like if you don't have a girlfriend, you're gay. Close with a guy, you're gay.
Wear certain types of clothing, gay. The list fucking goes on!"
"There's nothing wrong with being gay, Craig. I mean I'm called it all the time
and I don't care much now."
"I always thought coming out would be easy like in the movies and everyone's so
supportive. But I can only tell you. You're the only person I can trust!"
Eh, what?
"What you talking about, Craig?" I was confused as fuck by this point.
Craig sighed, "I'm gay."
***** Never have I ever *****
Chapter Summary
     This turned out longer than expected but I couldn't stop writing!
     Now it may seem like the end but I promise you it's not! I've still
     got a lot to write about! :)
Craig is gay? I don't know why I seemed surprised, I guess I just knew the
entire time. Like he's never had a girlfriend, he never really joins in when
Clyde talks about girls and he's actually really sensitive, he's just really
good at putting on a front in front of everyone.
"Yeah, so?"
"So? I've just come out to you and that's how you react!" Craig narrowed his
eyes at me.
"No I mean it's not a big deal is it?" I reassuranced him, "I'm actually really
proud of you." I really was, I was almost too happy about this.
Craig looked at me for a moment then hugged me tight, "You know you're the best
person in my life, right? I have no idea where I'd be without you."
"More like the other way round, you're the only one that understands how I'm
feeling without me even saying anything. You're the only one I never feel
invisible around."
We sat in silence for a while and carried on drinking until we had finished. I
looked at my phone, it was nearly one in the morning.
"Wanna go back now?" I suggested, "Hopefully my house hasn't fallen apart!"
Craig stood up then almost fell again, "Shit!" He laughed, "I think we've had
too many!"
I grabbed his hand, "Come on, we'll help eachother!"
****
We both staggered back to my house, still holding hands. It strangely felt
nice. I don't know if it was the alcohol or not but I felt so happy just
walking along, talking crap and holding hands with Craig.
Luckily the front door was unlocked because I'd forgotten my keys. As we walked
in I could see someone had done a good job at tidying and the music was on low.
We went into the kitchen to see Kenny, Clyde, Token, Bebe, Wendy, Stan and Kyle
sat around drinking shots.
"Hey guys!" Kenny waved at us, "I got rid of everyone!"
"Not everyone, clearly." Craig muttered.
"Hey, Tweek sorry about fucking in your bed. But it was so fucking worth it!"
Clyde smirked.
"He spunked on your sheets so we took them off for you to wash!" Bebe smiled at
me. Fucking gross, I am definitely burning them in the morning.
"Seriously Bebe you've got no shame whatsoever!" Wendy scolded her, but was
clearly trying not to laugh.
"Eh, whatever." Bebe responded and took another shot.
"We should play 'Never Have I Ever' it would be so fun!" Kenny said.
"No. All I wanna do is sleep." I groaned. I hate playing drinking games,
especially if Kenny is involved. All of his questions are about sex and it ends
up being so awkward.
"Don't be a dick, Tweek it'll be fun I swear!" Kenny protested, "Right, never
have I ever smoked a cigarette."
Okay that kind of surprised me, Kenny has probably done any drug invented but
never actually smoked a cig? Strange.
So me, Craig, Clyde, Token and Stan took a shot.
"Right my turn!" Bebe smiled, "Never have I ever had dick in my ass!"
Really Bebe? Sex questions already?
Kenny and Kyle took a shot. Kyle was pretty obvious since him and Stan have
been dating for a while and I guess Stan hasn't got round to receiving I
suppose.
Kenny doesn't surprise me one bit.
"Never have I ever had sex." Wendy said. She's the total opposite to her best
friend Bebe, she once told me she wants to be in a six month relationship
minimum before doing anything other than kissing which I suppose is fair
enough, obviously Stan being the exception but everyone has known that he was
gay for Kyle, even Wendy knew for ages.
Everyone but me, Craig and obviously Wendy took a shot.
"Never have I ever kissed a girl." I sighed, not being able to think of
anything good.
"Awh Tweek!" Bebe giggled, "That's too cute."
Everyone but Craig had a shot. I raised my eyebrows at the girls.
"Last summer me and Wendy kissed at a party, nothing more!" Bebe giggled, "But
seriously you two! Never?" She asked me and Craig.
"Haven't felt that way about a girl, yet." Craig admitted, clearly he wasn't
gonna tell the full truth about his sexuality.
"I've got a good one! Let me go again!" Kenny begged.
"No, it's my turn!" Clyde pouted.
"No seriously I've got a good one!" Kenny said firmly, "I'm gonna say it
anyway! Never have I ever been in love with my best friend." he was smirking at
me the entire time he said that, what is he getting at?
Obviously Stan and Kyle took a shot, I expected that but what I didn't expect
was Craig.
"I didn't know that you had a girl best friend?" Token raised an eyebrow,
"Tweek's your best friend."
"Why haven't you had a shot, Tweek?" Kenny looked at me expectantly.
"I don't get what you're talking about!" I panicked. I had never thought about
THAT before. Okay maybe I have, but I've always been able to block it out of my
head, it's been hard. I mean I've always known that I'm not into girls, I've
never really seen the need to admit to being gay. It's just a label. But in a
town like South Park and with people like Eric Cartman, it's best to keep
quiet.
And who I'm in love with? I've always kept it quiet, not wanting to ruin
everything. I don't know if it was the pressure or the alcohol in my system but
I took a shot.
"I didn't know you liked someone Tweek! Who is she?" Bebe squealed, jumping up
and down, "Is she pretty? Does she go to our school?"
"How do you know it's a girl?" Kenny snorted.
"Dude?" Craig was staring right at me.
I couldn't take it. I could feel myself getting more and more anxious. I could
tell I was close to flipping out at everyone and that's the last thing I wanted
to do.
"Just get out everyone. I can't do this right now." I said as calmly as I
possibly could.
"Awh come on Tweek!" Clyde whined.
"You're going home, Clyde. All of you are!" Craig said, not putting up with
anyone's shit.
"I was only trying to help!" Kenny huffed, whilst walking off. What was that
about?
Kyle looked at me, "I'm sorry about Kenny, Dude. He tries to help, he's just
got his own way of doing things! He did this with me and Stan. Can we talk in
private?"
I hesitated but agreed, "Make sure everyone gets out of here," I said to Craig,
"Stan can stay whilst I'm upstairs talking to Kyle." Craig huffed but nodded at
me.
"I know you're all drunk but this needs to be said. You're in love with Craig
and we all know it. Hell, even Craig probably knows it but he loves you too
much to act on it!" Kyle said, whilst taking a seat on my bed.
