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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Neon_Genesis_Evangelion
  Relationship:
      Ikari_Shinji/Souryuu_Asuka_Langley
  Character:
      Souryuu_Asuka_Langley, Ikari_Shinji
  Additional Tags:
      Mutual_Masturbation, Oral_Sex, 69_(Sex_Position), Vaginal_Sex, Eventual
      Romance
  Series:
      Part 3 of Everything's_Gone_Green
  Stats:
      Published: 2018-03-25 Words: 3920
****** If Only Tonight We Could Sleep ******
by AngelNo13Bardiel
Summary
     (sequel to The Trick is to Keep Breathing/pt.3 of Everything's Gone
     Green) Asuka may be behind the wheel again tonight, but...oh who are
     we kidding, she'll be in charge EVERY time. Not that Shinji's going
     to complain in this case, mind you.
Notes
     DISCLAIMER: Don’t own Evangelion or any of its characters, that’s all
     still the property of…whoever owns it these days. Probably never will
     either, but I’m okay with that (too much legal hassle to potentially
     deal with). This is the sequel to The Trick is to Keep Breathing, so
     go read that one first. ’This’ is thoughts, "this" is speech.
See the end of the work for more notes
-If Only Tonight We Could Sleep-
“Well, don’t always wait for me to take the lead,” Asuka Langley Sohryu said
with a bit of attitude, leaning in closer. “Be a man and go for it. I won‘t
bite…much.”
Shinji Ikari gulped loudly and moved in closer to Asuka, already parting his
lips and meeting her tongue with his own. The teens thoroughly explored each
others’ mouths, putting their arms around and leaning into one another. Both
only came up for air when they couldn’t hold their breath any longer, staring
at the other person through heavy eyelids. “Asuka…” he breathed out, almost a
moan. He lightly gripped the edge of her shirt. “Mind if I…?”
Asuka shook her head with a laugh, this was like the onsen all over again. “Go
ahead, I won’t stop you,” she purred in his ear. Shinji pulled the garment off
in a slow manner, the soft cotton fabric brushing over the redhead’s now-erect
nipples. “Ooh…” she cooed in appreciation, her newly-free chest covered in
goose pimples. She looked down to see him start to bite and suck at her neck.
“Softly,” she murmured, “don’t leave any…mmm…marks, o-okay?”
Shinji nodded, resuming his suckling on her skin. Like the previous night, he
was starting to get just as turned on by her noises as much as what she tasted
like. As he moved closer and closer to her breasts, he took his time and kissed
the skin around the bottom of her mounds and gave little licks just outside the
areolas. He nearly fell off the bed when he felt Asuka grab him through his
shorts, lightly fondling him and making his motions on her flesh more erratic.
Asuka rubbed and stroked him for a few moments before withdrawing her hand
slowly. When Shinji looked up at her face in surprise from between her breasts,
she spoke in a soft whisper. “Why don’t you stop and we try
something…different?”
“W-what did y-…ha…you have in mind?” Shinji asked, panting from the breath he’d
been neglecting to take while he had been focusing on her body.
“We’ve both admitted that we’ve been fantasizing about each other, right?”
Asuka questioned. After Shinji nodded, she went on. “Then show me.” When he
gave her a puzzled look, she clarified. “Touch yourself for me. I’ll do the
same…”
In spite of the room’s atmosphere, Shinji blushed terribly. He’d done it by
himself plenty of times, never having been caught (yet)…but never in front of
another person. “A-are you s…sure?” he asked. Asuka didn’t speak, but nodded in
a very lucid manner. Swallowing hard, he slowly backed away from her just far
enough and pulled his shorts down a little, exposing his still-hard cock to the
warmth of his room. As he took hold of himself, the Third Child watched as the
girl disrobed just as fast as she had done the night before. ‘Still nothing
short of immaculate,’ he thought in a haze as she sat before him naked.
Asuka pulled herself into a position where her right leg dangled off the futon
and her left was still on it, exposing her open vagina directly towards Shinji.
“Go ahead and take a good look, baka,” she teased, running a hand down slowly
between her pubic hair and opening the lips just a little. “This is something
no other boy or man has ever seen. You should feel beyond privileged to witness
this.”
Watching as the redhead began to massage the area just around her opening,
Shinji began to slowly pump himself like he had done time after time. ‘Only
now, there’s an audience,’ he corrected himself, the whole moment being
completely surreal. He moved his hand slowly up and down his shaft, already
feeling the leak of precum moisten his motions.