I didn't even know what to say. I've never spoke about this or even really
thought about being with Craig. I've never even admitted to it to myself.
"He came out to me earlier," was all I could think to say, "But seriously don't
tell anyone!"
"Well that's good, at least you know he's into guys! But anything said in here
won't leave this room, I won't even tell Stan."
"I just don't know how you can tell your best friend who you've known all your
life 'hey guess what, I'm in love with you!' like how do you do it?"
"So you admit you're in love with Craig?" he questioned.
I put my head in my hands, "Yes. I'm in love with Craig. But I don't wanna lose
him as a friend."
"You know you'll be stressing yourself more if you keep this bottled up. Fuck
what anyone says about you, I know people are dicks but they can't get in the
way of love. I promise you Tweek, you will not lose Craig. He's a great guy and
he cares about you so much, everyone can see that."
"Thank you. I'm gonna do this!" I stood up and walked downstairs, Kyle
followed.
We went down to see Craig and Stan sat staring at eachother, they've never
really got on with eachother.
"Come on Stan! We're going home now," Kyle grabbed his boyfriend's hand, "You
can do this Tweek!"
"Thanks, Man!" I replied to him and shut the door.
Craig put his hands on my shoulders, "Are you okay?"
I nodded, "Yeah I'm good. I just needed some advice from Kyle."
"You know you can always come to me."
"But when it's about me being in love with you and not knowing how to tell you
it's kind of hard!" I covered my mouth. Shit. "It was supposed to come out
better than that!"
A rare smile formed on his face, "It's okay. I've just been waiting a long time
to hear that!" he hugged me tight, "I've been in love with you for over three
years and there's something I've always wanted to do but I've never been able
to do, but I'm gonna do it now." he kissed me passionately, pushing me against
the wall. I felt so alive. Our tongues met and I heard him let out a moan. Fuck
that sounded so hot. He slowly pulled away by gently biting my lip. I could
tell by that moment then I'd definitely made the right choice to be honest with
myself for the first time in my life.
***** Work Plans *****
Chapter Summary
     Creek fluffiness alert!
     I promise there will be smut... Soon!
     Shout-out to Mekabella21 - amazing fics!
The next morning was nice, Craig had stayed over and I woke up with him holding
me. This has happened a lot but now we've admitted our feelings towards
eachother it feels different.
We basically stayed up most of the night just watching Netflix and cuddling.
Craig hasn't said anything about being official yet but I think he wants to.
As I sobered up before going to sleep I wasn't that hungover so I text
Henrietta to let her know I'll open the shop this morning, I suppose I'd better
actually go to work. I also sent a group text to everyone that works there to
come by after ten to discuss rotas as my parents wouldn't be around for a
while. This included Henrietta, Michael, Bebe and Wendy.
I felt Craig's arms tighten around me, "Morning." he kissed the top of my head,
I swear I could've melted.
"Hey, how's your head?"
"It's been worse. Have you gotta work today?"
"Yeah," I sighed, "I've gotta sort out rotas with everyone, hopefully everyone
will be willing to pick up more hours."
"I could always help you out if you want?" he offered.
"That's not a bad idea! My parents were looking to hire so as I'm in charge
you're hired!" I laughed.
"What just like that? You don't even know if I'm any good!"
"If I can deal with customers then you can," I said firmly, "Right, we'll get
breakfast on the way so let's get ready for work, I'll find you a spare uniform
when we're there."
****
"This isn't how I planned my Saturday morning." Craig grumbled, "And I look
stupid in this."
"You offered. You don't look stupid, you look cute." I smiled at him, causing
him to blush and he responded by flipping me off.
I ran Craig over the basics such as how to work the till. I told him he
wouldn't be making coffee yet and there will always be someone working with him
so he wouldn't have to worry about anything.
A little after ten everyone else came by and as it was empty in the shop, I
locked the door and put the closed sign up so we could have our meeting without
being disturbed.
"Okay, so since my parents are away for a bit I've needed to alter your hours."
I said.
"Really? I've got things to do other than work!" Bebe huffed.
"Just think of the extra money you can use to buy more shoes!" Wendy reassured
her and Bebe immediately perked up.
"That makes it sound a bit better!" she smiled, "So where are your parents?"
"On vacation, they'll be back soon." I lied, obviously I had no idea.
"So they just left their sixteen year old son on their own!?" Wendy asked in
disbelief.
"Yeah pretty much, now enough of that. So Henrietta and Michael as you've both
left school now would you be able to work Mondays to Fridays whilst working
half a day Saturday?" I changed the subject.
"Saturday afternoon, I'm not getting up early on a Saturday if I'm working all
week." Henrietta negotiated, okay that's fair enough.
It was decided that me and Craig would work Monday and Wednesday afternoon and
Saturday morning and Bebe and Wendy would work Tuesday, Thursday and Friday
afternoon. We didn't open Sundays so we didn't have to worry about that.
I made everyone a drink on the house and reopened.
"So can you work later?" I asked Henrietta and Michael.
"I suppose." Michael sighed. He was never happy, but he was always willing to
pick up shifts so he's not so bad.
I felt a tap on my shoulder, it was Wendy.
"Are you sure you're okay?" she looked concerned, "Have you spoke to your
parents? Do they know you've changed all of our hours and hired Craig."
I really can't deal with questions about my parents and Wendy is definitely the
type to tell someone if things aren't right.
"Well they left me in charge so I can do whatever. You know they're not around
much anyway."
"Do you know when they're coming back?"
I didn't say anything. I haven't even heard from them apart from a Snapchat my
mom sent of them when they landed. Yes, my mom forced me to add her on
Snapchat.
"Tweek's fine," Craig interrupted, "He's staying at my house until his parents
come home." he lied.
"Yeah, I'm staying at Craig's."
Wendy didn't look as if she believed us but she let it slide, "Call me if you
need anything okay?"
****
The next few hours at work flew by, I didn't even notice that it was two until
Henrietta and Michael arrived. I barely knew Michael but I liked Henrietta, I
used to work with her a lot when she first started and once you get to know
her, she's actually a nice person. Well at least to her friends and customers
because she has to be.
Craig decided that it would actually be best if I stayed at his house for a
bit. I tried to convince him I would be fine but he wouldn't take no for an
answer.
"Look, you seen what Wendy was like earlier. If she finds out you're living
alone you know she's the type of person to call CPS. Now as much as I hate your
parents, no offence, but I don't want you to be sent away." Craig argued.
"I suppose. That's the reason why I've never said anything before. I didn't
wanna be sent away from you."
We got to my house first so I could pack some things. I didn't get too much
because I didn't know how long I'd be there for and I could always come back.
"Are you sure your parents will be fine with this?" I asked when we got to his
door.
"I told you, my mom loves you it'll be fine." Craig knocked on the door, he'd
forgotten his keys again which seems to happen a lot.
Craig's mom, Laura answered the door, "Oh look, it's the son I never see!" she
said sarcastically.
"I was at Tweek's and I've just got a job at the coffee shop." he replied.
She noticed me stood behind, "Hi Tweek!" she looked at my bags, "Are you moving
in?" She laughed.
"Uh... sort of?" Craig replied for me.
"Right, what's going on?" She asked as she let us in.
"My parents have gone away for a bit." I explained, "But don't worry I'll just
go home if it's too much trouble."
"You're not going anywhere," Craig said firmly, "Mom, they've just fucked off
to Germany and only told him as they were leaving, who does that?"
Laura looked shocked, "That's terrible. Of course you can stay here, you know
you're always welcome here. Have you heard from them?"
"Unless you count a Snapchat then that's it."
She did not look happy, "That's disgusting. You can stay here as long as you
like. Craig, help Tweek carry his bags upstairs."
He grabbed both bags and we walked up to his room and we were greeted by the
squeaks of his Guinea-pigs.
Craig has a mini-fridge in his room where he keeps all their veg so he put a
few carrots in there for them.
"There you go girls, don't eat it all at once." Craig said and in reply they
chirped happily back.
"It's so cute how you talk to them."
"Fuck off," he was blushing, "They're social animals, they like it."
We both sat on his bed and he pressed his lips against mine, "I've been waiting
for that all day." he sighed, "So when are we gonna tell people?"
"Tell people about what?" I asked, knowing perfectly what he was talking about
but I just wanted to hear it.
"That we're together. Boyfriends." he rolled his eyes. I smiled.
"Don't mind, whenever you want to. I know people are gonna be dicks about it."
"Tweek, I swear if Cartman says anything to you on Monday I'll smash his fat
face in."
"Are you gonna tell your parents?"
"I'll tell them when my dad comes home. I don't think my mom will care really.
My dad is weird, so no idea how he'll react." he led down and pulled me down
next to him.
"Not as weird as my parents are." I sighed.
"Forget about them for a bit, just lay here for a bit and relax."
So we were led next to eachother, holding hands. Not. saying a word, all we
could hear was the occasional chatter from Stripe Jr and Twitch. It felt
perfect.
***** Coming Out *****
Chapter Summary
     Yaaay an update!
     I loved writing this chapter!
The weekend went too fast. Craig came out to his family on Saturday night and
told them that we're dating, which went really well. Laura was really happy for
us, I think she knew that Craig is gay anyway, she didn't seem too surprised.
His dad, Thomas was supportive too. He's like Craig, he doesn't really let his
emotions out in front of everyone but I could tell he was happy for us. Ruby
sighed at us and said it was about time.
We've kept to ourselves most of the weekend, we haven't even told any of our
friends. I got a text from Kyle Sunday evening asking how did everything go. I
replied it went really well and that we're together but for him to keep it to
himself until school.
I knew Kyle would keep quiet, he's trustworthy. I had a lot of texts from Kenny
too. I guess Wendy had told Bebe that I was staying at Craig's then Bebe
must've told Kenny. I ignored him, but that didn't stop Kenny being nosey like
usual. In the end Craig snapped him a picture of himself flipping off the
camera.
Monday morning came by fast. We were sat eating breakfast, which was pancakes
made by Laura. It was nice having an adult actually care enough to make
breakfast for you. For as long as I can remember my breakfast consisted of a
black coffee and a piece of toast and that's if I even remembered to eat. My
mom is not exactly the type to worry about if I've had breakfast or not.
Clyde and Token entered the room, I hadn't even heard the door go.
"Where have you guys been all weekend!" Clyde exclaimed, "And why is Tweek
here? No offence man, but why?"
"His parents are assholes so he's staying here or CPS will end up finding out."
Craig said, "What's it to do with you anyway?"
"Has something happened?" Clyde smirked.
Craig responded by flipping him off. We'd planned how to let everyone know so
we kept Clyde is suspense for a bit longer. Token is the type to not be up in
everyone's business but you could tell he knew something had happened.
****
"Boys only want love if it's torture
Don't say I didn't say I didn't warn ya
Boys only want love if it's torture
Don't say I didn't say I didn't warn ya!"
Getting in a car with Clyde is possibly one of the worst thing ever because
whenever a song he likes comes on the radio, he practically screeches the
lyrics.
"Shut the fuck up." Craig responded by kicking his seat.
"Don't be boring sing along!" Clyde pouted then carried on, "Got a long list of
ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I've got a blank space baby
And I'll write your name"
"If only Bebe could see you now!" Token laughed whilst trying to concentrate on
the road.
"She loves it! She thinks I'm funny and says I've got a big dick!" Clyde
smirked.
"I really wanted to know that. Thank you, Clyde for that piece of information."
Craig said.
Thankfully we arrived at school just in time before Craig and Clyde had gotten
into one of their famous arguments where they'll usually tell eachother to go
die then Clyde will usually cry and say how sorry he is and then it's forgotten
about.
We got out of the car and Craig looked at me and nodded. The plan was on.
The four of us walked into school and headed towards our lockers. The halls
were full, perfect.
Craig looked at me and pushed me against the lockers, making sure to do it
slightly forcefully to draw attention. All eyes were on us when we were both
making out against the lockers.
After a minute or two we both slowly pulled away, Craig biting my lip slightly,
which turned me on so much.
A few people looked surprised but our friends looked happy for us, Kenny was
full on cheering, Wendy and Bebe were squealing. Stan looked happy for us and
Kyle gave me a knowing smile.
"Yeah we're together. If you don't like it get over it." Craig told everyone,
"Want me to walk you to your class?" he asked me.
"It's cool, I'll be okay. Meet here after class?" I replied.
"Sure." Craig kissed me softly then walked off.
The hall started emptying, I was just getting my books sorted when someone
slammed my locker shut.
"Ay Fag!" I turned to face Cartman smiling evily at me...
***** Don't fuck with Tweek *****
Chapter Summary
     Actually managed to update fast!
     I just couldn't wait to write this one!
Normaly in a fighting situation I'm pretty capable of defending myself. It may
surprise some people but I'm not as weak as most think. Back in Seventh Grade I
had a fight with Stan, can't really remember what it was about but long story
short, I broke his nose. After that people knew to not start a fight with me.