“So…what do y-you…ah…think about…mmm…” Asuka said in between moans as she
slowly began to introduce a finger to her progressively-more wet pussy, “when
you’re doing it?”
“Y-you…” Shinji squeaked out quietly, still rubbing himself in a slow-but-
steady manner. He was in no hurry: in spite of how embarrassed he’d been
initially, he found it even hotter to do this in front of Asuka. ‘I guess I
just trust her that much.’
“I get that, baka,” Asuka replied, gasping right after as her hips bucked
slightly. “Oh, Gott…I m-meant specifics.”
Shinji’s pace slowed for just a moment as he thought over some of his favorite
mental images he used during masturbation. “I-I…” he began slowly, swallowing
as much as he could through a dry mouth, “I imagine us tasting each other,
fully…” He trailed off, shivering as the sensitivity of his dick reach an all-
time high. “Make…mmm…making love as long as w-we can…”
“I think I can make that happen,” Asuka whispered, only just barely audible to
either of them. She withdrew her hand from her crotch slowly, reaching over to
Shinji’s hand to stop his stroking. “Time for something else new.”
Shinji didn’t have the time to ask what she meant as Asuka softly shoved him
back onto the mattress and positioned herself with her bottom facing him and
her face directly in his lap. “I think you get where I’m going with this, ja?”
she asked, looking back at his shocked gaze.
Shinji couldn’t help but openly stare at the sight before him: Asuka’s wet and
swollen vagina, presented to him like a gift. His mouth opened in a slack-jawed
expression, and he only vaguely remembered what was probably going to be
happening at the other end. ‘She’s actually going to…?’ He didn’t finish the
thought, the whole idea just seemed too weird to consider normally. “A-Asuka…”
he said after some effort. When she turned her head back to see him, he
continued. “Just…be gentle…”
“Isn’t that my line?” Asuka teased with a wink, still amused by the fact that
he could be this surprised even after what they’d already done. “Do a good job
now, I’m expecting your best.” Shinji pried his stare from what was in front of
him to her face, hesitantly nodding. The redhead turned back to where her own
task lay, remembering back to the things she’d overheard from various girls and
roommates back in college. ‘Okay…you can do this, Asuka,’ she told herself, not
believing it completely. ‘Just watch your teeth and breath through your nose.
It’s not supposed to be that bad…’ She took one last deep breath through her
mouth before positioning her lips around her teeth and lowering herself down on
his dick, going slowly to fight back her gag reflex.
Shinji gasped in surprise as she was finally around him completely and began to
bob her head up and down. It felt every bit as good as when he had been inside
her last night. Realizing that Asuka was the only one participating, he reached
forward and took hold of her buttocks with his hands, staring deeply into her
pussy. The scent wasn’t bad, but it was overpowering. ‘A lot like her,
actually,’ he thought with some amusement as he tentatively reached his head
forward to take his first licks. He felt the girl shudder at the contact,
realizing that what he did had worked. Emboldened by her sounds, he began to
eat her out in earnest, eliciting more and more groans and moans from the
redhead.
Asuka, for her part, had only just managed to not cry out at the feeling of his
tongue on her flower. ‘Not bad, Shinji,’ she mused, ‘not bad at all.’ She
slowly withdrew him from her mouth, making sure to coat it with as much saliva
as possible before blowing on the engorged muscle lightly. ‘Good thing he’s not
really big, or this wouldn’t have been easy.‘ He bucked his hips at her
actions, causing the girl to grin in a drunken way. ‘All too easy to wrap you
around my finger, Shinji,’ she thought to herself before taking him in her
mouth once more.
Unfortunately, Shinji could feel his control beginning to slip. “A-Asuka…” he
spoke a little louder so she wouldn’t have trouble hearing him. “Asuka…I’m
about…ah…”
Asuka panicked for just a moment, trying to decide what would be the best
option. ‘Fuck it, guess this’ll be another new experience,’ she finally
reasoned before burying her head down as much as she could and making a muffled
(for obvious reasons) ‘mm-hmm‘ while nodding…well, as much as she could, of
course. She heard Shinji grunt heavily just after and felt several warm spurts
shoot into her mouth. She gagged at the sensation but held on tightly, not
wanting to make an even bigger mess.
And that was the point at which Shinji’s tongue and lips found their way to
Asuka’s clitoris, sending her arousal to near-stratospheric heights, finally
taking her over the edge and causing her own orgasm just after he had stopped
coming. Shinji was caught off-guard by the sudden grip of her inner walls on
his tongue and the splash of secretions spraying onto his chin and lips.
Coughing at the stronger scent of the liquid, he threw his head back in total
ecstasy. This had easily been one of his favorite fantasies about the
redhead…and she had just brought it to life in vivid, screaming color. ‘Like
the sex, there’s just no comparison.’
Asuka managed to come down from her post-coital high long enough to withdraw
Shinji’s now-spent dick from her mouth (which caused him to moan and squirm
again) and move around from on top of him to a sitting position next to him.
Looking about the room for something to deposit the offending substance into,
she realized just how empty his room was. ‘Not even a cup or
something…verdammt, why are you such a neat freak?’ she mentally chastised him.
Deciding that she didn’t have any other options, she shrugged at the boy’s
confused gaze and swallowed.
Shinji watched with absolute shock as she did so, more than a little turned on
by the sight…right before she gagged strongly with a disgusted look on her
face. “A-are you okay, Asuka?” he asked, sitting up suddenly.
‘Those girls in college were full of shit,’ Asuka thought, repulsed by the
texture and favor of Shinji’s seed. It was one of the worst things she had ever
tasted…but the look of pleasure in his eyes made it worth it. ‘Sometimes, you
just have to compromise,’ she told herself. Noticing his worried look, the
Second Child spoke up while trying not to look like she might be sick. “I’m
alright…” she replied, her coughing after not really convincing either of them.
“That…that was vile.”
“I’m sorry…” Shinji said out of habit, looking down at his mattress.
“Not your fault this time,” Asuka reassured him. “You did at least warn me.”
She shook her head while swishing what saliva she could produce and swishing it
around in her mouth to rid herself of the flavor. “I don’t think there’s much
you could’ve done about that part.” She sighed heavily and leaned back on her
elbows. “You did good for a first time, baka.”
“T-thanks…” Shinji whispered, slightly embarrassed at her praise. “I just
wanted you to feel good.”
“Well, mission fucking accomplished,” Asuka replied, looking up at the ceiling.
“How was it for you?”
Shinji fell back onto the futon, staring at nothing in particular. “It was…” he
began before hesitating. “I don’t know if I can put it in words.”
“Well, at least try to,” Asuka prodded, repositioning herself to be lying on
her stomach with her face just about a couple of feet from his. She lifted her
feet into the air, hanging lazily above her bare back. “C’mon, tell me…”
Shinji took a few deep breaths and laid an arm over his forehead. “It was every
bit as good as the other times,” he answered, being completely honest.
“Absolute bliss.”
“Glad to hear it,” Asuka said, flicking him on the forehead, which caused him
to gasp a little. “I was afraid the thing about it never being as good as the
first was actually true. Good to know that‘s bullshit, too.” The redhead took a
moment to really go over what her lover looked like. He wasn’t as scrawny as
she had first thought, figuring NERV’s training was enough to put a little
muscle on him. ‘And in the right light, he’s fairly handsome,’ she mused,
amused by how much her opinion of him had changed since Mt. Asama. “Hey
Shinji…how do I look right now?”
Shinji looked over at her, taking in her appearance before speaking without
hesitation. “Gorgeous,” he answered, almost breathing the word rather than
speaking it.
Asuka felt her cheeks warm up at the compliment, giving him a slight smile.
“Yeah, I’ll bet,” she replied in a sarcastic tone. “I’m jittery, sweaty, my
hair’s a mess, I smell musky, I’ve still got the taste of semen in my mouth…”
She paused, staring Shinji right in the eyes. “But…I know you mean it. You’re
just that painfully honest.” She let the silence settle in for the time being,
letting both of them recover from their respective orgasms. After around ten
minutes had passed, she spoke up again. “So…are you still up for another go?”
Shinji opened his eyes and looked up at her, knowing just what she was asking.
“Are you?” he shot back, in a tone that sounded like Asuka’s own kind of
teasing. She had to laugh at his attempt at mockery. “What’s so funny?”
“You trying to sound like me, that’s what,” Asuka replied, pulling herself back
into a seated position. “Nice try, though.” She leaned over him, their noses
almost touching. “And yeah, I am. But I need you to get up for a minute, okay?”