Stan was okay, he even respected me for it which was pretty funny and admitted
it was his own fault.
Eric Cartman on the other hand is a difficult one. There's been many times
where people have practically battered him. Even only last year I punched him
in the face to give him a nose bleed. However, when the prick uses his weight
as an advantage, someone my size hasn't got much of a chance.
"Fucking Fag. You know you're disgusting, right?" Cartman snarled at me as he
pinned me to my locker, "Practically fucking in the middle of the hall, we
don't wanna see that shit!"
"Go fuck yourself you fat cunt, just because no one would ever want to be with
an asshole like you!" I yelled at him, trying to push him off of me.
Cartman laughed, "I'd rather be alone than taking dick up my ass!" he got right
in my face, which he knows I hate, "Gay people make me feel sick, and you know
what happens to people like you?"
I didn't answer.
I felt his fist smash into my right eye, I attempted to fight back but even
with one arm grabbing me he was stronger than me.
"Fucking Fag, you should go kill yourself!" he yelled as he punched me multiple
times in my stomach until he finally let me go. He kicked me in the face, spat
at me then walked off laughing.
I just stayed where I was laying for a few minutes, trying to register what
happened. I wish I'd of just gone with Craig or that I was able to fight back.
I couldn't believe I let Cartman beat me.
"Tweek!" I heard a familiar voice shout, I looked up to see Craig and he looked
beyond angry, "Are you okay? Who the fuck did this to you?"
"I'm fine, just fucking sore," I told him, "Cartman did it, because we're
together. Said gay people make him feel sick."
"Do you need to see the nurse?" he said, scarily calmly.
"No, I'll be okay I think."
"Good. Shit, I'm so glad I pretended to get something from my locker so I could
go for a smoke " he said, "The fat fuck has Spanish now, I think we should pay
him a visit."
"What you gonna do? Seriously it's okay don't get in trouble for me!" I
worried, the last thing I wanted is to drag Craig into this.
Craig gently held me, "But I love you and if anyone hurts you they are gonna
have to deal with me."
"I love you too." I kissed him and we walked to Cartman's class.
Craig stormed in whilst I waited outside. Within five seconds he was dragging
Cartman out to the hall by the throat. I could hear the Spanish teacher yelling
at Craig to stop whilst everyone else rushed out to watch.
"You thought you could beat up Tweek and get away with it?" Craig said to him,
dangerously calm, "Oh you thought wrong you fat piece of shit!" he laughed as
he punched the bridge of Cartman's nose, making it bleed then he punched him in
the stomach a few times, "I'll fucking break your fat legs!"
"Fuck Craig, stop it I'm fucking sorry alright I'll leave you fags alone!"
Cartman was practically crying by now.
"Oh I don't think you're sorry enough!" Craig put him on the floor in one shove
and began to kick him in the face, "Is this how you think gay people should be
treated you disgusting prick? I wouldn't even wish death on you because even
that isn't enough for you!" he stomped on his face, making Cartman cry out.
Good, fat fuck deserved everything that was coming to him.
"What the fuck is going on?" PC Principal came rushing over and grabbed Craig,
"My office now!"
"I can fucking walk myself." he muttered as he wriggled out of PC Principal's
grip. I followed them to the office, if Craig was gonna get in trouble because
of me then I wanted to be there to explain the situation.
****
"Now Craig you can't go around beating on other kids, Bro!" PC Principal
scolded Craig who was getting more and more pissed off.
"So are you saying that it's okay for Cartman to beat up Tweek but it's not
okay for me to get Cartman back?" Craig snapped, "You're always sticking up for
thay fat piece of shit!"
"What have I told you about body-shaming?" PC Principal asked.
"Fuck body-shaming! This was a homophobic attack!" Craig yelled, "He fucking
attacked Tweek because we announced that we're a couple! I swear to fucking God
if he doesn't get in any trouble for this and I do I will take this further."
PC Principal looked at me, "Is this true, Bro?"
I stared at him, "Who the fuck do you think gave me this black eye? Check CCTV
you'll see it all. He told me gays make him feel sick."
"Right you two can go, if anything happens again come straight to me."
As we both walked out of the office PC Principal made an announcement over the
PA system.
"Eric Cartman to the Principal's office immediately!"
Craig smiled at me, "No one fucks with you and gets away with it."
I grabbed his hand, we both had art next which was one of our only classes
together, "Come on let's get to class and keep out of trouble for once!"
***** Drunk Dial *****
Chapter Summary
     Short chapter, kind of a gap-filler
     Needed some fluff
Cartman ended up back in Juvenile Hall. All they had to do was look at his
previous convictions and that was enough to send him back.
I had to give evidence in court which was terrifying, luckily I just had to
speak in front of a camera so I didn't have to actually be in the room. In the
end he was given a two years custodial sentence but that was mostly due to his
previous convictions.
The fat bastard tried to wriggle out of it by telling everyone that Craig
should go down for assault seeing as he really did fuck him up as he ended up
with a few cracked ribs. In the end Craig ended up with a caution but he said
he didn't care as long as I was happy.
A few weeks have gone by and I still haven't heard anything from my parents. I
even called and texted my mom to say I was attacked and there's gonna be a
court case and what do I get? Nothing. It's like I don't even exist. She didn't
answer her phone and I know she seen my text because it said that it was read.
Was this their sick idea of punishing me for not being their perfect son?
****
I was almost shocked when my mother actually made an effort to contact me.
It was just a normal Wednesday evening, Craig and I were chilling in his room
scrolling through Netflix trying to decide what to watch when my phone started
buzzing.
"Hello Mother." I bluntly greeted her.
"Hello Tweek!" she said happily down the phone, "Sorry for not getting back to
you we've been so busy."
"Oh too busy to even send me a quick text to ask how I am! You're
unbelievable!"
I heard her giggle down the phone, "Calm down Tweek! Mommy and Daddy need time
to themselves!" she didn't sound normal. Well she isn't normal but she didn't
seem right.
"Are you drunk dialing me? Fucking really!?" I yelled into the phone, Craig
grabbed my free hand to try to calm me down, "Normal parents have a weekend
away, a week at most and they make sure they have someone to stay with! You
both abandoned me. Again."
"How's the shop doing, Son?" my dad had obviously taken the phone from her. My
rage was slowly building.
"And that's all you care about! Not me, you don't give a shit about how I am. I
told you that I was attacked and you don't say anything. You really are the
worst kind of people ever." I was beyond pissed off now.
"Have you been taking your medication? You sound on edge." he said so calmly,
he clearly didn't give a shit he just wanted to push me further.
"Fuck you Dad! Seriously fuck both of you! If and when you come back you can
think again about me ever seeing you again!" I hung up and turned my phone off.
I sat in silence for a few moments before completely breaking down in tears.
Craig was holding me close to him.
"Just let it all out. Fuck them." he sounded pissed off, he's never liked my
parents much.
"Why don't they love me?" I sobbed, I probably looked a complete mess but
around Craig I felt comfortable, "All I've ever tried to do is to please them.
All they care about is themselves and their business. They're fucking dead to
me."
"You can stay here for as long as you like, my parents love you, they'll be
more than happy for you to live here permanently," he then kissed me, "I love
you, and I'll never hurt you like your parents do."
"I love you," I hugged him tight, never wanting to let go, "Seriously? They
won't mind? I'll start paying my way I swear."
"We'll talk about that later," He slowly pulled away and went back to Netflix,
"Wanna rewatch American Horror Story: Coven? I know that's your favourite one."
He knows me so well it's amazing, "Sounds nice."
He started the season and we both got in bed, with Craig laying behind me and
holding me tight and occasionally playing with my hair. Nights like this are
the best.
***** Getting high *****
Chapter Summary
     A nice fun chapter!
     And if you haven't seen the movie Split, go see it!
     It's amazing
"So have you guys fucked already?" we were hanging out at Kenny's house and
obviously he had to start asking us all personal questions and currently his
victims are Craig and me.
We hardly go to Kenny's house, but since we all felt like getting high his
house seemed the best place to go to because everyone else's parents would go
crazy.
Kenny's house isn't the nicest of places but you can tell he has tried his best
to make it look as nice as possible for his little sister, Karen. As much as an
asshole he is at times, he would give Karen the world if he could. His dad
isn't around too much, he's often in and out of jail and his older brother is
going that way too.
His mom has started to get her life together and got herself a full time job.
She's kept herself clean for a few months now but she doesn't mind us smoking
in the house as long as Karen doesn't go near the stuff so we brought Ruby with
us and make them stay in Karen's room.
Kenny's been hanging around us a lot since Cartman got sent down. Mostly
because Stan and Kyle usually do their own thing and Butters' dad hates Kenny
and won't let Butters anywhere near him outside of school which is pretty
fucked up.
"Do you get off on the idea of your friends fucking?" Craig said, looking bored
of Kenny's usual shit, "Seriously Kenny it's getting old now, all you ever do
is talk about sex."
"Awh Craig! I'm so happy, you admitted that we're friends!" Kenny smiled and
put an arm around Craig, who immediately pulled away.
"Fucking creep."
"But seriously you guys have been together for ages now! Fuck I couldn't go two
days without it!"
Craig narrowed his eyes, "People that brag about sex a lot usually rarely get
any."
"Fuck off I get loads of chicks!" He paused, "And guys."
"Seriously babes if you're scared about it hurting I've got this lube that is
perfect for anal!" Bebe offered whilst looking at me, "You can borrow a butt
plug from me if you need to get used to having something up there, obviously
I'll clean it first."
"I think I'll pass on that offer thanks," I said, glaring at her. Bebe is as
bad as Kenny sometimes.
"It feels weird at first but it's great when you're used to it!"
"Bebe nobody wants to know!" Craig sighed and started to roll a joint.
"Just because everyone is getting some and you're not." Clyde had to open his
mouth.
Craig decided not to speak, was probably for the best.
"Can we just change the subject please?" Token sighed, he'd already been asked
by Kenny if it's true about what they say about black guys.
Kenny is fine in small doses but once he gets started its impossible to shut
him up, especially if Clyde and Bebe are there to encourage him.
"God you're all so boring!" Kenny pouted.
"All I wanna do is smoke in peace and quiet." Craig muttered.
"Go smoke at home then!" Kenny retorted, "Oh wait! You can't! Now from what I
remember this is MY house so screw you, Craig."
"Why don't we watch a movie?" Token stepped in, always the peacemaker.
Kenny shrugged, "Why not? Just downloaded that new movie, Split. Pretty decent
quality."
We all agreed on it, which hardly ever happens. To he honest I think everyone
just wanted it to be calm and avoid anyone fighting.
The movie was really good, pretty messed up but good. When the movie finished
we were all pretty high.
"I was gonna make love to you but then I got high" Kenny started singing,
holding his phone with the camera facing him whilst dancing around his living
room,
"I was gonna eat yo pussy too but then I got high
now I'm jacking off and I know whyyyy!"
"Because I got high! Because I got high! Because I got highhhh!" Clyde and Bebe
joined in and the three of them ended up pissing themselves laughing.
"You've gotta put this on Facebook!" Clyde giggled, getting ready to roll
another joint, which Token snatched from him.
"You know you can't handle too much. Remember that time you were sick all over
Tweek's stairs?" Token reminded him. That was fucking disgusting. I could smell
it for days I swear, even after cleaning them five times over.
"You're so horrible to me!" Clyde pouted and ran over to Bebe and hugged her
tight, "Token's picking on me againnnn!"
Bebe picked up her bag, "Come on, we'll go back to my place. My Mom will be at
work." she winked.
Clyde couldn't of dragged her out of the room faster.
Token laughed at his friend's actions.
"You know, I'm glad he's got someone that can handle him." he said.
"You still single?" Kenny asked, sitting closer to him.
"Yes, and it's gonna stay that way until I find someone that I really like."
Token replied, "Don't even think about it, Kenny. I'm not into guys!"
Kenny laughed, "It's cool Dude! I'm not looking for anything long-term anyway."
Craig stood up, "We'd better get going anyway. School tomorrow."
Token stood up too, "I'll drive you guys back. I feel fine too drive." he'd
only really had a few drags of one of Clyde's joints.
Craig shouted out to Ruby that we're going and we said bye to Kenny.
Not much was said in the car apart from Ruby trying to wind up Craig about him
being a crackhead. To which he replied with that he'd have to be doing crack to
be a crackhead and flipped her off.
I kept quiet. I was thinking about what Kenny was saying earlier about doing...
it.
I trust Craig more than anything, we'd been together for about a month now.
Surely he'd be expecting us to be doing more than make out by now?
****
We were finally in Craig's bed when I could finally talk to him properly. I
wanted to make sure he'd come down from his high. I needed to know he was
listening to me properly.
"Craig, I need to talk to you about something?"