Shinji nodded and stood from the futon, waiting to see what the redhead had
planned. His eyes followed her as she reached into the pocket of her shorts and
pulled out the same kind of condom they’d used last night. “Asuka…” he began,
remembering something he’d been pondering since then, “where did you get
those?”
Asuka stopped and sat quietly, staring down at the floor. “I…bought them,” she
answered after a moment. Looking up to see his confused expression, she
explained. “It was beyond embarrassing buying them, just so you know.” She
looked away from him before going on. “I…I thought I’d use them…with Kaji, but
well…the onsen…”
Shinji had to blink a few times upon hearing that. ‘That…explains things,’ he
thought, not as surprised as he thought he’d be. “Oh…” he said quietly, hoping
to spare her further embarrassment. “Sorry for asking…”
“Haven’t I told you to stop with the apologies?” Asuka told him, though in a
mock-threatening manner. “You asked a question, I answered. Simple as that.”
She shook her head and cleared her throat. “Now, because you did quite a
satisfactory job at oral,” she began, tossing him the wrapped condom, which he
managed to just barely catch, “I’m going to let you have a…special treat.” She
lifted herself fully onto the mattress and turned around to give Shinji an
unobstructed view of her bottom sticking out towards him. “We’re gonna try a
little rear-entry, alright?” she asked, looking back at him on her hands and
knees.
Shinji picked his jaw up from where it had fallen and tried to ignore the sight
before him. ‘Tried‘ being the key word, of course. “I-I thought you didn’t l-
like that last n-night…” he stammered, looking down to see his erection once
more at the ready. ‘No surprise there.’
“I didn’t mean assplay, baka,” Asuka corrected him, rolling her eyes. “I
overheard some girls at college talk about how vaginal entry this way gets
better results. And if it’s even better than last night…” She paused, shaking
her head. “I think you get the point, ja?”
Shinji nodded without hesitation, quickly unwrapping the condom and pulling it
slowly over his dick. ‘She was right, they’re a little oversized,’ he thought ,
remembering what happened when she’d put one on him last night. ‘Oh well, no
other options.’ He watched as Asuka repositioned herself lengthwise on his
futon, climbing onto it just as she finished. Readying himself at her backside,
he carefully managed to find the correct hole before slowly entering her once
more. ‘She was right about this, too,’ he thought as the pleasure once more
engulfed him, ‘it does feel even better.’ As he finally found himself buried in
her to the hilt, the redhead let out a long heavy moan and tensed up around
him. “W-what was that?“ he asked, wondering if he’d done something wrong.
“Was…t-that good or bad?”
Asuka, for her part, was in complete heaven. Last night had felt amazing, but
this…this was better than she could believe. ‘And it doesn’t hurt nearly as
much,’ she managed to think through her haze of arousal. “Just wait…for now,”
she told Shinji, looking back at him. “And go slowly this time, I want to feel
everything.”
Shinji nodded, just taking in every single sensation he felt at the moment.
Everything seemed to be heightened at the moment, sending an overload to the
pleasure center of his brain. “S-sure thing…” he answered, slowly beginning to
pump in and out of her, making sure to carefully go as slowly as he felt he
should.
Asuka grunted and squirmed as Shinji’s hips crashed into her own over and over.
The levels of pleasure she felt were verging on being too much for the Second
Child. “Ah…ah…Gott…” she repeated several times, not finding the words for what
she was experiencing.
The room quickly filled with the scent of lovemaking, the sounds of flesh
hitting flesh. Both teens moved rhythmically in time with each other, not
feeling like words were necessary for the moment. After a few minutes, Asuka
lifted herself up from her hands and knees, leaning fully back into Shinji’s
body and turning her head around. “S-Shinji…” she breathed, almost not even a
whisper, “kiss…ah…m-me…”
Shinji pressed his lips to hers with a soft, gentle touch and Asuka wasted no
time in bringing their tongues into the equation. They continued to move with
each other while making out fervently. He recalled for the briefest of moments
where her mouth had been earlier, but squashed the thought for the moment.
‘Don’t care, this feels too good to ruin,’ he somehow managed to think as the
Second and Third Children continued to mingle sounds and slurred words into a
cacophony of ecstasy. ‘Sexiest. Sounds. Ever.’