"Can this wait til the morning? I was almost asleep." he groaned.
"No it can't." I sat up and switched his lamp on despite his protests, "Craig
I... I think we should..." I started to get flustered, I knew I was blushing.
Craig held my hand, "You know you can tell me anything."
I took a deep breath, okay here goes.
"Craig I think we should have sex!"
He looked at me for a moment before speaking, "If this is what Kenny said
earlier..."
"It's nothing to do with Kenny!" I interrupted, "I love you. I trust you. I'm
ready for this, I've been thinking about it for quite a bit. I'm not rushing
you am I?"
He chuckled, "I've been the one worried about rushing you!" He kissed me
softly, "Okay, my parents should be out on Saturday night," his parents usually
have a monthly date night and it fell on this week.
"Good, I don't want our first time to be in a full house."
"It shouldn't be too hard to get rid of Ruby. I'll bribe her somehow." he
turned out the light and we both layed back down, "So Saturday it is then."
"Yeah," I snuggled up to him, "Goodnight Craig."
"Night Tweekers."
***** First Time nerves *****
Chapter Summary
     Gah I'm so sorry this took so long!
     Smuuuut alert!
     I'm also thinking about doing a story loosely based off of American
     Horror Story: Asylum, it won't completely follow the story but the
     characters will be pretty simular. That will be Creek with Style as
     well, probably will have others too!
     Anyway, enjoy!!
Friday came pretty fast, I was getting more nervous. I knew that I was a
hundred percent sure that I wanted to have sex with Craig but that didn't stop
me worrying. What if I'm not good enough? What if he goes off of me?
"Hun, you've got nothing to worry about!" I was sat in the library with Bebe,
we were supposed to be working on monologues for drama class but as we had a
substitute we just left for some quiet time. Well, Bebe wanted to talk to me
and I didn't want anyone hearing. Luckily our school library is huge and we
were the only ones in it.
I'd actually text her the night before to ask her to borrow her "special anal
lube" as long as she didn't tell anyone, especially Clyde and Kenny. Bebe was
nice enough to let me have it and promised to get some more.
"What if it doesn't go to plan?" I worried. To be honest I don't even know why
I confided in Bebe but I suppose she's the only girl I'm close to and I didn't
feel comfortable talking to a guy about it. I suppose I could've gone to Kyle
but we don't exactly speak that much.
"First times are never perfect!'" Bebe insisted, "Come on, mine lasted like a
minute before the guy had cum and I had to fake it to boost his ego, thankfully
I've had a lot better experiences with Clyde. But I'm not saying that'll happen
with you and Craig! Just don't rush it and take it nice and slow."
I wonder who Bebe had been with but it wasn't my place to ask, even though
she's always up in everyone else's business.
"I'm worried about it you know... like how can his dick, you know... fit." I
really didn't want to be having this conversation.
Bebe giggled, "I'm guessing he's big then," she smirked, "Trust me. It will
fit, you've gotta go slow. He can't just ram it in there or it will be horrible
for you. Anyway you sure you don't wanna top?"
I'd never really thought about it. I guess I'd always thought I'd be the one
receiving. Also the thought of Craig on top of me and pounding in and our of me
was enough to turn me on, "I dunno, I just want him to fuck me." I was cringing
about having to say this.
Bebe smiled, "There's nothing to he embarrassed about. Tweek. After you get
used to it feeling uncomfortable, it feels amazing I swear."
The bell for the end of school rang and I thanked Bebe for her advice and went
to meet Craig...
****
It was Saturday night and we were sat in Craig's room listening to music, we'd
basically chosen a random playlist on Spotify which had basically a mix of
everything from pop to rap so we went with it. We'd finished our shifts a few
hours ago and Craig's parents had just left. We'd both showered and I'd made
sure that I was clean down there. That only left getting rid of Ruby.
Craig knocked on her door and she answered the door with a "What!?"
Craig took a deep breath, making sure to be as polite as possible to his little
sister, "So have you got any plans for tonight?" he started, trying to sound
casual.
"What's it to you?" She narrowed her eyes at him, "And if you must know, Karen
is sleeping over. Mom said it was fine."
I noticed the look of panic in Craig's eyes. Having Ruby in the room next to us
would be bad enough but having her friend round too would make it worse.
"Why don't you girls go see a movie then?" Craig suggested, trying to find any
excuse to get them out of the house for a few hours, "I'll even pay for both of
you." he handed her a twenty.
She quickly put it in her pocket, "Why are you trying to get rid of me? Gonna
take advantage of having a free house, not gonna have to worry about anyone
hearing you?"
Craig looked uncomfortable and pretty pissed off that Ruby saw through the
plan. I was just plain embarrassed that his sister knew what we were about to
do.
"Don't worry. I'll go see a movie with Karen but..." she paused, "I want
another ten dollars for food."
Craig scowled at her but got another ten from his wallet, "Here you go, now
hurry up and fuck off."
"Alright! Alright! I'll go now," she walked down the stairs and we heard the
front door slam shut seconds later.
Craig looked at me and led me back to his room, I'd barely closed the door
behind me when he was kissing me passionately against the wall, his hands were
slowly moving up my shirt so I let my hands explore him too but mine were going
a lot lower than his were, slipping into his jeans.
Craig let out a moan as I grabbed his cock through his boxers which were
soaking with pre-cum.
"Someone's eager," Craig smirked, "I wanna make you feel good Tweek, lie down
on the bed."
I did as I was told and Craig joined me on the bed and unzipped my jeans and
then freed my cock from my boxers.
"Fuck Tweek, you're big!" he was practically drooling over the size of my cock,
before I even had a chance to reply his mouth was around my cock, slowly
sucking. I let out a whine as he went down deeper, eventually taking my entire
length. Fuuuuck.
"Craaaiiiig! I'm closeeeee!" I moaned and he quickly stopped to my
disappointment.
"I want you to cum when I'm fucking you." He took off his clothes and I did the
same. God, he looked so hot.
I pushed him down so he was laying on his back and I began to slowly lick his
cock up and down, making him moan which sounded so fucking hot. I then wrapped
my mouth around him and began to suck him until he let me know he was close.
I grabbed the lube and a condom then layed down.
"So how do you wanna do this?" he asked me, "Want me to prep you?"
Craig's fingers in my ass or my own? Was that even a question?
"Yours." was all I said and handed it to him.
He squirted a big amount onto his fingers the looked at me, "Are you sure?"
"Yes I'm sure, I need you inside me!" I assured him. At that point I was
nervous. What if I didn't enjoy it? What if it hurt like hell?
He gently rubbed lube on my asshole before slowly inserting a finger. It felt
strange. Like really strange but it wasn't exactly painful.
"Want me to add another?" Craig asked before kissing me. I nodded in reply and
he pushed another in slowly, feeling it a bit, enough to make me draw in breath
but not enough to hurt too bad. I could tell that he was taking as long as
possible to avoid hurting me, that's what I love about Craig he's the most
caring person in the world, he just doesn't let that show to most people.
We were making out with eachother whilst Craig was prepping me, both our cocks
pressed against eachother. Fuck I thought I was gonna cum there and then.
"You ready?" he asked as he removed his fingers from inside me.
"Yes." this was it, I was about to fully give myself to Craig. This was huge...
and so was he.
He tore open the condom wrapper and rolled it onto his cock, giving it an extra
coating of lube. He slowly pushed into me, I automatically tensed. I could feel
the burn.
"Babe if you tense it's gonna hurt more," he kissed me, "I swear I'll try not
to hurt you too much."
He began to gently thrust in and out, gradually going deeper each time. As much
as it hurt, my cock was getting harder. I let out a loud moan, not giving a
fuck, when he entered me fully.
"Fuckkkk Tweek, you're so tight!" he gasped as he began to go faster, earning
more moans from me. He grabbed my cock and began to stroke it which completely
sent me over the edge and it didn't take too long for me to cover both of us
with cum. Not too long after Craig let out a loud moan then collapsed on top of
me.
"Fuck that was good." he said as soon as he got his breath back. We stayed as
we were for a few minutes before Craig pulled out and took the cum filled
condom off. We both quickly cleaned up then got into bed, it was pretty early
but we were tired.
"That was amazing." I said whilst Craig pulled me closer to him.
"It was, because it was with you." He replied. It didn't take us long to fall
asleep.
***** Home *****
Chapter Summary
     This took way too long sorry everyone!
     I'll be wrapping this up shortly, I've really enjoyed writing this
     fic!
     I also gave Tweek's mum a name :)
I was woken up from my peaceful sleep by my phone vibrating, I could've sworn
it was switched off. I looked at the screen and saw that it was my mom.
Craig was holding me and had woken up too, "Answer it. You'll only be wondering
what she had to say otherwise."
He was right I suppose, as mad as I was at her I knew I had to answer the call.
"Hello?"
"Tweek? Where are you?" I heard my mom say.
Is she seriously taking the piss?
"It's too early for this. I also love how you asked where I am instead of how I
am." I sighed, just wanting to cuddle in bed and sleep. I could tell Craig knew
I was getting agitated because he started playing with my hair to try calm me
down.
"Your dad and I are at home and you're nowhere to be seen. Stop playing games
Tweek." she sounded impatient.
"I'm at Craig's. My boyfriend. Oh wait you wouldn't know about any of that
would you because you fucking abandoned me!"
"Get home now." her tone of voice had now changed to a mix of shock and anger.
"I'm not coming home, you'll have to drag me kicking and screaming." and with
that, I hung up. I could feel my anger rising.
Craig held me tightly, "It'll be okay."
"You know they're gonna come here now," I said, "I thought I'd be happy when
they got back but fuck, I feel more pissed off at them."
"You know my mom won't make you go back there, we'll keep you safe."
I was still worried, surely if they called the cops they'll make me go back to
my parents. I just wish I was eighteen, but that wasn't gonna be for another
year and a half which is way too long.
We both went back to sleep for a while until we were woken up by someone
banging on the front door. I didn't need three guesses to know who it was.
"I can tell you're upset Liz and you want your son home but I'm not letting you
in until you go home and calm down." I could hear Laura obviously talking to my
mom.
"Get him down here NOW!" I heard my mom scream. She either had two moods, one
which was very calm and the other she'd get angry very easily.
By this point I was stood at the top of the stairs with Craig right behind me,
"I told you Mom, I'm staying here!" I shouted down to her.
"Tweek! Get home now and away from that boy!" My mom shrieked at me.
"What's got you so angry Mother? That I'm gay or you haven't had your meth
yet?" I regretted that as soon as it said it. She's been addicted for years but
always hidden it well, I hadn't even told Craig that she's a drug addict. I
mean yeah, I smoke weed but it's socially and I don't exactly need the stuff. I
could easily go ages without smoking it but my mother on the other hand can't
go a day without her stuff.
"Seriously you've got to be insane to think I want to go back to living with
you. You and Dad abandoning me actually did me a favour! I'm actually happy
now, I'm living with a family that actually give a shit about me and I have a
boyfriend that fucking loves me!" I know I yell at my parents a lot but I was
so fucking angry I couldn't stop my anger flowing. Craig could sense this and
led me upstairs, ignoring my mom screaming at me to get back downstairs. Laura
must've got rid of her because minutes later she had come upstairs.
"I promise you Tweek you are not going back to that house." she promised me,
walking over to me and giving me a hug, something I rarely got from my own
mother, "I never knew your mother was capable of being like that."
"It's rare," I admitted, "It happens when she hasn't had her drugs for a
while."
"Why didn't you ever tell me she was a meth-head?" Craig asked, looking a
little pissed off.
"It's not exactly something you go around telling people," I said to him, then
I looked at his mom, "How am I gonna be allowed to stay here? I can't legally
move out yet."
"Unless you're living in a dangerous environment, which you would be if you
stayed there. I'll give CPS a call soon," She noticed I looked worried at the
word CPS, "It'll be okay, Tweek. You'll be fine to stay here." then she left me
and Craig alone.
"Think she's right?" I asked, still worried about being sent away.
"As much as I hate to admit it, my mom is always right," Craig said, "You know
I won't let anything bad happen to you." he pulled me in for a long kiss.
I really hoped that they were right. I know we haven't been together that long,
but I had started to really love living with Craig. Falling asleep next to
eachother then waking up together in the morning was so perfect, I didn't want
anything to come between that, not only that I'm actually happy for the first
time in a very long time.
***** Building Bridges *****
Chapter Summary
     I'm so sorry it's been forever!
     Just a filler before the last chapter!
     But I'm almost done with a one-shot I was supposed to do weeks ago
     and I'll be uploading a (late) easter fic whenever I get round to
     writing it...
     Enjoy!
So my mom called the cops in an attempt to get me to come home. However the
police force in South Park are more concerned about finding minorities to
arrest then beat up, so nothing really come of it. A couple of officers went
round to attempt to get me to go home but when they clearly saw that there are
was no way I was going to they just shrugged and left. For once I was pretty
thankful for the police being useless.