Asuka and Shinji both finally pressed into each other after another few
minutes, both letting out a silent scream and groan (respectively) of pleasure
when their climaxes finally reached their crescendos at the same time.
Collapsing onto the bed with the Third Child completely spent on her back, the
redhead was only dimly aware of anything but the miniature sun that her pussy
had become. ‘I didn’t even know I could get that aroused,’ she thought through
the fog of lust in her mind. She felt as the boy rolled off her and back onto
the futon. “Y…y-you didn’t disappoint, baka.”
“Glad…ah…you thought s-so,” Shinji replied as soon as he could produce enough
spit to swallow. He reached down and gently pulled the filled condom off, tying
off the end and depositing it into his waste bin nearby. Looking up, he saw
that Asuka had already recovered and began to redress. “Thank you, Asuka…”
Asuka looked back at him, surprised to hear that. “For what?” she asked. “I
wasn’t the only one involved in this. You did your part, too.”
“I know, but…” Shinji trailed off, not knowing exactly what he had thanked her
for. “I just wanted to say it anyway.” As she stood up, he realized where she
was heading. “Are you going back to bed?” he questioned, putting his own shorts
and shirt back on.
“Might as well,” Asuka replied, stopped right between his futon and the door.
“Can’t have Misato catching us again, or we’ll never hear the end of it.”
Shinji hung his head, understanding that she was right about that part. ‘But…I
don’t want her to go,’ he thought, already dreading how empty his bed would
feel now. “R-right,” he said as she crossed the floor, “then…good night,
Asuka.”
Asuka hesitated as she reached his door, hearing the sadness in his tone of
voice. ‘Is he sad that I’m not staying?’ she asked herself. Looking back at
Shinji, she saw that he had already laid back down and was turned away from
her. ‘Yeah…he is.’ She closed her eyes and took a breath, leaning her head into
the doorframe. ‘I said things would be different after coming in,’ she mused,
‘and here I am, about to take things right back to where they were after that
night at the onsen.’ She wanted to laugh at her own foolishness. ‘You’re the
baka this time, Sohryu.’ She opened her eyes and walked back softly over to
where the Third Child was lying down. “You’d better not snore, Shinji.”
Shinji opened his eyes when he heard her speak so close to him, but was unable
to give an answer before he felt her lay down next to him. “A-Asuka…I thought…”
“A girl’s entitled to change her mind sometimes,” Asuka told him as Shinji
turned to face her. “And like I told her this morning, it’s none of her
business what we do…” She let the sentence hang in the air for a moment before
taking his right hand in her left one. “As long as no one’s getting hurt and no
one’s being used.”
“Asuka…” Shinji said softly, smiling just a moment later when he realized just
what she had meant. ‘She has a roundabout way of saying things she really
means,’ he thought to himself. “I’m…I’m glad you decided to stay,” he began,
closing his eyes for a second. “Sometimes, it gets a little too lonely in here
at night.”
Asuka smiled back at him, leaning in closer to touch her forehead to his. “Get
used to it, Shinji,” she said. “This is going to be new to both of us.”
Shinji didn’t respond in words, only moving around to plant a gentle kiss onto
Asuka’s lips. “I know…” he answered, inching over and wrapping his arms around
the redhead’s body. “Is this okay, I mean-”
“A little cuddling will be fine, you don‘t have to ask,” Asuka replied with a
laugh, putting her own arms around him afterward. “Let’s just get some sleep
for now,” she concluded, pulling the sheet up over both of them, “we’ll talk
more about whatever…this…is tomorrow, alright?”
“Okay, Asuka,” Shinji said, closing his eyes and relaxing fully into their
embrace. “Good night, Asuka. Sweet dreams.”
“Baka…” Asuka whispered, amused at his actions. Closing her own eyes, she felt
the exhaustion from their earlier activities beckoning her to get to sleep. ‘To
think this all started with you jumping into a volcano after me,’ she thought,
yawning and nudging even closer into her lover‘s hold. ‘And now, here I am,
having been loved physically and emotionally by you…and falling for you. Baka-
Shinji.’ She smiled and had one last thought before being pulled into the
blackness of slumber: ‘But you’re my baka-Shinji.’
-End-
End Notes
     Originally posted on 15 January 2017 on FFN.
     Pre-read and then some was done by Ash. Thanks again, honey.
     As usual: all comments will be appreciated, good or bad. But I do
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     See you next time,
     -Bardi (and Ash)-
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