I'd spoken to my dad briefly on the phone after about a week to try and get me
to at least meet them at the shop to talk but I refused. I would meet my dad on
his own but I wanted nothing to do with my mom until she sorted herself out.
"Shouldn't you be concerned with your own mental health than your mother's?" my
dad said to me.
"I am perfectly capable of handling myself thank you very much," I said through
gritted teeth, trying to stay as civil as possible not wanting to cause anymore
trouble. I didn't want my parents come round shouting and screaming again, it
wasn't fair on the Tuckers.
"Your mother misses you very much. It's not been the same without you here."
"Cut the bullshit, you both act like I don't exist half of the time. Now I know
how horrible those... places are but Mom needs professional help," I was
admitted years ago to a hospital. I didn't like to even think about it let
alone talk about it to anyone, "Dad, if you get Mom help I'll come back to work
and at least try to act like a normal family."
I heard him sigh, "Okay. I'll try my best." shortly after he hung up and I felt
a lot better about the whole situation. I've never been exactly close with my
dad but I was glad we were finally building bridges.
"I'm proud of you," Craig said to me whilst hugging my from behind, "Do you
think you'll ever go back to living with them?"
I shrugged, "I'm not sure. Maybe, I don't know. I like it here, it feels right
here."
"Good, because I like having you live with me. I know people at school will
talk and say it's too soon and all the bullshit but we're not like everyone
else. I really want to spend the rest of my life with you, Tweek."
Words could not describe how happy he makes me feel. Craig is just so perfect
and I fucking love him. I tell him that then we both decided to have an early
night for once, even though it takes me so long to actually get to sleep I
didn't really care, it meant more time being awake and cuddling so I was more
than happy with that.
***** Happy Ending *****
Chapter Summary
     After a long await here is the final chapter!
     I'd like to thank all of you for your amazing support and I'll be
     back again soon!
I stood outside the South Park Mental Health Centre, taking in my surroundings.
I had sworn I'd never set foot in a place like this again. I tended to block
most of my memories of being put in a hospital as it was so long ago now but I
remember being in a room with kids around my age (I would've been about seven
maybe) who were more insane than I was, some screaming all day, some not even
being able to remember their own name, some of them were terrifying and were
threatening to kill all of us in our sleep. Thinking back now, they couldn't
help it as they were clearly unwell and they were not getting the treatment
they needed. Thankfully I was moved to a room on my own after a week so I could
get better.
I know nowadays hospitals are better ran, people are given their own space and
people are a lot more trained and more understanding about mental illness but
this was back before South Park had become more progressive and this was back
when people like Butters were getting falsely diagnosed with multiple
personality disorder for simply playing pretend. That poor kid.
I took a deep breath walked through the door and went to the front desk and
gave them my mom's name. This was the first time I'd seen her in nearly two
months so I was pretty nervous. My dad said that she'd improved a lot and was
responding well to her new medication and had not used meth since she'd been
admitted but I was still worried about how she'd react to seeing me.
Craig offered to come with me but we both knew it wouldn't be the best idea,
also I needed to do this by myself.
I stood outside the room that the lady behind the desk told me to go to, frozen
to the spot. This was the last place that I wanted to be and she was the last
person I wanted to see but I knew that I had to do this. I knocked on the door.
"Come in!" I heard a cheerful voice through the door. I suppose this was a good
sign, so I walked in. I looked around the room, bright yellow walls which was
to probably give off a happy vibe and various paintings on the wall. The
furniture included a bed, bedside table and an arm chair. There was also a TV
attached to the wall. Sat in the arm chair was my mom, who looked calm and
genuinely looked happy to see me.
"Hi Mom," I said, feeling awkward and made my way over to the bed to sit on,
"I'm sorry I didn't come sooner..."
"Forget it. You're here now," she smiled, she genuinely looked a lot better
she'd actually bothered to put makeup on and do her hair. It looked as if she'd
gained a little weight too which was good as she'd been so slim before.
"Tweek I'm so sorry for the way I've treated you. I've never been a proper mom
to you, it's horrible that it's taken me this long to realise that."
"I know you are Mom, I'm happy that you're getting the help you need but I
can't fully forgive you yet," I saw her face drop, I immediately felt bad but I
remembered all the shit she put me through, "I'll come and visit you as much as
I can but you need to prove to me how sorry you are."
"I'll stay clean, I promise you I'll be a proper mother to you. Being in this
place has made me realise that I haven't treated you right."
I could tell she actually meant it, I think this was the first proper
conversation that I'd had with my mom in a very long time. It was quite nice,
we spent the next few hours just talking to eachother, she asked how Craig was
and how things are going between us which was really nice, she sounded like she
actually cared about what's going on in my life for the first time ever. When
it was time for me to go I hugged her and promised I'd come again by the end of
the week.
****
As I began to walk home (Craig's house, which I can now call home) I started
thinking, it felt so strange thinking back to about four months ago. I was a
mess back then, just barely holding on. I had Craig to thank for that, he's
been absolutely amazing to me aswell as the support from his family. Laura
refused to take a penny off of me for rent after I started working back at the
shop, she told me that me and Craig should be putting our money aside for the
future and there was no arguing with her. So as a compromise I insisted on
paying part of her weekly grocery shop.
Mine and my dad's relationship has improved, obviously we see eachother at work
when he's working but me and Craig have dinner with him once a week which is
nice. It's good that he's actually trying to get to know me properly.
The walk home didn't take too long so within ten minutes I arrived home. I
walked up to mine and Craig's room to find him sat on his bed playing xbox, as
soon as he noticed I was back he put his controller down.
"How did it go?" he asked, hugging me as soon as I sat down next to him.
"A lot better than expected. She seems to have gotten a lot better," I replied,
"I'm glad you made me go."
"I knew you'd regret not going if you didn't. I'm so proud of you," He laid
down on the bed and pulled me down next to him, "You know you've come such a
long way in the past few months."
I kissed him, "Yeah that's because of you always being there and supporting
me." we laid in silence for a few minutes, just holding eachother happily.
"You know I'm gonna marry you one day."
What.
"Is this your way of proposing?" I asked, "Like we're only sixteen!"
"Well yeah sort of... But we've got a long time for that anyway, because I know
we're gonna be together forever." I looked at his face, his cheeks had a light
pink tint to them.
"Awh Craig Tucker, getting all embarrassed and cute!" I taunted, straddling his
waist.
"Fuck off!" he growled then within seconds he was on top of me, "I know a way
that can get you all flustered."
"I like where this is going..."
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